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sage i DESPERATELY need Artemis Donaldson angst.
Like you only call him that when your mad or upset with him. Just the thought makes him wanna sob profusely. along with even the hint of a raised voice? oh yeah he’s on the floor crying
art wasn’t sure how the fight even started.
it was a cold morning and you two had decided to stay in for the day and sit down and chat.
and, more specifically, it had turned into a chat about his tennis career and how the trajectory of it had been affecting your guys’ relationship.
it wasn’t meant to be a serious conversation, and it even started out light and with laughter..!
but then you made a comment about how it seemed like his recent losing streak was making him more closed-off, and art… well.. he got defensive.
he didn’t mean to, but he’s been more sensitive about his losses lately. he scoffed and bit back at you, “… i mean… i don’t know… i don’t exactly feel like you’ve been super supportive.”
and you can’t help but stare at him from the other side of the kitchen table, your face now scrunched up subtly into an expression that can only be perceived as bewilderment and confusion. and maybe a bit of resentment.
“uh.. what? you don’t think i’ve been supportive?”
art looks down at his hands resting over the tabletop, his brows raising slightly as his lips part while he finds his words. god, his walls are building back up in record time. he loves you more than life itself, but right now he feels like he’s being backed into a corner.
he feels like he’s being chastised by the one person he craves reassurance from.
“not really. i— okay, like, i know you’re helping me find new trainers and getting me on that creatine bullshit, but.. i need you to tell me i’ll get better, and not just tell me how ‘sad’ it is that i lost…” he scoffs.
you shake your head and huff, your brow furrowed as you feel your heartbeat pick up in pace. he’s never been like this before with you.
“i…” you rub your temple, “im not going to coddle you. that’s not me, it never was. i love you, but im also trying to be a little tough on you here—”
your words reach his ears, but he’s already in his head. his cheeks are flushing red with growing frustration and need, and he shakes his head. he cuts you off.
“nope, no no, no—“ he frowns, looking to your eyes, “i, god, i just need you to be a little sympathetic..! it’s like, i beat myself up enough already WITHOUT you getting on my back—!”
“Art,” you try to calm him down and bring him back, feeling attacked by his words and expectations, but he’s spiraling fast.
“—and it’s so frustrating to get off the courts and have that sinking feeling in my gut because i KNOW that you’re gonna get this disappointed look on your face like you think i’m a lost cause..!”
the tips of his ears are pink and he’s not even looking at you anymore. you scoff, shaking your head as you study his fidgeting frame while his hands raise to gesture to his invisible complaints.
“—i just need you to be a little compassionate with me from time to time, is that fucking wrong?”
“Art—“ you say, your tone firmer and louder, but he’s still rambling on.
“like, fuck! i can’t take it sometimes..! i really can’t, you just— i’m—“ he leans over the table, his elbows propping up his palms so that he can push his forehead into them, “i’m so tired, and i feel like nothing is ever gonna be enough to satisfy you—!”
“ARTEMIS..!”
your stern shout of his full name snaps him so fast out of his stupor that he nearly gets dizzy. it rings through his ears and clings to his throat, sliding down and burning in his chest. you never use his name like that. not unless he’s really, truly messed up..
he lifts his head in an instant, and the look on your face is what does it. the pain, the hurt, the confusion, the guilt, the anger. it’s written all over your features and it’s overwriting all of his perfect memories of your happy, beautiful image. he did this. he made you feel like you weren’t doing enough.. and all because he’s struggling with his own emotions so badly that he can’t bottle them up anymore.
he swallows the lump in his throat, desperately trying not to fall apart, but it’s far too late for that now.
he feels the sting in his eyes and the heat creeping up his neck, and then a choked-off sob escapes his lips before he can stop the tears from spilling. they roll down his cheeks and then he’s leaning back in his chair and covering his face with his hands.
and now your own breathing has stopped. you stand up from your chair and walk over to his side, knowing that he needs you more now than ever. even if he just criticized your character for a good long while. he needs you.
you place a hand on his upper back as it shakes, and his shoulders hitch as he starts to sob harshly. sniffling and hiccuping as he leans in and pulls his touch from his face to wrap his arms around your waist. he pushes his nose into your stomach; aching cries being muffled by your shirt.
“i’m, i’m sorry, im so sorry, im sorry, im sorry” he whimpers, his digits fisting the fabric of your top like he’s scared you’ll pull away soon.
your other hand moves up to his short blonde hair, stroking it as you frown and look down to him clinging to you. “shhh…” you whisper
he just shakes his head against your frame and sobs harder, “i didn’t— i didn’t mean it, i—im sorry, i didn’t really—i didn’t mean any of that, im just so—“
“tell me…” you say gently, tenderly, but it only makes him feel worse. he thinks he doesn’t deserve your kindness after all he just said.
“i’m so… s-sad..” he sobs softly and painfully, like he’s been holding it in for years. like he’s a young kid back at the mark rebellato tennis academy and he just lost an important match for the first time. the disappointment on patrick’s face. the guilt making him cower slightly while the other doubles team shrieks with victory. all of it. everything he’s ever done to make you or someone else feel let down. it’s all coming out now. and he can’t stop it.
his words cause your heart to shatter, and you slowly stroke the back of his head before you lean down to kiss the top of it, “oh, baby,” you whisper, concern and sympathy lacing your syllables. art sniffles.
“i’m sorry.”
you shake your head and whisper down to him, “i get it.. i.. i’m so sorry that i didn’t know you were dealing with all of this…”
“… well, i didn’t say anything.”
“i should have pressed harder when i realized you seemed more quiet around the apartment.”
“it’s not your fault.”
“it’s not yours either, art..”
he squeezes his eyes shut tight, two more fat tears slipping down. he nods, even if he doesn’t believe that he agrees.
two more kisses grace the top of his head, and then he’s pulling back and lifting his face to look up to yours. his eyes are lidded and red, his nose tinted the same hue, and he sniffles once more. cheeks streaked with salty regret. his hands slide up your lower back, his chin on your abdomen, “… thank you…
… i love you.”
#angst#🌸 - ask prompts#💌 - mutuals#venus i will always always always write for ur artemis donaldson headcanon#<3#it’s so precious to me#i feel like this wasn’t super cohesive but#he’s so sad and and :(( it’s fun to write him being consoled#also i wrote so much more that i thought i did…..#art donaldson x you#art donaldson x reader
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pouty lips and :] yoongi for @yooboobies ♡ cr. namuspromised
#yoongi#min yoongi#suga#bts#btsedit#btsgif#yoongiedit#gif#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#tuserandi#useremmeline#usermaggie#dailybts#i know you're missing him extra today... just wanted to make you smile a little 🥺🌸 and this is also a way to say thank you for everything#and for always being so cyoote (!!!) with me. i'm so glad that i have you here 💗 i love u i love u i love u
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What if it wasn’t a rabbit on the moon… but a cat?
First of all— WAS I SUPPOSED TO FIND OUT TONIGHT IS MID-AUTUMN’S FESTIVAL BY MYSELF??!?! That explains a lot of things… bUT STILL- Enjoy the moon tonight, eat your mooncakes or wait for the night to pass and get them on discount
#cloche- may you meet with your beloved hou yi someday (irony)#salted duck egg yolk is the correct choice- i don’t make the rules/j#opportunity to draw cloche in hanfu always comes first#oc: cloche🎊#cat scratches 🌸#twst ocs#twst oc#twst yuu#twst yuusona#twst grim#grim twst#twst au
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happy birthday to one of the most amazing important people in my life ✨💫🌟
i love you @swiftmitsu , happy birthday from the nest!!🌟🌸🫂
( @forgettingcrowbin @tarobii @cakesmelons , because they’re cool and deserve a shoutout)
#love you baby#the nest#harctic pheonix#GO SHOW MITSU SOME LOVE SOB#love you more than life#forever and always#CHEERS TO ANOTHER YEAR 🥰🌸✨⭐️⭐️💫💫⭐️🌟🌟⭐️⭐️🌟#You deserve all the love and affection#traditional art#traditional scribbles#mooties my besties my babes#sona#i’ll always be here for you puppy💛#ALSO TUMBLR STOP BLURRING MY POSTS PLSSSS
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— [28/2/24]
hello lovely people i have graduated high school and am now on my uni degree,,,, its been about 7 months since my last post uh oh! that also means i'll definitely start posting again so i hope these pictures can motivate you to continue working as well
in this house we get HD for high distinction 💪 also because i'm hoping to transfer into law next year lol i'm currently studying criminology and pr/advertising
#🌸 study#yeolpumta#back on my bullshit#definitely trying to get back into the groove of studying after like#3 months of holidays#its a trek#im coming back on tumblr because i don't follow a lot of people here#and i don't like the way ig throws content at you always#sometimes i just want to make content#so enjoy the tumblr exclusivity#no one here knows me irl anyway#im actually a regular gaming/singing content creator as well lmao#study#studyblr#study blog#studyspo#study motivation#aesthetic study#aesthetic#pink
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good morning. neuvillette with a dragon!child!reader who, once everything blows over in fontaine, goes to find furina and gives her the biggest hug. they've known her for a very long time. and many times, perhaps she almost, almost cracked to them... but her resolve stood strong every time, and she would backtrack with a laugh and some dramatic flair.
while they can't understand how badly she must have suffered, because they aren't human and their mind is not so fragile, they can at least imagine it. and they can't help but think that maybe she doesn't want to be alone right now; she's been alone for five hundred years. if she wants to be left alone... that's fine, and they know she'll tell them that, but at the very least, as one of her best friends (perhaps her very best one), should they not go check on her?
idk i'm going to play her story quest today probably so i will return with more thoughts!
#aphelion speaks 🌸#this post is not about neuvi i am sorry for leading you all on like that 🙏🙏🙏 /lh#EVERYONE. GO APOLOGIZE TO FURINA. RIGJT FUCKING NOW. APOLOGIZE TO HER.#LIKE. HOLY SHIT.#i felt so bad for her that i almost CRIED and i am not even exaggerating#i know we are all so enamored by neuvillette and how he genuinely loves the people of fontaine#but can we PLEASE take a moment to talk about *furina* and her love for her people?#because holy shit. holy shit dude.#she must have been so so so lonely for so long#but she KEPT ON. RELENTLESSLY. FOR FIVE HUNDRED YEARS.#yknow#i know the whole point was to destroy the throne and the position of “archon”#but.... man. furina is fontaine's archon and she always was. as far as i'm concerned.#she persevered out of love for those like her and even went as far as to relentlessly +#+ do her own research into what was causing the disaster#she tried so hard. and fucking NO ONE apologized to her yet.#FURINA LIKER AND DEFENDER APHELION REAL 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
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attempt to idly discuss concept of custom wedding vows with 🌸 ground to a halt after the realization that neither of us actually, like, wants to try to figure out what the fuck we'd be promising
can you do custom vows, but instead of vows to do stuff, it's just a list of the superbly good qualities of the other person in order to make it clear why any rational actor would agree that you should obviously plan to keep hanging out with them as long as possible
#getting married is not really a thing id be doing in order to concretize any promise that isn't 'we really really want to keep doing this#and want to experience various economic benefits of that desire and also invite my family to celebrate about how great 🌸 is'#it's not that i don't consider us to have commitments to each other it's just like. the vows would be essentially 'i promise to try to have#continuity of personality with my current self to the extent that that bears on the qualities that make our relationship work well'#i don't know why it bothers me so much. but the idea of idk. promising to always listen to 🌸 or whatever feels genuinely horrible#it's sort of. parodic? either i'm doing it and/or have given good reason to believe i would be receptive to and capable of working toward i#or not. and either way. why are our families watching us reiterate that information.#on the other hand i would REALLY like to get up and give a speech about 🌸's innumerable deeply admirable qualities which strongly#motivate me to continue living with and knowing and supporting them.#so if i do that instead. do you think anyone will like. notice.#box opener#i guess it's good to realize that i have a STRONG IDEOLOGICAL OPPOSITION TO WEDDING VOWS before we're publicly engaged#but also. we are really rejecting a lot of the wedding concept. it's possible this is going to end up being two speeches and a dance party.#a rabbi can stand nearby. for ambiance.
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favorite yasha/jester moments: C2E105
#critical role#yasha x jester#yashter#cr2#ygifs#🌸🍭#fyjm#i'm not beating the allegations 👁️👄👁️#these two just make me feel insane like ok what did yasha's words mean to you this is the only time you smile in the whole conversation#yasha and jester always caring about each other from episode 1 literally jumped me they've always cared about the other#and if I think about all of the ways their dynamic could've grown had yasha been able to be there like even when she was gone yasha STILL#took up so much of jester's prayers and I just wanna sit and chew on this#they really just. cared so hard about the other. and always did.
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#the pictures are so lq but LOOK#even in the lq you can still just feel the energy radiating from#some times he really radiates the most daddy energy ever and it always gets me feeling a type of way#he also looks so serious and I can only imagine how hot he’d be when mad🌚#i’d act up on purpose fr#oh and the SWEAT#ughadjaruursru 😩😩😩😩😩#hongjoong hard thoughts#joongie#🌸
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"Thought the orchestrion sounded a bit loud. Turns out, I've found a lost songbird."
"Are you here to flirt, or would you like to hear me play?"
"I'm a man of many talents."
huge huge HUUUUUUGE thank you to @fittsythesnail for her AMAZING commissions! she never ever fails to deliver, omg 🥺
#🌸.self.commissions#FITTSY YOU--#YOU ALWAYS BLOW ME AWAY 😭😭#THIS IS SO GORGEOUS I COULD HONESTLY CRY
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Here's GGY. I hope you enjoyed it.
DUDE THATS MY BOYYYY💖💖💖💖 LOOKIT HIMMMMM!!! I love him sm ;w; LOVE seeing the beepa 💖💥💥💥💥
Thank you??? For drawing he????💖💖💖💖💖 🌸🫶💖
#pix answers#fnaf#Glitchtrapped Gregory AU#fanart#HHHHHHHH💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#lookit the boopie he is so fluffy#the Pencil texture TTwTT goddd I’ve never wanted to eat paper so bad#i mean i have i always want to eat paper#but??? the arts are just lovely as heck#:’> thank you 🌸💖#ggy
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Physically, I'm here.
Mentally, I'm lying in the dark with all the friends I think about but have lost touch with, catching up and laughing, and just not missing them like I do. Lifetimes haven't passed. And I'm still with them in the heart of some of the most important times of my life.
#to be honest this started as a lying down with all my tumblr friends and laughing in the dark listening to music#but the ghosts of nostalgia past always likes to creep up and its like hey youve done that with these friends#dont you miss them dont you miss that#wouldn't you love to have it back#and then im just a ugly sobby mess crying in the bathroom bc what a bitch you had to be to make me miss it#anyway so now picture it if youve read this far#were lying in the dark giggling at life and that we have each other and its real and its beautiful bc friendship is one of the most powerfu#things on this earth. it holds the love and forgiveness and the patience that can be do hard to find#the tenderness of knowing you have these lovely people in your life that would do anything to make you smile#so*#✨️🌸💜#shit got a little too real huh oops
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-`. 𝖚𝖗𝖑 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊 ❦
-ˋˏ .·:·. ⊱ indorilnerevarine ➵ THEDEADTHREE ⊰ .·:·. -ˋˏ
-`. baldur’s gate has my psyche and soul at the moment so in honor of that and the dearest (un)holy trinity i thought it would be cute to do a change as it’s been a bit!
-`. 𝖒𝖚𝖙𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘! ❦
#url change ♡#leg.txt#url change !!!!!!!!!! url change! yay!!!!!! <3#i am also at a con rn it’s been the loveliest 🥀✨🥹#this has been in my drafts for a bit i wasn’t ready to let go yet 🥀✨🥺 but eeek i did it!#i will for sure return to the indorilnerevarine url one day the bestie and dearest protag will always have a special place in my heart <3#and mutuals y’all are also always welcome to @ me or dm me things y’all make which may also be easier as my flea brain misses a lot 🥀😭✨#tes always on my heart always on my mind <3 ye olde comfort hyperfixation!!!!!!#i will reblog this a few times for the morning and evening and besties <3#THANK YOU THANK YOU THE POLL BESTIES I TRULY OWE YOU ALL MY LIFE 🥀🥹#i love it iloveitiloveit I LOVE IT its such a lovely and i LOVE it 🌸💕🥹#like i was so so so happy that it was open as a url EEEEEK#but teehee bg brainrot has such a vice grip on me and envyana have the braincell <3#I AM SO SO CLOSE TO THEM REUNITING I FEEL IT I SENSE IT IN MY SOUL RAHHH I AM GOING TO BE THE MOST NORMAL ABOUT THEM !!!!!!!!#i have so many thoughts MANY MANY i need to yell about them !!!!!! it is imperative!#(mo if i bolt onto discord screaming when they reunite SIZJZJZH 🥀💀)#(and besties and mutuals i am always happy to yell on here or on discord about bg3 🥀🥹😌 !!!!)
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i am so normal about them
#aphelion speaks 🌸#HELLO.#THEYA RE. IN MY BRAIN ALWAYS#hey tumblr how do you get rid of aeon liker disease because. Um#(^ spoiler alert: you don't)#/lh#hsr#honkai star rail#yaoshi#yaoshi the abundance#hsr aeons
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today i succeeded at a quest called Enable Your Girlfriend To Eat Dinner Before 3AM and i feel reasonably good about it
#the quest had various perils#mainly 'they forgot the tupperware of leftovers in our kitchen and i had to bring it them at work'#which i scaled handily. and even managed to find a time window for them to pick it up when they were not in a BL3 sterile suit#and therefore unable to receive texts! total success#box opener#now we work two buildings apart and i had to go in to the lab anyway. so this was not one of the great trials of the age#but i still feel useful and filled with triumph#theres something very satisfying‚ when you are a person who constantly makes minor stupid disorganization errors‚#about being able to completely rescue someone else from any consequences of a minor disorganization-based error.#you can just unhappen it! it never occurred! no mild problems to be had!!#also 🌸 is deliriously beautiful and perfect and i got to SEE THEM at an UNEXPECTED TIME#which was thrilling for me. as it always is.
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Shivi 🤭 ik we don't interact that much but like you being on my dash and notifs absolutely makes me smile automatically 🤌🏻☄️
hiii cherry 🍒 you're sweetest person and you have the cutest posts. also the nick name 'sakura' is so so pretty! fits you perfectly take care ly <33
#आस्क्स#always a delight to see you on the dash and in the notifs 🌸#also i love the tinker bell pfp!!
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