#also I’m scared for Nanami and I know he won’t be okay but I don’t know WHEN

[retrogradedreaming]

Started jjk s2 for fun and I’ve reached the shibuya arc and I am no longer having a good time

[chuluoyi]

࿐ ࿔ 🕰️ 「 11:07 P.M 」

divorce scare apology fic🤞🏻 yes people, in the spirit of april 1, it’s gojo who is having dreams :)) and i promise you it’s straight up comfort fic~

a part of gojo's love entries

you’ve known something is bugging satoru as he hasn’t been teasing the heck out of you for these past three days.

and you were proven true when tonight, on your marital bed, he said—

“so… i’ve been thinking…” he started, seemingly deep in thought, playing with your hair. “oh, more like it’s because of this one bad dream…”

“what are you on about?” you raised an eyebrow. okay, you knew something was up with him, but him being a bit skittish made you a bit worried.

“umm, yeah. so, the other day i had this dream about us in tokyo district court—”

“district court—?”

“—getting a divorce, yeah.”

your eyes rounded, and satoru could feel himself almost regretting his words seeing your stunned expression, so he added a band-aid—

“no, it was just a dream! i’m not divorcing you, okay?!”

however, your expression had soured, as you looked down, visibly heartbroken. alarmed, satoru immediately pulled you to his chest.

“oh, ooh— there, there,” he soothed you, stroking your hair. “sweets, no. never. okay? i’m just telling you, just like what you did the other day.”

you had a dream of him cheating on you once, but this was wholly different.

“you’re the worst,” you accused, and despite yourself, you felt an ache in your chest. “how could such thought even cross your mind— that you dream about it?”

“if i can pick my dream… i’ll pick the memory from our honeymoon— precisely when i ripped your black and pink lingerie off and made you scream my name, you know that.”

you huffed, burying your face in his chest. “hmph. explain.”

satoru smiled, finding you so incredibly precious. silly wifey.

he proceeded as he pat your back. “nothing really, i’m still bitter too! no way in hell! but then i started thinking… what would you do in 0.001% chance of us being divorced?”

you pulled away, growling. “…so there’s still a chance—!”

“noooo! that’s statistically impossible! aren’t we having a late night talk? we’re always talking about imaginary scenarios at night, aren’t we?!”

what was the point of this? it was only upsetting you with each second.

“how could you ask me that?” you glared at him resentfully. “if we’re divorced, then—” you grabbed his hand and placed it on your belly. “what about baby? do you not want to see him anymore?”

and in that moment it seemed like he just realized it too as he sheepishly scratched his head, mouth gaping. “ah—”

his response caused your hormones to stir, and combined by your disbelief, you spitefully threw his hand away and turned to your side, refusing to face him.

“if you dare to divorce me, i’ll move out japan at a moment’s notice,” you spat out, crossing your arms. “i won’t let you see my baby— and i’ll put a restraining order on you too, just so you see.”

“whoa, wait—”

“or i can also jump from yasohachi bridge and then become a curse—i’ll haunt you to your dying days!”

“—?! you can’t do that!”

“oh, i can also remarry! i’ll marry ichiji so fast and by the time the baby is born, your kid will have his name instead!”

“ichi— hey! that’s insulting! i would’ve forgiven if it was nanami, but ichiji?!”

“shut up! you’re— you’re annoying!”

in hindsight, this wasn’t something you should get this much worked up for. satoru was obviously just being his dense self and you knew it, but somehow the thought of him suddenly not by your side anymore hurt you— and perhaps your unstable hormones played a part too.

. . . but then his strong arms wrapped around you in that instant, enveloping you in his warm and reassuring embrace from behind. “hey… sweets, don’t be mad…”

“…”

“if you do, baby will also be—”

“you are making us mad.”

“okay, okay.” satoru sighed, his right palm reaching out to caress your five-month baby bump, and his voice was tinted with slight regret as he replied, “sorry…”

you melted a bit, but still gave him the cold shoulder, showing how cross you were that he brought it up in the first place.

and both of you stayed that way for a while, and you started to get sleepy, until you heard him muttering—

“still… whatever you do,” his voice sounded strained, and it made you awake again. “even when i’m not here… you can’t get yourself hurt, alright?”

“what does that mean?” you finally turned towards him, your eyes shone with slight panic. “what do you mean with you not being here?”

“nothing, sweetheart.” satoru grinned, pinching your cheek. “just saying—since i’m away often, don’t do anything reckless, you can get hurt.”

“don’t put it as if you’re going to go some place far away.” you didn’t know what you were spouting now, but you were tired and just didn’t want to pursue this conversation any longer.

you bit your lip, not looking at him. “or… i’ll get sad.”

seeing you so vulnerable and open like this made satoru realize that as much as he needed you to stay sane, you also needed him. the clarity stirred something within him, causing warmth to rapidly spread in his chest.

and he felt soft. so soft for you. and he adored you, more than anyone else in this wretched world.

“aw, look at my baby girl.” your husband cradled you close to him with a wide grin, patting you soothingly, his heart fluttering. “how can i leave you be a single mother? i’m here, yeah? always.”

and you believed him. otherwise, you were willing to risk it all just to get him home, by your side.

you smushed your face into his chest, ignoring your burning face. “hmph, being a single mother isn’t that bad. i can still drain your wealth.”

“huh?! wait, you just said you’ll be sad without me!”

and you thought, being in his embrace is the most comforting place of all.

epilogue

“by the way, i just realized…” satoru fixed his frown on you accusingly in the next morning. “how is your taste in men so bad? why ichiji as your first pick?”

“uh,” you were at a loss of words, totally not expecting this discussion on a brand new morning. “because… he’s kind? he’s easiest to sway—”

“so you’re saying… you can seduce him easily?!”

“…sort of? but you’re right, i should go for nanami. he’s way good-looking. or his apprentice… what’s his name again? ino takuma—”

“nanami? ino?! wait a minute…! y-you’re my wife… but you’re also thinking about which man is easier to seduce and which is more attractive?!”

“uh— you’re the one asking first!”

“still! so you do think about them! about weaker, lesser men who are not me!”

“nanami is not—!”

“hoh?! so it’s nanami, huh!?”

“don’t you dare to start anything, gojo satoru,” you hissed. “you said my taste in men is bad. so that includes you too.”

“wha?!”

[ryry-rebel]

Satoru Gojo with a s/o who has arachnophobia

🕷️Satoru Gojo x Reader🕷️

Synopsis- Gojo torments you with a spider because he’s a little shit

Warnings- mentions of spiders, cussing

Word count- 629

Pronouns- none

Content- mentions of spiders, Gojo being an asshole

My Masterlist -> Masterlist

This may or may not have been loosely inspired by something that happened to me

“SATORU GET IT THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!”

You love your boyfriend, you really do, but it was times like these when you really asked yourself how you fell in love with him. Sure, he is a very prepossessing guy with a hot and cocky personality. He was strong too and protected you whether you needed it or not. He was also a fun guy to hang around, too childish for his own good, but he could get serious when he needed to be. He was caring too. He always made sure to buy you a little souvenir when he was away on missions. And he would always put your needs before his own.

But when he’s tormenting you with a spider because he thinks it’s funny, all your feelings are tossed out the window. You absolutely loathed him at the moment, and you started to reconsider your whole relationship.

“It’s just a tiny spider y/n. Don’t be a baby. It won’t hurt you.”

“How do you know it won’t? Did the spider tell you that?”

“Yes, as a matter of fact, it did. I can talk to it, and he says he likes you.”

“Bullshit. Now get it the hell away from me! Take it outside!” You kept walking away from Gojo who held the spider in his bare hands. But every time you took a step away from him, he took a step towards you. Granted, the spider was tiny, but you still feared it, even if it was the size of a pea. Spiders were creepy looking and not to mention ugly. Their 8 legs and bulging sets of eyes scared the living shit out of you. You could never fathom the idea of having a spider as a pet. Letting the damn thing crawl all over you, absolutely disgusting!

“Come on y/nnnnn, it’s so cute though! We should keep him as a pet. I’ll name him Nanami Jr.”

“No Gojo! Stop walking towards me you asshat! Take that damned thing outside, now!”

Gojo took another step towards you. Then another, then another big step until you were backed up against the wall. Your back and palms were flattened against the wall as Gojo stood a foot in front of you. Tears began to swell in your eyes, and you started to shake in terror. Gojo wasn’t backing off, instead he started to stretch out his hands, presenting the deadly creature to you. Thinking on your feet, you brought your knee up and kicked Gojo in the balls. Gojo hadn’t been using his infinity, so your knee actually collided with his junk which caused him to double over in pain. His hands immediately flew to his groin, causing him to drop the spider. Gojo went down on his knees as you watched the small bug fall to the floor. You screamed out as you jumped away. Gojo started to whimper in pain as you sprinted back to the living room, hiding behind the sofa.

“Serves you right asshole!” You shouted.

“Owww, okay, I’m sorry, but was that really necessary?”

“Absolutely it was! Now take the damn bug outside or I’ll knee you again!”

“There’s no need. You stepped on Nanami Jr. He’s dead now.” You felt your body relax and you let out content sigh as Gojo got onto his knees and gently picked up the spider. The amount of gentleness Gojo showed to that spider baffled you. He rose to his feet and walked to the front door.

“I’m going to hold a funeral and a proper burial for Nanami Jr. I assume you won’t be attending?”

“Absolutely not. I don’t have remorse for Nanami Jr. Fuck that spider.”

“You’re so mean y/n.” Gojo opened the door and walked out.

Good riddance to that spider.

[lovelywritinglady]

Be Okay pt.3

Satoru Gojo x Reader, Nanami Kento x Reader

Fluff, slight angst. Last part of this series.

Your pov

F/n came and picked me up from my apartment and took me to their home. I’m so grateful for them. I think I’d lose my mind entirely if I couldn’t have their help. They let me lounge on their couch for the time being. Thankfully it was extremely comfortable. They let me vent and cry about what happened. Telling me just how shitty Satoru is for cheating on me and ruining or relationship.

My life for the longest time has be all but consumed with Satoru. Now that I no longer have him, I’m not sure what to do. I know leaving was the best option for me. He cheated on me, broke my trust, and ruined the love we once shared. Part of me blames myself for what happened. Maybe I could have tried to love him more? Maybe I could have pretended? Or maybe I’m not pretty enough for him anymore? The woman he was with was extremely beautiful. Honestly, I can see why he was with her. However, if he wanted her so bad, then why did he stay with me? A week later I was touring a small apartment the was in my price range. One bedroom and one bathroom. Just enough room for me and whatever happens next.

Fifteen months later…

It’s been a while now and I’m much happier and I’ve been going to an awesome therapist for the past ten months.  And now I feel so fulfilled with myself and the life I made for myself. I was such a broken soul back then and now I feel free. I also got a new job at a financial company in the sales department. It’s a boring job that requires me to sell shit product for way more than they are worth. It’s not an honest job, but at least I get paid well. So I guess you can say that’s I’m okay.

I also met someone nine months ago whose so incredibly beautiful. His name is Nanami Kento. He’s a mature man that is so kindhearted. I never thought that I’d be able to love like this again, but he’s shown me that it’s okay to love. He was very respectful towards me and didn’t pressure me to do anything I wasn’t comfortable with. We took our time together and built up a trust that I never even had with Satoru. And I find the beauty in moving on from him. Now I see my worth when it comes to relationships and even other things outside of that. Kento really helped me realize that. So I can safely say that we love each other and that it’s real. I don’t fear losing him to someone else or being afraid of him flirting with other people. He looks at me and treats me like I’m the most important thing to him. He takes time out of his busy day to make sure I’m doing okay. That was something that took getting use to, but I realize that it’s a good thing. Nanami and I have a healthy relationship dynamic and I couldn’t be happier with it.

I haven’t seen Satoru Gojo since that dreadful day. I’m really glad for that. But now I know that if I see him, that it won’t hurt me like it I thought it would’ve months ago. Now I’m okay and his betrayal doesn’t affect me at all. I understand now that it wasn’t my fault in the slightest. That he was the one that broke that trust. I’ve felt so much lighter having that burden off of my shoulders. I try not to think about it too much, but I sometimes wonder how he’s doing now.

Satoru Gojo pov

It killed me not seeing her these past fifteen months. Initially I wanted to give her some space. I knew that if I went to her immediately, she’d shut me down. And I didn’t want that. I truly don’t know why I waited this long. Maybe it was because of work? Maybe it was because I was scared? Maybe I was just to nervous? I don’t really know. But now I’m ready to get her back. I’ve changed these past months. Since that woman, I haven’t been with any one else. No one else to me could even compare to y/n. No one else holds my heart the same way she does. No one else loved me even when we were at our lowest. I don’t deserve her at all. I know that I don’t, especially after what I did. But I’ll be dammed if I don’t try.

It’s practically took a month to convince y/n’s friend to tell me the area that my lover lived in. They simply wouldn’t budge. And to be honest, I kind of respect their loyalty. F/n told me that they would not give y/n’s actual address because that would be shitty. And they told me that it was up to y/n whether or not she would give me further information. Which was completely fair.

So here I am with her favorite flowers in hand walking around the area in which y/n lives at. I want to convince her that I’ve changed and that woman meant nothing to me. That y/n is the only person for me and back then I was far too stupid to understand that. If things go well, maybe we can move here together. This place is really nice and it’s got a homey feel to it. Walking around I notice a lot of cute stores and other fun things to do. No wonder she chose this area. It’s the perfect place for her.

I wondered around for awhile about to give up on my search. Maybe she’s out of town or something? Or maybe f/n gave me the wrong area? I was about to give up my search when I saw her. She looked so beautiful. Even more beautiful than I remember her. She had this huge smile plastered on her face and her cheeks were dusted pink. She looked genuinely happy and my heart filled with joy seeing her so.

Not even a split second later I saw the reason for that happiness. It was my old friend Nanami Kento. He was holding her hand. Even he was smiling too, which was an extremely rare occurrence. I felt cold seeing them together. I’m not a fool, I know when I see a happy couple. She’s moved on now and I was too late to stop her. I guess I deserve this though. I was the one to break her heart. I’m just glad she’s in good hands now. Nanami is an honorable man who will take good care of her. At least I know that’s she’s gonna be okay…

Thank you so much for reading. This is the last part of “Be Okay” I have a lot more stories in stock. Stay tuned. ❤️ This story has an alternate ending on Wattpad that I am currently writing if anyone is interested.

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[rindough]

Hi! I'm so sorry if I'm being annoying because I just requested something before-

And I LOOOVED the headcanons you did for Me earlier. You are very talented ♡

May I request something with gojo where his s/o has a realistic nightmare about him dying and the reader not being able to help him? And then they just hold gojo, constantly saying I'm sorry and I love you,and just being super soft to him?

If you don't wanna do this, it's okay <33

having a nightmare about them

• character(s).  gojo satoru, fushiguro toji, geto suguru

• cw.  gn! reader, satoru part has changed!, mentions of weapons, vomit, blood, bittersweetness / angst at some parts

• notes.  HIMANIIIIII also this is wayyy overdued but im happy that u enjoyed my prev hc of him! also i hope u dont mind if i made some changes to your idea as i couldnt exactly get as much inspo as the one i wrote below... still either way hope u enjoyed it and once again im sorry for the changes!! oh ya and i decided to add more characters too! (sadly nanami's one doesnt come up in my brain for me :((( )

• master list!

—  GOJO SATORU

you feel the light taps of rain hit your skin, the place looks solemn with how dull the place has appeared thanks to the dark sky above. 

“’toru?” you muttered but to no avail. the same name bounces of your lips the moment you enter the building before you, then it bounces again and again off the grey walls within and into the corridor. 

was he outside? you walked back out from the nearest exit, still he was nowhere to be seen. thunder growls from above and you looked around, the streets were oddly empty as down the road it was filled with little cars... but where are the people? “’s like a ghost town,” you thought when you stepped back in, only to confuse yourself with the empty place again. 

“’toru? quit playing around!” 

the footsteps that clicks and clacks beneath you begins to weigh your heart down, he definitely might be a cheeky person, just... this seriously isn’t it. 

not when you almost yelled out his name in this new room covered in sickening white. 

a clock ticks and ticks inside of you when every corner and small divider was nothing but pure white — but the floor isn’t though! It is grey! but white, oh white just like his hair — god where the hell is he? it’s like the string in you is going to snap anytime soon now. 

did he decided to disappear from your life forever? did you do something wrong to him? anything he didn’t like? did his best friend get him like the theories he had laid out before you?

“please just appear right from the corner,” you begged silently with tears threatening to spill from your eyes. just a dumb jump scare from him was much preferable than this disgusting game you were in. 

“satoru? ‘toru where are you?” you sobbed, your throat almost dry from crying for god knows how long. with hands fumbling around the sheets you instead met with a pair of hands. he shushes you, before chuckling and pulling you into his embrace.

“i’m here, i’m here.” you sobs only grew but muffled by his warm chest, his hands rubbing circles around your back he doesn’t question the weird, unsettling dream you had immediately. 

“i’m sorry. i’m sorry.” you finally got to slip it out in between hiccups before breaking into a sob again. 

“what?” satoru was bewildered. “why?” 

this time whatever he thought was cute and funny disappear when your grip tightens around the hem of his shirt. “y/n...” 

“don’t leave, please.” his heart aches at the sight of you hugging him tightly.

“don’t worry, i won’t. i love you too much to ever do that.”

—  FUSHIGURO TOJI

the noise of hard wood knocking shakes the two of you awake, soon accompanied by your heavy beating heart. 

“open up the door!” a familiar voice booms into your dark room, you hadn’t done anything wrong — neither did the man beside you too that you know of. 

“shit,” you hear toji curse under his breath. shit? what does he mean? whatever question that was formed inside of your head turned to nothing as you could only focus on how off something had felt.

“y/n.” in a second from just beside you, now he had yanked you over to him near the closet. “whatever happens, y/n. do not open or come out. okay —” 

his voice gets cut off by the muffles and shuffles right outside of his door. your mouth opens, trying to protest but failed the moment your back hits the wall in your dark closet, knocking the air out of you. 

with wobbly hands you make your way near the small slit and much to your horror you watched as your husband gets dragged away by several men dressed in dark kimonos. his head covered with a rice bag as a man pointed him at knifepoint by his neck. 

you felt... pathetic. 

the whole time while you were with toji he had always protected you, yet something as simple as this? something capable for you or he but why couldn’t you do something? anything? why can’t you speak up? 

was it because he told you not to? 

but why wasn’t he doing something? why isn’t he doing anything? 

“if i were you, y/n. i’d drop him when i know he’s from the zen’in clan,” the familiar voice was much nearer this time, as if he was right beside you. you froze under his green gaze through the door gap, hands forming cold sweats at megumi’s chuckle. 

whatever he spoke next was incoherent since you couldn’t be bothered to listen to him anymore. you needed to save him. stubborn you were, you burst out only to be hold still by your stomach — a katana. “huh?” 

“huh?” your husband repeats after you, his eyebrows furrow before chuckling a little. “you had a nightmare, eh?” 

you remained silent, only letting the tears fall while you register every drag and ruffle of his warm hand against the back of your head after he had pulled you in for a hug. you hear him chuckle from above, still you don’t have the energy to hit him back in protest. 

“you can tell me later in the morning over breakfast. hm?”

—  GETO SUGURU

“‘guru? babe?” your desperate calls were of no use to stop the noises coming from the washroom. 

rushing, you froze in your spot at the black liquid spurts out of the raven’s lips which you waste no second gathering the back of his hair to support him. 

you remained silent, he usually wouldn’t vomit his guts out after swallowing dark balls of curses, which only makes this concerning for the two of you. 

the grip on his hair slowly falls apart yet you still tried to grab it again, waiting for him to finish and lift his head up. yet he didn’t, his figure remains bent as the shots of gut-wrenching noises went on and on into the toilet bowl. 

at this point he wasn’t going to come up, so with hesitance in fear of the smell you inch closer to his face the moment he pauses. your breath already held back in, yet for some reason you managed to hitch a breath as you let go of his hair at the sight.

your heart sank at the horrendous amount of crimson. 

“babe? babe? babe — BABE!” 

“Y/N!” 

your eyes broke open but they squint due to the sudden brightness and for once you felt that it was easier to breathe again. 

“‘guru...?” lips trembling, tears threaten to spill from the corners of your eyes at the sight of your fiancé by your side. a cup of water already prepared by his side.

“yea?” he whispers, his eyes searches into yours. “wanna talk about it?” 

solemnly you nodded, which he listens, his thumb never once stop grazing the back of your hand. 

“i’ve never vomited before — wait i did, once, as a kid since i was new to it.” he shrugs, turning to look at you, a smile makes his way to his lips. “don’t worry, i doubt it’ll be that way.” 

maybe it’s best not to tell you the possibility of it at all.

©  2022 rindough, do not repost or plagiarize.

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A Brief Analysis on Nanami Kento’s Astrology and His Type

Alright, since we don’t know his birth time nor birth location, I just went with Tokyo (same with Gojo). So there might be some changes. Okay, let’s start off with his sun in Cancer, moon in Scorpio, Mercury in Cancer, and Venus in Gemini.

Remember when I said Gojo communicated because he had one planet under Gemini? Well Nanami has his 3rd house in Gemini. Meaning that he communicates as one. It’s surprising to believe, but they do understand each other in some way. They both share water moons, so there’s some mutual understanding if one of them is feeling sad, however, and I’m just saying after looking at these charts- Nanami is definitely the bitch.

And I don’t mean it as in the yassified YASSS POP OFF QUEEN sort of bitch, I mean that he’s more prone to holding grudges. His sun in cancer makes him very intuitive while his Scorpio moon helps him read people. Nanami could literally scan a room in 3 seconds and already figure out who he likes (most of the time, he’s right). However, these signs tend to be manipulative. While Gojo has a sun in Sagittarius, a moon in Pisces, and Capricorn Venus, he’s not exactly the manipulative type. He’d rather be upfront and let things go from there while Nanami might cling onto something until he no longer sees the point or finds something better.

His second house is in Taurus (so values)- he’s very homey and his 4th house (home life/nurture) is in Cancer. He’d make a great stay at home dad if I’m being honest. However, while he is good at managing finances- he might be a bit tight with his money. Not that it’s a bad thing! He’ll just reconsider purchases like, “is buying a 3 plushies and getting the 4th one free- worth it?”

As a lover, he’d be a very difficult catch. Not everyone can take him home. He has a checklist and a list of traits he deems worthy of his attention (one of them being your ability to converse). It’s not that you have to impress him, but if he sees potential in your conversation and sees that you have an overall productive mindset, then he’ll notice you. As he is a Gemini Venus, emotional stimulation is crucial. If there is no intellectual conversation, then he drops the relationship. Easy as that.

Speaking of dropping- this guy has a Scorpio moon. While he may try to be peaceful (bless his cancer sun), his moon is sharp. Mf is sharp tongued and is capable of making you cry with his words. It sounds messed up, but he has a list of things he knows he won’t say but knows are painful if he were to verbally say them out loud. He has about one thing for nearly everyone he knows. He has the power to emotionally corrupt you, and it’s almost frightening.

Not to scare anyone, but moving on- he’s actually a good listener. As a partner he is emotionally intelligent and is able to offer advice if you need it. He values home cooked meals over restaurants but dining out is also a form of his love language so you get both of best worlds. When it comes to being emotionally vulnerable, he’s a bit more tough to move. You’ll have to coax him out of his shell.

“Babe, do you wanna talk about it?”

“No, I’m fine.”

“Are you sure? You look tired.”

“I’m fine.”

“Let me get you a blanket, do you need some water?”

“I don’t need water...” he speaks slowly placing a hand to his temple, “it’s just that... (see?) work has been busy these past few days that-“ (you get the idea lmaoo) but yeah, you have to slowly walk him out of his shell. He’ll say he’s fine, but 70% of the time, there’s something bothering him.

As for a partner, he needs someone considerate, someone who can complement his love language, and someone who will let themselves be nurtured. His partner will have to know when he’s upset, when he needs alone time- basically knowing most of his habits. He’s aware of his behavior and moodiness, but in return he has a lot of ways to make up for it such as buying you things, making you food, or in the bedroom.

he's got so much mental activity going on it's insane. while he may have an emotionless face, he's already thinking about 2 things at the same time. he also is a self-paced independent learner, but he'll never admit it. he's a likeable guy for being well-mannered, well informed, and generous. he is able to question authority at the same time while following rules, but because of his nervousness, he could struggle to maintain a 9-5. this may result in nervous breakdowns and poor mental health, so he needs to be in charge of his own schedule (maybe that's why he likes being a sorcerer slightly more?).

growing up, there may have been lack of order in his home life (as i interpret this). his father was either absent, or he glorified his dad only to see that he wasn't as great as he originally thought he was. as a result, he may struggle with finding his identity.

because of his lack of identity at times, this may cause him to look at the deeper meaning. at symbols, numbers, laws, that ultimately make him question authority. he's no rule breaker, but if he deems it necessary, he will bend rules. especially for the ones he loves. and he's also embraced the dark side of humanity. he's ambitious, loves life lessons, and wants to look for growth and improvement in any area (we love that).

this man is emotionally horny someone stimulate him please!!! he needs a good mental orgasm before he can commit to sexual relations. that's his thing. if he's not emotionally attracted, he won't bring himself to sleep with someone. no matter how hot they are.

between his moon and mercury- this man secretly loves humor and gossip! he'll accidentally listen to some gossip by 'chance'. yeah while it's harmless, it amuses his day. like he'll be at a coffee shop on his way to work and overhear the conversation from behind like:

"oh my gosh, martha! did you really sleep with the director of finance?"

"what can I say, maura? he gives a really good-"

again, amusement. the corner of his lips tug slightly upwards. even if he doesn't look like it, deep down he's as giddy as a school girl haha. its harmless.

he's excellent at reading body language which may require him to need a partner like that in return. and you'll know when he's excited because he will interrupt your conversations.

“Yeah and my boss has the full collection of-“

“-did he say anything about the author?” he inquires possibly too hopeful.

you grin, “honey,” the words slip smoothly from your lips, “it was just a short conversation, but if you really want to know, why don’t we invite him for dinner with his wife?” the idea suddenly catches his attention.

“Are you sure?”

“I've heard his wife likes Tim Burton movies so I’m sure it won’t be too hard to converse. Plus, the two of you look like you have an interest for...” and his heart warms.

It’s at this moment where his heart melts, the sound of your voice is only at the back of his head as he admires how beautiful your hair looks today and how soft your smile was.

Just for him.

Anyways, he’s a great partner if you’re someone emotionally aware. If you can look out for him in the ways he would for you, then you can expect him to do things for you. Especially if you’re emotionally stimulating him.

a/n: let me know what character you'd like to hear from next :)

already complete:

gojo's astrology chart

[yuujism]

itadori, fushiguro, gojo & nanami — cuddling headcanons

REQUEST: Not to be so- sof- s*ft or anything but can you do hcs of cuddling our bois to sleep because you had a nightmare? Had a nightmare about a clown coming for my ass last night and that was NOT what I call festive >:(

| PAIRINGS: itadori yuji, fushiguro megumi, gojo satoru and bonus! nanami kento x gn!reader (separately)

| WARNINGS: fluffy, having nightmares, cuddles omg, grammar errors

| WORD COUNT: idk lol

A/N: hello! (´∀｀) omg anon this request was a while ago so uhm sorry dkjshs but i’m delivering to you!! also i liked this idea a lot bc i’m feeling fluffy 👉👈 so i might do another part of these hcs with yuta, nobara, geto, miwa and whoever you would like!! so anyway!! hope it’s what you expected and enjoy!! 💕

Itadori Yuji

Now when i tell you i see yuji as a heavy sleeper

He may not notice the way you woke up with heavy breathing after a nightmare right away

Or the way you’re moving around

Or the fact you’re softly calling his name for him to wake up

But... well, there’s really no but’s

Yuji won’t wake up until you’re shaking him roughly by his arm

His blurry sight would only let him see yoir silhouette through the dark

But after a few seconds when his brain was a little more functional, Yuji finally heard your breathing

Yuji would immediately go into must protect mod

“Baby...”

His throaty voice would be full of concern yet it would be so sweet as he opens his arms

He is so warm when you finally accommodate yourself in his arms

The skin to skin contact is so relaxing you could almost melt in his embrace

“What’s the matter, Y/N? Want anything?”

You can see he’s still sleepy yet he would jump off the bed if you asked him too

But this time you just wanted him to hold you

Yuji would definitely run his fingers on your hair, massaging your scalp as you breathed in his scent

You can also expect him to start rubbing your back softly and intertwining your legs

In some occasions he would start telling you something funny that happened during his day

Feeling his chest vibrate under your cheeks as he laughed at a particular moment

Yuji definitely kisses your head and your cheeks when your position lets him

He’s just really sweet and understandable, drawing circles over your arm from time to time

Would sometimes hum a random song while your breathing calmed down

Yuji knew he wasn’t perfect at comforting but he tried to be for you

And even if he’s way too tired, Yuji would always wait for you to fall asleep first before he closes his eyes

Fushiguro Megumi

Megumi would be studying while you were taking a nap

I mean, it was like 6pm and you decided to sleep?

Megumi sighed in disbelief at your logic

But then he heard you letting out small noises as you laid in his bed

And at first he tried to stay concentrated and pay it no mind

He really thought it was just your usual sleepy babbling

But when Megumi started hearing your heavy panting

And then your soft cries

Megumi jumped from his chair as fast as he could, running to the bed where you were squirming around

“Y/N?” he whispers, shaking your frame softly

And when you wake up abruptly, eyes filling with tears while looking up at Megumi and flying to his arms

He can’t help but think how cute you are

Megumi feels kinda bad for that ngl

But he’s quick in wrapping his arms around you and lay down next to you

“Bad dream, huh?” He would genuinely ask as you buried your face in the crook of his neck, nodding

Megumi would chuckle and shake his head amusingly

He just really thinks you’re adorable in this state

Would totally read a book or just get lost in his own mind as you breathe calmly next to him

Megumi knows you’re pretty vulnerable when you have a bad dream, so he’s really careful with his actions

He tries to be more gentle with you

Really bad at cuddling and being the big spoon when needed like these times

However Megumi really excels on making you feel protected

Would just hold you tightly and whisper a few “Better?” until you tell him you are okay

You always say you aren’t even if you are just to feel him a little more

Megumi would kiss your nose when you fall asleep again before going back to his own work

Gojo Satoru

This man can be as thick in the head as a brick wall

And also quite an annoying pain in the ass

But he’s cute

And he’s also super caring for you and would never belittle your worries

So when you’re laying next to him one night and start moving around more than usual

Even if it’s just a small movement

Satoru can feel it

Maybe it’s the way he got used to sensing everything around him

But he can clearly feel the way your chest is rising up and down quickly

So naturally, Satoru sits down on the bed looking at you for any kind of reaction

And when you open your eyes with a big gasp only to see a pair of piercing blue eyes looking at you

You swear you got even more scared for a small moment there

But Satoru was quickier and rubbed your cheek with his hand, smiling softly

“You okay there, babe?” it’s kinda lighthearted the way he says it, trying not to sound too serious

And you just shake your head, a small hint of a pout on your face

This is where cuddly!Satoru comes to life

Even if he says otherwise, he actually loves being the big spoon

Satoru loves the feeling of your body pressed against him

So if holding you meant making you feel better then it was a win-win situation for both of you

Looooves drawing small circles on your tummy and thighs and kiss the back of your neck

Satoru is just really touchy and sweet when it comes to cuddling so expect a lot of kisses

He would most likely throw his long leg over you when he’s half asleep

After that nightmare, whenever he feels you move around, he tries to hold you tight in his sleep

Satoru does this so you don’t feel like you’re alone only because he’s asleep

Overall really sweet and cute, pretty clueless with his soft kicks when you both are already sleeping soundly

Bonus!Nanami Kento

So Nanami really takes care of his sleeping time

He’s usually really tired so he would rather not have anything disturb him

But for you, he makes an exception in almost every single aspect of his life

So when Nanami feels the way you’re poking his arm, almost shyly

He wakes up to look at your nervous face, just one eye open as he yawns a little

Nanami is a man of a few words and a good observant

So you don’t have to say anything because he’s already wrapping an arm around you

Pulling you close to his chest as he places a kiss on the top of your head

“It’s okay, I’m here with you” he would whisper tiredly, releasing a sigh when he feels the way you nod

Nanami doesn’t have to say much to you and you’re glad for that

He has a way to make you feel safe with the smallest of touches

So you sleep soundly with his hands caressing your arm and listening to his breathing

Nanami secretly loves the way your lips brush against his chest

He decides it’s time for him to sleep again once you’re asleep

[coneoo]

Period sex hcs ig

Warnings: period sex, adult activities mdni I’m drunk asf

Jjk daddies and mommy’s

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Gojo

• he kinda thinks it’s weird but he’s fine with it

•the only thing he won’t do is eat you out

• “I don’t want blood on my pretty face”

Mf would probably get smacked in the face a lot because of his comments

“Eww don’t get blood on the sheets”

We all know he’s joking but no one is laughing 🤕

Toji Fushiguro

Doesn’t care

“At least your not pregnant”

Mf will eat you out, fuck you, clean it up and thank you for it

Tbh I’m pretty sure he loves it

Sukuna

Ok but like he would be fine with it

Then he’d pull some shit like “you get it on me and I’m gonna punish you, sweetheart”

Tbh I think he thinks it’s just a game

Uses it as another chance to get you to suck his dick

Getou suguru

Same as Gojo but he really doesn’t mind it

Pulls some shit like sukuna

But also makes sure your ok every 5 seconds

Mei mei

She really just says “ your buying me new clothes afterwards”

She’s fine with it she just demands for new clothes or money

Uhatime

She’s too scared she’ll hurt you lol

Literally it

Nanami kento

Really careful

Checks up almost every 2 seconds

Once he notices ur fine tho mf is a beast

He doesn’t stop checking up on you tho 💀

Absolutely pounding into you

“Are you okay”

Sir are you okay????

Shoko eiri

She’s fine with it

She’s dealt with Gojos bullshit

I’m pretty sure she’ll just be something like

“Of course”

Or some shit

As long as you do the laundry

Lol that’s all I have <3

[cursingtoji]

Royals

Pairing: Gojo x Roality/Sorcerer!Reader

Summary: Yuji was told by his sensei that someone very special was coming to evaluate his new cursed energy.

Warning: fem pronouns, slightly suggestive, hickeys, established relationship.

a/n: naruto's anbu uniform is what i based reader's outfit off, so keep that in mind i guess? i apologize if i forgot some tag in the warnings, feel free to point anything out to me. thank u and enjoy <3

“How pontual” Gojo smiled when he felt your presence on the top of the building he was standing along with Yuji.

“Huh?” Yuji looked around confused till he saw a black silhouette behind him.

“Hope you don’t mind Yuji-kun, I wanted a professional opinion and called a friend”.

“Are you sure this is the best place to do this Gojo?” You asked going around the boy with pink hair staring at his figure and sensing his cursed energy.

The building you agreed to meet him was one of the tallest in Tokyo, you could barely see the people on the streets from here.

“Sensei, is your friend a ninja?” Yuji asked, staring back at your figure, your black outfit left no skin to be shown while the kitsune mask covered your whole face and two swords remained crossed at your back.

“You worry too much Princess, don’t you believe I am the strongest?” You frown upon the use of the pet name. Yuji tilted his head to the side.

“I just don’t want things to go out of control” you moved your hands to remove the kitsune mask, your identity would still be protected by the mask that covered your nose and mouth beneath it, but Gojo stopped your hands as soon as you approached him.

“Keep it on until we finish okay?” He smiled, although he did not say anything else this was enough for you to understand he did not want the curse inside Yuji to cross eyes with you. “I’ll explain later, Yuji, now can you give us ten seconds with Sukuna?” Gojo stretched his arms preparing for a quick battle.

You moved to the corner of the building to give him space but still keeping an eye on the pink haired kid.

He was so young...

Black marks soon appeared on the kid’s body and the new cursed energy overwhelmed you making a shiver run up your spine.

As the heir of a clan that for centuries has the ability to control cursed energy, this scared you.

Sukuna’s energy was enough to destroy a big city like Tokyo as easily as a snap of a finger. In the past your clan helped Sukuna by increasing his cursed energy during battles but in the end, your clan also helped destroy Sukuna by suppressing his cursed energy as much as they could. Gojo asked you to come watch a quick demonstration, if the plan succeeded and Yuji managed to live long enough to eat all Sukuna’s fingers, it would be just a matter of time until the king of curses took control of the vessel and attempted some kind of mass destruction. If the time comes you wanted to be able to perform the same act that your clan did in the past.

Although, since Sukuna’s downfall your clan did not act as sorcerers anymore, instead they turned into rulers and politicians, living in big cities as Tokyo and controlling cursed energy just by existing there, a natural balance to the modern world, they would tell you, but none of this changed your mind when you decided to break the chain and become a sorcerer almost ten years ago.

The fight started when Sukuna ran towards Gojo murmuring something about seeing him again. Gojo controlled the situation fast by immobilizing Sukuna on the floor, far enough to not harm you.

“So?” Gojo asked, looking at your direction.

“You asked me to not do anything so I can’t say for sure, but I think it’s possible” you answered the white haired man.

Sukuna’s attention now was brought to you, he tried to read your cursed energy, you sensed that, but with the kitsune mask covering your face and eyes you doubt he recognized you as part of the clan that caused his downfall one thousand years ago.

Gojo again smiled at you, proud of you being able to take such a fast reading without messing with Sukuna’s energy, which he asked you to not do.

It would be better for everyone if Sukuna doesn’t make a target of you so soon.

“Alright, guess we are done for now” Gojo raised as soon as Yuji took back control of his body. You watched amazed as the cursed energy came back to a normal level.

Gojo asked Ijichi to drive Yuji back to the school and promised to talk to Yuji in the morning.

“I don’t know, Satoru. There’s only so much I can do alone, and I’m sure the rest of my clan won’t get involved with Sukuna if he returns. This is a huge responsibility for me...” you stopped talking, not even wanting to consider the possibility of such a powerful curse having complete control to do whatever he pleases and you not being able to do much by yourself.

“I won’t put you in danger, but for now it would be good if you could stick around Yuji, just to observe... I can put a good word for you with Yaga” Gojo dropped his arm around your shoulder playfully.

“You really want me to stay at jujutsu tech Tokyo just to keep an eye on him?” You removed the kitsune mask, now allowing Gojo to see your teasing eyes.

“I have my own selfish reasons too”.

The next morning Yuji crossed his path with Nanami around the school, having worked together once Yuji felt comfortable with asking Nanami about his sensei’s friend.

“Oi Nanami, do you know Gojo-sensei’s ninja friend? I met them last night but still don’t know what happened”.

Nanami stared at Yuji like he was speaking some foreign language “...Ninja?”

The elder was about to ask him to elaborate when the said sensei turned around the corner with you by his side.

“Gojo-san, Ojou-sama” Nanami bowed low when he noticed you coming closer.

“Ojou-sama?” Yuji looked at the person walking to them alongside Gojo. He did not recognize you at first, you now were using a colored Yukata and nothing covering your face.

“Nanami please, you know me long enough to drop this title” you smiled at your friend.

Yuji quickly made the connection between Nanami using the princess title and Gojo calling you Princess yesterday.

“Oh sensei, I didn’t know you had a girlfriend. You two make a beautiful couple” Yuji smiled.

“Itadori, show respect, Y/n-sama is an actual royal” Nanami whispered to Yuji.

After the downfall of Sukuna your clan reigned for a while, being the heir of the main clan branch and if your clan was still reigning that would technically make you a princess. Nanami insisted on referring to you as Ojou-sama in public even though you two attended school together years ago and long passed the formal titles.

“Sorry” Yuji bowed, still confused.

“It’s okay Itadori-kun, we will have enough time to get to know each other” you assured the pink haired boy.

“You are moving here?” Nanami asked.

“Isn’t it great?” Gojo smiled widely, now placing his arms on your shoulders and Nanami’s. “It will be like old times again”.

“Yaga accepted my request to stay on the campus and assist the kids,” you explained Nanami. Of course he knew that by ‘the kids’ you mean Itadori and his new found cursed energy.

“What a great set of teachers you will have Yuji-kun” Gojo tight his grip around you and Nanami “Why don’t you go find Fushiguro and Kugusaki while I show y/n her room?”.

“Yes, sensei!” Yuji smiled and bowed again before leaving to find his team mates.

“Let’s keep y/n secret between us, okay Nanami?” Gojo asked now that the three of you were alone. “Sukuna might not find out about y/n’s origins if she doesn’t mess with his or Itadori’s energy, the elders agreed to keep her around for now as protection”.

“I see… Well let me know if you need anything, Ojou-sama” Namami replied and fixed his tie.

“I need you to stop using that title, Kento” you smiled again at your stubborn friend and dropped Gojo’s arm from your shoulder going back to the path that led to your dorm.

“Always so polite, Nanamin” Gojo teased “Just don’t forget I’m the only one allowed to get on my knees for her” he released Nanami’s shoulder leaving his fellow sorcerer flushed.

“What did you tell him?” you asked Gojo when he got back to your side.

“Nothing he doesn’t know already” his large palm touched your lower back.

Your arrangements with Gojo were something known only by the heads of your clan, the two of you and few close friends. A promise made almost ten years ago allowed you to attend jujutsu tech and become a sorcerer if the only descendant of the Gojo clan married you by the time both of you got to your thirties. There was nothing in it for Satoru, but he agreed even though he barely left his teenage years.

“Satoru, What are we gonna do now?” you asked looking at your feet.

“We can start by getting you a pretty uniform, maybe a short skirt and a v-line” the hand that wasn’t at your back moved to the collar of your Yukata exposing more of your neck and collar bones and all the purple and blue marks painted there “A masterpiece like that has to be shown”.

“You are shameless” you slapped his hand away and adjusted your Yukata back. His flirty personality taking your mind away from the new responsibility of being Yuji’s guardian. “You know, we are two years away from the arrangements and I still wonder why you accepted it” you confessed, stopping in your tracks.

“Oh Princess, I’ll always be taking the side of rebel soul and you so happened to be the one that stole my heart from day one, you are not getting cold feet now, are ya?” he leaned and placed his arm on the wall behind you, an old habit that made you flushed when you two were younger, but now you can only bite your lips and raise a hand to lower his blindfold and meet his shining eyes full of admiration.

“Marrying the prince that saved me and the strongest jujutsu sorcerer? How could I get scared of that?”.

“Prince huh? I can get used to it”.

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[yuuhta]

CALLING DIBS WHEN SOMEONE ATTRACTIVE WOULD PASS BY:

THE ONES WHO WON'T:

NANAMI KENTO - nanami is a BIG gentleman. girl.... if he finds someone attractive, he WON’T even tell anyone else about it. he’ll pretend as if the person did not even pass by..... HOWEVER, yeah sure, he might’ve been quiet about it .... but those who know him well will probably notice if he's acting a bit more stiff than usual IF the person who passed by actually starts to be around more often !!

GOJOU SATORU - yep he wouldn't !!! frankly, he doesn't give a shit. he's a bit of an asshole and while i do think that finding someone attractive for him isn't completely impossible, i also think that he's the type that won't really make an effort to "call dibs". however, if u're someone that he's actually really into, he ..... still won't call dibs, others r FREE to like u, but he'll definitely make it very obvious to everyone that he’s interested in you !!!!! it's bcs he's not really the type to get threatened by other guys ........ he's a very confident bitch so Yea.

FUSHIGURO MEGUMI - nope. maybe his stare will linger for a bit, yeah. i mean, of course, he finds the person attractive, after all, but the thing is he doesn’t really put ANY thought into it. that’s just that. just an attractive passerby. he may have been captivated by the looks, but that’s just for a few seconds. it doesn’t matter. pretty? okay. and? he first needs to get to know someone before actually being all possessive on them, and actually i still think he’s not someone who’ll “call dibs”.

OKKOTSU YUUTA - HE WON’T. like megumi, his gaze will probably follow the person who passed by... but he won’t do anything about it !! he’ll have a blush on his face, and others WILL notice that he finds that person attractive, and they will tease him endlessly. also, if that person actually approaches him/starts to be around him more often, he’s just going to short circuit on the side....... oh !! yuuta has become more confident, right??? he’ll probably make some moves on the person if he realizes after quite some time that it’s not just some petty crush, and that’s his way of unintentionally calling dibs !! ppl will just eventually realize that the person actually means a lot to him.

THE ONES WHO WILL:

ITADORI YUUJI - i'm sorry girl.... nobara is already chasing after him with her hammer in hand as soon as someone that fits yuuji’s style passes by, knowing him well. if he finds someone pretty, his eyes will widen and he will immediately go to the group chat to tell everyone that he's calling dibs. “aight y’all know the drill.” he says.

FUSHIGURO TOJI - manwhore 🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨 probably has called dibs on so many girls. and others don't even bother arguing with him abt it bcs they're sure that toji can get a girl anytime he wanted to (so like, them calling dibs won’t matter....). and they also don't want to fight him. but when toji actually gets seriously attracted to someone, and not just some sort of infatuation bcs of the looks, he doesn't talk about it. ppl will just be surprised when they hear that he hasn't slept with anyone else in such a long time and has actually settled down AND is in a serious relationship with that person. and so ..... others r way too scared to even vocalize that they find the person pretty !! 

[21u004]

jjk boys as crushes i've had and things they did / march 22nd, 2021

includes: itadori yuuji , nanami kento , kamo noritoshi + choso , inumaki toge , fushiguro megumi , geto suguru , gojo satoru

notes: "wow thats a lot of crushes" NO MORE THAN HALF OF THESE ARE THE SAME PERSON OKAY I HATE MEN

itadori yuji is the boy in nursery and kindergarten who had bright eyes that seemed to never run out of light. he gave me hello kitty pins and treated me well. his mom and older sister got along well with me. never saw him again and i sadly lost the pins.

nanami kento is the boy in first grade who i was seatmates with that helped me calm down and comforted me whenever i cried (which was literally everyday) because i didn’t know anyone in the room and i was too scared whenever my parents left me alone in the classroom with everyone else. he was kind, and blew my eye when something got in it and it had me feeling butterflies and he’d lend me a pencil whenever i forgot one (i still think about these ngl). really nice and kind of a gentleman. i’m surprised he didn’t get sick of me and treated me nicely.

kamo noritoshi is the boy who i confessed to in second grade midway the school year. he bugged me so much about telling him who i liked, even telling me i didn’t have to say the name and to just look at whoever i had a crush on. so i ended up looking away, then back at him until the end of class and finally said it when i figured it won’t end and he’s too dumb and oblivious to catch on it. he suddenly cut me off his life without notice after that and we never talked much until after more than a year. (jerk move but we eventually talked again and got closer again.)

kamo choso is the boy who every once in a blue moon would text me saying hi and then ask another question then that’d be the end of it, but we talked a lot in person. while we were talking, he once told me that i could just refer to him as “kuya” which meant “big brother” in english and actually cared a lot for me, being lowkey about it and showing it in ways

inumaki toge is the boy who switched between crushing on me and another person in our group. confused me a lot because one day he’d be crushing on them and then the next week would say he likes me. he teased me a lot onto other people like his friend in a friendly, non-insecure way (hopefully i think. it never seemed that way. he just really liked joking around a lot.)

fushiguro megumi is the boy who genuinely cared for me and worried for me. he’s the boy my parents wanted me to be with. we don’t text a lot since he’s rarely on social media but he once texted me, genuinely concerned about how i was doing after attending a long ass training session that lasted from noon seven to nine p.m. which was extremely physically and mentally draining since i didn’t have time to rest until i got home. i think it was actually really nice of him. not sure about being the only one he trusted with a baby photo of his, but he sent me one that i think only i had.

geto suguru is separated in two people. one, he’s the boy who i had a crush on last. we were seatmates and we’d tease each other a lot and even hide each other’s things in a playful and friendly way. his parents liked me, but he liked someone else until i confessed to him and he told me not to talk to him or he’ll end up crushing again lmao. two, he’s also the boy who i could trust showing stories i wrote and didn’t make fun for it and even read them and encouraged me to write more. said he would even help me and we could alternate writing the chapters for the story but we never actually finished it. once used “director” as a nickname for each other plus a little description of e/o. (is it cringey as fuck? yes. definitely. i hate it but the kid in me is telling me that it was at least a bit cute and the fact that i think i was the only one he did that shit with made me feel special.)

gojo satoru is the boy who teased me a lot for years consecutively. he was so stupidly obvious about his feelings and people teased us about crushing on each other. two years in, he confessed (i could have gone first but no). he gave me chocolates and other gifts. spoiled me a lot despite telling him not to. (when insecure) he would tease me and tell me to crush on his friend instead or try to say i look better with someone else even though i clearly liked him and said it again and again.

[infinitebells]

Hello, I really like your blog a lot! If you still take them, I'd like to make a request. How about William Moriarty, Sherlock Homes, and Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen) neglecting their s/o because they are busy. But they make it up to them with a sensual and passionate night (nsfw pls). I hope this is okay. Take care! <3

oh yes this is brilliant. also i'm going to keep this gender neutral since a gender wasn't specified so it's smut very under the cut.

william

✧ at first you’re well aware that he hasn’t been spending time with you because he’s busy

✧ however, as time goes on, the self doubt gnaws at the back of your mind, and you don’t even realize just how much it’s been affecting you until you can’t even get out of bed one day

✧ all that runs through your head is that he’s probably neglecting you because he’s fallen out of love

✧ william’s been far to busy to see how much his lack of affection has affected you

✧ it isn’t until you can’t even look up at the table during breakfast to say hi to him, and when you do finally look up there are dark bags under your eyes and your eyes are extremely bloodshot

✧ when you see how he's staring at you in shock, you flee the table and lock yourself in your room for the entire day

✧ it isn't until it's almost midnight when william finally goes into your room, his mind running a mile a minute, that he realizes just how badly you've been feeling

✧ the entire day he had been thinking of ways to make it up to you, so by the time he's in bed with you, he already knows what to do

"my love, i'm sorry for neglecting you so much. allow me to show you how much i love you ok?" he says from on top of you, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips, swollen from you biting them. it was a nervous habit you had developed over the years.

"what do you mean?" your voice is soft, and he can hear the exhaustion in it.

"let me take care of you for the night okay?" he doesn't wait for an answer, unbuttoning the shirt you were wearing. he was pleased to see it was one from his own closet. his lips move from yours, traveling down your jawline and tracing the line of your neck. he hears a content sigh from you, and he smiles against your skin as he continue his path down your neck.

"will, if you don't love me anymore just tell me," his eyes widen as your words, one hand coming to rest next to your head as the other gently massages your hip.

"i'm so madly in love with you i can't imagine my life without you," he breathes out, moving back down to trail kisses down your naked front. "i'm so sorry i haven't been treating you the way you properly deserve," he murmurs against your skin. your honest whimpers shake your body upon feeling william's lips against your clothed groin, and you can feel his soft smile against you.

"let me treat you like the royalty you are,"

✧ ✧ ✧ 

sherlock

✧ he gets so caught up in his cases that he honest to god just forgets about anything else in his life

✧ he once forgot john at a restaurant they were having lunch at because he saw someone struggling with a mugger trying to steal their bag and he sprinted out to go help

✧ so you're used to him being an airhead sometimes and forgetting about spending time with you

✧ however, this time around it had been going on for weeks, and it was almost like you didn't even exist at this point

✧ the self conscious feeling had been eating away at you, and john had started to notice how you skipped meals with him and sherlock and how you rarely left your room unless it was to lock yourself in miss hudson's room

✧ once watson pointed this out to sherlock, he felt extremely stupid because how could he be so neglectful of his wonderful partner?

✧ he decides to surprise you, making sure you were tucked safely in miss hudson's room for the day so he could have time to prepare the surprise

"what is this?" your voice was shaky, the dry sobs from earlier still shaking your body. the room you shared with sherlock was awash in the gentle glow of candles on every available surface, and rose petals traced a path to the bed. sherlock was laid on top of the made up bedding, and sherlock himself was spread out on his side, his elbow on the bed as his hand supported his head. he was shirtless, loose pants barely covering his bottom half, and a beautiful red rose stuck between his teeth. it was a scene straight out of a romance novel.

"i'm making up for being a horrible, horrible boyfriend for the past few weeks," he informs you, the rose falling out of his mouth as his hand beckons you to the bed. you hesitantly edge forward, kneeling down on the bed in front of him. he could see how tense you were, body trembling as tears flooded your eyes. he got up from his spot on the bed, sitting cross legged as he drags you onto his lap, hands finding your face and holding you gently. he was scared if he held any tighter he'd shatter your delicate, beautiful aura.

"n-no, if you don't want to be together any-" his hand moves, palm covering your mouth as he shakes his head.

"you're not getting rid of me that easily. i'm here to stay, and i'm going to make up for not being there for you. i was a very stupid boyfriend, and i'm going to show you how much i love you," he murmurs quietly, hand tilting your head back as his lips find your neck. his touch is barely there, but as one hand finds your hip and the other holds your jaw in place to the side, you're aware of the fact that he's just getting started. he switches from kissing the junction between your neck and shoulder to biting down, hard, and pushing your hips down onto his. you can feel his bulge beneath you, and the moan that falls from your lips is involuntary.

"sherlock," you mumble out, eyes fluttering closed. his kisses and nips grow harder, and his hips gyrate up into yours at a steady pace. both of your breaths pick up, and both of his hands land on your hips and push you down harshly onto his. the groan that rumbles through his chest sounds heavenly, and it pulls a whine out of you.

"fuck darling, i missed you so much," he whispers against your neck, tugging at your night shirt before pulling it off completely. you're both topless, bare torsos pushed together as his finally pulls his face out of your neck and meets your gaze.

"i missed you too detective holmes," you tease, grinding your own hips down onto his. he groans loudly, flipping you two over. rose petals fly up beside you at the force, but your attention is on the man above you, and the aroused smirk plastered across his face.

"oh, i definitely missed this," he says before yanking your pants down harshly.

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gojo

✧ gojo-sensei honestly has a maximum of three thoughts in his head at all times, and no he's not stupid he just cannot focus on too many things at once or he'll get severely overwhelmed

✧ so between dealing with a reincarnated yuji, hiding his existence from the higher-ups, and dealing with multiple unregistered special grade curses, he just has not had extra time to spend with you

✧ you're well aware and understanding of his added stress, but your insecurities plague you despite knowing this

✧ the logical part of you knows he's just busy, but your negative thoughts simply weighed you down to the point where both yuji and nanami could see how tired you were

✧ gojo only realized how neglected you had been feeling when sukuna popped up on yuji's cheek to make a snide comment about how if gojo wasn't going to take care of his s/o properly, then sukuna would gladly take over for him

✧ immediately rushes home to spend the rest of the night with you

the frantic pounding on your shared bedroom does nothing to rouse you, and when gojo finally unlocks the door and rushes into the room, you're still laying on the bed with your back facing him.

"sweetheart?" his voice is soft, and you feel the bed dip behind you. you stay facing the wall, desperately hoping he won't see the tears sliding across your face. you're proved wrong when his hand tugs on your shoulder, moving you so you're on your back and his face is hovering over yours. his blindfold is hanging around his neck, blue eyes gazing into yours.

"yeah?" you can't stop how your voice cracks, and it only serves to further embarrass you. his face drops, arms pulling you close to him so that your body is beneath his as he hovers over you, one arm propping him up. the other hand rests on your cheek, and you can't help the onslaught of tears that follows his affection. your eyes squeeze shut, and you barely suppress a sob.

"shh, shh, no baby don't cry, i'm so sorry for how i've been acting. i've been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad boyfriend," he says, and his heart softens as he hears a small laugh from you at the reference to one of your favorite movies. "seriously sweetheart, i'm incredibly sorry for not spending time with you. am i allowed to show you how much i love you?" he asks, and when you open your eyes, you can't miss the signature mischievous glint in his startling blue eyes.

"how so?" he gazes down at your wide eyes, tears glistening on your lower lashline and mouth slightly agape in wonder. you look unbelievably beautiful, even in your sadness.

"by doing this," he leans down, kissing you deeply. you immediately respond, reveling in the sweet, familiar taste of the raspberry-flavored chapstick smeared across his lips. you don't taste it for long as his lips move to your neck, hands slithering down your body to yank at the sleep shorts sitting on your hips. once they're down, he leans back, throwing your legs over his shoulders as his lips press onto your groin through your underwear. you gasp at the feeling, warmth pooling in your gut. he smirks, hands gripping the soft flesh of your thighs.

"and what exactly is this?" you're breathless as this point, face warm and legs borderline trembling as his face sits so close to your crotch.

"the physical act of love," his eyebrows wiggle seductively, and neither of you can keep your laughs in. even when he presses another kiss to your clothed area, you'll both always find humor in the love you share together. and gojo had missed seeing you laugh with his head between your legs. he was planning on imprinting the entire night into his brain after it was over.

[dreamilymagicalhideout]

Movie

Geto Suguru

You

This contains spoilers of the manga

Word count: 3174

Summary: you are afraid of a horror movie that concerns with a monster, but you do not tell Geto.

So this is where Geto doesn't go berserk, so yeah a bun haired Geto.

Masterlist

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You never admit it, but actually you are afraid of horror movies, well at first you love it, the feelings of watching it, the scare, the adrenaline, and the thrill you felt while you were watching is exciting. Even the can't sleep period after watching the movie, the feeling you felt before you were sleeping at that time did not stop you from watching it again and again, but that has changed after you met Geto.

He is a Shaman, who had fight a lot of monster, or in this world, you called them a cursed spirits. At first, you were still the usual you, but that was changed when that accident happened. You wanted to meet Geto, but unfortunately there was a sudden attack, you were trapped in the curtain and could not get out. You were not the only non-Shaman that were trapped inside the barrier, there were other people too, and they were a lot more panicked than you. Even a few of them could see the cursed spirits.

One of them screamed so loud, the other one stood still in spot with her eyes widened. While you were just stand there didn't know what to do. You couldn't see the cursed spirits and you didn't know which place is safe. Two persons who see the cursed spirits where screamed and crying loudly. They were screaming "HELP" from the top of their lungs, their hysterical face was enough to make you feel afraid.

After that, the two of them went into an asylum, only one of them finally get out, the other one is still there, still not yet recovered. All she talked about is "it is the scariest thing I've seen, their face is just, their face-" she stopped talking and screamed, then crying.

After that, you never watch any horror movies, especially the one with a monster. Now that you are in cinema with Geto, and he already has in his hands, the ticket of the so called scariest movie of the year. It is the movie with a lot of monster, and have many positive critics both from experts and movie junkies.

He chuckles looking at your shocked expression, seems like he misunderstood your reaction. You react like that because you don't want to watch the movie, but you can't say it because you feel bad. He, on the other hand, thinking that you are touched because he bought you a ticket of your favorite movie genre.

"Wait, Geto, I.. uh.." you try to find the right words for it, but there are none. He smiles, "you don't have to say anything"

"I mean, uh- I think.... Thank you?" You said to him, he just pat your head and said "you're welcome, doll"

He actually told you to meet at 2 pm, but you where afraid that he will ask you to watch this movie, so you said let's just meet at 4 pm. Hoping that all the tickets will be sold, but here you are going to watch that movie. "How did you manage to get a ticket?"

"I waited here since 12 pm" he said and you gaped in awe. "Geto, I-" you look at him in pity, you are definitely going to watch this movie whether you are going to like it or not. If you are peeing in the middle of the movie, then so be it.

"What's with that face?" He said while smirking, he hold your cheek and pinch it. "Are you tired? Here you should take a sit" You grab his hand and take him to the nearest bench there. Geto is just following behind you while looking at your back with a smile on his face by seeing the way you acted right now.

"Are you thirsty?"

"Now that you mention it, I-"

"Wait here, I'll buy you some drinks" You said then leave him to buy a drink, you are queueing on the counter, then you feel like something warm is close to you. You turned your head and see Geto is standing beside you. "What are you doing here?"

"I want a cola" he said while reading at the menu from afar "alright, go back to your seat" you push him gently. "No, i'm staying here"

"You don't have to, hush, go away, sit down" you said pushing him again, but he just stood still without moving an inch. "No. I don't think so, let's wait together" you sighed, seems like he doesn't want you to wait alone so you just give up.

Now you're forget about the movie for a while and just talking to Geto like the usual, but the moment you entered the movie theater, you can feel your body tensed again. Your hands are on Geto's arm, you unconsciously squeeze his arm because you are afraid, but again, Geto thinks otherwise. "Excited, aren't we?"

The lights are off, now that he can't see your panicked face. The big screen in front of you finally shows some picture, the movie has started, your hands gripped the arm rest, you can feel your heartbeat getting quicker, your hands perspires, you are restless.

If you close your eyes in the entire movie then what's the point of Geto waiting for four hours? So you try to braced yourself to be brave and watch the movie, at first you can handle it, however in the middle it was just a total nightmare. You already heard about this movie, they say it is extremely scary and the effects is just too good. Turns out they were not exagerrating things, it is extremely scary.

You try to stay composed and stay silent, but you can't stop the shaking of your body. Then, you remember the person from the asylum said to you "his talons, his red face, he has many eyes, he can speak" that definition really match the monster in the movie right now, you stand up suddenly, then said "I need to go to the bathroom"

You sprint to the bathroom as if there was an earthquake and you must escape from the building. When you entered the bathroom you closed the door and cry. Your eyes are already damp and now it is completely wet. The tears are continue to fall as your small hiccups escape your mouth.

It's been a while since you left the cinema, if you are here any longer he would surely check on you, so you get out and wash your face then go back.

"Hey, is everything okay?" He asked while pulling you into his embrace. "Yes, everything is fine" you said while positioned yourself in his embrace. Geto already feels that something is wrong, because no matter how much you have to go to the bathroom in the middle of the movie, you won't. However, he decided not to push on it, well at least for now.

Geto lowered his face and put his lips near your ear to whisper something "Here, a quick summary. He left his dad and decided to go on his own, but...." You don't get what is he saying, you just continue to hug him.

Then once again, the monster are out, the screams of terror of the people on the movie theater mirrors the people in the movie, you just can't stand it, you cry again, you try to cry as quiet as possible so Geto won't notice.

You try to hold on, but sometimes you just can't help it and turn your face so you don't see the screen in front of you. By the time the movie ended, the whole room is filled with sniffs, some people even crying their heart out and sobbed because not only the movie where scary, it is sad too.

You couldn't hold yourself anymore and you sobbed. Geto continue to hold you, to calm yourself down. "Sshh, it's okay Sweetheart" He says as his hand pat your back, his other hand is on your hair gently straightening all your tangled hair.

He lets you calm down a little before asking if you want to go right now or not, you said you can go right now and both of you are left the movie theater. He intertwined your hand with his, he can feel your dampened hand, it is also cold, then he looks at you and stop.

"Are you okay? You look so pale" he said as he bows a little so his head is the same level as yours. "I'm fine" you said as he looks at you in worry, "let's take a seat for a while" He said as he let go of your hand, put his hand on your waist, while his other hand hold your hand then guide you to the bench.

"Here, drink a little" the mineral water that you bought before watching the movie is still half full. He opened the lid and give it to you. He moves to crouched down in front of you, he put his hand on your forehead, cheek, and your neck to check your temperature. Then he notice that your hands are shaking a little too.

"Can I stay at your place tonight?" This is the first time you said this, usually he would be the one asking you. You don't think you can handle being alone after watching that movie without having a paranoia. "Of course, Love"

"Here, sit beside me" you pat the bench next to you, gesturing him to take a seat. People are starting to look and whisper to each other. Geto take a seat beside you, he put his hand on your waist, afraid that you might fall.

"Are you feeling dizzy?" Geto asks again "No"

"Let's go"

"Are you sure? We could rest here for a while, you don't have to force yourself" he takes a good look at you and you are still pale.

"It's okay. I'm fine" you said as you stand and start walking, Geto follows you while his arm is circling around your waist. "Just take it slow" He still doesn't know what's wrong with you, so he just wait until you tell him, in the meantime he will not push you into anything.

You both arrived at Geto's apartment, his apartment is a medium sized with only one bedroom, two bathroom, a kitchen, and a balcony since he is living alone. You sometimes spend the night here too, just sleeping of course, not doing anything else. By the time you arrived, turns out he already ordered a meal. You both enjoying the meal in silence, he ordered a porridge for you, he still thinks that you are sick.

Now, that you are thinking about the monster again, well right now you are with Geto, you are sure safe, but what if you got back to your house? Geto noticed that you are so deep in thought that you don't notice that he is looking at you. Suddenly the silence broke because of the sound of the kettle, the loud sounds surprised you that you lost your grip on the glass and accidentally drop it. The glass dropped on the floor with a loud crash and break.

"I'm sorry, I-" you try to find the correct words, but you don't find any. You want to pick the glass, but you are so frustrated right now that you broke down crying first "sorry" you put your palm on your face, hiding behind your palm. Geto stood from his seat and hug you "It's okay"

He hugs you while he is standing and you are still sitting on a chair. He combs your hair slowly and his other hand is around your shoulder, pulling you close. "It's okay, just let it out" both of you just stay like that for a while until you calm down. Now that there are no sniffs or hiccups coming from you, Geto loosened his grip for a moment to take a look at your face.

“What should I do? I want to say you look bad while you were crying to make you stop crying, but you still look pretty even when you’re crying” He said with both of his hands are holding cupping your face, he removed your tears with his thumb, then move the strands of your dampened hair that stick to your face.

“Go take a bath in my room, I clean this up”

“I’ll help you” you said because you feel bad for breaking a glass in his house, but he is the one who will clean it up, not you. “No buts, just take a bath then pick whatever clothes in my wardrobe that you like. Go” you could never argue with him, so you just say thank you and go to his room.

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After you’re done, you go out from his room and found out that he also has taken a bath, he changes into a navy t-shirt with a sweatpants. While you wear his baby blue sweater and grey sweatpants. "You picked a nice clothes" he said after seeing you and gestured you to sit on his lap.

"Aren’t you cold?" You ask while sitting on his lap "no. Are you?"

"Not anymore, your clothes are warm" he pushes your shoulder back to his chest, gesturing you to lean into him, you complied and rest yourself into him. He put his arms around your waist, then kissed your cheek and rest his head on your shoulder.

"Are you alright?" He finally asks you, you want to tell him the truth, but you are still afraid. You don't answer him, you don't want to lie, well he knows that you are not alright, it is just a rhetorical question to make you tell him what's on your mind. Nobody talked for a moment, he is waiting for you to answer while you don't know what to answer.

"It's okay If you are not ready to tell me yet, I won't push you, if there is anything I could help just tell me"

"Geto"

"Hmm?" He said while looking at you. You turn your head to look at him "I.. it's just- wait" you were in the middle of talking while Geto suddenly lift you up to fix your position, you are now on jus lap, but your back is not in his chest anymore, your left arm is now on his chest so he could look at you. "Continue" he said with his face close to you, eyes definitely staring at your face.

"Don't look at me, look there" you said as your finger point into the TV. "No. Why would I?" He is still smiling, his face is still close to you as of he would kiss you anytime. It's not like he never kissed you before, but everytime he did you still feel shy to look at him.

"Well, it just I don't really like to watch that kind of monster movie anymore, since..." You can feel his eyes lingering on you, you put your palm on his eyes to make him stop looking at you, he use his hand to pry off your hand from his eyes, he hold your wrist so you can't do it again "....that time when I, uh was trapped in the curtain"

"I was afraid" you try to put your other palm to cover his eyes, but again, he pried your hand off and hold into your wrist. "I'm sorry" you finally said as you look down. You know he will feel guilty and blame himself, that's why you didn't tell him, but after this happened you feel guilty to keep something from him and if you don't tell him, and there's a high possibility that he will ask you to watch another monster movie too if you don't tell him now.

"Why don't you tell me sooner?"

"I don't want you to leave me"

"Why would I leave you?" He said while he makes both of your hands cupping your cheek, and his hands cup your hands, so your hands won't go to close his eyes again. "I know you must’ve preferred a girl who is brave, considering your job as a shaman, so I think if I am afraid then..” you can’t say the rest, but you know he gets what you mean.

“and I don’t want you to blame yourself” you paused, then continued again “well I won't be scared of the monster in movie anymore. Let's watch another movie, I won't be afraid"

“Of course I choose a girl who thinks about me until she hold back all the burden on her shoulder all by herself just to make me feel better” You remember after that incident he felt guilty for a week, you have to convince him again and again so he will get over it. You look anywhere but him “what a sweet mouth”

“Of course, you’ve tasted it before” he smirked, you are about to push his hands from your face when he continues “I am not joking (Y/N)” his face is close to you, you can feel that your face is hot, you close your eyes, you just can’t see his face this range, he is too handsome.

You can tell by now that your face is red, you still close your eyes because you know his face is still near. “Why are you still embarrassed?” Geto chuckled, but still don’t let go of your face. His face is going forward and he pressed his forehead to yours. “besides I like the feeling of you needed me to protect you from the cursed spirits”

“I love to protect you” you both stayed like that for a while, no one is talking, you just enjoying the moment. He finally let go of your hands and pull away, then sneaked put his arms around your waist. You finally open your eyes and see that his face is still close to you and still looking at you. You turned your head so you don’t see eye to eye with him “What? Where did you expect me to look beside you?”

“Does this mean we don’t have a movie date in the halloween?” he asked.

“Well I don’t mind, to be honest I like stay at home date better” He looks at you with a glint of mischievousness in his eyes “because things could get a little...” he talks with a smirk on his lips, then leaned in to your ear to whisper “intimate”

You push him and get out from his lap to stand, then walk to his bedroom, “wait, where are you going?” he said with a smile on his face, he definitely held back a laugh. "I’m going to sleep, do not follow me” you literally bolted out to his bedroom and close the door, then stay behind the door for a while. You can hear Geto laughing in the other side, you, you are laughing too, but quickly shut your mouth so he can’t hear it.

*Fin*

I imagine Geto would be a gentleman like Nanami, but also playful like Gojo. So, yeah.

[some-dr-writings]

Rantaro, Chiaki, and Ibuki x S/O who’s scared of touch asking to hold their hand

Rantaro Amami:

·       “You don’t like touch?... Okay.”

·       Rantaro never pried you was to why you didn’t like touch. All he knew was you didn’t like it at the very least and that was enough for him. Didn’t matter what the reason was, in the end you didn’t like touch, so he respected that.

·       However, touch was rather important to Rantaro, extremely actually. He cared about you; you were his partner. After having lost all of his little sisters, he was scared of losing you too. When out he needed you close, hold your hand or something to place his heart at ease and know you were still by his side and wouldn’t just suddenly disappear when he wasn’t paying attention to you for a moment like had happened with others so many times before.

·       Talking through both of your needs you came to a compromise. When out Rantaro could hold on to a piece of your clothing whether it be the hem of a shirt or the end of a sleeve or scarf. It was an arrangement you both could be comfortable with.

·       It was another day of searching, simply walking along down that snowy street. A chilling wind rolled past kicking up some snow as it went. He pulled up his scarf just a bit higher to shield a little more of himself from the cold. The crunching sound of the snow beneath your feet was a delightful contrast from the silent world the powdery substance had created, like placing a blanket over one’s ears. It was so quiet he could here even your meek, mumbled voice.

·       “Rantaro?” “Yeah.” “……… uh…” Rantaro simply waited patiently. He didn’t mind the lulls in conversations like most would. They were good moments to collect your thoughts on what the other had said, even if it was just wondering what they could want. “I… I’m not sure if I’m okay with touch yet, but… maybe… we could try? J-just this once, since we both have gloves on… I think I’ll feel safer trying like this.” “Okay. Would you feel better if I took your hand, or do you want to take mine.” “U-uh… I… I don’t know…” “… “Maybe we could both go for it?” “Y-yeah! I think that’s good!”

·       Whether from the cold or from fear or nervousness, Rantaro couldn’t tell why your hand lightly trembled in his, but that didn’t matter. You wanted to try and was something he was going to cherish forever.

    Chiaki Nanami:

·       Chiaki didn’t particularly mind your no touching rule. You must have had your reasons for it so she didn’t push you. Besides touch was not the only way to connect with a person, you could still happily enjoy paying video games with one another, hell if you wanted the distance you could even play on opposite sides of the world and still connect.

·       It didn’t matter the game whether single player or co-op, competitive or cooperative you’d play any and all games together. Often you’d end up just talking about whatever, the recent chaos Chiaki’s class had gotten into, the rough day you had when someone bumped into you sending you into a panic, some random thing in the news, the latest video game releases, didn’t matter really you just liked talking with one another.

·       “Did you at least go to the nurse’s office?” Your response was a bit prolonged, just a single drawn-out syllable as you tried figuring out where on the map exactly the new boss had appeared. “Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeaah. Yeah, I did.” “… Y/N you’re going the wrong way.” “Wait… No that’s the only path to the boss.” “The pathway is blocked, take the mountain rout.” “Oh!” “… You’re awfully distracted. Did something happen at the nurse’s office?” “No, no. I… I’m just… tired. Tired of getting so worked up all the time at the slightest contact. It’s been years now, but I still get so panicky. I hate it. I just want to not have to deal with this anymore… I just… I wanna hug you and hold your hand without feeling scared. I know you won’t do anything and yet I still… Aaaand I die great- just great!” Chiaki gently took the controller from you and placed it aside. “Let’s take a break from the game, okay?” “No, we don’t have to stop because of me.” “But you’re not having fun so there’s no point.” “… Okay.”

·       You simply watched as Chiaki went about saving and shutting off the system before placing away your controllers. “Chiaki! I wanna hold your hand!” “Will you be okay?” “I’ll make myself okay! I’M FINE!” “Chords of steel, nice. But I don’t like the sound of this.” “But I can still try, right?” “… If you want too.” Both your hands gripped around one of her’s, your nails just digging in. Your hands trembled under the pressure and your breathing wavered. Then you let go practically throwing your self back. “Nope-no-no, i- no- I just can’t- UGH Why!? Why does this have to be so stupid-” You were suddenly caught off guard feeling a blanket tossed on you. “… Thank you.” “It’s okay. I know how frustrating this can be for you… Want to play a good puzzle game to distract you?” “Yeah, I’d like that.”

     Ibuki Mioda:

·       As much as you cared about one another, at first things were extremely rough. Ibuki was a rather naturally touchy person so trying to get used to not touching the person she loved took a bit to get used to, but she forced herself to stop for your sake, as much as she wanted to hug you and such, it would never be more important than your comfort and feeling safe, she never wanted to ever scare you. Thankfully there were plenty of other things you could do together like write and play music, go to amusement parks, go traveling, maybe go hiking, or visit a zoo, perhaps try something new like going to a spa, didn’t matter you could just do anything together.

·       It was pouring outside so after some running around in the rain for the fun of it and drying off the pair of you here hidden away in Ibuki’s room. Instruments and papers were scattered about, the pair of you writing down any lyrics you could think of, Ibuki constantly changing instruments to make up an accompaniment to go with it. It was rather random and bombastic, but it was a method that had made many a great song and really, the end result didn’t matter to either of you, it was just fun making up stuff. Though there was also fun to be found in perfecting songs as well.

·       You sat on the bed trying to strum the strings of the bass guitar as Ibuki wailed away, one foot on the ground, the other propped up on the seat of a chair. You ended up placing aside your guitar opting to draw Ibuki, she looked kind cool, posing and playing away. “Hmm? Hey, how come you stopped?” “Eh, I still don’t know the bass, Buki.” “Whaaaaaaat? It’s fine I’ll show you. Let’s play!” Ibuki wasn’t half-bad as a teacher but often her lessons would derail at some point and the pair of you would end up doing something else. “Sure.” And so you picked back up the guitar.

·       “Wait. Back up. I place my fingers… here?” “Not exactly. You gotta use all your finger, get all those strings!” “Uh… Hey, could you maybe… place my fingers for me? and hold my hand in the right place?” “………” “Bu-” “Sure!” Though Ibuki sat beside you, she made sure to not get too close. She could hear how your breathing wavered a bit from the contact, but you were doing okay, not screaming like you used to when she accidentally tackled you into a hug from behind. She was glad you got comfortable around her, even after she messed up so much. She was glad you were both trying.

[generous1ty]

prompt 37 (fluff alphabet) with hajime? (if youre still taking them!!)^^

hihi!

i got 2 Hajime requests in a row-- glad to know i’ve got some fellow Hajime lovers in my following. :D

glad this one is fluff this time, or else i would have done some more angst,, sweats

thank you for requesting! lots of love. <3

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Unconditional Love

Fluff Prompt 37 with Hajime!

link to the prompt list!

genre: comfort angst/fluff warnings: reserve course!reader, use of "M" in place for Ms/Mr. after that, none! word count: 1.8k

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you sometimes wondered if being an Ultimate would make your lover like you better.

after all, being a rich reserve course student only had a few perks. it was nothing like the Ultimates that the school was made for.

at times, you couldn't help but feel envious of the Ultimates that had Hajime's full attention-- not to mention the specific Ultimate that would hang around Hajime.

you weren't doubting Hajime's commitment to you-- of course not! however, the fact that he was so infatuated with having an Ultimate Talent, or belonging to the other building was, in fact, a little disheartening.

you had never thought of the Ultimates in a bad light. they were human, after all. the people on the other side of the campus had just exceeded the bar that their talent had already set before them, it was a natural reaction to set higher expectations of them-- they were the best of the best.

you also knew how Hajime thought about himself-- constantly moving and pushing himself; waiting to find something he was ultimately good at.

somehow, that attitude had rubbed off on you. but it was for an entirely different reason.

you never cared about being an Ultimate, but your fear of abandonment and inferiority had stemmed from Hajime: if you weren't an Ultimate, he could definitely find someone who was and date them. he wasn't bad-looking, or lacking in anything. if he wanted to, he could rack in an Ultimate partner faster than you could say "don't break up with me".

so when your boyfriend invited you to hang out with his Ultimate girl friend, you supposed you'd see what she was all about.

"..you're [Y/n], right?" her voice was soft and comforting, as well as her presence. she held a game console in her hands and her attire was modified to her Ultimate.

the Ultimate Gamer..

you couldn't help but chuckle to yourself. Hajime had his fair share of video game runs, so of course he'd attract someone like her. he was well versed in many genres, more so than you.

you forced a small smile, "yeah. you are..?"

"Nanami..." she had paused her game, looking up at you with caring eyes-- a warm pink, which suited her color palette and personality, "Chiaki Nanami."

her smile was beautiful. somehow, it had made you think, "if Hajime decided to ditch me for this girl, i would agree." but, the thought had struck you in the heart more than you thought it would.

"what's wrong, love?" you heard Hajime's voice beside you, asking you to join him on the bench, "is something bothering you?"

you had sat next to him, smiling as you shook your head, "no, it's nothing."

he hummed, "if you say so," he had reached into his bag for his console, trying to lift your mood, "you have your console, right?"

you nodded, "i don't ever leave home without it because of you," a silent laugh left your lips as you teased him, a small blush growing on his face.

"haha, y-yeah.."

"I hear about you a lot, M. [Y/n]. Hajime never shuts up about you," Nanami's voice had chimed in, smiling as Hajime's stutters began to increase.

"wh-wha--" he choked, "Chiaki!"

you couldn't help but laugh and grin as they got along.

it was nice to hear that Hajime talked about you so much-- more so, reassuring. but they really did get along well; talking while playing games, communicating prices and items, even trading information on levels and quests. that had made you self-conscious, too.

although you were playing with them, following along in their video game antics, it really felt like you were third wheeling them. they naturally got along with each other, happily chatting as you listened.

it was nice seeing Hajime so happy-- so comfortable. unlike in your classroom, or anywhere in the reserve course building at all.

was he like that with you, too? did he feel that way about you, too? because you were also a part of the reserve course?

you just needed to know.

. . . .

the time with Nanami had been slow, but had ended, nonetheless. your console had been shoved inside Hajime's bag just next to his as you both walked home together, hand in hand.

it felt awkward.

his fingers intertwined with yours, brows furrowing with concern, “about earlier,” he brought up, giving your hand a little squeeze, “are you sure you’re alright? i’ve noticed you’ve been pretty down recently.”

ah, that’s Hajime for you. always too perceptive.

“seriously, i’m fine,” you waved it off. after all, you were just being possessive, weren’t you? overthinking and worrying; scared he would leave you for someone else.

you didn’t want him to feel uncomfortable around you-- that was the last thing you wanted. if you expressed your worries about Chiaki, or you being a reserve course student, or how you had doubted his loyalty and commitment to your relationship, wouldn’t that be seen as overbearing, overprotectiveness and controlling?

you had squeezed back, a mixed expression on your face as you avoided eye contact, “i swear...”

well, he didn’t believe you.

your tone, your body language, and how you glanced towards the Ultimate building almost as much as he did-- of course he’d notice all of that. you weren’t interested in becoming an Ultimate, or even Ultimate Talents in general. so what was constantly on your mind that he needed to call your name three times to get your attention?

he bit the inside of his cheek, trying to get you to say something. he needed to hear something, because he knew you weren’t okay. but he couldn’t force it out of you-- if you really didn’t want to talk, he couldn’t do anything about it. no matter how much worry or pity he felt for you, he couldn’t just pressure you to tell him.

“well, love, you can tell me when you’re ready, alright? i’m always here to listen, and i won’t ever judge you for anything,” his voice was reassuring, as were his words.

genuine care was held in those words as he gently swayed your arms forward, “now, would you like to go get some ice cream? it’s pretty late, so i don’t mind walking you home.”

you smiled at his suggestions, your--once limp--arm now swinging with his, “i’d like that.”

. . . .

Hajime had decided to stay over at your house.

as much as you felt the need to reject him, you didn’t. you probably needed him right now, despite the fact that problems you had were because of him. he was your safe place, your comfort buddy, you couldn’t just let him walk away while you were down.

he felt the same way. he knew how you weren’t happy, so of course he offered to stay over. however, if he made you uncomfortable, he would have went home. thankfully, he was allowed over.

while his arms lay gently on your sides, chin on top of your head as you lay on his chest, he began to speak, “how was the ice cream?”

you chuckled, “it was good. you remembered that i liked going to that ice cream shop, so it was really sweet.”

“yeah, i remembered you saying something about how the ice cream was really good and that you’d go to the place if it were closer to your home. it’s a lot closer to Hope’s Peak, so i decided to stop by while we walked to your house,” he boasted, proud you had noticed that he remembered.

as you stare at his clothes chest, you began to talk about what was on your mind. his words from earlier did still count now, right? so, even if what you said was a little problematic or dramatic, he wouldn’t judge you for it, right?

you bit your lip and just went for it, “...so you know, i...” you clutched the cloth as his sides, digging into his chest deeper to his your face, “i see you looking and aspiring to be an Ultimate so much that.. i feel like i’m-- lacking?”

the wording of it sounded weird to you, stuttering as your thoughts had left your mouth, “i mean-- ugh, sorry-- i-”

you wanted to die. why was this so hard?? he probably felt like you were wasting his time, taking so long to say simple words. all you needed to say was, “if you’re tired of me and me being a reserve course student, i wouldn’t blame you if you wanted to break up to be with Chiaki,” or something along the lines of that.

but it all dissipated when his hand had gently caressed your head, petting you gently, slowly, comfortingly.

you could hear the smile in his voice, “take your time, [Y/n]. we have all the time in the world to talk about it.”

it was nice, comforting, calming. it felt as if all your worries were carried away with his voice, the room becoming a nice kind of quiet before you had decided to speak again,

“i’m a reserve course student. i’m stupid rich and talentless, while you’ve got Ultimates as friends and are always moving ahead. you aspire to be something greater, so why have me as a lover?” the collected sentence in your head had suddenly spiraled into something you didn’t want to spill, “i’m not trying to be anything great, and i don’t care about things like Ultimate Talents. i’m going to tire you out and keep you from doing what you love. if you want to break up with me and go out with someone like Chiaki, i won’t stop you, you know..”

the room had went silent again. it was your fault this time, feeling like the tension in the air was uncomfortable, and you wished you had never, ever said what you just said.

however, Hajime’s voice hit you like a pile of bricks, “I could never get tired of you.”

his hold on you tightened, shuffling you up so you both were eye-level to kiss you, “you don’t need to be an Ultimate for me to love you, [Y/n]. i’m not going to break up with you because you don’t have a talent you excel greatly in, or have an interest in Ultimate Talent like i do. you’re your own person, i don’t expect you to be into things i like,” his thumb brushed over your cheek as he cupped it in his hand, “i’m dating you because i love you, not for a title or a talent. you ground me when i get to excessive, and help me face reality even when it’s harsh.”

his smile had felt so comforting as he kissed the bridge of your nose, “you are always going to be you, and i’ll always love you for that.”

and he truly did.

[come-on-shitty-boys]

-> 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎

-> 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜: 𝚐𝚘𝚓𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚞, 𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚛𝚒 𝚢𝚞𝚞𝚓𝚒, 𝚏𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚘 𝚖𝚎𝚐𝚞𝚖𝚒, 𝚔𝚞𝚐𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚔𝚒 𝚗𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚊, 𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚒 𝚔𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚘

-> 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: 𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚎?

-> 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜: 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝟷𝟾 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 😤

𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚓𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚜 👍😃👍

-> 𝙶𝚘𝚓𝚘𝚞 𝚂𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚞

no bio. MAYBE his snapchat??? he's got like three photos. one is a random shirtless mirror selfie, but like it’s after a shower so it’s really foggy and just a really bad picture overall. The other two are pretty standard photos ig?? but I can't look past the shirtless mirror selfie.  His profile is just one massive red flag and I will be swiping left. Won't message first unless he's like REALLY into you or if he’s really bored he’ll hit you with a “Hey.” This man has so many matches 😭 sees a notif about a message and verbally says "Who the fuck is *insert name here*" (me too gojou)

-> 𝙸𝚝𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚛𝚒 𝚈𝚞𝚞𝚓𝚒

"Hi!! My name's Yuuji :)" yes bby. We know. It says so in your profile. He's so precious though so I can't really be upset. Has as many photos as he's allowed. Most are selfies with Megumi or Nobara, but he's got some of just him.  They aren’t the best selfies, but they are pretty mediocre. His main picture is just him being really cute and smiley and therefore I will immediately be swiping right without looking at the rest of his profile because cute smiles are my weakness and I swipe right on any person who has a cute smiley photo as their first picture. He texts first with a “hi :)” and that makes my heart so warm.

-> 𝙵𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚘 𝙼𝚎𝚐𝚞𝚖𝚒

Includes his height but not in a "because it matters" kind of way. He just thinks it's important for people to know that he's not 6'. Includes his pronouns in his bio 🙇🏼‍♀️ too bad it's also saying something like "I'm not on here much." Or "make me delete this app." BUT NEITHER ARE MEANT TO BE LIKE CONDESCENDING. LIKE HE'S GENUINELY NOT ON MUCH BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE ON TINDER HE'S JUST TOUCH STARVED AND WOULD LIKE TO DELETE THE APP BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LIKE DATING APPS. One photo. It's a mirror selfie. It's blurry and you can't see his face.  For that reason. I will swipe left.

-> 𝙺𝚞𝚐𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚔𝚒 𝙽𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚊

Has her natal chart in her bio and I respect that.  Plugs her Instagram because it's very aesthetic and would like followers.  All of her photos are very cute candids that Maki took and honestly, I wouldn’t even need to read her bio to know that I’d be swiping right.  I would, however, hesitate because she’s a Leo. Her bio includes some very elaborate first date idea about sushi and the park and ending the day back at your place where she'll kiss you on your doorstep to make you swoon, but then leave without a goodbye to keep the mystery alive. Instant swipe right. No thoughts just like.

-> 𝙽𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚒 𝙺𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚘

Another one with pronouns in his bio 🙇🏼‍♀️ spent way too long putting his profile together but it's a top tier profile.  He's got a nice bio that makes you want to swipe right just because you have ✨ questions ✨ and you better ask those questions because Nanami has no time to be messaging you first.  His photos are okay??? I don’t know they’re all pretty low-quality selfies, like their not really in focus, taken from weird angles, a little too close for comfort?? I am swiping right for the bio, but will not be messaging first because that scares me so we will just sit in each other’s matches for eternity.