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[eustasskiddsprosthetic]

Hi, I'm sorry. I overshared again.

My ship list is whack but what if Sabo and Marco? Listen, for context, I'm working on a Marcoace thing but that's another story. What if Sabo and Marco sugar daddy AU but Sabo's the sugar daddy!

I really should make it clear what my ships are, huh.

Their first meeting happens when Law introduces Marco to Sabo, the new hotshot surgeon who specialises in making prosthetics.

There's no way this branch other than HQ can afford Sabo, Marco thinks. Sabo knows this, and so he has this sickly sweet smile when he calls Marco baby and gives him his business card. Law sighs like it's nothing. He smiles pleasantly and hopes they can get along.

Apparently, Sabo is Law's replacement as Law moves back to Flevance to do a post-graduate thing. Fun...

Sabo smiles brightly when they meet again in the hallway on a Monday morning. Sabo proudly announces that he had already signed his contract. Marco says a mild congratulations, unnerved.

Sabo then kisses him square on the mouth. Marco laughed when he pulled away. Young squirt's got some fire in his belly, a smart mouth and psychopathic eyes. Marco knew he'd adore this one. It's only a matter of time, really.

They worked together well for the most part. Sabo covers Marco's clinics and follows up with Marco's surgeries. They don't really talk much but the few conversations they shared were polite and agreeable.

Law said Sabo's a friendly and down-to-earth person so that checks out, but Marco had this weird feeling like he's waiting for something. Some opportunity to strike...

A year later, they go on a business trip to a gorgeous place. They stay at a hotel owned by a very sophisticated, mild-mannered man named Iceburg who serves them personally. While Marco's having pleasant small talk with him, Sabo just keeps... staring like what's... with that?

Few nights later, Marco decides to go the bar and get a few drinks. Why not? He's in a beautiful country and half-way to ninety. He had always wanted to try champagne and finally had the time to do it.

The champagne was delightful and foamy up top. Pleasant. Refreshing. Slightly chilled—not bad, what's not to like?

As Marco's quietly enjoying his drink by his end of the bar, he heard some noise. Fascinating. He swivelled his chair by ten degrees and saw him.

A handsome young man with blonde hair tied up in a neat pony tail with a small, misshapen braid. He looked like a fairy from those children's books. He wore a navy blue shirt that flattered a slim, fit figure, a thick belt around his waist and plain black slacks that showed off long, toned legs. His scarred left eye winked at Marco.

Marco smiled. He liked what he saw. And then there's himself in a white shirt and a chubby belly. It's fine, but like-

"I finally have your attention. Lucky me."

Woah, wait. You look awfully familiar.

"What are you drinking?" He said. Marco frowned. Was this really Sabo? Marco only recognised him by his scrubs, surgical mask and spectacles. "This isn't that nice. There's a nicer bottle I recommend."

"You look like you'll have expensive taste," Marco said.

"I don't deny that," Sabo said. He called the bar tender and ordered another round for them both. Sabo tended to his hair while they waited. The drinks came and he continued speaking in that cool tone of his, "Actually, that's related to what I wanted to talk to you about."

"Cheers, doctor."

"Oh!" Sabo apologised for getting ahead of himself. "Cheers!"

They clinked glasses.

Marco drank a bit more and praised the clear, smooth flavour. Sabo looked at him with uncanny seriousness.

That's when he straight up said it, "Marco, are you interested in a sugar Daddy?"

"I'd rather not be one," Marco answered.

"No, would you like one?" Sabo clarified.

Marco thought they're both drunk but no Marco felt sober.

"What's the catch?" Marco said. He realised Sabo's keeping a respectable distance between them. "Do we have to have sex?"

"Not really, if you don't want to."

"Then what do you get from this?" Marco took another sip.

Sabo looked thoughtful. He smiled pleasantly, widely but not wide enough to be sincere. "I get the joy of showing a country bumpkin the finer things in life. I like to splurge on nice things, so why not share it with someone who likes it too."

Marco figured, "Why not?"

And splurge he did! The next morning, Marco woke up to a light knock on the door. Marco let them in.

First order of business, breakfast. Sabo ordered Marco a breakfast of freshly-baked breads of various types, jam and butter, paired with a basket with fruits covered in a thin film of sugar syrup. Marco liked simple foods done well. How did Sabo know? Was he that obvious?

And then there's a box of luxurious chocolates. Most were also simple, milk chocolate with a molten inside, but then there's other 'exotic flavours' like durian, sea salt and pineapple. Marco liked pineapple. It's a bit tangy and refreshing.

After that, according to the server, Sabo insisted they go on a little ride on a gondola boat in the mall nearby.

There, Sabo was ten minutes early, waiting by the entrance. Marco recalled liking Sabo for always being punctual to surgeries. It amused him to think that this casual date was just as important as that.

"Good morning!" Sabo waved him over. "Let's go, shall we?"

Sabo got on the gondola first and extended his hand to help Marco in. Sabo looked nice in a white dress shirt and grey slacks. He wore a studded watch and got his nails done. He had piercings and combed his hair neatly. Marco grew sheepish at his relatively casual outfit.

"I don't mind," Sabo said. "If it's a problem, we can go shopping."

Marco smiled. Asking him out on a second date so quickly, huh?

"That's nice. I need to buy a new suit."

"I'll buy it for you. Have you forgotten?"

Marco laughed. He really did for a moment. Sabo forgave him. The boat ride was smooth and gentle and the highlight of it was this gorgeous indoor waterfall. The roof was made of glass, so we could see the water swirl around up there. The sun made the water shine.

"It's beautiful," Marco chuckled.

He could feel the mist from the waterfall on his hand. The boat rocked a bit by accident. Marco laughed good naturedly. He thought it's rather funny to drown here. He didn't say it to Sabo whose facial expression made him uneasy.

"Y-yeah?"

Sabo smiled mysteriously. "It's worth it after all. I'm happy."

Right, Marco remembered that this ride fifty bucks. Everything Sabo gave him earlier costed money, real money he worked hard for. Sugar Daddy act aside, Sabo's still an intelligent, sharp, gifted surgeon and prosthetic engineer, even if distrustful. What's his end game?

Even if Marco wouldn't say no, why would Sabo waste his money so liberally? That bugged him. Marco had always been frugral.

Still, it seemed like Sabo's serious about buying him a new suit. Sabo texted him to meet him in the same mall the next day. Marco decided that, for once, he'll match Sabo's freak and wear a nicer shirt.

Wrong. Outdressed again.

"Hi! I see you do indeed have more than casual wear, I guess we're not a lost cause."

"Compared to you, I still am."

Sabo's shirt had pleasing ruffles and he wore a tanned trench coat. Marco didn't even tuck his shirt in. To a certain extent, Marco thought Sabo's being pretentious.

"We're going shopping," Sabo explained. "I like to call myself a connoisseur. I know what's 'in' and what's 'out', you see. Do you have any preferences?"

"I like being comfortable," Marco said.

"I can tell," Sabo said. "That's not a difficult condition to meet."

The first store they went to was a men's suit store. It's a luxury store, Marco could tell, and they displayed their bags and shoes neatly on little shelves on the walls. Arm around Marco's shoulder, Sabo greeted the shopkeeper and climed he had a 'reservation'.

"Luxury stores tend to do this," Sabo said with mild annoyance. "That's the only way to get their best service. It's networking, baby. Leave the bullshit to me and enjoy yourself."

Sure, Marco thinks. Why not? Sabo put his hand on his back and sort of pushed him forward. Sabo's strong. Marco's coloured impressed.

They went upstairs, where indeed there were more products than downstairs. Shirts, blazers, even some jewellery. Marco looked at whatever Sabo's wearing now and realises that Sabo's covered head to toe in their drip. It's amusing. Sabo pouted when Marco laughed.

"What?"

Connoisseur my ass. "You like this brand. Even your 'nicer' clothes from the hospital are from here. I recognise a few shirts here."

"I- So what?"

Sabo getting defensive, while strange, was adorable. Marco let it go. Maybe Sabo had a sentimental attachment. Maybe that's what Sabo bought with his first fat pay check after working here last year. Sabo did start wearing nicer things to after the second month or so.

Marco tried on various things and found that none of them fit him. Marco wondered what made him think otherwise. Was it Sabo's confidence? Was it the advertising being 'inclusive'. No, rather than think, it's hope. This meant something to Sabo, didn't it? But what?

"What's wrong?"

"Uh, I'm not sure how to say this delicately."

"Then don't. Be honest."

"I'm too fat and hairy."

Marco laughed cynically. He knew he should work out and lose weight considering his age but alcohol was just too good. Marco glanced at Sabo and saw that his waist was slender and pretty.

Sabo frowned. "That isn't a problem. Is it supposed to be?"

Marco seemed unsure of what to say. Sabo sounded so serious too. Sabo glanced down and was surprised to see that Marco had a chubby belly. Marco wondered what he thought before this.

Sabo gave nothing away. "We'll go somewhere else. This isn't the only branch, or the only store out there."

"Don't you find it unattractive?"

Sabo shrugged. "More to love."

Later that night, Marco finds Sabo in the bar by chance. Sabo, being a bit tipsy, invited Marco to sit on his lap. Marco sat by the empty stool next to him. Sabo giggled and bought Marco drinks.

"How expensive is this stuff?" Marco said.

Sabo laughed. "Don't worry, baby! Order whatever you want!"

Marco tried to ignore the slight edge of desperation in his voice. Sabo's drunk, after all. Marco ordered a cocktail and got a pretty pink drink with a parasol in it. He and Sabo clinked glasses and drank.

"I'm sleepy," Sabo announced to Marco.

"Do you want me to take you back?"

Sabo looked excited. "Are we-"

"No," Marco said indulgently. "Not when you're drunk."

Sabo pouted and shook his shoulders like a spoiled princess. He's so young. With the way Sabo does his hair nicely, how he always makes sure his shirts were ironed, Marco had a strange feeling that he's pretending to be grown-up.

Sabo still had the childlike sparkle in his eye when he smiled. He still gets easily distracted by shiny things. He still likes candy, even if he tried to look apathetic towards it every time they walked past snack stores in the mall.

Marco sighed, "Why do you want to be a sugar Daddy? I don't think I've asked this before."

"Oh!" Sabo said, oblivious to Marco's thoughts. Yeah, he's gone. No 'adult' should drink this irresponsibly. "I like spending money!" He giggled. "I like buying things but I bought too much already!"

"So you decide that you should waste money on me?"

"It's not wasting!" Sabo whined. "It makes me happy!"

Marco frowned and put his drink down. Sabo's smile faltered a little but it's no less brilliant and sparkling.

"What do you want to achieve?" Marco knew Sabo's shrewder than this. He can't be so foolish, right? "I'm not 'poor'. I'm not attractive. You know you could get with a supermodel, or a celebrity, or another hotshot on your own merit. You have the connections and charisma."

Sabo's pout grew. Was he even listening?

Be honest, huh? Marco sighed tiredly and said, "It seems to me that you want to buy my love. Am I wrong?"

Sabo laughed. It seemed that Sabo knew that he's in no condition for a serious condition as he got off his stool and took his blazer with him. The bartender looked horrified. Marco paid for them both immediately and ran after him.

Marco caught Sabo who stumbled a bit. He stopped smiling when he heard Marco ask if he's okay. He rested his head on Marco's shoulder and mumbled something, under the impression that Marco wouldn't hear him. Marco heard everything despite himself.

Marco heard the words 'you' and 'love'. Maybe he's projecting? The prospect of a cool, confident and handsome young man liking him back was too good to be true.

Maybe Marco would piece it together when he's in a better mood. But for now, he'd focus on hauling Sabo back to his room.

The magic had to end at some point though. Sooner rather than later, they're on the car to the airport back home. Marco rented a car and Sabo agreed to sit in it. It's like a prince sitting in economy. It looked strange and disconcerting.

"How do you find the trip, Marco?" Sabo asked kindly, soberly.

"It's fun." He turned to Sabo and smiled. "Great company."

In the car, on the way back to their real lives, Sabo gave Marco a dark, heavy look when they pulled over at a red light.

"You're a good man, Marco."

Sabo smiled and leaned in closer to the driver's seat. "You're a brilliant doctor but you're not a dick about it. You treat people well and you're lovely to talk to. Quite frankly, I'm obsessed with you."

Sabo then kissed Marco's cheek, little by little. Marco's self control slipped away little by little. Sabo's scarred cheek produced this beautiful friction against Marco's facial hair.

"If you're my baby, Marco, I'd do anything for you," Sabo said. Marco felt his heart sing. "Anything at all, baby. Anything at all."

Marco groaned.

"What would you do, Daddy?"

"I like the sound of that," Sabo said sweetly. He got on his knees and pushed Marco's knees apart as best he could. He sings praises for Marco's fat cock and thighs. He leaned in, opened his mouth and took it in one mouthful.

"Daddy'll make his baby happy, even if it means humiliating himself."

Marco grunted.

"I might be younger than you," Sabo said. He shoved Marco's cock up his throat and sucked harder. He grabbed Marco's stomach and held on tight. "But I know how to please a man, especially one as handsome as you."

"Fuck!"

"That's right, baby. Let Daddy hear everything. Good, boy, so good for Daddy, let me hear you scream."

And Marco did and more. Sabo licked up all of Marco's cum, making sure not even a single drop gets wasted. He smiled widely as he did so, careful not to let his canines bite down on Marco's dick too much.

Once Sabo cleaned him up, Marco gazes down at him and sees Sabo fake a catty smile. It's wide and cocky but he sees his reflection in Sabo's eyes. He noticed Sabo hugging him for a bit longer than what's appropriate for a one-night stand.

Marco shook his head. He held Sabo's pretty face in his hands and kissed him. Sabo let Marco take control without much of a fight. So Marco heard him right after all.

I'd rather you love me for my money than not at all.

[nakpilhumanistas]

sereniTY: The Voice of an Angel

CIARA DOMINIQUE L. SANTOS

22 FEBRUARY 2020

From being a fifteen-year-old filled with hope, dreams, and passion—a girl that wished upon the Han River, to a woman that served as motivation to many people, and an inspiration to aspiring vocalists and performers alike. She is Kim Taeyeon, the leader of the world-renowned girl group, Girls’ Generation. Alongside a career with the said girl group, Taeyeon also debuted as a soloist in 2016.

Here are the top 5 songs that made me love her more.

1.  Gemini (쌍둥이자리) 

This particular b-side track was a personal favorite from her first mini album, “I” (2016). The song revolves around the story of a girl smitten over a guy she knew for a long time. The persona describes how it is with and without the guy. As cliché as it is, when he is not around, “the season is cold, my breathing becomes faint”—the world seems to be gloomy, etc.

Although, the reason why I love this song is, frankly, not because of its plot. The song captured my heart for the fact that it accentuated Taeyeon’s voice. The way how her voice complements the emotion—the arrangement itself. This would be one of the songs I would recommend to those who haven’t listened to her.

2. Time Lapse

The next song is quite a heartbreaker, as it portrays an angst genre of a story. If you are a fan of Original Pinoy Music that talks about being tanga for a past lover, someone that you cannot simply forget because you’ve loved them, and perhaps, anything that will pass as an entry for this generation’s hugot culture—Time Lapse is worth a listen.

As I am an avid reader (and sometimes, writer) of angst fiction, the song gives me a variety of fiction prompts. It may be about two people being each other’s greatest love, but tragedies come along, and they need to part ways. The other person still holds on, while the other is happily married. Or maybe, the persona already met the woman of their dreams, but to their dismay, she’s already taken. Overall, if you like songs that will leave a prickle in your heart—then, this song may be for you. 

3. Four Seasons (사계)

This song was released last year, in March 22nd, 2019. I remember it vividly as it was the day that we held our Intramurals for that school year. The gap between the mini album released before this single was also almost a year. Given that there are thousands of fans waiting for that release day, the teasers for the song itself strengthened the anticipation.

Personally, the song adapted a modern, yet early 2000’s Korean drama original soundtrack vibes type of a ballad song. It sounds like a song that you would play at the sudden pause of a scene, which then transitions to the end credits of the drama.

To be frank, not all ages might favor the song, since it also sounds like trot music—which doesn’t completely fit the new generation’s taste. But, if you are someone that has a heart for the art of music, then you might be someone that will appreciate it whole-heartedly.

4. Circus

This song is close to my heart as it was a song, I’ve heard Taeyeon perform live at her concert held in the Philippines last December 14th, 2018, at the New Frontier Theatre in Cubao. It was the third to the last song that she performed, and I remember how my heart pounded at the thought of Taeyeon singing a song I’ve been listening to religiously.

Through this song, it has proven once again how Taeyeon was truly a powerhouse vocalist. It was soft, it wasn’t necessarily a birit type of song, but it showed Taeyeon’s versatility in singing. She can pull off any genre, therefore, making her a true artist.

5. Here I Am

Now this last song on the list is a song that I would be gladly discuss with anyone—whether you have a heart for ballad songs or not. I would agree that this song was one of those songs that empowered Taeyeon’s talent. This indeed, was a living proof that she is one of the greatest vocalists of this generation.

The melody at the beginning of the song will definitely give you goosebumps. If you are a writer, you would picture angels surrounding you, welcoming you to somewhere that you cannot decipher if it’s heaven or hell. This song honestly gives you the Greek mythology feels.

As someone that is passionate with the ballad genre, I love this song so much. It just suits her voice very well. Just like always, she captured my heart. Honestly speaking, when did she not? 

I hope through this somehow review of my top 5 songs of Taeyeon, it will encourage you to listen to her discography. I swear, it will not be a waste of time. She won’t waste your time. 

[winetae]

💌🕊21 Questions Tag

— tagged by @underthejoon @kpopfanfictrash @yoonia @kittae (🌹🌹🌹)

nickname. ave, avey, vee !

zodiac. sagittarius sun, taurus rising, virgo moon. dunno what any of it means tho !

height. 166 cm ! so maybe 5”6 ?

hogwarts. i’ve always tested out into ravenclaw but i feel as i’ve grown older i lean more towards hufflepuff now?

the last thing i googled. “define carelessness” ha... i was trying to find a synonym that sounded better

favorite musicians. when it comes to k-music... ah... baek yerin, iu, taeyeon, epik high, the black skirts, hyukoh, red velvet, bts, n nct :)

song stuck in my head. don’t start now - dua lipa ! i listen to the top 100 uk apple playlist every morning to stay in touch w pop culture lmao

following. 28

followers. more than i probably deserve considering i only wrote like ..14 fics n update twice a year. 16k+

do you get asks. it fluctuates a lot ! but i know ppl interact more if 1) u update regularly, 2) u post a lot of personal content, 3) u like saying controversial stuff n i check none of those boxes, so !

amount of sleep. unfortunately, all my friends will tell u i have the most fcked up sleep schedule ! when i used to go to uni, my friend who had a -9H time difference with me would go to bed before me... i’m mostly cured now tho thanks to my job !

what are u wearing. pink oversized turtleneck sweater n comfortable black pants ?? with fuzzy socks bc my feet feel like they’re about to fall off even with the heater on

dream job. i’ve always wanted to work in humanitarian but my parents are super against it bc it doesn’t pay well - which i understand. but still..

dream trip. japan ! i was supposed to go in december but our plans changed. i also want to go to portugal because one of my friends is going to dental school there

instruments. i think most asian kids will tell u they learned the piano bc their parents forced them to??? i can’t play well anymore though

languages. fluently, english n french. i took 8 years of spanish but legit do not remember anything. n hm i can speak enough of japanese n korean to order in a restaurant n ask where the bathroom is lmao

favorite songs. don’t really have any bc i listen to albums as a whole instead of songs by themselves !

if you were an animal, what would you be. really want to be an elephant 🥺 i love them

favorite food. these days, bibim guksu bc it’s so fast n easy to make and i have no time to make proper meals. but if ur asking for my all time favorite food... just seafood !!!!!! (seafood NOT fish) i like lobster n spider crabs the most... my dad’s house is not too far from the sea so when i go visit i like to go clam fishing !!!!

random fact. i attended circus classes when i was a kid 😬 we did aerobatics n trapeze n other stuff i would rather forget about

my aesthetic. clean !!!!!! cosy ! n expensive.

tagging : @floralseokjin @taesthetes @hungline @noona-la-la-la n other lovelies who want to do this n procrastinate with me :D

[koishua]

INVU ALBUM: A LIVE REACTION (no can't control myself & weekend)

SOME NIGHTS is my new circus ;-; the pre chorus to chorus is so beautiful it feels like a historical drama ost im once again reminded of moon lovers but the verses is so pretty in a diff way too <//3 in love with her head voice as always OMG THE BRIDGE BYE THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND THE RUN AND HIGH NOTE THERE AT THE END OF IT?? GOODBYE the outro whatever is that bass is killing it for me

SET MYSELF ON FIRE :((( even from the beginning it feels so melancholic the synths awww the chorus is so so chill i love it oomph the vocal layers is so delicious in the chorus i feel like crying ;-; WHY IS THIS SONG ONLY 2:37 MINUTES LONG I NEED MORE THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS bxbcb but actually you know what im not mad. it's kinda the perfect length otherwise it would have felt too long OMG IM HEARING SOME SOOTHING VOCALS IN THE BG

TODDLER omg the synths??? eighties esque bahaha the prechorus is SERVING as always oooh what a chorus haha it's so vibey 😩👆👆 sad disco song basically ooh the bass wow it's so funky. overall not my usual go-to vibe but i can appreciate a great song oomph will probably have this blasting at one am

SIREN's intro is super cool with the siren noises ooo the prechorus is like something out of a chinese fantasy series i feel like OH THE CHORUS!! it's so full and tasty?? taeyeon rapping?? we love to see the attitude ugh she is so cool it also kinda feels lowkey like a revolution song??

COLD AS HELL BYE FROM THE FIRST SECOND I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA BE ONE OF MY FAVES 😭😭 it sounds so cool with the eguitar and bass oof GOODBYE THE GUITAR BEHIND THE PRECHORUS AND THE BASS IN THE CHORUS?? *breathes in and shivers* it's so good imma cry ;-; lowkey the prechorus and chorus sounds like that one part in centuries 😳😳 ITS A CRIME THAT ITS ONLY 2:44 MINUTES LONG 💔💔

TIMELESS feels so awww it has that classic taeyeon sound to it haha the synths are super cute :(( THE CHORUS MAKES ME FEEL SO LIGHT AND MY HEART SO MUSHY

HEART omg the guitar im down bad for this song oof it sounds kinda mysterious AND THEN OPENS UP IN THE CHORUS AHH kinda feels like a breaking free song why is this making me feel so emotional ;-; the chorus had similar vibes to gravity <//3 ALSO LOVE YOU LIKE IM GONNA LOSE YOU OMG I GOT IT. it has a similar sound to that song's chorus too this song just :(( and the lyrics are so <333

NO LOVE AGAIN got me bopping my head to the beat bahahaha oooh her lower voice is 💔💔 AGAIN. THE E GUITAR IN THE PRECHORUS IS KILLING ME AND WOW THE CHORUS SOUNDS LOWKEY OLD SCHOOL BUT SO GOOD

YOU BETTER NOT OH WOW THE CHORUS WHEN THE INSTRUMENRALS BACK AWAY?? THE BEAT?? im living for these good slightly bittersweet vibes :(( AGAIN. WHY ONLY 2:43 MINUTES ONLY????

ENDING CREDITS aww the guitar setting the vibe and atmosphere what a great vibe for the last song of the album :( and the buildup feels so gahhh i just love this free vibe and everything and her voice is so beautiful too *sobs*

[davidjjohnston3]

Wish I could deliver top-shelf right now... I feel almost as if I will be left with naught but the notebooks, like Flaubert's "Sentimental Education" working notes.

1."You're too philosophical" - it turned/s out he is trying to become conscious of something. 

2.The damn thing is, 2010 Korea is not a warped society.  People are ignorant or naive about some things; and they have a w/Way that worked/s for them.They are trying to help; they want to be mothers and fathers and daughters and students and sons faithful.Great nation.

3.He is unaware of women.  The beauty of the office-buildings at night, when everyone is still at work, captivates his doesn't educate entirely as he's unaware of women and girls and boys at home; he thinks, "family unit."  It's Americanism / mental Americanness.  He has no sense / conception of man, woman, child, m/Mom, p/pop.

4.Abortion-culture, abortion, abortion, abortion."Our point is that we have no point; post hoc ergo propter hoc, you have no point because God isn't real and we are God.

"5."In the Valley of the Butterflies" - a meditation or reflection on how to some people fantasy and unreality are closer to [Adonai] than are their own parents, "parents," friends, "friends," teachers, "teachers.

"6."Minima Moralia Covidiana: Reflections on a Mentally Ill Era from North Korea Policy and NK Studies to Obama to Metascience, Metatheology."

"It's not Houellebecq that's depressed; it's the world that's depressing." - Marie-Pierre Houellebecqa) 

Everyone suddenly became their "brother's keeper, neighbor-lover" but it's more like judge thy neighbor and teach thy neighbor according to crypto-communist evaluations of wokeness.  Also, no qualifications to teach + primitive tools + no mechanism for assessing performance or firing incompetents or the morally depraved.

b) Biden obviously, POTUS, one of the most powerful men in history, says so many right things or right-sounding but at bottom I feel he neck-kneels me in the name of his political macro-economy and is more than willing not just to despise Afghans and throw them away but to silence anyone who registers an eloquent-enough complaint about American throwaway culture, anti-religion, anti-belief, anti-truth, anti-child-ism, anti-Otherism.God love him and give rest to his soul!

c) I am in trouble for being Christian and Christianist but not Frank McCourt or the guy from "Calvary" who gets kilt on the beach.  Jesus / Yesunim was not thrown out or casually murdered by disturbed victim of someone else's crime.  He was arrested by the greatest empire in human history - the last empire - interrogated by a magistrate, sentenced by the religious right and institutional ecclesial / synagogic supreme prestige of his time, and subject to formal capital punishment with full ceremony.  He was also buried with honor and gifts by women and men who loved Him.  He was and is King with all authority on Heaven and Earth and many grown men - in some places - have authority.These people saw too many movies.  

d) Taeyeon Kim's "Circus."We are supposed to take up our Crosses and follow Jesu but Milwaukee's a waterpark / flush-toilet .  "Circulation."

e) David J. Johnston's recurrent wish to write that get-out-of-Babylon bestseller but it'd take 2 years to process through the publishing industry "irregardless."

f) David Cameron's "Life Chances" speech influenced by "Battle Hymn of the Tiger Mother," a book which kept me awake for some 36 hours the first time I read it despite already knowing what Chinese mu'ai (mom-love) was like in its outlines.

"I'm not against the welfare-state."  - Si.  It's far different to show material as well as spiritual charity to the poor than to to tell them they're all victims who deserve Santa Mao's grab-bag and a guillotine or torture or Xinjiang vivisection and serial gang-rape forced abortion bonanza to boot.

"Family is the basic welfare-state."  - Sadly assuming sincerity, faith, veracity on the part of Anglo-American relationality and family-roles.

g) Saint John Paul II, "Papa Karol."  Humana Vitae / Human Life.  Again and again again and again and again, from the city to the world, generation after generation.  Abortion, euthanasia, rampant Medicalism and Scientism.  If I were to extend JP2's observations through "Theology of the Body" as well I would say that Man's contemporary despising of the soul and Spirit have also infected American literature with the twin outcomes of a) censoring the Spirit and b) despiritualizing and ultimately robbing of all sacredness the material and physical.  In my view this might lead to what I called "liquefaction" or "deliquescence.'  I feel as if communitarian Catholic theologian Charles Taylor might find this idea relatable to "ontology of flesh not bodies" from "A Secular Age," suggesting that Covid-19 and the policies and souls and wills responding thereto led out to a "state of things" (R. Dienst Rutgers) at which people began to actualize a madcap hostility to the physical integrity or integrality or wholeness of the Other.  Part and parcel of this disintegrationism or disintegrationisticity (sorry) other than structural inefficiencies and wasted lives characteristic of socialism / communism, moral confusion, is the outsourcing and supply-chain-disruption and -invasion (is that a Huawei chip in your X-1 or are you just cannibalistic to see me?) or distally "sparagmos" (Gr. "tearing apart; rending limb from limb") of human bodies, but particularly culturally Other men, women, and girls.  Americans not even aware of their own psychopathically malevolent spirits.

g-i) Korean American Literature, though / / Yoon Choi.I don't know if I should be this "medical" but I rem. something about those "This is what a feminist looks like" shirts which were sort of like rainbow-colored Soviet cluster-bombs in the Soviet-Afghan War that attracted women near to toxic (and/or unprepared) men then harmed them... I kept thinking, "Yeah well this is what a semenist looks like" just b/c I was in a bad mood dealing with ideology while trying to "become the man" but it turns out Man would have been better-served to reflect on the characteristics of seed than to devise mechanistic and deterministic monster-murder-Moloch-machines and that's not even "Dreiserian or neo-Dreiserian Naturalism," it's literally part of the intelligence design of the body.  g-ii) If anyone knows of a hole in the ground in Los Angeles preferably with a mirror so I can shave...

7.I keep remembering the lines from "Lincoln" - the only good lines that that bourgeois bench-warmer Kushner perhaps wrote - "millions now unborn... now, now, now."  Human trafficking, abortion, beyond-awful schools and teachers...

8. DJ is always trying to improve his platform without realizing that he has a voice.  He takes the bait again and again and again, both in terms of finding a wife / girlfriend / "coming to an arrangement with _" in the Victorian sense and being baited into a defensive crouch for what he stands to lose.

9. Ownership, "so yu kweon."

10. Everyone taking advice from SF / special forces soldiers on YouTube and a psychologist who deliberately dealt with extremes, Jordan B. Peterson, such as Marxism, Nietzsche, &c.

11.

"Everlasting Consolation."  

"Stepfather."

They are watching TV, reading memoirs, being "Episcopalian" in the old-fashioned regard of having the Bible and the newspaper both, the "Cross of Lorraine" maybe kind of.  But his parents are Democrats and democrats to the core and want to character-assassinate any leader they don't like; they will do anything to reduce a king to a doctor even if this ruler wanted to serve God.  They love nothing more than to find out the ways in which someone is hypocritical or labors under astheneia (weakness), whether monetary of social (no friends, antagonistic sideways deflectionistic teach-you-everything-(to-become-me) / push-me-pull-you neighbors)

12.

I want to exchange poems on Twitter with Pastors Timothy Keller NYC and John Piper BCSMN Bethlehem Baptist Church Twin Cities.

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Alright I know everyone with a social media account will agree that IDOLS NEED PERSONAL SPACE and that MOBBING THEM IS RUDE AND FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL

We all know this right?

But just spreading the word, reposting/liking it won't solve the problem.

Just agreeing with it and condemning them won't solve it. Sure it might make the poster take it down but there will be hundreds more who are doing the exact same thing.

So what do we do?

Call them out. That's what we're best at right? Whenever an anti attacks our faves we call them out and attack them. So what happens if our faves are actually attacked? Squeezed against, molested, hugged without consent, overall crowding? Fans should know if they love them they shouldn't make their idols uncomfortable!!!

Taeyeon got mobbed in the aiport with BARELY any security. She got pushed around and had bruises.

I'm not sure if this is 100% true but NCT's Mark had a panic attack and needed a circle of staff around him to protect him!!

Wanna One got mobbed and members were stuck in the crowd. They couldn't move and everyone was bustling around.

And just recently EXO Chanyeol also was mobbed. Fans were shoving and crowding against him.

And y'all know what happens when fans mob idols?

1. It causes a disturbance for other people in the airport who are probably JUST as fucking tired as the idols are.

2. It brings a bad name to your fandom.

3. It brings a bad name to your country.

So instead of just reading this, confront the person who got close to the idols, invading their privacy just to take a video and get reposts and likes!!! Call them out, make sure those videos are deleted.

Do NOT REPOST OR LIKE VIDEOS THAT SHOW THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR. That means you SUPPORT this kind of disgusting action.

How many times do others have to tell fans to respect idols' privacy?? They arent fucking circus animals!!