#also i hate perspective why did past me draw thorns going round the sword why did i do this to myself | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

listen-to-the-inner-walrus · 8 months ago

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making art truly is just hating making art but hating not making art more.

catch me spending the past hour saying "i hate this pen. why did i choose to use this pen?" every other minute whilst also forcing myself to acknowledge that ive chosen a pen that will look really cool but oh my god i hate the pen

#kai rambles #this is my mini break from The Art™#so imma ramble in the tags of my own post #see when i got my first tattoo the other day/some time ago #my mom and brother also got tattoos at the same time in the same place (the semi colons for suicide awareness)#and while we were waiting for the preparation and all that #and whilst my mom was getting hers #me and my brother were looking through the sample books because hes slowly getting a sleeve done with flower tattoos #and weve talked a couple of times about him maybe having one of my original art pieces as a tattoo #and i have a rose sword design i drew years ago that i love #and my brother liked it #so im now redrawing it since i have more experience with digital art than i did back then #which was about a month? i did not have much experience #and im drawing in clipstudio instead of sai #and im really enjoying it and also really hating it because ahhhhhhhhhhhhh #roses are fiddly little bastards to draws and im real bad at drawing long lines?#like it takes me a good ten minutes to draw the outline of a sword because im so bad at getting the angle right or the line being wobbly #so its fun #also i hate perspective why did past me draw thorns going round the sword why did i do this to myself

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