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Hi, Howdy! Hey! I really love your novel!! I got a little confused by the 4 day, may maybe you help me please? who is it? why we got the bad end staying the night in Ren’s apartment and he disappear of the home screen? I can’t understand “unset memory” game, sorry if I wrote smth wrong or smth sounds rude, I swear that I didn’t mean it if happened, I’m really a fan of the novel, I’ve been playing the game since day 1 or 2 I guess, probably day 1, english isn’t my first language, but I tried lol
⌞♥⌝ I hope you don't mind me answering these as bullet points!! ^^
"It" will be revealed later in the game! So I won't reveal too much right now.
You can only get the Dead End in Day 4 by staying at Ren's apartment — the rest of your choices before that don't matter. I'd also pay closer attention to the black smoke and Ren's reaction towards it!
Ren disappears from the home screen because he promised to help the player out (and stop them from getting the Dead End again). Try replaying the game again from the beginning for a surprise!
"Unsent Memories" was another visual novel (initially being written by @10chimes / @unsentmemory, though the project has since been dropped and handed back to me /pos) and is set in the same universe as 14 Days With You. Its storyline and characters are completely separate from 14DWY, so you don't have to worry about them while playing 14DWY.
#I don't think a lot of people know this but River was originally my OC lmao#Obviously BEFORE Jesse picked him up and turned him into an entirely different character /pos#We originally planned for Riv and Ren to have a Billy and Stu dynamic; except River would pretend to be a himbo—#— The same way Ren would pretend to be some Normal Empathetic Guy™️ kjgskg#River was also going to be a lovesick serial killer who incapacitated Bunny so that they'd stay with & depend on him forever#Also because Jesse and I wanted to have a ''same production factory; different yandere'' kind of vibe with Riv and Ren (and their dynamic)#Like... Ren puts Angel above himself and craves THEIR satisfaction whereas River cares about himself and prioritises HIS own satisfaction#Ren would hit his best friend (River) with a car if it meant keeping Angel happy & by his side forever#River would hit Bunny with a car if it meant keeping them by his side forever (thus making him happy)#But!! After everything that's happened in the yandere community; Jesse (understandably) wanted to get away from that kind of environment#So he's since dropped Unsent Memories and hasn't really got any plans to work on it again or return to da yan vn circle#I'm also continuing to write 14DWY the way it was originally planned (with 2017!River only getting a brief cameo to serve up some lore </3)#—But I'm lowkey holding out just in case Jesse ever considers returning hehe :3 I like their version of River and I wanna do him justice#Until then though?? I'll yearnfully clutch my locket and wait for my lover to return from war.... (she has a literal 9-5 job now) /hj /p#GKJSDG I scrolled up and??? NOT ME RANTING IN THE TAGS AGAIN?????????? WHY DO I UNINTENTIONALLY YAP SO MUCH#I will 🤫🤐 now#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — shut up sai.#to be tagged later#weird0nerd
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the hightowers sibs had a heart-to-heart conversation for the first time in 20 years, and then gwayne looked at criston and was like, "whatever, i must join my ex-husband-current-fiance. bye sis".
#Criston: you can stay at the castle with your sister. Gwayne: with your amorous nature I won't take my eyes off you. for sister of course...#attention to Gwayne “I'll pretend like I was forced and not I asked for it��� Hightower#criston cole#gwayne hightower#ser criston cole#criston x gwayne#gwaynston#crisgwayne#gwayston#hotd#house of the dragon#my post
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Suki Panesar and Eve Unwin, 01/01/25 [x]
#EastEnders#Suki Panesar#Eve Unwin#Sukeve#Oh my GOD I don't think I can cope#OTP: you make me feel still#I still don't know how the hell the day will go but I'll stay here in the happy bubble and pretend nothing bad will happen#my post
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made this in like year 8 (seventh grade i believe? around 12/13 years old) and it kinda slaps
BUT TELL ME WHY I CAN'T LOOK A SINGLE THING WITHOUT THINKING OF AZIRAPHALE AND CROWLEY. THE BRAINROT IS BRAINROTTING. IT WON'T STOP. SOON IT WILL BE COMPLETELY DECAYED. SEND HELP. QUICKLY, BEFORE IT GETS TOO LATE.
#good omens#ineffable idiots#aziraphale#crowley#current hyperfixation#of course it's good omens#why am i surprised#i just read an article saying we're unlikely to get season 3 before 2026 and i just#🥲#yk?#like yeah i believe#quality > quantity#but why not both#bears in trees can do it#this is all /lh btw#i promise i love neil#and i trust him to take the final season where it needs to go#in the meantime i'll keep staying up until 3am looking at bears in trees youtube videos#i'm sure it's totally healthy wdym#okay i'm gonna pretend to go to sleep now#gnight#lgbtqia#agender#genderfluid#cisgender#(ew)#/JOKING
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All my life I've been told by all kinds of people that they can never really tell what I'm feeling or what's going through my mind because apparently I'm always just hiding everything behind a smile so that I've become rather unreadable. And then he just. Takes one look at me and goes 'Yeah. I know that face, oh here we go again, she's about to unleash her thoughts. She's gonna bash that theory I just showed her so hard. Where's my popcorn?' I hadn't even said anything yet and he was already laughing.
And to be honest. It's quite nice to be known, actually.
#i only went to his office to ask if he wants to join me for lunch he didn't have time and yet i still somehow ended up staying for 1.5 hours#'thanks for the conversation' he said when i left. 'and thanks for keeping me from my work'#as if HE hadn't kept me from lunch when he kept our conversation going on and on with his 'wait i still wanted to show you this'#talking to him always feels like wellness for my brain somehow. like. we're different people but we think the same way.#i don't have to translate my thoughts to be understood he already gets my point before i've even finished my train of thought#every time work tires me out so much that it feels like i can't think straight anymore then i talk to him and suddenly my brain works again#and i like how he calls me out on my nonsense when i lose myself in a contradiction or don't say what i want to say or say what i don't mea#and he lets me go on extensive rants about statistics despite not knowing anything about it and doesn't even complain#he just always says 'i'll pretend i know what that means' and says i should learn it well so he can ask me for my help with it later#recently he came to me right after teaching saying 'you won't believe how much i just messed up. let me show you how i failed'#and then proceeded to recreate the entire situation and his thought process at that moment and i just#there is a very big word running around in my mind that i dare not speak of but maybe one day#i don't even know if he even sees me as much as a friend maybe i'm just some co-worker he likes talking to occasionally you know#what does it mean what does it all mean#ramblings
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english kpop peaked with this
#YOUR NAGGING NON STOP !!! BUT I'M MY OWN BOSS !! GOTTA LET ME WORK IT OUT FOR MY SELF DON'T NEED NO GUIDANCE !!#I DO WHAT I WANNA !! JUST LEAVE ME TO OWN MY OWN MISTAKES AND LET ME BREATHE I NEED A LITTLE FREEDOM ! TO MAKE BIG GIRL DECISIONS !!#I'M SO BAD BAD IMA GET ALL I CAN GET CAUSE GOOD GIRLS ALWAYS FINISH LAST I'M DONE WITH TRYING TO BE SOMEBODY ELSE !!!!#I'M JUST ON MY WAY !! DON'T NEED YOU IN MY SPACE SORRY IF I LET IT SLIP BUT I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY !!#WON'T PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE I'M NOT YEAH I'LL BE STAYING TRUE TO MYSELF!!!!! I WANNABE ME ME ME#I WONT CHANGE I'M LOVING WHAT I'VE GOT CAUSE I KNOW I'M PERFECT JUST THE WAY I AM !! I WANNABE ME ME ME#I DONT WANNABE SOMEBODY JUST WANNABE ME BE ME I WANNABE ME ME ME I DON'T WANNA BE SOMEBODY JUST WANNABE ME BE ME#I WANNABE ME ME ME (action!) EVRBODY EVRBODY EVRBODY TEACHING ME (ALL EYES ON ME) GOTTA DO THIS AND THAT ALWAYS INTERFERING (DONT TOUCH ME)#OHYEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH GOT FLAWS SO TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT IMA DO MY THANG JUST DO YOUR THANG CAUSE I'M THE ONE AND ONLY#THEY ALL THINK THAT THEY CAN BE THE JUDGE OF MY LIFE (LA LA LA) GOT NOTHING NICE TO DO BUT PICK APART AND CRITICISE (LA LA LA)#SORRY BUT I AINT GOT TIME FOR YOUR MEANINGLESS OPINIONS. IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS I DO MY OWN BUSINESS!!!!!!!#and it wont let me do any further (boring!)#istg#itzy#wannabe itzy#peak
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I looooooove cooking/planning out food arrangements for christmas while pretending to be extremely stressed and put upon and frazzled about it
#and I'll stay pretending !#can't wait to turn into an evil dictator in the kitchen#typing up the minutes from mine and my mother's zoom meeting about the tesco order#creating some polls for the group chat to gauge cheese board choices#dry running dessert this weekend#i fackin luv it im so type A but literally only when it comes to hosting and feeding ppl#and if you haven't guessed YES im a cancer ♋🥰#dear diary
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just realized my fatal flaw and the great struggle of possibly the rest of my life. while watching a cdrama.
#a sock speaks#local construction#fundamentally I lack the confidence needed to be a writer or a teacher#on the one hand I can't brazen my way out of this by pretending to be confident. I need to actually have the knowledge and skills I claim.#on the other hand I can't just say I'll be confident once I have more knowledge and experience. I have a master's degree!#I want to get more school but more school on its own will not fix this#I've let opportunities pass by because I was depressed. I didn't see how I could be enough for them.#or I was too tired (because I was depressed)#but sometimes it's bc I'm not sure if trying would make things better or worse (that one's on the OCD more than depression)#it makes sense that I lack confidence because of inexperience. but I can only gain experience by going for it. doing things badly is good.#it makes sense that I'm scared to face criticism. I've faced my whole community against me.#I've been stuck at someone's house debating scripture for hours with a migraine and no food. I think that was mildly traumatic for me.#but in most cases I am physically safe and the physical fear is irrational. I can work on this with some gentle exposure therapy.#but I need to bring together the effort to organize my thoughts and the bravado to hold my ground in an argument#and I can only build up this confidence with practice. I need to write. I need to do public speaking.#I'd need a platform for speaking (I'd hate to do a podcast or vlog but it'd be good for me)#but I should write! why am I not writing more? I need to write. writing is the way forward#several years ago I was in such deep despair with life that in order to survive I told myself#that I just had to survive. I didn't have to achieve anything or prove myself in any way as long as I stayed alive#and I went to grad school in Georgia not because I saw a path to a career in biblical studies but because school made me want to be alive#(extremely bizarre case of grad school not being the problem. I know.)#I know I missed a lot of benefits I could've had if I'd been mentally healthy when I went. but it's okay because it kept me going#I can go back to school or not go back. do biblical studies or do something else. I don't have big expectations for myself#but as my mental health improves it occurs to me that I COULD do more if only I believed it was worth the effort#I don't need to fear failure when the alternative was not even attempting it#I need to write. I need to write. I need to write.#I'm thinking I might start a newsletter or blog or something. some Bible stuff and some church/social commentary. just kind of open ended.
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Fluffvember Day 17 - Indulgence
A: "I truly must go."
K: "I know."
Both: "..."
(One more for the road, then) :>
#fluffvember 2023#fluffvember#wolmeric#aymeric x wol#aymeric de borel#femroe#keimwyda sylbdhemwyn#wolmeric nonsense#roegadyn wol#illustrating the closest thing to a spicy fic I'll ever write#yes it's at Fortemps Manor because Keimwyda is staying there at this point in the timeline#We'll just pretend like there aren't servant NPCs just offscreen#this is totes the guest quarters
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#keep my wife's name out of your fucking mouth#ik he's not going#but stay away from him#i'll bite off your fingers fr luis enrique#can't even win against a random japanese club#a circus pretending to be a football club#this is a psg hate account#pedri#fc barcelona#fcb
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Cool.. Our rent price got raised. :') I did not know it was even possible to get even MORE poor than me and mom already were, but here we are. Guess I'll start surviving on literal bread and water at this rate.
#/vent#personal#no but when will things stop getting worse?#in moments like this I feel especially bitter thinking about that asshole that went to me like:#'wahh wahh katy i won enough money in the court to buy everything I want but it doesn't matter because I can't buy YOU uwu'#*ten days later* 'actually I don't want a friend/sister anymore can you please stay in your bum spot and simply be my-#-online friend and listen to me ramble about my interests without any regards to yours and show off how cool my life is to you like always?#like no I am not materialistic but when people make dramatic promises of this kind they better stick to them#'nooo but you MUST get out of russia!!!' bitch how? I can hardly afford enough food let alone travelling and living abroad#anyways yeah I am done using the guy that pretended to want a better life for us both and then turned tail as a core for venting#sorry it just makes me angry#not so much living in powerty and not being able to crawl out of debt and my life state no matter what#but more about a very consistent trend of having friends that one day get RICH and dump me as 'lower class' right after that happens#he is not the only one like that in my life he is just the most recent one#really speaks about how unlikeable I am if people lose interest in me as soon as they can buy happy things instead#shows that my worth as a human being is super low and I only work as entertainment when people can't buy something to do that instead#like videogames food travels objects books etc etc...#I am just below those things and less interesting than those things and I'll die early hahaha lol#hopes are that supernatural luck power that doesn't want me to escape easily will send me something to help. because yeah my situation-#-is B A D.
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sweetheart please love me too long my heart’s too strong love me too long sweetheart please let me hold on to these old songs I’ve loved too long
#hi I had two beers in a bar with a bunch of flight attendant colleagues and I'm SAD#the more I interact with normal people the more I see how I'm a fucking weirdo lmao#at least I'm working on my pretending skills#like. I can now pretend I'm a normal person and have loud bar conversations and spend 16 bucks on a beer I know costs 5#but deep down when I get home I know that's just so fundamentally not me...?#and the fact that I can't interact with people showcasing the real me it's just kinda sad#also everyone was talking abt their sex lives and love lives and I was just sitting there laughing along#like I wasn't a 21 year old who no one has ever wanted and hasn't even had their first kiss yet#and the more I interact with people the more I see I'll always be the fat kind kid who no one will ever consider as fuckable#I'm literally the fat friend lmao#I feel like I lost all of the chances I had to change that in high-school#and now I'm an adult who's never kissed anyone and has absolutely zero game#so it'll probably stay like that. that's so fucking sad#I'm going to die not knowing what KISSING feels like. what the fuck.#anyways I'm just tipsy and lonely lol I'm gonna shower and go to bed now#probably put on the ❤️ video and have a little cry sess beforehand and that's ok#we love dying alone and being a unfuckable weirdo!#rambles*
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It took like 400 days for Bakugou to come back to the manga and it's been 24 chapters since Aizawa, Mic and Kurogiri disappeared so I do think it'd be really funny if Horikoshi does just forget about them and we never see them again. They're just gone until he finally gives us an epilogue chapter to finish this trainwreck of an arc. If he kills them off screen like he did with Nemuri and only gives a passing mention to it I want you all to know that I'll be wheez laughing myself into an early grave
#personal#I'll be pissed if he brings oboro back tho let the dead stay dead#I ignore most of the canon anyway [easier to do now that I no longer read it lol]#but if oboro comes back just know I will be pretending it never happened#in my fics he's dead and he's staying that way bc the tragedy of his death is too damn good
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it's sunday, my fucking ankles and knees hurts like bitches AND i still gotta go to work until 12pm 🙂
#kelin talks#kelin's ramblings#ohhhh i'm gonna lose my mind so bad if they ONCE again offend me in front of customers like–#who tf are you to diminish me AND THEN pretend that i stay?????#you fuckers where the fucking second choice literally so where's all this narcissism coming from??? 😭#literally could've gone babysitting for 3/4hrs and get 300€#instead of staying in a ice-cream shop for 9hrs + overwork time and get 600€ like–#for a workplace like this one guys is truly not worth#they're such tyrants like– in 4 days i got told that i suck so many times that yeah... yesterday i had the outburst yall witnessed 😀#PLUS if we get more workers... my chief is planning to make us work on our resting day too...#ohhh but i'll make sure to leave before that happens#sorry for this many amount of rants guys but yeah... i'm so fucking tired...#i've already surpassed my work time by LOTS on the third day lmfao
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I'm sooo sleepy. Probably gonna doze off soon. Anybody wanna come take advantage of me while I nap? 😌
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if I ever start talking crazy and say that I want to leave uni or go home or see my parents u guys have to remind me of this moment... this cannot happen again seriously
#it was a moment of weakness my new plan is I'll go back to what i did when i was young#and pretend I'm fine now and just not tell them shit#it won't be convincing unless i do it slowly but I'll work on it over the summer#and then stay as far away for as long as possible lol#worst thing is it means i won't get to see my brother who's the only good part of this family I'll need to figure something out#i obviously do not want young kids to have access to phones but if he just has his own it would be so much easier#than i could just call him and forget the middle man#biggest fear is that without me there he'll turn out exactly like me and none of us fucking need that lmao#maybe i could just get him a really rudimentary flip phone or something. I'll think about#it
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