#also sorry gor being depressing and weird

[morguenecrosis]

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Thanks for my first ask! Here have some quality caffeine & hyper fixation induced rambling:

If you carve a jack-o'-lantern and leave it out it will develope mold, collapse in on itself, and eventually be reduced to a hard flat disc... this all happens in about four (4) weeks... so a pumpkin has its insides ripped out, it's face carved open, and then is left on a lawn to rot away... a existence of pain for human amusement... anyway, speaking of decay, leafs when they start falling are basically dead/dying... then they get crunching and brown... and then we just crush their pathetic brittle corpses under our feet for fun... flowers are nice... except for when they're not... like with my favourite poisonous shrub, Oleander, who's flowers are so harmful that even just touching them can cause skin irritation and consuming then could cause stomach problems, seizures, or death... oh btw I had a dream earlier that everything on my phone disappeared except for tumblr and a weird folder labeled 'hats'... then I woke up into another dream that made me walk into my closet and lay down to get suffocated my pressure and darkness (not the first time I had a dream like that)... and then I woke up into another dream and I was laying exactly were I had gone to sleep but I had no control of my body and it felt like my arm was being moved around in unnatural ways infront my closed eyes... and then I finally woke up for good... I hope your having a good day and that you sleep soundly at night without the bother of astral projection or demonic possession!