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i cant post the full context of this as its nsfw but i can post some cute screenshots as i figure out how to tweak body parts on existing poses
#hs.post#ffxiv#wol x g'raha#gpose#g'raha tia#crystal exarch#c: tu'veer#shadowbringers#i keep forgetting i can just#hide the staff#also i am OBSESSED with these screenshots bc of the ears#c: g'raha#me finding a pose and glam that matches an Idea *eye emoji*#queue
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P L A Y L I S T (cl16 x singer!reader series) vol.3 - rome
warnings: none badly made social media screenshots?? word count: n/a hi everyone! this chapter is kind of a filler chapter but is also kinda important to the storyline! I hope you guys still enjoy this chapter though! next one will be written and will be a bit more exciting happy reading love, mimi taglist currently open! previous | series masterlist | masterlist
Rome
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Liked by eclipseofficial, charles_leclerc and 914,896 others thisisy/n Roma you were an audience of dreams! Grazie Mille for all your love and support, see you soon Milan! šš
View all 23,154 comments eclipseofficial these costumes are everything!
y/nismylove I'M OBSESSED WITH EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS TOUR
f1moonbeam I'm still trying to get over the fact that charles was there š© ā¤· lalaleclerc twt is collectively losing their shit over the pictures ā¤· f1moonbeam he was watching her so intently ā¤· eclipsemoonbean some romcom shit fr Comment liked by thisisy/n and charles_leclerc
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Liked by eclipseofficial, thisisy/n and 32,587 others lilymhe Thank you to @eclipseofficial for such an amazing night! My ears are still ringing and my heart is so happy. We've successfully converted Charles and now the whole gang are officially moonbeams š«¶š¼š
View all 23,154 comments thisisy/n omg tysm pretty girl! š„ŗ I'm so happy you enjoyed it š¤ maybe we'll see you in Milan? š¤ ā¤· lilymhe @alex_albon is this real? Am I seeing things? OMG š Y/N called me pretty girl? Alex we're going to Milan!!! ā¤· alex_albon is my gf being stolen right in front of me? ā¤· thisisy/n maybe š look forward to seeing you there! ā¤· lilymhe SHE JUST FOLLOWED ME šš
lilyandalex this whole comment section is hilarious
charles_leclerc have I just joined a cult? ā¤· thisisy/n yes. but don't worry we're very friendly š„° ā¤· moonbeamforever IM SCREAMING OMG ā¤· moonbeammoonbean MOM AND DAD?!
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Liked by eclipseofficial, thisisy/n and 76,924 others charles_leclerc I think I could get on board with this moonbeam thing (is this where I'm supposed to put the emoji? š)
View all 45,372 comments eclipseofficial welcome charles! we think you'll enjoy hanging out with us
y/nwardrobe our girl in the likes š baby you're not slick we see you
charlesss Y/N in the likes already like he didn't just post it
lilymhe I've trained you well š
maxverstappen1 when I said introduce yourself this was NOT what I meant... š§āāļø
carlossainz55 I thought I was the smooth operator? š¤Ŗ ā¤· landonorris can this really be considered smooth? ā¤· georgerussell63 says lando NORIZZ ā¤· landonorris this is bullying š„ŗ ā¤· georgerussell63 no it's not ā¤· carlossainz55 no it's not ā¤· maxverstappen1 no it's not ā¤· charles_leclerc no it's not ā¤· alex_albon no it's not
moonbeamdriver no bc she's 100% down bad just as much as he is and who can blame her tbh
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You say youāre a nerd in your bio, but what are you a nerd about? Feel free to infodump.
I more Nerd off on my general account bc if I see like a single horny thing I get distracted lol
Anyways I'll start with the thing I've poured the most time into: Pokemon. I almost never make fakƩmon but I've made 2 so far: a Paradox pokemon Iron Queen and a legendary pokemon that's based on horror as a genre, other than that I have a pokedex list that even at font size 7 on Google docs (any smaller and it's illedgeable) it's like 14 pages, and at that size Google starts to lag, I've also done a full pokedex with stats and everything (not individual stats but base stat total) in a Google sheets and i had to split it into 2 sheets because over 500 pokemon pokemon spread over 4 mini sheets lags Google as well so I split it between 2 sheets with generations 1-4 on the first on and 5-9 on the second sheet.
This is a screenshot of the first generation from mobile, copy and paste most of that information for each form of each pokemon (at least ones with stat/type changes so for example partner Pikachu counts as a different form but not spiky eared pichu) and yeahhh it overwhelms Google a lot, I also have several boxes full of my favorite pokemon as well in pokemon ultra moon as well as maxed out the time in pokemon y, I don't yet have a Nintendo switch so I can't transfer those pokemon yet so that's a little sad but they just means I can still poke-amie them š„°
I also play a lot of minecraft but there isn't much to talk about with that, same with batman Arkham, video games with little creativity and are very straight lined stories are difficult to really hyperfixate about because what are you going to say? And experience that everyone else has had? Now minecraft is not included in this but when you play alone there isn't much you can really talk about that excites you besides what projects you've done/are planning. I also enjoy mega man and am on summit c-side in celeste (with every other stage up to then beaten all a-sides beaten, all b-sides beaten, all but summit and core c-sides beaten and have not beaten where capitalism has not corrupted... THE MOOOON (I understand that's not the meme but that's the level)
Now in terms of non digital media (excluding music we'll get to that) i like to play magic thr gathering, i don't like their current moto of "power creep so "people will keep buying" even tho people still buy our product and since Commander is popular we'll make all of our products for that" so I just make theoretical decks online, mostly ones that are themed because it's fun making pirate themed decks and things like that. Another game I'm really obsessed with is Exploding Kittens it's really fun and I've gotten every expansion up to this point and yahh I just really enjoy that game. Otherwise if I know people irl I try to play rpgs as I have a BUNCH of dnd minis I've painted, he'll I got a big dragon for Christmas a few years back and here's what he looks like:
He looks REALLY COOL and I realize I did the fire wrong but, Oh well, Too late it's fine. I'm also making a Kirby rpg and a Mario party board game but I REALLY need to get to work on it as I haven't been working on them. I also love writing stories and am currently writing a book, I'm studies character development from YouTube videos to ensure I don't accidently write static characters as the main characters but I LOVE the concepts I made for it I also used to like reading but my mother kept mocking me for "reading erotica" books when 1 it was before the author started making them kinky 2 I didn't fucking KNOW they were erotic so I stopped reading because she kept making fun of me and pretty much just telling me (indirectly) that it was gross that I was reading that stuff even though I didnt know that's what it was
In terms of music I love dragonforce and will go off on how cool some of their music is and also like... ok there's too many that I enjoy to list off but just know I like metal rock and pop (some pop modern pop is veerrrryyy generic and bad) and hell there are stupid like rap Chord thing that i hear CONSTANTLY and I just hate that stupid Mario ds mini game instructions sounding music that fucking everyone is listening to because now even MUSIC has gotten 'safe' these days and i really hate it
Other than all of that what I'm needing about may change from day to day or week to week depending on what I've been doing
Oh one last note: I do also enjoy hypnosis and dronification as non kinks as well has dronification is just... SO helpful i can't focus for the life of me which is why I still don't have my damned drivers license or even past the first page of my book yet and dronification pretty much FORCING you to focus on things would be a LIFE SAVER and hypnosis for a similar reason I have a really difficult time truly relaxing due to my living situation so hypnosis helps me relax more, hell I have some trust issues too thanks to being overly cautious in my childhood so it really helps with a lot of things although my biggest trust problem is I either don't trust you at all or I trust you too much lol
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this or that tag game
tagged by most beloved @icouldhyperfixatehimā and @milkpansaā ā„ thank you thank you thank you~
i uuh. took it that most of these are bl tropes rather than things about me so weāre going into this with that in mind
crying in the shower or making out in the shower (men should be allowed to have emotions outside the shower smh even if i do love a dramatic breakdown in said space)
give cute boy line ID or stalk his IG (i like confident characters that approach their crushes bc thatās something i would never do myself. also IG is such a hazy concept to me so itās hard to relate to that in any way?)
share his earbuds or share his clothes (sharing earbuds is cute but sharing clothes is my ultimate love ā„ plus points if the sharing can happen either way and their closets slowly become indistinguishable)
manga or manhwa (iāve read a lot more manga in my life but tbh i adore some manhwas more)
long dangly silver earring or dark leather cuff (absolutely obsessed with dangly things, itās most likely the cat in me)
time loop or reincarnation (both is good, currently very in love with such tropes)
blue engineering smock or red engineering smock (i think most of the engineering boys iāve liked in bls do wear the blue version rather than the red one)
kisses at the beach or kisses in the mountains (truly cannot pick between these two bc we gays own both the beaches and the mountains and thatās how it should be)
cactus or chili plant (tbh all i can think about it the tiny cactus from modc so that it is. also i own a tiny cactus myself, itās called taavi (short for oktaavi/octave))
fairy lights or spot lighting (as much i love the confession scene in tol with the spotlight, i do prefer fairy lights more. brings me right back to history 3: modc ā„)
ghost boyfriend or vampire lover (absolutely obsessed with vampires ok, we deserve a good vampire bl pls i beg)
hard sub or soft sub (ajshdsf this question?? like i can take this in so many ways. deciding to be a bit unhinged and take it the sex way so soft sub it is, do not ask me to elaborate on that)Ā
stray cat or ... actually thatās your only option (omg finally i own a cat!)Ā
hawaiian shirt or blue shorts (pat truly made me love hawaiian shirts so much. doesnāt hurt that those seem to also be offās chosen piece of clothing lol)
evil ex-girlfriend or predatory fujoshi (you know what? i refuse to choose. women in bls deserve to get treated better. we are way past these tropes)
suit jacket or leather jacket (leather jacket can be a suit jacket if you work hard enough for it but you cannot do it the other way)
high school or university (absolutely university these days bc itās more relatable and i love seeing at least a bit more mature characters. tho just like nini i do also enjoy watching high schoolers be stupid ā„ but weāve seen too many of these both imo)
kitchen drama or office drama (not really big on public drama so letās keep it in the privacy of the kitchen thanks. also kitchen drama can be many things š)
forehead kisses or cheek kisses (absolutely livid about forehead kisses bc the love is truly stored into those but i do love casual cheek pecks too)
Viki or GaGaOOLaLa (i do hate viki for blocking screenshotting but they do provide very nicely most of the shows)
Japanese arthouse depth or Korean high concept (uuhh am not quite sure what either of these mean but if theyāre even close to what i think then i really gotta go with the japanese one. i am thinking about given here)
pink milk or yakult (cannot for the life of me remember what show had yakult in it and i absolutely refuse to pick pink milk so neither)
censored Chinese BL or trashy Thai pulps (both truly. some of the chinese ones are absolute art in other aspects (krhm cql) and the thai ones are just a ton of fun)
body swap or dead body (was really against body swap some time ago but the shipper changed my opinion. itās a nice trope and can offer a lot of good topics to explore if done right)Ā
sexy or story (story is always everything to me, i donāt need the sexy)
back hugs or lap sitting (back hugs always give butterflies to my stomach bc thereās something very vulnerable about it and i also enjoy the brief moment of surprise in those when the other doesnāt yet know heās gonna get hugged but then just relaxes into it)
piggyback or cradle carry (i am very into the dramatics of cradle carry but i do enjoy the casualness and sweetness of piggybacking too)
this was a lot of fun to do ^^ also gave me some nostalgia bc these tropes really make me think about older bls a lot :āD
tagging: @dimpledpran @talaypuens @snimeat @namchyoon @toptaps @nongnaos ā„ feel free to ignore if you donāt feel like it!
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Texts from The Lost Tomb, part 3
I didnāt mean for this to stray into angst but like the lack of updates with Li Cu in LTR?? I had to do it to em.
Wushanju Crew Chat, 11:05pm
Li Cu: whatās up losers Iām outside
Li Cu: someone come on and open the damn door
Wang Meng: Language:(
Li Cu: fine, someone come on and open the damn door please
Snake Eyes Chat, 7:00am
Wu Xie: hey are you awake? Sorry I missed you coming in:) was finishing up some work. How was the end of your first semester? Did that geology paper go well? Did the food budget work out or do you need some extra money next semester?
Li Cu: yeah about your work
Li Cu: heard a little rumor
Li Cu: about you going through some stuff during ur recent trip
Li Cu: some stuff you maybe forgot to mention
Li Cu: and you told me we gotta check in with stuff, so this is me checking in, okay
Wu Xie: oh? What stuff?
Li Cu: idk just like
Li Cu: THE STUFF WITH YOU ALMOST FUCKING DYING FOR FUCKING MONTHS AND THE WAREHOUSE SHIT AND ERJING AND PEOPLE HURT YOU AND WHAT THE FUCK IS A THUNDER CITY AND NOONE FUCKING CALLED ME ABT THOSE PARTS ONCE
Wu Xie: oh. That stuff.
Li Cu: yeah asshat Iām in the kitchen whenever youāre ready to explain your fucking bullshit. Also youāre out of milk wtf how am I supposed to make breakfast here
Main Chat, 11:14am
Wu Xie: okay so itās possible I fucked up a little bit.
Wang Pangzi: THERES JUST SO MUCH YOU COULD BE REFERRING TO I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
Zhang Qiling: Whatās wrong?
Honorary Wu Chat, 11:30am
Wang Pangzi: KID IM SO SORRY THAT PUNK IS A TRAINWRECK BUT YOU KNEW THAT
Wang Meng: Welcome home, Li Cu <3 not much has changed, ultimately.
Wang Pangzi: IT DIDNT EVEN OCCUR TO ME THAT HE WOULDNT TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ONCE THE REST OF US FIGURED IT OUT
WAIT HOW DID YOU FIND OUT
Li Cu: itās okay. not your fault, uncle. Doesnāt matter how I found out. Wait wait hold on what do you mean āthe rest of us figured it outā who figured it out
Wang Pangzi: SAY HELLO LIU SANG
Liu Sang: ā¦hello.
Wang Pangzi: SAY MORE THAN THAT.
Liu Sang: uhā¦so youāre Wu Xieās protĆ©gĆ©, huh?
Li Cu: oh well howdy there homewrecker
Liu Sang: Excuse me??
Zhang Qiling: I think someone on the roof is calling me and I should go find out.
Wang Meng: I would also very much like to be removed from this conversation.
Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHAHA KIDDO IVE MISSED YOU
Li Cu: all Iām saying is arenāt you the little creep whoās obsessed with Xiao Ge
Liu Sang: ???
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu is referring to a brief period of irrational thought on Wu Xieās part, where he mistakenly believed you to be a threat to our relationship.
Liu Sang: what do you mean a threat??
Wang Pangzi: WHAT DO YOU MEAN TIANZHEN HAD āA BRIEF PERIOD OF IRRATIONAL THOUGHTā
YOUVE MET YOUR HUSBAND RIGHT
Wang Meng: can you please take me off this chat.
Liu Sang: Wait, so Wu Xie told you about me, butā¦reading between the lines, he didnāt mention the cancer or anything bad that happened? Oh yikes.
Li Cu: donāt change the subject ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½Liu Sangā
if that is your real name
Like yeah youāre right abt it but still
just saying
heard you got good ears but Iāve got snake powers
kinda
so like no more funny business okay you superhearing harlot
Wang Meng: LANGUAGE, LI CU. IN THIS HOUSE WE SHOW GOOD MANNERS.
Wang Pangzi: LMAO OH DO WE NOW
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu, this is all unnecessary and childish. Please apologize.
Li Cu: you say that now bruh but apparently you werenāt complaining when he was all āidol thisā and āidol thatā
oh and hey Wang Meng while weāre here can I show you my business class grade report later bc Wu Xie is all āwhat matters is that you learned and enjoyed the experienceā blah blah all eat pray love you know how he gets and I want to actually discuss areas to improve so that when I take over this joint I do better than Wu Xie? Tho that shouldnt be hard lol
Wang Meng: hurtful but accurate. Iāll bring my best red pen:)
Liu Sang: oh my god. Iām too jetlagged to keep up with any of this.
Wang Pangzi: BEST. DAY. EVER. IM SCREENSHOTTING THIS FOR HEI XIAZI.
Not A Homewrecker Chat, 11:52am
Liu Sang: Okay, we started off on the wrong foot.
Li Cu: I agree letās start over
Start with how your little prank game almost got ppl killed
Liu Sang: And I seriously regret that. But we moved past that.
Wow, he seriously skipped over so much bullshit but didnāt skimp on mine, huh.
Li Cu: AHA so you ADMIT IT
Liu Sang: Iād like to think Iāve grown since then. That Iāve come to see Xiao Ge as a person and mentor, rather than an idol. I count Pangzi and Wu Xie as my close friends. Iām going to be staying here with them right now, I hope you can be okay with that.
Li Cu: see in my head you were going to be a lot less mature about it and I had a bunch of great follow-up insults planned
Liu Sang: I figured. Iād like us to be friends, though. Or at least not enemies.
Li Cu: okay but only bc you donāt know me yet so you wonāt judge too much for this and I need to get this out to somebody Iāve been thinking about it for hours and my friends are still in finals and Iām stressing a little bit maybe
Liu Sang: ?
Li Cu: I yelled at dad
*Wu Xie sorry autocorrect
Liu Sang: ā¦uh huh.
Li Cu: I yelled at him earlier. for keeping all that stuff from me. He started crying
Liu Sang: Wu Xie has been pretty emotional since we got back. Not necessarily your fault.
Li Cu: I made him cry right there at the kitchen sink and it felt like maybe the worst thing Iāve ever done
Snake venom and stabbings, no tears
Me saying I wouldnāt have gone to his funeral, all tears
Which I know was shitty to say but I was really mad
Liu Sang: If itās any consolation, I think Wu Xie can understand the concept of being led by his emotions to make bad decisionsā¦better than most people.
Li Cu: Xiao Ge came in then and looked weird
Like weirder than usual
Like he didnāt know which of us to be more mad at
Liu Sang: A common problem for the iron triangle, I understand.
Li Cu: I just ran out I didnāt have words right then and I feel stupid
but whenever they come back from their walk Iām gonna say sorry and stuff bc i couldāve come home to his funeral and Iām mad about it but also like. I could have come home to his funeral. I can get mean when Iām in a freakout mood. Itās not like I was scared or anything at all I donāt get scared really anymore ever but just like. Freaked out.
Liu Sang: Heās probably going to say sorry, too.
Li Cu: sorry I called you a homewrecker. Didnāt mean to slut-shame either
Liu Sang: I admit that after the initial shock, it was pretty funny. Super hearing harlot, it should be on my business card;)
Li Cu: this situation with Wu Xie is weird but kinda good ya know. And I have these freakouts sometimes that something maybe bad could happen to this situation. So consider this a shovel talk. But like, also not a shovel talk at the same time.
also I appreciate you saving his life and whatnot
Liu Sang: Noted. Now. Coffee?
Li Cu: sounds sick.
Be in the kitchen in 10. You can pick out what we watch for the household tv show tonight. no way is Wu Xie choosing some dry documentary about gravestone rubbings again. Pangzi just watches real housewives reruns and Xiao Ge wonāt watch tv after he caught the last half hour of A Walk To Remember. Also i need my phone now to send some $ to Hei Xiazi since I owe him forā¦providing some intel
Liu Sang: Not even surprised.
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Talks on TikTok
Pairing:Ā Jordan Fisher x Female Reader
Warnings: Some bad words, my bad this whole thing is one bog self insert!
Request? Yes! Tagged @johnlaurensbitchā and anon request!! this is probably a very late request,, considering iām never on tumblr.
Preview: kinda self explanatory?? but basically reader duets jordanās tiktok and he sees it and messages her!!
Y/F/N is Your Friendās Name!!
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TikTok was a relatively new app in your life. You had done a few POVās and also sang along to the Sofia The First song toĀ ābroadway attractive men: sing-a-long editionā specifically to sing along for Thayne Jasperson and Jordan Fisher. It had become a new obsession, as you replied to comments and liked funny ones that made you laugh when you couldnāt sleep.
As you swiped through your For You page and liked a few, you received a comment notification. @username: @yourusername please duet this!!!Ā
Upon reading the comment, you first checked the username to make sure it wasnāt a weird bot account, and you realized it was not. After that, you clicked the video and it took you to Jordan Fisherās account.Ā
The video was a 60 second clip of Jordan singing the Orpheus part ofĀ āAll Iāve Ever Knownā from Hadestown. You already knew the song and you had seen Reeve in the Original Broadway Cast, alongside Eva Noblezada, prior to Coronavirus putting every inch of Broadway in the dark.
Below the video, the caption saidĀ āDuet this as Eurydice! Let me hear your voices! :) #fyp #hadestown #duet.ā
Maybe you could duet it? Of course you could, it was just a simple sixty second video, it wouldnāt change or affect your life in any way shape or form. At least thatās what you initially thought.
Clicking the small swishy arrow, then clicking duet, you sang your part and finalized the video, with the caption āThe Orpheus to my Eurydice! Cast Jordan as Orpheus or youāre cowards!!! #fyp #bway #duet #hadestownā Granted the duet itself wasnāt anything professional and was merely for fun, as you assumed Jordan would never see it, let alone anyone from Broadway that would see your poke at the Hadestown casting directors.
You went to text your friend about your recent Glee binge while pressing play on the next episode, though Netflix should know you by now. Of course youāreĀ āstill watching,ā that shouldnāt even be a question. You decide to grab the bag of chips off of the coffee table before plopping yourself on the couch and settling into the plot that was the storm of Glee.
Two episodes in and your phone vibrates beside you.Ā
Y/F/N Calling...
You accept the call and raise the phone to your ear.
āOh my God! You saw it right? Tell me you saw it?ā they shrill into your ear.
āWhat isĀ āit?ā What are you talking about?ā
āCome on Y/N... Jordan commented on your post!ā
āNo way.. What the fuck!? Let me go see.ā you respond before adding,Ā āhold on, Iāll call you back.ā
Sure enough, you opened TikTok and there was the notification, or the many notifications...
@jordan_fisher: YOU KILLED THIS! š
Another notification popped up, this time a little paper airplane depicting a dm.
Jordan Fisher:Ā
Hey! You did so good on that duet!!Ā
Does he do that to everyone who duets? What was going on...
You take a screenshot and send it to Y/F/N withĀ ātell me iām reading this wrong... this is fake...ā undernearth the screenshot.
You go back to TikTok and reply, or try to, as Y/F/N floods you with texts.Ā āOMG DATEāĀ āWTF NO WAYāĀ āOMG SIS U HAVE TOāĀ āMESSAFE HIMāĀ āFLIRT FLIRT PLS OMH DO IT NOW FOT MEā
Y/N L/N:
Thank you! That means so much coming from you! Yours was phenomenal
He responded almost instantaneously.
Jordan Fisher:Ā
Well I kinda do the singing thing for a living. Seriously though, do you sing? Iāve seen some of your videos, youāre really good!
Now he wants to actually know you? Not only that, but heās creeped on your TikTok? He doesnāt do this with everyone... right?
Y/N L/N:
Well I knew that much. I sing in the shower! Not professionally, but Iāve written some stuff.. I wish I had the guts to get out there!
You were actually shaking, and didnāt know what to even say to him. This was all so surreal to you.
Then you got an Instagram notification.Ā
@jordan_fisher has followed you!
Followed by a TikTok notification that Jordan had duetted you back. The duet was Jordan staring at the screen with a smile on his face while you sang the Eurydice part, then addingĀ āOH MY GOD SHEāS LITERALLY SO GOOD!ā to the end.Ā
Comments flooded in left and right, follows on Instagram.. It seemed endless. You decide to mess with him and message him on Instagram.Ā
@YourUsername:Ā
You stalking me or something? š¤
@jordan_fisher:Ā
Maybe itās something like that. Or maybe you just caught my eye.
@YourUsername:
Is that so?
@jordan_fisher:
Yeah, you really blew me away!
@YourUsername:
Okay Philip Hamilton blow us all away tease! Btw you did so good in that show!Ā
@jordan_fisher:
You saw it?
@YourUsername:
Yeah I saw you as Philip and John, but couldnāt stagedoor :( but here I am talking to you so!
@jordan_fisher:
Well Iām glad the universe worked out that way!
@YourUsername:
Literally how many people can say theyāre talking to their childhood crush on Instagram? Not many!
@jordan_fisher:
Childhood crush huh?
@YourUsername:
Letās just say my younger sibling had a thing for Liv&Maddieš
@jordan_fisher:
Thatās cute though! Gotta start somehow. This is totally random, and you can say no, but what would you say to coffee sometime?
@YourUsername:
Iād say that Iāll need your number to let your know when your order is ready, just like Starbucks!
@jordan_fisher:
Oh right, like Starbucks...š xxx-xxx-xxxx
@YourUsername:
Iāll text you the plan yeah?
@jordan_fisher:
Canāt wait!
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yikes, when this is some really bad writing and a weird ending???? itāll probably be a part two or something idk i didnāt have an idea for the next bit?? so if anyone has any ideas pls hit the ask box up.. but beware i really forget that thing exists ajdakkjf IM GETTING BETTER AT TUMBLR I SWEAR IM RELEARNING THE WRITING THING AND THE TUMBLR THING.. trust the process pls bc i miss writing and i want ppl to like the stuff i write!! also sorry for the weird title,,, again, still getting used to this stuff again :/
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@adampage tumblr did a dumbass thing and messed up the read-more to where I couldnāt put it under one so I had to delete your ask and Iām making a separate post for this disaster of a ramble hoooo boy i hope youāre ready for what youāve unleashed
adampage Ā asked: maāam I know youāre high off your rocker but if you have time would you please critique hangmanās playlist for me bc I want to know your thoughts š„° anyway yeehaw
OH MY GOD yes???? yes I fucking WILL?????? letās just pump the breaks on what i was doing right the fuck now, get his playlist in front of me (even though ive been listening to it nonstop and have so many things to ALREADY SAY) and talk about this shit. im sorry if this isnāt coherent im pry just gonna ramble. (edit to add now that Iām done: ITS FREAKING 3252 WORDS LONG LMAO OH MY GOD)
first and foremost. I Love It. letās just slap that down. get that out of the way. ITS SO GOOD. SO FUCKING GOOD. also this is going under a readmore cause YEAH. itās THAT LONG.
letās start first with mr. adam āi taught graphic design when i was 20 and learned adobe illustrator and photoshop to design my own tshirts when i was an indie wrestlerā pageās cover image. wait. no. back up - look at the profile image he chose for his profile. itās not a selfie. itās not a picture he snapped with his camera. itās a screenshot of the āhas been drinkingā moment on aew dynamite. what a lovable FOOL. he really saved that and put that as his profile pic im skjdfkjfd okay now swing back to the anxious millenial design with the signed hangman adam page for the cover. he designed that. I swear he did. I swear he did that. I could be wrong but I just feel it in my bones. that was him. also, THAT should have been the vintage shirt. cowboy shit is cute but ANXIOUS MILLENNIAL COWBOY? I NEED THAT AS THE SHIRT!
okay now letās get into the songs. wait. before i go through it I do want to say something about the playlist overall.
I canāt decide if this is because he shares so many similarities to the character hangman adam page, but so many of these songs apply to his character like, this fucking playlist plays like a hangman adam page THE CHARACTER playlist. like this is the playlist iād find on 8tracks back when that was the āthingā in fandom where every song makes me go āOMG THAT IS THAT CHARACTERā like. I donāt know if he did that purposefully as an extension of the character? or if it just happens to line up because of how similar he is and his story is to his character but SOME of these songs wooooo boy they get deep dont they? when you compare them to the character?
okay. songs.
so I know some of these, especially the classics, summertime of course, but for the ones I didnāt know I love them so much. they have such a vibe that just fits him, and theyāre all so good???
rather low by nick shoulders is one I didnāt know and I fucking LOVE it. and look. it goes from Long Time Gone by the Dixie Chicks. Long Time Gone about being away from the country life, from home and if my THEORY is right about this playlist hitting the character, hangman is struggling with being lost, without a family. it goes from that to rather low, which talks about not being welcome at home. like āI told you once I told you twice, Iām steeped in verse and cursed in viceā ajdskjds GOOD lyrics. beat slaps. song slaps. I love it.
okay so we go roll on mississippi which is soft compared to the two upbeat songs that just hit us before. calms you down after that high energy beat rather low had. lets you breathe. AND itās got a sad, soft, longing pull to it, falling in with more of those ālostā from home themes. āYou're the childhood dream that I grew up on. Roll on Mississippi, carry me home. Now I can see I've been away too long.ā UGH! and also, itās just a good fucking song.
then we go to a song i havenāt heard and love, going places by aubrie sellers. itās a little bit funkier, but still soft. also groovy as FUCK. and it obv talks about GOING places. so maybe the first three songs were about the home heās left behind, but now itās about where heās going. and man this song just SLAPS.
A CLASSIC is next, 1970 something illegal smile by john prine. it has that classic soft croon, such a good country sound and itās a little bit playful. it makes you wanna smile and sway back and forth. itās a good song. fun. but itās almost a little bit. dark? ā Won't you please tell the man I didn't kill anyone. No, I'm just tryin' to have me some fun. Well, I sat down in my closet with all my overalls, tryin' to get away from all the ears inside my walls. I dreamed the police heard everything I thought, what then?ā it just makes me think of when his character ākilledā joey ryan. I could be looking too far into it but, thatās what popped into my head.
OKAY NOW this next one. fuck yeah I DIG this song. I hadnāt heard this song and it quickly went into my liked songs. and if weāre following his character, the lyrics hit HARD. ā I've lost the will to try this worthless lullaby. Its melody won't fly me past oblivion. I bet it would be nice to find that paradise, a world of sparkling light beyond the setting sun. But I don't dream anymoreā ugh !!!!!!! UGGGHH!! SO GOOD?? and even the slight upbeat to it. āwould if I could but I donāt dream anymoreā uuuuggghhh SO GOOD. love this song. one of my faves of the whole list for sure.
the next two back-to-back are CLASSICS and fit the hangman adam page character so damn perfect. iāve even looked at lyrics from merle haggardās i donāt want to sober up to night for adam in the past akjfdkjdsf itās fucking perfect. and then followed by dwight yoakamās honky tonk man?! amazing. we go from from fucking heart-wrenching lyrics if you think about them for him: ā I don't want to sober up tonight. I don't want to act like things are alright, and I don't want to change just to make you think I'm happy. That's my right, I don't want to sober up tonight. I want to keep my mind a little hazy. I don't care if all my friends think I'm crazy. The way I treat myself I might be a little crazy But that's alright, I don't want to sober up tonight. I'm here to drown another day of misery. I'm in here to spend one night without a mem'ry and the way I'm drinking now there won't be any memory. But it's alright, I don't want to sober up tonightā to HONKY TONK MAN. HONKY. TONK. MAN. ā Well I'm a honky tonk man and I can't seem to stop. I love to give the girls a whirl to the music of an old jukebox, but when my money's all gone, I'm on the telephone singing, hey hey mama can your daddy come home?ā ajhsdjksdjkf like. look. partying hangman, drunk, swinging a girl around in the country bar???? cause he refused to sober up and just wanted to have fun? anyways regardless if thereās a connection or if im reaching, these are some good classics to pull out right here. honky tonk man will ALWAYS bring the party back up.
another song I didnāt know but now love? happy reunion by colter wall? this is a good freaking cowboy song??? and itās a cute story???? about what a cowboy does during his day??? what the fuck? riding along the range with his dog, helping the cow, getting the calf back thatād gotten lost???? CUTE? anyways this is a vibin as HELL song and if itād come out when I was still raising cows my ass woulda been blasting this shit as I drove to feed the herd for SURE. this song is a whole ass vibe and Iām digging it.
okay. walk through fire by yola? another i didnāt know (which - so far it seems all the songs that arent classics - spare dixie chicks - are from 2019) and I am obsessed with???? itās so good? and fuck just such a good love song??? āStanding on the side of the river. Staring across the great divide. I'd give all my gold and silver just to get to the other side. Your love is like a rescue vessel, carries me through the night through these flames of destruction. I know you're gonna make it right. I know, I know you're gonna save my life.ā LIKE? HENLO????????? FUCK!!!! THATS SO GOOD. that whole song I could post all the lyrics tbh. and the way she CROONS it ugh. yeah. I love that song.
FUCKIN YES. DOLLY FUCKIN PARTON. youre not gonna make a country playlist and not include a dolly parton song boy i KNOW IT. and the song choice??? hm? remind you of a CERTAIN COWBOYS STRUGGLE WITH NOT HAVING A HOME???? āWhat difference does it make which way I go, got an empty feelin' down inside. Still I need to stay alive and who can tell what waits beyond this road. I'm a drifterā ajdfshjsd god I love dolly. and of COURSE he does too. iām so pleased by this choice I canāt stop smiling. ugh. love this. love dolly.
sandpaper oneside, rubber other by the bobby tenderloin universe what do you know? another 2019 song I didnāt know and yet absolutely LOVE. I also am loving how he does a mix of classics with newer (but still almost classic-country sounding, maybe like. classic meets modern) country music in this playlist. AND WHAT A SONG. itās so good? and again, just makes me think of the character. āthere are two minds inside me. thatās one life too many. but i keep moving slow on both sides, strong as I can be.ā tell me that doesnt make you think of hangman adam page. and it has such a... sad vibe. āi cant believe the things i am. as much a lion as a lambā !!!!!!!!!!! ugh such a GOOD LINE. THAT SLAPS. LOVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh this song. especially the back vocals of the woman that comes in later on? itās like. ethereal. beautiful. fucking beautiful and almost haunting. paired with the sad lyrics? UGH. gorgeous.
long white line by sturgill simpson i do know and LOVE and itās got a fun, uplifting cowboy beat following the more slow, sad croon of the last song. itās SO COUNTRY. the way itās sung? SO COUNTRY. and also ajdfskjsd adam. āI woke up my baby was gone without her I don't need no homeā and āGonna' push this rig 'til I push that girl out of my mind. If somebody wants to know what's become of this so and so tell em' I'm somewhere looking for the end of that long white lineā kjdjkfdkjf this is just such a country song, and it fits SO well, especially after that previous pick.
now we go from two new songs to another classic. another (i think) 1970s country hit. lonesome, onāry and mean is SUCH a classic country song. it has that good old sound, and the story it tells too. and just, I canāt stop thinking about hangman just ā Been driving these highways, been doing things my way. It's been making me lonesome on'ry and mean.ā ajdskjflkf itās fair to say that character IS lonesome, onāry and mean right now. anyways, fun country song regardless and I DIG the addition.
okay back to a newer song and holy shit. this is my personal favorite of the new songs he introduced me to. this song I LOVE this song. fuuun FUN beat, makes me want to fucking GROOVE. I love love love this, and I love the way the singer sings? it just makes me wanna UGH. just wanna sway to it. the whine in the croon I just love. and the BEAT. the beat is so fucking good. and the lyrics? āI'm that wholesome Midwestern boy that you want to bring home to your mama. Even though Iā
bringā
you joy, baby I'mā
not the toy you wanna play withā
at night. Too many things I've seen. Too many people and places I've been. I'm thinking about doing those things I shouldn't be doing. Something I've never done before. I want something to fuck me up. Need somebody to fuck me up. Everyone feels like it. Fuck me up, fuck me up, fuck me upā ajdsjkds I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH āWell I might go and get drunk and stoned 'cause it's better than being only crazy. If I ever come back, wherever I end up at is where I was supposed to be.ā itās so perfect for his character it drives me crazy. this is a song Iād listen to and first, groove to, and then be like THIS SONG IS HANGMAN. love this song. absolutely a favorite.
the next song though. the next song. fucking hangman adam page and his love of biscuits. southern biscuits by seasick steve oh. my. god. this BOY. THIS COUNTRY BOY. THIS BISCUIT LOVIN COUNTRY BOY. this is such a damn good addition. not only is it so fucking country, almost. spoken/sung? the soft hum with the fucking banjo??? and of COURSE of course he knows and loves this song I canāt with him. and it hits you with the: ā Southern biscuits, nothin' better in the world 'less they're made for you, by your southern girl.ā and I go UWU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
two new songs so guess what? classic time. BALANCE. HEāS KEEPING BALANCE. I swear heās done this purposefully and I could be crazy I could be giving him more credit than is due but I swear heās picked the arrangement of songs too. because this is too coincidental. so, weāve got our classic livin on the run by david allan coe. what a DARK song to go with. about a man who murders a woman and lives on the run (again, canāt help but think of the joey ryan murder thing, but hey. thatās just me grasping for straws) regardless if it ties or not, itās a good classic and itās fun to croon to even if its uh. dark but sung like. upbeat? almost???
okay, another classic and, to me, one of the sexiest songs on this playlist. I fucking love this song. itās sexy with an underlying of dark. she literally seduces and knocks the guy out and robs him blind and heās STILL craving her summer wine like. this song is SO GOOD. so fucking good. the way the music swells with the storytelling is beautiful. āStrawberries cherries and an angel's kiss in spring, my summer wine is really made from all these things. Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time, and I will give to you summer wineā is just so ajkdfskjdfs ugh i love this song
and guess what? two classics so weāre swinging to a newer song. left turn on a red light by blackfoot. oof. I didnāt know this song and it hit me, itās so good and I know im saying that about all of them but Honestly. ā Sun shines down on the desert, and it seems to make my life a haze, and I dream of my childhood sweetheart,and the freedom that I had in those days.ā UGH. ā Will I always be a rambler? Will the ones I love always keep tellin' me, "You stare too long in the mirror, son, someday you'll be too blind to see.ā HELLO???? those lyrics? SO GOOD. and again applying them to hangman just makes me FERAL SCREAM.
cowboys and hippies by cody jinks is such a hangman song itās almost unreal. if I was going to REALLY reach Iād say it almost reminds me of the way the crowd pulls him back. āAt some old honkytonk bar that I know by the smell, some old drunk on a barstool on a Merle Haggard tune. That's my kind of room. Raising hell with the hippies and the cowboys. They don't care about no trends, they don't care about songs that sell. Yeah, tomorrow I'll be gone, so tonight everybody just sing along, raising hell with the hippies and the cowboysā GOOD LYRICS. this has the same sad undertones too as a lot of these songs have too.
ugh. I love him sincerely for this next one. blue skies is one of my favorite songs, but blue skies by willie nelson? YES. my grandpa used to play willie nelson ALL THE TIME and I love this version. an uplifting song to follow the heavier songs. Iād like to think of a hangman who has the blue skies from now on. all of his blue days gone. this song is such a classic (cover) that just. good pick. I love this.
alright, so weāve got a classic but heās chosen the version from bojack horseman which makes me think that mightāve been the first time he heard it, but thatās neither here nor there. stars is a BEAUTIFUL song. and boy am I happy we had blue skies before this cause fuck. how sad? how emotional?????? āPeople lust for fame like athletes in a game, we break our collarbones and come up swinging, some of us are downed some of us are crowned, and some are lost and never foundā fuck. fuck fuck fuck. and the last two lines, thinking about hangman? āSo if you don't lose patience with my fumbling around, I'll come up singing for you, even when I'm down.ā FUCK. my HEART. good pick but OUCH. good but ow.
summertime by orville peck is next BLESS finally an orville song I was gonna lose it on him if he put a playlist and DIDNāT include an orville song. interesting though he went with summertime, the newest, and not any of the ones off pony. but! it follows stars well. its soft, lull, and the lyrics are so hangman now that I put it in this context. āCatch 'em by surprise and chasin' the horizon, nothing holds me down. Askin', "Where the time's gone?" Dreamin' with the lights on, tryna keep your eyes on something along the rise" anyways I know YOU know this song well itās so fucking good. has that same soft pull a lot of these songs have. the way that chorus swells though? the secondary vocals??? ugh. yeah this was a great choice, Iām glad he went with summertime. it fits the vibe of this playlist so well.
weāre ending on a song with such a country sound to it (i mean all of these do), a bit more upbeat, a bit more funky. āSome say I'm a wild man, drink too much nectar from the cornā and also āOh the school, it wasn't for me. I earned my stripes a different way I learned to sing harmony and go play out on the stageā definitely makes me think of hangman for SURE. itās a funky song to end on, and if you keep listening to the playlist on repeat like I do, it even falls into long time gone really well.
and of course this is assuming youāre meant to listen to them one after the other and not on shuffle. Iām sure it still works on shuffle but I LOVE the flow of this playlist listening to it one after the other.
love this whole playlist. and my identifying it with the character could TOTALLY be reaching, but of course Iām going to think of him and analyze his selection of *these* songs specifically to put out to all of us. out of EVERY song he likes. he didnāt include... hmm cowboy take me away, for example? shoulda been a cowboy??? the vibe of the overall playlist FITS āanxious millenial cowboyā it has an underbelly of sadness to it. and I dig the fuck out of that.
overall 10/10 I love this fucking playlist thank you goodnight
#hangman page#ashley answers#ashleys talking again#tw: weed#tw: alcohol#ANYWAYS what i'd said before is#if you read this whole thing i think im obligated to marry you#also. i forget to mention the title of some of the songs i talk about but it follows the list the whole way down#sorry how non-coherentĀ it is i just. lose it.
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All of them. All the questions.
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1. Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
I have sliding doors on my closet so itās one open one closed.
2. Do You Have Freckles?
Nope!
3. Can You Whistle?
Nope (:
4. Last Song You Listened To.
I...donāt remember lmao, I think it was 6 Inch by Beyonce
5. What Is Your Favorite Color?
I donāt know if I have one tbh.
6. Relationship Status.
Currently juggling seven reply guys bc rona has everyone acting out of line, but single.
7. What Is The Temperature Right Now?
46Āŗ
8. Did You Wake Up Cranky?
Yes sdkjfhdlkf
9. How Many Followers?
215.
10. Zodiac Sign.
Aries/Aries/Cancer.
11. What Is Your Eye Color?
Brown.
12. Take A Vitamin Daily?
No.
13. Do You Sing In The Shower?
Yes, usually itās Mitski or songs from musicals because you know. Former theater kid.
14. What Books Are You Reading?
The Chronology of Water by Lidia Yuknavitch.
15. Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
āAs in earlier daysā from the poem The Walk by Thomas Hardy
16. Favorite Anime?
OPM is the only anime I watch. Being Japanese American and fem aligned means having. Not great associations with anime tbh.
17. Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
I honestly canāt remember the last time I cried in front of someone
WAIT YES I DO
It was November 23rd and my little cousin and I watched Over the Garden Wall. Both of us cried at the end.
18. Do You Collect Anything?
I have a knife collection and an old rock collection from when I was younger. I also unintentionally have a major makeup collection. My lipstick collection is borderline embarrassing. In my defense it started in 7th grade.
19. What Did You Have For Lunch?
I uh. I didnāt have lunch skfjhdsljfh
20. Do You Dance In The Car?
I do!
21. Favorite Animal?
Dude I fucking love crows.
22. Do You Watch The Olympics?
Some of them! My mom was really athletic growing up (as in one of those kids that plays a sport every season in high school), so she watches a lot of them. We tend to watch figure skating (which I know little about but have strong opinions on), gymnastics, synchronized swimming, track, and judo.
23. What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
Usually Iām in bed by 11 but I donāt go to sleep until 2am. Recently Iāve been getting to sleep at 7am.
24. Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
It is currently three in the morning so no akslkjsahd
25. Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
Ocean. I grew up in Northern California near the coast, and now Iām in a landlocked state. And you can kind of feel it, you know? The air doesnāt smell like salt and redwoods, the mountains arenāt there to hold up the sky so you just feel it pressing down on your chest. I miss the ocean.
26. Favorite Tumblr Blog?
I donāt know if I have a favorite. erikkillmongerdontpullout is funny and insightful, and I love dostoevskydocsā poetry compilations.
27. Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
I grew up somewhere with access to really good tap water, so Iāll go with that.
28. What Makes You Happy?
Writing, spending time with friends, the feeling of dappled sunlight through the tree canopy.
29. Post A Gif Of What Youāre Currently Feeling Right Now.
30. Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
With :)
31. Dogs Or Cats?
Dogs but I love cats too!
32. If You Were A Crayon What Color Would You Be?
Moss green!
33. PlayStation Or Xbox.
Xbox.
34. Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Ocean. I donāt trust lakes.
35. Do You Believe In Magic?
I believe in the supernatural, I donāt know if magicās the right word. Itās more like a belief that thereās something more to the world than what weāre able to perceive.Ā
36. What Color Shirt Are You Wearing?
Charcoal grey.
37. Can You Curl Your Tongue?
Yes! I can also make my tongue into a clover.
38. Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
A bit of both. I can be pretty frugal when Iām by myself but I inherited the need to pay for everything for my friends from my mom, so if my friends are around, I will try to muscle my way into paying for everything. This is usually unsuccessful bc my friends are in the same boat.
39. Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
Yes. Iāve got a pink water bottle on my bedstand.
40. Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
I mean. OPM lkjshdflkjdh Iāve been hyperfixating on it, but I also am pretty obsessed with OTGW (I have been for years).
41. Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
No but Iāve had a few land on me.
42. Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
Depends on the person. Overall, Iād say no, but my friends have significant sway over me.
43. Do You Have Strange Dreams?
Yes.
44. Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
I actually do. But only for short flights. Anything longer than 4 hours makes my body really hurt.
45. Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Moana.
46. Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Sunflower seeds!
47. If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Orville Peck or Carseat Headrest.
48. Are You A Picky Eater?
Nope!
49. Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
Yeah.
50. Do You Fear Thunder/Lightning?
No, I actually love them. I sleep best when itās thundering.
51. Do You Like To Read/Write?
Yes to both. Iām a Creative Writing major so dkljfhljkdf
52. Do You Like Your Music Loud?
Yeah! Though not as loud as some people, my ears are sensitive.
53. Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
Wrap presents. Iām not a big fan of the smell of pumpkin, and wrapping presents is a tradition for my mom, brother and I. Weād put on some music, drink some hot chocolate, and wrap as many as possible. Then my brother and I would smuggle some wrapping paper to our rooms and wrap our momās gift.
54. Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Somebody that I Used to Know-Gotye (listen the song still slaps)
55. What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
Winter/Spring transition. It hailed for 15 minutes straight yesterday.
56. What Are You Craving Right Now?
A popeyes 5 piece spicy chicken meal with fries and ranch. Can you tell Iāve thought about this?
57. Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
I donāt wanna.
58. What Is Your Gender?
Nonbinary, but vaguely girl adjacent.Ā
59. Coffee Or Tea?
I think coffee. I drink more tea, but I also drink exclusively green tea and chai (like the traditional chai made with milk not the chai teabags) and I really am not a black/white/earl grey tea person.
60. Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
OOF Yeah I do
Iāve got a thousand word readers response toĀ āThe Other Boatā by E. M. Foster, a one thousand word journal about WWI, a reflective journal check in and a powerpoint I have to make for Sense and Sensibility for Brit Lit and I also am tutoring a few of my classmates
In my biological anthropology class Iāve got a Unit Exam and a few lectures to watch
For my internship/Teachers Assistant position Iāve got 17 10 page rough drafts to read and give in depth comments on as well as a portfolio I have to assemble for next yearās TA bc Iām transferring, phone meetings with the 17 students who wrote those rough drafts, and Iāve gotta compile some resources for my professor
I need to finish my memoir for my independent study and I have to present. my nonfiction memoir. to my classmates. on Zoom. Iām one of two people doing a nonfiction memoir for their independent study the rest are doing fiction, poetry or a literary analysis paper so like. My classmates are gonna be talking about their fiction piece and then Iām gonna be giving a 15 minute reading and Q&A about a piece that focuses on my trauma and being hate crimed so thatās fun.
I also gotta get some stuff done for my schoolās lit magazine.
61. What Is Your Sexuality?
A known bisexualā¢
62. Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
I try to but I forget.
63. Favorite PokƩmon?
Togepi, Blissey and Togekiss.
64. Favorite Social Media?
I hate to say it but itās tumblr.
65. Whatās Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
If itās longer than six stories, Iām not watching it. Unless I know theyāre gonna be fun or weāre really close then I will.
66. Do You Get Homesick?
A bit. Iām still really homesick for my hometown tbh because thatās where all my family except for my parents are. Iām really close with my extended family, so being isolated from them feels like thereās an emptiness at my side.
67. Are You A Virgin?
No.
68. What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
Redken Frizz Dismiss. I got those big fucking bottles you can get at Ulta where itās like a gallon of shampoo so I havenāt had to buy any in over a year.
69. If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Iāve slept in my car before and I will do so again most likely. Also $60 is too much to spend for a motel room.
70. Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
Yes. Though Iām much closer to my mom than my dad.
71. Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
Idk shit about movies tbh.
72. Do You Miss Your Ex?
One of them yes, the others no. But the one I miss I also acknowledge is someone who had their place in my life at the time and helped me through some rough shit, but no longer has a place in my life. I appreciate the hell out of him though, and weāre on good terms.
73. What Is Your Favorite Quote Right Now?
Iāve got two!
āI donāt know how to stay tender with this much blood in my mouthā āOphelia, Hamlet
and
"Suffering feels religious if you do it right." āChelsea Hodson
74.Ā What Eye Color Do You Find Sexiest?
Brown. Especially the almost black-brown eyes.
75. Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
Yes to both.
76. What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
Chocolate covered pretzels ljhflfsd
77. What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
Toon Blast and 2048.
78. Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
Holy shit I hate this question. Yes, of course I would. I donāt know why mentioning that the person is homeless is relevant. Homeless people are not somehow less worthy of CPR?? What the fuck.
79. Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
...yes
80. Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
Iāve briefly skimmed over someoneās page after meeting them but I donāt lurk.
81. Do You Like Meeting New People?
Depends on my mood.
82. Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
I hate my hands so this was pushing it.
83. Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Closed.
84. What Are Three Things You Did Today?
Corrected papers, walked my dog, did some writing.
85. What Do You Wear To Bed?
T-shirt and shorts.
86. List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
Dude I canāt do that I have too many, Iāve been buying makeup for 7 years and I used to work next to a sephora
My makeup routine pre-rona was:
Sephora brand moisturizer
Milk Hydrogrip primer
Fenty Pro Filtr Hydrating Foundation
Maybelline Age Rewind Concealer
Anastasia Brow Definer
Glossier Cloud Paint
Fenty Sunstalkr Bronzer
Fenty Liquid Flyliner
Fenty Flypencil
Fenty Full Frontal Mascara
Fenty Glossbomb
Itās...an expensive routine.
87. Are You A Day Or Night Person?
Night to early morning.
88. List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
I answered this one and I donāt want to reanswer it tbh ldkjfhds
89. Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
I genuinely canāt remember any of my dreams right now. I remember a snippet of one where I was in a cave and I looked at the wall and I could see water running down it, reflecting in the torchlight but thatās literally it.
90. Favorite Soda Drink?
Iām a big pomegranate person, so Italian sodaās my go to.
91. What Sounds Are Your Favorite?
The sizzle of meat hitting a hot wok, rain, hail, thunder, the crunch of dry leaves. I also love the sound of Simone de Rochefortās laugh. Itās so good.
92. Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
Jeans.
93. How Do You Look Right Now?
Shitty.
94. Name Something That Relaxes You.
Skyrim ldskjfhd
95. What Tattoo Do You Want?
I really want to get my familyās mon on my ribcage and my momās Japanese name somewhere. I donāt know how my pain tolerance is but if I can handle it, Iād want to get at least a partial sleeve.
96. Favorite YouTuber?
Polygon and Watcher.
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1-30 truths and 1-30 dares. ;3c
I donāt think thatās how that ask meme was supposed to work kfjvskjfv
1: (truth) Who was your first major celebrity crush? (dare) Put your music player on shuffle and post the first five songs.
Truth: Uuuh I donāt think Iāve had any celebrity crushes really?? And if I have I donāt believe I could tell you who the first one was
Dare:
-Our lady of the underground (Hadestown)
-Take me to church (Hozier)
-You spin me round (Like a record) (Ninja Sex Party cover)
-Miss Jackson (Panic! at the disco)
-Looking like this (Lyre Le Temps)
2: (truth) Whatās the most embarrassing thing thatās happened to you in the past week? (dare) Refresh your dashboard and send an anonymous compliment to the person who posted whateverās at the top of your dash.
Truth: I donāt have that much memory, pal
Dare: done!
3: (truth) What are your three favorite things about your appearance? (dare) List all nine of your tumblr crushes, and describe each blog/blogger in one word.
Truth: uuuh,,,
I think my hair looks really nice when I am able to care for it,, I also like my eyes. Theyāre nice. Iām very Fuzzy I like that too
Dare: Iāll be honest I looked at my tumblr crush list and didnāt recognize many of them so uuh nah
4: (truth) What is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? (dare) Post the oldest selfie on your camera roll.
Truth: @gaysaiyaman called meĀ āa literal fairy of a personā once
Dare: Iām not on mobile so nah
5: (truth) If your parents knew everything youāve ever done, what would they think is the worst thing? (dare) Tag the three nonmutuals you admire most.
Truth: I donāt wanna think about that,,
Dare: uuuh @biteghostblogs @tiarasnteakettles I canāt think of anyone else..
6: (truth) What is the last thing you purchased? (dare) Tag three people youāve thirst followed.
Truth: Really nice pens!!!! I love them!!!!!!!
Dare: Iāve never thirst followed anyone skjvnskvf
7: (truth) How many hours did you sleep last night? (dare) Send an anonymous compliment to the last person who followed you.
Truth: Like 6?
Dare: done
8: (truth) If you could go on a date with any of your mutuals, who would it be and what would you do? (dare) Send an anonymous compliment to one of your four āBiggest Fansā on tumblr.
Truth: I donāt wanna answer that
Dare: done
9: (truth) How did you meet your best friend? (dare) Refresh your dashboard. Open the blog of the person who posted whateverās at the top of your dash. Reblog their most recent selfie.
Truth: @feycreature messaged me bc Iād reblogged pictures of his ocs and he was likeĀ āoh wowā
Dare: she doesnāt have a selfie tag so f
10: (truth) What was your favorite band five years ago? (dare) Tag a blog that posts very different content from yours, but that you couldnāt imagine not following.
Truth: Bold of you to assume I know who I was five years ago?? Letās say Evanescence
Dare: @araeph
11: (truth) Where did you get each article of clothing youāre wearing right now? (dare) Pick up the closest book to you. Turn to page 39 and copy down line 7.
Truth: Literally all of them were gifts
Dare:Ā āI must don my floppy ears and become their queen againā
12: (truth) What are your five favorite girlsā names and five favorite boysā names? (dare) Copy and paste the 14th line of text from the last document you worked on in Word or Google Drive.
Truth: Aurora, Lucina, Minerva, MarĆa, Magnolia - Dante, Apollo, Ariel, Sirius, Cygnus
Dare:Ā āDoes he know what he did?ā
13: (truth) Whatās your most irrational fear? (dare) Tag five mutuals who take amazing selfies.
Truth: I donāt feel like saying
Dare: only one that comes to mind is @masayoshihazama. very nice selfies
14: (truth) If you could only wear one outfit for the rest of your life (consisting of clothes you already own), what would it be? (dare) Tag someone you follow who has amazing fashion sense.
Truth: dress pants. gunsĀ ān roses tshirt. plaid shirt on top. black shoes. hell ya
Dare: @zuramaru has rlly nice taste
15: (truth) If you could rock any unusual article of clothing/makeup technique/hairstyle, what would it be? (dare) Go to the blog of the last person you reblogged a text post from. Reblog your favorite of their selfies.
Truth: lots of lacy stuff,,,,,, those shirts that are almost transparent except for beautiful patterns that seem to just be hugging the skin,,,, really sexy
Dare: nah
16: (truth) What is your dream job? (dare) Post the four most recent pictures in your camera roll.
Truth: Writer,
Dare: Not on my phone
17: (truth) Where is the last place you went that took over two hours to get to? (dare) Post screenshots of your phoneās lock screen and home screen.
Truth: my familys place,,,,,, terrible
Dare:
im maybe a little in love
18: (truth) How old were you when you had your first kiss? If you havenāt had it yet, how old do you want to be? (dare) Go to the last app/tab you opened. Post a screenshot.
Truth: i havenāt yet, and uuuh. part of me wants to be kissed Right Now, part of me isnt particularly interested
Dare:Ā
Pressed enter a bunch until everything looked blank bc thats Spoilery Writing but ya i was writing a thing for a character
19: (truth) What is the first thing you remember having to keep secret? (dare) Tag five bloggers who you associate with being obsessed with something particular, and list what each of them is obsessed with.
Truth: I donāt remember Shit
Dare: @gaysaiyaman keeps putting 10 posts in a row in my dash of whatever the interest of the Moment is and @the-carmevore and i are Same Hyperfixation mood with a campaign weāre in
20: (truth) What does your bedroom look like? (dare) Take one selfie and post it. You only get one shot! (No old selfies or retrying, even if you think you look bad)
Truth: Itās a bit messy ngl,,Ā
Dare: Nah
21: (truth) What three fictional characters would you most like to meet? (dare) Write your name down on a piece of paper and draw a quick picture of yourself. Take a photo of it and post it.
Truth: all I can think about rn is my oc Ruby
Dare: Not feeling up to anything with pictures bc that implies phone usage
22: (truth) What are three things youāre looking forward to? (dare) Tag the last three people you reblogged posts from, and estimate how many followers they have.
Truth: Iām not feeling really like looking forward to anything rn,, got really depressed all of a sudden
Dare: nah
23: (truth) What are your three biggest turn ons, and your three biggest turn offs? (dare) Put your music player on shuffle. Without actually listening to it, write the lyrics to the chorus of the first song.
Truth: I donāt feel like giving too much information to unsuspecting people but like if ur curious and wanna dm me or ask privately im not a secretive person
Dare:Ā āFreeze your brain / Swim in the ice, get lost in the pain / Happiness comes when everything numbs / Who needs cocaine? / Freeze your brainā
24: (truth) If you could only own five material objects (not counting life necessities like food/water/a house/etc) what would they be? (dare) Put your music player on shuffle. Post what the first three songs are, and for each one, tag a blog that the song reminds you of.
Truth: Computer, phone, im gonna put stationery all in one category, controller, ps4
Dare: Nah
25: (truth) What is the last thing you lied about? (dare) Tag three people you want to know better and ask them each three questions about themselves.
Truth: I donāt wanna talk about that!
Dare: nah
26: (truth) Whatās the last movie you watched? (dare) Reblog the most recent of your own selfies posted on tumblr, and in the tags say two things you like about your appearance in it?
Truth: I watched like 40 minutes of The Godfather. before that I think I watched Inside Out
Dare: nah
27: (truth) What are three things you like about yourself unrelated to your appearance? (dare) Post a picture from your camera roll that youāve been meaning to post on tumblr.
Truth: I like that I actively try to be nice,,, I like my voice,,, I uh. like that ive kept myself alive?
Dare: see above in relation to Camera Roll im a lazy bastard
28: (truth) How do you take your coffee? (dare) Post the last picture you posted on a social media platform other than tumblr.
Truth: probably cold, definitely sweetened to death, but i never take coffee by itself honestly
Dare: nah
29: (truth) What are your worst habits? (dare) Put your Top 25 Most Played songs on shuffle and list the first five.
Truth: not a habit by itself but rather my inability to form positive habits and try to take control of my life and do the things i wanna do,, ya
30: (truth) What is the last thing you did that you have to keep secret from someone? Who do you have to keep it secret from? (dare) Tag five blogs with great URLs.
Truth: Iām keeping a Bunch of secrets bc dnd. mostly from @the-carmevore bc Sovereign Stars,, Control
Dare: @vampfucker666 @masayoshihazamaĀ @feycreatureĀ uuuuh ill leave that there
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getting to know me
i was tagged by the incredible and sweet @chim-jiminie-cricket to do this question game! tysm chim, ily!!
your last . . .
1. drink: a sāmores frappuccino from starbucks
2. phone call: i literally never talk on the phone but it was probably with my mom (tbh ......i was probably at the grocery store and called her in a panic bc i couldnāt find smth)
3. text message: i sent my sister a screenshot of that post thatās likeĀ āi wanna run away but like in a ghibli movie .....ā bc we spent all day yesterday watching ghibli films
4. song you listened to: polarize by twenty one pilots
5. time you cried: um this is embarrassingā¢ but it was a few days ago bc iād been having a Bad Week and the last straw was when i went to dairy queen and when they turned over my blizzard n handed it to me (why tf do they do that) it made a goddamn mess and got all over my shirt and seatbelt and i was so mad i started crying jhhgsdghhg
have you ever . . .
6. dated someone twice: Ā no but i did almost date the same guy like 4 times in high school (it was so needlessly complicated.... i sometimes wonder what would have happened if weād ever gotten it together and started dating)
7. kissed someone and regretted it: u m i have actually never kissed anyone tbh
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: uh yeah i think i might be depressed? but it also might just be my anxiety but idk who knows man
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no, i donāt drink and iām legit terrified of throwing up
list 3 favorite colors
12-14. mint green, oxblood, and hunter green
in the last year, have you . . .
15. made new friends: yes!! so many, esp on here
16. fallen out of love: nope
17. laughed until you cried: yes :ā)
18. found out someone was talking about you: hmm no i donāt think so?
19. met someone who changed you: lmao i literally hate this question.......,, i mean yeah i guess? i mean nothing dramatic but i think everyone you meet changes you a little
20. found out who your friends are: ohhhh yes
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no, ew
random questions
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them, the ones i donāt know are friends of friends or we went to the same high school (i never use fb though so it rly doesnāt matter to me)
23. do you have any pets: yeessss i have a pit bull and sheās the single love of my life
24. do you want to change your name: no i donāt think so, mags is just a nickname but my real name is p unique and even tho i wish people could spell/pronounce it on the first try, at least idk anyone else with my name
25. what did you do for your last birthday: one of my best friends has a bday like 5 days before mine, so we just combined our birthday celebrations and us and a couple more friends went to steak n shake and saw beauty and the beast together
26. what time did you wake up: 9:20 am
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching the gong show, lmao
28. name something you canāt wait for: iām going to a music festival in september and iām soooOOo excited!! also i canāt wait to go to the beach with my family
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: i am looking at her rn
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i wasnāt so afraid to do new things and i wish i didnāt have so much anxiety about things that literally everyone has to go through (i.e. change)
31. what are you listening to right now: my mom running around putting things into boxes (weāre moving soon)
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: u mean 707ā²s neighborhood friend tom? ... yes i actually have met someone named tom
33. something that is getting on your nerves: itās too hot in this room and i am dying
34. most visited website: tumblr or youtube
35-37. ok so iāve answered these same questions like probably 10 times over the years and these 3 qās have literally always been missing. whats the deal
38. hair color: rn itās brown with blonde highlights
39. long or short hair: itās getting longer
40. do you have a crush on someone: no
41. what do you like about yourself: hfgdhs idk ,,, i think iām a fun person and i wonāt judge people for likingĀ āweirdā things bc i have a lot of ... eclectic interests and i hate how it feels to be teased for that
42. piercings: i just have one in each ear.... i want a cartilage piercing but iām scared of pain and also it bugs me that you canāt remove it for like 6 months
43. blood type: thatās a good question, i should know that but i donāt
44. nickname: mags, except ppl in real life donāt actually call me that lmao
45. relationship status: single and tbh iām comfortable with it, i tried dating recently and tbh it is so fucking exhausting
46. zodiac: i am literally a textbook aries
47. pronouns: she/her
48. favorite tv show: the office, bbc sherlock, gravity falls, or anything on the food network/hgtv
49. tattoos: none, iām scared of pain and commitment
50. right or left handed: right
51. surgery: never had one, thank god
52. piercing: um,,,.,, repeat question
53. favorite sport: tbh i hate sports but i am completely obsessed with the olympics, particularly swimming, diving, figure skating, and womenās gymnastics (seriously.... idk if any of you followed my main during the olympics last year but it was p much all i blogged about)
55. favorite vacation: disney world (i go every year and i went this january but iām missing it so bad rn)
56. favorite pair of trainers: i have a pair of light gray and light blue nikes that i looooove but iāve had them for like 3 years and theyāre getting worn out
57. eating: nothing, but i did have an eggo waffle this morning
58. drinking: ice water
59. iām about to: finish packing up my bedroom :(
61. waiting for: my mom to take a shower so we can go grab lunch (thereās literally no food in our house since weāre abt to move)
62. want: the ac to kick on so i can stop dying (itās already so hot today)
63. get married: hhdgsd idk, ,,, probably (i always say how much i hate romantic shit but tbh i canāt wait to find someone who makes me rethink all the cynical stuff iāve ever said about love)
64. career: donāt even ask iām gonna have an anxiety attack (iām in college and havenāt declared a major yet can u tell)
which is better
65. hugs or kisses: hugs, kissing grosses me out a bit tbh
66. lips or eyes: both (but if i had to pick iād say eyes i think)
67. shorter or taller: donāt rly care but i guess iād pick taller
68. older or younger: older
70. nice arms or nice stomach: both (or either)
71. sensitive or loud: these arenāt mutually exclusive but iād say sensitive
72. hook up or relationship: relationship
73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
have you ever . . .
74. kissed a stranger: no
75. drank hard liquor: no
76. lost glasses/contact lenses: no, my glasses are 100% always on my face
77. turned someone down: yes
78. sex on the first date: mm no
79. broken someoneās heart: yes :/
80. had your heart broken: yes ://
81. been arrested: lmao NO
82. cried when someone died: yes
83. fallen for a friend: yes lmao
do you believe in . . .
84. yourself: i try to !!!!!!
85. miracles: yes
86. love at first sight: no dude... thatās honestly such a dumb notion in my eyes
87. santa claus: um tbh i wish?? like every time i watch rise of the guardians iām likeĀ āthat is 1000% what santa would look likeā and then i wish he was real
88. kiss on the first date: i wouldnāt want to, just bc iāve never kissed anyone and i want to get to really know someone first bc iām so nervous when it comes to things like that
89. angels: no, like i believe that loved ones whoāve passed on can watch over you but i think thatās different from angels
other
90. best friendās name: Ā eva and kendall
91. eye color: hazel
92. favorite movie: i have millions....,,,,, the secret world of arrietty, monsters university, tangled, big hero 6, how to train your dragon, power rangers, ghostbusters (2016), the incredibles, teenage mutant ninja turtles 2, ratatouille, jersey boys, zootopia .... iām forgetting a million but yeah. i love animated films, esp. disney/pixar
tagging
iām literally not tagging 20 people but if i didnāt tag u and you wanna do this, pls pls go ahead and tag me in it!! also iām soooo sry if i tag you and youāve already done it/been tagged. anyway i tag: @bbysucculents, @yxonkook, @yoobin-nie, @missmarymoo, @escapaertist, and literally anyone else who wants to do this!! tag me in your answers <3
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