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Side effects of wearing your Kaiju suit too often ,,,, Part 2
#narumi gen#kn8#kaiju no. 8#my art#kn8 spoilers#idk if this actually needs a spoiler tag since it's mostly AU but eh#if nothing else my tags need a spoiler tag lol#biblically accurate narumi i have created him#himm always watching#I like the idea that when all his funky 1 eyes close you can barely see them#want him to walk around like a normal little guy#and then something catches his attention and bam#suddenly eyes everywhere lookin around#I also think the sclera of his normal eyes might do a colour change depending on if he's in normal boi or 1 mode??#idk i'm still workshopping this a little lol#the hoshi10 merge i had figured out in my head weeks before i drew him but this literally just happened sdkjfhsf so ......#I would pay money for a proper reference picture of 1 because there is so much of the design i don't get sigh#will probably have reno done tomorrow as well he's almost there ehehehe just need to clean up a little#kaiju boyfriens all together <3#I wish i could have incorporated his suit more :c#i like to think of this au as the suits actually merging into their bodies + some funky kaijufication#but the 1 suit doesnt have any cool features like the 10 tail ;;#except for the spine i guess which i will defintiely use but stillll
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6x15 | East
#happy thanksgiving i brought dessert#Rick Grimes#*#rg#S6#F R E C K L E S#lol jk that's a whole buffet#michonne really got up and left.....more unrealistic than zombies walking around lbr#FUZZIES ✨#even his....no don't say it.....is nice i hate myself#there's that urge to rub up against something like a cat again#let me date myself and remind everyone other old about those terrible sticky hand toys you'd get from like quarter machines#that'd be my existence#my birthday is tomorrow and my sister's bf just gave me a $60 bottle of tequila i have to work tomorrow but whatev
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i need to be railed within an inch of my life tonight in this new skirt i bought. like hike it up over my hips and just start pounding into me while you’ve got me pressed between your body and the wall and we’re kissing while you do. ugh god or on a countertop??? i’m sick over this
#it’s SO cute like seriously okay i bought three different style dresses and a skirt and i do go shopping every few weeks but OOOO im walking#into the dressing room with ten things and leaving with ten things i love cause im just that good at knowing what looks good on me#AND and anddddd i want someone to tell me i have such great taste in clothing when they slide into me against a wall and hold me by the#throat and keep their lips right to mine and keep talking me through it#god i want like hardcore fucking right now. i want my thigh up around someone’s hip#and they’re calling me bunny and fucking me so deep and telling me i’m so good for taking it like the pretty bunny i am#like hello?? i should be at the club. but those are my plans for tomorrow so we’ll see then <3 tonight i just fucking SUFFER
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Sketchy panel of a WIP
#WIP#techphee#there’s going to be about 40 panels of this#and it was just going to be setup for a bit of a joke poking fun at Hunter#for being a bit preoccupied when he walked right into Phee and Tech having a moment in Pabu#(though this takes place much later)#but it got a bit away from me#I actually thumbnailed this out months ago#but just never got around to doing anything with it#anyway hopefully tomorrow
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Ok I swear I will go to bed after this and I have made basically this same post before but while people talk a lot about Vimes' possession by a spirit of vengeance, I love the storyline of Tiffany getting possessed by an entity of desperate desire. She spends the whole book out of her element, struggling to fit in socially, wanting something to hide behind, and the hiver feels the same way. It's formless and helpless without a body to wear, and all it wants is to accumulate whatever will keep itself safe. It doesn't realize what that does to everyone around it. It's our id. It gives us what we want, even when it's not what we need.
And Tiffany gets her body taken over and watches herself threaten and steal and kill, forced to acknowledge that these actions stem from what the hiver sees in her, and when she gets free she pities it. She understands what it means to be scared and alone and ruled by your worst impulses. She gives it a name. She takes its metaphorical hand and helps it through the door. (And then accidentally gets stuck in the land of the dead and has to get dragged back, man Tiff what is it with you and underworlds). God I love her.
#the image of like.... showing the worst parts of yourself mercy and understanding#naming it. looking it full on#like looking at an old coping mechanism or anxiety or what have you#and going you did your job. you got me through the danger#you're maladaptive now and I don't need you anymore#but I will recognize you as a part of me. I will hold your hand as we walk through the door#I'll die a death and then I'll turn around and go back to life#discworld#perpetual perpetual ladies night#i have work tomorrow I need to peel myself off this laptop and stop tiffanyposting
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You know when you watch movies set in the past or fantasy movies, and when you get the epic pre-battle scenes you inevitably ask yourself why do they need all those drummers and stuff when all those men playing could be given a sword or something and be added to the troops? I am currently visiting a medieval festival and I just heard an exibition of war drums and I feel like I could run a half marathon. The drummers make so much sense.
#honestly it was one of the most beautiful things i have seen#it was an amazing performance#i do not enjoy loud sounds at all but for some reason this exibition worked so well with my brain i felt hypnotized#and after it was done i truly could have gone running around#it was so so good#i am hoping there will be more of these exibitions tomorrow because i really want to experience it again#and overall the rest of the music that is played live by people walking around the streets is so fucking good i am ascending#i normally get sleepy very early but tonight with the medieval tunes all around me i could have powered through a few more hours ngl#cris speaks#the---hermit
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Dazai: *Drags yet another stray cat that wouldn't let go on his pantleg to Chuuya's place and forces him to let them keep it* DONT CALL IT THAT T-T
Chuuya: I PAY RENT I CAN CALL HIM WHATEVER I WANT, GET OVER HERE AND CLEAN YOUR MESS MACKEREL-THE-SHITTER-KUN *while cleaning the cat's shit off of the carpets he just cleaned*
#Based on a true story#I invited my friend over earlier and while we were walking to a cafe she picked up some random kitten off the side of the road#We brought him home and let em run around while we trued to figure out wtf to do with it#CW: shit#I LAID OUT NEWSPAPERS EVERYWHER#EVERYWHERE.#AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER DECIDES TO LIQUID SHAT ON MY FUCKING CARPETS#THAT I JUST VACUUMED AND SPOT CLEANED#I WAS SO FUCKING PISSED#anyways we gave it to one of her friends for the night so she's gonna take it to the vet and shelter tomorrow 😀👍#The reason we didn't keep it:#My family and I rent the house and landlord has a strict no pets#I fucking hate animals (Cronic fear of shit.... LIKE BAD) so any bodily functions is a no❤️#Also the reason i refuse to have sex or share a bathroom#and my friend who found the cat can't have animals#BRO IM ACTUALLY STILL SHAKING GOD#LIKE ITS NOT THAT DEEP IT WAS LEGIT JUST KITTEN SHIT BUT I LEGIT CANT SLEEP#PHOTOGRPHIC MEMORY IS A BITCH T-T#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#Gonna read fanfiction and sob#bungou stray dogs#bsd#soukoku#inp4ut insomnia rambles
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sigh hope everyone’s having a good [insert time of day]
#camping wasn’t as relaxing as we thought it would be#truth be told we only stayed one night#the spot we were at was a crazy walk from the car up and down hill#and then we were all alone all the other spots were empty#so every single sound put us completely on edge#so neither of us slept#we got completely eaten up by bugs#and I got some first degree burns around my mouth and nose which#man I already hated my body now I’m just disgusted every time I look in a mirror#which I’m doing a lot of since I’m cleaning my face a lot#spent all today just trying to rest#anyway#we’re gonna try and start moving things tomorrow so hopefully we’re getting closer to normal#hoping my face clears up enough before my doctors appointment on Monday because I don’t want to talk about it with the doctor#i should but its not that bad#its having heavier psychological damage than physical atm#i feel gross
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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hey. um. i love him
#O_O i really love him#it's getting warmer every day and i can't draw him in a sweater for much longer#by the way. is this site going to. yknow. die#sigh........i kept telling myself I'd get better at it one day#kind of like the way i tell myself i can get together courage to speak up but i never do#using another website just sounds so depressing#im not good at social media. im tired of pretending like i can get good at it#but you can't even pretend like you can jump into a conversation if no one is having a conversation#i wanted to be part of a community here but i never could figure out what belonging looked like or how i could do it#and maybe it's my fundamental misunderstanding of that that prevents it but how can i understand it without experience#I'm so jealous of everyone who looks like they achieved what i couldn't even put my finger on. but since i didn't even understand it#i can't even be sure what exactly im jealous of#the other day i walked past a trio of friends and they had their arms around each other and were laughing as they walked#and i felt really strongly that even though I've always wanted a friend like that I'm actually fundamentally incompatible with that.#there's several reasons#but it made me feel really sad. but it made me feel a little better too. i guess it's really not my fault. maybe. i don't really know#in that moment it felt very much like something that was not my fault. and it was nice and sad at the same time#idk what's going to happen here. but one thing i know for sure is that i can have a happy tomorrow. no matter what#no matter what i have to give up on. i can find joy in other things. even in myself#and if there's one idea that he is about. it's that one
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<- god's wettest most pathetic most stressed most anxious beast btw
#i have a flight in 2 days and i hate airports they stress me out so much too many people *vine boom*#i lost my driver's license last month so i'm gonna have to get through the tsa without legal photo ID *vine boom*#the flight takes off at 7am meaning im gonna have to wake up at like 4 to get there *vine boom*#it also means i need to stay the night tomorrow with some family friends i barely know *vine boom*#so i need to do laundry and email teachers and shit Tonight *vine boom*#my ride busted a tire and got stranded in the middle of nowhere so now i have to worry abt his safety and also find a new ride *vine boom*#AND I'VE GOT A FUCKING LAB DUE TOMORROW#so now im just doing homework and daily tasks and whatnot walking around all chill like i dont feel like the most stressed being alive#conclusion: oh shit the Creature is back
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#BACK FROM MONTREAL HIII#workin on that animatic for my brother so i ca get him to watch an ep of monkie kid.. clenches fist...#i wanted to work on frames on the drive there or while at the hotel but the problem is i didnt have time to make the rough copy on paper#before i left.. and i have to test the frames on premiere while working on it which i couldnt do cause i was away from my pc orz#idek if im going to keep this frame i keep wanting to redo it. i want to get it done tomorrow since i have a day off#this was rtunning in the back of my mind the whole trip and it frustrated me to no end.. but i had fun in montreal!!#its hard to find good parking because everythings in french theres no parking lots and where you can and cannot park is extremely vague#but i liked the science center and the biodome.. i kind of prefer the academy of sciences in LA just because there are so many animals#but i like how the biodome was an open enclosure. walking around old montreal was cool too#wip#doodles#lego monkie kid#lmk
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My mom is always like we don't treat you like a middle child do we 🥺 and then treats me like a middle child
#i mean. no I don't have horrible middle child syndrome#but its there 💀#my parents planned this vacation without asking me anything#and also lowkey thought i might not even go ??? bro its the beach........#and then literally last week my mom was like you can see if there's any restaurants you want to go to#but when i was looking i saw that there's an aquarium!!!!!!#idk man. aquariums are my favorite thing ever. you would think my parents might see that when planning this trip#and be like oh hey elisabeth would like that#but they didn't 🫶#the main activities that they planned were. a fort. and a battleship. yayyyy 😐#sorry bestie i dont care about that! but my dad does so cool he should go do that!#but i asked if we could go to the aquarium#and my mom is trying to figure out how to fit it in#and she's like. well we could go to the aquarium instead of spending all of one day at the beach#or. i could go to the aquarium by myself while they walk around the city.#and im like. can some of us go to the aquarium while my dad and granddad go to the fort or battleship#???#and they're like. hmmmm idkkkk..... that doesn't sound right............ we wouldn't want people to miss that......#ok but i can miss the beach or the city. aka the things im actually interested in. ok cool#great. for sure dude#we talked about it for a minute and i said id rather miss the battleship and fort than the beach or city#and my mom was like . ok we'll figure it out. we'll either go tomorrow or Sunday. idk. we'll figure it out later#like this is an impossible equation 💀 ok ig. whatever 😭
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BOUN NOPPANUT as WIN | BETWEEN US THE SERIES
#between us#between us the series#win pawin#boun noppanut#who gave him the rights to walk around looking like that#111gif#i hate that the episodes release sunday nights here cause i have class tomorrow 😭#like i need to sleep but anything for my man#okay im out#😭😭😭
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Fuck tjis shit I'm making base Alfonse my greeter again
AWESOEM......
#sorry i'm still sulking LMFAOOOOO#i got.. really into arts and crafts...... i got... the Groundwork. for my jacket concepts... i was sooo deeply into it/enjoying myself#that like. when the day was done. eeooowwaaaghhhghhh... the. Horrors. wwhy are they still there...............#still still changing back to base alfonse and having him say that line in particular is sooooo funny to me#ah... that's him... my old friend alfonse... so awesome.......#LIKE. his character development of learning to trust/let people in more is satisfying but.#sometimes... i miss him so terribly.... the sulker.... openly just whole ass out walking around w a gaping wound flying his red flag ect ect#he's so special to me.......#also hiii dod alfonse LMFAOOO#swapped freyja for veyle for my fb team (grinding out that last bit of sp i need on everyone). thematically... still fitting....#TOMORROW. i get to hang out w my sister so maybe i'll be cured... i'll have more time to fuck around too...#maybe. there will be peace on earth.
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What is a ren faire if not an excuse to dress as creaturely as possible <3
#I’m going to the Portland ren faire tomorrow with some friends and I’m working on putting together my fit rn#which I have been doing for the past. 3 hours.#fit itself is basically decided#now I’m just working on makeup#I’m figuring this all out ahead of time /so/ I don’t take 3 hours tomorrow to get ready HDKHSJD#I’ve set aside 2 hours to get ready tomorrow so I should definitely be good#anyways if you’re also going to the Portland ren faire tomorrow. I will be lurking HDKHSSJSJ#I highly highly doubt anyone that sees this will also happen to be there but if you are#I have very distinctive facial markings that I’m going to have on in make up. you can see those in all my art of myself#so if you see a guy walking around with those on his face most likely that’s me HDKSHJSB#I’m gonna shit myself if someone actually recognizes me#if you do somehow and decide to say hi please fair warning I’m extremely awkward and will probabaly flee after a short conversation HDKSHSJB#anyways enough ramble#otherkin#alterhuman#godkin#dragonkin#nonhuman#caninekin#kras rambles
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