#am i gonna complain on tumblr about him again oooh no i think im gonna complain on tumblr about him again oh shit oh fuck get ready
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transmascnepetaleijon · 3 years ago
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every day i lay down on my bed and wonder: am i overthinking it or is this motherfucker really sending me an absurd amount of mixed messages
#am i gonna complain on tumblr about him again oooh no i think im gonna complain on tumblr about him again oh shit oh fuck get ready#ok so i know ive already talked way too much about whats going on but you have to understand something#hes the type of dude to trully unironically kiss the homies#i forgot to mention it and thats my bad sorry#like he has this whole thing of him showing genuine affection towards his friends and saying i love you and how much he cares about all of-#-them bros and thats awesome! it really is! its super cool and i wholeheartedly support him#theres a problem though#im one of the bros. wich is not bad not at all but dude. dude. hear me out.#do you know. now it is. to get a phonecall. and having the man you like end the call with 'love you bye'.#do you understand my situation#i am struggling over here i.#i havent had a deep friendship in ages and i mean ages#like years and years kind of time#and this dude just airdropped into my life being annoying and being great and being cute and saying i love you to me#DO YOU SEE THE PROBLEM#and i dont know what to dooo because in one hand:#wow. there is no fucking way a boy who compliments me and says how much i matter to him is not into me. but in the other hand:#what if this is just normal friendship stuff and im making a fool of myself#i mean i do have a pretty deep friendship with someone else but just to be sure you know.#wait. wait no hold on a second.#i just remembered a conversation we had. multiple of them actually.#we ended up talking about dating and he asked me#would you date me though haha#and i was like oh like HELL im telling him#so i was like not in a hundred years#and he was like same its be akward#do you think. do you think that maybe i sabbotaged myself.#oh my fucking god maybe i did.#just. give me a moment. im experiencing strong emotions towards myself.#theres no way though i mean hes been into this girl for the past 3 years
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