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okay wait so bcs im on my laptop and copy paste in tumblr tags on desktop are weird all the tags are weirdly out of order so very sorry for the confusion... hopefully it still makes some sense but here are post thoughts :D
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๐N THIS STORY ใ a life lived as a human among the fae is one hard-earned. the folk are built of indescribable beauty, and of debauchery and mischief. for some, a life lived subservient to the folk is just fine; but to those who dream of something more, they would spend their lives clawing and biting to make it happen.
you, looking for a way to escape a life as a faerieโs human servant, put a new foot forward thinking that any life could be better than that. but, when your first assignment as a kingโs spy is alongside a brooding, icy faerie man, you begin to wonder what your place in this foreign world really could be.
wc โณ 20.2k
pairings faerie!taehyun x human!reader, faerie!yeonjun x human!reader
warnings angst, heated kissing, violence, blood, jealousy jealousy jealousy, controlling and obsessive behavior, a bit of a gross nightmare, magic spell places over a human, a bit of traditional values, i think thatโs allโฆ
playlists โ yeonjun ห taehyun ห series
โฆ๐ชถ ashlynn's note guys. really. thatโs all i have to say. i love u and once again if u see a typo or like whack sentenceโฆโฆ no you didnโt. also my back hurts help
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Youโve come to a thought, in all your aimless idling about the estate. Running your fingers over the surface of all the things youโve done and the decisions youโd made leading you into this reality, youโve been caught on one particularly worrisome divot: the geas.ย
They hadnโt exactly given you a time frame, but you surmise that youโre quickly approaching the limit. You've entertained the fantasy that theyโll just consider the both of you dead, but itโs just that: fantasy. You know itโs a ridiculous thought. Thereโs a plethora of things that they might first assume before coming to the conclusion that youโve met your ends. Though the geasโ workings are a bit elusive to you, you can imagine that all it would take is a tug to check whether or not youโre alive. So, if you ever really wanted to call this place home, youโve got to do away with it. Youโve got to. Otherwise, all your wagering to stay here would be in terrible vain. You imagine how much of a fool you already look to Taehyun, considering your entanglement with the prince, and how heโd warned you repeatedly. Itโs not your fault that he decided to stay here along with you, but you feel nauseous imagining your own mistakes getting the both of you killed.ย ย
Embroidering whorling designs on the hems of your coverlets or sweating away your energy with practicing blocks and parries, youโd also let your mind wander off to fill the silence. It was then that youโd remembered what Beomgyu had offered you in his attempts at luring you. I could dissolve that geas for you.ย ย
You sit, legs spread out ahead of you, in the little spot that youโve found yourself frequenting these days: pressed against the side of your wardrobe, just enough room for your feet to brush against the wood framing of your bed without having to bend your knees. Taehyun has recently been bringing an influx of faeries to work the estateโall indebted to him or his father. Or, well, thatโs what he tells you, anyway. You choose to believe him, but still, you wonder about the circumstances of those debts. The brownie assigned to your care, named Conifer, is long-limbed with bark for skin that crawls up from her spindly fingers and toes, just to end at her shins and fore-arm, and insists on bathing you and preparing your clothes each day. When you refuse her, she loiters around the doorway anxiously watching you prepare yourself with her watery black eyes until you decide to make her life just a bit easier and allow her to do her work. You donโt exactly adore the scrape of her sharp fingers on your scalp while she does your tresses up, though. Their presence reminds you of the servants youโd see running around Yeonjunโs place.ย ย
In this corner, you avoid them. Itโs a nice spot to betray your own resolution; his letters are only a grab of the handles away. You try not to, but you read them. Often. When your memories really get kicking, when youโre sickened by twinkling, desperate eyes looking up to you from the ground, you read them.ย ย
โYou look sorry.โ Beomgyu settles opposite from you, his back against your bed.ย
Scoffing at him, you pull yourself out of a slouch. โOh, wow. Thank you. You have a way with words,โ you quip, hiding the letters youโd fished out indulgently away behind you.ย
He furrows his brows. โI meant it.โย
You drag in some air and release it slow. โI know. Iโm sure I do.โย
He points at you with the hand he has rested on his knee. โDoes it have something to do with the letters?โย
You hadnโt hidden them fast enough. Shame crawls a warm red path over your cheeks and ears. Nobody has made any comments at you for your longing, but it feels pitiful to be doing so. You shake your head. โNo. I was just... thinking. About something you said when we first met.โย
Strong brows shoot up over lazed eyes. โI think I said many things,โ he says, โyouโll have to tell me.โย
โThat you could dissolve my geas,โ you say, fiddling with your fingers.ย
His eyes consider you. โIt bothers you.โย
โIt does,โ you say. โIt was a mistake. I shouldโve refused it.โ Hope flutters in your chest like a dead weight. You shun it away before reality can rip it out for you.ย
Deadpanned, and not particularly delicately, he tells you, โI cannot break it.โย ย
Nodding, you wilt. Itโs what you were expecting, anyway. That would be too easy. "Why not? You said it yourself that you could.โย
โA geas is a type of magic cut from the fabric of a promise. Itโll exist until the faerie that placed it over you chooses to revoke it. I couldnโt reach in and cut the line like I would another sort of enchantment.โ He presses his mouth into a line. โI was under the impression that you were brought up here. Hadnโt you known that a promise is binding?โย
ย Wincing, you answer, โYeah. I did.โ And yet, you made it. It was perhaps the biggest mistake youโve made in your entire life. You now understand Taehyunโs aversion when he first made his appearance at the den. You were too tunnel-visioned to really listened to him, then. You run your hands furiously through your hair. โStill... you said you could. How did you say that, if it was a lie?โย
A wicked smile cracks over his lipsโone that looks as though heโs sharing a joke that only the both of you might understand, but youโre far from being in on it with him. โA bit late to be learning how our kind play, I believe. I was able to say that because I made myself think it true. It is not plain, and it is not fair, but itโs what it is.โย
โThat makes no sense,โ you say, shaking your head. โYou canโt believe something is true over what you already know is the truth. Youโd have to acknowledge the other thingโs truth to do that.โย
He grimaces. โThat you believe that is why youโve found yourself here. Itโs paradoxical, maybe, but weโre good at that. Loopholes exist where you look hard enough for them. If you donโt intend to get caught up, you just never accept a Faerie deal, thereโs no other way to it.โย
Running fingers over the grooves in the wood of the floor, you say, โI suppose I shouldnโt ask you to work up an enchantment that might counteract it, then.โย
โPerhaps I could,โ he says.ย
Perked up and mouth dropped open, youโre ready to ask him a waterfall of questions. He cuts in before you can even start. โIt wouldnโt rid you of the original magic, and I can make no promises to you that itโd be watertight.โย
โIโll take anything,โ you say. With narrowed eyes, you add, โAfter that whole speech about finding loopholes to lie, and to never trust faerie magic, though...โย
He frowns at you. โI see how it is.โย
โWhat? I mean, you said it a few seconds ago. I think getting tripped up into another Faerie trick, like, literally seconds after you warned me about them would be a bit ironic.โย
โWeโre no longer friendly,โ he says, crossing his arms over his chest.ย
You laugh. Him considering you friends is news to you. The word is delicious. You want to say it more. โOh, please. Weโre only friends when it benefits you. How can I be so sure you arenโt tricking me?โย
โNow, weโre really not friendly.โย
A laugh bubbles past your lips once again, and you crawl over to him to try and make amends. โYouโre the one who said it.โย
He turns his face from you. โSpare me.โย
โSeriously though, do you mean it? That youโd help me?โ you ask. The proposition is too shiny to not consider.ย
โItโs not as if I could harm you in any way,โ he tells you, dropping the theatrics. โI think Iโd like something in return for it, though.โย
You frown. Of course, in Faerie, there are no favors. โWhat would you want?โย
The kelpieโs eyes roam over your room for a moment, but itโs mostly for show, because his eyes come back on you with intent. He lifts his head at you in a pointing gesture. โThose letters,โ he says.ย ย
Frown deepening, you sit back. โThe letters?โ you say, trying to rein in your face. You donโt want him to see how awfully you want to cling to them. Having them is inconsequential when stood beside dealing with the geas, but still... โThe ones from Yeonjun?โย
Eyes dancing with interest, he nods. โThose.โย
You pull them from behind you. They look a lot less pretty now, envelopes dented with your touches. You canโt see why heโd have any interest in them; they werenโt even for him. โWhy?โ you ask him. โTheyโre just letters.โย
Beomgyu nod his head in acknowledgment. โThey are,โ he says. โSo why do they bother you as they do?โย
Pausing, you consider his words. Why do they? Yeonjun is a liar. You werenโt specialโjust a mission to him. You should hate him; seeing those letters full of flowery words and proclamations of love should anger you. And they do, they do anger you, but that doesnโt stop you from reading them. Youโre not sure what youโre searching for in them. Closure? Proof of his lies? Or, excuses?ย
Beomgyu has no interest in the letters. Itโs his way of telling you that you need to grow a spine. You suppose itโs about time that you do just that.ย
โHere.โ You push them off into his hands. โYouโll do it, then?โย
The corners of his lips turn up. โMaybe...โย
You hiss and reach for your letters, but he tugs them toward himself and holds them safe out of your reach.ย
โGive those back, you prick,โ you say. โYou donโt get them for free. Itโs called a deal. You said youโd help me.โย
With his eyes dancing with wild mischievous intent, he pretends to think. โDid I?โย
You land a smack on his upper arm, groaning when it only sends his face more viciously taunting. That playing glint in his eyes is welcomed, though. At least you know heโs only playing. Otherwise, you might be more worried that he is genuinely screwing you over. โStop playing tricks,โ you say, furled out from gritted teeth. โYou know you did. This is what got you here in the first place, idiot. Iโm being serious.โย
His lip curls, and he relents. โDo not remind me.โย
โDidnโt you learn your lesson the first time?โ you say, sending eyes with dagger points his way. โCโmon. Magic.โย
Looking kicked, he grabs your hand. It sends you back to the day youโd gotten that awful geas and the way Cricket had done the same thing. Youโre going to fix that mistake.ย
โI was just having my fun. I suffer a terrible drought of it here.โย
Your skin tickles, and you know heโs working on it. Heart doing nervous laps, you say, โWell, look whose roof we live under. Itโs no wonder.โย
He likes that, wicked delight crackling over his features in just the same way his magic crackles through your veins. Itโs a far cry from the last time youโd felt a sensation like this. It feels as though a beast of the wild is crashing through your bones like theyโre hollow. Itโs untamed, but you know just by the thrumming of it that his magic is much more refined and ancient than the geasโ. Its claws brush up against your very core.ย ย
You try and blink away the daze, deciding to distract yourself away from it with speech. โYou know, I was thinking.โย
He raises his eyebrows, listening. His magic doesnโt falter as he offers you his attention; no need for his concentration. Not when heโs had centuries to become intimately familiar with it.ย ย
โThat maybe Yeonjun is a gancanagh,โ you continue.ย ย
A gancanaghโsugar-mouthed faeries with the power to send those around them enamored with them with only as much as their words. Theyโre better known for their other, and in your opinion more fitting, name: love-talker. Youโd been so taken by Yeonjun, so weakened by him. The idea that perhaps it was all to the effect of some magic... Youโre not sure whether it consoles you or makes it hurt more. Then again, it could also just be you trying to justify the mistakes youโd made. Your mind bends and twists around the thought, maybe the magic. Or, maybe, frustration.ย
โA gancanagh,โ he says. Beomgyu considers the notion for a moment, but still works his magic through you. โIโm not sure.โย
Not sure? You press the issue. โHow are you not sure whether or not the prince is a gancanagh? I know you stay in your forest, but I imagine that youโd know that.โย
โHmm.โ He turns your arm as if trying for a new angle. โI believe that the princeโs mother is one of the sorrier kinds that the High King takes. He has his Ladies, and he has his courtesans. It seems that he was not so proud of her, since her name never reached my lands.โย
A bout of nausea rolls over your skull. His magic is so potent. The tidbit of information is enough to have you perking up despite it. โYou think that his mother is a courtesan?โย
โWell, I know she is not a favored Lady. I know nothing of her. She could be gancanagh, or she could be any other thing.โ He shoots you a pointed look. โIโm curious as to why you ask.โย
Skin clammy, you wipe at your cheek. โHow long does this take?โ you ask.ย
โAs long as I make it take,โ he says, tilting his head off to one side. โWhy are you worried of the princeโs heritage?โย
You know heโs fishing answers out of you. Shrugging, you tell him, โIt was a genuine thought.โย
Nausea and buzzing subside as he releases your arm. โThe King has many children. Only some were really considered for their fatherโs throne, though. I know that the young prince was never one of them. I suggest thinking on that.โย
You blow out a shuddering breath, controlled and small, to compose yourself under the weight of this new magic. โThatโs it?โ you ask, brushing some hair away from your face. โWhat did you do?โย
โMostly, blocked.โย
โElaborate,โ you say, running fingers over your skin as if you might feel the magic there.ย
Taken with amusement, he answers, โIf the one who placed the geas there tries and play that card, theyโll find the pathways blocked.โ He slumps back onto your bed. โIt does not mean that the original magic is gone. It is still very much there. Just... hindered.โย
Your head swims. Itโs not gone, but this... You know that your sleep will come to you easier now. Maybe itโs not foolproof, but this is much better. Much.ย
โNo more deals,โ he tells you. โYouโve only got so much of yourself. Each time you fill yourself up with our magic, you lose that space. You will never be whole again, but you ought to savor what youโve got left. You can only make the best of it.โ His mud brown eyes are not joking, now.ย
Blinking, you fumble out a nod.ย
Youโll never be whole again. You hope thatโs more a clever wording than the truth, but with the chill that grips your belly and brushes over the overfilled parts of you, you fear you canโt help but believe it.ย
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You hate it.ย
Drowning in itโyou hate it. You hate the scarlet red of it, you hate the sticky spray of it on your skin, hate the cries of agony that follow its ceremony, and the feel of its blazing warmth fresh from the body. Youโre choking. Swimming up with thrashing arms, itโs so thick that you make no way.ย ย
The liquidity turns to sturdy arms. They cage you, grab your heart and twist, point daggers at your chest and they whisper words in your ears that you donโt want to remember. Your place is in the dirt, they say. You are nothing. A boot in your neck chokes you. You want to scream and cry that you are good, that you didnโt want to hurt them, that youโll just mind your place if they take their boot off from your neck, but you canโt. You have no voice.ย
The metallic tang of the blood follows you, even as you find yourself standing in Court. It stains the muddy floor a wretched color. A thousand eyes blaze on your skin.
You feel them looking at you. You want them to stop, but they laugh and laugh. Yeonjun joins them, looking up at you with vile mock.
โYou think Iโd beg for you?โ he sneers. His sweet voice is warped and twisted into something ugly and mean that grates at your ears and heart. His laugh echoes, and then youโre looking up at him as he hovers over you. โYou donโt deserve my begging. I hate you.โ
Metal burns your nose, and when you look between the two of you, heโs bleeding from the stomachโfrom the dagger youโd plunged there. He looks up at you, livid eyes piercing you. โLook. Look what you did. You killed me.โ
You shake your head frantically, going to hold his face. You try to tell him no, no you didnโtโyou didnโt kill him, but stillโ
Shooting up, you grasp for breaths and clutch at the bedding. Heart thudding in your chest, you find Taehyun stood in your doorway, looking dragged from sleep.ย
You adjust your sleep gown, disheveled with sleep and ridden up your thighs. Still piecing together consciousness, you croak out a, โHuh?โย
There, tickling at the back of your mind, you still smell blood.ย
โI thought something was wrong,โ he says, taking in the room with a thorough sweep. โYou sounded...โ Taehyun starts, but does not finish. โSince youโre doing fine, Iโll leave you to sleep.โย
โStay?โ you blurt, before he can turn and leave you here. Your voice comes out thinner and more fragile than youโd meant it to.ย ย
Brows shooting up, Taehyun is hesitant to step into the room. โItโs probably hours before sunrise,โ he says. โYou donโt want to fall back asleep?โย
You shake your head. No, you donโt. If you do, then youโll be back to drowning. You might not even be able to fall asleep at this point. The taste lingers. Youโre still panting a little when you say, โI donโt want to bother you, but... Please.โย
Taehyun relents apprehensively, stopping just before the end of your bed. Moonlight blooms over his face from the window. It makes a show of his sharp cheek and jaw lines and emphasizes the feathering of his jaw around a hard swallow. โYou were having a bad dream,โ he says, an observation rather than a question. โAbout what?โย
Him standing over you like that; it doesnโt feel so easy to tell him that youโre haunted by what youโve done. You wince at him and send a gesture up. โYou donโt have to stand there. You can sit here.โ You pat at the opposite end of your bed.ย
He flexes one hand, a rare anxious gesture from him. โI wouldnโt just invite myself into a ladyโs bed.โย
Well, he didnโt have to put it like that.ย
You say, โIโm inviting you to sit down next to me, Taehyun...โย
Itโs a few moments before he does, bed dipping beneath him. Like this, it feels much less like an interrogation. Insects buzz outside, singing their song to the stars and mercifully filling up the moment that you take to pluck up composure. He watches you, but doesnโt say anything. He waits.ย
Catching a few strands of your scattered thoughts, you say, โDo you get nightmares sometimes? About the people youโve killed?โ Itโs blunt and not much, but itโs all you have in you. Itโs a thought that has served as a thorn in your side for quite a while now, too. Is it only you whoโs had a prison made of their own mind?ย
ย Will it ever go away?ย
Resolutely, he shakes his head. โNo. I donโt.โย
โOh.โ You hold yourself a little harder, as if the chill that passes over you is a draft from the window and not bitter dread. โHow? How can you not be bothered by it? Theyโre dead, and theyโll never be coming back. They had as many thoughts and wants as we did. They had mothers that might weep to know theyโre gone. I canโt... I donโt stop thinking of them.โย
โItโs a bit too late for me to start feeling sorry for it,โ Taehyun says. โYou canโt let it rule you. Not everybody is good, and they were not. If they try to hurt you, you hurt them first. If they lay their hands on you, you cut them off.โย
You grow tense as he explains, eyes so heavy that you can practically feel the dark hollows beneath them. โNot even when you hurt someone for the first time? It didnโt bother you then?โย
He eyes you. The pine smell of him so close to you is both familiar and a distant memory. โI saw blood too early for it to ever haunt me.โย
Turning finally, you find his eyes. โI feel so guilty.โ Your body buzzes with the need to curl into him, to have him comfort you for it, but you know that he wonโt receive it the way you want him to. The way Yeonjun had.ย ย
But you need it. You need it so bad right now.ย
โThat wonโt absolve it. Guilt will not raise them from the dead,โ he says. Itโs forthright, but he doesnโt mean it to disconcert you. โYouโre tearing yourself up inside, but thereโs justice in protecting yourself.โย
Swallowing around tension, you nod. Heโs right; you had every right to kill those times. Youโve known that the whole time. So, why does it still visit you in the deep hours of the night? You chant his words in your head, as if to beat them into your skull. If you try hard enough, you will.ย
โWhat happens?โ he asks, when the both of you have been quiet for too long. Itโs strange to see him making attempts to fill silence. โIn the dreams, what happens?โย
Shifting into a cozier position, you lean into the headboard by your shoulder. Some of the adrenaline has worked itself away, but remembering it is still bitter.ย ย
You donโt miss the flickering of his eyes over the expanse of your thigh. You mightโve explained it away as a quick glance if that... look had not passed over his face. Restraintโdarting eyes and his throat bobbing. It seems that his concern about being in your bed was about more than just propriety.ย
โMostly, blood.โ You make a distraction out of the hemming of your blanket, pinching and picking at it. โSo much of it. Sometimes the dreams are different, but... itโs always the common theme.โย
Acknowledging that, he dips his head in a slow, shallow nod. โWeโll start training you on the bow, then.โย
โThe bow?โย you ask.
โI think that the long range will be better for you,โ Taehyun elaborates.
You drink his face in once more. In it, you see him reaching out a handโitโs shaky and awkward and untrained. But under all that, you see that heโs trying. In the silver moonlight, the bow does not look so bad.
Taehyun doesnโt leave you until dawn cracks through the windows.
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You wish that you had your gloves. Itโs freezing todayโwind whipping your hair and teeth chattering even through your extensive layering. You have, like, two pairs of woolen stockings on. But Taehyun said that youโll need to be able to grip the bowstring good, and so you abandoned them when youโd dragged all this on.ย
Heโd made good on his word. Now, youโre out in some shallow neck of the woods, and heโs pointing out the trees that youโre supposed to be using for targets. Theyโre obscured in the onslaught of snowy haze. You want to gripe that heโd picked the worst day to drag you out here, but really, you know it was a fully intentional choice.ย
โNo bullseye for now, just try and hit them wherever you can manage.โ Taehyun makes a gesture up at the array of trees. โDonโt forget that the wind is blowing west. Youโll have to adjust for that.โย
He watches you take up an arrow, quiet as you clumsily wiggle it around until it sits in a spot that feels relatively correct.ย
โHigher,โ he finally says. โFind the rest for the arrow, and then youโll find the nocking point on the string.โย
You fumble with the placement some more, freezing fingers not as agile as they could be. Just as he said, the arrow falls into a place where it sits comfortably. โThis?โย
He hums, voice closer. โThatโs good. Now, you lift it just like that. Donโt lose that hold, and pinch the back of the arrow, behind the feathers, with your knuckles.โย
Raising the bow, youโre so concentrated on keeping the arrow in place that it shocks you how hard it is to pull the bowstring. The further back you pull it, the more force it demands from you. You only manage to bring it halfway before you stop. โWoah.โย
Wind stops brushing your cheeks and hair so hard, and Taehyunโs voice comes from right beside you this time. โHarder than you thought itโd be, huh?โ he says, smirk in his voice matching the one you find on his mouth when you turn to look at him. โItโs going to be hard for a while. Youโve got to build up the muscle for it. For now, you just have to power through it.โย
You try again, finding the spot where your muscles protest and then going beyond it. Your arms tremble, some spot in the middle of your chest aching with it. You sift through the trees, rushing to find one to release the arrow on before you can no longer maintain the hold.ย
โStand straighter.โ He reaches over to adjust your arm, pulling the string-wielding one even further back and forcing your chest further open. Your arms burn. Youโre not sure how much longer you can hold like this.ย
โHurry,โ you say.ย
โGo ahead.โย
Deciding on the nearest tree, you let the string go from between aching fingertips. It misses and passes the tree to land somewhere in the foliage behind it, but not as awfully as youโd expected. Hissing, you shake out your arms and stretch your shoulders to try and kill the burn, but it lingers. โYou made that look a lot easier than it really is,โ you tell him.ย
โMy first shot looked a lot like that,โ he says, leaned back into a tree. โThat was a great first try. I shouldโve had you on the bow earlier.โ He motions to the bow. โShow me another one.โย
Arms still ringing, you sloppily repeat. None of the arrows meet their mark, and you get worse with each. Youโd done so well with the first one, though. Frustration sparks in your chest, catching into a flame when this one misses as well. The cramping in your shoulders and the gnawing of frost at your fingers do not help your temper. โGuess that was beginnerโs luck,โ you say, jaw tense. โI canโt shoot for shit, now.โย
Pushing himself off the tree, Taehyun approaches you once more and says, โIt helps if you breathe out before letting the arrow go, but itโs mostly that your arms are tired. Today isnโt about aim, itโs about repetition.โ Now in front of you, his eyes dart down to your mouth, but itโs a split-second look. Youโd have missed it with a blink. You want to ask him why he keeps looking at you like thatโlike how he had in your bed that one night. You donโt want to make the air awkward, though.ย ย
To be more honest with yourself, youโre afraid to ask. Youโre afraid what the answer might be; you have donโt even have the foggiest clue. โMaybe we should go back. Iโll just stick with what I know.โย
โSo, youโll just give it up when it gets hard?โ he says, a little ticked off. A muscle in his jaw feathers.ย ย
You wonder what heโs thinking, beyond just what heโs saying. What he feels beyond what heโll let you see. The reason that Taehyun dropped the spy life the moment youโd told him youโd stay here with Yeonjun is still just as elusive to you. Youโre no foolโyouโd seen the look that passed over his face when you had. It had brought a chill down your spine, something hollow but also desperate. Taehyun does not seem like the type taken to puppy love. He does not seem like the type to follow whims, either. So, what is this? Youโre unsure what to make of it, and what to make of him.
You two had been snapping teeth and blazing arguments, but what lays beneath that? Why does the impenetrable man let you get under his skin the way he does?ย
โYes,โ you say, just to ruffle some feathers. โIโll just keep working on swordplay.โย
He catches the bait. โThen, what are we out here for? I thought close combat was bothering you.โ Flakes of fluffy snow sit on his hair, white petals against black. โAnd, it doesnโt hurt to diversify your skillset. Not with a war looming.โย
Frustration gives way to softness. Taehyun doesnโt have to be out here. He has no obligations to help you with your ridiculous, pitiful dreams. Youโre thankful for it, no matter how rugged he comes across while doing it. โIโm just messing with you. You make it too easy,โ you say, offering him a smile. Beneath it, youโre left reeling with the reminder about the war. In your choosing to omit it from your thoughts, youโd just about forgotten about it. Anxiety comes crashing back through the crumbling dam. By now, the King has absolutely realized that Yeonjun is not coming back. Does he think that the north has hurt him or holds him hostage? He might start the war himself, then. A thought dawns upon you. That mightโve been the intention all alongโto have him start things, to remain faultless. Taehyun had said that the Queen is a scheming sovereign.ย
โWar,โ you say, licking over chapped lips. โDo you think itโll really happen? That itโll come to battles?โ You canโt help worrying. Youโve chosen your side in staying here. What if that was the wrong choice? What if your betrayal comes around to bite you? Or, what if the northโs reputation for brutality ends up doing the job before it ever can? You feel surrounded by deathโsurrounded by walls of violence, where too far in one direction would be your end. โItโs not as if Iโll be fighting, though.โย
Face solemn, he says, โLetโs start heading back.โย
That draws no complaints from you, tucking fingers under your arms to try and save them. He hadnโt answered your question, though. โTaehyun?โย
Brittle leaves and brush crunch underfoot. โItโs coming.โย
Narrowing your eyes at him, tensed in the shoulders, you ask, โWhy are you acting like that? Are you hiding something from me?โย
The both of you pause to let a dryad scurry off, snow falling off its bark skin in chunks as it crashes through the forest and away from you. These woods are a lot fuller than the ones youโd found Beomgyu in.ย
โTaehyun,โ you repeat. Your stomach is sick. Skin burning, you get flashes of memoriesโof Yeonjunโs guilty eyes that night. It rushes through your bloodstream like icy water. This feels like an overreaction, but your body does not align with your stuttering heart. You canโt tamp it down. โWhat is it? I donโt like secrets.โ Your voice comes out fragile, like itโll break in the frigid air like ice and fall down to the ground in a crash.ย
His face is hard. You donโt like that, either.ย
โYouโre not going to be fighting, but I know what is planned. Itโs messy; messy and dirty. And dirty wars are not afraid of collateral damage.โย
Frowning, you ask, โHow do you know whatโs planned?โย
โItโs a generalโs job to know the war he leads his army into.โย
You stop dead. โAre you serious?โ you snap, voice on a tight leash. โSeriously, Taehyun?โ He keeps walking, forcing you to tear your feet from their spot to follow him. Jogging to match his stride, you say, โSo, youโre just going to take up his will? Youโre going to lead a war, like him? What about me, Taehyun? What happens to me?โย ย
It seems that heโs fully taken over his role as heir to his father and his estate, but why? Why, if he sheared off his own ears to escape that legacy? Taehyunโs moral code has exceptions for violence, but he said it himselfโhe doesnโt like senseless killing. Not like what would come with taking on this role.ย ย
โBeing general secures me a seat while they discuss their plans. It means I have sway in what happens. This is not for my enjoyment, or for power, like how my father saw it,โ he says, measured and steady. โYouโve not seen a Faerie war. Theyโre given to dramatics, and they span... they span long. If something is going to happen, itโs better off that Iโm in the room that they discuss it. Otherwise, weโre just sitting here and crossing out fingers that we donโt get caught in the crossfire.โ Head held high, he adds, โThis is my duty.โย
Anxiety warms your frozen bones. โDuty?โ you say through a caustic laugh. โYouโll be going to war, Taehyun.โย
โNot petty battles. If something more drastic happens, I suppose I would, but being a foot soldier is not my role in this. Maybe my father wouldโve, just to see the blood and carnage, but not me,โ he says, as if that makes it any better.ย
โI donโt like this.โย
โThey know we were here as spies. They could decide at any moment to kill us. As general, my position would protect us.โ He levels you a stare, hard. โYou decided to stay here for him, so this is what I have to do.โย
A terrible sickness settles in your stomach with his words. These are the consequences to your actions, for your overenthusiasm, but you feel more like a burden than sorry for yourself.ย ย
You want to tell him to stop paying the prices; that itโs not his job, but a chilly breeze sings in your ears that itโs much too late for that.ย ย
ย โ
Biting back complaints and the prickling of tears, you let Conifer work on your hair. Sheโs merciless with the tugs and pins, fingers threading through strands to tug them up into the frilly and loose updo.๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝย
โWhy do I need to be dressed?โ you ask her, watching her work dutifully behind you through the mirror.ย
โMy Lady,โ she says around a pin she holds in between her lips. โOne moment.โย
โYou donโt have to call me Lady, or anything,โ you tell her, wincing at the sound of it. โIโm no more a Lady than you.โ Sheโd come into your room, nervously plucking at the pine needles on her forearms as she informed you that she needed to get you prettied up. Itโs random, but youโd perked up immediately. Itโs been so long since youโve done anythingโso long since you had a reason to look pretty and drag on glittering dresses. Not doing the work yourself is strange, though. You wonder if this is what your life wouldโve been with Yeonjun, with servants waiting at every corner to pamper you and make sure that your hands never again see any type of hard work.ย ย
You shake those thoughts away. Thatโs not your life here in Taehyunโs estate. It does you no use comparing. Youโre not so used to this, anyway. It gets under your skin a bit, though you know theyโre working off debts in his service.ย ย
โOh, the Lord would prefer that I do,โ she says. A sharp pin scrapes up against your scalp as she pushes it in, securing up a willowy tress. All Yeonjunโs giftsโthe dress sheโd laid out for you, and the jewels she garnishes you in. How strange is it to have Taehyunโs servants dressing you in Yeonjunโs things? You still donโt know why he even bothered with bringing them in. You all were managing before. It's not as if any of you are the type to demand being waited on, anyway. You all have lived in more humble means. Beomgyu literally comes from the forest. And, why would it even matter how she addresses you to Taehyun?ย
It wouldnโt be fair of you to demand her to call you otherwise, then. You nod. โIโm sorry you have to work for me.โย
โOh, itโs no bother, dear. Iโm grateful that the Lord has chosen such a way for me to pay him for my debt.โ She tugs a few tendrils loose. It looks now more like the style is worn in by a good night spent dancing and laughing than freshly combed up. โThere are worse ways to do so.โย
Thatโs right. For her, servitude is only a result of some extrenuating circumstance. Your servitude was nowhere near your fault. Thatโs where the difference lies; why she can be so blithe about it.ย
โWhat happened?โ you ask. Itโs an invasive question, sure, but you prefer to ask it straight. No buttering it up or smoothing over words.ย
โThe late General spared my life on a whim. Iโd worked this estate for years, even watched the boy grow into his manhood, until the General passed and the young Lord went disappearing. No reason to work an empty estate. And now, by bloodline, my debt is owed to him.โย
You frown. Serving under Taehyunโs father, only because he decided out of the kindness of his heart to not murder you, sounds harrowing.ย ย
โBut, thatโs of no importance, dear. The Lord is expecting you; the Queen holds council soon.โ Hastily, Conifer slides one last pin in, just for safe measure. โItโs terribly important that you maintain good manners, dear. Stay by the Lord, and do not speak unless they speak to you.โย
Council? Heโs expecting you to come with him to a war council? You pause, but she ushers you up and away.ย
Bounding down the stairs in a flurry of feet, you hold your skirts in a death grip, heart clenching with nerves. Once, youโd been a mirror to thisโpanicking over attending Court for the first time. That was nothing. If you had been oblivious to Court propriety, sitting in on a Faerie council in the presence of the Queen and her entourage... Youโre screwed. So, so screwed.ย
Taehyun waits beside the blackthorn tree. Noticing you, he greets, โReady?โย
โYouโre serious about this?โ you say. Itโs hard to speak around the lump in your throat. โWhy do I have to come? It seems more like a risk than anything.โย
Brows furrowed, he adjusts his tunic. โYouโre smart, arenโt you?โ he says, cadence flat and matter-of-fact. โItโs not a risk. Iโm bringing you so that they know youโre with me. You wonโt have to come to any more after this, unless itโs what you want.โย
Frowning, you say, โI feel as though theyโll react not so kindly to a human just... waltzing into a war council. You really think theyโll just let me come and sit in?โ The Queen will be there, and all the terrifyingly massive players in the Unseelie Court, and then... You. Youโll just have to make yourself seem important enough to be there. Taehyun is one of those invaluable players now, you suppose. The General. Your mind still struggles to wrap itself around the enormity of that.ย ย
Will Yeonjun be there? Heโs no doubt got the status. You pick at your fingers viciously. Youโre not ready to see him again; not sure if youโve fortified your walls enough for that yet. You might crumple with just a glance, but to sit in the same room as him?ย
โTheyโll trust my judgement,โ he says. The lines of his face do not carry the same confidence that his voice does. โYouโre not just stumbling in. Youโre walking in with me.โย
โBut, Iโm sure theyโre all very aware by now that we were spies. Doesnโt that leave a stain on your word?โย
He reaches up to a low-hanging branch, dark and bristling with thorns, and snaps off the very ends of them into thin poles of twig armed with spikes. The thistles remind you of his eyesโin fact, the whole tree does. Barbed and dark and sturdy; the House of Blackthorn could not have better chosen their symbol.ย ย
โThey made me their general,โ he says, circling until heโs come behind you. โTheyโve already made up their minds.โย
Tugging at your hair tells you that heโs wiggling those sticks, black and sharp, into the updo, as if theyโre accessories. Itโs like what heโd done with those berries just before youโd gone to Court for the first time, but these twigs do not act like a ward like they had.ย ย
You turn to interrogate him and his sudden interest in your hairstyle, but confusion splinters off into nothing when his cold hand brushes at the back of your neck. In a heart-pounding moment, his sword-roughened fingers drag down the length of your jaw from behind. He grabs your chin his hand and turns your face further toward your shoulder. Snowflakes and the breeze and the stars all stand frozen around you. Or, maybe, you havenโt got the will to pretend they exist while heโs leaning down so that heโs right in your ear and whispering with puffed breaths that raise chills on your skin.ย
Under his breath, low and just for your ears, he says just one word. Itโs one that you donโt recognize, curling in a way that you doubt your tongue would be able to even pronounce. As quickly as the moment had come, he releases your face. Snow crunches under his feet as he retreats.ย
Blinking for a moment, you spin on your heel to follow him. You make a point to not catch his stride fully, though. He absolutely should not see how ruffled you are. โWhat does that mean?โย
He doesnโt answer, only leaving you in a flustered, charged silence. You beg the wintry breeze to carry away your racing thoughts, or at least to lick at your cheeks and cool them. Whatever it was that heโd said, you can only assume it to be in an ancient Faerie tongue.ย
With a stuttering heart, you follow him. Youโll just have to whistle in the dark. If you donโt do it scared, you wonโt do it at all, and youโre always scared.ย
โ
Inside the council room, a handful of who you assume to be the Queenโs most important advisors sit around a circle table. On that table stand war maps and a collection of letters and objects no doubt important to plans and intel.ย
In one of those seats sits Yeonjun. Of course, heโs here. Youโd anticipated as much, but that doesnโt change the way you jump right out of your skin the split second your eyes meet. Itโs a fiery exchange, sending sparks up your spin and rendering your mind a blistering mess. His eyes are hard. He doesnโt shy away from it the way you do, tearing yourself away to sit in the seat next to Taehyunโs.ย ย
Itโs not just Yeonjunโs eyes that burn on your skin. Theyโre wondering why youโre here. You itch to dip out and away from their scrutiny.ย
โDo I have to say anything?โ you say, voice barely anything but a whisper as you lean over to Taehyun. โLike, announce myself or anything?โย
โNot now,โ he says. โNot unless youโre asked to.โย
Fidgeting with your dress under the table, you dip your head in a shallow, quick nod. Youโll just mind your own, unless youโre forced to do otherwise. You canโt risk saying something thatโll end up screwing you both over.ย
Chairs scrape the floor, faeries standing and dipping at the waist. You follow them. Your back is to the door, but you donโt need to see to know whoโs arrived. The Queen.ย
She sits in her seat, at the head of the table, and everybody else follows. You swallow hard. Her eyes, hardened and storm-colored, pin each of the attendees as she sweeps the room. A diadem of twigs and rotted leaf lays on her tangle of hair. The Unseelie Queen; she looks the part. Breath catches in your throat when her eyes come to you.ย
When she opens her mouth to speak, jagged teeth reveal themselves from behind grey lips. โThe human girl. Does the Blackthorn house claim her?โ she asks. Her voice commands the airโboth slackened and imposing.ย
Yeonjunโs eyes bare down on you.ย ย
Taehyun answers her. โYes. She is my retinue.โย
One of the council members, with a haughty, long face and a sneer to match it, says, โIs this the girl that you sang so profusely to us for, prince? The spy girl?โ His ruffled sleeves flourish as he gestures. Heโs dressed especially plummy among them, but they all are dressed in glittering robes and tunics. This faerie no doubt thinks highly of himself, though, to be poking at Yeonjun.ย ย
Yeonjun had spoken of you here?ย ย
You feel a little frozen. Becoming the center of their attention is the very last thing youโd wanted. Rather than sinking back into your seat, you claw at your insides to keep your head held high. You do exchange a quick glance with Taehyun, whoโs mouth is pulled taut.ย ย
He takes it in stride. โYes, it is.โย
โYou beseeched us for her safety, but...โ the black-haired faerie continues, โSheโs sat beside our General.โ A cruel smile plays on his lips. He knows exactly what heโs doing. โAnd I believe it to be unprecedented that a human joins us here, your highness.โ He turns to the Queen, a smile that tells exactly of the game heโs playing.ย
โNot here,โ the Queen snaps. โWe havenโt the time for this. Who cares. Letโs not waste what slight time we have, with all of us in attendance.โย
The black-haired faerie snaps his mouth shut, but a nasty attitude lingers.ย
Another speaks up. โYour majesty, is there not something to be said of the exclusivity pertaining to who we meet here with?โย
She drums her fingers on the arm of her seat. Bored. โBe gone with it. I did not know youโd become so wary of humans.โย
That stings. Youโre not even worthy of being a threat. Jaw tightened, you grit your teeth.ย
โShe has ears,โ he says. โAnd a well-working mouth, Iโm sure, and we have delicate issues to discuss.โย
None of them press any further as she sends them a pointed stare. They begin offering up and discussing their positions and knowledge, much of it lost on you. All youโre thankful for is that most of it is bickering over how to approach the war, and not plans for full-fledged schemes.ย ย
Taehyun offers up his approach a few times, his voice carrying strong and his shoulders squared. Yeonjun does not speak much at all.ย ย
And when itโs over and everybody disassembles, you know youโve got to leave. Fast; fast enough that Yeonjun will not be able to corner you into a conversation that you are too flimsy to be having. As you do, though, you war against every instinct in your bodyโheart and feet and arms ringing pleas in your bones. You canโt. Really, you canโt.ย
โPretty.โย ย
That voice, smooth but also so very sullen now, shatters your frenzied bubble. You go solid and frozen to the ground.ย
โPretty, look at me,โ he grits out, voice cracked down and raw.ย ย
When you donโt, he steps around you. His eyes dart up, taking in something on your head, and then his jaw ticks when he finds something he doesnโt like. The blackthorn twigs in your hair.ย
Heโd looked sullen and detached when sitting at the table, but here, up close, he looks awfulโfar and beyond worse than youโve ever seen him. Itโs as if youโd ripped the heart right out of his chest and asked him to go on living without it. In the hollowness thereโs a sadness, but thereโs also a blazing anger.ย
A frozen hand takes your upper arm and tugs hard. โCome on. Weโre leaving.โ Taehyunโs voice is hard.ย
You stumble forward with him, summoning the will within you to not look back while you do. You do not want to watch his face as you leave. You absolutely cannot. Your gut twists viciously.ย ย
Youโre pathetic, missing him the way you do.ย
โ
When you get the first letter, you accept it from the servant uneasily. You donโt even ask whose letter it is. The wax seal tells you enough, but youโd know even without it. Yeonjun has broken his silence.ย
It confuses you. Taehyun had intercepted his letters when he sent them before. Why does he not bother, now? It doesnโt feel like a kindness. It feels intentionalโlike a gambit. Beomgyu had made a point to take those original letters from you. You know he meant well in the cheeky way that he shows his companionship, but youโre spineless after all, and they come at a very weak moment. Just as youโve built up wavering pillars, he reaches in and crumbles them down as if they were nothing.ย ย
โ ๐๐๐๐ค ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐กโ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐, ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ก ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ ๐น๐๐ถ๐. ๐ฟ๐๐ฃ๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐
๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ ๐น๐๐ถ๐. ๐ธ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ท๐พ๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐. ๐น๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐ถ๐พ๐น ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐ก๐ฝ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐๐๐น. ๐ฉ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐. ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐น; ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐น ๐ก๐๐๐. ย
๐ผโ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐พ๐๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐ถ๐๐ธ๐๐, ๐ท๐๐ ๐น๐๐โ๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐ถ๐ธ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐พ๐๐๐ โโ๐น ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐. ๐ด๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐พ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐. ย
๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ผ ๐ฝ๐๐
๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ฆ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐น ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐พ๐, ๐ถ๐๐น ๐ฆ๐๐ โ ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ๐. ย
๐๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐น ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐. ๐ผ ๐น๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐พ๐. ๐ผ ๐น๐๐โ๐ก ๐น๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐; ๐ผ ๐น๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐พ๐. ๐ฏ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐น ๐๐พ๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐ถ๐๐น โโ๐น ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฃ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐น๐๐๐, ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐๐๐๐ก ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐ ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ผ ๐ธ๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐น๐ ๐ก๐ฝ๐ถ๐. ย
๐ด๐๐๐๐ฟ๐๐ย
Youโre able to let this one roll off your shoulders, but the next few are not so easy.ย
๐ผ ๐ค๐พ๐ ๐ฝ ๐๐๐ โ๐๐น ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐๐น ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐พ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐น ๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ผ ๐๐๐น๐๐๐๐ก๐ถ๐๐น ๐ค๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐พ๐น๐โ๐ก, ๐๐๐น ๐๐๐ก, ๐ผ ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ค๐พ๐๐ฝ ๐๐๐ โ๐ถ๐น. โโ๐น ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐พ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐น ๐๐ ๐๐๐. ย
๐ผ โ๐๐๐ โ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐น. ๐ผ โ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ธ๐ ๐ค๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ก, ๐ถ๐๐น โ ๐ฝ๐๐
๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐ก ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ธ๐ โ๐๐๐, ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ๐๐๐: ๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐ . ๐ฒ๐พ๐กโ ๐๐, ๐๐๐ โ๐พ๐. ๐ฉ๐๐ โ๐พ๐.ย ย
๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐
๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐น๐๐โ๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ธ๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ธ๐ธ๐๐
๐ก ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐น๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐ก ๐ผ ๐ค๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ฏโ๐พ๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐น ๐๐พ๐ก๐ฝ ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐น ๐ค๐๐๐น๐ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐๐พ๐๐ฃ๐ถ๐๐ธ๐๐ . ย ย
๐๐. ๐ฏโ๐พ๐ ๐น๐๐๐ ๐โ๐ก ๐๐๐น.ย ย
๐ด๐๐๐๐ฟ๐๐ย
The letters change with your prolonged silence, too.ย
๐ฎ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ โ๐พ๐ ๐๐พ๐น๐, ๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐ขโ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐พ๐โฆ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐ถ๐๐? ๐ผ ๐น๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐พ๐๐๐ โโ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ ๐น๐ ๐๐๐ค. ๐ผ๐ ๐โ๐ถ๐ ๐ค๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐พ๐๐ก๐๐๐ก๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐ โ๐ถ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐.ย
๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ข๐ ๐กโ๐พ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐โ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐พ๐. ๐ผ๐ก'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐, ๐ถ๐๐น ๐โ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ ๐๐ ๐๐๐น๐น๐๐ ๐ค๐พ๐กโ ๐๐ถ๐ก๐? ย
๐ด๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ข๐ย
Itโs jarring, itโs more of that desperate pleading that youโve been trying so hard to escape, and itโs burrowing deep down into the tender parts of your heart like a stake.ย
There are some letters that are even more frenzied than that. Theyโre testaments to his promises: this doesnโt end.ย
You had been sorely mistaken in thinking that Yeonjun would just step away. Terribly mistaken. Deep in your belly brews the feeling that this is not going to go over as smoothly as you hoped it would. In retrospect, how had you ever thought you could cleanly tear him off you? This is not like ripping off a bandageโquick and painfulโno, this will be much, much more unpleasant than that. Yeonjun had done a delicate job of veiling just how wretchedly he loves you, but youโd seen peeks of it. Flickers and moments of potent neediness and jealousy, quickly smoothed over with something more groomed and palatable. Now, you see it in full force. As soon as given the need to unveil himself, he was not afraid to. As long as it brings him you.ย
But he will not get you. Youโre not yet so foolish to go falling back into his arms. Not after youโd done just that, and then learned what trusting him just based off his inability to lie meant. Itโs not as if youโre not already slowly wanting to forgive him for the fact that his initial job was to kill you. In weak moments, you construct excuses. But if you brush off lie after lie, where is the limit to the lies youโll accept, if only just for him? There would be none. That is a dangerous beast to toe.ย ย
You think you know now, why Taehyun lets you read those letters freely.ย ย
ย โ
Lifting your fist to knock on the door, you bounce on your heels. Taehyun tells you to come in, voice muffled behind the door.ย
Stepping in, you drink in the sight of his quarters. Not once in the months that youโve spent here have you been in his room. In the center is the bed, bedding coal black. His desk is cluttered with maps and stray daggers. Taehyun works on the strap to his leather baldric, looking up to you.ย ย
โWhere are you going?โ you ask him.ย ย
โThey called me for council,โ Taehyun answers. He straightens up. โWhatโs up?โย
You purse your lips. โOh,โ you say. โNothing. I was just seeing what you were up to.โย
Honestly, youโre not entirely sure why youโd stumbled in here. It had just felt right in that moment. It couldnโt hurt to try and mend the tensions that lay between you two, anyway. If this is going to be your home, itโs better off that way.ย
Taehyun nods slowly, as if heโs not entirely sure what to say. His tongue darts out to wet his lips.ย
A smile tugs at your mouth. Beneath the confident, hardened exterior, Taehyun is stiff in the face of emotional connection. โDidnโt want me to join you for this one?โย
He shakes his head, the lines in his shoulders stiffening as if the thought were offensive.ย
Scoffing around a laugh, you say, โI didnโt do that bad, did I?โ Itโs more to pester him than offenseโyouโd had your fill. And you want to know whatโs changed; why heโs suddenly averse to you joining.ย ย
Jaw shifting, he says, โNo, you didnโt.โ Taehyun brings his hand up and adjusts his collar. โIโd just prefer it.โย
You change tack. His face has fallen a bit, and youโd intended to lighten things up. โItโs fine. That was boring anyway,โ you say, โBesides, Iโd prefer it here, with the army of servants waiting to see to my needs.โ Tilting your head to one side, you give him a grin chock-full of mock pretension.ย
His brow furrows. โThe servants? Do you not like it?โย
Shrugging, you answer, โI donโt hate it. Itโs nice to have help getting ready, though, I guess. Makes me feel special.โ To quell your own gnawing curiosity thatโs been festering beginning the moment the first one had arrived, you add, โWhyโd you do it, though?โย
His face flickers. โThe estate needs to be run. They have duty to do so. If it were going to be anybody, itโs them.โย
You know that look. Living with Taehyun, youโve got to become fluent in the face and even the most subtle changes. What he doesnโt speak in words, youโre forced to find there. Try as he might to fortify his mask, water will always find and slip through the cracks as slivers of true emotion crack through his face. Heโs not telling you the truth. You narrow your eyes.ย
โYeah. I understand that. I just thought we were doing fine before, I guess.โย
โI thought...โ he says. โDid the prince not keep servants?โย
Your frown deepens. Why would it matter whether or not Yeonjun has servants? Of course heโd have attendants; heโs a prince of Faerie. Mind churning for a moment, you stumble upon a thought. Or rather, it stumbles upon you.ย
Taehyun had brought servants here because he figured that, because of your time with Yeonjun, youโd want that. It bothered him to think that Yeonjun could provide something for you that he couldnโt. Heโd gone out and tracked down faeries indebted to him and his father because that got under his skin. You think to that morning heโd woken you up, spitting venom, because Yeonjun had sent you those dresses. And in his arm, heโd held a single crystalline gown.ย
โTaehyun, why did you tell Yeonjun about our kiss?โย
For a split second, heโs taken aback, shifting as though youโd lit a fire under his feet. The air hangs heavyโso, so thick. Itโs so stiff that you have to breathe with conscious effort. This silence, tense and on the brink of snapping, stretches for an eternity. Your mind reels; youโre just as caught off guard as him. You havenโt the faintest clue where youโd trudged up the nerve, but you had, and now youโre terribly curious to know his answer. The memory had hovered around, blazing and impossible to brush off, from the very moment the words had tumbled out from Yeonjunโs lips. How had you even lasted this long, pretending it hadnโt happened? All off that electric curiosity comes to a head hereโnowโand you do not know if youโve prepared well enough for the truth of it.ย
As silent as it is, the moment buzzes. Itโs deafeningly loud, just as it is deafeningly quiet. His silence answers just as well as words.ย ย
His answer slices the air, cutting through the tension like a scalding knife. โThe prince told you that?โย
You step toward him, looking up at him through your lashes. โHe did," you say, quick and dismissive. โWhy did you tell him? When?โย
A flashโa flash of something untamed and deep like the woodsโrenders his eyes dark. You remember that look; heโd scarcely let you see it. It had scrawled under your skin the first time he had. Something in it strips you down to your very bones, where you are nothing more than buzzing soul and heat. Taehyun approaches you in dark, languid steps. Youโre lightheaded, breaths lodged deep in your chest. Any semblance of clarity you might have had becomes a lost cause as he takes your face in his hands and leaves you no other option than to meet those smoldering eyes. Bitterly cold hands bite into the soft skin of your cheeks. Cold-blooded.ย
Your head spins. โTaehyun?โ you say, short and breathless. Even just a naked whisper of his name, you struggled to manage it. Him, here, in front of you, is both so real that it rattles you down to you core and so intangible that you wouldnโt dare believe it. And yet, blistering eyes pierce through the mist, and you know that it is sickeningly real.ย ย
โFuck,โ he says, mouth turned down and at war with the rest of his face. Heโs so close that you feel the word on your face. โI donโt know whatโs wrong with me.โ His throat bobs. โI donโt know who this is.โย
In a stumble of clumsy feet, you clash with the desk in a rattle. Thereโs hardly any perch for you, but in a scramble, you curl your fingers white-knuckled around the edge. He has you pinned between him and the wood with nowhere to breathe and nowhere to think. A controlled, shaky breath comes tumbling from behind your lips. Electricity crackles in the air between you, and youโre weak to it. You turn your head away, clawing for some semblance of control or respite from the bare intensity.ย
Despite your shock, somewhere deep, deep down in your belly, you know that this is only the fruit of some howling storm that has been swirlingโswirling and churning and gaining power. Youโd felt the trembling of it, the promise of something explosive and imminent, as oblivious as you were to its source. Now, the ground cracks open beneath you, and it will accept nothing other than to swallow you whole.ย
โDo you not think of me as a man?โ he grits out. Since youโve decided to blatantly avoid his gaze, he gets down right into your neck. โWell, I am. And you brought him here. Brought him into my home, and you let him touch you. โย
Taehyun had been there that day.ย ย
Itโs as if time itself slows down around you. This moment inflates into something infinite. Everything that heโd done, every little thing that youโd struggled to digest, is laid out before you. Heโs holding your hips as if youโll fade around the edges and leave him here. Thereโs something raw beneath the growled words; something desperate.ย
Belly flipping ruthlessly, you speak, but theyโre not coherent thoughts. โI... didnโt think that...โย
Heโs quick to cut you off, rearing back to look you in the eyes once more, forcing you to do the same. And he holds you there. โDo you think that he can provide for you better than me? That I canโt provide you your needs?โย
Your heart is a ravenous, wild thing in your chest. All that heโd done: the dress, the servants, finding Beomgyu, staying here in the north, demanding that you donโt depend or even associate with Yeonjun, urging you to not attend Court because he knew Yeonjun would be thereโwas because it was supposed to be him. And it was killing him because finally something had managed to drive right through that suit of ice armor he struggles so hard to keep up, right down to where his real emotions slumber, and he is forced to feel something. In all that banishing emotion away, heโs now faced with this blazing consumption, and he is utterly lost.ย
Taehyun curses, a relenting of his will, before heโs taking your lips to his. Itโs a ravaging, fervent meeting, clashing teeth and roaming hands with no destination. He lifts you up onto the desk, and then his hand finds the hair at the very back of your head. You remember this wild dance of tongue and mouthโthe first time heโd put his mouth on you, itโd been just the same. Youโre gasping and clawing at his shoulders.ย ย
What on earth are you doing?ย
His hands are all over you. Itโs as if he canโt get enough, as if heโs catching up to all that had been bursting at the seams in his mind. His lips taste like finally. When heโs forced to release your lips for air, itโs not as if he gives you any real room to breatheโhis lips fall like glowing ashes down the column of your neck. Youโre helpless to the whines he takes from your lips. He melds your bodies into one clumsy thing, pushing you down into the desk in a clumsy clatter. He wholly overwhelms you, and you think that it is a conscious effort. He intends to wiggle his way into every little corner, every little space, until you have no room for thought but him. If the drunken haze thatโs rendered your thoughts sluggish is anything to speak of his efforts, heโs succeeded.ย
You catch yourself halfway down, before your back makes it down onto the desk. His mouth is back on yours, spinning with the sting of your scalp as he guides you through his kiss. His hands reach your upper thigh, making slow work of bunching the fabric.ย
โIf you knew,โ he says, appreciating the bare skin as if it were as precious as jewel and gold the same way he had that night in your bed: as if every inch were just as intimate as a glimpse of your cunt. โIf you knew what I think about doing to you.โย ย
Blood roars beneath your skin. The confession that Taehyun has thought about touching you like this, or the fact that heโs been battling against his own mind in the onslaught of those thoughts, sheds a new light over so much. Beneath that stony face, heโd been needing you.ย ย
Through the licking of your bottom lip and the buzzing behind your skull, you see Yeonjunโs face. Your stomach does a flip. Youโre not supposed to feel guilty. You shouldnโt, but guilt slices like a molten dagger through the haze. How can you be here, doing this, when heโs out there aching for you? As far as you distance yourself from his sphere, youโre still reminded of who taught you your body now that another man touches you. You imagine how hurt heโd be if he saw you now.ย
You rage against those thoughts. You owe no guilt to the man that had only ever approached you because you were his target.ย
Taehyunโs gaze meets yours. You mustโve gone quiet, or maybe still. Perhaps itโs your eyes that gives it away, though, because he does not like what he finds in them. In a blink, heโs retracting back into his shell.ย ย
โYouโre thinking of him,โ he spits. His voice is so caustic and venomous as it falls out that your skin burns. โEven while Iโm touching you.โย
You want nothing more than to reach in and pull that fire and raw emotion back out. He pulls away. Your skin is painfully empty of his touch. Chest aching, you say, โTaehyun, wait. Please. I wasnโt.โ The lie rolls off your tongue too easily, but you canโt stand the chill fallen over your form.ย
His face is far off and distant, his jaw set tight. He runs a hand through his hair, made a mess with your touch, the action punctuated by a barbed laugh.ย
He doesnโt even say anything more to you when he leaves the room. He just leaves. You sit for a few minutes, legs dangling and blood roaring. ย
Taehyun has kept a lot beneath a jaded and aloof front, but it seems that even he has a tipping point. ย
โ
โThat reeks,โ Beomgyu says. Heโs sat on the basin, legs dangling down.ย
The water embraces you in a delightful lukewarm that disarms your nerves and has you drowsy. โSoap?โ you say with a subsequent rich snort. You scoot, bathwater lapping at the walls of the tub when you bring your knees to your chest. The round tub is big enough for you to sprawl out, but you prefer sitting right up against the wall. Only the suds and perfumed oils sitting in a thin, hazy film on top of the water protect your decency from Beomgyuโs eyes. With the servants insisting on helping you wash, though, youโve become indifferent to bathing in front of others. Itโs not as if youโve got to worry about him leering, anyway. He doesnโt blink at your nakedness. You appreciate the company. โIt smells clean. You know, so you donโt smell like straight mud.โย
โMud is not such an offensive smell as that,โ he says, nose crinkling. โYou lather yourself in smells that are wholly unbelievable.โย
Laughing, you feign sending a spray of water droplets his way. โWell,โ you muse, โWe are not hewn from the same stone. We have to clean ourselves.โ While your worldly body demands that you maintain hygiene with soap and water, the folk wash for leisure. You donโt bemoan it, though. Itโs your realityโalways will beโand you delight in coming out feeling fresh. โAnd your earthy... musk... is just as terrible to me as this is to you. So...โย
โAgree to disagree.โ He sits still. Beomgyu is always eerily stillโyouโve come to the realization that itโs because he doesnโt breathe. No rising or falling of his chest meant he could sit in absolute repose. Youโre not entirely used to it, even now. How could anything be a living, talking being, without breath? There he sits, though.ย ย
Echoes of your washing fill the room. You sigh. With each scrub, you imagine carving away both any dirtiness and any heavy thoughts. It doesnโt work, of course. You feel no less heavy. If only it were that easy.ย
โTaehyun is general now,โ you say, frown tugging at your face. โFor the Queen.โ Remembering it makes you feel impossibly heavier. It had been a secretive move, but still... He had become the one thing that has haunted him for you. His words yesterday said as much. You buzz at that memory, heart racing at just the memory. It had been a battle pretending your first kiss hadnโt happened, but this was different. Terribly different.ย
You blink, trying to bring yourself together when Beomgyu says, huffing out a humorless laugh, โHe is only his fatherโs son.โย
Sighing, you sink lower into the water. The kelpie wouldnโt be himself without some snide remark in Taehyun or his fatherโs expense. You know why heโd done it, now, but youโre awful and canโt help but consider what him being general might mean. Taehyun has a strict moral code; you donโt think heโll go around killing in cold blood. Still, in order to retain his standing, heโll have to carry out the councilโs will. Itโs a slippery slope; you fear the heโll become the thing heโd once hated at your expense. With a sickened stomach, you hold your knees closer. You donโt want that. โHe said it was to make sure weโre no longer targets. You know, since we came here as spies and all that,โ you say, voice softening as thoughts grow louder.ย
Agitated, Beomgyu slips off the basin. โWhy would he have bothered with finding me, then, if he had already made other plans?โย
Spinning water with a finger and watching it swirl, you say, โI know for a fact itโs why he did it. Itโs just that I donโt like it. I mean, getting involved in the war is one thing. We were already involved to some degree, anyway. Becoming the general is a whole other thing.โย
A wicked delight crackles across Beomgyuโs face, and you brace yourself for whatever has excited him so. โIf you would deign it with your word... We could be gone from this estate. Anywhere that pleases us, free from the fool.โย
โOf course,โ you say, rolling your eyes and watching him pace the floor. โItโs always dramatics with you. Weโre not running away. Good try, though.โย
He pauses, grimacing down at you. You suppress a laugh. Maybe you couldโve entertained his grand plan. At least, for a moment. Your fingers have pruned up, but you have no will to drag yourself from the warmth. Let you just stay like this, cocooned in its welcoming arms, for a bit longer. Then, youโll find it within you to face the memory of Taehyunโs hands and the gravity of what heโd let slip.ย
โ
Dust motes flutter when caught in the light. You, with bare feet padding on the chilly morning floors, plow right through them. A clattering, so lively in the still sleep-ridden estate, floats out from the kitchens. You follow it.ย
Beomgyu stands, lanky and strange as always, watching a servant work dutifully on a meal. You frown. Itโs a bit early for any of your usual meals.ย
โHanging around in the kitchen? Thought you didnโt eat,โ you say. ย
He gives you a distracted grumble. โI can eat. I just donโt need to.โย
An eye roll slips. โThatโs even worse. You asked for a meal to be made for you, just so that you can taste it,โ you say, hand on your hip. โVery inconsiderate.โย
Disconcertment lines his face at that, looking back over at the servant. โI did not ask for a meal.โย
โYeah... Okay. Anyway, do you know where Taehyun has gone? Out?โย
Beomgyu shakes his head. โNo, I donโt believe heโs gone anywhere,โ he says, eyeing you. โYouโre searching for the Lord?โย
โI mean, I was just wondering where he is. I didnโt see him around, or anything.โย
โOh, pull your stake from my heart,โ he grumbles and scratches at his neck. โI fear youโve abandoned me in my loathing, with who else am I to escape this place? โ he says. ย
โThere you go again,โ you say, relenting to conversation. Conversation with Beomgyu makes you feel lighter. โIf we ran away, weโd make it like... a week.โย
He cocks his head to the side. โYouโd last a week. Iโd be just fine.โย
โOh, you think so?โ you scoff. โAnd where would we go?โย
Now, heโs really riled up, throwing his arms up, exasperated. โTo the forest,โ he deadpans. โI... come from the forest. Of course Iโd go to the forest.โย
Mouth pulled into a grin that you know will irk him, you say, โSounds like a nice place. For you. You just want to get out of here, you donโt care about what happens to me. Iโm hurt. This is supposed to be our escape plan, not Beomgyuโs.โย
He likes that, lips curling at the corners. โWell, I pride myself in my cleverness, and itโs not as though Iโll be leaving this rotten place by my own means,โ Beomgyu says. ย
โOh, youโre just so clever.โ Youโve become too familiar with that impish grinโheโs joking. But you donโt doubt for a second that if you were to propose running away, Beomgyu would be elated. He makes the jokes for a reason, anyway. Itโs become a sort of game; him suggesting it, and you shutting it down. โAnd is that why you deign to bless me with your presence? Plotting and scheming?โย
โDonโt give me your sarcasm,โ he huffs. โI deign you with my presence because I ought to. What else should I do?โย
โYou love me,โ you say, tableware and platters clattering and mingling with the sound of your voice. โI know it.โ You drag out the last syllables in a taunting melody.ย
ย The servant who had been busy with making the breakfast, a hob you donโt really recognize, pokes in to tell you that itโs finished, so you move your conversation over to the table. Pulling out the chair, you eye the plates. Itโs more extravagant than you usually eat here. It reminds you more of Court food or what few meals youโd had with Yeonjun: a honeyed meat and some fire-roasted burdock root. Beside it is a bowlful of salt, but itโs only by yours. You dip your head at the faerie, careful of course not to say thank you. That would mean that the faerie has done you a favor, and then youโd be expected to repay it. A simple gesture works just fine.ย
Beomgyu doesnโt sit, nor does he take any interest in eating. Instead, he hovers at the far end of the long table, telling you, โI do not love anything.โย
Raising your brows at him, you say, โWhatever.โ You salt the bitter root before forking it. โWhat are you so antsy for, anyway? Isnโt your whole thing that you sit around in a swamp for the entirety of your existence? Whatโs that, to staying in an estate for a bit? I think that you just like to complain to me.โย
He laughs, rocking on his heels. โItโs about free will,โ he says, โAnd, maybe I do. Though, isnโt it a wonder that you complain to me just as much?โย
Youโve finished your plate. โFair.โย
Taehyun emerges from a room. Your belly does a little surprised flip. You knew he was still here, but youโd hoped to avoid him. When youโd first arrived here, the estate had felt massive. Now, itโs not so much the same. ย
ย He doesnโt mention it, though. Instead, he surveys the table, and then his brows knit. โYouโve cooked?โย
โNot us. It was being made when I got up. Thereโs some for you, too, though. If youโre hungry.โย
His frown deepens, but he nods and wanders off into the kitchen. You understand. Youโd been confused when youโd went into the kitchen to find a meal being made so early. Itโs as if the servant is new and unfamiliar with schedules. Turning to Beomgyu, you say, โAnyway. Would sneaking out for one night appease you?โ You push around the last bits of your breakfast, too full to eat anymore. โMaybe you just need to get the thrill out of your system. I have a tree by my window, that might up the ante rather than sneaking out the front door.โ You give him a tongue-in-cheek raise of a brow.ย
โWell, I donโt think itโs sneaking if you discuss it a room away from who youโre sneaking around,โ he answers, picking at the wood of the table. โAnd, no.โย
At a crash, you both are whipping your heads toward the doorway. The hob servant is sprawled out on its knees. Taehyunโs face has gone cold, and he holds his sword out at the faerie in a point. Your eyes go wide, and you hop up out of your seat. โWhat are you doing?โ you say, taking in the scene. Adrenaline sparkles in your pulse. One second, youโd been enjoying your morning, the next Taehyun has one of his servants at sword point. Itโs whiplash. ย
Despite your initial shock, though, you pull together the piecesโabout the strangeness of the routine, and the unusual meal, and the unfamiliar faerie. You go to share a look with Beomgyu. In the narrow twitch of his eyes, you deduct that heโs come to the same conclusion. And, youโd eaten that whole meal. ย
โFace me.โ Taehyun barks out the command, looking down on the hob with a chilling severity.ย
The faerie does slowly, bowing its head to avoid Taehyunโs face in an attempt to placate him. Taehyun says, โWho have you weaseled yourself into my estate for?โ His voice carries, strong and unforgiving. It penetrates down to your marrow. Youโre sure the hob feels it worse, though. Thereโs a long few moments with no answer. Either they wonโt say it, or they canโt. They dip their head further. โIf you think that your silence will earn you a quick death, it will not. Speak now, or give me your hand. Iโll have your fingers.โย
โTaehyun,โ you say, shooting him a hard stare. โAre you serious?โ Your stomach goes nauseous. Youโve seen Taehyun kill before, but a punishment like that, meant to inflict agony... It shocks you.ย
Taehyun looks at you strangely, eyes at war with the rest of him. He says to you, keeping his sword on the hob, โAm I serious? You just ate all of that, who knows if it was poisoned.โ Now stood behind the hob, he takes it by the scruff and lines the deadly edge of his sword up to its neck.ย
Your heart does a little trick. You absolutely had eaten that food without question. Why would you question it? It hadnโt come to your mind at all that somebody might infiltrate this estate. With Taehyunโs new role, it only makes sense. You donโt feel bad, though. Not like when you had been poisoned at The Hovel. Youโd felt that pretty fast and hard. Right now, you feel fine. As much relief as that brings you, it does beg the question: if theyโd come here to do harm, why wouldnโt they utilize such a blaring opportunity? The hob had just... made you food.ย
โI have every right to protect my home, and those who live in it.โ Taehyun grabs harder, picking the hob up and pressing his sword in closer. The hob squeezes itsย narrow eyes shut. โItโs my duty.โย
Itโs always duty, with Taehyun. The sight of the faerie bracing, knowing that Taehyun will hurt or kill it, worms under your skin. Your fingers strain in trembling fist. You canโt handle the awful sight, no matter if the faerie had intended to harm you.ย
You think you know whoโd sent the hob to come and be eyes on the inside of Taehyunโs estate, anyway.ย
Beomgyu scoffs hoarsely from beside you. โI watched the fool make it. Sheโs not fallen sick, had she?โ His bored eyes shine with distaste. "You, general, just miss the taste of blood on your tongue. You miss it dearly, I know. Itโs a terrible hunger to have.โ He exchanges the word Lord with one that you can acknowledge hits as a much lower blow, considering his past. Beomgyu would never miss the opportunity to remind Taehyun that from which he comes from. To that regard, you are thankful for not knowing who your parents are. No matter where you end up, at least youโve had the power to mold your own legacy. Taehyunโs follows him, grim and stained red. ย
โTaehyun, canโt you just make an exception this once? Beomgyuโs right. If theyโd have wanted us hurt, they had a pretty good opportunity to. But, they didnโt.โ You flex your fingers hoping to expel some nerves and step closer to where heโs stood. Making a point to catch his eyes and hold them hostage, you add, โWeโd be hypocrites to kill for spying. You know that. Who are we, to call it justice and kill over this? Thatโs not fair.โย
He holds your eyes, pausing. โExceptions are dangerous,โ he says, but his voice is changed. Thereโs something other than ice-cold resolution there. You release a breath of tension. ย
โI get that, but...โ You search his face. โPlease.โย
The estate is quiet aside from the huffing of the hob for a second. The look in Taehyunโs face changes, and then heโs throwing the faerie to the ground. He sheathes his sword with a crisp click that youโve never been more elated to hear, and he snaps, โGet out. Go. Tell whoever the hell sent you here that I wonโt take so kindly to this again.โย
The hob does not waste even a second in making good on their second chance. It scrambles up and away in a scramble of furious legs and arms.ย
Beomgyu shakes his head and goes to retreat off to wherever he spends a majority of his time, now that the show is over. ย
Taehyun, looking disconcerted with his arms folded and brows lifted, says, โSomebody is sending their people here, and now Iโve set a precedent. I look weak. Those wolves will pounce on any stretch of weakness they can find.โย
You sigh. โI know,โ you say. โI know, Taehyun. Thank you.โ You donโt tell him that the wolf he speaks of is Yeonjun, and that the spy was not here to kill or collect intellect from him. ย
It seems that the prince has made his move.ย
โ
โYou think that was the end of it?โ Beomgyu says. โNo. That was nothing beyond a glimpse. A life spent beside his blood-drinking father is undeniable. How the gentry kids learn Court snark, the Lord learned to take butchery as a trophy.โย
Shooting him a glare, you slot the arrow in its home and pull the bowstring taut. It comes much easier, now. Your chest doesnโt tremble, and you can properly hold it there comfortably enough to actually aim. Finding the bullseye of woven straw, you narrow your eyes down. You find the center of the spiral, further down the field now that youโve gotten a better handle on your archery. Like Taehyun had said, you aim a little left to make room for wind direction. You release a slow breath in a smooth, silver stream of breath. Wind whistles around the arrow as it dances down the flat of powdery snow. It pierces the center left with a far-off thud. Not a bullseye, but youโre glad to meet your mark. ย
You reach for another arrow. โOr,โ you say, โGrowing up with his father taught him to be a better man for it.โย
The kelpie, having watched you practice out here for at least thirty minutes, looks up to you from where he sits squatted on the ground. โYou donโt believe that,โ he scoffs. He drags a finger in the snow. The ground around him is a work of muddy shapes, where heโs worked the snow so much that the wet ground beneath it has begun turning it to brown slush. โThe brute is no different. Ardently as he may detest the former general, he has followed his tracks in the snow. Reluctance makes him no better.โย
Cupping your hands over your mouth, you puff out warm breaths that soothe your stinging nose and stiff fingers. It lasts only a small, gratifying moment. You puff out a sigh and take the bow back into your hands. You thought youโd gotten over this conversation, decided to determine for yourself what kind of man Taehyun is, but... When he took up his role as general, you were set back an infuriating mile. Things are even muddier, now. You know he has a reputation to keep up as general, and that he made an exception for you in letting that spy go. If he doesnโt present a strong front, itโll put you all in danger. That doesnโt stop abrasive thoughts from sticking under your skin, though. ย
โDonโt even try and act like you care about violence,โ you tell him, giving him a high brow. โItโs not as if you donโt trick people and drag them down into your swamp for your own enjoyment. You just dislike Taehyun.โ You bring back the string and let another arrow go. It lands somewhere near the first. ย
He doesnโt deny that, a rotten smile splitting across his face. ย
Your next shot lands beside the bullseye. Letting out a triumphant sound, you say, โDid you see that?โย
Beomgyu hums. โThat one was good.โ He stands up to full height with creaking bones and adds, โBut, arenโt you getting bored of this? I say we find something more interesting to waste precious time with.โย
You frown. โMore interesting...โย
He nods, enthused. ย
โThat sounds like a terrible idea, coming from you. Interesting is subjective, and I donโt think Iโd like to learn your interpretation of it,โ you say, voice sewn with suspicion. You lean your bow against the tree, though. Hitting so close to the center was enough gratification to appease you for the day. โAnd how can I be sure that this isnโt part of an escape plan?โย
He groans. โLet me play some, wonโt you? I have a place that will please the both of us.โย
You feign long consideration, but youโve already decided. As cold as you are, and despite your weary arms, youโre jumping at the opportunity to escape the strong walls of the estate. Youโve got a funny tingling in your veins that pleads with you to go and do something. Wherever Beomgyu may take you, youโll just appreciate the distraction from muddled thoughts and recycling anxieties. You nod finally. โFine. Donโt bring me anywhere weird, kelpie.โย
Though, you never know what youโre getting into, with Beomgyu.ย
โ
Well, the dusted walls of a once-great residence around you are not the worst you imagined when thinking where Beomgyu might take you.ย
โYou told Iโd me be pleased,โ you say, voice bouncing off the walls and coming back to you hollow. It was the residence of some gone gentry folk, you know. Why that would be of any interest to you, youโre not sure. Itโs pretty, sure. Youโd fought snow and numb fingers to get here, though. You frown at him expectantly.ย
โYou have a sorry amount of trust in me. You would be, if youโd just open your eyes to it,โ he cuts back. ย
You hum. โSure.โ Raking your eyes over the baseboards, brown wood carved into leaves and acorns, and then down the still halls, you make an effort to see anything differently. Of course, it does nothing. Beomgyu speaks strangely, and he hadnโt actually meant to look differently. Despite your conclusion, you still see a stale and forgotten place. You cross your arms over your chest and say, โI get it. This was just an escape plan. And Iโm gonna get your ass. Do you know how far of a that walk was?โย
โThis would be a nice to stay, if we were to forget a certain Lordโs estate...โ he muses, tilting his head off to one side. โBut no.โย
Looking around, your eyes catch on the film of dust on the floor down the hallway that shoots off from the tall dining hall that you stand in. More specifically, youโre concerned with the set of footsteps leading down it. Your feet tell you to dart. โBeomgyu?โ you say, eyes wide as you look over to him. โWhoโs here?โย
โShould we go find out?โ he says, thick set of brows jumping in a playful twitch.ย
He sets off down the hallway. You follow, internalizing the new surroundings with large drinks. Youโre not sure why you ever thought this would end with him taking you out to the forest to watch will-o'-the-wisps dance in twinkling balls of light, or going to watch a babbling brook work its way over the earth.ย
A tall man steps out from a room. You jump, pulling Beomgyu back, as if he werenโt some ancient faerie beast capable of managing himself. He cracks a laugh. The man looks between you two. Your tongue darts out to wet dry lips. Heโs no doubt wondering who you are, just the same as youโre wondering who he is. You whisper to your cavorting heart that Beomgyu is magically compelled to not shove you into harmโs way, and it seems that he knows who this is.ย
You notice the manโs round ears, and his soft and humble features, and the earthliness, and the imperfection-flecked skin. Familiarity bursts in your chestโyouโre looking into the face of another human. โWho is this?โ you whisper over to Beomgyu.ย
โThis is Soobin,โ he announces, answering your whisperings with his full chest. โA friend, and a human, as I think youโve noticed.โ A proud gleam flashes over his eyes. โI believe that you owe me your thanks now.โย
The man, Soobin, dips his head at you. Dull, brown eyes study you. โI am,โ he says.ย
Searching for words, you open and close your mouth a few times. A nervous thrill wraps you up. Youโve wanted to get to know and be friends with your kind for your entire life. โWhy are you here?โ you ask, making a gesture at the residence. โIt looks abandoned. Very abandoned.โ When youโd first arrived at Taehyunโs estate, itโd been left alone for quite a while in Taehyunโs leaving it behind. This, though, looks much different than that. You wonder who this place belonged to, and why itโs no longer in use.ย
Sullen eyes answer yours. They remind you of Beomgyuโs, the old tiredness. Itโs strange, seeing that look reflected on such a young face. How doesย Beomgyu known him, anyway? Soobin answers, โI was a glamoured servant here. Until the faerie died.โ He continues talking as he returns to the room from which heโd come from. This room, off and away from the massive inner hall that makes up the majority of the residence, is fresher. Where dust balls and had taken over what was once most definitely a place busy with servants and the host of many feasts, this room is alive and no doubt where Soobin lives. โThen, the glamour died, and I came back to myself.โ He sits down onto a foot bench in front of a green-sheeted bed. This mustโve been bedroom for the faerie heโd served. Now, itโs his. He brings his hands up. Where the soft skin of an easy life should sit, thereโs worn and ruined skin in its place. โI wasnโt conscious when Iโd been working it, but when I came back... my body ached. It ached so bad, and at first, I had no idea why or... where I was. All I knew was that Iโd been worked into the ground.โย
Your heart hangs like stone in your chest, looking at his broken hands. When youโd been taken from the human world, youโd been so young that it made no difference to you. Growing up here, itโs all youโve ever known. Not every human is brought here how you had been, though. Some are snatched up from their adult lives; fallen to some faerie trick hidden in plain sight. Slip up, and youโre stolen away to come do work in this wretched realm. You donโt know whatโs worse: what happened to you, being raised here and molded into a meaningless servant, or that. The faerie had stolen time from hisย life that he will never get backโand he remembers none of it. Glamoured servants had always stricken a gut-wrenching sick feeling in you, whenever youโd seen them. With gone eyes and hollowed out cheeks, theyโd look right through you like mist and continue on with their prescribed duties. Like a husk of a living being.ย
Even now, Soobinโs body tells the story of the taxation. This faerie mustโve seen humans as cattle. โWhy stay here?โ you ask, making a seat out of a sofa along the wall. The cushions accept your shape graciously; made affable by time and use. Beomgyu trades the cushioned seat for theย floor in front of your crisscrossed legs. He lolls his head back, coarse hair tickling at your skin.ย
Beomgyu answers. โBecause he has no place else to go, and his awful stubbornness keeps him here. There are no rides back to the human world, if youโre not willing to give something away for it.โย
Soobin, looking more annoyed than genuinely angry with Beomgyuโs words, says, โIโm not going to give your kind any more of me than I was already forced to. Iโll find a way. Eventually.โย
Eventually. The word is heavy coming out from his mouth, falling out like a dud; not even he believes it. โHow long have you been here?โย
โI... donโt know.โ He shifts, watching the flooring rather than looking at the two of you as he speaks. โSince I was taken here? I have no idea. I donโt remember a lick of it. But from what I do remember, long. Centuries, maybe.โย
Your fingers, raking paths through the tangles in Beomgyuโs hair, freeze. Looking up at him, you tilt your head. It sounds like it should be a hyperbole, an overdramatization to describe what feels like an eternity spent here in this old place. But he doesnโt deliver it as such. No, his voice doesnโt joke at allโhis eyes stare hard and lack the light of life. โWhat?โ you say. Your voice crackles with a confused flare. โWhat do you mean, centuries?โย
โHe means that heโs been making this his home for centuries,โ Beomgyu says.ย
โNo,โ you say, willing your glare to burn holes through the back of his head below you. Of course, he doesnโt stir or notice at all. โI mean, thatโs not possible. We donโt live that long.โ Nonetheless, he looks no older than you. Anything above twenty years is no less unbelievable than centuries. ย
โYou donโt?โ Beomgyu says. You hear the patronizing smile through his words. โI have known him long. And yet, he lives... How strange is that?โย
You deliver a punishing shove at the back of his head. โYou know what I meant, idiot.โย
Simpering, he says back to you from over his shoulder, โYouโre not so much the sweet girl I remember meeting. Spend enough of your time here, and even the humanโs body slows. The makeup of his human flesh has not aged for quite some time. Neither will yours.โย
A lifetime spent dreading how fast your life will dwindle away comes crashing down over you. You blink hard at the impact. Youโd been haunted; followed around by the dark and heavy promise of a soon death, of deteriorating joints and a forgettable name. That had all been in vain? The enormity of that realization... it comes overhead like dark and swirling water, sucking you down where no amount of kicking or thrashing will clear a way. It swallows you. A bitter anger kindles down in the depths from which that fear had nestled itself. So, Nut-hatch had made the very conscious decision to lead you to believe otherwise.ย
โYouโve reached maturity, and you will stay this way for until you leave Faerie. The years will begin coming to you, as long as you remain there; where time flows differently through the veins,โ Beomgyu continues. โHe only wishes to spend his blessing of time decaying away here.โย
The two of them begin talking back and forth about whatever it is that Beomgyu says, but a loud silence like fog in your head has their words more like background noise. Youโd lived for so, so long thinking that you were running out of time. The tick of a terrible clock sounded off in the distance in a haunting echo in everything you ever did. Itโs why you ever rallied the nerve to up and leave the life youโd been dragged into. Youโd been so scared of wasting what little life you hadโfear welled up high and told you that time was running out to do it. Would you have ever even left, if youโd not thought yourself so rushed? Your face feels hot.ย
Soobin saying your name, loud and questioning, draws you out just enough to hear him say, โHow did you get tricked?โย
You swallow and clear your throat, sitting up straighter. โWhat do you mean?โ you ask, mental inertia coloring your words lost. โTricked?โ Doing a re-survey of the room, you stop on the windows. Day has begun weaning off into the gray of eventide. ย
โHow did you end up as a servant, I mean,โ he elaborates.ย
โOh,โ you say, nodding your understanding. โSorry, I got distracted. I was taken when I was little, so I didnโt get tricked, or anything.โ Nut-hatch didnโt have to trick you to bring you here like most faeries do when taking humans from their world, because you had no will. Itโs the loophole in their governing nature; though they might not be able to just take humans without a promise or debt or something of that sort, they can take away the newly born. As long as they leave behind what they believe to be a replacement as payment.ย
โYouโre a changeling,โ he says, as if realizing out loud. His eyes meet yours, dead and gone and bitter. โYou shouldโve killed that faerie. They all deserve it.โย
The acidic rancor there has you balking. Kill Nut-hatch? You may still harbor resentmentโdeep, deep gnarly gashes and crevices that youโd had to fill, and it just so happens that enmity did the job well. You understand his anger, but the thought of killing your stealer for self-gratifying revenge doesnโt make you feel good. Not in the way he suggests it should. In a sick way that only a child with a cavity in their chest where the love for a parent should be could manage, you consumed her role as your owner and digested it down into something you could cling on to. And, with chubby little desperate hands, you had. Perhaps she would spit in your face if you were to return to her nowโbecause youโd failed to fulfill your purpose for herโyou could not fathom hurting her. You pull back the sour face twitching at your muscles and say, โHow do you feel about that, Beomgyu? I thought you were friends.โย
He shakes his head. โIf you make senseless bets, youโre already the fool. You canโt act so surprised when youโre then asked to put on the foolโs hat and to dance,โ he says, pointed derision like an arrow at Soobin. ย
Whatever that means. The folk speak with adages and idioms, but Beomgyuโs verbiage is infested with it.ย You scuffle down your laugh when Soobin does not share your humor.ย
โHow was I supposed to have thought Iโd be making a bet with a faerie? Nobody even knows this shit is real, there. Itโs all just folklore and scary stories. Itโs not fair ground if I didnโt even know that I was doing it. And now, here I am: everybody I ever knew and loved is long, long dead.โย
His words are seething with hatred, and yet theyโre barren. Itโs carved him up inside, dug him out into a shell with only this awfulness left. It shakes you a bit. Youโd been so eager to find another human to know or to bond with. This, though... Your brain feels rattled around in your skull. You hope to never become this. ย
โSo, no. We are not friends,โ Soobin says. โHe only comes here to enjoy my misfortune, and our kind live with the need for interaction. I tolerate it, I guess.โย
You husk out a laugh that doesnโt find your eyes. โWell, thatโs not very nice, Beomgyu,โ you say, stressing his name with false reprimand. โHe enjoys my suffering too,โ you tell Soobin. You nudge Beomgyu with your dangling leg, trying to drag the nonplussed kelpie back into the conversation to save you.ย
โOf course, he does. Itโs why they take us from our world: our pain is no more than like playing with a beetle to watch it struggle, and then killing it when itโs no longer fun. Weโre bugs. Or, dirt. Iโm sure youโve heard that before. They love to tell us that.โย
You have. That memory is one that you prefer shoved down and compact where you canโt let it remind you what your designated role really is. Youโve been so good about ignoring it, too. With a quick glance to the windows and the dark thatโs fallen outside, you say, โI think we need to go, Beomgyu. We didnโt bring any lights...โย
The kelpie drags himself up from the ground and away from the room without any sharing of pleasantries. You offer Soobin a quick goodbye and are next out of the room, feet moving like the wood flooring has gone to hot coals.ย
Even in the round edges of a human face, you had not found the resonance that youโve longed so hard for. Humans have the capacity for unshaking violence and vacant souls too, it seems. Perhaps it was never that you were looking for a human to see yourself reflected inโyouโd just bloomed cloudy hopes of finding eyes that will see you clearly and deeply. Those hopes had been misplaced.ย
ย But, if not in another human, then who?ย
โ
Itโs utterly black outsideโa moonless night. Kicking your restless legs out from your blankets, you stumble down the stairs.ย
You canโt find sleep, even behind closed eyes. Behind your eyelids, you see Yeonjunโs storm-clouded face and you taste Taehyun on your mouth. Youโre harassed by guilt cruelly, and feel the weight of your conversation with Soobin deep in your chest. ย
How you end up at Taehyunโs door once again, youโre not sure. Itโs a wholly inappropriate hour of the night, and you ought to have learned your lesson the last time youโd found yourself here. You donโt know why your sleepy legs lead you here. Youโre better off plaguing Beomgyu with your restlessness instead. Why youโre stood here before this door... Itโs beyond you.ย
Though, youโve been desperately unable to shove down the urge to stick your toes in the water and see just how icy they are. Heโs pointedly avoided you, and you have no grasp on where you two are going after this. An innate feeling, settled heavy like stone in your chest, tells you that everything has changed.ย
Once youโve knocked and cracked the door open, though, a nervous tide creeps up on you. You should pivot and be back to your room. You would, if you were smart, but as Taehyun sits up with a mess of dark hair and sleep-dusted cheeks, youโre compelled by something other than your mind. Itโs something strangely human, waking up in a groggy haze. The sight of sleepiness on the ever-composed Taehyun is jarring. Itโs gone in only a blink, though, as he shakes it away.ย
โIs something wrong?โ he says. He may have brushed away the fog in his brain, but heโs powerless to the husk still weighing his voice down. It sends a strange thrill through you.ย ย
You shake your head, throat dry.ย
He frowns. โYouโre having dreams again?โย
The gentle question has you pausing. Itโs so out and awayโso far beyond what you expect from him. Taehyun has never been one to ask around about how youโre feeling. Heโd much rather skirt around such things, and pretend them away. Emotional nuance is a lost cause on him. Or, thatโs what youโd thought, anyway. Whatโs changed? โNo,โ you tell him, pursing your lips. โI just... wanted to talk to you.โย
Taehyun sits more fully upright. โAbout what?โ he says. You donโt miss how his shoulders straighten and stiffen.ย
On bare feet, you shuffle over to his bed. โNothing,โ you tell him. You hadnโt exactly planned on coming here. Of course, he thinks youโve come here to address what had happened. But... thatโs not why you came here. At least, you think it isnโt. You donโt know. โCan I sit?โ You gesture at the foot of his bed. He nods, eyes trained right on you. Pressing one knee into the coverlets, you climb in.ย
The buzzing and hum of wind dance in the air between you. Youโre not sure what to say; itโs so heavy with every single thing. Itโs hard to keep things light with him, when even the silence is painted with intensity.ย ย
You settle with just saying, โI couldnโt sleep.โย
He licks his lips, nodding. โIโd only just fallen asleep,โ he says. โAlways something to think about.โย
You can relate to that. The melody of a serene, content mind seems like a distant memory. โSorry,โ you say. You hadnโt meant to ruin his rest. Rigidity intrudes on the flow of conversation. You donโt remember ever being this awkward.ย
He dismisses that with a shake of his head. โIโll manage,โ he says. โWhen I came back yesterday, you and the kelpie werenโt here. Where did you go?โย
This is exactly what had been keeping your mind awake. You had wanted to think of anything but that, but maybe talking to somebody about it will be nice. โBeomgyu took me somewhere,โ you say. You laugh softly as he makes a face. โYeah, I know. It was some old, run-down place. And there was this human there.โย
You pause, filtering through the memory. Taehyun doesnโt speak, his eyes watching you with an attentive slowness. Heโs just listening. Continuing, you say, โIt was weird, because... Well, we were talking, and... He was nice. It was nice, talking to another human and seeing my features on him.โย
You give a passing glance over at his ears.ย
โAnd Beomgyu is a jerk, but I donโt think I learned that yesterday,โ you say. You ramble, perhaps filling the space where the uncomfortable memory sits before you can let it bother you. It doesnโt help that the air is so quiet. Your mouth moves quick to make it less so. โBut... this guy. Heโs centuries old, and just lives inside that place. Iโd been so excited to have someone who could understand me like that, but then he started saying stuff that made me feel... just, bad for him, I guess. He was so angry and bitter.โย
Taehyun watches you speak, and then nods. Tinged with his sleepy husk, he says, โNot everybody stays good when they live for so long. He let it rot him.โย
โYeah. It was really like he was rotted. Not bad, I guess,โ you say. โIt made me worry that Iโll end up that way, someday. Even though we came here differently, I still feel that sort of anger sometimes. I donโt like it, though.โย
โI donโt think you will,โ he says.ย
His voice feels so strangely soft. You donโt know how to respond to this, coming from him. Long, quiet beats only decorated by the crackling of bushes scraping up and down the windows, fall over you two again. Your gazes intertwine, dancing together in a way that is also different. โThank you,โ you tell him, your voice meek. โI hope thatโs true.โย
The longer youโre sat there in Taehyunโs bed, the plush warmth of it and his presence serving as some sort of scarecrow for your pestering thoughts, your eyes grow heavier and your words more useless. Here, in his room and in his presence, itโs as if those thoughts and their terrible claws cannot reach you. You prattle on to him about sleepy nothings, but he doesnโt seem to mind that youโre stealing his sleep from him. He only listens, eyes watching you melt down into something softer on the surface of his bed.ย
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When youโd woken up this morning, youโd popped up in a frantic flurry. Instead of on your own bed, your dreary eyes were met with the walls of Taehyunโs room. You had fallen asleep in Taehyunโs bed; talked yourself into a solid sleep. You had been so thankful that he was not there when youโd been drug from your slumber by the feel of foreign bedsheets on your skin.ย
Even thinking about it now, your ears glow red. Had he been annoyed? You frantically shove those thoughts away.ย
Thereโs a thump from outside. You lean over from your spot on the bed and try to get the best look out you can manage, but itโs at an angle. You see nothing but winterโs flurries there. ย
Your head drops back down to the threadbare fabric in hand. Beomgyu, after a long-winded back and forth, had relented to letting you patch up his clothes. Well, just his shirt. When heโd handed it over to you, it had been a valiant internal battle to not run off and drown the thing in soaped water. For now, you settle for just patching up the mangiest bits. It gives you something to be busy with.ย
Taehyun has been especially busy lately. Youโre not sure why; he doesnโt exactly go around singing about his stresses. ย
This time, thereโs three resounding and deliberate knocks at the pane of your window. Your working fingers come to a stop, head popping up. A nervous rattle thrums up and down your spine. It could have been a straying tree branch knocking a song with the windโs encouragement, but theyโd been so sure and pronounced. You let the shirt down and slip off the bed. Keeping your approach down to whisper, you creep toward the window.ย
Yeonjun, nose gone pink, sits on a sturdy branch.ย
For a moment, you stand there taking in the sight of him there; a prince of Faerie, crouched up and in a tangle of branches as he waits for you. Itโs absurd. Not only that, itโs dreadful. Youโve done well, tearing yourself away from him. So, so well. Recently, all that hurt has painted its face and made itself anger. At the sight of his face, it sparks in your chest. But itโs a dull, slow flame, oh so reluctant. This anger feels different than other angers. It bothers you so deeply that you canโt place a finger on why.ย
And you want to let that anger sit there and fester, hoping that it will work at eroding away your still-connected heartstrings like rot. Even through the glass of the window, you feel themโred and reinforced and tugging you toward him.ย
Itโs ridiculous. This is ridiculous and pathetic, letting him send you fragmented just with this. Youโve become the sort of girl that youโd snort over in sappy loverโs ballads and odes, the kind that youโd looked down on for their lack of spine. How different it is, when it comes to your turn. Despite it all, you reach out and push the windows open. Even with the sputtering flame you foster, heโs frozen and does not look like heโs going to give up just at this. If you were to pretend he wasnโt there and flop back down into the bed, you think that he might sit there brazen and let the ice freeze him from the inside out. Or, heโll find some other way to speak with you. The glint in his eyes, the only light reflected in flatness, tells you as much.ย
โThis isnโt cute, or... romantic, like you think it is, Yeonjun. Not like last time. Itโs just hurtful,โ you tell him.ย
Breath like smoke, Yeonjun says, โI donโt mean to hurt you. It kills me that I do.โ His voice is sweet and smooth like malt liquor. It grips your mind in dazzling claws.ย
You shake your head, staying a reasonable distance from him and the window. โYouโre not supposed to be here. You have to go,โ you tell him, pulling the leash to the collar youโve put on yourself taut. โItโs icy. Climb down safe, please.โย
Of course, that doesnโt budge him. โNot supposed to be here? Why, because you donโt want it, or because heโll be angry at you?โ he says. His pretty face has gone sour. โLook at you. Youโve lost so much weight. Heโs not taking care of you, pretty. Come home to me. I know you know where it is; I see the look on your face. I know that you lie to me with your words, but you were never good at hiding your face.โย
You stay rooted to your spot; you wonโt be so weak to words again. No matter how sweet and soft they feel against your shining, weeping wounds. He put that hurt there. Leaning into it would just be self-destructive.ย
โPlease. It hurts both of us to be away, so why do it? I know that Iโve hurt you, and Iโll spend every last of my waking breath letting you know that it was a mistake. Iโll leave it all behindโnone of it matters,โ he continues. โMake me your servant. Ask me to swear my life away to you, and Iโll drop to my knees and put it on my beating heart right now.โ ย
Your throat feels dry. Heโd swear himself in your service, give you the ability to control him as you will. Itโs an unfathomably massive show of trust and dedication.ย You donโt want that, though. Not one bit. His frantic professions punch you in the gut nonetheless. Had you been losing weight? You havenโt even noticed. Yeonjun did, thoughโat a glance, heโd known youโve been hurting. ย
โYeonjun, please. Youโre not making this easy for me. Just give it time; weโll get over it. Eventually, weโll forget each other,โ you say, jaw aching with protest at each heavy word. Now faced with the reality of a much, much longer life, your own words bite you. It means, though, that you have so much time to build yourself up into something solid and beautiful. And, somewhere down the road, youโll think of this and be unaffected. Wonโt that day come any sooner, though?ย
โForget each other?โ he says, laugh like poison. โNo, we wonโt forget each other. Time doesnโt fix it. I promise you that I know that all too well. Our love is not the kind you can forget. It will just hurt forever.โย
โGo on,โ you say. โLie to me again. I want to hear it.โย
Eyes shining and unable to lie, he says, โI love you.โย
Swallowing thickly, you back away and get ready to close the window. ย
He climbs in through the window in a quick move. You donโt even have time to protest it before heโs saying, โAsk anything of me. Any last thing that you want of me, but do not ask me to watch you in his arms. I will not.โย
There it is againโthat dread. You want it to go easy, but of course it never was going to. โStop it,โ you say, mustering up a shaking finger to point at him. โStop. Just go.โย
His face goes hard. โThatย bastard is off to a war camp. Soon. He becomes more like his father every day, doesnโt he?โ His soft hands, warm and cradling, find your face. โYou donโt have to punish me by being with him. Come be safe. All heโs done is throw you out in the path of danger. If he cared for you, it would have never happened.โย
Darting between his eyes, breaths come quick to you. โWhat?โ you say. Itโs the one word you can pull out from the chaos that heโs wrought onto your thoughts. A blizzard erupts, and through the whipping breeze and shards you donโt think to pull away from him or take his hands off of you.ย
So, thatโs why Taehyun had been busy. What does that even entail for you? Are you going to be here? Does he expect you to pack up and go there with him, to travel for a war that you donโt even care for?ย
โAll I ever did was protect you, pretty. I know that, in hindsight, it all seems shady. But I promise you that I did. They were never going to hurt you, and neither was I,โ he says, his voice thick and strong with conviction.ย
Metal rings, the sound of a quick blade being unsheathed. ย
โLeave,โ Taehyun snarls. He holds his sword at point, right on Yeonjun. Itโs an emphatic promise of what heโs capable of and what heโll do.ย
Flame, wild and melting you around the edges, eats up every last bit of oxygen in the room. It leaves none for you to breathe. It crackles and pops between them, where their gazes meet and feed it. Everything else has gone still. Even the wind, it seems. ย
Sword held fast and unmoving, Taehyun says, โYou send your people into my home, and now you sneak in yourself. I wonโt be walked over. Leave now, or you waste my courtesy.โย
So, heโd come to that conclusion as well. Heโs so stillโhis face carved of ice into sharp edges. ย
When Yeonjun sends a look your way, you shake your head at him. You have no clue what heโs thinking, but you want none of it. Your stomach does a violent flip. โYeonjun, go. I want you to go. Please.โย
His features lined with flame; he looks from you to Taehyun. โYour violence will be the fall of you,โ he says, jaw tight as he pushes out toward your door. Not without a final glance sent to you, though. The promise you see there is a dreadful one.ย
You refuse to meet Taehyunโs daggered look. Beomgyuโs shirt lays forgotten on your bed. Youโre half tempted to grab it and resume work; to continue on and escape this.ย
โThat didnโt take very fucking long, did it?โ he says. โRight back into his arms.โย
Your drag your hands down your face. โI didnโt tell him to come here,โ you snap. โItโs none of your business who I talk to. How about we talk about you leaving? When did you plan on telling me, huh? I donโt like secrets, Taehyun.โย
Taehyun slips his sword back into the sheath. It clicks back in place. โNone of my business?โ he says. He repeats the words back at you with an aspโs curl. โWhen heโs in my home, in your room, itโs my business.โย
โWould you stop?โ you say, exhaustion sputtering out your fight. โWith Yeonjun, I always know whatโs going on. With you? I donโt know what to expect,โ you say. โTell me. When were you going to tell me that youโre going?โย
His face morphs into something different: one of those bone-chilling ones that you donโt know how to explain. He doesnโt answer for a few beats; you can see his mind turning itself over. โThis was going to happen. I told you that,โ he says. โAnd I was going to tell you.โย
You let out a long sigh, your shoulders loosening with it, when this time his voice isnโt so venomous. Heโd been so busy lately. Being general assured that, especially now that things are moving.ย โWhen? How long will you be gone?โ you say. โWhat if something happens to you, Taehyun? What are Beomgyu and I supposed to do?โ You include Beomgyu in your proposition, but youโre not sure whether heโd stay with you or run off into the tree line the moment he finds heโs free. Then, really, who would you have?ย
โYouโll be there,โ he says. โYou can come. I prefer it. If you stay here, youโre vulnerable to attacks. This estate is known to be mine, and now that Iโve become the general... I canโt say that itโs safe.โ Heโs come so close that now his eyes look down on you. They donโt feel acidic on your skin. โAnd nothing will happen to me. I promise it, nothing will happen to me or you. Or that kelpie. Iโll win this war.โย
Around a thick swallow, you nod. ย
You donโt doubt that Taehyun has the skill or the wits to do so. You only can hope that he doesnโt destroy himself trying to prove it; to both you and himself.ย
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#okay that whole nightmare scene is incredibly scary and i just feel so bad for her#being thrown into the middle of first the spying and what not but now this war... like girlie pop needs a break!#but taehyun immediately trying to comfort her and stay with her when she asked... i love him still and the fact he stayed for so longgg#the scene from the teaser AHHH i felt like it flowed super well into the piece and i loved the tension from it... hehe#yeonjun and his letters... he really knows how to write like what can i say#OKAY NOW ONTO *THE* SCENE#ALL BUILT UP TENSION LIKE I WAS LAYING BACK BUT IMMEDIATELY SAT UP STRAIGHT ONCE I COULD SEE WHAT THIS WAS BUILDING UP TO#FINALLY SOME CLARITY INTO TAEHYUNS BRAIN AND SOME REAL FREAKIN EMOTION FROM HIM#GOD ALL THE JEALOUSY! ALL THE SHIT THAT WAS COMING FROM HIS MOUTH LIKE IT WAS SENDINNGGGG MEEE AGHHHHHH#and the fact that she had that split second thought about yj and it ruining everything..... oh i was gonna killll her like i was so mad#WHY ARE YOU THINKING ABT HIM WHEN U GOT THAT FINE PIECE OF MAN ON YOU OH MY GOD#also soobins character...#man i love how theres introduction to another human that we could potentially play off of but :(#hes got this horrendous back story and i feel so bad for him. i understand where hes coming from tho like he went through so much and has#all the reason to be bitter and hateful#i just im so scared for this war. i love taehyun and im so scared about taehyun turning into something hes not.#also wait the scene with going into taehyunโs room at night..#like just falling asleep there..#talking abt nothing#him being there and listening ugh i love him#overall super excited abt this part like iโm just absolutely in love with this world and these characters!#also i never want it to end like ever plz im gonna be so distraught#also i love you ๐ค๐ณ๐
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Hello!! I hope you are doing well, wanted to say I love your work !!
Can I request how the BSD boys (Dazai, Kunikida, Ranpo, Chuuya, Fukuzawa etc) would react to gf!fem!reader saying โI am just a holeโ after they did something attractive? Something fun and suggestive ehehe~
No brain, just horny!
Summary: No one cared about you being down bad for you bfs since everything's mutual, right? (Dazai, Kunikida, Ranpo, Fukuzawa)
Genre: fluff, maybe crack, def suggestive themes, maybe a tiny tiny bit of smut. Who knows ๐
Warnings: yall gonna be horny after this ๐ค
A/N: was kinda difficult to think of fitting scenarios but i had fun writing this!! Also thank you for loving my work, anonnnn ๐๐๐๐
Part 2
Dazai Osamu
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAAAAAAT ๐๐๐๐
HES HORNY 24/7, DONT EXPECT HIM TO HOLD BACK LMAOO ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ
okay okay so lets say yall are at the ADA office
hes done with annoying the shit ouf of kuni and now hes just sitting on the couch, literally bored out of his mind
Kuni tells u to tell "that dumbass idiot of a boyfriend๐คฉ" to finally get back to work so u go up to him
u know that scene where he leans his head back onto the grave and slowly tilts it back down and opens his eyes while having that soft smile on his face? oda's only purpose was him dying so we'd get that scene, crying fr ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Yeah hes doing exactly THAT as he notices your presence infront of him, flashing you a smile and only for it to spread even further as he notices your dazed face ๐
"Oh, bella? Too lovestruck to talk to me, I see. Can't help it that I'm just so hands-"
"I'm nothing but a hole for you"
I DONT KNOW HOW SOMEONE COULD EVEN SAY THAT ๐ญ๐ญ THATS SUCH A WEIRD THING TO SAY AND SO DUMB BUT NO ONE CARES ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ
AND HIS HORNY ASS DOESNT GIVE TWO SHITS EITHER ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
his eyes are fking bulging as he hears you say that infront of him
ACTUALLY shocked that you had the guts to legit say that outloud and luckily no one rly heard that except him he wouldnt mind if the whole ass office wouldve heard that, we KNOW ๐
you manage to get a good laugh out of him before he just shoots you that god awful handsome smirk before he suddenly stands up
Towering over you, he leans in and whispers "Never thought you'd be so dirty to say stuff like that during working hours. Not that I'm complaining! I'm glad to have such a strong effect on you, bella~" got me blushing fr๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ
Its too late to realise what you've just said. Your fate has been sealed.
OFF TO HORNY JAIL YALL GO ๐๐๐ฃ๏ธ
no jk but nah nah he wont stop there
Youve awakened the fking horny beast in him and how could he refuse his love offering herself so blatantly while your coworkers were literally in the same room?? ๐คฉ๐
He just takes your hand as he proceeds to leave the office
Kuni just yells "Oi, where the hell do you think you're going?! Only told you to tell him to work! Not join his stupid shenanigans!! ๐ก๐ก"
YOU KNOW that ur bf just turns around and shoots him that annoying ass smirk, only to say
"But Kunikida, we are off to work actually! Nothing you'd be able to do anyway. Tell me when you've found something interesting in all that paper work of yours! Can tell you that our job will definitely be more fun than that~ ๐๐"
You can only give poor kuni a sheepish smile as atsushi just deadpans at the both of you, muttering a "good luck ๐" towards you as your bf just drags you to his car because your job's gonna be too loud to do at the ada and going home wont be an option since dazai's not patient in that sense ๐๐๐
Already sending prayers to you for having to go back to "work" while being sore af and dazai looking like he got out of a 10 day wellness vacation ๐ญ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ
dazai's actually gonna spare our poor kuni by kinda doing some paper work but our man will be forever traumatised bc hes not oblivious ๐ฃ๏ธ
Especially after seeing your neck littered with hickeys ๐ญ๐ญ u cant hide them, youve got a damn mosquito as a bf ๐
kuni just tosses a bottle of water your way without looking at u bc he thinks its not modest to shamelessly look at them ๐ค I LOVE U KUNI
"thanks, i guess" is all you'll hear from him bc at the end, you DID get dazai to work but at what cost ๐ญ
Kunikida Doppo
Flabbergasted. Shocked. Disappointed. Shamefully not too hard to turn on. ๐
His first reaction is gonna be like u just told ur mom u forgot to do the laundry ๐ญ
DEF gonna scold your ass off for saying such things in such an inappropiate setting
its not your fault hes being so hot during work ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค
Tell him off for being so handsome!! ๐คฉ
Wont stop his scolding but u cant take him serious when hes fumbling over his words
Still manages to thank you for ur compliment even though its embarassing af ๐ญ no way would he refuse such kind words from his love ๐
So anyway it could go two ways with him
The first would be if yall wouldnt be alone at the ADA
You go up to him to ask him about a report you need help with
Ive never seen kuni tie his hair up but... imagine catching him doing that...
With the hair tie in his mouth as he pulls his hair back and like...
It makes u think of the times you'd yank it back during yk what ๐คญ
So he notices you gape at him and is all like "๐คจ are you alright?"
Cue to you just uttering "Damn, kuni. You only gotta ask. Am just a hole for you anyway" out of nowhere
LMAO you can just hear dazai cackling from the couch as your bf just looks at you like ๐ณ with his mouth agape and everything
Dazai just walks up to you to pat your shoulder
"Kunikida, you've got quite the daring girlfriend!" "SHUT YOUR ANNOYING MOUTH UP"
kuni just quickly ties his hair back and BROO he nearly feels so violated and exposed ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Why would u do this to him AT WORK ๐ญ
Ngl u and dazai prob team up to annoy him to death like hes just so fun to TEASE ๐ค
Anyway he just tells you to get back to work and when u tell him you need some help, he begrudgingly does it bc its important but you can still his hands shake a bit and his face is red as he tries to give you advice on ur work skskksks ๐
Be ready to get scolded for HOURS when yall are on ur way home ๐ค
But dw u know how to shut his beautiful mouth up ๐คญ๐
But if you do the whole thing while yall are alone at work bc kuni decided to stay a bit longer then THATS a different story
Lets say he does the same thing again as above ^ and u say the same thing
He'll def turn a bit red and tell you that you cant say stuff like that during work!
"But kuni, we're alone and no ones gonna come back anyway. It's nearly 8pm after all."
The sun's setting and the only light that softly illuminates the room and it just steals ur fking breath bc ๐ญ hes so gorgeous with his hair open ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
But u can still see his gaze on u, making ur knees weak bc BROO
horny jail for kuni too????? ๐๐๐
jk but he'll clear his throat and just say "a work place is still a work place so i cant let this inappropiate behavior just go like that..."
You're like standing infront of him and he grabs you by your waist, softly kneading it as he tells u to sit on his lap ๐ญ
"Will teach that mouth of yours how to behave. Maybe after this you'll be a bit more tame. Think that idiot has been a bad influence on you like he has with everyone but don't worry. I'll be sure to teach you everything again."
I'll let you imagine the rest here ๐คญ๐คญ
Edogawa Ranpo
man just wants to eat his candy in peace, get ur horny ass away from him ๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ
u thought dazai's a whole bitch???? Nah nah this is a MAN CHILD right here
This man wont give u what u want, nah he'll let u suffer alone LOL ๐๐
if this happens at work then ๐คท honestly depends on what mood he is i think
its a hot day in yokohama and the air conditioning is not rly helping yall
so u kinda wanna go grab some ice cream during ur break and u dont need to think twice about asking ur bf to go with u
fr he'll be SO annoying if u dont take him with u ๐ but dw he obviously knows why u r approaching him rn ๐คฉ
but he takes a while to catch on why u just stopped and looked like a fish rn like a combo of this :0 and ๐ณ
he just goes "๐คจ"
"Damn, the bathroom's close. 'am just a hole for you anyway so let's go" u legit go ๐จ after realising what u just said
How no one hears that, idk but this hoe DEF heard u well
U r even more scared bc he just sits there and doesnt react but oops
only needs some sec before he opens his eyes and smirks at u ๐คญ
"Eh~ You've got guts, Y/N. Saying naughty stuff like that during work hours. Not that I mind though. Just shows how smitten you are by the World's Greatest Detective~"
"N-"
He just waves a finger at u like you're a lil kid getting scolded rn ๐
"Ah ah ah, don't try to refute that fact. Can't blame you for your reaction after all. It's still funny to me that all it took was me losening my tie, gliding a hand through my hair and open up a button of my shirt. ~ "
He just gets up and gives you a peck on your cheek before walking ahead
"I still want that ice ream though! If it's good then I'll give tending to your needs a thought!" ๐ THIS BITCH
but dw he'll make sure to show u how smitten he is after that bc ur mouth just tastes better after some sweet ice cream, right ๐ค??
but u know whats the best combo with saying that sentence?
a jealous ranpo ๐คฉ
like ok quick scenario
lets move this outside of work, ok?
So yall are walking around and some random dude decides to hit on u and hello ๐คจcant he see that u r legit holding hands with the world's greatest detective??
u kindly tell the man to fuck off but nah hes not letting u chill
wraps protectively his arm around ur waist, clearly showing him that YOU. ARE. TAKEN.
"with that scrawny lookin dude???" bro hes got a death sentence ๐
time for ur bf to show him his skills ๐คญ which means threatening him to expose everything about him
immediately tells him where he lives, what he does for a living, where he likes to shop, where his parents live. E. V. E. R. Y. T. H. I. N. G
he just smirks and puffs his chest slightly out as that dude just fking runs off bc id be terrified too ๐จ
He deserves it tho โ
"What a fool! Thinking he could challenge ME?! The greatest detective to ever live! See how terrified he was!" hes fking cackling before stopping as he sees ur face
brothers and sisters, we are LOVESTRUCK
and that hoe cann see that right away ๐
"Thank you..." like should we say how hot that was???? maybe ๐ณ๐ณ???
"And?" AH obviously he got us ๐ญ
but we too embarassed to say smth but NICE, theres a nearby alley so u know where hes dragging us ๐คฉ
Pressed up against the wall and hes just centimeters away from u as he asks again
"That wasn't everything you wanted to say, right~? Of course you find me" hot" but just wanna hear it from you, love."
"FUCK, am just a hole for u" ๐๐ณ
goes wide eyed for a sec before chuckling and saying "Well, that wasn't what I wanted to hear but I'll let it count!"
His eyes travel down your neck before finally saying "Hm, I've got an idea in how to make everyone know that you're taken. I deserve a little treat after having saved you, no?" ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ got me blushing fr
Anyway problem solved, no one made moves onto u after that and it might turn into a habit before yall go out for the next times ๐ฃ๏ธ
But no one's complaining hihi ๐คญ๐คญ๐ณ
Fukuzawa Yukichi
oh god where do i even begin ๐
i gotta hold myself back from getting off topic when it comes to HIM ๐ญ
honestly this man has seen and experienced so many things, u gotta do a lot to catch THIS man off guard ๐๐
bro he had to deal with mori's ass in his 20's for too long and STILL deals with it till this day ๐๐๐๐๐
not to mention the agency is like his fking orphanage at this point ๐
Already enough that his first child is still a child with his thirty years of living on this damn planet ๐ค
lets say u work at the ADA as well and now yall r holding a meeting to go over some details for a random mission
Idk if its just me but... the way he sits there and is leading that whole shit, telling em what to do and how they could handle it the best way, while encouraging everyone to work hard n stuff... idk....
Its just so HOT ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐คญ
like hes so charismatic, fuck dazai, yall cant compare ANYONE to this man ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ no wonder everyone follows him, id lick his shoes too ๐ญ๐ญ HORNY JAIL FOR ME?????
anyway he dismisses everyone and the both of you are the last ones to be in the room bc u r just sitting at the table and staring at him like ๐ณ
Dw my girl, hes been noticing the way you've been looking at him the whole time
"Is everything alright, my love? You've been staring at me for quite a while now."
"N-No its nothing ๐ณ"
nah no need to hold back bc we know our knees r gonna buckle the second he takes ur hand
AND HE DOES ๐คฉ๐คฉ
his eyes slightly crinkle at the end as you can see amusement dance in them
"I know that look when something's on your mind. I'll respect your decision to not tell me but I'd like to know what it is."
honestly your red face is already proof enough whats on ur mind but how can u hide it when hes just looking at you with such an intense gaze UGH I LOVE THIS MAAAAAN ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
"W-Well the way you just handle everything with ease even though its a lot of pressure and i dont know...it's just really admirable but also hot when you tell them what to do. wouldnt mind you doing that in the bedroom too, you know. id be a hole for u anytime like this... "
u tryna mumble that shit out of embarassement but he clearly heard you ๐
And he does go wide eyed out of surprise because DAMN thats still pretty straightforward and was kinda the last thing he'd thought you'd say but honestly... he doesnt mind it ๐
in facr hes liking it a bit too much for himself ๐๐ but who is he to complain? Especially when his lover is being so honest with him?
" So you want me to be a bit more authoritative in the bedroom? I-It might be a bit awkward for me to do so but if it's something you desire then we'll gladly try it out together. We should be done with the mission around the evening but if not then..."
you feel his hands gently cup your face as he presses his lips against yours before pulling a bit too soon for your liking
"Then I hope this will suffice until then. I'll be sure to thank you for your patience after everything's over."
THE ONLY THIINNGG
THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS SAY YESSSS ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
IDC IF IM NOT SPEAKING FOR EVERYONE BC
We WILL wait for him OKAY ๐๐โโโ
he just strokes your hair lovingly as you try to hide ur face bc hes just too blinding
anyway as the both of u get ready to leave, yall just hear quick shuffling behind yall bc OOPS
THE DOOR WAS OPEN ๐
THE KIDS DIDNT LEAVE LOL ๐๐ THEY HEARD EVERYTHING
"๐ณโบ๏ธ๐คญ๐" u can choose which ADA member would make which face ๐๐๐
ngl u prob sometimes call them ur children and BRO
ranpo actually annoys u for some candy ngl ๐
u once punched dazai's gut bc yk he'd ask the stupid question like
"if you're our mom, would that make you a milf?"
send him back to the MAFIA trash can he came from ๐คฉ๐คฉ
jk but might write a oneshot about him even tho hes difficult to write ๐
will def do a part 2 of this bc it gives me an excuse to simp for these men ๐
#bsd x reader#bungou stray dogs x reader#bsd dazai#dazai x reader#bsd kunikida#kunikida x reader#bsd ranpo#ranpo x reader#bsd fukuzawa#fukuzawa x reader
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1K Follower Celebration: Ikemen Sengoku
Ikemen Sengoku was my first otome and I have so much love for it. The second part of this follower celebration is just for Ikemen Sengoku. It's an ask game. Here are the request rules:
Pick a suitor from IkeSen. Any suitor. I'll also accept asks for featured non-suitor characters like Kyubei. (character)
Pick one of the letters below with the associated word. (theme)
Add an emoji from the selection, or one of your own. (tone)
You don't have to be a follower to put in an ask. Anon is on, but I love seeing your usernames and it lets me follow up if I have a question. Repeat asks are allowed - as in you can make more than one selection AND the same character/letter/emoji may be requested by more than one person.
Asks will be open for just one week for the celebration stories only. So get yours in between May 5 - May 12.
Step 1: Pick ANY Ikemen Sengoku Suitor.
Step 2: Pick your letter!
Appetite
Beauty
Command
Dear
Envy
Favor
Goodbye
Heat
Instructor
Jewel
Key
Lie
Maybe
Never
Oppose
Perfume
Quiet
Regret
Secret
Taste
Unless
Victory
Wish
Xenial
Yield
Zephyr
Step 3: Choose one of these emojis or send me one of your own!
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The life you dreamed of
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Description: Y/n a K-pop Idol of the 5-Member Group Moonlight. But what happens when she falls in Love? How exactly is her life as an Idol and why did she become one?
Idol! Yeji X Idol! Reader
Warnings: Mention of Bullying and Suicide, curse words
Chapter 11:
Masterlist
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Laughing, I briefly glanced at the camera and playfully winked before typing a message. Unfortunately, I wasn't sure exactly who I was chatting with. "How much can I drink?" I asked when I received a message. Chuckling again, I took a sip from my drink and replied, "Enough to bring you home."
Me (8:06): Do you have any siblings?
Unknown (8:06):ย I have an Unnie.
Unknown (8:06):ย Oops. You weren't supposed to know I'm a woman...๐ญ๐ซฃ๐คซ
Me (8:07):ย Don't worry, baby. Honestly, that just makes it better for me๐๐๐คญ
Unknown (8:07):ย Stop it. I'm really blushing because of you. Let me try to figure out who you are๐ณ๐ณ
Me (8:07):ย Are you sure you're ready for that? I mean, I could also invite you for a date in person๐ฅฐ๐๐คญ
Unknown (8:07):ย Male or female?
Me (8:08): Female๐ค
I looked up at the camera and started to laugh. I ran my tongue over my lips once, saying, "She's trying to figure out who I am," chuckling lightly into the camera. I was sitting cross-legged in a comfortable chair, holding my phone in both hands as I laughed.
Unknown (8:09):ย I figured as much. Let me guess your age now. Early 20s?
Surprised, I looked into the camera briefly. "She seems really good at guessing. I'm getting more curious," I said as I leaned back further in the chair. "I really wonder what she's saying about me right now," I added, smiling into the camera. The cameraman just shrugged.
My gaze returned to the phone, a smile on my face. There was something exciting about flirting with someone whose identity was unknown.
Me (8:09):ย Very good. I'll guess for you now and say you're just a bit older?
Unknown (8:10):ย I'm 23๐
Me (8:10):ย The perfect age to go on a date with me, Unnie๐ฅฐ๐คญ๐คญ
I chuckled softly. My curiosity was growing steadily.
Me (8:11):ย Let me ask you an important question. I'm pretty confident that I'll figure out who you are after this question!
Unknown (8:11):ย Quite self-assured of you. But I'm curiousโบ๏ธ๐
Me (8:12):ย Do glasses suit you?
Unknown (8:12):ย ๐๐๐
Unknown (8:12):ย Someone once told me that glasses suit me, but they would cover my eyes, so I shouldn't wear them๐ฅธ๐ค๐
My mouth opened slightly. I stared at my phone for what felt like an eternity. Even the cameraman seemed a bit puzzled by my reaction. I cleared my throat and quickly remembered the camera in front of me.
Me (8:14):ย I know who you are
Unknown (8:14):ย I doubt that๐๐
Me (8:14):ย You're tall, have beautiful cat-like eyes, and your expressionless face can be intimidating at times. But you have a very kind heart, and... your fingers, or your hands in general, are larger than mine
Me (8:14):ย I know exactly who you are
Unknown (8:14):ย Those are all very accurate guesses. I think I also know who you are๐ง๐ค๐ฅด
Me (8:15):ย Are you sure?
Unknown (8:15):ย With just one question, I'll be sure.
Me (8:15):ย Go ahead, ask away.
Unknown (8:16):ย Are you a Mamamoo fan?
Me (8:16):ย ..... okay. You got it๐ซก๐ซก๐ซก
I looked up at the camera and started to grin. "It's Hwang Yeji from Itzy," I said, and almost immediately, it was revealed who was on the other end of the line. I was absolutely right. It really was Yeji.
After exchanging a few words about how I figured it out and how I felt about it, the camera was turned off. Yeji and I suddenly met outside the room. Her eyes widened just like mine. Nervously, I started to smile a little, and my gaze lowered.
"Y/n," the older one said. It had been days since I had been avoiding her, but those few days had only made me miss her more. It was really difficult to stop myself from texting her...
"Can we talk?" the redhead asked, her face serious. Surprised, I looked at her with wide eyes. "I... I don't know," I replied softly, briefly glancing to the side. Yeji took a deep breath. "It won't take long. Please... don't avoid me, Y/n," she requested softly. I licked my lips slowly, registering the tone in her voice.
Her voice was slightly higher than usual, sounding somewhat sad.
I swallowed as I looked into her eyes. Slowly, I nodded my head. "Okay... Yes, let's talk," I answered now. Unlike before, the taller one didn't smile. She just nodded and immediately started walking down the hallway. I followed her.
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Nervously, I rubbed my fingers together several times. "Here," Yeji said softly as she pushed my drink, which she had ordered earlier, in front of me. I bowed slightly and briefly said, "Thank you," causing Yeji to furrow her brow slightly. She sat down right in front of me, her lips pressed together.
"What's going on, Y/n?" she asked as she scrutinized me. My hands gripped my drink. I took a small sip from my straw, nervously biting on it. "Y/n..." Yeji sighed when I didn't seem to answer. I swallowed as I looked at Yeji.
"It's nothing," I replied, causing Yeji to lean forward a bit more. Her arms rested on the table. "Are we... still friends?" she asked, widening my eyes. I looked at her with my mouth open. "Of course," I replied, making Yeji smile slightly. She nodded her head.
She chuckled a little as she let out a sigh of relief. She licked her lips and took a sip from her drink. "Then why... are you avoiding me?" she asked, her voice now quieter. Her eyes narrowed sadly as she looked at me. I swallowed again as I started to laugh nervously.
"I'm... trying to figure out my own feelings right now," I replied. Yeji looked at me for a long time. "Figuring out your feelings?" she asked, to which I nodded. Yeji's eyes widened as she noticed my slightly reddened cheeks. Her mouth opened slightly, and she started, "Do you mean...?" but didn't continue.
Nervously, I looked to the side. "I... need to confront my feelings first before I can continue to be friends with you," I replied, causing the redhead to start smiling. She looked at me, never breaking eye contact. Her hands were now folded.
"What if I don't just want to be friends with you?" the older one asked, causing my eyes to widen. I hesitated and stared at her with wide eyes. "What?" I asked. Could I have misheard that? Could this all be a dream?
Yeji suddenly smiled and burst into laughter, trying to stifle it by covering her mouth with her hand. She cleared her throat shortly after, noticing my hopeful look. My fingers were intertwined, and I just looked at the older woman. "If you need help with that, let me know. But from now on, don't avoid me, okay?" the redhead said with a grin.
My face turned red as I saw her smile. I could feel my heart rate dramatically increasing. To calm myself down, I took several sips of my milkshake. Yeji observed me, a knowing grin on her lips. "What are you up to today? I really hope you're free," she asked, but I shook my head.
"I put on some weight and have to go to the gym," I replied with a pout. Yeji laughed, and her eyebrows raised. She nodded her head. "Good. Let's train together," the older one demanded, but my mouth opened now. "Uh...," I started, and I blushed completely. "I don't want you to think I'm lazy," I said, laughing a bit.
Yeji suddenly burst into laughter. Her entire face lit up as she looked at me. "I won't think you're lazy," she replied, looking amused. I giggled as I started nodding slowly. "Okay, then we'll train together," I replied, nodding my head.
Yeji smiled. "Besides, you haven't gained any weight," Yeji said as she examined my entire face. Then her fingers pinched my cheek. "It just makes you even cuter," the older one added, starting to grin broadly. My cheeks heated up even more.
"If you keep treating me like this, I might have to start calling you Unnie soon," I said, causing Yeji to stop pinching my cheek immediately. She looked at my whole face. "But I don't want you to be my Unnie," I said softly, which made Yeji smile even more. She looked at me. "I don't just want to be your Unnie either," she said just as softly. Smiling, I picked up my drink and took a sip from it.
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"I don't want to anymore!" I groaned as I stared at my phone. Yeji beside me started to laugh. "Come on, just 30 more seconds," the older one encouraged me as she watched me struggle to hold the plank position. After those 30 seconds, I immediately collapsed onto the mat.
Yeji smirked and brushed the stray strands of hair from my face. "You did great. Now, it's time for some biceps, hm?" the older one said, pointing to the machine. My mouth opened as I sighed in annoyance. "Why? I already have a strong bicep," I said with a playful grin, flexing my bicep.
Yeji laughed as she touched my bicep. She looked into my eyes. "You... must be really weak, huh?" she said, causing my eyes to widen. Offended, I looked up at her, my eyes narrowing visibly. "I'm not weak. I could even carry you," I replied.
"Could you carry me and then do a few squats?" she asked, to which I immediately nodded. "Of course!" I replied, grinning as I crouched down so Yeji could easily get on my back.
"Afterwards, I want to hear you admit that you were wrong!" I said seriously as I felt her arm wrap around my neck. My hands were now on her legs as I carried her and stood up. "Wow... You're really light," I commented, but then my forehead furrowed. "Why are you so light?" I asked, looking genuinely concerned.
Yeji laughed. Her hands were on my shoulders. "You're saying that now. Let's do some squats," the older one said as she wiggled her legs a bit. I took a deep breath and started squatting. My hands gripped her legs as I pushed myself up repeatedly.
"Okay... It's getting harder," I said, laughing lightly. Yeji just grinned and rested her chin on my head, her arms wrapped tightly around me, causing my heart rate to increase. Nervously, I bit my lip. "Why don't you tell me about your upcoming comeback?" Yeji asked, seemingly trying to distract me.
"Well... We have a whole album planned with about 10 songs... Hanni and Yunjin contributed to the lyrics," I said as I continued to squat up and down. I took a deep breath. "A tour is also planned. Our first real world tour," I added with a slight smile.
"A world tour? That means... we won't see each other for months," Yeji said, pouting slightly. That made me laugh. "We can call and message each other," I replied, and I let her down from my back. I turned to face her, a grin on my lips.
"Will you really miss me that much?" I asked teasingly, to which the older one immediately nodded. My breath caught, and my heart rate increased. My entire face turned red as I glanced to the side.
"Oh," I shyly muttered, which only made Yeji smile.
#newjeans hanni#hanni pham#itzy x yn#itzy x reader#itzy yeji#yeji x reader#hwang yeji#haewon#shin yuna#huh yunjin
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Can you do one of Jude where they are sharing their fun side of their family nobody knew of pls
CATCH MY LOVE, LOVE โ Jude Bellingham
summary: when y/n and jude finally had a chance to spend time with jude's family and see the bellingham family funny moments
warning: english is not my first language
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judebellingham Finally, I can spend sometime with my family ๐ READY TO GET SO DRUNK TONIGHT
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y/username You cannot drink too much Jude, not good for your health, love
benchilwell Everytime you get drunk, i felt so sorry for y/n
philfoden @benchilwell Why?
benchilwell There was one time he get so DRUNK, y/n has to drive him home then the next morning she really canโt walk for 2 days ๐ค You know what i mean
philfoden How do you know that? y/n told you ๐
benchilwell Duuuh Jude told me
y/username for real @judebellingham
judebellingham Iโm sorry y/n, i told him that because that day youโre so so mad at me and i donโt know what to do to get you to forgive me ๐ฅฒ so i have no choice
y/username ๐ Youโre not allow to drink tonight!!
eeluan Why?
judeloverrs_ Scroll up, there are a comment from Chilly
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y/username ๐ธ by @judebellingham ๐
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leahkate Pretty pretty girl
y/username xx
cluskk.11 So beautiful y/n, no wonder why jude is madly in love with you
jubebellingham I canโt wait to eat you ๐
y/username You are DRUNK Jude ๐ where is Jobe, take his phone away from him
jobebellingham He wonโt let me and mum touch his phone y/n ๐
judebellingham y/n I miSs yU sOo SoO muChh, wHereRe R u?
jobebellingham Heโs crying like a baby ๐ฅฒ
y/username Can you help me take him back to his room, i canโt believe it
judebellingham Yo yO YOUUU aRE sOO dAmN pReTieE
uwqpnz OMG โจDRUNKโจ Jude is so adorable, heโs like a baby ๐คฃ
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y/username Because you guys want to see what Jude does when he's so drunk, so here this is for you. And i guess he thought this was his phone or maybe not
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jobebellingham ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ Oh no why you post this ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ now i canโt stop laughing
judebellingham Y/n iโm so sorry ๐
y/username For ?
judebellingham Idk? For getting so drunk last night
y/username Apologies UNEXCEPT
masonmount Poor Jude :) Last night he just said that from now on heโll not scare you anymore, such a grown maaan
harveyelliott07 @judebellingham ๐คฃ
bellinghamiine His face was like ๐ ๐ฃโน๏ธ๐ค๐๐๐๐ณ
heeleyy Y/n your boyfriend is such a meme ๐๐
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judebellingham This is me when i first met y/n, my shirt is my love to y/n and i just thrown it to her ๐ i donโt know what to do if that day she didnโt catch it
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jesselingard Probably
marcusrashford @y/username WHY? WHY YOU CATCH THAT
y/username Just did it by reflex
bellinghambellaaa His body is so fine ๐ค
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y/username Oh ello there, ma luvlyy Jude Jude ๐ฌ
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sanchooo10 Ahahaha Jude is a fucking DOLPHIN ๐คฃ๐คฃ
judebellingham Shut up Sancho ๐
y/nplusjuude So adorable
judebellingham y/n thatโs is cute but ๐ฃ๐ฃ
y/username @judebellingham But what, jude? ๐
jodebellingham I also saw a mother dolphin and her baby too, isnโt it so cute
y/username Yea it is ๐
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judebellingham Paparazzi is HERE ๐ฑ๐ฑ
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judejudejj What? thatโs unbelievable!!!! whoโs that???? is it really paparazzi
bvb.fanjude He just kidding ๐คฃ this pic definitely taken by y/n
jobebellingham Lookin goood ๐
judebellingham Thanks ๐
y/username Awwww ๐ฅบ You turn me on :)
judebellingham Sooooo โบ๏ธ
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y/username Jude mom just show me this ๐ so i ask Jude whatโs he thinking? then he said โI was thinking, if Jobe has teeth, will he eat all my candy? If so, i have to find a place to hide the candy.. where should I hide it? hidde it in my parents wardrobe? Or should i just eat it all, don't let him eat my candy?โ. The second one is like โHey Jobe Jobe there is a really big lollipop, do you wanna share? Okay okay now i count to 3, we have to run as fast we can okay?โ ๐๐
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jobebellingham Hey, thatโs so rude ๐ค @judebellingham? explain plz or do you have anything to say?
y/username @jobebellingham ๐คฃ he sleeping next to me but i donโt think he had something to say
jesselingard So funny ๐คฃ just by the look on his face ๐
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judebellingham Can you stop and kiss me dada Jude? You gave mommy y/n so many kisses today
*when golden retriever meets GOLDEN RETRIEVER โจ*
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belling.jude Jude give RJโs a kiss, look at his face his puppy eyes ๐ฅบ
y/username Sorry my baby, mommy love you so much
jobebellingham My baby RJโs
laylajwen Awww mommy y/n and dada Jude, thatโs adorable ๐ญ๐ญ
#football imagines#football fanfic#jude bellingham x y/n#jude bellingham x reader#jude bellingham imagine#jude bellingham imagines#jude bellingham blurb#jude bellingham#bvb fanfic#jude bellingham fluff
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Hello dearest friend and beloved author of popular fanfictions,
i come with true and important news (very important) not only is the earth comprised of 6 elements brought together by 6 elemental lords you also have a new name!
your name is now BOB. i will please ask all the users of tumblr dot com and beyond to refer you as such (out of respect).
this has been your local TV news at 6, goodnight hometown country roads, good night.
this has been your host <3 much (gay dinosaur) love <3
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๐ฟ๐คณ๐คณ๐ป๐คณ๐ผ๐คณ๐ฝ๐คณ๐พ๐คณ๐ฟ๐๐๐ป๐๐ผ๐๐ฝ๐๐พ๐๐ฟ๐บ๐บ๐ป๐บ๐ผ๐บ๐ฝ๐บ๐พ๐บ๐ฟ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐ด๐ด๐ป๐ด๐ผ๐ด๐ฝ๐ด๐พ๐ด๐ฟ๐ถโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐พโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ถโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐พโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ญ๐ฌ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐ฉ๐จโโค๏ธโ๐จ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐จโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ๐ช๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ง๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ง๐จโ๐จโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐งโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐จโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ง๐จโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐งโ๐ง๐งฅ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ข๐๐๐งฆ๐งค๐งฃ๐ฉ๐งข๐๐โ๐๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฑ๐ญ๐น๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ป๐ผ๐จ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ท๐ฝ๐ธ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ฃ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฆ
๐ฆ๐ฆ๐บ๐๐ด๐ฆ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฌ๐ณ๐๐ฆ๐๐
๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ช๐ซ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ฆ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐ต๐๐ฒ๐ณ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฟโ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ท๐น๐ฅ๐บ๐ธ๐ผ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ซโญ๏ธ๐โจโก๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐โ๏ธ๐คโ
๏ธ๐ฅโ๏ธ๐ฆ๐งโ๐ฉ๐จโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ฆโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅฅ๐ฅ๐
๐๐ฅ๐ฅฆ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฝ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฅ๐ฅจ๐ง๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅฉ๐๐๐ญ๐๐๐๐ฅช๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅซ๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ค๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ก๐ง๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅง๐ฐ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฟ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ผโ๏ธ๐ต๐ฅค๐ถ๐บ๐ป๐ฅ๐ท๐ฅ๐ธ๐น๐พ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ด๐ฝ๐ฅฃ๐ฅก๐ฅขโฝ๏ธ๐๐โพ๏ธ๐พ๐๐๐ฑ๐๐ธ๐ฅ
๐๐๐โณ๏ธ๐น๐ฃ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฝโธ๐ฅ๐ท๐ฟโท๐๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐คผโโ๏ธ๐คผโโ๏ธ๐คธโโ๏ธ๐คธโโ๏ธโน๏ธโโ๏ธโน๏ธโโ๏ธ๐คบ๐คพโโ๏ธ๐คพโโ๏ธ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐คฝโโ๏ธ๐คฝโโ๏ธ๐ฃโโ๏ธ๐ฃโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ตโโ๏ธ๐ตโโ๏ธ๐ดโโ๏ธ๐ดโโ๏ธ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐
๐๐ต๐๐ซ๐๐ช๐คนโโ๏ธ๐คนโโ๏ธ๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ผ๐น๐ฅ๐ท๐บ๐ธ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ด๐ฒ๐ต๐๐จ๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐บ๐ฐ๐๐ธ๐๐ถโต๏ธ๐ค๐ฅ๐ณโด๐ขโ๏ธโฝ๏ธ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฅ๐๐บ๐ฟ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐๐ก๐ข๐ โฒ๏ธโฑ๐๐๐๐โฐ๐๐ป๐โบ๏ธ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฆ๐จ๐ช๐ซ๐ฉ๐๐โช๏ธ๐๐๐โฉ๐ค๐ฃ๐พ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ปโจ๏ธ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐น๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ท๐ธ๐น๐ฝ๐๐โ๏ธ๐๐ ๐บ๐ป๐๐๐โฑโฒโฐ๐ฐโ๏ธโณ๐ก๐๐๐ก๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ข๐ธ๐ต๐ด๐ถ๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ๐โ๏ธ๐ง๐จโ๐ โ๐ฉโ๏ธโ๐ซ๐ฃ๐ช๐กโ๏ธ๐ก๐ฌโฐ๏ธโฑ๏ธ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐โ๏ธ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ณ๐๐๐ก๐ฝ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐โ๏ธ๐ฉ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐โ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐ค๐โฃ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฎ๏ธโ๏ธโช๏ธ๐โธ๏ธโก๏ธ๐ฏ๐โฏ๏ธโฆ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐โ๏ธ๐โข๏ธโฃ๏ธ๐ด๐ณ๐ถ๐๏ธ๐ธ๐บ๐ท๏ธโด๏ธ๐๐ฎ๐ใ๏ธใ๏ธ๐ด๐ต๐น๐ฒ๐
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๐น๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ถ๐๐ฃโน๏ธ๐ค๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐0๏ธโฃ1๏ธโฃ2๏ธโฃ3๏ธโฃ4๏ธโฃ5๏ธโฃ6๏ธโฃ7๏ธโฃ8๏ธโฃ9๏ธโฃ๐๐ข#๏ธโฃ*๏ธโฃโ๏ธโถ๏ธโธโฏโนโบโญโฎโฉโชโซโฌโ๏ธ๐ผ๐ฝโก๏ธโฌ
๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโช๏ธโฉ๏ธโคด๏ธโคต๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐ต๐ถโโโโ๏ธ๐ฒ๐ฑโข๏ธยฉ๏ธยฎ๏ธใฐ๏ธโฐโฟ๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธโ๏ธ๐โช๏ธโซ๏ธ๐ด๐ต๐บ๐ป๐ธ๐น๐ถ๐ท๐ณ๐ฒโช๏ธโซ๏ธโพ๏ธโฝ๏ธโผ๏ธโป๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ข๐โ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฏโ ๏ธโฃ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฆ๏ธ๐๐ด๐๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฃ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ง๐ณ๏ธ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
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๐ฟ๐คณ๐คณ๐ป๐คณ๐ผ๐คณ๐ฝ๐คณ๐พ๐คณ๐ฟ๐๐๐ป๐๐ผ๐๐ฝ๐๐พ๐๐ฟ๐บ๐บ๐ป๐บ๐ผ๐บ๐ฝ๐บ๐พ๐บ๐ฟ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐ด๐ด๐ป๐ด๐ผ๐ด๐ฝ๐ด๐พ๐ด๐ฟ๐ถโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐พโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ถโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ผโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐พโโ๏ธ๐ถ๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐ฉ๐จโโค๏ธโ๐จ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐จโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ๐ช๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ง๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ง๐จโ๐จโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐จโ๐งโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ง๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง๐จโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ง๐จโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ๐จโ๐งโ๐ง๐งฅ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ข๐๐๐งฆ๐งค๐งฃ๐ฉ๐งข๐๐โ๐๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ฑ๐ญ๐น๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ป๐ผ๐จ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ท๐ฝ๐ธ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ฃ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฆ
๐ฆ๐ฆ๐บ๐๐ด๐ฆ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฌ๐ณ๐๐ฆ๐๐
๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ช๐ซ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ฆ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐ต๐๐ฒ๐ณ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฟโ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ท๐น๐ฅ๐บ๐ธ๐ผ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ซโญ๏ธ๐โจโก๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐โ๏ธ๐คโ
๏ธ๐ฅโ๏ธ๐ฆ๐งโ๐ฉ๐จโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ฆโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅฅ๐ฅ๐
๐๐ฅ๐ฅฆ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฝ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฅ๐ฅจ๐ง๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅฉ๐๐๐ญ๐๐๐๐ฅช๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅซ๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ค๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ก๐ง๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅง๐ฐ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฟ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ผโ๏ธ๐ต๐ฅค๐ถ๐บ๐ป๐ฅ๐ท๐ฅ๐ธ๐น๐พ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ด๐ฝ๐ฅฃ๐ฅก๐ฅขโฝ๏ธ๐๐โพ๏ธ๐พ๐๐๐ฑ๐๐ธ๐ฅ
๐๐๐โณ๏ธ๐น๐ฃ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฝโธ๐ฅ๐ท๐ฟโท๐๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐คผโโ๏ธ๐คผโโ๏ธ๐คธโโ๏ธ๐คธโโ๏ธโน๏ธโโ๏ธโน๏ธโโ๏ธ๐คบ๐คพโโ๏ธ๐คพโโ๏ธ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐๏ธโโ๏ธ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐คฝโโ๏ธ๐คฝโโ๏ธ๐ฃโโ๏ธ๐ฃโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ตโโ๏ธ๐ตโโ๏ธ๐ดโโ๏ธ๐ดโโ๏ธ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐
๐๐ต๐๐ซ๐๐ช๐คนโโ๏ธ๐คนโโ๏ธ๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ผ๐น๐ฅ๐ท๐บ๐ธ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ด๐ฒ๐ต๐๐จ๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐บ๐ฐ๐๐ธ๐๐ถโต๏ธ๐ค๐ฅ๐ณโด๐ขโ๏ธโฝ๏ธ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฅ๐๐บ๐ฟ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐๐ก๐ข๐ โฒ๏ธโฑ๐๐๐๐โฐ๐๐ป๐โบ๏ธ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฆ๐จ๐ช๐ซ๐ฉ๐๐โช๏ธ๐๐๐โฉ๐ค๐ฃ๐พ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ปโจ๏ธ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐น๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ท๐ธ๐น๐ฝ๐๐โ๏ธ๐๐ ๐บ๐ป๐๐๐โฑโฒโฐ๐ฐโ๏ธโณ๐ก๐๐๐ก๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ข๐ธ๐ต๐ด๐ถ๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ๐โ๏ธ๐ง๐จโ๐ โ๐ฉโ๏ธโ๐ซ๐ฃ๐ช๐กโ๏ธ๐ก๐ฌโฐ๏ธโฑ๏ธ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐โ๏ธ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ณ๐๐๐ก๐ฝ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐โ๏ธ๐ฉ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ๐โ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐ค๐โฃ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฎ๏ธโ๏ธโช๏ธ๐โธ๏ธโก๏ธ๐ฏ๐โฏ๏ธโฆ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐โ๏ธ๐โข๏ธโฃ๏ธ๐ด๐ณ๐ถ๐๏ธ๐ธ๐บ๐ท๏ธโด๏ธ๐๐ฎ๐ใ๏ธใ๏ธ๐ด๐ต๐น๐ฒ๐
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๐น๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ถ๐๐ฃโน๏ธ๐ค๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐0๏ธโฃ1๏ธโฃ2๏ธโฃ3๏ธโฃ4๏ธโฃ5๏ธโฃ6๏ธโฃ7๏ธโฃ8๏ธโฃ9๏ธโฃ๐๐ข#๏ธโฃ*๏ธโฃโ๏ธโถ๏ธโธโฏโนโบโญโฎโฉโชโซโฌโ๏ธ๐ผ๐ฝโก๏ธโฌ
๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโช๏ธโฉ๏ธโคด๏ธโคต๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐ต๐ถโโโโ๏ธ๐ฒ๐ฑโข๏ธยฉ๏ธยฎ๏ธใฐ๏ธโฐโฟ๐๐๐๐๐โ๏ธโ๏ธ๐โช๏ธโซ๏ธ๐ด๐ต๐บ๐ป๐ธ๐น๐ถ๐ท๐ณ๐ฒโช๏ธโซ๏ธโพ๏ธโฝ๏ธโผ๏ธโป๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ข๐โ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฏโ ๏ธโฃ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฆ๏ธ๐๐ด๐๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฃ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ง๐ณ๏ธ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
you heard it folks, i am now bob by decree of news anchor rena and the 6 elemental lords!
unfortunately i follow none of the lords so i'm sticking by non :P
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sei omg iโm awestruck,, this was so good!! โก like iโm literally screaming, i loved it sm ๐ญ๐ญ it was just so immersive, i experienced such a whirlwind of emotions while reading & it was the best thing ever, but at the same time iโm like broken rn ๐ and honestly help,, (spoiler maybe) i didnโt expect that from yeeun at all ๐ค i was so sure sheโd be really sweet throughout, but her behavior just gradually started to become more annoyingโฆ lol thatโs pretty realistic though ๐คฉ i always realize just how off people are after getting close to them & by then itโs usually too late ๐ bestie you have once again outdone yourself with characterization, hee and yn were very well written ๐ also omg the ending, i think i almost cried srsly ๐ญ like i could understand what yn was going through bc i think iโd act similarly, but also i was so sad ๐ and hee was so persistent in trying to prove her wrong (wait idk how to describe but yeah) โน๏ธโน๏ธ ughhh but i literally loved this sm!! itโs definitely one of my all-time favorite reads on tumblr <333 and the word count omg sei ๐ณ i love long written works sm & this was srsly just the best thing ever!! help i think iโm rambling (as always ๐ค) but i have no words to describe just how great this wasโฆ itโs so hard to explain, but it was such a nice read ๐ i read this as soon as i woke up & it was such a nice start to my day (esp since i have school ๐) tysm for blessing us with another great work bestie & ily!! โก
CUPIDโS LAW | NEVER FALL IN LOVE
PAIRING โบ Play boy! Heeseung x fem! reader
SYNOPSIS โบ After a bland highschool experience, you immediately gravitate to your universityโs most outrageous matchmaking club, โThe Cupid Club.โ Your job was simple: to collect information on your clientโs love interest and then pair them together. After two years on your โjob,โ everything became less horrific and getting couples together almost seemed like a natural occurrence. That is until youโre tasked to collect information on Lee Heeseung, the infamous rugby captain who is coincidently known as the biggest player on campus.
GENREโบ college au, angst (I said it was major angst in the preview, but after writing it, I realized that itโs not actually that sad), consultant! reader x rugby captain! Heeseung, heartbreak, crack, fluff
WARNING(S) โบ swearing, heavy drinking, mentions of sex
WORDCOUNT โบ 18.4k (I apologize beforehand)
NOTES โบ This is my entry forย @jungwoniics โ โjust out of reachโ collab
Love was an unexplained phenomenon that entwined souls together. It was an experience of rather difficult trifles which blossomed into ultimate bliss. To be with someone you found truly admirable and to lead a life with them for as many years as they lasted was societyโs idea of a dream come true. Love seemed to be something like a goal to people, while to others, it was rather a burden. To you, it was a lackluster ordeal filled with complications and hurdles โ an experience you didnโt want to indulge in.
You hated when September strolled along. Every autumn leaf gracefully leaving the comfort of the branches to experience the harsh winter chills yet again this cycle. It was similar to all the young adults who traveled distances away from the warmth of their homes to lead a rather dreadful college life.
The giddy freshmen were always entertaining to watch. The yearning they all had to start fresh, lead a new life, to grow, and become a part of society.
That is what college was
A greater look into society.
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Hi ๐ my name โฌ
๐ฏ is Rosie ๐ Techno'blade Dementia Raven ๐ฆ๐ฆ Way and ๐ I ๐จ have long rosy pink ๐ค hair โ (thatโs ๐๐ค how I ๐ฉ got ๐ฉ๐ my โญ๐ป name) ๐ฉ๐ค with ๐ coral streaks and ๐ซ red tips that ๐ reaches my ๐ฃ mid-back and ๐๐ icy blue eyes like ๐โค limpid tears ๐ญ and ๐ฆ a lot ๐คฃ๐ of people ๐ฅ๐ข tell ๐ฃ๐ me ๐ญ๐ I look like Pigicial (AN: ๐ป๐ if ๐๐
u ๐ค donโt ๐ซ๐
know ๐ who โ๐ he โ๐ฆ is get ๐ da hell out โก๐ป of ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ป here!). ๐ฆโก Iโm not related to Skeppy but ๐๐ I ๐ wish I ๐จ๐ was ๐ because ๐๐ heโs a major ๐ณ๐ณ fucking hottie. Iโm ๐๐ a ๐โก pig ๐ but ๐
ฑ๐ค my ๐จ teeth are ๐ฐ straight ๐๐ซ and ๐ฒ๐ white. ๐ค ๐ป I ๐ have ๐ pale pink skin. ๐๐ I ๐ฏ๐ also โโ have ๐๐ PIG+++ ๐ท Rank, and I ๐ฆ play ๐๐ฎ on ๐ a ๐ Minecraft โ๐ server ๐ฅ called Hypixel in Chicago where I ๐๐ have ๐
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ฐ the โ most ๐ฏ๐ฏ potatoes (Iโm ๐ twenty ๐ one). ๐ปโ Iโm ๐ฐ๐ a ๐น๐
ฑ king (in case you ๐๐ฆ couldnโt tell) ๐ฃ and โฒ๐ I wear ๐ mostly ๐ red. ๐ฆ๐ด I ๐โ love Skindex and ๐ฆ๐ I buy all ๐ฏ๐ my ๐๐ clothes from ๐โก there. For ๐
๐ข example today ๐
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I ๐ค was ๐ป wearing ๐ a ๐ red โค corset with โ๐
ฑ matching lace around ๐ฅ it ๐ and ๐ก a ๐๐ค gray ๐บ๐บ leather ๐๐ miniskirt, silver fishnets and black โฌ combat boots. ๐ I ๐ผ๐ฟ was wearing ๐๐ black ๐ต๐ฟ lipstick, pink ๐๐ฝ foundation, black ๐ฟ๐ฟ eyeliner and red ๐ด๐น eye ๐ shadow. ๐ค๐ค I was ๐ walking ๐ outside Skyblock. It โ was ๐๐ snowing and ๐ฟ๐ raining so ๐ซ there โโ was ๐ no sun, ๐ฉ๐ฉ which ๐ผ๐ I was ๐ very ๐ happy ๐ฆ about. ๐ฆ A ๐จ lot ๐ of ๐๐ฆ orphans stared at ๐ฏโค me. ๐๐ฟ I ๐ put ๐ฟ๐ฐ up ๐๐ my ๐จโ middle ๐ finger ๐
๐ at ๐ด them ๐คโ
Hi my name is Rosie Techno'blade Dementia Raven Way and I have long rosy pink hair (thatโs how I got my name) with coral streaks and red tips that reaches my mid-back and icy blue eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Pigicial (AN: if u donโt know who he is get da hell out of here!). Iโm not related to Skeppy but I wish I was because heโs a major fucking hottie. Iโm a pig but my teeth are straight and white. I have pale pink skin. I also have PIG+++ Rank, and I play on aย Minecraft server called Hypixel in Chicago where I have the most potatoes (Iโm twenty one). Iโm a king (in case you couldnโt tell) and I wear mostly red. I love Skindex and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a red corset with matching lace around it and a gray leather miniskirt, silver fishnets and black combat boots. I was wearing black lipstick, pink foundation, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking outside Skyblock. It was snowing and raining so thereย was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of orphans stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.
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