#also Ruby completely clocked him in church or ruby road but she is serounded by what are probably mentally ill queers so she is used to it

[geronimomo-spd]

15 to me is a doctor that finally got diagnosed and is awear of his emotinal turmoil, and decided to instead of letting his meltdowns be internal and come out as anger, to instead attempt to let them out and cry, but to try to stop himself from actually hurting himself and or others (ie crying and stopping himself after punching that door).

also he uses his pattern recognition element like crazy, he figures out that he is in the same boat as he usually was with certin killers who fancied him before, takes one look at who Rogue is and what he represents, and immidiatly trys tyo act like he always did and it works

but also its more then the letting his meltdowns actually be meltdoans again with crying and such, its about having less control over hiding his emotions at all, laughing at the kid's disstress at space babies, laughing at Ruby with the boogers, he always has a second where he just reacts emotinly before he takes control and starts masking. and his crying!!! 15 crys like he doesn't even notice the tears are there until his voice starts cracking, its like his emotions are happening to him and he has to figure out a way to understand and mask them then he feels emotions, and i love it.

"ok! i understand i am concidered autistic by human standers (and probably by time lords standers too actually) and im completely fine now thank you goodbye!! [runs away before he learns any affective coping mechanisms]