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imagine if shibusawa had like these huge ass hoop earrings and whenever heâs bored (which is 24/7 hrhrhr) he just sits on a chair and like plays with his earrings.
omg i want him so bad
I MEAN LIKE⊠LOOK AT HIM
OKA Y THIS IS VERY QUICK I WHIPPED THIS UP IN LIKE 5 MINUTES AND THE EARINGS COULD BE BIGGER AND BETTER BUT GOD I CAN SEE THE IMAGE YOU ARE SO BIGBRAINED i can help his boredom
also yes i hc him with pointy ears sometimes , i think him being a dragon is so fucking gooooooood and i wanna see more of itttt
#bsd#my art#shibusawa#god i love him i want him a concerning amount#also these asks are making my entire day yall thank you really i am crying from attention raa
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so i've been a looong time reader of yours and I've absolutely loved all your jun fics but I've never had the proper time to give feedback in an ask but jksjks I read ocean view and GOD
i remember when i first found your blog as a huihui I WAS ECSTATIC. I WAS GENUINELY SHAKING FROM THE LACK OF JUN FICS ON TUMBLR WAS CRIMINAL AND YOUR BLOG WAS LIKE?? EVERYTHING
your writing is so beautiful, it's hard for me to put it into words really, you have such a way with words nmfoerungiu genuinely crying rn. your fics always feel so realistic and i love love love. honestly, i eat it up every single time i see one of your fics they're just so beautiful
( I STILL REMEMBER WHEN AMATEUR HOUR WAS POSTED I HIT THE FLOOR I THINK )
I'm so sorry if this feels like me ranting and if this is uncomfortable. But I just genuinely wanted to say your writing is always so gorgeous. thank you so much for what you write honestly, the talent is unmatched. i don't see people write for jun as much as the other seventeen boys and it always makes me so fucking sad. so it's always nice to see a jun centric blog :((
i hope you know how beautiful your writing is, and I hope you always have the energy and the courage to keep going <3 wishing you the vvv best, sending warm hugs. thank you for sharing your writing!! ( I'm so sorry for the rant again )
this is probably the sweetest ask i've ever received in my 2(?) years writing on tumblr đ„ș don't ever apologize for ranting any author would be so lucky to get an ask like this and it literally made my entire week thank you thank you!!!
honestly that is part of the reason i started writing in the first place because i had all these ideas for jun fics and so i was like damn ok i'll do it myself then ! i've seen way too many blogs that are ot12 writers or that don't write him often bc they don't see him like that or they don't have any ideas for him, and while i totally respect that, i also know huihuis (and myself lol) deserve fics just as much as any other member and i am more than happy to provide <3 i loveee writing for jun and that definitely will not stop anytime soon so as long as i am on tumblr there will be at least one huihui here đ«Ą literally i come up with jun fic ideas like every other day and i have to tell my brain "june stop we just wrote 14 jun fics back to back give this one to another member" like the junrot is eternal and unceasing he is on my mind 24/7 i love him so much
i'm so so so happy you liked ocean view!!! it was a very last-minute fic to fill an empty spot for the svthub collab and it was a struggle to write in general but it's done and i'm so happy to share it!! everyone has been so sweet in the reblogs/asks and it makes me so happy i'm so grateful yall liked it and i apologize that it took so long đ
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â i wanna ruin our friendship. we should be lovers instead. i don't know how to say this, cause you're really my dearest friend â - jenny, studio killers
⥠summary-  after a horrible breakup, you sign back up for tinder and ironically match with your best friend, jungkook. a date for fun is harmless, right?
⥠genre- best friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, jk is a minecraft streamer, brother namjoon, brother-in-law jimin, namjoon is kind of a himbo stay at home dad ngl, ex-boyfriend seokjin (mentioned but doesnt show up)
⥠word count- 9k
⥠warnings- mentions of a bad breakup (smh seokjin wtf??), penetrative sex, unprotected sex (u know the business folx), oral sex (m receiving), teasing, SO MUCH BODY WORSHIP, jk is a simp, slight dirty talk, lots of just talking during sex yall it happens, creampie, cum play, praise praise body worship praise, did i mention body worship, tit-fucking, cum eating, i think thats all.
⥠a/n - helloooo and thank you for your wait for this fic! iâm so happy its done and i loved writing it! itâs a little bit different feel for my usual style of writing (smut-wise) so please tell me your thoughts! i didnât use dom/sub themes OR a daddy kink LMAOOOO praise me please. i hope you enjoy!! pls feel free to comment, chat, message, carrier pigeon, email, mail, WHATEVER U WANT, me. i love u babies. thank you to @kimtaehyunqâ for the sexy banner. and for @xjoonchildx @ladyartemesiaâ @untaemedqueenâ for the writing support and idea generation. i would be nothing without my council. and thank you to my beta editors @hobi-gif and @ughseoksâ and @hongismâ for the perusal and help in writing this!
Jungkook is the person you call when your world falls apart.
He answers, voice raspy from the late hour, and the second he asks you whatâs wrong, the downpour of torrential tears youâve been holding back finally escapes and youâre sobbing through the phone that you just lost the love of your lifeâthat he left and with little effort on his part, and a lot on yours.
Jungkook listens to youâhis heart aching deep in his chest at hearing the utter heartbreak thatâs clear in your voice. Youâve never been hurt like this, and heâs desperate to hold you, to make it go away. He wants to drive over to Seokjinâs house and throw a left hook into his stupid, handsome face for making you feel you werenât worth it.
Because if thereâs anything in the world that Jungkook knows, itâs that youâre worth it. Youâre worth everything. Add up all the money and all the gold in the entire world, and it still doesnât meet a fraction of what youâre worth to him.
âWhere are you?â He asks as he cradles the phone against one arm and pulls on his jeans. Â
You sniffle. âJungkook, itâs 3 am.â
âSo? I was up playing Minecraft,â He lies. âWhere are you?â
You canât help but laugh the tiniest bit, a sliver of warmth wrapping itself around your raw and exposed heart. Like a balm to a flesh wound. It doesnât heal it, not yet.
âIâm at our park.â
Jungkook smiles as he grips the phone back in his hand. The park. The place you and Jungkook spent your childhood playing make-believe games, and formative teenage years loitering around smoking clove cigarettes to look cool.
âGive me five minutes, okay?â
You nod, even though he canât see you.Â
âOkay.â
Jungkook arrives with two minutes to spare. His beat up Nissan that he insists is âvintageâ and âpricelessâ idles next to you.
He can see you through the darkened glass of your carâyour mascara is running down your face, tears streaked through your flawlessly applied makeup.
You still look so beautiful.
And it angers Jungkook that all that time you spent looking good for Seokjin meant nothing to him.
He motions for you to come over, pats the passenger seat next to him and smiles as he watches you open the door and slide into the security of his familiar car.
âYou cleaned your car,â you murmur as you notice a severe lack of McDonaldâs trash.
He sniffs haughtily.Â
âThe trash added character.â
Jungkook doesnât give you a chance to respond. Instead, heâs unbuckling his seatbelt and pulling you as close to him as he can get you. The instant his arms wrap around your body, the floodgates open again and your once-quieted tears turn back into full-fledged sobs.
âI loved him,â you gasp through the pain in your throat.
He rubs your back, pats your hair gently, soothing you the way he has for years now. Through every breakup, through every family fight with your older brother Namjoon, through all the mean girls in high school. Jungkook is the north starâalways consistent, always guiding you back to safety.
âI know, babe,â he sighs. âYou deserve someone whoâs going to treat you right, whoâs not just going to give up when things get hard.â
You choke back a cry against his Patagonia hoodie and bury your face further into the crook of his neck. He smells like Old Spice and the shampoo he uses, along with the smell of laundry soap you buy for himâhe uses dish soap when he runs out and nearly broke his washing machine last time.
âI thought he was the one. Iâm so stupid.â
Jungkook swallows hard. Tonight is about comforting you, not about feeling sorry for himself that youâre his best friend and not his girlfriend. He canât help but think of what kind of life he would give you. He knows itâs one that wouldnât end with you crying in a parking lot at 3 AM.
âYouâre not stupid, you just loved him. And thereâs nothing stupid about loving someone, even if it doesnât work out,â he sighs as he cradles your head against him. It feels right having you there, pressed up against him and seeking comfort from the solace of his arms.
âLetâs go get a milkshake, yeah?â He asks as you pull your head up and look at him with sad, glassy eyes.
âYeah,â you nod after a moment of staring.
Jungkookâs eyes sparkle with love, with hope. It makes the desperate, alone feeling inside youâdisappear. Jungkook presses a soft kiss to your forehead and then starts the shaky ignition of his car, that takes three cranks of the key before it turns over.
He sends you a look, a laugh evident on your face.
âDonât even start,â he warns. âThe engine is fine.â
âWhatever you say,â you snort as you wipe an errant tear from your face. Â
âItâs a certified classic car! I could get millions for this baby!â
As the weeks pass, the pain of losing Seokjin becomes further and further from your mind. You can get through the day without crying anytime you see something that reminds you of him and even start flirting with others without feeling like youâre cheating.
You just still havenât reached the point where dating someone else even feels possible. Youâre terrified of allowing someone close to you, letting them into a place where youâre inviting them to possibly hurt you. Youâre not sure your heart is ready for it.Â
âI think youâre just scared,â your older brother Namjoon states as he warms up a bottle of milk in boiling water.Â
He cradles his new baby in one arm while the other works at the bottle of milk.Â
âIâm not scared,â you huff. âI just donât think itâs the right time.âÂ
Namjoon sighs and hands the gurgling newborn baby off to you and readies the bottle for you to feed your new niece, Jisoo.Â
âLook, Seokjin sucks, okay? I know you two were together for some time, but in the end, he wasnât the right one for you. Thereâs someone out there who is the right one for you. You know how many shit frogs I had to kiss before I got my prince?âÂ
You make a face as you feed Jisoo, who happily sucks and gazes at the lights above.Â
âYou call Jimin a prince?âÂ
Namjoon sighs dreamily as he watches the baby and thinks of his husband.Â
âThe dreamiest prince,â he breathes, eyes closed in bliss. âBut back to your problems. I think you should get back out there. Go on some dates, meet some people. No one is telling you to fall in love and get married tomorrow. Just go have some fun.âÂ
You allow Namjoonâs words to mull through your mind. What could be the harm in joining a few dating sites, perhaps spending some time at the gym or grocery store flirting with someone cute?
âFine,â you say. âIâll think about it.âÂ
âGood. I canât be the only one giving our parents grand-babies. Soo needs a cousin.âÂ
You smile down at the tiny bundle in your arms and imagine a future where you have a baby of your own.Â
âOkay, Iâm not trying to get knocked up, Joon.âÂ
âWhatever,â he sighs. âHelp me choose a wall color for me and Jiminâs new master bathroom.âÂ
Tinderâs changed since the last time you used it, years ago. Itâs gone from any semblance of dating to strictly an app used to get laid.Â
Itâs discouraging swiping through all the obvious fuckboys. Sure, a quick and easy lay sounds great, but youâre also trying to go out and enjoy real, traditional dates, and it seems none of these guys want to step foot outside of a bedroom.Â
The swiping left becomes almost monotonous. Youâre sitting on your couch, watching some documentary about serial killers, when a startling profile pops up on your Tinder feed.Â
The picture that pops up is... Jungkook. You canât stop the bubble of laughter that leaps from your chest. His profile is so authentically Jungkook that youâre swiping right before you even know it.Â
Your brain doesnât even comprehend what a match with Jungkook means, really. Youâre still laughing as you click on the bubble to message him and send him as many laugh emojis as you can.Â
âHey guys, whatâs up, Kookie here with another Letâs Play Minecraft video for ya. Be sure to like and subscribe if you enjoy this kind of content.â
Jungkookâs headset is firmly wrapped around his head, mic next to his mouth and hands at the ready on his mouse and keyboard. Heâs set and in the zone.Â
The game is well into play when the familiar chime of his phone goes off. Itâs a Tinder notificationâhe can tell by the sound. He canât help but roll his eyes, wondering what sort of boring conversation heâs meant to have with a girl who will probably ghost him, anyway.Â
He lazily lifts his phone and glances at the notification, before dropping it back to the desk.Â
His hand freezes on his mouse as he finally comprehends what he just read.Â
He just matched with YOU.Â
His best friend.Â
His secret, lifelong crush.Â
He sputters something into the microphone and stops recording his game, wildly grasping for the phone and unlocking it.Â
YN: đđđđ is your bio a Minecraft pickup line?!
He pauses, attempts to collect his thoughts, before desperately typing on his screen.Â
JUNGKOOK: Why? đđ did it work?
You spend the rest of your night jokingly flirting with Jungkook, sending GIFs and emojis in between the silly lines youâre using on each other.Â
Right before youâre about to head to sleep, Jungkook sends one last message.Â
JUNGKOOK: What if we went on a date lolol. Haha jk. Unless?? đđđ
Your thumbs hover over the keys to your phone.Â
A date with Jungkook? Even though you matched with him, youâve never thought of a date with your childhood best friend.Â
YN: alright, itâs only fair since we matched đ show me how you treat these tinder ladies
âI have a date with Jungkook tonight,â you tell your brother, Namjoon, over the phone.Â
Over the crying of your newborn niece, you hear Namjoon splutter in confusion.Â
âYou what!?â He nearly screams. âJeon Jungkook? Like... the annoying kid youâve been friends with since fourth grade?â
You huff.Â
âHeâs not annoying! Heâs my best friend. We ironically matched on Tinder and⊠Well, why the fuck not? Nothing serious is going to happen. Weâll go out and have a story to tell about how incompatible we are.â
Namjoon doesnât reply. Instead, you hear him speak to his husband.Â
âSheâs going on a date with Jungkook,â he says over the muffle of his hand on the receiver.
Thereâs a shuffle, and the dulcet voice of your brother-in-law, Jimin, comes over the line.Â
âGirl,â he starts. âWhat the fuck?â
You chuckle as you move about your closet, trying to decide whatâs appropriate to wear on a date with your best friend.Â
âItâs nothing!âÂ
âMm-hmm,â Jimin tuts. âYou know the boy is in love with you.âÂ
âOkay, Chim, youâve been spending too much time cooped up with my brother. Itâs affecting your grip on reality.â
âSure, honey. I just tell it like it is. Donât break his heart.âÂ
You roll your eyes.Â
âI wonât break his heart because thereâs nothing there, Jimin.â
âIâll be expecting your call later.â
âYes, dad. Love you guys.â
âWe love you too, sweetheart. But really, donât break that poor boyâs heart.â
You open your mouth to retort yet another reassurance that thereâs nothing to break, but the line goes dead.
âFucking Jimin,â you mutter as you throw your phone to the bed.
You canât allow yourself to think that Jungkook might have feelings for you. Itâs totally out of the questions. Heâs your best friend. The guy who shoves Cheetos up his nose to make you laugh and falls asleep during every movie night with his face in the popcorn bowl. Heâs just Jungkook. This date is just a funny way to hang out.
So, why do you care so much about what you wear?
Youâre still standing in front of your closet, attempting to find something respectable to wear. It doesnât matter that the last time Jungkook saw you; it was with mascara streaming down your face and a hoodie from Namjoonâs college swimming days and ripped leggings. Jungkook has seen you in nearly everything you wear, so your indecisiveness gives you pause.
Do you want Jungkook to be attracted to you? Do you want to do your best to look as presentable as you would for a normal date?
The thudding of your heart tells you that maybe youâre more interested in this being a date than youâre allowing yourself to believe.
You shake all thoughts off.Â
No, you wonât allow yourself to overthink a night that should just be fun.
You settle for a fitted and simple summer dress, tights and heels. Simple, easy, respectable but also showing enough cleavage and sculpt of your ass to ensure you look more dressed up than not.
Perfect.
With one last look in the mirror, youâre ready.
JUNGKOOK: Iâm outside!
ME: See you soon!
Jungkook taps his foot anxiously as he sits on the bench outside your apartment. His tight black jeans feel like a second skin on his legs, and the black button-down shirt heâs tucked in makes him rethink his choice of outfit.
Is he too casual?
Heâs never really worn something like this around you. This is what Jungkook wears when he wants to seduce. This is what every girl heâs desperately wished was you got to see. The girls who swooned over his messy hair, the way his jeans display his toned thighs, the peek of skin at his throat.
Maybe itâs too much.
Maybe heâs afraid heâll scare you away.
Maybe heâs afraid you wonât like it.
Heâs given no chance to ruminate anymore because youâre exiting the building and walking straight towards him.
He doesnât think he remembers how to breathe.
Itâs as if you walk towards him in slow motion. Angels chorus around him and the setting sun sparkles on your face like a spotlight. Thereâs nothing in the world anymore, nothing but you.
Youâre the most beautiful human heâs ever seen in his life.
âHi,â you smile as you approach him.
He continues to stare, eyes traveling over the soft curves of your cheeks and jaw, trailing down to the way your dress clings just right to each dip of your body. His throat goes dry.
You are without a doubt the girl of his dreams.Â
âJungkook?â
It pushes him out of his reverie, eyes widening as he realizes heâs been staring at you for maybe a few minutes too long to play off as normal.
âHey!â He coughs, attempting to right himself.
âYou okay?â You ask, eyebrow lifted in concern.
âYeah! Yup! Totally! Iâm okayâa-okay, absolutely great.â He internally slaps himself.
âYou clean up nice,â you smile as your eyes elevate up and down the lean form of his body.
âOh?â He asks, taken aback.Â
In his daze, he never even realized what youâre thinking about him, rather only how intensely he was thinking about you.
âThis must be the Jungkook that all the girls in college couldnât stop begging me to hook them up with.â
His cheeks flame with sudden embarrassment, hand moving to the back of his neck to rub it awkwardly.Â
âHa, yeah,â he swallows. âYou look r-really nice too. I donât think Iâve seen you in a dress since your brotherâs wedding.â
The smile that heâs rewarded with nearly knocks him on his ass. âThanks! Itâs fun to dress up cute again. Jin hated this dress.â
A stab of pain eeks its way into Jungkookâs heart. Seokjin. God, how he hates that man.
âWell, uh, you can wear whatever you want with me!â He assures.Â
You loop your arm around Jungkookâs, saddling up to his side as you look at him expectantly.
âWell, are we going?â
Jungkook canât help but smile at the sparkle in your eye, the way you peer up at him with those soft, cherry lips. He wants to capture them with his own, kiss you until you donât remember Seokjinâs name ever again.
But he resists.
âLetâs go!â
You never thought youâd admit it to yourself. You never even thought it could happen.Â
But the date is everything youâve ever wanted, and more.Â
Jungkook is still Jungkook, still just as silly and easy to talk to as he always is.Â
But heâs also charming. Flirtatious, even. He holds doors open for you; he rests his hand on the small of your back as he guides you towards your table at dinner. He feeds you bites of his dessert and lets his eyes linger on the way your lips look wrapped around his fork.Â
Jungkook treats you the way youâve always wanted to be treated. Like someone he wants to cherish for the rest of your combined lives. Someone he wants to take care of, build a future with, enjoy life with.
And as much as it thrills you, it absolutely frightens you.Â
Itâs when youâre walking down the small river trail together that Jungkook slips his hand into yours and laces your fingers together. The once-steady beat of your heart becomes erratic. He continues chattingâas if holding your hand was a subconscious act for him. Heâs knee deep in a story of his Minecraft server when you stop walking, causing him to pause.Â
âWhatâs up?â He asks curiously.Â
Your eyes glitter with anticipation, with fear, as you stare at the gorgeous man before you. He looks like a full course meal in his tight jeans and he makes you feel like a princess. You can suddenly see doing life by his sideâno longer his platonic best friend, but as his lover and lifelong partner.Â
You say nothing. Instead, you simply close the space between you two by grabbing the buttons of his shirt and tugging his lips onto yours.Â
âWhaâoh, mmmmmm.â
Jungkook is still for a second as he battles the surprise, but jumps into action and cups your face with his hands, deepening the kiss by pushing his tongue past your lips and swirling it around your own.Â
Your bodies press close together. He can feel your breasts against his chest and he desperately wants to rip the dress off your body and worship you like heâs always wanted to.Â
As soon as the kiss started, itâs over. Youâre pulling away with eyes wide with fear.
âIâm sorry, IâI need to go,â you stammer awkwardly.
Jungkookâs heart drops to his stomach.
âWhat? We were going to get ice cream?â
You can feel tears building in the corners of your eyes. Youâre so confused, so unsure of what youâre feeling. You want to stay and kiss Jungkook until youâre clawing at the clothing on his body, pressing kisses to the firm column of his neck. You want to run far away, too scared to admit it to him youâre sure you could love him for the rest of his life.
You canât lose that friendship. You canât risk everything you love about Jungkook. Heâll only hurt you the way every boyfriend ever has.
âI donât really feel well,â you swallow hard as you lie. Jungkook always knows when youâre lying.
His body stiffens.
âOkay, let me walk you home.â
You shake your head, already moving away from the man.
âItâs fine. Weâre nearby. Iâll just run or something.â
He opens his mouth to protest, but youâve already turned face and started running the direction away from him.
Jungkook watches, misty-eyed, as the girl of his dreams runs further and further away from him.
Youâre sobbing as you finally reach home, out of breath and confused. The phone call to Namjoon is quick.
âYo,â he says cooly as he answers the phone. His tone changes when he hears your whimpering sobs on the other end.
âJoonie,â you whisper. âI fucked up.â
âOh god,â Namjoon quickly shuffles and calls his husband over, before putting the phone on speaker.
âWhatâs happened, baby?â Jiminâs sweet voice asks.
âIâI kissed him,â you sob, holding yourself close in the comfort of the elevator.Â
Namjoon and Jimin look at each other with knowing looks.
âWeâre on our way over.â
Jimin knows the first order of business is to stop the crying. He places sleeping baby Jisoo in your arms, which quiets your whimpers enough as you cling to the tiny baby. He knows your weakness is sleeping babies.
Namjoon looks on anxiously, hates seeing his little sister upset and with no way to make it better.
Jiminâs been asked to take the lead on this, because he knows his husband's response is to cry as wellâhe gets emotional anytime he sees her cry. Namjoon agreed, knowing Jimin was better suited for the conversation.
âTell us what happened,â Jimin asks quietly. Youâre rocking the baby gently, sobs turned to sniffles. âDid something go wrong on the date?â
Your eyes peer up at your brother-in-lawâs, a wounded look that makes Jimin feel sad. Namjoon clenches beside him, and Jimin lays a hand on his lap to soothe the protective brother.
âNo,â you whisper. âThatâs the thing. It was an amazing date.â
Jimin watches you curiously, but remains silent to let you continue.
âWe had dinner, and we played arcade games and we walked around. And he was so⊠fuck, he was perfect. It was like dating the guy of my dreams.â
Jimin nods knowingly.
âAnd it surprised you how much you liked him.â
âYeah,â you sniffle. âAt the end, he was holding my hand and just talking about normal, stupid Jungkook shit, but this time it felt like more. Like, I felt in my heart that I wanted to be the one he always talked to about it. I wanted to be the one he came home to at night.â
Jimin pats your cheek lovingly, the care for his sister-in-law clear in his gaze.Â
âYou donât just like him, honey. I think you might even love him.â Â
You pull baby Jisoo tighter into your grasp and nod, pathetic tears slipping down your face.Â
âI just left him. Like, I ran away from him like an asshole.â
Namjoon grunts and takes a spot next to Jimin. âIf he loves you, which Iâm sure he does, heâll still be waiting for you.â
Jimin nods and rests a hand on his husband's back. âBut you better have one hell of an apology.â
Jungkook doesnât answer your phone calls. He doesnât respond to your texts, snapchats or Instagram DMâs. He doesnât even look at the TikToks you sent him! Itâs becoming infuriating to get in touch with him.
You take matters into your own hands and storm to his apartment after work, the rising tension in your shoulders and stomach full of rocks an indicator of your anxiety about the future of this relationship.
Jungkook opens the door wearing nothing but a pair of grey sweats. All the carefully crafted words exit your mind at lightÂ
speed and youâre left gasping, wide-eyed at the chiseled body of your best friend.
âCan I help you?â He asks, tone flat.
Ouch.
You push past him into the apartment you know so well. âYeah, you could start by answering your phone.â
Jungkook rolls his eyes and closes the door, then heads back towards the large gaming setup in the living room.
âMy apologies for not responding to the girl who literally ran away from me on a date.â
Your cheeks heat uncomfortably as you stand in the center of his living room, arms crossed over your chest.Â
âJungkook, listen. Iâmââ
âPlease,â he shakes his head as he sits down at the impressive gaming chair. âSave the apologies. I get it.â
âYou donât get it!â You say, exasperated. âYou donât get any of it! Thatâs why Iâm here.â
Jungkook narrows a look at you then stands from his chair. Slowly, he makes his way towards you and stands inches from your face. The proximity of his bare, toned chest to your body makes your throat dry.
âNo, you donât get it.â His voice is threateningly quiet, completely different from his usual chipper tone.Â
âJungkook, Iâm sorry.â
âSorry for what?â He quirks his head sarcastically, and youâre struck by the sharp lines of his jaw. âSorry for running away from the date? Sorry for going on a date? Sorry for making me feel like I had a fucking chance when you kissed me?â
You swallow hard and open your mouth to reply, but he cuts you off.
âIâm sorry too. For giving myself way too much hope that this could ever be something. Iâm sorry for myself for thinking youâd at least respect me enough to reject me politely.â
âYou always had a chance!â You can feel tears building in your eyes and Jungkook feels his heart pound in his chest like a drum.
He scoffs, a harsh and mirthless laugh. âClearly not.â
âI justâ,â you start. âI never saw you like that before and suddenly you became everything Iâve ever dreamed of. It was like getting hit by a train, Kook! Suddenly my best friend turned into the man of my dreams.â
He shakes his head, stepping back away from you.
âI really find it hard to believe you,â he whispers. âI canât let myself hope.â
âJungkook, please,â you beg as tears start slipping down your face. âPlease believe me.â
âJust leave,â he sighs. âI hate making you cry.â
You want so badly to wrap yourself in his arms, cry into his chest like you always do when youâre hurt. But you stand still, frozen in your shame and embarrassment of hurting your best friend so badly.
âIâm sorry,â you murmur, before you spin around as quickly as you can and leave Jungkookâs apartment in a flurry.
He watches as the door slams behind you, eyes full of sadness and regret. As much as he wants to believe you, have faith in every word you said, he canât allow himself to get his hopes up again.
He canât watch you run away from him again.
âWelcome back to Kookieâs Wild Weekly Walkthrough!â Jungkook cheers as enthusiastically as he can through his microphone. âThe weekly segment where I react to your Minecraft worlds!â
Jungkook needed to dive back into streaming to take his mind off of you. He hasnât left his apartment in days, only subsisting on takeout and coffee. At least he was making more money and his subscribers didnât seem to mind the up-tick in content.
âTonight Iâll be walking through a creation sent by,â he squints at the username. ââKookiesgal95â Aww thatâs cute.â Â
He readies the content and starts his camera as he watches the YouTube link. His subscribers love his reaction videosâitâs a highly requested segment.
The video starts off easily, a generic Minecraft world that looks like a park.
âHi Kook.â
The voice that reverberates through his headphones makes him pause the video quickly, wide-eyed with recognition.
Itâs you. Heâd know that voice from a million others.Â
Shit. Heâs going to have to edit so much of this clip. Heâs staring at the screen as if heâs just seen a ghost.
Unsteadily, he clicks play again and watches as you lead him through your Minecraft creation.
âI wanted to recreate something for someone very special in my life.â
Jungkook doesnât even bother to react to this anymore. This entire video is going to be worthlessâthereâs nothing he can say.
The video pans around the Minecraft setup and he can see what looks like handmade swings and merry go rounds.
âIt took me a really long time to do this and an embarrassing amount of help from some twelve-year-olds on the internet.â
He laughs and is stunned by the wet tears rolling down his cheeks. He hadnât realized he was crying.
âI re-created a park that is really special to my best friend and I.â
He feels his chest tighten and relax. The park.Â
âThis is the spot where he held me when my dog died when I was nine. I still miss that dog.â
The view is on a spot next to a blocky oak tree. Jungkook remembers that day, remembers your heartbroken sobs as he whispered words of comfort to you. He misses that dog, too.Â
âThis is where he and my brother got in a fight when we were eleven, because my brother called me a stupid-head. My best friend has always been protective of me, even from my own big brother.â
He can still remember pushing Namjoon around after hearing him call you names. He pushed Namjoon over and threatened to use his âbig musclesâ if he did it again.
The camera pans to an enormous structure, rather sloppily made, of a slide and monkey bars.
âThis is where we first shared a joint in high school. I coughed a lung up and he ran down the street to a gas station at ten pm to get me a bottle of water even though I told him I was okay,â
The memory of the bewildered 7-11 employee plays through his mind. The man watched as a very stoned, very out of breath, Jungkook paid for a bottle of water in coins.
The video continues playing, moves towards what appears to be a parking lot made of cobblestone blocks.
âThis is where he held me when my world fell apart.â
The break-up. The way you cried and cried and cried in his arms and he held you as if you were the only thing left on Earth.Â
âThis is where he reminded me Iâm worthy of love, that Iâm not broken. This is where he held me like I was delicate, but treated me like I was unbreakable.â
His tears donât stop. Jungkook feels his heart thundering in his chest like a summer storm.Â
He can hear your sniffles through the recording of the videoâyou were crying too. It pans around to the swing set.
âAnd this is where Iâll tell him everything, tonight. Where Iâll tell him how deeply I love him and how I want to make him the happiest guy in the world. In all of Minecraft and beyond. I hope he comes.â
Jungkook doesnât even bother turning his camera off.
Instead, heâs running to change out of his three-day-old clothes and bolt out the door.
The creaky, rusty metal of the swing set is deafeningly loud in the silence of your park.
Itâs dark, just a few street lights around to illuminate the perimeter, but itâs otherwise only lit by the moon.
Itâs getting cold. You shiver in your hoodie and kick at the dirt under your swing.Â
Maybe he didnât see the video. Maybe he wasnât going to show.
Maybe it was too late.
You spent hours working on the Minecraft world, staying up at all hours of the night to build and craft a poor re-creation of this park. The twelve-year-olds on Reddit had been invaluable and Namjoon definitely made fun of you for your creative assistants. But it had all been worth it.Â
âFuck,â you speak out loud to no one, as you try to warm your hands in the pockets of your sweater. âItâs cold.â
âYou should have brought a jacket.â
The sudden voice from behind startles you. You hop off the swing and whip around to face down the intruder.
Jungkook.
He looks so good. Heâs wearing a thick coat and tight jeans. Your eyes take a delicious journey from head to toe.
He canât help but preen at your blatant appreciation. He enjoys knowing youâre attracted to him, at least physically.
âYou came.â
He nods and takes a nervous step towards you. Heâs still far away, more than an arm's-reach away. Youâre desperate to bring him closer, to pull him tight against your body and wrap yourself around him. You never want to be without his gentle touch again.
âI felt pretty compelled to come after you made all this in Minecraft for me.â He cracks a wry smile, a boy-ish grin that makes your heart flutter.
âIt took me twenty-five hours and some teenagers to help.â
He laughs, a beautiful sound that warms you. âIâm sure they were ecstatic to help.â
You chew at the inside of your cheek, nervous at what he thinks about your in-game confession.
âDid you mean it?â He asks. He steps closerâone more step.
âEvery word.â
His eyes are searching yours for the truth, desperately diving into the depths for validity.
âWhy did you run away?â Another step.
You swallow hard, heavy tears brimming in your eyes.
âYou went from being the silly best friend to being the person I could spend the rest of my life with. It all hit me. Itâs always been you.â
One more step and now heâs just within your reach. If you stuck your hand out, your fingers would graze the soft puff of his coat, the delicate skin of his neck.Â
âIâve always felt that way about you. I never thought youâd feel the same.â
You smile softly, timidly. âIt just took me a little while longer to realize it.â
All at once, Jungkook closes the gap and holds you gently by your cheeks. His thumbs wipe at the moisture under your eyes.Â
âI promise to never make you cry again,â he whispers reverently.Â
âAnd I promise to never run away from you again.âÂ
Jungkook smiles at that, cradling your face like youâre the most expensive and precious jewel.Â
âCan I kiss you again?â He asks, somewhat unsure of himself.Â
âI would like it if you would.â
As Jungkook presses his cold, plush lips to your own, you make a promise to yourself to never go a day without kissing him again.Â
âI canât believe youâre in my bedroom,â Jungkook murmurs as he kisses at your face. After the park, Jungkook loaded you into his priceless Nissan and scurried home. You could hardly keep your hands off him as he drove you back to his placeâreaching and caressing the spots on his body youâre dying to become familiar with.Â
âIâve been in your bedroom before,â you remind him as he tugs up the hoodie youâre wearing.Â
âGod, donât be so semantic when Iâm trying to fuck you,â he says before throwing the hoodie to a corner of the room. âYou know what I mean.â
Jungkook kisses you again, all lips and teeth and tongue. He kisses you like youâre the last breath of air, and heâs greedy for every bit. He grips your hips, not too tight, and brings your body against his. You can feel him grow in hardness in his too tight, and it feels like bliss.Â
Teasingly, you grind your hips against his, making him shudder with desire.
âI want you,â he whines as he nibbles at your lip.Â
âReally? I couldnât tell.â
He opens his eyes to level a look at you, pulling his mouth away from yours.Â
âYouâre such a little smartass.â
His hands become feverish on your jeans, tugging apart the button and flicking down the fly. He pushes them down quickly, and you kick them off carelessly.Â
He canât stop looking at you in your bra and panties, standing at the foot of his bed.Â
âHoly shit, okay, this is happening, right? Like, this is real?âÂ
You smirk, pleased with Jungkookâs obvious excitement.Â
âLet me prove itâs not just a dream.âÂ
Softly, you spin Jungkook around and push him down to sit on his bed. He complies easily, eyes wide and excited.Â
âIf this is a dream, would you be able to feel this?â You ask as you unbuckle his belt and open his jeans. He doesnât reply, simply watches you as you tug his jeans down to his thighs.Â
His cock strains hard against his tight boxers, and you run a teasing finger over the obvious bulge.Â
âOh fuck,â he breathes.Â
âFeels pretty real, huh?â
âY-yeah.âÂ
Your delicate hands gently tug at the waistband of his boxers and easily work them down enough to free the length of his cock. It springs out easily and your eyes widen at the impressive size. You assumed he would be at least average, but youâre looking at something definitely more.Â
âOh wow,â you whisper. âYouâre fucking huge.âÂ
Jungkook grins. âAll for you, baby.â The cockiness is palpable.Â
One solid grip around him wipes the presumptuous smile off his face, replaced with a gasping, shuddering moan.Â
âHow about this? Not a dream?â
He struggles to find his voice, instead heâs gulping for air like a fish out of water.Â
âThatâs what I thought,â you whisper before settling into a position on your knees. âIâll admit, Iâve dreamt about this too. I always felt so ashamed for dreaming about sucking my best friend's cock.â
You press soft kisses to the head of his length, teasing the sensitive areas at the tip before kissing up and down the length.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck.â
His evident desire for you encourages you, and your tongue swipes at the crown of his tip and swirls around it gently.Â
âOh my god.â His eyes shutter closed and you trace the veins in his dick with your tongue.Â
âThis h-has to be a dreeeaaaaam,â he whines as you make an exceptionally long stripe with the flat of your tongue.Â
You pull off for a moment, humming. He springs his eyes open and watches as you reach behind your back and unsnap your bra. Your breasts escape with a bounce and his eyes widen, nearly bulging out of their sockets.Â
âWhat the fuck,â he whines. âYou have the most amazing tits.â
He reaches out to grasp them and you slap them away playfully.Â
âNot yet,â you smirk. âStill trying to convince you youâre not asleep.âÂ
He sucks in his breath and puts his hands back to the bed to steady himself, eyes never leaving yours (except to stare at the luscious curves of your body).Â
Grasping your breasts in both hands, you smash them together lightly in an elaborate show of what Jungkook wants most. You lean over his body and place the throbbing thickness of his cock in between your tits, allowing him to feel just how soft and warm they are.Â
âShit!â He yelps, grabbing his sheets in a tight fist. âAre you really tit-fucking me right now?!â
Slowly, you lift your body up and down, allowing his cock to feel each stroke of your breasts. You nod at his question and continue to pump up and down.Â
âStill dreaming?âÂ
He whines and shakes his head, already feeling so close to the edge. His cock is slick from your teasing licks and the pressure of your tits surrounding him had his mind spinning with desire.Â
âAhhh, Iâm so fucking close,â he warns.
You continue, speeding up the friction and pressure of your strokes.Â
âI want you to cum on me, Kook,â you whisper encouragingly. âCum on my tits, please?â
Jungkook feels like heâs a wire about to snap, and your thick, sultry voice and incredibly perfect breasts are the snips that breaks him apart.Â
âOh, shit,â he grunts. âGonna paint your titties white, baby.â
His moans echo around the walls of his bedroom, small gasps of pleasure and your name escaping his perfectly plump pout.Â
His hot load splatters on your chest, and you stroke him through each pulse of his cock. Youâre slippery with his seed now, and when you pull away from his spent length, you make a show of rubbing in his cum over your chest.
âOkay, definitely not dreaming,â he says in a daze as he watches you lift a wet finger to your mouth, popping it in to clean it off. âWho knew you were so fucking kinky?âÂ
His confidence grows as he catches his breath. He canât believe heâs sitting on his bed with you on your knees, breasts covered in his load. Youâre suckling the cum off your finger like itâs his cock, and heâs desperate for more.
âThere are lots of things you donât know about me,â you shrug.Â
Swiftly, he grabs you gently by your bicep and pulls you close, sucking at your lips until youâre both standing.Â
âI plan to find out everything.âÂ
Suddenly, youâre switching positions and Jungkook is pushing you down into the bed. You lay flat in the center, body relaxed and eager for your best friend.
âWhat are you doing?â You ask. Heâs still standing at the end of the bed, watching you get comfortable. Once heâs satisfied that youâre lying exactly how you want, he settles himself by your feet.
âWorshipping you,â he says as he lifts an ankle and presses gentle kisses to your calf. âShowing you how much I adore you.â More kisses, soft and sweet. âShowing you how I plan on treating you for the rest of your life.âÂ
He takes his time, lavishing your legs with his mouth. He kisses and sucks at any spot, sexual or not. He mouths at the roundness of your knees, your firm hamstrings. He presses his love into the skin of your thighs, mouthing his praises with each kiss.Â
He reaches the dip of your hips and he gently kisses your exposed skin as he tugs your cotton panties off you.Â
âI have loved every inch of you since before I can remember,â he praises as his lips skim over the mound of your cunt. âAnd I donât plan on stopping soon.âÂ
Your body feels like itâs on fire, as if Jungkook lights a match at every spot his lips press against. Your eyes close, and you allow Jungkook to continue his pious worship of your body.Â
He teases around your folds, kissing your labia ever so gentlyâmaking you gasp. He doesnât linger long, only kisses you enough to stir the licking flames of heat in your belly. Â
He kisses at your stomach, gently nibbling and laving at the softness there. You try to hide from him, try to hide your insecurities of your body in his thorough exploration, but he moves your hands.Â
âI know you donât like this part of your body,â he murmurs. His voice is so soft, so pure and sincere. âBut I do. I love everything about you.âÂ
His tongue swirls around your belly button, making you gasp at the ticklish sensation.Â
âYouâre so pretty. So perfect.âÂ
He continues upwards, lips now trailing to your full breasts. He takes his time there, licking and kissing and flicking at your nipples with his tongue. It feels exhilaratingâJungkookâs mouth feels like everything you want it to feel like. His tongue is warm, and he bites with just enough pressure to make your back arch off the bed into his embrace.
His hands explore, taking stock of every millimeter of skin he can find. He wants to memorize every freckle, every bump, every scar and line. Your body is his paradise, and all he can think of is you, you, you.
One hand travels down your body as he moves his lips up your neck. It snakes down your stomach and deftly slides over your soaked core. You whine as you feel his fingers part your folds and dip into the wetness.
âSo wet,â he says out loud, verbalizing every tantalizing detail of your body. âSo perfect.â
His lips are finally at your own and you kiss him passionately, tongue swirling around his as he slides his two fingers past your clit and into your drenched hole. You gasp against his mouth, eyes widening as he slowly scissors his fingers into you and pumps slowly. Itâs almost teasing, the way he fucks his fingers in you. Slow, firm movements with his powerful hands.
âJungkook!â You gasp. He doesnât reply, instead he bites at your lip and tugs, then trails his hot mouth back down to your nipples. He canât get enough of your breasts and the slightly salty taste of him still lingering.
âYou feel so good,â he says as he speeds his fingers up minutely. âSo tight and wet for me.â
Your hips writhe in need. Heâs giving you what you need, but not enough. You need more, more. You want to feel him, all of him, spearing you open.
âPlease, Kook,â you groan. âI need you.â
He laughs softly against your nipple and sucks extra hard, letting it pop out of his mouth audibly.
âAnd I need you, my love.â
âFuck me, please.â Youâre desperate, thighs quaking from the slow teasing. âI want you to fuck me, Jungkook.â
Chills shudder down Jungkookâs spine and heâs powerless to say no, not when you demand it so well.
âWith pleasure,â he agrees. He pulls his fingers from within you and copies your move, sliding them into his mouth to suck your essence off.Â
Heâs never looked sexier. His eyes are dark chocolate pools of burning intensity, and you feel your breath become shaky as you watch him clean his fingers with precision.
After heâs deemed his fingers sufficiently clean, he settles himself between your legs. Easily, he lifts your hips and shoves a pillow underneath, elevating you to a more comfortable position. He grabs your legs and tosses each over his shoulders so theyâre higher in the air.Â
âIâm going to fuck you so good, baby,â he promises as he rubs the tip of his cock on your soppy slit. âCondom?â
You shake your head, appreciative of his question but desperate to feel him completely.
âBirth control. Regularly tested. Havenât had sex in a while,â you blurt out. âYou good?â
He nods in agreement. âSame. Well, except the birth control. But, Iâd take it if they made it for men.â
âJungkook!â You whine. Your best friend is so easily sidetracked. âPlease, can you fuck me?â
He grins. âTsk, someone is impatient.â
A low moan is rumbling in your chest as he continues to rub his thick cock at your entrance.
âI swear to god, youâre the biggest tease.â
âOh, Iâm definitely the biggest.â
Before you can react, heâs pushing past your entrance and sliding deep in your walls. Your position makes his cock feel deep, and he bottoms out and stills there, eyes closed in bliss.
âHoly shit,â he gasps. âThis is absolutely the best pussy Iâve ever felt.â
You wiggle your hips as you get used to the sensation of the delicious stretch.
âPlease donât tell me how many pussies youâve felt when youâre balls deep inside of me.â
Jungkook turns his head and kisses at your legs resting on his shoulders, lavishing them with his praise once more as he keeps his cock buried inside your tight heat.
âYours is the only one that matters. The only pussy Iâll ever be in for the rest of my life.â
âThatâs a good answer,â you smile. âNow, fuck me, lover boy.â
Jungkook winks and grips your hips with his hands. He swiftly pulls out, enamored with the way his cock is already covered in your creamy essence, then eagerly pushes back in. He sets a pace and soon the sound of skin clapping on skin echoes around the room.
âOh god!â Youâre moaning loudly, unabashedly. Youâre thankful that Jungkookâs old roommate, Yoongi, moved out to live with his boyfriend Hoseok months ago. Heâd definitely complain about the noise for months. âFuck, Jungkook, you feel so good.â
Jungkook fucks into you with ferocity, speed and power gradually rising as he feels his core tighten with the coming anticipation of release.
âMmm, you look so fucking sexy like this,â he murmurs. âGetting fucked by your best friendâs fat cock.â
He moves a hand from your hip, trails it up your body to squeeze at your breast, before heâs cupping your face once again. His hips snap against yours and he loves the way your mouth utters little squeaks and gasps with each deep thrust into you.
âGod, my beautiful girl,â he groans. âCanât wait to cum in this pussy, shit, you got me so fucking close.â
You open your mouth desperately and Jungkook easily slips his thumb in. You latch on quickly and suck, tongue swirling around the tip like youâre sucking another cock. It nearly sends him over the edge and the speed of his hips matches his desperate need for more.
âFucking hell,â he bites back. He can feel his belly tighten, driven further and further to the edge by the constricting wetness of your cunt.Â
He pulls his thumb out and moves it down to where his cock spears into you, allowing your spit to swirl with his thumb around your clit. Your core tightens around him at the added stimulation and your back arches up in ecstasy.
âIâm so c-close, Kook,â you plead, as if begging for mercy. âPlease, I want to cum so bad.â
The speed of his thumb increases, and he watches as your face twists in pleasure and desperation.Â
âCum on my cock, baby, let me see you fall apart. Show me what Iâve dreamt of for so long.â
A high and wanton cry ripples out of your body as he savagely increases his speed, both his cock and thumb working overtime to drive you towards your end. The butterflies that erupt in your lower stomach make your moans louder, higher. Youâre so close, closer than ever. Itâs building to an incredible crescendo.
He can tell youâre closeâhe sees it on your face as your back arches and your fists grip his sheets.
âYou look like a fucking angel, baby,â he whines as he soaks in the vision of you writhing underneath him. âI bet you cum like an angel, too. Let me see it, let me see.â
With just a few more swirls of his thumb and his deep, hard strokes, youâre soaring over the edge into a pool of nothingness. Your cunt pulsates wildly around his length, milking and stroking it with your tight walls. You throw your head back, moaning out his name at the top of his lungs, letting his neighbors know just who fucks you so well.
âHoly shit,â he gasps, hips stuttering as he fucks into your juicy hole. âThat was so fucking sexy.â
You grip his forearms, holding onto him tight and encourage him to go harder. âCum inside me, Kookie, please. Iâm all yours, make me yours.â
His heart feels like it might burst in his chest. Heâs always wanted you to say it to him, to hand over your love to him like he does so easily to you. Itâs all so much, so overwhelming, and the feeling of your hot cunt still fluttering around him sends him reeling into his own completion.Â
He spills into you, warm seed coating your walls and pooling inside your womb. He fucks himself through each throb of his cock until heâs sure heâs drained every ounce of himself into you.
Your legs slip off his shoulders easily, and he gently pulls himself out of you. He falls beside you, panting with exertion, and wraps an arm around you.
After a few silent moments of catching your breath, Jungkook pulls you in close to him until he can koala-cling to you, arms and legs both wrapped around your body.
âMine,â he whispers as he kisses your head. âAll mine.â
You return the favor, clinging to your best friendâboyfriendâlike heâs your only lifeline.
âAll yours.â
âSo, youâre telling me, you got together because of Minecraft?â Jimin asks, pointing a fork in your direction. Itâs been months now since your grand virtual declaration of love for Jungkook. Months of bliss and romance, laughter and companionship.Â
You were right all along. Jungkook is everything youâve wanted in a man and more.
Youâre sitting at your brotherâs expensive dinner table, enjoying a meal with his family with your boyfriend at your side.
âYeah, Jimin, I guess thatâs what Iâm saying,â you retort as you roll your eyes. âMinecraft and Tinder.â
Baby Jisoo is awake and in your brotherâs arms, but sheâs whining and wiggling to leave him.
âWhatâs wrong, Soo?â Namjoon asks with a pout on his lips. âWhy donât you want daddy anymore?â
Jimin snorts at his husband and you hold out your arms for your baby niece. âCome here, baby, I know you want auntie.â
Namjoon dutifully hands over his daughter, sulking that heâs been picked over for his sister.Â
You cradle the baby in your arms, expecting her to calm once sheâs there, but she continues to fuss. Sheâs thrusting her arms out and nearly crying, reaching towards Jungkook whoâs busy chowing down on Jiminâs homemade ramen.
âI think she wants you, Kook,â you murmur. He looks at you, then to the baby, then back to you, before he wipes his hands and face clean with a napkin.
âOh, okay,â he whispers, slowly taking the baby from your arms with your help. âHello, maâam.â
Namjoon and Jimin laugh. âSheâs a baby, Jungkook, not an elderly woman,â your brother teases.
Jungkook doesnât listen. Heâs too busy cooing at the baby in his arms and playing with her tiny hands. Namjoon turns his attention away and looks at you.
âGuess I wonât be the only provider of grandchildren for much longer.â
You playfully glare at him and turn away to watch your boyfriend. Watching Jungkook interact with your niece makes your heart swell, your soul sing. Heâd be a perfect father.
âI swear, if he teaches her how to play Minecraft, heâs banned from the household,â Jimin grumbles. âThis is a No-Nerd-Zone.â
Jungkook cradles the child and rocks back and forth, singing her a soft, made-up song, before he looks over at you.
âHey, I want one of these,â he smiles. âCan we have one?â
You lay a hand on your stomach, a soft bump not quite visible yet. Itâs only been one test, the lines faintly indicating âpositiveâ on the stick. You wanted to make sure, get confirmation before you spill the beans.
âSure, Kookie.â
He grins and leans over to kiss you, before turning his attention back to the baby. âOkay, Jisoo, now let me tell you all about the Endermen.â
Jimin groans. âOh my god, do not give Minecraft facts to my infant!â
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moriarty the patriot headcannons pt. 1
| requested by anon: Can you write about all male characters in moriarty has a same look of their children and hpw many children they want? |
william x reader; louis x reader; albert x reader; sebastian x reader; fred x reader
word count: 2397
pt. 2: 221b boys
a/n: I DONT KNOW WHY I DIDNT WRITE THIS EARLIER IM SO SORRY THIS REQUEST HAS LITERALLY BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR SO LONG I AM SO SORRY I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS
william: 487 words
with his whole plan to clean the world of the filthy nobles, william never really stopped to think about having children
well, until he met you
you both were in town one day and he saw you fondly watching a child speak with her mother
âi think two children would be niceâ
âi didnât even askâ
âi know, but the look you gave that mother was telling enoughâ
n e ways he is a simp and he did eventually give you what you wanted
fast forward a few years, you have two children: a boy and a girl
and they look exactly like their father
like,, it lowkey pains you how much they physically take after their father
you wanted to be like âoh they have your personality, but they look just like me!â
no
granted, your son took after you in an emotional sense but your daughter was a daddyâs girl through and through
like she looks like him, she acts like him, speaks like him, she even EATS like him
ok but the men w your children
fred is a freaking sweetheart ok
like heâll watch over the kids when no one has the time and they love him too so theyâll help out in the garden which you are SO thankful for
tbh they only like uncle albert bc he brings them lil trinkets from when he gets back from london LMAO
louis doesnât show it, but he absolutely adores your children and makes extra snacks for them at tea time
you caught onto this at one point bc for some REASON your kids would not stop bouncing off of the walls before bed and they told you uncle louis gave them chocolate
and sebastian loves messing w your kids bc,,, sebastian
but he accidentally made your son cry ONCE and he was at the mercy of every adult in the moriarty estate including the boyâs younger sister
needless to say, he watched his actions and words around your children after that
now, william
iâm just gonna say this straight out: most of the men never really thought about having kids (save john and albert)
but when you finally had kids, william had a different outlook on life
like fr,, this man works overtime now trying to get rid of the filth that is called nobles
he doesnât want his kids to be raised in a world where just because you have more money than another means you get to look down on them
you still instill in them those good morals ofc
he also tries to be very present in their lives since he and his brother were raised as orphans
when he was younger, he didnât mind it all much
but now that he had this small family and a brighter future, he did everything in his power to make sure theyâre happy and grow up in a cleaner and kinder world
louis: 320 words
it took you a week to get him to at LEAST humor you
âif you could, how many kids do you want?â
ânoneâ
like, this guy is so dedicated to his brother and his cause it is a WONDER you somehow wormed your way into his heart
but you did and honestly, the brothers are actually very happy that youâre with them
william especially
louis rarely emotes but when you came into their lives, you got louis pissed at one point and everyone was like,,,, wtf?? he has emotions???
anyways, his answer is one kid LMAO
and when you get that one kid, he looks just like louis
yall already KNOW that heâs ready to die for that child as soon as louis holds him in his arms
the only kid sebastian wouldnt even try to mess with
he can deal with williamâs albertâs or fredâs kids but louis lowkey intimidates him so heâs as nice as he can be
that being said, louis teaches his kid how to properly handle stuff around the house
you want to cry bc ur son is just so??? the little kid just loves helping out no matter how small the task and heâs just so cute it hurts
even sebastianâs kinda like,, âaight heâs the only kid i will tolerateâ
louis grew up with only his brothers so he also wants to give his son a shot at a normal family
is actually aware at how he thinks heâs indispensable for williamâs cause and he doesnât want his son to end up like him
he also teaches his son some badass fighting moves
oh and louis smiles a lot more too
cried bc his son saw the scar he got on his cheek, rubbed some dirt on his lil face and said âi have daddyâs cool scar nowâ
all in all his son is the best thing to happen to all of you
albert: 505 words
same as louis in the fact that it takes him a week to answer
âyou know you havenât even answered my questionâ
âiâm sorry, what did you say?â
âhow many kids do you want?â
genuinely takes time to ponder that question
he hadnât thought of that since his family adopted william and louis
but with you?
âi think two darling girls who take after their mother is enough for meâ
pls heâd be so sweet đ„șđ„șđ„ș
you two end up having a girl and a boy, who look just like their father
and tbh, youâre not even mad
you love them so much so when albert comes back north, the three of you are ecstatic
the happiness was short lived for albert tho
he found his son spending time with william and thereâs nothing bad right????
âwhereâs your sister?â
âsheâs with mr. moranâ
his heart DROPPED
out of all the people in the manor
HIM
he sees the two running around the garden
it all happened as soon as albertâs daughter went up to sebastian and said âyouâre very pretty! youâre my knight now!â
he decided to âadoptâ the little girl and now heâs lowkey whipped
you found albert staring at sebastian playing with his daughter and updated him about everything going on
âbut him??â
âheâs just a big softie for her let it goâ
isnât really surprised when he finds out they can fight a little
actually glad that they can hold their own, God forbid anything happens to them
otherwise mi6 has to deal w family matters lmao
âalbert, she only trippedâ
âyou shouldve seen the fear in her eyes as she fellâ
âIT WAS A STRAY COBBLESTONEâ
would raise hell if anyone even THOUGHT ill of his kids
william and louis are the doting uncles
william more so than louis bc your kids have never seen louis smile
now theyâre on a mission to make uncle louis smile
louis was on child duty one day and they managed to slip away
omyGOD he was stressed but also,, extremely worried
so when he found them he had the most genuine smile on his face
your daughter was like (ă»âă»)
she loves uncle louis
ofc your son adores his dad like,,, who else wouldn't feel awesome at the age of 10 if you found out your dad was a high ranking general
feels superior to sebastian bc of his dad
lmao this 4â5 kid thinks he can rule sebastian for some odd reason
the house is always dirty bc him and sebastian always prank each other
your daughter is trying to catch a butterfly but she canât so fred helps
instantly loves fred
âis that what heartbreak isâ
âi guess thatâs what happens when you try to get close to my kids colonelâ
albert is kind of afraid of turning into his dad but he has you and everyone else to remind him that: no you are not your father, you are so much better than him
loves your family with his entire being
sebastian: 844 words
âi see you looking at those kids and the answer is noneâ
lmao youâll get so pouty around him bc you want kids dammit
that and he spoils you to no end so that's why youâre pouty lol
âfine weâll only do one kid and bc one kid is all i can tolerateâ
bruh
this man gives you three in four years LMFAO
two boys a year apart and a girl in the fourth year
you wanted to smack sebastian
when the two boys grew up, it was obvious they were already taking after their father in the physical sense
it was terrifying
they genuinely look like mini sebastians and you know everyone in the manor is afraid that you two birthed satan
and the satan was your eldest one
heâs just a feral sebastian moran in a tiny body
your second son, god bless him, looked just like his father but with fredâs temperament
and see, you were fine with your sons looking like their father
it was FINE right
you prayed to God that your third child would have at least some physical resemblance to you
your daughter was birthed, she grew up
and you cried
âHOW DO THEY ALL LOOK LIKE YOUâ
âiâve got some strong genetics, babyâ
you sulk for a lil bit
but you accept it anyway because you love your goddamn kids
thankfully, your second and youngest child are both soft spoken and it's only your husband and his tiny clone bringing hell to earth
smacking sebastian bc all of your children suddenly started swearing up a storm at each other
âWHYD YOU HIT MEâ
âYOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO SWEARS AROUND THE KIDSâ
finally sitting down and trying to convince them to stop swearing
âfather does it!â
âyour fatherâs stupidâ
speaking of your daughter
sheâs his little princess and no he will not take criticism
spoils her more than he spoils you
did she glance at a toy at a passing store?
he buys more toys than he should from said store
you have to physically hide some of his money bc there is only so much you can buy
and her older brothers are so caring you want to sob
if a person accidentally shoved her over bc she was tiny and they couldnât see her
oh boy
get ready to restrain them like chihuahuas
âlittle sister will be protected at all costsâ
since his second son is so different from him, sebastian actively makes time to talk about what the little boy is doing and what heâs getting from it
doesnât want to be pushy and suffocating like his dad was so when his younger kid does want to be left alone to his devices, sebastian does so
but honestly loves that your second son is so literate
lddhsajdsfk what yall dont know is that theyâre all in cahoots
kinda funny to see them all together bc they all take after their father so much it's like having three tiny sebastians go around town
anyways,,,, yall know the promised neverland right
you got ray, norman, and emma
granted one of them wasnât as smart as ray but he definitely knew what stealth was
regular sibling rivalry was still a thing but if they could smell the pudding from the kitchen, they know they have to work together
sebastian caught his eldest smuggling biscuits into a small bag
he had half a mind to scold him
but then he ended up giving tips TO ALL HIS CHILDREN on how not to get caught next timeâ
bc of this they beg him to tell them some stories from afghanistan bc âthereâs no way a man as old as dad knows this many stealth tacticsâ
louis is so fed up lmao
albert is in london most of the time so he just thanks the lord that he doesnât have to deal w the propaganda that sebastian feeds his children about how âmr. albert is a bad manâ
william is fine w it as long as they donât trash the library
your younger ones love the library so they would cry at the thought of one of the books losing any of the pages
your second and your daughter are definitely the moriartysâ favorites
they donât show it, but you just KNOW
your eldest could care less about that though
as long as you and his father still love him
and of course you both do
and fred is definitely your youngers favorite
they like to hang out in the garden
ok they still fight all the time though
just because your second child is soft spoken doesn't mean heâs afraid to throw hands
their sister likes to join in for the hell of it
but if someone wrongs any of the children
just because the younger ones are the moriartysâ favorite, doesnât mean that theyâre not gonna hunt someone down if they even think about trying to hurt the eldest too
yeah,,, good luck to them and their families
they got the entire moriarty estate coming after them
fred: 241 words
cmon yall are like,, young
but you did ask him bc you were curious if he thought about it
he wants one
and when yall do have the kid, you guys actually do have one kid and its a girl
since you both are young, you can immediately see a resemblance between her and her father
everyone who meets her would die for her
ABSOLUTE CUTIE
especially when she walks around the garden w her hand in her dadâs and heâs showing her all the plants and telling her how to take care of them
needless to say she grows up loving plants
any type of plant
the boys love giving her flowers or anything from bc she has the biggest smile every single time
no matter if itâs just a single rose or a rock
this was found out one time when sebastian gave her a rock bc everyone else had given her like,, two roses each
was afraid she was gonna cry
âthank you so much mr. moran! i will treasure this until i get old!â
she was like 4 at the time
and had the widest smile youâve ever seen on her
guys u donât understand she smiles a lot but this was like,, genuine happiness
but everyone was just,, i will destroy the world and myself if anything happens to her
fr itâs just sunshines and rainbows every single time sheâs around
everyone just loves her ok
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it was a lot more than a hug: an (unintentional) short essay on mental health & steven worm
I LOVED THE HUG OKAY.
Iâve seen a lot of people saying things like âuGh thE eNdiNG sUcKEd geTtiNg a hUG doEsNâT sOLvE aLL yOuR pRoBLeMsâ. but in my opinion, thatâs exactly the point.Â
All throughout the second half of SUF, theyâre trying to show us that there is no one way to feel immediately better and have all of your problems solved. He goes to pretty much every source he can. The gems arenât necessarily seeing what heâs going through, Connie isnât going to solve this for him, his Dad is helping in an unhelpful way, so he goes to Jasper and that went haywire, so he goes to the diamonds and they just make it worse. And then what is he supposed to do?
Every single time Steven goes to a person to âhelpâ him, heâs going to them seeking help in order to fix it. and thereâs a big difference between the two.Â
I have anxiety, depression, and OCD, and often when Iâm panicking or having moments of high anxiety, I do what Steven did: I seek out people not to help me, but to fix it for me. I then react the same way Steven did - with anger - when people try to help instead of just fixing it.
Anxiety, depression, panic, none of those things can be completely and magically cured and rid of in the snap of a finger. But in the moment, for people like me, for a person like Steven, the thought of that feeling not being entirely solveable is petrifying.
 Itâs like if someone is drowning and splashing around: you canât get the life ring around them because of how much movement and commotion theyâre creating. But theyâre drowning, so you canât just tell them âHey, stop moving so I can help you!â From your perspective, youâre trying to help them by encouraging them to do something that will in turn allow you to help them. But to that person, if they stop flailing, theyâre going to sink even further, and that is terrifying, so much so that they canât even consider that you might be wanting to help them. All they can process is that you told them to stop doing the one thing that they donât want to do: sink. Even if theyâre sinking just for a moment, before you save them, that doesnât matter. That feeling of sinking is terrifying, so they end up splashing around more.Â
When Steven seems to be babbling on, almost comedically, in âEverything is Fineâ, trying to convince himself heâs fine, heâs gotten to a stage that I was in for a while, a sort of mania, where he is not only attempting to convince everyone around him that heâs fine, he has convinced himself that he is fine. This is a huge red flag for people with bipolar disorder or manic depression (NOT diagnosing Steven, I am not a professional, Iâve just experienced many of these things and been surrounded by people experiencing these things and professionals explaining them to me. Like I said, I was in the hospital for this, so). Everyone around him starts to see that he is, in fact, not fine, as theyâve already surmised. But the physical consequences of them not doing anything, not doing enough, are starting to manifest.
When he morphs into the Steven Worm, he has lost his sense of self. He doesnât know what to do with himself, he canât exist within himself with the world heâs created. He didnât tell the Gems about the hospital, he didnât tell his dad he was angry, he didnât actually tell Connie he needed her he just proposed. He doesnât know what to DO with all of this. So it explodes around him.
He canât control his feelings, himself anymore. He feels heâs lost control. For me, a human, this morphs into a panic attack. But for him, heâs a gem, he turns into Steven Worm.
Not even the diamonds, the most powerful beings in the entire Gem universe, are incapable of changing him. His emotions bring White Diamond to her knees. But what theyâre doing wrong here is theyâre trying to fix him!
When Connie bolts in on Lion and is making her (iconic) rallying cry, she never says they need to fix Steven or heal him; she says they need to help him. Because thatâs the only way he can get better.
When you go to the psychiatric hospital, you donât go to get fixed. Youâre in an environment where youâre made so youâre not a physical danger to yourself, and then you do a shit ton of work. You have therapy multiple times a day, every day, all week. You do work, they donât just fix it for you. And this is the solution that we need to see portrayed. This is the solution they did portray in SUF.
Mental health disorders canât be fixed. And Stevenâs problems werenât solved with a hug.Â
But we needed to see the hug. Because Steven needed to see the hug.
The hug wasnât just about hugging him. It was about literally forcing him to come face-to-face with the love and support he had been inadvertenly, and then intentionally, pushing away. It forced him to say, âOkay, this is who I am right now. And these people love me.â
I had to have the people in my life tell me over and over that they loved me when I went to the hospital. I had to have my doctors tell me that they cared for me, my therapist tell me that I wasnât talking too much, because I didnât believe them. I had convinced myself I wasnât worthy, I was a fraud, just like Steven. Sometimes you need that love in your face, surrounding you so that it is the only thing you can see, for you to be able to let it in.Â
The hug didnât fix everything! Thatâs the big thing. The hug was a pure, beautiful moment, but I donât believe it was meant to be a plot device to try to fix everything. Everyone was still emotional, he still destroyed things, he scared people, he scared himself. That wasnât all magically fixed because of the hug. But his resolve to do the work, get help, and accept what happened to him - that is what made him go from Worm Steven to Boy Steven.
And afterward, we seen Steven has grown. He hasnât morphed, his hair hasnât changed, heâs not pink. But heâs grown mentally. Heâs communicating more making plans, his disposition has changed.
Previously on this post, I said" I donât like that they called what he had a meltdown (again, I vouch that it was a gem version of a panic attack)" However, I learned that this is actually a really good term to describe what Steven experienced, and as a person in my ask box (@a2Ieep) noted, could be relevant to the headcanon/idea that Steven is autistic, or at least autistic-coded, as well as his PTSD or cPTSD. None of us can diagnose Steven but that also means I shouldn't just pass off terminology like that! I realized it gave people who self-identify as autistic, the same feelings it gave me as I struggle with panic and anxiety. While we surmise different meanings from the meltdown, it was a meltdown. We all feel so touched by it, and Steven's meltdown felf like a panic attack to me, that doesn't mean it isn't a meltdown, and that it can't be meaningful to someone else with autism or PTSD. Steven's meltdown is just as meaningful to someone who has autism or PTSD, as it is to me with panic attacks. Erasure of someone else's feelings on my part was not okay, regardless of my intent or my own strength of different feelings. Plus, it was his choice to use that term. I just want to make it clear that at first I didn't like the term, but it is actually a really important term to use. I didn't expect the post to blow up like this, so I wanted to make this edit known and seen as it's a really important of this post. Thank you to everyone for understanding! And thank you to @tentacrocacles @transtistic @satoshigekk0uga @mercurialmeditator @possumpiebruh and @a2leep for sharing their feelings ans thoughts with me, which helped me to realize this and investigate and alter my own sentiments!
but YALL STEVEN HAS A THERAPIST NOW! Heâs is not only getting the help that he needs, he is showing that he is going to continue needing this help, and thatâs okay! Heâs making plans to visit people, to go see the world, on his own terms!Â
 Heâs scared and sad of leaving the gems, and itâs also time to leave the gems. Itâs time to move on, and be a new Steven.
Weâve seen a lot of Stevens the past few weeks. But Steven driving off past the Big Donut into the night was my favorite Steven. That was vulnerable Steven. That was Steven doing the work to be himself, to exist with his feelings and the ways he had acted, and the things he had gone through. That was my boy. Steven Universe.
When I saw my mom for the first time while I was in the hospital, the first thing she did was give me a big hug (I was a blubbering mess, of course). But it wasnât just that my mom was giving me a hug. She was telling me she was there for me, she loved me, she was telling me she would stay up on the phone with me as long as the doctors would let me, she would drive 3 1/2 hours from our home in Michigan to the hospital in Ohio at a moments notice (I went to school in Ohio and went to the hospital there too before coming home). That hug was her forcing me to see that she was there for me, even if I didnât believe it, or didnât want to believe it.
So yeah, Steven got a hug. But it was a lot more than a hug, okay? Take my word for it
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JIKOOK FIC RECS that no one asked for (2021)
but im giving anyway because THE TALENT IN THIS FANDOM IS INSANE
long post incoming!! this is probably just part 1 because i wont stop reading anytime soon so iâm inserting that link just in case i do make another one in the future
Whatâs a Soul Really Worth, Anyway? by thisneedsmorefilth - 130k words, fantasy, demon!jm, witch!jk, listen, this and the next one are my top 2 jikook fics of all time, so well-written, plot so exciting legit reads like a book, better than a lot of books tbh, the world-building is INSANE, jungkook and the gang accidentally summon demon!jimin and chaos ensue, especially for jungkook...and you know why!!!, so funny, angsty, cried so much, happy ending but listen to me: you gotta read the sequel too, YOU GOTTA.
Militat Omnis Amans: The Beginnings by edaen - 92k words, fantasy, werewolf!jk, vampire!jm, forbidden love, super slow burn but super worth it, JIKOOK IN THIS IS MY FAVORITE JIKOOK IN ANY FIC EVER EVER EVER, this is the ultimate all or nothing will freeze hell over for the other kind of love, and the way this is written is just so... how do i describe it. like you can just tell the author wanted to be very realistic with their feelings. youâve seen the word count, this is SLOW burn. like you will legit feel their struggle to just be able to love each other and while it hurts, itâs also SO GLORIOUS. i love this one so much and if you like reading angst with happy ending but like cranked up to 200% then read this. bonus feels if you read the whole series
Until Dawn (series) by edaen - this is the long series where the previous one above is part of. highly rec if you love fantasy and you wanna read about bts being a rag tag group of supernatural beings fighting evil yay. also it makes the above fic more satisfying because you see more of jikook just being tgt and in love (with bonus angst because of course)
7 Signs by NamHyora - 27k words, secret spies au, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm who is always used as a raven in their operations aka they use jimin and his attractive self to attract people and gather information or acquire targets and all that spy stuff, and his bestie alpha jk is not too happy about it hehe, friends to lovers, iove this one so much i wish it was longer but i think the author is planning to write a sequel!
Drop Like Confetti by annie_vi - 110k words, ceo!jk, age difference, age swap, ahhh i love this fic so much cause jimin smart and mature and has this no bs attitude, and he can keep up with jk despite the age gap and the difference in status/experiences, jk sexy dilf in this one eheh, i love it cause the drama/angst tackles a very real concern for such couples, like thereâs no angst just for the sake of having angst, it really makes sense where theyâre both coming from, theyâre so whipped for eo too so love that for me
Fold it Up Like Origami by annie_vi - 99k words, gamer!jk, model!jm, same author as above and jk is so boyfriend goals in this one and in all this authorâs fics in general like wow my standards are so high now i will legit be single forever just reading jikook fics (with no regrets), secret relationship due to their celeb status, well-written as usual, dialogues/banter in this authorâs fics are just YES
The Tournament by kinkmins - 34k words, prince!jm, bodyguard!jk, abo, iâll paste part of the summary here âPrince Jimin gets ready to hold a tournament where 50 alphas compete for a chance to court him, his father the king hires a new bodyguard who is a little too blunt and a little too talkative.â, i really love this oneeeee
Screwed Up and Brilliant by annie_vi - 113k words, escort!jk, jimin needed a date for a work event and in comes jungkook, escort extraordinaire with a no sex rule and jimin is just dasdkjfhasl, a lot of that âis this real or is he just actingâ kinda angst, fluff smut angst
Like Everything Glows by annie_vi - 180k words, merman!jm, aquatic vet!jk, ok this is like my 4th rec from this author just read all their fics youâre welcome, this is their first fantasy fic but soso good, i recâd this to someone who doesnât really read fics and she really loved it and said âtheir love is so pure hhhâ, sheâs right
Track one: I love you by honeydice - 30k words, theyâre âjustâ best friends, lots of pining it hurts, thereâs some yoonmin and mentioned past jinmin in this so just noting in case, angst, denial of feelings, siiiiigh
InYou by edaen - 4k words, pwp :), abo, the morning after jikook mating, more sexytimes ensue + fluff
Falling For You Again by Rose_gold715 - 30k words, amnesia au, jk forgets about jimin and idk just something about this hits right in the feels. btw i donât support the jk hated jm before in real life agenda so i donât like this fic for that reason but i like this fic because i love me some good painful angst with happy ending.
The Presidentâs Son by AmeliaBedelia - 55k words, bodyguard!jk, presidentâs son!jm, jk is assigned to shadow jm bc his life is under threat, and things develop :), jm is jkâs gay awakening :) :)
A Touch of Sin by pettey - 102k words, fantasy au, police officer!jk, supernatural!jm, shamanism, LOOK AT THE RANGE OF JIKOOK WRITERS YALL, this is such an interesting concept, so different from every other fic iâve read, really well-written, sometimes you come across fics and you cant help but go âsomeone out there rly blessing me with this art for freeâ
Tears to the Tide by haromame - 65k words, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm, honestly thereâs not a lot of abo elements itâs focused more on jungkook having ptsd as he just came from war, established relationship jikook, he comes back home to jimin and things have just... changed. except their love ok THEY LOVE EO SO MUCH this made me cry so f much ugh so good tho.
Zero Hour by edaen - 5k words, canon compliant, a little drabble based around rosebowl jikook, itâs part of a series/collection of canon compliant jikook so if youâre looking for more canon compliant here you go!!, also if you canât tell already i tend to like several things from a single author, i havenât read their other fics im legit saving for sad days but i am confident enough to say their other fics are also rec-worthy.
Wonder by wordcouture - 7k words, im sorry in advance, mcd :( pls take care of yourself, i donât like sad endings ok i donât, but this is so popular and i was like, ok letâs see what the hype is all about, i get it now, :((((((((((((((((((((, well-written tho, bc the author will manage to crush your heart in just 7k words ha ha
The Omega Revolution by PinkBTSÂ - 158k words, abo, alpha!jk omega!jm, dystopian au, the hunger games more specifically mockingjay vibes, angst with happy ending but thereâs some...things... lost along the way and i think thatâs realistic for a dystopian war au, well-written
Blind Switch - 226k words, jockey!jk, rich spoiled brat!jm, jm gets exiled to his grandparents ranch where he meets jk yeehaw, im sorry for the yeehaw, anyway fluff smut angst enemies friends to lovers hurt/comfort slow burn happy ending, all the good stuff, ugh jk so boyfriend goals, also the amount of fluff in the later chapters thank u writer
Finally by Rose_gold715 - 12k words, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm, angst with happy ending, jikook mate out of convenience and jimin runs away from jk and his pack feeling unloved and outcasted, but jungkook goes after him :((
Park Jiminâs Guide to Good Housekeeping by Ashlyn17 - 235k words, fantasy au, when i say jikook has the best fic writers i mean jikook has the best fic writers because THE WORLD-BUILDING in this one?, THE PLOT TWIST?, yesyesyes, jungkook is a powerful fae and jimin is assigned to be his housekeeper hehe, listen my entire fic rec has several that could be great netflix shows and this is definitely one of them
A Spell That Reminds Me of Your Name by Chimneycricket - 42k words, wizards!au, enemies to friends to lovers and the development felt natural, well-written plus the author sometimes makes art of their fics and other jikook fics and posts on twitter, both their fics and art are so good, iâve heard good stuff about their other fics too :)
thatâs it for now!
just a quick one about my preferences: idc about tops/bottoms, i read just about anything but i prefer fantasy and multi-chaptered fics, i love established relationship jikook so hmu with recs anytime, i donât like reading anything with cheating and mcd, i love fics where jk and jm are just so friggin in love they are just IT for eo, and at the end of the day even if there are elements to the fics i wouldnât normally read, as long as theyâre well-written then iâm all for it
#jikook#kookmin#jikook fic rec#bts#jimin#jungkook#there's some that i wanna include but they're gone from ao3 now so sad#lesson: read these while you still can#i have so much more saved to read omg#i shall return with a part 2#fic rec
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HQ CAPTAINS AS THINGS
i was bored and felt like doing a crackfic thing but i didnât have any solid themes or good ideas
SO I PRESENT TO YOU - THE CAPTAINS. AS THINGS. IDK HOW TO WORD THIS BUT YOUâLL SEE AS WE GO ALONG.
warnings: VERY LONG, slandering a crybaby oikawa (lovingly), mentions f!reader, shitposting, mentions of violence in kita's, (a bit) yandere!kita, cursing, unedited, me being an idiot
officer!daichi
we are: vigilante/troublemaker
loving the enemies-to-lovers trope so much
nah bro you ainât full criminal (bc my preppy ass could never) you just do the small vandalism things yâknow like drawing peepees on government buildings and knocking over bins
u literally confessed to him by spraypainting the entire billboard by his workplace âI LIKE YOUâ like way to go girl
He didnât appreciate the creative graffiti but he rlly likes u so all u had to do was clean it and then next thing u know yall are out on a cute cafe date
but letâs talk about before yall got together
heâd CHASE u thru alleyways when heâd catch you writing âpolice suxâ on the fuckin wall
bro is NOT AT ALL afraid to jump onto the roofs itâs FRIGHTENING to see this huge ass police officer storm after u
HES SO FAST HOT DAMN WOMAN HOW DO U GET AWAY FROM HIM??? USAIN BOLT WHOMST???
youâd almost always get away by a hair - heâs SO SO close
and it frustrates him but excites u oooooo arrest me shawty
and this would continue for a while
but yall have such fun fun banter - youâd tease him and heâd say something back and youâd bolt and heâd chase
some days heâd catch you. but in those times u slip away somehow
heâs having so much fun and doesnât even know it
and then at one point he doesnât even care about bringing u to justice anymore. he knows itâs bad for business and itâs unprofessional but heâs so attracted to u
he doesnât even know it. HES IN DENIAL!!! his mind: âoh iâm just asking about her so that i know her motivesâ bruh no u just asked about our fav pastry this aint about crime anymore
and when he finally gets it,,,DINGDINGDINGDING SOUND THE ALARMS !!! MAN IS WHIPPED!! heâs more shy around u awww,,,doesnât even want to chase u anymore but he will still engage in banter w u.
yall get a little peace treaty in the lil crush stage - you both are kinda aware of ur feelings towards each other but don't really wanna mess it up and jeopardize whatever's going on like bros PLEASE JUST KISS ITS INFURIATING
itâs more of a competition to see who will break the other first (and you lost heâs too hot)
he lets u joyride his cop car in an empty parking lot <3 he is the one <3 this is true love
u gotta marry him right now bro no excuses
u are no longer on the crime side of the law,,,u support him and only him fuck the rest of the cops (iâm jk of course...or am i)
u are his badass sidekick <3 unofficially of course until he marries u
u help him with the small things like helping lost children find their parents and helping old ladies cross the street
but you want to do the FUN stuff - chasing thieves and arresting drunkards.
unfortunately, he loves u too much to put u in danger so he keeps u from doing the dangerous things
after some protesting later, he trusts u to take care of urself. and now yall have a competition just like old times - whoever catches the most baddies at the end of the month wins (he WILL scold u if ur too reckless though)
THE TWO OF U ARE JUST GOOD COP BAD COP UHAHAHAHAHAHA
but itâs much more complicated than that - itâs either ur the laidback one and heâs the strict one or ur the fiery one and heâs the person like âcalm downâ
PLEASE HE HATES BRINGING U TO INTERROGATIONS heâs trying to be serious but you keep making him laugh istg he has to kick u out each time
u still make him laugh when u pout-glare at him thru the glass
bro says heâs not the stereotypical cop but the moment u surprise him with donuts and coffee in the morning he will make out w u right then and there
even though yall dating he still wonât let u play with his equipment
but sometimes u grab his walkie talkie when heâs not looking and prank call the others
and his coworkers know by now theyâre like âoh itâs daichis gfâ and go along with it HAHAHAHA âthis is alpha 1, daichi just contracted ligma, over.â âroger, but whatâs ligma? over.â â*inhale* LIGMA-â *daichi takes the walkie talkie back*
his coworkers are chill lmaoooo they love u two as a couple THEY ARE VERY SUPPORTIVE they planned a surprise anniversary party of when u joined the force (unofficially)
the juniors tanaka and noya are jelly ooooo but they respect their captain <3
u loooooove hanging out w the starry-eyed new recruit hinata and heâs bouncing around asking u personal questions âhow did you date the commander!!! whatâs he like as a bf??â he also accidentally exposes how much daichi talks about u in the office before he drags him away and murders him off camera
he does get u a walkie talkie thatâs just connected to his line, tho. for emergencies. itâs ur second phone basically that only has his number in it
daichi LOVES it when u massage him after heâs had a long day but his shoulders are stiff as a statue,,,heâs also super stronk and can carry u anywhere <333
IMAGINE HE HAS A POLICE DOG - he doesnât, but heâll get one of his buddies to bring u a k9 unit so u can pet it and when he sees how happy u are he considers getting one PLSSS IT WOULD FIT HIM HELPPP
bro is VERY strict on safety. bulletproof glass in yalls house. alarms + cameras everywhere. trackers on every device. underground bunker. (just kidding lol)
daichi teaches u self-defense and gets u a bejeweled taser for ur bday <333 MARRY THIS MAN RIGHT NOW OR IâLL-
in other words i love daichi and he is husband material WIFE ME UP BUDDY
househusband!oikawa
we are: girlboss sugar mommy
somehow you tamed this bish to becoming your obedient malewife
and by obedient i mean whiny but compliant
IS MORE ATTACHED TO YOUR BLACK CARD THAN TO YOU. I SAID IT. THE TRUTH.
sure, heâs pretty and gives affection sometimes but the only time heâs bein cute and snuggly w u is when a new fendi purse came out and he wants it
his specialty is cooking but heâs so lazy heâs all âjust get the maid to do itâ
please give ur workers a raise heâs so demanding
when you take him to ur business parties hes ALWAYS bragging about you and ur large house with this and that and his favorite: indoor hot tub. he always brings up the indoor hot tub.
only reason you bring him is cuz heâs pretty and he whines when you leave him alone for too long
yall cant even stay for too long - heâll practically drag u out of the building and whining that itâs too hot and his suit is too stuffy and to call a limo
heâs not afraid to embarrass u if u dont give him what he wants and he will spit out food at a formal dinner if its not to his liking
probably in competition w househusbands! makki and mattsun about who gets the best house so heâs constantly begging u for an extension to the house âplease babe!!! makki has-â âno.â
8/10 times throws tantrums in public and 1465/10 times throws tantrums in the house
he wants to cry for the sake of crying. one time he lost his shirt and he wouldnât stop bawling for 15 min
please find him a hobby
crybaby . the moment u give him the glare of death itâs over. but heâs got a cute crying face which makes up for his annoying whimpering
like he made the mistake of throwing a temper tantrum in the mall only for you to glare at him with a look that said âweâre discussing this when we get home and youâre gonna get your ass beatâ and walk away. immediately stopped what he was doing and he was running after u, sniffling and mumbling apologies
please humble him and have him sleep outside. the couch is too luxurious to banish him to. he made sure of it himself. itâs reclining and has charging ports. he will not learn his lesson that way
does NOT want you to get a pet or a kid or even another sugar baby/househusband - he wants to be the center of ur attention
speaking of which he HATES it when you work for too long or work overseas. when u come back heâll pout at u and give u the petty silent treatment
donât bother trying to comfort him he thrives off of it and heâll keep going so u can keep paying attention to him. if u just ignore him back heâll come crawling back to u. âWHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME IGNORING YOU?? DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME ANYMORE???â
one time yall got into a fight and he was all like âsince ur being a rude mommy iâll just find someone else !!!â inside u were like âoh god finallyâ but instead u said âokayâ
ohmygod he panicked. he was rlly expecting for u to fight for him,,, but he doesnât want to admit defeat first so he tries to go thru with it but you literally dont care. even when he has his chanel luggage packed and heâs standing by the door ur just like âok bye bitchâ
So heâs trying to stand by the door and wait for u to say that ur joking. ur not.
âfine! Iâm leaving now!â âokay.â â...*sniffles*â âtooru, go.â âWAAAAH NO IM SORRY I DONT WANT TO-â
u knew this was going to happen sadly. u even hid the keys to all of the sports cars u own just in case he was actually going to go thru with it
tries to get in the gossip circle with the neighborhood trophy wives but they donât think heâs cool enough. they like u though. they think ur hot asf and oikawa doesnât like them no more bc theyre hitting on his ATM. but thanks to that u know all the gossip and shit even though u donât ask for it
Every time u pass by a store where he thinks he wants something heâll just cling to u and give the puppy dog eyes. like it could be out of nowhere and u see it and youâre like âwhere. which store.â
bro once he went luxury he never went back. he wouldnât EVER step foot into a grocery store ever again congrats heâs been bimbo-ified
beat him with ur gucci belt pls itâs so funny
also please please PLEASE discipline him. tell him itâs NOT okay to just randomly purchase the entire swarovski store or to throw a party at ur house just bc heâs feeling petty about u being at work for too long. ofc heâll bitch about it but you need to be firm
but donât worry,,,heâll get the idea when u take away black card privileges and slap him around (lovingly)
now he has to ask permission like a good boy. heâll kneel and hug u and give a lil pout and whine
you got a bigass man child iâm sorry maam u shouldâve picked tobio or ushi
ceo!kuroo
we are: secretary
bruh keeps it mostly professional during work hours
but that all gets shedded off like a snake when we on break
one minute heâs all âget these papers done by today or i swear on all that is holy i will destroy youâ and then later heâs all âhey sweetheart wanna grab a cup of coffeeâ
flirty flirty FLIRTY FLIRTY AAAAA HES A MENACE
but youâre less than impressed bc yâknow when the time clocks out and its time to go back to work heâs ruthless once more
HUMBLE HIM FOOL only when youâre on break though
will NOT stand for anyone else in the workplace bullyin u - NO WAY. only HIM
heâs got TONS and TONS of dirt on everyone in the office - NO ONE is safe so they wouldnât even dare
RIP janet from accounting
that dumb bitch made the mistake of insulting u to ur face and in front of him. never heard from her again
itâs not even limited to the other employees - heâs not afraid to go off on a potential business partner if they dared disrespect you
bruh tries to call u on ur off days for the most randomest shit and to get ur attention
*picks up phone* âsir?â âah! my favorite secretary ever! listen, i need you to grab my pens from my desk at the office and bring them to my place.â â...with all due respect, itâs 2 am, sir.â
but u have to comply with his ridiculous demands cuz heâs the bank
and he depends on u completely. as much as he hates to admit it - u have his schedules, itinerary, provide coffee, performance rates, stock info, you name it.
once u were out sick and he had the worst management - heâs not used to working without you
def tries to get some of ur workload off of u bc heâs worried that the stress of working for him made u sick + he doesnât want to go thru scheduling again
prolly gets bored in meeting rooms and sends u little smirks and wiggles his eyebrows and weird looks while heâs sitting and ur standing in the corner like bruh pay attention
maybe sometimes heâs secretly makin fun of the presenter and doodling on his spare sticky note something funny to make u crack a smile
heâll tease u for it of course âoh, secretary! you should be paying more attention! what would you do if this was important?â bruh i can multitask now keep airdropping me ur selfies iâm saving all of them (news flash: u dont save his dumbass selfies otherwise his ego will inflate too much)
sometimes likes to pull u aside from work to hug u - you say itâs highly unprofessional but he says itâs his stress reliever
you ALMOST got caught by one of the newbies and he was kabedon-ing you
he tries to play it off (since u were embarrassed too) but u know better,,,DO NOT LET HIM FORGET ABOUT IT he turns red and embarrassed every single time USE THIS TO UR ADVANTAGE !!
never goes into an elevator without you bruh is so attached to u n holds the doors open for you
but you have to open normal doors for him if he doesnât know how it works (hint: manual doors. âwhy isnât it opening on its own?â âsir, thereâs a handle.â âbut?? what does it do??â)
bruh acts like a dumbass sometimes so you can baby him :/// wtf man just because youâre rich doesnât mean iâll- ...wait...how much did you sayâŠ? that many zeros? HAND ME THAT FORK YES IâLL FEED YOU COME HERE- HERE COMES THE AIRPLANE BITCH
brings u to overseas trips and he spoils u too
no matter how much you insist that youâre ok he gives u a lot of luxurious items. âthink of it as a bonus from me.â NOW YOU JUST HAVE A COLLECTION OF NICE SHOES/BAGS/JEWELRY AND HE LOVES IT WHEN YOU WEAR THEM TO WORK IT MAKES HIM SO HAPPY UGHHHHH
BRUH just a sugar daddy at this point âyou have to look presentable for the next focus group so hereâs a nice rolex watchâ âsir, i donât need-â âah ah ah - itâs my treat.â
itâs pointless to refuse him but he still teases u for it like what???? âif i didnât know any better, secretary, iâd say youâre just doing it for my money and not my fabulous looks and personality.â âexactly.â âhey!â
yall go for drinking parties a lot. whether with the whole branch or just the two of u
KARAOKE W KUROO AFTER A LONG DAY OF WORK <333 becomes a ritual between the two of u
heâs so silly when heâs drunk lmfaoooo goofy ass mf
but thatâs only when itâs the two of u. he controls his alcohol around others and his uncool side is only for u <3
also ur the only one he trusts to take him back to his place and handle him
itâs the other way around too - when u drink a lot he looks after you <333
you have a higher tolerance than him and sometimes u have competitions between the two of u on who can drink more but then yall always end up shitfaced
HES the one who has a crush on you
you know the drill - gaslight gatekeep girlboss
heâll do anything for u but wouldnât ever admit it he simp
offers u the keys to his estate and offers for you to LIVE with him
bruh just marry me already ok WAIT WEâRE NOT EVEN DATING YOU NEED TO WORK ON THAT SIR-
heâs so awkward tryna confess to u,,,he may be this big hotshot ceo but heâs acting like a schoolgirl in love
probably prints u a confession when he asks u to go to the fax machine lmfao what a nerd
in other words ceo!kuroo is a nerd and you need to top him immediately get that bank
dog hybrid!bokuto
we are: owner
Husky-malamute breed!!! BEEG DOGGIE VERY HAPPY N DROOLY <333
OVERLY HYPER. JUMPS ON ANYONE AND U AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT
heâs well trained i swear but the moment he sees something of interest then iâm sorry you just lost him
please if a robber came in he wouldnât even attack them heâd just tackle them w hugs
he loves loves loves snuggles <333 u busy? nope!!! hug time!!! cooking something?? oo lemme see!!! whoops look at all those tomatos on the ground. u got a deadline coming up and u really need to focus?? CUDDLE TIIIIIIME- w-wait - huh?? why are u shoving me off?? do you - do you not - huh?!?! WHY ARE YOU LOCKING ME OUT OF THE ROOM?? NO!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! IDK WHAT EXAMS ARE BUT I WANT CUDDLES!!! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME????!!!
the WORST things u could ever do to him is leave him and call him a bad boy
HE CRIES ON THE SPOT </3 HOW COULD YOU </3
soso bummed when u go out of the house without him </333 waits by the door patiently waiting for u to come back </333 sob sob
the moment he hears the door unlock he LEAPS and his tail is wagging like CRAZY
he is SO STRONG. almost always knocks u over whenever he jumps on u
destroys EVERY toy u bring him. u leave him for 5 seconds and thereâs stuffing all over the floor and whatever u brought him is nonexistent
tugs on the leash when u walk so much that it SNAPS
loves romping w the other dogs in the dog park but he needs to tone down on his friendliness he almost killed a lil orange chihuahua
gets distracted by EVERYTHING. ooh, squirrel! oo, butterfly! OOO HUMAN CHILD!! MUST EAT!!!
ok while he might be friendly, he still gets super super jealous. you both were outside and u were petting the neighborhood black cat and bruh almost swallowed his head
which u thought was weird bc the two are normally friends and are pretty nice around each other
so now heâs more feisty around him and any other cat thatâd get ur attention
If it was a person, then thatâs another thing. Heâd be very friendly at first but then slowly realize that ur attention is more directed on them than him. then heâd go ballistic
but when u scold him for practically assaulting the poor dude and call him a bad boy,,,heâs lost it
u have to lock him in the other room and heâs crying and whimpering, scratching at the door. all he wanted to do was protect u from that bad bad man who took away his ownerâs attention !!!
def snarls at the dude next time he comes into ur house/apartment...dude never came back
âGRRRâ âAAAA GET UR FRIGGIN DOG B-â âhe don biteâ YES IT DO GET UR-â
doggie bokuto rlly tries to be slick...it doesnât work. like he tries to do that thing when heâs a total demon towards the guy but then act like an angel around u but it doesnt work bc heâs not smooth
doggie intelligence: 2 IQ. one time u got him a puzzle box and hid a treat in it but bruh couldnt figure it out just straight up monched the entire puzzle simply bc he smelled his fav bbq treat in it
speaking of intelligence - he only knows how to say a few words like ur name and incomplete sentences. speaks in barks and whines and sometimes a word
SO BIG THAT HE GRABS FOOD FROM THE TABLE WHEN YOUâRE NOT LOOKING
u had some delicious beef steak? oh dear, where did it go? thereâs ur puppy kou with steak sauce all over his lips
big fan of hiking trips, sports, literally anything that involves going out
he LOVES getting dirty outside playing. boi cant control himself from rolling around in the mud
hates baths at first but then he likes how u spray the water on him and giggles awww he likes bath time now
we all know heâs not the brightest pup of the pack but,,,heâs somehow psychic. he knows when ur taking him to the vet
HE THROWS A BIG FUSS ALL THE TIME - sometimes he tries to hide but his huge tail under the couch gives it away
and he knows when ur thinking of taking him on a walk. he also begs u to take him outside by settling his head in ur lap and pouting until u give him what he wants
he likes the big ol doggie sweaters/pjs u buy him...but he always ruins them. no matter how much u buy him, theyâre all ruined. he complains how scratchy it is and it feels weird on him
knows LOTS of tricks but if u teach him more than what he already knows he will forget one of them heâs like a damn pokemon
he feels ur emotions :((( if ur mood is down his tail droops :(( and he gives u cuddles and tries to make u feel better
he even likes to make a fool out of himself and be silly if it makes u laugh :((( heâs so precious
in other words i love doggy bokuto
pirate!ushijima
we are: kidnapped
ah yes weâre are captives of the most fearsome pirates of the seas: shiratorizawa
just so you know, tendou was the instigator. he was all âletâs kidnap a nobleâs kid and get the ransom money!â (whether you actually are a noble or not is up to you)
thing is, nobodyâs willing to pay (if you arenât a noble) or the pirates really pissed off the folks in charge and are now doing a manhunt
so yeah you arenât going back anytime soon
but heâs a pretty good sport about it - very hospitable
he notices the little things u like and gets them for u <333 sighs <333
he saw you reading that book? wow look at that, thereâs suddenly a stack of them and the same genre he saw you reading
but you definitely shouldnât test him. heâs SUPER scary when it comes down to it
you saw how ruthless he was with the rogues that had dared to challenge him on sea
mf made them walk the plank
you help on the ship bc u wanna be useful and also shirabu keeps being mean
he asks u to teach the crew how to read cuz theyre dumb as shit and only know water and treasure
speaking of treasure - when he leaves u on the ship to explore a cave, he gets u really pretty jewelry <33 anything u ask for
âoh, welcome back captain. how was your mission?â âi brought back a few trinkets i thought you might like.â *reveals whole chest of priceless gems* âare they to your liking? if not, we can set sail for something else that might interest you.â âI-â
bruh got a pet eagle - u ask the crew and they dont even know how tf it happened
hell, even he doesnât know how it happened wtf. âoh. one day it flew down to me and i fed it. thatâs all.â wtf
equivalent to dilucâs bird - he didnât even give it a name so he gives u the honors
U name him rigatoni (you got a great naming sense btw)
oh my god oh my god oh my god HE TRIES TO PROTECT U WHEN PPL WERE TRYNA INVADE THE SHIP
it was the first thing he did no cap - burst into ur room and scoops u up <33333
âwhat the-â âwe need to get you to safety. we are under attack.â and holds u close to his chest AAAHSIDHFPSDHFN OH MY LORD YES
HAS THE TEAM GIVE U SELF DEFENSE LESSONS AFTER THAT
tendou tries to give u a sword but ushi says no âshe could hurt herself.â
âbut ushiwaka! we can teach her not to hurt herselfâ â...itâs my orders.â âcâmon, be more honest, ushiwaka! whatâs the real reason?â
he goes quiet then looks at u â...iâll always be there to help. sheâll have me.â AOISHSDHFSNDF
HELPPPPP SIOJFDSKFJP HES SO CHARMING AND HE DOESNT EVEN TRY
but the rest of the crew are like âthen whatâs the pointâ
but tendou sneaks u a dagger just to be safe
sorry ur apart of the crew now - but theyâre like a family even if they did kidnap u
oh whatever your life before wasnât as cool as this (no offense)
they are given orders to protect u at all costs
speaking of which - ushi isnât all that great w guns
almost blew his own head off tryna figure out how it works before reon snatched it from him
he brings you with him to towns and cities and he likes taking u to the markets to get you stuff
ushijima tell me your love language is gift-giving without telling me your love language is gift-giving-
he finds out youâre pretty good at bargaining and brings you onshore a lot more
is mesmerized at how you absolutely BERATE the merchant who was tryna rip you off like sis where is this violence coming from??? he loves it??
he also likes to stop by some pretty islands and imagines just settling down in such a nice place w you <333 SIGHS <333 VERY <333 LOUDLY <333
no matter how much he likes you...he will NOT let you drive the boat under any circumstances </3 its his livelihood câmon man
whenever you have to stay on the ship while heâs away he sends rigatoni to give messages and the two of u talk thru messages
speaking of which rigatoni is fierce and can definitely sink his talons and his sharp beak into any bastard that dares get near you while the captain is away
wakatoshi âswimming is for pussiesâ ushijima - heâs water resistant
bruh so powerful he walks on water
second coming of christ who
IM JUST KIDDING he does swim but we hardly ever see it
legends say (tendou says) he looks rlly awkward doing it and only knows how to doggie paddle
speaking of our homeboy tendou - he loooves spooking the team (and especially you) with scary stories . donât worry tho - this is all a ploy to get the beeg pirate husband to comfort u at night ( ͥ° ÍÊ ÍĄÂ°) he is ur wingman u can count on him. but his suggestions are ridiculous
âJump off the deck and see if heâll catch you!â um excuse me- THOU SHALT NOT PUT BIG HUSBAND TO THE TEST
heâs got good intentions...i thinkâŠ
but everyone literally knows he would dive after you
in other words pirate!ushijima is a softie at heart but goddamn he probably secretly has a pet shark so dont test him or u goin overboard
mafia leader!kita
we are: associate from different group/family
kita highly respects u and yall have been acquainted since u were young with the alliance of ur families
so in a way ur childhood friends but yall do have lil bit of friendly rivalry a bit
arranged marriage whuuuutttt...yeah thats what happened but u love him <3
nobody else knows about ur arranged marriage but you two
POLITE GENTLEMAN <333 !!! HNNNNNNNN his granny raised him right even tho heâs a mafia leader
RICH BOY RICH BOY RICH BOY- ALWAYS DRESSES DASHINGLY AND SMELLS GREAT MMMMMM
he owns the majority of the underground casinos
and has lots of connections with others. countless, might i add.
you on the other hand specialize as an arms dealer so he cherishes your services the most
prob has the traditional tattoos allllll over his back and shoulders w like a dragon or sm and def a fox or kitsune
when u two were little he asked ur favorite flower and GOT THAT TATTOOED ON HIS BACK <3 probably secretly has your initials hidden in there somewhere
u both have a silent understanding of each other and he talks to u more than he does anyone
before he used to smoke but once he figured out that you didnât like the smell of cigarettes he quit just like that
his underlings, the miya twins are so confused on how kita switches from totally brutal and ruthless to so soft around u
they canât tease him for it, though, cuz heâd pulverize them
but they want to know more about u,,,you mysterious enigma,,,but kita would kill them if they dared asked about you
so they go to inarizakiâs most secretive informant/cyber mercenary, suna rintarou
and suna knows all about you. he saw you one time and he was curious about who you were and is now rlly scared of you because he dug too deep and youâve got LOTS of history
he doesnât dare tell the twins what he found no matter how much they bug him
until they bribe him at just the right price
and when aran finds out and tells kita?? ohhh boy itâs lights out for all three of them
oh my god ,,, would kill for u he loves u so much
one time you were kidnapped and held hostage
bro saw red
MAFIA ANNIHILATION SPEEDRUN ANY % NO GLITCH
he got world record time
wiped out the entire conglomerate behind it - nothing and nobody left behind after that
and of course, made sure you were safe.
yandere? ofc not...i mean...just look at him...so innocent...he would never...sharpening that knife...with splattered blood all over him...
is now joined at the hip with u,,,no matter how much you tell him youâll be fine now and that you have tons of reliable bodyguards he wonât let it go
âdonât you have to go back to your place?â âthis is my duty as both a fellow associate and your future husband.â aww,,,ur so sweet...but BRUH PLEASE GO HOME ARAN IS DOING EVERYTHING OVER THERE
makes sure to build a headquarters DIRECTLY NEXT TO YOURS so that its faster
and itâs not long until he just signs a deal to merge ur factions together (since yall getting married anyways)
and oh my god...ur underground wedding is SO SO PRETTY
absolutely DOESNâT care if heâs smuggling jewels from different countries - heâs having your ring CUSTOM MADE and the way you want it. âthe diamond is too small? sure thing, darling, iâll have it 7 times that size.â
makes sure everything is perfect in ur wedding <333 its very extravagant and even though its not really his style heâll do anything for you
he absolutely WOULD take your last name if you wanted. FIGHT ME ON THIS
takes you to his private island for ur honeymoon so that the two of you donât have to worry about work
meanwhile aran is scrambling around the place trying to cover for the both of you
heâs a VERY romantic husband - NEVER takes off his ring even for security. he says its practically a part of him just like you are <3
the ring has a built in tracker connected to an app. possessive? noooo...
in other words this escalated pretty quickly but i aint complaining if it gets me married to kita
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--EXTRA EXTRA!! other charactersâ roles!!--
officer!daichi:
karasuno squadron consists of:
cops: daichi (duh), asahi (mostly patrol, he hates confrontation), tanaka & noya (mostly accompanied by ennoshita), hinata & kageyama
investigators/detectives: sugawara, ennoshita, yamaguchi, tsukishima, kiyoko, yachi
surveillance: narita, kinoshita, tsukishima too
househusband!oikawa:
makki and mattsun are also househusbands
iwaizumi is a malewife fhasodjkasdhf-
ceo!kuroo:
lev is the newbie that walked in on u two-
janet still a bitch
kenma is his fellow ceo buddy. he also owns a multimillion dollar company and kurooâs and his have a sort-of contract so you see him a lot in meetings
yaku is like one of the top performing managers so whenever yall have branch meetings heâs there
dog hybrid!bokuto:
kuroo is the black neighborhood cat bokuto almost murdered cough cough i did that on purpose yes i did
kenma is also another neighborhood cat. you donât see him around that often but now that bokuto got jealous he stays far away.
hinata is the orange chihuahua i briefly mentioned
i couldnât decide whether akaashi would stay human and be his previous owner or also be a cat/dog/owl. so lets say heâs ur human friend that is your bestie and comes over a lot. bokuto likes him, though. still gets jealous a bit.
pirate!ushijima:
tendou is practically is right hand man
the rest of the team have something to give idk how to explain pirate team members okay-
BUT BUT BUT- they do have sea rivals which are the seijoh pirates. you ran into them one day and oikawa thought you were kidnapped (you were, but you liked it there) so he tried to do you justice and failed miserably. ushijima ragdolled him into the ocean when he flirted w you.
mafia!kita:
the twins are something akin to mercenaries basically. or just plain lackeys.
suna is an informant/cyber mercenary. he gathers information about ppl which is how he knew about you. and heâs a hacker lol.
aran is his second-in-command, omimi + ginjima are his bodyguards
a/n: im going to regret posting this
#haikyuu#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu x you#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu captains#daichi sawamura#oikawa toru#kuroo tetsuro#kita shinsuke#ushijima wakatoshi#bokuto kotaro#x reader
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closest moots? or blogs that you really like?
KWBSJWJW i'm surprised you'd want to know but thank you sm for asking đ„ș its been about two months of the start of this blog, and honestly, its been such a nice experience. I have met some wonderful people who are also chaotic. I have met zebra wakasa, pink teddy sanzu and cow (???) hanma.
the closest moot i have here are @rae-blogging and @blueprint-han . But they're not a tr blog, so i'm not including them here i guess. P
theres no order
my first ever moot here is @hanniejji I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE'S LIKE SO COOL and funny NAD SO NICE TO TALK TO. everytime a chapter or an episode drops, you'll catch me screaming in her inbox like some starved crow. Literally all of our convo is in caps lock, no kidding. my screaming buddy, simping buddy, and crying buddy in one package.
thenn @jyugosgf MY DESI SIS. like half the fandom is made of filipino population nd the other half is well, rest of the world. I never thought there'd be fellow desi blogs here. And PLS THE DESI RANTS/ DISCUSSIONS WE DID. Starting from momma baji caring for his hair in the most conventional indian way to om shanti om and deepika padukone, we've screamed. Damn it was so much fun. message for you if you see this bub: ily đ„ș
@dr3ken ANOTHER DESI. she's funny, she's cool, her writings ABSOLUTELY CRAZY like bro did u learn that literature from shakespeare himself. i talk to her a lot, but in another social media. She texts like a loud punjabi AND PLS THE VIBE IS SO NICE LIKE you'll never be bored. Again, another caps lock buddy.
@sukunasbabymama first things first, she became my moot after i proposed to her. ma'am the proposal still stands- aNywAy, she's that one boss bitch who's also very comedic (you'll know if you read her works) i love how independent she is, and how free she thinks. Literally big sis energy, except that sis will take you out at 2 am to drink coke and throw the bottles into space with all the frustration you've got.
@sxlver-sweet the sweetest moot ever. she's an angel in human form, and a blessing to life. i went crazy over her works and sent an ask to yk, start communicating- she rb'ed that and deadass went WE NEED TO BE FRIENDS. that creme brule in my fridge that i'm eating slowly because i dont want it to end and will cry if i ever end it- thats her. also the only moot i've went jeogiyo noona hokshi namjachingu isseo (im so sorry if you dont get its, its kpop reference) and flirted like thrice with (probably) and will still continue to flirt because wkdjwjdjjw it is happiness.
and then @kallikrein my zebra wakasa comrade. i still feel no remorse for the amount of confusion we caused, nor the dash-clogging with countless reblogs we did. she's chaotic funny, and a professional charanon bringer. you literally can't but love her- there i said it.
@lila-skies i hyperventilated over her mitsuya request and thats it- thats how we became friends. SHE ALSO STANS RED-VELVET AND CHUNGHA LIKE please, you stan queens and i stan you.
@angrysupremacy a whole 24 carat gold with the cutest nose. i don't know why but i find her SO CUTE LIKE đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș. we fangirl about random tr posts on insta and its so nice talking to her! cute cute cute
@isuuki my bae. she too, is very sweet. brightens my day with her asks and makes me sob at the same time because --- death is coming and we're weeping every other day. i go đđđđ Everytime i get an ask from her.
@tokyo-fukushu we dont have much interactions but i feel like she deserves a mention here. I'd definitely consider her one of my closest moots.
@uuden omg her works!! also simply her!! she's also really sweet! definitely in my closer moots list.
Last but not least, my cheese anonni (not mentioning you just in case) who also brings me serotonin. Shes so spontaneous and creative, as well as sweet. SHE GAVE ME HEART COOKIE DOUGH YALL đ„ș
and @emergencyfoodpaimon 's posts are so fun to see. I really like seeing new things/fanarts. Also those heart memes make me go đđđđ
my moots' blogs are absolute masterpieces, and you'll totally love them. other than them, a few blogs that i really like are @kakuchan @maitani (my entire explore is filled with your content omg T.T) @harupill @manjikkai @everafterkeiji @ewitsren @red-beean @chif4yu @wwintersun sorry for the mindless tagging, please tell me if its bothering!
If you've read till the end, i applaud you omg. also, ship my moots with tr ask pspsppss, i really wanna do that.
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13 17 21!
hiiiii katherine!!!
13. What is a subject matter that is incredibly difficult for you write about? What is easy?
relationship angst is actually very difficult for me bc like. i dont know whats reasonable for couples to fight about bc ive never been a part of a couple lmao. like whats a disagreement and whats a fight and whats enough to break you up like yeah i know the red flags and whatever but i genuinely am the last person who should be writing romance fics lmao.* easy is usually anything where people are just like joking around and picking on each other although i WILL say that i take a million years to workshop jokes and yes my mutuals suffer from it. that being said the ass eating joke in the camp counselors au is still the funniest thing ive ever written and i still cry laughing every time i go back and reread the conversation that made that joke happen in alabanda
17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that wonât make it in the text.
my CURRENT wip (technically 2 most current wips) are secrets. the things that i Can tell you include: wip #1 is an extension of something i absolutely ADORED writing but continuing it makes me nervous bc like. you know how sequels are rarely as good as the original? i suffer greatly from that syndrome in my writing imo so it might be 1. worse for people to read (and yes i know i know yall will read whatever i write and will love it with your whole hearts but thats not the point) and 2. less enjoyable for me to write :/ but im having fun planning it right now at least!! i even got a new idea for it right when i got home from work so that was just jotted down in the planning doc :3
and wip #2 is a surprise! it is a very very new idea that is also technically not even My idea but i Got the idea by reading two entirely different fics (like not even both by the same author, and i doubt the two people even know or know of each other) and it was kind of like. what if i take THIS aspect of this writing decision and incorporate it into THAT storyline to explore how things might differ. and i have no idea how the end result is going to turn out bc i did Most of the planning at 11pm last night after working a 9 hour shift and then practicing my bass for like 2 more hours so. i might have to rework the whole thing anyway and may not even post it at all <3 we shall see <3
21. Could you ever quit writing? Do you ever wish you could? Why or why not?
i will admit i have Thought about quitting. I could never quit writing Altogether bc like ive said before ive been writing fun little stories literally for my entire life but like. right after i graduated college i was like. i should really stop paying so much attention to fandom and fic writing and focus more on like. finding a real job that isnt at a tourist trap that doesnt respect me and i kept telling myself not to plan too much further ahead in the year with my fics because who even knows if i'll be writing fic come october or november of 2021 (lmao) so like. i kind of did try to at least slow down my writing and that. failed miserably lmao. but i have decided that actually no i do not want to stop! writing makes me happy and its something that i enjoy doing and i think it keeps my brain active and gives me something worthwhile to do while im relaxing on the rare chance that i get a day off from work. i DO wish i could write more of my own original stuff but i simply do not have the brain space for creating original characters and relationships and such which is why i feel so comfortable putting the pjo characters into so many wildly insane new situations. at least that way it FEELS like i'm being original and creative even if im just playing around with the same puppets in front of a bunch of different cartoon backgrounds <3
thanks for asking!!
send me numbers!
#*that being said. one c.j. available free to a good home#ask#katherine#ask meme#yrbeecharmer#for some reason your url no longer pops up whenever i try to search for your blog AND when i try to type the tag. wack.
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Bad Days
AHH hi everyone! So this was kinda all over the place- also @urmomonessâ i couldnât put him in jail. I just couldnât. Not even for his ponytail crime.
Enjoy another Zuko x Reader! Sorry for doing this to Zuko ahaha- Iâm writing like two more Sokka x readers soon to MAYYYBEEE make up for it!! đ
AHH also! I just reached 40 followers & this is my 200th post :) I love all of you guys, thank you so so so much!! đđ§Ąđ„șđđđ„°đđâšđ
Pairing: Zuko x Reader
Word Count: 1.4k :)
Warnings: None!
Summary: Zuko was having a really bad day until Y/N came along to cheer him up!
Zuko was having a bad day. Scratch that, his day was worse than bad.Â
To start off his day, he clicked his phone on to check the time. The time â7:49 AMâ flashed up at him. He had 41 minutes to get to work, which was enough time since he just had to get in the car by 8:00. It was a thirty-minute drive, and his shift started at 8:30. He got ready, throwing on some clean clothes, brushing his teeth, and combing his hair. He hopped into the car, sticking his hand into his pocket, searching for his keys.Â
Shoot. He forgot his keys. He ran back into the house, almost tripping over himself, frantically searching for his car keys. He looked under his mail, around the counter, and in every drawer. Where were theyâŠ?Â
On the edge of his vision, he spotted something bright yellow, hidden under some papers. He shuffled them around and sighed. Thank goodness for Y/N. She had attached a neon yellow cat keychain onto his keys. Now slightly smiling at the memory, he ran back to his car, starting his engine. He pulled out of the driveway but frowned.Â
Why was the engine making that sound? The car sputtered to a stop. Zuko cursed, jumping out of the car to try and see what was wrong. Smoke was blowing out of the front, and Zuko knew that he couldnât take the car to work anymore. The only choice he had was to go on foot or catch a bus. The coffee shop was 12 miles away, so he decided to go with riding the bus. He Googled the nearest bus stop and went from there. The closest bus stop was 5 minutes away, and the bus was 3 minutes from reaching that stop!Â
He ran as fast as he could in order to make it in time, rushing past trees and almost tripping over himself a couple of times. Breathing heavily, he plopped onto the bus stop bench as soon as he arrived. The bench was cold, but he didnât mind. He was just relieved that he made it in time-Â
What was thatâŠ? He squinted at something in the distance and cursed. The bus already left, and it was getting farther every second. Zuko pulled his hair in frustration. WHY. DID. EVERYTHING. SUCK.Â
Sighing, he started jogging on the sidewalk, heading toward the coffee shop.
âZuko?â A white car pulled up next to him after a good amount of time jogging. The window rolled down, revealing a smiling Y/N behind the wheel.Â
âY/N! Oh thank goodness, can you please drive me to work? I woke up on time, but I couldnât find my keys and my car broke down, so I had to take the bus, but the bus left witho-â Y/N stopped Zuko from rambling and unlocked the car door.
âGet in, loser,â she said, laughing. Zuko let out a sigh of relief as he got in next to her, closing the car door behind him.
âThank you so much, youâre a lifesaver.â He meant it. Zuko didnât know what he would do if she wasnât here right now.
âI know. You owe me some boba later, though.â Zuko rolled his eyes.
âFine. Please take me to work, Iâm going to be late.â Y/N started the engine and drove on course to the coffee shop. As soon as they arrived, Y/N blew Zuko a kiss goodbye as he ran into the shop. The bell jingled as he opened the door, rushing in as fast as he could. He glanced at the clock on the wall and cursed under his breath. He was an hour late.
âZuko. Why were you late? We couldnât open on time, since youâre our only worker today. I know we said it was going to be a slow day, but that doesnât mean you can just show up whenever you want to.â His boss looked stern. Zuko looked at the floor, nervous for what was about to come.
âIâm sorry, my car broke down.â
âYou missed one hour of your shift.â
âI know, Iâm sorry.â
âZuko. There are a lot of others who want this job. You arenât exactly the best at making coffee either.â Zuko bit his lip. He knew what was coming.
âI- I know.â
âIâm sorry, but Iâm going to have to give your job to someone else. Iâll send your last paycheck to you on Monday.â His heart sank. He was officially fired from his job for being late. He knew that the manager was really picky about their workers, but he didnât know that being late was enough to get fired.Â
âI... understand.â He opened the front door of the cafe, unable to look anyone in the eye as he walked out. The bell jingled again behind him when he closed the door, leaving the coffee shop behind. He walked away, biting his lip to stop himself from crying. He was just fired. He had no job. He let that sink it. He was just fired. He had no job.Â
He looked around to see that Y/Nâs car was still in the parking lot, and she was just getting ready to pull out. Zuko ran up (he was getting tired of running) and knocked on her car window. She looked up, giving him a perplexed look, but perhaps looking at the state Zuko was in, her face softened. She reached out to open the car door for him, and he fell in.Â
They drove for a bit in silence, and Zuko thought about what just happened. What was he going to doâŠ? He had no job, he needed a new source of income. He sighed, causing Y/N to glance at him. She kept driving until they pulled up at a boba shop, and now it was Zukoâs turn to look confused.
âY/N, what are we doing here?â he asked. Y/N smiled at him.
âWell, I know you already owe me boba, but I decided to treat you since you look like you need it.â Y/N parked her car and got out. Zuko opened and closed the car door, making sure that Y/N locked the car, just in case, before he went on. Y/N grabbed his hand and pulled him with her into the boba shop.Â
He had never been to this place before, and as he stood in line with Y/N by his side, he saw that the shop was called âThe Jasmine Dragon.â Hm, interesting name⊠Zuko thought the name had a nice ring to it.Â
When it was his turn to order, he had no idea what to get, but luckily, Y/N had his back. âWeâll take two White Lotus teas, please! One with boba, and one without.â Y/N turned to Zuko and whispered, âI promise youâll like it! Itâs totally your taste. Also, I know you hate boba, so yeah.â She remembered... Zukoâs heart felt warm. Y/N remembered the littlest details about him, and he was lucky to have her.Â
Together, they sat down at a table for two, waiting for their order. When one of the employees called their order number, Y/N gestured for him to stay seated as she went to get their drinks.Â
She was taking a lot of time to just pick up drinks⊠After another minute or so, she came back with two teas in her hands. They were aesthetically pleasing; some foamed milk floating to the top of the translucent drink, a bit of brown sugar falling down from the sides. Zuko almost wanted to âinstagramâ it, even though he wasnât even that type of person.Â
âCome on, try a sip.â Y/N pushed one closer to Zuko. He pulled it to his lips, trying a taste. Oh. Oh wow. It was sweet, but not too sweet. It was light and cold, refreshing his taste buds. The flavor was a perfect balance-Â
âThis⊠this is the best thing Iâve ever tasted.â His eyes widened. Was it possible for anything to taste this heavenly?
âI know, right?! Itâs SO good! People say itâs the best in the entire city of Ba Sing Se and I agree.â She stuck the straw into her mouth, drinking the tea as if the straw was permanently stuck to her lips.Â
Together, they walked out of The Jasmine Dragon, drinks still in their hands.Â
âOh!â Y/N turned around to face him. âThereâs more!â Her eyes twinkled. More..? âI scored an interview on Tuesday for you! I saw that they were hiring, and I knew something happened to your job earlier.â Thatâs what she was doingâŠÂ
âY/NâŠâ His voice trailed off. âThank you.â He smiled at her, unable to express his gratitude.
âYou still owe me boba!â She laughed, getting into the car once more.
Zuko was having a bad day, but when he ran into Y/N, his day got a lot better.
A/N: hopefully this wasnât too bad! firing zuko was honestly hard but ofc he has a y/n to cheer him up! LOVE YALL!! thank you for reading đ„șđ
again, thank you for 40 followers & 200 posts :)
Writing Masterlist
Taglist! @urmomonessâ
#zuko x reader#zuko#atla zuko#atla#atla imagine#atla x you#atla x y/n#atla x reader#zuko x y/n#zuko x you#zuko x yn#zuko imagine#zuko one shot#atla oneshot
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hello!!! i'd like to request a piece of đ° please <3 apologies for incoming info dump about my Entire Life :| & thank u so much darling!
basic information â i use she/her and i'm bisexual, an infj, and a scorpio. a yachi kinnie :)
appearance â i'm a 5'0 asian girl with long black hair and dyed caramel tips! my body type is petit and skinny - lack of butt, unfortunately, but i got some tibby! overall im pretty tiny and always look younger than my age lol. i also wear glasses because i am Very Near Sighted, and my clothing style is a weird mix between cutesy-pastel-female-kpop-idol fits, indie teenage girl, and faux cottagecore.
personality â i'm a rather introverted person, but i'm trying my best to work on that. i have depression, anxiety, and adhd, but i'm always telling myself uplifting things and trying to work on my mindsets, so i'd like to say that i'm also sincere and compassionate! i'm also very adaptable and easily influenced by the behaviors of people around me. i think at first impression, i look standoffish and judgemental, but i think it's because i lack the confidence to say what i think and express my emotions, which i'm also working on! once i'm comfortable, i think i'm a very funny, intelligent, and caring person (i'm an extremely sensitive person and receptive to others' emotions â i cried a LOT watching karasuno v shiratorizawa đ), but i can also tease and be a little sarcastic if the relationship calls for it. i get very affectionate and touchy with close friends too! long story short - i might seem awkward and quiet, but give me a momentâ i'm trying, and i'll get there eventually, and i think that'll be worth waiting for. :)
hobbies â i like to do visual art things, like sketch pretty anime boys and also cross-stitch and make calligraphy! i'm a bullet-journaler :) i also love love LOVE learning languages and about different cultures, especially asian ones. i think i'm a pretty studious person when i get into it but i do procrastinate a lot T____T i'm also super into playing genshin impact, but i easily hop interests, so one day i'll be on this and the next, it's something else i'm rambling about. get ready to get ur ear talked off about wtv i love that week <3
likes + dislikes â i like anime, bts (!!), and otome games :> i also enjoy desserts, boba tea, flowers, and sudoku puzzles đ„ș i'm also a lover of learning, asian cultures, and dogs (also cats, but mostly dogs!) <3 i reallllyyyyyy want a pet snake one day too đ„ș family is also very important to me because i'm the youngest of 7 children! i dislike spiders snd working out (seriously the last person to want to do any type of fitness). all that "moving" jazz... volleyball is the only sport i'll probably ever even bother to learn the rules of LMAO but do not expect me to play i will eat the floor </3 my arms are sticks and i will simply embarrass myself
what i want/need in a relationship â i have a pretty idealistic idea of romance - i want someone perfect, but i know that's not realistic. at the very least, i want someone who loves me very much and is honest about that. they also need to let me be affectionate and clingy, and will be the same way back, even if it's just a little bit. i'm someone who needs love and affirmation rather consistently, like a freaking plant. i NEED someone who'll make sure i'm doing things and being productive, and someone who will actively encourage me to both be a better person mentally and physically get things done. they also should be able to take care of me (i'm a youngest child so i like being babied~) <3
this is very long, apologies! thank you so much for your wonderful matchups, they're so detailed and you work very hard on them, i can tell. thank you for your hard work!! kisses 4 u! <3
@mochiiswan ok I see you stealing my husband from me đ„Č
Romantic Matchup
Bokuto Koutarou
How yall met
Girl you were just having a bad day
Nothing seemed to be going right
So you showed up for school in a rather gloomy mood
Bokuto didn't know you
But he still didn't like how sad you seemed
So he approached you
He basically just started making small talk to try to cheer you up
You dont know why but his energy did seem to be having a positive effect on you
Bokuto really liked talking to you
And he was glad he was able to cheer you up
The bell had rung signaling it was time to go to class
But bokuto didn't wanna leave you
So he asked if you wanted to come watch his volleyball practice after school
You agreed to go
You went to his practice and bokuto found himself trying to impress you
He didn't know why
Wait...
âAKAASHI I THINK I HAVE A CRUSHâ
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Yeah he straight up yelled thatâŠ
While you were in thereâŠ
After a quick advice break from akaashi
He asked you out on a date :)))
What they love about you
He loves that you try to improve yourself
It's one thing to have issues
But to acknowledge those issues and to want to fix them truly makes a strong person
So he loves that you love yourself enough to improve on yourself
And he WILL help you in any way he can
Eek
He loves how sensitive you are
Bb boy is sensitive too
So he's glad he's found someone to cry with when a dog dies in a movie
(Also do any of you cry when a dog dies but doesn't when a human does? No? Just me?)
He loves how you value family
Im convinced bokuto is a family man
He loves his parents and his sisters more than anything
So he's glad he's found someone with the same values as him
HE LOVES HOW CLINGY YOU ARE
DO NOT EVEN HESITATE WITH THIS BOY
You can't tell me ocultos love language isn't physical touch
Come on now
LOOK AT HIM
You will get all the physical affection you could ever dream of
Favorite things to do together
Ok hear me out
He just likes going to the poundâŠ
And looking at the animals with you
and/or
He likes volunteering at the animal shelter with you
You+cute animals=happy bokuto
Random HC
You drew him doing a spike once and he bout cried
Keeps the drawing in his phone case and pulls it out to brag
You take me as a hopeless romantic
And good news for you
Bokutos a hopeless romantic too :)
So your relationship is the closest to perfect relationships can get
He 100% keeps you on track
Mans is like a personal trainer istg
However don't expect to be productive with him around...
He did try to get you to play volleyball
And you did in fact eat the floor </3
Astrology
When Virgo and Scorpio join together in a love match, these Signs that are two apart in the Zodiac are brought together.
Their placement gives the relationship an intense karmic bond
The Virgo-Scorpio couple is loyal and deep, with very strong ties.
Virgo and Scorpio enjoy working together toward acquisition: Virgo wants order and Scorpio wants power.
Both of these Signs are about resources, including inheritances and property.
This couple is very service-oriented and known to be dependable.
They like to lend a hand to a friend or to the community.
Additionally, Virgo can be withdrawn â while Scorpio is more opaque and outgoing.
Because of the disparity, both Signs can learn from one another if they can agree to meet halfway.
Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto.
This combination is very heated, thanks to Plutoâs influence.
The two Signs unite to form the basic foundation of human relationships â Mercuryâs communication and Marsâs passion.
Mercury and Mars go well together; Mercury is about the conscious mind, and Mars is about the passion of romance.
Scorpio is rambunctious and intense, and Virgo is attracted to this energy.
In turn, Scorpio needs the loyalty and practicality inherent in Virgo.
Overall Aesthetic
Pastelcore
Songs-
Are you bored yet - wallows
Strawberry Mentos - Leanna Firestone
Hey Lover - Wabie
Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens
#haikyuu!!#haikyuu fandom#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu hcs#haikyuu x y/n#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu matchups#haikyuu x reader#bokuto koutarou x reader#bokuto koutarou#bokuto x reader#bokuto x y/n#bokuto koutarou x y/n#bokuto#bokuto headcanons#bokuto hc
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hi pocket! moth here, and as promised, i'm giving you word after word after word after word....
i got cicada to type some stuff down too since he also wanted to send something to you in congratulations!! <3 <3
----moth
congratulations on 6k! you're really rad and i genuinely think that you deserve all this support and love, it's just really nice to see that you've progressed so quickly and smoothly! you've put a ton of effort into things your write, your events, everything! your interactions with your anons are just so nice, and that's all because you're an amazing person!
when i joined the genshin fandom, you were one of the first blogs that i had run into, and that's pretty neat. at first, i didn't follow you, since i wasn't really used to your writing. but as i kept on encountering your works, i eventually grew accustomed to it- and i like your writing style! v swag :)
your oc, toxin, is just- perfection. i like the whole background thing, powers, but the fic i liked the most was the one where toxin attempts to poison you. my imagination can just run wild from there, picturing out what the character did after running out to go after toxin, but for zhongli's case how he took care of you + what he did after.
you, pocket, are a wonderful person- if you receive hate, you don't deserve it! 6000 seems like a large accomplishment, and it must've felt really nice to hit that number. a great person like you deserves the world, but the world may not deserve you. your presence alone on tumblr is practically a blessing, and i'm grateful for everything that you've wrote! not only that, but you've helped me become bolder and interact off anon. i think that's pretty neat, genuinely.
i'm sure many others think the same: ilysm(/p) pocket! even if i fall out of the genshin fandom(which i most likely won't bc of XIAOOOOOOOOOOOO <3 <3 <3 <3), i'll still revisit your blog. reading over your works always makes me crack a smile, whether it's angsty or not. your ability to write is amazing, and some of your works had even inspired a few of mine!
a collab with a person like you is like a dream come true. i look forwards to future interactions, and hopefully they're all positive! i support you no matter what, and you can't change that, hehe.
-your local xiao simp,
moth.
----cicada
hello, i believe you've never interacted or heard of me before? i go by cicada online, a friend that appears on moth's blog every now and then. they told me about your 6k followers, and i think that's pretty neat. to be honest when you told moth that you'd do a collab with them i was happy they chose you, since you're a really good person. pocket, thank you so much for everything you've done for me, moth, all of us- i cannot express my gratitude towards you, and i am proud of that because i can usually express my gratitude to others within words. however, since my gratitude towards you is off the charts, i cannot form it in words. regarding the collab, i will attempt to help moth with angst, however my help might not be needed. i thank you deeply, for fueling my everyday energy to get up. reading through your works gives me so much serotonin, and i appreciate that greatly. have a good day or night, perhaps afternoon, mx. pocket.
-cicada.
----any last words before we go sleep?
moth - ily, pocket! /p
cicada - thank you, congratulations. (note: get your well deserved rest, pocket.)
----goodnight, good morning, good afternoon wherever you are ! !
ok so like i genuinely started crying at this and I don't normally get very emotional. You both left me speechless, so that's one of the reasons why I'm taking so long to respond T^T
I'll split my response here to the both of you!
its kinda long- sorry xD also can I just call yall "the bugs" cuz its just so cute ;-; your names are adorable-
Moth, you are such a sweetheart. Like I said earlier, I'm not someone who gets very emotional! But your words brought tears to my eyes (tears of joy ofc) and it took me a while to respond because every time I saw what you'd written, I'd just have this giant smile on my face. I'm really glad you chose to follow me and I'm so happy you chose to talk to me! I always try to be fun and welcoming so that people who do wanna interact can do so, but I get it, there are so many people here it can get daunting.
But I'm glad you reached out! I'm so happy to have a friend like you! Ima be honest, the first few times you sent something in off anon, I was like "o.o they forgot anon-" BUT NOW LOOK AT YOU! Thank you, I really appreciate it. I'm actually pretty self-conscious about my writing but I try to do my best and post- even though I don't like what I've written, so your words really do help me! You're the type of reader every writer wants. Seriously!!
Ah, Toxin! Yes, I've had her as an oc for such a long time and then I finally perfected her! She's been in so many fics of mine and she's finally getting the recognition she deserves!! I'm glad you enjoyed that fic, it's one of my faves! I planned to do a p2 with some other characters but held off cuz I thought people would get bored- yet here you are, sparking my will to write it again!
I still can't believe I hit 6k! Honestly, that's so many people!! and they all like me and my stuff!! it's really hard to believe- there are days I think its a dream >.< silly, I know xD actually, when I first joined tumblr, it was because of BNHA and I saw this writer who had 10k followers at the time and I just was like "that's not even possible" yet here I am- 4k away T^T
I genuinely hope Xiao keeps you here, but if you have to leave for another fandom that's ok too! I can only hope we'll meet once again there too! I think some people in life are meant to be friends and are just meant to know each other! And I'll hope you're one of them! Cuz you're one of the awesomest friends I've had and I love you as well (/p)!! <333
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Cicada, omg haiii!! I've heard very little about you since Moth took FOREVER to tell me there's another writer hidden back there!! I'm glad I got a chance to talk to you, even if it's like this! I'm not sure how much you know about me >.< seems like a lot so I'm sorry that I don't know that much about you!
Thank you so much, you're so very sweet and I can't express how happy your words made me. For a long time now, I always wake up and wonder how I can make my friends smile or laugh, and now that's extended to this blog. To hear how happy my writing makes people brings me so much joy that even I can't express it. I know there are many people out there who have lots of things to deal with in life and to know that my writing's helping them through that fuels me to write more!
I'm so glad I can do the same for you! We may not know each other- or maybe it's mostly on my end- but I still want to make you smile! I want to make everyone who stumbles upon my blog smile as well! Life can get hard and it feels so impossible sometimes but if I can give someone the energy to go on, then I'm pretty content with my own! Thank you for reading my works and thank you for telling me this because it really did make me happy.
Aw, thank you, I hope it's not too much! Though I specialize in angst (at least, I like to think so), I wanted to give Moth the opportunity to try! I'll do my best to make the fluffiest fluffing comfort you've ever seen!! Or uh something like that ^w^"
I really do hope that you and I can talk more so I can get to know you! Oh! And that google form- it was super adorable ^w^
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You two are too kind and you best believe I'm saving this lil ask <3 you both very well made my entire week (along with that meme anon with those cute memes) and I'm sending you both hugs!! or cookies ^w^ whichever you prefer!
Also, it was nighttime when you sent this and now its 3am >///< i need sleep-
#đžâ pocket tries#⧠â moth#⧠â cicada#you're both so sweet#this is one of my favorite asks#<3#never change#you two
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Chapter Three: Attack On Trost
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You reminisce your old passions and dreams when you meet an old friendâbut the peace quickly ends.
tags:Â @kuxredere | @luvelyxp | @fan-g0rl | @levisbrat25 | @a-dream-is-realityÂ
a/n: Levi makes his grand arrival soon! Thanks to those who commented, liked, and reblogged the last chapters, as well as the Armin x Mother! Reader fic. Yall are so sweet!Â
Connie Springerâs entire family is quite alive.Â
You learned this unexpectedly when you were working on your assigned duties of the day. Every new graduate was taken to Trost to âcelebrateâ their new found âfreedom.â The new cadets were to do the dirty work for the next three days while assignments were being made.Â
In Trost, assigned with five others you didnât even know the names of, you were on the ground transporting wagons of dry solider feed and blades to the supply center, or, for Garrison soldiers, headquarters.Â
You wouldnât have had any qualms with this job. It was nice to be outside among actual people, breathing fresh air. Trost is a little bubble village along the southern mouth of Wall Sina. Since the breach five years ago, Wall Sina served as the only defense against the titan beyond. Everything beyond it, including your old home, would now be ridden with them.Â
Youâd half hoped youâd be assigned to the suppliers along the top of wall. Not because you wanted to see Titans, but because you would have wanted to look out to the vast fields that you had once lived amongst. But Shingashina wouldnât be at all visible to your naked eye, not even from the highest point of the world. The idea that youâd never again see Shingashina did hurt your heart more than you cared to admit.Â
But that pain was naught compared to that which you felt when you watched Connie Springer, a younger boy apart of your corps, become embraced by a group of people you could only presume to be his family. A woman had him wrapped in a motherly embrace.Â
He looked entirely surprised, and while he acted embarrassed, you could see in his body language that he was over the moon with joy. Who wouldnât be?Â
After over a year of spending time sharing showers in the community sauna with the other cadets that regularly kicked your ass, being with your family is much like being in Heaven.Â
Your stomach ached as you turned back to your duties. You lifted bags of wheat and grain to the carts that would soon be taking off for HQ. You realized through the blurred vision of tears and sunshine that you were trembling all the way down to your knees.Â
Now more than ever, you wish desperately for Annacka. Even just a letter from her in her swirly script would be enough. You half hope that sheâs lingering somewhere, trying to catch a glimpse of you so she could make her grand, surprise visit. Maybe at any moment little Freda would attach herself to your legs, crying your name with that angelic lilt the way she used to.
You wiped your eyes quickly with the back of your jacket sleeve. The scratchy material was clearly made to protect a body, and not to soothe oneâs skin.
You and the rest of your squad seemed to notice the surplus of family members gathering about the village center. It is the village center, but you canât help yourself from getting annoyed. How could they just stand around and watch you all work? They were mostly in the way.
With some annoyance gathering as a scoff in your throat, you hoisted a large sack of dry feed over your shoulder. As you walked to the transport wagon about a yard away, you were suddenly stopped by a person.
You tried to keep yourself from expressing your discomfort as you averted your eyes. You walked around her, but she stepped in front of you again.
You couldnât avoid her any longer, so you dropped the dry feed from your shoulder into your arms, holding it like an oversized baby.
âYouâre Y/n L/n!â The young woman gasped. Her eyes were wide as plates, and they stared at you with such confidence and familiarity that you were a little bit frightened.
âI donât know you,â you tell her cautiously.
Her ginger lashes fluttered like butterflies as her bow of a mouth shaped into a thin smile. âMy name is Fable Rippley. We grew up at the orphan house together.â
The dry feed slipped out of your arms, falling by your feet with a thump.
âMy god,â you say. âYouâre so tall now!â
Fable Rippley held her freckle arms open for a hug.
Though you recognized her, and were of course happy to see her, you hesitated to accept her hug.
As her arms wrapped around you, you felt how bony and thin she was. You lightly touched her back with your hand, using the bare minimum of a hug to get by.
âI had no idea youâ!â She exclaimed, but she quickly pressed her lips flat. âThe other girls never responded to my letters. Eventually they were being returned, so...â
"So you figured that I had died,â you assumed for her.Â
Her thin mouth smashed into a pale line. âI did,â she admitted, the words sounding as though they were being ground from her throat. âI always felt as though it should have been me rather than the others,â Fable continued on a trail of thought.Â
âThatâs not your fault,â you note to the tall girl. âItâs a blessing that you were adopted when you were. How old were you then?âÂ
âI was ten,â she said with a faint lilt of happiness as she recalled the simpler times. âIâm sixteen, now. My birthdayâs just passed.âÂ
âHappy birthday,â you tell her with a half of a smile. âWhat brings you to Trost?âÂ
âI am only visiting. My parents have relatives whoâve just had a child. The little boy survived, and so we are all shopping the market to celebrate.âÂ
âOh,â you said. You didnât know how you were supposed to respond to such a broad statement. âGlad the kiddo didnât die,â you could say, but she might not appreciate such humor.Â
âIâm so, so happy to see you,â Fable suddenly burst out. âI never thought that I could see anyone from my past ever again. And to see you, now, to see that youâve gotten so much older...it makes me so painfully happy that you could carry on the legacies of our sisters.âÂ
Fableâs sudden outpour of emotion struck you like a bolt of lightning.Â
The blood rushed to your face as you looked up at the taller girl with a feeling of queasy-ness crossed with embarrassment. âI suppose so?â you worded very carefully.Â
Fable just chuckled-a light little noise like that of a pixie.Â
âWe all loved you so much. Thatâs what I mean. The other little girls bickered for your attention, and somehow, you managed to spend quality time with all of them. All of us. Do you remember the shoe shine box? Oh, it was that special box with the expensive balms to treat leather. And one Yule, every girl got her own pair of real leather Mary-Janes. There was only one shoe shining box to go around. You found a way to split the balms amongst all thirty girls and even yourself! You were a sister to us. Even a mother to the littler girl, what was her name...Freda? Yes, yes, Freda. Oh that child clung to you or to Annacka, and she wouldnât accept anyone else. Donât you remember the time when-â
Fableâs voice had risen to a giggle, but she cut herself off shortly when she took a stern frown to her mouth and examined your face.Â
âIâm sorry,â she said softly.Â
Tears poured down your face like damn waterfalls, and you couldnât get it to stop. You did remember the shoe shin box. You remembered trying to use it so sparingly between all the children. You remembered panicking when the balm ran out and scrounging together all of your spare change to buy more.Â
You even remembered having none left over for yourself.Â
And you did remember little Freda. Her shoes were purchased many sizes to big so that she could grow into them. She sat on your lap at the tender age of three, swinging her legs as she didnât pay attention to your lecture on how to care for leather.Â
She wanted to wear them as soon as you were done, and vehemently insisted the shoes would fit miraculously when you informed her they wouldnât. She had to take such careful little steps around the place so she wouldnât trip or fall.Â
âI shouldnât have mentioned her at all,â Fable murmured. âOr any of them.â
You wiped your eyes with the mounts of Venus, shaking your head negatively. âFreda didnât die that day,â you said, your voice sounding dreadfully thick with sorrow. âFreda is very much alive. She lives with Annacka now. Annacka, Freda, and I, we were the only survivors from the orphanage. And also you. Annacka is her mother. I doubt Freda remembers me at all.âÂ
âHow couldnât she?â Fable asked. âYou were such an important part of the house to all of us girls. Itâs strange...strange to think that you were only fifteen, then. You gave up your childhood to help raise children. And now youâre a solider!âÂ
You stifled an informal chuckle. âThatâs one way to look at it,â you agreed.Â
âYou know,â Fable said with a eye crinkling grin, âI remember how badly you wanted to be a doctor.âÂ
The words made your heart flutter. âYou do?âÂ
âHow couldnât I?â Fable laughed. âYou were always talking about the hospital in Calaneth. You wanted to go so badly to be a nurse. Somehow, being a solider suits you more...â
Fable drew you in close for another tight hug. Her boney arms were strong, and her finger tips may have even bruised your back, but her embrace was the most comforting.Â
âI should find my family now,â Fable said with a shy gleam in her eyes. âI live in Fairkelt. Itâs a little village near Stohess. Iâd like to write to you.âÂ
âThen I will write to you,â you assured her.Â
âAmazing! I live in Fairkelt,â she repeated. âBut I guess you could just mail the letters to Stohess. The disctrictâs messenger can bring the letters out to our farm. But, you could just label it to Fairkelt if youâd like that more. I really donât mind. But what do you think would work better? Maybe a letter to Stohess, marked with a note to deliver to Fable Rippley, would be more clear and concise. It couldnât get lost that way.âÂ
She titrated on with her childish charm and rant.Â
âIâll write two,â you amused yourself. âBoth letters couldnât get lost, could they?âÂ
Fable went red in the face as she laughed. âIâm sorry for ranting on. You have duties to attend. Iâm so happy weâve bumped into one another. Iâll look out for your letter.âÂ
As Fable skipped away, further into the marketplace of Trost, you looked after her, her red hair swinging back and forth like a lick of fire in the air. She was white as a ghost. She must never get any sun, you think as you bend down to retrieve the dry feed youâd dropped earlier.Â
Fairkelt, just off of Stohess. The mental image of the map in mind led you to pinpoint Fairkelt somewhere along the forest. Perhaps she lived in a secluded little cottage under the shaded canopy of trees.Â
You carried the feed to the heavy carts mounted to four large horses.Â
The Garrison solider that supervised your squad chastised you as you set the sack down. âI ought to write you up for idle chatter while on duty.âÂ
You tucked your chin downward. âApologies, sir,â you echoed the template youâd been so dutifully taught by Sadies.Â
He seemed to considered saying something else; another set of lecturing words, perhaps, but he didnât. He waved you to continue.Â
You and your squad continued the painful march back and forth, over the same dirt and stones of the two 1/2 yards.Â
âWhy canât the damn wagons be closer together?â a girl of your squad grumbled.Â
âMaybe cos thee Garrison donât wanâ no pussies in thur ranks,â someone retorted.Â
The girl mocked his words in the same thick accent he spoke with. âWut makes yu think the Garrison gun wan a dumbo like yu?â she fired back, her hands on her hips.Â
Well maybe Fable just doesnât get outside much, you were thinking again of her wispy white skin, as if she were a ghost.Â
Youâd read a wonderful story, though long ago, about a ghost coming to warn the village of a coming attack. The attack came every century on the same night, and only one boy in the whole village believed the ghost.
Wouldnât that be exciting?Â
To know a ghost? To be that bridge of life for them?Â
Oh, but how painful it must be for ghosts, for they can watch forever what they can never have.Â
You hoisted another sack of dry feed over your shoulder. Turning on the balls of your feet, you looked at the full wagon that would be making itâs way to the Garrisonâs supply center. Your final bag would be it.Â
The sun blazed down across you, the heat beating past the thick material of your uniformed jacket.Â
You tossed the final sack of dry meal onto the wagon, and your squad cheered at the sight of their chore being completed.Â
âSo we get to see the center now, right?â one of the girls from your squad politely asked the supervisor. He gave her a stern look over his thin glasses.Â
âYes,â he said, finally.Â
You collapsed against the side of the cart as your squad cheered. You could feel the sweat that saturated you underneath your clothes and uniform.Â
The leather straps and belts seemed to slide around easier than they had this morning, which made you feel better. The harness usually made you feel bloated. But with all the sweat, you were like butter on a hot griddle.Â
You looked down at your own knees. Sweat stains formed at the joints of your white pants.Â
You began to shrug out of your jacket when, all too suddenly, a group of cats ran past you.Â
It was a strange sight, to be sure, for these cats did not only run-they sprinted. They went bolting as if they were hiding for their lives. You looked after them, counting them each in your head.Â
One...two...three...f-
The CRACK of the thunder quaked through the earth you stood upon, jolting even the wagon. There had been a brief, brief flash of light, one that you doubted youâd even seen.Â
The entire village came to a standstill. People muttered, asked questions, looked about for signs of storms. But you just looked after that group of alleycats whose tails were upright and haunches were breaking past their fur.Â
The sweat dribbled down your neck as you spun around to look up in the air, which itself had a fresh smell of smoke. The sort of smoke that was layered with hot, raw meat. The scent made your eyes water. You looked to the sky. Itâs emptiness filled your stomach with violent anxiety and just when youâd began to comprehend what was happening, the screaming started.Â
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JUMPING ON THIS BAND WAGGON
Ok hereâs my 2020, tw//mentions of suicide and abuse
(Strong start lmao) 2020 sucked ass lemmi tell ya. This year was a fucking train wreck from the start, ur hay I got character development so who cares. Well letâs start with a review, bad things first.
Yall remember when everyone was scared shields of COVID?. Lol. But thatâs stating the obvious. When we went into lockdown I was first like fuck yeah summer lol, but then the threat of âstaying home for the rest of the yearâ set in, bing in my first year of sixth form I really understand the stakes of exams next year. So having to stay home for the rest of the year freaked me the fuck out. I literally couldent cope, having to do all classes online was fucking hell, they were never zoom classes either, just âlmao do the work and hand it inâ which was near impossible for me. I was also in the constant âoh no Iâm so stressed but I will do NOTHING about this lmao~â. As the days turned to weeks and inevitably MONTHS, my mental health said buckle up bitches. Days were spent sitting in my room on my phone doing NOTHING, meanwhile this perpetual notion of stress played in my head yet there I sat not having the will or motion to move.
Then my parents got involved. Now THATS when shit went from pretty crummy to awful, now I was living with them constantly I was able to see who they really were with no real filter. And oh god do I have issues, I didnât even fucking know. Every day was an argument, my mom was the worst, the MANIPULATION, the constant âyou're tearing this family apartâ or âso Iâm the problem?â Or the fucking indecent playing the victim. And I all only just realised, that they have been doing this ALL MY LIFE. Dad got involved but he was just physically violent, only twice tho. The worst part was my work, admittedly yes, I didnât do everything I was given, but I tried, I really did with what little motivation I had. But with just one âoh your daughter hasnât handed in this workâ I was a âlazy, good for nothing failureâ to quote âwho will never go anywhere in lifeâ so Iâd spend the rest of the day crying while they play the victim bury saupying I was abusing their love and just using them for money. But the next day be like âoh Iâm so proud of you you're doing so wellâ having that statement being completely unrelated to the previous events. This was constant. So thatâs that story. I wonât talk much about Black Lives Matter because we all know about how that went. But it really affected me, I found myself crying over the victims multiple times. And the lack of support for the movement my peers or family showed made it fucking worse. Crying was a common occurrence for me now, mental health really taking a nosedive, being too scared to call myself âdepressedâ or âmentally illâ to any extent because I know Iâm faking it and just want validation. That was also constant. Fun times huh.
BUT IT GETS WORSE đ„Č, then I had to go back to school, awful to fucking abhorrent now. Year two of sixth form fun right? Sure, if u take away the âno free time periodâ or the wanting to kill mystery for literally a whole 3 weeks. That was my lowest peak. Ever. Iâve never wanted to kill myself before then, donât like that feeling. Shocker huh. That mixed with the constant anxiety of nothing is right anymore and also needing to succeed at school all made one healthy dose of â.exe has stopped workingâ juice. Yet I played the fool, acting happy as if nothing had happened, or was happening at least, and venting by imagining scenes in my head with fictional characters lmao. Telling myself âu canât kill yourself because u donât deserve too and ur just asking for attractionâ. Then midterms happened blah blah blah, stress but Iâm numb to it now that whole story.
But thatâs not to say there wasnât a silver lining.
Onto the good things finally, yes the year was probably one of the worst years Iâve been through in my life it did not go without its positives. For example early this year I got into borderlands properly, I finally explored the fandom and had a look at what it was like. Albeit a slow process considering I was still predominantly on Instagram at the time, and finding a community of a fandom on there is impossible. I started browsing Pinterest or the Internet for images that would link to my favourite characters, Who were to no ones surprise is the calypso twins. Pinterest led me to artworks and artworks led me to the infamous Lazulizard. Who I cherish all my being. Three weeks later after looking at her entire tumblr blog and stalking her of pretty much all her content (sorry for that by the way) I found border-spam. By this point I didnât have tumblr and I had no intention of getting it seeing as an ongoing war Iâve had with myself since 2012, declaring I will be the bigger man and never get tumblr, which in hindsight was an awful mindset. Seeing as tumblr is probably one of my favourite places on Earth right now. But after also stalking border spams account, again sorry, and starving her of any content sheâd ever posted. I was happy that this fandom although as niche as it is was actually getting content. At the time spam and lazu were absolute gods to me. Being the sole producer of a fandom I probably wasnât even in properly, having both impeccable writing and impeccable art like good God. I would often think âwow wouldnât it be incredible if I actually got to talk to them one dayâ, now look at me Iâm doing commissions for both of them good God. And to be short joining tumblr felt like a fever dream and itâs probably the greatest thing I couldâve done this year, my parents are wrong, talking to strangers is amazing.
Something notable of mention this year as I actually got to figure out who I am as a person, I was able to find my own style and to find my interests, specifically in what I liked in terms of clothing. I thought I was LOL 2012 goth hipster but no apparently Iâm manic Pixie dream girl. Going from pink is the ugliest colour in the world to having it be the only colour I will ever wear. I made some pretty big choices this year like cutting pretty much all of my hair off and dying it for the first time. Thanks strict parents for only letting me do that one now. But like I said I went to a character Ark and you know what I like it. I also played BioShock fallout and horizon zero dawn for the first time this year starting to really feel like a proper epic gamer, good lord kill me, and falling in love with all of them almost immediately. I also figured out on a plant mum and Iâm into vulture culture although my parents have to disagree with that one. Asking to buy an Horse and fox skull somehow scared them a little bit canât seem to figure out why lmao.
So a conclusion, Fuck you 2020 you made me miss two comic cons and I will never forgive you for that shit I am SO mad. But I will give you the benefit of the doubt you did make me meet some absolutely incredible people who I consider my friends, despite going against every single Internet safety law I was ever taught as a child. But you know what who gives a flying shit I love you guys. So thatâs what I wanted to say. I want to say thank you to everyone on here and everyone is following me or even interacted me with on that matter. You mean the world to me and I really fucking mean it. Are you going to be nothing but amazing ever since I walked onto this fucking hell hole. And what I go through all of this bullshit again if it means I ended up here? You know what I think I just might. So again I thank you and I hope your year didnât go as badly as mine, and fuck it bring on whatever the fucks next!
Honourable mention of this year was The time Elisa actually complimented ïżŒme and I cried a little bit and had a panic attack but you know thatâs for another dayïżŒïżŒ
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#I literally drew nothing this year#like this is all of it lmao#I didnât post a lot of this stuff because hmmm#but omfg my evolution of tyreen art lmao#that one in January was the first time I ever drew her#I literally got into borderlands in January snd now look at me#consistent style who?#actually a lot of this is collage work huh#that digital December is a surprise#Iâm nearly finished just gotta do effects#but my productivity said đđđđđ#yeah I used to draw angel a LOT as well lol#borderlands#troy calypso#tyreen calypso#lilith the siren#my art#ocs#kiatei#rhys the company man#patricia tannis#angel the siren#uhhhhh#2020 summary#tw mention of abuse#tw mention if suicide#long post
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Hurt | p.p.
Warnings: Homophobia, toxic parents/household, maybe a few grammatical errors or spelling mistakes, yall itâs 6 am and I still havenât slept-
Word Count: 2413
"You make me sick!â Â
You slammed the door behind you and you did not look back. It was all so suffocating, your family was so suffocating, living inside of a toxic household with such destructive, closed-minded people was so devastatingly harmful to your health and you couldnât get away from it. Or, you never had the guts to storm out before. Things had gotten bad in the past, but this time was different from the others. This was no ordinary disagreement or argument. This was a direct attack initiated and orchestrated by the head of the household herself. There was something about the way that she spoke to you. The way that she spewed hate without an ounce of regard for your feelings or the fact that she was talking to another human being, her daughter, if that even counted for anything. The way that everyone else declared the side that they were on by not saying anything at all. You just knew that if you stayed there a second longer, youâd implode or combust. You wanted to vent. To say the words that you had been forced to swallow before you choked on them. There wasnât a single person in your house that you wanted to speak to, so you rounded a familiar corner and started towards the place that felt more like home than your actual house these days.Â
It was dark by the time you reached Peterâs doorstep and he got ready to scold you good when he opened up the door and saw you standing there. âWh- Y/n!? Did you walk here, do you have any idea how dangerous that is?â And then he saw your face. Your stature. Your shoulders were slumped, your cheeks were tear stained and the way that your eyes were filling up made it clear that you werenât anywhere close to being done crying for the night. âOh no, babe, what happened?âÂ
He sounded like he was about to start crying right along with you, and honestly, it was a big possibility. He told you a couple of times before that he had trouble explaining the way that he cared about you. Even before you got together, he cared about you so much as a friend. Before that, he practically idolized you as his crush but that was all at face value. As he got to know you better, he was just as mesmerized by your mind and your heart as he was by your beauty, or so he told you. Anyway, your pain really hit home for him. He hated to see you cry, so you showing up like this really affected him. It made his heart pick up a handful of beats more a minute and made his blood run cold. And when you threw your arms around him and began to sob into his shoulder, he was so overwhelmed that he started to cry, too.Â
Heâd seen you upset before, sure, any regular human being dealt with complicated emotions, everybody had their share of bad days, but this was different. Peter couldnât remember ever seeing you like this before. Not only did the sight break his heart, he was also at a loss. He was so worried that he wouldnât know how to fix whatever was wrong. What if he couldnât get the tears to stop? Or what if he couldnât make the pain go away? Peter wrapped his arms around your torso and held you close to him.Â
He was new at this, so he tried his very best to choose his words carefully. âYouâre okay,â he murmured quietly in your ear. You obviously werenât okay, but you knew what he meant. You werenât alright, but you were okay there in his arms. You were safe. âI got you, okay?â He rubbed his open hand up and down your back and it made breathing come just a little easier. âNot gonna let anything happen to you.â The promise was sincere but he made it more with himself and merely let you in on it. Knowing loss the way that he did made his determination to protect what he presently had strong. As long as he was around, heâd guard your happiness just as well as your life.Â
Peter walked your hug back a couple of steps so that he could shut the door behind you. For a short while, the two of you stayed just like that. This was probably the closest to that youâd get all night to a cleared head and that was stressing you out.Â
âPeter, who was at the-â you pulled yourself off of Peter to look at Aunt May and brought your hands together, rubbing them slowly against one another. âoh. Oh, sweetheart, what happened?â
You hadnât even told Peter what happened yet, nor did you have a single clue how you were gonna go about it and you told Peter everything. May was a great confidant, but the thought of opening up to her about what happened tonight intimidated you. On the same coin, it was the least that you could do after barging into her home this way. You took in a breath and readied yourself to answer her, but luckily Peter swooped in before you had to say anything.Â
âAunt May, could I have a second with Y/n? Please?â It was almost like he read your mind.Â
May nodded, eyeing you with a sad smile. âOf course,â she walked to you anyways, engulfing you in a warm hug. âIâll be right down the hall if thereâs anything that I can do.â
With a smile, you breathed a quiet âthank youâ and watched her retreat to her room. As soon as he heard her door close, Peter led you to the couch, making sure to keep hold of one of your hands even after you sat down. Your mind was all over the place and your heart was starting to pick up again. Getting all of this out wasnât gonna be easy. Peter had no clue what was going on, but that much was clear to him.Â
âHey,â his free hand touched your cheek. âwe donât have to talk about this right now, alright? If youâre not ready, we can find something to do, Iâll make you something to eat, or we can-â
You shook your head, making him stop short. It wasnât gonna be easy, but you figured the sooner that you got all of this off of your chest, the better. âRemember how... I told you that I kissed Victoria Woodland at Donnieâs back to school party this year?â He nodded without comment, deciding it might be best to listen with as little interruption as possible. It was a confusing start, but he was confident that youâd connect the dots for him. ââN how I was dating Shelly Sinclair last year?â Peter nodded again and you took another breath. He didnât miss how shaky this one was in comparison to the first one. âWell, my...â you pulled your hand from his and bound your fingers together tight, a nervous tick you had been doing for as long as you could remember. âmy parents never knew about it, they..â
You desperately didnât want to say these words. You didnât want to tell this story. The deep shame that you felt took the physical form of a set of hands. With each progressing word, it was like they squeezed tighter and tighter on your throat.Â
âMy mother expressed more than a couple of times that..â you swallowed thickly, cringing at the compilation of memories of your loving mother saying exactly what you were about to say word for word. âthat no daughter of hers would grow to be so sick and weird.â Peterâs eyes closed and he turned his face for a second. He knew exactly where this was going and he hated it. Dread weighed on his heart in a way that he just couldnât explain.Â
You went on to explain how you dated Shelly for six months behind your parentsâ back last school year. When things crashed and burned with her, it felt like your entire world was ending, so thatâs the way most high school relationships go anyway, and you passed a couple of months of sorrow and heartache off as fatigue and sickness. Your adoring parents fed you cups of medicine and urged you to keep in mind the importance of rest, but naturally, it did nothing for you. They couldnât reach your hurt. They couldnât heal you. Even if they knew why you were in pain, they wouldnât want to help anyways. You told Peter how Mrs. Sinclair and your mother knew each other and were even good friends since before you even knew Shelly. Yet, miraculously, the conversation never came up between Shelly and her mom. Shelly knew that you had to keep things under wraps, after all, so maybe she kept it from her mom too. God, how you wish that were true.
âIt came up in casual conversation during a phone call.â Your voice was breaking and so was your resolve. âShe couldnât wait to lay into me as soon as she hung up.â You swallowed hard again, doing the best that you could to mentally prepare yourself for what you were about to say. âShe asked me why I wanted to be like that. She called me weird. Said she didnât raise me like that, she...â You cut yourself off there, tears already beginning to roll, and looked away from him. You squeezed your eyes shut and felt more tears fall. Go on, you scolded yourself. Say it. âS-she said.. she said-â
Peter wanted to let you finish. He truly did, but what he wanted didnât hold a candle to his overpowering need to comfort you. He couldnât let you finish that sentence. He wouldnât. Not when he could see how much it was tearing you apart. If he let you say it, whatever was remaining of your badly bruised spirit would break and dissipate into oblivion, and he couldnât have that.Â
Peter pulled you into a tight hug, the both of your bodies alike leaning forward rather awkwardly, but you didnât mind it at all, because being held by someone who just accepts you was an indescribable feeling that you wouldnât trade for the world. Without letting go for a second, he slowly scooted towards you in hopes of getting rid of some of the discomfort and pressed his cheek into the top of your head, doing his best to cry as quietly as he could. Your body shook with cries in his arms and his heart broke all over again. You didnât deserve this.
At first, Peter really didnât know what to say, which was fine because he had some time to think about it. The two of you sat there for more than a little while until your breathing finally evened out.Â
âI canât tell you how sorry I am,â he said, nearly cringing at the broken silence. âyou donât deserve this.â He couldnât relate to you on this level, but he had absolutely no problem meeting you where you were at and talking you through your own mind. He just knew that it was in heartbreaking shambles at the moment.Â
Peter pulled off of you and caught your face in his hands. He needed to look you straight in the eyes and know that he had all of your attention when he said this. âDo you understand me? You donât deserve any of this.â Occasionally, you could tend to be just a little impressionable, especially when the given situation involved your parents. He needed to make sure that you understood that you, nor anybody else in the entire world, for that matter, did not deserve to be defamed, spoken down to, or bullied for being themselves. âThe things that she said... theyâre pure evil, but you know none of itâs right. None of itâs true.â
He made quick work of swiping your tears away with his thumbs and shook you gently when you closed your eyes, whispering a soft, âplease look at me.â He paused until he saw your eyes again. âYou donât have anything to be ashamed of. I donât want you to ever apologize to anybody for being who you are, there isnât a single thing wrong with you,â he shook his head and you frowned at the tears that spilled down his cheeks. âthereâs not a single thing that I would change, okay?â
You nodded at his words, wishing a little less that you could shy away from him. This was the most intimate moment that the two of you had shared so far in your relationship. You felt vulnerable and exposed, but you couldnât disregard the positive outcome. How nice it was to be yourself, loved, and accepted all at the same time.
âIâm sorry that she hurt you, Iâm... Iâm so sorry, and Iâm sorry that Iâm not saying the right thing, because honestly, I have no idea what Iâm supposed to say right now, but Iâll spend the rest of the night thinking. Iâll say the right thing, Iâll do whatever you need me to do, I-Iâll be right here beside you until things get better, I promise.â How would things get better and where would anybody even start? He had no clue, neither of you did, but he knew that his words were true and that heâd be true to his word. âTheyâll get better, theyâre just bad right now, I...â Peter sighed, defeated because he had no idea how much his words meant to you. âIâll be right there, always. Until things get better and every time after.â
You watched his face fall when he had to wipe away more of your tears, but eyed the small smile on your face hopefully.Â
âYouâre incredible,â he murmured softly. âher words canât change how amazing you are. And her words could never change the way that I love you. I know it seems impossible right now, but... please try not to let it change the way that you love yourself either.â
Things were bad right now. So inexplicably bad, but they could be worse. You could be going through all of this alone, but looking straight ahead and seeing this lovable, beautiful soul right in front of you, you realized that you were about as far from alone as you could possibly get.Â
A/N: Thank you sm for reading đ shout out to my lovely relatives for inspiring me to write this đ Stay safe, be strong, spread love, be kind to one another âš
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The reaction was really interesting. I agreed with a lot of Brightâs point and it was nice to see a different perspective. I really wish they had showed it in the show. You can tell Bright is really attached to Sarawat and it hurts his heart to see the pain. It also showed me that the finale could have been loads better with a few cute scenes and a proper discussion. This is what Bright was talking about. At the end of the day it was the lack of communication.
Ahh I loved that reaction video and I loved seeing Bright talking about Sarawatâs point of view. Iâm sure one of the reasons they bought him was the amount of shit he was getting from some people. This however also showed me what the show lacked. Though I loved 2gether.. most of the time we saw things were Tineâs perspective. It would have really been good to see it from Sarawatâs perspective in the last episode. You can also see Brightâs frustration at times with how they portrayed Sarawat.
I assume you watching the reaction video atm! Let me say this boy gives me heart attacks like how thoughtful he is and wants to explain sarawatâs every move since episode 12 and why he acted the way he acted. I felt like he kept it inside for so long that it needed to be spoken out like when he wanted to see a reaction from PâJennie how he looked away and then right back at her. He was so stressed and on the edge the whole time! How he repeatedly said heâs sorry for Sarawat cause he knows that everyone was sorry for Tine but didnât get to see/understand his side of version. He also zoned out in a couple of scenes like this boy has sooo many emotions and it feels itâs too overwhelming for him(I feel that at least). Iâm so grateful that Bright exists and talk about loving a man and to feel love so freely!! He couldâve said so much in the end but instead it was more like an apology for hurting Tine and how his character works. He understands Sarawat so much. Iâll cry. I didnât thought my opinion would be that long... heâs speaking so enthusiastically about Sarawat and what his character taught him. This boy is really a blessing for the 2gether + lgbt+ community I love him heâs a child like a babie :((
Bright just wants to smooch his co-star but the universe wonât let him.
hiii anons!!! iâm gonna combine all of your asks into one bc weâre all essentially talking about the same thing.
yeah. so. the ep 13 reaction video. lets talk about it.
firstly, i ... it will never cease to astound me just how much bright loves sarawat? he knows him with every fibre of himself. he knows sarawat right down to the tendon and bone of him. like. brightâs taken so much time out to character study sarawat, get into his psyche and mind and heart. and. i hate novel! sarawat, but, brightâs taken that character, and made it his own, completely transforming him. and that takes so much understanding and commitment and passion. truly, we donât deserve bright. we really donât. and i am so thankful we got bright to play sarawat. no body else could have done sarawat better than bright. so much so that like .... they both overlap, bright and sarawat. sometimes its hard to distinguish where sarawat ends and bright begins.
and like some of yall said, i think it was a very clever ... move (?) ... to star bright to react to ep 13, solo, without win. bc, like yall mentioned, and like im gonna dwell on now: 2gether was entirely from tineâs perspective. it reminds me a bit of skam, in that way, that ... ya know even tho iâve watched skam and i should KNOW this, but i still forget just how POWERFUL perspectives are. and how much they influence your way of thinking. i touched upon this after ep 12, but now after watching bright react to the whole of ep 13, like, it comes back to that. we saw everything through tineâs eyes. and so, it felt like, sarawatâs side needed to be justified. but it could never be done on the show bc the show was about tineâs perspective. and the only way it could have been done, is if they both would have talked.
which brings me onto my next point, that bright mentions - the biggest barrier and fault was they both donât know how to talk. i touched upon this just yday actually, how sarawat is someone who doesnât know how to talk, heâs more of a do-er (like bright said), whereas tine is someone who overthinks himself to the point of sickness and anxiety and so he doesnât know how to voice that out, and like bright said, tine is someone who is EXTREMELY obedient - if someone says something to him to do, tine will go along and do that and wonât say no to them. which means that tine himself has had very little experience of going with his gut and how he feels, and when he comes face to face in a situation like that, it becomes Very overwhelming for him.
so, it was really clever to have bright on, solo, to explain everything from his and sarawatâs perspective. especially the bit where bright was like âeverytime someone flirted with tine, wat never once questioned his trust for tine or their love, he would go directly to the person in question and deal with them.â and ... ya know, thatâs more easier for sarawat to do, than it is for tine, who isnât like that at all - like bright said, tine is the more obedient one who just follows along everybody elseâs suggestions and has never really used his agency to decision make for himself.
and so ... yeaah. like. people sent a LOT of verbal abuse to bright after ep 12. and bright even said he knew it would happen, bc the entire series is from tineâs perspective, he understood that from well before. so he says he was prepared, but he still didnât come on social media that often bc he got so much verbal abuse over it.Â
and like, iâve said before, just like how jennie and go said in the reaction video, that we should have got less flashbacks in the finale, and instead, we could have had a more sweeter scene. that could have been and should have been a proper, open and honest conversation between tine and sarawat, or, as bright suggested, a kiss. so, ya know, as some people were saying that maybe bright was just uncomfortable about kissng win??? no. no he wouldnt be AT ALL. it just ... never occured in the script. but yeah. i think .......... it really did get to bright - that sarawat never on the show got a chance to explain.Â
which honestly makes me feel like thats why half the time he would improvise as sarawat? and add in things he KNOWS sarawat would/should do bc he KNOWS the depths of his love for tine so he used those moments so smartly to show that (a sign of v v v good acting!!!). like a marriage proposal, or putting tineâs hand over his shoulder, or adding in cheek kisses. like. brightâs really gone over and beyond for sarawat and tried to show just how intensely in love wat is with tine, with the little space and room for manoeuvre that he got granted.
idk if the some of scripts were written in a rush? i mean, 2gether was the FIRST show from gmmtv to air in 2020 - if iâm correct???? - so, between november to february, the had to get everything shooted and done, but they MUST have started script writing earlier than that. idk ...Â
personally, i do wish we did get some more of the novel scenes in the show. like, sarawat and tine coming out to sarawatâs dad was SUCH a BEAUTIFUL scene in the novel but we never got it on the show. why? bc it was from sarawatâs perspective, not tineâs. another really nice scene, is the cinema scene where they held hands, but on the show we got a different version of it, where instead, they talked about a happy or tragic ending before tine decides to accept being watâs boyfriend and they hug (i like that scene though, purely bc we got to see winâs crying which was !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMAZING! and the hug was SUPER sweet!).Â
but yeah, it .... idk. seeing bright in that reaction video in some moments Hurt. bc .... there was so much he wanted to say but he kept it in. and heâd just glance and sigh and look down or away bc he GETS sarawat in a way i think nobody else does. and so ..... had the show had more time, or was able to cut out some scenes and replace them with other and rewrite bits, we could have gotten sarawatâs perspective, and not had the show completely butcher sarawatâs image in ep 12 the way they did, only for them to then have less than one episode, a finale no less, to save his face again, whilst also tying up every other plot at the same time.Â
like, bright has SO MUCH to offer as sarawat. and bright says he doesnt know about a season 2 (yet), but, ya know, if we ever got to see tine and sarawat again, i kinda wish they allow bright more freedom - bc he understands his character a lot more better than the writers do, i feel. he gets sarawat on soul deep level. so i just wish theyâd give bright more freedom to be sarawat. and i have no doubt that, if that had been the case, we would have gotten a LOT more physical intimacy between tine and sarawat. iâm not mad about the lack of it, but, iâm assuming that bright would have really made sarawat be a lot more physical with tine. but at the same time, i agree with bright when he said that tine and wat are people who show their affections to one another in private - which is why i am SO ...... upset that we never got to see tine and wat ALONE in the one year later scene, bc, like i said, they WOULD have been a LOT LOT LOT more intimate then. but they werenât alone. so they werenât intimate. which. yeah.Â
but at the same time, ya know, brightâs so .... like. he gets where the hurt for tine stems from. just like how he gets sarawatâs character, he gets tineâs too. but like he said, heâs lived and breathed wat since day one - and so, i think he just really wanted a chance to explain everything from sarawatâs point of view. he really didnât need to apologise at all, and yet he did, on behalf of wat hurting tine.Â
so whilst i know its just said that oh ya know bright should just write the whole of s2, i kinda wish, if we were to get one, that they writers would sit down and LISTEN to bright and win and take some input of theirs in, since, theyâre the ones who KNOW their characters and play them.Â
but yeah, brightâs mind. his intellect. his knowing of sarawat ............. it will never cease to amaze to me just how dedicated he was at an emotional and psychological level to play sarawat.
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