#also walking the dog rn lol
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You will never exist outside your body. You have never known a life where you are separate from your body.
I'm using the simplest examples because the idea isn't the easiest to conceptualize. What is a "hard" example? A person without a hand has lost a hand, yes. That is a physical change, yes. But your body is still the same, your stomach still digests, your eyes still see, and your hair still grows. Also, to exemplify further, your *neural pathways* are still etched deep into your brain, and people often experience phantom limb and phantom pain syndrome because your body was a body wth 2 hands. Due to outside forces, your body is no longer a body with 2 hands. Your body literally does nothing different. You, as a human aware of your surroundings, will adjust. You will use your other hand more, and your body will itself will have to make new neural pathways as you use your other hand more often. It will change, yes. But only because that was how you were using your body and hands to begin with. Had you been left-handed, it would have made those neural pathways too. You were just forced to be left-handed by outside forces. If your family had made you use your left hand, your brain would make the same connections [at least in hand usage] as if you had been in an accident. Obviously, trauma also makes neural pathways, and that will change depending on the trauma. But your brain handles trauma the way it is programmed to handle trauma. Outside forces have acted on it and it has physically changed, but it is the same brain it has always been from the beginning.
Trans-inclusive gender-neutral anatomy talk is funny because it makes the human body sound so casual and recreational. "If you happen to have a dick" like one would happen to have a bag of golf clubs somewhere around here. Like you have one of those for hobby purposes or something. Got an uterus because it came with the house and you haven't gotten around to hiring a professional to get that removed.
#left handed as in the hand that is left#ahaha what a joke#ever notice how families tend to express stress in similar ways? cause some things are just how brains be#and brains on similar trauma can definitely express themselves similarly#also walking the dog rn lol#just fucking stopped walking to answer this
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it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.
yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.
it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.
how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.
chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?
how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.
"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.
i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.
#writeblr#warm up#i can't write rn but i have SO much words in here bc im reading the chorus of dragons books#(just started book 4)#and this woman's writing is just LIVING in my brain. let me out!!!#(i read roughly like 2-4 books a week usually bc i go on long walks with my dog but when a book is REALLY good like. it eats my life. )#anyway ...... so like here's a story that idk i've tried to explain to other people as being wild#but maybe im the only one who thinks it is wild???#so i play pokemon go (i just started in jan) bc i love pokemon and as i have mentioned i walk goblin for like an hour in the morning#and i don't like a lot of fitness trackers due to the fact it makes me .sad. but i also wanted the little digital rewards. enter pokemon go#anyway so they make you make friends to complete quests. so i used a reddit thread. i do not usually use reddit. i don't have an acct#i lurked. i just googled like ''pokemon go reddit '' and randomly added a bunch of numbers#i was on that page for all of 15 minutes. there are THOUSANDS of responses on that page.#here's what's wild: in that group of people. even though i am not on reddit and it was one random event once#it turns out one of those people lives in the town i live in. or at least very close. i only know this because#when we send each other gifts. it's from the same freaking area.#i can't ask them to meet up bc pokemon go doesn't have a messaging app lol but like . what are the fucking chances that#a random person posts in a random reddit thread and HAPPENS to get added by someone ELSE from their SAME TOWN#who by pure fucking CHANCE is ALSO playing pokemon go and looking for friends#i googled it there's only 42000 people in my broad region. the .......... smallness ! of the world!!!
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I feel insane since I already do a (close to) fulltimer, but I'm gearing up the hours of work I put in my UX portfolio. Alarm set at 6 now every morning + work weekends until October 1st.
I really really want to finish all my work before the deepening of fall. This I plegded to myself. But writing out the research sections in particular (whilst ensuring it also looks "creative" and original, and isn't presented as just static, dry information) is incredibly time-consuming.
Yeah I succeed in keeping my head cool, but at times I feel all that is between my future life/realizing of dreams and now, is this darn portfolio and it feels challenging not to lose my shit over that and eat my desk whole lol
Again: patience, Michelle. It truly is a hell of a virtue
#personal#just a bit stressy today. Gonna go on a long walk and go to the gym early in the morning to release some tension#I also feel like I neglect UX theory now more than I should - just because this portfolio is making me work overtime#I am ready UX theory papers and books every night and on the weekend to catch up. but I also need room for my social life + my dog#*reading#hobby time I do again in hell lol. no such thing as room for that rn ✋️ it's cool though#Eventually all of this will have been so worth it! I can not wait till to get up for work each morning and make rad stuff for real clients#🙏#patience
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hi! came here from ao3, then saw your pinned
i hope everything is okay! (well, as okay as it can be when trees broke your house i guess). hope your family/loved ones are okay and that you have a stable place to live (or get one soon)!
just wanted to say that i really love your fics! this isn't a pressure to update or anything, i just really like your writing style and binged all of your stranger things fics in a day lol.
hope you're doing well!
Thank you!
It's an ongoing project lol. But we're getting there.
I'm slowly getting back into the swing of fics--Small Town Rumors/Beat to Shit Steve Harrington's fourth part just updated and the most amazing @chalkysgarbagefire has been helping me edit Adopt a Jock's 9th chapter because the girls are fiiiighting but in a way thats not working for what I want them to do lol and the goal is to get it out this week.
I appreciate all the kind words!! <3
#Ive got two other fics I poke at pretty regularly#its all a matter of if my work has calmed down as Im in charge of a lot of events and also if the Tree Situation#is being chill#which it mostly is rn given we are now in the rebuild process so my main issues is like#playing support for my tech illiterate parents lol#as everything is in their name but they can't do a lot of things tech wise so I sign a LOT of docusigns on their behalf lmao#I am a glorified house secretary#they walk my dog every day thou so its a fair trade off really
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my feet were hurting so much for so long and according to my googling it was due to lack of arch support so I got better shoes and it didn't help and now I'm on day two of wearing arch support braces and oh my god. the difference it's making. never going back.
#even just wearing them rn i'm standing to do dishes in just socks and the braces#and my feet don't hurt from standing at the sink#love it. walked my dog with no pain didn't realize how nice it is#they're nice and light so i can wear my converse again :) like they fit in my existing shoes#and i don't need to worry about the lack of support in converse because that#is what the braces are for. insoles were so uncomfortable#and yesterday the first day i was wearing these I was like well they aren't super comfy#but google also says it can take up to two weeks to get used to orthotics#so i should stick it out before deciding it's not for me#and now the literal next day i'm just marvelling at the lack of pain in my feet#wild lol
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i just napped for like 4 hrs. uh. hello.
#logbook#did my half day ate lunch and then was like. i'll go rest at rents while they're out and about.#ended up napping. knew it was happening once i couldnt keep my eyes open but i swear i set an alarm. now its after 7.#i bet exes arent home. havent heard anything. and if i go home i'll have to watch the dog til they come back.#'just leave him crated' he'll whine and cry bc ofc he knows i'll be home. and i dont have space for him in the room rn.#but he also deserves to be out and spend time. and i love spending time with him.#idk that whole mentality of 'not your animal' pisses me off bc when you live with someone elses pet they sort of DO become your pet.#like sorry but you share the space. i dont pay vet bills or buy food but i do actually feed fhem. and walk him#sometimes. and i spend time with all 4. i take leia outside to smell the air. and i nap with them#the cats and the dog snuggle me and greet me at the door. i think they know i'm leaving bc theyve been sooo affectionate.#and also half of these problems wouldnt exist with them if it wasnt negative towards me or i still slept in the bed lol#im going to miss them so much it hurts. . .and i know its going to affect them bc it did with the puppies and it has with emira.#didnt mean for this to become a sad log yet here we are. sigh.#so much for my half day. i was going to game and plan out house stuff but. oh well.#my body probably needs the rest anyways.
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hello! :•D
#i don't feel like dying today!#my stomach is still a bit upset (i need to watch what i eat) but i don't feel so dizzy#i can walk ! without falling !#yay#i'm staying with my grandparents bc i can't be alone rn i literally can't do anything#and they keep talking about their friends and having their friends over and it's like :) i fit right in :)#we're all talking about how we can't take ten steps without falling down and how we need at home help lol#<3#anyway i still need help (can't cook and i need to be very careful about what i eat)#(and also if i stay alone with my thoughts for more than five minutes i'll start behaving like a rabid dog)#but i feel better so yay :) hopefully i'll keep improving#and be well enough by the time i get back to work on tuesday 😬#rain.stuff
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currently going thru it
#im ok btw i was just a little yapper dog that someone (my mom) put in the car for too long (8-9 hours) without good ac :(#so im dehydrated and also experiencing symptoms#if it gets worse or .doesnt get bettr ill go to the walk in clinic in the morning but . it sucks rn lol#leo (he/pyr/flame/it/burn)
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#everything sucks forever im in such a bad place rn#if i don't find a stable job by mid August I'm gonna be without a place to live#they're increasing my rent by over $200#no one is buying commissions rn my dog walking gigs have all but dried up i can't even seem to get an interview anywhere#and when i do get an interview im so fucking bad at them that i don't get the job anyway#idk what to do#besides hope i miraculously die in my sleep lol#i feel like such an idiot#vent#sorry I'm trying my best but it's not good enough and i hate it#food service also makes me wanna kms so that's not a stable job either#how the fuck do i get into a data entry job when my only experience is retail and food service and i don't have any kind of degree#hell id even take retail again but nowhere near me is hiring
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Very tired but determined young man still thinks I'm going to throw his toy again
#howl's boring life#this is my babyyyy broootheeeeeer (my mom's dog)#i mist have posted a pic of him before i fucking love him so much I'm crazy about him#I've been in charge of him since my mom broke her arm and he's ATTACHED to ms#an absolute baby. brings me his toys to play if i ignore him too long#cuddles with me on the couch#I've been taking him on little hikes for his walks and take him to cafes and stuff and play fetch with him SO MUCH#he's keeping me from losing my mind rn#my poor sparta and bay leaf think I'm at work like usual but NO#I'm at my mom's house babysitting lol#i do prefer work to this tho. i have to shuttle my sis's kids to and from school every day and i hate it#i am NOT built foe long term child exposure#also so much driving x__x
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girls will go on a 3 hour walk to avoid writing their paper (i'm girls)
#doesn't look like it (all the snow) but its SO beautiful out today. also saw the most fucked up skidoo i've ever seen (it had wheels) +#a cute dog named dog (or maybe lazlo?). anyways saw people walking on the lake rn which could NOT be me it is Melting !!!#and the pussy willows are out!!!#i'm squinting in all the photos bc its so sunny out and i forgot to pack my sunglasses lol. also very happy with my outfit today#u can't see it but my pants match my eyeliner its very fun :)#anyways time to go work on my paper and keep marigold from eating my grapes :////#isabel.txt#isabel.jpg
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#No Love in LA is such a weird song to me#kuz i love it dearly and refuse to skip it on shuffle esp the unplugged#but it WAS ALSO what was playing in my earbuds that time i had to flee from a shooting one night while walking my dog.#And so every time it comes on im like ‘oh yeah--- that happened’#but also its not...Triggering--??? or like it feels Weird but it was also what pulled me out of my panic attack in the moment#kuz i remember thinking ‘are you SHITTING ME-’ and trauma laughing when it came on in my left ear as i was booking it down the alley#WORST POSSIBLE TIMING FOR THAT SONG--- FLEEING GUN VIOLENCE IN LA-#NO LOVE INDEED REMMINGTON..#ANYWAY-- LOL#Its on my shuffle rn#and im just...Reflecting on that#rambles#music posting
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Planning on changing my degree which means my life is gonna get crazy as I switch from online classes to hybrid/in person which means no dog for foreseeable future. Tbh it sucks big big big big time but I have this blog and dog shows and other avenues to enjoy dogs but. I'm gonna be bitter about this for awhile lol
#i'm excited to be changing up my degree and it'll be WAY more fulfilling that what i was doing#and will lead me to job prospects in the future that i actually WANT#which is what matters most#also wasn't gonna be able to get a dog this year from my number 1 breeder choice anyways so i'm not that mad#but i am definitely grumpy about it lol#i do have this weird feeling tho that a dog is just gonna be dropped into my lap at some point#like i'm gonna be walking down the street or something and boom. there will be the dog for me#it's an insane feeling to have but it is something i've been feeling more and more strongly lately#so maybe there's a stray in my future which would be such a fun adventure in its own right#anyways. i'm done ranting. will be maybe less active on this blog as i am bummed and suffering some major fomo rn#da'ber
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welp thats not how i thought my day was gonna go haha fuuuuck im tired
#i have not ran like that in a WHILE#holy fuck that scared the shit out of me#ran 2 flights of steps and hopped a fence in like 30 seconds#neighbors dog got wrapped up like a pretzel in a huge ladder and was bleeding fucking everywhere#was also choking to death cause his collar was caught#i thought a kid was being mauled to death#i sliced my hand open some how#probably on the fence#poor big baby#not a single mean bone in his body and he thinks he weighs 5 lbs#hes as big as i am lol#he is fine btw he was mostly scared#his daddy is taking him to the vet rn#we all looked like we walked through a slaughter house#poor puppy#hes a lil on the stupid side but hes gorgeous
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lethal company dashboard simulator
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man 41-experimentation has the worst abandoned facilities. where is all the scrap guh??
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the fuck are you calling an abandoned facility?? experimentation is my fucking home you prick. you scrappers call these facilities abandoned but they're not. you're just wandering into our homes and stealing our things. leave it to the scrapper to regurgitate insectophobic slop. blocked
#like i swear to god. these fucking scrappers are so stupid. i hope they all die #insect pride
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i swear to god y'all, ain't NOTHINg moving on my watch
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heyyyy 😏
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bro why do the fucking dogs keep messing with my gang?? they almost killed jerry a couple hours ago
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how about you be fucking quiet you fucking pickle thieves
#seriously who steals pickles lmao #fuck baboon hawks
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T HEY TOOK M Y PIcKLES!!!!1!!
#naw i'm uptading th ose mf dangjer level to 75% agfter tha t shit
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first time visiting 7-dine! wonder what i'm gonna find lol
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hey i live there! lol
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man what the hell
#cw coilphobia #fucking scrappers #hope i coil this bitch lmao
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What do you do after eating a really tasty planet? You give the restaraunt five golden stars.
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BEAST LET ME OUT ALREADY I NEED TO GET OUT I CAN'T BE DIGESTED YOU FUCKING BEAST CEASE THIS MOCKERY OF OUR GOLDEN PLANET RELEASE ME SPIT OUT THE RINDS LET ME LEAVE
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Haha, good one Jeb! You should really change your url!
#you fucking idiot don't say shit like that #he's gonna fucking escape at some point if you keep doing this and then you'll really be fucked you fucking moron #goodjokesbyjeb
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who up eatin' their legs
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us thumpers get called halves because when we're born we have to eat the bottom half of our bodies to get out of our eggs. this is why we have no legs and have to use our arms to walk around. hope this helps ❤️
#cw thumperphobic slur #cw half #don't be ignorant like this and do your research #also don't call us halves please #thumpers #thumperposting #thumper gang
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man why don't this fucking door open. oh it's my fucking crew behind it fucking great. fucking assholes won't stop saying i smell
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hey i think we haven't met before
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RICH NOOOOOOOOOOO
#bro stank like shit but i didn't want him to go like this #not like this! not like thiiiiiiis!
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you guys, i just found the coolest fucking metal sheet. you have no idea
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BRO GET OUT OF THE DOORWAY STUPID FUCKING BOX
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listen to my tune
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hey guys it's my first week working for the company! i think i'm gonna make quota this time
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no you're not
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hey guys i'm resigning from the company rn. im gonna make some changes accordingly on my blog now. can someone tell @lootyloot-nestynest i'm sorry and ask them to unblock me. i'm a changed man now, i'm not a scrapper anymore
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guys idk something seems off about this guy. he was spewing coilphobic shit a couple days ago
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guess who's been busy, coily? 😏😏😏
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#the madman did it #bro got fucking masked lmao
#is this anything#shitpost#shitposting#lethal company#lethal company shitpost#lethalposting#companyposting#tumblr dashboard simulator#lethalblr#companyblr
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hi anne! i wanted to request boyfie x fem!reader headcanons for daichi and kuroo from haikyuu?
btw loved your recent bokuto hubby drabble 🥺 you've really blessed us 🥺 i wanted to include bokuto for the ask but you wrote him so well in that drabble! 🤧 you can still include him in this request if you'd like 👀 might be fun hehe 🤭
thank you! 🤍🤍
boyfriend! daichi, kuroo, bokuto headcanons (separate)
★ hello anon! tysm for requesting<3
★ and omgg, i'm so happy you liked my little bokuto drabble! 🥹🥹 i included him in the headcanons here as well cause it's never too much bokuto am i right or am i right
♡ DAICHI SAWAMURA
★ super protective like omg
★ i feel like he loves to hold hands at all times
★ the sidewalk rule.
★ is veryy serious about your relationship
★ already plans your future together and loves to talk about it
★ always asks for your opinion though
★ "my love, when we get married, do you want to get a cat? a dog? maybe a hamster?"
★ can be a bit too serious sometimes tbh
★ like, when you guys are out with friends, sometimes you have to nugde him and be like "that person was joking btw" cause he just doesn't get itttt
★ that type of man that your family would love
★ might get late to the meeting with your family and then enter with a cute smile and be like "i'm so sorry, i met an elder lady on my way and i had to help her with grocery shopping"
★ he's that type to read every single book you said you liked, and watch all your favorite movies
★ always insists to pay for everything
★ acts of service allll the way
★ will stop in the middle of your walk to kneel down and tie your shoe
★ loves to show you off in front of his teammates
★ ALSO OMG imagine you two go shopping cause you wanted to get some new makeup supplies
★ he'll carry your cart and when you want to see how would a lipstick, eyeshadow or anything else look on skin, he offers you his hand so you can try out all the shades on him hehe
★ and then when you two walk out of the store both of his hands are covered in blush, lipsticks and other stuff but he doesn't care tbh
★ (now i kinda want to write a drabble abt it)
★ (let me know if i should)
♡ KUROO TETSURO
★ would probably do anything you asked of him tbh
★ he's that type of boyfriend to also be your bestie ykwim
★ "they broke up?? no way! give me all the details rn"
★ skincare routine is his favourite activity with you, he's just so glad you got him into that
★ then he goes to practice and talks to his teammates like "don't you guys see how i'm GLOWING??"
★ pretty random but i hc that he can fall asleep literally anywhere and that he loves naps
★ kinda... like a cat...
★ and oh he SNORES
★ loves to tease you sm
★ especially abt your height, let's be honest
★ asks how's the weather down there and thinks he's funny
★ i feel like he really cares about kenma's approval of your relationship
★ introducing u to kenma was more important for him than introducing you to his family atp 💀
★ so stressed abt it too it's honestly funny
★ but kenma said you seem cool so kuroo can already go look for a ring
★ sends you reels of cats cuddling and says "us"
★ loves to carry you and always looks for an excuse to do so
★ would switch his shoes with yours when your legs start to hurt
★ looks good in your heels and i'm telling you, he walks in them better than u do
★ just smirks and says that he can teach you to be better lol
♡ BOKUTO KOTARO
★ lowkey an introvert's nightmare
★ probably took ages to confess tho
★ cause he's just too afraid to mess up, and he doesn't want to ruin your friendship:(
★ asked akaashi to help confess
★ also, asks akaashi with help with ANYTHING
★ like in my head, bokuto doesn't really have any previous relationship experience
★ so he doesn't really know what to do sometimes and you're very important to him so he wants to do everything right
★ therefore he asks akaashi for help. all the time. all. the. time.
★ like let my man akaashi rest 😭
★ asks him what to get you for your birthday, how to apologize after a fight, anything you can think of tbh
★ so clingy, the definition of clingy actually
★ wants to hang out 24/7
★ if you asked him to move in with you on the very same day you two started dating, he'd agree without hesitation
★ also texts you whenever you can't meet up
★ sends the most random shit, especially on tiktok and ig
★ he's that type to, when he plays a match, before he makes a serve, points at you and is like "this one's for you" and then completely misses
★ will talk your ear off
★ says the cutest things when he's sleepy
★ he'll just cuddle up to you and start rambling abt how much he loves you
#anime#haikyuu#hq daichi#daichi sawamura x reader#daichi x reader#haikyuu daichi#sawamura daichi#hq kuroo#kuroo x reader#kuroo tetsuro x reader#kuroo testuro#kuroo tetsurou#haikyuu kuroo#bokuto kotaro#bokuto fluff#hq bokuto#bokuto x reader#haikyuu bokuto#haikyu#haikyu headcanons#haikyuu headcanons#haikyū!!#haikyuu!!#haikyuu fluff
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