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[narutosrighthand]

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[ID: An emote from Sasuke in Fortnite. He holds two halves of a broken heart and slowly raises them in the air and fits them together. This makes the halves flare bright pink and seal together while floating in the air. The heart crackles with energy and glows as Sasuke dusts off his hands and blows a kiss to it, more hearts floating off him. End ID]

[moonlightchn]

~WHOLESOME WEDNESDAY~

Not to be a soft motherfucker but I've been wanting to do this again for a week now so I guessed I would try my best to fit as many of my thoughts here as I can without being annoying or tumblr fucking up plz bear with me heh but we know none of those are actually possible anyway so THERES THAT also this is fucking long wow ANYWAY

WARNING WORD VOMIT sjsjsjsj I dont even know what i wrote I'm sorry but I'm tagging yall anyway

Some of you I speak to on a daily basis, yknow? Like,, as admin. And its fucking insane because like- I don't know but like isn't it insane? sjajsjsj How fast some people come to grow in your heart and get under your skin and become so important for you. I think it's crazy. That in four months or so I've made more friends in here that in my whole life and I've learned so much about life and myself and I've gotten marked and some of you imprinted on my mind and heart forever. And like HELL I wasn't here when most big dramas happened but I was here for two very big ones and like??? idk it feels like all of us have been through shared crises and somehow grown closer sjajskwjs idk I'm weird and im sensitive today and I just feel like wow what would I be doing without all of you right now? probably studying. or scrolling Twitter in which I never spoke to anyone. or watching Instagram stories and getting sad over how all my ex class partners are still in contact and hang out and keep strong relationships while I just sit here. like, I know we all say this place sucks and we hate it and its toxic and don't get me wrong of course some people is fucking shitty and they take a toll on a lot of others but that like... it also happens in real life yknow?? but like in real life how many people do you think would actually idk sit with you through a panic attack or stay up with you till 8am or wake up in the middle of the night or rave with you or hype you up or have meme wars or send you daily jokes or just randomly tell you how much you mean to them or make posts asking where you are when you disappear or been gone for too long or make people that doesnt know you send you birthday wishes? like I'm not saying it doesnt happen but isnt it wonderful that it happens HERE with US where maybe out of 10 people only 2 know each other in real life? Isnt it wonderful that we're from all around the world? that you half of the time dont realize someone isnt from English speaking places because they're too good or even when they're not that good no one judges you because this is such an inclusive and wonderful place for people of all races and colors and sexualities and nationalities and body types and hair colors?

idk I'm just RAMBLING but like I wanted to let everyone know that even if we dont speak, even if we NEVER spoke, even if we're only on each others tag lists, or even if I was and you took me off or I took you off or if you deleted or if you have 817383 bots and you speak to me in all of them or only one or whatever PLEASE just know that I love you so much and I appreciate you and you're awesome and if you made some mistakes know that you CAN fix them you CAN learn and be better you CAN grow.

I believe that everyone is capable of learning and changing and everyone deserves a second chance as long as they genuinely show the intention of changing and bettering themselves. I believe that we're capable of forgiving and maintaining healthy relationships without hard feelings. I believe we all have goodness. I believe we all are small universes and we have stars in our eyes and supernovas in our brains and a million things to discover and I believe its funnier to be together than alone and I'm rambling again but like idk just yesterday I was sending someone a message telling them how maybe I'm fucking delusional and naive because who the fuck goes out on their daily saying "be skeptical. dont trust too much. always pay attention" but then after two days of talking with someone they're fucking platonically whipped and would sell their soul as long as they can see those around them happy? trick question I know many of you do too which WORRIES ME PLZ DONT PUT YOUR HEARTS ON THE LINE SO EASILY I drifted I forgot what I was saying oh welp

Anyway for some of you i have so much to say I could write endless paragraphs about you about admins and characters and life and wow I do speak a lot to admins sometimes I speak more to admins as admin that the characters and for some others I can only say a few things or wish you to have a good day some of you I only ever spoke to your character or we talked too little or never at all wow I say that a lot but like one thing yall have in common is that I love you so much even if you don't know me or dont care alright I dont care if you don't care I LOVE YOU and you can FIGHT ME if you dont wanna accept it smh I just want you to know that this place so many of you have been feeling is crumbling down or hurting them or isnt the same anymore is MY safe place too is a place where I feel comfortable and secure and I know, well decide to believe, that you guys would never do willingly anything to hurt another and yknow sometimes I just sit in bed and look at my account and I'm like wow I suck I should delete but then I'm like I could never do that to you I really couldn't because I've been told so many times I'm peoples safe place too and I would never want to take that away from you yknow

I mean I'm not gonna say we shouldn't pay attention to the bad things that happen because this is somehow our home and it's on us to protect it but I think that we shouldnt focus so much on it. because theres still so many good things that we overlook when we think of the bad or when we let things get to us or when we decide to act out of impulse and not think through stuff yknow

ANYWAAY what I'm trying to say is that I love you all so so so so so much and this is my safe place because you're here for me when I need it and I would never give you guys up for anything and like i have so many people for whom i stay daily and try my best and I hope that someday when you need a reason i can be that for you too because I've said this in private but I want everyone to know that this is my corner too and I will always fight for it and protect it so like we can all fight for it together whenever things get rough or you can leave me alone and maybe I'm being super dramatic and putting a lot of weight on this but I started overthinking like halfway and in just tthink that I want to keep yall close to me and my heart forever ok so stay safe and healthy and happy yeah fight for your happiness fight for what you deserve fight for what you want and don't let anyone ANYONE EVER take away from you your joy and your spark and your will to be yourself ok bye

[thedumbdeputy]

I posted 1,642 times in 2021

121 posts created (7%)

1521 posts reblogged (93%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 12.6 posts.

I added 582 tags in 2021

#far cry 5 - 136 posts

#fc5 - 109 posts

#jacob seed - 79 posts

#john seed - 58 posts

#fc5 fandom - 53 posts

#joseph seed - 36 posts

#far cry deputy - 34 posts

#the cowboy corvus - 28 posts

#fc5 ocs - 26 posts

#rdr2 - 23 posts

Longest Tag: 106 characters

#a part of me is still like i feel bad and i wanna help youre beautiful and gorgeous and i wanna be friends

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Introduction

This is my little introduction about me, my page and my interest!

Check me out

Name: I go by X or Rae

Gender: Genderfluid

Pronouns: Prefer They/Them, also go by She/Her

Sexuality: Heterosexual, yknow men

Fandoms: Far Cry 5, Far Cry New Dawn, Red Dead 2, Green Day, Furry(?)

Interest: Art, Music, Vulture Culture, Crow Core, Gardening, Cooking and Baking, Nature, Witch stuff (specifically Druidry)

Chaotic Lawful

Lonely but uh

I like to do art, I don't have any commissions because I like to keep my art lighthearted and fun but maybe one day I will start them. If you are interested in any of my art I am always open to request and will draw almost anything within my fandoms

If you're interested in any of my characters and their stories and family I have a huge family tree connecting my Red Dead oc's all the way to my Fc5 ones so go check that out

https://sta.sh/22bm29cavuyq

33 notes • Posted 2021-04-16 14:52:02 GMT

#4

My mom just saw the pictures of Jacob seed i have as my background and she was like "whos that" and i said a video game character and she said "hes not real right" and i said no and she said "cause hes nice looking"

I know mom, i know

34 notes • Posted 2021-04-29 19:32:06 GMT

#3

How you're supposed to beat jacobs boss fight: "Go up the mountain and fight him up there"

How I beat jacobs boss fight: *shot him with a roclet launcher behind a rock*

50 notes • Posted 2021-03-15 14:29:08 GMT

#2

My Headcannons for Jacob and his S/O

Im bored and was reading so heres some of my personal HC's, you dont have to agree. Just sharing

Actually enjoys cuddling, like he acts like he doesnt but when theyre alone hes all over them

Not a fan of PDA but if no one is around he will hold their hand or if they're in the woods he may hold them very close or pick them up

If he see's someone getting a little too friendly he will become very posessive of them and make it known they are his and his is theirs

Likes to mark them and make it known to everyone

Good at comforting them when something is wrong but doesnt know howto accept when they comfort him

They still try anyways though and it eventually gets through, just takes longer

They're his stress relief, after a long day he just wants to be with them cause they feel like the only good thing in his life

Hes always worried about them and cares for them alot

If theyre a very soft S/O he always wants to protect them and keep them safe even if he didnt like that when they first met

If theyre a strong S/O he is always very proud when they take things into their own hands but still wants to keep them safe cause he's soft boi

He can be very rough and tough or gentle and loving depending on his or his S/O's mood

Very good with his hands in more ways than one

Enjoys going out into the woods and exploring with them, normally brings the judges along as well

Doesn't always know how to express his love but tries too

Doesn't know how to accept the love his given cause hes never experienced it but slowly learns how to

Generally very confident and, of course, strong but gets nervous the first time him and his S/O get to bed

Worried what they'll think of his scars they can't see

Maybe I'll start writing again but if any of y'all sre interested ill write headcannons for anyone requested

91 notes • Posted 2021-04-16 00:02:53 GMT

#1

That moment when you keep thinking about men who are emotionally damaged and just a little too old for you

110 notes • Posted 2021-09-08 01:04:54 GMT

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