#also like part of me is like Gahhh im gonna basically have a break up at the end of the week. lol

[melto]

Im so fucking nevrous right now im about to go pick up a guy from the airport and its basically gonna be a yaoi oneshot moment bc we are gonna basically be dating this whole week he’s staying with me but like What of he realizes that im ugly and annoying and too much and i forget how to kiss and have sex and he just ends up hating me i feel so dizzy i feel out of my mind

[hobidreams]

(long ass ask ahead!! sorry lol)

OOP HI!! ik this took a hot second (i took summer classes to lessen my load next sem and uh,,, i lowkey regret it lmao) but oh my god. when i tell you that i was grinning like an idiot the entire time i was reading the mlt update😭😭 it was so beautiful and sweet and wholesome??

ok breaking this down into sections bc i am a Mess lol:

1. joon n chun-ja are so cute!! and that bit where han-jae runs up to joon??? consider me dead. eviscerated. fucken stabbed. n the way that mc is so happy for them but at the same time lowkey jealous bc god damn it, she wants that with yoongi too😭(pls let my girl be happy ong im going to sob)

2. FINALLY OH MY GOD,,,, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE, TURN IT UP!!! no but i mean it, my soul is soothed knowing that they've finally talked about it😭😭 and the way yoongi says, "She shouldn't have made you bear such a burden" ??? yeah im gonna sob😭😭 bc some part of oc must have felt a bit... bitter? that she had to carry that burden :<< like yeah, the fact that the queen trusted her with that information must have been flattering (idk if thats the right word to use lol but u know what i mean), but she was so young😭 to hear yoongi say that must have been so... liberating, in a sense? idk i love her huhuhu

3. yoongi's been skipping breakfast to see the mc??? he rlly said loml first, sustenance later🤪 no but this scene was just so soft and sweet?? and when he says that he's gonna turn down another marriage candidate as swiftly as he did last time, girl i'll have you know that i CHOKED😭😭the casual banter between them?? the way he holds her hand???? ma'am i can't😭 i can't do this oh my god even now while i'm rereading it as i write this comment, i am FLUSTERED (also when my friend read this part, she rlly stopped reading for a sec to send me a screenshot of this part so she could yell at me😭😭)

4. i won't lie i did not expect to see some jikook action in this drabble😭(i'm def not complaining tho lol) the way jimin bought all of the jeon??? i'm laughing okay😭 that was so cute n wholesome n the way mc said that she was gonna go help out jungkook's family out😭 (are jin, jk, n the mc friends now?) also i'll have you know that after reading this part i got so curious abt what jeon tasted like😭 i'll have to try some when i get the chance lol

5. HOBI!!! HOBI!!!!!! HOBI!!!!!!!!!! I WAS SO SURPRISED TO SEE THAT HE MADE AN APPEARANCE HERE OH MY GOD!!! pls the way he's so soft for his baby :<< n he's gonna drop by w aera to see the mc?? pls i wANNA HANG OUT W THEM TOO😭😭 (also miss rain, if this part is what i think it is... i see u👀 jk im probably reading into it too much🤣 the lessons in my creative writing class has been ingrained to my soul at this point lmao)

6. i see yoongi's been spoiling our mc!! as he should😌 ok but fr, this last scene made my heart so full with joy :<< the mc misses her mom so much huhu also yoongi just being so... attentive with her? the way he's immediately like, what do you need?? i'll get it for you!!! sugar daddy yoongi come thru!!! nah im kidding but pls, the way he says "show me which one later and you shall have it" like bestie?? THATS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THAT ATTRACTIVE BUT WHEW. I HAD MY HAND ON MY CHEST!!! n the way he tries to be all sweet and cuddly by pulling her close, only for it to backfire on him?? PLS THATS THE CUTEST THING😭😭 THE WAY HE FELL ON HIS ASS N MC LAUGHING AT HIM PLS THEY'RE SO CUTE😭😭😭 they're so comfortable with each other now and every interaction they have is just filled with so much love and affection it makes my heart hurt😭😭

speaking of hurt...

RAIN THAT LAST LINE???? N UR A/N?????? IT'S SO OMINOUS I CAN'T W U😭😭 ONE OF MY FRIENDS WOULD LIKE TO SAY (respectfully) WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT😭😭😭😭 WHEW BESTIE I AM... WHEW. NO WORDS. IM GONNA SCREAM,,,

ok whew it's nice to get that out of my system lol i can't wait for the upcoming chapters miss rain!! i already know it's going to rip my heart out, but to that i say DO IT BITCH!! DESTROY US ALL WHEW

(also i'm rlly sorry to hear abt the results of the poetry contest :<< the judges rlly missed out on having you, the coolest sweetest person ever, as the winner of the contest!! although ur in the longlist!!! i... am not sure what that is exactly but ahhh im so proud of you!!!)

(ok this is the last one i swear, but i was gonna recommend a song but u... i think i'll hold on to it for a little longer lol bc i swear... if the song comes true for the mlt couple im gonna cry bc that song is so heartbreaking😭😭 maybe i'll send it to you when the series ends lol) - 🌿

ok first of all -- dw you won't regret that decision once the fall comes LOL i took summer classes for most of my summers and it was the only reason i could have a bit of a break in the fall ooooof.

GAHHH please you are too kind to me ??? thank you so much for taking the time to write this ?? the way my heart beat while i was reading it!! it's truly so so special to be able to make such a connection with a reader as lovely as you. you picked up on all the beats that i really wanted to push, esp at the intimacy that's between our couple 😭😭 hahahah im so sorry to hurt you with the last line but IT HAD TO BE DONE SORRRRY. history is,, not kind (as you say in your other ask which i wont answer bc spoilers heh but ur right). how will our babies get thru it? tune in on sunday hehehe

(also no worries at all omg!! it's an honour to be longlisted, which means that i was basically one of the finalists or at least in the top x% of submitters, which is a big fuckin deal bc a lot of established/professional writers submitted to the contest too!)

[koishua]

INVU ALBUM: A LIVE REACTION (no can't control myself & weekend)

SOME NIGHTS is my new circus ;-; the pre chorus to chorus is so beautiful it feels like a historical drama ost im once again reminded of moon lovers but the verses is so pretty in a diff way too <//3 in love with her head voice as always OMG THE BRIDGE BYE THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND THE RUN AND HIGH NOTE THERE AT THE END OF IT?? GOODBYE the outro whatever is that bass is killing it for me

SET MYSELF ON FIRE :((( even from the beginning it feels so melancholic the synths awww the chorus is so so chill i love it oomph the vocal layers is so delicious in the chorus i feel like crying ;-; WHY IS THIS SONG ONLY 2:37 MINUTES LONG I NEED MORE THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS bxbcb but actually you know what im not mad. it's kinda the perfect length otherwise it would have felt too long OMG IM HEARING SOME SOOTHING VOCALS IN THE BG

TODDLER omg the synths??? eighties esque bahaha the prechorus is SERVING as always oooh what a chorus haha it's so vibey 😩👆👆 sad disco song basically ooh the bass wow it's so funky. overall not my usual go-to vibe but i can appreciate a great song oomph will probably have this blasting at one am

SIREN's intro is super cool with the siren noises ooo the prechorus is like something out of a chinese fantasy series i feel like OH THE CHORUS!! it's so full and tasty?? taeyeon rapping?? we love to see the attitude ugh she is so cool it also kinda feels lowkey like a revolution song??

COLD AS HELL BYE FROM THE FIRST SECOND I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA BE ONE OF MY FAVES 😭😭 it sounds so cool with the eguitar and bass oof GOODBYE THE GUITAR BEHIND THE PRECHORUS AND THE BASS IN THE CHORUS?? *breathes in and shivers* it's so good imma cry ;-; lowkey the prechorus and chorus sounds like that one part in centuries 😳😳 ITS A CRIME THAT ITS ONLY 2:44 MINUTES LONG 💔💔

TIMELESS feels so awww it has that classic taeyeon sound to it haha the synths are super cute :(( THE CHORUS MAKES ME FEEL SO LIGHT AND MY HEART SO MUSHY

HEART omg the guitar im down bad for this song oof it sounds kinda mysterious AND THEN OPENS UP IN THE CHORUS AHH kinda feels like a breaking free song why is this making me feel so emotional ;-; the chorus had similar vibes to gravity <//3 ALSO LOVE YOU LIKE IM GONNA LOSE YOU OMG I GOT IT. it has a similar sound to that song's chorus too this song just :(( and the lyrics are so <333

NO LOVE AGAIN got me bopping my head to the beat bahahaha oooh her lower voice is 💔💔 AGAIN. THE E GUITAR IN THE PRECHORUS IS KILLING ME AND WOW THE CHORUS SOUNDS LOWKEY OLD SCHOOL BUT SO GOOD

YOU BETTER NOT OH WOW THE CHORUS WHEN THE INSTRUMENRALS BACK AWAY?? THE BEAT?? im living for these good slightly bittersweet vibes :(( AGAIN. WHY ONLY 2:43 MINUTES ONLY????

ENDING CREDITS aww the guitar setting the vibe and atmosphere what a great vibe for the last song of the album :( and the buildup feels so gahhh i just love this free vibe and everything and her voice is so beautiful too *sobs*