#and 2 weeks later my estranged father’s terminal diagnosis
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Think I need to go to therapy again.
Problem is I really really hate therapists.
Been there done that. Hate the whole process.
Especially the emphasis on CBT. Does not work for me.
But I think I need to talk to someone about the last 6 months.
I have been running on adrenaline since the end of February and now that everything is starting to get back on track I am crashing so hard.
#there was the car accident in February#which started everything off#that was the reason that mum went for tests in March#that led to her diagnosis in April#and 2 weeks later my estranged father’s terminal diagnosis#which opens a whole other can of long nailed shut worms#and his death at the end of may#which the arsehole never managed to tell me he was sick.#all correspondence came through my step-grandmother#end of June had follow up tests for mum that showed the initial surgery was a success#and she is currently cancer-free#I am so emotionally spiritually and physically exhausted it’s not even funny
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