#also can someone plz clarify

[ohanthonytomallamadingdong]

While I totally agree with this, and there’s definitely a double standard there, I think there’s a lot more than the age gap bothering people.

Personally, I don’t like her actions or beliefs against Jean nor do I appreciate her loyalty to the ravens even in the face of the obvious abuse Jean and Kevin suffered, especially after they try to tell her about it all. She threatens Jean into talking to her about the ravens, accuses him of basically sleeping around to get his perfect court number, and (please correct me if I’m wrong) but doesn’t she continue to minimize Kevin’s experiences in the nest even into their later adulthood and marriage?

That being said…

We have to recognize that Thea herself is a product of the abuse and manipulation of the nest. She believes the lies she was told about the ravens, about Riko, about Jean, and that affects the way she reacts to information about them even post-graduation. However, her insistence on belittling and minimizing the trauma Kevin and Jean went through is something I still can’t quite get over, especially if it lasted long after they all got out. If she and Kevin get married, there has to be a mutual understanding of the fact that they were both abused/manipulated and progress in light of that. But I haven’t heard of any evidence of that.

I love the idea of who Thea could’ve been or could be. Her experiences and attitude make her a really cool character and her development could be really interesting to see. Unfortunately, her position as a side character (and a minor side character at that) leaves little room for her development through the narrative and any development she does get is connected to her relationships with Kevin and Jean and Riko rather than her as a character in her own right. That means a lot of people take her at face value and see only what we’ve been told. It causes so much discourse because she, despite being a minor character, is in a relationship with one of the biggest major characters of the series.

Ultimately, I understand those who like her and I understand those who don’t. And though I often find myself more on the side of those who don’t like her, I do like the discourse and the fanon development of her and her story.

(also side-eyeing the Katelyn x Thea movement started by the social media AU of the magnificent @codename-adler)

Remembered that Renee turned 24 in September in Neil's first year. I have never seen any hate towards her for her age gap with Jean (5 yrs) Especially with us finding out Jean's age in tsc this year.

Hmmm same age gap with Kevin and Thea

Don't feel like starting fights over my girl Thea again but I wanted to point this out anyway

[luigilore]

lu and you growing up in the same town and you guys end up at upenn together 😖😖 he has the biggest crush on you and tries to talk to you in one of the cs classes you are in together

oooo stop this is so cute anon 😢😢

so ur in the same bubble growing up but obvi u don’t go to hs together… u still know of each other and have mutual friends.. he wasn’t in the partying scene but u would still see him around and ur always polite and sweet but luigi can barely handle a full convo w/ u like sustained eye contact is actually out of the question… he just thinks ur absolutely gorgeous (like half of his class does too but!!) he looks over ur perfectly curated insta + vsco (remember when everyone had vscos in hs lol), he’s on ur goodreads, he just has a crush!

but then he finds out that you’re also going to upenn! and he has a perfect excuse to talk to you… one night he’s at a graduation party of one of his friends and he spots you… luigi hypes himself up to approach you and ur friends and u smile, ur a bittt tipsy and you laugh into his shoulder, head resting against his bicep casually. luigi says something but the music is so loud so u lean ur ear closer to his mouth and he explains he’s also going to upenn … yes being so close to u does make him tense up but he relaxes instantly when you instinctively rub you hand up and down his bicep like he could actually die… "oh, perfect," you pull away with a sweet smile, "i'll have a friend!” friend :')

okay now fast forward to first day of classes a few months later and luigi is debating whether or not u remember that encounter as he walks into CSCI 2221 and sees you … luigi doesn’t know bc yes he’s been thinking about it all summer but is very aware u prob don’t even remember it…

you spot him quickly, already seated in the lecture hall, you smile and wave and beckon him over to you. your lipgloss is perfect, ur pink fuzzy sweater is killing him, ur perfume is soo sweet, ur nails r a pretty light blue that he likes… "it’s so nice to know someone," you would say, snapping lu out of his thoughts…

he would never ever admit this but he does try to ‘dress up’ for on m/w/f when u have class together (like picture that reunion fit plz) would give u his famous adidas jacket one day in class when it's cold... will ask you questions that he most definitely knows the answers to… melts a tiny bit inside every time you lean over to ask him to clarify something ur prof says…

he’s sooooo nervous like twisting his fingers, twirling his pen a ridiculous amount when he finallyyyy works up the courage to invite you to one of his frats event... and then he’s still a bit worried on ur actual first date + don't even get me started on ur first kiss... or omg when ur hard launch him on ig haha ur the talk of the town back home <3

[rosenclaws]

Superstars || Pro Wrestler!Logan x Pro Wrestler!reader

Summary: It's your first day on XMN television since being called up to Evolution. With new friends and possible new rivals your career is filled with the unknown. Especially when it seems like one of the veteran superstars has his eyes on you.

Warnings: some description of wrestling violence.

a/n: OKAY SO. I decided to treat this universe as like sort of series? But it's not like a cohesive story just a lot of short stories in the same universe that can be read separately kind of. This is like the introduction thing though so I will be following up but it can still be read solo. ALSO, I'm gonna add some like wrestling terminology at the end of the fic in case you aren't familiar with certain slang but if that's annoying plz let me know. plz feel free to ask me any clarifying questions too! This is just me combining my two interests lmao.

This was it. Your debut on Evolution since being moved from Origins. You paced back and forth backstage as you rehearsed your lines over and over again. You were supposed to go and interrupt the current Woman's champion Storm. She's the babyface of the Woman's division and you're the egotistical heel.

She has been undefeated for a year now and you were her next challenger. You feel someone tap your shoulder and you turn to see Storm and Rogue.

"You ready?" Storm asks, the belt resting on her shoulder.

"I guess," You were already dressed up with hair and makeup but it didn't feel real yet. Evolution was XMN's main show. That's where the superstars were, the ones they saw as true star power.

"You're going to do great, promise I'll go easy on you." Storm teases. Despite her goddess character, she's nothing but sweet and down to earth.

"First promo on a new show, don't forget your lines sugar." Rogue jokes.

"I'll try." You say nervously. She notices the deep anxiety written all over your face and gently places her arms on your shoulders.

"You got this, take a deep breath and when you get out there take it all in because you're never going to forget it." Rogue says warmly.

The two of them are called by a production manager leaving you alone once again. The clock was ticking ever closer to your call time. As you head closer to where you need to be you're stopped once again but this time by two men you've never met but heard a lot about.

The Wolverine and Deadpool were XMN's top tag team. Somehow the two of them work. Logan or Wolverine was always going to be a star.

Founded on the indie circuit going by just Logan at the time he was big, brooding, and strong. But his mic work was lacking as he wasn't a big talker. Still his raw talent and clear wrestler figure made it a no brainer to sign the man. That's where he met Wade Wilson. Or Deadpool.

He was a comedy character with a big mouth and the ability to get the crowd wrapped around his finger. He was vulgar and unserious as hell but people loved him. So imagine the shock when the two of them became a tag team. It was strange at first, I mean the two were nothing alike but for some reason the fans gravitated to them. The buddy cop duo charmed their way into viewers hearts.

It made sense, Wade was funny but he never quite reached the status to win any gold. Logan had the chance to win gold but fans hadn't really seemed to connect with him as a possible champion. Put them together and you had an odd couple tag team that people just wanted to root for. Wade did the talking while Logan was the muscle. But the banter the two of them electric.

Not to mention the chemistry in their wrestling, pulling off tag team moves flawlessly. Now they're the world tag team champions. And they're standing right in front of you. You were a massive fan of them and had been before you even joined XMN.

"Logan look! A new ducky has joined the pond." Wade pulled you into a hug immediately.

"Oh, uh hi!" You say as you hug him back.

"Get off her idiot." Logan says with a roll of his eyes.

Man Logan was even hotter in person. They had a match tonight and you just thank whoever decided he should wear those low rise trunks. Everything is on display for sure.

"Hi, I'm a huge fan of both of you." You say excitedly.

"Of course you are, who isn't a fan of us." Wade says jokingly.

"Shut up." Logan says before turning to you.

"Thanks sweetheart. Glad to see you here." You notice his eyes scanning you up and down and you silently thank yourself for wearing your good shorts.

"I've seen you on Origins, you're amazing!" Wade compliments and you thank him.

"You really think so? I'm really nervous about tonight." You say shyly. You've done this before but for some reason tonight just felt different.

"Look, you've got no reason to be nervous sweetheart. You got the look, the talent, the athleticism. Everything. Plus a pretty face never hurts." Logan says with a smirk.

You feel your stomach erupt with butterflies at his compliment. Logan isn't the guy to say something he doesn't mean. In fact it's a shock he's even talking to you. You were warned before about how little he talks and to not take it personally. But here he is smiling and giving you advice.

"Thank you, it means a lot coming from you." You say with a smile.

"Good luck tonight by the way, I'm kind of surprised you aren't main eventing. I mean everyone loves you guys." Logan just shrugs and throws the belt over his shoulder.

"I don't mind too much, we'll get the crowd going for you." He says with a wink. Wade eyes the two of you suspiciously, head turning back and forth.

"Oh my god you are so-" Logan slaps his hand over Wade's mouth before he can say anything else.

"We have to go, see you around real soon sweetheart." Logan drags Wade away towards the main stage.

"So rude!" Wade huffs as he shoves Logan's hand off his mouth. Your eyes drift down as they walk away, shamelessly watching Logan's ass.

Despite only talking to him for a couple minutes he's managed to calm all your nerves.

You watch Logan and Wade's match from gorilla. You can't tear your eyes from the screen as Logan clotheslines . He lets out a roar and the crowd cheers. The intensity in his eyes send shivers down your spine. But fuck does he look good.

His massive arms are on full display as he lifts Beast over his head and slams him onto his knee. He turns his back to the camera and you get to see those muscles in all their fucking glory.

"Careful, you might catch flies." You turn to see Jean standing next to you. She's smiling but it doesn't reach her eyes.

"Oh I wasn't...I was just watching-"

"It's okay, he's a handsome man. Trust me I know." She hums.

You laugh nervously but there's a strange air between the two of you. Jean was the top star. She may not hold a belt but she was a massive draw and everyone knew it.

"If I can offer you a word of advice, I'd stay away from him if I were you. A lot of history there." She flashes a smile and leaves.

You start to fiddle with your sleeve as you let Jeans words sink in. Looking at Logan doesn't mean anything. He's handsome anyone could see that. That's all it is. You don't think about him that way, at least you don't think you do. You barely know the guy. Storm notices your mini spiral and comes over to snap you out of it.

"Don't let her get to you," Storm says.

"Whatever she said, just block it out." You nod and try and push that away. This is your moment and you got this. This is no different than being on Origins. You know how to do this, you're good at this. The bell rings and Logan and Wade stand victorious.

As they walk back into gorilla you clap along with everyone else. Logan runs his fingers through his hair, his once perfectly styled tuffs are now flattened from sweat. His whole body is sweaty and fuck is it hot.

"Nice match Logan," Storm hums.

"Thanks 'Ro. By the way, be nice tonight alright, It's her first day." He says gesturing towards you. Storm raises an eyebrow at his request.

"She's not brand new Logan, just new to this show."

"I know. Just saying she might be nervous is all." Storm smirks. Logan has never cared this much about a new superstar before.

Interesting.

"Logan! That match was amazing." You praise. You move to hug him but stop yourself. Feeling a pair of eyes drilling themselves in the back of your head.

"Thanks sweetheart, I had hoped you were watching." Storms music hits and you watch her walk out to the crowd. The nerves coming back in full force as you realize it was almost time to go out there.

"Hey, stop that." Logan nudges your shoulder and you sigh.

"I don't know why I'm so nervous. I've been doing this for years but this just feels so much bigger." You say.

"Look Chuck wouldn't have brought you here if he didn't think you were ready. I've followed your career since you joined this place. Like I said earlier you have everything it takes. So don't let some nerves get in your way got it?" Your eyes widen at his words.

He's really watched you all this time? Logan is a star and you've just got called up from developmental. It's like a surge of confidence. He's right. You can do this.

"Thank you Logan." You take a few deep breaths and wait by the curtain. In and out.

You focus on what you have to say and wait. A calmness washes over your mind and body as your music hits. Like a switch is flipped inside of you. You grab the mic and walk out that curtain, ready to show the world what you had.

The whole segment went flawlessly. You interrupt Storm, pushing yourself as the soon to be new woman's champion. You feel right at home as exchanged a war of words with her. Everything ending in a brawl that leaves Storm on the mat with you standing above her. Holding the belt and pointing right at the camera.

The fans fell right into your hand. Booing your shameless attack on their champ. You try and hide your smile as you walk out. The fans love you, they want this match and you couldn't be happier. The moment you step back through the curtain you let yourself breathe. Jumping in happiness.

"You did great sugar! It was electrifyin'" Rogue says while pulling you into a hug.

A few other people congratulate and welcome you to the show. After a small debrief about next week you're free to go. Walking through the halls of the arena you can barely contain your excitement for next week. As you change back into normal clothes you find a familiar face waiting outside of the locker room.

"Logan, I thought you would have gone back to the hotel by now." You say, slightly shocked he's still her. He's leaning against the wall with his backpack. Dressed in a very cozy looking gray sweater.

"Decided to stick around to watch. I told you you'd kill it." He joins you as you walk to the exit.

"Well I had to make sure we were worth following your match." You tease. The conversation flows easy as he walks you to the car waiting to take you both back. Luckily the lobby is practically empty by the time you're dropped off with no one joining you in the elevator.

"Hey, I'm going to train tomorrow if you want to join me. I could show you a few things. See what you've got too." Logan offers.

"Yes!" You blurt out. The chance to train with Logan, you'd be a fool to pass that up.

"I mean, yes that would be great." You try and cover any embarrassment by staring at the ground, wishing it would swallow you up. Logan chuckles leans against his hotel door.

"Okay, it's a date then. See you tomorrow sweetheart." He scans his keycard and goes into his room, leaving you standing there in shock.

A warm fuzzy feeling growing in your stomach as you repeat his words in your head. Date. You hear someone clear their throat and you turn to see Jean watching with an unimpressed look on her face.

You duck your head and hurry to your room. Getting in as fast as you can. You throw your bag on the table and fall onto the hotel bed. Today was not like anything you were expecting. Debuting on a new show, meeting Logan, Jean, setting up a championship feud. It's a lot in one day but you couldn't be happier. This was everything you had dreamed of since you decided to become a wrestler and now it was coming true.

Who knows what's going to happen next.

Gorilla - backstage area where the show is run and the area right before the entrance curtain

Promo -  promotional interview, a dialogue or monologue used to advance a storyline.

Babyface/Face - The "Good guy", "Hero" character. Wants to be cheered by fans

Heel - "The bad guy" or "Villian" that is meant to be boo'd by fans

[smallishzine]

Just a small heads up, if you include shipping you may wanna make it clear that there are ships and what ships are there. A lot of people aren’t comfortable with shipping, especially since I’ve seen people say Joel thinks it’s a bit weird to be shipped with anyone other than Lizzie (needs to be fact checked, this is just what I’m seeing in boat boys comment sections). Maybe consider making the ship stuff a separate section or just telling people in advance (pinned post, bio, anywhere clear works) that it includes shipping so those who don’t like it can walk away.

important info about the zine plz read even if you didn’t send the ask:

thank you for the heads up! We’re about to get super rambly and vaguely off topic but we promise all your points get addressed. This is actually a great opportunity to clarify, because I realized I didn’t explain myself particularly clearly, if some one does choose to include shipping, its all going to have to be subtext (as always except for shadowbeans whose alternate ship name I still refuse to use), but that is for non-canon ships. Regardless of how people feel about it, c!Joel and c!Jimmy did in fact kiss in Real Life smp, and c!Joel and c!Sausage did in fact have a child together in esmp2, so we’re not gonna rewrite events. Basically when I say shipping in the context of this zine I mean taking relationships the c!Joel had with other people and creating moments that didn’t necessarily happen but feel plausible for the characters that are able to be interpreted as romantic as well as platonic. Also, everyone’s definition of ship art is different, so the level that I was thinking is pretty mild (and btw I’d like to interject here that this is not me dissing on shipping or ship art love shipping so much that I found a ship called the relation and I never left it, but I also know that people have all sorts of comfort levels with different things so this zine is going to be dry docked but I assure you that out there on my super secret personal blog we are very much lost at sea). Like, to give some examples of what would be okay versus not okay for the zine: kissing is pretty much off limits, honestly mostly because that’s a pretty boring zine piece, there’s nothing going on except the ship, but anything where any sort of romance is up to the interpretation, such as hugging, handholding, spending time with, these are all normal things, but also this can’t be the focus of the piece. Please no one just draw like Joel and someone hugging and call it a day. Implied shipping is allowed to feature in your piece, not be the main focus of it. That’s just not an interesting zine piece. Valid art/writing, still amazing stuff keep sharing it on the internet it’s very interesting, just not in the context of this zine. Anyway, you are correct about not everyone being comfortable with that stuff, so if any piece comes off as really shippy without violating the guidelines we’ll make sure to label it correctly, but also, I should make it clear, I’m really hoping that shipping doesn’t become the focus of this zine. It is a Joel zine, so Joel should remain the focus, and any shipping would be subtextual and not central to the zine. There are many great Joel ships out there with lovely content to consume, but that’s not really the focus of this zine. Also, that aside, if Joel doesn’t want his character (because we are talking about shipping cs here. Cc!Joel is a lovely person, but this zine is going to be in-character. Also while cc!Joel should absolutely be respected in what sort of fan content he wants people making about him, his character is, well, just that: a character. Its like saying you can’t ship two characters from an animated tv show because their irl voice actors aren’t comfortable being shipped. It’s just two different things) shipped with characters who don’t belong to his wife, he should probably stop making his c! kiss all those men. And have children with them. And send them love hearts in the mail. And call them babe. If he did it in canon it’s probably safe to say we’re good having them do it in fan content. But again shipping should be an extremely small part of the zine if it’s there at all and should be subtextual enough that even people who don’t ship can still positively engage with the zine!!! If it needs a warning, it’s probably too shippy.

also all this aside if I’m handling this wrong guys I’m sorry I’m only one person and it’s really stressful trying to please everybody I promise I’m trying my best but I just wanna get together with a bunch of other people who share this strange fascination with the bean man and make art and writing about it I don’t wanna get canceled or something I promise I’m trying my best. I’m really struggling to balance my love of creating shipping fan content and realizing that not everyone is comfortable with that and it’s really difficult and stressful I just can’t we all just draw and write what makes us happy I just want this to be a fun experience and being yelled at on the internet for drawing two characters who’s ccs aren’t in an irl relationship being something other than friends is not my definition of a good time. I’m not accusing you anon of doing anything like that the ask was very respectful but I’m worried this post will prompt less polite people to come and yell at me.

-mod Dinn

[thecircularsystem]

Siiigh.

Anyways. Some thoughts that spring from the conversation I just attempted.

Communication barriers are a thing in syscourse that crop up from time to time, for many reasons. For me, being heavily autistic, I often say and read things very literally, and that’s made me run into issues in the past. I also find I struggle to understand the perspectives of those who aren’t me. I’m mature enough to admit that these problems lead to conversations being frustrating, and even to conversations being pointless! That’s a really important idea to learn and grow from, and to accept that sometimes, yeah, your lack of ability means missing out on some things sometimes. There’s no shame in that, and people mentioning the lack of ability isn’t (always) them shaming you; it’s stating a fact.

When you post to these tags, or even just when your post enters these circles of the community, you can expect people to respond to more than just what you’ve said. Syscourse — and, really moreso, the system community — has a much longer history than just a single post’s words. Part of having a conversation is adding new information and growing from the original topic to new ones. Don’t blind yourself to other topics because you’re so attached to the original topic that you can’t let it go.

When someone says they agree with something, trust them on that. Don’t immediately say, “actually, I read what you said this way, so that means you disagree.” If you feel like they’re in disagreement, clarify; “I know you said you agree, but I read it in this way. I want to understand where my mistake is.” Saying the other person is in the wrong is the quickest way to lead to an argument, particularly when you say things they never said.

We all have vastly different experiences. Learning to respect those experiences is important for these debates.

If you find yourself switching due to syscourse being triggering, log off and take care of yourself. Ground yourself and take care of your parts/alters/headmates/people/etc. however you can. If you find this to be regularly triggering, consider: why are you regularly triggering yourself? It might be time to find something different to do with your time.

And lastly: nobody is ever obligated to engage or do anything another user says. If you’re reading a post that seems to be telling you how to live your life, and that displeases you? Never feel obligated to respond.

(Okay second “lastly” — I feel like there’s a pretty big Beans Issue in syscourse. If you’re allergic to beans, and someone posts about how much they love beans, you shouldn’t then start screaming at them about how they shouldn’t eat beans because beans could kill you. However, if they start saying everyone should eat beans, you can respectfully chime in with “hey, jsyk, these are the signs of Bean Illness, plz be careful.” And that is still relevant to the conversation.)

[luvtonique]

Y'ever notice how every time you say you like something nowadays, people always have to say "What about <opposite of that>?"

Like you say "I love cute girls" and someone always asks "What about cute boys?"

Like does everything I say have to be like

"I love hot girls with big boobs. I also love less conventionally attractive girls who may or may not have smaller bust sizes. And to those of you who are of the male persuasion, I would like to express that my heterosexuality does not mean that I don't appreciate your existence and friendship, I am just not sexually attracted to you. And I do not only love hot girls with big boobs because of sexual attraction, I would like to clarify that there is a more nuanced and artistic appreciation for the curvature of a body that looks as though it was sculpted by well over two decades of healthy eating and exercise habits. I would also like to clarify that older women who still fit the body shape I've described (hot and with big boobs) may also still be loved by me because as long as the effort was maintained there will still be a lovable result. That is not to say that someone deserves less love if they are less attractive in their age or if they gained some weight, and I also don't want to discredit or shame women who get breast reduction surgery for any reason. I also want to inform the audience reading that I am aware of gigantomastia and I would never want to make a large breasted woman who is suffering from such a disorder to feel objectified or that I am bringing light to the thing that brings them pain both physically and financially due to repeated reduction surgeries they have to undergo to prevent overgrowth of breast tissue. Also, while we're here, I'd like to talk about women who are overweight, because I feel my personal depiction of 'hotness' may not fall in line with someone else's opinion or attraction, and I do not want my lack of attraction towards obesity to be seen as body shaming but rather-"

Like bro, just fucking let me say "HOT GIRLS WITH BIG BOOBS ARE FUCKING HOT, CAN I GET A HIGH FIVE? LADIES WITH BIG BOOBS PLEASE LOVE YOURSELF AND IF YOU WANNA GET COMPLIMENTED ON YOUR RAD BOOBS PLEASE FLOOD MY DMS WITH YOUR RAD BOOBY."

Srsly tho plz do.

[its-all-papaya]

your fandom list is actually so interesting to me, because F1 is my first proper rpf related interest!! I started watching for the actual racing— still do as well (I'm a stem student, if that explains anything)— but then I looked up the fanfiction and immediately got hooked on. But my other interests are alllll shows or books or anime or whatever!! My only other interest that could seem RPF is some youtubers creating a story but I ship the youtubers' characters more than the youtubers themselves. Fascinating!!

And dw about it lmao, I also hyperfixate super intensely. It's just how it goes :'))))

-⭐

oh, sorry, to clarify, f1 is also MY only rpf interest!! and i'm also first and foremost in it for the racing. like i joke that rpf got me into f1 (and it did, i guess, semantically), but i am watching the races because i like the sport, not just bc i'm waiting to see the drivers interact in ways that i can gay-ify later. if rpf ceased to exist tomorrow i would still watch f1 bc i like it all on its own.

but yeah, i am wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too fucking close to the big american sports to even go down that road.... like in most leagues, everyone is literally ONE TO THREE degrees of separation from me. even if i tried to be careful, i'd for SURE be hit in the middle of a fic with a character i HAVE THE PHONE NUMBER OF and it would be all over for me, so. LOL. those disclaimers that rpf writers put at the start of fic like "if you know someone in this fic plz don't read it" are actual warnings to me when it comes to mlb/nba/nhl/nfl :,)

i just meant i'm "in the fandom" in the sense that i watch a lot of mlb and nba games and read news, like tweets, talk to other fans, etc. NOT in an rpf sense at all.

[mo0nm0th]

Was curious, do you have any personal headcanons for your south park zombie au? ^^ would love to read some if u do!

thank you so much for asking! It means a lot to me that someone is interested to know my little things...

I want to clarify that this zombie hc is pretty much me using sp characters as a main inspiration and it will be my very own interpretation version of them. it will definitely be out of character for some people. And look I'm just having fun here so plz don't get mad

I've written a lot about this AU actually. I think I can share some of my hc about their personality and what they do at camp! I think around their early 30s they established a somewhat decent size gang with Cartman as the leader and the main 4 being core members.

I imagine Kenny having a lot of the skillsets of a burglar. He plays with chemical stuff too. He's usually spotted just chillin' somewhere, doesn't really believe in hard work, but will get things done when needed because he is generally pretty accountable. He is also really good at staying unnoticed when sometimes they need to send someone to scout ahead. He sets all kinds of traps to kill zombies.

Cartman in this story I'd like him to be a manipulative asshole at his finest. Putting him in this environment he would really make use of his ability to manipulate his surroundings to get around. He enjoys every type of weapon and loves to explore each one of them. Most of the time he uses a baseball bat, brass knuckles, and other melee weapons.

Kyle being the book smart of the group, pretty much can pick up whatever skill they need with a proper manual. He is the brain of the group when it comes to apocalyptical survival/engineering/medical stuff and so on. He is also very good at ranged weapons like bow and arrow/sniper rifle.

Stan is kind of a caretaker in this group in a way that he does a lot of driving/cooking/farming stuff. He is an animal lover and could train dogs, horses, and other animals for their usage. He doesn't love killing zombies because he finds it gross but will do it when he is needed.

I hope I can deliver more to this world with my art but I can't make any promises because I've started another lil OC project too lmao

[floatingwithlaura]

new pinned post as an extension of a bio:

hi! im Jaz. jasmine / jas is cool too. this is my 3rd chosen name so .. fingers crossed its my last.

im 24. 1999 libra baby. libra sun & moon. sagittarius rising.

i use they/them and she/her pronouns.

i was on T for 2.5 years, and at the time did id as transmasc / male. i don’t any more but i am still a genderqueer woman.

i kin laura palmer mostly, she is gonna be my on and off pfp until this account implodes. also kin marceline so expect a rotation of laura/marcie pfp.

isfp. 6w7. not sure of instinctual variants atm

learning german 🫡 if i have any german mutuals plz dm me and let me practice (im super bad at learning languages but for some reason german has been the only one my brain has been able to latch onto. as well as a tiny bit of korean).

i post sm stuff. lots of ethel cain and boygenius and mitski and mcr.

im very gay - into women and nonbinary ppl mainly tyvm

cptsd and autism 🤌 probably ocd too but that’s largely unexplored.

endometriosis & chronic pain. HEDS. aka my body is shit.

from the UK, have a degree in sociology and criminology and uh i work in a pharmacy.

i post vents under ‘jaz rambles’ which include any and all topics previously mentioned. i dont really do trigger warnings because i dont go into details and also theres too many elements. i do try and tag appropriate content tags but i’ll forget often. if you need smthn specific tagged just lmk. i do not censor words.

dni includes : terfs, maps, homophobes, alt right, forceful christians etc. aka anyone who makes life harder to live for someone else.

okay thats all i can think of rn so 💜 have a good day

edited 27/01/24 to change pronouns, clarify parts and edit a couple things to better reflect what’s going on lol.

[aronarchy]

[image ID: a screenshot of a Tumblr interaction.

On May 3, someone posted, “[cloud emoji]: [redacted] blinkies <3 anti abuse only plz,” with six blinkies, captioned “all made at blinkie.cafe”

On June 2, critical-collective reblogged the original post. A third person reblogged this reblog, saying, “Many of those you would consider pro-abuse would consider themselves anti-abuse, and I can firmly say that even without knowing your stance. Sorry, but this is literally the same as ‘basic DNI,’ ‘DNI shitheads.’”

critical-collective reblogged from the third person, adding the tags, “#tbh i didnt even see that anti abuse thing when i first rbed #i was just captivated by the rolal blinkie #but rbing for that addition #also important to say that you cant really control who uses the things you post to public domain”

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I’ve been seeing this take more and more often among people I would consider friends/closely acquainted comrades, and I strongly disagree. It’s kind of worrying, actually. I’d wanted to address this earlier, and even started drafting this post weeks ago, but unfortunately stress + ADHD made me unable to actually finish writing it until now.

I remember seeing a similar sentiment around here from this following set of answers to anons. I hadn’t wanted to say anything about those answers at the time, because I was triggered and distressed, and thought it wasn’t really important enough of an issue to make a fuss about. But I think I’ll talk about it now, and I’ll also take this chance to address these in the same post, because they run on similar faulty logics.

[image ID: three asks sent to a person (not through Tumblr) about 1 month ago.

The first ask:

I see that many [[people in a certain community/demographic] think that [thing which is a form of sexual abuse] does not count as real sexual abuse,] but [they see that] others unfortunately [are] being real victims of predators and get sexually abused [(what does count as “real sexual abuse” under their framework)], so although wouldn't it be more logical to be anti-abuse than anti-[term for a set of behaviors which all constitute abuse (we believe we are correct in considering them to be abuse), though the aforementioned individuals believe that only some of them are abuse)]?

answer:

“Anti abuse” sounds like “anti bad things, pro good things” to me.

second ask:

Are you not anti bad things pro good things?

answer:

I try not to define my political positions in ways that describe my attitude more than what I actually want.

third ask:

But some people do think abuse is good, even things they themselves consider “abuse” (with that word).

answer:

Most people I’ve come across agreed with me that abuse is bad. We just defined abuse differently. And that, together with how sensationalized the concept of abuse is and how easily people get aggressive at the slightest implication that they support abuse, makes me not want to use this word as often. There are other ways to say the same thing.

Some portions have been redacted. The text in brackets was edited in by me to clarify context or make things easier to read.

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(I’m aware that this might make the OPs feel attacked. To clarify, I don’t intend this as an attack of some sort, just as a way to air my disagreements and frustrations and possibly provide useful information or arguments. Usually I don’t say anything at all when a friend/close acquaintance says something which I find problematic, because I don’t want to make people mad/upset at me, and feel like nobody would agree anyway. I’m not mad and don’t want any apologies; just bringing up points for consideration.)

It’s very important to me that people do not confuse what “should” be done from what “can” be done. It’s true, for example, that it’s difficult to truly have control over who reuses your designs you post to Tumblr. That doesn’t, however, make it wrong for you to wish for your creations to be reshared in respectful and ethical ways. Is it actually wrong for someone to violate a “do not use this if you are X”? I don’t know; the ethical considerations surrounding boundaries regarding non-direct interactions like these are far more ambiguous and difficult to determine. That doesn’t mean, however, that we should use doomer arguments—the logic of “you can’t enforce this, which is why you should not expect (want) people to respect this” itself can be applied to anything. Including boundaries that are much more obviously obligatory to respect. Leaving this open is dangerous. A similar set of arguments applies to DNIs in general.

And is it wrong for, say, a bigot to interact with a marginalized person who says “people bigoted against my identity DNI”? IMO, yes, but not really because I’d say “all DNIs are always inherently wrong to violate”; it’s because a bigot, with the beliefs they hold, makes those marginalized people unsafe. But the very same DNIs that are (pretty much) most unambiguously unethical to cross are also the ones which are hardest to enforce, because by definition bigots do not care about the boundaries of marginalized people. But, using this to argue against DNIs as a whole misunderstands the reason why many people say “[bigoted group] DNI.” They know that it’s not really enforceable without a block, but it sends a message: that this is what they want, and it indicates what they believe, and that they are likely hostile to bigotry. The same logic applies to abuse apologia.

This is in no way the same as things like “basic DNI criteria” or “DNI shitheads.” “Basic DNI criteria” and “shitheads” are nebulous, basically impossible to define universally, because they can’t be the same among everyone; they're by themselves vague and extremely subjective. But “abuse” is not such a term. Abuse is possible (arguably easy!) to define objectively, and one should expect people to adhere to a single definition of “abuse” (and believe that it exists). Of course most people don't agree on what constitutes “abuse”—and that is a problem, actually! Most people are abuse apologists; that’s not a good thing. Of course most people aren't the type of edgelord that’s unironically supportive of what they personally believe does constitute “abuse.” That doesn’t mean they’re not actually pro-abuse though; it means they’re wrong thinking some abuse isn’t real abuse. But the solution to that is not to cater to their abuse apologia, to coddle them and refuse to tell them the truth for the sake of some liberal ideals of “tolerance” for a “diversity of opinions.” Some opinions are not valid! Some opinions are harmful!

Bigots (in general) use the exact same tactics, rejecting labels like “racist” or “homophobe” when they’re accused of being such, because they don't believe what they’re promoting or doing “counts” as “real” bigotry or oppression. That doesn’t mean they're right about that. It also does not mean that people should stop saying “I don’t want [bigots] here” because “well what about the [un-self-aware bigots]!!” (They are un-self-aware bigots, not people who just happen to have a neutrally different and equally valid opinion on what constitutes bigotry.)

Ceding that the definition of abuse can reasonably/should be relativized is what abuse-relativizers (and abuse advocates/abusers in general) have been cheering on since forever. They believe that “abuse” is “simply a word to indicate nebulous individual feelings of perceiving Bad Things” because they support abuse and don’t view it as a serious issue specifically defined by exploitation of power/violation of autonomy which is inherently unethical, and view victims as lying, overreacting, contemptible, and unreliable witnesses to or interpreters of our own lives. They apply this view to victims/survivors all the time, dismissing our concerns as simply “subjective feelings” or Moral(tm) Judgment(tm), and cast this labeling as “demonization.”

The term abuse is “sensationalized” in most people’s minds BECAUSE of pervasive abuse culture and pro-abuse attitudes. Of course many people only believe that Actually Extremely Bad actions are “abusive”—they don’t have a good understanding of what abuse is! That is a very bad thing! It is one of the most important factors in making most abuse go undetected and most victims unsupported! (Meanwhile, the actual problem with the anon’s statement and beliefs went unaddressed, missing out on a useful opportunity, because the responder decided to focus completely on the wrong problem.)

I can’t really take this (the responses to the asks) as just some sort of personal preference indicator regarding terminology and comfort levels. It’s clearly a capitulation to abuse culture that fundamentally misunderstands the dynamics at play, and ultimately reinforces these problems.

Yes, much of abuse victim advocacy advises that (at first) you should not directly use the term “abuse” when telling someone that the abusive behaviors they’ve experienced were wrong or that their abuser is harming them. But that has never been a call to keep doing that forever, perceiving avoiding the term “abuse” (them having internalized their abuser’s abusive rhetoric) as some sort of good thing. It’s a crucial part of healing and breaking free from abuse to be able to understand that the abuse was in fact “abuse” and that abusers are abusers.

The word “abuse” is language extremely important to victims/survivors and anti-abuse activists. Abuse apologists’ fear of/aggressive opposition to being labeled abusers is a clear indicator and product of their own ignorance, entitlement, and oppressive ideologies. That makes it even more important to confront their problematic rhetoric and lack of understanding instead of defanging our ability to analyze and critique power dynamics and advocate for ourselves.

Everywhere I look I see people wanting to water down, co-opt, or constrain the language developed and used by survivors because nothing will satisfy them but, ultimately, complete silence. Everywhere people seem allergic to the term “abuse,” complaining that it is “too strong a word” and maybe you shouldn’t use it? I mean it’s kind of harsh/mean/too extreme/subjective/exaggerating/hysterical isn’t it? Just pick a different word!!! (No word ever truly satisfies.) I’m fucking tired of this bullshit and I don’t want traces of it to stick in places where I am supposed to feel safe and have my issues and my needs understood too.

(update: talked it out with the aforementioned third person; we mostly agree)

[puppysweirdplayhouse]

ʙʏꜰ/ᴅɴɪ

b4 u follow, please consider the following!

ʙʏꜰ:

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✎ aside from drawing stuff for my world, i’ll also reblog or post fandom stuff too! that being said, thiz blog may or may not be spoiler free! if the content iz still somewhat new, i’ll try 2 tag spoilerz when i can, but if the content haz existed 4 a few yearz, it won’t be tagged unlezz requested!

✎ i will ramble abt my playhouse a lot, az well az the people within it! all my friendz who live there are real to me! thiz doez NOT give anyone the right to give me unwanted reality checkz!

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✎ i rlly like horror content!!! whether it’z moviez, analog horror, gamez, or visual novelz, i rlly rlly enjoy it!!! i’ll reblog horror stuffz from time 2 time!!! if u don’t like horror media, be sure 2 block the cw: horror or cw: scary imagery tagz!!! i’ll do my best 2 tag these properly, but if i forget, plz don’t hesitate 2 remind me!!!

✎ similar 2 above, i also enjoy yandere content!!! once again, i will do my best 2 keep thingz properly tagged, but if i mizz anything, plz let me know!!! if ur not a fan of yandere characterz/media, be sure 2 block the cw: yandere tag!!! i know they’re not everybody’z cup of tea, and that’z okay!

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ᴅɴɪ:

✎ dni if ur a minor or a blank blog!!! i’m an adult who’d rather only interact w other adultz!!! if u don’t have an age in ur bio/pinned, send me an ask clarifying ur an adult! otherwise, you’ll be blocked on sight!

✎ dni if u ship minor x adult characterz, sibling x sibling characterz, or identify w the label pro/comship!!! i’ve been on the internet for a looong time, n’ i’ve experienced all kindz of spacez in fandom culture. i’ve been groomed by people in thiz side of fandom space, n’ it took me a really long time to get away from them. i don’t want to talk about thiz, so please don’t ask. at thiz point, i’m too tired to care where you go, just don’t come here. you’re not welcome here.

✎ dni if ur anti-otherkin or anti-therian! the same goez if ur anti-furry! these guyz are really sweet people, n’ they’re not hurting anyone!

✎ dni if u think it’z okay to be mean/bully people because of their interestz!!! their cup of tea may not be your cup of tea, and that’z okay! what ISN’T okay iz being unnecessarily mean 2 someone just because u don’t like what they like! ur not better than them for not consuming the thingz that they like, n’ they’re not worse than you for liking what they like!

✎ dni if u sexualize agere!!! it’z a coping mechanism, NOT a kink!!!

✎ dni if ur pro-ed or anti-recovery! i struggle w an eating disorder. i am, however, pro-recovery!!!

More info will be added az i see fit!!!

ᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴇʀᴢ ʙʏ ᴅᴏʟʟʏᴡᴏɴꜱ!!!

[darehearts]

❛  this  way ,  i  don’t  owe  you  anything  -  you  don’t  owe  me  anything .  ❜ —emrys (listen! saving each other n paying the debt ?? also jim needs someone who knows magic on the ship so there can be ‘magic is pure science’ arguments lol so convince him plz)

❝    𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 the first place.    ❞         the captain's countenance is deeply furrowed,   a tinge of disappointment casting a shadow over his slightly narrowed gaze.   he is grateful for the rescue,   truly,   but he did not expect to have to consider how to   RECIPROCATE   the favor.   perhaps he needs to clarify a few things.

❝    that’s not how the Enterprise works,   Mr. Villin.   we don’t save people just so we can come back and ask something of them.   we do it because it’s the right thing to do.    ❞         how trite  &  NOBLE   a statement to make.   however,   Jim is aware that its truthfulness is not diminished.           ❝    thank you for the assist,   although i can’t say i followed how you performed such a   MIRACLE.    ❞

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑮𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑷𝑳𝑨𝑪𝑬  ★  |  accepting mutuals only  !

[arcadequeerz]

People on this shitsite rly do act like their experiences r universal n the moment u try n say other wise they make you the bad guy.

[noa-ciharu]

noa! heeyyy! i want to read something by clamp. what should i pick first?

also i saw a post a while back that talked about a psychological horror manga by clamp but i don't remember it now and i really wanted to check it out too

Ohh it's time to drag new people into Clamp! Now, there are plenty of good manga of theirs but not all are so "beginner friendly", so to put. Also the psychological horror you've heard about is most likely xxxholic but I won't go as far to call it "horror", more like it has that silent "unspoken" note attached to it, gothic vibes and looming sense of vacancy and emptiness in some moments. I'll talk more about it.

So before I start, honorable mentions: Chobits (bit echii but has its message), RG veda and X/1999 (plz don't start with these ones you'll get traumatized) and Clover. I'll include 3 and half recommendations. Also in all stories characters are beyond beautifully developed and three dimensional (honestly that's one of my fav things) and all relationship between the characters are magnificently developed and don't fall onto any stereotypical scale: be it platonic, family, romantic, met 5 mins ago or purely emotional bond it's always unique and fleshed out, so I won't mention that separately. Prepare for star crossed themes and people losing eyes because that's Clamp's signature (but it's like, so well done that even someone who hates amatonormativity and soulmates tropes like I do adores it when it's done by Clamp; it has narratives value as well as metaphorical). So without further ado:

Card captor Sakura

Classic one, probably the most famous Clamp manga. Simple yet powerful story of little girl named Sakura, her friends and family and her magical abilities. One, if not the best magical girl shows I've seen so far. One of the things that specifically stood out for me are the different types of love and connections between the characters and how Sakura doesn't discriminate and accepts people as they are. It's cute, nice plot, amazing characters, little to no angst. Also people usually credit it on LGBT representation back in 90's (Sakura and Shayoran are both bi, as they would fall for one another regardless of gender, Tomoyo had a crush/loves Sakura, Touya and Yukito are mlm couple ect...). Both manga and 90's anime are good, but manga is better imo slightly. Tbh a lot can be said about CCS but I have a feeling you're looking for something with more complex and darker themes.

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle

This is another classic one. Also to clarify: this manga is a massive crossover, Clamp took almost all characters from TRC (only notable exceptions being main characters Kurogane and Fai) from their previous works; so it's a massive slow burn AU if you'd like it in fandom terms (also found family is so strong in this one). But you can read it without reading any previous mangas as all those that appear are side characters in TRC. Also main characters Sakura and Shayoran have the same soul as ones from CCS above, but are not the same characters- to out it briefly and without complicated explanations: think of it as an AU. I've already mentioned characters and relationships development being gorgeously done but TRC deserves a mention once again since during those 233 manga chaps (28 vols) I've seen one of the most beautiful development of four main characters and complex relationships between all four of them. Plot is about following: Princess Sakura loses her memories which shattered in form of feathers into other universes, and Shayoran paired the price to travel those dimensions (with Sakura, Kurogane and Fai, those you see in pics) in search of them; but at the price of Sakura forgetting their previous relationship forever. Quite tragic and promising beginning. Story is a comedy adventure with slight drama for first 100chap, but there are questions and tensions lurking in the background as foreshadowing. Then things take on a way more serious and dark tone as conflicts, plot twists and character's past and tragedy kick in (it's like, so good). Also the subtle messages and characters backstories/ trauma, how it influences their decision and thoughts now and how they've started healing from some of it - it's A+.

Yes, tell him Kurogane. My only issue ever with this series is its complex and impossible to understand explanation of some things towards the ending. But all in all, 10/10 one of the best I've read. Also Fai is the most beautiful person I've seen like ever and kurofai best slow burn and development and - okay moving on.

xxxHolic

Okay, this one along with Tokyo Babylon is my favorite manga, like ever (they are similar in some ways). I've talked about basics before, so I'll add something new. But what I'll repeat is YUUKO!! God bless that woman and her quotes, English language isn't coherent enough to describe her. Also there's a whole philosophical thematic of wish fulfilling: to receive something, you must give up something that holds the same value to you: no more no less. According to Yuuko, " there's no coincidence, only hitsuzen (fate)" - what that means truly, I'll leave up for debate. Bonus side note: all of the clients are females (in TB all Subaru's clients are too).

Since there are many many arc stories of Yuuko's clients and their wished ("you shouldn't promise anything so lightly", "wishes come at price"), I'll retell one with a monkey's paw so you can see the glimpse of how psychologically intriguing and unique themes of this manga are:

Woman arrives at Yuuko's shop and sees monkey's paw (mystical object that grants 5 wished but at cost of misfortune) and asks Yuuko if she can have it to which she says yes. But to never open it. Woman, being overconfident in her ability to resist the temptation and curiosity, agrees. Of course, it's all doomed to failure : her first wish is to rain all night, which it does - but water is used from schools pool. Second one is to acquire that too expensive for her pocket antique mirror - mirror falls behind her from thin air, ends up shattering. Third one is to write excellent essay for her studies - which she does, but it's all plagiarized and stolen. Then one day she wakes up late for school/work and wishes for an excuse for being late - woman falls in front of her on train rails and dies thus a whole scandal and thus - an excuse. I won't go into what last one is, to leave you intrigued. So the whole point is, as Yuuko said "No one can consider themselves special enough to hold such power over fate of themselves and others". Her idea that she's better than others is wrong - she's not special and above all consequences of her wishes and actions. Monkey paw doesn't care how wishes gets fulfilled, nor does for her. Cautionary tale.

Also life messages, such as this one, this one is reoccurring theme in Clamp's manga:

I know entire xxxholic fandom jokes about Yuuko being beyond perfect but other characters are top notch as well, especially Watanuki, the protagonist. Won't spoil much, but it reminds me of following: Caterpillar in it's chrysalis, learning about world and itself, experiencing, forming connection, realizing that "human being never does entirely belong to themselves, connections to others always exists, always tangling", learning about self value and worth - and them when metamorphosis finally occurs and butterfly is ready to fly free, part of it always remains inside the chrysalis.

I read it for about 10 days or so (23 volumes I think) and it's better to prolong it rather than binge since there are a lot of implications, subtext by words/ panel presenting/ linear not sophisticated background/ symbolism, hidden meanings and life lessons as well as karma. So it's better to read it slowly and carefully to let the message sink and to think properly about it. I think even after 10 rereads I'd still miss something, bless you Clamp on being so detailed with everything.

Tokyo Babylon

Almost didn't add it but there's one thing to keep in mind when discussing this manga: before looking at the series as romance and shonen ai, at its core Tokyo Babylon is tragedy social criticisms drama with philosophical elements. One more note: I've never seen a series so spoiled on tumblr so don't search it up (to be fair, manga ended in '93). Deconstruction of typical coming of age mangas, as ugly sides of reality are always present. Also, this is type of manga that you read twice - once when you dont know, and second time when you do know. I'll never see cherry blossom in same way again, thanks Clamp.

Plot is about young medium exorcist, Subaru, dealing with cases of spirits lingering on Earth being unable to move on due to their pain which is more often than not caused by society, isolation and indifference of a big city (in this case Tokyo). Focus is on emotional, psychological and social themes and that itself (along with characters and their complexity in terms of being human) is what separates this manga from the rest of "exorcism case" media. To paraphrase a quote from series which sums it up really well " Why does this come as a surprise to you? Tragedies like this happen every day in Tokyo". And said tragedies and cases are portrayed not only narratively well, but realistically in terms of cognitive and emotional responses from both ghosts/people feeling isolated with problems and Subaru. For an instance:

Unlike previous two I've mentioned plot here is intriguing and has complex themes as well, but is far more straightforward and won't leave you with any questions about the plot after end (there'llbe other things tho...). Plus there are only 3 characters beside the side chapter-by-chapter ones. Since I can't talk about other two characters (his twin sister Hokuto and his friend/suitor Seishirou) spoiler free, I'll focus on Subaru. What strikes to me the most about him is his kindness, selflessness and empathy but not those traits themselves but rather how they've viewed and portrayed as self destructive trait and a flaw as he feels the pain of world around him and suffers as result where in return world around him (Tokyo) is unaffected and unmoved by his pain. He understands people, but only forms so called "temporary bonds" with them; is numb to his own heart and treats everyone the same (so everyone is special to him by design - thus noone stands out, but this changes within the series).

This manga has one of the best and most "never forgetting" endings I've ever seen in media. 7 volumes long which is not much but leaves the impression for a quite some time.

In conclusion:

So all in all, TRC was my first Clamp manga but I'd say go for xxxholic or Tokyo Babylon since in my personal opinion, as well as judging by a narrative and messages those two are the best. The difference is that xxxholic has that slow slow pacing that kinda lures you into that emptiness of reality and depression like state, kinda like the tarots hanged man card - slow burn waiting for your own metamorphosis, stuck in a loop unable to move on until something within changes. Tokyo Babylon experience is full tarot tower one - you walk down the street and it starts storming and raining and it never crossed your mind that you might be struck by the lighting and next thing you know you're hit by one.

Hope I was helpful :D

[hoes4hoseok]

txt as folklore

hi! so I wanted to clarify that I always choose the songs in these posts so that the itzy & enha versions line up and I don’t repeat any songs in any version. so sometimes, multiple members will fit a song and I have to change one for the benefit of the other. anyways, I hope you enjoy! thanks to @lethekoo :)

soobin as the 1

“I persist & resist the temptation to ask you ‘if one thing had been different, would everything be different today?’”

if things didn’t work out with soobin, it would probably be mutual

the song kind of describes this melancholy feeling after the split, maybe even years later, where you’re just thinking about how great the two of you were back then

you didn’t work, but you wanted it to--so bad. & you’re over it, but sometimes you think about him & all that you could have been if things had played out differently:(

hueningkai as cardigan

“I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired & you'd be standin' in my front porch light, & I knew you'd come back to me”

look...I'm not saying hueningkai is a cheater, but, at the age of seventeen, it’s very possible for him to have been disloyal in a moment of weakness

& it would break your heart because he would make you feel loved & cherished when you felt like no one was on your side

& yeah, you had fucked up a couple times, but that didn’t make it okay for him to cheat

but, in my mind, you did end up forgiving him

does he deserve you? that’s an ongoing argument (but i’m honestly a james apologist...plz don't block me)

yeonjun as exile

“you’re not my homeland anymore, so what am I defending now? you were my town, now I’m in exile seein’ you out”

I feel like if you & yeonjun broke up, it would either end in you being good friends or not being able to be in the same room without unbearable tension lingering over everyone there

& boy this song sure leans towards the second

there are feelings of jealousy that tend to linger after breakups, &, obviously, acting upon the jealousy is unwarranted--but it happens naturally; it isn’t a good feeling, but rather something only time can fix. 

& I truly think that yeonjun would be one jealous ex boyfriend, especially at the line, “I'm not your problem anymore, so who am I offending now?” OUCH

OH OH BUT ALSO YEONJUN NOT THINKING UR NEW BF IS FUNNY IS SO HILARIOUS TO ME

beomgyu as invisible string

“isn’t it just so pretty to think, all along there was some invisible string tying you to me?”

okay I feel like getting together with beomgyu would be great but also a little weird because you’d think “how the fuck did we happen??” every so often

just because there are so many ways that your lives could have gone, but somehow they lead you to find each other, & you may be different, but you were made for each other, you know?

this one might just be my personal interpretation of beomgyu and the song, but I'm curious to see if anyone has other suggestions

taehyun as peace

“there's robbers to the east, clowns to the west, I'd give you my sunshine, give you my best, but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me”

the whole concept of worrying about your partner because you go through so much & not wanting to drag them into it every time it happens is just...so incredibly romantic

I tend to think of taehyun as someone who just...tries his absolute best in relationships, especially the ones that are in the public eye (but not for the reason that you’d think)

in my reputation version, I gave taehyun ‘delicate’, & I think that goes hand in hand with my choice to give him ‘peace’ as well, since it illustrates a different side of it all

because, yeah, he wouldn’t care what slack he’d get for who he's dating, but he can’t make you be okay with it all of a sudden

so yeah imo this is him just saying “thank you for staying. I know it isn’t easy” :(

enhypen version ☆ red version ☆ masterlist

[thewingedmuse]

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First of all, you FREAKING LEGEND!!!

OH MY GOD!! YOU'RE A DAMN LEGEND. WHAT AN ICON 🔥❤

The reading. The freaking reading... 🤌🤌🤌

Let's forget about resonating for a minute but the effort, the art, the time, the energy, the freaking creativity, iconic, you're a legend. I can't stress enough how great and freaking amazing it is that you're doing this for people here, FOR FREE. I love you and really appreciate you for it ❤❤.

Sending all the love and good luck to you❤✨.

Now onto the reading, you took 2hours to do that, again, I am blessed and greatful. Will never forget that!

First of all, the warmth and peace that this reading had is out of the world. I loved every single bit of it and it was Somewhat calming effect on me.

The first paragraph, I think you're describing me or me, please clarify that for me :). That paragraph was so sweet and serene. It was calming and bright and the sea connection was so sweet. It's ironic and weird because I love the sea but i don't like being in it(like in the middle) because it scares me, but i love being on beach side and i can sit there for hours. I was also born in a very beach-y city. The description of this paragraph has my heart😭❤❤

If I am correct and this my soul then I am truly blessed❤.

Message from your soul.

The message has my heart ❤. Especially the part about the many treasure I will find in this lifetime. Some are meant for me and some are not. That's something I think I keep needing to hear, sometimes I forget that I can't have everything. I need to remember that somethings are for me and somethings are not.

The whole you going into the Portal was hella weird (in a good way) and mesmerizing 😭✨. Like the mystery, who's the man, the art, the architecture, the vibes, everything, immaculate ❤✨. My man is artistic and iconic it seems lmoa. Also, appearing as a someone else or not his true self, lmoa the drama.

This is something that i keep getting, the architecture or artistic, in a lot of readings. Its kinda weird now. I out of nowhere saw a reading on YouTube and that had weird emphasis on architecture and art. So that was cool and weird👀

The interview type of messages was cool and real.

It was cool seeing a side of him, even if not real. The questions and the answers were 😭❤❤. Why can't he be real!?

Again, the beach(where he met me in some lifetime), which is something I also heard in my yesterday YouTube reading. Again, weird but love it.

Lmao, when he revealed the real him was so funny to me for some reason. I didn't expect him to be what you said.

The answer to his favorite memories with me, plzzz 😭❤❤ and again, the ocean, damn I am the ocean at this point.

The question and answer to the precious things in connection with me. I got goosebumps, that was so surreal and sweet answer, I almost cried. Who doesn't want something like this, it's like a dream😭. That was so touching and heartful.

The part about marriage and then him remembering, plz make me cry won't you😭😭 but the butterflies, I don't know about chasing them but I do love them and whenever I see them, I always stop and stare or follow them with my eyes. Butterflies are really beautiful ❤

Lmao, not the twist in the end, I was like wtf!? 😂😂 still not over it, damn! I am honored ✨

The lessons we have taught each other, love that❤, that was so sweet.

I wanted you to clarify the name question, is it his name Or soul name Or what? I kinda got confused.

Anyway, what a reading, you're a legend. I love you and especially for this. The time and energy ✨🥰

Thank you so much for this reading, words can't tell you how greatful I am. Looking forward to your future content and your journey. Have a great day/night. Cheers❤🥂

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR YOUR FEEDBACKKKKK and your appreciation ^^ long feedbacks make me very happy 💐✨

I'm so happy to hear that the reading had a calming effect on you, that means a lot to me so I'm glad you mentioned that.

1. In the first paragraph I was describing your soul, the purest and most divine essence of you, one that's free from mortal worries but instead transcends into divinity. The soul holds memories and lessons from all your past lives. Yes you are truly blessed indeed ❤️

2. Oh but he is very real indeed, it's just that at first he altered his appearance. The architecture and what he said about his career, his favourite designs and the playground garden place were all real.

3. Actually he didn't mention if it's his name, soul name or what. I'd say it's his name. For one he didn't appear to me in his soul form so I don't think he would give me his soul name either. He appeared to me as himself - a spiritual being who has a job as designer so I would say he gave me his name.

Btw I see your other ask too, I'll answer it now. Thank you for your kind words and your detailed feedback once again! Take care and have a fabulous day or night as fabulous as you.