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void-girl · 2 years

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i cant eat, cant sleep, cant do laundry, cant work, cant clean, all I do is sit here and rot, consuming media and writing/drawing. I havent showered, havent brushed my teeth, the only thing I can bring myself to do is take care of our dog and two cats.... I feel so fucking sick in the head

#I have so many dreams yet i can barely walk down the stairs without feeling sheer exhaustion each time I lift a leg #also as a canadian I cannot express how weird it is to have M.A.I.D just looming over you...#the people running this country would rather kill us before even acknowledging we exist #but i promised i wasnt gonna off myself so now im just slowly starving to death I fucking guess #i have been eating but its so hard to find foods I can eat #everything makes me gag #I feel like my throat closes up and if I try to force it down i will literally throw up #maybe I need outside help #my mom tries her best to help but she struggles with many of her own problems #but idk I feel like im not sick enough to actually get help

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