#also love the fact that dazai hates veriline for that - its amazing

[winewinebloodwine]

[Chuuyas breathing is labored, and his lips have specs of blood on them. So do his teeth. His hands are shaking faintly, but his pull on his hair loosens a bit with Dazais touch. Chuuyas body keeps glowing a faint red, however unlike the usual protective aura thing it does outside of his body- this glow seems to come from inside his veins. There's both blood and tears coming out of his eyes as he swallows the pills. He gasps again, and the red light seems to pulse brighter & stronger for a few seconds, before dying down]

Fuck- okay- now one of the purple bottle- it should be behind the -[He curls in on himself, choking a bit] fuck- the green ones

Pourquoi esque jai besion de vivre ici- dans cette vie qui est tout plein des chose mal et unjusté, mais ci j'alle ja passe le chance, le plus petit que c'ai mainterna, du vue mon amour, mon coeur, ma raison de vivre, encode just une fois.