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[lmktreasure]

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[maneatrrz]

‧₊˚✩ wishing it was you / j. sully

♡ 𓂃 ꒰ wishing it was you! ꒱˚.༄ ೃ jake sully x fem!reader. 5.2k words. ⌒(≧▽​° )

𓆩♡𓆪 synopsis: ever since you shared a heartfelt moment, jake has been constantly avoiding you. convinced he's in love with neytiri, you find out it's a lot more complicated after confronting him in the woods: your being is everything he burns for, and it terrifies him. you tempt him in a way you shouldn't, and he's doing everything he can to protect your delicate divinity. but with lips and an attitude like yours, it's becoming taxing for him to resist ditching saintly restraint for a dance with the devil.

content: biblically inaccurate and brotherly!tsu'tey, biblically inaccurate timeline (it's ok guys just go with it it's an au haha), dom!jake sully but also whimpering!jake sully, oral fixation, nipple sucking, hickeys, love bites, vaginal penetration, praising and teasing. slight angst because you both have serious abandonment issues, but an ample amount of fluff and physical affection.

ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ additional notes: this is my first published writing, and also the first time i've written smut myself-i am more than willing to receive tips, just please keep that in mind and be gentle! i also am a bit rusty on the writing uptake and formatting update, and this is definitely not my best work and i hate this with a visceral anger, but i hope you like it regardless because i spent way too much time on it. mwah, thank you lovelies!

୨✩୧ ; MINORS DNI! fic under the cut!

jake sully.

stupid, jake sully.

you observed him carefully from your seat in the plush, lush forest illuminated by the glittering night sky above you, along with the golden flames in front of you. the affectionately crowned toruk makto was chasing around neytiri, as he was wont to do-you were convinced he was vehemently enamored with her. neytiri on the other hand, was adeptly avoiding his efforts to yank her tail with a feline-like grace, and an effervescent, opaline smile exposing sharp canines. you found it hard to blame him, however. she possessed both the deft and couth you were certain you lacked. she made everything look perfect, and it didn’t help that she was beautiful, either. one look into her scintillating eyes could enrapture you, especially during this oppressive, sultry summer weather. the sweltering heat had persuaded you into thinking she was an angel one too many times. but you guessed in his world, she was.

it was stupid.

he was stupid.

“fuck,” you brought your hand up to the newfound throbbing pressure on your mouth, painting slender fingers with a rich, sanguine color: blood. you had bitten through the roast you were eating and into your poor, faultless lip. “i was thinking way too hard.”

“ponder less over jake sully, and more about how our great mother has let you live another day,” tsu’tey smacked you upside the head playfully, taking a bite out of his sturmbeast steak. you couldn’t help but smile a little-you found comfort in him as the brother you never had. when you had arrived on pandora, you were met with cynic skepticism from him, but you had proven yourself to him eventually. your friendship allowed him to lighten up and be more lively, too. “i am pleasantly surprised a skxawng like you has lived this long, y/n.”

“you literally suck,” you feigned lamentation by placing one hand on your chest, and using the other to wipe intangible tears from the unwarranted libel. it earned you a hearty laugh from tsu’tey, followed by a small fit of coughs. “you’re coughing like an old man. slow down, grandpa. easy on the chuckle.”

“now you suck,” he pushed your shoulder lightly, before panning his head over to jake and neytiri, who were now much farther away. jake’s face looked amorphous in the distance, but tsu’tey could see strong brows furrowed in the haze. he began to wonder if he needed what humans called “glasses”. neytiri clasped jake’s forearm before tugging at him to go further into the thicket, turning their backs on you. he fixed his gaze on you now, rubbing his temples.

“...shit, well, that’s fucking fantastic. your ‘fiancee’ ran away into the woods with the fucking idiot. whatever,” you waved a hand to the distance with a heavy sigh, raising the roast to your mouth. you added with a somber mumble, “this was not how it was supposed to go.”

this was seriously not how it was supposed to go.

it wasn’t-neytiri was promised to tsu’tey, and you…what were you to jake?

you were supposed to explore this world and your new bodies together, and you did, at first. attached at the hip, confused and frightened (although, jake would only say ‘slightly’ for his pride) of the wondrous expanse around you. you would lay in your shared, flimsy little cot as you watched the sable dusk melt into an ethereal aurora, talking about everything and anything. what your lives were like on earth, what you wanted to do when you came back-your own personal bucket lists, intrusive thoughts, your worst jokes, your favorite fruits-everything. you both confessed things you had never even said.

enter neytiri, stage left.

she tried to kill you both. she almost succeeded after jake pushed you out of the way to take the blow for you, but you throwing a water canteen at her alerted her that you were not a threat-you weren’t armed with anything to attack her with, and you certainly couldn’t kill her if you tried with those reflexes. she told you this later and it offended you, but the offense disappeared as you realized you were just happy that you were alive. you were happy that jake was alive. he didn’t have to try and save you.

‘of course i did. i don’t know what i’d do without you,’ was all he said in response, with a soft, darkly warm tone that made something burn low in your chest. it was a memory etched in your mind that never failed to make your limbs deliquesce, turning you into a shallow pool of ardor and elation. only for a brief moment, as your puddle would turn into hoarfrost and coat the ground of your empty heart. it seemed like after that day, that was when you truly watched him fade away.

he stopped sleeping in the cot with you, so you had no one for consolation on gelid nights. he’d take neytiri and tsu’tey on raids and hunts, getting frustrated when you’d ask to accompany them. and when neytiri had explained their rituals and the inner workings of mating that came with it, he started to ignore your entirety, without a single explanation why. it must’ve been her.

it had to be her, right?

“fuck it,” you jolted up switfly, dragging tsu’tey by his arm. “get your ass up and let’s go find them.”

“you are just going to find something you do not want to see,” he planted his feet on the ground firmly, rigid and unmoving to your touch. you turned to look at him, as he furrowed one of his brows. “are you a lecher, y/n? is that what this is?”

“first of all, ew. absolutely not. second of all, are you dumb? if they successfully get down and dirty, she’s no longer promised to you, right?” his ears flicked at your response, finally relenting to your touch. “now let’s go.”

you followed their scent, navigating the underbrush with tsu’tey, who was regretting his decision to come with you. you were supposed to be moving cautiously and quietly, yet you kept walking into leaves and suppressing meltdowns over previously uncovered bugs. he was busy thinking of ways to cover up your pursuit when you stopped suddenly, murmuring in the distance.

“...and i love…so, i don’t…” you could make out bits and pieces of a husky voice’s speech through the trees. the mention of love made your heart beat to an unspoken cadence.

“...then tell…keep waiting…unfair…” the second voice spoke with a higher pitch, but a louder tone, the words poisoned with blatant vexation. you contorted your face and looked to tsu’tey, his visage equally scrunched and perplexed. you ventured further into the thicket, until you could make a slight outline of two bodies through thick blades of green.

“she already hates me, neytiri. it’s not worth it,” the lower voice, now discernable completely as jake, slapped his hands to sides and fidgeted through the leaves. he was painfully nervous-he wasn’t the type of person who froze when he was scared. he dawdled around aimlessly. like an idiot, you added a note to your mental observations. a lying, stupid idiot.

“she is going to hate you more if you do not get it together,” a seethe, accompanied by the flattening of ears and a slap to jake’s head. “you will lose her completely. tell y/n.”

“i can’t.”

“it appears you have no choice. y/n,” neytiri swiftly moved through the grass to reveal your hiding spot, tsu’tey’s mouth pursed and yours agape. the edges of her lips curled up into a demure smile. “i had faith that you would come after us. i did not expect you, however. come with me.”

her tone was that of a mother scolding her child, leading tsu’tey back to camp by his small, tender ear. her chides in na’vi as she stomped would’ve made you giggle if it were not for the looming dread in your sternum, turning towards jake and his solemn, downturned ears.

his stupid ears.

his stupid nose.

his lying mouth.

“i know,” to your short response his eyes widened, cheeks donning an uncharacteristic tint.

“i’m so sorry. i know it’s fucked up of me, but i didn’t know how to-”

“-it’s okay. you don’t need my blessing to mate with neytiri, right? i just would’ve preferred you told me sooner. i knew you liked her, it just sucked. to be left in the dust. i really liked you, you know,” you crossed your arms and pressed them close to your chest, trying to ignore the saline tears welling in your eyes. and then, he laughed.

how could he laugh at a time like this?

he really didn’t care, did he?

jake sully.

stupid, lying jake sully.

“fuck you,” you bursted out, teardrops scalding your cheeks in their wake as you turned to leave.

“wait, i’m not laughing for the reasons you think i am-okay, wait. wait, let me explain,” his fingers brushed your wrist, reaching a little too late. “y/n! let me explain.”

“i literally cannot think of a way you can explain this without looking like a total cunt-ow! let go of me, jake! what the h-” your scorning monologue was brief, as jake pulled you off balance by your tail. you fell back first into the tall grass, head braced by jake’s hand underneath it. his hips pinned you to the ground by your own, one leg in between your own. broad shoulders loomed over you and cut out of your peripheral. you felt so…small, underneath him. it increased the growing ache in your lower abdomen, fueled by neither hurt, nor fear. you tried to squeeze your legs together to negate the pooling sensation-you shouldn’t have felt like this. this was a bad idea.

“so, uh, as i was saying…” he trailed off as you rolled your head to the side, refusing to look at him. “can you just look at me?”

“no.”

“fine,” he shook his head slightly with a tsk sound, assessing your body and the way it seemed to be engulfed by his own-even as a na’vi, you were so tiny in comparison to him. just as he seemed to be lost enough in his own thoughts for you to make your escape, he shifted your position abruptly. whipping your head towards him, it felt like all of his weight was on you: his nails dug into your thighs as he pulled them apart and past his torso-now, he was directly in between your legs. jake leaned forward onto his forearms, your lips millimeters apart from one another. you had no choice but to look into rich, amber eyes. either that, or focus on the way his hips were pistoned deeper into yours, fabric unwilling to spare you the feeling of his length rubbing against your clothed sex.

“as you were saying,” you cleared your throat, scratching an itch on the top of your head. he smirked, pleased with his ability to make you yield. his smirk quickly faded, replaced by a more stoic expression.

“remember the day we almost died?”

“you mean, one of the last days you pretended that you knew me?” you scoffed, and he narrowed his eyes at you for a split moment. “yeah, i remember.”

“i didn’t care if i died, but,” he began to fidget nervously, involuntarily exacerbating the wanton throb. yet, you were too focused on his words to notice. “i cared if you died, and i cared a lot, a lot more than i was supposed to. and that started fucking with me.”

you tilted your head with a doe-eyed expression that made jake tense up with a potent, unsolicited salacity. his ensnarement tactic was working painfully against him. his loincloth was growing increasingly more soiled in a messy, debauched ring.

“so i, uh…i ran, like an idiot,” jake’s breath hiked to a dry growl, shifting weight between legs. “i didn’t want to get you hurt. because if i did let myself and i let something happen to you, not only would i lose you, i would lose myself. i would lose everything i believe in. so, i tried to stay away from you.”

“well, i mean. you did just regain the ability to walk again. i’d wanna run, too,” you snickered in attempt to lighten the mood, unable to handle the sonorous tone of his words. jake rolled his eyes, holding back a smile. he thought that shouldn’t have been as funny to him as it was. “i’m so funny.”

“yeah, whatever. anyways,” he took a deep breath, knowing damn well you were right. “as we settled into omatikayan land, neytiri told us about customs, and picking a mate. how i would eventually claim a woman. i started avoiding you right around ‘mating’ season, so it was hard.”

“...okay? what does this have to do with me?” there was too much emotional clamor inhabiting your brain to properly absorb what he was saying. “ohhh…so you claimed neytiri right after ignoring my existence, and now you want to rub salt in the wound because you’re a dickhead-i’m so smart.”

“no-you have got to be dumber than me, holy shit,” he bit his lip in discontempt. either you genuinely were painfully oblivious to the situation, or you wanted him to spell it out for you. he had a notion that it was a reasonable mixture of both. “you literally just disregarded the last few things i’ve said. if it’s time for me to claim a woman, why would i claim neytiri? why would it be hard to stop talking to you?”

“chill out bitch, damn. i’m not the one who pretended someone didn’t exist for several months, watch your mouth. i’m listening though,” you weren’t really. “you’d claim her because you fell in love with her, and then maybe, i don’t know-your conscience thought it was a little weird to completely drop person and cling onto the next? surprised you have one. we’re running in circles.”

“but i wouldn’t claim a woman i didn’t want. i don’t want neytiri.”

“cool…? i don’t know what to say to you.”

“you just want me to say it outright for you, don’t you?”

“that would be particularly helpful, yes. i think if we did this from the beginning it would’ve helped.”

“if i was around you, i would’ve gone against my better judgment and claimed you in a heartbeat. to be blunt, i wanted to fuck you really bad.”

“wow! that seriously took a hard turn,” that was not the most appropriate reaction, but it was all you could utter.

was this how it was supposed to go?

your lips parted slightly, and jake immediately fixated on them. while he was noticing how roseate and plush they looked, you were having an internal dilemma at lightspeed. you thought this man hated you, and this whole time it was the stark opposite? were you the stupid one? were you the idiot? no, you couldn’t be. when you came down from your catatonic spell-well, it was more like you hit the ground violently, you minded jake’s position in between your legs. you also minded the soaked, wet state of your loincloth. “you wanted me like that?”

“yes, i did. but seeing you was a reminder that i couldn’t have you, and i wanted you so bad,” you watched jake’s adam’s apple bob as he swallowed and nodded, looking down at you with a darker stare. it was one you had never seen from him. a more predatory gaze. “i shouldn’t have wanted you, and i wanted you so bad. it’s only gotten worse.”

you assessed his gaze. it was as if he was ready to ravage you and everything that you were in that moment, right there. perhaps that gave you the courage to push his limits-how depraved was he, truly? how much restraint did he have, when it came to you?

“and all this time i’ve been sucking on a bottle of pink whitney, wishing it was you,” you ran your hands over the grooves in his arms, separating each mammoth, rigid muscle. you took one of his hands in both of yours, running his calloused finger over your inner thigh slightly-enough to pick up the sticky substance that threatened to gush out of you. “but now, we’re here. you’ve starved me as much as you’ve starved yourself. so, what are you going to do? what you should do, or what you want to?”

he growled just above a dull roar, trying to battle his ache and the dilemma of forbidden pining. god, how he wanted you. he ached for you, with such an illicit thirst-to devour you, one kiss at a time. your fingers skimmed the pressed outline of his aching tip through his loincloth, which elicited a frantic, breathy gasp from jake. “you can be gentle, or you can be rough. you don’t have to think about anything. actually, i’m pretty sure you’ve been thinking way too much.”

“you don’t know what you’re doing to me,” it came out as more of a dark, tenebrous moan that made you giggle. he stared down at your slick, tempting essence. he wanted to indulge in you, the delicacy that you were to him. yet a quick taste would never be just that-he’d want all of you. he looked back up at you, with the same predatory leer. you brought jake’s hand up to his mouth, feeling the ache worsen as he licked them clean with a groan.

“or, maybe i do.”

his hands worked their way up your thighs. your breath shortened as you let your eyes graze his hands-large, azure, and veiny. the position jake’s hands on your legs seemed natural, as if they were right where they belonged. he gripped your thighs, massaging the innermost part with his thumbs. his lips chose to travel to your collarbone and continue their conquest upwards, leaving carmine bruises, love bites, and tender kisses in their wake. he stopped when he was positioned face-to-face. your heart beat out of your chest as you felt lustrous yellow eyes linger on your own, and then your lips. he brushed them against yours.

“i’ve waited for this forever, you know,” he caressed your cheeks with his thumbs. “you’re so beautiful. as humans, or big blue people. whatever we are, and wherever we are, you’ve always stunned me. every rational thought i have blurs when i look at you, it’s like you put a spell on me. you’re enchanting, and it’s unreal.”

“you think so?” your ears perked up coyly as you felt your lips curve into a smile. that was probably the nicest thing anyone had said to you in awhile, or the history of ever, even. your honeyed reaction made his tail flick around in back of him, enamored by your visage. it continued to swish, curling prettily.

“oh, honey. i know you are. my pretty, pretty baby,” he kissed your nose, giving you a grin. his tongue ran over your bottom lip with a soft bite, before intertwining his lips with yours.

suddenly the air was thick and hot; infernal. you weren’t the worst kisser, but god, you felt like you paled in comparison to jake fucking sully. his tongue spoke to you a simple, yet tantalizing and tantric mantra that mesmerized you. veiny hands danced a viennese waltz against soft skin, retracing the path that led to your lips. he let his hands trail back down to your thighs, fingers grazing your sodden, clothed clit.

“you wanted me so bad, huh? all wet for me?” you nodded as he played with the string on your loincloth, before pulling it off and to the side.

“well, i fucking needed you, oh,” he let out a husky moan and ran his fingers over your lips, before parting them. “look at you-what a perfect pussy. i’m going to fucking ruin you.”

he thumbed your engorged, tender clit with one hand, while sliding in the middle & ring finger of the other into your warm, messy cunt. it was all so overwhelming-your faint titillated whimpers and whines, paired with the sound of fingers enveloped in slick folds. your voice was muted and low in an attempt to preserve the sanity and sleep of those in the relatively adjacent camp. but in the stillness of the night, the hot cacophony of your saccharine sweet voice and his frenetic movements that produced such wet, obscene noises, were resound upon jake’s ears. he thought it was akin to that of a siren’s beguiling melody.

“i want…w-want…mm,” you babbled, jake looking at you, yet unrelenting in his pace. the way he pumped his fingers was heavenly, but you needed more. “…you. inside me, please.”

“don’t worry. i’ll fuck that pretty pussy soon. but first…” he unclasped your chest piece with one hand, throwing it to the side while he kneaded one of your boobs. he flicked your nipple with his tongue before swirling it around the sensitive nub, latching onto it. he drove his fingers in and out of your squelching cunt with the occasional curl. two fingers alone already made you feel so full, sucking them in as you pulsed around them.

“i fucking love your tits. you’re latching onto my fingers,” it was like he could read your mind. smirking at your rampant, tiny mewls, he switched breasts, continuing the onslaught on your throbbing pussy. “let me focus on this boob, though. she needs love, too.”

“sisters, not twins, yeah? something like that,” he rasped through his teeth, lapping and sucking. your vision began to get hazy overcome by the torturous intoxication his touch brought, “you know what? doesn’t matter. your tits are gorgeous.”

he released his hold with a pop, leaning back to look at your disheveled countenance, exhaling raggedly. he placed his fingers in his mouth to relish in your sapid taste once more, while his eyes traced every inch of your body. your mouth hung in an O shape, lips plump and glossy. your eyes glossed over. your hair was frizzy and unkempt. you were nothing akin to the meticulously crafted countenance you slaved away for every day. he created a breathtaking mess out of you, which made him wretch with such a frenetic, venereal hunger.

he needed to fuck you stupid.

he needed to tear you apart.

“so pretty,” you murmured as he untied his loincloth, unsheathing his length in its entirety. the shaft same color as the rest of his body, a mixture of azure and sapphire stripes. it was unreasonably thick and lengthy, and had two veins leading to his blushing indigo tip. it throbbed as precum dripped down its side, and onto big balls. it was practically begging for solace in the form of your tongue swirling around it and hollowing your cheeks. “i want a taste.”

“you’re so sweet babydoll. but no,” his denial of your request was met with a disappointed whine and pouty lips. “i really should fuck that mouth of yours for all the shit you talk, but it can wait another day. i need to be inside you right now.”

his breath hitched as he watched his length disappear inside of you with a slicked sound.

“holy shit. you’re so fucking tight, jesus fucking christ,” jake seethed between breaths, panting. he dug his nails into your hips, writhing five hot points of pressure with his grip. his thrusts were slow but with intention, stretching your walls and hitting your core. you stared down at the way his thigh muscles tensed while he snapped his hips. you bit back a moan, your vision blurring slightly from the jolting motion, and your legs threatening to buckle. “dear god-fuck. oh, fuck. fuck, baby.”

“you feel so fucking good, and you’re taking my cock so fucking well,” he let one hand go and trailed it slow up your torso and stopped at your shoulders, quickening his strokes and making your eyes roll back. his fingers ghosted your neck with a dark laugh and a groan, “oh, fuck-what a good fucking girl. you like that, sweet thing?”

“jake,” you pleaded as he rutted into you, raking your nails across his back. you wrapped your legs around him, desperate for release. “this feels so good. oh, jake, ’m gonna…”

“oh god, i fucking love the way you say my name. go ahead and come for me, baby,” he buried his head into the crook of your neck, pumping deeper into you at an unadulterated and alacritous pace. jake pressed kisses to your neck while he felt you squirm and twitch on his length, muffling whines and moans. your glistening cunt tightened around him, like it was luring his cock further into you. he didn’t know how much further it could go. “make a mess all over my cock. it’s all yours, sweet thing. always has been. now use it like it is.”

it was hard for you to give any sort of intelligible vocalization (unlike pussydrunk jake, who seemed to be a little too loud, groaning fuck and i wanna cum over and over) while your eyelids fluttered and blood roared in your ears. you were having a sensory overload, and couldn’t help but drown in the pleasure. from the hickeys he pressed lightly over your taut collarbone with wet lips and the way his cock hit your g-spot, to all the husked whimpers jake let out while throwing his head back and the sound of skin hitting skin, you were in bliss. he was able to quell and rouse the insatiable ache that pooled low inside you, all at once. you were arched and unraveling with a splintering rapture, your own juices mixing with the warm, creamy seed that painted even the innermost corners of your walls.

“wow,” he looked down at your angelic, supine image through long eyelashes, panting. you relaxed your spine, coaxing his cock out of you gently. he was so desperate and unprincipled when it came to you that he probably would’ve stayed inside you the whole night. and you were far too exhausted for that.

“you sure as hell can have a taste of me now, holy shit,” his eyes were glued to your puffy cunt, watching his cum veneer it with a milky white. he swiped his finger in a swipe up your lips, holding his findings to your mouth. you licked it with a small mewl before contorting your face, bleating out a blegh.

“salty?” broad shoulders rose to the rhythm of a hearty laugh as you nodded, pushing the hair out of your face. “it’s cum, baby. i eat like a starved dog. don’t expect much next time.”

“that’s so tragic for me.”

“yeah, yeah. are you okay, though? do you need anything, sweet thing?”

“i need a hug,” you pulled him back towards you, and splayed your hands on his back. with a soft laugh, you traced the welts from your scratches before playing with his tousled mess of hair. the smell of sweat and a rich, earthy scent pervaded your senses as you meticulously picked out the stray blades of grass from each strand. “i’m sorry for fucking up your back.”

“what, are you kiddin’ me? don’t apologize. i’m gonna wear this shit like a medal. tell everybody my pretty girl gave ‘em to me.”

“you say that like you’re not gonna go back to your regularly scheduled ignoring y/n routine. i know you’ll leave eventually,” you huffed, slapping a hand on the newly damp grass to search for your chestpiece. he brought your hand back to his hair, kissing your forehead.

“and you say that like everything hasn’t changed. what’s the point of this if we part?”

“an extra notch under your belt, or something? i have not a clue, toruk makto. oh, congratulations on that, by the way,” you turned your head away from him to spare your tears. for some reason, it suddenly hurt to look at him. the last thing you wanted him to see was your hysterical sobs, after you just bore every other part of yourself to him. you’d have nothing else when he’d go.

he wasn’t really going to stay, was he? no one ever stayed for long. and it would be rather bold to think jake sully out of all people would stay for long, too.

you swallowed, clearing your throat. “i don't expect you to stay. i know i made a big deal about it, but...it really would make a lot more sense to marry neytiri.”

“oh, shut the fuck up," a playful eye roll. "i already told you, silly. i don’t want neytiri. i want you.”

“here-we can get up, and pretend that this didn’t happen, okay? we’ll say you got beat the fuck up by an animal, or something-”

“y/n,” he tilted you gently by your jaw, forcing you to face him. “i want you.”

“-and we can say you were brave and fought him because you’re the hero,” you choked out a sob. “you’re the hero, and i was just there as a witness. the nobody to scoff at; the outsider. i’m nothing to those people. i’m nothing compared to you.”

you were scared. truly, you did not want to see him go, but if you trusted him and loved him with your entirety, and one day he would no longer be there, it would break your heart into pieces. and your heart had already been broken quite enough. ah. so this was jake’s reasoning.

maybe you were the stupid one.

maybe you were both stupid.

yeah, definitely the latter.

“hey, hey, hey. enough of that bullshit. take a deep breath,” jake scooped you up slowly, repositioning you to cuddle in his lap. he tipped your head to lay a kiss against your lips, before pressing your head against his chest. you tried to sync your breathing to the cadence of his own chest rising and falling. he placed a caressing hand on the small of your back, rocking slowly. “i’m not scared anymore, and i’m going anywhere. i love you, y/n. you could never be nothing to me.”

you looked up at him, eyes widening. ‘i love you, y/n.’

there was something about the way he said it, paired with his fluttering, onyx eyelashes adorning gorgeously deep amber eyes. it was like a profound nocturne he sang just for you. there was something about the way he complimented you in a warm, sheltered whisper that tasted like a dulcet dream. it was a sonnet he read just for you. like a poet who lived and died for you.

just for you.

yet, foolishly-for moons, and moons, the poet restrained himself from telling you that your visage was his muse, due to his own trepidation. all he needed to do was trust in you, and let go.

maybe you did, too.

“you promise?” a gentle plead was all you could get out as he wiped your tears.

“i promise. and i’ll seal it with a kiss. or maybe a couple,” he brought your hand up to his mouth, kissing it gingerly. “you are my everything. and that is nothing to scoff at.”

home was not a city, or a state. home was not even a planet, like earth or pandora.

home was jake.

home was jake sully.

stupid, jake sully.

all writing works are my own, do not repost or repost on platforms such as archive of our own (ao3), wattpad, fanfiction.net, and the like. — maneatrrz © 2023.

[wwinterwillows]

having a blast with armored core 6, but after playing through chapter 4 i’m having some thoughts on some of the gameplay elements (specifically in ch.4)

if you’re turning away to avoid spoilers the gist of it is that i’m really looking forward to ng+ and ng++! i think that i’m maybe just missing a couple puzzle pieces for my preferred melee playstyle and chapter 4 has some very mobile enemies

(spoilers ahead)

i’ll preface this by saying that this might just be a skill issue on my end, but i also don’t have enough time in a day to bash my head against a wall trying to make my silly little lightweight melee build work against every major enemy

my specific hangups are with the enforcer and with ibis, although michigan is not off the hook

all three of those fights i tried with my ‘normal’ builds that appeal to my two mech fantasies (lightweight melee rushdown and then walking tetrapod armory) and was just completely overwhelmed

then, after getting fed up with the enforcer, i looked online.

‘i took the stun needle’, someone said, and i thought ‘huh. i thought that was just a story weapon for the ice worm in particular and nothing else. might as well give it a shot.”

i equipped the stun needles on my shoulder slots. i swapped out my pile bunker for a laser lance because it’s better at closing the distance. i replaced my trusty napalm grenades with that one energy shotgun that kind of looks like a katar (i refuse to use the zimmermans on principle). and i instantly lost half of the grey matter in my brain

the stun needles really are a “i want this enemy out of my sight NOW” type weapon. it sends any staggered enemy to the principal’s office and has them expelled. who thought it would be a good idea to give these things so much direct hit damage

and that coupled with the frustrating bosses in chapter 4 kind of cheapened my experience, i think. i would get frustrated by a boss, and eventually i’d go “alright. i have half an hour left before i need to get off and get other stuff done. let’s just… be done with this. i’m tired.” and bust out the win button

in an ideal world i would have found some middle ground between “this boss is wiping the floor with me” and “damn. didn’t even get to see all of their moves that run”, which is where i think the options in ng+ will come in handy. something stronger to bring me to the point of ‘still a challenge but it feels like i can make progress’

i do wish that the enemies were a little less mobile, or at the very least moved more predictably. that, and making hard lock-on better. my god was losing lock-on on ibis annoying

to end on a positive note: i am still having a lot of fun, and really do look forward to future playthroughs where i’m a bit more familiar with the game! once i get more parts every enemy will know the wrath of my pile bunker

also arquebus couldn’t you have sent like a couple more guys to help me take out michigan? like if you really wanted him gone you coulda spared a couple bucks to send my boy rusty in there with me (and what if we kissed in front of the wreck of liger tail and we were both mech pilots, haha jkjk… unless?)

[twstarchives]

Leona Kingscholar・Voice Lines

Additional Voice Lines: Gala Couture Event Card

School Uniform - R

Unlock Card “Why should it bother anyone how I look? Let me do what I want.”

Groovy “Hmph. Is my school uniform really that unusual?”

Home Setting “What’s up?”

Home Transitions “Ugh, I’m tired. Everyone telling me to get to class is so annoying.”

“Ruggie was lookin’ for me? It’s probably nothing important. Leave me alone.”

“If you’re bored you should just sleep all day. Think about how much time you could waste.”

Home Transition (Login Greeting) “Why’re you staring at me? What, you wanted to see me? Heh, you’re so direct.”

Home Taps “A necktie? You seriously think I’d wear something that fancy?”

“I’m starvin’... Oi, go get me something to eat. Don’t worry, I’ll share if there’s any left over.”

“I don’t like restricting clothes. Who cares if I look a little sloppy?”

“Your life is something that’s almost entirely decided for you the moment you’re born. You’re not gonna get far with dedication alone.”

“Stop poking at me; it’s pissin’ me off. If you need something then use your words.”

PE Uniform - R

Unlock Card “I don’t like getting hot and sweaty, but I hate losing even more.”

Groovy “Well, my magift skills will get rusty if I don’t take it seriously every now and then.”

Home Setting “Like hell am I putting any effort into this class.”

Home Transitions “Other dorms challenge me all the time in magift. Obviously I have very good sportsmanship.”

“It’s so hot... I’m feeling like a cold bath. I wanna head back to Savanaclaw.”

“I like competitions. If you ever want to challenge me, I’ll take you on any day.”

Home Transition (Login Greeting) “Strength training... hm. I don’t think it’d make a difference to me if I trained like that or not.”

Home Taps “Brute strength is way better than pretty-looking magic. But obviously the most important thing is using your head.”

“Ah, whatever should I do? I just hate doing things so feral like using fangs and claws to take someone down, but...”

“Jack? His stubborn side is irritating, but with a build like that he’d make a great magift player.”

“I enjoy the ‘using your wit to take down your opponent’ aspect of magift. I don’t really like the physical part of it.”

“My hair tie’s coming loose? Then fix it for me.”

Lab Coat - SR

Unlock Card “It’s boring having to do things you already know how to do. Classes are so tedious.”

Groovy “C’mon, stop followin’ me around like a little kitten. I hate being around kids.”

Home Setting “Let’s make it quick.”

Home Transitions “The Botanical Garden has the perfect temperature; it puts me straight to sleep. Don’t you feel that too?”

“You can tell what’s in something if you smell it, right? ...Ah? Must be inconvenient not having a strong sense of smell.”

“I’ve been looking for a good place to take a nap. Let me use the Ramshackle Dorm.”

Home Transition (Login Greeting) “Why are you looking at me like that? Even I sometimes participate in class. Just depends on how I’m feeling.”

Home Setting (Groovy) “...Achoo! Oi, you left some kinda weird pollen in the Botanical Garden. Go get rid of it outside.”

Home Taps “Ruggie washes my lab coat for me too. What’s wrong with that? It’s convenient.”

“I hate the smell of chemicals; they give me a headache. Makes me wish I had the same nonexistent sense of smell all of you have.”

“You want me to help you with your work? Ha, you must really be stuck if you’re coming to me of all people for help.”

“There are a lot of plants back in my hometown you’d never see at this school. Actually, it’s just full of nature over there.”

“Knock it off. You’re going to get it if you keep playing with my tail like that.”

Home Tap (Groovy) “You reek of strong chemicals... Go take a bath or something and wash off that odor.”

Ceremony Robes - SR

Unlock Card “A ceremony? I hate formal things.”

Groovy *yawns* “...Oi, let’s go nap somewhere.”

Home Setting “My plans after this? Like I know.”

Home Transitions “You wanna know if I’m skipping today...? ...I’d be doing that if I could. Ruggie was warning me not to.”

“Let’s go and get this over with already. Ceremonies are just child’s play anyway.”

“Having to listen to all the teachers’ long speeches now... Hah. Just thinking about it makes me depressed.”

Home Transition (Login Greeting) “Trein’ll blow up at me if I don’t have my hood on during the ceremony. ...Hah, it’s so annoying.”

Home Transition (Groovy) “Heh~ Even you can pull off these ceremony robes. Heheh... Don’t get mad, I’m just messing with you.”

Home Taps “No one’s gonna notice if one or two people are missing from the ceremony. Let’s dip.”

“Crowley always talks for so damn long. Doesn’t he know how to make things brief?”

“Savanaclaw will stay in line even if I’m not there. That’s what it means to be trained.”

“My ears are so pushed down... Why are the school’s ceremony robes made like this?”

“Yeah, yeah, we gotta go. You don’t need to pull me; I already know.”

Home Tap (Groovy) “You’re always so serious about things. Don’t you ever get tired? ...Ha, yeah, that was a stupid question.”

Dorm Uniform - SSR

Unlock Card “Calling out to me like this—you don’t seem to know fear.”

“I usually don’t let my prey slip by me... but I’m in a good mood right now. I’ll make an exception and won’t eat you.”

Groovy “I’ll show you what ‘leader of the pride’ really means.”

Home Setting “Savanaclaw students need to hide their vulnerable sides.”

Home Transitions “The Ramshackle Dorm is really nice. There’s no life or anything there so it’s the perfect place to sleep.”

“The ways of my dorm are simple. It’s a survival of the fittest. You better be careful if you don’t wanna get eaten.”

“If you need something then go talk to Ruggie. He’ll tell me if he thinks it’s important.”

Home Transition (Login Greeting) “Are you curious about Savanaclaw? Alright, I’ll tell you about the dorm life here.”

Home Transition (Groovy) “For an herbivore, you’re really lax about getting near me. Aren’t you scared? ...Heh, you’ve got guts.”

Home Taps “It’s annoying how the feathers on my staff are swaying all the time... but they’re supposed to pay homage to the bird that served the King of Beasts, so I’d get yelled at if I took them off.”

“Where I live, scars are seen as a sign of bravery. They say the King of Beasts had a big scar going through his left eye too.”

“A vice dorm leader? In the past I let some people try their hand at it, but everyone who challenged me lost and gave up. So we don’t have one for now.”

“‘Why did I become the dorm leader?’ Isn’t that obvious? It’s ‘cause I’m the most superior.”

“Oi, stop clinging to me. I hate the warmth. And you’re not a kid anymore.”

Home Tap (Groovy) “I don’t have time for you right now. The afternoon hours are the perfect time for me to sleep.”

Duo Magic Leona: “Oi Vil, after me!” Vil: “Don’t order me around, Leona.”

Tutorial “Oi, let’s go. Come with me.”

Lv Up “Getting some support feels nice.”

“This isn’t bad, but I’m still not full.”

“No amount of power in the world is going to get in my way.”

Max Lv Up “Haha, it feels like the whole world has become mine. Keep devoting yourself to me and I’ll let you have a reward.”

Episode Lv Up “I told myself I wasn’t going to hang around herbivores, but I’ve been getting interested in you. I’ll keep on looking after you as long as you’re not causing trouble.”

Magic Lv Up “Wanting to stay with me while I’m practicing my magic is so typical of you. Most people would just curl up their tails and whine about it.”

Limit Break “Obviously I can do it if I try. ...I just don’t wanna do it.”

Groovy “You wanna see me actually being serious? ...Haha. It’s 100 years too early to show that to an herbivore.”

Lesson Select “Hey, sit in front of me. If I’m in the back I can sleep in peace.”

“This isn’t really something to think so hard about. I’m getting tired of waiting.”

“Everyone’s sittin’ side-by-side working together? I’m good, thanks.”

Lesson Start “Ah~ Boring.”

Lesson End “...That class was so boring; it was all stuff I already knew.”

Battle Start “I know how to fight with more than just power and fangs.”

Battle Win “Didn’t you know I was going to win?”

Other

Profile Quote “Life’s not fair, is it? Don’t you agree?” ¹

January 2020 Trailer “Before joining this academy, don’t you think you should work on that little roar of yours?” ²

Countdown Poster “If you want to see the light of another day, then curl up your tail and do as you’re told.” ³

Login Bonus “You’re here again? It’s a waste doing this everyday. But I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you that someday your efforts pay off.”

Player Birthday Wish “You don’t have to look at me with those pleading eyes. Of course I know it’s your birthday. Forgive me for not leaping for joy.”

Magic History

Good ★

“The king, huh...?”

“The weather’s nice.”

“I made eye contact with the cat.”

“Wish I skipped.”

“Struggling with an incompetent king...”

“Zzz...”

“I’m tired...”

“He was a passive king.”

“Finish this already.”

Great ★★

“Doesn’t everybody know this?”

“I don’t need the textbook.”

“What are you surprised about?”

Perfect ★★★

“It’s feral instinct.”

“Move on already.”

“Obviously.”

Special Lesson Perfect ★★★

“Why’s Crowley here?”

“Making a country thrive...”

“It doesn’t matter who’s here.”

Flying

Good ★

“I’ve been tired since this morning...”

“That all you got?”

“What a pain...”

“Easy win.”

“Coach Vargas is so annoying.”

“I’m starvin’...”

“I don’t wanna move around when I just ate.”

“Have Jack teach you.”

“I caught a bird.”

Great ★★

“I’ll just do it.”

“Too easy.”

“Watch.”

Perfect ★★★

“I could do this in my sleep.”

“Aah? I was asleep.”

“This is easier than walking.” 

Special Lesson Perfect ★★★

“Does he really have free time right now?”

“Look ahead and fly.”

“How long do you want me flying for?”

Alchemy

Good ★

“Just do it however.”

“Gold... Not bad.”

“I'm not in the mood for this.”

“Seems like something Ruggie would like.”

“Crewel...”

“The smell of chemicals hurts my nose.”

“It’ll work if you just mix it.”

“I’m getting hungry.”

“I didn’t know that.”

“Let’s take a break.”

“Pay attention.”

“I wanna sleep in the afternoons...”

“Ah, the pot scorched.”

“Finished.”

“Is this enough already?”

Great ★★

“You didn’t even know this?”

“Don’t make light of me.”

“I’m tired of this.”

“Feels like my nose is acting up.”

“I did this last year.”

Perfect ★★★

“I’m bored.”

“I want an actual challenge.”

“I can do this without even thinking about it.”

“Do that later.”

“Need some help?”

Special Lesson Perfect ★★★

“Teach, explain this.”

“I don’t even have time to sleep.”

“Oi, smoke! By your hands!”

“Crowley’s real pushy.”

“I just have to do this, right?”

References from The Lion King:

Life’s not fair, is it?

You might want to work on that little roar of yours

You shall never see the light of another day

[littlefoxywrites]

A Thank-You Of Sorts

I’m not posting this under a cut, because I think if I did, I’d segue into just saving it as a draft, and I’ve put too much feeling into it to allow myself to do that. You needn’t read it if you don’t want, seeing as it’s not fic haha

So, I jumped into the Closer when season six (or perhaps the tail end of five) was airing. I was in high school at the time and had just finished BSG with my dad. (For some reason, he picked it out on Netflix and it became our Thing.) I had a boyfriend at the time and wanted to go to school for veterinary medicine or theater. I lived in a small, Christian, agricultural town.

Went to college. Watched the Closer with my freshman roommate. Early on in freshman year, one of us printed out a photo of Sharon standing in the murder room with arms crossed, captioned “go ahead, make my day, motherfucker.” I switched majors, broke up with the boyfriend, broke my leg, and helped my gay childhood friend move to LA, debating the whole drive over if I could tell him I thought I might be gay.

My old roommate and I would get together to watch Major Crimes when she moved out of the dorms-excuse me, residence halls- and I was an RA. That went on all the way through undergrad. It was a great study break and we’d laugh our collective asses off at Provenza and Amy Sykes.

I got my EMT and started work. I went through I think seven jobs during undergrad- pharmaceutical research, RAing, waitressing, EMTing, teaching. Sharon kept working hard hours and I thought about that walking home at three in the morning after my shift and before my eight am class. I had a four-inch pathophys book, and a cop who’d pulled someone over took a moment to make sure I was okay, since girls walking alone at that hour was rather odd.

I went to church and cycled through belief and agnosticism several times and still ended up as President of our ministry group, in the choir, and on the church board. (I rather liked being a madam president.) I dated and broke up with another lovely boy, still confused about my labels. I felt bad about it, and Rusty came out as gay to Sharon.

I joined a rugby team and found another family. They were loud and gay and straight and bi and genderfluid and cis and wild and brilliant and quiet and loud and pushed me to my limits. They cared about my diabetes and I started to stop hiding it for the first time ever. I felt good. Gay stopped being such a strange concept to me.

My roommate and I graduated. I moved out of state and started grad school.  We live-texted through the episodes. Sharon ran into cops who hated her guts, crying people, and hard situations and she dealt with it professionally. Sharon Raydor was a fucking badass, a strong woman who did her best with her circumstances. I didn’t have many women like that. My mom, of course, but not many other women. The rest of my family lives across the country, and is pretty small. Both my mum’s parent’s are only children and she has one brother with no children. I have four cousins on my dad’s side and one brother.

Sharon was like that crazy aunt that (I think) you love because she does what she wants and needs. She’ll tell you all the stuff you don’t talk about with your mom. She reminded me of the ministry pastor, who probably helped me more in college than she’ll ever know, in more than just a spiritual way. I kind of got known for going off about “that woman with the voice,” as my mom calls her.

HE got elected. I had a horrible staph infection at the time. I ended up crying with my gay microbiology professor, worried about the future. I marched the next day with a glittery, rainbow sign that said “I shall stand for love.”

Mary McDonnell got an instagram somewhere along the line and said things that felt good to hear, reassuring me that there were people out there who still cared about other people.

I nearly quit school a few times, wrote a fic about Sharon seeing a shrink which pushed me to nut up and see a shrink after debating it for three years, graduated, and spent four months trying to get a job. I made some friends online through the fandom, and that’s pretty sweet. I love having fellow nerds that I can geek with.

I get hit on by people and patients. I got called “hot blonde with the braids,” “hot little shit,” and “sweetheart” in that tone of voice. A coworker asked me the definition of cunnilingus as a pick up line. And every time it happens, I take a deep breath and think “Sharon would have had to put up with this before it was so common for women to be in uniform. What would she have done?” And that’s a comfort and a good way to think things through. I feel braver for her existence, for her character. I feel better for seeing Sharon go through hard times and come out on top.

I’m saving for school again. It feels good. And I think I owe her a thank you. What she represents. A thank you to Mary McDonnell as well, for bringing her to life and influencing her, because every character has some of their actor in them. Every actor brings personality and body language and inflection to a character, often has input on the character and their make-up and costuming.

I still have the photo clipped to my calendar, right next to a Mother Goose & Grimm and above my work schedule.

Thank you.

[cutegirlmayra]

You should do a spicy boom!sonamy prompt ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Ok for real tho, would you write some cute, fluff, slightly angst boom! Sonamy prompt? I need some feels! Btw you're awesome I love all of your work. Is the only thing I've been reading for the last week and I'm obsess

Haha, just kidding! I would love to do some fluff~ I’m still not quite sure on the definition of ‘spicy’? But I think it means ‘steamy’ right? Well, I think you were kidding, right? Cause you said, ‘but for real’ so I’ll go with fluff, cute, and some mild angst. Boom is hard cause it’s not very easy to place these two in a moment of vulnerability besides-….

Besides-

…..Oh my gosh.

(Also thank you so much!!! XD I know it’s a deep pool of prompts to swim through since 2 or 3 years of writing these suckers but I thank you for liking them so much~

Prompt:

Sonic walked with a wide swing in his step, looking around before directly to Amy, and seeing what she was doing on the ground.

“Uh… Ames? Not that I’m trying to be a bother to your… ‘experimentation’ thing or whatnot, but…” he shook his hands in the air, looking a little bored before leaning over to see what she was doing, fiddling with what looked like puzzle pieces placed in a slider.

“Sorry, Sonic. I know I called you over here for your speedy abilities, but I honestly can’t seem to figure out this… stupid… errkk!!!” she tried to slide one more square piece over, tugging and struggling before getting it’s rusty self in place.

“Ha!” Amy was forced back by her own power, but the titles in the small square glowed suddenly, and Sonic’s mouth formed an ‘o’ as he leaned back.

“I did it!” Amy jumped back forward, holding her hands up triumphantly. “Okay, now I need you to- AHHH!!”

The two were suddenly pulled into the small, miniature vortex and spiraled into it, becoming small and only pint-sized selves.

“Oh no!” Amy looked herself over, “The effects of those ancient geared tablets must have triggered some form of…. of an ancient shrink ray!” she gripped her head, looking worried. “I must have misread it!” she suddenly ran over to a large book, hitting it open and then looking down at the page as Sonic raced up to look at her.

“It’s no use… it’s all the way on page 380…” she looked at all the pages, seeing how hard it was to flip each individual one separately.

Sonic jumped up, gesturing to himself and for her to move as she smiled and got by his side.

She laughed as she jumped while he ran over the pages, having them flip quickly under his speedy shoes before she was finally able to see the right page.

“Oh! Stop, stop, stop!” she motioned her hand out before dropping to her knees, using her hand to read over the now large printed words.

“Shoot!” she hit her hand to the paper, “I thought it said sight array, not shrink ray!”

“How could you mess those up?” Sonic had his arms folded, before parting them with a shrug and leaning his head back, “They don’t even sound the same!” He then looked back at her with the expression that he was somehow smarter at getting this than her.

As he shook his head in complete haughtiness, she just stared at him as if he had no idea what the difference was in hieroglyphics and modern language.

“Some things can mean a number of things, Sonic.” she rolled her eyes, and continued to read. “Now… let’s figure out how to fix this…”

“Pfft, boring!” Sonic jumped down from the book, taking off a ways.

“W-wait! You can’t just go! It’s dangerous!” Amy stood up, looking upset and worried before he about faced, hearing her words, and coming back.

“Did I hear dangerous?” he gave her a funny look, “Amy, I’m magnetically pulled to dangerous!”

“I really hope you weren’t just winging words there.” Amy insulted, as he did in fact looked offended.

“What’s your problem?! You act like I can’t understand anything!” Sonic put a hand to his hip and then gestured up to her, “Like, what? You’re some sort of ‘high scholar’ above of me?” he turned around, folding his arms and looking behind himself, pouting in a grumpy way.

“Well… yes.” Amy nonchalantly answered, even looking up a moment to bounce her shoulders as if that was ‘matter-of-factly’ a true statement, and then looked back at him with drooped eyelids. “And you’re point is?”

“Augh! I don’t need this!” Sonic threw his hands up in the air, fed up with her attitude as he was about to take off again.

“Wait!”

“Sorry comes after the brooding, Amy. You know this.” he stayed bent down in his running pose, arms up and ready to swing out like a running man and his toe tipped up to start the first step.

“No, not that! I mean, how am I gonna get around if you take off like that?” she jogged to the corner of the book, and looked down over at him.

“Sonic… we can’t just abandon each other!”

He slid his mouth to the side of his muzzle, narrowing his eyes and drooping his eyelids as if he wasn’t really disagreeing on that comment… but he could just go if he wanted too..

“…Sonic?..”

Her voice turned more desperate.

He looked down, his frown slowly stretching out and untensing.

“Please?”

He shook his head and ruffled his hands in his quills, getting up and waltzing back to her. “Ahhh.. fine! FINE! But you have to say you’re sorry!” He stuck a finger up at her, still looking upset.

“Fine.” Amy nodded, liking that deal as she sat pretty up top, tilting her head slightly side to side to rustle her own quills into a neater place from looking down. “I’m sorry for referencing that most men are blind idiots who state their opinions as fact.” she smiled down to Sonic.

She acted so innocent…

He hated it.

He glared and puffed up his own chest, “Oh yeah? Well, I’m sorry for referring to all women as pompous and stubborn!” he folded his arms, turning away. “Acting so high and mighty… but then needing someone to cuddle with in the dark~” he suddenly mocked her by throwing his arms around himself, then placing his hands together and to the side of his face, as if doting or acting ‘feminine’ as he pretended to sleep and close his eyes.

His eyes shot back open when he heard a battlecry and looked up, jumping a bit in shock and parting his legs, racing away as Amy came down with a hammer.

The dust piled up and he coughed while fanning it away.

She breathed loudly, looking ticked.

“YOU WANNA GO!?”

“Yes. Thank you. Adios!” he nodded, saluted her with a flick of his two, put together fingers goodbye, and was about to race off.

“STOP!”

“WHHHYYY…?” he groaned, swinging his arms down and back around himself in a huge, over-exaggerated whine.

He looked to her with arched eyes, as if so done with fighting her already.

“I thought that’s what you want!”

“We need to get that-!” She pointed to the tablet’s holder. “To Tails!” she threw her pointed finger down, looking ready to chew his head off.

“Hmph. And why should I help you?” he folded his arms, sticking his tongue at her before turning his head away. “All you ever do is unappreciated me.”

“Excuse me?” she raised an eyebrow, confused by his wording.

“You never listen to me!” he suddenly over-acted, flinging the back of his hand’s wrist up to his forehead, leaning himself back. “I’m all alone in this big empty world, and all I ever wanted was for you to notice me! Ah!” he suddenly dropped to his knees, laying with an arm supporting him up, looking helpless, and clearly seeming to reference a previous conversation he must have had with Amy Rose…

“I’m just a woman! With feelings too!” he kept mocking, and as he did so, Amy’s face shifted from anger to hurt, as if he was making fun of her feelings when she had spoken those words long ago.

“But of course! You wouldn’t understand!” he hit his hand down in a fists, “Because, what? What!?” he suddenly threw his hands up to his face, shaking his head back before glaring at her, turning back to his old self.

“Because men don’t understand love!?”

He bounced himself up and walked over to her, looking much more serious as she stepped back, a little afraid that he wasn’t just acting anymore…

“I came here to help you! Not be told I’m stupid!” he thrust a finger at her, and she tripped over the side of the book’s cover, hitting the stacked papers to break her fall.

“..A-Ames?” he suddenly pulled away, worried.

She looked down, sniffing as she rubbed her nose and got up.

“Is that what you think of my feelings?” She walked past him, before looking up as she did so, “That their a drama to be acted out?” she looked deeply hurt, and turned away as she squinted her eyes shut, before running off to get the tablet, pushing it as it started to jut-forward.

“…H-hey now… hold on! I’m the one that’s suppose to be offended and hurt here!” he stomped his foot down. “Don’t suddenly make this about you!”

She kept struggling to push it, but little by little, she got it going.

“Just don’t come, Sonic! I get it! You’re better off alone…” she looked away from him as she passed, before his face drooped and he watched in sorrow as she pushed the square puzzle passed him.

He outstretched an arm, “Amy..?”

He had taken it a bit too far, and looked away, scanning the ground as if he could find answers there.

“Ah, man…” he rubbed his head again, before he moved down to his neck, looking regretful.

“Amy… Ah, Ames. Don’t push it yourself!” he gave in to his better nature, rushing up and helping her push, causing the square to go must faster.

“I said I didn’t need your help anymore!” Amy felt the ease on her shoulders while she pushed, but it didn’t change the fact of how she was feeling toward his little act back there…

“Look, okay, I have feee… feeel… feelllllingggsss toooo…” he contorted his face and mouth as if saying that was difficult, before shaking his head and sighing as if relieved he got it out.

“Ah, there. Now we’re doing what you love to do. Talking about the inner-crisis of our teenage lives!” he kid, still shoving the darn thing forward.

“At this rate, we’ll get to Tails’s soon enough!” he then stated, as Amy looked back at his expression…

She smiled.

At least he tried.

The two finally made it, with a sandy and dirt trail behind them, to Tails.

Changing them back, just before he did so, Amy and Sonic stood in the box that Tails had closed the door on.

She bounced her feet, looking up and waiting expectantly for the beam to change them back to normal.

Sonic looked away, as if nervous, before scratching the tip of his head, and turning back to her, putting his hands together.

“Umm… A-about what I said…”

“Forgiven. Now brace yourself.” she happily squinted her eyes.

He looked back up to her, almost sorrowfully, before chuckling lightly and leaning closer to her.

“No.. about not treating your feelings fairly.”

“It’s in the past! Afterall, you’re a ‘solo-rider’ I get that.” she continued to let it all go, but Sonic just frowned more, trying to be real with her.

“…Ames, I wasn’t lying when I said I liked danger.”

The computer started rotating a countdown.

“Yeah? So?” Amy kept her eyes closed, still acting cheery like she didn’t care what he said.

He looked more gently to her, his eyes showing more in them then what he was saying.

If only her eyes were open to see.

“I mean…” He leaned closer, as tenderly as he could, he leaned his head behind her shoulder.

“I’m not afraid of the most terrifyingly, dangerous adventure any hedgehog could ever go on…”

The computer started counting down from 3…2….1…

“What’s that?”

“Loving a stubborn woman.”

Her eyes shot open, turning to look at him as he moved his head, acting as though he hadn’t done or said anything.

“Geronimo!”

The two zapped back to normal sizes, as the door was flung open in a light of blue.

Tails raced up before watching Sonic spin out the window, and then went to open the swinging close door for Amy, but she just knocked it clear off it’s hinges with her hammer, chasing after him with large smiles on her face.

And if there could be, hearts piling out around her from thin air.

“Soooooniiicccc~″

[itsudemoyoshiwara]

[2011/10/19 21:23]  Ilta turns half way, looking towards the door as Callista walks in. She waves, smirking a bit; her ears perking up. "I see ya finally made it. Ya got yer shit together? Ya ready for this intense study session?" The word intense makes her giggle a bit, her eyes instantly on her student's chest again. "And I see ya dressed warmly t'day too. S'good," she says somewhat disappointedly with a nod. No boobies for ilta. D: [2011/10/19 21:25]  Bloody Visage is Offline [2011/10/19 21:26]  Callista Macbain made her way into the classroom, and immediately smiled when she saw Ilta, "Meerrrrr.... erm, Ilta!!" WHY WAS IT SO HARD TO NOT GIVE THEM A TITLE, "Hey, yeah! I made it! I hope you didn't wait to long." She asks, blinking a little as she walked up to her with tea in hand, looking down at her outfit, "Oh, yeah, but it is not like I didn't dress warmly last time." She giggled at that, "Although, it is a bit warm in here..." She says, tugging on the collar of her sweater. [2011/10/19 21:28]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3= [2011/10/19 21:28]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Hrrrmmm? [2011/10/19 21:28]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Your hair doesn't wanna rez so you're like half bald :c It's funny =w= [2011/10/19 21:28]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Hehe. [2011/10/19 21:29]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I'm not one to talk about bald AVs tho [2011/10/19 21:29]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): oh dear XD [2011/10/19 21:29]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): It's mostly rez'd minus this oneeee spot [2011/10/19 21:29]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): burn victim [2011/10/19 21:29]  Bloody Visage is Online [2011/10/19 21:32]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): You didn't change ilta's outfit at all! >:O [2011/10/19 21:32]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): AND YOU HAD LIKE 20 MINUTES [2011/10/19 21:32]  Ilta pats the space next to her on the way-too-big desk meant for the instructors. She never liked it for anything more than a chair and the occasional place for a cat-nap. (lolol) "Ya didn't make me wait that long, just hope yer ready to learn some of yer past," the mithra says with a grin, continuing to pat the desk next to her like it's an immediate need. Though, she does look pretty confused when she's told she was dressed warmly before. "... Yer kiddin' right? Ya had yer breasties out in the open and ya weren't cold?" With a shake of her head, Ilta laughs a bit. "Yer an odd'n. Whatever. Whatcha know about hyne?" [2011/10/19 21:32]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): D: I WAS READING. I'll change it now I guess o 3o; [2011/10/19 21:32]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): xD [2011/10/19 21:34]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): shit XD" [2011/10/19 21:37]  Callista Macbain walked over and hopped up on the desk after Ilta invited her a couple times, "My breasties?" She blushed at that bit, not realizing she was really putting them out there... maybe she was growing after all, "Well, yes... I will admit I am odd." For more reasons than one. She took a sip of her tea and slipped off her scarf, placing it beside her as they started to discuss, "Hyne? Oh, well, from what I've learned, he was a figure of immense power back in ancient times. He was so powerful, many today revere him as some sort of god because he created mankind." She nodded at her answer, thinking it to be adequate. (using that word a lot today >.>) [2011/10/19 21:38]  There is no suitable surface to sit on, try another spot. [2011/10/19 21:38]  VISTA ANIMATIONS- GIRL3 AO ANIMATED U: Sit override: Off [2011/10/19 21:38]  VISTA ANIMATIONS- GIRL3 AO ANIMATED U: New sitting animation: APRSIT1 [2011/10/19 21:38]  =IZUMIYA=Stole(Texture change)Chest whispers: Time out! Touch again for change color. [2011/10/19 21:38]  VISTA ANIMATIONS- GIRL3 AO ANIMATED U: New sitting animation: crosslegsit [2011/10/19 21:38]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o uo? [2011/10/19 21:38]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Hehe. [2011/10/19 21:38]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD [2011/10/19 21:38]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 21:38]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): GO GO GO GO xD [2011/10/19 21:39]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): lol, no cleavage XD [2011/10/19 21:39]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o uo? [2011/10/19 21:39]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): hehe, nvm [2011/10/19 21:39]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): GO EMI!!!! [2011/10/19 21:42]  Bonshaqueefalafondria (usagi.snowfall) is Offline [2011/10/19 21:43]  Ilta nods, smiling at her answer. Odd, yes, but this girl was impressing her more with every meeting. Polite with a general, or so it seemed, knowledge of her history. The mithra's tail flicks happily as she speaks with some enthusiasm. And by some, I mean a lot. "That's right, but do you know about the hunt for Hyne and the birth of sorcersses?" Her obvious happiness doesn't fade as she awaits her student's answer. :> [2011/10/19 21:43]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): sorceresses* [2011/10/19 21:43]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I can spell :D [2011/10/19 21:44]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Yus :D [2011/10/19 21:44]  Bloody Visage is Offline [2011/10/19 21:47]  Bonshaqueefalafondria (usagi.snowfall) is Online [2011/10/19 21:48]  Callista Macbain blinks a little as she puts a finger to her lip while the thought, "Now, this is where it sort of loses me. He... in a sense, went insane, because mankind changed his world after a sort of slumber. And mankind fought back and Hyne, who was losing... relinquished his power unto several women? I'm... not even sure if that's correct because it doesn't seem to make sense that he would give his enemy his power." She looked at Ilta doubtfully, pushing ehr glasses up by the bridge as those emerald-like eyes gazed at the mithra. Of course, Callista was the to-the-point logical sort. [2011/10/19 21:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): she thought* [2011/10/19 21:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): not the thought [2011/10/19 21:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): the fudge [2011/10/19 21:50]  Bloody Visage is Online [2011/10/19 21:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o_o i was reading [2011/10/19 21:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): and forgot [2011/10/19 21:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): my bad [2011/10/19 21:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LOLWAT [2011/10/19 21:52]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): >>; [2011/10/19 21:52]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain) pokes [2011/10/19 21:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): :O [2011/10/19 21:58]  Ilta giggles at her answer, covering her mouth with her sleeve as she continues to display her amusement. "Well, ya kinda got it right but that's not quiiiite how it happened." She turns to Callista, patting the girl on the back lightly. She hadn't actually gotten to cover this subject in class so, it was fun for her, ya know? "Where yer off track is, after he wakes up from his slumber... 'cause he was tired from makin' people 'n stuff, he sees that people have changed his world 'n that they've also gotten big in number." Her smile doesn't seem to fade as she continues, looking out into space with that goofy grin. "So he tries t'throw us off guard by killin' the children. Of course nobody likes it when yer kids are dead so the people revolted 'n started a war. He couldn't exactly fight 'cause people had developed so much and there were too many ov'us by then." The mithra's eyes start to sparkle, it really was an interesting subject! "'N so, he gave up what'e called half his body to the people. But! -- [2011/10/19 22:00]  Ilta:  That half ended up bein' just his skin. People ended up fightin' over it 'n shit so eventually when that was all over with, the Vascaroon told tha Zebalgas..." Ilta looks to Callista, hoping she's following all this. [2011/10/19 22:01]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3= [2011/10/19 22:01]  Callista Macbain was snoring. -v- [2011/10/19 22:02]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDDD [2011/10/19 22:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): http://cdn.fakku.net/8041E1/c/manga/r/ringxmamaround8_e/images/005.jpg [2011/10/19 22:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o uo [2011/10/19 22:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): haha [2011/10/19 22:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): hahahahahaha [2011/10/19 22:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) whispers: "SO DRUNK YOU SEE STUFF." [2011/10/19 22:05]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/19 22:07]  Callista Macbain would nod and sip her cup of tea, following her history lesson. History always intrigued her, whether it was ancient times or more current events, because she always tried to look at the background of it all, "Zelbaga was a sort of powerful leader that was jealous because he got no power from Hyne. So he... got his city ship, Centra, and joined other city ships to form a sort of realm, all to try and destroy Hyne, right?" She tried her best to remember her teachings that her father gave her many years ago, but she was perhaps a bit rusty. [2011/10/19 22:10]  Ilta nods, hopping  a bit where she sat. "Yes! Exactly! And that's how the hunt for Hyne starts! However, there's also a myth like b'fore he went inta hidin', he gave magical properties to the people who would be hurt th'least: Women." Claming down just a bit, she stretches and gives Callista a little smirk, "You sure ya need tutorin'? Ya seem to know enough." [2011/10/19 22:17]  Callista Macbain shakes her head, "No, I do! I have some black spots and... it has been awhile since I studied history. I need to brush back up on it. I love it! Learning about how people thought and what motivations they had to cause such huge events... it's all very interesting to me." She smiled at Ilta, "And... well, you're already my favorite instructor." Which was true, nobody else gave her this sort of attention. Then, when she realized that she was staring at her for... a little too long, she started to blush, and she quickly cleared her throat, "So... uhm... why women? Does anyone know? And what happened after the Realm of Centra was established? I can't quite recall." [2011/10/19 22:22]  Tellus Ansar is Online [2011/10/19 22:25]  Ilta:  "I'll make sure ta tell ya what I know then, since you're so interested." And so the smile fest continues. Being called her favorite instructor brought a small blush to Ilta's face, along with a small, nervous laugh. "Well thank ya... Haha. So uh... Right! Women. Hyne gave women magical pow'r 'cause they were less likely t'be killed by other people, ya know? Hyne's clever like that. Most people see women as weak 'n what have ya. Makes a lotta sense, especially for th'time." Ilta nods, looking a bit more serious now, "Also, bein' magical women, I'm sure ya can tell where sorceresses came from. It's rare though so, women were still th'better pick." [2011/10/19 22:30]  ﾌiℓℓiє (jillian.ireman) is Offline [2011/10/19 22:32]  Bonshaqueefalafondria (usagi.snowfall) is Offline [2011/10/19 22:33]  Callista Macbain gave Ilta a curious look though said nothing at first, her head turning down to look at her hand... actually, the shadow of her hand... she wondered... she blinked a little and shook herself out of a daze, going to sip her tea but realizing there was none left, she placed the empty cup on the desk and focused her attention on Ilta again, "I see a lot of women with magic today. Actually, just a lot of people in general. How could you tell if one is a sorceress or not anymore?" [2011/10/19 22:35]  Ilta laughs as she shrugs, looking a bit uncertain, "Uhm. Not really shur what'ta say on that... I guess it's a matter'a magical intensity?" [2011/10/19 22:35]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3= [2011/10/19 22:35]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): hehe, stumped [2011/10/19 22:37]  Callista Macbain tilts her head a little at Ilta, "What about you? Do you know magic, Ilta?" She decided to get a little more personal with her, a small smile showing on her face. [2011/10/19 22:38]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): what class even is Ilta o.o [2011/10/19 22:38]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Gunner xD [2011/10/19 22:38]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): xD [2011/10/19 22:38]    Honey Martiel has locked his/her VIII Roleplay Combat Simulator vβ1.0! [2011/10/19 22:38]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = u= [2011/10/19 22:38]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LVL 35 KICKASSER [2011/10/19 22:39]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): loooooool [2011/10/19 22:39]    Honey Martiel has unlocked his/her VIII Roleplay Combat Simulator vβ1.0! [2011/10/19 22:42]  Ilta snickers, "Just'a bit. Nothin' fancy." Her magic was very... limited. Raising an arm, she pats her bicep. "I like m'gun, though I'm not really one for fightin' much. I pre'fer t'keep away 'n stealth all that shit ya know?" Stretching again, she seemingly scoots closer to Callista. Her tail flicks happily as she playfully leans over, her head almost touching the girl's shoulder, "How bout you? Ya int'a magic 'n all that? Or ya a kickasser, eh?" [2011/10/19 22:46]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) whispers: The cats are on either side of my legs :| [2011/10/19 22:46]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I HAVE BEEN LE TRAPPED :| [2011/10/19 22:46]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/19 22:46]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): My cats use to do that to me ALL THE TIME [2011/10/19 22:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): D:< I don't wanna put on pants but I wanna go downstairs to get a soda D: [2011/10/19 22:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): WHY [2011/10/19 22:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I need a portalgun [2011/10/19 22:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): DO [2011/10/19 22:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): YOU [2011/10/19 22:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): SAY [2011/10/19 22:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): THESE [2011/10/19 22:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): THINGS [2011/10/19 22:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o_o [2011/10/19 22:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): DDDD:< [2011/10/19 22:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): CALM DOWN [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 22:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I'm not sure XD" [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDDD [2011/10/19 22:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I kinda type shit like I have tourettes [2011/10/19 22:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o.x [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): lmao [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): It's endearing [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): But [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): omg [2011/10/19 22:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) will watch what she says LOL [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): the images [2011/10/19 22:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I wanna sleep D: [2011/10/19 22:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): CALM DOWN LOL [2011/10/19 22:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 22:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): D:< It's cold and I've got basketballshorts on so I need longer pants [2011/10/19 22:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Does the more descriptive version make you happy? [2011/10/19 22:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD [2011/10/19 22:51]  Callista Macbain giggled a little when the mithra patted her bicep all proudly, having the urge to reach out and squeeze it herself but she held back... oh Callista, you're sucha wimp... and suddenly, she didn't realize she was holding her breath when Ilta got all... kitty-cat close, but it's not like she inched away, she sat right where she was, blushing a little as a hand came up to fix her glasses out of nervous habit, "Oh... I know a little bit of... everything. Heh..." She started counting off the different things, "I know magic... fencing... some hand-to-hand combat... running, jumping, climbing... use in firearms... gunblades..." She blinked, stopping herself as she realized she was just going on, and on, and on, "Sorry... I just... know a lot of stuff... mainly because my father was... pretty relentless in training me in as much things as he could." [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Yes [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): it does [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 22:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD Okay good. [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): And no [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): at the same time [2011/10/19 22:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Oh god [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 22:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): CALM YOURSELF adskfjasld LOL [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): SORRY [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDD [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): DON'T WORRY [2011/10/19 22:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): XD I UNDERSTND YOU HAVE NEEDS [2011/10/19 22:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I WON'T LAY A FINGER ON YOU [2011/10/19 22:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL [2011/10/19 22:52]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I'm lol'ing so hard XD [2011/10/19 22:53]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): http://fatpita.net/?i=7473 [2011/10/19 22:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): YES [2011/10/19 22:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 22:55]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): http://fatpita.net/?i=3902 [2011/10/19 22:56]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain) puts Usagi in there [2011/10/19 22:56]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL [2011/10/19 22:56]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): GO EMI [2011/10/19 22:56]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): GOGOGOGOGO [2011/10/19 23:02]  Ilta keeps that pose, inching ever closer to Callista due to the laws of gravity. Awww yeah. The mithra just keeps smiling like she's braindead. "Ya sound like ya don't even need ta be here? Why ya even in the Balamb garden 'nyway, miss? There's one in Galbadia, ya know," Ilta purrs. (Not like she's doing it but like... instead of saying it she.. yeah.) Looking over Callista for the first time today, she smirks at the sight of sweater-boobage. No matter what this girl wore, her boobs were always accented huh? Kids these days. "Yer quite the impressive person, Callista." [2011/10/19 23:04]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): You better be making a drawing of this [2011/10/19 23:05]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): scene [2011/10/19 23:05]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD If you want. [2011/10/19 23:05]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I actualy have yet to draw Ilta. [2011/10/19 23:05]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Now's yur chance :D [2011/10/19 23:05]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I turned out all the lights already :c [2011/10/19 23:05]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I will int he morning. [2011/10/19 23:05]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): the* [2011/10/19 23:12]  Callista Macbain could feel the warmth of Ilta's closeness, and when she spoke, Callista could feel the hairs stand up at the back of her neck, turning her head slightly to look into the mithra's sparkling eyes, gulping just a little bit, hopefully inconspicuously >_> "Well... it's a long story... and, it's not like I'm perfect. Uhm..." She pushed up her glasses a little as her cheeks grew in rosy color, her expression a bashful one, "...I still have... many flaws I need to work on." Wow, she was really out of her element here. Was it Ilta that was doing this to her? Was is this knotting in her stomach? And why is her eyes flicking up and down Ilta's toned body? She could practically hear her heartbeat now. [2011/10/19 23:13]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): What is this* [2011/10/19 23:13]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): English fail [2011/10/19 23:13]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD [2011/10/19 23:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 8D [2011/10/19 23:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Lol @ Ilta makin' her all flustered xD [2011/10/19 23:14]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): TOTALLY [2011/10/19 23:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): "WHAT ARE THESE THINGS I'M FEELING :c" "8D Yer kinda cute... Hehehe." [2011/10/19 23:14]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I'M getting flustered even XDDDDD [2011/10/19 23:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Callista vs Ilta =v= [2011/10/19 23:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD She's not even doin' much [2011/10/19 23:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I know, but I'm just imagining it and I'm like *melt* [2011/10/19 23:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Haha [2011/10/19 23:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Ilta's way worse than Lumi *u*; On a pervy day. [2011/10/19 23:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Way worse =w= [2011/10/19 23:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Hehe, cattyness [2011/10/19 23:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): But I see her being the caring type in a relationship. [2011/10/19 23:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): And being gentle and all that rot. [2011/10/19 23:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): NOT LIKE EMI AT ALL [2011/10/19 23:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Kidding [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD I was talking to Zack earlier. [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): And somehow his only sexual encounter came up. [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Apparently she just laid there. [2011/10/19 23:16]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Hurrrrrrr [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I don't see how people can just lay there and take it during sex :// It seems like everyone I know does that, so I told him so. [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 'cause I don't. It's weird that people do that. and he goes, [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): "I know you don't :D you practically raped me" [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): .____. [2011/10/19 23:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) passes the fuck out !! [2011/10/19 23:16]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LMAO [2011/10/19 23:17]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): WTF [2011/10/19 23:17]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDDDDDDDDDD [2011/10/19 23:17]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I thought about it, and I diiiiid... [2011/10/19 23:17]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I was really desperate LOL [2011/10/19 23:17]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): SHE LIKES TO TAKE CHARGE! GRRRRRR!!! [2011/10/19 23:17]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I DID. [2011/10/19 23:17]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Now i'm like :| S'whatever. [2011/10/19 23:17]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 23:23]  Ilta continues to speak in that low, purring tone. Her smirk fades into a bit of a relaxed, but smug expression as she picks up on Callista's nervousness. "Well, we all got flaws don't we? Nothin' we can't overlook, usually." She finally rests her head on Callista's shoulder, though just a bit, her tail falling into a calm sway. "I find ya rather lovely, myself." Oh shit Ilta, you're gonna start hitting on her now? She's your student, you know.... She's pretty hot though. Erp. [2011/10/19 23:23]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): AND SO IT BEGINS. [2011/10/19 23:25]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): :O [2011/10/19 23:26]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): =w= [2011/10/19 23:28]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LMFAO "He's like a walking hardon!" [2011/10/19 23:28]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): hard on* [2011/10/19 23:28]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/19 23:37]  Callista Macbain felt herself freeze up when Ilta rested her pretty little head on her shoulder. Ohhhh, Hyne, why was she feeling this way? One thing her father NEVER taught her about, was intimacy... or bodily communication... (then again, if that were the case, he might've been an incestuous perv). And when Ilta commented on how lovely she was, that when her face grew a bright red, "I... I d-don't know... what to say... I-Ilta." She was -not- expecting this at all... but... did she want it? Oh, dammit Callista, you have no idea what you want anymore! "U-uhm... well... there... are some things that... uhm... I can't overlook... uhm... which is w-why I'm... here." Now it was DEFINITELY getting hot in here, and she went ahead to take off her gloves to try and cool off, but for some reason she knew it wouldn't help. Even though she felt ungodly anxious at the moment, she still wasn't resisting... Ilta was... something else. She never met a person like her before... [2011/10/19 23:42]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 8D Lol Ilta's lazy charm. [2011/10/19 23:42]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): xddd [2011/10/19 23:42]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ER [2011/10/19 23:42]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDDDDDDD [2011/10/19 23:42]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD [2011/10/19 23:42]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Good job. [2011/10/19 23:42]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): indeed [2011/10/19 23:42]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/19 23:43]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Ilta's got the mojo, you [2011/10/19 23:43]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): yo* [2011/10/19 23:46]  Ilta moves even closer to Callista, pressing her side lightly against hers. "Ya uncomfortable there, miz Callista? Don't die on me, now." This girl's reactions were golden, too cute even. Ilta begins to walk her fingers slowly up Callista's arm, a smirk returning to her face. "Should I back off and let ya talk?" Oh fuck it. Underage, student... Who cares. Cute girl is cute, even if Ilta isn't particularly interested in girls. :D [2011/10/19 23:47]  Ilta totally just wants to add damage to this and disregards what Callista says, her attention completely fixated on this task. [2011/10/19 23:53]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): this is so stupid XD i can't stop reading [2011/10/19 23:54]  Callista Macbain now gulped more heavily, her face near completely red, and her whole body was now forming goosebumps from Ilta's touch. Okay, okay, just get a hold of yourself, breathe! BREATHE! Good... now -try- to answer her, "Y-No... I mean... yes! I mean!!!! No!!!!" GIRL, GET IT TOGETHER, "I... you... but..." You're so doomed, "Ilta... I... didn't think I... I mean... what... uhm... are you... thinking?" It was a legitimate question, because for some reason, she didn't want Ilta to back off... it's not like she was interested in girls either... hell, she had a crush on Lek and when it came to Lucien there was... something... but... Ilta... wow, this girl knew how to press her buttons, but not in a bad way. [2011/10/19 23:54]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LOL [2011/10/19 23:54]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Happens to me too [2011/10/19 23:55]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I wouldn't even be having happy time and I just keep reading all O_O [2011/10/19 23:55]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): But the endings usually leave me fucking depressed [2011/10/19 23:55]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): FUCKING JAPANESE [2011/10/19 23:55]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): MAKING UNREALISTIC SEX DRAMATIC AND SHIT [2011/10/19 23:56]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): RIGHT? [2011/10/19 23:57]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): NO SPINELESS MAN HAS THAT MANY WOMEN ON HIM [2011/10/19 23:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): YEAH [2011/10/19 23:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I MEAN LOOK AT ME [2011/10/19 23:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): SPINELESS [2011/10/19 23:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): AND I DON'T HAVE A HAREM [2011/10/19 23:57]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL @ CALLISTA [2011/10/19 23:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDD [2011/10/19 23:57]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I'm spineless and I have a fake harem :3 [2011/10/19 23:57]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Inner monologue is fun :D [2011/10/19 23:58]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): IT ISSSSS. [2011/10/19 23:58]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): You're not spineless!! XD [2011/10/19 23:58]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): You're outgoing as FUCK [2011/10/19 23:58]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL [2011/10/19 23:58]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Only in public situations xD [2011/10/19 23:59]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Or when i'm with friends [2011/10/19 23:59]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Romantic stuff is like waaaay at the other end of the spectrum [2011/10/19 23:59]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): :o [2011/10/20 00:00]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain) is proud of being in Emi's fake harem ^ 3^ [2011/10/20 00:00]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): >:D [2011/10/20 00:01]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): [00:00] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): [text] Lek: 'Lol our kids would be readin' books and boardin' like pros?' [00:00] Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): [text] Lumi: Our kids would be.... very tan. :< [2011/10/20 00:02]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFLMAO [2011/10/20 00:02]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 8D [2011/10/20 00:06]  Ilta traces Callista's jawline with her finger gently, having made her way up the girl's arm and shoulder. "Ya got a pretty face, too..." Callista's flustered state was all too amusing and brought a quiet laugh from Ilta. "Just lemme know if I needa stop," she purrs again, poking Callista's nose. The question of her thoughs leaves her with her pondering antics as she looks around aimlessly before answering, "What'm ah thinkin'? Eh... I guess that yer pretty cute." Oh if your sister could see you now. [2011/10/20 00:09]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): MAGIC TOUCH LOLOL WHAT [2011/10/20 00:09]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): OMG XD [2011/10/20 00:09]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): SHE HASN'T TOUCHED HER THERE YET [2011/10/20 00:09]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL NO [2011/10/20 00:10]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I was talking about the doujinshi XD [2011/10/20 00:10]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): OH [2011/10/20 00:10]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): rotfl [2011/10/20 00:14]  Callista Macbain felt the nerves... ohhhh, the nerves... it made her foot start to shake as she tried to think of what to do... of what to say... but it was all mishmash! MISHMASH I SAY! "W-What... if I told you... I... I didn't... want you... to..." Oh, Hyne... AND she said she was cute... and pretty... "Nobody.. really... t-told me these things... before. I... am... just at a loss of... what to do..." She shut her eyes and tried to concentrate, "And... you're... an Instructor! I... why... but... you..." Talk about confused. [2011/10/20 00:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL [2011/10/20 00:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): "WHY IS MY TEACHER HITTING ON ME AND WHY DO I LIKE IT D:" [2011/10/20 00:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/20 00:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): "DAD, WHAT DO?" [2011/10/20 00:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): EXACTLY [2011/10/20 00:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDD [2011/10/20 00:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): "BE A MAN, JUMP THAT SHIT 8D" Jk. [2011/10/20 00:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/20 00:19]  Ilta lifts her head from the girl's shoulder, leaning forward and proping her head in her arm as it rests against her knee. The mithra smiles warmly, her free hand drawing light lines on Callista's thigh. "Then I'd say that I ain't gonna stop then? What kinda question is that, miz Callista? Haha." She glances up to look her student in the face, her hand leaving the girl's leg and cupping her face suddenly. "Ya need ta chillax, lovely. I ain't gonna rape ya where ya sit or nothin'." Ilta couldn't get over the fact that this girl was so interesting and now so easy to tease. What a find. 8D "And even if I'm yer instructor, I ain't that much older than ya, ya know.." [2011/10/20 00:19]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3= [2011/10/20 00:22]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): x3 [2011/10/20 00:22]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Ilta is soooooooooo saucy XD [2011/10/20 00:22]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 8D [2011/10/20 00:22]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): And you say this is tame XD [2011/10/20 00:22]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL It's tame for Ilta :c [2011/10/20 00:22]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I think it's tame ; n; [2011/10/20 00:22]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): In a sort of. [2011/10/20 00:22]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Sensual way [2011/10/20 00:22]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): ; u; [2011/10/20 00:22]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/20 00:23]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): IT'S FUN TO FLUSTER PEOPLE ajldsfkjasdkfj [2011/10/20 00:23]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): wait [2011/10/20 00:23]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): what is Ilta's eye color [2011/10/20 00:24]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Green o.o [2011/10/20 00:30]  Callista Macbain left her mouth gapped open just a little bit as her green eyes peered straight into Ilta's own, seemingly getting lost in them for a moment while the mithra cupped her face, and Callista spoke a few words to her, "Ilta... it's... not... as if I don't... trust you." Because she came to trust the woman very quickly... too quickly, some would say, and Callista wasn't exactly the trusting type... only more evidence that she has perhaps lost her mind, "...but it's just... I've never been..." Her eyes looked down as her head dipped in a timid fashion, "...intimate with anyone." She seemed even a bit ashamed of that fact... being practically a bookworm all her life and controlled by her father at every step... there was never any time. [2011/10/20 00:37]  Ilta gives Callista a wide-eyed stare for a moment, taking her hand from her face to suddenly laugh. "What are ya ashamed of girly? Lift ya head up," though Ilta does that for her as she brings her fingers under her chin, lifting her head up. "And if it ain't obvious that ya ain't done nothin' with nobody, then I ain't blonde," she says simply, laughing again after the fact. Patting Calista's  shoulder softly, she rests her hand on it and gives it a reassuring squeeze. "Ya need to relax, missy. Or ya gonna get us both in trouble if someone walks in, ya know?" Cause Ilta on Callista with her acting like that might look way more questionable than it already is. She slides her hand down Callista's arm, stopping at her wrist and rubbing the back of the girl's hand with her thumb. "I could stop though, like I said." [2011/10/20 00:37]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3= [2011/10/20 00:37]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I feel like Lek XD [2011/10/20 00:38]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Online [2011/10/20 00:39]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): lmao [2011/10/20 00:39]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Just put on a corny song and you nailed it [2011/10/20 00:40]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) whispers: XD [2011/10/20 00:40]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I'm pro like that. [2011/10/20 00:50]  Callista Macbain did allow her head to be lifted up when Ilta raised her chin, blinking at her as she spoke, but her body was following the motion of her hand as it slid down her arm... it felt soooo good... her eyes glanced down to their hands, and she turned her hand over to grasp Ilta's hand as a smile, although coy, finally came across her face, whispering softly, "I don't want you to stop." Now she was lightly rubbing Ilta's hand, "This is the first time... in my life... that I have ever felt... wanted." Now she was really gushing her heart out to her... but it felt... great. She seemed a little more relaxed, her mind racing with so many thoughts, but it all concerned Ilta... "Where... is this going to go?" She was never one to dilly-dally... she was a very blunt girl. [2011/10/20 00:52]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL [2011/10/20 00:52]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) whispers: Gonna catch Ilta off guard are we XD? [2011/10/20 00:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Trying XDDD [2011/10/20 01:03]  Ilta watches as Callista takes her hand, smiling a bit. "I'm glad. Girl as pretty as ya are, ya should feel wanted." Ilta rests her head on Callista's shoulder again, keeping her gaze fixed on their hands for a bit before sitting up again to stare at her. "G-go?" Ilta's turn to blush, point one for Callista. Said point doesn't last long before Ilta's laughing it off again with that smug look of hers to boot. "If you want it to go somewhere, it can." 8D [2011/10/20 01:03]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Oh god [2011/10/20 01:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Callista's asking to get raped D:< [2011/10/20 01:04]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): *3* [2011/10/20 01:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I hope you know that. [2011/10/20 01:04]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o: You're using a mesh aren't you o uo I can tell cause it's a shape :DDDD //too lazy to dl new firestorm viewer [2011/10/20 01:05]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): XD yea [2011/10/20 01:05]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): look at the nomnom shorts though [2011/10/20 01:05]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): 8D [2011/10/20 01:05]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): omg XD [2011/10/20 01:05]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD nom. [2011/10/20 01:06]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Mesh doesn't work! [2011/10/20 01:06]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): For me [2011/10/20 01:06]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): So it was just one big glob [2011/10/20 01:06]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Offline [2011/10/20 01:07]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): No red hoodie for Lek O: [2011/10/20 01:08]  Tripp Scarmon is Online [2011/10/20 01:09]  Tripp Scarmon is Offline [2011/10/20 01:10]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Online [2011/10/20 01:13]  Callista Macbain bit her lower lip lightly as she looked at Ilta while she laid her head on her shoulder... and she closed her eyes and smiled, embracing and enjoying that moment for what it was worth before Ilta suddenly poked her head back up again, and Callista's eyes shot back open looking at her, "Well... I... I mean... you... uhm..." Back to being at a loss for words again, huh, Callista? Breathe! "Nevermind... just... lay your head back on my shoulder... please..." She says with a small smile, keeping their hands clasped as she rubbed Ilta's with her thumb. [2011/10/20 01:13]  Tellus Ansar is Offline [2011/10/20 01:13]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Offline [2011/10/20 01:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): XD [2011/10/20 01:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): That's what I thought LOL [2011/10/20 01:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): DUN OFFER IF YA CAN'T GIVE IT, CALLISTA >8D AHAHAHA [2011/10/20 01:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Of course, Ilta takes it the wrong way [2011/10/20 01:14]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD [2011/10/20 01:14]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/20 01:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): "Where is this going to go?" <relationship> "SEX WHAT? WE CAN SEX IF YOU WANT 8D" [2011/10/20 01:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDDD [2011/10/20 01:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) passes the fuck out !! [2011/10/20 01:15]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Online [2011/10/20 01:15]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): "*facepalms* Blondes..." [2011/10/20 01:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOLOL [2011/10/20 01:15]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): She's an elder Kissaelain sister. Her brain is in her pants. [2011/10/20 01:16]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): INDEED [2011/10/20 01:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 8D [2011/10/20 01:16]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LADYBONER [2011/10/20 01:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): TOTALLY [2011/10/20 01:16]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Well that and we established she's in heat or something loool [2011/10/20 01:16]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): looooooool [2011/10/20 01:16]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Must be if she's straight and hitting on a cutie like Callista :3 [2011/10/20 01:18]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Offline [2011/10/20 01:19]  Ilta looks totally smug as Callista struggles for words, feeling like she totally won some battle if there was such a thing going on. "Heh." Patting her shoulder, she looks over to Callista with the same smug look , "You could 'lways rest yer head on my shoulder, ya know. Like I said, I ain't gonna rape ya where ya sit." Unless Callista asked again. Though, maybe she wasn't asking for that? Naaaaah... Waiting for her response, Ilta watches their hands again with a smile, nudging the girl next to her slightly. "I'm pretty sure we can't tell 'nybody about this. Maybe yer friends but nobody who'd blab to another instructor, ya know?" Such a disheartening though. Getting in trouble for messin' around with a girl who looks like she's your age. What a fate. [2011/10/20 01:20]  Ilta accepts Callista's relationship request, though. If there was one. ;D Or it's implied in the least. Oh my. [2011/10/20 01:21]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): http://fatpita.net/?i=11853 [2011/10/20 01:22]  Callista Macbain more like ACTS Ilta's age. :3 Though quite inexperienced. [2011/10/20 01:22]  Ilta:  "YER TITS SAY OTHERWISE, MISSY." -v- [2011/10/20 01:23]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): O_O [2011/10/20 01:25]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): 8D [2011/10/20 01:26]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD Btw, Lek's somehow completely convinced Lumi otherwise. [2011/10/20 01:26]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): what? [2011/10/20 01:26]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): lol, about what? [2011/10/20 01:26]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o: [2011/10/20 01:26]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): She thinks she's bugging him. [2011/10/20 01:26]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LOL [2011/10/20 01:27]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = u= Her parents are away so she's text happy asdfjkl [2011/10/20 01:27]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I tihnk it's more Callista that has been bugging him XD [2011/10/20 01:27]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): his texts when from playful to just [2011/10/20 01:27]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): blunt [2011/10/20 01:27]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): D: [2011/10/20 01:28]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): That's why she thinks that xD [2011/10/20 01:29]  VIII:RCSvB1.0 Brawler HUD: Rafiel Sporaciao has detached his/her VIII Roleplay Combat Simulator HUD! [2011/10/20 01:29]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): CREEPY :D [2011/10/20 01:31]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): :c [2011/10/20 01:31]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Actually creepy [2011/10/20 01:31]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): XD [2011/10/20 01:31]  Callista Macbain blinks a little at her as she offered her own shoulder to rest on, and she smiled a bit before she slowly leaned over and put her head on her shoulder, exhaling with relief as a wave of comfort washed over her, leading her to giggle a little, "Soft..." This felt pretty freaking amazing, and she never got to do this with ANYONE! So unloved this poor girl is ; 3; "So... does this mean that... we're... uhm... together?" Wow, that was awkward. Why not throw another question about if there are any other girls like her or if they would like to adopt a kid. Jeez, Callista. She tried to ignore the awkwardness and just keep looking down at their hands as she rubbed the mithra's soft skin. [2011/10/20 01:31]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): very fucking creepy [2011/10/20 01:32]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): XD [2011/10/20 01:33]  Ilta:  "We can adopt as many fuckin' babies as ya want so long as yer tits stay perky :C" -v- [2011/10/20 01:33]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/20 01:33]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): No sense made. [2011/10/20 01:33]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): xD [2011/10/20 01:41]  Ilta swaps her left hand for her right to hold Callista's, using her newly freed hand to make it's way to the brunette's side, pulling her a bit closer. A small smile appears on the mithra's face at the sight of how comfortable Callista seemed. "You really don't have any--" Together? Hmm. Let's think: Underaged girl with a nice rack. She's adorable and finds an interest in one of your two largest interests. Doesn't seem so bad aside from the fact that she's underage... Ilta's eyes scan over Callista for the second time tonight, just to clairify that she indeed does not look her age. Not to her, at least. She finds a bit of comfort in the fact. "If that's what you meant by going somewhere, then it can go there if you want." Ilta shrugs some, making sure not to disturb Callista too much, waiting to see how she responds. [2011/10/20 01:41]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3= [2011/10/20 01:41]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I should sleep soon XD my alarm is set for 10AM [2011/10/20 01:41]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): nope [2011/10/20 01:41]  LaRPS Meter v0.25: ((Rafiel Sporaciao's meter has been detached.)) [2011/10/20 01:42]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): NOPE [2011/10/20 01:45]  Light Traxus (traxus) is Online [2011/10/20 01:45]  *Trailerstar* Brass Knuckles: releasing controls [2011/10/20 01:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): u.u I'm gonna have to shower after I get up today [2011/10/20 01:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Which mean's showering in zack's bathroom [2011/10/20 01:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): cause D:< this one has no shower curtain but there's no point to get one cause Chelsea andKayle have oen [2011/10/20 01:48]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): one* x.x [2011/10/20 01:48]  Callista Macbain closed her eyes and took a breath, thinking a little before responding, keeping her eyes closed, "I think... that I would like to. You... make me feel good, Ilta, and I can't quite explain why, but I'm fine with that." She opened her eyes and tilted her head up a little to look at her face, "But... I'm also concerned on what you want... I don't want to be selfish, thinking about only what I want. I'd like to know what you want, too. If... if this is moving too fast for you..." She didn't quite finish her sentence before she realized Ilta didn't finish a sentence of her own, "Wait... what were you going to ask? "I really don't have any..."?" [2011/10/20 01:48]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): WELL AIN'T THAT A BITCH [2011/10/20 01:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): GOTTA SHOWER IN MY EX BOYFRIEND'S BATHROOM ; n; )9 [2011/10/20 01:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): JUST DON'T SHOW HIM THE BOOBIES [2011/10/20 01:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): D: He made a remark about my boobs earlier [2011/10/20 01:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): o.o [2011/10/20 01:49]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) whispers: I totally forgot that I let him feel me up when we were dating so it was awkward XD [2011/10/20 01:49]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): He wants to expand them? XD [2011/10/20 01:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o 3o we were talking about his sex experience [2011/10/20 01:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): LOL NO [2011/10/20 01:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LMAO [2011/10/20 01:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): We were talking about how pillowy soft that girl's were [2011/10/20 01:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): cause I've groped them >> she's a lesbian now [2011/10/20 01:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): :O [2011/10/20 01:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): WTF [2011/10/20 01:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): EMI [2011/10/20 01:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/20 01:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): D:< SHE THOUGHT I WAS HOT AND I TURN DOWN NO BOOBS. [2011/10/20 01:50]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Closet bi I swear [2011/10/20 01:50]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): = 3=; pansexual, i consider myself. [2011/10/20 01:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ROTFL [2011/10/20 01:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Much to Nate's delight [2011/10/20 01:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): but anyway [2011/10/20 01:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): go on [2011/10/20 01:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): IDGAF IF YOU WERE MALE ONCE AND ARE NOW A LADY [2011/10/20 01:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) whispers: IFYOURE HOT YOURE HOT [2011/10/20 01:51]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LADYBONER ALL OVER THE PLACE [2011/10/20 01:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): o.o are you asking what the comment was or something or telling me to post? [2011/10/20 01:51]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): she's not a pretty lesbian btw [2011/10/20 01:52]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): ZACK TURNED HER LESBIEN [2011/10/20 01:52]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I TOTALLY SPELT THAT WRONG [2011/10/20 01:52]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Looooool he doesn't care XD [2011/10/20 01:52]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): She's bad in bed [2011/10/20 01:52]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): HA [2011/10/20 01:52]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/20 01:52]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): Plus she's a pothead from hell now who made herself look like a guy [2011/10/20 01:53]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) passes the fuck out !! [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Uuuugghh [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Okay, post please [2011/10/20 01:53]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): She's a juggaletteeeeee [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): I'd like to get back to fantasy land XD [2011/10/20 01:53]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): NEED I SAY MORE [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): NO [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XD [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): XDDD [2011/10/20 01:53]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain) passes the fuck out !! [2011/10/20 01:58]  Ilta plants a small kiss on the top of Callista's head, resting her head atop hers after. "I already said I didn't mind, whatever comes next is up to you. And don't worry about it, you're a young woman. These things are probably hitting you like a truck." She eventually hops off of the desk, not letting go of Callista's hand and stands in front of her, now swinging their arms back and fourth lightly. "I was gonna say that ya really don't have any experience," she says finally with a laugh. [2011/10/20 01:58]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I'm falling asleep XD [2011/10/20 01:58]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): This sweater thign makes me mad [2011/10/20 01:58]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): thing** [2011/10/20 01:59]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): There wasn't an underwear layer to make it a full on shirt D: [2011/10/20 01:59]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Hmwha? [2011/10/20 01:59]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): D: [2011/10/20 01:59]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LAME [2011/10/20 01:59]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): quite :T [2011/10/20 02:00]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): I realize [2011/10/20 02:00]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): The serious part of that [2011/10/20 02:00]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel): was in not-ilta lazy speak [2011/10/20 02:00]  Keisha Fabo (honey.martiel) passes the fuck out !! [2011/10/20 02:00]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): LMAO [2011/10/20 02:00]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): Maybe her speech improves [2011/10/20 02:00]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): when she gets srs [2011/10/20 02:09]  Callista Macbain gave a small sigh of content as Ilta rested her head on top of her own... this was awesome, she felt awesome, SHE WANTED MOAR... but Ilta soon hopped off the desk, leaving Callista to look at the mithra with a somewhat sad expression, but with them holding hands, she does let off a smile, "I will have to... do some thinking then." She could already tell that she was going to be thinking of her nonstop until the next time they meet, "This is all just so... unexpected." She says before biting her lower lip, looking at her with those emerald-like green eyes. [2011/10/20 02:10]  Callista Macbain also makes note that she'll maybe have to buy more outfits that show off her cleavage. [2011/10/20 02:18]  Breadquanda (callista.macbain): omg, please tell me you didn't pass out :O [2011/10/20 02:28]  Callista Macbain gropes and molests Ilta and gives her babies. -v-