#and I don’t know my star sign or the right jokes about cartoons so idk what to tell ya

[weirdcultstuff]

It’s like my skin has hardened around me now. If I focus on the bills, on my work, on lunch, on going for a walk, on watching a scary movie, on not thinking about it all, then I’m fine. I used to be hyper vigilant, couldn’t sit with my back to a door, couldn’t talk to men, had to wear this one specific hoodie and hat if I left the house. I felt strong joy often, and intense pain and shame and grief.

I’m not like that anymore. Now I’m a normal automaton. I feel good for a few hours at least, most days. Mornings are good usually, about ten am maybe? When I’m right in the thick of things at work. I’m having trouble sleeping again, I’ll wake up at midnight, then three am, then four thirty, then five. When my alarm goes off at six I’m not awake, it’s like I’m lazy and don’t want to get up but I also just don’t care that I want to stay in bed, so I don’t. I get up, get dressed, drink water, go to work.

I worry about normal things, and it is worry. I feel that anxious feeling in my chest when I think about bills, my career, fixing the car, going to the doctor. It’s like a micro dose of dread every few hours. I try not to think about it. And mostly I’m fine. I can think to myself, “my heart rate sped up, it’s probably the coffee. Just wait it out. Play a different podcast, take some breaths, it’ll pass.” And it does.

I get angry now, which is frickin weird. I have a short temper, not on the outside-I don’t act angry, I’m not mean to my coworkers or anything, but I feel anger in my head every few days when something happens that really slows me down or gets in my way, annoys me. My vision does that little skippy thing and I always want to roll my eyes at myself for being such a child about things.

And the rest of the time I’m fine. Normal. I’m not depressed. I eat my vegetables, I watch shows with my girlfriend, I go to work every single day except the weekends and on the weekends I rest and do chores around the house.

I worry about my parents now, they’re getting older. I can see it in their texts in the family chat. More health issues, more mishaps. My grandparents are getting too old, maybe I’ll never see them again? I teared up just typing that. Mostly I don’t think about them all, and that’s very intentional. I’ll sob cry if I do, and it won’t stop for a long time. It never resolves, I don’t feel better afterwards, I’ve done the therapy things and I’ve written it out and I’ve tried just crying until I wear out but those things don’t work. There’s no way to fix it, so I just don’t go there. I text them back about once a week, and that’s about it. Just send cropped photos of my life. Here’s some food I ate, here’s a picture of a tree, what’s the weather like there? (Please don’t die.)

Enough thinking about that.

Mostly I’m very normal now. It’s weird when I run into people who are Christian or one of my siblings says something super fundamentalist Christian online. It’s like, “oh yeah, people still believe that stuff. They actually believe it, it’s not just a story or a game. Weird.” And then I feel disconnected from them. I used to feel connected, like I understood where they were coming from and could relate to them even if I was somewhere else. Now I just feel somewhere else. I’m like, “that’s weird of you to praise god that you didn’t get more hurt than you just did. Also very weird to be talking seriously about having children before you’re even twenty. But okay. Couldn’t be me lol.” But like it was me once, I was like that. It just doesn’t feel like it anymore. If I go there in my mind, I probably won’t function anymore. And functioning is all there is, in the end. So I function.

I’m always functioning and it feels like each day is just a repeat. It’s fall though, time passes. Wild. Anyway, this whole post looks kind of bleak but I promise most of the time I don’t feel bleak. Most of the time I feel good, some of the time I feel anxious, every few days I get impatient over something which makes me feel angry, and occasionally I have a crying spell because I think too much about my family. That’s pretty much all that happens. And I’ve been doing a lot of listening to horror podcasts and not texting my friends back. So that’s fun.

[radha-the-introvert]

a l l of the unusual asks

HOO BOY HERE I GOOOO

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?  

Answer: SoundCloud all the way

is your room messy or clean? 

Answer: messy

what color are your eyes? 

Answer: Deep Brown

do you like your name? why? 

Answer: Yes. It has a interesting story behind it and it has spawned many cute nicknames!

what is your relationship status? 

Answer: Bi-myself

describe your personality in 3 words or less 

Answer: Shy helpful and lazy af

what color hair do you have? 

Answer: Black and my fringe was coloured red in april, and now they’re fading so its a copper colour

what kind of car do you drive? color? 

Answer: I don’t

where do you shop? 

Answer: Mostly from 109 F

how would you describe your style? 

Answer: Mostly colourful, indo-western stuff (if you’re asking dressing style, that is)

favorite social media account 

Answer: It’s a tie between Tumblr and Instagram

what size bed do you have? 

Answer: Double

any siblings? 

Answer: One, @ourkingofsauce which HE NEVER BOTHERS TO USE(pwease rishi pishi)

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? 

Answer: Statistically, Denmark

favorite snapchat filter? 

Answer: I …. don’t use snapchat

favorite makeup brand(s) 

Answer: Star or B&D

how many times a week do you shower? 

Answer: 7

favorite tv show? 

Answer: Sherlock before season 4 happened (I don’t watch that much tv ok)

shoe size? 

Answer: 6 (US size)

how tall are you? 

Answer: 155cms

sandals or sneakers? 

Answer: Sneakers

do you go to the gym? 

Answer: I used to, but then ovarian cyst happened

describe your dream date 

Answer: Dinner+ A long walk in the city, talking about useless stuff

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? 

Answer: 100-something rupees

what color socks are you wearing? 

Answer: Invisible

how many pillows do you sleep with? 

Answer: One

do you have a job? what do you do? 

Answer: Nope, I am a student

how many friends do you have? 

Answer: A lot, or zero and those guys are just being nice let and me hang out with them

whats the worst thing you have ever done? 

Answer: Buy a Chinese special McDonalds Meal

whats your favorite candle scent? 

Answer: Cinnamon

3 favorite boy names  OR 3 favorite girl names 

Answer to both: Something unisex like Akash or Sam or Riley (idk haven’t thought about it much) 

favorite actor? 

Answer: Chris Hemsworth or Aamir Khan

favorite actress? 

Answer: Priyanka Chopra

who is your celebrity crush? 

Answer: Markiplier

favorite movie? 

Answer: In no particular order-

Om Shanti Om (because it so so stereotypically Bollywood and colourful and still nicely executed)

Harishchandrachi Factory (it’s a marathi film, about the founder of bollywood. it’s very un-bollywood-ey, just a nice simple story about a middle-class marathi guy trying to do something new with his friends and family. also the soundtrack is a-maze-ing)

Katyar Kaljat Ghusli (Another marathi movie, but i feel that every person who is associated with fine or performing arts in any way should watch this. also shankar mahadevan’s music is beautiful)

Do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

Answer: The Silkworm in the Cormoran Strike series. And, not much these days

money or brains? 

Answer: Brains, for money(as in success/good standard of living) will follow if you are smart enough(although there is much more to this than just gaming the system, I know)

do you have a nickname? what is it? 

Answer: ahahaahahahahahahahahhah

how many times have you been to the hospital? 

Answer: Like admitted or something? only once (wow i’m healthy)

top 10 favorite songs 

Answer: In no particular order: 

Bella Belle(Electro Swing Circus) 

Bad Apple! (Touhou project) 

Kamli (The Coke Studio ver) 

Harry Potter Indian Jam Cover (Tushar Lall)  

Undertake soundtrack

Hamilton soundtrack

Night in the Woods soundtrack

Sairaat soundtrack

Katyar Kaljat Ghusli sundtrack

Oppa Toby Style (Toby Fox)

Ye Jo Des Hai Tera (A.R. Rehman)

(i know thats 11 but shut up)

do you take any medications daily?

Answer: i have weekly vitamin D pills

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

Answer: Oily

what is your biggest fear?

Answer: People thinking that i’m useless

how many kids do you want?

Amswer: two

whats your go to hair style?

Answer: I just comb my hair with my hand most of the times (back when my hair were shoulder-length; i used to wear them in a french plait)

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

Answer: A bigish 3BHK

who is your role model?

Answer: Sean McLoughlin

what was the last compliment you received?

Answer: That my hair are nice

what was the last text you sent?

Answer: “What is Busride seminar?”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

Answer: I’m Hindu, so the concept of Santa was introduced to me as a Thing Christian people did, so I always knew santa wasn’t real

what is your dream car?

Answer: ‘87 Chevy Impala (jk i haven’t put much though into it but i’m a sucker for vintage cars and memes)

opinion on smoking?

Answer: Don’t do it, your lungs are precious

do you go to college?

Answer: Yes

what is your dream job?

Answer: good joke

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

Answer: Suburbs

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

Answer: no

do you have freckles?

Answer: no

do you smile for pictures?

Answer: yes

how many pictures do you have on your phone?

Answer: A lot

have you ever peed in the woods?

Answer: ew no

do you still watch cartoons?

Answer: i rarely watch tv

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Answer: I’ve never been to Wendy’s, so McDonalds it is then

Favorite dipping sauce?

Answer: schezwan sauce

what do you wear to bed?

Answer: pyjamas (boohooim so i n t e r e s t i n g)

have you ever won a spelling bee?

Answer: nah

what are your hobbies?

Answer: what is a hobby?

can you draw?

Answer: kinda

do you play an instrument?

Answer: nope

what was the last concert you saw?

Answer: i dont remember. it was like in 2010 or something

tea or coffee?

Answer: 

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

Answer: Starbucks

do you want to get married?

Answer: yes

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

Answer: S and R

are you going to change your last name when you get married?

Answer: Nope

what color looks best on you?

Answer: Pale yellow, pale pink or b/w

do you miss anyone right now?

Answer: my grandfather

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

Answer: open

do you believe in ghosts?

Answer: nah

what is your biggest pet peeve? 

Answer: WHEN SOME PEOPLE DON’T LIKE TO CO-OPERATE DURING GROUP PROJECTS

last person you called`

Answer: My college batchmate

favorite ice cream flavor? 

Answer: Mint Choco Chip

regular oreos or golden oreos? 

Answer: Regular. Anyone who likes golden are a freak and they know it

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 

Answer: Chocolate

what shirt are you wearing? 

Answer: Bright green

what is your phone background? 

Answer: I’m on pc so ima post my wallpaper

are you outgoing or shy? 

Answer: shy (i thought it was obvious)

do you like it when people play with your hair? 

Answer: Yes

do you like your neighbors? 

Answer: Yes. They are a lovely couple and they have a cute daughter who thinks that I’m her older sister (she’s 3)

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? 

Answer: Yes, like 3-4 times a day

have you ever been high? 

Answer: Nah

have you ever been drunk? 

Answer: Nope

last thing you ate? 

Answer: Cucumber

favorite lyrics right now 

Answer: The entirety of “Wait For It”

or “hogwarts hogwarts hoggy warty hogwarts teach us something please!’

summer or winter? 

Answer: Winter

day or night? 

Answer: Day

dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

Answer: Dark

favorite month? 

Answer: October

what is your zodiac sign 

Answer: Virgo

who was the last person you cried in front of? 

Answer: My mum

im tired now

[linkssmileisthecutest]

85 questions meme

Tagged by @linknealgotdabooty  lol not really but i saw her post, I haven’t done this and I’m bored

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

— what was your last…

1. drink: water 2. phone call: mom 3. text message: mom (again lol) 4. song you listened to: "A Change Of Heart” by The 1975 5. time you cried: I think two days ago, but I’m not sure

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: idk maybe 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no

— fave colours

12. green 13. blue 14. yellowish

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: probably 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: no

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: most of them, could be I never talked to them but I’ve seen them around at school 23. do you have any pets: not anymore sadly 24. do you want to change your name: no. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: not much, I got a present and for the rest I had to study, cuz my exams started the next day 26. what time did you wake up today: 10:30am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: tumblr 28. what is something you can’t wait for: all these amazing artists who are dropping their new albums soon 30. what are you listening to right now: "House Of Memories” by Panic! At The Disco 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I don’t think so

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: light headaches I’m having every day around the same time

33. most visited website: YouTube 34. hair colour: brown 35. long or short hair: long

36. do you have a crush on someone: well, if you’ve ever been on my blog I think you know who my crush is

37. what do you like about yourself: I like to help people at times 38. want any piercings: yeah, maybe one or two more in my ear 39. blood I honestly have no clue 40. nicknames: Mand (it’s a weird inside joke) 41. relationship status: single  42. sign: aries 43. pronouns: she/her 44. fave tv show: either Stranger Things or The End Of The F***ing World 45. tattoos: I don’t have any but I’d like one or two small ones 46. right or left handed: right 47: ever had surgery: no 48. piercings: in my ears, in the earlobe 49. sport: I don’t really like sports sorry 50. vacation: next vacation will be France (again), but there’s so many places I wanna go 51. trainers: Fila Disruptor (and it took one hell of a long time to find them)

— more general

52. eating: at the moment, nothing 53. drinking: also nothing atm 54. i’m about to watch: YouTube 55. waiting for: tøp to come back

56. want: I really want one of those instant cameras 57. get married: Idk 58. career: I litteraly have no clue yet

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: never kissed someone, so I can’t judge 60. lips or eyes: eyes 61. shorter or taller: taller 62. older or younger: older 63. nice arms or stomach: arms 64. hookup or relationships :relationships 65. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: nope 67. drank hard liquor: no 68. turned someone down: no 69. sex on first date: no 70: broken someone’s heart: I don’t believe so 71. had your heart broken: no, not really 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: no

— do you believe in

75. yourself: let’s just say it’s really hard 76. miracles: no? 77. love at first sight: nah 78. santa claus: no 79. angels: no

— misc

80. eye colour: blue 81. best friend’s name: just gonna say her nickname: Jaja 82. favourite movie: All of The Maze Runner ones, and I’ve been watching the Star Wars movies with my brother and I’m really loving it 83. favourite actor: Alex Lawther

84. favourite cartoon: Rick and Morty I think, I don’t watch much cartoons 85. favourite teacher’s name: Lien

[peemil]

there’s like 97 questions below the cut o ya bud leafs go!

tagged by @frogadir

tagging: uhhh the only people I’m gonna tag outright are @angelmimikyu and/or @delightful-dragon (whichever one of you is online or if you both want to do it that’s okay too!) and @superlego but if any of my other mutuals want to take part go ahead and say I tagged you.

1. Full Name: Peenis Weenis Lastname 2. Nicknames: Pinty (but no one’s called me that in a while), Tiny Guzma, Gay Dad, Shithead, and Short Sleeves Gay Kim Jong Emil 3. Birthday: Don’t Forget: 3 Oct. 11 4. Age: (This information has been redacted on account of how utterly and completely disgusting it is.) 5. Star Sign: Libra 6. Moon Sign: Leo 7. Ascendant/Rising Sign: Sagittarius 8. Venus Sign: Leo (again) 9. Gender: the emcee from the 1998 revival of Cabaret 10. Pronouns: he/him 11. Sexuality: GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 12. MBTI: ENFP 13. Relationship Status:

14. Best Friend: oh bepis? And Princess Leia. 15. Religion: Ahaha, What A Story, Mark 16. Favorite Color: like a sort of french blue and also maroon 17. Favorite Music Genre: gay 18. Favorite Band/Artist: I’ve decided to narrow it down to pinocchioP and My Chemical Romance because I fucking hate myself 19. Favorite Song: Of all time is probably either “Crappy Fantasy Days” or “The Silence of the Lambs” (translation here) by pinocchioP but right now my favorite is probably “Not What I Needed” by Car Seat Headrest. 20. Favorite Holiday: Halloween, but if you count Pride as a holiday then Pride. 21. Favorite TV Show: Fool. I Have Depression. 22. Favorite YouTuber: my greatest fear is that no one warned markimoo about the la gangs in time 23. Favorite Perfume/Cologne: This question is making me weirdly dysphoric. 24. Favorite Season: Early Fall. But my favorite months are November and July. 25. Favorite Flower: I used to know but I forgot. 26. Favorite Gemstone: yknow it really is steven’s universe and we’re all just living in it 27. Favorite Roller Coaster: ngl I really like Silver Bullet at Knott’s Berry Farm but idk if that counts since it’s inverted. Kinda scares the shit outta me but it’s fun! 28. Favorite Fruit: Watermelon and oranges. 29. Favorite Vegetable: Lettuce, and if that doesn’t count, broccoli. 30. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: I’m a fucking child who likes bubble gum and cotton candy flavors. That kinda Bull Shit 31. Favorite Candy: idk bur rn it’s the sour tape things. 32. Favorite Restaurant: (This information has also been redacted on account of how utterly and completely disgusting it is.) 33. Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: In-N-Out Burger because I’m not a fake fucking bitch. 34. Favorite Starburst Flavor: uhh probably pink? 35. Favorite Pizza Topping: Bell peppers and white onions. 36. Favorite Chip Flavor: Salt™ 37. Favorite Non-Alcoholic Beverage: This thing I got years ago, it’s like a Shirley Temple but instead of grenadine it’s blue vanilla syrup like you’d use on a snow cone. 38. Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: Growing fond of white wine. Ha Ha. Tell The Kids I Say Hi. 39. Favorite Video Game: Pokémon Sapphire, Pokémon Sun, MySims Agents, and, last but certainly not least, Cooking Mama. 40. Favorite Board Game: Never really liked board games. Ya Boy Likes His Card Gaymes. 41. Favorite City: I’m an Ell Dot Ay Dot Babey Born And Raised but I love Vancouver as well. Also San Francisco but LA is still me Home. 42. Favorite Dog Breed: Bernese Mountain Dog. Also poodles, namely standard poodles. 43. Favorite Animal: Dolphins, seals, opossums. One Of These Is Not Like The Others 44. Favorite Number(s): 12, 25. 45. Coffee or Tea: Depends. If I’m trying to wake up, coffee but with a lot of cream. If I’m trying to chill the Fuck out but not fall asleep, tea. 46. Vanilla or Chocolate: Depends on my mood. 47. Leather or Denim: I don’t love denim jackets but the idea of leather pants disgusts me. I guess it depends on the context. 48. Short Sleeves or Long Sleeves: They Call Me Short Sleeves Gay King Jong Emil for a reason, yknow 49. Patterned or Plain: The Best Time To Wear A Striped Sweater. Is All The Time 50. Floral or Plaid: Plaid. I was raised by lesbian wolves. 51. Black or White: You know, It’s Not Always Black Or White. But Your Heart Always Knows What’s Right. Hahaha. I’m just fucking with you. It’s black. I’m emo. 52. Makeup or No Makeup: I Would Prefer Not To 53. Tumblr or Twitter: Depends on if I’m in the mood for white supremacists or thirtysomethings getting into arguments with Literal Children about the sociological implications of a fucking cartoon. 54. Facebook, Snapchat, or Instagram: My Instagram that I give out to IRL people is my last line of defense for tricking my extended family into thinking I’m a cishet girl. Facebook is just annoying and Snapchat depresses me. Also my finsta is fun. 55. Phone, Tablet, or Computer: Computer, probably. 56. Liberal or Conservative: I’m a disabled, gay, transgender man who is the child of an immigrant and grandchild of refugees, you do the fucking math. 57. Sunrise or Sunset: Sunset. 58. Are you vegetarian?: Trying to be pescatarian. 59. Are you vegan?: *shoveling ice cream into my mouth and pouring milk into my eyes* sorry what was that I couldn’t hear you 60. Are you allergic to anything?: Several types of tree nuts, not sure which kinds yet. 61. Are you polyamorous?: I’m like, vaguely aromantic and it’s difficult for me to imagine myself being with one partner, let alone multiple, so uh. Definitely not. 62. Have you been out of state?: Ye. 63. Have you been out of the country?: Yes, but only to a depressingly short list of places. 64. Have you kissed a boy?: Yes. 65. Have you kissed a girl?: I’m Not Trying To Get Fucking Cooties Out Here, Dumbass!!! 66. Have you ever kissed a nonbinary person?: Yes. 67. Have you ever broken a bone: No. 68. Have you been to the emergency room?: Noah Fence but You’re Just A Sad Song With Nothing To Say About A Lifelong Wait For A Hospital Stay. And, if you think that I’m wrong??? This Never Meant Nothing To You 69. Have you ever been high?: Hahaha, “69.″ 70. Have you ever been drunk?: Did you mean: Kids Baking Championship Season 3 Episode 8: “Pet Shop Joys” ? 71. Have you ever been in a band or choir?: I did choir from 4th-6th grade. It fucking sucked. 72. Have you ever catfished someone: No. 73. Do you have any siblings?: No. 74. Do you live with your parents?: Yes. 75. Do you have more than 100 followers?: Yes. 76. Do you have more than 1000 followers?: No. 77. Do you have more than 10000 followers?: No. 78. Do you smoke weed?: you do know that your body absorbs the thc faster if you suck the weed’s toes instead of smoking it, right? 79. Do you drink?: I haven’t done so habitually in a while. 80. Do you have a job?: Not that I get paid for. 81. Do you own any musician/YouTuber merch?: why are these two categories grouped together 82. Do you have any internet friends?: YES and I’m Lov them all 83. Do you play any instruments?: Emil Lastname: Mr. Plinky Ukulele 84. Where did you go/are you going to college?: It’s Cold. It’s Cold. It’s Cold. It’s Cold. It’s Cold. It’s Cold. It’s Cold. It’s C 85. What’s your major?: Being gay. I wish this was a fucking joke but it’s not a fucking joke and I am seriously concerned about my futu 86. Names of all your group chats: I don’t know any off the top of my head. A lot of them don’t have names. 87. Tap the middle autofill button 10 times: This Is A Fucking Computer 88. What time zone do you live in?: Pacific. 89. Your best friend’s sign?: Scorpio and Virgo (she is the one (1) exception to my Anti-Virgo Laws). Also my dog is an Aquarius, fun fact. 90. Your 2nd, 3rd, and 4th closest friends’ signs?: the fuck kind of heterosexual bullshit...? Who is really out here with a fucking numbered list of their friends I’d like to know??? Like I’ll admit to having a couple I’m closer to but I don’t have a fucking. Friendship caste system. What the fuck 91. Your crush’s sign: Sorry For Not Getting Into A Deep, Hourlong Conversation About Fucking Astrology With The Guy Who Saved Me From Falling On My Ass At The Roller Skating Rink, The Fuck 92. Your mom’s sign: Pisces 93. Your dad’s sign: Aries 94. Your sibling(s)’ sign(s): N/A 95. Your enemies’ signs: idk all of them but most of them are Virgos, hence the Laws 96. Your exes’ signs: Virgo and Sagittarius. There’s one more who is also a Virgo but she was Beyond An Ex she was just evil fucking incarnate and also Literally Abusive so it’s not like a “oh I’m petty and I don’t like my exes” like this girl is the Cause Of My PTSD like. It’s Not Joke 97. An ex best friend’s sign:  This is some middle school bullshit but I love middle school bullshit so. Taurus.

[got-to-tomago-blog]

MADISON’S QUESTIONAIRE

*PERSONAL DETAILS*

Nicknames? Maddie. Although I guess technically Madison is a 'nickname' ;)

Where do you live? Right next door!

What’s your age? 17, dancing queen

Hair color? Dark brown

Eye color? Darker brown

Height? really short, like 5'2"

Date of Birth? December 29

What’s your star sign? Capricorn!

Element? Earth probably.

How many siblings? one (1)

How many pets? zero but I already have a bunch of cat names planned out for my future two cats

Obsessions?

    I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you    I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week

Bad habits?

     When my fingernails get too long I pick at it, I procrastinate a lot, and I also get random ticks (ie drumming my fingers, clucking my tongue it goes on)

Phobias? I would say death, but honestly, it's probably life

*ABOUT YOU* What makes you happy?

     Being with friends I trust. Watching an entertaining show/movie/gameplay

What really irritates you?

     Apathetic people.

What makes you sad?

    Me. Capitalism. The pressures and expectations that society puts on individuals.

What makes you angry?

    People who don't care about other people's feelings. When someone says that it's required to stand for the Pledge of the Allegiance. The rampant racism and sexism and honestly discrimination in general that we humans seem naturally so inclined to.    

What makes you scared?

    The thought of how our universe and everything in it will disappear and we humans will only be a blip in that timeframe. But perhaps that isn't really scary.

    New answer: Trump. Guns. 

Who is your best friend? 

   I have like three best friends outside of bdrp: Rose, Abigail and Riley.

Ever broken a bone?

    Nah. The closest is when I twisted my ankle.

What was the last CD you bought?

    I myself haven't bought any. But like as a family, pretty sure it was Legally Blonde.

What was the last book you read?

    Throwback to middle school with the Raven Boy series.

Who was the last person you spoke to?

     The bus driver haha.

What was the last thing you ate?

    Cookies (that Riley gave me) and yogurt. 

What was the last thing you drank?

    The answer should be water, but it's juice.

What’s the best thing you’ve ever bought?

     I'm young I don't really pay expensive things. I would have to say that of the things that I know that I bought is the book Battle Royale.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever bought?

    I bought a lot of food in my life, some pretty crappy.

What’s the best thing you’ve ever been given?

     I love my parents <3. They got me a violin (several but they sold some back), my Bose headphones, and my drawing tablet (that I should use more).

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been given?

    Idk my parents sort of know what we want and my grandparents can't really give me anything and I don't remember bad gifts from elementary school friends. But our family gifted ourselves a guitar which my mom wanted but promptly said that the strings hurt her fingers so probably that. 

What are your future goals?

    Happiness, success, and love. 

Describe your bedroom?

     It's pretty small and the walls are yellow and pink with a sticker tree with birds it's pretty cool. I have a bed, dresser and a lil vanity table that has a lot of random stuff on it. 

Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world?

  Lupita Nyong'o, Song Ji Hyo, Ashley Moore, IU, Emma Watson

Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world?

  Taron Egerton, Avan Jogia, Lee Jong Suk, Song Joong Ki, Dave Franco

Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day? 

  Eat ice cream

Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? 

  Eat ice cream (but inside)

If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be?

  To use the popular loophole, wish for more wishes. If that's not the case, my wishes would be: world peace, no need to sleep, and the ability to focus on what I want to without getting distracted.

If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do?

Well, if it was possible for Riley to get professional help without trying to commit suicide that would be awesome. 

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Doing the extra credit my freshman year for English so I would get an A instead of a 89. Sitting with someone else in sophomore year math class so it would be entertaining and I could avoid the only B I'm gonna get in math during high school. 

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Doing something about Ryan my freshman or sophomore year. Doing something about Joey.

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Regretting less. 

What’s the first thing you think about when you wake up?

  Going back to sleep. 

Do you believe in the after-life?

  Yep.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?

  I'll be 27, but that also gives me no sense of time. Probably at a nice office job or graduate school.

What’s the funniest joke you’ve ever been told? 

  Nice shoes, wanna fuck? 

or: This fibonacci joke is as bad as the last two you heard combined

Any hidden talents?

    I once fell asleep while standing. 

Dream job?

  My dream dream job would probably be being a popular actress but also 1) that would never happen and 2) that sounds stressful. So my other dream job is being the position right under the CEO of a very successful company.

Who is your hero?

  you <3

Describe yourself in 3 words: 

  Nice (get it? if not I can explain it to you in discord), smart, passionate

*FAVORITES*

Favorite color? Purple and black

Favorite number? 25

Favorite animal? Pandas and cats.

Favorite sport (to play)? Lol. 

Favorite sport (to watch)? I watch football a lot actually. But have you /seen/ badminton games of professionals it's insane

Favorite Show(s)?

  Too much honestly. KShows: Running Man, the Genius, Problematic Men. Western: Miraculous Ladybug, Misfits, Project Runway and Big Brother as my guilty pleasure

Favorite movies?

  Excluding Disney movies because I love all of them, I highly recommend the Cabin in the Woods, Truman Show, 10 Things I Hate About You, and Old Boy. From there, it's like a tree with tons of movie options.

Favorite band?

  The rubber ones that can change into shapes

jk, the only 'bands' I really like are Kpop, so 2NE1 (rip), BTS, Blackpink and Big Bang.

Favorite song?

  I love Savages by Marina and the Diamonds, Crybaby by Melanie Martinez, and Whistle by Blackpink.

Favorite room in the house?

  My bedroom's pretty cool, I just don't spend a lot of time in there

Favorite food? 

  Chocolate. I also like a large variety of fruit

Favorite drink?

  Apple juice hands down. Besides that, there's this Korean drink called 2% that's really good.

Favorite place?

  Bed? Wizarding World in Orlando Studios, Florida was pretty awesome, and South Korea has some great places. And of course, our expensive home Disney World.

Favorite cartoon character?

  Blossom from Powerpuff girls, Kim Possible from well, ya know, and to continue this trend, Wendy from Gravity Falls.

Favorite day of the week? Saturday.

Favorite day of the year? December 28

Favorite season? Fall

Favorite Holiday? Christmas

Favorite girls name?

  Madison (haha) but I also like the name Victoria. ngl Petrana is a pretty good name too.

Favorite boys name? Ryan

Favorite country? South Korea? Countries are pretty problematic tbh

Favorite smell? Dollar bills ;)

Favorite sound? Fire crackling

Favorite accent? Gonna be stereotypical here and say British.

Favorite Ships (in or our of BDRP)?

  Too much to list in bdrp so I'm just gonna go outside BDRP.  Percy/Annabeth, James/Lily, Spartace (from Running Man), Jungwan/Dukseon (from Reply 1988). I’m not a huge shipper tbh.

Favorite Fandoms? 

  All the fandoms I'm in are basically my favorites (except Gravity Falls to a certain point cuz that fandom has a very big 'weird' side). Disney of course, Harry Potter, PJO/Heroes of Olympus, Miraculous Ladybug (a bit). The Genius, Undertale, Cuphead (to another certain extent I don't play it but man the art is gorgeous), Bright Sessions (!)

*PREFERENCES* Coke or Pepsi? I don't drink either, not a huge fan of fizzy drinks

Pen or Pencil? Pen

Day or Night? Night

Cat or Dog?Cat

Summer or Winter? Winter

T.V. or Radio? Radio (gotta listen to those tunes in the car)

Brains or Beauty? Brains

Cup or Mug? Cup

Tea or Coffee?Tea (i'm not a huge fan of coffee either ngl)

Gold or Silver? Gold

Brush or Comb? Comb

City or Country?City

Early or Late riser? Late late

Blond or Brunette? This is bias against black haired people 😔 so blonde

Scary or Romantic movies? ooOooo idk this one's tough. If it was books it would be romance hands down, but since it's movie I'll say scary

Board or Computer games? Computer games

Half full or Half empty? Half full

  Happy and poor or Sad and rich? man this was tougher than you would think. But since it's based off how I don't think I could actually be 'happy' while poor, I will choose happy and poor. 

Glasses or Contacts? Glasses.

Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolate

Love or Money? Love

Hugs or Kisses? Hugs

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And there you have it!

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Mun Questionnaire!!!! 

PERSONAL DETAILS

Nicknames? Kiki, Ki, Little One, my co-workers mainly call me little one and it’s to the point where they legit have forgotten my actual name

Where do you live? Waterbury, Connecticuttt but I was born in Manhattan, NYC didn’t move to CT till I was ten

What’s your age? Freaking oldd: 25

Hair color? Right now it’s dark brown with like dirty blonde highlights, probably going to dye it all straight black pretty soon. I constantly change between the two tbh

Eye color? Dark Brown

Height? Jusssstttttt make it to exactly five feet

Date of Birth? August 23rd, 1992 :D

What’s your star sign? Virgo, legit on the day Virgo actually starts!! :DD

Element? Earth  

How many siblings? Two half-brothers: Carlos and Alexander from my dad’s side in where I’m the oldest and the only girl :DD and only child from my mom’s side

How many pets? Noneee, they legit all die on me so I do all animals a favor and just don’t get them as pets. They’d have a longer life without me xD

Obsessions? Skullssss, Disney, my hair because it drives me up the wall if it doesn’t look okay!! It’s bad I know, oh oh and SLEEPING!!! I adore sleeping it is my favorite hobby I can sleep my entire day away and be at bliss

Bad habits? Bite the nails, talk too fast, buying books that I never end up reading, buying clothes that still have their tags on it, procrastinationnnn, picky af eater, impatient. 

Phobias? MICE!!!!!!! I can’t even look at a mouse!!!! I promise you I will stay on top of whatever the freak I climbed on for the ENTIRE day if a mouse ran by I will NOT touch the ground. I will cry, scream, and enter a panic attack!!! No no no no no no no no!!!!

ABOUT YOU

What makes you happy? SLEEPING!!!! Skulls, Disney…. should really just direct you to the obsessions question… but also my laptop, my carrr!!!! Make-up!!! Hoodies, lots and lots of hoodies drown me in hoodiesss. Sunny days but also rainy days, Pokemon haha, my job on some dayss, MY BED, the dark, all of my hundreds of Disney pins, and gosh a lot of things make me happy tbh

What really irritates you? Headaches, being nauseas, stomach aches, snoring I really can’t deal with snoring and have no rational reason as to why… and this is awful but cuddling hahaha I’m just not a cuddling person… I kinda push you off after like a minute xD Residents I really can’t fucking stand our residents. I hate them. Oh!! Can’t forget waiting!! I’m impatient it’s bad, working on it though xD

What makes you sad? Tear-jerkers haha I hate those shits. Ummmmm I’m really not much of a sad person?? I mean I can add mice in here because they make me cry, but like they scare the shit outta me sooooo

What makes you angry? Drivers. Cranky rude-ass ungrateful patients!!! Like I don’t want to have to be dealing with that shit for twelve hours. Talking about patients, my job xD. I have a love/hate relationship with my job. People tbh haha xD I sound mean I swear I’m not!!! The cold, I really do not like being cold at all!! 

What makes you scared? MICE!!!!! I don’t even want to hear about them!! Any of my patients starting to crash even my babies. It’s really not a fun feeling!! Bugs, fuck bugs.

Who is your best friend? That would be Marie I have been friends with her since the end of fifth grade!!! She is also my complete opposite and is perfect at fucking annoying me, but I love herrrr. Sara is my bff tooo!! She’s my cousin though, but that’s my little buttercup and she’s like my sister, since I have none of those <3 

Ever broken a bone? Nope.

What was the last CD you bought? Oh damn an actual one??? Uhhh I think it was an Aventura one… their Last Project album I believe. They’re a Spanish band. Downloaded album was Pink’s new album I’m in LOVE with it.

What was the last book you read? The Only Astrology Book You’ll Ever Need by Joanna Martine Woolfolk

Who was the last person you spoke to? The mother

What was the last thing you ate? Soup :(( My stomach has been a little shit the past two days. I think I caught the stomach bug fml. 

What was the last thing you drank? Ginger ale because I can actually keep that down

What’s the best thing you’ve ever bought? Oh goshhh I buy SO MANY THINGGSSS!! Uhhhh MY CAR!!! She’s a beautiful 2016 Honda HR-V, I love her :DD My Kat Von D Shade and Light palette!!! I can’t live without that palette!!! Oh oh and my laptop!! She’s been a bit of a shit lately, but I do adore herrr.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever bought? Ughh I tend to like everything I buyy

What’s the best thing you’ve ever been given? My Uggs!!! My mom got me them and I LOVE them

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been given? I don’t think I haven’t liked anything that’s been given to me so far??

What are your future goals? Well it was to become a nurse and I ammmm so there it is and I’m even where I wanted to be :DD Maternity nurse with the babieesss :DD 

Describe your bedroom? A black bed. A big black dresser. Two closets…. I have a lot of clothes. Two mirrors, well three if you count my make-up mirror. I have a make-up dresser that’s black too with like a shit ton of make-up!!! Black curtains. White walls and the wall that my bed is attached too has pictures completely covering it in a checkerboard pattern. I’m pretty proud of it, it’s my favorite thing about my room! Oh and another wall has my car tax bill taped to it so that I remember that I have the next half of that shit to pay in January xD

Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? I think Jessica Lowndes if GORGEOUSS

Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? Ian Somerhalder is GORGEOUSSSS so is William Levy!!!!!!

Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day? Go to the pool, and lay out under the hot summer sunnn. I absolutely LOVE the heattt 

Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? Keep my ass in!!!! Curl under warm blankets and drink yummy hot chocolate

If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be? Have all my bills/loans paid off for the rest of my liiiffeee, anything my mom would want, and idk probably a nice gorgeous house in the future

If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do? I’d go back to my high school years and not date the douchebag of my ex

What’s the first thing you think about when you wake up? Can I go back to sleep for another hour?? haha

Do you believe in the after-life? I dooo

Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? I have no fucking cluee. I still see myself in the same profession though because I do love it deep down haha. Hopefully, though I’ll be out of CT and just somewhere different. 

What’s the funniest joke you’ve ever been told? I don’t really tell jokes I don’t think I’m funny at all :((

Any hidden talents? None that I’m aware of??? I mean I can sing?? Does that count??

Dream job? Currently doing it!!! Being a nurse :DD Even though I do have a love/hate relationship with it xD

Who is your hero? My mommmm

Describe yourself in 3 words: Introvert, sweet, sarcastic

FAVORITES

Favorite color? Blackkk I love pink too, but black way moree

Favorite number? 14

Favorite animal? Snow Tiger

Favorite sport (to play)? Umm I only ever cheer leaded soo cheerleading by default

Favorite sport (to watch)? Baseball and Football

Favorite Show(s)? Criminal Minds, Law & Order SVU, NCIS, Grey’s Anatomy and my guilty pleasure issss Keeping up with the Kardashians haha yes I hate myself for loving that show xD

Favorite movies? Titanic, Cinderella, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, andd The Princess Bride 

Favorite band? Evanescence 

Favorite song? It’s constantly switching 

Favorite room in the house? My bedroom!!!!

Favorite food? Pizza!!!!! 

Favorite drink? Pepsi :DD Should I be drinking any kind of soda? Nope because I get kidney stones pretty often. Do I still drink my Pepsi like all the time?? YEASS

Favorite place? Disney World <3

Favorite cartoon character? That would be between Cinderella and Sally

Favorite day of the week? Monday and Thursday because I neverrrr work on those days!! 

Favorite day of the year? August 23rd!! :DD

Favorite season? Summerr

Favorite Holiday? Christmass 

Favorite girls name? Emily, Aria and I have to say I do love my name too!! Kiara is pretty 

Favorite boys name? Declan and Aiden

Favorite country? Italy

Favorite smell? OoOo I’m a very fruity person but cucumber melon is my absolute favorite!! 

Favorite sound? Rain falling, tapping of the keyboard, tapping of acrylic nails, a heart beat especially baby heart beats because they go really fast!!

Favorite accent? British

Favorite Ships (in or our of BDRP)? I love all the ships hereee!!!! I love all of my ships tooo ngl xD 

Favorite Fandoms? I don’t think I really have any???

PREFERENCES

Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi!

Pen or Pencil? Pen. I really don’t like pencils at all and won’t use one unless it’s a lead pencil 

Day or Night? Night all the way

Cat or Dog? Dog but I’m sadly very allergic to both :((

Summer or Winter? Summer!

T.V. or Radio? Radio

Brains or Beauty? Brains

Cup or Mug? Mug

Tea or Coffee? Coffeeee, but I’m not a huge fan or either tbh

Gold or Silver? Silver

Brush or Comb? Comb

City or Country? City

Early or Late riser? Late!!!! Look I get up at like 1pm the earliest. 

Blond or Brunette? Brunette

Scary or Romantic movies? Romantic haha Scary movies are too predictable to me I mean so are romantic but whateverr

Board or Computer games? Board gamess

Half full or Half empty? Half full

Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Happy and poor

Glasses or Contacts? Glasses

Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolate!! Please no flowers those die on me tooo

Love or Money? Love

Hugs or Kisses? Tbh hugss I love hugging!!! Just not cuddling though haha

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MUN QUESTIONNAIRE!

Personal Details:

Nicknames? Andy is already my nickname, sooo my namename is Andressa so! Andy it is.  

Where do you live? Living that Louisiana life.

What’s your age? Uuuuhhh what is my age, good question. 20. I am 20.

Hair color? Dark Brown

Eye color? I don’t even know, that weird ass shade that’s like grey, but people say it’s blue but they’re grey.

Height? Five foot and seven inches.

Date of Birth? December 31st

What’s your star sign? The Goat

Element? Idk what this means, but I’m going to say water because Katara is my kin.

How many siblings? One younger brother, separated by like a year and a few months so like not THAT much younger, but I am still superior.

How many pets? One doberman baby. Look at her:

Obsessions? Soft blankets, candles, Cereal at the moment, and then Catfish for whatever reason. Probably because Nev and Max. Idk I hate myself for liking that show.

Bad habits? The whole, walk around the kitchen. Open the fridge: nothing there. Open the pantry: Nothing there…….opENS THE FRIDGE-

Phobias? None? Idk. Who knows. Talking to people, how’s that.

About You:

What makes you happy? My family. Wholesome memes. Getting in the car with a new song and singing like no one is watching or listening even though I know I am trash. And my dog! I love her! Look at her:

What really irritates you? Smacking and people! Texting! In movies! Like! The door is right there, please use it.

What makes you sad? The world. Unrequited love.

What makes you angry? THE WORLD

What makes you scared? Th E WoRl d

Who is your best friend? This punk ass hoe names John White. Literally the whitest boy you will ever meet. Idk, but we got stuck together during that shitty bridge project in like Sophomore year of high school. And we like, bonded over sleepless nights of hell trying to get that pos done. Little did I know that this fuck boy was actually not as big of an asshole as he made himself out to be. I don’t think we actually solidified until we went to college though, since we are going to the same one and didn’t know anyone and bonded. Also Lisa. Love you Lisa, never change, but I know you love Brooke more, so it’s fine.  

Ever broken a bone? THANK GOD NO.

What was the last CD you bought? I have never boughten a hard copy CD lmao. But online I got Michael Buble’s Christmas album to get prepared. :

What was the last book you read? Ugly ass textbook that I wanted to toss into the garbage disposal.

Who was the last person you spoke to? My mother, I’m doing this instead of talking with my family on Thanksgiving, whoops.

What was the last thing you ate? Thanksgiving meal. But like if you want specifics, the cookies I baked.

What was the last thing you drank? Wattah

What’s the best thing you’ve ever bought? This shampoo that makes me hair not frizzy when it dried, blessed.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever bought? This sunblock that made me break out in hives and freaked out my mom when we were in Florida because she thought something in the ocean was killing me.

What’s the best thing you’ve ever been given? This is going to turn into a story time because I’m extra and am looking for a distraction alright okay. If we’re talking sentimental; Stupid John White, who I mentioned above, gave me this big ass jar. I was like, wow thanks John, I get you concert tickets, suffered at it with you, and you give me a damn jar, what is this full of diRT? And he’s like, no you fucker, just take it home and open it. So I go back to my apartment and am like half scared it’s something gross because he would pull that shit on me, so I open it over my trashcan. And when nothing gross wafs into the air I look inside and am not really sure? What I’m looking at? So I take it back to my bed and dump it out, and basically it’s just a bunch of bullshit that he kept over the years. Like movie tickets and notes we passed in class, and pictures and other stuff. And then a little letter being like, “Happy Birthday!” And I cried!

If we’re talking material: My laptop. Thanks mom, you’re the best, love you.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been given? Is there such a thing as a bad gift. I don’t know. Probably some gift card to a place I don’t like, but even then I probably went and used it on deserts. So I don’t really know, you got me there.

What are your future goals? Get a job. Don’t be a bum.

Describe your bedroom? Uhh...So I guess I’ll describe my one at home because my apartment one is as bare as is was when I moved in.

It’s like a square, but one of the walls is slanted, so it’s got a weird angle. A full length window on the right wall with some soft floral curtains. My bed is in the middle of the room, up against the opposite wall so when I walk in I can just hop up and fall face first onto it. The bed has four drawers under it, so that’s where all my regular clothing is for the most part. My closet it on the left wall, and that’s where I keep my hanging clothes, old sentimental clothes, and blankets for when I get cold or when someone stays over.

Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? Honestly I really love Alicia Key??? Or Reese Witherspoon. OR WAIT TARAJI P. HENSON.

Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? ….Can I say Taika or is this biased. Probably. Maybe Chris Pine. Idk. Roger Federer.

Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day?  Swim in the damn pool or drink a glass of lemonade.

Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? What’re those. Joking. Uhm, probably the usual. Get snuggly. Get something warm to drink. Throw on Elf or some other feel good snowy movie.

If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be?

Be granted the power of healing.

Please, Mr. Genie, fix the environment.

Probably ask for money I’m ngl.

If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do?

Wow so many options. Tell my parents to wait for a hot second on having a baby, then maybe one of the other sperms could have gotten to the egg that wouldn’t have made me.

Too morbid? Lmao, okay, uhm, probably keep my brother from wrecking the car.

What’s the first thing you think about when you wake up? “Why am I awake, god damnit.”

Do you believe in the after-life? Sure.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? Same place, just with a job and not in school.

What’s the funniest joke you’ve ever been told? Gosh, I don’t even know???

Describe yourself in 3 words: Empathetic,Tired, YIKES.

Favorites:

Favorite color? Blue

Favorite number? 4

Favorite animal? Whales

Favorite sport (to play)? Soft Ball

Favorite sport (to watch)? I don’t really watch sports unless it’s the Olympics because I’m a shit.

Favorite Show(s)? Catfish, The X-Files, anything on Food Network, Mr. Robot, Recently watched the Punisher and damn, Lucifer, and The Office.

Favorite movies? The Iron Giant and Legally Blonde.

Favorite band? Panic! At the Disco, love you beebo.

Favorite song? I have not a clue. I’ll tell you what I’m listening to right now: The Calender by Panic! At the Disco

Favorite room in the house? My room, or my mom’s office because she’s abandoned it and I am slowly moving in mwahaha.

Favorite food? My grandpa’s chicken sandwich he makes us when me and my brother come over. Idk what he does but it’s so good.

Favorite drink? Lemonade.

Favorite place? Hoooome.

Favorite cartoon character? This shouldn’t be allOWED. But fine. NOT DISNEY would probably be...Charlie Brown, my og love.

Favorite day of the week? Saturday.

Favorite day of the year? APRIL 25TH BECAUSE IT’S NOT TOO HOT AND IT’S NOT TOO COLD. ALL YOU NEED IS A LIGHT JACKET.

Favorite season? Winter!

Favorite Holiday? New Years Eve, bitch, that’s my birthday.

Favorite girls name? Grace

Favorite boys name? Chandler

Favorite country? I don’t know..

Favorite smell? Sandalwood.

Favorite sound? My phone going off because I’m lonely and need validation.

Favorite accent? I’m really into the New Zealand accent now that I watch Taika’s interviews to make gifs and just listen to him talk ngl.

Favorite Ships (in or our of BDRP)? I’m that how out here still shipping Charles Xavier and Erik Lensherr from the X-Men. Or FUCKING Mulder and Scully! God!

In this RP: Y’all have screwed me out of both Sophink, CinderPrince, and Simber, so can I even trust you with anything else. WHAT ARE THE OTHER SHIPS: Barrell and Peri are adorable, as are Minnie and Dodger. Hmmmm...I wish there was a page out there for ships hahaha, because I don’t even know. Everyone and happiness??? PLEASE?

Favorite Fandoms? I don’t even go on my main anymore hahaha. But, probably the bandom.

Preferences:

Coke or Pepsi? Coca Cola

Pen or Pencil? Mechanical Pencil

Day or Night? Night

Cat or Dog? Rude?

Summer or Winter? Winter

T.V. or Radio? T.V.

Brains or Beauty? Brains

Cup or Mug? Mug all the way, who’s out here trying to wrap their whole hand around a cup when you can have a handle for free.

Tea or Coffee? Tea.

Gold or Silver? Gold.

Brush or Comb? Brush? WHO has hair thin enough for a comb? My hair is too thick and too wild to be tamed by a mere comb.

City or Country? Country. I rEALLY would love to just go get some lad, build my own house, live off renewable energy, grow my own food, and just live my life in peace.

Early or Late riser? Late af.

Blond or Brunette? Blonde, because I love what I don’t have. Lowkey redheads, though.

Scary or Romantic movies? Romantic. I like sleeping without having all the lights on??

Board or Computer games? Board with friends, computer on my own.

Half full or Half empty?  Empty

Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Happy and POOR

Glasses or Contacts? Glasses, contacts and die.

Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolate. No offense to flowers, but like stay in the ground, I want something I can eat.

Love or Money? Love. I am that asshole who is desperate for love. Ugh.

Hugs or Kisses? Wow, both.

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MUN QUESTIONNAIRE

Nicknames? Leano Beano, Leano, Frijollo Where do you live? California  What’s your age? 23 Hair color? Blonde Eye color? Blue-Gray Height? 5′3′‘ Date of Birth? July 6th, 1994  What’s your star sign? Cancer Element? Water??? How many siblings? Two How many pets? Three dogs, assorted fish. Obsessions? Captain America? I guess? Probably? Bad habits? Nail biting, making abrupt decisions Phobias? Fear of Heights, Outer Space, I think that’s it.

*ABOUT YOU What makes you happy? Movies, Music, my family, my friends, writing What really irritates you? Tailgaters, having decisions made for me, Trump What makes you sad? not talking to my siblings (as they’re away at school) What makes you angry? a lot of things honestly. Um. Assholes. People who treat other people horribly. Those kinds of people piss me off. What makes you scared? heights Who is your best friend? Thalia and Bonnie Ever broken a bone? Yes, fractured my middle finger lol. What was the last CD you bought? CD? Wow this feels old school. The last CD I remember consciously getting was for the Moana soundtrack actually. That or Sia’s album I think. What was the last book you read? The Lost Hero by Rick Riordan Who was the last person you spoke to? best friend Thalia What was the last thing you ate? Chicken with peas What was the last thing you drank? Water What’s the best thing you’ve ever bought? My Hogwarts Robes  What’s the worst thing you’ve ever bought? tickets to a concert I later forgot about. Not even a joke. This shit happened. So embarrassing. What’s the best thing you’ve ever been given? Tickets to Hamilton for my birthday was pretty damn good I think. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been given? I think I got one of the Lemony Snicket books, but it wasn’t the first one, it was somewhere late in the series and I didn’t have any of the other ones so I was like ??? What are your future goals? I am studying for an entrance exam for a European university. So my goal is to make it to Austria and become a teacher there. Also to lose weight. Already reached one of my goals there. Just continuing onward. Describe your bedroom? It’s blue, dark and light blue walls, with a ceiling light that sort of looks like the sun. I have David Tennant on my wall, as well as old Jonas Brothers posters, and a map of the Shire. Twin bed. Bookshelf on one half of the room. Yeah, it’s a big bookshelf. Closet with a bunch of drawers. Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? Natalie Dormer Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? Chris Evans Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day? Go Swimming. Hands down. Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? Well, that doesn’t really come up much here, but when I go to the snow, I like to drink hot chocolate, and I like to read. Sounds very indoorsy I know. I do like skiing too. If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be? To have enough money to live comfortably, maybe even be able to afford a horse or two. Then I’d wish for the U.S. immigration laws to lighten up so that my brother’s wife wouldn’t have to wait ten years before she could return to the country if she left it. Third wish? I think I’d wish for the ability to understand any language. Or at least, read, write, speak them fluently. I think that would be a pretty useful skill to have. If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do? JFK probably? Or go back and see the Beatles live. What’s the first thing you think about when you wake up? What time it is usually? That or sometimes a song that’s been in my head. Do you believe in the after-life? I want to believe in it, but I have doubts. I don’t know. This topic makes me uneasy. Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? In Vienna as a successful teacher, bringing English to another part of the world. What’s the funniest joke you’ve ever been told? I don’t know. I usually don’t remember jokes so well. Right now I’m just thinking about the jokes in the new Thor movie. They’re spot on man. Any hidden talents? I can sort of sing? I did karate for a while. I can climb.  Dream job? Anything that would allow me to travel and see more of the world I think. Who is your hero? My siblings are my heroes, honestly, in different ways. My brother literally saved my life when I got caught in a riptide when I was seven. And he’s been looking out for me for as long as I can remember (and being an asshole too) but he’s had some great moments. Defended me when a friend got too mean. And my sister, god she’s always had my back. My mom and I have had some pretty nasty fights, and she would always be there to hug me and let me cry and rant it out. She was often the mediator. I feel bad about it a little, but she’s really an amazing person.  Describe yourself in 3 words: loyal. stubborn. passionate.

*FAVORITES Favorite color? Red or Blue Favorite number? 4 Favorite animal? Horse Favorite sport (to play)? Volleyball, Horseback riding if not something to play Favorite sport (to watch)? Soccer Favorite Show(s)? NCIS, The Flash, Sense 8, New Girl, The Big Bang Theory, Game of Thrones, Scrubs, Gilmore Girls Favorite movies? Captain America movies, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Titanic, Thor: Ragnarok Favorite band? Green Day, The Beatles, Sia Favorite song? Elastic Heart, She Loves You/literally all Beatles songs honestly, Boulevard of Broken Dreams, Favorite room in the house? Bedroom Favorite food? Spaghetti Favorite drink? Water Favorite place? New Zealand Favorite cartoon character? ahaha Shego? do anime characters count too? Cause if so then also Naruto Favorite day of the week? Friday Favorite day of the year? My birthday? Idk. Or Christmas Eve. Favorite season? Summer Favorite Holiday? Christmas Favorite girls name? Serena, Blair (idk these always change) Favorite boys name? Seth Favorite country? Austria Favorite smell? Smell of the rain Favorite sound? sound of a harmonica Favorite accent? british accent

*PREFERENCES Coke or Pepsi? Coke Pen or Pencil? Pen Day or Night? Day Cat or Dog? Dog Summer or Winter? Summer T.V. or Radio? TV Brains or Beauty? Brains Cup or Mug? Mug Tea or Coffee? Tea Gold or Silver? Gold Brush or Comb? Brush City or Country? City Early or Late riser? Early Blond or Brunette? Blond Scary or Romantic movies? Romantic Board or Computer games? Both dammit Half full or Half empty? Half empty Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Happy and in between ugh. Isn’t that an option? Glasses or Contacts? Both Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolates Love or Money? Love Hugs or Kisses? What?? Both, but I need hugs more than I need kisses.

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+100 things i hate about me

Basics

Name x

Birthplace x

Current Location finland

Heritage x

Eye Color brown

Hair Color some kinda red right now

Hair Length a bit past my shoulders

Height 158 cm / 5′2″

Weight enough

Figure average i guess

Righty or Lefty righty, yo

Zodiac Sign cancer sun, libra moon, gemini rising

Introvert or extrovert in the social sense? i swing between the two quite a bit

Meyers-Briggs Personality type estp

Style

Clothing all black, preferably, versatile, casual

Hair updos are life

Music what does that have to do with style?

Makeup usually minimal, sometimes not. i like dark things

Body Art a few small tattoos

Car none

Decor love minimalist, but unfortunately my place is a mishmash of things

Right Now  

Current mood kinda bored

Current music nylon beat - elämä on lyhyt

Current taste coffee with hazelnut milk <3

Current hair loose

Current clothes grey dress with leopard dots and a black cardigan!

Current annoyance that i’m bored :D

Current smell coffee

Current longing someone special

Current desktop picture hummingmint xD

Current fingernail color natural

Current likes sunlight! walks with the dog. violife smoked cheese.

Current dislikes idk, i don’t think about things i don’t like that much

Current favorite article of clothing idk. i need new clothes xD

Current favorite place to be out & about

Current time you wake up in the morning 10 am ish

Current favorite word díky!

What are you...

Thinking of that i should resume today’s czech studies

Feeling BOREDOM

Remembering nothing

Doing nothing T.T

Planning convincing my mom to sponsor my ticket to prague xD

What were you doing  

1 hour ago i was out walking my dog

1 day ago probably wasted time here

1 week ago i was in romania doing stuff! <3

1 month ago probs just hanging out with the boyfriend

1 year ago crying that my life was miserable lololol

5 years ago feeling stuck in a relationship that wasn’t going anywhere

10 years ago felt stuck and constrained by high school and everything

Your favorite  

Music depends. right now i’m kinda into finnish rock music

Cartoon lol, i don’t really watch any, save for the simpsons occasionally

Font LOL

Color gold, copper

Song pää kii - apinoiden planeetalla

Flavor chocolate!

Scent i loooooove givenchy’s ange ou demon <3

Magazine none

TV Show none

Book love is a hound from hell by bukowski

Movie the royal tenenbaums

Language japanese! and finnish xD

Food soba noodles

Beverage COFFEE

Fruit i like them all!

Vegetable right now: celery, zucchini, aubergine, cucumber 

Season spring

Subject in School none

Weekend Activity dancing and wandering to random places

Ice Cream Flavor mint or licorice

Pizza toppings zucchini, mushrooms, lots of olives

Preferences

Cola or Other

Coke or Pepsi ... neither

Fried, Scrambled, or Poached ... i’m vegan xD

Pancakes or Waffles

Dogs or Cats

Coffee or Tea

Iced or Hot

Looking out the window or into the room

One Pillow or Two

Chocolate or Vanilla

High Achiever or Easy-Going

Single or Taken

Pen or Pencil

Gloves or Mittens

Planned or Spontaneous

Food or Candy xD

Matches or a Lighter

Typed or Handwritten

Walk or Run

Elevator or Stairs

Walk or Drive

Facing into the restaurant or away from the other people

Eating alone, with one friend, or with lots of friends

Home or "Out"

Alone, with one friend, or with a group?

Who Would You Like To...

Hear From a few of my friends

Never Hear From Again a friend i’ve left behind

Look Like me but better >:)

Be Like idk. me but more mature.

Meet awesome people!

Get to Know no one in particular, but i’d like to make new friends

Learn from / Study With my dog

Impress EVERYONE!

Teach depends on what i have to teach xD

Do you...?  

Have any tattoos (where?) yes, the runes for dagaz and hagalaz on my hands and a star on my left ankle

Have any piercings (where?) nope

Have any scars quite a bit, in random places

Get along with your parents? yes and no, but better these days

Get motion sickness very rarely

Think you're a health nut no but my friends think otherwise xD

Type with your fingers on the right keys what does that even mean?!

Play an instrument nope. just my voice xD

Play an instrument well no

Sleep with stuffed animals sometimes

Have a significant other yup!

Have a dream that keeps coming back NO way

Believe there is life on other planets maybe. but even so, we’re unlikely to encounter them

Read the newspaper sometimes

Read the comics sometimes

Read the sports pages sometimes

Check the weather forecast yes

Go to restaurants alone yep

Consider yourself tolerant of others i do

Like the taste of alcohol sure xD

Drink yes, various things

Smoke nope

Swear yep :<

Sing yep

Sing in public yep

Sing in the shower yep

Laugh yep

Joke all of my life is a joke

Read sometimes xD

Exercise i guess

Diet sometimes

Cook yep!

Believe in astrology yes and no

Read your horoscope no

Believe in magic yes and no

Believe in miracles it’s a miracle i’m still alive

Go to church yeah! especially abandoned ones

Have any secrets sure

Have any pets not really, my dog lives with my dad

Have any children no

Have any brothers or sisters yes, one sister

Work .... no :<

Have a college degree kinda

Chat to strangers who instant message you i used to when i had aim!

Talk to strangers on the bus LOL NO

Wear hats in winter, yes

Like yourself most of the time

Wish on stars hardly ever, really

Like your handwriting i don’t feel either way about it

Trust others easily not really

Like puns YES

Have a good sense of humor ofc

Take walks in the rain sometimes!

Do you prefer  

Traveling

Staying home

Going out

Cooking

Eating out

Entertaining at home

Large parties

Small parties where you know everyone

Quiet evenings with a few friends

Being alone

Leisure Time: Do you like to...

Read

Go out, anywhere!

Go dancing

See a show

Rent a video

Listen to music

Go for a walk

Watch television

Surf the web

Chat with friends online

Meet people for coffee and conversation

Go to a party

Stay home

...?

Sports and recreation: Do you...

Jog

Run

Walk

Ski

Swim

Play on a team

Play "pickup" games

Bowl

Work Out

...?

Creative outlets: Do you...

Paint or draw

Sculpt, do pottery, mold clay...

Build scale models

Collect... (what?)

Write (what?)

Compose music

Choreograph dances

Dance

Develop software

Meditate

Daydream

...?

Have you ever...?  

Eaten an entire box of Oreos

Thought about eating an entire box of Oreos

Baked a cake

Cooked Thanksgiving Dinner for a group

Eaten sushi

Been on stage

Gone skating

Made homemade cookies

Gone skinny dipping

Dyed your hair

Broken a bone

Been hospitalized overnight

Had your name appear in the newspaper

Published a story, poem, novel...

Played a game that required removal of clothing

Gotten drunk or extremely intoxicated

Been arrested

Changed your name

Changed your "look"

Changed who you were to fit in

Traveled outside the country

Memories - The Past

Last Thing You Bought sugar-free red bull

Last Interesting Thing You Did went to romania!

Last Interesting Thing You Heard: can’t remember

Last Interesting Thing You Said nothing that i can recall rn

Last Interesting Thing You Saw: my dog

Last Thing You Touched: keyboard

Last Thing You Had To Eat oatmeal!

Last Thing You Had To Drink coffee

Last Thing You Watched On Tv ice hockey game between sweden and finland xD

Last Book You Read jane eyre

Last Music You Listened To nylon beat

Last Movie You Saw .... probably an old finnish one my dad was watching

Last Movie You Saw On The Big Screen sing

Last Person You Called On The Phone my mom

Last Person You Talked To Online my darling!

Last Person You Emailed a friend

Last Time You Cried last month

Last Time You Smiled today

Last Time You Laughed today xD

Last Person You Hugged my darling <3

Last Person You Kissed my darling, ofc The Future   Miscellany   What is...   Moods  

Where do you see yourself in five years? far away from here

Describe your Dream Career traveling and exploring new things on a regular basis

What do you want to be when you grow up? anthony bourdain xD at some point, i would also like to be dead

What country would you most like to visit? idk. too many to mention.

Where are you going to live? when i settle down? hopefully far away from here...

How many rings until you answer the phone? 2 or 3

What's on your mouse pad?  i don’t have one xD

Do you like thunderstorms? yeah!

Do you like snow? most of the time, yes

How many houses have you lived in? 5-10

How many schools have you gone to? i think 5

Do you like to drive? i do!

What color is your bedroom carpet? i don’t have a bedroom... but i have 3 carpets, one is green, the second is off-white and the third kinda grey

If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take one thing (not person) with you what would you take? a machete

What was the best time of your life so far? NOW

The last thought you go to sleep with probably something awesome that happened that day

Your first waking thoughts coffee!

The first feature you notice in someone you just met their face and body language

Your best physical feature idk. i’m cute in general lolol

Your greatest fear that i won’t get anywhere in life and i’ll be misrable

Your biggest weakness my loved ones

Your strongest attribute i’m self-assured and independent

Your greatest accomplishment having made it this far and having enjoyed myself along the way

Your most cherished memory really, there is no one memory. and while i have lots of good memories, i don’t spend too much time thinking about them.

I Hurt rarely and even when i do, i don’t want to show it

I Love y’all! haha.

I Hate it when nothing is happening

I Fear that this moment will vanish and i will lose everything

I Hope that the above is an irrational fear

I Feel feelings y’all

I LIsten to my dog snoring

I Hide when people start demanding too much from me

I Drive at night, on empty highways, as fast as possible

I Play a game, it’s called insincerity~

I Miss him.

I Learned that my dog is scared of a lot of things

I Know i’m in no hurry to figure things out.

I Wait for myself to get sleepy.

I Need sleep!

I Want sleep!