#also i'm not sure if you wanted solely sad/angst or sad/angst with a happy ending... the latter is what i tend to gravitate more towards
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beldaroot · 2 years ago
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i feel like i've read every single angsty/sad reddie fic that exists. what are your recs?
it (1986) by stephen king
lskdjfkldsjfkldf no i'm joking but it's kinda true that nothing is more devastating than canon itself lol
anyway! here are a few fics that have destroyed me and turned me into a puddle of tears:
detour by naiesu
finis (a tragedy in three acts) by HATECADILLAC
this is the way the world ends by sporklift
eddie and richie's very limited playlist by tossertozier
5555 by weepies
rinse & repeat by billdenbrough
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shoyoist · 2 years ago
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hehe i hopped into the ask box again instead of replying but tell me about your kakucho & izana selfship🫣🫣 we love some good angst in here
i dIDNT KNOW U ALSO SELFSHIPPED WITH KAKU THATS SO EXCITING🤭
I DO! i solely dove into the angst with it though, but i should work on something with a happy ending now that wakui ended the series on the most slap happy note ever 😭
hmm basically, kakucho and i were childhood friends and we lived close by. we'd go bug catching in the summer and i'd make him play picnics with me in the backyard, all that<3 until his parents passed away and he was moved away to the orphanage, abruptly cutting our little friendship off. i then moved away for school, and i thought i might never see him again, but i always kept the memory of him close to my heart—
and years later, when i moved back into the neighborhood i grew up in, i find out that kakucho is one of the leaders of a notorious delinquent group. my immediate response is to try and find him and get him out of there.
when i do find him, however, he's entirely in love with izana and has nearly forgotten about me 💔 izana confronts me and tells me there's no way he'll let me take kakucho away from him, and that he's sworn to stay by his side for as long as he lives — and i tell him i think that's fucking stupid and that if he knows kakucho at all, he should know that kakucho is not a violent man. “you're forcing him to do all this, he'd be happier away from you” basically, and from then on me and izana are at eachother's throats 💀
the only reason izana doesn't kill me is because kakucho begged him not to. i'm one of the last remaining pieces of his childhood after all, he doesn't want to lose me. and eventually, izana and i form a begrudging friendship (for kakucho's sake, we say, but i'm slowly growing fond of him. perhaps even falling for him) and the three of us go out to dinner sometimes, and we learn more about eachother. me and izana are learning about eachother for the first time, but what kakucho and i learned was just how much we'd changed since we were kids.
but before i could be sure of my feelings for izana, and before i could be sure if he returned any of those feelings at all — he dies. leaving a grief stricken kakucho for me to take care of alone, since the rest of tenjiku were all locked up and kakucho has literally nobody else.
we eventually get into a relationship, but it was like there was something between us. something physical, something phantom that kept us apart. that kept us from being happy together. and it was izana. or rather, the absence of izana.
when kakucho joined bonten and seared izana's signature symbol over his heart, i followed. at that point, i knew kakucho would never completely get over izana, and kakucho knew that i knew. i'd already confessed to him that i think i was falling for izana, too. and it was funny just how heavy my feelings grew with time, for a dead man. i missed him. kakucho missed him.
and at some point, even though i loved kakucho and kakucho loved me, it was like we were together only because izana had died. we were together and we were sad because he was dead.
we do want to be happy, but kakucho refuses to be happy while izana's dead and gone and i can't be happy alone. that's pretty much the gist of it 😭
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↑ that's the title of the fic i've written for the timeline that leads up to bonten, and the two texts are conversations between me and izana hehe<3 i worked so hard on this fr, and for what? to break my own heart 😩
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kim-seung-mo · 3 years ago
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Could I request #30? Thank you so much, have a nice day/night!
𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 ℂ𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕙 𝕠𝕟 𝕐𝕠𝕦
♩ gn!reader, soft soft soft!!! just fluff, no angst, no warnings, tears but like not sad tears?? does that make sense??? there's like one swear word
♩♩ word count: 1.8k
♩♩♩ A/N: fun fact, i've actually never had a crush on anyone...is that kinda sad? idk (⊙_⊙)
wip list here
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Chan
Maybe you're just too oblivious, but you haven't been able to detect his feelings.
Even though others would definitely say he is terrible at hiding it.
He would always be subconsciously looking in your direction, unconsciously doing things for you, acts of service, he smiles whenever anyone mentions you, the way he's always so nervous in front of you, all of these little things so clearly indicates that he has feelings for you.
But you just don't seem to notice at all.
And he doesn't know what to feel about this.
On the one hand, he is happy that you do not know, which means your relationship will never be ruined.
But on the other hand, you not noticing anything could also be evidence to prove that you don't share the same feelings he does.
He laughs at himself, feeling like a teenager for having trouble with someone like this.
But while he tries to stop himself from it, he just ends up falling deeper and deeper.
The thought that you could possibly solely see him as a brother, or a friend breaks his heart.
He wants to be more, he wants you to see him as more.
He's the kind of person to compose a song for you overnight, just because he thought of you.
But whether you'll ever be hearing this song or not, he doesn't know.
Minho
Him? Lee Minho? Having a crush on someone?
Impossible. Only other people have crushes on him.
But... What then, is this emotion he's feeling for you?
He's the kind of person who won't admit that he likes you, ever.
Would think of a thousand excuses just to convince himself otherwise.
"I'm not looking at Y/N, I was...uh, looking at my own reflection!"
"I wasn't blushing! It's the heater! Don't you guys think it's too high?"
He is a tsundere.
Will try to get you to like him, make you confess your love for him first, make you think you fell for him first.
Will offer to teach you how to dance, as a friend of course.
Then during the "teachings", would deliberately be all touchy with you, making you blush, your heart beating faster, and then pretend that nothing happened.
Evil bunny, very evil.
You will never know the truth, he makes sure no one knows... unless, of course, he gets drunk and says it himself.
Changbin
This may sound strange, but Changbin will be close to everyone except you.
He's great at connecting with people and loves skin-to-skin contact, but the moment he's with you it's like he's broken.
Unsure of what to do with his hands, red ear tips, awkward laughter.
He's a rapper, but he stutters in front of you.
You thought for a long time that he didn't like you, or that he felt uncomfortable around you.
And so you would try to stay away from him because you were afraid that you made him uncomfortable.
He didn't know that, obviously, as so was really upset about it for a long time, thinking you were distancing yourself from him because you didn't like him.
Don't we just love miscommunication?
This frustrated not only the two of you, but also the other members of Stray Kids.
Watching you two give longing looks at each other across the room, and that damn sigh you always made really drove them crazy.
Why were the two of you so stupid? Why can't you guys just...talk for like two minutes and everything will be solved??
"Omg dude they/he obviously like/s you back! Just act normal!!!"
You've both heard that line a million times from the other seven members.
Hyunjin
If you don't confess your love to him first, he will be hiding it for the rest of his life, I'm not joking.
Unlike Minho, he won't try to make you like him at all, he just sits in a corner and sulks.
When he sees you with another member (or anyone else really), his eyes start to turn red and his chest aches.
Will write you love poems, but most of the love poems are thrown into the trash.
Because "no words express my love for Y/N".
He is a very sensual person, the kind that will like you to the point where it's actually overwhelming him.
The type that will start crying when he thinks of you when he goes home alone at night and feels lonely in bed.
He hates himself for not having the courage to confess to you, but then there's really not much he can do other than pray to god for you to like him back. (and hopefully confess cuz he's definitely not going to say it first, he fears rejection more than anything else)
The boldest thing he has ever done was secretly kiss you on the forehead when you were asleep.
Even if it was just a simple peck on the forehead, it kept him up all night with his heart racing.
After that incident, he would often imagine what it would be like if he could kiss you on the lips.
Though if a kiss on the forehead makes him act like this, a kiss on your lips would probably be the death of him.
Jisung
Very straightforward, surprisingly, will flirt with you and use cheesy pick-up lines he found on the internet.
But if you flirt back, he immediately goes into tomato mode.
Face red, shaky hands, stuttering, the whole anxiety package except it's not.
"What's wrong Sungie, are you shy? You were so bold just a moment ago?"
Him and his anime girl legs, if you know you know.
Hides his face behind his sleeves, not daring to speak or look at you.
You only really needed one more push to make him give up and just confess to you.
But you always stop right there, not giving him any more push, making him unsure whether you like him back or not.
He really likes being close to you, feeling close to you, looking for common ground with you.
Every time he's hinking about you, or looking at you, time flies by.
He will notice every little habit you have, little details, so small that sometimes you don't even know yourself.
These little details just make him like you more and more.
He feels like he can't possibly be more obvious.
Every love song is written for you, the lyrics hinting at you, heck, he even lets you listen to them before anyone else, even before Chan and Changbin. He made you read the lyrics, he was staring at you the whole time you listened. He was this close to putting your name in the song.
Why aren't you getting the hints? It's driving him crazy.
Eventually one day he'll just say "fuck it" and confess to you, one day.
Felix
Is Felix so warm and sunny because he is an Australian? Or is it his own personality? You don't know.
But he is really direct in showing his liking to people.
The loving eyes, the physical contact, the never-ending compliments, the gifts every now and then.
It's almost like he's afraid that others do not know that he likes you.
His whole body is always just sticking to you, as long as you are with him, he must hold your arm, or hold your hand, or just hold you.
If you guys were actually dating, (people already can't tell if you are or not) he would probably be sitting directly on your lap.
Constantly begging to get your compliments, will put a lot of effort into it.
Compliment him on his dancing, on his deep voice, on his improvement in singing, on his cute and charming freckles, on his tiny little hands, on everything.
Everyone in the world knows he likes you, even you know he likes you.
But he doesn't seem to know.
"Felix, do you like me? Because I like you."
"I like you?! But... omg ......Y/N, you're right! I like you! I like you!!! Wait- you like me too? That's great! Are we boyfriend-girlfriend now?"
It's so weird hearing him say such cute words when he has that deep voice, but you loved it.
You thought he couldn't be clingier
Boy, you're so wrong.
Seungmin
Actor, this puppy is an actor.
"I bought an extra drink on accident, I guess you can have this one."
You look at your favorite drink in your hand and blink.
How did he just happen to buy your favorite drink? Oh, what a wonderful coincidence.
"I found the flowers on the side of the road and thought they were pretty, I guess you can have them."
You look at your favorite flower in your hand and blink again.
This type of flower doesn't bloom this season, how did he get so lucky? What a wonderful coincidence.
"Hey I learned a random new song, do you want to hear it?"
You look at the song shown on his phone and blink once again.
It's your favorite song, how did he happen to pick your favorite song to learn? What a coincidence.
No, by this point, even you sensed that something was not right.
How would there be so many coincidences? And how could all these coincidences benefit you?
"Seungmin, is there something you're hiding from me?"
Seungmin swallowed, but remained calm.
"No, why would I be hiding something from you?"
You watch his face carefully, trying to read his expression.
"I know!"
He clenches his teeth nervously, you didn't find out, did you?
"You're trying to make up for something you did wrong aren't you?! What did you do?!"
Oh, well, maybe he hadn't done enough to make it obvious.
Jeongin
Panic.
In one word, panic.
Jeongin is still a baby, you were not only his crush, you were his first (and maybe last) crush.
He had never experienced such feelings before, and naturally, he didn't know how to react to these foreign feelings.
"Hyung...do I like Y/N Noona/Hyung?......"
Chan choked on water and started coughing violently.
When the Maknae said he "had something to discuss with him", he never thought it would be something like this.
"Uhhhh......I can't answer that for you Innie, how do you feel yourself?
He then proceeds to give Chan a full-on speech about how he feels about you.
After listening to the nearly ten-minute "speech," Chan nodds.
"Yes Innie, you definitely have a big fat crush on Y/N."
With this (obvious) answer, Jeongin begins to shy away from you.
He might have been just a little lost before, but now he was full-on panic mode.
Yang Jeongin.exe has stopped working
"Jeongin, did Noona/Hyung do something wrong? Why are you always avoiding me? Do you hate me?"
That obviously wasn't it, but you had to put it that way to get him to talk.
"No! Noona/Hyung you didn't do anything wrong! I'm not- please don't think that! I don't hate you! I- I'm avoiding you because of the opposite! Because I... I... ...... I like you!"
Well by "talk" you certainly weren't expecting that, but you weren't complaining either.
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soopersara · 3 years ago
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Ok, so I was just re-reading Only By Starlight because the podcast was not enough and I got to the amazing hurt/comfort part and I was wondering if you could recommend any other fics that have good hurt/comfort? Or even Zuko comforting Katara? 😁 iloveyourwritingsomuchokbye
💖 💗 💖 💗 💖
I'm so glad you like the story (and the podfic - honestly, and I knew this going into it, posting recordings like that can be a pretty lonely experience because there's a limited number of people who want to sit through podfics & that means very limited feedback. Which is fine. I like doing them and I know that some people appreciate when they're available)! This ask really brightened my day!
As far as recs go... I'm a bit of a wimp when it comes to angst that other people have written because I can't do sad endings and it's hard to know what kind of ending other people are going for unless it's explicitly tagged. When I'm writing it, I'M THE BOSS, so I can make sure that everyone is okay and happy in the end. So I can't say that I've ever read anything that's solely or even mostly hurt/comfort, but some of my favorite multichapters have chapters or scenes that are hurt/comfort. So in no particular order (and I make absolutely no promises about these being things you haven't heard of before 😅):
The Color of the Stars by bluenebulae has Zuko taking care of Katara early on, and then a chapter or two (? I can't remember exactly, it's been a while since I read it) of Katara taking care of Zuko
Chapter 15: Charades from Turtle-Duck Rituals by BrusselsSprout (it's a oneshot, I'm not just pointing you to a random chapter of a longfic) has some sweet hurt/comfort stuff in it (especially the ending)
i'm still here by owedbetter is VERY well known for the hurt/comfort parts toward the end, and also has some lovely emotional hurt/comfort earlier on
The Worst Prisoner by emletish has hurt/comfort sections in it - throughout the series, honestly, but the front end of Book 1 is always what comes to mind for me
The Undying Fire by Boogum has a decent amount of hurt/comfort mixed throughout (any self-respecting series about healing abilities needs that 😂) - particularly in the NWT section of Book 1, early Book 2, and... goodness, I can't remember exactly when it happens, but there's a post-crystal catacombs thing in there too
thicker than water by akaiiko is a oneshot with some really sweet, mostly emotional hurt/comfort
so let us melt, and make no noise by LittleLostStar has quite a bit of h/c if I'm remembering correctly (it's been a while since it updated, and it's been even longer since I got caught up, shhhh)
I've probably read others in the past too, but I can't remember where to begin looking for them 😬. And I guess I've written a few others that I'd consider hurt/comfort too:
Brightest in the Dark (mild emotional h/c)
I Wasn't Done Yelling at You (Book 1 h/c)
Rebirth (soft post-finale h/c)
Affirm (post-TSR emotional h/c)
Secret (Book 3 emotional h/c)
But ObS was definitely the first time that I went full, unrestrained hurt/comfort, and it's kind of a niche thing in fandom, so I can't honestly say that I've come across a ton of it. Sucks to be a wimpy hurt/comfort fan who hates being sad, I guess. I'm probably missing a lot of good stuff because I don't want to make myself cry. I do plan to incorporate more h/c in my future fics (and future parts of ongoing ones too), though!
Thanks again for the ask, anon!
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mana-sputachu · 2 years ago
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A lot of people keep saying that T9 will have a large time skip similar to T3 and will focus on Jin and Xiaoyu's kid/s (imagine where a thirty-something Xiaoyu gonna be) but… it doesn't make much sense. Yes, I see it in the future maybe but not so early on? Jin's storyline is nowhere near finished and it would be sad to see him rendered to nothing more than the new protagonist's dad after so many years of struggle. He's always been an iconic character but I feel like we never truly saw him shine, if you get what I mean? When he's the sole focus of the story, he's either the cool Kazuya replacement with too much package (so just Kazuya replacement), or he was basically the villain. I want to see him heal. I know Tekken is a story not about good vs evil but evil vs another, maybe lesser evil, but damn it I want to see him a little happy. And it isn't about what I want to see, it also doesn't make sense to move so fast when so much of the story is still unraveled or needs to be told, and I doubt everything will be resolved in T8. They had the ability to do large time skip back in T3 days because people weren't as attached to the characters as we are now. A time-skip will change most of the roster (again, no older females in Tekken hah ha h a :/). And the fact that the last 57 Tekkens all happened in the same year? They are clearly drawing this out. Am I talking nonsense?? I've seen this theory way too much now i just… argh sorry for talking so much about this
Okay, first of all do not apologize for your message! It's been ages since I've got so many nice and interesting messages here on tumblr, and I'm having a blast responding and brainstorming (or just fangirling) with ya all! And Tekken is one of my fave things ever that is now taking over my brain (together with KoF) again, so it's all good here! If ya all want to keep message me, please feel free to do so!❤️
And I agree with your point of view, such a sudden time skip wouldn't make sense. Jin stated multiple times ingame that he wants to eradicate his remaining family members before killing himself (JIN NO), so having such a big time skip with a new Mishima, possibly his son/daughter seems... nonsensical. Jin wants to end his bloodline as of now, so I'd put that idea aside. And we're not even sure he'll be able to really kill/beat Kazuya this time.... hell, since it's Harada we're talking about, we're not even sure Heihachi is really dead. You know he's more than capable to revive him just because the old fart has tons of fans (especially among professional/semi professional players). When the trailer dropped, me and @askkrisachan were speculating about it, thinking Harada would be more than capable to revive him a la Jinpachi. ANYWAY. You're right in saying Jin's story is yet to be done. Even if he manages to win against his clan, there's still the Devil Gene. He seems to be somewhat in control of it in that trailer but... is that true? He seemed vaguely in control even in his T4 ending, managing to summon his wings only, but we know he wasn't thanks to his T5 prologue. He also seemed somewhat able to control it at the end of T7 (after that long ass beauty sleep) but again... how much of that is true? It's something worth exploring imho... and Claudio could be used for that. Something along the line of: with Kazuya and Heihachi gone for good, Jin is trying to do something good and restoring peace helped by Lee (and Lars, reclutantly), but Claudio helds a new tournament cause he's still interested in the Devil gene. Not the most brilliant plot BUT a step away from the whole Mishima saga and villain!Jin, and towards Jin's redemption arc, fighting once again for the good reasons... and still struggling with his inner demon, because we love angst and makes sense with his character and growth. And yeah, given how they're spreading 989882332 tournaments in the span of a few months, I doubt there will be a big time skip with T9. Maybe 2-3 years, but nothing like T2/3- As you said, at the time people weren't so attached to the characters yet, they weren't fully developed yet, ending were very short and the story felt more like a puzzle to put together. Probably it was like that for the team too, testing waters while deciding in what direction they wanted to go.
Granted, it's also Harada we're talking about, the man who once in a video intervew told that the creation of Alisa and Lars was basically "here's some random words, create two new characters based on those", so he might pull something like that if he's drunk enough... but I sincerely hope not.
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xpeachesncream · 4 years ago
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summary: as you and taehyung start to build your life together post graduation, things become more complicated than what you expected it to be. while taehyung struggles with his inner demons, you’ve become the sole supporter, the pillar, juggling different jobs to keep you two afloat. your love for each other has been put to the test as your relationship continues to face hurdles - hurdles that have you questioning whether or not your relationship will make it through.
pairing: reader x fiancé!kth
genre: post grad au, established relationship au | fluff, angst, smut
words: 4.8k
warnings: cussing/mature language, jealousy, lots of insecurities and overthinking, angst, crying, bar scene, alcohol consumption, flashback scene in the middle of the chapter, a lil sprinkle of fluff, implied sexual content, bickering/arguments
note: honestly, this was ALSO not supposed to get this long but like… 🙃 here we are lol
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"Okay, I think that's it." You said, hands on your hips as you and Jungkook walked through your door for the final time.
"What are you selling, the world?" He huffs and puffs.
"For someone who works out often, you complain a lot." He rolls his eyes playfully.
"Where's Tae?"
"Sleeping still." He nods.
"Oh, okay. Ready to go then?" You nodded silently as you grabbed your bag to hitch a ride to the café with Jungkook since he was working today. He starts to talk about the girl who works with you two and how he thinks she's a little cutiepie. He has such a silly crush on her that his cheeks are lightly rose tinted every time he talks about certain encounters they've had. You're happy to see him happy, and you tell him to keep pursuing it since she's a super sweet girl. However, part of you is sad solely because you couldn't say you were 100% happy at this moment. You wish you were, but these problems were hindering you from feeling complete. You just wanted to get past this page in the book.
As soon as you both get to the cafe, you start unloading his trunk and getting everything inside. Jungkook claims he has the last two bags covered, so you walk to the back and take breather just to gather yourself before setting up. But you truly didn't expect to lose it right then and there.
"Okay! I got all the— Y/N?" Jungkook instantly worries when he sees you crying into your hands in the backroom and hurries over to you. "Hey, woah. What's going on?" He gets in front of you, gently trying to pry your hands off of your face.
"Fuck, I'm sorry." You continue to cry as he successfully removes your hands from your face.
"Sorry for what? What's going on?" He wipes your tears with his sweater and lifts your chin to look at you in the eye.
"Nothing."
"The day barely started and you're already crying in the backroom." He says softly. "Don't try and lie to me."
"I just don't know what's going on between me and Tae and it's stressing me out."
"What's going on? Same stuff?" You nod, tears still streaming down your cheeks. You tell him about how he had been super weird about taking Jimin's help and how you both got into a huge argument about it. Then, you told him how last night ended [sparing your poor bestfriend the details] and how you couldn't help but feel used because he simply dismissed you, which is very unlike Taehyung when it comes to arguments and disagreements. "I'm sorry, Y/N. I know he's going through a rough time, but Tae also needs to respect you and look at you as his partner, not someone who's also attacking him or against him. Do you want me to talk to him?"
"No." Simply, no. Because you never get your friends involved like that. You just don't, no matter how much they wanna help. "He looks at me like I am, especially after this whole Jimin thing. I don't wanna say it's stupid because I don't wanna discredit his feelings, but god. Like, should I just do this on my own? Tell Jimin to forget it?"
"No." Jungkook shakes his head. "You're already getting a good start on your goals, Y/N. Don't let that go because of everything going on. Give him some time and space."
"I have been. For awhile now." You sat, feeling completely defeated already, tears still coming down your cheeks.
"Here, I'll go set up and I can take over the table for a bit. I'll ask Isabella if she can cover for a quick second." He stands in front of you, hands out to help support you as if you had lost your footing.
"No, I'll be fine—"
"Y/N, just sit. Okay?" He gives off a small sigh. "Just sit for a second and let yourself take a breather." He gently sits you down and makes sure you don't get up by slowly backing away from you.
"Kook, this isn't Marco Polo."
"I'm just trying to make sure you don't run off because you're stubborn!"
"Hey!" Isabella comes running in, a little confused as to what's happening.
"Hey, can you cover me at the front for a bit?" Jungkook stands back upright in a normal position to ask her sweetly, hands tucked behind his back as he bounced on his feet. This boy.
"Yeah, of course Jungkook." She blushes.
"Thanks. I'll be right back." He gives you a quick look before dashing off. You lay your head onto your arms as they rest on the table, a small headache forming at the center of your forehead.
"You okay, Y/N?" Isabella asks softly as she puts her things away.
"Yeah, sorry. Just a really weird day yesterday."
"I'm sorry." You feel her hand caress your back. "Let me know if you need anything, okay?" She says before shuffling herself out of the room. To be honest, you had no idea what was going on with you, and why you were feeling this way. You were just so sick and tired. Sick and tired of being sick and tired.
This was slowly taking a toll on you, and you weren't even sure if Taehyung realized what he was doing was hurting you in the process.
He can't say he does.
Tae set the weights down back onto the rack aggressively before sitting on the bench, watching Jimin finish his set. They had been working out after lunch, Jimin calling him shortly after Taehyung had fully woken up.
"Are you gonna go to the café after this?" Tae shrugged.
"I don't know, Y/N said she didn't need help and wouldn't be there all day."
"You won't even visit for a bit?" Jimin asks. Usually Tae was rushing to get back to you, but he knew everything that had been going on had been affecting your relationship to an extent.
"We'll see."
"You two coming to the bars tonight then?"
"What are we celebrating again?"
"Nothing. Just getting together like old times. I told Kook, Hobi and Yoongi. They're down." Tae nodded.
"Joon, too?"
"Joon, too."
"Me and Y/N will probably go but I don't think we'll stay long. She has to do that thing at the school—" He scratched his head. "The thing— the exhibit and talking to incoming art students or whatever." Jimin chuckled at how Tae couldn't get his words out.
"It's not whatever."
"You know that's not what I mean." Tae rolled his eyes at him, annoyed all over again at how Jimin had been kissing your ass lately. Cause fuck, the way Jimin had been painting himself as a knight in shining armor, an angel even, was pissing him the fuck off. It made him feel like he wasn't doing enough to support you, or like you couldn't turn to him for help. He hated that feeling, even though he had been rude as hell and showing it in a different way.
"That's fine. Just come out and hang out for a bit." Jimin sighed as he sat on the bench next to him, drinking some water before placing the bottle back down on the ground. "You two doing okay?"
"Yeah, what makes you think we aren't?" Tae asks, getting defensive. Jimin quickly eyes him, reading his body language. He knew Taehyung so well - so fucking well that he knew almost immediately when things were taking a toll on him. Things liiiike.. his parents. As a prime example. Jimin knew Taehyung and his parents obviously didn't have the best relationship, and he knew he took things to heart whenever his father got on him about stupid shit [just like he did over that dinner]. Taehyung wasn't one to show emotion much; he liked showing people he was mentally tough and that he could handle whatever came his way. For the most part, it was true. But, Jimin and Namjoon also knew he wasn't always like that, especially when it came to things that mattered the most to him - his family and you. Taehyung hated to admit it but his family's opinion of him was important no matter what. He was hard on himself because he wanted them to be proud. He wanted to actually feel like he had been doing something good for once. He was still longing for that feeling no matter what he said or did. It was a never-ending battle; like a plot with no happy ending in sight.
"I'm just asking." Jimin threw up his hands, showing that he wasn't suggesting anything behind the harmless question.
"We're fine. I know she's been stressed lately because of work and her art."
"Mmm."
"It's funny." Taehyung chuckles at himself.
"What's funny?" Jimin laughed a bit, confused.
"I didn't expect to be caught up in her like this. After Hana, messing around with all these girls. She's my fucking fiancé."
"Yeah and you better not fuck that up." Jimin stands to gather his things.
"You sound like my dad." Tae jokes, even though he was pretty offended.
"I'm sorry, didn't mean to." Jimin instantly apologizes, knowing everyone had been walking on eggshells around Taehyung lately. "She's a good girl, you've got it good."
Taehyung softly smiles at the thought of you, but he wasn't gonna lie, he was hurt by Jimin's statement. Call him sensitive or whatever, but he wasn't feeling the fact that people were constantly looking at him as a fuck up and hinting at it. It seemed to be a reoccurring theme lately. "You ready?" Tae sighs before grabbing his stuff. They get into his car, departing from the gym to make their way to Jimin's so he can get dropped off before Tae heads home. Taehyung replays yesterday's events in his head, which instantly irks him all over again. But, he has such a soft spot for you that he feels terrible for having been too harsh about it. He was still upset, and he wasn't gonna let up on his feelings. But he knew he should have been better about how he approached it. He knew better than that. He's learned to do better.
➤ FLASHBACK
Taehyung excitedly parks his car at the café to surprise you for your pop up today. He had been working endlessly to finish off finals strongly, and he had been so busy that he hadn't really gotten a chance to help you or support you. He felt terrible about it because you were his babygirl and he wanted nothing but to spoil you for all the hardwork you've been putting in.
He creeps up behind you, bouquet of flowers hidden behind his back. "Excuse me, miss." He says lowly near your ear.
"Holy fuck!" You say as he startles you. "Babe, what the hell! Don't do that!" He laughs.
"What's cookin', goodlookin'?" He wiggles his eyebrows, making you chuckle. "These are for you." He smiles toothlessly as he hands you the pretty bouquet. "And your favorite!" He hands you a Mcflurry cup.
You squeal. "Oreo Mcflurry! Aw, thank you baby." You place a quick kiss on his lips. "But don't ever scare me like that!" You playfully hit his chest, causing him to erupt in laughter.
"You should've seen your face."
"Ha-ha, very funny." You rolled your eyes, causing him to pinch your cheeks.
"How's it going?"
"Welp, I'm almost out for the day." You giggle. "I, uh, may have underestimated." You look down at his hoodie, realizing it was one of the hoodies you had made for a previous collection you sold at Jin's. "Waaaow, cute sweater, who made it?"
"Mm, I don't know if you know her. Her name's Y/N."
"Uh huh?" You nod, hand on your hip, waiting to hear more.
"She stands about this tall." He lowers himself close to the ground, causing you to laugh. "Cute, right? She's beautiful, incredibly smart and sexy. Brilliant visual designer and illustrator. Packed with hella attitude." He pretends to ponder on his thoughts. "I could go on about her, really. She's one of a kind."
"Cute. She must feel lucky." You smile.
"I know, I'd feel lucky if I knew me too." You roll your eyes and playfully hit him. "Ah, I'm kidding." He pulls you into a hug. "I keep this sweater in my trunk."
"Oh, so you keep it in your trunk just for emergency wear?" You sarcastically ask as he holds you from behind.
"Yeah, and cause it's the only sweater I'd choose to wear out of the hundreds I own." You smile up at him. "Mhm, not gonna try and win that one." He places a big, sloppy kiss on your cheek before pulling away. "Show me. How can I help my pretty baby today?"
➤ END FLASHBACK
"Hey, I can't stay out late tonight because of the event tomorrow."
"Yeah, I know." Taehyung says softly.
"Please don't drink too much."
"I wooooooon't." He whines with a small sigh, also slightly offended at that statement. He didn't know what it was, maybe it was the fact that his own father painted him in such a negative light that everything seemed off to him lately. Like people were just out to get him or constantly looking down at him and his actions. A personal attack at who he was. It was slowly piling up for him and he wasn't sure how much more of it he could take.
You prepared a quick dinner while he hopped in the shower. You set his plate aside before taking a look at the mail that had come in today.
Bills, bills and more bills.
You sighed to yourself as it felt like you had just paid things off, but clearly not. Moving into Taehyung's wasn't the greatest idea, being that his space was much more expensive than yours. But, he did have the space you needed for your work. There was money left, but you knew it wouldn't last forever. You hated tapping into your savings and whipping out your credit cards because you wanted to keep yourself clean as much as possible. However, that was proven difficult as of late. It was a sacrifice, especially since Taehyung had cut off his mother's help. Taehyung's pride was such a curse sometimes.
You shook your head, already finalizing the fact that you would deal with it later. You had began to set your things aside for the new student event tomorrow morning. You figured you'd get there early to set up and make your table at neat and cute, so you didnt have to worry much about it right now.
Taehyung comes out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist, hair slicked back and wet. You turn to face him, your eyes wandering down to his chest and bottom area. God, why was he so beautiful? It wasn't fair. You loved him so much that you could crumble even being upset. He talks a whole lot about you being the death of him, when really, this man is going to be the death of you. Truly. There's no debate about it.
Getting to the bar, you both immediately spot your friends in the corner, a huge tower of beer decorating the center of the table. Jimin is the first to stand, coming towards you two with a huge smile on his face.
"Friends!" Jimin yells. "Drink!" He says, holding up two shot glasses.
"Fuck, man." Taehyung says taking the glass. "We just got here."
"So! Y/N needs to be home early remember?" He watches wide-eyed as you two take the shot and make sour faces at each other.
"Okay, I'm good." You say, being that you were the DD tonight. Taehyung could enjoy himself if he wanted to [to an extent], but you definitely needed to be in tip top shape to be a good role model to those incoming art students tomorrow.
Throughout the night, the bar starts to get packed from end to end, you and your friends staying at the table and keeping to yourselves. You could tell Taehyung was crossing the line of pretty fucking drunk, which somewhat bothered you. You literally just told him to take it easy tonight - just for one night - so you could do what you need to do tomorrow.
"Hey." Jimin comes next to you, swinging his arm over your shoulder like he always does. "One more shot?" You give him a toothless smile. Ugh, why the hell not? Your man was drunk, and Jimin had only been helpful lately. You could at least return the favor by taking a shot with him.
"What are we drinking to?"
"You." He smiles. "Your shop. Your art. It'll only go up from here, yeah?" He rose his shot glass up before clinking it against yours and taking it to the neck.
"Mkay, that does it for me." You chuckle. "Thanks for the shot."
"No problem. You doing okay?"
"Yeah, I'm good." You looked at your watch. "Should probably get out of here soon, but Tae looks like he's enjoying himself. I don't wanna drag him out of here."
"We can just bring him home." You shake your head worriedly.
"I don't wanna leave without him." Jimin chuckles and looks over at Taehyung.
"He'll be okay and you'll be just fine tomorrow. Besides, you can make up all the bullshit in the world to tell the incoming students, they'll believe it either way."
"That's mean." You chuckle.
"Come. Let's dance!" Jimin says, leading the way to the empty space near the table. Everyone gets up to dance, Taehyung slipping himself behind you, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
"Can I at least get one minute with my lady without Jimin interrupting?" He says in your ear.
"Taehyung." You flatly say, looking back at him.
"That's your mad face." He holds you tightly from behind as he sways you from side to side.
"I'm not mad."
"Mhm." He kisses the back of your head. "Why don't you have fun with me for a little? We'll go home after this." You couldn't even stay mad at him, with that fucking frustratingly handsome face of his. He was definitely drunk though, you could smell the whiskey lingering on his breath as he danced with you for a bit. You let him be, just so you wouldn't trigger anything within drunk Taehyung. Everyone around you was having a good time, the feeling of nostalgia hitting you pretty hard. You missed the days where you could get together and go to parties after a long week of school. Or, when you would tease the fuck out of Taehyung as his fuckbuddy during parties, or at the clubs. You know, before graduation and responsibilities happened.
But as one hour turned into two, and two turned into three, you found yourself getting restless. It was nearing 2AM and you had to be at the school by 8am - even earlier just to set your table up. You made your way to the bathroom, hoping Tae would get the point and start getting himself ready to leave.
Right.
Once you were out the bathroom, he'd realize you had been gone for a little and start saying his goodbye's. He'd realize time got to the best of him. Right?
"It's a fucking good time tonight!" Jimin tells Namjoon, laughing with him as he watches Joon act a fool with his dance moves.
"I'm sure it is, since you've been in Y/N's space the entire night." Taehyung says it jokingly, but he doesn't realize it only comes off that way in his head. Jimin furrows his brows at him, his high quickly dying with Taehyung's unnecessary comment.
"Don't start with all that. Not tonight. Everyone's having a good time--"
"Or what, Jimin?" Taehyung chuckles like the petty ass he can be. "You know it's true. Don't you think it's a little disrespectful to be crossing boundaries?"
"Hey, let's step back for a bit." Jungkook lightly tugs on Taehyung's arm as he hears the conversation going south quickly. But Taehyung breaks from his grip, stepping forward towards Jimin.
"You really think I would do that to you?"
"Haven't you already? Swinging your arms around her and shit, being all angelic--"
"Tae, come on. That's enough. Don't." Namjoon steps in the middle. "Let's go outside to get some air."
"You really wanna make me look that bad in front of my own girl?" Jimin lightly pushes him away, Taehyung getting too into his space.
"Enough." Namjoon shakes his head, aggressively stepping in the way to create distance. Taehyung shakes his head and walks off, the rest of the group watching as he walks. You finish off in the bathroom, assuming Tae was already getting ready to go. However, you realize your assumption of leaving by the time you're back is absolutely incorrect because when you get to the table, Taehyung is nowhere to be seen.
"Where's Tae?" Kook looks at you frazzled, before his eyes begin to pan the room again.
"Look, don't freak out, but him and Jimin just got into it and he walked off."
"What the hell do you mean they got into it and he walked off?"
"It's nothing, Tae is just drunk—" Kook squeezes your wrist and shakes his head.
"No, it's not just nothing because you and I both know how he's been feeling lately." You run your hand through your hair. "What did he say?"
"He just got into it about Jimin getting close to you lately, and how he felt like he was disrespecting boundaries." You sigh heavily.
"Fuck."
"We have an issue." Namjoon comes back from out of the blue. "He's not around."
"What do you mean?! Where did he go?" You run your hand through your hair.
"Okay, let's not panic." Jungkook tries to relax you. "Let me go check the bathrooms." Namjoon nods as he continues to look around the room.
"Please? We should get home." He nods to you before he's off to check for Tae in the bathroom. You stand near the table awkwardly, worry filling you quickly the more time passes.
"Hey, you okay? What can I do?" Hobi squeezes your arm, his face flushed with a red tint from how tipsy he is. You give him a small, reassuring smile and nod to try and keep calm.
"I honestly don't know anymore, but I'll be good. I think. We're just gonna look for him and head home."
"Is Kookie looking in the bathroom?" You nod. At this point, you catch a glimpse of Jungkook coming back alone.
"Jungkook?"
"I'm sorry, I couldn't find him in there. I swear I tried."
"So, where the hell is he?" Jungkook shrugs.
"Lets check around again. I won't leave until we find him."
"Have you tried to call him?" You had already beaten Yoongi's question, calling Taehyung's phone only to see his phone vibrating and ringing on the fucking table. "Hm, okay. Maybe not."
"Fuck." You snatch Taehyung's phone from the table. "Is he serious right now? It's about to be 2:30AM. How the fuck can he get lost at this time?"
"Y/N just go home, we'll find him and bring him home." Jimin says, coming back from roaming around the place.
"No, I'm not leaving here without him."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen." He says, looking at you in the eye. Although he was pretty fucking pissed, he couldn't help but worry about him either. No matter what, that was still his bestfriend. He didn't want anything to happen to him.
"It's not your fault."
"We need to check around the neighborhood." Jungkook suddenly comes back and grabs your arm. You follow him, Yoongi, Hobi, Namjoon and Jimin outside of the bar, the cold hitting your skin harshly.
"Let's split." Namjoon says. Jimin and Hobi split, Namjoon and Yoongi sticking together to go down a different path. You kept yourself close to Jungkook, knowing there were all sorts of drunk ass men out at this hour and you weren't helping wearing a tiny ass skirt and a deep cut shirt.
"Cutiepie, let me come holla!" A dude yells as he tries to swing his arm around your waist. Jungkook easily pushes him off, glaring at him.
"Back the fuck up." He spits out, your bestfriend coming to your rescue amongst the sea of men you're encountering on the sidewalk right now. He throws his jacket over your shoulders, hoping to shield you from them and the cold. "Your outfit." Jungkook frowns, a little worried.
"I mean, I didn't expect to lose Tae tonight." Once you had gotten to a quieter part of the street, you come from behind to walk beside him. "Where the hell could he have gone?" You whine. You're more worried for his safety and wellbeing right now more than anything and all you wanted to do was find him and bring him home, even though you were slightly worrying about yourself and how things would go tomorrow. You could give him an earful later. It could wait.
"He couldn't have gone far." You both continue down the street, heading towards your car, hoping he may be around the area. Jimin calls to check in, saying him and Hobi hadn't caught sight of him yet, and the same thing goes for Yoongi and Joon. You almost want to cry when you don't see Taehyung near your car, but Jungkook ends up walking further down towards the park near your parking spot. "Y/N! Here!" He calls out, running towards an individual slumped over on their knees on a bench. "Taehyungie?" Jungkook sits next to him and shakes him a bit.
"Shit dude, I just kept walking then I suddenly had no idea where I was at." He drunkily says as you sit next to him and sigh heavily.
"No one said you had to do that, Tae."
"I just needed some air."
"Yeah and look where that got you, it's close to 3AM." You respond, irritated.
"Y/N." Jungkook says softly, shaking his head at you as if he were signaling for you to quit with your attitude. "Let's go back to the car." Jungkook watches him stand up and wobble a bit, but eases up when he realizes Taehyung is capable of walking himself to the car. You three get back safely, letting the others know that you had found him before driving Jungkook back towards the club so he can meet with everyone else. You quickly thank him for his support before driving off to head home.
The car is incredibly cold, and silent.
"Love, I'm sorry. I just needed air and got lost." He breaks the silence.
"I see that." You say softly as you drive home, keeping your eyes glued to the road in front of you.
3:23AM.
"Please don't be mad." He gives your thigh gentle squeeze. "I just got a little into my head tonight." You sighed, gently removing his hand from your thigh.
"Taehyung, I'm your fiancé, I'm doing this with you and only you. Do you even understand how worried I was? You just walked off, without your phone. Without saying anything to me. Just cause you got in your head for no reason."
"I'm sorry." He repeats at a whisper. You don't say anything else for the rest of the drive home. You silently park the car and head to the apartment, Taehyung sluggishly following behind you. He knows you're bothered, knowing it's closing to 3:30AM and you had an early morning. Honestly, he didn't realize how drunk he was until he had gotten himself into that argument with Jimin then got lost, especially without his phone. The fact that he had made you worry and stress like that made him feel terrible, especially after these past few days. You could have easily left, but you didn't leave without him even if it was this late. He instantly just wanted to cuddle you and tell you how sorry he was.
You quietly get ready for bed and line your things up by the door, just so it would be an easy quick and grab as you head out in the morning. You slip yourself into the sheets, Taehyung following shortly after he gets himself ready for bed. He shuts off all the lights and grabs himself a water bottle to sit by his nightstand before slipping in next to you.
"I love you." He whispers against your ear, wrapping his arms around you. But you don't respond. He peeks over to see your eyes shut, silently sighing to himself as he nuzzled his head against the nape of your neck. He knows you aren't fast asleep yet, and it hurts him that you hadn't said it back. You both just knew exactly how to love each other well, but also push each other's buttons. But, maybe, it was true - he was just fucking up left and right lately. Enough for you to go to bed without saying 'I love you' back.
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'cause baby if i find a way, i'm sure of it, this love won't stray; just give me a chance to say i love you, and i need you. now are you here to stay, or fade away like every other day? you're the reason that i lie awake
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Do you still love me? // Baekhyun
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pairing: baekhyun x oc/reader
genre: angst, slight fluff?
word count: 1.6k
a/n: unedited! inspo came from a oneshot that is no longer available to read.
The cafe was filled with such a happy atmosphere. You were feeling everything, but.
You looked over to your boyfriend as his attention was solely on the one person sitting across from him. Which so happens to be his ex.
The both of you were out for your anniversary celebration, but it seems like you were the only one excited noting the outfits as you looked down at yours then looking over to Baekhyun's laidback hoodie and sweats. Good thing anything he wears makes him look stylish.
For some reason his ex keeps glaring at you from time to time. You havent even talked to her beside a simple introduction of hello's and my name is.
Your mood for the day has been ruined and dampened even more at the fact that he was paying attention to his ex more than you. You heave out a sigh while staring ahead just wanting them to finish talking so the both of you could just end the day even though it's only the after noon.
Hearing the sigh Baekhyun turns towards you while his friend is still talking. He stares a bit feeling bad that you had to deal with this on a special day.
He turns to her, "Well, it was nice seeing you again. If you don't mind leaving us since we are celebrating our anniversary after all" Baekhyun shoos her politely.
She let's out a flabbergasted "Oh!" and nods at the both of you then leaving. Baekhyun turns his head towards yours and gives a peck at your temple.
Feeling annoyed you stood up to leave not before telling him, "Let's go home, Baekhyun"
You were washing the dishes. Deep in thought about when things went wrong with your relationship with baekhyun.
He's been distant since around a month ago you ponder. Then the affection started decreasing weekly along with dates and communication you investigate.
As you were deep in thought Baekhyun was standing at the entrance of the kitchen the whole time with his arms crossed while staring at you. Also, deep in thought of what words to start off.
"Hey, we need to talk" he starts off as he uncrosses his arms and walks closer to you leaving a good distance.
Coming back to reality you looked over to him then down at the sink since you were still washing the dishes, "What did you wanna talk about?" letting out nonchalantly.
He opens his mouth, but the words are stuck. He closes and swallows, trying again, "I don't think I want to continue this relationship anymore" he lets out softly. As if he was hesitant even saying it, scared even.
You knew this was coming. Were you surprised? No. Just disappointed. You ceased washing the plates and turn to look fully at him, "Why?" genuinely curious even though you were breaking inside.
He stayed silent while looking around. Trying to find the words you assumed. "Do you still love me anymore?" you questioned in a whisper.
He stares at you straight in the eye, "I don't think I love you anymore" he finally lets out. Breaking you completely.
It was suddenly getting harder to breathe. You feel the tears creeping up. But you swallowed a large lump and nodded. Going back to finish washing the dishes, "Alright then, I guess this is it?" you questioned.
Not letting him say anything else when you added, "I'll pack my stuff when I'm done with this" you turn your head at him with a forced small smile.
Then he left.
-
It's been about a few weeks. Or a month. You don't really know since you lost count of the days. Not having the energy to even care about anything else besides your broken heart.
You were staying at your friend's place, who is kind enough to let you move in, but because of reasons you didn't want to do that to her. Letting her know you'll only be staying there for a short time until you find your own place.
The sun has set and the moon is shining brightly. Though the weather has been nice lately your mood hasn't got any better. So you try to cheer yourself up by having walks daily either in the morning or night.
This time around you were feeling extra sad and heartbroken which led to all memories with Baekhyun and self doubt. Must be your incoming monthly cycle.
You were walking out at night aimlessly. Which should be dangerous, but you didnt care at the moment. Not until someone grabbed your shoulders from behind and turned you around, startling you.
You were so shock you didn't really get to process who the person was before they pulled you into their embrace. The scent giving it away.
The tears you've been trying to keep at bay for the past week had finally been let go.
Baekhyun hears you sobbing and hugs you tighter while whispering apologies and I love yous in your ear.
You were so upset and hurt that he broke it off just like that. All the anger and sadness coming out through your sobs and actions. You pushed him away while looking at him.
"W- What ar-are you doin- doing?" you asked while hiccuping. Now that you were finally able to take a look at him you cried even harder.
He was flabbergasted, didn't know what to do, but pull you in his embrace once again while apologizing, "I.... I'm sorry my love.... I'm so sorry"
He tightened his hug while whispering apologies and sweet nothings.
While you just stood there. Limp. Bawling your eyes out at the same man who broke your heart.
So many thoughts were bombarding your already tired head. Why is he here? Why is he hugging me? How did he recognize me? What the fuck?
Baekhyun let you cry in his arms while he soothes your back. Waiting for you to calm down before he speaks again. When you do he lets out softly, "I would like to speak with you. If that's okay?" pulling away at arms length so he can look at you. Trying to decipher the emotion on your face other than sadness.
You were so confused, "What do you even want to talk about?" giving a deep frown as you try to back away from him and have a decent amount of space in between.
Baekhyun didn't like that. Even though you created distance he still managed to graze his hands down to yours to intertwine them.
"I wanted to apologize" he started quickly. "I know I broke your heart and told you I no longer loved you, but baby was I so damn wrong," he tightened his hold on you.
Millions of emotions ran through you. Still confused obviously. But now. Upset. How can he just do that? One second decides he no longer loves you and breaks it off then come back because he was wrong. Who does that?
He was eagerly waiting for any type of reply, but all he received was a troubled look and thoughts running through your head.
"These past weeks we've been apart felt like hell. I realized I made a mistake shortly after I broke it off with you, but I didn't want to get back to you so soon because I wanted to be sure that I still love you. Which I do, which is why I was trying to plan something until I ran into you" he pauses. Letting you soak in what he said before continuing.
He saw your eyes move from the ground up to his eyes. He took that as a queue to talk again and hopefully convince you how sincere he is.
"Something in my gut told me to do it now or else I wouldn't have got a chance later. So I took it." he pauses again and slowly gravitate you towards him into an embrace so the both of you could look directly at each other.
"Now I am hoping you can forgive me and give me another chance because I love you so damn much. I'm a fucking moron to ever thought I didn't love you anymore. Please, baby. Give me another chance and let me be with you again." he softly lets out with his lips just a centimeter away from yours.
His eyes occasionally drift between your eyes and your lips. Somehow his arms were wrapped around you.
You were still soaking it in. Everything was too much at the moment and in the state you were currently in didn't help.
The whole time he talked you didn't even reply back with anything besides all the emotional looks he caught.
You were deep in thought. So deep in thought you forgot what was happening until you feel his arms tighten around you.
You can tell the situation was making him anxious and your lack of response made it 10x worse.
"I don't" you croaked. Clearing your throat you tried again " I don't know" you finally let out.
He ended up placing his forehead against yours and stared deeply into your eyes. "Please" he begged with a crack in his voice. He closed his eyes and his expression seemed like he was holding back his tears.
You didn't feel bad.
You pulled away from him. Making sure you were six feet apart and he stood there with his eyes closed. You can see a tear run down his pretty features.
"My number's still the same" you whispered. You stood there for another few seconds then turn to leave.
If he wanted you back then he better work his ass off.
You were not going to experience that heart break again. You wanted to be sure that he means it so if the both of you do get back together there wouldn't be doubts. There wouldn't be second thoughts of what if Baekhyun falls out of love with you again. Because you have no idea if you can handle that the second time.
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As you are walking back to your friend's place. Your phone vibrates.
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a/n: lmk your thoughts!
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