#and I commute to school so thats like 40 mins - 1 hr of driving to and from campus
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I'm just going to complain in tags sorry ๐ I should be better but...alas...
#.personal rambles#I dont rewlly vent to anyone anymore and i dont have therapy until monday but literally my body is choosing the worst tkme rn to be#in this much pain#Like I have an exam today and policy is that if u miss an exam you cant retake it and like#This class is important for graduation / taking my boards#I put on pain relief patches but the pain is so bad I woke up at like 6 and now im cjrled up crying basically#I cant fall back asleep and I got maybe 6 hours ?#Like no lecture today but we have a fucking presentation before i take my exam and i have to fucking do some tasks and shit after#and I commute to school so thats like 40 mins - 1 hr of driving to and from campus#Literally fuck me i know this is my bodys way of shutting down and being exacerbated by stress but like#Idk everything that could go wrong feels like its going wrong in my ssd stupid lkttle life#I really just want to stay home today but I cant and it sucks like#painkillers dont do shit my pain patches only do so much#Im starting to worry if jt might be cancer but thats maybe my anxiety / paranoia bc of family stuff#Idk Im just being whiny like I gotta suck it up and deal with it but literally the worst time for my body to start fallimg apart on me
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