#also murphy from the 100 but mostly clarke

[arionaleilani]

i feel like the characters i relate to most in media should say something about me but i can’t figure out what it says

[nickeverdeen]

The 100 show vs books differences

Characters

Clarke Griffin:

• Books: Clarke has a softer, more introspective personality. She is romantically involved with Bellamy and briefly with Wells. Her medical skills are more central to her character.

• Show: Clarke is more assertive and becomes a leader figure. Her sexuality is explored more broadly, including relationships with Lexa and Niylah.

Bellamy Blake:

• Books: Bellamy’s primary motivation is protecting Octavia. He has a clear romantic arc with Clarke.

• Show: Bellamy becomes a complex, morally gray leader and is romantically linked to several other characters (but not Clarke in canon).

Wells Jaha:

• Books: Wells sacrifices himself for the group much later in the story, and his love for Clarke is a key motivator.

• Show: Wells dies early in Season 1 to progress Charlotte’s storyline.

Octavia Blake:

• Books: Octavia is far less rebellious and plays a smaller role. She is mostly defined by her relationship with Bellamy.

• Show: Octavia has a massive character arc, evolving from a carefree girl to a warrior and leader (Blodreina).

Glass Sorenson:

• A major character in the books, she is absent from the show. Her story focuses on life on the Ark, her forbidden love with Luke, and her struggles during the Ark’s collapse.

Luke:

• Glass’s love interest, who also plays no part in the show.

Lexa:

• Introduced in the show as the Commander of the Grounders and Clarke’s love interest, she has no counterpart in the books.

Anna:

Anna is a member of the Earthborns (a group of humans who survived on Earth after the apocalypse). She is kind, resourceful, and helps Octavia adapt to the challenges of life on Earth.

Raven Reyes:

A brilliant mechanic and engineer, Raven is a central figure in the show but does not exist in the books.

Murphy, Monty, and Jasper:

• Important characters in the show, they do not exist in the books. Murphy, in particular, plays a huge role in the show’s later seasons.

Sasha:

Sasha is another Earthborn who is initially perceived as a threat but later becomes an ally. She is compassionate, brave, and willing to bridge the gap between the 100 and the Earthborns.

Plot

The Landing on Earth:

• Books: The focus is on 100 juvenile delinquents sent to Earth to test its habitability. They land with minimal interference from Grounders.

• Show: The same premise, but the show adds tension through early conflicts with Grounders, Reapers, and Mount Weather.

The Grounders:

• Books: Grounders exist, but their culture and society are not as developed.

• Show: Grounder society, led by Lexa, becomes a significant focus, with complex politics, traditions, and alliances.

The Ark:

• Books: Much of the story takes place on Earth, with limited focus on the Ark.

• Show: The Ark’s fate and the people left behind (like Abby Griffin, Kane, and Jaha) are critical to the first few seasons.

The AI Plotline:

• Books: There is no mention of an AI like ALIE or the City of Light storyline.

• Show: The ALIE arc (Seasons 2–3) is a major plotline, tying into humanity’s destruction and the quest for survival.

Relationships

Clarke and Bellamy:

• Books: A primary romantic pairing - at the end of the final book Bellamy proposes to Clarke.

• Show: Their relationship is complex but remains platonic (with unresolved romantic undertones, depending on interpretation).

Clarke and Lexa:

• Books: Lexa does not exist.

• Show: A pivotal same-sex relationship, deeply shaping Clarke’s character.

Clarke and Finn:

• Books: Finn does not exist.

• Show: Clarke has a brief relationship with Finn in Season 1.

Glass and Luke:

• Books: Their love story drives much of the Ark plot.

• Show: They are absent entirely.

Anna and Octavia:

Books: Anna and Octavia develop a romantic relationship in the books. Their bond is sweet and supportive, with Anna helping Octavia grow more confident and overcome her insecurities. Anna represents stability and comfort for Octavia amidst the chaos of their world.

Show: Anna doesn’t exist in the show

Sasha and Wells:

Books: Sasha and Wells develop a close relationship based on mutual trust and understanding. Sasha softens Wells’s serious demeanor, and he finds hope and happiness in their connection. Their romance is an important part of Wells’s journey as he grapples with leadership and forgiveness

Show: Sasha doesn’t exist in the show

Themes

Focus on Leadership and Morality:

• Books: The story centers on personal growth, relationships, and survival.

• Show: It delves into leadership, moral dilemmas, and the consequences of survival choices on a societal level.

Ending

Books: The book series has a much simpler resolution, focusing on the relationships between characters and their survival as a group.

Show: The show’s ending is complex and divisive, involving themes of transcendence, humanity’s evolution, and sacrifice.

Sexualities

Clarke Griffin:

• Books: Presumed straight, based on her romantic relationships with Wells and Bellamy.

• Show: Canonically bisexual. Clarke has relationships with Finn, Lexa, and Niylah, making her one of the first openly bisexual lead characters on network TV.

Bellamy Blake:

• Books: Presumed straight, as he has a romantic arc with Clarke.

• Show: Presumed straight, based on his relationships with Echo, Gina, and others.

Octavia Blake

• Books: Canonically lesbian. Octavia has a romantic relationship with Anna (female) in the books, but no male love interest is mentioned.

• Show: Presumed straight. Octavia’s significant relationships in the show are with men (Lincoln, Ilian). Her sexuality is not explicitly explored beyond these.

Wells Jaha

• Books: Presumed straight. Wells has a romantic relationship with Sasha in the books.

• Show: Presumed straight, but his short-lived appearance prevents much exploration of his sexuality.

Glass Sorenson:

Canonically straight, based on her relationship with Luke.

Raven Reyes:

Presumed straight, with relationships with Finn, Wick, and others.

Lexa:

Canonically lesbian, with a prominent romance with Clarke.

Harassments

Clarke Griffin:

Books: During her time as a prisoner on Ark Clarke was harassed by one of the guards, although it’s not mentioned if once or more times or properly explained what happened and it’s mentioned briefly

Show: In Season 3, Episode 3 (“Ye Who Enter Here”), Clarke is captured by the Ice Nation and brought to Roan, the exiled prince of Azgeda. During their interactions, Clarke briefly struggles as Roan manhandles her and pushes her against a tree. While this scene carries undertones of physical dominance, it does not explicitly escalate to overt sexual harassment.

[laufire]

Oh!!! For the choose violence ask game (pick whatever fandom or characters you like!)

2, 8, 13, 20

a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom.

Somehow I have two answers for this and neither is quite an apt response to the question, but whatever xD

Okay so, first, Jason Todd. He's one of the characters I've thought most about in this context outside my own OCs lmao, mostly lately, as I'm exploring his ~romantic side in writing; about bad experiences, the few hints at the possibility of csa in some comics, etc. And the thing is, I do think he's bottomed before, quite a lot (I have this headcanon that post-return he went through a phase where he tried to fulfill his need for intimacy through ons after ons. It didn't work lol). He has hangups about it and it doesn't do much for him, physically. In contrast, he finds topping more intense, vulnerable (in a good way, when he's with someone he trusts), and satisfying, especially on terms of being trusted and wanted to do it. Tl;dr he has bottomed, but the more settled he's in a relationship, the less he cares for it lmao.

Also, another sex headcanon of mine that could fit here is my old "MEMORI DOESN'T DO PIV" headcanon! They have practical reasons: an accidental pregnancy is a bad idea in the situations they've lived in. I'm sure Emori knows good natural abortifacients and how to get them, but I also think she also has some hangups around penetrative sex and that she is terrified of getting pregnanat at all, not really sure of what she'd do if it happens. I also think that after Ontari, Murphy was even less interested in the idea, but really, the truth is that neither of them felt there was anything missing. They're sides, your honour xD

common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about.

Gosh, there are so many to choose from xD. IIRC others have asked this one, so I'm going to focus on The 100. I'd go with the idea that Clarke started the show as A Good Person TM that was slowly corrupted by the environment. In my opinion, Clarke changed little; her capacity to influence others, however, diminished as the seasons went on, and as a result, people started to see the seams of her public relations fursuit asñdlfkajsd.

worst blorboficiation

In The 100, it's clearly this faux version of Clarke people built up in their heads LOL. Greatest leader Clarke who was both compassionate and never did anything wrong but also made the Tough, Smart Choices nobody else dared. Embrace that fuckup!!

part of canon you found tedious or boring

Anything and everything pertaining Lexa was soporific to me. I can't even blame Clarke anymore, because I've reconcilled with her as a character after my rewatch lol. I just think she's boring, and I do not vibe at all with the actress's choices (namely -_-).

[80s4life]

Character/Movie List

Below is movies and TV shows I like personally and are lsited as a reference. If you don't see something you're interested in, it is not that I don't like it, it is because I most likely forgot it because I love so many movies/shows tbh. Just ask, and I'll answer! And, from the Rules and Regulations page, what I had meant by "mostly" is that I can dabble outside of the acting world and into actors/actresses themselves and/or singers, popstars, etc.

{Another side-note, I am not so much into shows, but mostly movies! Although, there are some exceptions that I love beyond belief!}

MOVIES

Back to the Future Series:

Biff Tannen

Griff Tannen (Maybe, he wasn't the best of the Tannen's imo)

Buford Tannen

Marty McFly

George McFly

Doc Brown

Lorraine Baines

Match

Titanic:

Rose DeWitt Bukater

Jack Dawson

Caledon Hockley

Brock Lovett

Rabrizio De Rossi

Thomas "Tommy" Ryan

Karate Kid Series {1/2/3}:

1-

John Kreese

Mr. Miyagi

Johnny Lawrence

Daniel LaRusso

Tommy

Dutch

Bobby Brown (not so much; don't know him too well)

Ali Mills

Lucille LaRusso

2-

Chozen

Kumiko

3-

Terry Silver (duh lmao)

Mike Barnes (also duh)

Jessica Andrews

Stand By Me:

Vern Tessio

Billy Tessio

Gordie LaChance

Chris Chambers

Eyeball Chambers

Ace Merrill

Teddy Duchamp

Goonies:

Brand

Mikey

Chunk

Mouth

Data

Andy

Stef

Jake Fratelli (he was kinda hot ngl)

Ferris Bueller's Day Off:

Ferris Bueller

Jeanie Bueller

Cameron Frye

Sloane Peterson

License to Drive:

Les Anderson

Dean

Mercedes Lane

Charles

Toy Soldiers:

Billy Tepper

Joey Trotta

Snuffy Bradberry

Ricardo Montoya

Hank Giles

Derek/Yogurt

Scream Movie Series {1/2}:

1-

Billy Loomis

Stu Macher

Dwight "Dewey" Riley

Ghostface

Randy Meeks

Tatum Riley

Sidney Prescott

Gale Weathers

2-

Cotton Weary

Derek Feldman

Mickey

Predator:

Dutch

Blain

Yautja

Escape Plan:

Emil Rottmayer/ "Victor Maheim"

Ray Breslin/ "Anthony Portos"

The Expendables:

Barney Ross

Lee Christmas

Toll Road

Tool

Gunnar Jensen

Bao Thao/ "Yin Yang"

Hale Caesar

Trench

Church

Divergent Movie Series {1/2/3}:

Divergent-

Beatrice "Tris" Prior

Caleb Prior

Peter

Tobias "Four" Eaton

Christina "Chris"

Eric Coulter

Will

Insurgent-

Marcus Eaton

Allegiant-

Matthew

Terminator Series:

T-100/"Uncle Bob"/Terminator

T-1000 "Austin"

John Connor

Sarah Connor

Grace

Dani Ramos

Dazed and Confused:

David Wooderson

Fred O'Bannion

Randall "Pink" Floyd

Ron Slater

Don Dawson

Mitch Kramer

Benny O'Donnell

Rocky Series:

Rocky Balboa

Apollo Creed

Captain Ivan Drago

Zombieland {1/2}:

Tallahassee

Columbus

Berkeley

Witchita

Little Rock

Madison

Lethal Weapon Movie Series {1/2/3/4}:

Martin Riggs

Roger Myrtaugh

Rianne Murtaugh

Leo Getz

Goodfellas:

Henry Hill

Jimmy Conway

Tommy DeVito

Karen Hill

Marvel:

Avengers Heroes-

Iron Man/Tony Stark

Thor

Ant-Man/Scott Lang

Hulk/Bruce Banner

Captain America/Steve Rogers

Hawkeye/ Clint Barton

Quicksilver/Pietro Maximoff

Scarlet Witch/Wanda Maximoff

Black Panther/T'Challa

Vision/Victor Shade

Black Widow/Natasha Romanoff

Mantis

Spider-Man/Peter Parker

Doctor Strange/Stephen Strange

Avengers Anti-Heroes/Antagonists:

Yondu Udonta

Loki Laufeyson

Winter Soldier/Bucky Barnes

Whiplash

Thanos

Mysterio

Kaecilius

Ronan

Hela

Ultron

Wolverine/Deadpool:

Wolverine/Logan Howlett

Sabretooth/Victor Creed

Bolt/Chris Bradley

Gambit/Remy LeBeau

Cyclops/Scott Summers

(Younger!)Professor X

Deadpool/Wade Wilson

Cable/Nathan Summers

Colossus/Piotr "Peter" Nikolayevich Rasputin

Dopinger

Weasel

Negasonic Teenage Warhead/Ellie Phimister

DC Universe:

Superman/Clark Kent (Henry Cavill)

Batman/Bruce Wayne (Affleck, Bale versions)

Aquaman/Arthur Curry

Wonder Woman/Diana Prince

Harley Quinn

Joker (Leto, Ledger, Phoenix versions)

Deadshot

Captain Boomerang

Enchantress

Rick Flagg

Bane (Tom Hardy)

TV Shows

Stranger Things:

Mike Wheeler

Nancy Wheeler

Will Byers

Joyce Byers

Johnathan Byers

Maxine "Max" Hargrove

Billy Hargrove

Dustin Henderson

Lucas Sinclair

Robin Buckley

Jim Hopper

Steve Harrington

Sex Education:

Erric Effiong

Aimee Gibbs

Adam Groff

Ola Nyman

Rahim

Otis Milburn

Maeve Wiley

Hannibal (Show):

Hannibal Lector

Will Graham

Dr. Alana Bloom

Jack Crawford

Abigail Hobbs

Orange Is the New Black (OITNB):

Piper Chapman

Nicky Nichols

Suzanne "Crazy Eyes" Warren

Galina "Red" Reznikov

Tasha "Taystee" Jefferson

Dayanara "Daya" Diaz

Gloria Mendoza

Lorna Morello

Tiffany "Pennsatucky" Doggett

Alex Vause

Joel Luschek

Big Boo

Maritza Ramos

Poussey Washington

Yoga Jones

Gina Murphy

Brook Soso

Sophia Burst

George "Pornstache" Mendez

Larry Bloom

Polly Harper

Stella Carlin

The Boys:

Billy Butcher

Starlight/Annie January

Hughie Campbell

Homelander

Kimiko Miyashiro

Queen Maeve/Maggie Shaw

Mother's Milk "M.M."

The Deep/Kevin Moskowitz

Frenchie

Stormfront

Becca Butcher

The Walking Dead (TWD):

Daryl Dixon

Merle Dixon

Rick Grimes

Carl Grimes

Lori Grimes

Maggie Greene

Beth Greene

Glenn Rhee

Negan Smith

Michonne Hawthorne

Carol Peletier

Shane Walsh

Paul "Jesus" Monroe

Eugene Porter

Sgt. Abraham Ford

Outer Banks (OBX):

Sarah Cameron

Rafe Cameron

Ward Cameron

JJ

John B

Topper

Pope

Kiara

Shameless:

Frank Gallagher

Fiona Gallagher

Lip Gallagher

Ian Gallagher

Debbie Gallagher

Carl Gallagher

Kevin Ball

Veronica Fisher

Mickey Milkovich

Mandy Milkovich

Svetlana

Jimmy "Steve" Lishman

Karen Jackson

Cobra Kai

Miguel Diaz

Eli "Hawk" Moskowitz

Robby Keene

Demetri

Carmen Diaz

John Kreese (baby version & old version)

Terry Silver (baby version & old version)

Tory Nichols

Samantha "Sam" LaRusso

...AND MANY MORE!

If there is something or someone you like not on this list, feel free to ask or direct message me! For movies like the DC Universe and Marvel, if there is multiple actors of that character and you want a certain one, please make sure that you add that detail!

Rules & Regulations

Masterlist

[bakerolivias-archived]

john murphy

favorite thing about them: oh definitely his humor, 100% here for his sass. also the fact that he is such a brat is def one of his more refined traits lmao. least favorite thing about them: disabled raven and hung bellamy because........................ yikes. i'm not saying either was okay but at least when he hung bellamy it was in retribution because bellamy let him hang for a crime he hadn't committed, but shooting raven and letting her be collateral damage in his vengeance mission against bellamy???????? and deliberately wanting to harm her? that really hasn't aged well to me and is honestly kind of a sore point favorite line: oh, so, so many. "you're not the only one here trying to save someone you care about," "pain, hate, and envy are the ABC's of me," "in this world when ppl leave they don't come back...." [clutches heart] broTP: murphamy, murphonty, murven, murphy/harper (they were best friends you can pry that from my cold and dead hands), murphy/clarke, murphy/abby, murphy/miller.... just murphy and anyone tbh, murphy could use some more friends. OTP: memori, murphamy, maybe memoraven and murphy/bellamy/raven........ also murphy and mccreary because gdi the boy was ready to be topped the fuck out of paxton lbr. (i'm mostly joking but srsly why they never took the opportunity to confirm paxton or murphy as bi i'll never..... never understand) NOTP: murven probably. random headcanon: well i'm unsure if this is a headcanon since we know from s6 that murphy's dramatic and loves performing mini-concerts for an audience that's barely paying attention to his antics but............... idk i just imagine before the memori breakup spacekru had karaoke nights and murphy loved, loved to participate in these and sing his heart out and he chose either raven or emori as his duet partner.

also he probably has a knife kink and a bondage kink but.....

unpopular opinion: i still will never understand how t100 writers thought they could shift the blame from finn onto murphy instead of holding finn truly accountable rather than trying to restore his image because. that's not????? how it works? stand by your choices pls. song i associate w/ him: def freaks like us by sleeping wolf, although i feel that would work for the entire delinquents in general

[osleyakomwonkru]

The 100 Fandom and Lack of Object Permanence

One thing I’ve noticed in this fandom is that fans - and often the writers too - fail to understand just how little time a lot of the characters have spent in each other’s presence. They assume much closer relationships between characters than is logical for the time they’ve spent together.

Now, yes, we often see them under stressful situations and stress brings people together in unique ways, but to really know someone you also need a variety of experiences - not just stressful murder-filled ones. Those less stressful situations, however, rarely make it to screen, or if they do it is just in short flashbacks, so people forget just how much time has passed off-screen.

Thus this post - a guide for fandom (and belatedly for the writers), who really need to learn how to understand object permanence - that is, the understanding that things (be they people, animals, inanimate objects, places, etc.) continue to exist even when they cannot be perceived (seen, touched, smelled, etc.).

Which is to say: We have spent seven years (give or take for when you got into the fandom) with these characters. But in most cases they have not spent that amount of time with each other. And when they have, it has mostly been off-screen, but this time is still important because it has major implications for how relationships between characters are and should be.

I’ve done the math on how much time characters have spent near each other, using the timeline on The 100’s Fandom wiki. Now, this doesn’t necessarily even mean they interacted each of these days, just that they were in the same places at the same times, so there was the potential for interaction.

“Day” is also flexible - sometimes they may have been present in the same place for the entire 24 hours, sometimes only a few minutes. This also omits the 125 years of cryo, because they were not conscious with the possibility of interaction. “Delinquent” in this context refers to those characters who were born in space who then inhabited the dropship camp in season 1 - that is, the 100 prisoners plus Bellamy and Raven.

I’m not going to get into every single pairing/grouping of characters, because that would take forever. But just some of the key ones.

Some of these results might shock you.

Octavia has spent more time with Echo than she has with Clarke.

Despite now being 33 years old (and thus the oldest Delinquent), Octavia has spent less than 7 years living in a society that contains more than two other people. The only living characters she’s spent more than ten years of her life with are Hope and Bellamy.

The longest continuously serving Earth/Earth-orbit-born leader since the Pilot has been Octavia, who ruled Wonkru for 6 years. It is possible that Jaha or Lexa might have had a longer period of rule overall, but the majority of it would have been before the Pilot episode.

Despite not appearing in a scene together between 3x15 and 6x02, nor being in the same locations at all from 3x15 to 5x13, Octavia and Raven have spent more time with each other than their combined total of days spent with Clarke. (That is, Octavia and Raven’s time together is more than Octavia’s time with Clarke PLUS Raven’s time with Clarke.)

Besides the Blake siblings and old married couple Monty and Harper, the two pairs of Delinquents who have spent the most time together are Octavia and Miller and Bellamy and Raven.

Bellamy and Clarke have only been in each other’s presence for 89 days. Given that Bellamy experienced no memory loss in either direction when traveling to/from Etherea and Bardo, this means that they must run at the same speed, and this means that Bellamy has spent more time with Doucette (sometimes known as Steve) than he has with Clarke.

Octavia and Murphy have only been in each other’s presence for 37 days, half of those in season 1 when Murphy was still the Camp Asshole, so Hope’s line about liking Murphy in 7x02 is pure fanservice because Octavia does not have the stories about Murphy as the Lovable Rogue that other characters do. It is also entirely possible that Octavia doesn’t even know Emori’s name, having only been in each other’s presence briefly in 3x16, 4x12, 5x12, 6x03 and 6x13.

If we accept as canon the deleted lines that Indra was the one to torture and infect Murphy in season 1, Murphy has spent almost as much time with Indra as he has with Octavia, and has exchanged more dialogue with her than he has with Octavia, who he hasn’t exchanged dialogue with since season 1.

Monty’s mistrust of Murphy in 4x13 might seem out of place, given what we’ve seen of Murphy’s growth over the previous two seasons, until you realize that save for a potential brief encounter during their shared time in Arkadia during 4x03, Monty hadn’t seen Murphy since season 1.

Murphy did not see a single Delinquent during the 112 days that passed from 2x11 to 3x06, until he met Clarke again in 3x07 and was in the presence of Bellamy, Octavia and Miller starting from 3x15. The only other main character he saw during that time was Jaha. These 112 days represent over half of the time (200 days) that the Delinquents spent on Earth prior to Praimfaya.

Jordan and Hope were born after Madi, but are older than her. They are also both older than every Delinquent character with the exception of Bellamy (29) and Octavia (33), being 26 and 25 years of age respectively, while the remaining delinquents (Clarke, Raven, Murphy, Miller) are 23/24.

The longest lasting romantic relationship between characters where both are still living is that between Miller and Jackson. Murphy and Emori come in second (because of their occasional on-again off-again situation, while we haven’t heard of the same being the case for Miller and Jackson).

Now, some might say that physical time together doesn’t matter in the face of fire-forged bonds and still “knowing” the other characters even if they aren’t physically present with each other. Now, to a point that could be true. However, what is also true - and the big point here - is that the more time characters spend apart from each other, the greater the chances that they build up their own versions of each other in their minds (and stories) rather than knowing who the real person is. This was especially the case in season 5 after what was a six year time jump for everybody, and it is coming back into play now in season 7 where the amount of time that has passed varies depending on character.

Will this ever be properly addressed? In canon, I doubt it. But maybe there can be some references to it, we can always hope.

[nottheleastbrave]

The 100 for the fandom ask game?

Oh my gosh ALL OF THEM okay let's go (also obviously we are ignoring season 7):

blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most): Tie between Bellamy Fucking Blake and Raven Reyes the Light of My Life. Bellamy's arc in the first two seasons? *chef's kiss* Everything about Raven? Also *chef's kiss*

scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped): MONTY. I believe my tag for him at one point was "I live a Monty Green appreciation life" and honestly still true.

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave): Nathan Miller. Although mostly underappreciated by the canon, the fandom has usually understood the importance of Nathan Miller.

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week): Monroe! I miss Monroe. OG 100 5ever.

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave): not sure if this 100% counts but CLARKE GRIFFIN. She's such an interesting and complicated character and she gets some completely undeserved hate (from the fandom and in canon!) for being put in terrible situations outside of her control and I just think she's INCREDIBLE. Like I could write a full dissertation about Clarke Griffin. Also honestly I will love her forever for "I have no idea how to do that" in season one.

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason): I mean obviously Murphy. I love him but what a little gremlin.

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell): FUCKING PIKE. or Jason

Blorbo etc ask game

[kilibaggins]

In the same high school setting, out of Raven, Octavia, Murphy, Clarke, Miller, Harper, Monty, Jasper, Echo, Emori etc, (people from the dropship, you can add more if you want) who do you think would be in sports as extra curricular, and who do you think would do other activities, whether it's art, debate team, science club, music etc?

In tldr words, if the characters of the 100 were in modern high school, who would be doing extra curricular activities, and what would they be doing?

It's been a really long time since you sent this but I wanted to brainstorm something t100 related so here I am!

okay okay so? this is mostly just how i really like to picture things and probably not completely accurate but this is what i think:

john murphy: this is actually kind of difficult because i see him NOT doing extracurricular but also i feel like he'd be roped into it by somebody. maybe a debate team or something since i think teen murphy would have a lot of opinions and would want to speak his mind.

clarke griffin: she'd take art!!! we see her liking art in the show, so i definitely think thats a key part of her that would also be in a modern au!

bellamy blake: i see him being in a book club and possibly being on a sports team of some sort, probably football. i feel like he'd excel at football and stuff because of his build and because of his speed.

octavia blake: i actually see octavia as someone who would play volleyball or something else similar maybe? idk why, but i just feel that with her.

jasper jordan: science club with monty!! jasper is always seen as the "not as smart" friend in the friend group, but he defeintily does well with monty. they're such a team when it comes to these things. he joined only because monty thought he could.

monty green: science club with jasper!! he's always loved science and everything to do with it, so him joining was no surprise to anyone.

raven reyes: this is kinda tricky because i see her being in things like the science club but only if it was really hands on. she likes doing things with her hands, like building. she might join robotics or other things like that because it works with math, science, and hands on building.

lexa: she joins art for clarke, at first, but then after a while realizes that its something she really loves. she wins contests, makes friends, etc.

emori: i for some reason see music?? like i think she'd love music and being a part of band or something else like that. i think shed be really good too

[moonlit-imagines]

Headcanons for being Murphy’s best friend and dating Raven

Raven Reyes x reader

warnings:

a/n: ah, yes, im in love with this woman but mostly bc i just relate her sm ahhhh, also FUCK canon i do what i want and this is only until like beginning of s5

prompt: anonymous: “Hiii i hope you havent closed the requests yet ! Could you write some headcanons for the 100 for being murphys best friend and dating raven ?”

murphy was a bit of a dick in the beginning, but you tolerated him

you actually had the best luck getting through to him during your time on the ground

“y/n, can you get murphy to shut the hell up and do some work, for god’s sake?”

“on it”

and when you met raven, he could see right through you

nothing but endless teasing from him

“you like her” *poking your side*

“cut it out, murphy!”

she was stuck in two love triangles, you, her and finn, then clark, finn and her

and there were plenty of obstacles between you and her

especially when you were taken to mount weather and she was left alone with murphy, who she ended up hating

and he nearly ruined your chances with her bc she hated him so much

murphy had to calm her down and explain something to her

“hey, y/n would kill me if they knew i told you this, but listen. they like you a lot, im serious. y/n is so jealous of finn, they think you deserve so much more than that. i hope to god that they’re okay right now because i want to see them be happy. and you dont have to like me, alright? just...if you can, give y/n a chance”

raven was thinking about that all the way until you escaped mt weather

when she was captured there, you flipped out trying to get her away from the doctors trying to hurt her

the second you both were free, she ran up to you and kissed you

it was unreal to you

“murphy told me everything”

“that son of a bitch! but, sweet! it all worked out...let’s get out of here”

the relationship was a bit tense at first since there was a bit of resentment towards murphy, but you understood why

and she didn’t hold anything towards you

soon, murphy left with jaha and placed a goodbye note in your room

raven had to console you after he was gone, you were hurt that he decided to leave you behind, but he wanted you and raven to be happy

and you were, you really were

“babe, gimme a kiss” *kiss raven on the cheek* “one more?” *kiss* “another?”

she was upset she hadn’t been with you sooner

helping her while she worked around camp jaha

“can you hold that part while i fix this, please?”

“god, you’re so hot when you’re covered in grease”

*chuckling* “just get over here, babe”

everyone making fun of your “honeymoon phase”

staying up late together and being all sweet and cuddly and shit

crawling on top of her and holding her hands while the two of you talked, it was a bit of a normalcy for you two

she’d go on and on for hours over her work and ideas she had

you enjoy her passion for her work

she got very angry sometimes though, but you always calmed her down with a long, passionate kiss and some gentle words

she loves having her back rubbed!

raven is no doubt The Big Spoon no i will not be taking constructive criticism

going on drives with her (to keep her company on missions) (and protect her bc u worry)

raven lies about how her leg feels, so you have to be real with her and make sure she doesn’t push herself too much

she gets aggravated but she understands you’re just looking out for her

when ALIE took ahold of her you lost it, you were so worried and everyone could see it

they had to hold you back from her bc they were scared she’d hurt you

when she was strapped to the bed at niylah’s, they made you stay in the other room because she was saying some...hurtful things

“bring y/n in here, i’ve got something to tell them. Y/N! I’LL NEVER LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVED FINN”

eek

crazy ass time trying to get her to snap out of it

but they did and she cried and apologized again and again

you obviously forgave her, you love her

yadda yadda ALIE got switched off and you found out that there was another apocalypse coming your way

murphy came back too!

“hey, hey, im so sorry i left you behind”

raven was mad at him for leaving (and shooting her)

“you really trust him again? just like that?”

“he’s my best friend, raven...”

her putting up w him for you

and having to brainstorm some contingencies

you and her worked best together

when you weren’t busy flirting

“raven, stop getting distracted, we gotta figure out how to survive!”

“sorry, i just cant concentrate when my significant other is right there and not kissing me”

u guys are so cute

blahhh blahhh blahhh while she was working in becca’s lab, you were setting the bunker up with murphy

“at least now you cant run away from me when this thing gets locked”

“oh, real funny”

*repaired friendship hug*

clarke pulling you aside and telling you raven hasn’t left the lab yet

the squad rushing there to save her, and ultimately deciding the only way you guys were surviving was if you went up

“think we can pull this off, babe?”

“are you kidding me? do you know who you’re talking to?”

that’s ur cocky gf u love so much

bam you did it and you had to start your new life on the ring

lots of relationship counseling with emori and murphy

she asked you about him a lot

“what was john like before he left skaikru?”

“the same as now, just a little meaner and less loyal”

raven and you had a pretty awesome time up there, you grew so much more closer and she even proposed!!!

“i dont have a ring but were living on one so does that count?”

murphy was gonna be your best man it was decided

and at least he was getting along with your girlfriend fiancée much better

fr tho you’d literally die for each other and thats the end of it mwah

taglist: @alwaysananglophile // @cullens-stuff //

[aerisahale]

Catharsis

Pairing: Clarke Griffin x Lexa kom Trikru Fandom: The 100 Length: 4,311 Summary:  Raven invites Clarke to stay at her house over Christmas break after the university forces all the students out of on-campus housing. Clarke doesn't expect to see her angry ex-boyfriend or the incredibly gorgeous friend of Anya's. Read it on AO3, if you prefer!

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The chair to Clarke Griffin’s desk in her dorm room is the best seating in the small space and Raven Reyes is quick to throw herself down into it, bag hitting the ground with a thud. The bright lettering stands out against the mild background. Raven’s eyes are drawn to the flyer immediately. “Getting kicked out?”

“Just for the holidays. I have that extra semester to make up before it’s a full eviction,” Clarke says as she flops down onto her bed, her equally heavy bag hitting the floor hard.

“You going home?”

“Probably. Mom’s in Pakistan working at a Doctor’s Without Borders clinic that helps women and other refugees in the area, so I’ll have the house to myself.”

Squinting at her friend, Raven cocks her head. “Christmas alone?”

“It’s fine. I can catch up on The Mandalorian.”

“What did you do last year?”

Clarke sits up, eyes on the floor. “Bellamy and I went to his parent’s house.”

The remorse is easy to see on Raven’s face. “Sorry, Clarke. I know it’s still a sore subject.”

“It isn’t,” Clarke says quickly.

Too quickly. Raven raises a brow.

“It shouldn’t be,” she amends. “I ghosted him. Not the other way around.”

“You did the best thing for yourself. That doesn’t mean it’s not going to hurt.” Raven reaches out and places a comforting hand on her friend’s knee.

“It’s been almost a year. I really am mostly over it. This is just the first Christmas in years without him.”

“You’ve been through a lot together. Despite how it ended, you cared for each other for a long time and that means something. It will always mean something.” Raven smiles her warmest smile and squeezes the knee she’s resting her hand on before pulling it away to snap her fingers. “Listen. Come to my place. You can stay in the spare room. We’re even throwing a Christmas Party.”

Clarke looks hesitant so Raven throws in a drawn out please with her best pout until her friend gives in. “But nothing crazy.”

“Just a few friends, no worries.”

--

“Thanks again for having me over,” Clarke says as she takes sets out the trays of food Anya handed her. Lining them up neatly on the countertop of the kitchen pass-through window, Clarke takes an extra moment to observe them in the whole of the setting.

An enormous tree sparkles in multiple colors in the corner of the living room, near their fireplace. Garlands, lights, and holiday-themed décor are arranged perfectly throughout the public spaces, down to the Christmas linens and hand soap in the bathrooms. All the invited guests have a stocking hanging over the fireplace as a party favor and three gifts currently sat wrapped beneath the tree for the white-elephant gift exchange planned for later in the evening.

Clarke knows all the names but one. The first hanging from the mantle is Octavia’s. Octavia, Raven and Clarke had all gone to school together and Clarke used to date her brother. She and Octavia played soccer together for awhile until the latter had transferred schools mid-year in their sophomore year. They were fairly close until that happened.

The next is John Murphy’s. There were so many John’s in high school that everyone started calling him Murphy and it stuck. Murphy wasn’t always her favorite person, as her moral compass did not quite point in the same direction as his, but she did not foresee them having any issues. She had a particularly fond memory of a time where they both got called to the principal’s office—both for very different concerns—and they had shared a pair of headphones while waiting.

After his was Emori Emmerson’s. She only knew of her. They did not frequent any of the same social groups growing up, but she had fallen in with Raven and Murphy, the latter of which she was dating. As far as Raven told it, she was fun to be around and had the same sense of humor as Raven.

Nathan Miller and Eric Jackson followed Emori’s and Clarke hoped they were still together. They started dating in their junior year of high school and seemed like a picture-perfect couple. She still saw the occasional Facebook post of stunning settings such as where they held hands against the backdrop of a vivid sunset. If anyone was going to make it through as high-school sweethearts, it was them.

Remember when they said that about you and Bellamy? Her traitorous brain completes the thought before she can stop it and it makes her angry. She argues back, Remember all the times he blamed me for things that were out of my control? Like the time you refused sex because you were on your period?

Satisfaction makes her smile when nothing else decides to bubble to the surface. Focusing her attention on the final stocking, the name she doesn’t know intriguing the curious, non-traitorous part of her mind. Lexa. She finds herself whispering it under her breath, enjoying the feel of it rolling over her tongue.

A knock on the door pulls her attention and Raven claps her hands as she sets the napkins in her hand next to the plates that were beside Anya’s appetizers that Clarke had laid out. The front door opens to reveal Miller and Jackson first, gifts tucked under their arms as they each pull Raven into a hug with their free arms. Those three converse for a minute before Raven takes their jackets and hangs them in the breezeway closet while Jackson puts their gifts under the tree next to the other three.

Miller sees Clarke first and waves to her, Jackson’s attention going that way moments after. She moves to hug them both, greeting them. “How have you guys been? I’m so glad to see you!” Privately, she adds, Together.

The exchange pleasantries as Raven starts pressing buttons on their stereo system until Christmas pop spills out of the speakers distributed well throughout the house. Clarke can hear it coming from the kitchen even. The lights on the Christmas tree dance to the beat and Clarke knows Raven enjoyed setting that up.

Another knock finds John and Emori on the other side of the door and the couple enters. The conversations of seven people fill the house with chatter and laughter, swirling with the Christmas music and the emerging, mouthwatering scent of warm sugar wafting out of the kitchen. The dancing lights distract Clarke from the next guest that enters, letting the cheerful music sit in her soul like a hearth fire, warmth filling her bones. It’s not with regret that her eyes find the next guest, she just wishes she had been paying attention because the woman she finds steals her breath.

She only sucks in another when the stranger is coming towards her, guided towards the food by Raven. Clarke panics. She ducks into the kitchen and finds herself staring into the fridge for absolutely nothing. The amount of cheese sticks Raven has stuffed into the crisper drawer is concerning, however. At least its twin is actually packed with vegetables.

“Oh, Clarke!” she hears Raven say and she takes a moment to pre-compose her reply to the inevitable introduction. Armed with her most charming smile, she turns away from the cheese overload, closing the door behind her. “This is Lexa! She’s a friend of Anya’s.”

“Nice to meet you! I’m Clarke!” She holds out her hand and tries not to wince at how overly-perky she sounds. Raven gives her a weird look and she knows she’s doing too much. She tries to dial it down by three notches as she asks, “How do you know Anya?”

There is an awkward moment where Lexa just stares at Clarke and she begins to wonder if she forgot to ask the question out loud until Raven says, “They grew up together, a lot like we did.”

The doorbell rings and Raven excuses herself, leaving Clarke and Lexa alone in the kitchen, alone in the uncomfortable silence as Clarke mulls over the fact that the other woman has yet to say anything to her. She wonders if the silence was better when the woman trips over her speedy question, “You’re the pre-med student that Raven goes to school with?”

“Ah, yeah, yes. I graduate in April. I’m afraid you have me at a disadvantage?”

“Sorry,” color warms her pale cheeks as Lexa clears her throat and says in a much more paced tone, “Anya mentioned you might be here. What is your major?”

“Double-majoring, actually. I have one more semester to get my Bio and Chem degrees. Then off to med school.”

“You’ve already taken the MCATs?” the woman asks and Clarke is caught off guard.

“Yeah! Took them in my junior year to save time. I start at Harvard Med right after graduation.”

Surprise widens the woman’s green eyes and Clarke’s heart races. “I will be attending Harvard in January.”

“Small world,” Clarke jokes in an attempt to soothe her nerves. “What are you studying?”

Lexa smiles and the house around Clarke is spinning giddy circles to match the butterflies in her chest. “I also took the LSAT in my junior year. I just finished a double in Poli-Sci and History.”

“A lawyer!”

“Indeed. The real goal is to get into Congress, down the road. I hope for more, but that is my realistic goal.”

“That’s amazing! I have this feeling that you would be impressive at it.” Lexa smiles wide. “Thank you, Clarke.”

The way Lexa’s voice pops on the K of her name has Clarke wondering what she would sounds like if Clarke had her quivering under her mouth and the way Lexa is looking right through her, as if she can read her thoughts, has heat creeping up her neck and across her face. To distract herself, she turns towards the living room, surveying through the pass-through window.

Her eyes lock with familiar ones, the last ones she ever wanted to see again. His eyes were already on her and she feels trapped all over again. She spins around and suddenly finds herself breathing heavily. Lexa lays a hand on her back, rubbing a soothing circle as Clarke continues to chase her breath.

She turns back towards the party to see Raven looking at her with concern, mouthing, ‘I’m sorry, I didn’t know’ and Bellamy just behind her, eyes locked on the spot on her arm that Lexa’s hand gently remains. Only when Lexa’s arm drops back to her side does Bellamy say coldly, at odds with the words themselves, “Nice to see you again, Clarke.”

“Wish I could say the same!” Clarke blurts before pushing past him and beating a hasty retreat to the far corner of the living room.

Octavia finds her shortly and fills her in on what she has been doing, over the years. She keeps glancing at the kitchen door but she doesn’t think Bellamy has left there yet. Chuckling weakly at a joke that Octavia made, she jumps when Bellamy is suddenly at Octavia’s elbow, eyebrows drawn in anger. He speaks quietly enough that Octavia and Clarke are the only ones to hear him. “Why are you joking around with her?”

“We were friends before I switched schools, Bells.”

His voice rises slightly louder, people close to them glancing towards the group. “Friends? You don’t even know what you’re saying, Octavia.”

“Bellamy.” Clarke says his name in warning at the same time as Octavia tells him to stop making a scene.

“No, I think it’s time you—it’s time everyone knew the real Clarke Griffin,” Bellamy raises his voice, the conversation in the house falling silent as everyone focused in on them in the corner. The cheerful Christmas music and rhythmically twinkling lights at odds with the suddenly tense air. “You changed schools because of Clarke.”

“What?” Octavia asks. “What are you talking about? What is he talking about, Clarke?”

Shame fills every inch of Clarke as she stares at the ground, all eyes on her. Torn between running and praying a miraculous sinkhole swallowed her and only her, Clarke stays rooted to the spot. She tries to look at Octavia but can’t meet her confused gaze.

“Clarke planted the drugs in your locker that got you expelled from Arkadia High.”

The chill in Octavia’s voice actually makes Clarke shiver and she finally gathers the courage to meet her former friend’s furious eyes, “Explain, Clarke.”

“You…You all know how…competitive and ambitious I was in high school. I…put the drugs in your backpack the day before and then told the school officer about them. I thought it would just get you kicked off the team! We were both up for Captain and—at the time I thought it was what I had to do to win. I was young and dumb. I swear I had no idea you would be expelled. Please, Octavia, I’m so sorry.”

Octavia doesn’t say another word, storming out of the front door. Clarke is quick to follow, just behind her as the dark-haired woman keeps her steady march towards, well, Clarke isn’t really sure. Suddenly, she stops and whips around, finger pointed right at Clarke, jamming it into her collar bone to enunciate her words.

“You never told me? You never owned up to it? Even after you saw the consequences of those actions?”

“Octavia, I’m so sorry. Nothing I can say can ever make up for that.”

“I had to go to court!” Stab. “I had to go to therapy!” Stab. “No one believed they weren’t mine.” Stab. “Except Bellamy, and I guess I know why now.”

“No, no!” Clarke is quick to say, pleading with her eyes. “Octavia he always believed you. I only told him later when I was beyond drunk and feeling extremely guilty. I swear, he was always on your side.”

“And the worst fucking part, Clarke? Is that you lied! For all these years.”

“Please, Octavia. I know I can never make it up to you now, but you have to know, if I could go back and do it over, I would never have done it. I hated the person I was and I’ve learned from those choices. I choose every day to be a better person. I’m becoming a doctor to save lives, not ruin them. Maybe that’s why, if I’m being honest.”

The anger drains out of Octavia and Clarke holds her breath. “I was angry for a long time. I never knew how they got there. I did a lot of unsafe, unhealthy things that I regret while coping with that anger.”

“I’m so sorry,” Clarke breathes out.

“Look, I’m trying to say: I get it. We all have done things we’re ashamed of. All we can do is move forward and be a better person than we were yesterday. I definitely can’t forgive you yet, but let’s take it a day at a time and not let this ruin Christmas any more than it has.”

Clarke admires the woman Octavia has become, wonders what she went through to become this level-headed woman before her. In high school, Octavia would hold the longest grudges. Quick to anger and quick to give it a home adjacent to her heart where she would house it forever. It is part of the reason Clarke could never come clean about what happened.

Octavia heads back in, but Clarke stays in the cold a moment longer, taking a few deep breaths to calm her emotions before following back into the warmth. The Christmas music filled the quiet house, as everyone murmured quietly to one another. Bellamy stood in the back and it looked like he was quietly arguing with Octavia.

It took the party a while to lose the tense atmosphere, but it eventually did. Clarke kept near Raven, worried what the others must think of her, learning one of her deepest regrets. Not too long after the conversation picked back up, Raven pulled out a game of Pictionary and divided the group into teams. One team had Raven, Anya, Clarke, Bellamy, and Lexa and the other had Octavia, Miller, Jackson, Murphy, and Emori.

Clarke is chosen to draw first, and after Emori earned her team 4 spaces on the board, the turn passed to her. The first things she had to draw was stained glass. A church window came to mind and she quickly sketched Saint Mary as the centerpiece to a Curved window with lines to represent the where the glass was different colored. She thought this was going to be hard for any of them to guess but Lexa guessed correctly at the same time as Bellamy shouted, “Mary, the mother of Jesus!”

“Yes, but not exactly correct. Lexa got it, though. Roll for us?” Clarke tried to say it as gently as possible.

It turned into a competition between the two, or at least, as far as Bellamy was concerned. Every time it was Clarke’s turn to draw he would try to shout over Lexa, usually incorrectly. He would glare every time Lexa was right and he was wrong. Eventually, the game ended and Clarke’s team won, but barely. Despite the problematic moments, Clarke really relished how well Lexa got her.

She offers to help clean up as Lexa starts doing it. They gathered up the pieces and fit it all neatly back into the box. Clarke smiles at her. “Let me show you where it goes.”

Clarke leads her down the hallway to a closet and opens the door for her. She reaches in and turns the light on towards the side and Lexa slides past her to add the box to the stack of board games already in there. As Lexa turns to leave, she caught Clarke looking up and swallowing. She follows her gaze. Mistletoe.

Clarke glances back down in time to watch Lexa’s eyes dart up and she suddenly realizes how close the two are. She chuckles and attempts a joke, “Who puts mistletoe over a closet door? I feel like this is some sort of ‘coming out of the closet’ joke.”

“We don’t have to—” Lexa starts.

“But it is tradition—” Clarke stumbles.

“It is—" Lexa gets out before she’s crashing her lips into Clarke’s, missing by slightly too much before she pulls back and finds her center, placing a proper kiss on the shorter woman. Clarke moans into it, surprising herself, as she parts her lips for Lexa’s tongue that wastes no time in seeking askance.

It’s over as soon as it starts, as the sound of a toilet flushing just further down the hall has them pulling apart. Bellamy emerges and there’s no making excuses for what they’d just been doing. Anger further clouds Bellamy’s face as he says, “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.”

He storms past them and down the hall, turning back to shout. “Good riddance, you fucking slut.”

Octavia’s reply in the second sudden silence of the party at Bellamy’s hands issues down the hall, “You did not just slut-shame someone.”

“Yeah, I fucking did. Clarke is down her making out with Lexa after she fucking ghosted me.”

Clarke and Lexa head back out to the scene being made about them in the living room. All eyes are once again on Clarke as she confronts her ex-boyfriend. “You act like this, Bellamy! You act like this and worse, all the time. This is why I left you!”

“We spent years together and now you’re fucking some random chick!”

“First of all, it’s been almost a year since we broke up. Second of all, we were not fucking, clearly.”

“Third, she can do whatever she wants!” Octavia intercedes. “We don’t slut-shame in this house.”

“Once again, O, you have no idea what you’re talking about. The things Clarke and I have been through together mean something.”

“Look-“ Clarke starts to say, but Bellamy is hearing none of it, already set on his path.

“She was a secret fucking teen mom and now she’s hooking up with a stranger in her friend’s fucking closet. This is ridiculous. I’m glad I broke up with her. I clearly don’t know her at all.”

“What the fuck, Bellamy,” Clarke growls. “It took two to be that fucking teen mom!”

“Teen mom, for a minute, anyway. I’m fucking out. Fuck this shit.” He slams the door behind him and Clarke sways. Lexa is at her elbow and quickly has an arm around her waist.

“Let’s go sit down, okay?”

She lets the other woman guide her to the couch, taking a seat beside her. The soothing hand from earlier is back, rubbing circles into her back, and this time, Clarke leans into it. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath, building a dam around the tsunami of emotions coursing through her, knowing her friends want an explanation.

Lexa is a silent but reassuring presence at her side. Raven looks heartbroken. Octavia is furious. The others wear looks of mild concern to curiosity. Raven is the first to break the silence, “You don’t have to talk about it.”

“I—I want to. It’s time. It’s been years. I got pregnant in senior year. Bellamy’s, of course. It’s why I worked so hard to graduate early and why I took classes online for the first three semesters. I gave birth to a beautiful, amazing, healthy baby girl, but I wasn’t ready to be a mom. So, she was adopted by this lovely couple with enough money and time to give her an amazing life that I wasn’t sure I could guarantee her.”

She takes a few deep breaths, bolstered by the hand on her back, by the awe on her friend’s faces, by the love. “I was really depressed for months afterwards. Bellamy always supported my choice, he just didn’t get it, you know? I joined a Post-Partum Depression support group and ended up becoming friends with this other woman who also gave up her child and was experiencing a lot of the same feelings I was. Eventually, I worked through it.”

“I was different afterwards, and so was Bellamy. He was irritable, blamed me for a lot of things that weren’t my fault. I think deep down, even beyond admitting it to himself, that he blamed me for us not having our child with us. I think he felt pressured to support whatever decision I made and never voiced any of his feelings on it and it led to the rift that formed between us, until, one day, I just left.”

All of the shame and guilt that Clarke has carried with her for years felt lighter. Something else had changed tonight, and Bellamy was still an asshole, but it was all cathartic in some way. She smiles over at Lexa. “Nothing like meeting a cute girl and finding out all her deepest, darkest secrets, am I right?”

Lexa laughs and everyone else joins in. The atmosphere lightens and people begin a few side conversations. Raven throws herself into Clarke’s lap and pulls her into a tight embrace. “I love you, Clarke. I’m so sorry that this all happened tonight, but I hope it turns into something that helps you heal. I’m always here for you.”

“I love you, too, Raven. We should probably talk more about it, but later.”

“Oh, and, by the way, there might be some mistletoe hiding up there above the couch!” Raven points as she darts off Clarke’s lap, leaving her next to just Lexa, who she pulls into another kiss, drawing hollers from the crowd. “You owe me ten bucks,” she hears from John Murphy and she breaks the kiss in laughter.

“I know it’s been a pretty intense night, but I really am pretty attracted to you and I heard I might be living in the same city as you in a few months.”

“I feel the same way, Clarke. Following the tradition of candor this evening, Anya hoped we might hit it off tonight. She told me all about you and I was so stunned by how beautiful you are, I forgot how to talk when she introduced me.”

“Let’s exchange numbers for now and we can see how things play out once I move out there?”

Lexa smiles and kisses Clarke again. “I’ll miss these lips, but that sounds good.”

-- One Year Later --

“We’re going to Raven and Anya’s for Christmas, right?” Clarke asks.

“That’s the plan. Is Bellamy going to be there?”

“He is,” Clarke begins, stopping Lexa’s protests with, “but he’s bringing his girlfriend, and he seems to really be working on himself. However, in honor of last year, I proposed a new game to Raven. Confessions: The Game of Secrets and Lies. With a few custom added cards to carry on the tradition of last year, but it’s his turn.”

“Clarke.” Lexa frowns.

“All in good nature! I promise. Not like he was. Besides, it was pretty smooth sailing for us after all that!”

“Just because it worked out for us, that doesn’t make it a good model to cementing the foundation of a new relationship.”

“Okay, but it made mine and Octavia’s relationship even stronger!” Clarke adds with a sweet smile at her girlfriend. “Fine! Without the custom cards. Maybe. I reserve the right to be petty.”

“I am really glad I met you that night.”

“Maybe there will be more mistletoe!”

“Any excuse to kiss me?”

“As if I need an excuse! No, this party I’m going for scandalous!” Clarke directs a devilish smirk towards Lexa. “Gotta keep ‘em guessing.”

Lexa laughs. “Alright, scandalous, it is. Let’s practice right now.”

Clarke groans as Lexa bites right into the spot she knows drives her crazy. Their clothes hit the floor as they make their way towards their bedroom, thoughts of Christmas parties long gone.

[sometimesrosy]

I am so glad that the show ended in Season 5 with some bonus episodes where we see Bellamy save Clarke, Clarke in pretty dresses and dancing, and playing with doggo

We get to engage with the show anyway we want.

I know I’ve said a lot about sticking to canon, but I got to say, season 7 isn’t worthy of analysis anymore.

I don’t analyze EVERY story. Most tv shows are not complex enough to stand up to analysis. The don’t have a cohesive story that has a narrative you can count on. Until s7 this show DID. Now it doesn’t.

All I can say now about the full season 7 arc is... it had six seasons of comprehensive narrative with Clarke as the hero, Bellamy as the secondary hero and Bellarke as the backbone of the story. It was about what we would do to survive in the apocalypse. It was about learning to lead, and being a moral person. It was about making sure we deserved to survive. It was about healing from trauma and fighting to decide what to do with your own life. It was about looking evil in the eye.... even within yourself, and doing better. It was about how love is NOT a weakness. It was about getting up again every time you get knocked down. It was about fighting for those you love and for humanity. 

Season 7 was not this story. It was a different story. It was about the transcendence of the human race as discovered by a cult leader from before the apocalypse. It was about how humanity died and how we were out of chances to try and improve, grow and fix things. 

Clarke and Bellamy were only part of an ensemble cast. All of whom died, but Clarke. Murphy, Emori, Miller and Jackson’s stories were completely removed from the main story of transcendence, and were only about their love and ships, but lovely. Echo’s was irrelevant. Octavia was a half hearted resolution to her blodreina/skairipa storyline where she was like, ‘come on guys, let’s not fight.’ Good for her. Although the last war was definitely anticlimactic. Raven got to be the one to change the mind of the all powerful magic alien god, so someone finally gave her credit for how awesome she is, even though her road to get there was mostly irrelevant to the main conflict. Indra’s journey to taking charge of her people was pretty good, but it ended with her just blowing Sheidheda away to finally get rid of him... which was cool but it should have happened about three different times earlier in the season and that it didn’t, for no reason, seems to be to make him a plot device. Now everything in a story is a plot device, but when there’s no reason for them to be there BUT the plot device, that makes it cheap. PLUS his death was anticlimactic. Boom. gone. Over. Stupid. Bellamy’s ending was the worst. It just went poof as if he weren’t important. However, tertiary characters got better deaths than he did. Shit. The pathos of Tor Lemkin in season 1 was what made me fall in love with this show. Bellamy puffed out into nothingness the way Sheidheda did with the earth mover. As if he never existed in the show before.

And then there was Clarke’s ending. Which was HORRIBLE. Not so much horribly written as a nightmare of blaming Clarke for all of humanity’s sins. Like how could you do that to Clarke? She became a CARTOON of her own self, storming through Bardo killing people left and right for vengeance. 

Those are the characters.

Except for Raven, Indra and Octavia, none of them had any agency in how this story turned out. None of their goals were realized. They didn’t save anyone. They didn’t lead their people. They didn’t make life better for anyone. They didn’t find love... oh wait. Octavia and Levitt. (ugh so bad and cheesy sorry levtavia fans. it COULD have worked but they didn’t earn it imo. it again seemed forced so that they could have an inside man plot device which they should have had with Bellamy. and speaking, why did levitt, who tortured octavia, get forgiveness while Bellamy, who was their hero forever, did not?)

Clarke, who started out the series wanting to do what was right, ended the series mindlessly gunning down people. And that COULD have been her long term trajectory, except in season five and six, she came back from being broken and alone and committed to doing better, to being better. Not to mention, we DID that broken hero with Octavia in season 3, 4, and 5, and she ALSO came back. Not to mention we did it with Bellamy in season 3 and he ALSO came back. And with Diyoza. Who got her redemption in saving everyone and turning to crystal. 

UGH.

In a story about the redemption and salvation of humanity, about not always being sure if they’re worthy of survival, about trying to be the good guys and failing sometimes, season 7 was about-- nope, humanity are pricks. They’re either mindless sheep who follow, or violent creeps who destroy, or psychotic cult leaders who dominate.

LOL. There weren’t any heroes left. No, wait. Last minute clutch players, Raven, Octavia and Indra. Who didn’t have ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE DRIVING CONFLICT THE REST OF THE TIME.

HOLY MACARONI this season was a mess.

And then in the story about the redemption and salvation of the human race, they DELETED the human race by Deus Ex Machina.  Just like they deleted Bellamy by unearned brainwashing, and deleted his impact on the story by “so much for together.” The center of the narrative was poofed away, unearned.

Clarke was PUNISHED for everything she did to save them, even when she sacrificed herself. And she was CANONICALLY attempting to save humanity as a whole and canonically the only person who was NOT tribalistic.  And they poofed away her character and made her a crazy Dany.

Also the concept of bittersweet ending, of victory at a cost, was completely reversed. This was not a victory at a cost, it was a failure with consolation prize. VERY different ending. 

New theory.

Season 7 was written by someone else. None of it fits the rest of the show. 

I am now blaming Kim Shumway. The bitch can not, as it turns out, tell stories. Maybe she can write when someone else directs her what to say but she should never be in charge of a story again. 

Ulitmately it was JR’s responsibility so he doesn’t get a pass. And he didn’t care enough about his story to see it through but instead was enamored with the prequel. 

But this is a different story told by a different vision. It is NOT The 100. 

[madamebaggio]

Complete Ships’ List

So… I started doing this mostly out of curiosity. I never thought it’d get this extreme.

I had no idea I shipped so many people.

Now this list contains ships I’ve written about. I didn’t include ships I wrote only as a request, and I also didn’t add ships that I just ship (Like Gisele and Han, from Fast & Furious, for example) or ships that I read about but don’t write (like Crowley and Aziraphale in Good Omens). Normally when I don’t write about a ship is because I don’t feel like I can’t portray them well or because I’m happy enough with what canon gave me (that’s really rare).

Anyway. If the ship is on the list, I’ve written at least something about them

I’m putting this down here more out of curiosity for you all. I know sometimes I say ‘a ship that I ship’ and maybe you’re all in doubt about what would that be.

If you find out I forgot one, let me know.

If a ship isn’t here it doesn’t mean I don’t ship it. My list of unshippables isn’t that long (I think).

OH btw... This isn’t in any particular order.

Robb Stark (Game of Thrones) X Arthur Pendragon (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword) 

Tauriel (The Hobbit) x Valkyrie (MCU)

Napoleon Solo (The Man From U.N.C.L.E.) X Miriam “Midge” Maisel (The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel)

Lara Croft (Tomb Raider) X Diana Prince (Wonder Woman)

Vortigern Pendragon (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword) x Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones)

Erik Lehnsherr (X-Men: First Class) X Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

James T. Kirk (Star Trek) X Rey (Star Wars)

Klaus Mikaelson (The Originals) x Kisa | Santanico Pandemonium (From Dusk Till Dawn: The Series)

Daisy “Quake” Johnson (Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.) X Gary “Eggsy” Unwin (Kingsman)

Blair Waldorf (Gossip Girl) X Stiles Stilinski (Teen Wolf)

Beverly Marsh (It) x Eleven | Jane Hopper (Stranger Things)

Matt Murdock (Daredevil) X Selina Kyle (Catwoman)

Lydia Martin (Teen Wolf) X Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Natasha Romanoff (MCU) X John Wick (John Wick)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Derek Hale (Teen Wolf)

Joseph Dredd (Dredd) x Octavia Blake (The 100)

Maria Hill (MCU) x Merlin (Kingsman)

Thranduil (The Hobbit) X Loki Odinson (MCU)

Steve Rogers (MCU) x Mera (DCU)

Dean Winchester (Supernatural) x Wynonna Earp (Wynonna Earp)

Daenerys Targaryen (Game of Thrones) x Clarke Griffin (The 100)

Ravenna (Snow White and the Huntsman) X Morgana (Merlin)

Murphy and Connor MacManus (The Boondock Saints) x Anna Poliatova (Anna)

Frank Martin (The Transporter) x Lorraine Broughton (Atomic Blonde)

Baby Doll (Sucker Punch) x Priest (Priest) 

Gretel (Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters) X Prince Nuada (Hellboy: The Golden Army)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) X Roan (The 100)

Maleficent (Maleficent) X Jareth (The Labyrinth)

Dutch (Killjoys) x Leonard McCoy (Star Trek)

Sam Winchester (Supernatural) X Felicity Smoak (Arrow)

Diana Bishop (A Discovery of Witches) x John Constantine (Constantine)

Queen Freya (The Huntsman: Winter’s Wars) x Conan (Conan The Barbarian)

Roxy Morton (Kingsman) x Leo Fitz and Jemma Simmons (Agents of the S.H.I.E.L.D.)

Faramir (The Lord of the Rings) x Jon Snow (Game of Thrones)

Lucian (Underworld)  x Tamara (Conan The Barbarian)

Snake Eyes (G.I. Joe) x Katia Von Dees (Hitman Agent 47)

Rosa Diaz (Brooklyn 99) x Kate Kane (Batwoman)

Darth Maul (Star Wars) x Lady Jaye (G.I. Joe)

Hattie Shaw (Hobbs & Shaw) x Jane Kano (Charlie’s Angels)

Face (The A-Team) x Han Cho Bai (Red 2)

Jacob Hood (Eleventh Hour) X Santiago “Pope” Garcia (Triple Frontier)

Selene (Underworld) x Mina Harker (The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen)

47 (Hitman) x Elena (Charlie’s Angels)

Dagonet (King Arthur) x Brienne of Tarth (Game of Thrones)

Borra (Maleficent: Mistress of Evil) x Catia (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword)

Diaval (Maleficent) x Yennefer (The Witcher)

Sabina Wilson (Charlie’s Angels) x Daphne Kluger (Ocean’s Eight)

Lady Sif (MCU) x Sara (The Huntsman) 

Chris Argent (Teen Wolf) x Madison Maxwell (Dollface)

Frank Castle (The Punisher) x Grace (Ready or Not)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Arthur Pendragon (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Merlin (Kingsman)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Ray Smith (The Gentlemen)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Theon Greyjoy (Game of Thrones)

Robb Stark (Game of Thrones) x Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones)

Éowyn (The Lord of the Rings) x The Weeping Monk (Cursed)

Lucy Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Faramir (The Lord of the Rings)

Boromir (The Lord of the Rings) x Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Éomer (The Lord of the Rings)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Legolas (The Lord of the Rings)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Éomer (The Lord of the Rings)

Castiel (Supernatural) x Bee (The Babysitter)

Matt Murdock (Daredevil) x Jessica Jones (Jessica Jones)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Frank Castle (The Punisher)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Matt Murdock (Daredevil)

47 (Hitman: Agent 47) x Shana ‘Scarlett’ O’Hara (G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Jon Snow (Game of Thrones)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Yon-Rogg (Captain Marvel)

Thranduil (The Hobbit) x Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones)

Roan (The 100) x Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones)

Nuada (Hellboy) x Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones)

Brock Rumlow (MCU) x Darcy Lewis (MCU)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders) x Alfie Solommons (Peaky Blinders)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Alfie Solommons (Peaky Blinders)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Jax Teller (Sons of Anarchy)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Willas Tyrell (Game of Thrones)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Willas Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Oberyn Martell (Game of Thrones)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Gawain (King Arthur)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Galahad (King Arthur)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Steve Rogers (MCU)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Loki (MCU)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Steve Rogers (MCU) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Sherlock Holmes (Enola Holmes) x Jamie Moriarty (Elementary)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Marcus (Underworld)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Lucian (Underworld)

Storm Shadow (G.I. Joe: Rise of Cobra) x Madam M. (Hobbs & Shaw)

Shana ‘Scarlett’ O’Hara (G.I. Joe: Rise of Cobra) x Darth Maul (Star Wars)

Darth Maul (Star Wars) x Gretel (Hansel & Gretel: Witch Hunters)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Derek Hale (Teen Wolf)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Draco Malfoy (Harry Potter)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Thor (MCU)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Thorin Oakenshield (The Hobbit)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) X Geralt of Rivia (The Witcher)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) X Prince Vlad (Dracula: Untold)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Borra (Maleficent: Mistress of Evil)

Robb Stark (Game of Thrones) x Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Gretel (Hansel & Gretel: Witch Hunters) x Aramis (The Three Musketeers)

Éomer (The Lord of the Rings) x Lothíriel (The Lord of the Rings)

Éowyn (The Lord of the Rings) x Faramir (The Lord of the Rings)

James Potter (Harry Potter) x Lily Evans (Harry Potter)

Jon Snow (Game of Thrones x Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones x Peter Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Female Tony Stark (MCU) x Steve Rogers (MCU)

Jane Foster (MCU) x Jack Rollins (MCU)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Raleigh Becket (Pacific Rim)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Merlin (Kingsman)

Eggsy Unwin (Kingsman) x Chelsea (St. Trinian’s)

Anne Shirley Cuthbert (Anne with an E) x Gilbert Blythe (Anne with an E)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Jarvis (MCU)

Debbie Ocean (Ocean’s 8) x John Wick (John Wick)

Bluebell Baggins (The Hobbit) x Thorin Oakenshield (The Hobbit)

Daenerys Targeryen (Game of Thrones) x Yennefer of Venberg (The Witcher)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Darth Maul (Star Wars)

Padmé Amidala (Star Wars) x Obi-Wan Kenobi (Star Wars) 

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Brock Rumlow (MCU) x Jack Rollins (MCU)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Phil Coulson (MCU)

Tristan (King Arthur) x The Mage (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword)

Gawain (King Arthur) x Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Éowyn (The Lord of the Rings) x Lancelot (King Arthur)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Robin of Loxley (Robin Hood)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Legolas (The Lord of Rings)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Guy of Gisborne (BBC Robin Hood)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Arthur Pendragon (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Faramir (The Lord of the Rings)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Faramir (The Lord of the Rings)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Rollo Lothbrok (Vikings)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Galahad (King Arthur)

Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones) x Robb Stark (Game of Thrones) x Jon Snow (Game of Thrones)

Kíli (The Hobbit) x Tauriel (The Hobbit)

Yara Greyjoy (Game of Thrones) x Daenerys Targeryen (Game of Thrones)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Legolas

Bran Stark (Game of Thrones) x Edmund Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Pepper Potts (MCU) x Phil Coulson (MCU)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Pietro Maximoff (MCU)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Steve Rogers (MCU)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Steve Rogers (MCU) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Arya Stark (Game of Thrones) x Gendry Waters (Game of Thrones)

Lara Croft (Lara Croft: Tomb Raider) x Sydney Fox (Relic Hunter)

Lydia Martin (Teen Wolf) x Jon Snow (Game of Thrones)

Black Hat (Priest 2011) x Kisa (From Dusk Till Dawn: The Series)

Vortigern Pendragon (King Arthur: Legend of the Sword) x Ravenna (Snow White and the Huntsman)

Borra (Maleficent: Mistress of Evil) x Gretel (Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters)

Jemma Simmons (Agents of SHIELD) x John Kennex (Almost Human)

Anna Valerious (Van Helsing) x Gretel

Éomer (The Lord of the Rings) x Princess Tamina (Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time)

Sabina Wilson (Charlie’s Angels) x Dinah Lance (Birds of Prey)

Jon Snow (Game of Thrones) x Geralt of Rivia (The Witcher)

Chris Argent (Teen Wolf) x Gretel (Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters)

Black Hat (Priest) x Gretel (Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters)

Frank Castle (The Punisher) x Darcy Lewis (MCU)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Arthur Curry (Aquaman)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Mando (The Mandalorian)

Booker (The Old Guard) x Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Thranduil (The Hobbit)

Aramis (The Three Musketeers) x Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Stelios (300)

Lucifer (Lucifer) x Kisa (From Dusk Till Dawn: The Series)

Lucian (Underworld) x Kisa (From Dusk Till Dawn: The Series)

Kisa (From Dusk Till Dawn: The Series) x Dean Winchester (Supernatural)

47 (Hitman: Agent 47) x Madam M (Hobbs & Shaw)

Michael (Legion)  x Bee (The Babysitter)

Claire Dearing (Jurassic Wolrd) x Harvey Russell (Rampage)

Lancelot/The Weeping Monk (Cursed)  x Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Obi-Wan Kenobi (Star Wars)

Jinx (G.I. Joe: Retalliation) x Raizo (Ninja Assassin)

Chen Leong (Snakes on a plane) x  Mercedes (Snakes on a plane)

Ben Daimio (Hellboy) x Alice Monaghan (Hellboy)

Mika Coretti (Ninja Assassin) x Raizo (Ninja Assassin)

Sarah Wilson (The Falcon and The Winter Soldier) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Steve Rogers (MCU) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Ray Smith (The Gentlemen) x Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Parker x Alec Hardison x Eliot Spencer (Leverage)

Ada Shelby (Peaky Blinders) x Robb Stark (Game of Thrones)

Frank Castle (The Punisher) x Evelyn Salt (Salt)

Frank Castle (The Punisher) x Lara Croft (Tomb Raider)

Erik Lehnsherr (X-Men: First Class) x Sansa Stark (Game of Thrones)

Éomer (The Lord of the Rings) x Diana (Wonder Woman)

John Grimm (Doom) x Scarlett O’Hara (G.I. Joe)

Joseph Dredd (Dredd) x Maiko Mori (Pacific Rim)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Leonard “Bones” McCoy (Star Trek)

Black Hat (Priest) x Alice (Resident Evil)

John Kennex (Almost Human) x Claire Dearing (Jurassic World)

Jaylah (Star Trek Beyond) x Valkyrie (MCU)

Captain James Hook (Peter Pan) x Morgana (Merlin)

Jane Sloan (The Bold Type) x Chris Argent (Teen Wolf)

Jane Sloan (The Bold Type) x James “Bucky” Barnes (MCU)

Steve Rogers (MCU) x Jane Sloan (The Bold Type)

Jane Sloan (The Bold Type) x Merlin (Kingsman)

Loki Odinson (MCU) x Darcy Lewis (MCU)

Lou (Ocean’s 8) x Scarlet (Milkshake Gunpowder)

Gillian Owens (Practical Magic) x Dean Winchester (Supernatural)

Nine Ball (Ocean’s 8) x Jess (Focus)

Phryne Fisher (Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries) x Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders)

Brock Rumlow (MCU)  x Lindy (Jolt)

Frank Castle (The Punisher) x Lindy (Jolt)

The Font Demon (The New Adventures of Monkey) x Tamara (Conan the Barbarian 2011)

The Font Demon (The New Adventures of Monkey) x Yennefer of Vengerberg (The Witcher)

Darth Maul (Star Wars) x Octavia Blake (The 100)

Nina Zenik (Shadow and Bone) x Jon Snow (Game of Thrones)

Nina Zenik (Shadow and Bone) x Geralt of Rivia (The Witcher)

Prince Nuada (Hellboy) x Lara Croft (Lara Croft: Tomb Raider)

Prince Nuada (Hellboy) x Lydia Martin (Teen Wolf)

Bilbo Baggins (The Hobbit) x Thorin Oakenshield (The Hobbit)

Ray Smith (The Gentlemen) x Darcy Lewis (MCU)

Xu Xialing (MCU) x Razor Fist (MCU)

Jaskier (The Witcher) x Jesper Fahey (Shadow and Bone)

Lara Croft (Tomb Raider) x Lu Ren (Tomb Raider)

Mace Browne (The 355) x Maria Schmidt (The 355)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Steve Rogers (MCU)

Susan Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) x Loki Odinson (MCU)

Mikaela Banes (Transformers) x Han (The Fast & The Furious) x Raleigh Becket (Pacific Rim)

Margaery Tyrell (Game of Thrones) x Galahad (King Arthur 2004) x Erik (The Last Kingdom)

Merlin (The Kingsman) x Madame M (Hobbs and Shaw) x Lara Croft (Tomb Raider)

Yennefer of Venberg (The Witcher) x Geralt of Rivia (The Witcher) x Gretel (Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters)

Darcy Lewis (MCU) x Frank Castle (The Punisher) x Brock Rumlow (MCU)

Mr. Quinlan (The Strain) x Gretel (Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters)

Mr Quinlan (The Strain) x Lara Croft (Tomb Raider)

Merlin (The Kingsman) x Madame M (Hobbs and Shaw)

[bellamyblake]

fic writer asks

Tagged by @burninghoneyatdusk! Thanks, Sam!

Name(s)?

bellamyblake (Tumblr)

bellofthetolppl (Ao3)

Fandom(s)?

The 100, but I have written for others in the past like HP and TVD.

Where you post? Ao3 and here when it comes to headcanons or one-shots and sometimes multichaps like with Little Steps at first at least. I’m growing kind of wary of ao3.

Most popular one-shot (by kudos)?

The smell of loneliness in the air

Alternate Universe - Modern Setting/ Hurt/Comfort/ Injury/ Alternate Universe - Hospital/ hurt!bellamy/ doctor!clarke

Bellamy Blake and Clarke Griffin had a bad date two weeks ago. They parted ways and forgot all about it. Or at least they tried. Now Bellamy's in the hospital fighting with Clarke's favorite nurse John Murphy and trying to get himself discharged.

This is a really old fic I wrote a long time ago. The idea came to me super randomly late one night when they mostly do. I think it’s popular only because it’s modern setting and just kind of fits into what people in the fandom are into so like not extreme hurt comfort like what I like writing but more of a regular kind of type hurt with angst.

Most popular multi-chapter (by kudos)?

Hanging on the words you say

Major Character Death Alternate Universe - Modern Setting/ Angst/ Hurt/Comfort/ Epistolary/ soldier!bellamy/ doctor!clarke/ Best friend's brother/ The Delinquents/ Enemies to Friends to Lovers

Bellamy Blake is on his second tour when he emails the only person he can't stand aka the obnoxious Clarke Griffin just because he doesn't have a choice and has managed to push away everyone else from his life. What was a one-time thing turns to be a constant flow of emails.

This is still my favorite fic that I wrote for this fandom though the backlash in the final chapters and people being angry at me kinda got me to stop writing for a year. But I loved loved loved writing it, it was fun and it was painful and it was sad. May not be best in terms of word order or eloquence but it’s my favorite piece for this fandom that I have written as a multichapter fic.

Favourite story you’ve written so far?

Obviously apart from Hanging on the words you say I’d also add: 

Tap my shoulder, hold my hand

Alternate Universe - Modern Setting/ Hurt/Comfort/ Angst/ Fluff/ cowboy!bellamy/ college student!Clarke/ young octavia/ aurora is alive and not bad okay/ same with jake/ References to Depression

Bellamy Blake used to be one of the most popular bull riders in the state, winning rodeos and competitions whenever he went until a terrible injury put him down and now he has to get used to a new way of living. Thankfully, he has his best friend Clarke Griffin by his side no matter what.

I wrote this fic around this time last year and it kind of started as a joke. I had began it a few months prior and abandoned it, only doing it to fullfill my own whump desires but then I randomly picked it up again and it was awesome and fun and I loved tackling important issues like Bellamy’s depression and writing Aurora as a good mom and young Octavia. It was really fun and the story is very close to my heart because I think I did a maybe okayish job at it and i never say that. People aren’t big fans of it because it’s very whumpy but I loved writing it.

Fic you were nervous to post?

I was very nervous to post my first smut fic:

The perfect sleeping arrangement

Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence/ Hurt/Comfort/ Smut/ Fluff and Smut/ Mommy Kink/ Anxiety Disorder/ Nightmares

Bellamy always tries to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders but at night he's breaking apart-anxiety and nightmares are tearing him up, yet he won't let Clarke take care of him. Unless she insists and he starts opening up to her.

Angst, fluff, spooning and smut ensue!

I am really bad at writing smut but this has been lots of fun and I do think there’s a lack of mommy!kink in the fandom and Bellamy being taken care of so *shrugs*. But I am still awful at smut. However it was fun but Idk if I’ll keep it posted.

How do you choose your titles?

I mostly use songs! I’m bad with coming up with titles, I either need help from a friend or the title just randomly in a moment of rare clarity and serenity comes to me out of nowhere but that almost never happens so...songs it is! 

Do you outline?

I used to outline more like on paper, have a plan and all but now I kind of just outline in my head. For some fics I don’t outline, I just go from moment to moment, chapter to chapter-I find it more challenging that way and more fun for myself. I usually have a general idea of the ending before I have even started writing or sometimes when I’m halfway through but chapter to chapter my thoughts change and I like to twist stuff around for my own entertainment. 

Complete works? 31

In-progress works? 3 on ao3 and about like 10 ideas in my drafts that are not finished and I sometimes write for just for fun but don’t plan to post.

Prompts? I frankly don’t like prompts because I like coming up with the ideas of the fics myself and whenever I get a prompt to fill I feel like I always just fuck it up majorly and it is not what the reader wanted at all. But Little steps started as a prompt and I am glad I kept writing for it so I guess it’s 50/50!

[travllingbunny]

The 100 rewatch: 5x04 Pandora’s Box

Another excellent episode, maybe a little less action-packed than Sleeping Giants but still fast, full of tension, new information, and many warm reunions and nice character moments - which are important to see before all these characters start having conflicts and many of these relationships get strained to the point of almost breaking later in the season. 

This one picks up immediately after the last scenes of both 5x02 (the bunker - cliffhanger with Kane as one of the fighters in the pit) and 5x03 (Eden with Bellamy, Clarke and the prisoners after Bellamy has negotiated with Diyoza, Raven and Murphy on Eligius 4), brings everyone together*, as the prisoners open the bunker and Wonkru finally gets out - and ends with the conflict that means that war between Wonkru and the Eligius prisoners is imminent. The Pandora’s Box has been opened, to use another one of Bellamy’s Greek mythology references. (Oddly enough, he makes that reference in the next episode, not in this one.)

(*Well, not everyone - Monty, Harper, Emori, Echo and Madi are MIA this episode. hiding somewhere in Eden, before they also reunite with the rest of Spacekru plus Clarke plus Wonkru in the next episode.)

If I hadn’t seen season 5 before, I’d be thinking “Will this be the best season of the show?” It is by far the season with the strongest beginning - before the plot starts to drag, building conflicts within both camps. so that war would not happen until the two-part finale. Strong beginning, strong ending, poor middle part.

After the epic Bellarke scene at the end of 5x03, this episode delivers their actual reunion, with another one of those incredibly intimate and intense hugs that Bellamy and Clarke are known for. They tend to grow in intensity, and I’ll just say this: when Tumblr flagged gifs of this hug as “explicit”, well - for once I could see why poor Tumblr bots were getting confused:

A reunion after 6 years, during which Bellamy believed Clarke to be dead, while Clarke didn’t know if Bellamy was alive but still called him on the radio and talked to him every day for 2199 days, has to be pretty epic, and this scene delivers. It seems almost like Clarke - who had been badly tortured - wasn’t entirely sure if that was really Bellamy who emerged out of the darkness to save her, of if she was imagining it, with the way she says “You are really here!”, while crying out of happiness. The intimacy in the body language and the way they look at each other is also reflected in Clarke telling him “And now you’re home!” This goes way beyond how platonic partners and non-romantic best friends interact with each other. The scene is not just acted but directed and shot in such a way that anyone who would see it without knowing Clarke and Bellamy’s actual relationship status, would get the wrong (?) idea. For a moment, they even look like people who have been caught making out, like they don’t want these strangers to witness such an intimate moment.

Even if she did not see this scene in particular, it’s no surprise that Diyoza assumed Clarke and Bellamy were a couple (“the hostage taker and his girlfriend”) after what she saw of their interactions. Really, who wouldn’t?

Bellamy quickly updates Clarke on how everyone is - Madi, Spacekru, acknowledges that Clarke has saved them all (something multiple people do in this early part of the season) and that all of the people who went to space are safe. (”Murphy, Monty, Raven?” “Echo and Emori”. - But why the Harper erasure? This is one of the very few lines in this episode that feel wrong. She’ one of the Delinquents both of them have known since they landed on Earth and Clarke would logically care about her more than Echo, who, she barely knew and who was her enemy 90% of the time. )

Another beautiful reunion happens by radio - Murphy and Raven learn that Clarke is alive. Murphy smiles the moment he hears her voice, and Raven, teary-eyed, thanks Clarke for saving their lives. The Spacekru have been criticized a lot in the fandom for not appreciating Clarke’s sacrifice, but it has to be said that, right after they learned she was alive, they all acknowledged it and expressed gratitude. (Some of them were just later angry at her and not so ready to try to understand her perspective after living isolated for 6 years.) This is one of the very few moments of happiness in season 5 (whenever I see that screenshot of Clarke and Bellamy’s big smiles, I mistake it for a moment for a BTS photo. That’s how rare it is to see characters looking happy on the actual show.)

…………………….

Meanwhile, over in the bunker, no one is happy. and everything is dark, sad and disturbing. Octavia is full Blodreina and acting like a Roman Emperor, deciding if gladiators get to earn their freedom or not. because even being “the last” doesn’t necessarily earn you freedom now - it all comes down to the Queen’s whim. Kane is forced to fight in the pit again tomorrow. I suppose they already have the next batch of fighters ready - it would be a bit weird if she expected a bunch of new “crimes” tomorrow. But things must have gotten progressively worse if they’re now having death matches every day. If they had been condemning people to the pits at that pace throughout those 6 years, even more than 1/3 of the Wonkru would be dead. 

One thing I had not noticed before - there is a singer, singing an anthem or ceremonial song before the fights start, and it is the same woman who sang the Coalition anthem in 3x03. This somewhat changes my views of the way Grounder clans chose 100 people to survive the bunker. At least one of the clans was smart enough to include a musician, rather than a bunch of warriors. There should have been even more musicians and other entertainers (you’d expect a culture like Grounders to have some sort of epic poetry!), as that would’ve helped the life in the bunker much more than warriors (and there could have been entertainment that does not include killing). But this was probably an exception, because this person probably had a high status as a ceremonial singer.

Our first look at Abby after the time jump - and she is obviously in a bad state and pill-addicted, and both she and Kane look tired and worn down. He is protecting her and taking the guilt for her crime - stealing pills, since Abby is obviously in no state to fight - and on her part, Abby wants to confess and spare him. But Indra - who has been helping them and is clearly unhappy with the way Blodreina is ruling - is more rational and knows Kane winning is the only way to save them both. Kane, however, is choosing to take a stand and refuse to fight.

Kane and Abby got a lot of flak from the fandom and were accused of hypocrisy for their attitude to Octavia later in the season - with the argument that Abby was the one who persuaded Octavia to go through with cannibalism and killing people for refusing to ear, and that Kane knew Abby’s role in it but blamed Octavia. All these arguments presume that they were blaming Octavia for the cannibalism and everything else that happened the Dark Year. But in fact, there’s zero indication that this is what they blamed her for, and it’s pretty clear that the reason why they - and others - have issues with Blodreina is that she’s been ruling by fear and throwing people into fighting pits for all sorts of reasons, and generally being a scary tyrant/leader of a cult of death and violence. Yes, as we learn later, Abby was a crucial part of how Octavia turned into that person, but that doesn’t change the fact that she is that person now, that she has absolute power in the bunker, and people have been living in fear of her. 

Kane tries to plead with Octavia when she comes to tell him he has to fight, and at this point, he seems to still believe she could change and start making better decisions. What feels a bit off to me is that he says he’s been silent for too long - this can’t be the first time he’s tried to change her mind? He would have probably had a lot more chance to succeed if he tried much earlier.  We get the first mention of the infamous “Dark Year” (this is also the episode where we first hear “All of me for all of us”) and see Octavia getting upset at its very mention (a reveal will be dragged out for 6 more episodes). It’s interesting that Jaha and Kane both mentioned Aurora Blake’s fate in their speeches to Octavia, but they used it to say completely different things. Jaha was saying that this is what you have to do, execute everyone who is the “enemy” because they endanger your survival in any way, even if it’s having one more child. Kane was saying that’s what they shouldn’t be doing anymore, she shouldn’t be doing what they did on the Ark, but do better. Octavia ended up taking Jaha’s advice, which shaped her as leader, for better or worse. (Mostly worse, IMO.) She could have maybe taken Kane’s advice years ago, but now it’s clearly too late. 

If anything, Kane’s refusal to fight makes her more determined than ever to break him - she doesn’t want to condemn him to death, she wants to break his resistance and his stubborn insistence on morality. I don’t approve of all of Kane’s later actions in season 5, but it’s really not hard to see why, after these experiences and everything in the bunker, he thought Blodreina’s rule was the worst thing that could happen.

And then - like a Deus ex machina, the bunker door opens and Bellamy is literally coming down from above, into the darkness of Octavia’s underground realm, as the savior, bathed in light, It’s the second episode in a row where he comes as a Big Damn Hero in almost dreamlike scene, from a POV of a woman in his life, this time his sister. For a moment, Blodreina is Octavia again and hugs her brother. Clarke comes down a moment later (but she is not bathed in light - she looks at the Blake siblings from the shadows.)

Instead of hugging, Clarke and Octavia greet each other with a forearm handshake - which is quite an interesting choice, particularly since (thanks @jeanie205) this is apparently a type of greeting associated with Roman generals greeting each other. (But only in Hollywood movies, It wasn’t a thing in actual Roman history.)

In addition to all the reunions, some characters meet for the first time - such as Octavia and Diyoza, who are about to become rival leaders on two sides of the war. Who could have known what their relationship would turn into in season 6 and season 7?

I love the way that everyone - Bellamy, Clarke, Diyoza and the rest of the prisoners - have the “WTF is this” look when they see the fighting pit (which is all covered in blood - apparently, they don’t wash it. It’s an aesthetic, I guess.) Bellamy soon asks Octavia what the heck she’s doing (and guesses exactly what inspired her: “Someone must have read Ovid one too many times). It’s an experience she hasn’t had in years - to have her decisions questioned by someone who’s not one of her subjects and not afraid of her.

More reunions follow: Clarke and Abby, Bellamy and Miller (another relationship that will turn sour in the rest of the season), Clarke and Kane. 

Meanwhile, on Eligius 4, Raven finds more info about Diyoza backstory - Colonel Diyoza was "something called Navy SEAL" (it makes sense that Arkers wouldn’t know about such things), decorated for valor three times, before turning into a rebel/terrorist, and leader of a movement called United Liberation Army. As we see in these articles, civilians died in these attacks, which is something Diyoza regrets in season 7 - even if her cause was right, her means were wrong.

Raven and Murphy have some fun playing soccer, but they’re also worried about the fact they may need to murder 283 people. Raven finds it hard, so Murphy offers to do it to spare her. It’s typical for their relationship that Murphy tends to see Raven as someone better and more moral than himself (in spite of the fact that she once tried to sacrifice him instead of Fin), while Raven often says disparaging things about him, even though she is fond of him.

One thing I found a bit odd that Murphy at one point says: “Why do you have to always be the one to sacrifice?” - even though this was just the second time Raven has decided to sacrifice herself, and he wasn’t even around for the first time - trying to blow the bridge in 1x10. But Murphy seems to have a somewhat idealized view of Raven, driven by his guilt over crippling her and his self-loathing. Or maybe he meant the others in the group in general. as he sees himself as the selfish cockroach as opposed to them. (Note: I initially wrote this in my 5x03 review, before I realized it was actually said in this episode. That’s what happens when you finalize posts after having seen two episodes ahead.)

Raven and her future love interest Shaw try to outsmart each other in hacking (Raven even kind of flips a bird at Shaw at one point - it’s like they are having a digital meet cute without having even met.) 

But when Diyoza finds a way to outsmart Spacekru by suffocating Raven and Murphy - Raven tells Murphy to pull the lever (usually Clarke’s job) and kill the prisoners; and when he hesitates, she goes into her fierce/ruthless mode and goes “Fine, I’ll do it”, before Murphy comes up with the smart solution that prioritizes survival and also doesn’t include mass murder - a win-win, except it also takes away Bellamy’s leverage. 

I wonder where the standoff between Wonkru and the Eligius prisoners would have led after Diyoza took Abby and Kane with her and announced her people were taking over Eden? Would war still have been inevitable? I can’t see Octavia giving up on Eden so easily. In any case, the war here was started by an idiot who shot an incredibly destructive weapon at Octavia just because her arrogant Blodreina grin pissed her off. (This guy, called Szybunka, is a part of McCreary’s faction, and here we first learn that they are preparing a rebellion against Diyoza, though McCreary thinks it’s still not time for it.)

A lot more deaths were prevented by Shaw, Major props for him in this episode both for that, and because he is the first person to finally make the point that there are so few people left of the human race and that it is incredibly stupid to kill more of them

Octavia immediately blames Bellamy for everything - even though he was the reason why she and Wonkru got out of the bunker instead of being stuck there forever/  And this time, I’m sure this was 100% meant to highlight that she has a habit of unfairly placing blame on Bellamy whenever something goes wrong in her life. 

Body count: I haven’t been doing these for a while, but now I’m doing the body count for the entire season 5 so far:

Wonkru - we learn in this episode that, out of the 1200 people in the bunker, there are 814 remaining. So, 386 - almost a third - died during those 6 years. That includes 3 people who died in the fighting pit. An additional Wonkru member is killed by the idiot Szybunka while protecting Octavia, leaving 813.

Eligius prisoners - two of the party on Earth were killed by Madi and Clarke in 5x01, Four more were killed in 5x03 - one shot by Clarke, another one mercy killed by Diyoza after getting into one of Clarke’s traps, two more shot by Madi to save Bellamy, Monty, Harper, Emori and Echo. On the ship, Kodiak, the big guy Diyoza activated as a weapon (”activate Kodiak!”) was killed in self-defense by Bellamy with help from Echo and Raven. And in 5x04, Szybunka is killed by McCreary for his stupidity. This leaves 282 prisoners on the ship and an unknown smaller number on Earth. 

Rating: 8/10

[alphinias]

Rellamy is sooooo bad. They did not respect each other at all…… at least not like how Bellarke and Murven respected each other. Is it bad to say that Rellamy gives me sibling vibes, even though they hooked up. 💀 Not even close siblings either, just only see each other at holiday siblings. Sure they care about each other but there is just nothing interesting about them. I don’t get how Rellamys act superior to Murvens when Bellamy wanted to k*ll Raven in S1 and then in S7 sent her to mcap to be tortured, which was all intentional unlike Murphy injuring Raven. If you want better for Raven, Bellamy is not the move! (I also don’t think she is a good match for him but I’ll stop rambling.)

Any other Raven ship is like… fine, but they just never had enough time to develop. Unlike other Raven dynamics cough like with Murphy cough.

I hate Rellamy, but eh, I think I’d disagree on the fact that they didn’t respect each other. I do think they did, especially from Bellamy’s end. Raven had stints where she was questionable, of course, but usually this behavior was mostly directed towards Clarke. I also think using S7 as an example isn’t the best example because that whole season is pretty much void, but Bellamy and Raven very much both threatened to kill each other in S1. Holding Murphy at the stake for something he did accidentally and that Raven took several seasons to believably forgive him for and build a more trusting relationship just doesn’t make a lot of sense imo.

Not a good match for each other, I certainly agree on. 100 times over. I think from the original hook up in S1 it was like BLATANTLY clear there was nothing romantic there, so I really don’t understand shipping it or acting high and mighty about it. No romantic set up whatsoever. It always came across to me as just randomly shipping their two favorite characters together, which is fine I guess, but to legitimately argue about it with the rest of the fandom was definitely annoying when that happened. Which they did, but they also lost like every other fandom who was ever into the 100 lmao.

[sammansonn]

My thoughts on the 100 7x05

right off the bat Octavia reminds us that she is a Bad Bitch (as if we could’ve forgotten)

when the crazy fanatic said that they'd keep dying until russell was freed i was so concerned because my immediate response was "cool let them die and problem solved” which is maybe Not the best route to go (even if murphy felt the same way)

i love emori and murphy so much, like i’ve always liked them and all but i feel like i only Really started liking emori last season and this season i just Love Her

watching octavia getting questioned/tortured fucking Hurted

like when “redemption” echoed???? i Cried

i just love octavia and am so glad she got those 10 years of being a happy family, and i genuinely got emotional watching her and bellamy at the end 

this levitt dude really be the #1 Octavia Stan and im HERE FOR IT

i also loved him using “go float yourself” a real Icon

i just really loved him in general and i hope he doesn’t get killed i was really worried levitt was gonna get caught for helping them and i just want him to make it out alive and to the good side (the good side being our main characters even though, are they’re really any good guys???)

he also has strong gabriel energy in the fact that they both love octavia and i love them both and they’re both pretty nerdy

obviously i don’t Really want octavia to get in a relationship because girl needs to Heal and just be with her fam of Bell, Clarke, Hope, Madi, and Dioyza (also i hope Dioyza’s alive, we haven’t seen her at All and im kinda Concerned) But if they were gonna put Octavia in a relationship both Gabriel and levitt are just Waiting there, ready to love octavia Forever

i just really liked Levitt (also he looks like raphael from shadowhunters)

gabriel just sighing as hope and echo keeping killing people is a Mood

i’m So Intrigued as to why clarke is so special to these people like i know shes Amazing and a Goddess but a key??? what does that Mean??

also the actor who plays Andor also played damien dahrk of arrow he’s just Real Good at playing villains he just looks so punchable and i really commend that actor on that

okay indra was kinda pissing me off recently but i’m So Glad she figured out sheidheda is back becuase it was really Concerning me

the whole time thing of this season really Fucks with my head (not in a bad way tho), its just so strange to think that in the span of a week hope went back to sanctum, stabbed octavia, lived on skyring with gabriel and echo for 5 years, and came and got octavia Again, all in 7 Days in bardo time, very Strange

also from what we saw im gathering that when octavia returned to bardo she got all her memories back from skyring and stuff too, right? because she seemed to know levitt? so im hoping that when she and bellamy reunite again she’ll have all those memories because she really grew so much during that time and learned so much about herself and bellamy and i just want her to have those 10 years (also i obviously want her to be able to remember all the time with hope and stuff too because i love those two and really want to see them together more especially now that Hope’s an adult they’re just so cute) 

i was genuinely just So Happy to see bellamy i Really missed him and wish he had been in the episode longer and hope he’s in more of the episode next week because God Damn i love him

okay so bellamy is definitely Not Dead becuase that would be So Dumb my guess is that he jumped into the bridge before the explosion but the explosion messed something up so he didn’t end up in sanctum, instead he’s on a different planet (maybe even that same icy planet clarke is now on👀👀👀👀 idk i can Hope) 

also echo is a Mess like i get you were upset girl but you really gotta be Logical

its also interesting when looking at last episode she chose logic over emotion by killing the guys and betraying orlando because it was logical even though it hurt someone she had grown to care for but Now she but her anger and sadness of losing bellamy over the logical action of keeping the hostage

and i think some could use this to say “echo is just a shitty person so likes killing” but i don't think thats true at all

she’s been raised as a soldier since she was So Young, so naturally she is a very logical person, in fact most of what we’ve seen from her is logic, even the things we’ve seen her do that were “evil” or violent were very logical when looking at it from her view

but as we know echo is Not Good at being her own person, she literally almost killed herself at the end of season 4 because she felt that was what she needed to do as penance for her failing the ice nation and then in space she latched onto space kru, to have a sense of loyalty again, and i think she Specifically latched onto Bellamy because 1) they did know each other before but mostly 2) he was the one who stopped her from killing herself, so i think in that moment of losing herself entirely, she found bellamy as a person to store her faith and loyalty into

and this all leads to that last scene with echo killing that dude, echo is obviously upset that bellamy is dead because she does love him (not in the way she thinks she does but ya know) but i think she’s more upset because of that same sense of failing bellamy

before when she almost killed herself she didn’t have anyone to blame for what happened but herself, she obviously couldn’t be mad at ice nation or even at skykru really, so she could only blame herself, but in the situation of losing bellamy, there is a clear subject of blame in echo’s eyes, so when she once again feels lost and hopeless, she chooses emotion over logic and takes it out on that guy that she uses as a point of blame

anyway y’all can still hate echo i’m not saying you can’t, but i just don’t think she’s a “bad” person (i mean compared with everyone else on the show, most of whom have committed war crimes so are technically bad people compared to a real person in our world)

so in conclusion: i love the blakes and the griffins and levitt and want to give them all hugs, also the sanctum plot is alright i guess, im way more into bardo rn (mostly because thats where the blakes are) but honeslt yay attention is also Wherever Clarke is (also where was madi??? we also didn’t see her last episode?? does she know where her mom is? i’m just generally concerned for her and miss her) 

hopes for next week: more Clarke!!! more Bellamy!!! also octavia pls! and also i’d like to know who knocked gaia out and what they did to the stones because i just remembered that was a thing