#also: ty mel for asking :D

[bang-bang-gang]

THE END with Claudiyoots!

ok, so, scattered as i am about this specific verse, i have found two different endings in my files! one lives in my gdocs and the other in my scrivener. neither of them are finished, fortunately. so i am taking the easy route and summarising it instead of posting any lines 🥰

this is what both have in common: claudio visits yuta in his apartment in philadelphia and has a gift for him (a chain necklace). they finally kiss for the first time. claudio then suggests moving in together but yuta's like cmon man its our first date have a LITTLE bit of chill (after he spent approximately 8000 words so far having zero chill about claudio).

i am hung up on whether to end it on a sex scene. it feels right for this fic and at the same time it also does not feel right for this fic! the gdocs version includes a conversation about sexual identity which is kind of heavy and includes talk about trauma, and i am thinking about discarding it.

because it's heavy, if i keep that conversation in i feel like i need to end on a sex scene (or at least like, elaborately set one up and fade to black) for emotional catharsis, and i don't think i like that very much. the conversation's prompted mid-make out and there's no other place earlier in the fic where it fits.

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[n0vatsu]

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last updated in November 8, 2024

[womanpl3aser]

Abby Anderson x f!reader

this is only for fems. Men dni also underaged ppl.

Warning!: any sexual behavior. Everything u can think of (it's j that I'm lazy to write them all) but a slight warning that it has mentions of her reffering the strap as her own cock.

DO NOT COME ANY FURTHER THAN THIS IF YOU ARE A MAN OR A CHILD.

Sorry if i spelled something wrong! Now let's get back to the flesh.

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It was a Friday night. No work, patrols, infected around the area, just you and Abby.

You both had just started showering after a busy day of being out with Manny, Nora and Mel. Abby was the first one to get out of the shower with her silky wet hair being untied from a braid as the water drops were going down on the floor. She quickly grabbed a towel to dry herself so she could have her hair done by drying them and tying them in a messy bun just so she could impress YOU.

After 15 minutes you were also done from taking a shower. You slowly grabbed your own towel noticing Abby's wet footprints all the way to your bedroom. You silently giggled not thinking of it too much. You covered yourself with the tower tightly just so it wouldn't slip off, by the time you started walking and made your way to the bedroom you saw Abby laying on the bed listening to a band you both love.

She sees you with your wonderful black hair as the water drips and falls on ur shoulders making her smirk a bit. 'Dry yourself faster I need to show you something baby' she tells you hurriedly all of the sudden. So you clearly listen to her commands and do as she says by putting on a lingerie with some hella short shorts with a crop top that matched your pants.

I did what you told me to d— before you even finish the sentence she grabs you by the waist and throws you on the bed undressing you like a starved woman. You laugh a bit and tell her 'So that's what you were trying to "show me" this whole time huh?" You giggled and she playfully shrugged.

After she was done undressing you she was quick to admire your beauty when you were naked. She got on top of your hot body and whispered seductively in your ear saying 'I want to try another position on you my little whore. Don't try to deny it or else you will see.' You gulped in agony and didn't reply with anything, you just nodded. That's where a devious smile appeared on her face who nobody would've guessed what was on her little dirty mind.

'Good girl, such a little slut for me. Now bend over and show me that ass of yours.' You were responsive and got quickly on your stomach and arched your ass up just for her. The breeze in the air that touched your aching pussy craving her touch to be on your skin, mostly in your soft cunt made you shiver but she was quick to act. She got her clothes off and threw them carelessly on the floor and went over to the drawer to get a big red strap that she had bought without telling you. It caught you off guard and your eyes widened as she put it on and started rubbing it with some hem so it would slide in your unclothed dripping clit easier. She got closer to you rubbing some of the left over hem that she had on her hands in your pussy. You softly and quietly moaned but that 'soft and quiet' moan. Oh man it turned her even more on.

'You ready princess?' She asked you as she patted your ass before giving it a smack that would probably be seen for at least 3 days.

You answered with a 'mhm' which made Abby give you a small spank on the clit. You groaned and she was fast to grab you softly by the hair. 'Use that pretty mouth of yours to communicate with me baby girl.' She replied.

'Y-yes abs' You answered. After that moment she teased the tip of her cock on the opening of your cunt. You moaned and immediately after it she shoved it into your pussy. She had literally taken the words out of your mouth. She was being harsh with it, going in and out progressively faster each time, grabbing you by the tits and playing with them. One hand on your waist and one on both of your boobs squishing them together and playing with your nipples between her finger. You could feel her being so deep inside you, you couldn't even feel your sponge walls.

'A-ah A-bs.. baby d-dont stop..' you couldnt even speak from the enjoyment. Abby replied on purpose saying she didn't hear you but oh yes she indeed did. 'What'd you say m' lady?' She got deeper and pulled away from your boobs and placed her other palm on your ass. Feeling the strap tribbing on her clit. 'Omg A-abs I am about t-to come..' as she finally hit your g-spot.

'Don't worry this isn't the only round we're having sweetheart so you better cum on it on every single one of them.Hold on tight my nasty whore' she said as she slightly giggled while going faster in and out. Your stomach finally started to flip and your pretty hole instantly sucked the pre-cummed strap in. You let out a load moan which made Abby cover your mouth and give you kisses on the side of your sweaty neck to make those moans last longer. She said under her breathe 'Atta girl shshsh. As the night went on..

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Hope you guys liked it. It is my first time writing something like this but I promise I will improve.

#Abbyanderson #abbyxf!reader #Abby #tlou #lesbian #wlw #abbyandersonxreader

[lyekisses]

For the random ask game: 15, 32, 42? :)

TY FOR THE ASK MISS KESHA!!!!

15. An actor everyone loves that you don't like for whatever reason

hmmm okay honestly this one is hard bc genuinely i can't think of anyone that i really dislike that isn't like. mel gibson or of similar ilk. maybe timmy chalamet? who i don't really even dislike i just don't think he's as hot as some of my friends do. and like even then i GET why they find him hot yk. idk im sure i'll think of someone as soon as i post this teehee (if we're talking dudes in bands it's d*llon w*ekes tho)

32. A character you relate to for whatever reason?

.... this one also took me a minute buttt.... kat from euphoria hahahahaha.... our fic writer queen! also may or may not have exhibited questionable behavior online in my late teens but i wasn't smart enough to make bank off of it 😒 (jk to any teens reading this do NOT do anything weird on the net)

42. Something you can do that you think is cool?

idk i don't feel like i have many cool talents or anything. i can play the piano though and actually i'm pretty good at playing songs by ear!!! they might not be perfect but i have impressed quite a few relatives sooooo

[jungledubs-archive]

introduction post ig

hi, we’re the jungle system! you can call us all slime. we collectively go by they/them. body is a minor (older than 15)

for stimboard requests, we don’t have many rules. just tell us the character(s) and the media, and be as specific as you want, though we might not be able to do everything. we can do up to four characters in one board.

we post all mcyt here. hermitcraft, 3rd life, voltz, and slimecicle mainly. we don’t watch dream smp but we’ll do requests for it. we pretty much never talk about discourse so please don’t bring it up.

we genuinely know next to nothing about system discourse (and want it to stay that way), so please don’t bring any of that up either.

we’re always down to chat and our askbox is also always open—we don’t bite!

you can also join our mcyt discord here!

our sideblog for non mcyt stuff (tho mcyt ends up there sometimes anyway) is @jungle-system! follow us. it’s pog. there is still no discourse there and you can get to know us better :P

individual intros under the cut :3

we got:

sy, she/they/gold, host and bird enthusiast

damien/hank, he/him, tired catboy

johan/jesse, he/him, small loud forest dad gremlin

henrik, he/they, mad scientist (affectionate) with cool uncle energy

gendry, he/fae, friend-shaped ghost

jon, he/him, dogboy ghost

lal, she/her, orange knight

mel, it/its, friendly [redacted]

rexx, he/they/gold, also sort of a mad scientist but less subtle about it

gabriel, he/ze, literally just some guy vibing

ty, he/xe, unwilling father to 13 axolotls and tall fishman

ed, they/them, cottagecore baker fellow who likes bees

nigel, he/ve, if you’re reading this hope you’re having a good day <3 (magical cowboy with a cat)

bruce, he/him, fiery knight who will drop lava on your head with no provocation

oscar, ae/aem, local slimy bird boy

mike, he/him, security guard

nathan, he/him, resident art and gamer boy

ted, he/him, oscar’s partner in crime

these are all sort of just self-assigned Vibes, we really don’t mind talking about ourselves if asked so please do :D

[gumnut-logic]

We’ll Be Home For Christmas 5.2 (Bit 2)

From here | Bit 1 | Bit 2

It took me all week to put this little bit together. Work stress messed me around royally. Fortunately I have some time off lined up in a fortnight, so there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

We’re getting there. I have a list of threads I’m tying off as the boys manipulate me along the way. I hope my stressed out writing is up to par with the rest of the fic - that is one downside of pausing mid-fic for any length of time is that the mood shifts and my writing changes. Also, the format of this fic doesn’t really lend itself to the short posts I’ve been doing of late, but it will have to do. I hope you enjoy this little bit anyway.

Thank you to all of you who have answered my little poll on what to write next. This is the result. Those of you who voted for The Hero, I will get there as well. These three fics demand ends even if it has taken me a year (yes, it is reaching that point for The Hero at least). Thank you all for your wonderful support. You guys continue to just be amazing ::hugs you all so much::

This is for @scattergraph​ It was last year’s @tagsecretsanta​ fic and it is still being written, now closer to this year’s Christmas. Apparently, it is We’ll Be Finished For Christmas :D Talk about a fic getting totally out of control. Thank you so much for bearing with me on this tome. I love this fic. It has taught me so much. I just hope I can finish it with due credit to the rest of it.

-o-o-o-

There followed an extensive rundown on a random ball of rock and ice currently traversing their solar system.

It was interesting, Virgil had to admit it, and it was great seeing Alan so enthusiastic about it. Of course, once he started on his heroic tale of his and Scott’s encounter with Halley’s Comet, Virgil found himself tuning out.

He’d heard it a few times already.

At some point he was able to drift away from his babbling brother, step out onto the balcony and grab breakfast off the remains of the buffet that had obviously been left out for him. The last of the morning was as beautiful as the rest of the week had been. He had to admit that they had been very lucky.

A glance down at the caldera as he munched on a pastry, most definitely not cooked by his grandmother, and he spotted A Little Lightning resting quietly at her dock.

He found himself staring at the boat. Her yellow stripe, ever so Gordon, her gleaming hull, their short and shared history…

“She’s a good looking ship.”

Virgil nearly jumped out of his skin for the second time in less than half an hour.

Gordon arched an eyebrow up at him. “You okay, Virg? How are you feeling?”

Exasperated. “I’m fine.” He turned away, his eyes dancing across Mateo and its petrel colony.

A bird squawked loudly as if in recognition.

Gordon snorted. “So I hear.”

Virgil glanced back at his brother. “What?”

All innocence. “What?”

“Gordon...” His tone was all warning.

His brother downed his drink. “So, we going to open that pile of presents or are we keeping them as ornaments?”

Virgil frowned. “Oh.”

“Yes, oh. Johnny had to discover a comet to keep Alan distracted while we were waiting.”

“Sorry.”

Gordon rolled his eyes. “Gees, Virg, it’s not a problem, just c’mon. Join us.” And he was being dragged back into the house where everyone had gathered around the Christmas tree.

For the next hour or so it was simply family, friends, gifts and laughter. Scott in particular, was in a jovial mood, his grin an apparent fixture on his face. Mel was never far from him.

It became very clear that Scott, and possibly Gordon, had been Christmas shopping that morning, probably on the other side of the world, because there were presents under the tree that hadn’t been there the night before. There may have been an abuse of International Rescue technology to obtain it all, but the smiles on their guests’ faces when presented with Christmas gifts may have been worth his brothers’ transgressions.

Almost.

Virgil sat on the lounge, a brother either side of his feet peering up at him as he opened a present wrapped in green tissue paper. The material inside was also green and when he held it up, it unfolded into a t-shirt.

Written across the front were the words ‘I’M FINE’.

Behind the curtain of fabric, a brother snorted.

“Gordon.”

“What?”

Virgil exhaled and dropped his hands into his lap with the shirt. Glaring at his grinning brother, he held Gordon’s gaze for a moment before shuffling out of his seat and standing up.

Both Alan and Gordon scampered away from his feet.

“Virg…” Scott’s tone was worried.

Virgil ignored him and continued to glare at Gordon.

The aquanaut’s expression faltered a little and Virgil mentally tagged himself a point.

He then took the trophy by shucking off his shirt and undershirt in front of all of them.

The breeze was cool through the open doors of the balcony as he awkwardly dragged the new t-shirt over his head, aware of every eye in the room staring at him.

He pulled the green material down over his healing incisions and glared at his brothers, starting with Gordon, who appeared somewhat gobsmacked a moment before once again bursting into a grin, and following around the room to each of his other brothers.

He didn’t fail to notice a strange smile on Kayo’s lips as he did so.

“Now, I hope this means I don’t have to keep repeating myself?”

Silence and lots of staring.

A snort from Gordon. “Sure, Virg. We all think you’re pretty fine.” He followed it with a snicker.

There was an odd sound from Penelope’s direction, but when Virgil darted a look at her, she appeared to be smothering a delicate cough.

Her eyes were sparkling at him though.

Oh, for the love of-

“You’re great, Virgil.” Alan was grinning.

“Like china.” John was not even trying to keep a straight face.

“Whatever you say, Virg.” Scott had his arm around Mel and was grinning like a loon.

Somehow the points were being racked up by his brothers now.

His glare turned flat and he lowered himself awkwardly back onto the lounge. He didn’t miss Gordon’s attempt to reach out and help him.

Another glare and Virgil grunted, crossing his arms across his chest in an almost pout. “You’re lucky I love you guys.”

There was an outburst of more laughter. Virgil tried to hold his disgruntled expression, but a kiss by Grandma on the cheek broke his determination.

“You’re a shit, Gordon.”

“And you love me.” Still grinning.

Virgil couldn’t help himself. He grabbed the Fish by the scruff of his neck and wrangled him into a half hugging noogie, messing his hair up royally. Virgil had to admit that Gordon was likely playing along because his big brother certainly wasn’t up to wrestling with him, and as Penelope burst into laughter, Virgil found himself getting soppy.

The noogie turned into a full-on bear hug.

Chlorine scented hair caught in his nostrils.

“Virg?”

“Huh?”

A wheeze. “Need to breathe.”

“All your fault.” He let his brother go.

Gordon sat up on the lounge, straightening his shirt and running his hands through his hair. A glance of fond exasperation and he turned away. “Okay, Allie, time to see that painting.”

“So, it is a painting?” Alan shot off the floor and dashed over to the tree where the huge present was leaning against the wall.

There followed many exclamations at Virgil’s skill in painting Thunderbird Three in flight. Hell, even John put in a request for one of Five, so maybe he managed the stars part of the project accurately enough.

He must remember to ask Alan to grab some shots of John’s ‘bird next time he was up there. Or maybe he would hitch a ride and go up himself.

That thought led to visualising possible compositions, moving Five around in his head, whether he should include Earth in the background, which bit of Earth – Tracy Island, of course – which constellations, what time of year, whether he could lean on artistic license or whether inaccuracies would bug his brother silly. Most likely the latter, so there would be some research involved. Perhaps Alan could help him with that. Actually, that wouldn’t be a bad idea. A good excuse to spend some time with his little brother.

He eyed Alan and the young astronaut turned a questioning look in his direction. Virgil just smiled a little at him.

Alan’s face burst into a grin and Virgil found himself subject to another brotherly hug. “Thank you, Virgil.”

He returned the hug with gusto. “Anytime, Allie.”

Apparently, today was the day for being soppy because he clutched his brother tighter.

Anytime.

-o-o-o-

TBC

[hebescus]

mello!! for the character thingy

send me a character

Oh hi!! Ty for asking <3

My otp for them

mellodramattic! we need a good friends to lovers between all the chaotic shits in death note. i mean, not that they're not chaotic but comfort trope amirite? i love them.

My brotp for them

Beyond! It's really funny how in LABB he's all like "kira is so bad i want to spit on his face...beyond birthday is really cool and sexy tho-". I wonder how well they actually know each other, or are they even at all. Beside L, Mello kinda looks up to him too which is....bad influence honestly LMAO they said fire is always the option.

Any other ships

Near/mello/mat or nearlymellodramattic. Bcs mello has two hands. But also meronia. Basically anything around these people LMAO.

Their best friend

Matt, ofc duh. He approached matt when they were a kid and soon they're best friends. They even switch their roomates nights after nights to a point where roger put them in the same room. You see matt, there's mello. They did a lot of stupid shenanigans together and got in trouble too many times. When mello left, the only one who have his contact is matt

My favorite nickname for them

Mell or Mels!!! Shout out to the mellodramattic fic writers writing matt calling mello variations of these. It's a really fun, yet simple nickname.

My favorite AU of them

AU where he fucking survive 😃

(him + college au is fun too ngl)

My favorite outfit they wear

Whatever going on in here, it's cool. Most of his jackets are tacky imo and this one, this one is really good.

Defining color

Either yellow or dark orange. Really no in between. It just fits him. Maybe it's the fire and his hair.

Would I date them

No, he's my beloved problematic dead gay son :D

First impression

Dude, that outfit is horrendeous. (sorry you guys but the vest is not it) And where's your eyes seriously.

Current impression

Go off king!!! He's literally so cool, and everytime i think about him i think about how the hell he went from a runaway orphan to a mafia leader who use corpse as footrest before he even turn 20. the fuck happened???

send me more pls pls i love doing this <3

[p1nkwitch]

If I may one last director's cut: And the Nightmare Collapses? 👁️

Ask as many as you want i dont mind.

Oh my monster au, what to say? I had this in the backburner for a few months now. Originally i was going to make a series of one shots from different characters perspectives.

So first it was going to be Jon waking up from the coma and realizing that everyone were monsters but him sort of like a walking dead scenario. I had the clear picture of him seeing Georgie in her hald deaf state being like, what the fuck happened???

Now the entire idea came to mind with how pissed off i was at everyone in season four acting like Jon was the worst for no discernable reason. Like, Melanie, Basira and Georgie, all treated him in different levels rather cruely. Georgie wasnt so mean, but she was playing blind eye to the whole thing being fucked.

So Jon is the only one who remains human because he tries so hard to keep his humanity despite everything. While everyone else becomes more monstruos, Basira and Melanie in particularly were much more affected, i had a clear vision of a slaughter Mel. But had to keep it brief since Georgie wouldnt want to dwell on her becoming a monster, since now she had no way to deny it. Daisy gets a pass because while on the coffin she regains her humanity by her regret of what she became, its why her changes are minimal in the text.

The other one shots were supposed to be from Elias and Peter perspective with the last being them reuniting.

Now my original idea had no reasoning as to why they were monsters all out sudden. Its not until i realized the potential of the entities just dropping in a world similar enough where they already existed and they end up overcharging, while still carrying the vestigies of the apocalipse that i went like-

Hoy fuck.

Ultimately i am happy with the one shot the way it came out, with Elias being able to see, he was capable of tying up those little threads i wanted to make and make the reference to having an anchor. Anchors tie you to humanity, people are fundamentaly capable of good if they wish too, kindness even in the face of despair, destroys the horrors of the world.

The world wont fix itself, but you adapt and grown and try to make it better.

Now as for the story itself? I just wanted to go buck wild with the scenery of reality fracturing itself and Elias just losing it while perceiving the horrors and understanding far more than possible.

I like eldritch horror i just dont use it enough, or horror shorts in general, maybe i should put up the small ones i made in tumblr they are like a paragraph long each.

For realsies, I really like the idea of monster Elias for several reasons and i wanted to go with it. I have another different take on this verse of how things pan out too, but i will see eventually if i want to write it. There is... also the horny aspec of Peter being, as the fic implies, a monster fucker, not really he just loves Elias whatever shape he comes even if its some weird owl spider thing. If i ever feel brave enough to go thought it in an extra will shall see.

Anyways Jonah goes through life replacing people while manipulating them and toying with their sanity like he did to the ogElias in his interview. Despite being beholding, as per the soup theory, at this point he also represents the stranger, web and spiral fairly well. I have a soft soft for him losing the ability to recognize himself after a while. Because as i pointed out? He kept sort of a more or less stable life, sure, but it must be jarring having to go from one face to another, to have to pretend to be someone else, at least enough that its not glaringly obvious that something is wrong.

So he loses it. The fears overcharge and it all stacks up on him, causing his transformation to be so strong, it ends up consuming him. Not only that but he is vain too, so to be changed into something so horryifing it breaks something else in him, it gives him the idea that no one could want him now, he cant make people do as he says like this, he doesnt know himself and now no one would want to know him anyways. The more he changes the more he loses his sense of self, its not only him, he was so many people it feels weird to be just him, it doesnt fit anymore, so through the story he starts to use they until its what he mainly uses at the end, because he grows and its happy with it by the very end.

His body changes when he doubts himself, the more time it passes the more he forgets. Now the main reason he didnt become a puddle of ink and die, was because as i mentioned he thought about being alone, and it made him think of Peter, that was his last connection, the last thread to a humanity he wasnt sure he still had. When he thinks that he loves him, even if a little, its enough to let him move.

That small lifeline is what actually saved him and what kept him more or less stable for longer that he would have otherwise. Same goes to Peter whos last action before becoming one with his siblings was pick up the phone, the same though went through him, its why even if he was already at the brink of being melded he kept himself alive for longer.

Then there was the idea of copies.

Because, eyes? just the eyes?? I know it works with supernatural energy but, the doubt, the idea or posibility that Jonah Magnus actually died the moment he transplanted his eyes the first time and that Beholding merely put the copied memories of Jonah that it reatained into the new body was such a good concept, i have a special love for it, to not be sure if you are you, but ultimately chosing to live your life despite knowing that you may not be the real one.

I like to point out at the end that he does, that he is the original and that he is not a copy but... its not really proof, Jonah wants to believe it is. Wether is true or not? Thats up to anyone.

Also his monster concept, i toyed with a few options, and ended up adding it somewhat in the final product, originally he was going to be sort of an owl monster sort of mixed with a cat, no not for the joke, i saw really nice fanart of owlcats and i was in love. But as it is i went with something similar to his body in the afterlife beach party.

Instead of tar it was the ink of the letters he wrote, the static remains because he doesnt know his face anymore and he wont again. The fur... i just wanted something nice for later when Peter made his appearence, less sticky more fluffy. 8 arms like a spider, more eyes because of beholding- you get it.

Speaking of Peter!!

Here is the deal, i know or at least believe that the curruption? Is the oposite of the lonely and viceversa. Wanting to be alone vs being consumed by what you love? Perfect.

So the Lukases become amalgamations of fog trapped in a hive mind that they cant escape from. Forced to be together and then to be alone once someone manages to impose themselves like Nathaniel did. Peter could have theorically left his siblings become him, after Elias saw them, but in this, the closenes they shared was enought that he could not do it. <3<3

I wanted to play with the fact that being stuck with so many people, mainly his sisters while slowly melding into one, made him switch from pronouns feeling comfortable in all of them. Lydia, Judith and Clara were all nice and accidentaly he wanted to feel that nice, so he switches more often to her. It too, because at one point he was litreally nothing since the rest were rather happy being one.

Reality check comes and they all realize that, oh shit we fucked him up. Hence the road trip, unfortunately the melding was inevitable, either they became one or someone took charge. Still it gives them time to bond too, which adds to the decision to let them stay with him despite everything. Peter plays into a similar idea, but from a different perspective, you lose yoursef but become a different person. Luka is all of them being at peace with being one, being happy and wanting the same thing, but still mantaining some way to be apart. If i was being sappy i would liken it to a fusion in Steven Universe.

It wasnt as such at first, but later once Peter is the main body they can do it with less fear of dissapearing. It is also true that his feelings bleed out onto them and likewise to him. Its hard being a single being while simultaniously be 5 people in one.

They do love Elias, except for Clara who is mostly just enjoying the company while judging everyones tastes. It is also true that if this hadnt happened they would never have tried it. But life works oddly. Plus they are happy.

The world cant be fixed, but life sort of goes on and people adjust as they can.

Final note? I really, reeeeally wanted to have JME corpses just drop and have everyone freak out. There was a brief idea of having them alive and react to what they did to the world, but i did not want to deal with that many explanations. So yeah, they are dead.

AGAIN SORRY FOR GOING OFF!!! I NEED TO BE STOPPED.

D:

If you want to ask something in particular go ahead i have the ideas still fresh for this one in my head.

[catradoraa]

ever wanted to try jcink rping? wanting a new place to write? then i ask that you please check out my ad below ty the site is set in a world with abilities. political dystopia, london, uk. powers are classed by rarity, the most rare having a higher class than the more common powers. they are the elite, the rich, the powerful. the lower classes are thought of as violent and dangerous, with little say in how the country is run and their own rights. as tensions rise, it's tipping over to a boiling point. some have risen up against the elite with a terrorist group, while others try to protest peacefully for equality. peace is not coming soon.

i'm requesting a thomas doherty (caspar) for my lily collins (robyn malone). they've been dating for a few months now, since august, and while things have been slow, robyn finally feels comfortable with someone. it's the first time in a long time. he definitely feels like someone special, what she doesn't know is he's been dating someone else for much longer, and soon enough it will come out into the open.

now before you judge him too harshly, yes he's a scumbag, but he's also just a very passionate lover. he doesn't know how to let go. he doesn't want to hurt those he's close to. he knows it isn't right, and he knows he should do something, but he's also an idiot. caspar can definitely be described as a cheeky character, in your face and doesn't know when to shut up. outgoing. class d (the lowest class), with a violent power (please check the abilities list before deciding on something). has at least one older brother. preferably scottish. he's also apart of the terrorist group, however he might not be completely devoted to them. he is just passionate about his freedom and doesn't know what else to do.

lastly, i'm being a bit picky with this character. i have a timeline of old threads i'd like to keep as canon as possible, as well as development tags and a playlist and what not. i'm happy to chat with anyone interested, but i want you to be active and just as excited to share dev and ideas. this is also a plot that includes triggers (mostly mentions) so if you're not into that sort of stuff, i suggest this isn't the ad for you. i can guarantee that taking this character will give you plenty of plots with other members on the board, as well as intricate characters on the site.

please add me on discord mel#3066 to contact me about this ad, it is the only place i will check.

[nevaeh-naeva]

Tagged by @cpt-trips  I got a day off and was finding something to concentrate on so TY for the tag!

Nicknames: Everyone call me Nei or Neva or Nev 

Gender/pronouns: F, she/her. 

Star sign: SCORPIO

Height: 5’5″

Time: you meant the time i was born, it was around 2pm but don’t remember the exact time

Birthday: 24 OCT [can we not talk about my age here? I’m in late 20′s]

Favorite bands: ADTR/MCR/BMTH/TSSF/LA dispute/Chiodos/THE Used/Brand new/Sum 41/Neck deep/PTV/ISSUES/SWS. Now guess my age I was a teenager while Emo’s a thing. 

Favorite solo artist: Halsey, Blackbear, JB (don’t judge me he’s a good singer), Lana and actually I like Mel too(Idk about the drama but I like her music)

Song stuck in your head: Neck Deep - In bloom

Last movie you watched?: Star Wars

Favourite movie genres: I don’t watch movie but if I have to choose I’d choose Sci-fi/Crime investigation/Serial Killer/Paranormal stuff. [I watch crime series a lot I wanted to be a forensic scientist when I was young and I’m interested in killers’ mind so yea]

Why did you create your blog?: I wanted to try to talk with other people, concentrate on something I like. I just want a place where I can be myself and I want this blog to be lively. 

What do you post?: Most are my art, vent texts and music, reblog other’s art, anime, otome and funny stuff. Art is life man I can’t live without it. 

Last thing you googled?: How to stay calm and stop walking around the room

Other blogs: You mean mine? HERE [where i usually reblog stuff I feel relatable but it could trigger some people and this one HERE is horror/witchy, occult stuff

AO3: Nope.

Hobbies: Drawing, Plants, Witchcraft, Pagan, Languages, Manga, Gaming

Do you get asks?: I usually don’t get many but I’m up for any asks/insults or a rant or random stuff you know. Even though I have mental illnesses but I usually wanna help other people and I don’t really care what people think about me much. 

How did you get the idea for your URL?: I was gonna use nevaeh but it’s taken. My name is Neva and I just put EH because it could read as ‘Heaven’ if you reverse it. Naeva is just another way to spell my name lol LAME

I follow: 319 <- [Cpt-trips] Woah! I followed 318. Gonna follow more tho if I find some blogs I’m interested in, my dash is dead af.</p>

Followers: 279 (I don’t even know why you guys still following me lol)

Average hours of sleep:3-5

Lucky number: none

Instruments: A guitar -> I learned classical guitar when I was young so I can play some easy classical music and my dad plays a guitar, was a guitarist and he taught me. I had relationships with guitarists so I can play some drop D/C/B songs

What are you wearing?: sleepwear, it’s a day off i usually wear this when i’m at home it’s comfortable

Dream job: I wanted to be a concept artist for an RPG games but I have no skill in that lol [I work as a motion graphic designer and it’s pretty fun. I love working so I can be busy all the time]

Dream trip: I’ve been to EU/US/JP but also wanna go to those places again. I like nature trip tho not city I don’t do shopping.

Favorite food: Noodles, Pasta, Ramen, SPICY dishes,Enchiladas [I’m fat and I dc], 

Favourite condiment: Ofc it’s Thai condiments which usually contain chilli powders and spicy/salty stuff. Even tho I’m mixed blood but I was born and raise in Bangkok so I fucking love spicy foods.

Significant other?: I’ve been in many of abusive relationships, you name it. I’ve been through both physically/mentally abusive so I’m not sure if I could love someone rn and it’s the reason I hear voices/developed some fetish/kink. But the past is the past tho I accepted it so I’m ok now. And because of my mental illnesses I’ve been in for as long as I remember, so every relationship I have is always complicated, and yes my current relationship’s also really complicated. My most important persons are my parents, my sis and my cat. Now you understand why I'm so into 2d boys right? Because they can't hurt me

Last book I read: Does Manga counts?

Favourite Authors: I don’t really have a fav. But I like crime/investigation novel.

Top 3 fictional universes: Tyria [GW2] 

Tagging: Anyone who wants to do this and I just gonna tag ppl who tagged me before which are @littleladysuzanne @missconnita @infernal-iris @mtkthedreamer @0takudl

[minhyukt]

hi mel i really love your gifs and how it's colored and sharpened i can't make mine as crisp and it's kinda annoying how low quality it comes out :(( would you mind doing a tutorial :( if you're not busy ofc! ty; ♥

aaaaaaaaaa;; im not the best person to ask? i personally think my gifs r shit but lik if u like them..udfhgg god,., if i have time i gues? there’s plenty of tutorials out there tho icnbbfg..im nothing im a coconut…but!! i suggest just using good sharpenign actions? and coloring psds!! i made mine nd it’s somethign im kinda stupidly protective abt D: but there r blogs out there wit good ones like this one nd here !! also take note of gif dimensions !! nd just..don’t over sharpen or color? ;; 

[fedonciadale]

From the supposed 3 heads of dragon-Tyrion,Daenerys, and Jon-we see the former 2 take a darker turn in Feast/Dance. Dany also embraces her dragon (plants no trees)side. Tyrion was on something of a self destructive arc. We see him manipulating Aegon in Winds too. Do you think Jon will return as Darker!Jon. I think the Undercover/Political Jon has a lot of merit. Do you see Jon taking morally questionable decisions in the books too? How do envisage it tying to the Undercover/Political theory

I think that Jon’s resurrection will be a unique blend of the magic of Rh’llor and the magic of the Old Gods. Beric and Catelyn were resurrected by Rh’llor alone and the shell of their personality is left with the purpose they felt while dying. Beric is after justice for the smallfolk, Catelyn is after vengeance. But with Jon it will be different. I think his soul was saved when he warged into Ghost, and that will probably mean that more of his personality is saved, while he might become more wolfish.

Now, for one you could argue that Jon already is more greyish in ADWD. He is a pretty good politician, tbh. Look at his inner monologues when he speaks with Queen Selyse, look at his banter with Stannis, that still serves the purpose to make Stannis do what Jon think is best. He weighs Gilly’s heartache against the life of Mance’s baby and takes a calculated risk, that Gilly will still nurse the babe that is not her own and that Mel will not burn Gilly’s babe. He robbs the Freefolk of their century-old treasures in order to pay for the food they all need via the Iron Bank. Rememeber that the Banker Tycho is quite impressed with Jon’s negotiation skills as is Tormund.

This is already quite greyish and we only forgive Jon for it, because he does it for a good purpose: The survival of the North and the survival of all. But he hurts people, he hurts people he likes! All in the guise of the Lord Commander, not Jon Snow, but still…. He has become pretty tough.

When you take into account that Jon died when his purpose was to save fArya and Winterfell, you can imagine that resurrectedJon will be even more focussed on saving the North, Winterfell and his family than before. Add that he actually might have left some of his very smart persona, I wouldn’t want to cross him…

I can imagine him doing ‘math’ in his walk against the WW. Say something, send 50 men there (who will die), but use 500 others to win a major victory. I could see that coming.

But GRRM might be sneaky about ‘political Jon’. If Jon is indeed D’s betrayal for love, we might only see him through the eyes of others until GRRM pulls the rug and we get the betrayal.

How this ties in with Dragonriding, i’m not sure. Do you need to be a grey/dark person to ride a dragon? I don’t think so - and that might be D’s  mistake. King Jaeherys and Good Queen Alysanne rode dragons, and they were exceptionally good. It is my headcanon, that Jon might steal a dragon, or Bran might. I’m not sure, if the ‘dragon has three heads’ is a true prophecy or if it is just misleading.

This is all very intersting and I’m looking forward to learn more about Jon after resurrection. Thanks for the ask, nonny!

[comfy-whumpee]

Thank you @oops-all-whumping​ for tagging me! I’ve gone back a little, this post got long and also technically Mel tagged me and everyone else :D I’m not gonna tag anyone more because this is a lot of personal stuff, but feel free to hop on folks!

Real name: Morgan. I mean, legal name = deadname so my real name is Morgan.

Zodiac: LIbra

Favourite musicians: Tunng, Lamb, Radiohead, Massive Attack...Laura Marling, PJ Harvey...Caravan Palace...genre is for nerds.

Favourite sports team: the only sports I enjoy watching are gymnastics and figure skating. So, Karen Chen, who is literally a bird.

Other blogs: A variety of dead aesthetic blogs - remember when those were a thing? e.g. @feysthetic​ and @safesthetic​.

Do I get asks? Occasionally. Like, a dozen a month or thereabouts, but a majority of them are compliment memes from @straight-to-the-pain​ who is SUPER NICE btw

How many blogs do I follow? A mere 36. This is because I get easily overwhelmed by updates and I try to keep my dash 100% whump prompts and works. I have a lot of blogs that I check regularly instead of following.

What am I wearing? My dressing gown and fluffy pyjamas. I’m not getting dressed till its time for work.

Dream vacation: I flip between forest mood and beach mood. Right now it’s beach mood. Let me go to a huge empty stony beach with endless rocks to climb.

Dream car: self-driving :’)

Favourite food: Fried tofu. Yes I gave this to Ty.

Favourite drink: Hot chocolate

Languages: English and a 6-year-old’s German

Celebrity crush: I’m not great at these but aesthetically? Ezra Miller.

Random fact: I’ve had the same pair of glasses for ten years.

Okay so I was tagged by @cryptid-crackpot but the post was getting long so I’m putting this here

Thank you for tagging me!!!

Real name: [REDACTED] Allen

Zodiac sign: Aquarius

Favorite musicians: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ALWAYS AND FOREVER but also Alestorm, Gloryhammer, Sabaton, Steam Powered Giraffe, The Cog is Dead honestly just SO MANY

Favorite sports teams: I don’t know a damn thing about sportball but my dad has me programmed to say Dallas Cowboys

Other blogs: @ghostgrinder is my side blog for memes and other interests (very active), and @ghostgrindart is my art blog! (Not very active)

Do I get asks: yes! More than I’m used to! I!! Really need to reply to those I’m so sorry everyone I swear I’ll stop reblogging those OC ask games (I say, y’know, like a liar)

How many blogs do I follow: 45

What am I wearing: black tank top, black and red flannel, ouija board pj shorts (my name is ebony dark’ness demtia raven way-)

Dream vacation: Japan! Not just because I’m a weeb I used to live there and honestly just loved it

Dream car: one that drives? Four wheels and a prndl? I don’t know a damn thing about cars

Favorite food: popcorn!! And my moms cooking

Drink of choice: sweet tea

Languages: English, I took two years of German and forgot All Of It

Celebrity crush: based entirely on looks and the two episodes of the Witcher I’ve watched, Henry Cavill. I’m usually more of a 2D crush kinda guy but Henry Cavill is somethin else

Random fact: I think I’ve used this for one of these before but oh well, I have a ridiculous D&D dice collection. It’s only 13 sets, 91 dice, but it’s ridiculous because I have yet to actually play D&D (lowkey wanna show y’all my dice collection)

Tagging: @ihaventwritteninsolong @what-a-whumpy-world @inky-whump @pepperonyscience @galaxywhump @faewhump @thewhumperinwhite @iaminamoodymoodtoday

[whitepinkdandelions]

Writing Round up 2016

So!  I’ve been meaning to do this just to keep track of how much writing I did and to keep up with my goal to you know, actually start using my tumblr more so here it goes :

Since I have two ao3 accounts, I’ll add them up , 1st one is non smut account, 2nd is all smut works.

Total Word Count Published: 175,604 + 46,852 = 222, 456 Kudos: 4,699 + 4,317 = 9,016 (holy, ty all) comments: 722 + 217 = 939 Bookmarks: 1,779 + 1,304 = 3,083 Subscriptions: 2,494 + 656 = 3,150 Hits: 91,816 + 88,584 = 180,400

Also, I like these stats because at least it means my smutty works aren’t like THAT MUCH MORE POPULAR (jk, i wrote 50k words and almost beat my stats for 175k words BUT WELL WHATEVER GUYS I ENJOY WRITING SMUT AND IDC)  (i’m lying, i care, im just going to write smut from now on) Favorite Fic of 2016: Well, obviously, my harry/horcruxes gangbang.  Just kidding, Chelle made me put that.  BUT, I do obviously love this fic, because it was kind of a culmination of me joining the gc?  Like, I’ve been meaning to jump on this for AGES because uh, how hot would it be to have a tomarry gangbang, but like when I first joined the gc, I asked them for help on it, and Mel gave me this awesome prompt and helped me flesh it out, and then I finished it for her birthday so...yeah, obviously a favorite of mine :)

But of course my absolute favorite is still Your Name on My Heart, because it’s what got me into the tomarry fandom from the beginning?  I know I haven’t been able to work on it in a while, but this piece kinda consumed me for a while where I was thinking up of scenes while doing everyday things.  It’s so difficult because I’m like 130k words in and I’m like worried about all the eventual plot holes, but i’m definitely going to try and finish it in 2017.

The Best Thing about 2016: Hauntingly being finished and the group chat - and the newest member joining my harem of beautiful beautiful people that are leashed ;D

Goals: Use tumblr more, finish YNoMH, write everyone in the GC fics for their birthday, and branch out into more fandoms than just Tomarry (jk, I only write smut for other fandoms TOMARRY IS THE ONLY SERIOUS ONE FOR ME - but I want to write shklance (ot3 ugh I’VE BEEN WANTING FOR SO LONG), Yuri on Ice, stuckony (tho I already have one), and mccree with the shimada brothers)

And that’s it!  Thanks fandom for reading my works and leaving kudos and comments that just make the rest of the day after I read them and it’s thanks to the wonderful feedback I get that I’m able to get off my ass and write more :)  

[meltiverse]

(Mature)06 to 08 Kinks/fetishes headcanons

Note: I got an ask for my Fire Emblem F/Os’ kinks/fetishes and accidentally erased the ask, so this is your answer, dear Anon.

Warning: Obviously, mentions of a few different kinks/fetishes, but nothing too explicit.

06-A

With Gangrel, the question is more “What kinks doesn’t he have?” because this guy is up for trying pretty much anything. But if he had to chose only one, it would either be; Period sex, which, thankfully for him, Mel would happily oblige as her sex drive skyrocket during hers, or semi-public sex, as he love the idea of getting caught even though it never happened, much to his dismay.

06-B

Gregor isn’t particularly kinky, though he is more that happy to oblige any kinks Mel might want to try. He does like to ensure that Mel is thoroughly satisfied. Also, he has no shame and might let escape details from his intimate life when talking with other people.

06-C

Kellam is overall pretty vanilla… But he does enjoy just watching Mel pleasure herself while he pleasures himself… And he loves to cum as deep as possible inside Mel.

06-D

Walhart is another who is pretty vanilla overall, though he really enjoys the size difference between him and Mel. He also loves to praise Mel, pretty much worshipping her.

06-E

Brady is pretty much submissive, preferring to let Mel take control and do what she wants with him. Beside that, he prefers just sweet, soft lovemaking.

07-A

Gunter is a soft Dom, preferring to take control in the bedroom, but using that control to pleasure Mel as much as he can. He also like tying up Mel. Finally, he also like when Mel kiss his scars.

07-B

Izana have a pretty huge praise kink, both giving and receiving. Also, he loves getting frisky in the bath house. And some hair-pulling (receiving) but not too hard. And he would be interested in getting pegged.

07-C

Fuga is very much into something akin to tantric sex, long foreplay, massages, mutual masturbation, slow and sensual sex, with an almost meditative mindset.

07-D

Yukimura love to draw Mel when she’s naked, or even when she’s pleasuring herself. Also, he did invent some machines to spice things up…

07-E

Benny is very, very vanilla. He doesn’t really have any kinks. The only peculiar thing is that he insists on positions where Mel is on top, but it’s more out of fear of hurting her than because of a kink.

07-F

Arthur actually have a bit of a thing for overstimulation, both giving and receiving it. And while he probably would never admit it, he wouldn’t be against having a threesome with Mel and Niles…

08-A

Hubert like a mix of edging/orgasm denial and overstimulating, with some begging thrown in too; he would tease Mel, bringing her close to orgasm and then stop, repeating until she’s begging for release and then making her climax multiple times. He also like temperature play, both giving and receiving. Similar to that, he just thoroughly enjoys how warm and soft Mel is compared to him. And he likes to leave hickeys on Mel’s skin.

08-B

Hanneman honestly prefer the foreplay to the actual sex. He just loves to explore Mel’s body, mentally taking note of what get the cutest sounds out of her.

08-C

Jeritza loves to spar as foreplay, enjoying the feeling of Mel struggling while she’s pinned under him, but he also loves a good reversal of situation, with Mel pinning him, a hand around his throat… Also, he honestly does not care if he’s seen or heard, if he wants Mel, he’ll just ask if he can take her then and there.

08-D

Dedue put Mel’s pleasure above his, and honestly do not care if he gets to climax or not. But… he does love to see Mel riding his thigh. And once Mel convince him that it’s ok and that he won’t hurt her if he penetrates her, he starts to love the feeling of just being inside her and coming deep inside her. And while he’ll never admit it, the thought of Mel getting pregnant from him makes him feel all warm and fuzzy.

08-E

Raphael is just as insatiable with Mel than he is with food. He loves giving oral and is quite fond of receiving it too. He loves to show off his strength and consider positions where he’s the one to support Mel’s weight to be a great way to train. And of course, he loves when Mel praise his strength and muscles.

[fyrapartnersearch]

jcink rp partner wanted

name: mel age: 21 timezone: gmt quick about: looking for someone to join a jcink group rp as a love interest for my character.

ever wanted to try jcink rping? wanting a new place to write? then i ask that you please check out my ad below ty

the site is set in a world with abilities. political dystopia, london, uk. powers are classed by rarity, the most rare having a higher class than the more common powers. they are the elite, the rich, the powerful. the lower classes are thought of as violent and dangerous, with little say in how the country is run and their own rights. as tensions rise, it’s tipping over to a boiling point. some have risen up against the elite with a terrorist group, while others try to protest peacefully for equality. peace is not coming soon.

i’m requesting a thomas doherty (caspar) for my lily collins (robyn malone). they’ve been dating for a few months now, since august, and while things have been slow, robyn finally feels comfortable with someone. it’s the first time in a long time. he definitely feels like someone special, what she doesn’t know is he’s been dating someone else for much longer, and soon enough it will come out into the open.

now before you judge him too harshly, yes he’s a scumbag, but he’s also just a very passionate lover. he doesn’t know how to let go. he doesn’t want to hurt those he’s close to. he knows it isn’t right, and he knows he should do something, but he’s also an idiot. caspar can definitely be described as a cheeky character, in your face and doesn’t know when to shut up. outgoing. class d (the lowest class), with a violent power (please check the abilities list before deciding on something). has at least one older brother. preferably scottish. he’s also apart of the terrorist group, however he might not be completely devoted to them. he is just passionate about his freedom and doesn’t know what else to do.

lastly, i’m being a bit picky with this character. i have a timeline of old threads i’d like to keep as canon as possible, as well as development tags and a playlist and what not. i’m happy to chat with anyone interested, but i want you to be active and just as excited to share dev and ideas. this is also a plot that includes triggers(mostly mentions) so if you’re not into that sort of stuff, i suggest this isn’t the ad for you. however, i do not write smut, so if thats what you’re looking for then this isn’t the ad for you either! i can guarantee that taking this character will give you plenty of plots with other members on the board, as well as intricate characters on the site.

please contact me on discord if interest mel#3066