#also if u saw me repost this no u didnt

[rrandomtthings]

[h20milk]

♢ RAGE, LOVE, LUST, ON FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRE ♢

[mysicklove-main]

how I be with my mutuals/followers 🗣🗣

[parsley-and-sage]

[FIC] don’t you wanna hear my body talk, don’t you wanna feel that noise

relationship: WoL/Zero, WoL/OC (rosemary wilds/thyme meadows) rating: explicit (18+) tags/content warnings: threesome (F/F/F), friends with benefits, aether vampirism. word/chapter count: 9423 ; oneshot. takes place after patch 6.2; contains implicit spoilers. summary: zero’s stay in radz-at-han is proving to be more educational than she originally anticipated. (or: the warrior of light and her wife saw this voidsent from across the bar and they liked her vibe.)

  It would be incredibly easy to say no. To turn on her heel and push her way back into the darkness of the hallway, return to her chambers, and pretend none of this ever happened. But as Zero sees the two of them sitting there before her, arms looped easily around each other like entwined is the most natural way for them to exist, like anything else is a temporary inconvenience— as she wonders, in spite of herself, how it would feel to let them remind her what that feels like— as they smile at her like they want to…   Zero doesn’t know, in specific, what she wants. But, undoubtedly, she wants—for the first time in a very, very, very long time. And that in itself is novel, she thinks. Something to be explored.   “I admit I was… intrigued,” she then says, stiffly, and she gingerly lowers herself to sit on the bed, on Roe’s other side. “By the concept.”

originally posted on ao3 on 10-12-2022. click here to read.

[ikimaru]

HI I JUST SAW YOUR RESPONSE ON TUMBLR AND DIDN'T REALIZE YOU HAD A TWITTER I'M SO SO SORRY I AM I'M SO SORRY I DIDNT KNOW IF YOU HAD TWT OR TO TAG YOU AND IM SILLY ABOUT HIM!!!!! HES MY FAVE!!! I ALSO GOT A CANDLE COMMISSION WITH HIS COLORS!! The artist asked for permission for the art of him as the label before using it but if its allowed I'll post a photo and tag you when it's done!!!+

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! HE'S LITERALLY MY FAVORITE BILL OF THE ENTIRE FANDOM AND I'M A FANDOM VETERAN SINCE 2015 SO LIKE??? NO BILL HAS EVER COME CLOSE TO HIM FOR ME I'M SO SORRY IF I UPSET YOU BY REPOSTING I DON'T USUALLY DO THAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭!!! I just didn't know HOW TO TAG and found your old Tumblr and NOSTALGIA!!

Hello! it's ok dw I wasn't mad about it aksjd well I'm glad u still like him so much eheh 🥲

dorito man won't let u out of his sight! and omg a candle?

sure go for it, if you want you can send me a pic if you post it 🙏 I don't check tags that often!

[dostoevskya]

ФМД— BEAUTIFUL STRANGER, SITTING RIGHT THERE.

꩜ [ bungou stray dogs ] fyodor dostoyevsky x reader

wc: 300+

-> first person pov; fluff; sprinkle of angst (only if you squint); admiring from afar; open ending; subway crushie!fyodor; very slightly ooc

now playing... beautiful stranger by laufey.

it wasn't the first time i'd seen him on the train.

there he was again, seated by the doors and across from me, just like he always did.

the sharp, familiar scent of black tea wafted from the paper cup resting snugly against his tall, slim stature. sleek hair the colour of a starless night draped over his ears and barely touched his shoulders as he bent over a well-loved, slightly battered copy of Crime and Punishment.

i noted how he wore his favourite outfit. well, i assumed it was his favourite, because it was the attire i almost always saw him wearing. it consisted of a neatly ironed, stark white polo tucked beneath a woven violet-purple vest and smart dark slacks. he must have felt my gaze on him, because his Oxfords stopped tapping rhythmically against the train floor.

my beautiful stranger lifted his gaze from the pages of my favourite book and set his eyes -- eyes so obsidian, you'd mistake them for shadowed amethysts -- upon me. my knees felt weak and my cheeks burned, but he was kind; enigmatic eyes twinkling with something i couldn't quite put my finger on. his lips lifted ever so slightly in a gentle smile that held a bewitching charm of its own.

the train came to an unhurried halt and i recognised it as his stop. a pleasant, yet nasal, automated female voice rang out throughout the train.

"the next station is yokohama. the doors on the right side will open."

the doors slid open behind him. he threw his leather brown satchel over his shoulder, novel and tea in hand. i watched his figure manoeuvre his way through the station before ultimately vanishing into the crowd. i felt my heart break a little.

the soft doo-wop in my headphones offered some solace as i found myself relating to the lyrics, already missing my muse in the morning commute. he'd only have to remain a stranger until i saw him again.

꩜ a/n: fun fact, i wrote this for my english homework. i love love love descriptive paragraphs. also, in a way, you can also read this as a first-year geto x reader if you're a fan of purple eyed!suguru (personally, i prefer his brown eyes, but to each is their own!), though i initially wrote this with my darling dearest fedya in mind <3

꩜ taglist: @snowthatareblack, @circeee, @risakawamori (yall didnt ask for this but im tagging u anyw bc i love u)

(lmk if you want to be added!

———

© dostoevskya 2024. all rights reserved.

please do not copy, edit, or repost any of my works. plagiarism is strictly prohibited.

[mao22716]

happy late halloween they r coming to take ur candy

bonus saiki dialogue:

read from left to right

also if u saw me repost no u didnt wipe it from ur memory thnanks :))

[lesboylycan]

rpp (schizotaxic) was my favorite blogger and i remember back when they were running people repost their posts w/o permission and also spread misinfo or false attributions, even now in the schizoid schizotypal tags u see ppl who uses the "schizotaxic" label constantly attributes it to paul meehl w/o ever mentioning rpp themselves (paul meehl did coined the original word but the updated definition that includes the four specific disorders and the explanations of the mechanisms r from rpp specifically, and its the ones rpp wrote that ppl r spreading on tumblr. paul meehls og definition only defined schizotaxia as the now disproven concept of a "gene" that causes schizophrenia and not all the stuff em wrote for their own model)

i remember when rpp corrected ppl for issues like that 2 prevent the spread of misinfo ppl would reply sarcastically 2 them and there was also problems of harassment and stalking w/ them w/ ppl shaming them 4 being weird and paranoid..... on the weird and paranoid disease blog ofc

2 this day it looks like some ppl who still post w/ the "schizotaxic" label refuse to acknowledge rpp at all and i suspect its either because ppl want 2 look like "real researchers" by attributing a famous psychologist like meehl (while posting content obviously regurgitated from ems writings) or bcuz rpps public breakdowns shoot their reputation in the foot and now nobody wants to be associated w/ the schizo who makes the other schizos look bad

considering rpp became so hard 2 talk 2 was worsened by ppl harassing them and the fact they didnt have any friends makes the way theyre still treated now so ironic and rly left a bad taste in my mouth in the schizoid schizotypal community of tumblr tbh, even when they shortly returned and asked ppl 2 stop reposting their writings so they could update old info nobody ever respected their wishes

anyway i dont mean 2 say this 2 sound traumadumping its just nobody ever talked abt what actually happened online and bcuz em never had any friends nobody ever rly defended them or explained the situation so im just happy 2 see at least 1 person who can actually acknowledge the work they put into the community. we werent close in a personal way and they were always standoffish but i respected their work and they were always attentive to my questions

they were always so nice and compassionate that ik a reason why ppl never realized they were being harassed was bcuz they never wanted to publicize the drama they were receiving and i think only a few people who kept track of their personal blog before their suicide even noticed, w/ the majority of those acquiantances apparently ghosting them shortly b4 bcuz they were rly disorganized and incoherent b4 they nuked everything and was just hard 2 talk 2 consistently

its honestly been a sour point 4 me 4 a few years now that absolutely nobody ever even wants to say their name while regurgitating the things they wrote and pretending they came up w/ it themselves, especially as an old follower of rpp who saw some of these bloggers snarking them to their face back in the day. ik rpp avoiding escalating drama is a reason why alot of ppl especially newcomers who read uncredited rewrites of their posts but never saw the original @schizotaxicblog r unfamiliar w/ what happened 2 them and i respect how they chose 2 avoid picking fights w/ others as much as possible but 2 this day it still upsets me deeply that somebody who helped me 2 the point where i would say they changed my life is left 2 just be remembered as a paranoid depressing weirdo while other ppl take credit for their insights. ik since nobody else will or may even be able 2, i just wanted 2 at least put an explanation of what went down w/ them out there 2 somebody who i think would at lrast care. it means alot 2 me 2 see even 1 person whos able 2 say a single nice thing abt them, so thank u.

Ah, thank you for the explanation! That definitely puts some things into perspective, yeah. It's awful how people treated them.

Their work was extremely influential for us in figuring out what was going on and in finding the words to describe what was happening in our brain; I think if we hadn't found them, we'd still be years behind where we are now. They deserved so much better. We'd go back every now and again to find old things they'd talked about especially while discovering our own shit, and their writings were invaluable, especially as someone who tends to struggle with parsing writing in general, and especially the jargon most commonly used in research. It sucks that they aren't recognized for the good they did and that their contributions are shared, but their name is brushed to the side in the process.

Thank you for sending!

[foosybit]

Mayoi in PriPara Outfits Part 1

this is a suuuuuper long post cuz i did 2 drawings for about 20 outfits????? so here's the best ones so u dont miss anything by not actually going thru them all o7

but woooo !!! basically i've been on a long journey rewatching pripara very slowly so it's kinda seeping into my brain so i wanted to mess around with what outfits mayoi would go for if he went 2 pripara !! if u want a teal eyed version that also isnt split into parts, heres my pixiv post

last few things to say b4 i start, hello 3 pripara fans on my account, no boypara outfits cuz i didnt grow up with that (the last op i remember is the 6th one and i dont think im anywhere near that yet in my rewatch), honestly i have no clue if there's even proper boypara outfits??? i just know it exists idk anything about it, and if u see placeholders thats cuz i wanna keep the 3 image layout, thats the only reason why lol. and outfit descriptions will go below the art of the outfit. ok time 2 start !!!!!!

Petit Devi from Holic Trick Classic !! this was the first one I did back on.... Janurary 2nd lol. I have yet to see Mayoi in a bright pink but u know what, my executive decision says he deserves it. hi 3 pripara fans on my account again, i should also say most of these (like this one) will be from the arcade stuff cuz i just picked stuff i liked from the wiki's coord list

Sexy Girl from Holic Trick cuz Mayoi's the sexiest girl i know !! from now on all the coords will be from Holic Trick (an in-show brand) cuz 2bh w y'all i mostly just browsed Holic Trick for this whole series of drawings cuz im not going thru all those dam coords. although i've done 2 short skirts so far i do think mayoi'd like longer skirts more, but pripara likes short skirts more so so be it o7

Gothic Check !! the grey shirt and black jacket is kinda giving fs2 4star vibes so this would be the fs2 4star if enstars were cool (wore pripara outfits)

Modern Coffee Maid !! I was thinking of maybe changing the color but i liked the way the orange contrasts with the purple making it look kinda halloweeny :] I also have a personal bias towards brown i luv that color !! but ya if i had 2 say, he'd probably be a 3star if this were a set, kinda vaguely fits him but not enough to be under the spotlight imo

Classic Trump !! Sophy actually wears this in the show and i think it's so cute i wonder how the other alka members would style the vest in their own way (im 2 lazy 2 do that myself yawwnnn) in fact mayoi himself would probably prefer longer sleeves but u kno, stayed tru 2 the original n stuff, anyway say hello to bright pink again mayochan

Sparkling Jellyfish Sophy !! hi kanata hi fish wife hi nata hello nata hi nata whats up nata i love u nata

Nin'Nin Among the Water from Baby Monster !! when i saw this outfit i was chained to my tablet the demons were holding me hostage i had to make the ninja association wear it or i'd suffer a public execution

My Design Holic Trick !! back to holic trick for the rest again :] this is the one i posted on its own hehehehe it's still the one i put THE most effort into (which is why it's the only one i bothered to sign, still dont repost the rest tho please and thank u im just lazy) cuz man its a vibe its so good its one of my favs still i love stupid shorts and the puffy sleeves with the cropped vest and black and purple and the heart and bows and keys which are kinda all reasons i also like mayoi (heart in mayois vibe comes from his big heart muah) bless u mayoi i luv u

Night Navy !! mayoi loves to kill artists in cold blood with random intricate patterns (or maybe thats just an enstars thing in general) so i knew i had to give him this dress. gave him an undershirt cuz what if he gets cold :[

And that's it for this post !! I've now reached the image limit, so see ya in the next post !! (sorry foosybit followers for triple posting i didnt realize i drew so much)

[chososcamgirl]

HEY SIGMA IYA 😈😈 LOADS OF YAPS TODAY.. 

I DIDNT FIND MY AIRPODSSS (ARGHHHHH) SO ILL PROB JUST BUY NEW ONES WHEN I GET THE CHANCE TO 😔😩 HEARD THERES A NEW ONE COMING OUT SOON SO I MIGHT GET THOSE SINCE THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE CHEAPER ARFHRHHRRBRBRBRBR MY ENGLISH TEACHER IS ACTUALLY AN OP.. ITS SUNDAY NIGHT AND I HAVE EASY CLASSES TMRW SO THANK THE LORD FOR ANSWERING MY PRAYERS BC IF I HAD ENGLISH TMRW I WOULDD OF STARTED TWEAKKKKINGGGGHH 🙏🙏🙏 I HAVENT DONE ANY OF HER HW YET AND IK IF I CAME EMPTY HANDED SHES GONNA JUMPPP MY ASS 

OH MY GYATTERS.. I WAS LITERALLY BLASTING MITSKI AND BEING A LONE WOLF TODAY (ovulating 😔) AND THEN I SAW THAT TOU WOULD KILL OFF TOGE IN MY HONOR IF I DIED.. RHATS HOW I KNOWWWWW I HAD TO LOCKKK INN BECAUSE I WILL NOT LET HIM DIE 👿🔥‼️💔💔 ARGHHH IM ACRUALLY FEINING FOR HIM SOOOO BADDD IM LOCKING IN SOOO HARD BECAUSE OF YOU IYA‼️‼️ MY MOOD SWINGS WERE SOOONOT SKIBIDI TODAY BECAUSE TELL ME WHY I WENT FROM A LONE WOLF TO AN ALPHA IN HEAT UGHHH I HATE OVULATING BUT I JUST GOTTA POWER THRU ‼️😔 

I ACTUALLY CANT GO TO THIS UNSIGMA SCHOOL ANYMORE SOMEONE GET ME OUTTTTT BUT LIKE I CANT DROP OUT SINCE I GOTTA LOCK IN AND MAKE BANK YKYK?? VRO IM JUST GOING THROUGH IT TODAY 😣😣 BUT UR UPDATE LITERALLY HEALED ME LIKE ILYSM IYA STOP MATCHING MY FREAK SO WELL ARBHFNRNR EVERY TIME I CLICK ON YOUR PROFILE MY LEGS START WUIVERINGGGG UGHHHHEHEHHRRHJREBRNBRBE IM NOT USUALLY THIS 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 OVULATION IS DOINGGGG SHITTT TO MEEE ARGHHHHH 

THE FACT YOU SAVED MY ASK FOR LAST INCASE U HAD A BAD DAY!?? AUGHBRHRBRBR ITS ALL OVER THE SCREEENNNN CLEAN UP AISLE MY PANTS‼️😩😈 (I HAD AN IMAGE PREPPED FOR THIS BUT IT DIDNT GO THRU.. SO IF YOU SEE THIS ASK 2 TIMES IT JUST MEANS THAT THE FIRST ONE WENT THRU BUT I REPOSTED THIS ONE JUST INCASE)

IM PST SO UR LIKE.. A DAY AHEAD OF ME WHICH IS SO SKIBIDI CUS THAT TECHNICALLY MEANS I GET EARLY ACCESS TO SJAP (FRIDAYS AND SATURDAYS) not really.. BUT ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS.. ANYWAYS ILYSM IYA SIGMA GNN *gives you (and toge 😈) a big wet kiss*

HI ALPHA!! 🐺🐺

NAURR💔💔 don’t worry you’ll find them.. i believe in you.. OR YES GET THE NEW ONES! think of it as an early christmas present… GIRL DO THE HW😭 but trust if she still remains an opp i will handle her.. i don’t know how.. but i will…

LMFAO THE OVULATION PART IS SO REAL😭 i think mitski is a just top tier artist i love her sm. i used to listen to her 24/7 CONSTANTLY in 2021 like omg why i was listening to circle when i was 14 🤨 (i was depressed basically) ALSO YES I WILL KILL OFF TOGE SO YOU CANG DIE OTHERWISE THE MASSES WILL KILL ME😓😓 LMFAOO ok i have to stop making him a lowkey love interest just in case i do write a toge or yuji spin off 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ periods SUCK don’t worry girl we must grind through the pain💔💔 also i feel like toge would tweet something stupid like “just found out what periods are.. women are so strong❤️” OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT HELP. I BELIEVE IN YOU!! keep it up and keep grinding at school ily alpha <3

LMFAO OH MY GOD PLEASE 😭 BOT THE FONT. yes ur asks make my day :33 MY REACTION TO THE THIRD PART OF UR ASK ARE IN A MIX RN IM WEAK. (don’t worry i imagine all alpha wolf images are what u would send to me if u could <3) OKAY PST TIME🔥🔥 EARLY ACCESS FR🔥🔥 that IS skibidi… ILY ALPHA PLS NEVER DIE OR STOP THESE <333 *smooches*

[neetily]

Hey uhm... i had to go through my web history to try finding you... i didnt follow your tumblr before so im sorry if im asking something i shouldnt, but why did you delete everything from ao3? I went to my favorite bookmarks and was super scared when i saw all your stuff missing and your account no where to see, i thought something bad mightve happened... is everything alright? Any plans on ever going back to ao3? I literally read all your sebastian stuff and most of sam and alex, your writing is very inspiring to me, makes me want to write again...

Hope youre doing well, sorry again if im overstepping or being indelicate, i was just very worried is all

Much love from brasil 💕

hello love! i made a post explaining myself here, it's also on my pinned info post. recommend giving it a read, but if u have any other questions then please let me know!

i am absolutely planning on coming back to ao3, they just have a long wait list is all :D. i won't be reposting anything back onto ao3, and will just post new writings there.

thank u for enjoying my writing so much, im happy to have inspired u even a little bit!

stay safe <3

[hacksawboy]

pin remake... whoops

hello my name is max (any neopronouns or he/him !). former saw 3 #1 hater, hoffpilled strahmcel, and leigh whannell's number one fan. autism has done its thing and i have a lot of thoughts on postal 3 now. i run this blog

im autistic n currently hyperfixated on half life! im not too active currently, but when i am heres what i repost: happy tree friends, POSTAL, the binding of isaac. my blog is extremely reblog heavy, please keep this in mind!

im 18 years old!!! im fine with anyone following me regardless of age just dont be weird !!! ^_^ id also prefer if enstars fans didnt interact, im sorry most of you just like old posts and remind me of shit i dont want to remember.

general blog cws: gore, suggestive content (nothing outright nsfw however), the f slur (reclaimed), the n word (reclaimed). i do not like to censor myself in my own spaces, and will no longer be tagging slur usage for posts that i dont intend for many people to see. i do not tag gore, and all gore i repost is not real.

this blog is not safe for the school shooter fandom genuinely go fucking off yourself. i dont care if thats harsh youre disgusting (having a casual interest in tragic events and the psychology behind them is fine, glorifying and making fanart of murderers is not.)

if you wanna know more about me i have a strawpage too . its super cool . ok its not as bad as my carrd butttt its just a template. also still no goodbye almond eyes... check it out anyways:

heres a contemporary goodbye almond eyes to compensate the lack of it on the strawpage btw (as if the postt isnt cluttered enough right):

also heres an underrated song listen if u like rock or metal

anyways i think thats it. ciao. byebye. SHOO!!!!

[shatter-song]

so I wanted to repost my 1st ch of my fic so that people can read on here if they prefer!

| @/mamabird---> @/RULERZREACHF4N

 

 

mamabird: caleb??

 

mamabird: this is caleb right

 

mamabird: idk i just saw ur pfp

 

RULERZREACHF4N: WhO i s T.His

 

mamabird: it's viney

 

mamabird: yknow 1 of the kids u kidnapped

RULERZREACHF4N: Oh

 

RULERZREACHF4N: I''m Sorry Fo.r DoINg That

 

RULERZREACHF4N: I Mean THaT

 

mamabird: its fine

 

mamabird: well not fine not really

 

mamabird: but u apologized so its a start

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Th.ANk yoU

 

mamabird: ok ur typing is atrocious even for my standards

 

RULERZREACHF4N: MY.Typing.IS Fine

 

mamabird: no it isnt

 

mamabird: did u just make a pensta like a few hours ago

 

RULERZREACHF4N: yeS. Why¿

 

mamabird: ok that explains it

 

mamabird: anyways

 

mamabird: everything ok on ur end?

 

RULERZREACHF4N: OF CouRse.WHy wouldN"T it be?

 

mamabird: we saw what went down

 

mamabird: with u and the covenhead

 

mamabird: just wanted to check on u

 

mamabird: thats all

 

RULERZREACHF4N: AH..

 

RULERZREACHF4N: It.WeNTm.. welL actually

 

mamabird: ur slowly getting better at typing

 

mamabird: also wdym?

 

RULERZREACHF4N: What.does ThAt mean

 

mamabird: "what do you mean"

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Oh, ok.

 

mamabird: ur 1st coherent sentence

 

mamabird: proud of u caleb

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Hunter.

 

mamabird: huh

 

RULERZREACHF4N: My name.is Hunter, remember¿

 

mamabird: oh yeah sorry

 

mamabird: anyways what were u gonna say

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Darius was not Actually upsrt or anything?

 

RULERZREACHF4N: If anything, he was actually happy with ehat happened.

 

mamabird: ok?? weird

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Oh yeah, he actually was going to drop you off at Hexzide.

 

mamabird: wh

 

mamabird: for real??

 

mamabird: y didnt he say shit

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Uh. No idea.

 

mamabird: im going to kick his dramatic ass

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Owoa9aiwpw0aujqn

 

mamabird: hunter??

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Sorry, that was Flapjack.

 

RULERZREACHF4N: My palisman, by the way.

 

mamabird: AW

 

mamabird: thats adorable

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Yeah, well, she's pecking me in the face.

 

RULERZREACHF4N: I think she's tryoing to get me ro sleep.

 

mamabird: yeah its getting pretty late

 

mamabird: ttyl?

 

RULERZREACHF4N: What does that one mean?

 

mamabird: talk to you later

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Oh.

 

RULERZREACHF4N: You want to?

 

mamabird: ye sure

 

RULERZREACHF4N: Alright. Have a good night, Viney.

 

mamabird: u too hunter

 

 

 

| @/Jaden Vernal ---> @/mamabird:

 

 

Jaden Vernal: It's getting late, Vi. Everything okay?

 

mamabird: dw Nobi, just caught up in something at school

 

mamabird: coming home on puddles rn

 

Jaden Vernal: Alright, good. Love you

 

mamabird: love u too

[crowhyun]

Hi crow!! Just wanted to check up on you! How's everything? Are you feeling ok? Any big changes in life you'd like to share? I hope you're doing great. Srsly. I rly do

Its been awhile since ive been on tumblr and when i say awhile i mean its been like mayb 2 years 💀. I still rmb when i first started reading ffs on tumblr, u were one of the first few i read and really really liked. I remember going through so many of your works after reading my first from you. Throughout the period of time when i was active on tumblr i wld always check to see if you posted anyt new and just reread ur works over and over again. I genuinely loved them so much!

The last time i was properly on tumblr, i found out u deactivated ur old acc and had recently opened this current acc. Which was crazy long ago, and that is precisely how long i havent been on tumblr. Ofc me getting busy w school was one of the main reasons i became inactive, but u also being inactive/ getting ur writers block also played a part. Pls pls plsss dont take this the wrong way, i just wanted u to know that i really do enjoy your work!

If im not mistaken, i came back on tumblr bc i was looking to reread one of ur taehyun ffs but i couldnt find ur old acc and i was panicking like crazy. Thankfully i found your new acc n found the ff i was looking for shortly after. Im telling u the sense of relief i felt when i found ur acc, crazy. U are literally the only acc i rmb now, genuinely.

Yk one of the ffs i was really looking forward to was wired hearts (i think u refer it as AI taehyun?) It really caught my eye and peaked my interest when i saw the teaser and was crazyly looking forward to it. I even sent in an ask just to find out if u were planning on continuing it if u could repost the teaser. I was a little sad when u said u didnt really know where it was going n wasnt sure how to go about it and that u probably werent gonna post it. I was looking through ur asks and saw a few ppl asking about ai taehyun (cmiiw but i am talking abt the same thing right?) and u said u were working on it(?). I was rly happy to see that and again am looking forward to it if u decide to work on it! Again dont take this the wrong way, and dont feel pressured or anyt! (Cough cough would still love to see the teaser again at some point :''), pls dont feel pressured abt it tho)

Anyways, i came on tumblr tdy rly j by chance and the first post i see is one from u!! I was rly happy to see ur user first thing whn i opened tumblr i checked ur profile to see what youve been up to and found out youve also been inactive for a pretty long time. So i j wanted to check on u while u were here! It seems like many things hv changed in ur life, like u arent a flight attendant anym??? my memory is still stuck at that point of time 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Again i hope you're doing well. Dont be too hard on yourself and always remember there are always ppl supporting thing even behind the anon user! Lots and lots of love 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

(ps. Sorry for the super long msg😅, love u!)

(pps. Sorry if theres any typos or sentences that dont make sense, did read through what i wrote😅😅, again love u lots! 🩷🩷🩷)

Okay so, I woke up randomly at like 7 am and decided to check Tumblr bcs I'm a technology obsessed Gen z and omggggg 😭 this is gonna make me cry

Like why are we fated

I really do want to keep writing, and I've started up some works, so be prepared to have some put this week! I also really do what to continue with AI Taehyun bcs I've had a pretty good prompt in my head for a while and it's a bit angsty, but I love writing angst, it's just that one will probably be longer, so maybe around 7k-10k words I just gotta LOCK IN

And as for my life, I'm doing pretty good! I'm in school now, studying medica laboratory science alongside a pre-med track, so it's fine for my freshman year, but I do know that it's going to get quite rigorous soon enough so wish me luck hehe. I also miss yapping on here about drama in my life, and I wanna get back to that too lol

And do not worry about sending long messages, I LOVE to read them, and they make me so happy! You've really pushed me further into wanting to get back on here to post frequently, and I'm really going to set my sights on doing so. I miss Tumblr and I miss yall, so although I won't be posting everyday, I'll try my hardest to post at least once a week!

Also, Thanksgiving break is starting tomorrow, and then after that, it's presentations and exams, so I'll also be kinda busy with studying 😅 I'll Mae it work tho

[osachiyo]

cries in throay pain and 2 cups of tea didnt help

Water worsened it 😨

miau

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I woke uo at 5:59 am and couldnt sleep due to my throat pain n made a cup of tea, didnt help so i made another at like 7 am and that also didnt help ☹️☹️ i also havw a stuffy nose so 💔💔 AND I HAVE CLASS TODAY. ☹️ i terrorized my friend yesterday teehee

How did ur day go? Also i saw that anon thingy..

“Stop stealing black womans work.” (Or whatever they said) and where is the proof? I can ASSURE you that chichi NEVER stole a persons work.. if ur talking abt reblogging then they r tryna make more people see the authors work 😭 nor r they rhe type of person to steal someones work??!! r u jealous she is an amazing writer lmao..

Anywyas

Hope ur doing well<3

( ding ! ) reminder; it doesnt matter if you fail, as long as you keep trying me and the others will be here to support you and help you on your journey<3 :3

-💞 anon

OH NOO :( im so sorry, love ! throat pains are the worst </33

ty for the pins, lovely ! and ur so right clorinde makes me...iqwhdd

im so sorry abt your cold, sweetie :( sending 100000 hugs n forehead kisses for u ! pls get better soon, ok?

my day went good ! tysm for asking, love :D also ikr that ask was very random sob.. i dont know if they mixed up reblogging with reposting but um yeah uidoqw tysm for sticking up for me, love !

thank you for the reminder, honey ! please make sure to get some rest and take things easy on yourself, yeah? we don't want your cold to get worse </3

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i hate how reblog icon just goes away so the only way i know if i have reboggef is the little 'like icon but this is not enough because sometimes i do not know if if have just liked it or i liked it last momth so i apoligize if i just reblogged the same shit you already saw. then again thats all anyone posts anymore its all just tumblr post of tiktoks of tweets of facebook posts that got reposted to reddit twice and the jpeg is so fried it becomed burnt . i am in so much pain and i cannot sleep so hopefully a stream of consciousness will stop my brain from yelling at me. i dont like how the joke of "there's too many standards so we should make our own standard that works with all if them". in some ways this is how i feel about conlangs and numbering systems cuz they're kinda cool but i can barely speak english so a useless language hurts me on a deeper level. it feels like a waste of brain for me to even comprehend. if you don't use a language to communicate then is it language? why not say theway to conjugate your past tense is to piss really loudly. go crazy. actually there is that hat one i think called kay fop b or whatever who cares we're gonna die at some point and i dont want my longest lasting contribution to society to be some joke hat language. actually what happened to hats. we went from like fedora trilby and it all lead yp to beanies and shit. even baseball cap feels like a dying breed. shit is so itchy i hate how it feel i do not understand how people wear hats. maybe thats it but theres still so many of u beanie people. i am not the person to ask for fashion advice i can barely find clothes to wear on a given day sometimes. i got hella fat and now i feel terrible about myself and my appearance and none of my clothes fit. i got so many garments that have negative stretch like if i even attempt to fit in this it will break. i just wanna wear an infinite clothiny that i dont have to care aboit. just like a big gray bodysuit that makes me imperceptible. granted even when i was less chubby i didnt want to be percieved either so maybe i just dont like how i look lmao. probably dysphoria in there somewhere who knows i just feel so tired and lazy i dont got shit and i have nothin to feel good about so i have just put up with feeling snd looking like human waste all the damb time . i think they should make a new flavor of powerade thats like coconut or coconut lime kinda like that drink from sonic the ocean water. if it was coconut you could make it just light blue cuz theres no cloudy light blue powerade and that would look good. like one of those fortnite drinks they have in the jars that looks kinda tasty. if you made it coconut lime it could be cloudy green like that terrible cucumber lime gatorade. the last time they made new flavors of powerade was like summer 2021 and those flavors are discontinued now. but they only made zero versions of them so im not surprised if they did poorly. also they never make cool names like. Glacier Freeze. thats the berry orange one. Cool Blue is literally just orange or blue curacao flavor. Arctic Blitz was supposed to be honeydew watermelon but it tasted so awful and i love both of those flavors. even just like Fierce Grape is a cooler name but its literally just grape or whatever. Sorry i meant

Grape whoa this shit is neat i'm so glad tumblr has actual text markup options like lets go i love strikethru its so handy i use it on discord all the time too. in a way it somehow both useful as a serious and as a joking indicator but in very obvious ways... probably because i start them with "but" or "except" or stuff like that. i love that i can just type into this box forever and nobody will ever see it and its all just for me yippee! but at least i have the option and unless someone loves stupid walls of text nobody will be forced to see it. gordon freeman big naturals. gorgonzola freeman. spinda pokemon wearing jorts. who up playin with they zeebo. what ever happened to that gon go gab galab guy wheres his revival bring that energy into 2011 fr. wish i was better at chess but i'm so scared of other people so i only play against my friends and the computer. i was in the middle of typin out all this shit amd i was informed that there is a limit to paragprah soze but if u hit enter its chill. it goes away so i made a newline on Grape because its funny to put that there. i think we should work on milking funnier animals. we already milk nuts and rhey dont even have udders but like whats kangaroo milk taste like. i bet its all churned up and creamy cuz they be hopping all the damn time. actually its probably bitter and shitty snd the only reason joeys drink it is because theyre too young and small and crap poopoo to know any better. its like kangaroo buttermilk or kangaroo soylent. reminds me of that angry slappy the squirrel she said something about buttermilk i barely remember animaniacs but it was a good show i had that shit on multiple dvds. i wanted to try that new soylent because it is my guilty pleasure that i want the future to be at least slightly cool about eating stupid foods and not dystopian. 🎁 i seriously cannot believe that someone has ever licked their elbow. it probably has piss on it. luigis mansion 3ds remake. its crazy how most of thr star fox games are either just the snes game again or are some weird shit like adventure or guard. in a way counter strike is the same cuz theres just the first game and then a remake and another remake and then there's a different game entirely that was supposed to be the single player but its a new game. and then there's cs go which was at launch kinda like the second remake but with new shit? like they named the guns correctly and u can play on a l4d map and thry replaced the tmp. but now cs2 is basically a csgo update even though its look like a new game but u play through the csgo launcher and u play on the same dust2. so theres like 3 games but somehow we sre on counterstrike 2. chicken enchilada. thatd a funny trick to play on god. i bet they got some crazy ass soup on mars.i gotta wait so long to see the mario movie. i bet you could jist randomly generate memes by putting hip hop vocals over kevin macleod instrumentals and people woild eat that shit up. my eyeballs are stsrting to hurt goodnight tumblr or is it good morning? ive been typing for so long i cant help it

edit: metal gear solid 2. its good but 3 is better and should have been the Action Game for the ps2 at the smithsonian that shit is rad