#also my stuff is literally giant/tiny and i am tagging it giant/tiny bc that is what it is lmao

[fulltum]

can u maybe pls not put your kink content in the sfw tag, it gets annoying. /lighthearted. g/t is the sfw tag, you're looking for macro/micro

it's not exclusively sfw and historically never has been because g/t is generally speaking a fetish. there are actually explicitly sfw tags for what you want and macro/micro usually refers to vore and foot fetish stuff.

example from a very quick search:

also that verbiage like "it gets annoying" + a tone modifier /lighthearted slapped on as conflict avoidance is really funny... if you go into someone's ask trying to dictate that they not post in a public tag and call them annoying don't then try to like soften it.... at least own your attempts to sanitize the internet? the thing is that you're not being lighthearted, you're trying to uwuify a gatekeeping attempt.

there have been people using that tag for kink since i joined this community 6 years ago and if you don't want to 1) browse #sfw gt, #sfw g/t, #size difference, or #sfw Giant/tiny, you can 2) always use ts to just block kink tags or 3) block my account so you don't see my content... I'm seeing three options here that aren't policing a public tag and telling a stranger to leave a shared tag

also a freebie #4, there are at least 3 sfw only gt groups on deviantart, i think it may be 4

[splatsys-sizeshift-shenanigans]

apocalypse au? pog?

Y e s

Before i go into actual stuff abt the AU, here is everyones role (tiny or human (human goes up to 10ft, and includes ‘non-humans’ (literally just meaning they dont look human) for Bad’s sake lmfao) (or giant, for Foolish, Ranboo, and XD) (As well as if they have any mutations or are a non-human species) in the AU!

Dream - Tiny - Fallen Angel (like in all my AUs LMAO)

George - Tiny - Just a guy

Sapnap - Human - Fire Demon

Bad - Human - Demon

Skeppy - Tiny - Has a mutation because of radioactive fallout that has caused him to become covered in diamonds in some spots

Philza - Human - Angel of Death (Aka, hes an Avian)

Wilbur - Tiny - Piglin Hybrid but he looks like a normal dude, has a little fox in there somewhere

Techno - Human - Piglin, Blood god

Tommy - Tiny - Avian-demon-racoon-hybrid-thing

Tubbo - Human - Goat-bee hybrid, has glowing green eyes because of radiation (im not being technical with this itd just look cool and show “haha the child was exposed to too much radiation)

Ranboo - Giant (bc i think itd be funny) - Enderman and ??? hybrid

Jschlatt - Human - Ram hybrid

Quackity - Tiny - Duck hybrid

Jack Manifold - Human - Just some normal dude idk

Foolish - Giant - Shark hybrid

DreamXD - Giant - God itself

Niki - Human - Just a gal doin her own thing

Sam - Human - Creeper hybrid

Antfrost - Tiny - Cat hybrid (haha catboy)

I cant really think of who else to add GDGGCBDC

Anyways, this AU set during what would be the L’manberg era of the SMP, after they gained independence, but before the elections, and for some reason anyone who joined the SMP after this point is also there because why not lmfao

Something happened (idfk what yet HABBDHDBC) and everyone had to just sit in fallout shelters for a few days, and once it was safe enough to go back outside, everyone peacefully met up and tried to figure out what happened. Of course nobody knew what happened until Tubbo walks up like “uhhhh so i may have touched a red button” or something like that- basically Tubbo accidentally caused all this.

of course because were talking about Tubbo, everyone (except Schlatt and Dream because theyre bitches) forgives him and everyone starts trying to figure out what to do because everything is fucking dead at the moment.

Eventually everyone splits off into groups. Tubbo, Ranboo, and Tommy (who occasionally goes off with Phil and his group bc sbi) form together as the Benchtrio, Wilbur, Techno, and Phil form 3/4 SBI and Tommy occasionally joins them, Dream, George, and Sapnap form into the DTeam, Bad occasionally tags along with them, but is usually with Skeppy, and i cant think of where everyone else goes lmFAO

Thats about all ive got, though. Im not really sure what to do from here (I am requesting names for this AU tho!!!)

[immortalfornow]

ask game!

I was tagged by @fandomfishbish, my very cool mutual (thanks, by the way! this was fun and your answers were interesting!). The rules are pretty simple: answer 30 questions, tag some people you’d like to get to know better (it’s supposed to be 20 but I am pretty new to tumblr so I probably won’t tag very many)

Name/Nickname: I go by Jordyn on the internet bc there are creeps and my real name is unique enough that putting it out there makes me nervous lol

Gender: hmm...good question. afab but going through a gender crisis lately so ???? I use she/her pronouns for now though

Star sign: scorpio :) I promise I’m not evil though haha

Height: 5′5 and I’m proud of it bc I am taller than my mom which means I am a GIANT

Time: I am in pacific standard time

Birthday: November 17!

Favorite bands: oh no I listen to so many bands I could not tell you my favorite to save my life. top 3 rn are probably mother mother, twenty one pilots, and idkhow but that will probably different by tommorow morning so don’t quote me on it

Favorite solo artist: erm probably the narcissist cookbook but there’s so many good artists idk

Song stuck in my head: all of them all the time lol

Last movie: the brainwashing of my dad. it’s a documentary on amazon prime about how the right hooks regular people and radicalizes them. it was really interesting!

Last show: atla, I think. I’m tryna watch it all so I can watch legend of korra

When did I create this blog: err sometime in late 2020 I think. I was on here earlier, but I deleted my old blog a couple years ago and 2020 just got too boring so I came back and started over and now I have this tiny lil blog

What do I post: mostly just random reblogs. a lot of stuff from podcasts, but it’s honestly just whatever I think is cool and that shifts around a lot

Last thing I googled: auskbdhieulrp my mom was convinced that there was a song called what’s up supercat so I spent half an hour trying to find that only to come to the unfortunate realization that it was actually a song called what’s new pussycat that is much less cool than she remembered and not very good at all

Do I get asks: not really bc I have very few followers but oh well

Why I chose my url: it’s my url on another site and I wanted something easy to remember lol

How many blogs do I follow: 77 bc I haven’t properly re-explored tumblr yet

How many followers I have: it’s a secret hehe

Average hours of sleep: swings wildly between 2 hours and 9

Lucky number: hmm idk but my favorite number is 9 bc it’s 3 cubed and that’s just neat

Instruments: I used to be able to play viola and clarinet but it’s been a while. I’m trying to teach myself piano right now though

What am I wearing: jeans and a black shirt bc today has been A Day

Dream job: I’d like to be a therapist and a photographer on the side. landscape photography is my little pipe dream I’ve had for ages, but I also really want to help people!

Dream trip: I have no idea!!!! I haven’t really been able to travel much so going literally anywhere would make me happy, I think

Last book I read: A horrible romance novel that my sister is really into lol

Favorite food: hmm there’s too many options

Nationality: American, unfortunately

Favorite song: hmm right now probably that bitch by bea miller bc it’s just very good and I love angry women haha

Top three fictional universes: again, my likes shift rapidly so don’t quote me on this later lol. but probably star trek would be one just bc there’s just so much possible and I think that’s really cool (though I haven’t watched a ton of it), the dndads universe bc it brings me comfort, and (assuming I can pick a game, which I have decided I can) the subnautica universe bc there’s so much to explore and its lore is so interesting. minecraft almost beat subnautica just bc I know so much random stuff about it (especially considering that I don’t really play it), but subnautica is so pretty that I had to put it on the list

What is something you like about yourself? I like how curious and open minded I am about the world. I think it enriches my life and the life of people around me, and it’s a good trait to have.

hmmm I have absolutely no idea who to tag bc I don’t know a lot of people on here. definitely @soresorelungs, bc idk much about you but you seem cool (no pressure though! you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to!). other than that, anyone who sees this and wants to do it can say I tagged them :)

[nyodrite]

@becausemyfriendskeptasking said:

BYE IM YELLING THIS IS ABSOLUTELY THE GREATEST THING

THANKS I'M GLAD YOU LIKED IT

@kunoichi-ume said:

okay I am onboard.

Yessss, join usssss

@kitsune0neko said:

Yyyaaaaaaaaaaaay! I really like this. Especialky bc dragons r awesome and a love for them would totally transcend death.

This is absolute truth, dragons are awesome and love of dragons transcends such flimsy barriers such as  d e a t h

@seladorie said:

... i didn't know i needed this but i do

i want this so bad

i wanna see this team 7 meet kakashi

i want charlie!sakura to needle sasuke ONLY to see his fire dragon technique

plz

*CACKLES* REVENGE!

Kura meeting Kakashi would be a bit like, "HAVE YOU BEEN TO KIRI? DO YOU KNOW THE MIZUCHI MYTH? HAVE YOU SEEN OTHER DRAGON-BASED JUSTU? WHERE DID THEY ORIGINATE? HAVE YOU HEARD OF THE EXISTENCE OF A REAL LIVE DRAGON?"

While Kakashi is internally just,,,okay so apparently this one is obsessed with scaly, sparky flapper cryptids but at least she's not a fangirl??

@ruelukas22 said:

oh wow O.O senpai noticed me!

Does this mean you’re actually going to fic it? Because that could be amazing!

Would anyone else be reincarnations?!

How does Charlie like being an only child?

Does he refer to himself as a he in actual conversations sometimes?

Does he get a wild hair cut?

Does he like kunoichi classes?

We see the beginning of him interacting with Naruto, how does that continue, does he like Kurama and the other Bijuu? (“Giant, village destroying creatures. I love them.” “Honestly Sakura…”)

What does he think of giant summons? (“Sakura! The snake is trying to kill you, stop fawning over it!”)

.....sen...pai..? .....suddenly i feel more powerful then ever before.

Tentative yes on a fic but, whoa do I get distracted easily.

As for any other reincarnations, no? Not here, but @owldork1998 and @cassandrasdreamworld and I did talk about two people being reincarnated as Sakura around the same time. In fact there was talk about Charlie being reincarnated as Sakura while Newt Scamander was reincarnated as Inner Sakura.

Being an only child after being one of many is kind of lonely, but there's Ino whose kind of like a sister and who comes as part of a package deal with Shikamaru and Chouji so Kura makes do with pseudo-siblings.

While it wouldn't really matter or be noticed in English, since personal pronouns like don't lean towards a gender, Kura does do that. Kura's personal pronoun is "ore" all around instead of the expected "watashi", it's chosen simply because it's shorter and thus easier to say. This does, however, kind of affect things.

it's been, due to the time spent together at the academy, normalized for Kura's generation - in fact some of the younger girls at the academy start doing the same

ninja, on a whole, really don't care because there could be worse quirks for the kid to have - like peeping in bath houses, or wearing green spandex

clanfolk, even ninja ones, kinda do a double take but are generally just huh, alright then.

older people, even ninja, like the Council are disapproving it's partially about propriety but mostly about this fool kunoichi will endanger the mission if she is ever to go undercover or otherwise infiltrate some place

civilians range from shrugging it off as "ninja weirdness" or being scandalized, Kura's parents (who are in fact civilian in this) are on both sides - father shrugs it off and is even amused, mother is Not Happy

there's also little, awkward side conversations with first Iruka then Kakashi about if Kura is experiencing gender dysphoria and if it were better to use different pronouns or look into having a sex change

Wild hair? Kind of? Less cut though. Kura's hair is long, it is messy and pulled into a ponytail until it eventually grows so long - takes so long to clean in the shower - that Kura just hacks it off with a kunai. So, yep! Wild hair cut! (eventually)

Kura is ambivalient about kunoichi classes; sewings only practical, as is cooking, tea ceramonies and kimono are interesting in a foriegn way, make-up is kind of weird but mostly tedious given he was still around when little Ginny wanted to play with their mum's make-up and demanded he let her make him "pretty" and is now resigned to it, but he's actually good with flowers - entirely Bill's fault who once tried to impress a girl be carefully selecting flowers that were meaningful

Bijuu, yes Kura loves them. Once he finds out that they are actually real - and how are giant chakra monsters more believable then dragons?!? - he's stoked and all NO INO/NARUTO/SASUKE/SENSEI YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I HAVE TO MEET ONE I WILL LITERALLY DIE IF I DO NOT. Then he finds out about them being sealed away and is just WAT NO YOU CAN'T CAGE SUCH WONDERFUL CREATURES THIS IS A CRIME OF THE HIGHEST CALIBER

Giant summon, he loves them also and yes that's pretty much how it goes - that and a mix of frantically taking down notes because there's no Newt Scamander here to learn and write about the creatures of this world so now it is obviously my solemn duty to do so in his absence

and yes! i love you're tags - these ones also! sasuke is definitely the one shoved into the place of the Voice Of Reason between his two teammates - Let's Be Friends! and Can I Pet It Sensei, Please!? - and Kakashi is despairing the the tiny, traumatized ball of rage is the voice of reason out of his genin

kit123 said:

This was so much fun! Lol Ino acting like she is too popular to read but secretly being super smart. Hahaha Charlie "I don't have time for that stuff when I have to find dragons" Weasley KILLED me. He's going to annoy every Uchiha ever figuring out how that fire dragon came to be. I bet Shisui ends up semi-adopting him. The Uchiha massacre is averted just because a seven year old was obsessed with dragons.

nooOO YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO K N O W

more seriously, yes i was toying with the idea that the massacre is averted because Kura is just PLEASE CAN YOU TELL ME ABOUT DRAGONS I NEED TO KNOW and shadowing random Uchiha who are too bewildered by this - usually people want to know about their eyes??? not??? dragons???????? - to do anything can even be misinterpreted as negative so the entire village sees the Uchiha tolerating a tiny, pink haired civilian girl following them around and pestering them and are just maybe they're not all bad???

on the other hand if the massacre were to happen and Sasuke gets his same team 7 intro, Kura would just be "Mate, don't lose you're nose" while thinking about Voldemort while everyone else is jusy "???"

[podcastmecaptain]

the stim bin

part of advanced PLACEMENT: an ars PARADOXICA high school au about a gang of queer teen nerds, by @estherroberts​ , @podcastmecaptain , and @lizzieraindrops

all three of the aformentioned dorks are equally responsible for the hijinks found in this post. today as well all three aforementioned dorks are neurodivergent folks writing about neurodivergent folks.

click here for the au masterpost | track #ars placement for updates!

ALSO: things aren’t always showing up in the tags, so your most reliable bet is the aforementioned masterpost.

attention: all contents incredibly neurodivergent

everyone shares those fidget cubes

collectively they have like five

in so many colors

esther also designs a giant version that’s like. the size of a KEYBOARD and with lots more options and Bigger

jack builds it

they call it the stimboard deluxe

anthony has nintendo

sally brings him all her childhood games and watches him hyperfocus

sally and anthony were the first autistic friend each other had and they love sharing weird stuff from their childhoods that nobody else liked

they have a lot of overlap of interests and they spent so long without anyone like them who really got them

and they both feel so safe and loved not only with each other but with the whole gang because everyone’s neurodiv af even if they’re not sure in exactly what way

anthony brings notes everywhere

scribble scribble

Doing The Right Thing, Doing Science For Good is sort of his ruling philosophy

a lot of times it’s really easy to lead him down the wrong path if he thinks it’s Science For Good

he has some problems with gullibility

the pressure stimming is too real

PRESSURE! STIM! HUGS!

Big Coats or Lab Coats

fiddling with his glasses

he’s bad at artistic/creative things and just doesn’t get it. he can follow a pattern tho,

polish patterns work for him, especially with tape. he likes taking care of his nails because he’s v tactile, he likes the smooth feeling of the polish and likes tapping his nails

he either gets really anxious or angry about Bad things

breakdowns, breaking things, and weirdly quick recoveries

he could hug people for hours

he usually does if he’s had a panic attack, but other than that acts like he’s fine

canon says sally eats weird and has a disturbing appetite so like,

sally separating EVERY SINGLE FOOD by group and flavor and texture and then like putting one piece of one in her mouth at a time and keeps TALKING CAUSE SHE’S A DORK

other options:

SHREDS EVERYTHING AND EATS IT WITH A STRAW

eats only EXACTLY one quarter of anything at a time and forgets the rest

uses her hands for THINGS SHE SHOULD NOT

burnt things

she love the Cronch

puts things together that should not even touch

jack cries the day he sees her dip pickles in whipped cream and shove a fistful of blue cheese blissfully into her mouth immediately after that

sally’s special interests:

electronics, gadgets, tinkering, SCIENCE, beginning quantum physics, computers

stims by tinkering and uses voice recordings for vocal stims, plays with her hair and bites her nails, spinning, dancing, tapping tools

hands on everything

the dancing is so bad and uses her full body (it’s actually so cute)

is a bad driver bc she either hyperfocuses on the road or she starts TALKING and gets lost in anything BUT driving

sally wears her lab coat everywhere

she plays with the seams, runs the fabric between her fingers, tugs on the corners of it to create pressure on her shoulders

sometimes she spins in a circle just to let the fabric flap behind her like a cape

tags on clothing are EVIL

she takes them out with a seam ripper till there’s no traces

sallys clothes are always a little large and odd bc if they’re not comfy she Dies

no really she’ll end up in a ball somewhere crying because of sensory grossness

she has serious sensory processing issues

sometimes it’s really a Drag but she loves fiddling with things so much and it feels so good and she wouldn’t give it up for the world

she has a watch that sometimes she’ll make clicking noises along with the tick tick tick tick

lots more under the readmore!

sally is the queen of weighted blankets

she always has one readily accessible in case she needs to wrap up in it

the gang Knows this and they’re always asking her to borrow one

like one time esther texts sally like “help me im having sensory issues and i need hugs”

and sally turns up with not one but TWO heavy blankets

(she may have fallen over once or twice trying to carry both of them)

(just these two lil scurrying feet on skinny legs goin patpatpatpat supporting this huge bundle of extra-weighted bedding floating down the hall)

she wraps esther in them and then squeezes her, too

for good measure, sally gets up on her tippie toes and rests her chin on esther’s head

esther, muffled: “i am a burrito now”

sally: “a precious tiny gay burrito”

or, estherrito

bridget puts her in her phone contacts as ‘ettie burrito’

and sally in turn puts her in hers as ‘questherdilla’

also oh my god when will she Stop doing fingerguns with accompanying tongue clicks

sally talks to herself

she has a little wee tape recorder named Diane because Diane

its covered in stickers

she likes to record what she’s doing to organize herself and calm down

and she’ll replay them to process things

sometimes her friends will leave happy messages on there for her

or helen will sing her a little ditty

helen is the world’s best audio stim

her voice is just really soothing

she’ll sing absently and everyone just operates more smoothly for that minute

she likes singing for herself too

humming and tapping her instrument is a soothing habit

helen is very audio/vocal

she likes to play the same song over and over again

bridget has some issues with self image

she also has obsessive tendencies, sometimes related to organization and labeling things

but also related to literature and only being able to talk about whatever she’s into

sometimes it’s easier to quote things from her favorite books instead of replying in her own words

she doesn’t like things that are uneven or unbalanced

objects OR concepts that are unfair or unequal

(except her hair. her hair is badass and she’s okay with that kind of disunity)

esther’s adhd and her big stims are

high heel clicks on the floor when she walks

fancy & feminine clothes that make her feel secure

the ritual of putting on her makeup

pencils (tapping or twirling)

HER RINGS, she has three and she spins spins spins

she likes to rub the shaved side of bridget’s head

and run her fingers through the hair on the other side

she ALWAYS has her father’s old deck of cards with her, she’s shuffled them so many times they’re completely worn down, and no one is allowed to touch them but her

they’re very soft, she has a new pack as well for crisper sound/feeling and everyday use

sometimes she uses card games as lens to make sense of the world

she has a rough time with communication and a rough time with empathy but she’s trying to work on both of those

both come easier with people she’s close to and bridget is helping her some too

it’s easy for her to hyperfocus in class and doing homework, so it took them a while to diagnose her

out of all of them, esther is the best at reminding people to be organized and do self-care (tho she doesn’t always take care of herself)

she spends a lot of her time in her own head, she really values alone time, and she needs to recharge after she spends time around people

even people she loves

jack’s also adhd, had been diagnosed for a while and has almost all of the opposite symptoms as esther (which is another one of the reasons it took them so long to figure out esther)

jack always works better after he moves, if he runs a little or bounces a ball around or is shaking his legs, rocking on his heels

he makes lots of rolling rrr sounds and blows his lips when he’s frustrated

the pencil chewing ended in splinters and the pen chewing ended in ink all over so now he has a little necklace with a chewable shark

the sharks name is Fredrico

his binder is actually kinda helpful because it’s pressure

he screws and unscrews things a lot

actually taking apart and putting back together all machinery is a Big Thing

june is dyslexic

she has cute tinted glasses to help her with studying

sometimes helen reads stuff out loud for her, she doesn’t mind but june hates to ask

for her birthday quentin bought her a five sided highlighter to color code different things

she has some emotional processing issues

it’s easier to feel angry than anything else

& her methods of dealing with anger aren’t super healthy either

quentin is the only one who actually can manage himself

Quentin is a Hydrated Boy

(he has great skin)

quentin always comes across as super chill but that’s actually because he has hella anxiety and works really hard to manage it

penny is autistic and if june and helen are the dad and mom friends and esther is the gay cousin

then sally and anthony are the autistic aunt and uncle who adopt penny as their niece

they can spot one of their own from a mile off and just decided We Gonna Take Her Under Our Big Fluffy Damn Wings

penny is the Flappiest Autistic

big happy arm flaps, upset little hand flaps, her fast excited flaps are literally the best and most joyous thing

she’s always been kinda embarrassed and insecure about it but jack is so supportive

he’s only a moderate flapper but he often flaps with her when she does it

and he calls her his butterfly

this melts her heart and makes her feel happy and not weird and when this happens she is prone to flapping even harder

she calls him her moth

they’re precious fluttery darlings

sometimes when they both get going, sally joins in too and they all spin around the room fluttering in a big flappy tornado

it’s Good 

[taketaemtoyourleader]

Hey! I have a question and I feel like you could give me a really nice insight. Let's say jongtae are debating over which is scarier, space or the deep sea. Now who do you think would defend which point?? (I might be writing something about this and gotten stuck there like 3 days ago akdjaldj lmao)

im fgfgdg Laughing bc @katrinawritesthings just wrote smth abt onho discussing this subject and its also a subject that i think abt a Lot actually so i love that this is apparently just a perennial question… if u havent read katrina’s fic pls do bc minho talks abt shoving all of space up his ass… amazing,,…,,,…

like personally i love and am fucking terrified by both and i love them partially bc theyre scary and i think the deep sea is very alien to us and we see that like represented even in the fact that a lot of our non-humanoid monsters and aliens have marine design influences like tentacles and shit

but Okay back to ur main question: i think taemin would have a huge boner for both tbh and jonghyun ofc is the biggest space gay since every other song he writes is abt how he’s in love with the moon. like let’s be real he probably has a lesbian mommy kink goin on with the moon

but jonghyun is like kinda scared of bodies of water if i recall correctly and seems to have mixed feelings abt water / swimming / the ocean, like he’s said “i dont dislike them that much but I don’t like them that much either” about oceans and rivers but he also has said “i think that it’s fun to be in the water, and play in water” but he’s also said he hates swimming and he’s also said he only rly likes the beach at winter time bc he just likes to walk along the sand. but that might also have to do with his dislike of crowds / sunlight / heat. he’s also said that at a recent underwater shoot he kept thinking abt his grandma being a sea diver and said “ah, i have the blood of a female sea diver in me so that’s why I can hold my breath for so long underwater!”

so i feel like he has both positive and negative associations with the ocean and i think he’s probably scared of it but also drawn to it in other ways, particularly since he’s a lyricist and probably loves the symbolism of water / the ocean / etc.

(can u tell ive thought a lot abt this)

anyway i definitely see taemin as having, like i said, a huge boner for both deep sea and space, and i think his feelings abt the sea would be less romantic and more like *pulls up pic of weird looking fish* “god this fish is metal as fuck let me tell u” and then he’d probably recite a bunch of facts abt it and he’d be the type to watch documentaries abt scary unknown parts of the sea bc he’s just like 😍 abt that shit. and like. i bet he loves deep sea monsters and stuff. also he’s totally a tentacle fucker. u cant tell me that taemin doesnt have a giant boner for tentacles. 🐙

anyway with space he would probably have somewhat similar boner feels but he’d also be like that one tumblr post where its just like Angry about how space is like incomprehensibly vast and fucking Weird (ETA: i found the post nfhfgdg thank u winnie’s tumblr) so he’d also get into like studying random facts abt space but when he monologues he has to stop every so often to be like “i mean what the fuck like Literally What In The Fuck” bc space is just so big and fucked up and weird.

anyway i think taemin would be kinda scared of both but he’d be more scared of space but like in a way where he gets like a Terrified Respect Boner u kno and with the ocean he’s like yea that shit is messed up :D and like daydreams abt doing deep sea diving bc he wants to see that fucked up shit up close so Basically i think taemin would be more scared of space but he’d like rationally understand that the ocean is scary too but it just wouldnt stop him from wanting to explore. whereas he would probably never want to Go to space. bc the vacuum of space, etc. and it’s vast and u cant breath and shit. which like also applies to the ocean so he understands that he has a double standard.

i think jonghyun has romantic feelings abt both space and the ocean but the ocean also gives him visceral fear feelings whereas he feels detached from the deadliness of space and thinks about it more in like an existential way, like how tiny we are in the context of how vast the universe is, and how we can create meaning for our own lives even despite that. but i think when swimming in the ocean, jonghyun gets majorly freaked out by just thinking of the vast recesses of darkness in the water beneath him.

both jonghyun and taemin like being scared, like they both like thriller and horror movies, so fear wouldn’t necessarily put them off of loving something, but if i had to pick, i’d say jonghyun is more scared of the ocean and taemin is more scared of space. thats my choice. 👉😎👉

(also im taemin)

(also i gotta tag @sluthyun in this quality discourse since i am 10000000 percent sure they have very specific thoughts on this)

[gothicrosediamond]

Reminder that being a minority doesn’t exclude you from being a bigot. Or: Fucking Neurotypicals Hate Autistic People

So I few weeks ago I had a Tumblr message conversation with a user who was one of three people to be a giant dick to me that day. What happened is my autistic wife made a wording mistake because she is fucking AUTISTIC, and this rude asshole mocked her, openly, in fucking reblog! So I politely asked her to just back off. This is the response I got:

fujoshi-kianna-leigh hi. you don't know me but can we chat a minute?

fujoshi-kianna-leigh since i'm doing other thing and i'm short on time, i'm just going to get to the point.

fujoshi-kianna-leigh you made a post to which another user reblogged and added nah i’m too gay af, and you reblogged it from her with her text in quotes with the tag "white people please don't"

fujoshi-kianna-leigh I'm just letting you know, if that comment was about her questionable use of slang, it's because she's autistic, not white. it was sort of shock for her to be so openly mocked about something so tiny.

fujoshi-kianna-leigh I'm just letting you know, if that comment was about her questionable use of slang, it's because she's autistic, not white. it was sort of shock for her to be so openly mocked about something so tiny.

killthebeatlesofficial I'm sorry she was shocked but its not even slang it's aave and she should think twice about using it if she cant speak it because it makes her look like a racist" jackass. " I'm hoping she learns that. I'll delete the post and I'm sorry if she was triggered but please let her learn what is and isnt acceptable in terms of race to avoid anything like this in the future.

fujoshi-kianna-leigh you mock an autistic person and say she has a lesson to learn? i can see this isn't going to be a productive conversation. you think advice about future conduct needs to be given out? here's some. don't mock autistic people and blame them for their small mistakes. it makes you look like an ableist "jackass".

killthebeatlesofficial I didn't know she was autistic before making my comment which was literally putting the mistake in quotes. that isnt ableism thats me pointing out "god white people use aave wrong" they need to learn more about that stuff i did delete the post bc i dont want them to get worse but i still dont want them to just go around saying stuff like that because another person? would be harsher than me a friend of mine already jumped on the post and i told them to take it down im actually am sorry about it but im still trying to get the point across that they need to learn more about what theyre doing obv on their own time. i dont want to be ableist like idk if what and how im saying this is coming across correctly brown and black tumblr usually has no time for if you're autistic or not if you're helping to perpetuate racism

fujoshi-kianna-leigh quick question for context: do you actually know that girl's race? or did you assume it because of the mistake. besides that, my point was not the publicly mock strangers. it's rude.

killthebeatlesofficial i know its rude but like, being rude in the face of racism is a typical defense. also no i didnt i just assumed because most non-black poc that speak aave (like myself) and black people know what theyre saying

killthebeatlesofficial the way white people use aave is always a ... thing i guess. also i can see how you'd think i dont care bc like 5% of what i said was apology but im also trying to address the issue of what was done

fujoshi-kianna-leigh okay, let me explain something. this is not about racism. i am sorry you think it is. an autistic person made an honest mistake that had nothing to do with racism, even unintentionally. you are jumping the gun and need to take a step back. one more time. AUTISM NOT RACISM. alright? there's something call nuance.

killthebeatlesofficial I never called autism racsim? im not blaming their mistake on their autism i thoroughly understand what u just said do you understand what i mean when i say they should learn about it though so that the mistake doesnt occur again?

fujoshi-kianna-leigh .... the mistake was because of her autism .... if you blamed the mistake on her autism you would be correct. that is the point. if you can come to terms with that, this conversation is pointless. thank you for your point of view, as flawed as i think it is. let's end this. good bye.

killthebeatlesofficial okie dokie. bye

TL;DR: this person would rather think a stranger is perpetuating racism than think that they made a social mistake due to autism even when they are told the person is autistic.