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softquietsteadylove · 1 year ago
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Heyyyy
Can we have some more- uh- *cough* *chokes*- spice for the mermaid AU?
once again I live for your entire account 🫶🏼
Thena crunched her sardine snacks, seated next to Gil on the beach that was around the backside of the island. There was a little actual tree cover over this 'beach', and it was even less out of the way than the dock for Titania.
She called it her little cove, where she could slip into the water for a nice little swim and emerge without drawing attention. Gil called it her secret oasis, sometimes.
"This is nice, huh?"
She smiled at him next to her, fishing lazily just for the sake of relaxing. She nodded with another fistful of her favorite snack in her mouth. The water moved and she nudged his arm.
"Ooh!" Gil jumped to grip his fishing rod tighter, reeling and letting out slack in strategic intervals. "Come on, little fella."
Thena tilted her head a few times, trying to deduce the catch from the sounds and smells she could pick up, as well as its behaviour on the hook. "I think it's a snapper."
"You think so?" Gil murmured, although he wrestled with his catch a little.
She nodded, leaning against his shoulder, "don't let it go completely slack, but let it think it's winning a little. Then reel it in all at once."
Gil chuckled, following her instructions. "Is that how you'd hunt it, Angelfish?"
She laughed as well, licking the salt from her snack off her lips. "Exactly. You let it think it can get away and then-!"
Gil beamed as he reeled in the red snapper, letting it soar through the air.
Thena instinctively reached to catch it, but withdrew her hand so Gil could toss his catch aside in his catch basket properly.
He kissed her cheek, "I'm lucky I have the expert with me."
She grinned, always happy to receive affection from him. She would be flipping her tail if she could. But there were certain things her tail couldn't do for her.
Gil sighed as she kissed his lips more purposefully. She set her snacks aside and moved her legs so she could crawl into his lap. Her legs were much better at this kind of thing.
Thena moaned as she tasted his beer on him. She didn't mind the taste of it so much, although that was possibly just because she associated it with Gil so much now. He said she never tasted like sardine snacks even though she ate them all the time.
According to Gil, she tasted the way the ocean smelled. She didn't quite understand that, but it was nicer than hearing that she tasted of dried fish.
"Sweetie," he sighed as she slipped her hand to his belt. He caught her hand gently, "we should go inside."
"Should we?" she asked with no intention of waiting to hear the answer. She moved closer, tugging at one end of the contraption. Something she would never, ever admit to Gil was that when he was at work she practised things like untying his shoes and getting his belts clasped and unclasped.
It was good practise for her! And also she wanted to be better at getting him undressed before he could start arguing about whether it was 'the right time' or not.
"Angelfish," Gil attempted to sound more stern, although she pressed a hand to his chest and found that funny bump called the nipple again. Its many purposes and pleasures still amazed her.
Thena pulled back and pouted at him, "why?"
"Well," her sweet human blushed, holding her gently between his outstretched legs. "We're...outside."
She blinked, "and?"
"Well," he urged, only more embarrassed. "We don't do...this...outside. What if someone heard us?--what if someone saw you?!"
"Hm," Thena pursed her lips. She supposed that mating was more something done with a certain modicum of privacy. No one wanted to stumble upon a mating couple among the coral reefs. She looked around them. "But-"
"Thena-" Gil tried to continue but moaned as she kissed him again.
"You seem excited by the idea," she pointed out, pressing against him and the increasingly firm bulge between his legs. "There is no one around, for how concerned you are of it."
Gil sighed, looking at her. "No one?"
"No one," she assured with a smile, tracing her thumb along his hairline. "I can't hear a single human, or boat. I can't smell anything but the sea."
Gil seemed ready to concede. He have a great respect for the fact that her senses far exceeded his own capabilities. He frowned, "are you comfortable with this, Angelfish?"
She tilted her head at him. "Are you?"
Gil smiled, tilting his head up and kissing her again, "If you're sure no one is around to listen to my girlfriend like this, then I'm fine with it."
She purred as she leaned in for another kiss. Ever since their first time mating it seemed her body hungered for it. She sat around thinking about him--about it. They slept together regularly now but when they didn't mate before sleeping she would sleep lightly, hoping to wake up and find that he was awake too.
Humans needed so much sleep--poor creatures.
Gil rolled them over on the blanket he had laid out over the large and coarse sand of the side beach. It wasn't the very light silica that was likely to get all over and stick everywhere, but sand was still sand. He grunted, "wrap your legs around me, Angelfish."
Thena sighed, melting against him as he purred that pet name in her ear. It reverberated through her, reducing her hard earned bones to jelly status.
Gil kissed from below her ear down her throat, dragging his teeth along where she had sealed away her gills under extra skin. She shivered. "You like that?"
She did. Very much.
Thena arched her back as he unbuttoned the shirt of his she was wearing, revealing her breasts. He found those very special, very sensitive nipples and began working his magic with his firm, calloused fingertips.
Even though he and Sersi had both taken her shopping, she simply preferred wearing Gil's clothes, unless they were going somewhere new.
Gil ran his tongue over one nipple then the other, teasing them until they were at peak sensitivity. She could feel the wind against them. He unbuttoned the shirt all the way, revealing her hips and between her legs.
She mewled as he stroked there, "Gil, yes, more."
He nudged her necklace up with his nose so he could nip her collar bone lightly with his teeth. Such blunt teeth, such gentle nibbles. "That's it, sweetheart."
Thena panted as he moved his fingers in waves, the way she would move her own tail. She wasn't sure if this was just the technique but by all seas and oceans it was good. "Yes, yes, Gil, please!"
He always made her finish first ('come' first). Something about it being good for her. And it made it easier for him to enter her afterwards? She hadn't paid much attention, too gripped by the pleasure of imagining it while he was explaining it so calmly.
She laid facing up, blinking at the sun just barely peeking through the leaves over them, tingling her skin. She gripped Gil's shoulders as he kissed her, pulling his fingers from her gently.
She sighed and purred, her head lilting this way and that lazily, her legs wound around Gil's hips. "Please, Gil? I want you inside of me again."
He blushed; something about mating instilled such shyness in her sweet man. It was very endearing.
He kissed her as they both got his belt undone and tossed away. He did most of the work until he was at her entrance again. "Ready?"
Thena moaned as loud as she wanted to as he pushed into her. This was the feeling that consumed her mind day and night. It was driving her to insanity. Makkari wouldn't recognise her anymore if she knew how much she craved Gil's naked flesh against her fingertips.
Gil moved gently at first, his body laid out and close to hers, her arms wound around his ribs and her legs over his hip and around his leg. Truly a beast with two backs, they made.
Thena whimpered as she dug her heel into his tailbone. It was a difficult angle for her leg - or maybe it was her hip doing the work - but it could make him go faster.
Gil thrust harder, hitting deeper. Their pelvises met loudly, and Thena could hear the fluids allowing their mating to happen smoothly. She groaned. He nipped at her neck again, "feel good, Angelfish?"
"So good," she responded, digging her nails into his back a little and dragging them over his skin. His muscles clenched and she would have asked if she had hurt him, if he didn't pick up pace even more.
"Fuck," he cursed, pushing himself up on his palms beside her so he could move more intensely. She liked the way it sounded when he cursed. It was different from her own usual curses, like oil spill or clownfish or barnacle.
Thena let out another moan as he scraped against the front of her, "there, Gil, I want more right there!"
He grinned, his breath coming out differently when he was smiling. He gripped the side of her butt and then her thigh, "okay then!"
"Gil, more, there, yes!" Sometimes word ceased to find her when they were mating. Like now. "Fuck!"
Ooh, it did feel good to say 'fuck'.
"Thena," he grunted, sweat beading on his forehead. He was close to finishing too.
"Yes, right there, almost," she panted, staring up at the sky as if she could physically reach out for the point of her release. "Gil!"
It felt like waves against the rocks. Like letting her body go and riding the ebb and flow of the storm safely within a warm pocket. She felt like a jelly listing lazily through the current, or a great turtle swimming as slowly as it desired.
Gil's finish was always loud, sometimes painful sounding. But he said it felt good, and the feeling of his finish releasing in her certainly felt good for her. So she hoped it felt better for him.
Gil stayed close to her body, as if a bird flying overhead would be spying on them mating and he was greedily keeping her human body to himself.
Not that she wanted to share his human body with anyone.
He kissed her gently, as he always did after mating. He looked down at her with warm eyes, always with this extra soft expression after their release. "You okay?"
She smiled at him, purring for lack of any better words. He seemed to understand, burying his face against her breast and kissing over her happy little heart.
"You're amazing, Angelfish."
By the seven seas did she love him. She didn't know if love always accompanied mating but it certainly did for her. She would never need - or take - another mate so long as she lived. "I could say the same of you."
He blushed, her sweet, sweet human.
Gil pulled her up into his lap, him hanging loosely now that the mating was over. He held her delicately, buttoning up his shirt again.
According to him, having her breasts out in the open flustered him.
Thena bent her head to sneak in little kisses as he did up the buttons, blocking his view of them at every opportunity. She liked kissing him, and she liked kissing him far more than she liked being dressed.
"Come on, Cuddlefish," he chuckled, giving her another kiss before stuffing himself away into his pants again. Doing up that damned belt. "I have dinner to make."
Thena nodded and sighed, letting him stand up and pull her with him. Mating was far better, but Gil's food was a close second for the best feeling in the world.
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collabwithmyself · 3 years ago
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I am absolutely in love with catperson Phoenix and Thena. ESPECIALLY Phoenix cause I wanna see how you do that story wise, is it slow transformation from gradual recognition of shared NT/catperson traits? Or is it just “oh wow my friend who is a catperson does things that I do a lot maybe we are Same?” and then overnight POOF catperson? Idk and I wanna find out.
Okay so Cathena is new and I am still formulating thoughts about it and I absolutely want to do her justice. BUT I ACTUALLY HAVE. BIG THOUGHTS ABOUT THE FELINIX BRANCH OF THE AU. This is mostly copy-pasted from Discord please bear with me
good evening lads i have an extremely self indulgent au of the au
it's that phoenix is also a catboy but like. not fully fledged yet? as an allegory for not realizing you're neurodivergent until you're well into adulthood because you masked too well and/or nobody recognized the signs
phoenix started the realization process as a kid when he realized he was really similar to miles and the two of them understood each other better than anyone else did, but it kinda ground to a halt once miles moved away and he started masking
the few inhuman traits he did develop can be easily ignored, or downplayed as something humorous. (as someone with adhd, playing your symptoms for humor so they're more palatable to the people around you, whether consciously or not, is VERY common!) he doesn't actually realize there's something up with him.
Phoenix carefully cutting his food so nobody realizes just how damn sharp his teeth are and starts asking questions (they're just like that naturally? Leave him alone?), and playing off the fact he can wiggle his ears as a weird party trick
He'll accidentally do work in a nearly completely dark office because. He can see in the dark. And he'll scare the crap out of Mia or Maya because his eyes shine and they otherwise didn't notice him in the dark room
He just doesn't realize how weird he is, and he gets panicky whenever people point out that he's weird. But he's weird in a funny way, so it's fine, right? It's intentional, right? There's nothing really wrong with him, right?
Every so often there's cracks in the mask, especially when Phoenix is left alone, because his abandonment issues are made so much worse with his RSD, but that means no one else is around to see these cracks
But the mask starts plain falling apart after he's disbarred and crashing hard, suffering even worse than any neurotypical person would due to his RSD and trauma, and it slips enough that Miles in particular can start to see the cracks and questions if he's really neurotypical
Phoenix starts stimming more obviously when he's alone, is low on motivation, unknowingly self-medicating by drinking sugary grape juice to help him stay collected
But he's happier when Miles and Trucy are with him and he can engage with them, even if he's struggling to keep himself collected, and still trying to support Miles through the whole "accepting his cat side" thing even though he's in pretty serious distress himself
As Phoenix spends more time with Miles during his disbarment and starts being comfortable with sharing behaviors, his mask loosens further and further... and the more physically odd he becomes to match his mental walls coming down
He starts making unnatural noises and doesn't even really notice between Miles's own vocalizations and Trucy being able to mimic sounds. He gets distracted while playing with Miles to help him blow off steam, because for some reason he really wants a turn with the toy himself. He keeps zoning out while focusing on one specific thing, and when a noise interrupts him he jumps high enough to clear the coffee table.
He chews his nails a lot, but he could swear they're growing in sharper. He doesn't know if it's just him being cranky from lack of sleep, or stressed about Kristoph, but it feels like his hearing is getting more sensitive, or at least provoking more of a reaction. His ears are starting to itch uncomfortably, and his back is more sore than ever.
Eventually he puts two and two together. But. It scares him. His life is already so goddamn weird and this is only gonna make it so much harder!
Like. Accepting you're neurodivergent and recognizing your behaviors is a scary thing. Because it means accepting you're not "normal" and will never be able to fit in with society, and most people aren't going to understand you or even make the effort to try. And being visibly neurodivergent in public can be humiliating and even dangerous. People treat you differently when they find out you're not neurotypical, they look down on you and can sometimes get verbally or even physically violent.
So he's fighting against this realization and hastily trying to remask himself right when he's on the verge of this breakthrough, and it's putting him in so much discomfort and pain because he's right on the verge of a transformation. He can't revert, he can't undo what he's already learned about himself, so he's stuck like that because he refuses to accept it.
Miles can see Phoenix is in pain and withdrawing and it scares him, he doesn't know what to do or what's happening and Phoenix won't tell him
He has to approach Phoenix and coax out his thoughts - his fears of being different and being recognized as such, his worries that nothing will ever be the same once he finally puts a name to what's different about him, that he can't go back to the way things were when he was in blissful ignorance of himself
And Phoenix wouldn't wish this hiding on anyone and he hates that it's a necessity for Miles in order to be taken seriously
And Miles, completely clueless regarding the physical aspect of all this, assures Phoenix that he is always going to have loved ones that will fight to be there for him and understand him, that he's fought so hard to understand Miles and create a space for him where he can be open with himself and it's only fair if Miles does the same, because Miles cares so so much about Phoenix.
It's so hard to be understood, but there are people willing to meet Phoenix halfway, to understand him and help him function and give him the space he needs to be his most authentic self. Phoenix is neurodivergent and that is not a bad thing. He is loved regardless, and though the world will be harsh to him, he is deserving of love and understanding.
And poor Phoenix, huddled up in his blanket, being nuzzled awkwardly but comfortingly by Miles, a purr rumbling through them both... he just. Breaks down.
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...and then there's an unsteady whisper of a sound, vaguely like a car engine trying to turn over, starting and stopping and starting again.
Miles listens closely. The awkward noise is coming from Phoenix, he's almost sure of it. He asks if Phoenix needs any water, and he coughs awkwardly, responding that he's fine. The noise stops, but... Phoenix is tense.
Miles asks him if he's alright, if he's doing something wrong. Phoenix is quick to shoot that down - Miles is fine, doing his absolute best, and Phoenix appreciates it - but... Changes in behavior aren't the only thing that have been plaguing Phoenix. Maybe it's all a coincidence. His ears don't itch anymore, and his back feels better... maybe it's just all in his head?
Miles is like. Phoenix. What are you talking about. And Phoenix is like uhhhh
Miles reaches up and slowly removes the blanket from over Phoenix's head.
And two soft, triangular ears spring up from his spiky hair.
Miles stares. Then, hand trembling, he gently brushes his fingers against one. It flicks and swivels, and Phoenix lets out a questioning trill, one Miles himself has made dozens of times.
They both freeze.
...Phoenix starts to tear up again.
Miles pulls him into an awkward hug and he sobs into his chest, terrified and relieved and so so confused. When Miles begins to purr again, his own shaky purr tries desperately to match it, new and rusty and awkward. A bottlebrush tail snakes hesitantly from beneath the blanket, and Miles's own sleek one intertwines with it.
They're the only two in the world quite like themselves, but Phoenix has spent years aiding Miles to be himself, and Miles will be damned if he doesn't return the favor to the one he adores most.
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valorandgold-archived · 6 years ago
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5 times the love for junipollo? :3
The moment she first laid eyes on Apollo Justice, Juniper Woods knew there was something special about him, something different. When her best friend had arrived at Themis to greet her, she’d of course been overjoyed, even if she hadn’t shown it right away. Yet there was something striking about the other attorney who had been standing next to the ever-vibrant yellow-clad best friend of Juniper. Ignoring the fact that he was immediately handsome (which Juniper wasn’t about to admit aloud at risk of embarrassing herself), she sensed something with him. It was like she could feel the fiery passion that was there within him even if he wasn’t displaying it right away yet. It matched the vibrant red fabric that was the most noticeable part of his wardrobe. Maybe that was part of what conveyed those first impressions of his personality.
With how confident but nice he came off right away though…Juniper was already starting to feel the first hints of that strong crush she wound up having on him by the end of the soon-to-arrive case they did not yet know about.
It was at the Detention Center, of all places, when she first really realized that she had a hopeless crush on this wonderful man. In her darkest moments, both Athena and he were there to get information from her, ,but also to support the girl who had now shown that she was still fragile like she had been when Thena had last seen her. It was more than a little disheartening, not being able to show her best friend that she was stronger than before, that she was capable and could stand on her own.
But as if Athena Cykes being in her corner wasn’t enough, there was Apollo Justice with his smile, washing her in a wave of warm comfort and reinforcement, and he was rooting her on.
“One more time, Miss Woods!”
“I-i’m…” Juniper cleared her throat, trying to make certain her voice didn’t waver. “…I’m Juniper Woods and I’m fine!”
And despite her dire situation right now…she was really starting to believe she would be fine.
“Don’t worry Junie! You’ll do great!” 
Juniper Woods was feeling understandably self-conscious about performing the Guitar’s Serenade on stage with Klavier Gavin performing the song he didn’t think he’d ever want to perform again after that incident about a year ago. Yet here he was…and here she was, of all people, about to sing the haunting vocals. Athena was, of course, being as supportive as ever, and to be honest, the brunette was glad she felt like she could ease up and be who she truly was with the other again. 
Then there was Apollo Justice, still as much of an intriguing presence as he had been as much as when she first met him…even more so, in fact.
“We believe in you Miss Woods. Remember, you’ll be fine!”
Oh god. There it was…that absolutely inescapable aura of confidence and that radiant warm smile, just like she’d seen at the detention center…it filled her with even more warmth and strength than when she’d seen it then. That was all she needed to believe she could give a worthy performance, and when she sang with all her heart up on that stage, it was because she saw his reassuring smile throughout it all.
Athena trying to play matchmaker for the benefit of her best friend had led to the instance when Juniper Woods realized she was absolutely deeply, inescapably in love with Apollo, so much that it actually hurt. Oh sure, it had been a great idea to go to the fair with Phoenix, Athena, and Trucy…except it turned out that Phoenix couldn’t go because he had personal things to deal with and Athena and Trucy ‘suddenly’ decided they wanted to go and ride some of their favorite rides and they’d meet up with Apollo and Juniper later, which meant it was just them, and neither one wanted to leave the other alone here…so it was going to be the two of them together for a long while. Of course, it was obvious to Juniper that Athena and Trucy had plotted this in advance to try and set them up.
And yet, Apollo had done nothing but make the entire day enjoyable that she nearly forgot all about that. Between going together on the tilt-a-whirl, to taking her hand comfortingly when she got a little nervous on a small roller coaster, to sharing cotton candy and lemonade and talking about various things, laughing and grinning the whole while. They went on more rides (though most of them weren’t nearly as crazy as the roller coaster), walked and talked, and by the time that Athena and Trucy found them, they were eating dinner and Juniper knew she was in too deep. Whenever nobody else was looking or listening, she let out a deep sigh. This was trouble, surely.
It was moments like these when she remembered just how frighteningly intense her love for Apollo was. Juniper was securely in his arms, foreheads pressed together as they shared a quiet moment with each other, her fingers daintily caressing his cheek. One of his hands moved along her back, making any tension disappear with just his touch alone. She could hear the tapping of rain at the window while they stayed warm and dry inside together like this. Juniper Woods was happy, and it was a simple fact that she could not have a complete existence without Apollo Justice in her life. 
She wished she could convey the sheer magnitude of what he meant to her, but all she could really murmur in this moment in those three words they’d exchanged so many times in their relationship. 
“I love you.” 
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softquietsteadylove · 7 days ago
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Hi! Love the bodyguard au and wanted to share an idea! Thena decided that Gil should record a lil song for fun. Just him singing…and her secretly loving it 😁
"No."
"Please, Gil?" Thena pleaded again.
"No," he sighed, really - really - trying to stay firm about it this time. He crossed his arms, determined not to let her tilted head and big green eyes sway him (this time). "I'm sure there's someone here who can record it with you."
"Uh, no-can-do, bossman," Kingo shrugged beside Thena. "It's an off day, They're opening it up for Thena specifically."
Gil rolled his eyes. At least he wasn't the only one who had trouble denying the Goddess of War. Everyone in this industry was ready to bend over backwards for her.
They didn't have forever, either. The audio engineer working with them clearly wasn't happy about being dragged out on a promised day off for him. This wouldn't be a full working day, it was just for recording this godforsaken duet.
Gil looked at Thena, who was still using her big eyes on him. He sighed, "there's really no way he can get here?"
She shook her head. "A terrible storm grounded all the planes, he'd have to go out of state even to get the private jet up. He'd never make it in time."
Gil rolled his eyes. All these insanely wealthy music stars and their private planes and money, and a freak thunderstorm could still ruin their day. He looked at Kingo. "You don't seriously think I should do this, do you?"
He figured of all people, Kingo would tell them to wait for a professional singer of some sort. Hell, even if they asked which of the interns were working as assistants hoping to get their 'big break', surely they could find someone.
But Kingo shook his head. "Thena's already comfortable with you, and you're here, and we have three and a half hours to literally lock sound and start editing the thing. So, yeah, I do think so, Gil. Get in the booth."
"Geez, okay," Gil huffed as Kingo shoved him through the door into the recording area himself. He undid his suit jacket, although Thena stepped through and pulled the door closed behind her.
"You might want to take it off, actually," she advised as she also pulled off her leather jacket.
"I'm really doing this?" he bothered to ask one more time, just in case. He was just wearing a t-shirt under it--the grumpy sound tech wasn't the only one supposed to have a day off today.
"I'm sorry, Gil, but it'll be quick at least," she offered a smile as they made their way into the actual booth with the mic. "And I know you can sing."
He blushed, avoiding the eyes of Kingo and their sound guy as he did. "Not like this, though. Singing with you in the kitchen is different from a mic that's gonna pick up every single breath I take."
"It'll be fine," she promised him yet again. She closed the door behind them and reached for one of the sets of headphones. "You've been listening to me rehearse it for weeks. And Ikaris can record his bit and they'll sew them together into one frankenstein duet for the final cut."
He sighed again as he put the headphones on. She was right, he'd seen her do this a million times. And they weren't going to produce the final song with his vocals on it, it was just so they could get Thena's sound finalized. They would probably overlay the solo vocals if they needed to for the final product.
Didn't make it any less embarrassing.
But looked at Thena as the song started. He was hyper aware of how much he was breathing, what his swallowing sounded like, every movement he made. But he just had to focus on Thena.
She really had an angelic voice. As soon as she opened her mouth, his eyes dropped to her lips. He could see the flex of her muscles in her neck, her tongue moved as she sang, as per proper technique of course.
He had to make sure he didn't miss his cue by staring at her like an idiot.
He leaned closer to the mic, feeling more unsure than he ever had in his life. But Thena smiled at him, encouraging him in their confined space. He started gently.
He just had to think of singing with her in the kitchen. They were at her place, cooking. She was helping him in little ways, singing little songs he liked because she liked hearing him sing. For what reason, he really didn't know. But she kept insisting on it, and he kept agreeing.
He looked at the words on the sheet provided to them, although his eyes slipped closed once or twice. He could practically smell the garlic, hear the sound of Thena fluffing the rice, her soft, gentle voice floating around like steam.
Thena's voice joined his again and he looked at her. Singing really did make her happy, and singing with her kind of had that effect on him too, maybe against all odds. But he watched her as their voices synced up, her accommodating him as much as she could. They melded together and he could almost admit that they made a great team.
His mind flashed to when she had told him she loved him in her sleep. He did tell himself he would stop thinking about it, but it was hard not to, especially at times like this.
It really wasn't that long a song either.
In no time at all the sound guy was leaning forward and pressing on the speaker. "That's great, guys. Let's run it again--Gil, don't be afraid to go just a little louder, man."
Gil grumbled to himself, feeling himself blush again. This was not part of his job description.
But Thena gave his hand a squeeze. "Please--you sounded wonderful, really."
He would get better at saying no to her someday, Gil told himself. It wouldn't be today, but it had to happen eventually, right?
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softquietsteadylove · 1 year ago
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Helloooo!! ✨🖤
I thought about something for the Zombie AU.
After Thena dragged Gil to the hospital they (Ajak and Sersi maybe) discovered Gil had an infection or something and he's out like a light for a few weeks, recovering. Meanwhile Thena insist to sit by his side but Ajak(?) insists that she has to recover too. Thena is dehydrated, starving and weak. One day she collapses and after they took care of her, they tied her to a bed so she finally can recover.
Hugs and Love ✨🖤
She had carried Gil all the way here to the hospital. People came out to help them, carried him in for her. She didn't have the strength to go after him.
When she had first woken up, she had managed to find her way to Gil's side again. An infection, they said--a rusty little cut on his finger or something trivial that she should have known about sooner. Supposedly he would pull through just fine, but she couldn't be as sure as they were.
Then she had collapsed.
"Please," Thena gulped, her throat still dry as a bone, "please, just let me see him."
The doctor kept working around her, checking on this and that.
"Please," Thena rasped again, determined to get them to listen to her if her vocal cords bled dry. "I have to see Gil."
"What you have to do is rest."
Thena pried her eyes more open. It wasn't the shorter doctor who seemed to be in charge of this place. This one was taller, younger--she was obviously also a doctor, but maybe worked for the other one. "What's your name?"
The doctor glared at her, walking a little more into the light that was shining down on Thena (despite the rest they so clearly believed she needed). "You want names now?"
Thena shrugged.
The doctor put her chart of whatever down and looked at her. "Do you remember how you got here?"
"You mean," Thena lifted her wrist--as much as she could, of course, with her wrists and ankles restrained. "Here?"
"What do you remember?"
Thena sighed, swallowing again. She raised her brows as the doctor came forward with a bottle of water, tipping it up for her to take a few well controlled sips. "Thank you."
She capped it again, nodding in a silent promise to offer more when she had her answers.
Thena cleared her throat and tugged faintly at the restraints again. They had a fair amount of slack on them, so they couldn't have thought she was that dangerous. "I...I remember getting Gil here. He'd had a fever for a week already, and I knew I had to get him where people were."
"He was severely dehydrated when you got in, had one hell of a fever and needed antibiotics for an infection," the doctor listed off. "You're lucky I worked in pharmacology. We got him what he needed, you know. He'll pull through."
That didn't do her any goddamn good if she couldn't see him with her own eyes.
"You collapsed."
Thena looked at the doctor again, who looked pissed at her, if anything. She shrugged again, "being out there isn't easy. It's-"
"You gave all your water to him--your food too, I imagine," Doctor Sassy hypothesized (correctly). She looked at Thena again, "you were just as exhausted as he was. You're restrained because you kept getting up to go see him and I found you collapsed in the hallway."
She couldn't sleep. She had been trying, and Doctor Crabby was right, she was exhausted. But unconsciousness only lasted so long, and when she was awake, she couldn't think of anything but Gil's well-being.
"I often couldn't sleep," Thena began, staring up at the hospital ceiling while offering what she could to Doctor Pissy, "out on the road. Gil and I...we found each other by accident. But we could stick together. I got used to having him around."
Doctor Stink-Eye actually softened at that, maybe able to relate to some part of it. She tilted her head at her, coming a little closer, "you can't relax without him here."
Thena didn't exactly confirm it--seemed like damning information to give these people she didn't entirely trust. She tilted her head on her pillow as the doctor came into the light. She had gentle eyes. "We had only each other out there."
Doctor Doe-Eyes nodded, offering a sympathetic little twitch of her lips. She had beauty marks. "My husband is part of the team who goes out for perimeter checks and supply runs, here. I worry about him out there. I can't imagine what it's like."
If she had to hazard a guess, Thena had to assume it was the tall and gruff sounding one with the accent she remembered from when Gil was carried inside.
"We mean no harm, truly," she tried to get through to Thena, leaning further over the bed. "I know it seems excessive, but staying stationary, having this many people here...it's a big risk when we take in new people. Even if they're seeking help."
Thena supposed she might understand that. Outsiders all had the same instinct for survival that people living with a certain amount of security simply didn't have. Or it wasn't as sharpened, at least. And they would have to be wary of those using the hospital's good will as a weakness and way to infiltrate their populace. "That's why I'm tied up?"
Doctor Huffy frowned and gave one of the restraints a tug. "No, you're tied up because I couldn't trust you not to get up and walk back to your husband in this state."
"He's not," Thena started and then stopped, coughing again. Her throat was still raw from going so long without water, only to then scream at the top of her lungs for help.
"Okay, okay," Doctor Softie soothed, tilting up more water for her. "Either way, I couldn't have you wandering around unattended. Ajak frowns upon it, for good reason."
Ajak must have been the shorter doctor Thena remembered on the other side of her when she was dragged in after Gil.
Thena swallowed more precious water before looking at the doctor. more awake, more hydrated, her eyes were clearer--the doctor was around her age, maybe a little younger. "What's your name?"
"Sersi." It was a very lovely name, for a lovely woman. "And you're Thena."
She bristled.
But Sersi gave her a more smug look, tipping her chin up, "Gil has awoken, you know--a few times."
Thena felt her eyes widen, a manic energy rushing through her veins, "he...and you didn't tell-!"
Sersi leaned away just enough, given the restraints. She pursed her lips, "it was never for very long, and he was still nearly delirious with fever."
Thena eyed the woman. Sersi may not have been out in the world like she was, but she obviously wasn't naive in any way. "So, why tell me?"
"I know your name because that's all he could say," Sersi raised her brows at her. "He would wake for a few minutes at a time, and yet we wouldn't even know his name was Gil if you hadn't said it. All he could get out was 'Thena', and 'where is Thena?', and 'I need to get back to her'. It's rather sweet, actually."
Thena laid (collapsed) against the pillow again, blinking as her tears collected in her eyelashes like morning dew on leaves. She could hear his voice in her head now, the sweet, gentle giant. She certainly wouldn't let anything stop her from trying to find him. Well, nothing but some leather restraints, that was to say.
"Nearly threw Kingo across the room in his hysteria," Sersi continued to mumble. "We had to use a sedative on him."
Thena squirmed. "He's not really a fighter--truly. He just...forgets how strong he really is sometimes. He didn't mean any harm."
Sersi smiled at her, maybe amused by her apologising for Gil's actions. "Ajak wants you separated, and for good reason."
Thena waited eagerly for the metaphorical 'but' to follow.
"But I might be able to convince her to let me move you into his room," Sersi didn't so much as promise but postulated. But she had to admit that the self-assured smirk on her face suited Doctor Snippy. "If you think you can behave."
Thena nodded eagerly, all but forgetting about her bound limbs, "anything."
Doctor Sersi nodded, getting ready to leave Thena for the rest of her nightly duties. She picked up the water bottle for one last offering, "can you tell me...?"
Thena merely waited. She had promised anything in exchange for seeing Gil again, as much as this didn't seem to be part of those conditions.
"He's not your husband," she concluded, even though Thena never actually verbalised her denial of it. "So then...what are you? If I may--I mean, what is he to you?"
Thena looked at Sersi. She could just tell her that this didn't seem like pertinent information for her to have, as their doctor. But she sighed, "everything. Gil is absolutely everything to me."
Sersi offered solemnity, tipping up the water for her, "I suppose you have no choice out-"
"No." Thena was almost as surprised as Sersi when she cut her off in the middle of speaking. But she continued, "it's not just that. He...Gil is good. Everything about him is right when the rest of the world is wrong. He's the best thing left in it, now, and I...I just want to protect that."
"I was an auditor, Sersi," she professed, the words all but spilling out of her like a broken water line. She sounded like Gil. "I worked a boring office job, had no life outside of it, didn't think of calling a single person when everything happened. I never did anything to put any good out into the world. But I can keep Gil in it."
Either she was astonished by Thena's speech, or she heard ones just like it all the time; either way, Sersi smiled. "Just a little longer, Thena. I promise, I'll do everything in my power to help you see him again."
Thena laid back, looking up at the ceiling again. Waiting was easier said than done, but she didn't have much of a choice in the matter either. She did feel remotely better, having a potential ally in Doctor Sersi. She closed her eyes, hoping that next time she opened them, that she could see Gil.
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For the bodyguard AU:
A crazy Fan attacks Thena with a knife on stage. Luckily Gil is there to protect her👀
The crowd was roaring with enthusiasm for her performance. She was coming off the high of a few straight shows that had gone well. The audience was feeling excited, and it had even spread to Thena, penetrating her pessimistic shell.
Thena waved to them as they applauded her efforts. She swallowed, feeling the fatigue in her vocal cords after the full set she had performed. Nothing like a full concert, but evident none the less. She backed up from the microphone.
"Athena! Athena, you're my goddess!"
Gil looked out from backstage, trying to find where the voice had come from.
Thena also scanned the crowd, but couldn't find anyone who might have been able to be heard so above and beyond everyone else. She tried not to let it show on her face.
"Athena, I love you!"
She looked closer to the front, wondering who possessed that voice. It was male, deep, rough. Everyone close to the barricades seemed to be younger fans jumping and waving.
"Athena, be mine!"
Her chest rose and fell more quickly. This was becoming more of a situation by the second, but she couldn't pinpoint the source. She took a few more steps back, her hand subconsciously reaching behind her for a comforting presence.
Gil emerged from backstage to meet her halfway. Usually his code of conduct - per the label's insistence - was to be present but not seen. But this was an exception, "come on."
"I said you're mine, you bitch!"
Gil pulled Thena behind him, holding out his arms and making his surface area replace Thena's tiny frame behind him. He searched the crowd for himself, with eyes trained to detect problems like this.
Security dove for the man, but he must have had training in something. Because all they did was provide him with a staircase of bodies he could use to launch himself onto the stage.
"Athena!"
Gil's eyes focused in on the knife in his hand. There were worse weapons to face, but the best one to disarm was none. He held out his hand, "put it down!"
The assailant charged at them, fuelled by either delusion or a more powerful, more tangible substance. He came in swinging, "she's mine!"
Thena curled up behind Gil, not able to do much else in the given situation.
Gil moved only as close as needed to grab the assailant's hands by the wrists. So long as he could overpower him, he could keep the threat minimal. "Don't even think about it!"
Gil was stronger than the freak jumping impossible distances up onto the stage. He raised their hands above their heads, not leaving much room to get stabbed in the crosshairs. "Let it go!"
Bodies in yellow and black polo shirts came rushing out; better late than never, at least. The venue security rushed the assailant, enough of them piling on the threat that it didn't matter what was in his system, he went down hard.
The knife clattered away across the stage. The crowd screamed.
Gil didn't wait to see what would become of the animal, or deliver any last words. He turned around, pulling Thena into his arms and rushing her off stage, "come on."
Thena clung to him.
"Move, move, out of the way!" Gil barked at anyone who so much as came near them. This was his job, this was his protectee, his client: this was Thena. "Make some room!"
He led them straight through the backstage and out of the building. He wasn't making any stops in any dressing rooms, Kingo would bring them anything they had left behind. His priority now was getting Thena alone and safe with him.
She followed him silently, clinging to him.
Gil held his jacket up and in front of her face as they made their way to the car waiting for them. As always, no matter how they tried, there were still fans clambering to get a glimpse of the Goddess of War in her human form. "Back up!"
Thena climbed into the SUV, immediately sliding over in the backseat so Gil could slide in after her, no need to go around to the other door. He jumped in, nearly cracking his head on the frame in his haste. He slammed it closed and leaned forward, "drive!"
The ride service didn't ask questions.
Gil put the divider up immediately, looking over at Thena, "hey."
"I'm okay," she exhaled, with only some trembling in it. She pushed her hair out of her face.
"Thena," he repeated, moving until their legs were squished together on the hard and uncomfortable leather seats. "Look at me."
"I'm okay, she repeated before he held her cheeks, guiding her gently to meet his eyes. Her face crumbled.
"I'm sorry," he whispered, pulling her into his shoulder as he rubbed her back. No matter how expected or calculated a risk it was, it was still someone threatening her safety and life. He never blamed her for feeling rattled by the actions of those obsessed with her persona.
Thena shook her head against him, still pressing her eyes into his suit jacket. She was dismissing herself.
"Hey, no one would blame you," he said gently, holding the trembling songstress. "He came at you with a knife, Thena. It never should have happened."
She let out a breath, even more shuddery than the last. "You shouldn't have to keep doing this."
Protecting her? "Thena, it's my job to do this. I'm certainly not gonna let you fight these creeps by yourself."
"I mean it!" she lifted her head, pursing her lips in that stubborn way she had.
He brushed away some of her tears, careful of the eye makeup she had on that was admirably still in place. "I do too, Thena. I'm not going to let anyone get away with shit like that."
Thena pulled back, brushing more of her tears off his lapel and clearing her throat, which any vocalist usually did their best to avoid doing. She sniffled, "this seems to keep happening."
Gil let her fuss over him, if it made her feel better about it, "a couple times in a year is a pretty bad streak."
Thena looked at him in the dim light of the back of the limo. "I know you're saying it's not a big deal, but I've watched you had to fight a few too many psychos for my liking. And I still haven't forgotten when that mob of Eros' little fan-children mobbed you."
Gil chuckled, "that was a pretty bizarre fight to have."
"I wouldn't call it a fight," Thena grumbled but sat back again with a sigh. She flicked some hair over her shoulder, "at least the show was good. Although I'm sure Kingo is already bursting a blood vessel over the coverage of that attack."
"It was pretty open to see that the guy was nuts," Gil shrugged, already reaching into his suit jacket for both their phones. "Limo's taking us straight home. Do you want delivery?"
She looked up from her phone as he handed it to her, giving him the saddest, greenest eyes, like a kitten in the rain. She nodded.
How could he ever say no to that? He opened the app, "mood?"
"Surprise me," she sighed, looking down at her phone to check what Kingo was saying.
"Okay," Gil chuckled, already knowing to order her a comforting bowl of ramen with some dumplings on the side. He claimed one of her hands with his, even though it hindered her texting greatly.
She did visibly have trouble texting Kingo back with only her left thumb and a phone wider than her slim hand's width. But she gave him a squeeze back, grateful for the comfort.
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