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sage i DESPERATELY need Artemis Donaldson angst.
Like you only call him that when your mad or upset with him. Just the thought makes him wanna sob profusely. along with even the hint of a raised voice? oh yeah he’s on the floor crying
art wasn’t sure how the fight even started.
it was a cold morning and you two had decided to stay in for the day and sit down and chat.
and, more specifically, it had turned into a chat about his tennis career and how the trajectory of it had been affecting your guys’ relationship.
it wasn’t meant to be a serious conversation, and it even started out light and with laughter..!
but then you made a comment about how it seemed like his recent losing streak was making him more closed-off, and art… well.. he got defensive.
he didn’t mean to, but he’s been more sensitive about his losses lately. he scoffed and bit back at you, “… i mean… i don’t know… i don’t exactly feel like you’ve been super supportive.”
and you can’t help but stare at him from the other side of the kitchen table, your face now scrunched up subtly into an expression that can only be perceived as bewilderment and confusion. and maybe a bit of resentment.
“uh.. what? you don’t think i’ve been supportive?”
art looks down at his hands resting over the tabletop, his brows raising slightly as his lips part while he finds his words. god, his walls are building back up in record time. he loves you more than life itself, but right now he feels like he’s being backed into a corner.
he feels like he’s being chastised by the one person he craves reassurance from.
“not really. i— okay, like, i know you’re helping me find new trainers and getting me on that creatine bullshit, but.. i need you to tell me i’ll get better, and not just tell me how ‘sad’ it is that i lost…” he scoffs.
you shake your head and huff, your brow furrowed as you feel your heartbeat pick up in pace. he’s never been like this before with you.
“i…” you rub your temple, “im not going to coddle you. that’s not me, it never was. i love you, but im also trying to be a little tough on you here—”
your words reach his ears, but he’s already in his head. his cheeks are flushing red with growing frustration and need, and he shakes his head. he cuts you off.
“nope, no no, no—“ he frowns, looking to your eyes, “i, god, i just need you to be a little sympathetic..! it’s like, i beat myself up enough already WITHOUT you getting on my back—!”
“Art,” you try to calm him down and bring him back, feeling attacked by his words and expectations, but he’s spiraling fast.
“—and it’s so frustrating to get off the courts and have that sinking feeling in my gut because i KNOW that you’re gonna get this disappointed look on your face like you think i’m a lost cause..!”
the tips of his ears are pink and he’s not even looking at you anymore. you scoff, shaking your head as you study his fidgeting frame while his hands raise to gesture to his invisible complaints.
“—i just need you to be a little compassionate with me from time to time, is that fucking wrong?”
“Art—“ you say, your tone firmer and louder, but he’s still rambling on.
“like, fuck! i can’t take it sometimes..! i really can’t, you just— i’m—“ he leans over the table, his elbows propping up his palms so that he can push his forehead into them, “i’m so tired, and i feel like nothing is ever gonna be enough to satisfy you—!”
“ARTEMIS..!”
your stern shout of his full name snaps him so fast out of his stupor that he nearly gets dizzy. it rings through his ears and clings to his throat, sliding down and burning in his chest. you never use his name like that. not unless he’s really, truly messed up..
he lifts his head in an instant, and the look on your face is what does it. the pain, the hurt, the confusion, the guilt, the anger. it’s written all over your features and it’s overwriting all of his perfect memories of your happy, beautiful image. he did this. he made you feel like you weren’t doing enough.. and all because he’s struggling with his own emotions so badly that he can’t bottle them up anymore.
he swallows the lump in his throat, desperately trying not to fall apart, but it’s far too late for that now.
he feels the sting in his eyes and the heat creeping up his neck, and then a choked-off sob escapes his lips before he can stop the tears from spilling. they roll down his cheeks and then he’s leaning back in his chair and covering his face with his hands.
and now your own breathing has stopped. you stand up from your chair and walk over to his side, knowing that he needs you more now than ever. even if he just criticized your character for a good long while. he needs you.
you place a hand on his upper back as it shakes, and his shoulders hitch as he starts to sob harshly. sniffling and hiccuping as he leans in and pulls his touch from his face to wrap his arms around your waist. he pushes his nose into your stomach; aching cries being muffled by your shirt.
“i’m, i’m sorry, im so sorry, im sorry, im sorry” he whimpers, his digits fisting the fabric of your top like he’s scared you’ll pull away soon.
your other hand moves up to his short blonde hair, stroking it as you frown and look down to him clinging to you. “shhh…” you whisper
he just shakes his head against your frame and sobs harder, “i didn’t— i didn’t mean it, i—im sorry, i didn’t really—i didn’t mean any of that, im just so—“
“tell me…” you say gently, tenderly, but it only makes him feel worse. he thinks he doesn’t deserve your kindness after all he just said.
“i’m so… s-sad..” he sobs softly and painfully, like he’s been holding it in for years. like he’s a young kid back at the mark rebellato tennis academy and he just lost an important match for the first time. the disappointment on patrick’s face. the guilt making him cower slightly while the other doubles team shrieks with victory. all of it. everything he’s ever done to make you or someone else feel let down. it’s all coming out now. and he can’t stop it.
his words cause your heart to shatter, and you slowly stroke the back of his head before you lean down to kiss the top of it, “oh, baby,” you whisper, concern and sympathy lacing your syllables. art sniffles.
“i’m sorry.”
you shake your head and whisper down to him, “i get it.. i.. i’m so sorry that i didn’t know you were dealing with all of this…”
“… well, i didn’t say anything.”
“i should have pressed harder when i realized you seemed more quiet around the apartment.”
“it’s not your fault.”
“it’s not yours either, art..”
he squeezes his eyes shut tight, two more fat tears slipping down. he nods, even if he doesn’t believe that he agrees.
two more kisses grace the top of his head, and then he’s pulling back and lifting his face to look up to yours. his eyes are lidded and red, his nose tinted the same hue, and he sniffles once more. cheeks streaked with salty regret. his hands slide up your lower back, his chin on your abdomen, “… thank you…
… i love you.”
#angst#🌸 - ask prompts#💌 - mutuals#venus i will always always always write for ur artemis donaldson headcanon#<3#it’s so precious to me#i feel like this wasn’t super cohesive but#he’s so sad and and :(( it’s fun to write him being consoled#also i wrote so much more that i thought i did…..#art donaldson x you#art donaldson x reader
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pouty lips and :] yoongi for @yooboobies ♡ cr. namuspromised
#yoongi#min yoongi#suga#bts#btsedit#btsgif#yoongiedit#gif#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#tuserandi#useremmeline#usermaggie#dailybts#i know you're missing him extra today... just wanted to make you smile a little 🥺🌸 and this is also a way to say thank you for everything#and for always being so cyoote (!!!) with me. i'm so glad that i have you here 💗 i love u i love u i love u
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What if it wasn’t a rabbit on the moon… but a cat?
First of all— WAS I SUPPOSED TO FIND OUT TONIGHT IS MID-AUTUMN’S FESTIVAL BY MYSELF??!?! That explains a lot of things… bUT STILL- Enjoy the moon tonight, eat your mooncakes or wait for the night to pass and get them on discount
#cloche- may you meet with your beloved hou yi someday (irony)#salted duck egg yolk is the correct choice- i don’t make the rules/j#opportunity to draw cloche in hanfu always comes first#oc: cloche🎊#cat scratches 🌸#twst ocs#twst oc#twst yuu#twst yuusona#twst grim#grim twst#twst au
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I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY 💕
#I haven't posted anything about him in a while#work has me very busy and I have been missing him too much it hurts#IT HURTS ME A LOT and I feel so sad about it#you have no idea#stressed... depressed idk#but I have him#always in my heart and mind#forever and ever#no matter what#he means everything to me#my beloved husband#kung lao#mk3#mortal kombat 3#mksm#mortal kombat shaolin monks#mk9#mortal kombat 9#mkx#mortal kombat x#mk11#mortal kombat 11#mk1#mortal kombat 1#mk#mortal kombat#nadilu screenshots#self shipping#kung lao x me#🌸💕🌸💕🌸💕🌸💕🌸
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like a little bird
...are you kidding me right now? 🥺🤲🐦
My precious little panda friend. Did you want me to cry at work? Don't answer that because I am.
This is so soft and so sweet, and I never expected to see this in my inbox. But you're here, and the little glitter sparkles ✨️ around it makes me want to sob even harder.
I love you. ♡
You're kinder & more thoughtful than you can ever imagine. You make sure to share that with so many of us at any given moment. That's one reason why we all adore you so much and always root for the best for you and just want you to be happy and safe. We want that for you because you give that to us, too.
Thank you for this little gift. I'm going to tuck it into my shirt and hold it close to my heart. ♥︎ ✨️🐦
#panda-boy#pandapandapanda#i think im going to cry everytime i look at this piece#just the comfort in this and the shelter#all of it#youre very special friend i hope you know that and can one day take the loving compliments without the urge to brush them aside#all my love to you i am always here if you need me#💜✨️🌸💫🫂
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happy birthday to one of the most amazing important people in my life ✨💫🌟
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i love you @swiftmitsu , happy birthday from the nest!!🌟🌸🫂
( @forgettingcrowbin @tarobii @cakesmelons , because they’re cool and deserve a shoutout)
#love you baby#the nest#harctic pheonix#GO SHOW MITSU SOME LOVE SOB#love you more than life#forever and always#CHEERS TO ANOTHER YEAR 🥰🌸✨⭐️⭐️💫💫⭐️🌟🌟⭐️⭐️🌟#You deserve all the love and affection#traditional art#traditional scribbles#mooties my besties my babes#sona#i’ll always be here for you puppy💛#ALSO TUMBLR STOP BLURRING MY POSTS PLSSSS
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— [28/2/24]
hello lovely people i have graduated high school and am now on my uni degree,,,, its been about 7 months since my last post uh oh! that also means i'll definitely start posting again so i hope these pictures can motivate you to continue working as well
in this house we get HD for high distinction 💪 also because i'm hoping to transfer into law next year lol i'm currently studying criminology and pr/advertising
#🌸 study#yeolpumta#back on my bullshit#definitely trying to get back into the groove of studying after like#3 months of holidays#its a trek#im coming back on tumblr because i don't follow a lot of people here#and i don't like the way ig throws content at you always#sometimes i just want to make content#so enjoy the tumblr exclusivity#no one here knows me irl anyway#im actually a regular gaming/singing content creator as well lmao#study#studyblr#study blog#studyspo#study motivation#aesthetic study#aesthetic#pink
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good morning. neuvillette with a dragon!child!reader who, once everything blows over in fontaine, goes to find furina and gives her the biggest hug. they've known her for a very long time. and many times, perhaps she almost, almost cracked to them... but her resolve stood strong every time, and she would backtrack with a laugh and some dramatic flair.
while they can't understand how badly she must have suffered, because they aren't human and their mind is not so fragile, they can at least imagine it. and they can't help but think that maybe she doesn't want to be alone right now; she's been alone for five hundred years. if she wants to be left alone... that's fine, and they know she'll tell them that, but at the very least, as one of her best friends (perhaps her very best one), should they not go check on her?
idk i'm going to play her story quest today probably so i will return with more thoughts!
#aphelion speaks 🌸#this post is not about neuvi i am sorry for leading you all on like that 🙏🙏🙏 /lh#EVERYONE. GO APOLOGIZE TO FURINA. RIGJT FUCKING NOW. APOLOGIZE TO HER.#LIKE. HOLY SHIT.#i felt so bad for her that i almost CRIED and i am not even exaggerating#i know we are all so enamored by neuvillette and how he genuinely loves the people of fontaine#but can we PLEASE take a moment to talk about *furina* and her love for her people?#because holy shit. holy shit dude.#she must have been so so so lonely for so long#but she KEPT ON. RELENTLESSLY. FOR FIVE HUNDRED YEARS.#yknow#i know the whole point was to destroy the throne and the position of “archon”#but.... man. furina is fontaine's archon and she always was. as far as i'm concerned.#she persevered out of love for those like her and even went as far as to relentlessly +#+ do her own research into what was causing the disaster#she tried so hard. and fucking NO ONE apologized to her yet.#FURINA LIKER AND DEFENDER APHELION REAL 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
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attempt to idly discuss concept of custom wedding vows with 🌸 ground to a halt after the realization that neither of us actually, like, wants to try to figure out what the fuck we'd be promising
can you do custom vows, but instead of vows to do stuff, it's just a list of the superbly good qualities of the other person in order to make it clear why any rational actor would agree that you should obviously plan to keep hanging out with them as long as possible
#getting married is not really a thing id be doing in order to concretize any promise that isn't 'we really really want to keep doing this#and want to experience various economic benefits of that desire and also invite my family to celebrate about how great 🌸 is'#it's not that i don't consider us to have commitments to each other it's just like. the vows would be essentially 'i promise to try to have#continuity of personality with my current self to the extent that that bears on the qualities that make our relationship work well'#i don't know why it bothers me so much. but the idea of idk. promising to always listen to 🌸 or whatever feels genuinely horrible#it's sort of. parodic? either i'm doing it and/or have given good reason to believe i would be receptive to and capable of working toward i#or not. and either way. why are our families watching us reiterate that information.#on the other hand i would REALLY like to get up and give a speech about 🌸's innumerable deeply admirable qualities which strongly#motivate me to continue living with and knowing and supporting them.#so if i do that instead. do you think anyone will like. notice.#box opener#i guess it's good to realize that i have a STRONG IDEOLOGICAL OPPOSITION TO WEDDING VOWS before we're publicly engaged#but also. we are really rejecting a lot of the wedding concept. it's possible this is going to end up being two speeches and a dance party.#a rabbi can stand nearby. for ambiance.
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Thank you for running this blog. I left Twitter behind and now Insta, so you are my last source for MX ♡
oh my, that is so sweet! thank you very much, this made my heart so happy!
i try very hard to keep this blog up and running now more than ever since monsta x are coming back from the military slowly! thank you for sticking around, most days i am slow to update due to juggling my job. i also cannot translate korean on my own, so i feel bad if i ever post without translations :') but i always try my best and messages like this keep me going, so again, thank you so much for your kind words and i hope you have a lovely day! hoping this blog is a comfort for you and all mbbs on tumblr <3
—🌸 admin
#asks#🌸 admin#honestly been feeling a little burnt out lately since it's just me for now but i appreciate it! thank you!#also if you want to see anything different on this blog or have any suggestions with how things are here you can always ask!#ask anything! this blog is for you <3
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TELL THIS FUCK ASS NERD TO MOVE OUT OF THE WAY IT’S MY FUCKING TURN
Your always so down bad for my Ocs mootie lmaoo
I love your enthusiasm 😭
#flutterpawzz🌸#Fluttersmooties🌸#thank you for your support#always gives me motivation to draw my Ocs more 😭❤️🌸
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#the pictures are so lq but LOOK#even in the lq you can still just feel the energy radiating from#some times he really radiates the most daddy energy ever and it always gets me feeling a type of way#he also looks so serious and I can only imagine how hot he’d be when mad🌚#i’d act up on purpose fr#oh and the SWEAT#ughadjaruursru 😩😩😩😩😩#hongjoong hard thoughts#joongie#🌸
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Here's GGY. I hope you enjoyed it.
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DUDE THATS MY BOYYYY💖💖💖💖 LOOKIT HIMMMMM!!! I love him sm ;w; LOVE seeing the beepa 💖💥💥💥💥
Thank you??? For drawing he????💖💖💖💖💖 🌸🫶💖
#pix answers#fnaf#Glitchtrapped Gregory AU#fanart#HHHHHHHH💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#lookit the boopie he is so fluffy#the Pencil texture TTwTT goddd I’ve never wanted to eat paper so bad#i mean i have i always want to eat paper#but??? the arts are just lovely as heck#:’> thank you 🌸💖#ggy
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Physically, I'm here.
Mentally, I'm lying in the dark with all the friends I think about but have lost touch with, catching up and laughing, and just not missing them like I do. Lifetimes haven't passed. And I'm still with them in the heart of some of the most important times of my life.
#to be honest this started as a lying down with all my tumblr friends and laughing in the dark listening to music#but the ghosts of nostalgia past always likes to creep up and its like hey youve done that with these friends#dont you miss them dont you miss that#wouldn't you love to have it back#and then im just a ugly sobby mess crying in the bathroom bc what a bitch you had to be to make me miss it#anyway so now picture it if youve read this far#were lying in the dark giggling at life and that we have each other and its real and its beautiful bc friendship is one of the most powerfu#things on this earth. it holds the love and forgiveness and the patience that can be do hard to find#the tenderness of knowing you have these lovely people in your life that would do anything to make you smile#so*#✨️🌸💜#shit got a little too real huh oops
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the fitmc romcom saga never ends
I need to go lie down after this stream
#this stream was so crazy but so funny my cheeks actually hurt#I haven't had to stand up from my chair and take a walk since peak hideduo I can't believe some of the things that were said#and fit saying he's gonna train tubbo and phil and tubbo arguing in chat maaan it was so fun!#I just love these silly minecraft streamers and their schenanigans#my cup of fofoca has been filled and i'm happy \o/#i've had such a terrible time recently and even tho it's silly I'm grateful to have smth to make me laugh and smile despite it all#also I know I don't interact much but I really do appreciate you huevitos you're hilarious and always make my day brighter 🌸#OH one more thing I loved the realm newpaper beky's a genius been loving people's reactions to it
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i am so normal about them
#aphelion speaks 🌸#HELLO.#THEYA RE. IN MY BRAIN ALWAYS#hey tumblr how do you get rid of aeon liker disease because. Um#(^ spoiler alert: you don't)#/lh#hsr#honkai star rail#yaoshi#yaoshi the abundance#hsr aeons
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