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Hello! I love your blog and writing so much! May I please request modern au dating hcs for Mikasa?
tysm for requesting ilysm đđĽ
i also went a bit overboard i hope thats okay !!
modern mikasa ackerman dating headcanons
lowercase intended !
college!mikasa ackerman x gn!reader
- eren finds out abt her crush on you. idc idc
- mf may be dense sometimes but he isnt stupid, he KNOWS what mikasa acts like when shes in the presence of her crush,, he would know bc he was one ;)
- anyways, maybe your like, going up to ask mikasa for her notes from last class, or just chatting with them to be friendly
- either way mikasa goes from đł to đ real quick
- shes very quiet which youre used to so you dont really think too long abt her lack of communication. its literally just you and eren talking at this point
- after you leave to,,, idk sit under a tree ?? erens immediately turning to mikasa being like "okay tell me everything"
- she denies the crush on u đđ
- but then eren tells armin.
- and eren has a big mouth so who knows who else he told ??
- so finally, after beating up eren for spilling the beans she tells her two closest friends EVERYTHING
- like from how nice your hair smells to how pretty she finds your eyes. how she loves your sense of style. she just likes everything about you
- erens like "i mean yeah theyre rlly cute but like,,, what do you like about them that isnt physical đ"
- mikasa starts blushing HARD. and slowly goes to her bedroom in their shared apartment, before slinking back out holding a crinkly folded piece of paper.
- its something you wrote and it says "thanks for studying with me mikasa !! let me treat you to boba as a thanks. youre so sweet, ill see you next class babie"
- erens looking at the note like đ mf is this it ??
- armins flipping it back and forth and reading it over and over again
- mikasa just says "theyre kind to everyone. and theyre funny. i just like them a lot."
- erens like đ k but armins all for it
- then they start coming up with a plan to get you to like mikasa back (even though mikasa doesnt want that)
- erens an asshole and says "mikasa i love you and you will always be my number one, HOWEVER. they might just see you as a friend, OR WORSE. an aquaintance. we gotta make u so cool that youre irresistable"
- now mikasa is a bit worried
- HOWEVER. what none of those idiots know is that YOU have had a fat crush on mikasa since you asked her for a pencil at the beginning of the semester đ she stared at u like đâď¸ and u were like "omg thanks đ" w a little blush on ur cheeks bc mikasa's hot
- i mean,, if you didnt like mikasa WHY would you have invited her out for boba ?? one, who doesnt like boba ?? and two,, doesnt that count as a date ? u didnt know but u just wanted to like â¨subtly⨠shoot your shot
- but that was almost a month ago and she hasnt said yes. so you assume she didnt wanna go
- a few days go by after mikasa tells her friends all about her crush. and like,,, they do nothing ?? what happened to the big plan of making mikasa seem like the coolest person around ?
- it turns out eren doesnt know enough about you to know what you like. and ur dumbass friends aint help either.
- so one day he finds you and mikasa coming out of your shared class, your talking about something and mikasa is just nodding with a blush on her cheeks.
- he runs up to both of you before saying "hey just to let you know mikasa has a big crush on you. and she'd love to go get boba with you đđ"
- mikasa gets so red in the face and starts smacking him with her binder. you couldnt stop it even if you tried
- after literally YELLING at them for their attention you just turn to mikasa like "please get boba with me đĽş" and she cant resist
- and then the rest is history đâ¨
- after the boba date you learned so much about her and vice versa. you guys were like,, closer than ever. always going to her apartment or her coming to your dorm
- you guys would have sleepovers very frequently. nothing ever happens but you two like being so close with each other
- and you guys do a lot together when you arent busy with school or work or friends
- mikasa takes you to cool museums and art galleries
- you take her to cool shops downtown and parks
- its so fun
- but you cant help but wonder if youre dating or not ?? like do you have the right to call mikasa your gf ?? you guys havent kissed on the lips but she always kisses your head when you cuddle, and you always take each other out on dates
- on the day you finally bring it up during one of your sleepovers. shes on her back and youre almost on top of her with your arms around her shoulders and your face smushed into her chest
- u just kinda mumble "are you my girlfriend ?"
- and its SILENT.
- u start freaking out bc "omg she doesnt like me đđ im gonna cry"
- until she just quietly says. "yes."
- OFNWIDNKWSMWKKWKALSMQLSME
- ur gonna marry this girl đ
- her love language ?? definitely acts of service. idc idc.
- when u sleep over shes making you tea without u asking. (u said u liked lavender tea ONCE and this bith got a whole container đđ)
- when you have movie nights with her, eren, and armin she always chooses a movie you like ("no we arent watching the florida project again armin cried last time" "yeah but y/n loves it so" "this feels like oppression mikasa" "okay and ?")
- is also very protective. she hears mfs in the halls talking shit about you ?? shes shutting them up with her glare
- also u know how isayama made her goth in his like, highschool thingy ?? yeah đ
- #gothmikasasupremacy
- she makes her eyeliner and shadow messy on purpose.
- you love just laying her down on her bed and straddling her, just leaning over and doing her makeup for her (jules and anna tease đâ¨)
- sometimes you guys go to thrift stores and pick out outfits for each other
- one time you found this GORGEOUS floral sundress and she physically shivered from the thought of wearing
- tried it on and looked SO BEAUTIFUL, but it wasnt her style đ
- also doesnt tell her parents about you ?? not bc shes embarassed or anything but just because she knows her dad is gonna be like "who are they ? what are they like ? where do they live ? whats their major ? where are they from ? whats their zodiac sign ?"
- he doesnt do it to play the "overprotective dad" role but because hes genuinely curious and excited
- she brings you home for the first time and youre so surprised because this tall blond man is her FATHER ?? she looks so much like her mom though its not even funny
- for dinner her mom and dad made traditional japanese food đđ it was so good omfg
- also this has nothing to do with dating headcanons but mikasa used to live off of lunchables as a kid. was literally addicted to the rubber like ham đ
- her mom is so sweet, and she shows you all of the stuff she's embroidered all these years
- her dad is so extroverted, he loves telling dad jokes. you find them HILARIOUS but mikasa sits there like đđ
- he DEMANDS you guys play scrabble. he says it help him figure out who you are as a person. now youre scared đđ
- anyways
- you love giving her little kisses on her lips because one, you get some of her moisturizing lip gloss on your lips and two, she blushes SO HARD
- one time you two were on a date and you ran into her ex. whos literally so scary
- her name is annie and shes blonde and muscular and rlly hot but has that same blank stare as mikasa
- you feel kinda weird bc how did she go from being with ANNIE to you ??
- you ask her abt it and shes like "oh yeah we dated in our last year of high school. im much happier with you" and now youre feeling all giggly and happy bc mikasa doesnt lie đđ
- u roll around on her bed with your cheeks squished together to hide your blush bc you feel so good that she said that
- she just rolls her eyes before getting on top of you and taking your hands away from your face
- she gives u kisses all over before putting the final one on your lips. its such a soft and sweet moment with just the two of you, you cant help but confirm what youve already thought:
youre gonna marry her one day.
a/n
i REAAALLLLYYYY enjoyed making this oml. i hope u all enjoyed this !! remember: requests r open for anything aot OR u can give me ideas for other fandoms to write for
kk goodbye friends đ¤Šđ¤Šđ¤Š
#attack on titan headcanons#attack on titan#attack on titan x reader#mikasa ackerman#mikasa ackerman x reader#eren jaeger#eren yeager#armin arlert#levi ackerman x reader#levi ackerman#shingeki no kyojin#shingeki no kyoujin imagine
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Coincidences Part II (Bucky x Reader)
You guys have waited way too long for this and for that Iâm sorry. But here it is, so I wonât start it with my usual long-winded preamble.Â
Happy Reading!
Pairing: Bucky x Reader (Modern AU thingy)
Words: 5046 (yikes, thatâs the longest fic Iâve ever written)
Warnings: The usual tiny bit of swearing
Excerpt:Â For a moment, you wonder how this became your life. Yesterday, you were just another girl worrying about everything except her lack of a love life. Now thatâs all you can think about because youâre flirting with a complete stranger. How insanely insane is that? For all you know, he could be a forty-something year old dude with three ex-wives and a beer-belly that could carry triplets. Somehow, though, you donât think thatâs likely.
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Your name: submit What is this?
New Message from Mr. Catarcs
3:42 a.m u up?
You blink your eyes blearily and shift in bed. The sheet is wrapped around your legs like sweaty vines, constricting your movement. You growl angrily and throw them off, sitting up and relishing in the cool air of your apartment. Despite the frigid cold outside, you somehow still manage to wake up sweating. Maybe youâre a mutant.Â
Glancing over at your phone, it dings again to impatiently let you know that you still havenât opened the text that woke you up. Usually your phone is switched to silent because of your job at the diner. There are always so many phones going off that itâs almost impossible to tell which is which. Itâs just easier having your phone on silent because then youâre never worried about whether your phone is ringing or if itâs someone elseâs. It saves you a lot of unnecessary anxiety.Â
But ever since last nightâs conversation with James, you decided that you wanted to hear your phone ring with a text. Itâs the first time in your life that you donât want to miss a text.Â
You pick up the offending piece technology and swipe it open. Sure enough, the text is from James and you grin despite the fact that this message is the same one that woke you atâyou squint at your alarm clockâ3:49 a.m.Â
Deciding you are both thirsty and in need of some time in the open air of your apartment and not under the suffocating sheets, you get up and stretch. The floors are cold as you pad to the kitchen and fill a glass with water, shooting a text back to James.Â
3:51 a.m I am now
You wait for an answer while downing your glass of water and putting the empty glass in the sink again. Maybe he fell back asleep when you didnât answer right away.Â
For a moment, you wonder how this became your life. Yesterday, you were just another girl worrying about everything except her lack of a love life. Now thatâs all you can think about because youâre flirting with a complete stranger. How insanely insane is that? For all you know, he could be a forty-something year old dude with three ex-wives and a beer-belly that could carry triplets. Somehow, though, you donât think thatâs likely.Â
You have no proof of this, and absolutely no reason to believe he isnât a creep except for a gut feeling. You resolve to ask his age whenever he decides to answer you.Â
You think about that. He could lie to you and tell you that heâs 20 when heâs really a lot older than that. The only way youâd truly know is if you meet him in person.Â
Suddenly youâre a little dizzy. This is just way too much to worry about at four a.m. You decide to just talk to him. You genuinely like his personality, and you donât have to worry about all that other stuff until you actually meet him. If you actually meet him. Thatâs a big, neon-colored, flashing sign in the middle of absolute nowhere if. Â
Your phone dings and you look over from where youâre clutching the counter. You donât notice how hard you were gripping the counter until you pull your palms away and it stings, lines etching themselves across your palm.Â
4:03 a.m srry didnt mean to wake u
Before you can even formulate a response, heâs texting you again. A double text. Gasp.
4:04 a.m just couldnt sleep. i was wondring if u wanted to talk
You tilt your head at your screen. Heâs up in the middle of the night, and the first thing he does is text you? Why? Does he not have other people he can talk to? A stupid part of you, the same part that wants to meet him in person, thinks that maybe itâs because he wants to talk to you.Â
Maybe he does. Probably not. Itâs too much to hope for. All his other friends are probably asleep. Regardless, not answering is not an option. Well, it is, but itâs not one youâre likely to explore, not when your chest has those freaky bubbles in it and your stomach is doing that stupid flippy-thingy. Nope. This, you decide, feels like High School when a cute boy texted you first and the instinct to giggle shot up to level 12.Â
4:06 a.m alright. what about?
Capitals, Y/N. What the hell happened to capitals?
You take your phone and pad back into your room, perching yourself up against the headboard with your knees drawn up to your chest and your phone in your hands as you wait for a response. Worrying your bottom lip, your mind drifts to work. Youâll have to get up in about three hours to be at work on time. Man, youâre going to be tired.Â
Itâs then that your phone dings. You decide then that talking to him makes it worth the fatigue.Â
4:11 a.m twenty questions?
4:11 a.m Fine, but since you woke me up you have to go first.
The three dots that mean heâs typing pop up three different times before the response finally comes through.Â
4:15 a.m whatd u go to school 4?
You laugh.Â
4:15 a.m getting down to the nitty gritty personal stuff I see
You think for a moment. Telling him what you do isnât divulging too much about yourself, so you decide itâs okay.
4:16 a.m lol yup thats me. i want the deep personal stuff. might just ask what ur fav color is nxt
4:16 a.m 1. editing; 2. sorry, thatâs sacred info
4:17 a.m 1 ah i understand y ur a grammar nazi nowâŚ2 obviously
Thinking for a moment, you decide that favorites are just too cliche. Any conversation anyone has with some new friend ends in questions that start with âWhatâs your favoriteâŚâ You really want to know how old he is, but you figure you need an ice breaker before you get to the actual nitty gritty.Â
First, though, you must take the bait to piss him off:
4:19 a.m What would you have done if I hadnât gone to college?
With a yawn, you lie back down and curl on your side, sitting your phone on the nightstand in front of you with your eyes glued to it. Once you realize that staring at it isnât going to make him type faster, you turn over.Â
Youâre totally not too eager. Thereâs noâ
Ding!
You flip over so fast that you rip the sheet from the other side of the bed and end up with half of it between your stomach and the bed. It pulls from the bottom corner of the bed and is slightly uncomfortable, but you donât care.Â
4:22 a.m high school?
4:23 a.m I didnât go to high school FOR anythingÂ
Youâre not sure if the use of caps-lock is weird, but you send it off anyways, deciding that emphasis on that one word is crucial to your meaning. He replies within seconds.Â
4:23 a.m i mean dunno bout u but i went to learn
You laugh, probably louder than is necessary.Â
4:24 a.m Touche. Whatâd you go to school for?
4:26 a.m repeating questions isnt alowed
Frowning, you wonder if he actually didnât go to college. Should you push it? Maybe you should just change the question. Thereâs a part of you, the curious part that wanted to be a reporter when you were young, that really wants to know.Â
There isnât too much time for you to think all of that before heâs texting you again. Usually, youâre the one to mercilessly double-text. James, it would seem, has you beat in this department. Also, you didnât want to double-text a complete stranger.Â
Before you even look at the text, it hits you again: this is a complete stranger. The thought of not answering enters your mind again, but you push it down. No harm in just talking if neither of you meet, right? Right?
Right.Â
4:27 a.m i joined the military right out of HS
Itâs a real Oh moment, and you find yourself staring at your screen as if itâs a real person. The military? What are you supposed to say to that? Whatâs the protocol for a text that youâre not sure how to answer? Should you just leave it alone? No; if you leave it alone then heâll think he freaked you out. He hasnât. Your brain is just short-circuiting on an answer.Â
Should you think him for his service? No. Not yet. You donât want to call too much attention to it in case he doesnât want to talk about it or heâs had bad experiences, but youâre still not sure how to respond. Have you taken too long already?Â
You summon up some courage and type out a message.Â
4:31 a.m Oh wow. Well, what would you have studied if you had gone?
You cringe, totally not meaning for that to sound like you were completely skipping over the issue altogether. James doesnât seem to mind though, if his response is any indication.Â
4:32 a.m hmm history i think. ive always liked ww2 4 some reason
4:33 a.m well youâve got AP european history girl right here. 1 of only 11 in the whole senior class to take it.Â
4:34 a.m well, smartypants i get 2 qâs bc u asked 2Â
You feel that you handled that effectively, and you were already beginning to formulate a plan in your head while he thought about his questions.Â
See, you know next to nothing about the military or what itâs all about except that it is for valiant people who want to serve their country. You can respect that, but you wantânay, needâto learn more. Convincing yourself that itâs purely for research purposes and not for anything else.
Regardless, you need to know more. Itâs probably better to get it from someone who has been through it rather than from some cold, impersonal online source. And besides, you just so happen to know someone who was in the military. Someone who, in fact, lost a limb in the line of duty: Bucky Barnes.Â
As far as you know, Bucky lost his left arm in the military. Youâd asked him before how he lost it and he hadnât answered you, opting instead to change the subject to Steve and his new (at the time) art studio. It had been suspicious, but you understand that it must not be easy to speak about something like that.Â
Youâll have to go talk to Steve tomorrow morning to get Buckyâs number, but you think that maybe youâll treat him to lunch in exchange for him giving you some details about the whole military thing. At the company, you get an hour off for lunch, which is just enough time to go out, interrogate a friend (respectfully, of course), and head back before the hour is up.Â
The plan was formed and you had your head already set on it. By the time Jamesâ reply comes in, youâve tuckered yourself out thinking that whole plan out. It is really lateâer, earlyâafter all.Â
4:41 a.m 1 how was ur day 2 how r u likely to spend a friday night
4:43 a.m I feel like Iâm taking a Buzzfeed quiz
You yawn again and type out your answers.
4:44 a.m my dayâs just begun. itâs four a.m. And probably reading or something
You put your phone down, thinking that youâll just leave it there and wait for his reply, but you end up turning over and falling asleep.Â
In the morning, you turn your phone on silent again while you get ready for work, playing some music while you apply some light make-up.Â
It turned out that James hadnât answered you anyway, so you would have been up waiting for a text that wasnât going to come. Good thing you passed out.Â
Glancing at the clock, you notice that itâs 7:02 a.m and that Steve should be up. You donât have to be at work until 8 and itâs not a long bus ride to get to work so you figure you can spare half an hour to haggle your best friend into giving up Buckyâs phone number. You wonder why you havenât thought to get it sooner, figuring that you just never needed it.Â
You and Bucky only ever hung out with Steve or the rest of the gang. He was a friend of yours, but the two of you had never been too close in the two years of knowing each other. That said, you had heard a lot about each other even before meeting from Steve, and Bucky had expressed in the past how annoying he found it when Steve was constantly mentioning you in casual conversation.Â
It was the same with Bucky for you. Steve had been talking about his best friend Bucky ever since you had met him. It was in that way that you and Bucky had gotten to know each other sort of inadvertently.Â
Heading out the door and across the hall, you knock on Steveâs door lightly a few times. Heâs a light sleeper anyways, and you donât want to wake the whole hall with loud knocking. You only opt for knocking this time in case heâs not decent or something. Otherwise, you would have used your key.
Sure enough, Steve answers the door within a few minutes, clad in flannel pajama pants, a white V-neck, and holding a steaming cup of coffee. It smells amazing, and you realize then that in your rush youâd forgotten to make yourself some.Â
âGot another one of those and half an hour?â
Steve raises an eyebrow but steps aside to let you in. Heâs a morning person, so you were sure on your way over here that you wouldnât receive any resistance.Â
âWhat do you need?â he asks you, pouring you a cup of coffee not unlike how heâd done it the night before. He pours in a generous amount of milk and some sugar before stirring it and handing it to you, just the way you like it.Â
Blow, sipââMm,â you hum. âI need Buckyâs phone number.â You say it as nonchalantly as you can manage so as not to raise any flags to Steve, but by his surprised expression you can tell that youâve raised them all.Â
âBucky? Why?â
You shrug like itâs no big deal. âHe has some info that I need.â It sounds so covert and cheesy that you almost giggle, but you manage to keep your composure while sipping your coffee again.Â
Steve tilts his head to the side almost imperceptibly, leaning his back against the counter across from you as you sit at a stool by his island. Said island juts out from a wall to half-enclose the kitchen area like a wrap-around âJâ with the island as the tail.Â
After a few moments of silence, it becomes clear that Steve is waiting for you to elaborate, and when you donât indulge, he sighs, setting his cup down and crossing his arms.Â
âOkay, but donât call him now,â Steve says, already ruffling in a drawer for a pen and paper. âHeâhe has trouble sleeping, and he needs as much of it as he can get before he has to work. And heâs taking Friday off so he has to log in more hours to make up the difference.â Steve hands you a piece of paper with numbers scribbled on it.Â
âGot it,â you said, taking the paper and sticking it in your bag. âThanks, Steve.â
âYeah,â he smiles at you. âNo problem.â
You stand and head to the door, plan in motion and feeling good about it. Then you remember something and turn as youâre walking toward the door.Â
âSteve?â
He lifts his head from where heâs still standing in the kitchen sipping his coffee. You realize youâve left yours there, but decide that itâs okay. Youâll survive. Somehow.Â
âYeah?â
âMom is bringing over pasta around two, but I wonât be home,â you can already see his eyes lighting up. âI told her to make extra and that you should be back by then. Can youââ
ââkeep it here until you get home?â He knows you so well, itâs scary. âYeah, but donât expect me not to try some of it first.â
You fix him with a warning finger. âIâll be over at seven and I will expect there to be enough for dinner and lunch tomorrow.â
He holds his hands up. âHey, we all know my metabolism requires a lot of calories per day, and two is just in time for a late lunch.â
âSteve,â you warn.Â
âAlright,â he laughs. âIâll leave some of your motherâs pasta for you for dinner.â
âThatâs all I ask.âÂ
You walk back over, kiss his cheek, take one more sip of your coffee, and then leave.Â
You tap your foot on the ground impatiently as you wait at your desk for the clock to turn from 11:29 to 11:30 so you can head for a bathroom break to call Bucky and find out if heâs busy for lunch.Â
James hadnât texted you all day, but you figure thatâs okay. He doesnât always have to text you. He has a life. You push him mostly out of your head, or you try to. You fail miserably.Â
Heâs the reason youâre meeting with Bucky anyways. As much as you donât want to admit it, thatâs the truth. Of course, you canât tell Bucky that. Youâll just sound stupid. And then Bucky will tell Steve and Steve will have some sort of âtalking to strangers is badâ intervention with you. You definitely donât want to endure that.Â
11:30 hits and itâs officially been half an hour since your actual bathroom break. You donât want to call attention to yourself in the office that you share with a whole bunch of other people in too-tightly-packed cubicles. You grab the slip of paper Steve had given you and head to the elevator.Â
By the time you make it to the downstairs bathroom, you realize that you forgot your phone upstairs on your desk. Great. Now what are you going to do? If you go back up to get it, youâll look suspicious. Of course, you shouldnât really care what your coworkers think of you, but you do. Everybody says they donât care about peer acceptance but most actually do.Â
Itâs human nature.
You sigh angrily and look around. The lobby is all marble floors and a little shop where they sell overpriced snacks and drinks. Thereâs a desk to the left of the elevator bank with one woman sitting in a black wheelie chair making and taking phone calls.
Can you just ask her to borrow one of her phones? Thereâs an empty seat next to her. Maybe you can explain your situation and just ask this woman if you can borrow the phone.Â
The only thing is that you donât know this woman. Your supers rented the office space with the endless rows of cubicles  from the people who owned the building. This woman obviously works for the building management, and not for anyone you know.Â
You decide itâs better that she doesnât know you. Itâs less personal. You can call Bucky, discuss details, and be done with it.Â
You sidle over and lean on the high desk. Its polished marble top is so high that you have to lean over it a little to see the woman. Sheâs plump, with dark hair, blue eyes, and a squished face. She looks the opposite of friendly. Sheâs wearing a black headset that you realize is some sort of Bluetooth.Â
You wait until she is done speaking to talk to her.Â
âUm, hello?â
She doesnât look at you for a moment, reaching up instinctively as if she thinks youâre in her headset before she realizes sheâs speaking to a real person. She eyes you.Â
âWhat?â
You were right to guess she wasnât very friendly.Â
âI was wondering if I could borrow your phone,â you say kindly. âI have to call someone and I accidentally left my phone upstairs.â
She looks bored and eyes you for another second before looking back at her computer screen. âJust go up and get it.â
âItâs urgent,â you lie. Man, this is going to be awkward after you make the call right in front of her and she finds out its personal.
She eyes you again. âYou have five minutes.â
You smile at her. âIâll only need three.â
You wait as she plops one of the black phones on top of the counter, and itâs so high that you have to go up on your tiptoes to see the number pad.Â
âType extension 382 first, then the number.â
With that, she gets back to her work and you pull the phone from the receiver. You flatten the paper on the desk and do as she instructed.Â
You wonder if heâll even pick up. This will be an unknown number to him, and you know that if it were you, you wouldnât answer.Â
It rings three times before a familiar, gruff voice answers.
âHello?â
âBucky? Itâs Y/N.â
He sounds surprised. âY/N?â Thereâs a pause, a honking noise, and then he sounds as if heâs realized something. âSteve gave you my number.â
âYeah,â you say. âI had to call you from a work phone, though.â
You catch the woman looking up at you briefly and can tell sheâs annoyed that this is a personal call. Youâre sure this call needs to be as short as you can possibly make it or else youâre afraid sheâll just cut it herself.Â
âOh.â
âListen, are you busy for lunch in, like, half an hour?â
Bucky thinks for a moment on the other line and the lady looks at you again, her gaze becoming more venomous. Youâre pretty sure that once she looks at you a third time sheâs going to end your call for you.Â
Just as youâre about to scold him for an answer, Bucky speaks up.Â
âYeah, Iâmââ
You feel bad, but you have to cut him off.Â
âOkay, great. Meet me at the Deli down the street from Steveâs studio at 12 sharp. My treat.â
Bucky chuckled on the other end. âYour treat? What do you need from me?â
You smile despite the situation. âJust your brain.â
âSure you donât want Banner or Stark for that one?â
âIâm sure,â the woman was giving you her last angry glare. You had to go. âSee you then, Buck.â
âLooking forward to having my brain probed. Bye, Y/N.â
You hang up, thank the lady, and make your way back upstairs as fast as you can. 12:00 canât come quick enough.Â
Bucky wonders what you want to talk to him about as he drives a company truck to the deli and parallel parks a couple blocks down. The flatbed of the truck is filled with mismatched pieces of junk, from broken computers to the plastic from the top of a printer. Itâs all stuff that can be broken down and reprocessed at a plant.Â
The city is taking down an old building and putting a new office building up in its place. Itâs Buckyâs job as the assistant to take all the not-so-useless junk and dispose of it somewhere where it can be reused.Â
He doesnât have to be at the plant until two, and he finished loading everything up early, so he has about two hours or so to spare.Â
Walking into the Deli, heâs hit with a wave of merciful heat and he immediately pulls his coat off. The deli is small with few patrons a small line for take-out. One woman is sipping an iced coffee through a straw while she types madly on a computer. Two men are sitting at a table wearing yellow vests and eating huge subs. Bucky wonders if he would have ended up as one of them, working for the DPW if he hadnât begun working with the demolition company.Â
It takes him barely a moment of looking around to find Y/N sitting in a corner flanked by two windows with an empty seat across from her. Thereâs a wrapped sandwich and a water sitting on the table in front of the other seat.Â
Sheâs smoothing out the wrapper of her own sandwich as if the creases in the paper wrapping are offending and should not be allowed to exist.Â
âHey,â he says, walking over and taking a seat in front of her.Â
She looks up at him and smiles. âHey,â she shoots back, and then nods to the sandwich. âGot you a BLT.â
Buckyâs suspicions are steadily growing. He pulls the paper from around the sandwich and lays it on the table as Y/N had done, though he couldnât care less about the creases. He looks between the sandwich and the girl, eyeing both with the suspicion of someone who thinks heâs being played.Â
âWhatâs this about?â he asks.Â
She swallows and puts her sandwich down, looking like sheâs about to ask him a ground-breaking, life-changing question. Her eyes quickly flick over to his arm and heâs suddenly very sure he knows what this is about.Â
But thatâs strange. Yesterdayâor really early this morningâhe was talking to Y/M/N about him having been in the military. Now Y/N is eyeing his arm like she really wants to ask what happened but she doesnât want to sound impolite.Â
Then thereâs the fact that theyâre both editors. Thatâs weird. And how Y/N reminds him of Y/M/N.Â
Heâs an apopheniac, he has to be. Heâs seeing coincidences where there really arenât any. Itâs his brain playing tricks on him. In truth, maybe he just wants this strange girl to be Y/N. Though, probably not. Then again, maybe this whole time he thought he was jealous of Y/N for being so close to Steve, he was really jealous of Steve for being so close to Y/N.Â
That thought derails him so fast that he doesnât hear it when Y/N actually asks her question.Â
She lets out a breath as if itâs a load-off to finally ask him, and heâs struck with the realization that if he says he didnât hear her, she probably wonât take it well. He waits for her to say something else, but when she doesnât he takes a leap of faith based on her glance at his arm.Â
âYou want to know how I lost my arm,â he says, rather than asks. If her expression of shock and discomfort is any indication, heâs screwed up.Â
Big time.
Shit.
âI mean,â she straightens in her chair. âI guessâitâs sorta part of it? Yeah.â
She sounds so lost and he feels so bad.Â
He still has no idea what her original question was though. âPart of it.â His thoughts drift back to his earlier conversation with the girl heâs been talking to over text. The military. Could that be what Y/N wants to know about?
No, itâs just too weird. Thereâs no way. But he has to know.Â
âThe military? You want to know about the military?â
She nods, looking slightly guilty. âYeah,â he tries not to let his breath of relief show, âIâuh, fact-checking. Iâm fact-checking an article.â
Bucky nods slowly, sandwich forgotten. Sheâs a terribly liar. âYouâre a terrible liar.â
Sitting back as if sheâs been punched in the gut, she blinks once, twice, three timesââIâm not lying.â
âYour body language gives you away.â
âIs that something you learned in the military?â
Bucky chuckles. âThatâs something I learned from a whole lot of spy movies. Seriously, why do you want to know?â
She takes a bite of her sandwich and speaks around it. Altogether, not the most sexy, but thatâs okay.Â
âResearch,â she says slowly.
Bucky creases his eyebrows. âFor?â
âFor a project?â
âIf youâre going to lie, at least lie with conviction,â Bucky says. âOne of these days, Iâm going to teach you how to lie the right way.â
Laughing, she pulls her chair in a little more and sits forward. The picture of seriousness, she says, âAlright, if I tell you, you need to promise me you wonât tell Steve.â She sounds reluctant to tell him at all. This must not have been her plan.Â
Bucky draws a cross over his heart with his index finger. âCross my heart or hope to die.â
She shakes her head. âGotta be stronger than that. You have to pinkie promise.â
He gasps dramatically. âNot a pinkie promise. This must really be serious.â
Reaching over, she swats his arm. âBuck, Iâm serious.â
âOkay, okay,â he surrenders, holding up his pinkie. She links hers with his and heâs momentarily struck by how soft her skin is. Then itâs over. âTell me.â
She steels herself, he can see it. Jeez, it must really be something serious or she wouldnât be swearing him to secrecy using childish, yet efficient tactics. It strikes him that she tells Steve everything, same as him, so for her to say she doesnât want him to know must mean itâs not necessarily something good.
He lets himself think for a moment that she might be about to confess that sheâs the mystery girl heâs been texting. Itâs much more likely, though, that sheâs about to tell him sheâs got feelings for Steve or something.Â
Steeling himself as well, he waits as she takes a deep breath.Â
âI may or may not���â
âYou may,â he corrects. She glares at him.Â
ââhave answered a text from a guy who was trying to text someone elseââÂ
This is where Bucky stops listening and his internal monologue becomes one word:Â
Fuck.
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do uh, nonfatal explosion, or sprigs
OH MANâŚ. OKAYâŚ. for reference:
nonfatal explosion = Yuta Asahina from Danganronpa: Another Episode / Ultra Despair Girls, au where i survived the bracelet but down an arm and probably other injuries but the arm is the most notable bECAUSE ITS AN ENTIRE ARM
sprigs = Patrick Sprigs aka Gemini Spark White from Megaman Starforce, mostly canon-compliant but a lot of my memories are from years after the gameâ i left the echo ridge area to get therapy after the sheer fuckery that was SF1 and me attempting to destroy the world and returned around the time of SF3. i ALSO REALLY HATE ARTHUR âACEâ EOS OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS I JUST REALLY DONT LIKE HIM :V
1. what was your kin/idâs favourite food?
yuta: anything sweet? or like Anything honestly just. someone stop this gremlin boy
sprigs: i have a specific memory involving neapolitan ice cream sandwich bars that was actually very positive so, that i guess :V
2. name something your kin/id studied!
yuta: i actually dont remember a lot of being pre-despair and i yelled DUMPSTER BOY DOES NOTHING internally so. RIP,
sprigs: psychology! as a hobby, kind of. lots of figuring out what was going on in their mess of a life.
3. a favourite canon area?
yuta: i visited hopeâs peak once and it was awesome, everyone was Super Cool and sonia nevermind gave me a spheal named Balbatross
sprigs: i mean obv theres the dream island park, but i also liked wandering around ⌠OH WOW DID I REALLY FORGET THE NAME? [googles] AMAKEN!!! i liked visiting AMAKEN with geo cause he was a Space Nerd and i was also a lowkey space nerd (not as much as i am now lmfao)
4. element associated with your kin/id?
yuta: water? KIND OF IRONIC BUT (my near-death experience / canon death involves trying to swim out of the city of Fuck and exploding bc of the bracelet)
sprigs: lightning! electricity in general tbh. pzap.
5. who have you met from your canon?
yuta: i knew a Whole Lot Of People but they were. really toxic. fml. BUT I KNOW KORA! AND RU!! IN YOUR SYSTEM!!! KORA SCARED ME ONE TIME IN A 7/11
sprigs: IVE ONLY MET ONE OTHER SFKIN i havent talked to them in ages despite being in a discord server with them? theyre like the sweetest geo ever (and i hope i didnt creep them out by my constant whining when i had a sideblog for this ID lmao)
6. things in every day life that remind you of your canon?
yuta: hmmmm not a lot? like specific songs do i guess :0 and sometimes im like I WANT 2 JOG but i dont have the stamina but if im in a strong yuta shift ill be vibrating 24/7 bc i was so physically active in that life
sprigs: ngl sometimes system stuff does? cause. i was a system. a very shitty system but. :V sometimes bickering w/ mae or ink reminds me of talking to rey and i go âawâ for a bit.
7. favourite scents from your canon?
what i tried to say: i dont associate via scent very well
what i almost said: I DONT HAVE A NOSE
8. what weather did your kin/id like the most?
yuta: SUN,,,, lies facedown on the ground and just. photosynthesizes. (towa city was always clouded over and Sinister, i hated it, legit all my memories of towa are just âdark and sadâ)
sprigs: mild rainshowers were nice :>
9. what talents/ skills did you have as your kin/id?
yuta: I WANT YUTA TO RUN!!! i think i decided that if i went to hopeâs peak i wouldâve been SHSL Track Star or something like that. i could also swim which is something i cant do at front :V (edit from after question 12: ALSO CAN WE APPRECIATE THE SELF-GIVEN TITLE OF âSHSL NONFATAL EXPLOSIONâ)
sprigs: i think i did some sort of fabric crafts thing? not like, knitting, uhhh. SEWING thats the word. i also gardened. shoves my entire arms into the dirt. this is my home
10. do you like how the fandom portrays your kin/id?
yuta: does the fandom even acknowledge me? i think fandom thinks im a Dumb Idiot and honestly, true though,
sprigs: GOD DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED, NO,
11. what would you have done differently in your canon?
yuta: i mean, not exploding wouldâve been nice? asides from that, i wish iâd stayed with komaru more. she had no idea i was alive for a pretty long time and that mustâve sucked. heck.
sprigs: I MEAN , NOT TRY TO DESTROY THE WORLD , also fucking, tell geo what the hell was wrong with me , but it was kind of a hard position to be in? bc rey was literally a trauma split from horrific childhood abuse (moreso than was revealed canonically, for me) and i was just a middleschooler. also staying in contact with geo while overseas (the bonus boss in sf2 isnt canon for me) because from his perspective i just dropped off the map bc i was too ashamed to talk to him. ALSO HEY @ SELF DONT FUCKING DESTROY GEOâS TRUST IN EVERYONE, MAYBE,
12. what outfit did you like best in your canon?
yuta: i love my hoodie!! but it got Fucking Wrecked for obvious reasons augh. theres art of Nonfatal Explosion Yuta w/ a NGE shirt that i vaguely remember owning haha
sprigs: my canon outfit |D i was very upset when i outgrew it so i kept trying to find clothes similar to it
13. in a modern setting, what would you as your kin/id wear?
yuta: was near-modern so p much same
sprigs: fashion sense in 22XX makes no sense but like. big ol sweaters. armwarmers. comfy
14. did you have a favourite memory of your canon?
yuta: visiting hopeâs peak is the most vivid bc i got to meet all my friends? heck? and i vaguely remember reuniting with komaru and it was great. there were hugs.
sprigs: pretty much any time i was Actually Talking To Geo In A Healthy Way lmfao what the fuck was Up with me
15. name a favourite person in your canon!
yuta: komaru!! she was my bff actually. and my sister, aoi
sprigs: IF YOU CANT GUESS âGEO STELARâ BY NOW THEN IM NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
16. did you like life in your canon?
yuta: pre-apocalypse? yeah :0 post-apocalypse? NOT REALLY,,, but i did at least feel like i was Doing Something? fighting despair!! but like it was 100% awful, actually, but at the time i was trying to Not Think About It bc otherwise id like. fall down and not get back up. oops.
sprigs: noT REALLY,,, like even looking back on it i kep being like. i was such a wreck. literally everything possible went wrong in patrick sprigsâs life. even Good Periods had bad shit happen, like i got outed to everybody by ace? which is like half of why i hate him? it was immensely awful augh
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Clock Block | Prologue
> Prologue
Pairing: Taehyung x Reader
Genre: Angst, fluff, medival!AU.
Warning(s): none
Word Count: 1845
Description: Wanting to be with someone you canât have is one thing. Wanting to be with someone that doesnât exist is another. But, that doesnât mean you canât make up your mind about them even be that crazy to actually find a way to meet them.
A/N: Inspired by a book I currently read thatâs based of the similar story line, but without the traveling in time part.
Fairytales are stories that are made to make the unreal real. The possibilities are countless, which gives the reader the freedom to let their imagination flow.
Many say that, they are just made for children, to let them believe that magic is around us. That something like that really exists, even though they don't fully believe in it. Others seem to be immersed by it the same way. Thats why there are modern stories with magic and past lifes.
Living in New York isnât really the best place to get away from it. There are hundreds of book stores that let you explore your need for something different. Something that's out of this world.
Deciding to move there wasnât really hard. It was more like a new begining to what seemed like nothing. You had this feeling that you should keep finding treasures in books, that were hidden. Every book has its own treasure. Sometimes this treasure is hard to find, because it needs the searchers full attention, to really dig into the story. To get into character and try to explore it.
It was February the 13th. Yet another time were you thought that life couldnât get worse. The day before Valentineâs day was like shooting an arrow through your chest, to people like you who donât have someone to enjoy the day with.
On this day you just like to spend time at home, infront of the fireplace with a warm cup of tea and a good medival romance. Yes, thats really how you spent that day, every year. You guess you were just too cought up in your stories, to actually go out and meet people.
You would rather stay in your apartment searching for good books on your laptop, than to actually do something else. And when you did go out, anyone could most probably find you in the nearest bookstore, buying like 15 books that are all based around romance or past lifes.
Would you ever stop reading? Well you see, if you ever came to the point in your life where you had to choose between love and reading. You would, without doubt, choose love over books. But right now, you're not interested in real life or anything that has to do with reality.
All you want to do is live your imagination in the stories. By now, you've read so many books, met so many characters that you could easily write a whole story of its own about it.
It was 7:30 AM on a cloudy morning in Manhattan, Februaty the 14th.
The birds were letting everyone know that it was time to get on your feet and start the day off right. You were still sleeping in your bed, covered up in blankets, dreaming about your meeting with your all time favorite hero, Kim Taehyung.
Taehyung the III. was the knight, of the Domitry Kingdom, who served The Lord Min Yoongi, from the great Min dinasty. You found out about him after reading your latest medival book, and you were obsessed with him. You just couldnât stop thinking about his great personality and behaviour. It wasnât enough for you to just read about him, you wanted to meet him.
Of course, that was impossible. He wasnât even a real person, which you wouldnât want to believe. You searched everywhere, in every bookstore, on every website, in every place you thought you could find something more about him. And you did find out that he died in the last battle of Gardon 650 years ago. That fact made you sad, you didnât want to believe it. Why would someone perfect like him give his life, just to obey the king?
Is there a way to save him? Keep him away from going to that battle? And in the end, giving up your life for him? No, there isn't. Unless you could travel trough time and change it.
You know, that actually doesnât sound like a bad idea, considering that todays world was full of awfull things and people. You could change whatever you want. You just need to find the right person, that has knowladge, as much as crazyness to accept that.
After your morning routine, that was done in 10 minutes, you made your way out of your apartmant to go on a journey to find an important person.
If you manage to find that someone, thatâs so important to you right now, it would be the best Valentineâs day ever. That person could help you reach your goal of knowing the truth, behind the unknown.
You came infront of a suspicious shop that seemed like it could have some hints of where to go next. It selled weird, yet interesting little things that you couldnât find anywhere else.
You went inside. There was working an old lady, dressed in an old gown that didnât suit the century. She didnât even try to look at you in the first place. She was just sitting behind the counter, reading a big book. It looked like it had 10.000 pages and maybe it was about the old days that you're researching about.
âExcuse me?â You were leaning over the counter to get her attention and partly wanting to know what book she was reading.
âYes? How can I help you?â She stood up, leaving the book on the chair behind, taking a closer look at you.
âI hope you can. Do you maybe know wher-â
âYou donât need to tell me.â She cut you off, looking you deep in the eyes. âPoor thing. How could you suffer so much?â
You were confused. Did she just tell you that you suffer? From what? How can she tell you something like that? She never met you before. âW- what do you mean?â
âLook at you, all lost, without hope. You need to find it. Now. Donât let it rest at this.â
Okay? Now you think that she is an old creepy lady, obviously. Who else wears that outfit in this world. This are not the 1570. This is the 21st century. âWhat do I need to find?â You got all confused, still not quiet understanding what she was pointing at.
She looked at you for a second, worried. âYour love, of course.â
WHAT? Did she just say, your, love?
This canât be true. Is she seeing what you think she is. She saw through you, just by looking you in the eyes.
Is it so clear that you're desperate? So lost in this world, helpless. That you donât have anyone to share your feeling with. Your sadnees, your happiness, your life. But itâs not your fault, the world isnât a place for you. I mean it was, if you were in the past. Then you would be in your element.
âW- where can I find him?â You wanted to know it so desperately. You wanted to know how you were able to not find it on your own. Were you to caught up in the world around you, that you didn't notice the one even if he walked past you?
âIt's too late for that.â This lady really knew how to make the situation even worse. You hoped that she would tell you that the 'time is going to show everything' or something like that, like the usual stuff that people like her would say. Her answerd made you just frustrated and sad.
âBut...â In this moment, you knew that you still had the chance to make it happen. To make it possible to meet him for real. You were putting all my hopes in the thing that she was going to say now. Please let it be something you want. Please.
âThere is a way, if you really want to meet him.â Your whole face light up. You couldn't believe that there is a way to your happiness. Finally, the world is gonna grant your wish. Oh, your long awaited wish.
âReally?!â You quickly put a smile on your face and leaned closer to her. âCan you tell me how?â
The old lady took a deep breath before speaking. âYou can get hipnotized and be put in your past life. There is going to be a path that you will need to reconize yourself. And also you will need to make decisions that effect both sides eaqully. But it's not without a risk included. You must be aware of that.â
âA risk? What risk?â You need to say that you badly wanted to meet your love, but the thought of possible risk gave you a feeling of fear. Fear that you might make the wrong decisions and destroy any of your chances to succeed.
The old lady looked you in the eyes. âThe risk is too big to consider it doing.â She tore her gaze away from you.
âPlease, tell me. I need to know.â You looked at her with broken eyes. You never wanted something so much more in your life than this. What could be that bad that even she cares about it.
âIt has a high chance of traping you inside its own world.â She paused for a second before continueing. âThe chance of coming back is 10% at max.â
Suddenly you questioned the idea. Were you really ready to leave your life behind for another? Were you ready to leave your sad life and get the one you always wanted? What did you even want was the real question. Did you know that?
âBut...â The old lady started again, moving you away from your thoughts. âIf you really want to go there. I will help you.â
You looked confused at her. âY-you want to help me?â
âFrom the look of your eyes I can see that you suffered a lot in your life. Never had a strong hand by your side to help you get up when you fall down. I can see the sadness that you experiance everyday because you are lonely. I can see the need for someone to be by your side.â She looked you deep in the eyes. âI don't do this normaly, but, I think you deserve to be happy and I want you to be happy, with my help. I can't see you hurt like that. I breaks my heart.â
At her words, you almost let a tear escape. Your eyes were watery, your heart was melting, your soul thought that it had hope to be healed. Your mind was focusing just on one thing. You wanted to finally go to the past life. Now.
âOkay.â You simply answerd. âLet's do this.â
âAre you sure?â The old lady looked concerned.
âAs sure as I never was before in my whole life.â You felt the will power in my voice. The power to make it through.
âAs you wish.â She nodded. âThe ritual will be performed in the early morning. In the meantime, you shall rest. You will need a lot of enegry to perform the ritual succesfully.â With that it was all settled.
In the morning.
We shall meet.
Finally.
To be continued...
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IT IS A HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST GOAT
@fucshias  @jiilys  MY LOVE GOATY. MY MOST BEAUTIFUL GOAT. MY SUN. MY STARS. MY BEAUTIFUL HOOVED CREATURE OF GOD. I HAVE ARRIVED TO SAY SOME IMPORTANT THINGS BUT FIRSTLY I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU U R READING THIS POST RIGHT NOW DUE TO A VERY IMPORTANT REASON AND THIS IMPORTANT REASON IS THAT
*CHOKES BACK TEARS*
IT IS UR BIRTHDAY.
*SCREAMING*
OK OKI DOKI BEFORE I START: I AM NOT ACTUALLY HERE BUT DO NOT BE D I S E N H E AR T E N E D BC I JUST DONT HAVE WIFI BUT I PROMISE U SOMEWHERE OUT THERE I AM SULKING AND FIGHTING A WALL AND ALSO SETTING OFF FIREWORKS BC !!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS UR FUCKING DAY AND IM SORRY I COULD NOT WISH U BUT I LOVE U SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH I AM HERE W/ U IN SPIRIT
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT TURN THE FUCK UP HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U UR EXCELLENT AND I LOVE YOU AND ALSO WHAT THE FUCK BINCH HOW ARE U SEVENTEEN TODAY U ASSHOLE (COPYRIGHT U KNOW WHO) WHO ALLOWED U TO BE LIKE THIS AND ALSO I LOVE YOU. AND ALSO I CANT BELIEVE UVE DONE THIS. UR LITERALLY SEVENTEEN TODAY I AM NOT ALRIGHT AND I NEED U TO HOLD ME BECAUSE I AM GOING TO COME OVER AND FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF BEING A DRAMATIC BITCH I WILL FAINT IN UR ARMS I AM 100% NOT ALRIGHT
like,,,, HONESTLY u are so. fucking. great. WHERE DO I EVEN START.Â
FIRST AND FOREMOST I WANNA SAY I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR THIS FOR UR BDAY I LOVE YOU GOATY I AM SO PUMPED THAT UR SO OLD ITS RIDICULOUS @ ME FUCK OFF ALRIGHT BUT. JUST. I LOVE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY U GOAT UR BEYOND INCREDIBLE
UR OFFICIALLY A DANCING QUEEN UR YOUNG AND SWEET. ONLY. *SMASHES OPEN MY WINDOW AT 12 MIDNIGHT* SEVENTEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
SO OH MY GOD. I AM CURRENTLY YELLING BECAUSE??????????? LIKE???????????????? YOU'RE SEVENTEEN??????? HOW DID WE EVEN COME TO THIS POINT ITS INSANE LIKE HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SEVENTEEN WE'RE ALL JUST STILL TINY SMOLS WHERE ARE U GOING WHY ARE U GROWING OLDER STOP IT PLS ALRITE I DO NOT LIKE. MY PRECIOUS GOAT SUNSHINE WHO IS A PROFESSIONAL PAJAMA CONSULTANT A REAL SOLID BUSINESSWOMAN WHO DRIVES AND SHIT AND COULD PROBABLY RUN ME OVER AND IS 6'3 SO IF U WOULD SIT ON ME I WOULD MOST CERTAINLY DIE UR OFFICIALLY A DANCING QUEEN AND I AM CRYING
but in all seriousness I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU i am FOREVER AND EVER glad that i met u LIKE I FUCKIN HATE U GODMDAN FUCKIBG GOAT MAKING ME REBLOG THIGNS FUCK YUO FUCK O FF but like????? apart from that UR FUCKING BEYOND FABULOUS and i have decided to compile a list of reasons why u are unbelievably great and have earned ur title of being a dancing queen/brilliant goat/actual love of my life. bc u are excellent. AND IT MUST BE WRITTEN OUT HERE SOMEWHERE THAT I LOVE YOU.Â
OK OK OK SO HERE WE GO BINCHES. PREPARE URSELF. THIS IS GONNA BE SUPER LENGTHY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU A LOT AND I AM GONNA DO A 'ON THE JELLICOE ROAD' WORTHY REVIEW OF U BUT LIKE A SHITTIER VERSION SO U BETTER FUNKIN BUCKLE UP BITCH
LEZGO:
IS OBVIOSULY FABULOUS
IS A REAL LIFE GIRAFFEÂ
WE ARE BLESSED TO HAVE ONE ROAM OUT OF CAPTIVITY LIKE............. WE ARE STRONGLY BLESSED
I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH
CLAIMS TO HAVE 'barely any leg but a huge torso' and interpret this how u want bUT i just wanna say u r the most fucked up giraffe ever ok what the fuck WHO HURT YOU
apparently dis binch owns a bunny AND NEVER TOLD ME SHE DID
owns a problematic rabbit bc it pees everywhere
said problematic rabbit likes to pee everywhere so much its ridiculous it has no respect for the value of items of modern society and thus in my opinion should be sent to COURT
@ rabbit U NASTY OK PLS GET UR PRIORITIES SORTED???? THIS HAS BEEN A MOTHERFUCKING PSA THANK U (CAROLINE I AM TRUSTING YOU TO SHOW THIS ON UR PHONE TO THE GODDAMN BUNNY I NEED IT TO KNOW)
is 100% excellent at looking after drunk people ALRITE literally THIS WOMAN IS A SAINT who has saved REAL LIVES tbh where would that poor child from your old intermediate be if u hadn't SAVED HIS ENTIRE LIFE from all that tequila he would DEAD thats fuKCIN RIGHT U DESERVE ALL THE MEDALS A TRUE HERO AMONG NEW ZEALANDERS. A NATIONAL ICON. SO BRAVE I AM SO PROUD I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
AND ALSO PULLING DRUNK MAKING OUT PEOPLE OFF EACH OTHER I JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT UR EFFORTS ARE SO VERY RECOGNIZED BECAUSE ONE TIME I DID THAT AND I GOT PUNCHED IN THE THROAT I THOUGHT I DIED BECAUSE I SAW JESUS BUT IT WASNT ACTUALLY JESUS IT WAS JUST A POSTER TAPED TO A FRIDGE I WAS SCAMMED
her own mum has called the police on her and was 100% ready for some quality fun family jailtime
ALSO ONE TIME GOATY ACCIDENTALLY FUCKED UP SOMEONES REAR MIRROR AND THE VICTIMS OF THE INCIDENT DID NOT GIVE HALF A FUCK HOWEVER, HER MOTHER GOATY REPORTED SEVERAL FUCKS TO THE POLICE AND FILED AN ACCIDENT REPORT AND THAT WAS THE DAY MY GOATY BECAME A DARK CRIMINAL
*OMINOUS MUSIC*
I AM STILL WAITING FOR THE DAY I WALK MY BUTT INTO COURT AGAINST UR MUM COVERED HEAD TO ASS IN $3 PLASTIC BRACELETS BACKED BY UR UNEXPECTEDLY KLEPTOMANIAC SISTER AND A BASKET OF STOLEN WOMANS DAYS AND ALONG WITH BLING BLING JIMMY WE WILL RESTORE THE RIGHTEOUSNESS AND LACK OF CONSCIENCE ON THIS LOVELY EARTH
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ENOUGHT ABOUT UR MUM LIKE ACTUALLY ALL UR FAMILY MEMBERS ARE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF WILD AND..... I AM AFRAID
OK OK IT MUST BE SAID CAROLINE HAS THE MOST AMAIZNG VOICE ????? EVER
like i love her voice sm SO FUCKING MUCH I TELL U i have never heard anything like it and i want caroline to like read me books for hours AND HOURS AND NARRATE MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE because i love how unusually deep and shadowy her voice sounds like deep flowing river water or smth like i LOVE IT SO MUCH it. Is.So. Strange BUT I LOVE IT IT IS THE COOLEST GODDAMN THING THROW A BUCKET AT ME I LOVE YOU
HAS A VIDEO OF HERSELF DOING THE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE AND I KNOW I HAVE PRAISED IT FOR TWO YEARS IN A ROW ALREADY LIKE @ ME PLZ CHILL BUT i will not i will NEVER it is solid entertainment a+++ QUALITY I AM LAUGHIGN IM LAUGHING I AM LAUGHING FOREVER those beautiful hops of pain across ur backyard ARE THE LAST THINGS I WANT TO SEE BEFORE GOD TAKES ME FROM THIS EARTH
WRONGFULLY FRAMED ME FOR HAVING SHIT DICK TENDENCIES AND THEN YELLED AT ME AND CALLED ME A GARAGE WHAT A BINCH I AM IN LOVE
loves yellow flowers AND ALL THE FLOWERS AND HEAVY ROSES AND IS A FULL OUT FLOWER HOE
IS DESPICABLE TEEN WOLF GARBAGE LIKE.... ive been scrolling through our fanmails AND MY HEART HUR T S G O A T Y hOld mE we were sO Y O U N Â G and like no lie i shit u not 80% oF THE FUCKING MESSAGES ARE U YELLING 'STYDIA IS GONNA HAPPEN THIS SEASON' AND 'OH MY GOD DID U SEE THAT STYDIA SCENE' AND DECLARATIONS OF LOVE FOR LYDIA MARTIN AND THE OTHER 20% IS U ASKIN ME IF IVE SEEN THE NEW TEEN WOLF I LOVE IT I LOVE YOU I AM SORRY TEEN WOLF KEEPS DISAPPOINTING US BOTH BUT STDYIA IS. DEFINIETELY. GONNA. HAPPEN. THIS. SEASON. IT HAS TO OR I WILL FUKIN FITE ALRIGHT GIVE US STYDIA OR GIVE US DEATH I LOVE UR TEEN WOLF LOVIBG ASS
anyway caroline is an utterly excellent person
if u were an ncea paper i would grade u with excellence
*FINGER GUNS*
like ?????deals with my stupid yelling ALL THE TIME
whenever i had a problem and went to my goaty she was so very understanding and patient AND DID NOT CALL ME A DUMBASS WHEN I DESERVED TO BE DECKED
TOLD ME THE TRU DEFINTION OF THE PHRASE 'SHOT'
TWO YEARS OF UTTER CONFUSION. ERASED FROM MY LIFE. PERMANENTLY.
MY SKIN?? CLEARED . MY FUTURE BILLS ??? PAID MY HUSBAND MARRIED MY STATUE FOR CAROLINE FULLY ERECTED
ok but like i can never say this enough goaty IS SO NICE TO TALK TO PLETAHE TALK TO ME FORVER SHE IS FABULOUS??? it blows my mind constantly that someone this incredible and special walks along this earth NONE OF US DESERVE THE GOAT
also ???? WHAT IN THE FUCK HOW HAVE I NOT MENTIONED THIS YET CAROLINE IS THE BEST WRITER I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE SHE IS SO TALENTED EVERY TIME I READ ONE OF HER FICS I END UP THINKING ABOUT IT AFTERWARDS FOR 958495894 YEARS ALRIGHT THEY FUCK ME UP THEY WAY SHE HANDLES WORDS FUCKS ME UP HOW CAN YOUT TAKE FUCKING LETTERS AND THEN SHOVE THEM UP MY ASS LIKE THIS I AM NOT ALRIGHT I AM NOT ALRIGHT I AM NOT ALRIGHT I am Not Strong Enough For This
i am not even kidding ok THE WAY U HANDLE WORDS IS IN.FUCKING.CREDIBLE whenever u use them its like?? u turned them into something precious and all your writing have this feel to it like as if im holding a delicate bouqet of a thousand yellow flowers like im holding a butterfly in my hands like im holding a box of eggs and i am scared shitless to drop it bC MY DAD WILL PERSONALLY CRUCIFY ME
I AM AWFUL AT DESCRIPTIONS BUT I HOPE U SEE WHAT I MEAN. LIKE. IT IS SO *SCREAMS* MINBLOWING DECK ME WITH ALL UR WORDS EVER
I AM ONE HUNDRED FUCKING PERCENT NEVER OKAY WITH ANYTHING YOU WRITE IT HURTS SO GOOD AND I LOVE IT
ok ok this hoe right here has written THREE fics with a dedication for me at the beginning and like.............. ..... do u ever just cri
i have 'the glorious everywhere' printed out and FUCKING PINNED TO MY WALL WHERE I CAN SEE IT FROM ALL CORNERS OF MY ROOM ALWAYS back in my apartment in russia like it is legitimately the best thing. i love everything about this piece it should be adapted into a novel or a short film like PULL SOME FIFTY SHADES OF GREY SHIT W/ IT OK the imagery and REALNESS of this fic gets to me all the time and im crying im crying im crying I ABSOLUTELY ADORE IT PLS @ CAROLINE WHY ARE U SO TALENT
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT LOOK AT THIS BULLSHIT FUCKIG I THINK ABOUT THIS FIC EVERY SINGLE DAY WHEN I WAKE UP FUCKING LOOK ' You see her hair dripping down her head and spinning out over the seats in the back and lighting them on fire. You see her pale skin and electric veins as she puts her hand out the window and tries to catch the sky and stuff it up her sleeve. You hear her voice, âJust drive James, youâll know where weâre going when we get there.â Â
REALLY I AM NOT FUCKIGN Okay CALL AN AMBULANCE CALL IT NOW I AM UNWELL I AM SICK I AM DYING FUK ME RITE UP
i am fully convinced this is the greatest thing thats ever been written.like. How. the. FUCK. tbh i want this paragraph ENTIRELY TATTOOED ON MY ASS I AM ZCRYING @ CAROLINE YOU HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BRAIN AND I AM SO VERY GLAD THAT IT EXISTS
i will not go into depth abt yelling about ur fics bc tbh i think u Know but I JUST WANNA SAY 'oh darling i have coloured blood (that i stole from you)' is the most iconic piece of literature to this day ever the and i zcri all the time because you are a goddamn bloody genius and you shine in colours beyond my comprehension and i love you so so so incredibly much
MY LOVE IS SO FUCKING TALENTED I AM YELLING I AM YELLING I AM YELLING
DOESN'T EAT FRIED SPERM
writes the BEST emails in history
UR SO LOVELY U GIVE ME SO MANY BEAUTIFUL SPELLING ERRORS FOR ME TO WHOLEHEARTEDLY ENJOY I AM GIGGLING *GIGGLES* IT BRINGS ME SO MUCH JOY WHEN U FUCK THINGS UP
tbh it is how fried chair came to life like it was actually in one of your first fanmails to me u said that two years ago and to this day it remains the Most Iconic Thing Ever
STRONG SUPPORTER OF WEETBIX
LOVES WEETBIX
FOUGHT TIGERS AND LIONS FOR HER FAMILY AND WAS SAVED BY WEETBIX AND WEETBIX ALONEÂ
ACTUALLY HAD A THING CALLEDÂ âWEETBIX DISCOURSEâ ON HER BLOG LIKE IT WAS ACTUALLY A THING THAT HAPPENED A REAL THING THAT OCCURED AND WAS PASSIONATELY ARGUED ABOUT AND I HAVE SEEN THINGS THAT CANNOT BE UNSEEN
RIGHTFULLY SO BC WEETBIX >>>>> JONAH GRIGGS I AM SORRY IT IS THE RULES
FUCK THE H8RS
like ??? is hilarious af QUEEN OF HUMOUR AND MAKING ME SNORT MY GODDAMN CHOCLATE MILK LIKE CAN U NOT BE SO EXCEPTIONAL U HO HAVE SOME CONSIDERATION U LIL BITCH but YES a++ top notch QUALITY storytelling skills in both fic writing and tequila struggles I APPRECIATE IT TO DEATH
ok ok ok also the most beautiful person ever??? LIKE ???????????????? BITCH WHAT THE FUCK ??????????????????????????????????????????????? WHO ALLOWED U
THE MOST PERFECT HAIR. ur hair is like waves of a golden ocean cascading from ur hEAD AND IT IS SO MAGICALLY FITTING B/C U R AN ETHEREAL BEING AND THE FACT THAT U HAVE AN ENTIRE WILD SEA RAGING ON UR HEAD JUST PROVES TO ME THAT U ARE A GOD AMONG MORTALS. UR HAIR IS SO PRETTY OK OK OKAY FUCK ME UP. STRAIGHT UP GORGEOUS. SO SOFT TOO AND SO SHINY AND IT FITS U SO WELL I AM FOREVER SCREAMING
THE MOST ANGEL FACE. GOATYS FACE LOOKS LIKE GOD OR WHOEVER THE FUCK WAS RESPONSIBLE CARVED IT OUT OF ROSE PETALS AND MARBLE LIKE. IT. IS. TRULY. THE MOST GORGEOUS THING ur face is softer than clouds tbh AND UR SMILE SAVES MY LIFE ITS BRIGHTER THAN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE CONDENSED AND SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE UR SELFIES I HAVE TO GO GET LASER EYE SURGERY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN B L I N D E D
U R SO UNCONSIDERATE TO MY FRAGILE HEALTH HOW DARE YOU
SO. GODDAMN GORGEOUS SLAY MY ENTIRE LIFE I BEG U ID PAY U TO SIT ON ME WITH UR HUGE BONES AND SLOWLY CRUSH ME INTO AN ENDLESS DEATH I HAVE $4 LEFT OVER FROM MY LIFE SAVINGS DO IT BAE
has the best taste in music omg WHAT A BLESSING WE LIKE THE SAME SONGS AND IT ACTUALLY KIND OF SCARES ME B/C IT FEELS LIKE WE ARE THE SAME PERSON AND THIS DOES NOT HELP MY CONSTANT STATE OF EXISTENTIAL CRISIS
HAS THE BEST TASTE IN BOOKS and adores skam as much as i do AND LOVES CHRIS/EVA AS MUCH AS IDO AND WROTE A FIC FOR THEM AND THE SNIPPET FROM IT ????? MY SOUL. GONE.
so tol and will never stop accusing me of being smol but listen up aight. imma FUCK YOU UP. REAL GOOD. ONE DAY. WHEN I CAN AFFORD TO BUY A LADDER. UNTIL THEN SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN BINCH BC I AM COMING TO GET U
and is also the smartiest smart to ever smart LOOK AT MY U GO WITH UR EXCELLENCE ENDORSEMENT when i buy that ladder I WILL CLIMB IT AND HOVER AROUND UR HEAD LOTS SO I CAN ABSORB UR POWERS AND ALSO BREATHE THE FRESH AIR UP THERE WHICH IS NOT AVAILABLE TO GROUNDED PEASANTS SUCH AS ME
AND IS THE BEST COOKIE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE LIKE IF THIS ISNT ENOUGH TO CONVINCE ANYONE THAT CAROLINE IS BEYOND EXCEPTIONAL FOR OUR GALAXY THEN THEY CAN FUCK OFF PLS OK
like honestly,,, MY LOVE I COULD GO ON FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND CENTURIES UNTIL MY TEETH FALL OUT AND I GROW SENILE WITH MY LOVE BUT THE POINT OF THIS HOT STEAMING LAME MESS IS THAT I LOVE YOU TO BLOODY PIECES UR SO F U C K I N G INCREDIBLE I AM SO GLAD I MET YOU AND THAT YOU TAlk TO ME AND WE EMAIL EACH OTHER AND I AM BLESSED THAT YOU EVEN THINK OF ME AND THAT FREID CHAIR LOVES ME AND THAT U R MY GOAT BC UR MY ONLY GOAT AND UR THE BEST ONE THERE IS NO SHADE @ ALL OTHER GOATS BUT LIKE. IM SORRY I CANNOT TELL A LIE
IT IS THE COLD HARD TRUTH.Â
and like??? i did a /search/deadgwen ON @jiilys BC I WANTED TO LOOK AT ALL OUR OLD STUFFS FROM 2015 and I Regret it I Regret it So Much theres a selfie from like when i was 14 and an idiot still on Ur blog and I look like an actual tragedy I Want to Die  we have known each other for so long its RIDICULOUS UR STILL AS AMAZING AS U WERE BACK THEN AND I AM MORE OR LESS CURED OF MY CONDITION OF BEING AN EMBARASSING DIPSHIT AND ITS CRAZY HOW MUCH YOUNGER WE WERE THEN LIKE UM WTF BUT UR STILL AS BEAUTIFUL AND 9384930X TIMES MORE AND I STILL LOVE U BC UR PERFECT AS EVER AND THAT IS WHAT MATTERS
NOW. I WAS GONNA MAKE YOU A PRESENT LIKE I REALLY DID BAE I TRIED SO MUCH SHIT ITS HORRIBLE BC LIKE ??? I WANTED TO MAKE YOU A PRESENTATION ON UR GOAT SUPERIORTY LIKE I DID LAST YEAR EXCEPT Like i am a fucking assholeâ˘(COPYRIGHT JONAH GRIGGS THE MAN TEH MYTH THE LEGEND) who cannot do shit FOR SHIT it turned out so Awful and i cANNOT GRAPHIC BABE I TRIED TO MAKE YOU THIS EDIT AND THEN I REALIZED IT WAS Bad AND FOUGHT MYSELF FOR SIX HOURS AND I CANNOT WRITE AND YOU DESERVE ALL THE GIFTS EVER BUT I AM TRULY AWFUL
*ZCRIES*
I KNOW IM Â LAME AND MY ONLY TALENT IS YELLING FOR HOURS ON END I WISH I COULD HAVE MADE YOU SOMETHING REALLY COOL BC ITS UR SEVENTEETH AND 17 IS THE BEST NUMBER AND UR LOVELY AND I LOVE YOU SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME BAE FOR BEING AN ACTUAL GARAGE ASSHOLE (COPYRIGHT JONAH GRIGGS THE EXPERIENCE) SHIT DICK 100% TERRIBLE DICKFLUTE OKAY I LOVE YOU AND I CAN NEVER IMAGINE WHAT I WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD YEAR LIKE FUCK SHIT UP BAE UR GONNA BE IN YEAR 13 ITS ALL GONNA BE SO AWFUL AND WE WILL ALL DIE aND WERE SO O L D JESUS CHRIST IF HEART ATTACKS DONT TAKE US OUT NCEA LEVEL 3 WILL BUT I HOPE THIS WILL BE A SUPER GOOD YEAR FOR U IN REGARDS OF EVERYTHING BECAUSE U DESERVE IT U DESERVE IT U DESERVE IT I HOPE THINGS WILL LEAD UP TO U GETTING THAT APARTMENT IN NEW YORK AND ALL THE HIGH HEELS THAT U WILL WEAR AND ALL THE YELLOW FLOWERS THAT U WILL BUY AND UR CAREER AS A LIFECHANGING LITERARY GENIUS OK OK I LOVE YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE
ok ok ok but.Â
ONE MORE THING.
LISTEN.
THE FUCKING
*CLECNHES JAW*
REBLOG FIASCO
*FLINGS MY ASS INTO THE SUN*
WHEN IT IS GOOD AND DAYLIGHT. U HAVE UNTIL THEN. LIKE I KNOW THIS IS UR BIRTHDAY WISH AND I LOVE YOU BUT FUCK OFF HWO COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU I FUCKING FUCK JUST FUCK YOU FUCKING DICK i will RIOTÂ
OKAY BABE ITS MIDNIGHT AND ILL BE UP IN ABOUT SIX HOURS AND LIKE. ANYTHING. ANYTHING ELSE FOR UR BIRTHDAY WISH OK BABE IM GONNA FUCKING DIE THIS IS IT THIS THE END I WILL GO DOWN SWEARING PROFUSELY WITH A HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND U WILL BE WATCHING AND LAUGHI G ANF @OFFICALTALL FUCK YU FUCKDUCKUD CUDCKUD DNUSJNDJF FUCK U @GOATY FUCK. UFCN WHERE IS UR HOOF WHY ARE U NOT FEELIN THE TEMPERATURE ITS EBOLA ITS GOATBOLA I WONT MAKE IT UNTIL DAWN I WONT SEE THE SUNLIGHT GOATY I CANT *FAKE CRYING SOUNDS* I WILL DIE. IT WILL HAPPEN. AND I WANT IT TO BE KNOWN THAT U ARE THE BITCH THAT KILLED ME. *MORE FAKE ZCRYING SOUNDS* I MUST SEND MESSAGES TO ALL MY DEAREST KIND FRIENDS WHO HAVE NEVER FUCKED ME LIKE THIS ALRIGHT *FAKE COUGHING* TELL THEM THAT I *MORE FAKE COUGHOGN* LOVE THEM *THROWS KETCHUP PACKET EVERYWHERE WHILE UR NOT LOOKING AND BUSY BEING WORRIED ABOUT MY HEALTH* AND I WILL REMEMBER THEM EVEN IN DEATH
ANYWAY HERE IS MY WILL:
WHAT U GET:
nothing
u get nothing
bINCH
zero. zip. nada
0 potato 4 u
U CAN HAVE THE SALT FROM MY KITCHEN SO U WILL BE PERPETUALLY REMINDED OF MY LAST EMOTIONS TOWARDS THIS LIFE
maybe like the one half a potato that was randomly in my drIVEWAY THAT ONE TIMEÂ
M A Y B E
WHAT GOOD KIND LOVING FRIENDS, SUCH AS MILS AND FRIED CHAIR AND ELLIE AND OTHER ASSORTED PEOPLES WHICH I SHALL ADDRESS IN CLAUSE 4.20 OF THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS OF MY WILL, GET:
actually mils is a hoe and can choke but u r the evil here rn aND FOR THE PURPOSES OF THIS ARGUMENT WE WILL PRETEND THAT I LIKE MILS
ANYWAY. REALLY GOOD THINGS I OWN
I HAVE SOME SOCKS I DONT WANT U GUYS CAN HAVE THEM
AND LIKE
MY DUVET
SEE GOATY THESE ARE THE KIND OF HEART TOUCHING POST DEATH GIFTS U MISS OUT ON WHEN U MURDER ME IN COLD BLOOD
ALSO NO TOUCHING MY MANGOES THAT I BOUGHT TWO DAYS AGO BECAUSE I STILL WANT TO EAT THEM AND IF ANYONE EVEN BREATHES IN THEIR GENERAL DIRECTION I WILL BEAT THEM UNCONSCIOUS WITH A TELEPHONE THIS IS A T H R E A T
I HOPE UR TAKING NOTES AND I HOPE U FEEL GOOD ABOUT BEING A 6â˛3 KILLER BECAUSE UR AN ASSHOLE â˘LIKE UR ASSHOLIER⢠THAN THE REAL ASSHOLE THAT IS JONAH GRIGGS⢠THE LABEL⢠(COPYRIGHT JONAH GRIGGS⢠THE ANT MURDERING HOT PIECE OF ASSâ˘) BUT I WILL DIE FOR U MY GOAT *strokes ur pretty face* BC IT IS UR BIRTHDAY WISH FOR ME TO SUFFER AND I LOVE YOU AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR U THEREFORE . DESPITE THIS SICKNESS *FLAILS* I. WILL. BE. BRAVE. I WILL REBLOG THOSE TWENTY POSTS I WILL FLATLINE BY THE THIRD POST AND MY BLOOD WILL BE ON UR HANDS *CAREFULLY ARRANGES MY STUNT GOAT IN POSITION* AND I WILL BE YELLING CURSES AT YOU IN THE TAGS BUT I WILL DIE IN THE NAME OF HONOUR I WILL GO DOWN AS A GOAT NEVER HAS BEFOREÂ
BUT LIKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU AND I I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC I AM SO HAPPY U EXIST. HAVE THE BOMBEST ASS 17TH BIRTHDAY BABE I HOPE UR PARTY IS LIT AND HAVE FUN GETTING DRUNK AND HAVING ALL THE BANTS AND LAFFS AND ALSO I WILL SEND U THE AWAITED EMAIL IN A FEW HOURS WHEN MY INTERENT IS BACK ON  BECAUSE IT IS A CONTINUATION OF THIS BULLSHIT WITH SOME STRUCTURED DISCUSSION AKA WHAT THE FUCK DO U HAVE AGAINST SMIRNOFF ICE how is it not HARDCORE enough for u IT IS LITERALLY FLAVOURED VODKA DOES IT NOT KNOCK OUT UR 6â˛3 ASS OR WHAT EXCUSE MEÂ
ANYWAY IN CONCLUSION.
HAPPY. SEVENTEENTH. BIRTHDAY. MY. CHUM.
*BLOWS U A KISS*
*PUTS ON TWO FĂR COATS TO REMAIN UNDETECTED*Â
*STEALS ALL UR WEETBIX AND RUNS AWAY TO ALASKA NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN*
*still replies ur emails tho cuz i love u bitch y u do dis to me*
#I LOVE YOU SORRY THIS IS SO LONG BUT MY POINT STANDS#ALSO SORRY FOR THE SHITTINESS AND IF SOMETHING LOOKS WEIRD BC I EDITED IT SO MANY TIMES IT IS PORBABLY MOST DEFINITELY FUCKED UP SOMEHWERE#@ MYSELF I DONT TRUST U#fucshias#jiilys#I LOVE U BAE HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY HAPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY#*SINGS* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#my BIG GOAT UR 17 NOW I AM ZCRYING RN I SWEAR I LOVE YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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WEEK 13
Itâs a new week again, pretty worried because we are still kinda stuck with no ideas and our progress is stagnant. Started off with explaining the candle idea to huei hoon on monday!
Hueiâs Consultation
Can go a little deeper on whatâs depression.
You all need a little more content in it.
(Root cause) You all explained what it is not but didnât explain what it is.
Give reasons on why depression is different from sadness, how do you tell them apart.
Explanation largely ok. (for presentation)
Idea not very strong and not very original
The connections inside need to be stronger
Needs to be very real
Not unusual enough
Not strong enough to make a strong communication project
Why candle? what does it represent?
Small flame= little energy
Flame= hope, cannot see the future is bright
People will assume if we don't explain our intention properly
Why hexagon?
Every shape, form u choose has a meaning
Use compressed foam board? Donât use wood.
Sculpt the foam board then paint then wax on the surface
A little straightforward
How to make the person look in and see themselves in depression mode on the mirror?
Ended our morning consultation and we thought a little about the form so,
Reason why we used a hexagon is because because: people with depression tries their best to meet the requirements of those without. So with all these negative words, it shapes the depressed causing them to be affected, being unable to reach these goals, hence close to breaking down.
In the afternoon, we had another consultation with Huei,
Hot glue more durable than wax
Hollow
Calculate how many boxes you all need
Whole thing doesnt need to be wax
So it can be lighter.
Pendant put on the wax.
AAAAHHHH more to go!!!! Jiayou us. Luke didnât have any lessons on Tuesday so it was pure consultation!
Lukeâs consultation
Do something that people think is normal, but when depression people look at it, it doesnt feel normal to them.Thus make them go forward.
Differentiate normal people and mental illness
Can play with optical illusion
Take a big panel and make it look 3d, outline it with luminous light
So when they look in will be second third plane.
Something to show thereâs a âholeâ inside
During Alfredâs lesson, we learnt to use Adobe Animate although Joy has learnt it before, sheâs still slightly struggling with itâs coding and Xin Yi is also trying hard learning it.
We consulted Alfred after and these are what he said:
Make a smaller hole, if not everyone can see everything inside from far.
How are you gonna show a static fake flame?
Try to light a candle and see the flame and melted wax
Observe how the wax forms and how much wax there is.
If you want to make a candle shape, make it look legit
Now it looks like scooby doo ghost.
How to make the wax?
Symbol of candle?
Sign of ending life?
It is not a sign of strength
Need a stronger symbolism
Do a form that is so normal that we will not take a second look
Candle- lifespan
Bubble wrap- security
Whereâs the empathy?
Whereâs the call to action?
Didnât really follow your objective
Whereâs the part thatâs gonna be fatal if left untreated?
How do you show depression if left untreated it becomes fatal?
Something thats ordinary, plain,
Requires a kind of like timer- at the end of this if somethings is not done then POOF
HOW IS THAT EMPATHY when u just look inside?
Not addressing empathy and show consequence.
Address objective or change it.
Fatal or empathy?
Felt really lost after consultation with Alfred...because we are drifting far away from our objective omg.
So we have to keep reminding ourselves of our objective!!!!!
To help people empathise and overcome depression; if left untreated it becomes fatal.
we thought of a few ideas on how we could reach the objective
1. Using back the idea of a never ending tunnel, we replace the words or quotes with daily diary entries of real people with depression till the last suicidal diary entry.
2. Combining the images with words together. Taking inspiration from Olivia Penprazeâs video documentation on her journey with depression till suicide.
3. Taking inspiration from here https://www.blurtitout.org/2012/07/02/diary-of-depression/ Images attatched to each diary entry shows his exterior normality going through depression. But his diary entries write things like:
4. Exterior: A diary that shows a fine person
5. âdiaryâ on a stand. Users read the diary till the end to see a hole in the diary. Users then peek in to see the never ending book
6. Is it possible to use projectors instead of a never ending tunnel
So previously we screwed up our interim, and we met Huei on Wednesday for some feedback for it.
Experimentation started late, so not much development
3 areas we need improve: deck and presentation, development
Have to allow the exterior lecturer to understand better. Using the deck and the way we present. Need facts and figures to allow the listener to understand and see how we used our insights to get our objective and how we ideates.
Itâs all about communication. Itâs a deliverable part of a campaign.be effective to the client
Not enough testing to show that itâs an experimental project: techniques and concept
Dont throw in the whole paragraph into the slides, use keywords
Explain why we used people without depression
3 CONCEPTS: throw in sketches because they under process
Experimental not enough cos only got 1?
Experimentation hard to make out what we tryna achieve
Experimentation: how much light we need? Bright or dim? Placement of lights?
Incorporate points of research with survey
Planning is impt when planning slides.
What can i do if i think my neighbour have depression?
Photography is techniques?
How you know people will walk up to it?
Concept not super persuasive yet, and itâs a very normal idea
Try to incorporate interesting use of media: can it be something different? But itâs smth different?
Can it enable modern technology? Smth more interesting?
Interactive part depends on what the client wants to achieve, which is the userâs take away.
Can check out exhibition at STPI
Landing site connected to QR code of people telling their stories or those relatives telling their stories (realistic)
On that same day, we felt very behind time and we consulted David on our very little progress:
Diary idea,
Going inside - who will read
Too wordy
Visually passive
No shocking element, feels very far
They wonât feel scared
Need element that makes it scary
self -pity moment
They dont want self-pity from a stranger, but they rather tell you things, because they are close to you
They are fearful that you will look into their inside
They are not as opened to strangers: there is a layer of âdonât come and touch meâ
Notes hidden by a weariness to share.
Selective sharing
Users should feel like they have intruded somebodyâs privacy
Feels like they doing something wrong but they feel wow
Eg: go inside, full of eyes, what do you feel? Watchful of disclosing secrets. Sublime
Weary eyes, with small notes beside it (consider the ring-jap)
Sublime then makes them want to look on.
Hidden notes, secrets (scarce)
Curiosity kills the cat cfm will look in
âI dont rly disclose my depression to otherâ
If itâs plain? Expressionless? Eyes outside but closed?
Two eyelids - peaceful
Makes them want to question themselves
Sound - crying/talk
Interaction is visual
Secrets hidden very well. Explore with people sticking their head in.
Outside looks peaceful and normal, but the shocking thing is that we all didnât know that they have depression.
So the depression images will be the background.
One line of the notes can do
Some disclose some âdw to let u knowâ
So how is this depression?
Maybe it could be a note âthey wonât really tell you, till you are willing to be understandingâ
But people may look at your notes first before they put their head in
How obvious shld the notes be?
Could be white post its around so they look like scales
Donât do eyes for exterior so there can be the element of surprise
If itâs a pendant, how will they know that they can take it?
Put inside hole?
Or smth like a cocoon
Eyebags? Put the giveaway inside?
Connection between the whole thing is most important
WE HAVE HOPE AGAIN!!!!!! So excited to carry on after hearing what David said!!! And we came up with a list of stuff we can do for now.
Areas for experimentations:
test a wall of eyes, how will people react
Those with depression and how they will react differently with friends and strangers
Best way to create the most realistic and weary eyes
Best way to create a pendant: hot glue? Resin? Plastic? Shape?
More on photography, show more experiments of techniques
Test sounds on people
MIRRRRORRRR
If people will stick their heads in
Shape?
Butterfly? To represent freedom, taking a butterfly token home represents taking a baggage off?
Teardrop? To represent the tears they have shed will not be taken as a call for attention? Can put in eyebags also
Drug? Pills? Addition to the want to kill themselves?
Heart?
Bones?
Gun bullets?
Lego brick? Or puzzle? Part and parcel of their depression journey?
What if itâs a drug capsule? If the user throws it into the water the capsule dissolves, a note comes out or a message comes out?
EXTERIOR
Sheer cloth over the 2 eyes
Still hexagon?
Cylinder?
Plain w two eyes and eyebags
If teardrop, hang on eyelash?
BIGGG EYE WITH EYELASH
Peace sign twistttt
The exterior with the net
SOUND
Nobody understands me
Why are you looking at me like that?
Dont ask me anything
Im not telling u anything
Ahhh im fine dont worry
Just leave me alone
GET OUT OF HERE
*cries* why am i such a burden
Im so unworthy for anyone
The world would be much better without me
Some of what they are really thinking and some of them saying stuff they pushes people away
Went to check out STPI on Thursday!
Didnât really get much inspiration, but itâs okay!
TGIF!! itâs another day of consultation
DAVIDâS CONSULTATION
What do you want to achieve of your experiment?
Social experiment of eyes- the location determine the results
Can see from afar or out of a sudden?
Put in toilet?
Alternatives,
Individual or a group of people
Designers-right brain
Engineers-left brain
Test people of different schools
Exterior, need something to pull it etc to create the form we want
Mosquito net- drapes down but we need something to pin down
It won't flow by itself
What does the teardrop and her means?
Looks very sweet
Have u experiment if 1m is a good size?
Closed eyes- fine but like having anxiety, sweating
Remove her sweat, CTA (pendant)
Flowchart like how we will react or how others will react, if they walk away, will they get the message?
If flow chart has a lot of âwalk awayâ then you have to change the thing that connects to the âwalk awayâ.
What if you make the eyes outside open and close slowly
Need to have a spotlight since our artefact is being draped
Echo and reverberations are diff
Reverberations are like sounds you make in the toilet. The sounds bounce against the walls
Read up or listen to reverberations, sounds similar to echo, but itâs the bouncing actions that makes you feel like thereâs echo
Heartbreak hotel song by elvis Presley. The echo feels very near, the sounds bounces a lot.
Experiment 1: We printed many eyes and stick them behind toilet doors to see peopleâs reaction mainly people from SD
weâve got quite good response! Most of them felt uncomfortable or scared (yes! Our objectives). Only 3 out of 15 thought it was pretty funny because it was in SD, itâs not a rare sight to see weird things.. hmm maybe itâs time to change some locations.
So things we need to do this coming week:
Sound
weekly reflections
consultation sheets
form with stockings
resin pendant
Best way to create the most realistic and weary 3D eyes
test audio with underpass
more testings on the eyes (guys)
hot glue pendant
test if people will stick their heads in a hole
Glad we didnât give up and were able to think of ideas together as a team. Thereâs not much time left, letâs hope we can finish experimenting by this week and start building it by the following week!
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