#also im sorry im not writing a single review for any of these rip it gets a star rating and then a heart if i liked it we are moving on

[carcarrot]

ok letterboxd update: ive logged everything ive watched since the start of september 2023 however:

im missing januarys movies (will update)

most of the gaps in movie diary months are when ive watched a tv episode (mostly columbo, occasionally mst3k or rare days when ive just watched what was on tv)

i havent counted movies ive watched while commuting/at work yet

[bobtheacorn]

tagged by @plothooksinc and @sroloc--elbisivni ! Finally have a chance to sit down at my desk - only to procrastinate! lmao TY for the opportunity!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

75! I have probably ten or so more that i never crossposted from ffdotnet, but they're all Old! Given that FF took a huge L and was apparently down for several days, I might find incentive to move them. but! unlikely 🤣

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

815,373!

Nicole Shut the Fuck Up Challenge: FAILED lmao

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Actively: I'm trying to write various stuff for risetmnt, usagi yojimbo, and digimon adventure/02.

Not actively, published:

Voltron: Legendary Defender (24) One Piece (Anime & Manga) (13) Luca (2021) (5) 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) (3) Digimon Adventure Zero Two | Digimon Adventure 02 (3) Digimon Adventure (2) Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater (2) 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime) (2) 幽☆遊☆白書 | YuYu Hakusho: Ghost Files (Anime & Manga) (2) The Hobbit - All Media Types (2) Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) (1) Saiyuki (Anime & Manga) (1) Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005) (1) The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien (1) The Adventure Zone (Podcast) (1) The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom (1) Animaniacs (1) Zootopia (2016) (1) Gravity Falls (1)

Basically if I watch or read something and the brainworms get me for even a moment i will write at least one (1) fic for it! Even though I may not finish or even post it! 😆 Occasionally it becomes a whole mental illness (STILL cannot believe i pumped out 24 goddamn fics for voltron. What a time to be alive LMAO)

4. Top five fics by kudos?

the hard beat of her heart - 1,982!

WOW i didn't realize its had almost 2k now thats crazy af. My Bakugo and his Mom fic is THE banger!

so low you can hear - 1,866!

another holy fuck moment, this one is pretty surprising bc its a much older lunami fic but i saw a huge influx after OPLA so 🤣

tired and emotional - 1,466

my drunk teenagers vld fic had big hits, such as Pidge 'scrambling like a racoon' and two idiots (klance) eating eachothers faces under a public table and then fist-fighting their feelings! Not shocked that its up there bc it was super fun to write

i go there with you - 1,351

this started as mindlessly filling Wumptober prompts and escalated almost immediately into Whatever The Hell It Is Now and i love it dearly! hope i can finished it sometime...! 💀

maybe if it left a mark -1,295

ppl ate this one UP when i posted it and i still get pretty regular feedback for it so i'm not especially surprised that it's still hanging onto top 5 after all this time! its one of my favs too!

5. Do you respond to comments?

Not often 😭 Listen it takes all of my energy just to get the darn thing Written. I have a lot going on IRL, and i'm also horrible anxious about being Annoying 🧍‍♀️ so I just yeet things into the void 😅 told to be quiet to many times as I child w adhd and now I'm a traumatized adult who simultaneously doesn't know how to shut up but also catastrophises basic interactions. Rip

Anyway i DO read and cherish every single review/comment and they never fail to perk up my days!! obviously i reread them pretty regularly, and I love and appreciate yall!! 💜 sorry im awkward!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i'm more of a hurt/COMFORT girlie, so idk if any of my endings are SAD persay? Maybe a lil melancholy. maybe soul deep???

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

THIS is my cup of tea so it's: most of them 🤣 But significantly its my ooey gooey wedding finale for ANAFW

8. Do you get hate on fics?

got hate for a digimon fic i wrote abt Tai and Kari where someone was like 'this has so many red flags' and I was like Bro you don't show your siblings physical affection? Skill issue.

9. Do you write smut?

writing (and reading) smut is pretty new for me bc i'm on the sex-repulsed side of aro/ace but SOMETIMES !!!fictional!!! romance ETC compels me enough that i'm like Hm Lemme try that. I like to expand out of my comfort zones every now and then, so it's usually a turbulent but interesting exercise 🤣

MOST of the "spicy" stuff I write, I would consider pretty tame tbh? (or not very good 💀) I'm sorta vague on purpose, so if you come in expecting some delicious smut or something I am so sorry that that is not the part that interests me 💀💀

Someone who worked on Steven Universe said that Peridot's fixation on romance/shipping was "archeological" because she's aspec af and d'you know what I'm feelin it!

I love a dig site!

Makes no goddamn sense! Compells me tho.

10. Craziest crossover?

don't think i have a single one in my repertoire YET AS I TYPE THAT OUT i realize usagi yojimbo/tmnt is technically a cross-over! Even if it is a sort of canon one? not sure it counts asfkjhlklf I was gonna say that they don't usually interest me. Clown face emoji

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

if i have, no one has pointed it out!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yes! I get requests pretty often to translate my fics and i'm fine with that as long as they link back to the original! i'm also fine if they don't i guess lmao what am i, the police?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, I write The Most self-indulgent crap 24/7 3/65 and i will not hand any of the reigns to someone else rip. Love to brainstorm with others tho That's what makes the brain go brrrrrrrrr

14. All time favourite ship?

ugh its KLANCE, tormented me for like 5+ years and changed my brain chemistry for the better. I'm cringe but im free!

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

*stares in 300+ WIPS* maybe that super long bagginshield fic

OH and that anafw timetravel sequel where Lance got pulled into the past/an adjacent timeline and nearly died about it. literally. THAT baby was angsty! rip

16. What are your writing strengths?

Dialogue! And characterization!

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Chain of Events....! I don't know her 😭😭😭😭 Someone please introduce us. Also having too many ideas for the way a scene could play out and being paralyzed by Which is the Best One.

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

Sparingly and with Purpose!

19. First fandom you wrote in?

I know in my heart it was self-insert Dragon Ball Z when I was in like, middle school

20. Favourite fic you've written?

gonna list a top 5 bc I can't pick ONE salfjasdlkf

coyote - idk i fuckin LOVE how this one came together, i go back and read it sometimes and im like damn.

small impressions on his heart - this one makes me SO SOFT @ alberto Get Cherished, Idiot

steam: - THE underrated op fic of mine, its my FAV and no one else agrees! Tragedy!

as tenacious as dandelion weeds - i loved writing feral inosuke and his dumb backwards attitude. idk i love a soft one!

salvagable - truly my comedic prowess peeked with EGG SAUCE AND BREADED nothing else will ever compare

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Imma tag: @big-meows @goodlucktai and anybody else no pressure who also needs ten minutes of procrastination to yell abt their stuff 💜

[bmpmp3]

oh no i consumed various pieces of media now i gotta write an overly long text post explaining my every thought about em

this is my blog and you’re all just living in it...

when i was like 14 i bought a video game on my 3ds with an eshop giftcard which was my first experience with digital video game purchases ever in my life and the game i bought was Rhythm Thief and the Emperor’s Treasure which was what I would consider a Layton-like with rhythm game elements

after buying it and downloading it on our very very slow and very very unstable 2012 internet (we were lucky to find a better plan in recent years so its fast now! its still often unstable tho lol) I started playing and Fell In Love and I played it so hard for many hours and now we are in the year of our lord 2020 and a few days ago I beat it for the first time

YOU MAY BE WONDERING why it took me 8 entire years to beat an extremely linear 7 hour video game and well. so the rhythm game segments in this game. for some reason i uh. i got it in my head that i needed to have a rank of d or higher or else i couldnt progress, so any time i managed to finish a rhythm segment but only got an e, i would restart....so every rhythm segment that only takes like 2 minutes i would spend weeks being stuck on...MONTHS EVEN.............it wasnt until a couple months ago when i was playing it when i realized it didnt matter the rank as long as the bar didnt go to zero.....EIGHT YEARS.........EIGHT

anyway because of that realization i was able to get through the soccer minigames the bane of my existence and finally beat this game gfkjdsada my final play time was 6 hours and 40-something minutes..7 hours in 8 years.....that averages to less than a single hour being beaten a year.....eight years, eight years...

BUT it was a good game!!! folks were pretty unfair to it when it was announced because of how it looked like a layton ripoff but i mean if anything layton’s structure as a video game should become a subgenre of adventure games in my opinion, theres a lot of room for story heavy adventure games with 2d animated cutscenes and some kind of minigame segment as the main type of gameplay, i think lots could be done with this type of game, the laytonlikes.....i still wanna try out dr lautrec despite it having pretty mixed reviews relative to the decently favourable ones for rhythm thief, it could still be fun.....the laytonlikes

anyway it was really good!!!! it was very heavy on napoleonic lore which was Rough for me because i could not tell you a thing about napoleon except that he was probably like 5′7 or something hfdjsnsvd average height napoleon...... i know theres something about a battle of waterloo but if you ask me what that means i’ll put the water back in your loo (actual quote from the game) BUT i was able to catch most of the art history refs so there was that lol

all the characters are great!! raphael my boy, very good main character, love his dog sidekick fondue, charlie’s my favourite character probably, marie and elisabeth and charlies dad who i forgot the name of im sorry king are all great too!! just a fun cast with a fun mystery heist story and also undead napoleon is there

its a shame it will probably never get any sequels cause it was definitely setting them up lol maybe they were hoping to get the trilogy treatment rip im guessing it didnt sell well enough, i think it was digital only too.... it probably woulda done so much better if it was released nowadays, it was before its time jkfssajnds

SOME OF THE RHYTHM GAMES.... some were great!!! i love the one where you choose poses to strike at the right time to hide behind bushes and stuff in stealth segments, also the violin ones and the dancing ones, although the later dancing ones were a little rough with the multiple input segments....bro what to you MEAN you want me to swipe left and THEN turn i cant keep track of that.....so yeah some were great and some......sucked ass MOST WERE GOOD and at least serviceable but two of them.... the fondue catching stuff ones...oh its so bad.... they wanted to show off the gyro in the 3ds.... people talked about wiimotes being a bit of a hazard and needing wriststraps but the real danger was me trying to play the fondue catching minigame in rhythm thief I LITERALLY....HIT MYSELF IN THE FACE ONE TIME.......slapped myself right on the nose with my 3ds......oh its so bad you guys

i also wasnt a fan of the soccer minigames even tho charlie is the best character and so good and everyone should love and talk about charlie forever and always.....love u but ur minigame’s timing just dont make sense to me jfkdss its fine i just struggled with it, the first soccer minigame is actually what i got stuck on first!! soccer minigame cause me to take 8 years to beat a video game: more at 11

all in all its a nice game id recommend it if you like laytonlikes and rhythm games! some of the animation is a little funky and shows its budget but most is good and the voice acting and music is great~

ALSO unrelated but yesterday I finished reading a josei manga from the early 2000s called himitsu: the top secret and bruh...... it was Very Good

absolutely gorgeous art and some of the most horrifying gore ive ever seen in a crime manga, it was like, borderline clinical at times? the level of meticulous detail of every ligament and exposed brain, like most of the time in the early volumes it wasnt even blood but the sheer scientific diagram look of it relative to all these pretty shoujo manga boys almost made it scarier than any big bloody gorefest, one of the main characters Maki is drawing with like every strand of his hair being lovingly and painstakingly perfectly rendered and his big beautiful shoujo manga eyes filling the frame as he talks about the horrible murders theyre investigating...nbjdksnjfdkskdjfdsdssf

it was written throughout the whole decade of the 00s and it shows with its oversized remnants of the 90s suits and its flip phones and its lack of importance being put on the internet in the early parts and that makes sense but also its a little funny in hindsight because its set in the year of out lord 2060..........the future...............in the future all smartphones are erradicated and we go back to flip phones....maybe thats the way the future Should Be.....hmm.... anyway i always appreciate media from the past thats set in the near enough future, there are few things better than being in the far off year of 2002

its got a bit of a minority report type of premise with like weird sketchy new ways of dealing with crime except this was more about solving crime with like images from dead peoples brains, it was pretty fun as a piece of scifi especially because of how many limitations are put on the brain viewing process (can only access 5 years of memories, no audio, if the brains destroyed ur outta luck) and they utilized it fairly well, as it was a manga from the early 2000s there was plenty of stuff that didnt age well OH BABY there was A LOT that was rough, but it was still a good time, the characters and their relationships especially being one of the highlights

ALSO it was extremely gay which normally is a great thing except this is a josei/shoujo manga that began releasing in 1999 so you can understand my worries of weird fetishization of gay men but luckily it was relatively okay about it.....relatively...... at least by early 2000s shoujo manga standards hjfdskmnfds BUT also as it is from the early 2000s it can be Frustrating at times...... especially half way through i was worried they would try to no-homo it a little too hard with the relationship between aoki and dr miyoshi and like i adore them both but like at first their relationship felt really rushed and weird, luckily that was actually addressed later plus they yes-homo’d it by the end as far as it could go while still being subtext fjdskaafs dsjkfmdsfd also the found family vibes at the end were also very good

*insert two hands meme here* why does it have to be like this (aoki holding hands with dr miyoshi with maki reaching from below) when it could be like this (aoki holding hands with dr miyoshi and maki at the same time) aoki has 2 hands..... (maki holding hands with aoki and okabe at the same time) maki also has 2 hands..........................

okabe really was the mvp and i know this is not what i shoulda been focused on but i did love his relationship with maki like he really was like the only person who could reign this little dude in from becoming the joker over their lunch break it was like *okabe voice* i love my shitty little boyfriend who sucks so much and is a menace to society

speaking of said shitty little boyfriend i do love maki’s character hes just a tiny tiny little 30 something year old man who acts like someones stern and aloof but secretly extremely caring grandmother like he keeps picking fights any chance he can get and its like boy i can snap you like a twig and im only 1 inch taller than u, also this dude needs a pearl necklace to clutch man every time someone says something shocking this dude faints into his many boyfriends’ arms and has to be taken to the emergency room, love that guy

so yeah it was a good manga, would recommend if you like crime thriller fiction and also early 2000s shoujo and josei manga melodrama and you dont mind some pretty gruesome scenes, also not to be 5′4 on main but i always appreciate more manlets in my fiction

yo whats the deal with early 2000s shoujo manga and slapping. every time someones emotions are coming to a cresendo someones gotta slap someone. i swear i thought about keeping a slap counter by the last few volumes. someone would get slapped every 3 pages

WAIT ONE MORE THING okay so unfortunately im a big fan of 3oh!3 im so sorry its just their discography along with nicki minaj’s roman reloaded and linkin park’s a thousand suns were my albums of choice in middle school and it permanently altered my brain ANYWAY so like most 3oh!3 fans i was pretty disappointed with what they were putting out around you’re gonna love this like it wasnt bad just a little boring so then i sorta fell off following their newer stuff BUT THEN.....lonely machines......oh its such a good song whadda hell... maybe i should go and check their last two albums to see if there was any hits i missed... BUT ANYWAY lonely machines slaps so hard but also this was the first time i had actually heard 100 gecs and after i went to listen to some of their other stuff and i like.,, okay i had always heard jokes about 100 gecs and i had heard little clips of their music and it was funny and i was just like hoohoo funny goof about strange music but maybe the reason i did that was because i knew.....maybe it was because i knew.... i knew i would be the exact person who would unironically adore everything i heard............all i can say is if u spent the entire of ages 11-16 listening to just a whole lot of early 3oh3 and also weird glitch ambient stuff you found browsing bandcamp, well.....100 gecs is right up ur alley

edit: i am the homie you need to warn your aux cord about

[lveclouds]

a/n: yet another got7 drabble!! this is going to be a bit angsty, so i apologize in advance and honestly this banner is probably one of my favorites hehe and also this drabble took me a while to type up but it was worth it! and this is very much unedited so if you see any grammatical errors then that’s on me lmao 

genre: fluff, angst, college/university au, friends to lovers 

rating: pg (for mild swearing) 

warnings: light swearing, mild angst,a bit cheesy/cliche (jinyoung’s a huge dork in this hehe think wmylb jinyoung, but like a much tamer and softer version. wmylb jinyoung is uh, very passionate in voicing his opinions, and we love that, its just not fitting for the image that i have for him in this drabble)

pairing: literature major jinyoung x arts major reader 

word count: 2.3k 

you stared at the glowing laptop screen in front of you, eyes struggling to stay open, lashes fluttering, sleep threatening to take over. you couldn’t help but let out a small yawn, forcing yourself to keep your eyes open. the hardest exam of your life, and one that would have a major effect on your grade, was less than a week away, and you had barely looked at any of the review material. you had been so caught up in finishing your arts project and focusing on raising your grade that the anatomy exam had slipped your mind. and now, here you were, at three o clock in the morning, fighting sleep, trying to cram in information. you couldn’t believe you had been so foolish and careless. anatomy had always been a subject that you struggled in, and because you were stubborn and didn’t want people to think you were pathetic or lazy, you refused your professor’s suggestion to enlist the help of a tutor. you were so confident and sure that you could improve on your own, and well, you had never felt so idiotic in your life. 

despite looking over the review material and pouring over pages of the dictionary sized textbook you had to lug around nearly every day, not a single ounce of information seemed to be sticking. the last few days had been spent relentlessly studying countless websites, books, review material, and just about anything that could potentially help you. you were beginning to get a bit stressed out, but you supposed that all of this was because of you. after all, you were the one who had decided to neglect studying for an exam all to work on some stupid art project instead. “just a day in the life.” you mumbled, eyes focusing on the laptop screen in front of you, the blue light illuminating the darkness of your dorm, casting dark shadows onto the white carpeted floor. 

sighing, you shut your laptop closed and flopped back onto your bed in defeat, head softly hitting your pillow. there was no use in fighting sleep, after all, you could barely focus and dawn was drawing near, and soon you would have to trek across campus at exactly six a.m. for your early morning history lecture. sleep soon took over and all thoughts of studying and the exam faded away as you drifted off into dreamland. 

the next morning, you awoke to a soft knock on your door. groaning, you reluctantly got out of bed and went to answer it. to your surprise, it was jinyoung, dressed in an oversized white turtleneck, dark jeans, and loafers, holding two cups of warm coffee and a light blue paper bag.  his soft black hair was adorably rumpled, and despite it being five a.m., jinyoung still looked as gorgeous as ever, which you envied. “oh, hi jinyoung. what are you doing here?” you asked, rubbing the sleep from your eyes. “well, i figured you were up late last night again and i dropped by the cafe down the street, and i thought i’d just come by and give you some coffee. hopefully it’ll give you some energy. oh, and i brought some sandwiches that my roommate made last night. trust me, it’s not poisonous. jaebeom hyung’s a lot of things, and one of them is the ability to make a great sandwich.” you chuckled as he handed over your cup of coffee and the paper bag. “thanks for the coffee and the food. i’ll see you later?” “i-i was wondering if you wanted to walk to class together? “i’d love to. oh, please come inside. it’s a bit messy, so don’t mind all the clutter. i haven’t had time to clean lately.” jinyoung shook his head. “it’s fine. jaebeom hyung’s the same. he doesn’t have time to clean because he’s always so busy with writing music and classes, so i do all the cleaning in the dorm.” you gestured for jinyoung to sit on the couch, to make himself feel comfortable, and then disappeared into your room to take a quick shower and put on a decent outfit. 

as you and jinyoung walked across campus, he told you all about the song that jaebeom was working on for the upcoming showcase that your university put on every month. “wait, so he composes his own songs?” jinyoung nodded. “he does, its pretty impressive, if i’m being honest. he’s been writing songs ever since he could walk. jaebeom hyung wants to become a singer one day.” “ i wouldn’t be surprised if he does, he’s really talented.” you had seen jaebeom peforrm a few times, and his voice was smooth and angelic and unique, and you had no doubt that he would get recognized for his singing one day. “so, what’s been going on with you? haven’t seen you in a while.” “ah, well, my professors are bombarding me with assignments and i have an essay due next week, but it’s tolerable, i guess. been trying to take a breather every now and then, get my shit together, the usual. anwyays, enough about me, how have you been doing?”

you grimaced. “well, i haven’t been getting much sleep lately.  i kinda got too preoccupied in finishing an art project that i forgot all the about the anatomy exam i’m supposed to take, and it may or may not be less than a week away. so, i’ve been cramming.” jinyoung sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration. “are you kdiding me, y/n?” you laughed nervously. “uh, oops?” jinyoung shook his head, letting out a defeated sigh. “how long has this been going on for?” “u-uh a f-few days?” you looked away, not wanting to see the frustrated and worried expression on jinyoung’s face, fighting back tears. ever since you had met jinyoung on a particular sunny day last summer, the two of you had gone through a lot together, from comforting each other after breakups to taking care of each other when one of you was drunk. you hated making jinyoung worry, as he had enough to deal with, and you didn’t want to burden him. “why didn’t you tell me you were having a hard time?” he asked, and you forced yourself to look at him, instantly regretting it. his gorgeous brown eyes were filled with concern and a worried frown was set upon his perfect lips, and you immediately felt as if you had been stabbed in the gut. “i-im sorry,i just didn’t want to be a burden.” you mumbled, trying to hold back tears. before you knew it, you were engulfed in a hug, strong arms wrapping around you, holding you tight. you felt jinyoung rub comforting circles on your back, and that alone was enough for you to break down, crying into the soft fabric of his sweater. all the pent up stress you had been holding in was finally let out, and jinyoung just held you, not uttering a single word, listening to your soft sobs. after your tears had subsided, you pulled away, wiping your eyes with the back of your hand, sniffling. “s-sorry about your sweater.” jinyoung waved away your apology. “don’t worry about it, i’m not gonna freeze to death just because you got tears on it.” 

“anyways, i’m sorry for not telling you.” “it’s ok, but y/n, please know that i’m always here for you and that you’re never a burden.” you felt your heart ache at how sincere he sounded, and despite his reassurances, you still felt extremely guilty for keeping your feelings locked away. 

“i’m a phonecall or a text away, remember that. i’m always here for you, you know that, right?” you nodded. “thank you, jinyoung.” “no need to thank me, y/n.” 

after class, you were feeling a bit better, as you had finally sought help from your classmates on the upcoming exam, and they had given you an overwhelming amount of notes, all of which were extremely detailed and well-written. and, as you were walking towards your dorm, you heard a familiar voice call out to you. turning, you saw im jaebeom, music major and jinyoung’s roommate, running towards you, a white envelope in his hand. “hey, you’re y/n, right?” he asked once he caught up to you, a bit breathless. “yeah, why?” jaebeom seemed to brighten at this, eyes turning into crescents as he smiled, gently placing the envelope in your hand. “jinyoung wanted me to give this to you. he’s in the library, working on an essay if you want to see him.” before you could say anything, jaebeom gave you a small wave before walking off to the other side of campus, leaving you speechless. what just happened? you thought as you opened the envelope, careful not to rip it. inside was a delicate piece of paper, with jinyoung’s familiar looping script written all over it. 

“dear y/n, ever since we met, i’ve always thought you were bright. for example, your smile. your smile practically lights up your face and makes my heartbeat a little faster. i’m aware this is quite cheesy, but its true. ever since we met, you have been the brightest person in my world, and the one girl who has managed to break down these walls i’ve kept around me for so long. before i met you, i didn’t know what love was, or rather, why people bothered with it. but, that all changed when i laid eyes on you. you were the most stunning girl i had ever seen, let alone meet, and when you said”hi, my name’s y/n”, i felt my world turn upside down, but, in a good way. you were the person who showed me that it’s ok to love. you also showed me how beautiful love can be. it doesn’t have to be destructive or painful or terrifying. love can be exciting and thrilling and life-changing. even though i’m a literature major and have written more essays than i can count, i seem to struggle with words whenever i’m around you, thus why i’m putting my feelings on paper. i like you, a lot. i’ve liked you ever since you bumped into me on that fateful day, you were the one who has managed to sweep me off my feet, quite literally, i might add, and though i am awkward and clumsy and not as mysterious and alluring as jaebeom hyung, i do have some worth. anyways, please meet me in the library after you read this, and if you don’t, then i know that you don’t feel the same. it’s ok if you don’t, but i just wanted to get this off my chest. 

sincerely,

park jinyoung

you felt tears prick the back of your eyes as you practically ran to the library, your heart aching. you didn’t know jinyoung felt that way about you, and you were so happy that he felt the same. you had liked him since the beginning, and you had fallen in love with his smile and all of his quirks. jinyoung was easily one of the most attractive guys on campus, with perfect eyebrows, a cute nose, perfectly sculpted cheekbones, gorgeous brown eyes, and one ot the prettiest smiles you had ever seen. his smile was stunning and never failed to take your breath away, eyes crinkling at the corners,perfect white teeth on display. his laugh was endearing and a sound that you would never get tired of hearing. on top of all that, he had a heart of gold, and was unfailingly kind and polite towards anyone, and also very selfless and humble. 

as soon as you arrived in the library, you looked around for jinyoung, and immediately spotted him at a table near the back, typing on his laptop, eyebrows furrowed in concentration. you rushed over to him, heart beating wildly in your chest, and cleared your throat, causing him to look up from his laptop in surprise. “y/n?” he asked, practically scrambling off the chair he’d been sitting on, gently grabbing ahold of your wrist. “what’s wrong? did something happen?” you took a deep breath and grabbed ahold of his sweater, the fabric bunching up in your hands, pulling him towards you and kissing him. you felt him jump a bit in surprise, but he quickly reciprocated the kiss, wrapping his arms around you. the kiss was short and sweet, but you enjoyed every minute of it. when you pulled away, a faint shade of pink had settled across jinyoung’s face. “i-i never knew you were so bold, y/n.” he teased, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he smiled. “i didn’t either, but i had to do it before i chickened out.” “so, does that mean you like me?” you fought the urge to roll your eyes. “yes, of course, jinyoung. i don’t just go up to random guys on campus and kiss them you know.” “i-i just wanted to make sure.” “ah, you’re so cute, jinyoung.” “s-shut up. i’m not cute.” “hmm, yes you are.” “anyways, will you be my girlfriend, then?” “well, considering that i just kissed the hell out of you in the middle of a library, i think it’d be foolish if we weren’t dating after that, so yes, yes i will.” 

a/n: hehe jinyoung drabble done!! i hope you all enjoyed this lengthy drabble!! i have two more got7 drabbles to write/post and then i will go back to my planned bts ones :) again, this drabble is dedicated to cara, aka @yongcherie​ one of my favorite humans ever (sends kisses and hugs) ily angel 💞💞and this is also dedicated to my sister issy aka @taeramisu​ bc i love her and she’s the one of the loveliest angels ever💖

[perdizzion]

Youve probably been asked this a thousand times but do you have any tododeku fic recs?

AS A MATTER OF FACT I HAVE BEEN ASKED THIS SEVERAL TIMES BUT I NEVER GET ANY LESS HYPED ABOUT IT CAUSE IM HONORED TO BE THE GO-TO PERSON FOR FIC RECS!!!!!!

i’ve got notes on my phone where i keep links of fics i liked and i’ve got some on it BUT LATELY I……have been abandoning it in favor of bookmarking some of them on my ao3 instead (you’re welcome to browse through it here if you’d like!)

here are some of the links i do have on my notes though!! (IM SORRY FOR THE VERY NON-DESCRIPTIVE AND SHORT SUMMARIES I’VE BEEN MEANING TO WRITE PROPER SUMMARIES FOR THEM BUT I HAVEN’T GOT AROUND TO IT YET)

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/11471265 dancing lesson au!!

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/10837728/ the best fantasy au ever im not even KIDDING no amount of reviews i give u can ever describe how amazing this fic is

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/11409252 im just really weak for todoroki + cats tbh

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/1108373 i LOVE READING FICS FROM OTHER PEOPLE’S POV SO MUCH AND THIS ONE IS PERFECT

 •http://archiveofourown.org/works/8722177 always a slut for hp au (also durmstrang!todoroki boooi)

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/7612939 this one is more focused on kiribaku but the small tododeku is cute

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/7186964 boxer!deku/dancer!todoroki hEHEHEHEH

•http://archiveofourown.org/works/11098431 basically … deku being an amazing bf who takes no shit from endeavor ooooo

 •http://archiveofourown.org/works/10998828 this one is KINDA angsty but the angst comes from midoriya’s side for once and its really refreshing to know that todo isnt the only emo one lmao. BUT ALSO VERY FUNNY

• IM CRYING TODOROKI PROPOSED TO MIDORIYA MID-BATTLE PLS ITS SO GOOD http://archiveofourown.org/works/7923871 

•A SHORT FLUFFY FIC WHERE DEKU AND TODOROKI PLAY WITH DANDELIONS WOW IM SO SOFT http://archiveofourown.org/works/11924379

• always a sucker for fics where todoroki loses control of his quirk bc of deku!!! this one is especially cute http://archiveofourown.org/works/11423511/ 

• deku is a weatherman and shouto is a producer in this fic & its one of the funniest things ive ever read http://archiveofourown.org/works/11864946

• HADES!DEKU AND PERSEPHONE!TODOROKI!!!! its SO WELL WRITTEN http://archiveofourown.org/works/12004095 

•actually u know what just read everything from this author, 11/10 guaranteed you’ll never regret it their writing style is so good and their characterization is ALWAYS SO SPOT ON http://archiveofourown.org/users/PitViperOfDoom/pseuds/PitViperOfDoom

• this one’s pre-established relationship!! deku buys hero merch and its the single cutest thing ever http://archiveofourown.org/works/11622894

• this fic just screams Power Couple in big bold letters and i am LOVING IT http://archiveofourown.org/works/11500860

• IN WHICH DEKU ACCIDENTALLY SENDS SHOUTO A BUTT PIC ITS SO FUNNY I CANT RECOMMEND IT ENOUGH http://archiveofourown.org/works/11494131

• KIRISHIMA DARES DEKU TO LIFT TODOROKI UP WITH HIS BARE HANDS rip in peace todoroki’s gay ass http://archiveofourown.org/works/7137590 

there u go!! i swear i’ll write a proper fic rec list someday……….ONE DAY……maybe i should make that one of my 2018 resolutions. yup. it’s settled

ANYWAYS!! ENJOY THE FICS and don’t hesitate to scream some more about tododeku to me, your local tododeku trashcan

[she-walked-away]

I'm finally getting around to reading "bound together" I'm sorry but I'm live reviewing because HOW CAN I NOT??? Like you have me hooked from the first line!!!! Sorry this is going to be a giant mess of words that probably won't make sense? I love how you have it all coming about, and Caroline's thought process and wondering all these different things instead of just knowing. I love it! Also I love that she realises when she's next to Tyler lmao WAIT I FORGOT SHE WAS WITH MATT NEVER MIND LOL

ooh, the way her body kind of moves of its own volition is new — interesting. So is the feeling of suffocation, I'm so curious!OMG I LOVE HOW IT ALL JUST STOPS WHEN SHE SEES HIM! I'm loving this canon twist so much and I've barely even started. Aw she isn't panicking because she knows he'd never hurt her even in wolf form my heartttttt. Also I love their first meeting. I love her explanation to herself. I love this fic. I don't want it to ever end and I'm still at the beginning (2).

AWW KLAUS YOU BIG MARSHMALLOW GETTING CAROLINE ANIMALS TO EAT! Of course you're at ease Caroline you know he'd never hurt you. Also I love how she feels like herself again, not because of him exactly, but because he accepts her for who she is completely and she can just be herself around him and won't ever be judged because he's so in love with every part of her and he knows she's perfect and she doesn't have to hide — and visa versa. (3)

I FIND IT GREAT THAT SHE MEETS KLAUS, THE BIG BAD, IN WOLF FORM LICKING HER HAND. Caroline and Elijah talking was so great. AND ITS OFFICIAL THEY'RE MATES. And they're equals. And ughhh I love this so much. OMGGG IM SO EXCITED FOR THEIR FIRST MEETING WHERE THEY'RE BOTH HUMAN AND CAN COMMUNICATE AND OBVIOUSLY BANTER. Also these lines are so great I love Carolines sass and how you write her (all the characters actually). (4)

MY HEART HES SPENT A THOUSAND YEARS MISSING SOMETHING — MISSING CAROLINE — HOW DARE YOUUUU. IN HIS NAKED GLORY I LOVE IT I LOVE YOU. Definitely a memorable first meeting, both of them are. Omg she feels like she belongs she's not scared of him she never will be this is my otp. I LOVE CONFIDENT CAROLINE. I feel so torn for Caroline, a part of her wants to protect him because of what she feels and a part of her wants to get away because of what she knows. (5)

This was one of the best first interactions I've read it was so good and there was so much chemistry and I can just imagine the tension crackling in the air between them and they were so in character and it was so perfect. "I was born" my heart my heartttt can you hear it b r e a k i n g? "How did you know?" "I didn't kill you." How dare you make me feel so many things this is glorious!!! (6)

I live for their banter (and romance). I love how she doesn't back down, how she matches his smirk, how he's pleased."Delighted at her insult" I love this it's so true he's delighted by all things Caroline Forbes. YOU INTEGRATED THEIR FIRST CANON MEETING AND HIS SPEECH AND ITS BEAUTIFULLLL. He knows her so well and he just wants the best for her and ughhhh the feeels!"Fuck." HAHAHAH I LOVEDDDD EVEN IF HE RUINED THE MOMENT I LOVED IT. (7)

Aw my babies are so mad and so meant for each other and so full of sexual tension."Break the damn bond." Her feeling what he feels. "I didn't mean that." You're making me feel so many things!!Also thank you for including Baroline friendship."She didn't want to lose him." I love how everything is progressing. The story, their mate bond, their feelings. All of it is so incredible this is easily one of my fave KC stories.They're equals I love it.HE LOVES HER SO MUCH IM CRYING. (8)

YAAAS BED SHARINGGGG! Oh klaus you poor wounded soul. She's not ashamed of you she never could be."BUT I DONT WANT TO" excuse meeee rip meSHE WOULDNT CHANGE IT OMGGGG. SEE KLAUS SHES NOT ASHAMED SHE WOULD CHOOSE YOU! If given the choice she would choose you this is so glorious and beautiful and evoking so many feeeels. (9)

ALL THESE THINGS HE DOES FOR HER IT WAS ALL FOR YOU CAROLINE. In any universe, in any time, it won't ever change. She's it for him and he's it for her and they're soulmates and this is amazinggg.Also can I just say I love the scene with Liz and Caroline. Their relationship and development was one of my faves.YAS QUEEN OWN WHO YOU ARE! STRONG AGELESS FEARLESS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH MORE THE MORE I READ!Omgggg I love how he just blows in there so worried and wanting to make sure she's okay (10)

"Psychopathic teddy bear" lmao I love it.HER FUTUREEEEEHer feelings on her friendship with elena hurts my heart. And how she's afraid to hope that elena will understand her. "He was happy" KLAUS IS HAPPY ITS ALL HE WANTS AND CAROLINE MAKES HIM HAPPY MY SHIPPER HEART IS SINGING.I LOVED THIS A LOTThank you so, so much for writing this! I enjoyed every moment and wish there was more lmao. Thank youuuuu you are a gift. (11)

OH MY GOD. THIS WAS THE BEST THING EVER TO WAKE UP TO. I’M LIKE CRYING BECAUSE READING ALL OF THIS WAS AMAZING!!!!! THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THIS!!!!!

I’m SOOOOO SOOOOO touched that you took the time out to read and review this story!! LIKE AND YOU REVIEW LIKE ME SO I THINK WE NEED TO BE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS IM JUST SAYING

Anon, you literally MADE MY WEEK WITH THIS!!! 

Thank you so much for this

I LEGIT CANT STOP SAYING THANK YOU BECAUSE IM JUST SO THRILLED WITH ALL OF YOUR KIND WORDS AND SO EMOTIONAL BECAUSE YOU ARE LEGIT SO SWEET ANON!!!!