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ilongrangerfiona · 4 years ago

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Hi :) its been 1 week since we broke up and I still find myself so stupid to have done so much bad to you that you’ve come to this point that you hate me that much. You even said you were traumatized from what I have done to you. Its just so sad to hear those words coming from the one I love when I should have all the chances to broke up with you when I was also traumatized and couldn’t even breath and sleep when you fucked up and hit me so hard in the bones.. but I choose to be strong all over and over again. I choose to never give up because I only not love you but I also want to give you hundreds or unlimited chances to change and be the best version of yourself. Nobody is perfect even me... I know I changed you to be the man that was never you, I have given you SO FUCKING MUCH stress when you are at work, your home, with friends and family. I never gave ALL my trust in you and doubted you all the fucking time. I never made you the man you wanted to be. I never made you do the things you wanted to do. I never let you explore and be with the people you wanted to be with. And all the SADNESS, HURTFUL and UNHAPPY feelings you felt was all because of me. All because of my selfish, insecure and fucked up self. Why on earth did I ever deserve someone like you? Why on earth did you ever liked me? Why on earth God gave someone like you? These past few days I always end up crying early in the morning in our little home. I know I was in our little home but it NEVER felt like home because I know I lost “my home” and that’s YOU. I try and try to be genuinely happy but this thing keeps me thinking all over about you - of how you are feeling, of how your heart is doing and of how happy you are right now.

I just wanted to talk to you about US. I just wanted to tell you how much I miss being with you not physically but truly in your heart. I just wanted to tell you how much I regretted every single “nonsense LQs, selos, overthinking, pangluod, bullshit decisions and arguments”. I just wanted to tell you how much lessons I have realized thru this break up. I just wanted to tell you how willing I am to commit to EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT ME TO DO for us to be together again. I just wanted to tell you how much you inspire me even if we don’t see each other. I just wanted to tell you how much I am praying to God for you to forgive my old bad habits before and to give me another chance to be in your life and to make you happy again. I just wanted to tell you I’M SORRY A MILLION TIMES even if these words meant nothing to you anymore when it comes from me. I just wanted to tell you I wanted to wait for you even if it takes months, years and a decade, your Regine WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF WAITING. I just wanted to tell you I want to prove things to you, I want to prove to your father that even if I’m tired, I will never give up on his son. I just wanted to tell you how grateful I am to you for you have taught me A LOT in life and in love. I just wanted to tell you I’M SORRY LANGGA :’( . I’M SORRY FOR HURTING YOU MY LANGGA :’( . I know its impossible for you to forgive and be with me together again but I will never give up on you even if you have given up on me. I will prove to you that my promise will never break if it means loving you.

In this 1 week, I learned so many things.. but most especially I learned many things about LOVE. In the beginning of our relationship, I thought that if there is LOVE everything will be alright. By the time we were getting to see how toxic we were to each other, right there and then I realized that LOVE is NOT ENOUGH. Love to me right now means...

*** To be selfless - make your partner happy first before yourself, let him enjoy his life because I don’t own your life (GOD DOES) so who am I to not let you enjoy it? :”>

*** To give your full trust - we all have our own mind to better understand what is good and bad. so I must not forget to give my full trust to you because I know it is your number 1 emotional need as my partner. Its up to you if you will break it or not but I truly know that you don’t want to be sorry in the end.

*** To be willing to forgive and forget - I have learned that if I must forgive you, I must be truly willing to forget the things in the past. Because only in forgiving and forgetting we can genuinely live a happy and peaceful life.

*** To fix problems calmly and maturely - I have learned in the past that I was really a toxic gf and never ever trusted your explanations instead I doubted them. I have learned that listening to you and understanding your explanations is always the best thing I should do to make it easy for us to solve the problem.

*** To be more vocal in a respectful way - I have learned that whenever I get mad, mangluod, selos and magduda.. I always approached you in a very disrespectful manner and I know that that was really really really wroooong. Instead I should always tell you calmly what I am feeling for you to explain things to me too.

*** To have UNLIMITED patience - I have learned that I was always impatient in the past that even if you can’t call me an hour I get mad right away. Instead, I should keep myself busy and productive so that I can also improve myself even in the smallest ways I can.

*** To “ALWAYS BE CONFIDENT and POSITIVE” - I have learned that I was really insecure to everyone that you meet. To the point that I even lowered my standards and talk to them like I am not the LEGAL GIRLFRIEND. Sheeet!!! Grabi ka sheeet! Haha. Instead I should have believed in myself more, I should have believed that you loved me very much and I should have believed that they were all just nothing to you.

*** To LOVE MYSELF MORE - I have realized that I was lowering myself in the past. To the point that I was waiting for you the whole day and not even thinking if you will be back early, chasing you in your own house knowing I am not supposed to be doing those things, forcing and begging you to love me again even if you don’t want to... Imagine??? How fucked up I wasss? I was blinded and I really lost myself in loving you. Instead I should be thinking that if you really want me, then come back and freaking get me. LOOOL! XD hahahaha. Oooopss! love yourself ganiiii. Hahaha. Balakajan! :P instead I should have been doing things that would make my soul happy and improving more in my goals (which I am obviously doing since you broke up with me. HEHEHE)

*** To NEVER CONTROL YOU and LET YOU DO ANYTHING - I have learned that I was always asking for your time, attention and love in the past which I think now is super duper bwesit hahahaha. I just don’t know but right nooow??? I am really fine if you will spend time with me, go out with your friends and do the things you want on your own. I just realized if you want to be with me physically, then okaaay! I not, then still okaaay! :D I just learned that that’s how LOVE TRULY WORKS. You give me the freedom, I give you your freedom too. If one of us messed up like cheating, then... GOODBYE. That’s called SELF LOVE.

*** To MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY - I have learned that I have said IM SORRY to you a fucking million times and never changed my attitude. I was sooo toxic and even myself right now can think of it to leave myself if I was in a relationship with myself. Haha. Amaw. Instead I should have changed myself to a better me and did everything I can to prove things to you (which I am doing right now) even if its hard that you are very cold to me and awkward, I am still doing the best that I can for you to choose me again. :”>

I never regretted my decision to agree with you in this choice that we made because I believed I will also realize many things in this choice. I believed I will be better and you will be healed. I believed that we are here because we are doing this for ourselves and for the family that we will build in the very near future. I believed that we are here to make our future better together. I never regretted because if I would have never agreed, I won’t see where I was in the past and of how much I have hurt my one and only langga. I know I still can’t give anything expensive to you at the moment but I know you already know how much I can give if God will give me the desires of my heart. Right now all I can give is the writings I always carry in my heart and the love that I will never get tired of showing you. :”> In the days were I was alone and you were so cold to me, I really wanted to give up. I really do want to give up. But I always tell myself that when you love someone its when the hardest and heaviest time you shouldn’t. I also always tell myself that I deserve to be treated this way this is nothing to the pain I have caused you my langga. But don’t worry about me because I truly deeply understand the situation. That is why even if its really hard for us, for me, I am never giving up even if I have thousands of reasons to give it all up... YOU ARE MY “ONLY” WONDERFUL REASON not to. <3 (kilig sad imong dragon baaallsss ani oiii! HAHA)

Thank you my langga for the opportunity and decision you have made. You made me a better person. I know it’s just 1 week but within that time, I can’t imagine I learned and woke up from being asleep for 3 years. THANK YOU LORD! Praise the Lord for His goodness and kindness to us. I know that God is guiding us both to the path we should be. To the clearer path of our love for each other. I can proudly say to you that I am really happy without you but life is so much better if you are with me. And if we will be together again, I wanted to say this... I will be happy if you are not with me physically and still, I will be happy if you are with me physically. I also want us to enjoy ourselves company, our friends company and especially our families company. This time also, I want to give, give and give it all to you for me to payback all the pain you are feeling. I only ask for three things and I confidently know you are capable of giving these to me: 1) assurances to every people I don’t know personally, 2) honesty to every word you say to me and 3) for BOTH of us to compromise in every issues/problems we will have in the future.. :”>

I admit langga I was acting so immature in the past and I have really truly regretted ALL OF IT. I am not afraid to tell you all of these because I am also human and I am tired of telling myself that I am correct/right always and that you dont understand me and that you dont have any point when in fact, YOU WERE ALWAYS RIGHT. I just want to be true to myself, accept who I am and be a better woman for myself and for the one I love. I am only human and I also sin. But I know God is never late to make me someone I really am this time and I know I am in the right path. Thank you langga for everything that you have done and for making me the person I am today. =) you have taught me sooo much jud. Thank you Lord for the gift of you.

I am always looking forward that we will be back together my langga. I am always looking forward that your “iloveyou” today will be “iloveyouverymuch” na. Because believe me when I say... it’s still you I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, to be the father of my children and to hold hands together when we grow old. I hope you still do my langga. :”>

Love always, Fiona

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gemini75eeyore · 8 years ago

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CRAZY LOVE

CRAZY LOVE Char: Jensen, Reader, Jared, Mentioned: Rob, Rich, Jason, Gen, Amber (AC) Warnings: none just fluff Chapter 6 “Really? Are you sure?” You’re getting butterflies in your stomach. “I’m sure. I want to see who I’m talking to and I have a feeling that you aren’t fully convinced I am who I say I am. Jensen” You think to yourself, ‘How does he know that you’re still skeptical’ “Hold on, I’ll be right back,” You’re so nervous. You decide to put some clothes on and brush your hair. You put on a solid black v-neck t-shirt and some PJ bottoms. You got back on your bed and grabbed your laptop. “Ok, I’m back. Are you 100% sure?” you say giving him a chance to back out if he changed his mind. “Y/N, I’m sure. I want to see your face. :) Jensen” “Ok,” You say then you click the video link. When the video opens and you see who is on the other side, your heart skips a beat as you see that it really is Jensen. You are speechless and he can see the surprise on your face so he gives you a sweet smile. “Hey Y/N, there you are,” Jensen says smiling into the camera. You smile a sheepish smile at him and say hi but you can’t hear anything as your voice has failed you so you type it. He chuckled and his smile grew twice as big. “I’m happy to see you again,” Jensen says still smiling. You feel starstruck but you try to compose yourself to talk again and again you can’t speak. “I’m sorry that I can’t seem to get my voice to cooperate, so for now, I’ll have to resort to typing lol,” you type smiling which is probably a good thing because you’d probably be tongue-tied anyway. He laughed. You love seeing him laugh. It’s 1 of the many things you love about him. “It’s ok, Y/N, I’m fine with typing and if you want to close the video, then I’m ok with that too. I don’t want to make you nervous, lol. I’m just happy that you allowed me to see you,” Jensen says with a sweet smile. “Thanks, Jensen. You are really sweet. I think I will close the video but I am really happy that we did it as now I am at ease knowing that you’re not someone messing with me,” you typed. You smile into the camera and wave. Jensen waves back while smiling ear to ear before closing the video. “I’m so happy you let me see you. Jensen” “Me too, I just wish my voice would’ve co-operated, lol :)” you replied smiling “So you said that Amber invited you to come to Pittsburgh, right? Jensen” “yeah,” you say short and sweet because you were so excited that it really is him and you’re kinda at a loss for words. “Great! So do you think you can make it? Jensen” “I have to check with my boss to see if I can get the time off. I’m not sure how long I should ask for, though,” You forgot to ask Amber how long you were wanted at the convention. “Well if you can get Thur thru Sun that would be great but karaoke is only on Fri night. Jensen” You were surprised that he suggested that you be there the whole weekend. You thought they only wanted you there to sing with Jensen. Not that you wouldn’t mind staying for the entire convention. “If I ask for the entire convention time off then I also need an extra day before and after for the drive as I’m afraid to fly. When I went to see you and Jared at EWPopFest in Oct, I drove over 1800 miles one way,” You wanted him to know how much you were afraid to fly and that you were willing to drive that distance. “Wow!! You drove that far?! Jensen” “Yep,” you smiled to yourself because you knew that you were crazy enough to do it again. “Wow! I wish we would have had time to do a meet and greet there. We had to fly back to Vancouver that night. Jensen” “Me too! I was hoping that I could have met you and Jared that day. It’s fine now because singing with you, getting a photo, an autograph, and a hug from you both made up for it. :)” You were smiling thinking of your time at the convention. “I’m really happy that we met in Chicago and that you asked to sing with me. Jensen” You blushed. You were happy. Talking to Jensen again took your night from crappy to amazing. “So, you’re really afraid of flying, huh? Jensen” “Yep, just like Dean, lol.” You have always been afraid of flying since you were in high school. “LOL! So what scares you about flying? Jensen.” “When I was a teenager, I kept hearing about planes crashing so I decided then that I wouldn’t fly.” You said remembering when you were in high school. “Well, I fly every week somewhere so I think they have finally got it down now, lol. I feel safe enough. Besides, if I didn’t fly then I would be stuck in Vancouver a lot and I would miss a lot of the conventions and fans, lol. Jensen” You chuckled. “I suppose so, as there haven’t been as many crashes over the years,” you smiled “So if I came and stayed for the entire convention, is there more than just karaoke that you want me to sing with you? I thought karaoke is the only night that there is singing except for the occasional 'in panel’ singing you’ve done that I’ve seen through YouTube posts.” You were trying to figure out why he wanted you to be there the whole weekend. “No, but that doesn’t mean that we can’t sing throughout the convention. I know that Amber loves us singing together so I’m sure she would make it possible if we want it. Jensen” Jensen thought to himself 'nice cover’ smiling. He didn’t want to tell you that he really just wanted to spend more time with you. He’s afraid of what you might think or how you might react. He wasn’t sure that you would be comfortable. “Oh, Ok that sounds great! I’ll see if I can get the time off. I don’t know how much vacation time I have available but hopefully, I can get the time off. :)” You smiled at the thought of singing with him again and started to remember that night. How happy and nervous you were. You were so happy that you managed to sing flawlessly while your stomach was in knots. You hope that you can do it again. “I hope so too! I hope that this doesn’t sound creepy but I had Amber send me a copy of the karaoke that night. Then I had Jared, Gen, Rob, Rich, and Jason Manns listen to it. Jensen” He was nervous what your reaction would be but he wanted you to know. “Well, what did they say?” You were nervous and curious “Jared said, and I quote, 'Oh My God! That was so fucking amazing! It’s better than I remembered it! We need to make copies and send them to Rob, Rich, and Jason! We need to find this girl and see how we can get her to sing with you again! Jay, you 2 harmonize perfectly!!’ Gen said almost the same thing as Jared when she watched it. Rob, Rich, and Jason were so excited that they were trying to find out how to reach you before they even told me what they thought. Amber said for legal reasons that it was best for her to contact you. We all agreed. Jensen” “Wow! I feel like I will let everyone down if I can’t make it, so I guess I better make it huh?!” You said, smiling at how much they all seem to love your singing. “That’s right you better make, lol. Hell if you want, I would even fly to you and we could fly together then you wouldn’t have to miss as many days if you would be ok with that. Jensen” Jensen pressed send before he thought through what he had said. Then thought to himself, 'OMG I hope I didn’t go too far, I hope I didn’t scare her.’ You were taken by surprise and wasn’t sure how to reply. A couple minutes pass before you reply and you type nervously thinking maybe… “That might work :). Let me first find out how much time I can actually take off and I’ll let you know,” you had butterflies. “No problem, Y/N. So I am actually getting really sleepy now as it’s about 2 am here. When can we chat again? Jensen” “I’m actually starting to feel tired myself and it’s almost 2 am here too! We must be in the same time zone lol,” You didn’t know where Jensen is right now. “Lol, I’m in Austin, TX so it’s CST. Jensen” “Oh wow! I went through the very upper part of TX when I drove to LA to see you and Jared,” you chuckled “Awesome! So I’ll shoot you a message when I get up. I’ll talk to you later, Y/N. :) Jensen” “Ok TTYL, Jensen :)” You smiled and closed the window of your IM messenger. You laid down and closed your eyes but it took you a while to actually get your mind to sleep as you kept thinking about your conversation. Jensen closed his laptop and set it on the nightstand. He pulled the covers up and closed his eyes. He laid there with his eyes closed trying to fall asleep but his mind was going crazy replaying the conversation. He really didn’t want to stop talking to you. He wanted to get to know more about you but he was afraid to ask too much too soon for fear of scaring you off.

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I got a ticket for 53 in a 35. When I went to court the DA lowered it to 44 in a 35.. 9 mph over. Will it effect my insurance? I live in NC.

Car Insurance in Washington?

I recently moved from California to Washington. Is my California car insurance still valid in Washington? Should I cancel my califorinia insurance and get a Washington one?

If private insurance companies are so bad...?

Why doesn't the government nationalize life insurance and car insurance?

Just broughta motorhome o2 fiat where cheapest and best insurance?

Does a parking ticket effect my insurance?

I received a ticket today for not cramping my wheels to the curb while parking uphill. Will that effect my insurance? And will my parking violation appear anywhere on my insurance statement or any car paperwork? Thank you :)

Where can i get cheap affordable Health insurance?

I am 20 years old and i will need to see a cardiologist. I have a low paying job right now. Whats the best plans. I cant afford much =/

How much does a clio sport 172 cost to insure?

im thinkin of gettin a clio sport 172 how much is the insurance? per month? if you could please state your age as well thanks

""My parents are looking for affordable health insurance, they want to retire any suggestions?""

My mother is 57, my Dad is 61, any suggestions?""

""What is the lowest, best Liability auto Insurance in Dallas?""

btw anyone tried Geico and are they really cheap? I know that billionaire guy owns the company, but is it any good?""

""Totaled my car, What will insurance do?""

Yesterday I totaled my 2000 ZX3 and almost died, luckily my roof didn't completely cave in as i slid in the ditch after i flipped over, SO my engine and transmission isn't damaged. I wanna save some movie and just buy a car like mine with a blown engine and then switch engines and get the keep the rest of the insurance payout. I already found the possible car BUT i'm not sure if the insurance company will let me keep my car after its declared totaled? The car i found is for only 500 dollars and my dad is a mechanic, so i really need 2 know quick""

""How much would car insurance be if i'm 18 years old, own an audi A5?""

I live in Ontario, i never been in an accident and do not have a criminal record. i am just looking for an estimate number of how much it would cost.""

Can anyone recommend me high school football insurance?

Last year I signed up for insurance called Myers-Stevens, and they covered me only $500 out of $15000 for out-patient surgical equipment fees for my ACL Reconstruction. What the f*** man, do they use arthroscope once and throw it away or something? however, they are the worst school insurance you could get. Can someone recommend me a good High School Tackle Football Insurance Program that actually covers the accidents and injuries? So I have no fear of playing football in fear of getting injured and its high-cost medical bills I have to pay? I live in Southern-California, Los Angeles""

Will I get a car insurance rate hike?

In Pennsylvania, if you are given a traffic citation, and are told points will NOT be accessed on your driving record with DMV, will my car insurance stilll go up?""

Why is auto insurance so expensive?

I am 17 years old and male, I'm also about 3 weeks from 18. I recently got a quote from Geico on a 97 Ford Explorer and they returned with $280 A MONTH for minimum coverage! My question is: -Are there any other options that would be cheaper than 200? Possibly around $100 to $150? -Would being added to my family's plan be cheaper? My dad owns a mustang and we also have a Ford Explorer, is Geico going to charge more even if I don't ever drive the mustang? -What can I do too get a cheaper quote? I can't afford nearly $300 a month! -I'm almost 18, Male, A Senior in High School, Currently Employed, Have average grades, Never had a DUI, car accident, and never been arrested. I'm not married as well. Any help would be appreciated! Thanks! -Shawn""

Car Insurance Question?

I'm going home for the holidays in December and want to borrow my dad's truck for the 3 weeks I'm there. Does my insurance policy (currently drive a Prius) cover me for driving my father's vehicle? Does his policy cover me driving his vehicle?

Do i need ful coverage if i have GAP insurance?

I just financed a new car and i got GAP insurance. Here in California u MUST have insurance on all vehicles. Since i purchased GAP, do i NEED full coverage or will liability be ok?""

Should i buy car insurance through a family member ?

My grandpa is a insurance agent and I'm.wondering if i should.purchase car insurance through him

Who has the best life insurance?

I have a Whole Life policy already, but I was wondering which company has the best product and if I should switch to a new company. I like the idea of getting term and investing the difference, but then I don't like paying for something that I'm not going to get back or get anything out of, that is if I don't die during that term period. So which company is the best to go with?""

Temporary car insurance?

i am trying to get my boyfriend insured on my car for 1 week. there are many companies that do tempoary car insurance but i have been told that you can not have 2 policies on one car? i have Fully comprehensive car insurance but my insurers will not insure both of us on my car as we are under 25 so if i went with another insurance company who specialises in short term cover would this cover my boyfriend on my car?

What would be the car insurance for a used car?

What would monthly car insurance cost for a used car about $2000 give or take..

Does anyone know any cheap car insurance for 17 year olds in the UK?

Hi, I need some insurance for my Ford Fiesta 1999. I have been looking at some insurance qoutes but there still VERY expensive ( Around 6000-10000 ) I would love to get around 2000 for my car as i know its possible but i just need to find a insurer. Does anyone know any? Thanks""

Car registration number wont work on insurance websites?

Is insurance needed in WA state?

im 16 and have a r1 and insurance would be hundreds. I never insured my 250 sportbike that i had but dont want insurance for my new one. Is it illigal to drive a motorcycle without insurance?

Insurance on a Mazda miata mx5?

Would it be considert a sports car? And how much would the insurance go up from a regular adult insurance?

Am I paying too much for car insurance? Advice?!?

I'm 19 years old. Has had my license since I was 16 1/2. No tickets or accidents. Right now I'm paying $150.00 a month with my current insurer (which is based off my Mom's) I recently searched and Liberty Mutual is giving me a quote of $79 dollars a month which is obviously a whole lot cheaper. How easy is it to switch and is there a down payment? And any other advice you may have. Thanks.

Car Insurance Concept?

I have just heard that there is a concept car insurance policy where you pay the annual premium, then if you dont claim in that year you get 100% of that premium back! How cool would that be? Would people go for this? I so hope this is more than just a concept and actually happens. What are your views on this?""

I need a job to save for college and driver's ed?

I'll be 16 next month and I need a job badly. I'm saving up for driver's ed, a car, insurance, and an apartment for college. I've tried restaurants, burger joints, etc. But everyone seems to be on hiring freezes or is only hiring adults. I need to start saving indepently because my parents can't support me forever. What are some job options for a 16 year old f in ma?""

How much would it cost to get insurance for this type of business?

Let's say I want to start a small small business where I essentially find companies who are looking for window cleaning and then I find sub contractors to do the work and I get paid the difference between the amount I get from the company and the amount I pay to the sub for doing the work. How much would it cost to get insurance on this type of business in California? Also what type of insurance would I need? Also I wouldn't have any employees. Just a one man operation.

What's a good car with low insurance and good gas mileage?

Am looking to spend around 5 grade. Looking for a classy looking car. Preferably 4 door. No need for a sports car look. I guess I like the subcompact look? Compact look. Needs to be fuel efficent. Safe. Low running costs. Reliable. Anyone have any ideas on brands and models? Any advice? Also what am I meant to look out for when buying a used car? This will be my first car.

Are there any insurance companies that insure Classic cars without them being garage kept?

Cheapest car insurance for young new drivers?

Please help! I am sitting my test on the 21st of November and would really like to buy and insure a car if i pass asap. So far the cheapest ive found is 3700 using comparison sites on a Daewood 0.8Litre engine. Third party cover only. I was hoping to get a policy under 2,500. I will be the only name on the policy (none of my parents drive) and Ive heard about pass pluss etc. All I want to know is the best car insurance companys for new young male drivers and what are the best cars (I have looked at punto's corsa's and clio's but seen that the smaller engine size (like a daewood at 0.8) the cheaper) Thank you!""

California bond problems ?

Anyone have a good link that explains this credit crunch with California. Why is California having a hard time funding its bonds. I need a thuro explanation and not the economy is weak, so investors aren't investing capital. If you dont have a link and can explain it yourself that would be fine also.""

Do you usually get better quotes on car insurance if you call a local office?

Like as opposed to doing a quote online?

""Was to help make health care plan was to help make health care more affordable, what happened?

It does not seem it is going in that direction; it seems like more of a insurance sale for insurance company.

Hey everyone quick question about my auto insurance.?

So I've been with TD insurance for 2 years now, I used to pay 208 last year and it went down 165, and this year it went 145, but I'm moving I called them when I told them my new postal code it went up 192.which is fine ,but my question is am I entitle to the discount I received from last year and this year on my new montly rate ? I got them because I had no vialation, or tickets nothing. Shouldn't I still be entitle on my new rate?""

Speeding ticket and points on insurance?

I went to court today for a speeding ticket. They dropped the mphs and rather than 19mph over they put it to 9mph. They asked me to pay the court fee and that was it. They didn't mention points on my insurance or anything about my insurance. But did I receive points?

Will my car insurance go up?

I got my first driving ticket for going 75 in a 65 and didnt use my blinker and it was a 170 dollar ticket. Will that make my insurance go up? if so how much?

""Low cost health insurance, where can I find some?

I am able to squeeze 150 dollars out of our family budget for a monthly health insurance. I would like to be able to choose a doctor. I live in Florida. I'd like any help and ...show more

What are the average car insurance rates for a 16 year old and for an 18 year old?

How do I go about getting life insurance?

I need life insurance, who do I need to speak with?""

Question regarding life insurance for children?

I have 6 children between the ages of 19 and 3..so i am interested in buying a life insurance that will cover college expenses, but i don't know which one to go for..does anyone know if gerber life insurance would be a good option?""

""I am 17 and looking to buy a muscle car in ontario, how much would insurance cost?""

I am rather new to driving but have one year of experience and have my G2, I don't plan on being under my parents my insurance. Also im not looking for an extremely power full v8. Just something like a 1999-2004 mustang that I can put a bit of money in to and add some pony's. How much would that cost in insurance? I also have a clean driving record and took my driver's ed, are their any other classes that could lower my premium?""

Life insurance question.?

can your family collect it if someone commits suicide. for instance,when i shoot myself in the head and die,will my family get anything for it? honest answers only.""

How do college students pay for car insurance ?

I have always been curious since it cost so much.

""I'm about to take my driving test & want to buy a new car, any recommendations for cheap purchase & insurance?""

I'm about to take my driving test & want to buy a new car, any recommendations for cheap purchase & insurance?""

Whats the cheapest car insurance for someone that has points on the their driving record.?

Auto Insurance Quote question?

What does the 250/500/100 liability coverage on the premium policy mean? Here's the auto insurance quote: 1999 Honda Accord LX [ assume a 20 year old male with Good Student Discount and Accident - Free for 3 years] Quote: Premium with Comprehensive and Collision ($500 deductible) With Multicar and Multiline Discount 1999 HONDA ACCORD TERR:003 ,AFD3YR, VSD2 RG:04 CL:5B GS - PREM BIPD 250/500/100 = $284.74 WITH P1 PIP P4 = $4.00 COMP $500 DED = $52.79 COLL $500 DED = $162.39 ERS = $2.60 R1 80%/500 = $11.60 U 250/500 =$19.40 S 1 AT 5000 =$1.20 NEW PREMIUM =$538.72 ----------------------------------------------------- If you can't read the above, then what's 250/500/100 liability coverage on a premium policy mean?""

Car registration number wont work on insurance websites?

Need insurance advice?

First time driver I have tools to carry so will need a good engine Insurance is high so - What's a good engined car with cheap insurance? I have researched but still need all the help I can get. :/

Car insurance WITHOUT a bank account?

does anyone know where/what car insurance i can get as i can not have a bank acount or debit/credit card. can only pay with cash by monthly installments

Why wouldn't you call your auto insurance company when you have collision and comprehensive coverage?

My impression is that they're worried about their policy rates going up, or maybe they don't have auto insurance? But why not take advantage of your auto insurance whether you end up pursuing the claim or not?""

What car is the lowest cost for insurance for a 18 year old male driver (2 years Driving)?

Just curious what is the least expensive to cover for those of you in the insurance industry

""What car has low insurance fees, cheap parts, and is some what fast stock?""

I get a car in a little bit and I don't know what to get. I have some ideas such as a Nissan 350z, Mustang Cobra, Mitsubishi Lancer Evo or a Subaru Impreza but I don't know how much the insurance would be to cover those for a 16 year old male.""

Im 26 with an learners permit and I want to buy my own car and get insurance on it can I do?

I cant take the driving test without a car so Im wondering if I can buy my own car and if I can get my own insurance so I can take the driving test to get my real license.

Car insurance for 16 year old female?

I know I won't get exact on here, but about how much would car insurance cost for a 16 year old girl, I have good grades (I think that's a discount?), I took drivers Ed in the summer, and ill be driving my parents cars which is a Nissan pathfinder and a small Hyundai not sure what kind. About how much per month? Thanks!""

I need health insurance?

but its hard to find a job that will provide it because I am in school and need the job to work around my schedule. Can anybody suggest health insurance I can buy out of my pocket ...show more

""If someone makes an auto insurance claim against me, does my insurer have to infrom me?""

Two years ago a girl rode her bike into my car as I pulled into my driveway. There was no damage to my car but she fell as a result of it and called her mother who asked for my insurance information. The police came and after the girl and her mother filed a police report, deemed that it was her fault for a) riding on the sidewalk and b) for not stopping when she saw the car because i was already mostly in and witnesses could prove that. Anyways, today I was shopping around for a new insurance quote when I was told they couldn't offer me coverage as I made a claim in 2010. This is the only incident that happened that year. Now, my insurance provider never informed me that a claim had been made. My premium went up but when I asked all I was told was that they had yearly increases. Is it their legal obligation to inform me if a claim has been made. If so, what are my next steps to a) clear this up and b) take action against my insurance company?""

How much does 1 point on your drivers license make in car insurance prices?

Car insurance question?

My fiances insurance is OUTRAGEOUS on a truck he has liability only on ..due to his driving history. He's paying $300 a month (for liability ONLY now) ..my insurance on my car, for full coverage is not even a fraction of that a month, even though my cars value is at least $10,000 more than his. My question is can we put his truck in my name and I'll go to an insurance company and get liability only on and list myself as the only driver. We are expecting a baby and I'm sick of us throwing away that much money a month for CAR INSURANCE! Is this illegal? I mean if I'M the owner and I'VE insured it what can happen if he wrecks or something while driving it and is not listed on my policy? We live in Georgia if that's relevant!""

What would my insurance cost?

If i am a not yet insurednew driver and already got in a accident under someone else's insurance what would it cost for insurance roughly if i was to apply for some

Approximately how much would car insurance cost for a teenager in NJ?

""So my father has car insurace in Spring Valley , Ny which causes his insurance to be cheap...?

He wants to add me as a driver and Im 19 yrs old. I live in Brooklyn. Me and him have two complete different addresess. When he adds me should I give them my brooklyn address or it doesnt matter. Note that I dont want the different address the increase his insurance

Know of Affordable Insurance for unemployed NJ resident?

My wife just lost her job due to downsizing and she carried the insurance. Our insurance expires the end of October. I cant signup at my job until January. We can COBRA but it will cost around $900 a month which we certainly wont have since shes unemployed and wouldnt have even if she WAS employed. Anyone know if there is a more affordable option? Does unemployed have some kind of health insurance? We have 2 young children so not having insurance isnt an option. Please REAL Replies Only!!! No SPAM!

Insurance on newly bought car?

When you buy a car, you kind of have to drive it home without insurance. What happens if you get in an accident or get pulled over? I'm talking about buying a used car, if that makes any difference.""

Whats the fastest car a 20 year old can get insured on without paying huge insurance?

I have a bmw 1.6,its fairly slow and cant get insured on a 1.8,i think the fastest car i can get insured on is a honda v-tec 1.5,the insurance is not expensive for it at all,possibly an mx-5 1.6 aswell coz of the pwr to rate ratio altough never driven 1,what do ye rekn?""

Report someone who is driving without insurance and not registered?

how do i report someone driving without insurance and who isnt registered? and what happens to them when they get caught without both??? in california.

""USPS Insurance, How much to insure an envolope.?""

Hello, I would like to start selling things online. I would be selling small thin items that I can place in a regular size envelope. I was wondering if anyone knew how much it would cost me to insure the envelope for $25, and maybe $50 for the larger orders to mail at a USPS post office? I couldn't find this information online. ):""

""Car insurance, advice and help!?""

Im 16. Ive done a bit of research and it looks expensive, so im going to try to be put on my parents plan. I know it depends on their plan and everything, but im just looking for an approximation per month or per 6 months or per year. They have pretty good coverage if that helps, and my dads on geico and my moms on progressive i beleive. i live in miami if thats useful, and i will only use one car if that would make the insurance cheaper (its in their name). Any bit of advice to make it cheaper or any tips would be extremely appreciated. If i could get somewhere around 500 per 6 months that would be ideal. Thanks u guys""

How much would getting a motorcycle and insurance cost?

I want to get the Suzuki SV650SF ABS and possibly Geico insurance, and I am a female. How much would that roughly cost??? and is Geico a good insurance company? If not, then what are some other good insurance companies and how much would that cost. (oh, and I would be 16 until i get the motorcycle, so it would be first vehicle)""

1967 mustang insurance?

I am 20 years of age me never been involve in car accident and never gotten pulled over have had my driver license since 2008-2009 around there I was thinking of buying a 1967 mustang does anyone know how much insurance will cost for that I currently have farmers insurance. Also does anyone know how much it will cost me to change its license plate tags from Oklahoma to California tags Its coming from Oklahoma thank you

Is there any free or cheap health insurance?

I need to join a tennis team in high school and they said i need an insurance. My family don't have enough money to get insurance, soooo I was wondering if there are any free or cheap insurance. HELP!!""

Moped/car insurance question!?

hey i have just turned 16 and im thinking of getting a moped but what i want to know is if i had been riding a moped for a year, would i then have cheaper insurance when it came to insurning a car when im 17, seeing as i would of already experianced the road etc or would it make no difference? thanks""

New car insurance with only a learners permit?

I am a 16 year old student that lives in the state of florida. Ive had my learners permit for a year and my sister gave me as a gift her old car. I dont have anyone to ask so im asking you guys.. I want to get my operators license but i was in an accident in california a few months back with the other person involved at fault (i am a florida resident) Will that affect my car insurance rate? Will it affect my chances in getting my operators license? Please lend me your knowledge i need to know! ..Thanks.

Car registration number wont work on insurance websites?

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CRAZY LOVE

Char: Jensen, Reader, Jared, Mentioned: Rob, Rich, Jason, Gen, Amber (AC)

Warnings: none just fluff

Chapter 6

"Really? Are you sure?" You're getting butterflies in your stomach. "I'm sure. I want to see who I'm talking to and I have a feeling that you aren't fully convinced I am who I say I am. Jensen" You think to yourself, 'How does he know that you're still skeptical' "Hold on, I'll be right back," You're so nervous. You decide to put some clothes on and brush your hair. You put on a solid black v-neck t-shirt and some PJ bottoms. You got back on your bed and grabbed your laptop. "Ok, I'm back. Are you 100% sure?" you say giving him a chance to back out if he changed his mind. "Y/N, I'm sure. I want to see your face. :) Jensen" "Ok," You say then you click the video link. When the video opens and you see who is on the other side, your heart skips a beat as you see that it really is Jensen. You are speechless and he can see the surprise on your face so he gives you a sweet smile. "Hey Y/N, there you are," Jensen says smiling into the camera. You smile a sheepish smile at him and say hi but you can't hear anything as your voice has failed you so you type it. He chuckled and his smile grew twice as big. "I'm happy to see you again," Jensen says still smiling. You feel starstruck but you try to compose yourself to talk again and again you can't speak. "I'm sorry that I can't seem to get my voice to cooperate, so for now, I'll have to resort to typing lol," you type smiling which is probably a good thing because you'd probably be tongue-tied anyway. He laughed. You love seeing him laugh. It's 1 of the many things you love about him. "It's ok, Y/N, I'm fine with typing and if you want to close the video, then I'm ok with that too. I don't want to make you nervous, lol. I'm just happy that you allowed me to see you," Jensen says with a sweet smile. "Thanks, Jensen. You are really sweet. I think I will close the video but I am really happy that we did it as now I am at ease knowing that you're not someone messing with me," you typed. You smile into the camera and wave. Jensen waves back while smiling ear to ear before closing the video. "I'm so happy you let me see you. Jensen" "Me too, I just wish my voice would've co-operated, lol :)" you replied smiling "So you said that Amber invited you to come to Pittsburgh, right? Jensen" "yeah," you say short and sweet because you were so excited that it really is him and you're kinda at a loss for words. "Great! So do you think you can make it? Jensen" "I have to check with my boss to see if I can get the time off. I'm not sure how long I should ask for, though," You forgot to ask Amber how long you were wanted at the convention. "Well if you can get Thur thru Sun that would be great but karaoke is only on Fri night. Jensen" You were surprised that he suggested that you be there the whole weekend. You thought they only wanted you there to sing with Jensen. Not that you wouldn't mind staying for the entire convention. "If I ask for the entire convention time off then I also need an extra day before and after for the drive as I'm afraid to fly. When I went to see you and Jared at EWPopFest in Oct, I drove over 1800 miles one way," You wanted him to know how much you were afraid to fly and that you were willing to drive that distance. "Wow!! You drove that far?! Jensen" "Yep," you smiled to yourself because you knew that you were crazy enough to do it again. "Wow! I wish we would have had time to do a meet and greet there. We had to fly back to Vancouver that night. Jensen" "Me too! I was hoping that I could have met you and Jared that day. It's fine now because singing with you, getting a photo, an autograph, and a hug from you both made up for it. :)" You were smiling thinking of your time at the convention. "I'm really happy that we met in Chicago and that you asked to sing with me. Jensen" You blushed. You were happy. Talking to Jensen again took your night from crappy to amazing. "So, you're really afraid of flying, huh? Jensen" "Yep, just like Dean, lol." You have always been afraid of flying since you were in high school. "LOL! So what scares you about flying? Jensen." "When I was a teenager, I kept hearing about planes crashing so I decided then that I wouldn't fly." You said remembering when you were in high school. "Well, I fly every week somewhere so I think they have finally got it down now, lol. I feel safe enough. Besides, if I didn't fly then I would be stuck in Vancouver a lot and I would miss a lot of the conventions and fans, lol. Jensen" You chuckled. "I suppose so, as there haven't been as many crashes over the years," you smiled "So if I came and stayed for the entire convention, is there more than just karaoke that you want me to sing with you? I thought karaoke is the only night that there is singing except for the occasional 'in panel' singing you've done that I've seen through YouTube posts." You were trying to figure out why he wanted you to be there the whole weekend. "No, but that doesn't mean that we can't sing throughout the convention. I know that Amber loves us singing together so I'm sure she would make it possible if we want it. Jensen" Jensen thought to himself 'nice cover' smiling. He didn't want to tell you that he really just wanted to spend more time with you. He's afraid of what you might think or how you might react. He wasn't sure that you would be comfortable. "Oh, Ok that sounds great! I'll see if I can get the time off. I don't know how much vacation time I have available but hopefully, I can get the time off. :)" You smiled at the thought of singing with him again and started to remember that night. How happy and nervous you were. You were so happy that you managed to sing flawlessly while your stomach was in knots. You hope that you can do it again. "I hope so too! I hope that this doesn't sound creepy but I had Amber send me a copy of the karaoke that night. Then I had Jared, Gen, Rob, Rich, and Jason Manns listen to it. Jensen" He was nervous what your reaction would be but he wanted you to know. "Well, what did they say?" You were nervous and curious "Jared said, and I quote, 'Oh My God! That was so fucking amazing! It's better than I remembered it! We need to make copies and send them to Rob, Rich, and Jason! We need to find this girl and see how we can get her to sing with you again! Jay, you 2 harmonize perfectly!!' Gen said almost the same thing as Jared when she watched it. Rob, Rich, and Jason were so excited that they were trying to find out how to reach you before they even told me what they thought. Amber said for legal reasons that it was best for her to contact you. We all agreed. Jensen" "Wow! I feel like I will let everyone down if I can't make it, so I guess I better make it huh?!" You said, smiling at how much they all seem to love your singing. "That's right you better make, lol. Hell if you want, I would even fly to you and we could fly together then you wouldn't have to miss as many days if you would be ok with that. Jensen" Jensen pressed send before he thought through what he had said. Then thought to himself, 'OMG I hope I didn't go too far, I hope I didn't scare her.' You were taken by surprise and wasn't sure how to reply. A couple minutes pass before you reply and you type nervously thinking maybe... "That might work :). Let me first find out how much time I can actually take off and I'll let you know," you had butterflies. "No problem, Y/N. So I am actually getting really sleepy now as it's about 2 am here. When can we chat again? Jensen" "I'm actually starting to feel tired myself and it's almost 2 am here too! We must be in the same time zone lol," You didn't know where Jensen is right now. "Lol, I'm in Austin, TX so it's CST. Jensen" "Oh wow! I went through the very upper part of TX when I drove to LA to see you and Jared," you chuckled "Awesome! So I'll shoot you a message when I get up. I'll talk to you later, Y/N. :) Jensen" "Ok TTYL, Jensen :)" You smiled and closed the window of your IM messenger. You laid down and closed your eyes but it took you a while to actually get your mind to sleep as you kept thinking about your conversation.

Jensen closed his laptop and set it on the nightstand. He pulled the covers up and closed his eyes. He laid there with his eyes closed trying to fall asleep but his mind was going crazy replaying the conversation. He really didn't want to stop talking to you. He wanted to get to know more about you but he was afraid to ask too much too soon for fear of scaring you off.

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