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xochimillilili · 20 days ago

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not to be mean but why arw your dms always closed??

Being completely honest I am still so so fucking tired and burnt out socially from a few months ago. Literally just gonna say it, but I'm a dumbass who tried to care for and talk to a shit ton of people at a time lmao

Also not to mention the amount of random sexualization and faked interest in being nice to me in the hopes I'd dom them, give attention without it being returned or look at photos of their assholes. Like yeah I'm a kink blog but damn am I really just a mentally ill fuck who couldn't even shower by Himself barely two months ago lmao, ,,, yeah I'm kinda upset still ^_^ just wanna rest n care for myself most of all <3

Edit lmao but if you just got a lil question or whatever you can totally dm for that lol ^_^ I don't mind answerin shit

#xochimilli answers◇#kinda venty but idc im king of tmi #also this is literally one of the things im workin on in therapy lmaoooo everyday i wish i could grab past xochi by the shoulders n close #-my dms forever that december #mentally ill since years ago n being expected to give praise and attention n love without it being returned kinda fucked me up more #but workin on it !!! working on it and tryin to improve <3 people are genuinely sweet n i do hope i can talk to more ppl later on !!!#lol what if i got teary writin this cause im literally the biggest crybaby lol xd #sometimes i remember the time i was asked how my day went n when i said it went kinda not well they tried to make me help them jerk off. ..#like girl what. im upset n being honest about my day after YOU asked. . .. why are you annoyed I don't wanna fuck you???

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