#also I just wanna say. i know the queue has died a few times
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
REALLY IMPORTANT UPDATE PLEASE READ
Hey yâall, so this blog is probably gonna be on a VERY SHORT hiatus. Just like. Literally less than a week.
The short long of it all is that my parents are coming in tonight for the holidays and unfortunately as much as I tired I didnât have time to queue up enough stuff for that period of time.
The ask box is STAYING OPEN during this period of time! So you CAN keep sending stuff in there just wonât be any polls for a hot second! Holidays are just kinda hectic, you know? Lol
But thanks again for everyoneâs support and Iâll see yâall after Iâm done showing my beach parents around the mountains haha
Also! In case anyone is interested! Cartoon Network is on YouTube streaming Holiday Special reruns of their cartoons for FREE for this month! Hereâs the link! Happy Holidays and go watch cartoons!!
#also I just wanna say. i know the queue has died a few times#and Iâm just really greatful and thankful that even if any yâall DID notice#that no one was like. weird or rude about it#i hope it goes unspoken that yes! i love this blog! soooo much!!#but I also am an adult with a life and full time job lol!!!#but yalls support means the world and Iâm so excited to come back and keep going!#also Iâm gonna make sure that with the next batch of polls to also bring back the data reblogs!#Iâm sooooo dorky I LOVE the data part of it all#but those reblogs do take a LOT more time and effort than the polls themselves which is why they donât come out as often qwq#BUT THANKS AGAIN#AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE!!!!#toonz talks
17 notes
¡
View notes
Note
HI YES I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR HEADCANONS đ !!! :DD <- Also a person who makes Headcanons
OKAY SO THREE PEOPLE ASKED FOR THEM AND I SHOULDVE ASKED IF ANYONE WANTED TO HEAR SPECIFIC ONES BUT ILL START WITH THE MAIN TWO YOU PROBABLY CAME HERE FOR
Edgar first! đ§Ł
Heâs convinced himself his clear social anxiety is just another piece of evidence heâs cool and mysterious. He is not.
Edgar tried to vape once and coughed so hard his mom thought he was sick and took him to a doctor
He has an extreme amount of makeup knowledge and knew all the makeup guru drama, he was there when James Charles was outted
Has a hard time expressing himself truthfully because of his lack of social skills
Edgarâs scarf is an extension of his body but the scarf lacks a lot of his thought filters so it tends to act out how he feels or grabs for things he wants. Itâs gotten him in trouble and embarrassed him, but is oddly good for complicated dance moves
Says he likes horror a lot but gore makes him feel queasy. He just thugs it out
He wants to come off as a scary guy but he just has slight anger issues and gets irritated easily
Edgar has tried (emphasis on TRIED) to learn some Spanish music for Poco. The best heâs gotten is La Cucaracha and Feliz Navidad, which is impressive given he failed Spanish 1 twice
Heâs got a jealousy problem because Edgar thinks others offer more than he could and his few real friends might not want to stick around when they realize
Edgarâs outfits leave him overheating in the summer and cold in the winter
He really does love his mom, sheâs his only direct family
Definitely had a demon/wolf/dragon fursona in middle school
Has Pop Drop Candy on multiple of his playlists
Poco second! đ¸
Poco started learning guitar when he was 4 with his dad, although his parents werenât mariachis
Has an absolutely huge extended family and each of them know a different instrument. Family reunions are both crowded and loud. At some point everyone shows off their best song they know how to play, and if everyone goes one after another this can last over an hour
A band kid, went to band camp, but refuses to tell anyone anything about what went down there
He canât technically sleep anymore as a skeleton, and gets really lonely during the nights. He misses being able to dream and turn his brain completely off, although heâs learned how to rest
Pocoâs family are all humans, he died when he was 15 and miraculously came back after being buried next to Star Park
Heâs mostly lost his sense of touch, and canât feel things like heat or cold at all
A die hard optimist through and through
Says country music âisnât that bad you guys, Dolly Parton is a national treasureâ
Claims dying was actually a good thing because now he doesnât have to deal with allergies anymore
Has a habit of being overly friendly with people at his concerts, which can sometimes cause hurt feelings because someone might think heâs trying to flirt when heâs not, or that heâs leaving his established friend group for a stranger
Poco is absolutely terrible at picking up on social queues
Let me know if you guys wanna see more and of who!! Also share any HCs with me and I might draw them! Doesnât have to be either of these two nerds :3 Iâm in a drawing mood heh!
#Iâm doing a lot of poco and Edgar stuff because I feel the need to get it out there#I mean thereâs not much content of them together at all#So I want to share what I already have now so I can find other people who like them as a pairing#I promise Iâll do more with other brawlers in general as well#but for now itâs poco and Edgar big time#brawl stars headcanons#brawl stars poco#brawl stars#brawl stars fanart#edgar x poco#poco x edgar#edgar brawl stars#edgar#poco#vinegarâs art#art reqs open#art#đ#ask vinegar#ask blog#ask
11 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Tianshan dating headcannons because i also love these two dumbasses too
Also dedicated to @el-mundo-real who requested tianshan headcannons đ¤
. . .
- Literally no one knows whether theyâre dating or not. Not even themselves because they donât talk about it
- Jian yi thinks theyâre dating already and Zhengxi says theyâre still getting there (somehow theyâre both right) and they make a bet
- He tian likes staying over at Moâs and heâs gotten pretty close to mama Mo
- Mama Mo teaches him how to knit !! He tried to knit a scarf for Mo but it came out a little messy and tangled. Mo still wears it anyway saying itâs a waste of yarn if not used (Heâs actually really touched)
- He eats dinner there about 5 times a week and sleeps over thrice a week. Heâs a permanent fixture in the house now, he has his own plate and mug, utensils, toothbrush, a spare key, and more than half of his closet migrated to Moâs closet
- Sometimes Mo âaccidentallyâ wears He tianâs sweaters and He tian dies a little bit every time
- Sometimes He tian deliberately wears Moâs clothes and itâs always tighter and a bit shorter on his body so when he moves his arms the shirt rides up. Mo guanshan shouts at him to change and to stop contaminating his clothes but his ears are red anyway
- They bicker A LOT. Over the smallest things because He tian loves riling him up and Mo gets riled up too easily
He tian, for the 7th time in 5 minutes: âWhat does this thing do?â
Mo guanshan, losing his mind: âTHATâS A FUCKING MICROWAVE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK IT DO?!â
- There are times when homicide is the best option
Mo Guanshan: âI acknowledge that I can be mean sometimes-â
He tian, in the bathtub: âSometimes?â
Mo Guanshan: âShut the fuck up. So I brought you a bath bomb as a peace offering.â
He tian: âThatâs a fucking toaster.â
Mo guanshan: âExactly. A bath bomb.â
- Contrary to what his actions say, Mo guanshan is actually relieved that He tian spends most of his time in their apartment. He tian never told him but he can see how lonely the other teenager is
- Mo guanshan tries to teach He tian chores because He tian knows nothing about cleaning or doing everyday things
Mo guanshan: âHow the fuck do you not know how to wash dishes where the hell do you eat?!â
He tian, drinking milk straight out the carton: âObviously on plates, Momo. I just throw them away after.â
Mo guanshan, sputtering: âWHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU THROW OUT PLATES?!â
- The first and only recipe that He tian managed to cook successfully is instant noodles with boiled egg thatâs not quite cooked enough. Sometimes he brings Mo noodles as breakfast in bed and he looks so proud of it Mo has a hard time saying that the noodles are overcooked and that noodles arenât exactly breakfast food (he eats it anyway)
- Mo sometimes, only sometimes, brings He tian grocery shopping because he needs to learn how to buy food for himself. Somehow He tian always ends up in the miscellaneous section where he has a pack of ballpens heâll never use, 2 journals heâll also never use, a couple of scented candles, various dog clothes and leashes for the dog he doesnât have, a coupleâs mug, and a vase in his cart
- He tian stopped trying to barge into Mo guanshanâs bed and sleeps on the futon on the floor beside it. Itâs not the most comfortable and he had a hard time sleeping on it at first but he likes being in Moâs company even while sleeping
- Sometimes Mo would move in his sleep and leave his arm dangling on the side of the bed, He tian grabs it of course and Mo wakes up to sweaty palms. He still leaves it for a few moments before harshly slapping away He tianâs hand
- Moâs hands arenât smooth at all because of working all the time and practicing the guitar but He tian loves them all the same. He likes to feel the contrast in textures with his slightly smoother hands
- He tian has a thousand pictures of Mo guanshan sleeping in various angles and poses. He has his favorites framed and keeps it on his bedside table in his apartment so when heâs sleeping there he still feels like theyâre sleeping together
- Mo guanshan has a few of He tian sleeping but he swears up and down that he'll never do anything as disgusting as that. He makes one of them his wallpaper.
- Sometimes when they donât feel like sleeping yet they stay up talking and arguing about random things
Mo guanshan: âWhy would aliens be in space? The ocean is definitely the way to go.â
He tian: âBut why would they be in the ocean? Theyâll drown.â
Mo guanshan: âTheyâre aliens maybe they have gills or some shit.â
He tian: âIâm telling you theyâre not in the ocean, Mo.â
Mo guanshan: âAnd Iâm telling you youâre wrong, bastard.â
- On rare days they would stay up talking about their pasts and about life in general, with the lights closed and the only source of light is the moonlights from the window
- One of these nights, Mo told He tian about what happened to his dad and their restaurant, why theyâre in so much debt over it and He tian holds Moâs hand tightly throughout
- He knew better than to say that he could pay for that debt so Mo doesnât need to worry anymore (He still says it anyway and Mo blew a fuse) but he swore to help Mo through other means
- The next day he orders a whole carton of mangoes, apples and peaches in his apartment and learns how to peel properly through youtube and Zhengxi
- He goes to Moâs part time job in the grocery and helps him peel fruits, Mo guanshan doesnât mention anything when he notices the bandaids on the otherâs hands but he does cook him beef stew for dinner
- As expected He tianâs presence brings more customers and the manager asks if he wants to work there permanently but he said heâs only working for Mo so the manager can give Mo a raise instead
- Once, Mo got sick so he missed his part time job for the day (He was supposed to give away flyers on the streets) and got extra pissy because He tian didnât visit him and wouldnât answer his phoneÂ
- Apparently He tian took over his job for the day and he only finds out when he goes to the manager and the manager asks when his âboyfriendâ can come back to work again because the customers love him
- He tian almost never talks about himself but once he talked about the puppy who disappeared after he saves it and then found out that itâs still alive after all these years
- Mo keeps quiet about it the whole time he was talking and the next few days he takes time to knit a small dog plushie and leaves it on He tianâs futon
- He tian didnât cry, he didnât (he did), but he hugged Mo and whispered a sincere thank you. For once, Mo lets it happen
- Mo quickly regrets his decision when He tian names the plushie âChicken sandwichâ
- He tian brings Mo in a lot of not-dates (according to Mo) like arcades, ocean parks, festivals, and fairs because he didnât get to go as a kid and he wants to experience it for the first time with Mo
- They get crazy competitive in every game. Every. Single. One. If itâs a co-op shooting game they would compete on who kills the most enemies, if itâs a harmless crane game it becomes a competition of who can get the most plushies
- They both each have a photobooth strip. Mo keeps his as a bookmarker in a journal, and He tian has his in the back of his phone.
- They go on a double not-date with Jian yi and Zhengxi and it ends up in almost getting chased by a police car at 2 am in pokemon onesies and holding a bag of chipsÂ
- Sometimes Mo would visit his dad in prison and just rant to him about He tian
Mo guanshan: âThe nerve of that guy to do something like that in front of a teacher urgh.â
Papa Mo: âYour boyfriend sounds like a fun guy, son. I want to meet him soon.â
Mo guanshan: âBO-BOYFRIEND?!â
Papa Mo: âYes???â
Mo guanshan: âNo??? That bastard isnât my boyfriend??â
Papa Mo: âAre you sure about that?â
Mo guanshan: â...Yes?â
- Enter gay panique because he doesnât actually know whether He tian is his boyfriend or not
- They donât call each other boyfriends and they never talked about it so no??? But theyâre also not just friends so maybe??? Do they go on dates?? Can grocery trips be considered dates??
- He rings up Jian yi and the blonde just laughed for 5 minutes straight without stopping and he wonders how heâs still breathing
Mo Guanshan, after hearing Jian yi laughing for 5 minutes: âAre you fucking done?â
Jian yi, trying to catch his breath: âMan this is some top-tier entertainment.â
Mo guanshan: âWELL?!â
Jian yi: âLook bro literally no one knows whether youâre dating, fucking, planning each otherâs murder OR planning a murder together.â
Mo guanshan: âWhat if itâs all of the above?â
Jian yi: âThen congratulationsâŚ? Please donât murder me?â
Mo guanshan: âUrgh youâre fucking useless I should have called Zhengxi.â
Jian yi: âWait donât, I donât wanna lose the bet. How about this, thereâs a festival upcoming for couples and families, if He tian asks you then youâre probably, maybe, dating?â
Mo guanshan: âThatâs stupid. AND WHAT BET?!â
Jian yi: âAh woops gotta water my dog.â
- Mo tells himself that itâs stupid and thereâs no way heâs falling for that...but he feels disappointed anyway when He tian doesnât ask him the following days
- He tian asks on the last day before the festival, but he asks mama Mo first and Mo guanshan second cuz he wants to celebrate with both of them. He confessed that heâs never actually went to a festival with a family before so he was trying to build up courage to ask
- Mo guanshan is an absolute goner after that
- On the day of the festival, they find Zhanyi there on a date but decide to leave them alone. While they were leaving Jian yi kept throwing Mo guanshan so much winks that Zhengxi thought he got something in his eye
- The festival was fun but Mo couldnât take his eyes off how happy and content He tian looks
- Queue cliche fireworks scene but itâs He tian being amazed by the fireworks and Mo looking mesmerized at him thinking, âAh, I want him to look at me like that.â
- The next day, he drags He tian to visit his dad in jail
Papa mo: âOh this is a surprise, youâve never brought someone before?â
He tian, trying to introduce himself: âHello, sir. Iâm He tian, Mo guanshanâs fri-â
Mo guanshan, cuts him off: âBoyfriend. Heâs my boyfriend, dad.â
He tian:
#19 days#19 days headcannons#19 days hc#tianshan#mo guan shan#he tian#zhanyi#jian yi#zhan zheng xi#am i procrastinating updating my fics and 19 days socmed au by posting random 19 days stuff?#yes yes i am#old xian
335 notes
¡
View notes
Text
appetence (part 1) | bakugou katsuki
Rated: M
Words: 4.8K
Pairing: katsuki bakugou x fem!reader
Summary: Appetence: longing or desire. A mission to track down a villain leaves you and Bakugou in a rather⌠compromising situation. Itâs going to be a long twenty-four hours.
AN: I have zero explanations for this one either. I just felt like writing a smutty fic with Bakugou and the reader locked in a building for twenty four hours. Queue the kinky smut. Let me know if you want to be added to the taglist for future chapters! Iâll try to update once a week, but it depends on how long the chapters get! Iâm aiming for 4-5 chapters, but again, weâll see!
Warnings: smut, language, aphrodisiacs, marathon!sex (future chapters)
XXX
As a Pro Hero, youâre no stranger to potentially hazardous situations. Tracking an A rank criminal isnât exactly a new experience. In fact, most of these missions go exactly the same way. Mind-numbingly boring stakeouts that can last for hours until you can verify the presence of your target. A sixty second window between verifying the presence of said target and all hell breaking loose. And, of course, the part where all hell breaks loose because no one can understand the concept of a stealth mission. Stakeouts you can handle, for the most part. While boring, at least you arenât actively being punched, stabbed, or shot at, so you consider it a minor win most of the time. The conversation is never great, but you can deal with that. And, really, you canât complain about having a six feet wall of solid muscle to back you up.
But why the hell did you have to get stuck with Ground Zero?
You cast a glance at the other Pro out of the corner of your eye, your mouth twisting into a frown when you see his agitated expression. He looks halfway to blowing a gasket already, and youâve hardly been here for an hour. At this rate, the two of you arenât going to last until the target slips up.
Itâs not that you dislike Bakugou. Thatâs not it at all. Frankly, you usually enjoy working with the brash, temperamental man. Heâs a good Hero: smart, strong, capable. He always watches your back when you need him toâand you canât deny that heâs some pretty great eye-candy, considering your situation. But heâs also incredibly impatient. And watching him pace around like a caged animal isnât exactly helping your own irritation at being stuck in a cramped, ram-shackled building, in the rain, waiting to catch a glimpse of a villain that might not even be here.
Itâs going to be a very long night.
âWould you sit down?â you snap at him, tearing your eyes from the compound youâre supposed to be staking out once again. He shoots you an irritated look, and you sigh, shifting in your seat. âPlease? Youâre making me claustrophobic.â Itâs like heâs trying to make you antsy. Usually, stakeouts arenât this bad, but something about the shitty location and the shitty weather--and the fact that heâs close enough for you to feel the heat rolling off him--have you a little on edge.
Something in Bakugouâs eyes shifts, his glare losing itâs bite, but then he snorts. Shuffling back to where youâre sitting near the small window of the hideout, he does as you ask, though he doesnât look happy about it. Whatever. Youâre just glad he doesnât seem to be in an arguing mood right now.Â
âThis is fucking stupid,â he grumbles under his breath. You probably wouldnât have heard him if there wasnât exactly two inches of space between you. His shoulder brushes against yours as he crosses his arms, firm muscle flexing beneath his costume.
You ignore your little flicker of disappointment over the fact that heâs wearing his winter costume.
Figuring heâs complaining about the waiting, you say, âRegardless, we canât just go charging in there, Ground Zero.â This time, you keep your gaze locked on the building Cobra is supposed to be in, watching for any signs of movement at all. Nothing. Either Cobraâs being especially careful--something heâs never been before--or you were given faulty Intel. âWe donât even know if Cobra is inside,â you remind your partner. âDammit, if Omen sent us on a bust missionâŚâ You trail off with a heavy sigh.
Bakugou follows your gaze to the building, regarding it carefully. Itâs not particularly large or heavily fortified, but thatâs the point. Itâs the perfect place for a group of villains to hide and lay low for a while. His jaw clenches and he turns back to you. âWhat do we know about him?â
You sigh, shooting him another look. âDid you seriously not do any briefing at all?â You shake your head. âWhy they put you on this mission instead of Deku is beyond me.â Before he can start bickering, you continue. âCobraâs quirk allows him to secrete and manipulate toxic fluids created from his body. Gasses too, according to a few sources.â
Itâs not too different from Bakugouâs quirk, if you think about it, but youâd take the explosive sweat over toxins rivaling that of a Box Jellyfish any day.
He scoffs. âThat all?â
âReportedly, these toxins can be corrosive enough to burn straight through human tissue and bone in a matter of minutes.â Bakugou doesnât look the slightest bit impressed by the new information, and you fight the urge to roll your eyes. âIf he manages a direct hit on either of us, weâll have an hour tops to get help before the damage is irreversible. And we donât have backup,â you remind him.
âWhatever,â he grumbles. Despite his blasĂŠ reaction, youâve known him long enough to recognize the slight furrow of his brow. Clearly, heâs about as enthused as you are about dealing with Cobra. âAny idea how to take him down?â
Pursing your lips, you turn back to the building across the street, scanning the windows for any kind of movement as you contemplate your response. âWeâll have to be careful,â you tell him. He snorts at the obvious advice. âCobra is fast, and we only have one shot at this. He tends to go underground for long periods of time after a spree like this week.â Two bank robberies and a successful museum heist. Heâs getting bolder, smarter--running with a crew now. You need to take him out now or things are only going to continue to escalate. âIf we time it right, we should be able to incapacitate him fairly easily if we stick together. He has a strong quirk, but heâs not much of a fighter.â
Bakugou hums in thought, his brows furrowing as he surveys the building as well. âGot a plan, babe?â he asks. Thereâs a fire in his eyes that wasnât there just a moment ago, and you can tell heâs just itching for a fight. Clearly, you should have told him about the corrosive, flesh-dissolving poison earlier.Â
Bakugou catches your gaze and smirks in a way that does dangerous things to your heart. And then--fuck--he actually licks his lips and a large part of your brain short-circuits for about half a second before you catch yourself. Shit, you need to confirm the target and get some sleep. Obviously, you arenât thinking straight.
You swallow thickly, mouth a little dry. âApparently, heâs a talker,â you say, opting not to comment on the pet-name. âIf we time it right, I can keep him distracted long enough for you to blast his ass from behind.â
His expression goes from pleased to petulant in a second. âYou wanna play bait?â he grinds out from between his teeth. The question comes out akin to a low growl, and you quirk a brow at his apprehension, bristling. A quip burns on your tongue, but any thought of snapping at him for doubting you disappears as soon as you glance at him. Thereâs a slight grimace on his face, like heâs uncomfortable with the thought of you playing distraction for an occasionally homicidal art thief with a quirk that can eat through flesh like paper. As soon as he realizes youâre watching him, Bakugouâs lips curl back in a sneering grin. âSure you can handle that?â
âOne of us has to,â you say, deciding to ignore whatever just happened. You can worry about that later. You glance at him again, grinning. âAnd Iâm faster.â He still doesnât look very reassured, so you try a different tactic. âThough, like I said, thatâs only if heâs here.â
Of course, thatâs when a small explosion goes off in the building across from you.
Bakugou swears under his breath, lunging to his feet. âThat proof enough for ya, sweetheart?â he asks, straightening his gauntlets. He flexes his fingers before curling his hands into fists. His roguish grin is back.
âDammit,â you hiss, scrambling up as well. The explosion might not be big, but it is noticeable. Criminals donât draw attention to themselves like this unless they donât plan on sticking around much longer. âLetâs go.â
You practically throw yourself out the window, Bakugou right on your heels as the two of you fall two stories to the ground. Hitting the ground, you roll to your feet. The impact jostles you, but itâs not the biggest fall youâve had before, and Bakugouâs firm hand on your lower back urges you forward silently.
The two of you run silently across the street, smoke from the explosion offering you cover, so thick you almost canât see. âStay close and stick to the plan,â you call towards Bakugou, not waiting for a response as you dash towards the entrance on the side of the building, close to where the explosion came from. If you can cut Cobra off as heâs trying to run, you might be able to end this fight before it really starts.Â
Things go wrong the moment you step into the building.Â
The smoke is thick and noxious. The smell burns your nose and chokes your throat; your eyes water, stinging, your mask doing little to protect you. Something about it doesnât feel right, and the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end, goosebumps prickling across your bare arms and legs. The smoke and the smell are disorienting, and you know immediately that you need to get rid of it, but neither of your quirks are practical for this. Bakugouâs would only spread it around. Shit, this isnât good at all.
Movement to your left draws your attention. Your gaze snaps to the hazy outline of a person racing past you and disappearing around a corner. Bakugou. Swearing under your breath, you take off after him. Of course he would ignore the plan--as vague and half-assed as it was--and run headlong into things like this. You should have expected as much coming from Ground Zero. Hopefully you can catch him before he runs into Cobra.
Careful not to make a sound, you race after him, throwing yourself around the same corner he did. The hallway is empty already, but you can hear faint footsteps coming from the other end. The smoke isnât as thick here either. You round the corner at the other end of the hallway in time to catch a fleeting glimpse of Bakugou turning another corner. Huffing, you give chase again, picking up the pace now that you can see again.
Itâs like a game of cat and mouse. Each time you think youâve caught up, he manages to stay just out of your reach, much to your frustration. You donât know what the hell heâs playing at, but when you catch him youâre going to throttle him. Damn stubborn bastard.
You round another corner.
A hand lashes out, purple gas bubbling against a calloused palm.
The reflexes youâve gained from being a Pro are the only thing that saves you from having your face melted away. âShit,â you hiss, throwing yourself back against the nearest wall as the blast blows past you. Some of that purple gas brushes the tips of your hair, dangerously close to your nose, and you watch the strands dissolve in front of you.
âOoh, youâre fast,â the man in front of you compliments. His grin is wide, revealing dangerously sharp canines. He stares at you from behind spiky hair, impressed. âNot many people are able to dodge a point blank hit like that.â His head cocks to one side, his expression smug. âThe commission really sent in the pros this time, huh? Iâm so flattered.â The toxin he secretes with his quirk liquefies and drips down his fingers. The ground smokes where the droplets land.
âCobra,â you respond, voice even. Shit. It definitely wasnât Bakugou earlier. Cobra must have noticed you were there, somehow, and used the smoke to get you separated. Fuck, youâre going to kill Omen later. Tensing, you keep your eyes on Cobra as the man takes a step towards you, relaxed despite his escape being compromised.
Maybe this is what he was waiting for.
You clench your jaw, back straightening as you edge away from the wall--you canât let him pin you down.
His smile widens. âI see my reputation precedes me.â He looks particularly pleased with himself at your recognition, violet eyes darkening as he looks you over. His fingers flex, purple smoke billowing around his palms. He doesnât strike at you though, not yet.
If you can keep him distracted for a little longer, maybe Bakugou will be able to find you. You can still make this work. You can fend him off for that long. âHow did you know we were here?â you ask, wetting your lips.
If he finds the conversation suspicious, he certainly doesnât act like it. âJust a hunch,â he tells you, shrugging. âThings were a little too quiet. I figured the commission had to be sending someone.â The corner of his mouth quirks upwards. âDidnât think it would be you and Ground Zero though. They must be getting desperate, huh?â His drawling tone makes your jaw clench in irritation. When you take too long to respond, Cobra sighs, his mouth curving down in a disappointed sneer. âWell, as much as Iâd love to stay and chat, I really donât feel like going to jail today. So why donât you make this easy for me and step aside?â
Your hand curls into a fist that doesnât go unnoticed by the villain in front of you. Channeling your quirk into your feet, you prepare yourself for his next strike.
âNo?â Any lingering friendliness disappears in an instant at your silent refusal. âAll right, sweetheart, weâll do things your way.â He throws his arm forward, poisonous gas hurtling towards you.
Youâre already moving, springing from your spot as pale blue electricity crackles around you. The impact of your feet against the opposite wall sends a shock-wave through your legs, and you whirl around, keeping your eyes on your target. Thereâs a hole in the wall where you were just standing, and a jolt of fear strikes you between your ribs.
The next blast comes just as suddenly as the first, and you dive out of the way again. It sets up another game of cat and mouse, but this time youâre the one running, and thereâs nowhere for you to hide. You donât know the building like he does, and Cobra is proving to be nearly as fast as you are, throwing poison gas at you just as quickly as you can dodge it.
He doesnât let you get close enough to strike at him, and you silently curse your quirk for being ill-suited for long range combat. Youâd need to land a direct hit, and in these cramped hallways you canât surprise him from behind.
Where the hell is Bakugou?
Poison nearly scorches your arm, and you hiss as it burns your skin despite not touching you directly. With your jaw clenched, you throw yourself against the wall to your right. In the split second before he can aim his quirk at you, you change your angle and lunge for him. Cobraâs eyes widen in surprise. Caught off guard, he doesnât have the time to deflect the electrically charged fist aimed towards his head.
Cobra smirks.
Panic wells in your chest, and you pull your fist back just as Cobra dissolves in front of you. Your knuckles brush against the cloud of violet dust before it disappears. Fire races through your veins.
âToo slow,â a teasing voice calls from behind you. You whirl around on your heel, prepared to strike again, but Cobra is faster. As soon as you catch a glimpse of him, his hand lashes out. Coral colored dust explodes in front of your face, blinding you. The powder sticks to your skin and chokes you, rushing down your nose and throat until you feel like you canât breathe.
It knocks the breath out of you, throwing off your balance, and suddenly youâre falling to your knees and coughing. Panic swells in your chest, but youâre quick to shove it down. Itâll only make the poison spread faster. You can already feel it burning through your veins, an uncomfortable heat tingling from your fingertips to your abdomen.Â
As if he can hear your thoughts, Cobra smirks, all teeth. âDonât worry, sweetheart, itâs not poison,â he coos, crouching down in front of you. âI couldnât do that to a face this pretty.â He grasps your chin between his fingers, tilting your head so that youâre forced to look at him. The desire to lash out rushes through you, but your limbs are heavy and you still canât breathe. Cobra wets his lips. âThough, you might wish I did.â
A hiss escapes through your teeth as you double over, the heat intensifying. âWhat the hell did you--â You cut off abruptly, crying out as a full-body shiver wracks your frame.
âSuch a strong reaction already,â he muses, squeezing your chin a little tighter. âYouâd be a fun one to play with. Damn shame I canât stay to watch the results.â There must be a puzzled expression on your face, because Cobra leans in a little closer, lips hovering an inch away from yours. âIâll let you in on a little secret, sweetheart. I like to mix a little pleasure with my pain.â
It clicks. âAn aphrodisiac,â you gasp.Â
He taps your cheek with one finger, and the feather-like touch makes your breath hitch. âSmart girl. Poison works fast, but sometimes itâs fun to watch people squirm a little--until theyâre just begging to get fucked.â Cobraâs head cocks to the side. âBet you can feel it now, right? Heard itâs a bit like liquid fire. And let me tell ya, that itch isnât just gonna go away by itself.â He chuckles. âIâd give you a hand, but I donât think your partner would like that very much.â
Cobra releases your chin and lunges to his feet, swinging his arm just in time to send a fistful of that pink powder directly into Bakugouâs face.
âGround Zero!â you cry out, voice shrill.
A small explosion bursts in front of Bakugou, dissipating most of Cobraâs quirk before it can hit him. He winces as the dust burns his throat.
âPerfect timing,â Cobra murmurs, throwing himself backwards as Bakugou drives his fist into the ground in front of you.Â
The floor explodes. You throw your arms up to cover your face, and when you lower them again, Bakugou is standing in front of you, one arm thrown out defensively as he glares at Cobra, sneering. His shoulders are tense beneath his jacket, and in your dazed state you canât help but appreciate how broad they are.
âStay the fuck away from her!â Bakugou growls, his fingers sparking. You can feel the tension rolling from him, the hallway sweltering with the heat from his quirk and the drug burning through your veins.
Cobra glances between the two of you, a slow smirk overtaking him. âAs you wish,â he says, taking a step back. âYou two have fun.â And then he turns around and runs.
Instead of giving chase, Bakugou whirls around and drops to his knees in front of you. His gloved hands cradle your jaw carefully, and you whimper as he touches you. Heat bursts across your skin. Fuck, he needs to stop touching you. âGround Zero,â you gasp, âyou have to--â
âShut up,â he snaps at you, tilting your chin to the side. His ruby eyes look over you carefully. âThat bastard hurt you?â he demands, jaw clenched. The pad of his thumb brushes against your bottom lip.
âIâm fine,â you hiss through your teeth. âHe said it wasnât poison.â Fuck, fuck, fuck. Heâs so close that you can smell the caramel scent of his quirk. It curls around you, making you press your thighs together tightly. You shiver as he moves your head to the side again, and you bite the inside of your cheek to stop another soft noise from slipping from your mouth.
Bakugouâs eyes narrow. âAnd you think he was telling the truth?â
You swallow the lump in your throat. âYes. Now you need to go after him, Iâll be fine.â
He continues to stare at you, then makes a displeased sound in the back of his throat. âYou better be right fucking here when I get back,â he snaps, lurching to his feet and taking off after Cobra.
XXX
Outside of the building, a hooded figure glances up as Cobra comes strolling out of the building, his arms crossed behind his head lazily. âYou took too long, Cobra,â he says, voice eerily blank. Blue eyes narrow behind his hood, glowing in the darkness.Â
âWhat can I say?â Cobra grins, winking at his partner. âGood things take time, Diamondback.â
Diamondback's gaze slides to the building curiously. âDid you finish them off?â
Cobraâs smile widens. âNot quite,â he says, waving off the other manâs concern, âbut they wonât be following us anytime soon.âÂ
âYou sure about that, bastard?â someone snarls behind them.Â
Both men look up, Cobra glancing over his shoulder to see Ground Zero racing towards them, small explosions lighting up the darkness. Cobraâs expression sours, his smile waning. âSeal the exits,â he demands.Â
Diamondback is quick to comply. Clear fluid springs from his hands and snakes across the ground to the open doorway. The substance covers the door and hardens just before Ground Zero can reach it, and the Hero slams into the shield feet first. Bakugou grunts at the impact, the glass like structure holding firm beneath his weight. His eyes narrow on the men on the other side, a feral grin spreading across his face as his feet slide back to the floor. âThink thatâll stop me?â he taunts, pressing his palm to the clear wall between them. An explosion rips from his palm, bright light and smoke clouding the room.
When the smoke clears, Bakugouâs eyes widen.Â
There isnât a scratch on the shield.
âNice try,â Cobra commends him. âUnfortunately, even your power wonât be enough to get you out of there. Diamondbackâs shield is stronger than any other substance on this planet.â He steps towards the building and raps his knuckles against the glassy surface. âAnd I wouldnât try blasting your way through the walls either. Enhanced, quirk resistant steel walls, and such. All youâre going to do is make that pretty friend of yours inhale more smoke.â When Bakugou bares his teeth, Cobra laughs. âReally, you should be thanking me,â he tells the Hero. âEnjoy the next twenty four hours!â Still laughing, he walks backward, offering Bakugou a salute as Diamondback starts to follow.
Bakugou throws his fist against the surface. âDammit!â
XXX
Honestly, you didnât think tonight could get much worse, but seeing Bakugou stomp back into the hallway with Cobra nowhere in sight proved you very wrong.
âShit,â you groan, head lolling back against the wall as Bakugou inspects your injured knuckles. They donât hurt much anymore, just sting in a slow, irritating way, but he insisted on looking them over as he explained what happened with Cobra. âDiamondback wasnât supposed to be here. We arenât going to be able to bust through.â
Bakugouâs eyes rise to meet yours. âSo what the fuck are we supposed to do?â
âWell, the good news is that Diamondbackâs shields can only maintain their solidified form for a maximum of twenty four hours. After that, theyâll return to a liquid state and disappear.â He nods in understanding, finally releasing you in favor of helping you to your feet. His hand is hot against your waist, and you swallow down a pleased sound as his touch lingers. Cobra must not have gotten a good shot on him. Or maybe the aphrodisiac isnât as strong because heâs so much bigger than you are. You quiver at the thought. âUntil then, I guess we just⌠make ourselves at home.â You shrug, glancing around the empty hallway. âThey were camped out here for a while, so there should be some place to sleep.â
Sleep would be good. The heat that consumed you before has only spread in the short time Bakugou was gone, and with him so close the feeling has only doubled in intensity. It spreads like water beneath your suit, which suddenly feels almost too tight.
Bakugou nods, but doesnât say anything as he helps you back to the main room where you came in. The silence would be comfortable, if you couldnât feel the way your face flushes, your nipples stiff beneath your bra and suit. Each step makes you wince as the fabric scraps across your skin.
âYou good?â he asks as you drop down on the couch situated in the main room. A quick glance around the room tells you that your suspicions were correct. There is indeed a bedroom. Singular. Fuck, Cobra was right, you definitely would have preferred flesh melting poison over the steady pulse of heat growing between your legs.
Thereâs no way youâre going to be able to sleep in the same bed as Bakugou tonight--not without doing something you might regret. Already, the urge to reach down and touch yourself is almost unbearable, and itâs hardly been more than twenty minutes since Cobra hit you with his quirk. You canât imagine that having Bakugouâs tall, muscular frame pressed up against your back would do you any good. Especially when it would be so easy for him to pin you down and rip off your--
âIâm fine,â you lie, struggling to keep your breathing even. If you sound breathier than usual, he doesnât notice. âYou should get some rest. Arenât you usually asleep by now?â you try teasing him, grinning. Your thighs rub together subtly, arousal pooling low in your belly as you reach into the secret pocket in your thigh-high boots.
He doesnât take the bait. âWhat about you?â he asks, crossing his arms skeptically. His eyes rake down your body slowly, and you feel it like a physical touch.
Your mouth is painfully dry.. âIâm going to stay out here for a while,â you tell him, holding up your phone with a hand that trembles just the slightest. âSomeone has to report back to Deku and Red Riot and let them know that Cobra got away. And that Diamondback is with him.â You can see the argument in his eyes before he even opens his mouth, and you hurry to continue. âI canât sleep in strange places anyway.â You really fucking hope your smile is reassuring and not something closer to a needy wince.
Bakugou stares for a little longer before shrugging. âYour loss,â he says, tossing off his gauntlets and gloves. They land on the other end of the couch. Your fingers dig into your palms as you look at them. âSee ya in the morninâ, sweetheart.â Your head snaps up just in time for you to see him strip off his shirt and toss it onto the couch as well. The dark fabric peels from his sweat-slicked skin, and your pussy clenches as you get an eyeful of lean muscle and a soft trail of blond hair that disappears beneath his low slung pants. âFuck, itâs hot in here,â he grumbles, shaking his head as he strolls toward the bedroom.
The door shuts behind him with a loud click.
Phone forgotten on the table, you arenât sure how long you sit there in silence before your hand moves down between your thighs without your permission, pressing against the seam of your suit. The fabric is thin, and you have to swallow down a moan as your fingers brush over your clit. The light touch has your legs quivering, and your free hand clamps over your mouth. Fuck, you shouldnât do this.
Your eyes close, exhaling slowly, and tip your head back against the couch cushions. This is enough. Youâre definitely not going to start thinking about the man in the bedroom less than a dozen feet away from you. You will not slip the crotch of your suit to the side, letting your fingers drag through the slick already dripping from your slit.
A shudder rips through you as your hips buck against your hand, two of your fingers slipping inside of you easily.
Cobraâs voice echoes in your head. That itch isnât just gonna go away by itself.
Fuck, itâs going to be a long twenty-four hours.
#bakugou x reader#bakugou katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugou x reader#bnhabookclub#mha smut#bnha smut#mha#bnha#fic: appetence
668 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Riding High
Ch25: Keep it Simple
Chapter Summary: The events of Boston behind them, Frank, Fliss and Mary look forward to ChristmasâŚand Frank has a big surprise planned.Â
Chapter Warnings: Bad Language words. SmutâŚNSFW and NO UNDER 18s!!!
Chapter Pairings:Â Â Frank Adler x OFC Fliss Gallagher
 A/N: So here it is, the last in the series Riding High. Thank you to everyone who has helped and re-blogged and commended in any way. Do not fear, Frank and Fliss will be back in the next instalment of their adventure Riding On
Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction and classified as 18+. Please respect this and do not read if you are underage. I do not own any characters in this series bar Fliss Gallagher and the other OCs. By reading beyond this point you understand and accept the terms of this disclaimer.
Riding High Masterlist // Main Masterlist
Chapter 24
If you should ever leave me, thought life would still go on, believe me, the world could show nothing to me, so what good would living do me? God only knows what Iâd be without youâŚ
"Mary can you just hold on a second, please!" Frank sighed, grabbing the back of her coat to stop her shooting off into the crowd that streamed down the busy Manhattan sidewalk. "But Frank!" she turned and looked at him, her woollen hat jammed down over her ears "I just wanna see the stall!" "Yeah but you can't just run off!" He grumbled and beside him Fliss gave a chuckle. He turned to look at her "who gets so excited about damned wooden tree ornaments?" "Oh hush!" Fliss leaned up to give him a pack, her cold nose brushing his. In retaliation he pulled the front of her baby blue sparkly bobble hat down over her eye and she shoved him in the chest, laughing. "Fuck you!" "Chance would be a fine thing" he grumbled, taking Flissâ hand as they headed after Mary. "Awww is that why you're grumpy?" Fliss grinned as they walked "Coz you haven't had any in nearly 3 days?" Frank pouted "No." "Liar..." "Ok, look...Frankie has needs..." he whined "I completely over looked the fact hanging out with an 8 year old in the room would be a cock block." "Always the shower..." Fliss teased and Frank snorted. "Yeah, right. Can you imagine? I give it 3 minutes before she came looking for us." "We go home tomorrow. I'll make it up to you then." Fliss grinned and he sighed. "What?" She laughed. "Itâs just...you look so hot in all this winter clothing." Frank grinned. And he meant it. Seeing her wrapped up in a coat, hat and scarf had made her look all cute and cozy...and it had done inappropriate things to him for some odd reason. "Hmmm, you know most men get more turned on the less clothing their girls wear." She teased and he grinned. "Yeah, well, I'm not most men" She gave him a smile which he returned with a soft kiss as they stopped by the stall where Mary instantly dived into looking at the array of ornaments. After a few moments of looking she handed Frank one in the shape of a reindeer stag, and a doe for him and Fliss before selecting a robin for herself. "I think they're so pretty." She looked at the bird in her hand "I saw one at Evelyn's over thanks giving." "Ever heard the saying robins appear when loved ones are near?" Fliss asked. Mary shook her head. "No" "Well, I don't know about here but certainly in England we say it because there is an old belief by some people that a robin is a message from heaven, that a loved one is watching over you." "Do you believe that?" Mary looked at Fliss. Fliss hesitated "Well when my Dad's dad died I was 20 and I remember getting up the morning after he died and there was a robin on the fence of the back garden. Bill told me it was my granddad Alex come to check I was ok." "Do you think it was? Really I mean?" "I dunno sweetheart." Fliss sighed "I'd like it to be true..." "Then you should believe it was." Mary said, looking at her "Because isn't that what faith is? Believing something you want to be true?" Fliss looked at Frank who smiled and gave a small shake of his head. She turned back to Mary, smiling softly as she dropped a hand to the back of her head. This kid was unbelievably wise, but with such an innocence behind it all. "Yeah, I suppose it is." Fliss nodded. "Do you think the robin I saw could have been my mom?" She asked, her eyes wide. Frank at that point stepped in, carefully picking an answer that was ambiguous so as not to say yes, but also not dampening her spirits. "If your mom could I'm sure she would come and see you, make sure you're ok." Mary gave a nod, before she turned back to the stall, her attention back on the ornaments. "We need a dog for Thor, and a cat for Fred oh...and a pony for Monty." "What about Cap and Heidi?" Fliss asked, moving to inspect the selection of decorations. "Oh, yeah!" "This is gonna bankrupt me." Frank grumbled, his hands on Fliss' hips, chin resting on her shoulder as he observed the two of them. "Scrooge" Fliss shot back with a smile "Do you think Verity and Bill will like this one?" Mary held up a snowman. "Absolutely" Fliss nodded. "And can I get one for Evelyn?" She asked, selecting a snowflake. Despite the fact that they were now well into the fifty buck range for fucking tree decorations, Frank couldn't help but want to smile at Marys face. She was so thoughtful, the purity behind it all was, as usual, humbling. So he nodded "Sure she will appreciate it." He smiled. He moved to lift her up so she could hand the ones they had picked over to the guy behind the counter who asked Mary what names she wanted on each one. As she told him, he allowed her to sit up on the edge of the little surface, held in place by Frank to watch as he burnt the names into each ornament before he bagged them up and she took them with a thanks. "Our first family tree stuff!" Mary grinned and Fliss smiled, bending down to give her a hug. They set back off towards the hotel, stopping by a burger joint for dinner before they dumped their bags and returned back out for their final evening in the City. Frank had loved every second of their trip, and so had Mary and Fliss. Seeing Mary's reaction to snow and the Christmas lights had been amazing, along with all the bands on street corners, people walking around dressed up. It was magical and he wasn't afraid to let his inner child come out to play either, as Fliss had just found out. "Whose idea was this again?" He asked as Mary was bouncing up and down in the queue. "Yours!" Fliss scoffed as he took Mary's hand in his right "I seem to recall the very visible horror on your face yesterday when I told you I'd never done it before..." "Thatâs because it's an abomination that someone who's 34 has never been ice skating." "I was a professional athlete." She shrugged "I was banned from doing anything deemed dangerous " Frank looked at her "What do they consider more dangerous than flying a half tonne animal almost 2 meters into the air?" "Bungee jumping, sky diving, jet skiing, water skiing, ice skating.." Fliss shrugged "just to name 5" Frank shook his head as the queue shuffled forward a little. It wasn't too long now, luckily they had timed it right by arriving 20 minutes or so before the next lot of General Admission to the famous Rockefeller rink opened so there weren't too many people ahead. After another 10 minutes they got to the front and Frank nudged Fliss out of the way as she tried to pay. She scowled at him and he simply rolled his eyes and handed his card over. It wasn't cheap but then, he was in New York. What was? Together they headed onto the ice. Frank, having done it a few times as a kid found his legs fairly quickly and didn't stop himself laughing as Mary's completely went from under her and she landed with a thump on her ass. "Here..." he chuckled, offering her his hand. He pulled her up and moved her in front of him. "Give me your hands..." Mary extended her arms to the side and he took her mitten clad hands in his, holding her in front of him. Fliss was moving tentatively behind him, using the sides for support a little. "Ok slide your right foot forward, like on your roller skates..." Frank said. Mary did as she was told "now left...right...left...right..." He continued his chanting and glanced over his shoulder to see Fliss was concentrating on her feet, her tongue poking out slightly. "You good?" "Yup." She said, raising her hand to give him a thumbs up before she skidded slightly and went down in a tangle of limbs. Letting out a laugh he gently pivoted Mary so she could hold onto the side and offered Fliss his hand. Pulling her up into his arms he held her steady for a moment whilst her laughing subsided. He watched her for a second, her face creasing up into those adorable dimples, eyes crinkled so much they were almost shut and her shoulders shook with the force of her giggles. "I fuckin' love you..." he grinned and she smiled at him. "Back at ya sailor" After another few laps Mary and Fliss had managed to get the hand of it which meant Frank could leave them a little bit as he went off for what he called a proper skate. The girls watched calling him a show off as he crossed his feet and turned, skating backwards a little. Both of them debated sabotaging him and tripping him up but they decided not to, instead they simply pretended they didn't know him, resulting in him grabbing Fliss from behind just beneath the large tree, and spinning her round to face him. "Can I help you?" She teased and he gave a snort. "Yeah, you can... Mary?" He called to her where she was trying to perfect a turn and failing as she almost stumbled again. She looked up and headed over. "Can you take our photo?" "Only if you're gonna kiss..." she replied, making smooching noises. "Well we canât disappoint her..." Frank shrugged and Fliss grinned, her smile turning into a shriek as Frank quickly grabbed her hips before he took one hand, keeping the other round her back and dipped her so she was bending backwards, planting a sloppy kiss on her lips. She laughed against his mouth as he gave her a wink, before kissing her a little deeper and then setting her upright, his eyes boring into hers which were shining in the Christmas lights surrounding the rink. "Oh that was great!" Mary howled and he turned to face her as she handed his phone back. Frank checked the photo and had to smile, it was a dammed good shot. He showed it to Fliss and she beamed. "A framer?" She asked. "A framer." He agreed. It took them ages to get Mary to finally leave the rink. Even a bribe of hot chocolate, marshmallows and cookies wasn't doing it. Eventually Frank put his foot down and told her it was time to go as it was almost 9pm and they still had that tree to go see before they headed to Central Park for one last walk in the lights. After handing their skates back and retrieving their belongings from the lockers they followed the path to the tree. As they round the corner Mary gasped. "It's huge!" She turned to look at Frank and Fliss, her eyes wide "Oh my God!" Frank smiled kissed Fliss' cheek as Mary walked slightly ahead of them down the walkway that was flanked with smaller trees and the famous lit up trumpeting angels . As they caught her up he slipped his spare hand in his pocket, his fingers curling round the small, leather box inside. The damned thing had been burning a hole in his pocket since he had bought it in Boston just after Thanksgiving. Fliss, Verity and Bill had all stayed for a very pleasant week rounded off with a damned good proper Thanksgiving dinner and the three of them had flown home on the Friday, as Fliss was starting to stress about her business. He and Mary followed on the Sunday after she had been given the all clear to fly after a weekâs check up at the Hospital. On his spare afternoon, he'd taken a trip into the city with one goal, and it had been surprisingly easy. The first jeweller he has walked into had a perfect ring, and despite the fact he had visited several others none of them caught his eye like that. So he had gone back and asked the assistant for a closer look. It wasn't a huge rock, white gold and emerald cut with in a pave setting, but everything about it had screamed Fliss. It was delicate and feminine but with a wonderful sparkle just like her. He knew that sounded so lame when he had told the assistant but she has just smiled and told him that if he had that much conviction, it must be right. He had been lost when she asked him what size, but in a sudden inspiration he had remembered the Pandora ring he had bought her when he had gotten his first new pay check as supervisor. He mentioned this to the assistant who beamed and said she could easily size it from that by using a simple conversion chart and told him to come back the following day. His sudden good spirit had fallen as he explained he couldn't do and asked her to see if here was anything she could do, even contemplating taking it and having it sizes back in Florida. But, after the shitty run of events over the last week, his luck was in after she returned 5 minutes later with a slip of paper, informing him it would be ready by the end of the day. When he had told Mary he was going to ask Fliss to marry him, she'd been so excited. She'd asked when, where and when he said he didnât know she'd given him the most exasperated look on the planet. The only one of his friend who he had confided in, Greg, hadnât been much help either, simply telling him to do it in a way that meant something to them both. Simply put he just hadn't a fucking clue. He had agonized over how to pop the question. On the boat? Or maybe a sunset on their favourite spot at St Pete's beach? Did he wait for New York? As such, Frank had taken to carrying the ring around with him, waiting for that moment when it felt right. So far it hadn't happened at home and as it stood New York wasnât faring any better. He had thought about it at the top of the Empire state, but it had been too busy. Then there was a moment in Central Park after they had been snowman building that might have worked...until Fliss had nailed him in the face with a snowball. So they'd had a snowball fight instead. Then when walking over Brooklyn Bridge, the skyline behind them⌠then when they walked back to the Hotel after seeing the Lion King on Broadway, going the long way round to see the display in Macy's window all lit up...and then that moment before when Mary had taken a picture of them kissing under the tree on the ice rink... but none of it felt right. It didn't feel like the moment for them. But now something stirred in his gut. This could be it. It wasn't too busy, the place was gorgeous, right in front of the tree Fliss had been so desperate to see... Ok Adler, you can do this. Taking a deep breath he pulled the box from his pocket when he heard Mary give a squeal. "Oh...wow! Frankie look..." Fliss' voice was a whisper and she nudged him, pointing to the base of the tree. He followed her gaze to see a blonde haired man down on one knee, presenting a ring to a dark haired woman who had her hands clasped over her mouth. Frank slipped the box back into his pocket and stared at the man as he placed the ring onto his now fiancĂŠs finger and did his best to look like he cared when Fliss let out a soft "Awwww" The man looked around excitedly, his eyes falling on the three of them before he asked Frank if he or Fliss would mind taking a photo for them. "Course not buddy, congratulations." Frank smiled. Fucking prick... ***** "It was AMAZING!" Mary gushed to Verity as they walked to the car, Fliss' parents having come to pick them up from the airport. "we saw so much stuff but nowhere near all of it but Frank said we could go back next year in the summer maybe and do a bit more." "Looks like someone else had a good time too." Bill smiled, nodding to Fliss who let out a loud yawn. Frank chuckled "She was up all night, I told her not to have more food so close to bed time." "I wanted a hot dog and a pretzel." Fliss mumbled, "Besides, it's nothing to do with the food...we did a lot of walking." Bill gave a snort "You ride horses for a living, you should be fit enough to walk round New York" "I probably skated about 4 miles too..." Fliss said looking at Mary "Someone wouldn't come off the ice rink" "You been sleeping ok otherwise?" Verity looked at her "I'm fine mum." She smiled "No anxiety?" 'V, she said she's fine so leave it" Bill said gently and Fliss shot a grateful look at her dad. She knew her mum was only concerned but she was fed up of assuring people she was fine. After the attack from John she had suffered a bout of delayed shock which had manifested in a few panic attacks, nightmares, and restlessness at night and on one occasion nausea. Luckily Frank had been brilliant at keeping calm when she had an episode, helping her work through it and the last incident she had suffered had been over a week ago. Once they were all in the car, Frank took the passenger seat after Verity offered it to him, Mary continued to chat all the drive home about New York, Fliss and Frank butting in here and there. They arrived home little after 30 minutes later and Fliss headed up the steps with Mary, Thor almost sending the pair of them flying when they opened the door. "Oh puppy I missed you!" Fliss smiled as she gave him plenty of attention and he kept licking her face, whining and emitting quiet little barks. "Did you miss me? Did you?" "Yerress" Frank did his best Scooby Doo impression as he walked past and Fliss let out a laugh, as she stood up and headed into the living room behind Mary, bumping into the girl as she stopped dead, giving a squeal as she saw the Christmas Tree in the corner. "Mum, Dad?" Fliss called, smiling "I take it you did this?" Frank appeared behind them both, smiling as Fliss and Mary exchanged a glance before they all turned to Bill and Verity who were stood in the doorway. "Well we know how much you like to get your tree up as early as you can and, well we were picking one up for ourselves so we got you one. You donât mind do you?" Verity, looked at Fliss then Frank. "No, of course not!" Fliss grinned. "Saved me a job." Frank nodded "Thanks guys." "Can we decorate it tonight?" Mary asked "Pleeeeeeeaaaasssseee Frank!" Frank glanced at his watch before giving a sigh, he knew she wouldn't go to bed if he said no anyway so what was the point? Plus she was at the University tomorrow which didnât start until 10 so... "Ok, but if you so much as grumble tomorrow morning when I get you up you'll be in deep trouble." He looked at her sternly as she stooped to pick Fred up. "Cross my heart, hope to die, we all know Fred's got one eye..." she chanted off, nodding. "We brought your box of decorations from the annex." Verity smiled at Fliss, nodding to the box on the floor. "We thought you could pick what you want to keep now you're combining."
âSpeaking of decorationsâŚâ Frank said, looking at Mary.
âOhâŚyeahâŚhang onâŚâ She said, running to the sofa where she had dumped her little pink rucksack. She fished out the paper bag they had gotten from the stall and found the Snowman they had bought. With a smile she handed it to Verity who looked down at it, her face curling into a smile as her eyes started to prick with tears.
âFliss said you wouldnât mind the names Mary wanted on them.â Frank said, watching carefully.
âOf course we donât mind!â Bill smiled, picking Mary up to give her a hug âWe are Nanny V and Poppa B ainât that right kiddo?â âYep!â she grinned, hugging him.
âWeâll save it to hang tomorrow when you come over after school.â Verity said as Bill set Mary on the floor and she hugged her tightly.
After a little more chat Verity and Bill left and Frank instructed Mary to change into her Pyjamas before they did the tree. Deciding that was a good idea, Fliss did the same and before long they were all in the living room. Fliss and Mary going through the boxes of decorations, Frank wrestling with the tangle of fairy lights. How they managed to get so fucking knotted up after simply being in a box for 12 months was beyond him.
He had just about managed it when Thor came over to inspect what he was doing, and dropped straight onto his back on top of the string.
âThorâŚget out of itâŚâ he grumbled, pushing the dog who simply rolled over, taking half the lights with him, tangling them round his legs and his tails. âJesus ChristâŚstand stillâŚfor fucks sakeâŚâ
Thinking this was a huge game, Thor started to bounce around, barking, and Frank shook his head. âFliss, sort this mutt outâŚ.â Fliss gave a laugh and dropped off the sofa, calling Thor to her. He sat down, allowing Frank to remove the lights before he stood up, shaking them out. Together the 3 of them wound them round the tree before they made a start on the decorations.
âFrank got me this for my first Christmas.â Mary said, hanging a red bauble which had her name on it. âThe glitter has all fallen off it now.â
âWe can add more if you want.â Fliss looked at her and Mary shrugged.
âI kinda like it.â It didnât take them long, and their wooden trinkets from New York were the last ones they hung, Mary ensuring they took pride of place. Frank then lifted her up so she could place the star at the top before they stood back.
âReady for the big turn on?â Frank asked, grinning. Mary and Fliss cheered and began a countdown from 5. When they hit 1 Frank hit the switch and the lights on the tree came to life. He stepped back, looking up at it, his arm curling round Flissâ shoulder, his other dropping to Mary as she grinned.
âBest Tree ever.â she smiled.
âYeah, and now itâs time for the best bed everâŚâ he looked at her.
âSeriously?â Mary complained
âNo moaning, remember?â Frank instructed her. âThat was in the morning.â
âWell I just extended it to now as well.â he said, shrugging âBecause I can, so getâŚâ âFine, fine, Iâm goingâŚâ she grumbled. âNight Fliss.â âNight sweetie.â Fliss dropped a kiss to her head before Mary shot a filthy look at Frank who met her with a passive one of his own.
âIâll be in in a second.â Frank shot after her, watching as she headed down to the hallway. He turned back to Fliss who was watching the tree, a smile on her face.
âNot exactly up to Maceyâs standardsâŚâ Frank chuckled and she shook her head.
âI love it.â âIt looks like an Elf threw up on it.â
âAll trees should be like that.â Fliss shrugged, before she gave his cheek a peck. âNow, you go sort Mary and Iâll get us both a beer.â âActuallyâŚâ he said, looping his arms round her waist. âI believe there was something else you promised me tonightâŚâ âOh, yes, of course, Frankie has needsâŚâ she replied with an almost uncanny impersonation, which made him snort. âDoes that mean no beer?â
âNo beer.â âYou want me to wait in bed.â âYes I do.â he nodded âGo, Iâll let Thor out and lock up.â
Grinning she accepted his kiss and smiled as she turned around, casting him a quite frankly sinful look over her shoulder which almost had him hard right there and then. Not wanting to wait a moment longer he sorted the dog, locked the door, poked his head into Maryâs room to wish her goodnight, and headed into their bedroom. Fliss was hanging her jeans in the closet after having simply discarded them on the bed earlier, and wasting no time Frank pulled off his T-shirt, tossing it to the side before he stepped up behind her, spinning her round to face him. He pressed his lips to hers, deepening the kiss as he��slid his hands down to cup her ass and she smirked into the kiss.
âI like your ass.â he muttered. âI like yours tooâ she said back, âAnd your armsâ
He laughed and pulled back to look down at her as her fingers trailed up his biceps. âMy arms?â
âYeah, your big, strong arms, and your big, broad shoulders and your stupid, handsome faceâŚâ she muttered, pulling him back down to her. In between the dizzying kisses Frank steered her towards the bed, and as her legs collided with the edge he stopped to gently trail kisses across her bare collar bone. His lips found her jaw and then, with a wicked quirk of his eyebrow he reached down for her thighs, and grabbing them he pulled them forwards, causing her to fall backwards as he pitched them both onto the bed. As she laughed he chuckled slightly before he kissed her again, and then it was a scramble to get out of his clothes as fast as he could before he fell back on top of his girl, his hands pulling up her camisole top, lips kissing at the spot just below her ear before he slid down her shorts, his mouth gently kissing a trail up from her belly through the middle of her breasts, up her neck and finally back to her mouth.
Fliss was utterly lost now, in the usual whirl of love, and lust and passion and kissed him back, hard as his hand gently dropped between her legs and he felt her slick against the tips of his fingers as he gently coaxed at her clit, continuing until she was nothing short of a writhing mess clawing at his back, aching for him. They locked eyes as he took her left hand in his, and slowly worked into her, both moaning simultaneously at the sensation, Flissâs eyes rolling back at the exquisite stretch inside. Frank began to move his hips slowly, deeply, his thrusts werenât measured in the slightest despite the fact he was absolutely aching for her. He wanted to take it slow, end what had been an amazing trip in the same mood it had started in, absolute pure love.
His mouth moved back to Flissâs neck, nipping gently at her skin and she let out low moan as he picked up the pace ever so slightly, his spare hand kept hold of her hip, keeping her as close to him as she could possibly be.
âFuck, Frank, right thereâŚâ she groaned as he hit her spot and he smirked slightly, he loved the way she got like this with him, ever so demanding at times, such a far cry from the timid woman he had fallen for the previous year.
âYeah?â he panted as she gave a soft cry, her body tensing underneath him âGood.â âSo goodâŚâ she moaned, arching her back. His mouth found hers again and his hand slid from her hip to gently tease her nipple and she rolled her hips to grind up against him, changing the angle slightly causing him to go deeper.
âLissyâŚâ he panted as he drove into her deeply, slowly, and then again and again, his pace increasing ever so slightly. Every single sense Frank possessed was on fire and he broke the long, lazy kiss that they were sharing to stifle a moan against her cheek when he felt her clench around him, a tell-tale sign she was nearing her release. The sheets rustled underneath and around them both as his hips pushed up against hers, and Frank saw Flissâ head tip back, her throat bared to him in utter bliss as she came hard, her moans soft and breathy into his ear. Frank picked up his pace slightly, chasing his own end as he pushed her through hers, and when he felt that snake in his belly beginning to unravel, he gave a low grunt which morphed into a gasp as he clung to Fliss, spilling himself into her, his hips slowing to a stop as he collapsed forward. Fliss gave a soft chuckle as her hands gently slid up his back and into his hair, as she moved and pressed a soft kiss to his head.
âI know I keep saying it but I really do fuckinâ love you Cowgirl.â he said, voice muffled as his face pressed into her neck.
Fliss gave a chuckle âIâll never tire of hearing it Sailor. â
He moved to look at her, flashing her a grin before he caught her mouth in a sweet kiss. **** "You still not managed it?" Greg asked as they stood at the bar, waiting for their drinks. Frank sighed and glanced at Fliss who was sat with Bonnie in the booth, the pair of them sniggering at something. "Do you see a ring on her finger?" He looked at Greg. "No" "Well there's your answer." "What's the hold up, man?" Greg frowned. "Nothing has felt right." Frank sighed "she wonât want a huge fuss in front of people so that basically ruled out all of New York...bar one moment when I thought it was time, in front of the tree at Rockefeller...and then some douchebag went and beat me to it, proposing to his girl whilst we watched..." "You're over thinking it." Greg said, looking at Frank "Take a step back. When are the pair of you at your best? The time you enjoy most, I mean" "Honestly?" Frank shrugged "at night when Mary's gone to bed and we finally sit down and just watch TV or joke around." "Well there you go." Greg shrugged "What, at home?" Frank frowned "Why not?" Greg looked at him "the point isn't to be showy or flashy but to show her you wanna spend the rest of your life with her." Frank pondered this for a moment. Greg has a point. They were at their happiest doing the simple things, spending quiet time together, being fucking normal. Fliss loved it when they curled up and Frank would simply cuddle her close and kiss her head, easy signs of affection that she had craved all through her wreck of a marriage. And Frank loved it too, because it made him feel grounded, time for him to simply be Frank in his own right, the very thing he used to use his Friday night drinking sessions for. Now he could feel it every night, thanks to LissyâŚ
And then, suddenly an idea came to him, out of nowhere.
Oh, it was perfect! "Greg..." he smiled, slapping the man on the back "you are a genius." "Glad I could be of service." Greg smirked "This means I get best man duty, right?"
Frank smirked at him, shrugging, not giving anything away. His eyes flicked back to Fliss who had now stood up, Simon having returned to the table sliding in next to Bonnie. Frankâs eyes travelled up her bare legs, from her high-heels up to the short little pink playsuit she was wearing, which was printed with black palm trees and other patterns, the small straps settling on her tanned shoulders, the front showing him just enough cleavage. She was wearing a black butterfly necklace that she had bought in New York and her hair was loose, falling over her shoulders in soft curls. Her brown eyes locked onto his and he smiled as he remembered the last Circle Of Truth Christmas outing the previous year, when he had told her he loved her for the first time. And here they were, now 5 days away from their second Christmas together.
âHey beautifulâ he smiled as she reached his side. His arm curled round her and he pressed a kiss to her cheek âYou ok?â âYeah, just thirsty.â she smiled. âCan I get a water as well as my gin please?â
âSureâŚâ he turned to look at the bar tender who was pulling their drinks together. Once he had attracted his attention and added a bottle of water to the order he turned back to her as Greg spoke up.
âFrank said you enjoyed New York.â âOh, it was fantastic.â she smiled âEvery bit as magical as I thought it was going to be.â
âGood, Iâm glad you all had a good time.â Greg smiled âYou deserved it after everything that went down.â âYeah well, heâs banged up now. His brother is going to go down for Endangerment or whatever it is you call it, itsâ done, itâs over.â Fliss smiled, âWe got the rest of our lives ahead of us now.â âWell, if that doesnât call for shots then I donât know what doesâŚâ Greg smirked as the bar tender placed their drinks in front of them.
âNo, GregâŚâ Fliss started to protest but Greg cut her off.
âYes Greg!â he smirked, turning to the bar tender, âCan I get a bottle of Tequila pal and 8 glasses.â Fliss groaned âIâm teaching at 9 am!â
âDumbassâŚâ Greg looked at her and Frank gave a snort.
âI told you to switch them outâŚâ
âI canât!â she pouted âI already did for Boston and New YorkâŚâ âWellâŚâ Greg smirked as the bar tender set the bottle and glasses down in front of him âLooks like youâre doing it with a hangover honey.â âFuck my lifeâŚâ **** Fuck my life indeed. Fliss spent the following morning throwing up, groaning once more that she was never drinking tequila EVER again. Frank reminded her of how many times she had said that over the time he had known her and sheâd simply let out a huge fake sob and thrown herself face down on the bed again declaring that she didnât want to adult anymore as it sucked.
The days before Christmas passed in the usual chaos. Presents were wrapped and stashed under the tree, more drinks were had with Friends. Evelyn visited for a few days, which had actually almost pleased Frank a little. She wasnât staying for Christmas, her arrangements having already been made, but she had hinted that maybe next year she could, to which Frank and Fliss had both agreed. She had been taken with Maryâs gift to her and had laughed out loud when Bill and Verity had presented her with a case of Malbec, the same Malbec sheâd smashed a bottle of over Johnâs head. Her gifts to them both had been a substantial chunk of money, in the thousands, and when Frank had protested at the amount on the cheque she had waved it off as 8 years of owed presents. Maryâs was wrapped so it was placed under the tree for Christmas morning. Evelyn headed back to Boston on the morning of Christmas Eve, Frank and Mary driving her to the airport instead of her driver, where they had both bid her a Happy Christmas and waved her goodbye as she headed off to spend it with her friends in Newton.
After the final preparations were made Frank, Fliss and Mary collapsed onto the sofa for a Marathon of Christmas Films. Mary was, as usual, excited and the copious amounts of chocolate and candy she was shovelling down werenât helping either, but what the hell, it was Christmas after all.
"You ok?" Frank glanced at Fliss as she sat on the other side of the couch. Love Actually was playing, the final film of the evening before Mary went to bed. Fliss, however didn't look like she was paying attention. "Huh?" She looked at him, blinking. "I said are you ok? You look like you were miles away"
âYeah, sorry, I was errrâŚjust running through things in my head, making sure nothing was forgotten.â Frank smiled. They were hosting Verity and Bill tomorrow as Steven and his family were at his wifeâs parents for this year, flying out instead of the 28th to spend New Yearâs with them all. Fliss had asked Frank if they could host, as sheâd never had the chance to do that before and of course he had agreed, not least because of the excited look on her face when she had asked.
âThe table is set, food and everything is ready to goâŚâ he chuckled, looking at her âJust relaxâŚâ
He reached round Mary, his hand gently rubbing at Flissâ back and she smiled at him, turning her attention to the TV.
20 minutes or so later the film finished and Mary jumped up, grabbing Frankâs hand to make him dance to God Only Knows as the final closing scenes played out. He smiled and picked her up, resting her on his hip as he twirled her round to the song, the pair of them laughing before he eventually dropped her down and told her it was bed time. She scooted off, Fred trotting behind her, his tail swishing as she skipped and Frank headed in about 5 minutes later to tuck her in, before he came back to the living room.
âShe wants you to go and say goodnight.â he smiled,
Fliss nodded and stood up.
âYou sure youâre ok?â Frank asked.
âYeah, honestly, Iâm just tired.â she assured him. Giving him a kiss she headed up the hall and Frank watched her go before he smiled to himself, and set about quickly putting the last touches to his plan.
She came back about 10 minutes later and he smiled at her as she walked into the room.
âOK, now sheâs out of the wayâŚI got something for you...â Frank smiled.
Fliss looked at him before she shook her head, chuckling a little âI got something for you tooâŚFrank, I have-â âMe first.â Frank cut her off.
She looked at him for a second, his bright blue eyes were shining as he grinned at her and she rolled her eyes.
âFineâŚâ she smiled, âOk, you first.â He grinned and then folded his arms âYou gotta find it.â âWhat?â
âItâs hidden, on the tree, and you gotta find it.â Her face lit up as she gave a laugh âYou are such a dork!â âYeah, I knowâŚâ Narrowing her eyes playfully she moved to the tree, glancing at it. âOk so itâs not very big then, seeing as I canât see it straight away.â Frank shrugged as she continued her search.
âI havenât put it high up, seeing as youâre a short assâŚâ âIâm perfectly average for a woman thank you.â âTrust me baby girl, nothing about you is average.â he winked and she let out a snort.
âCharmer.â she grinned, turning back to the tree.
âOk, youâre miles offâŚâ he said, and she moved to her right âGettinâ warmerâŚwarmerâŚok, yep, nearly thereâŚâ Fliss continued to search, and then something caught her eye. There was something shiny handing from the nose of her Doe ornament. She stepped forward slightly, and when she realised what it was her right hand flew to her mouth. Frankâs breath caught in his throat as she spun to face him, her eyes wide.
"You, me and Mary have been hanging out together since August last year now...â he said, clearing his throat slightly âHow do you feel about hanging with us forever?" He watched, holding his breath as Fliss' chest heaved with emotion as she looked at him, those brown eyes he could happily stare at all day were full of tears, the hand which had flown to her mouth in surprise was now shaking as it slid to the spot beneath her throat, that dip in her neck that he could nuzzle at forever. "I'll hang with you for as long as you'll have me..." she whispered, taking a deep breath. "Is that a yes?" Frank inhaled sharply and a watery laugh burst through her tears. "Yes. Yes, a thousand times yes!" Frank's face split into a huge grin "shit..." he sputtered before she threw herself into his arms and he lifted her up easily, her legs wrapping around his waist as he held her close, kissing her neck. She pulled back and placed a kiss to his lips, long and short pecks being shared as she laughed and he laughed, the pair of them simply lost in the moment until eventually he set her down and with a shaking hand he reached out to retrieve the ring from where it was hanging. Taking her left hand in his, with a deep breath he slipped the diamond onto her finger.
Fliss looked at it, admiring the way the delicate band sat underneath her knuckle, the beautiful diamond twinkling in the lights of the tree.
"Oh Frankie...itâs gorgeous..." she whispered, before she looked at him, taking his face in both his hands and pulling him down for a deep kiss. "I love you so much."
"I love you too." He smiled, kissing her again before he pulled away, his hands linking behind her back.Â
"I err, got us some champagne." He smiled, "I know it was presumptive of me but figured we could have it tomorrow if you turned me down." Fliss looked up at him, blinking before she took a deep breath âFirst I need to get youâŚjust wait hereâŚâ He released her from his hold and she turned and headed out of the room, Frank watched her go, blinking for a moment before he shrugged and headed to the fridge, the smile still plastered on his face. She said yes!Â
Not that he had doubted she would, not really, but there had always been that little bit of fright she may have done. But that was all gone now. As he popped the cork on the bottle he found himself thinking about how he would be doing that soon enough on his wedding day. He poured 2 glassed and headed into the living room with them wondering if maybe a late Autumn wedding next year would be nice, October perhaps when it started to cool off slightly. They could do the beach wedding she always wanted, hire a marquee... Lost in his thoughts completely he jumped a little when Fliss spoke his name and turned to look at her as she stood in front of him, the back of his thighs brushing against the sofa slightly. He noticed her hand was in her pocket, clutching something. Playfully he nodded towards it âI assume thatâs not a spanner." He chuckled, referencing the joke they often shared and Fliss shook her head, biting her lip. "No itâs a bit bigger than that" With a shaky hand she pulled out a small, white stick of plastic and held it towards him. It took Frank a moment to understand what it was and as soon as he did his eyes widened and he looked at her, then it, then back again.
"You're...we're...no!." he stuttered, reaching out to take it from her. "I found out this morning." Fliss whispered, watching his reaction carefully "I suspected last week but thought it might all be down to stress and stuff but..." "How, I mean..." "I should have started a new pill packet when we went to Boston but I forgot to take it with me. I thought I'd be ok if I started as soon as I got back but..." "There's a baby in there?" Frank cut her off as he stumbled over his words, nodding to her stomach "Yeah" Fliss nodded. "You put it there." Frank's legs grew shaky and he dropped onto the sofa, staring down at the test in his hands.
2 blue lines. 2 blue lines that had just changed his world forever. "I'm sorry, I know this is sudden and I should have been more careful..." Fliss took a tentative step towards him and he reached out, his hands on either side of her hips, gently pulling her t-shirt up. He leaned forward and placed a soft kiss to her belly, his forehead resting just above her navel. "I'm gonna be a dad." he pulled back, his eyes watering. "Frankie, you already are." Fliss said, her own tears once more springing forth. "I know you hate it when I say that about Mary but it's true." He looked at her, a dazed smile split his face into two as he pulled her onto his lap, where she straddled him, and he kissed her, hard, leaving her slightly breathless before he rest his forehead against hers. "Fuck, Lissy." he whispered, his eyes closed "You're cooking a little person..." She spluttered a laugh, nodding, her forehead brushing his as she did. "Was it made in Boston...is that the right word?" He pulled back to look at her and she laughed, brushing her hand through his fluffy hair as his gently reached out to rest against her stomach. "Yeah and most likely." "It's a little Boston Bean" he grinned and she laughed again, pressing her lips to his. "You're ok with it then? I know it's probably not what you would have planned but..." "Ok? Of course I'm ok!" He smiled "I love you and the thought of us making a little person that's half me, half you...fuck, it's amazing." She smiled and nodded, her voice a whisper "I know..."
"There is one problem." Franks said, his arms wrapping tightly around her. "What?" "You just ruined Christmas forever...because nothing is ever gonna live up to this ever again."
****** Fliss, Frank and Maryâs adventure continues in RIDING ON
#riding high#frank adler#frank adler x ofc#frank adler x original female character#gifted#gifted fan fic#chris evans#chris evans characters
81 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Rebel Spy - Chapter 12: The Trio
After all the chaos that happened with the ice planet, the frog lady, the baby eating her eggs, landing the practically destroyed crest, reuniting the frog lady with her husband, we finally seem to catch a break. These Quarrens know where other Mandalorians are and agreed to take us to them on their boat.
The baby's pod floats in between me and Din as we look out onto the ocean breathing in the salty air.
âYou ever see a mamacore eat?â A Quarren says to us, âQuite a sight.â When neither of us responds the Quarren speaks again,â Child might take an interest. You should take a look. Come on over here.â
We follow the Quarren to the middle of the ship where there's a huge hole covered by a cage. We stand at the edge of it and we watch as the Quarren open the cage and drop fish inside. The Quarren is talking some more but I donât listen.
I watch as the water begins to bubble and before either of us can react the Quarren pushed the baby's pod into the water right above the mamacore.
âNo!â Din and I yell at the same time. Next thing I know Iâm also being pushed in.
I hold my breath as I try to look around but it's no use in the murky water. I hear a splash and I know it's Din jumping in after us.
Din and I swim up to the top, grabbing onto the bars, coughing as we attempt to catch our breaths. The Quarrens above us hit our hands making us let go of the bars.
I take a deep breath and I sink back down once more. Din seems to be having more trouble than me as he goes back up for air sooner.
Once the burning in my lungs becomes too much I go back up with Din just in time to see a blue Mandalorian land and attack the Quarrens. Din continues to cough as we see two more Mandalorians land helping the first one.
I only get a glimpse of the first ones helmet but I immediately remember that day the first and only time I ever met her before today.
The cage opens again and I grab onto the edge holding myself up. Bo kneels down in front of the water and puts her hand out in front of me. I shake my head, âHim first.â She puts her hand out in front of Din and he takes it, âTheres a creature,â I say through ragged breaths, âHas my kid.â
As one Mandalorian helps me out the other jumps in to get the kid. Bo sits Din and the Mandalorian sits me next to him. âThe Child help the child,â Din begs Bo, his voice strained from all the coughing.
âDonât worry brother. Weâve got this.â
Din places a hand on my thigh and squeezes as we both try to catch our breaths.
After a few agonizing moments, the Mandalorian jumps out with the pod in her hands. She kneels down next to us and rips off the lid of his pod.
She takes him out and hands him to me. I make sure he's alright and I hold him close to my side. Din reaches over to brush his ear before looking back at the Mandalorians, âThank you. Iâve been searching for more of our kind.â
âWell, lucky we found you first,â Bo says.
âWeâve been quested to deliver this child I was hoping thatâŚâ Din stops speaking when they take off their helmets
Oh no
Din stands up getting in defensive mode, âWhere did you get that armor?â
âThis armor has been in my family for three generations.â
âYou do not cover your face. You are not Mandalorian.â
âMando,â I say, stepping closer to him, âThis is Bo-Katan, she was the leader of Mandalore. Last I knew of at least.â I know he's wondering how I know her but he decides to ask later.
âHe's one of them,â the man says
âOne of what?â Din asks.
âShe's right, Iâm of clan Kryze. I was born in Mandalore. I fought in the Purge. I am the last of my line. And you are a Child of the Watch.â
âThe Watch?â
âChildren of the Watch are a cult of religious zealots that broke away from Mandalorian society/ Their goal was to re-establish the ancient way.â
âThere is only one way. The way of the Mandalore.â
Din walks over to the edge of the boat before I follow I whisper, âIâm sorry,â to Bo.
Din grabs on to me tightly, he turns on the jetpack, and we fly away.
-
âWhat do you mean it makes sense?!â Din practically runs ahead of me with the baby in his hands. We walk through the doc trying to get back to our ship. It's dark and both of us are very irritable after the past few horrible days weâve been having.
âI mean it makes sense.â
âWould you care to explain?â he stops walking and turns around.
âI told you I knew another Mandalorian for some time. She had her helmet off most of the time. When I met you I figured you had older views.â He just huffs and turns around, âJust because your way is different than theirs doesnât make you or them any less of a Mandalorian.â
âHow is it that you know everybody?â He decides to take this argument in a different direction.
âYou meet a lot of important people when you fight in a rebellion,â but that answer isn't good enough for him, âLook for a while I hung out with a crew and we went on a mission to save one of the members' fathers. Bo came in as reinforcements that's all.â
He turns around and keeps walking, âLook I canât imagine what it's to know that something youâve been told your entire life is not the complete truth. Iâll never know. But aren't you slightly open to the idea that there's another way?â
If he was planning on responding he doesnât get to because Quarren comes out of the dark corner. âHey!â
âOh come on,â I whisper angrily at the fact that we have to deal with yet another problem.
The Quarren steps closer to us, âYou killed my brother.â More Quarrens come out of the darkness.
âLet us pass,â Din says.
âI don't think you understand.â Din and I both notice the Quarren charging their weapons, âYou killed my brother. And now Iâm going to kill your pet.â My hand hovers above my blaster as he gets closer to us.
Luckily, Bo and the others come down to help us.
âThey didnât kill your brother,â Bo says, âI did.â Bo shoots and we all take that as a queue to shot the rest. Which we do. In just a few seconds all the Quarren are dead.
âCan we at least buy you a drink?â Bo asks.
âPlease.â Is all I say before walking towards the nearest Cantina.
-
âTrask is a black market port,â Bo says. We all sit around at a table. The baby sits in between me and Bo. Dins hand finds my thigh again probably his way of apologizing for snapping at me earlier. âTheyâre staging weapons that have been bought and sold with the plunders of our planet. Weâre seizing those weapons and using them to retake our homeworld. Once we do that weâll seat a new Mandalore on the throne.â
âThat planet is cursed. Anyone who goes there dies. Once the Empire knew they couldnât control it, they made sure no one else could either.â
âDonât believe everything you hear. They wanna separate us. Mandalorians are stronger together.â
âThat's not apart of our plan. Iâve been requested to take this child to the Jedi.â
âWhat do you know of the Jedi?â
âNothing. Only what Auroras told me.â
âWe were also hoping you could help,â I say, âI lost all contact with the ones I knew.â
âI can lead you to one of their kind, but first we need your help on our mission.â
Why is there always a mission?
-
âYou see that Imperial Gozanti freighter?â Bo asks us. We stand on a broken ship in a junkyard of some type, looking at the freighter that is sitting on a doc, âIt's being loaded with weapons as we speak. âAccording to the ports manifest, its scheduled to depart at first light.â
They explain how they scan for life forms before taking off which means that we have to fly up there once it takes off.
After discussing the plan Din and I drop the kid off with the frog lady where he will be safe. Both of us make sure to tell him not to eat any more of her eggs.
-
Before Din and I can even land, Bo and Koska take out the stormtroopers guarding the doors to the ship.
Axe uses a splicer to open the door. When it opens Bo runs inside killing the three stormtroopers that were waiting for us. The rest of us follow in behind her. Din and I stay further back and Iâm slightly behind him since I donât have beskar protecting me.
In front of us, doors open revealing more stormtroopers. We use the sides to take cover. Each of us shoots at the troopers as we slowly inch forward.
Lucky for us troopers have bad aim and we donât so we take them out easily. We walk over the troopers' bodies and we carry on onto the next room.
We take an elevator into the cargo bay where the weapons are. Again we are met by stormtroopers. We take out the troopers in the hall but before we can enter the cargo bay the doors closed.
Without saying anything I walk over to the panels in front of us. I press a few buttons and the screaming confirms that the doors to the cargo bay opened making all the imps in there fly out.
I close the doors and I open the ones in front of us so we can get the weapons.
The Mandalorians start opening the boxes and admire all the weapons.
Bo talks on the comlink to one of the imperial officers "Oh, Weâre not jettisoning anything. Weâre taking the entire ship.â
âHuh?â I say in confusion.
âWhat?â Din also questions.
âPut some tea on weâll be up in a minute,â She puts the comlink down and Din and I walk up to her.
âBo, this is more than we signed up for,â I tell her.
âThere is something I need to rule Mandalore. Something that was once mine. You were there when I first go it, Aurora.â
âYou lost the darksaber?â
âI was stolen from me,â she says defensively, âLook they know where it is. Regardless, we are taking the ship for the battles ahead.
âI got you your weapons,â Din says, âWe have to return to our ship with the foundling.â
âIf you want my help finding the Jedi, you will help me take this ship.â
âYouâre changing the terms of the deal.â
âThis is the way,â she says almost mockingly.
She walks out and the other two follow leaving me and Din alone.
âThe faster we do this, the sooner we can be back on the crest with the kid.â He just nods his head before following the others.
We start to make our way towards the front of the ship where the cockpit is. The ship moves suddenly and we all fall to the sides. Din grabs my hand as we hold on to the walls. The pilot is taking the ship down to try and get us off of here.
âLet's move!â Bo says. Din lets go of my hands and we both pull out our blasters, âThereâs the bridge. Come on!â
There are more stormtroopers waiting for us and we take cover on either side of the doors.
âHow many troopers?â Bo asks.
âSit to ten. Two with heavy repeating blasters,â Axe answers her.
âWe need to move now.â
âThey have too much firepower!â
âWere still dropping,â Koska reminds us.
Din puts his hand in mine and he squeezes which means he's about to do something stupid. He lets go and he takes two charges out of his utility belt, âBe careful.â I tell him and he nods.
âCover me!â Is all he says before running out into the trooper's blasts. All of the blasts bounce off his armor. I see him lay down before throwing the chargers where the stormtroopers stand.
I cover my face as fire and smoke begin to fill the area. Once it clears we run out and Din is already standing up, running towards the cockpit not giving me the chance to even ask if he's okay.
We open the door to the cockpit. Din grabs the pilot and throws him out of the chair. Din sits on the pilot's seat while I sit in the co-pilots.
We both grab on to the control wheels in front of us. Both of us pull up trying our hardest to stop this ship from plummeting into the ocean.
âEasy, easy,â Din says his voice strained from using all his strength to get this ship up
After a few moments of pulling up, we feel the ship start to go up in the air again. We both let go and start to catch our breaths.
âNo!â Bo yells and as we turn around the imperial officer is on the ground.
âLook we have to go, he sent a distress signal,â I tell her.
Din and I stand up and Koska takes his spot.
âAre you sure you wonât join us?â Bo asks.
âThereâs something I need to do,â Din says.
âThe offer stands if you change your mind.â
âWhere can we find the Jedi?â I ask her.
âTake the foundling to the city of Calodan on the forest plant of Corvus. There you will find Ahsoka Tano. Tell her you were sent by Bo-Katan. And thank you. The both of you. Your bravery will not be forgotten. This is the way.â
âThis is the way,â Din repeats.
-
We get the kid back from the frog lady and her husband. We finally sit on the falling apart razor crest the kid seated in my lab as Din starts the ship.
Once he gets the ship in the air I ask, âAre you good?â
âWhy wouldnât I be?â he doesnât turn around to face me like he normally would.
âI mean with everything Bo said. Don't you wanna talk about it?â
âThere's nothing to talk about Aurora.â
âRight, itâs always nothing isnât it.â
#Pedro Pascal#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal x oc#the mandalorian#the mandalorian x oc#the mandalorian x reader#din djarin#din djarin x reader#din djarin x oc#bo katan kryze#bo katan#baby yoda#agent whiskey#Frankie Morales#oberyn martell x reader#agent whiskey x reader#pero tovar#dave york
57 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Ocean on Fire Phantom of the Opera AU Master List (To be added to as I see fit)
Strap in, this is gonna get long. Big thanks to @thaylepo for indulging me and sending many brilliant ideas.Â
This is a basic rundown and ideas that would happen at some point in the story. Obviously some things could change or be added but Iâve just got to get this down before I go nuts
Shore and Grillby were childhood friends.
Shore is the child of a wealthy business man, taught from childhood that the arts are to be treasured and appreciated
However, while she may learn instruments and dance and music, she is to take over the family business, not run away to star in the opera like she wants
Grillby's father (he has parents in this au) was a famous violinist who often was called by Shore's father to perform for parties. He wound up teaching Shore fundamentals of music
Little Grillby was a shy flame. Always trailed along behind his father, clutching his tailcoats
Shore saw the tiny elemental and decided instantly: I'm going to be his BEST FRIEND
Queue stuttering, hesitant Grillby being dragged around the manor, getting into all sorts of trouble and adventures. He's a lot more hardy than Shore is, so he rather often found himself acting as a sort of guard dog. He was utterly distraught when Shore fell and broke her arm. Shore teased him about crying because she couldnât stand to see him so upset
They also learn music together from Grillby's father. First time Shore hears Grillby sing, she grabs his face and screams with delight until the poor little guy is fully bright blue with blushing
Then Grillby's father dies. A family friend takes Grillby away to one of the opera houses to work. Grillby and Shore are 13 and 10 at this point and have spent the last 6 years together. Shore makes Grillby promise to keep singing, to keep the spark of his father alive through music. He promises
They both wait until they are out of sight of the other to cry
Grillby cries every night for the first 3 months in the opera house. As a monster, he is bullied by many of the other students. He mourns his father's passing and he misses Shore to a near unbearable level. The only comfort he has is when he sings quietly to himself in those few moments when he is alone doing his chores
Then he hears a voice, a soft and gentle voice that asks him why such a bright flame weeps. He runs away in fear and hides in his bed
But the voice asks him again and again. 'Why does such a bright flame weep?' Slowly, over the course of a year, Grillby tells the voice his story
The voice says he is the Phantom of the opera house. Grillby thinks he sounds rather young to be a Phantom
The Phantom replies that Grillby is rather young to have such a lovely voice. He offers to teach Grillby. The fire monster agrees upon hearing the Phantom's beautiful and haunting voice
After all, he did promise
15 years pass. Shore has taken over her family business and is finally able to offer herself as a patron to an opera house that has shown remarkable growth over the years, becoming well known in the arts circles
Partially thanks to the star of the show, a humanoid robot named Mettaton. Most of the monsters we know work the show behind the scenes, so having a monster in the lead is a new leap in gaining treatment that is more fair for monster kind as performers
But Mettaton is also a diva. The day Shore arrives with new managers, he throws his tantrum and quits after a rather suspicious accident.
Shore only has eyes for the fire elemental standing frozen with the rest of the crew. She suggests letting him take the lead role. Promising that she knows he can sing.
Grillby is so quiet most assumed he couldn't even talk so naturally protests break out and Shore maybe uses her power as a patron to insist. 'He promised me,' is all she says, looking right at him
So he sings and everyone is stunned at the strength and grace of his voice. The managers instantly whisk him away to prepare for the show
After the show, Shore goes to his new dressing room and they fall into each other's arms. They speak of times past, of the loneliness of being apart. But when Shore says that she wants to take him out to celebrate, he hesitates. The Phantom will not be happy if he leaves, he knows this
But he agrees and she leaves to let him change
Enter in The Phantom. Showing himself for the first time, a figure in black wearing a simple white mask over his face. White hands punched through the palms. Grillby is enchanted, dazed and follows The Phantom into the tunnels under the opera house
*Music of the Night noises*
Grillby has a bit of a Crisis because he genuinely cares about Phantom and they became very close friends as much as teacher and student but this is kind of odd?? A little frightening?
Phantom sees this, backpedals real hard but hides it and sends Grillby back upstairs before falling into bed and screaming into his pillow
When Shore finds Grillby vaguely wandering back into the theater, she goes, uh??? What happened?? Were you kidnapped? I kind of stayed up all night looking for you??
Grillby, still a little in shock because what the heck just happened "Kind of?"
Now that won't STAND
Shore starts digging to find out everything she can about this opera ghost, keeping a close eye on Grillby. There is no gaslighting here folks like in versions of the story that to this day drive me crazy
As Shore digs, accidents start happening. Loose floorboards, unlatched equipment, a falling sandbag or two. Shore catches on pretty quickly whatâs happening when she catches just a flash of shadow more than once right before or after these little âincidentsâÂ
Finally plants herself down in the middle of the stage and calls for the Phantom to show his face. It takes a while then she sees a shadow just barely move. Heâs up in the rafters, crouched like some kind of bat
âWhat is your freaking deal?âÂ
âWhy are you trying to take whatâs mine?âÂ
âYours? He belongs to himself you dingbatâ
That makes him laugh for reasons Shore doesnât get
Conversation happens, a lot of dodging questions, shifting blame. Phantom is oddly charming. For being an attempted murdering/kidnapping jerk
âAre you the one who keeps trying to kill me? The sandbag dropped on my head, the broken trapdoor, the spiders in my hat??â
âOh my God, Iâm not responsible for every little thing that goes wrong in this place. Itâs an old building, accidents do happen.Â
âThe sandbag was me though.â
Grillby materializes just to smack him in the head for that
And so it goes, Grillby and Shore trying to reconnect, Grillby trying to maintain a level of friendship (and maybe more?) with Phantom and Phantom attempting various levels of accidents to get Shore to leave the theater
Until one day he finds Shore on the stage. Sheâs singing to an empty theater. Sheâs not...good exactly but...rather unpracticed. Heâs startled enough that he stops his evil giggling and untwisting of the hidden trapdoor in the stage to listen.Â
He comes up silently, creeping on the edges just out of sight. When he speaks, Shore shrieks and nearly falls off the stage anyway. Her blushing does a weird thing to his Soul. Like a sort of flip flopping squeeze.Â
âWell, if youâre going to think yourself worthy of my Flame, youâd better have a voice to match. Let me hear you sing again.â Â
Many âthreatâ filled lessons later-
âHmm. Maybe thereâs hope for you after allâÂ
âMaybe thereâs more to you than a creepy stalker personality.âÂ
Past the Point of No Return scene happens at some point. I donât make the rules
Also Phantom and Shore have a sword fight that maybe starts out as anger fueled but rather quickly changes to a pent up Feelings kind of deal
Grillbyâs concern is quick to fade and he watches the two idiots dance around each other, wondering why exactly they donât see how much they actually do like each other.Â
Itâs also at this moment he realizes fully that he loves them both
âWell shoot, I love these two morons and they love each other but wonât admit it. This is going to be very âfunâ to sort outâ
Eventually, Shore asks for Phantomâs name.Â
âMy name...died with the person I was long ago.âÂ
âMaybe itâs time you reclaim it.âÂ
His name is Wing Dings Gaster and for countless years he was held by the Void. He doesnât fully remember how he escaped, nor what he looked like before. All he knows is that his face is broken with terrible cracks and skeletal in only the vaguest sense with a body that ebbs and flows with darkness. When he first stumbled back into the light after the darkness of the Void, people screamed and ran from him. Or worse, they chased him, calling him an omen of death. So he retreated down below the theater and resigned himself to always be a watcher and made a mask to cover his face.Â
He was alone for years until he heard young Grillby crying in a corner and sat as close as he dared. It took a while for him to gain the courage to speak to the elemental
Given the fluid nature of his body, itâs easy for him to change his voice to sing. Itâs the only part of himself that he can see as holding any worth.Â
Grillby was his only source of socialization and heâs terrified of losing him, which makes Phantom a tad bit clingy with some pretty severe separation anxietyÂ
Phantom is a sad, sad boy who needs a lot of hugs and therapy
Shore is kind to him despite it all (and despite the irritation at the âdeath threatsâ)Â
Phantom finally admits that she was never in any actual danger because he might be a messed up guy but heâs not a murderer. He might have even nudged her out of the way with blue magic a few times to make sure she wasnât hurt.
Eventually Phantom realizes he no longer wants her to leave. He wants to stand with her and Grillby. He wants to be a better monster but he doesnât know how to do that so kind of retreats into his lairÂ
Grillby and Shore have to track him down. And queue the heart to heart, the great Crying Session, the Unmasking or whatever you wanna call it
And they all live an OT3 happy ending, the end
#OoF phantom au#grillby#gaster#gaster/grillby/reader#undertale#WHOOO finally got this all down#listen in this house#love triangles mean that all three are in love with each other!#and it's wonderful!#OoF extra
25 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Weâre Back and itâs Time for a STORY
SoooooooooooooâŚ..
Iâve been a bit uh⌠letâs say absent lately. Haha.Â
I hope youâve been enjoying the queue and not missing my rapier wit too much.Â
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D
To all my rabid (3?) fans, I sayâŚ.Â
My bad. :D
I havenât forgotten you, my beautiful followers. And I havenât cast this blog away by any means. I may have gotten hitched in a scandalous runaway marriage with the love of my life but I will still have time for you! I promise!
Iâve just been⌠Busy.Â
With⌠stuffâŚ
Iâd tell you with what stuffâŚ.
But Iâm not gonna.Â
 :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
BUT I decided it was high past time for me to take a moment out of my busy schedule to give yâall a little update.Â
Besides Lan Zhan decided that since Iâm actually home tonight that it was pampering time.
Man sat me down in front of him and is rubbing my shoulders as we speak so if I seem a little nadfj;kjfl;sjf at points blame him.
Anyway
Lan Zhan I know you can read this with your eagle vision.
On to the gossip.
Lan Zhan, I know your family said gossip isnât allowed but weâre in this family now and Imma gossip. No matter how much you huff through your nose at me.
So Lan Zhan (yes you) gave me a little bit of a heart attack with his last update. But only for like 5 seconds.
-ahem-
NGL for a second I thought HE thought that I was being unfaithful. Nearly died.
Anyway. >w>
Fortunately while I refused to read past even with my heart attack because I will never break the bonds of Peru, Nie Huaisang who was next to me has no qualms in doing so. I wouldnât let him tell me what Lan Zhan said but he did reassure me that my fears were for naught. Lan Zhan wasnât upset about me cheating on him because he trusts me and loves me and knows I would never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever (continue indefinitely) break that trust.
âŚ..
Okay sorry.
Oh yeah.Â
Thanks Lan Zhan. I probably woulda got stuck on that loop for a while. But anyway yes. I love you, Lan Zhan, and you love me and weâre happy and thereâs no way Iâll ever cheat on you and I know youâd never cheat on me!
I never even felt real attraction before I met you, did I ever tell you that? You were the first person I ever wanted. <3Â
Oh⌠Oh yeah. I did say that. Lol I forgot. :D
Is it bad if I forget what I say in therapy?Â
Guess I should ask my therapist :D :D :D
AnywayâŚ. TangentâŚ. UmâŚ
OH yeah heart attack.
Eventually Lan Zhan did let me read the Peru. Lan Zhan is there a point to the Peru if you just wait for me to get home and shove the lap top in my face and tell me to read it the same day you sent the Peru????
(Yes. I know there is a point. But like you can tell me anything. You donât have to write it down first if you donât want to. I donât want you to ever feel afraid to talk to me. <3 )Â
Okay fine fine. Organize your thoughts first. I get it I get it.Â
I guess thatâs kinda what Iâm doing here too.Â
Oooooohhhhh you know what that spot does to me! Not now Lan Zhan Iâm busy!!!!
Okay Okay so we talked afterwards. About what he wrote. About how it wasnât me but Nie Huaisang who felt the bitter wrathful sting of his wild unrestrained jealousy.Â
EEK Sorry! Iâm kidding! Kidding!
âŚ. Mostly
But you were! You were jealous that I was spending time with him or rather him with me and not you! You said so!
Okay fine! Lonely.Â
LONELY BECAUSE YOU WERE JEALLASDF09ADSFÂ
Okay fine fine! Iâll stop! If only for the sake of THIS WILL MAKE NO SENSE ONCE ITâS TYPED UP BECAUSE ITâS HALF OF A CONVERSATION AND THEY CANâT HEAR YOU BECAUSE IâM NOT TYPING WHAT YOU SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
YES I KNOW ITâS MY FAULT
OkayÂ
OKAY!!!!Â
SOÂ
Easy solution.
Lan Zhan and Nie Huaisang have a buddy date!Â
That I was dragged along to.
And by that
You know what you did donât deny it!
I mean I was trying to back off to let them spend time together because I thought thatâs what they wanted. I figured they would want to see each other one on one like SangSang and I were doing.
So I caved in like .2 seconds. Because of course I did. And honestly I wanted to go. I was planning on spending the night alone with Suibian waiting for my husband to come home in a sort of lonely penitence for my sins. Iâve been leaving Lan Zhan alone so much lately.
(He kissed my forehead <3 <3 <3 <3 )
Lan Zhan, I promise this wonât keep happening. Itâs just⌠really important okay? I promise.
;asldkjfsa;lkjf
I love you too, Lan Zhan!!!!! Lan Er-Gege! <3Â
Eep!Â
Okay! Iâll keep writing so stop trying to distract me or thisâll never get done!
;aldkjsf;j
;alksdjf;lkasdjf
You can do whatever you like the moment this is posted I promise.
Ahem.
Jiang Cheng hope youâre still reading. >:D
Where was I⌠Oh yeah! Thanks Lan Zhan.Â
So we had a buddy date all together!Â
It wasnât much but we all went over to Nie Huaisangâs house. Apparently DaGe was over at the de--- My beloved brother in lawâs house on a date of their own so we had the place to ourselves.Â
OMG They should get hitched and then weâll be brothers for REAL. OMg!
So I wanna say that⌠well in the past few months Nie Huaisang and I have really patched things up. Iâm really happy heâs a part of our lives and I do not revoke the previously instated âfamilyâ status.
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
âŚâŚâŚâŚďż˝ďż˝ďż˝âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
We. willtalkaboutthatlaterÂ
Ahem
Okay.Â
But anyway, Nie Huaisang and I have talked. A lot. About all the things I said and the things he did and the things I did. Weâve come to an understanding. And wellâŚ
He forgave me.Â
Iâm not sure I deserved it. I was really terrible to him. For a long time after the RE wore off.Â
Iâd talked in therapy about it. Iâm slowly learning that Iâm maybe not to blame for all thatâs wrong in the world but once I started to stop blaming myself I still had this need to blame⌠someone.Â
And I blamed the wrong person.Â
I mean Iâm not saying that what I said didnât have any truth with it. And we talked about that too. I had some points. But he did NOT deserve me going off like that. Not even a little.Â
But he started flicking my forehead every time I say sorry about it so Iâm stopping
(SangSang did you take lessons from Wen Qing? Because fuck those snaps feel familiar)Â
Oh dear goodness. I forgot how disjointed these posts always are. Still following along? Yes? Good!
Okay back to the story.
Meeting at Nie Huaisangâs place for super fun hangout bros night for bros. (except Lan Zhan and I arenât bros.)
Yes yes youâre right Lan Zhan we didnât make SangSang a third wheel. Mostly because it was his house and hanging with him was the point but also because very time we started âbeing grossâ he started whining.
And then Iâd kick him and tell him that he wanted us to get together so badly before and now he gets to deal with the consequences.Â
And then we would be more gross just to spite him.
Okay maybe we third-wheeled him a little BUT IT WAS WITH PURPOSE.Â
I canât help it Lan Zhan! Every time you kiss me I forget what Iâm doing!
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
WaitâŚ. What was I⌠LAN ZHAN YOU DID THAT ON PURPOSE!!!!
A;LDKJFA;DLSKF
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ.
I can feel you smirking but Iâm not gonna look
Because if I look Iâm gonna kiss you again and as Iâve said MORE THAN ONCE THIS NEEDS TO BE WRITTEN AND IT AINâT GONNA WRITE ITSELFÂ
A;lkdsjfla;ksdjf;lsdakjfl;skdajfl;aj;lfkdjsa;lkfj THATâS A;LKJA;FLAKDJF LAN ZHAN I TOLD YOU LATER
YOU HAVE TO BE GOOD OR IâM NOT GIVING YOU ANYTHING! IâLL GO STRAIGHT TO BED AND YOUâLL BE LEFT WANTINGÂ
âŚâŚâŚâŚ.
IâLL GO BI BI BI TO BED BED BED AND YOU WONâT BE ALLOWED IN IN IN.
Fuck and I spent all that time thinking /I/ was the goblin in this relationship.Â
DO NOT GET INTO A SEMANTICS BATTLE WITH ME IT WILL NEVER END
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ.
-ahem-
To which I maintain Nie Huaisang doesnât count as people.Â
We arrived at Nie Huaisangâs house at the appointed time on the appointed day. Many nights were left behind in anticipation of this grand reunion.
(I mean that in the best sense.)
Anyway I rang the doorbell because Lan Zhanâs arms were full of snacks and wine. And we sat there and waited.Â
I think I thought it was gonna rain and was just thinking that we should have gotten an umbrella, though of course if there was any risk of rain my ever on top of his shit husband would have brought one so we were good, when the door opened to reveal Lord Goblin SangSang in all his lounge pants glory.Â
I didnât know that sweats came in designer.Â
Nie Huaisang told me that they were a gift from Jin ZiXuan for a birthday or something and defensively states that theyâre just âSuper comfy okay???â but I know he likes the glam.Â
SangSang you know youâre a dramatic bitch donât deny it.Â
Anyway. We were waved inside rather quickly because while the sweats were designer, they were still sweats and he would rather die than be caught dead by someone other than his âchosen fewâ in something like sweats.Â
As I said
Dramatic bitch.Â
We were ushered away to the other side of the manor where the home theater was. You remember the one? From Christmas? Where I almost avoided all the damn PROBLEMS by kissing Lan Zhan right then and there?Â
Except
CHILDRENNNN who I love dearly interrupted us.
Oh.. and that was the night I kept having FEELINGS about Lan Zhan and kids and just⌠aldsf;sjlfkj
Lan Zhan we need to have that conversation again.Â
A;dslkjfsal;dfj
Yes? Yes. Okay
BUT THATâS NOT THIS STORY! Anyway, that home theater.Â
Ah Memories.Â
Ignorance is bliss and I want to maintain my innocence.Â
Anyway. So like thereâs lots of space in that room that isnât just chairs and screen because itâs an entertaining space.
BUT so long as itâs been thoroughly disinfected itâs still a great place to hang! :D
Nie Huaisang had set up the place with nice lights and a table for snacks and all that good stuff. We deposited the snacks that Lan Zhan was holding and I promptly filled the now vacant space with the me. :D And then looked at the goodies.
So Nie Huaisang is either really thoughtful or a little shitstain. Because apparently he had read about our New Years experiments with alcohol and had gotten a bunch of light alcohol and mixers and stuff so that Lan Zhan could drink with us!
BUT he also made a point of telling Lan Zhan that he doesnât need to feel pressured to drink. Theyâre there so he CAN not so he has to.Â
Lan Zhan looked really touched at that and I felt so warm.
I love my family.Â
So we decided to pick out some snacks and drinks (starting with non-alcoholic first because weâre adults or some shit) and sat down.Â
Now one would naturally think, home theater. Snacks. Comfy chairs. Weâre watching a movie, right?Â
WRONG
GIANT MARIO KART.Â
Nie Huaisang just dumped controllers on our laps and told us to strap in.Â
Have I ever mentioned
How
Fucking
Adorable
Lan
Zhanâs
Face
IsÂ
When
Heâs
Confused????
BECAUSEHEâSSOFUCKINGADORABLE
Donât you hide from me!!
Hold on I gotta kiss my husband a million times. One moment please.
Okay. Thatâs better. <3Â
=w= ahhhh
Where was IâŚ.Â
YOU CANâT DISTRACT ME BECAUSE I CAN READ AND I KNOW WHERE I WAS NOW BECAUSE I READ IT SO YOU CANNOT FIGHT THE FACT THAT YOUâRE FUCKING ADORABLE.Â
I win. :D
So my adorable husband blinked his adorable eyes in an adorable way in adorable confusion at the⌠moderately-adorable-when-he-wants-to-be Nie Huaisang.Â
Who just grinned at us and pressed a magic button on his magic remote to make the magic things happen. The lights dimmed enough that we could still see but the screen was brighter tooâŚ
Does that make sense? I donât care.
The lights were half dimmed. And the screen lit up
And suddenly we were playing a game. Â
This time at least you didnât go around trying to obey the non-existent road laws.Â
And okay. So Like I think we played that on new years too, right? Yeah.
You canât stop at stoplights that arenât there Lan Zhan. I donât care if the intersection would be dangerous without it.Â
Well how do I put this politelyâŚ.
Yâall know how I always gush about how Lan Zhan is perfect and can do no wrong? And ask quite frequently âIs there nothing this man canât do???â
So First I hold to my first statement. Lan Zhan is perfect and can do no wrong.Â
That. Being. Said.
The man sucks at Mario Kart.Â
Okay I said it. Itâs out there. No take backs.
Iâm sorry, Lan Zhan. I love you and youâre perfect but oh my god.Â
Nie Huaisang ordered some like pizza and wings and shit and we decided to crack open the wine.Â
But seriously it was so much fun. We played for.. Oh fuck it must have been hours.
Oh yeah! Thatâs why we didnât at first. We were cooling it down right? Yeah because the stuff we brought was warmâŚ.
Wait no but Nie Huaisangâs wasnât warm⌠WHATEVER we started drinking with the pizza.
Oh oh speaking of the pizza, Lan Zhan was that the first time you ate really shitty store bought pizza? Because you looked at it like it was the scum of the earth.Â
You didnât have to force yourself to eat it. D: Did you hate the whole of it? You didnât like it even a little? D:Â
D: D: D: D:
THE POINT WASNâT TO FORCE YOU TO EAT FOOD YOU HATED D; D; D; D;Â
OTL
Okay you didnât HATE it but that doesnât mean you liked it. D: You really donât have to push yourself. I mean we could have ordered something else for you or gotten more snacks or something.
âŚ. Myuh okay fine. D: But next time if you donât wanna eat something donât, okay? Itâs not wasteful. Leftovers are allowed.Â
Okay well we can talk about that later more if we have toÂ
Pizza reheates just fine.
For nowÂ
ON WITH THE STORYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAKSDJF;ASLDJFK;SAKJFD;ALKJD F;KJDONâT POKE ME THERERERERERE
oKAY
Ahem.Â
So long story short we started drinking and eating shitty food while playing Mario Kart. And so okay.
Thereâs a point to this.Â
So Lan Zhan as I stated before is⌠not the greatest at the game. :D
BUT turns out neither are SangSang and I.Â
Especially after knocking back a few.Â
So when Lan Zhan gets drunk, not only is he the cutest thing in the world, but he starts following imaginary traffic laws as I said before.Â
Now the thing ISÂ
That when SangSang and I have had a few too many
We are much more likely to go the⌠entirely wrong way on the track.Â
And fall off.Â
And I think at one point we just kept playing bumper cars.
My point is, that Lan Zhan is following these traffic laws right? Like the Toad patrol is gonna like arrest him or something if he doesnât. But this works to his advantage once we start getting stupid because heâs careful! So he doesnât fall off! So he just chugs along.Â
And at one point finally he managed to come in 2nd by beating Huaisang.Â
So Nie Huaisang starts throwing a tantrum to the point that I almost missed it.Â
But I didnât.
I heard you Lan Zhan.
With this self-satisfied expression on his smug, adorable face. Flushed from the liquor and high off a fresh mostly win.Â
âFuck yeah.â
Oh my god. It was so quiet! ButÂ
Lan Zhan
That was the funniest shit.Â
Seriously he just said it under his breath. So smug and pleased to hell with himselfÂ
âFuck yeah.âÂ
Oh I coulda kissed him.
âŚ. Well I did
A lot actually
We made a bit of a mess because I knocked something over to do it.Â
But like how could I resist? Lan Zhan says something like that and heâs so precious and cute and âfuck yeahâ how could I not throw myself at him?
I think Nie Huaisang had to actually pry me off of him before things got a bit more⌠âentertainingâ in the entertainment room.Â
Sorrrryyyyyyyyy
:D :D :D
Ahem
Lan Zhan we should get our own theater room. ;w;Â
Anyway
So We were punished by having to sit on either side of Nie Huaisang for a while until we could learn to âkeep our hands to ourselvesâ.Â
In the end we calmed down enough to cuddle without a chaperone.
WEâRE MARRIED YOU CANâT KEEP US APART
;alskdjf
Anwyay
We played a bit more and drank a bit more and then started to watch a movie.Â
Nie Huaisang brought in some pillows and blankets because the chairs like apparently convert into a futon? Like they can be chairs, a couch, a futon. Like ?????
It was nice though.Â
It was really nice though because we all ended up falling asleep together in a cuddle pile. It was so comfy! It reminded me a bit of living with the Wens. We would end up cuddled a lot the whole family. Partially because there wasnât much room and sometimes because the furnace would go out so we needed to be warm.
And so was this. Nie Huaisang and I both ended up snuggled to Lan Zhan. I was going to ask him if he was okay with it - I know heâs picky about being touched- but I could see when I looked how happy he was. He must have felt as cozy as me.
I noticed lately that heâs been more⌠receptive to touch. Especially with Lan Xichen.Â
Lan Zhan, Iâm glad youâre opening up more. I donât want you to push yourself if it makes you uncomfortable. Itâs okay to prefer not to touch others. But if itâs something you want Iâll support you. <3
I remember being very confused when I woke up but I think itâs because my favorite body pillow got replaced by Nie Huaisang who is all elbows.Â
Oof.
Also, SangSang, no offense but omg you are a hot mess in the morning. How long does it take you to make yourself presentable every day? I mean respect. Yâall know I just accept the goblin look and hope for the best but you go from that to that every DAY? Fuck.Â
Now I didnât have to look around long to find my husband.Â
MmmmmâŚâŚ.Â
Have I ever told you how fucking amazing he is?
Oh oh likely story mister. You accidentally timed THAT pose for when I was looking? Uh-huh. Sure. Youâve got 45 different pose options in your regular routine and you just HAPPEN to choose that one RIGHT then huh?
Yeah you know the one Lan Zhan. Did you do that on purpose because you noticed me waking up?
Uh-huh thatâs what I thought.
Iâm on to you mister.
;alksjdf;alsdkjfas;jf
You canât distract me with more kisses!!!
Noooooo
Iâm almost done!
At least let me finish the Huaisang story!!
Asdkfj;asdjf;kalsjf
Oh. MY. GOD!!!! LAN ZHAAAAAAAAN
Okay Iâm wrapping this up because my husband is about to---
A;kdfj;asdjf
Okay
So anyway we woke up and had breakfast and went home and then it was my turn to be pressed against a wall and it was all a very nice time with Nie Huaisang and then later with just the two of us because Nie Huaisang had NO PART in that wall adventure after we got home and honestly Lan Zhan I can see why you like it so much when I do that because mmmmphÂ
Okay thanks for tuning in Iâm gonna go fuck my husband now bye.
5 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Riding High Ch 25: Keep It Simple
Chapter Summary: The events of Boston behind them, Frank, Fliss and Mary look forward to ChristmasâŚand Frank has a big surprise planned.
Chapter Warnings: Bad Language words. SmutâŚNSFW and NO UNDER 18s!!!
Chapter Pairings: Â Frank Adler x OFC Fliss Gallagher
A/N: So here it is, the last in the series Riding High. Thank you to everyone who has helped and re-blogged and commended in any way. Do not fear, Frank and Fliss will be back in the next instalment of their adventure Riding On in a little while.
And yes, I know it ainât Christmas butâŚwell, in my mind it should be Christmas every day!
Series Masterlist // Main MasterlistÂ
Chapter Song: Â God Only Knows by the Beach Boys
If you should ever leave me, thought life would still go on, believe me, the world could show nothing to me, so what good would living do me? God only knows what Iâd be without youâŚ
"Mary can you just hold on a second, please!" Frank sighed, grabbing the back of her coat to stop her shooting off into the crowd that streamed down the busy Manhattan sidewalk. "But Frank!" she turned and looked at him, her woollen hat jammed down over her ears "I just wanna see the stall!" "Yeah but you can't just run off!" He grumbled and besides him Fliss gave a chuckle. He turned to look at her "who gets so excited about damned wooden tree ornaments?" "Oh hush!" Fliss leaned up to give him a pack, her cold nose brushing his. In retaliation he pulled the front of her baby blue sparkly bobble hat down over her eye and she shoved him in the chest, laughing. "Fuck you!" "Chance would be a fine thing" he grumbled, taking Flissâ hand as they headed after Mary. "Awww is that why you're grumpy?" Fliss grinned as they walked "Coz you haven't had any in nearly 3 days?" Frank pouted "No." "Liar..." "Ok, look...Frankie has needs..." he whined "I completely over looked the fact hanging out with an 8 year old in the room would be a cock block." "Always the shower..." Fliss teased and Frank snorted. "Yeah, right. Can you imagine? I give it 3 minutes before she came looking for us." "We go home tomorrow. I'll make it up to you then." Fliss grinned and he sighed. "What?" She laughed. "Itâs just...you look so hot in all this winter clothing." Frank grinned. And he meant it. Seeing her wrapped up in a coat, hat and scarf had made her look all cute and cozy...and it had done inappropriate things to him for some odd reason. "Hmmm, you know most men get more turned on the less clothing their girls wear." She teased and he grinned. "Yeah, well, I'm not most men" She gave him a smile which he returned with a soft kiss as they stopped by the stall where Mary instantly dived into looking at the array of ornaments. After a few moments of looking she handed Frank one in the shape of a reindeer stag, and a doe for him and Fliss before selecting a robin for herself. "I think they're so pretty." She looked at the bird in her hand "I saw one at Evelyn's over thanks giving." "Ever heard the saying robins appear when loved ones are near?" Fliss asked. Mary shook her head. "No" "Well, I don't know about here but certainly in England we say it because there is an old belief by some people that a robin is a message from heaven, that a loved one is watching over you." "Do you believe that?" Mary looked at Fliss. Fliss hesitated "Well when my mum's dad died I was 20 and I remember getting up the morning after he died and there was a robin on the fence of the back garden. Bill told me it was my granddad Alex come to check I was ok." "Do you think it was? Really I mean?" "I dunno sweetheart." Fliss sighed "I'd like it to be true..." "Then you should believe it was." Mary said, looking at her "Because isn't that what faith is? Believing something you want to be true?" Fliss looked at Frank who smiled and gave a small shake of his head. She turned back to Mary, smiling softly as she dropped a hand to the back of her head. This kid was unbelievably wise, but with such an innocence behind it all. "Yeah, I suppose it is." Fliss nodded. "Do you think the robin I saw could have been my mom?" She asked, her eyes wide. Frank at that point stepped in, carefully picking an answer that was ambiguous so as not to say yes, but also not dampening her spirits. "If your mom could I'm sure she would come and see you, make sure you're ok." Mary gave a nod, before she turned back to the stall, her attention back on the ornaments. "We need a dog for Thor, and a cat for Fred oh...and a pony for Monty." "What about Cap and Heidi?" Fliss asked, moving to inspect the selection of decorations. "Oh, yeah!" "This is gonna bankrupt me." Frank grumbled, his hands on Fliss' hips, chin resting on her shoulder as he observed the two of them. "Scrooge" Fliss shot back with a smile "Do you think Verity and Bill will like this one?" Mary held up a snowman. "Absolutely" Fliss nodded. "And can I get one for Evelyn?" She asked, selecting a snowflake. Despite the fact that they were now well into the fifty buck range for fucking tree decorations, Frank couldn't help but want to smile at Marys face. She was so thoughtful, the purity behind it all was as usual humbling. So he nodded "Sure she will appreciate it." He smiled. He moved to lift her up so she could hand the ones they had picked over to the guy behind the counter who asked Mary what names she wanted on each one. As she told him, he allowed her to sit up on the edge of the little surface, held in place by Frank to watch as he burnt the names into each ornament before he bagged them up and she took them with a thanks. "Our first family tree stuff!" Mary grinned and Fliss smiled, bending down to give her a hug. They set back off towards the hotel, stopping by a burger joint for dinner before they dumped their bags and returned back out for their final evening in the City. Frank had loved every second of their trip, and so had Mary and Fliss. Seeing Mary's reaction to snow and the Christmas lights had been amazing, along with all the bands on street corners, people walking around dressed up. It was magical and he wasn't afraid to let his inner child come out to play either, as Fliss had just found out. "Whose idea was this again?" He asked as Mary was bouncing up and down in the queue. "Yours!" Fliss scoffed as he took Mary's hand in his right "I seem to recall the very visible horror on your face yesterday when I told you I'd never done it before..." "Thatâs because it's an abomination that someone who's 34 has never been ice skating." "I was a professional athlete." She shrugged "I was banned from doing anything deemed dangerous " Frank looked at her "What do they consider more dangerous than flying a half tonne animal almost 2 meters into the air?" "Bungee jumping, sky diving, jet skiing, water skiing, ice skating.." Fliss shrugged "just to name 5" Frank shook his head as the queue shuffled forward a little. It wasn't too long now, luckily they had timed it right by arriving 20 minutes or so before the next lot of General Admission to the famous Rockefeller rink opened so there weren't too many people ahead. After another 10 minutes they got to the front and Frank nudged Fliss out of the way as she tried to pay. She scowled at him and he simply rolled his eyes and handed his card over. It wasn't cheap but then, he was in New York. What was? Together they headed onto the ice. Frank, having done it a few times as a kid found his legs fairly quickly and didn't stop himself laughing as Mary's completely went from under her and she landed with a thump on her ass. "Here..." he chuckled, offering her his hand. He pulled her up and moved her in front of him. "Give me your hands..." Mary extended her arms to the side and he took her mitten clad hands in his, holding her in front of him. Fliss was moving tentatively behind him, using the sides for support a little. "Ok slide your right foot forward, like on your roller skates..." Frank said. Mary did as she was told "now left...right...left...right..." He continued his chanting and glanced over his shoulder to see Fliss was concentrating on her feet, her tongue poking out slightly. "You good?" "Yup." She said, raising her hand to give him a thumbs up before she skidded slightly and went down in a tangle of limbs. Letting out a laugh he gently pivoted Mary so she could hold onto the side and offered Fliss his hand. Pulling her up into his arms he held her steady for a moment whilst her laughing subsided. He watched her for a second, her face creasing up into those adorable dimples, eyes crinkled so much they were almost shut and her shoulders shook with the force of her giggles. "I fuckin' love you..." he grinned and she smiled at him. "Back at ya sailor" After another few laps Mary and Fliss had managed to get the hand of it which meant Frank could leave them a little bit as he went off for what he called a proper skate. The girls watched calling him a show off as he crossed his feet and turned, skating backwards a little. Both of them debated sabotaging him and tripping him up but they decided not to, instead they simply pretended they didn't know him, resulting in him grabbing Fliss from behind just beneath the large tree, and spinning her round to face him. "Can I help you?" She teased and he gave a snort. "Yeah, you can... Mary?" He called to her where she was trying to perfect a turn and failing as she almost stumbled again. She looked up and headed over. "Can you take our photo?" "Only if you're gonna kiss..." she replied, making smooching noises. "Well we canât disappoint her..." Frank shrugged and Fliss grinned, her smile turning into a shriek as Frank quickly grabbed her hips before he took one hand, keeping the other round her back and dipped her so she was bending backwards, planting a sloppy kiss on her lips. She laughed against his mouth as he gave her a wink, before kissing her a little deeper and then setting her upright, his eyes boring into hers which were shining in the Christmas lights surrounding the rink. "Oh that was great!" Mary howled and he turned to face her as she handed his phone back. Frank checked the photo and had to smile, it was a dammed good shot. He showed it to Fliss and she beamed. "A framer?" She asked. "A framer." He agreed. It took them ages to get Mary to finally leave the rink. Even a bribe of hot chocolate, marshmallows and cookies wasn't doing it. Eventually Frank put his foot down and told her it was time to go as it was almost 9pm and they still had that tree to go see before they headed to Central Park for one last walk in the lights. After handing their skates back and retrieving their belongings from the lockers they followed the path to the tree. As they round the corner Mary gasped. "It's huge!" She turned to look at Frank and Fliss, her eyes wide "Oh my God!" Frank smiled kissed Fliss' cheek as Mary walked slightly ahead of them down the walkway that was flanked with smaller trees and the famous lit up trumpeting angels . As they caught her up he slipped his spare hand in his pocket, his fingers curling round the small, leather box inside. The damned thing had been burning a hole in his pocket since he had bought it in Boston just after Thanksgiving. Fliss, Verity and Bill had all stayed for a very pleasant week rounded off with a damned good proper Thanksgiving dinner and the three of them had flown home on the Friday, as Fliss was starting to stress about her business. He and Mary followed on the Sunday after she had been given the all clear to fly after a weekâs check up at the Hospital. On his spare afternoon, he'd taken a trip into the city with one goal, and it had been surprisingly easy. The first jeweller he has walked into had a perfect ring, and despite the fact he had visited several others none of them caught his eye like that. So he had gone back and asked the assistant for a closer look. It wasn't a huge rock, white gold and emerald cut with in a pave setting, but everything about it had screamed Fliss. It was delicate and feminine but with a wonderful sparkle just like her. He knew that sounded so lame when he had told the assistant but she has just smiled and told him that if he had that much conviction, it must be right. He had been lost when she asked him what size, but in a sudden inspiration he had remembered the Pandora ring he had bought her when he had gotten his first new pay check as supervisor. He mentioned this to the assistant who beamed and said she could easily size it from that by using a simple conversion chart and told him to come back the following day. His sudden good spirit had fallen as he explained he couldn't do and asked her to see if here was anything she could do, even contemplating taking it and having it sizes back in Florida. But, after the shitty run of events over the last week, his luck was in after she returned 5 minutes later with a slip of paper, informing him it would be ready by the end of the day. When he had told Mary he was going to ask Fliss to marry him, she'd been so excited. She'd asked when, where and when he said he didnât know she'd given him the most exasperated look on the planet. The only one of his friend who he had confided in, Greg, hadnât been much help either, simply telling him to do it in a way that meant something to them both. Simply put he just hadn't a fucking clue. He had agonized over how to pop the question. On the boat? Or maybe a sunset on their favourite spot at St Pete's beach? Did he wait for New York? As such, Frank had taken to carrying the ring around with him, waiting for that moment when it felt right. So far it hadn't happened at home and as it stood New York wasnât faring any better. He had thought about it at the top of the Empire state, but it had been too busy. Then there was a moment in Central Park after they had been snowman building that might have worked...until Fliss had nailed him in the face with a snowball. So they'd had a snowball fight instead. Then when walking over Brooklyn Bridge, the skyline behind them⌠then when they walked back to the Hotel after seeing the Lion King on Broadway, going the long way round to see the display in Macy's window all lit up...and then that moment before when Mary had taken a picture of them kissing under the tree on the ice rink... but none of it felt right. It didn't feel like the moment for them. But now something stirred in his gut. This could be it. It wasn't too busy, the place was gorgeous, right in front of the tree Fliss had been so desperate to see... Ok Adler, you can do this. Taking a deep breath he pulled the box from his pocket when he heard Mary give a squeal. "Oh...wow! Frankie look..." Fliss' voice was a whisper and she nudged him, pointing to the base of the tree. He followed her gaze to see a blonde haired man down on one knee, presenting a ring to a dark haired woman who had her hands clasped over her mouth. Frank slipped the box back into his pocket and stared at the man as he placed the ring onto his now fiancĂŠs finger and did his best to look like he cared when Fliss let out a soft "Awwww" The man looked around excitedly, his eyes falling on the three of them before he asked Frank if he or Fliss would mind taking a photo for them. "Course not buddy, congratulations." Frank smiled. Fucking prick... ***** "It was AMAZING!" Mary gushed to Verity as they walked to the car, Fliss' parents having come to pick them up from the airport. "we saw so much stuff but nowhere near all of it but Frank said we could go back next year in the summer maybe and do a bit more." "Looks like someone else had a good time too." Bill smiled, nodding to Fliss who let out a loud yawn. Frank chuckled "She was up all night, I told her not to have more food so close to bed time." "I wanted a hot dog and a pretzel." Fliss mumbled, "Besides, it's nothing to do with the food...we did a lot of walking." Bill gave a snort "You ride horses for a living, you should be fit enough to walk round New York" "I probably skated about 4 miles too..." Fliss said looking at Mary "Someone wouldn't come off the ice rink" "You been sleeping ok otherwise?" Verity looked at her "I'm fine mum." She smiled "No anxiety?" 'V, she said she's fine so leave it" Bill said gently and Fliss shot a grateful look at her dad. She knew her mum was only concerned but she was fed up of assuring people she was fine. After the attack from John she had suffered a bout of delayed shock which had manifested in a few panic attacks, nightmares, and restlessness at night and on one occasion nausea. Luckily Frank had been brilliant at keeping calm when she had an episode, helping her work through it and the last incident she had suffered had been over a week ago. Once they were all in the car, Frank took the passenger seat after Verity offered it to him, Mary continued to chat all the drive home about New York, Fliss and Frank butting in here and there. They arrived home little after 30 minutes later and Fliss headed up the steps with Mary, Thor almost sending the pair of them flying when they opened the door. "Oh puppy I missed you!" Fliss smiled as she gave him plenty of attention and he kept licking her face, whining and emitting quiet little barks. "Did you miss me? Did you?" "Yerress" Frank did his best Scooby Doo impression as he walked past and Fliss let out a laugh, as she stood up and headed into the living room behind Mary, bumping into the girl as she stopped dead, giving a squeal as she saw the Christmas Tree in the corner. "Mum, Dad?" Fliss called, smiling "I take it you did this?" Frank appeared behind them both, smiling as Fliss and Mary exchanged a glance before they all turned to Bill and Verity who were stood in the doorway. "Well we know how much you like to get your tree up as early as you can and, well we were picking one up for ourselves so we got you one. You donât mind do you?" Verity, looked at Fliss then Frank. "No, of course not!" Fliss grinned. "Saved me a job." Frank nodded "Thanks guys." "Can we decorate it tonight?" Mary asked "Pleeeeeeeaaaasssseee Frank!" Frank glanced at his watch before giving a sigh, he knew she wouldn't go to bed if he said no anyway so what was the point? Plus she was at the University tomorrow which didnât start until 10 so... "Ok, but if you so much as grumble tomorrow morning when I get you up you'll be in deep trouble." He looked at her sternly as she stooped to pick Fred up. "Cross my heart, hope to die, we all know Fred's got one eye..." she chanted off, nodding. "We brought your box of decorations from the annex." Verity smiled at Fliss, nodding to the box on the floor. "We thought you could pick what you want to keep now you're combining."
âSpeaking of decorationsâŚâ Frank said, looking at Mary.
âOhâŚyeahâŚhang onâŚâ She said, running to the sofa where she had dumped her little pink rucksack. She fished out the paper bag they had gotten from the stall and found the Snowman they had bought. With a smile she handed it to Verity who looked down at it, her face curling into a smile as her eyes started to prick with tears.
âFliss said you wouldnât mind the names Mary wanted on them.â Frank said, watching carefully.
âOf course we donât mind!â Bill smiled, picking Mary up to give her a hug âWe are Nanny V and Poppa B ainât that right kiddo?â âYep!â she grinned, hugging him.
âWeâll save it to hang tomorrow when you come over after school.â Verity said as Bill set Mary on the floor and she hugged her tightly.
After a little more chat Verity and Bill left and Frank instructed Mary to change into her Pyjamas before they did the tree. Deciding that was a good idea, Fliss did the same and before long they were all in the living room. Fliss and Mary going through the boxes of decorations, Frank wrestling with the tangle of fairy lights. How they managed to get so fucking knotted up after simply being in a box for 12 months was beyond him.
He had just about managed it when Thor came over to inspect what he was doing, and dropped straight onto his back on top of the string.
âThorâŚget out of itâŚâ he grumbled, pushing the dog who simply rolled over, taking half the lights with him, tangling them round his legs and his tails. âJesus ChristâŚstand stillâŚfor fucks sakeâŚâ
Thinking this was a huge game, Thor started to bounce around, barking, and Frank shook his head. âFliss, sort this mutt outâŚ.â Fliss gave a laugh and dropped off the sofa, calling Thor to her. He sat down, allowing Frank to remove the lights before he stood up, shaking them out. Together the 3 of them wound them round the tree before they made a start on the decorations.
âFrank got me this for my first Christmas.â Mary said, hanging a red bauble which had her name on it. âThe glitter has all fallen off it now.â
âWe can add more if you want.â Fliss looked at her and Mary shrugged.
âI kinda like it.â It didnât take them long, and their wooden trinkets from New York were the last ones they hung, Mary ensuring they took pride of place. Frank then lifted her up so she could place the star at the top before they stood back.
âReady for the big turn on?â Frank asked, grinning. Mary and Fliss cheered and began a countdown from 5. When they hit 1 Frank hit the switch and the lights on the tree came to life. He stepped back, looking up at it, his arm curling round Flissâ shoulder, his other dropping to Mary as she grinned.
âBest Tree ever.â she smiled.
âYeah, and now itâs time for the best bed everâŚâ he looked at her.
âSeriously?â Mary complained
âNo moaning, remember?â Frank instructed her. âThat was in the morning.â
âWell I just extended it to now as well.â he said, shrugging âBecause I can, so getâŚâ âFine, fine, Iâm goingâŚâ she grumbled. âNight Fliss.â âNight sweetie.â Fliss dropped a kiss to her head before Mary shot a filthy look at Frank who met her with a passive one of his own.
âIâll be in in a second.â Frank shot after her, watching as she headed down to the hallway. He turned back to Fliss who was watching the tree, a smile on her face.
âNot exactly up to Maceyâs standardsâŚâ Frank chuckled and she shook her head.
âI love it.â âIt looks like an Elf threw up on it.â
âAll trees should be like that.â Fliss shrugged, before she gave his cheek a peck. âNow, you go sort Mary and Iâll get us both a beer.â âActuallyâŚâ he said, looping his arms round her waist. âI believe there was something else you promised me tonightâŚâ âOh, yes, of course, Frankie has needsâŚâ she replied with an almost uncanny impersonation, which made him snort. âDoes that mean no beer?â
âNo beer.â âYou want me to wait in bed.â âYes I do.â he nodded âGo, Iâll let Thor out and lock up.â
Grinning she accepted his kiss and smiled as she turned around, casting him a quite frankly sinful look over her shoulder which almost had him hard right there and then. Not wanting to wait a moment longer he sorted the dog, locked the door, poked his head into Maryâs room to wish her goodnight, and headed into their bedroom. Fliss was hanging her jeans in the closet after having simply discarded them on the bed earlier, and wasting no time Frank pulled off his T-shirt, tossing it to the side before he stepped up behind her, spinning her round to face him. He pressed his lips to hers, deepening the kiss as he slid his hands down to cup her ass and she smirked into the kiss.
âI like your ass.â he muttered. âI like yours tooâ she said back, âAnd your armsâ
He laughed and pulled back to look down at her as her fingers trailed up his biceps. âMy arms?â
âYeah, your big, strong arms, and your big, broad shoulders and your stupid, handsome faceâŚâ she muttered, pulling him back down to her. In between the dizzying kisses Frank steered her towards the bed, and as her legs collided with the edge he stopped to gently trail kisses across her bare collar bone. His lips found her jaw and then, with a wicked quirk of his eyebrow he reached down for her thighs, and grabbing them he pulled them forwards, causing her to fall backwards as he pitched them both onto the bed. As she laughed he chuckled slightly before he kissed her again, and then it was a scramble to get out of his clothes as fast as he could before he fell back on top of his girl, his hands pulling up her camisole top, lips kissing at the spot just below her ear before he slid down her shorts, his mouth gently kissing a trail up from her belly through the middle of her breasts, up her neck and finally back to her mouth.
Fliss was utterly lost now, in the usual whirl of love, and lust and passion and kissed him back, hard as his hand gently dropped between her legs and he felt her slick against the tips of his fingers as he gently coaxed at her clit, continuing until she was nothing short of a writhing mess clawing at his back, aching for him. They locked eyes as he took her left hand in his, and slowly worked into her, both moaning simultaneously at the sensation, Flissâs eyes rolling back at the exquisite stretch inside. Frank began to move his hips slowly, deeply, his thrusts werenât measured in the slightest despite the fact he was absolutely aching for her. He wanted to take it slow, end what had been an amazing trip in the same mood it had started in, absolute pure love.
His mouth moved back to Flissâs neck, nipping gently at her skin and she let out low moan as he picked up the pace ever so slightly, his spare hand kept hold of her hip, keeping her as close to him as she could possibly be.
âFuck, Frank, right thereâŚâ she groaned as he hit her spot and he smirked slightly, he loved the way she got like this with him, ever so demanding at times, such a far cry from the timid woman he had fallen for the previous year.
âYeah?â he panted as she gave a soft cry, her body tensing underneath him âGood.â âSo goodâŚâ she moaned, arching her back. His mouth found hers again and his hand slid from her hip to gently tease her nipple and she rolled her hips to grind up against him, changing the angle slightly causing him to go deeper.
âLissyâŚâ he panted as he drove into her deeply, slowly, and then again and again, his pace increasing ever so slightly. Every single sense Frank possessed was on fire and he broke the long, lazy kiss that they were sharing to stifle a moan against her cheek when he felt her clench around him, a tell-tale sign she was nearing her release. The sheets rustled underneath and around them both as his hips pushed up against hers, and Frank saw Flissâ head tip back, her throat bared to him in utter bliss as she came hard, her moans soft and breathy into his ear. Frank picked up his pace slightly, chasing his own end as he pushed her through hers, and when he felt that snake in his belly beginning to unravel, he gave a low grunt which morphed into a gasp as he clung to Fliss, spilling himself into her, his hips slowing to a stop as he collapsed forward. Fliss gave a soft chuckle as her hands gently slid up his back and into his hair, as she moved and pressed a soft kiss to his head.
âI know I keep saying it but I really do fuckinâ love you Cowgirl.â he said, voice muffled as his face pressed into her neck.
Fliss gave a chuckle âIâll never tire of hearing it Sailor. â
He moved to look at her, flashing her a grin before he caught her mouth in a sweet kiss. **** "You still not managed it?" Greg asked as they stood at the bar, waiting for their drinks. Frank sighed and glanced at Fliss who was sat with Bonnie in the booth, the pair of them sniggering at something. "Do you see a ring on her finger?" He looked at Greg. "No" "Well there's your answer." "What's the hold up, man?" Greg frowned. "Nothing has felt right." Frank sighed "she wonât want a huge fuss in front of people so that basically ruled out all of New York...bar one moment when I thought it was time, in front of the tree at Rockefeller...and then some douchebag went and beat me to it, proposing to his girl whilst we watched..." "You're over thinking it." Greg said, looking at Frank "Take a step back. When are the pair of you at your best? The time you enjoy most, I mean" "Honestly?" Frank shrugged "at night when Mary's gone to bed and we finally sit down and just watch TV or joke around." "Well there you go." Greg shrugged "What, at home?" Frank frowned "Why not?" Greg looked at him "the point isn't to be showy or flashy but to show her you wanna spend the rest of your life with her." Frank pondered this for a moment. Greg has a point. They were at their happiest doing the simple things, spending quiet time together, being fucking normal. Fliss loved it when they curled up and Frank would simply cuddle her close and kiss her head, easy signs of affection that she had craved all through her wreck of a marriage. And Frank loved it too, because it made him feel grounded, time for him to simply be Frank in his own right, the very thing he used to use his Friday night drinking sessions for. Now he could feel it every night, thanks to LissyâŚ
And then, suddenly an idea came to him, out of nowhere.
Oh, it was perfect! "Greg..." he smiled, slapping the man on the back "you are a genius." "Glad I could be of service." Greg smirked "This means I get best man duty, right?"
Frank smirked at him, shrugging, not giving anything away. His eyes flicked back to Fliss who had now stood up, Simon having returned to the table sliding in next to Bonnie. Frankâs eyes travelled up her bare legs, from her high-heels up to the short little pink playsuit she was wearing, which was printed with black palm trees and other patterns, the small straps settling on her tanned shoulders, the front showing him just enough cleavage. She was wearing a black butterfly necklace that she had bought in New York and her hair was loose, falling over her shoulders in soft curls. Her brown eyes locked onto his and he smiled as he remembered the last Circle Of Truth Christmas outing the previous year, when he had told her he loved her for the first time. And here they were, now 5 days away from their second Christmas together.
âHey beautifulâ he smiled as she reached his side. His arm curled round her and he pressed a kiss to her cheek âYou ok?â âYeah, just thirsty.â she smiled. âCan I get a water as well as my gin please?â
âSureâŚâ he turned to look at the bar tender who was pulling their drinks together. Once he had attracted his attention and added a bottle of water to the order he turned back to her as Greg spoke up.
âFrank said you enjoyed New York.â âOh, it was fantastic.â she smiled âEvery bit as magical as I thought it was going to be.â
âGood, Iâm glad you all had a good time.â Greg smiled âYou deserved it after everything that went down.â âYeah well, heâs banged up now. His brother is going to go down for Endangerment or whatever it is you call it, itsâ done, itâs over.â Fliss smiled, âWe got the rest of our lives ahead of us now.â âWell, if that doesnât call for shots then I donât know what doesâŚâ Greg smirked as the bar tender placed their drinks in front of them.
âNo, GregâŚâ Fliss started to protest but Greg cut her off.
âYes Greg!â he smirked, turning to the bar tender, âCan I get a bottle of Tequila pal and 8 glasses.â Fliss groaned âIâm teaching at 9 am!â
âDumbassâŚâ Greg looked at her and Frank gave a snort.
âI told you to switch them outâŚâ
âI canât!â she pouted âI already did for Boston and New YorkâŚâ âWellâŚâ Greg smirked as the bar tender set the bottle and glasses down in front of him âLooks like youâre doing it with a hangover honey.â âFuck my lifeâŚâ **** Fuck my life indeed. Fliss spent the following morning throwing up, groaning once more that she was never drinking tequila EVER again. Frank reminded her of how many times she had said that over the time he had known her and sheâd simply let out a huge fake sob and thrown herself face down on the bed again declaring that she didnât want to adult anymore as it sucked.
The days before Christmas passed in the usual chaos. Presents were wrapped and stashed under the tree, more drinks were had with Friends. Evelyn visited for a few days, which had actually almost pleased Frank a little. She wasnât staying for Christmas, her arrangements having already been made, but she had hinted that maybe next year she could, to which Frank and Fliss had both agreed. She had been taken with Maryâs gift to her and had laughed out loud when Bill and Verity had presented her with a case of Malbec, the same Malbec sheâd smashed a bottle of over Johnâs head. Her gifts to them both had been a substantial chunk of money, in the thousands, and when Frank had protested at the amount on the cheque she had waved it off as 8 years of owed presents. Maryâs was wrapped so it was placed under the tree for Christmas morning. Evelyn headed back to Boston on the morning of Christmas Eve, Frank and Mary driving her to the airport instead of her driver, where they had both bid her a Happy Christmas and waved her goodbye as she headed off to spend it with her friends in Newton.
After the final preparations were made Frank, Fliss and Mary collapsed onto the sofa for a Marathon of Christmas Films. Mary was, as usual, excited and the copious amounts of chocolate and candy she was shovelling down werenât helping either, but what the hell, it was Christmas after all.
"You ok?" Frank glanced at Fliss as she sat on the other side of the couch. Love Actually was playing, the final film of the evening before Mary went to bed. Fliss, however didn't look like she was paying attention. "Huh?" She looked at him, blinking. "I said are you ok? You look like you were miles away"
âYeah, sorry, I was errrâŚjust running through things in my head, making sure nothing was forgotten.â Frank smiled. They were hosting Verity and Bill tomorrow as Steven and his family were at his wifeâs parents for this year, flying out instead of the 28th to spend New Yearâs with them all. Fliss had asked Frank if they could host, as sheâd never had the chance to do that before and of course he had agreed, not least because of the excited look on her face when she had asked.
âThe table is set, food and everything is ready to goâŚâ he chuckled, looking at her âJust relaxâŚâ
He reached round Mary, his hand gently rubbing at Flissâ back and she smiled at him, turning her attention to the TV.
20 minutes or so later the film finished and Mary jumped up, grabbing Frankâs hand to make him dance to God Only Knows as the final closing scenes played out. He smiled and picked her up, resting her on his hip as he twirled her round to the song, the pair of them laughing before he eventually dropped her down and told her it was bed time. She scooted off, Fred trotting behind her, his tail swishing as she skipped and Frank headed in about 5 minutes later to tuck her in, before he came back to the living room.
âShe wants you to go and say goodnight.â he smiled,
Fliss nodded and stood up.
âYou sure youâre ok?â Frank asked.
âYeah, honestly, Iâm just tired.â she assured him. Giving him a kiss she headed up the hall and Frank watched her go before he smiled to himself, and set about quickly putting the last touches to his plan.
She came back about 10 minutes later and he smiled at her as she walked into the room.
âOK, now sheâs out of the wayâŚI got something for you...â Frank smiled.
Fliss looked at him before she shook her head, chuckling a little âI got something for you tooâŚFrank, I have-â âMe first.â Frank cut her off.
She looked at him for a second, his bright blue eyes were shining as he grinned at her and she rolled her eyes.
âFineâŚâ she smiled, âOk, you first.â He grinned and then folded his arms âYou gotta find it.â âWhat?â
âItâs hidden, on the tree, and you gotta find it.â Her face lit up as she gave a laugh âYou are such a dork!â âYeah, I knowâŚâ Narrowing her eyes playfully she moved to the tree, glancing at it. âOk so itâs not very big then, seeing as I canât see it straight away.â Frank shrugged as she continued her search.
âI havenât put it high up, seeing as youâre a short assâŚâ âIâm perfectly average for a woman thank you.â âTrust me baby girl, nothing about you is average.â he winked and she let out a snort.
âCharmer.â she grinned, turning back to the tree.
âOk, youâre miles offâŚâ he said, and she moved to her right âGettinâ warmerâŚwarmerâŚok, yep, nearly thereâŚâ Fliss continued to search, and then something caught her eye. There was something shiny handing from the nose of her Doe ornament. She stepped forward slightly, and when she realised what it was her right hand flew to her mouth. Frankâs breath caught in his throat as she spun to face him, her eyes wide.
"You, me and Mary have been hanging out together since August last year now...â he said, clearing his throat slightly âHow do you feel about hanging with us forever?" He watched, holding his breath as Fliss' chest heaved with emotion as she looked at him, those brown eyes he could happily stare at all day were full of tears, the hand which had flown to her mouth in surprise was now shaking as it slid to the spot beneath her throat, that dip in her neck that he could nuzzle at forever. "I'll hang with you for as long as you'll have me..." she whispered, taking a deep breath. "Is that a yes?" Frank inhaled sharply and a watery laugh burst through her tears. "Yes. Yes, a thousand times yes!" Frank's face split into a huge grin "shit..." he sputtered before she threw herself into his arms and he lifted her up easily, her legs wrapping around his waist as he held her close, kissing her neck. She pulled back and placed a kiss to his lips, long and short pecks being shared as she laughed and he laughed, the pair of them simply lost in the moment until eventually he set her down and with a shaking hand he reached out to retrieve the ring from where it was hanging. Taking her left hand in his, with a deep breath he slipped the diamond onto her finger.
Fliss looked at it, admiring the way the delicate band sat underneath her knuckle, the beautiful diamond twinkling in the lights of the tree.
"Oh Frankie...itâs gorgeous..." she whispered, before she looked at him, taking his face in both his hands and pulling him down for a deep kiss. "I love you so much."
"I love you too." He smiled, kissing her again before he pulled away, his hands linking behind her back.
"I err, got us some champagne." He smiled, "I know it was presumptive of me but figured we could have it tomorrow if you turned me down." Fliss looked up at him, blinking before she took a deep breath âFirst I need to get youâŚjust wait hereâŚâ He released her from his hold and she turned and headed out of the room, Frank watched her go, blinking for a moment before he shrugged and headed to the fridge, the smile still plastered on his face. She said yes!
Not that he had doubted she would, not really, but there had always been that little bit of fright she may have done. But that was all gone now. As he popped the cork on the bottle he found himself thinking about how he would be doing that soon enough on his wedding day. He poured 2 glassed and headed into the living room with them wondering if maybe a late Autumn wedding next year would be nice, October perhaps when it started to cool off slightly. They could do the beach wedding she always wanted, hire a marquee... Lost in his thoughts completely he jumped a little when Fliss spoke his name and turned to look at her as she stood in front of him, the back of his thighs brushing against the sofa slightly. He noticed her hand was in her pocket, clutching something. Playfully he nodded towards it âI assume thatâs not a spanner." He chuckled, referencing the joke they often shared and Fliss shook her head, biting her lip. "No...itâs...a bit bigger than that" With a shaky hand she pulled out a small, white stick of plastic and held it towards him. It took Frank a moment to understand what it was and as soon as he did his eyes widened and he looked at her, then it, then back again.
"You're...we're...no...that's..." he stuttered, reaching out to take it from her. "I found out this morning." Fliss whispered, watching hair reaction carefully "I suspected last week but thought it might all be down to stress and stuff but..." "How, I mean..." "I should have started a new pill packet when we went to Boston but I forgot to take it with me. I thought I'd be ok if I started as soon as I got back but..." "There's a baby in there?" Frank cut her off as he stumbled over his words, nodding to her stomach "Yeah" Fliss nodded. "You put it there." Frank's legs grew shaky and he dropped onto the sofa, staring down at the test in his hands.
2 blue lines.
2 blue lines that had just changed his world forever. "I'm sorry, I know this is sudden and I should have been more careful..." Fliss took a tentative step towards him and he reached out, his hands on either side of her hips, gently pulling her t-shirt up. He leaned forward and placed a soft kiss to her belly, his forehead resting just above her navel. "I'm gonna be a dad..." he said, pulling back, his eyes watering. "Frankie, you already are..." Fliss said, her own tears once more springing forth. "I know you hate it when I say that about Mary but it's true." He looked at her, a dazed smile split his face into two as he pulled her onto his lap, where she straddled him, and he kissed her, hard, leaving her slightly breathless before he rest his forehead against hers. "Fuck, Lissy..." he whispered, his eyes closed "You're cooking a little person..." She spluttered a laugh, nodding, her forehead brushing his as she did. "Was it made in Boston...is that the right word?" He pulled back to look at her and she laughed, brushing her hand through his fluffy hair as his gently reached out to rest against her stomach. "Yeah and most likely." "It's a little Boston Bean" he grinned and she laughed again, pressing her lips to his. "You're ok with it then? I know it's probably not what you would have planned but..." "Ok? Of course I'm ok!" He smiled "I love you and the thought of us making a little person that's half me, half you...fuck, it's amazing." She smiled and nodded, her voice a whisper "I know..."
"There is one problem." Franks said, his arms wrapping tightly around her. "What?" "You just ruined Christmas forever...because nothing is ever gonna live up to this ever again."
72 notes
¡
View notes
Note
Please share your thoughts based of the bingo cards below because I wanna know đ
i am absolutely going to be talking about all things controversial below the cut: áľËĄáľáľË˘áľ ��áľâż'áľ Ęłáľáľáľ ᜌᜠʸáľáľ áľĘłáľ áľ áś áľâż áľáś áľáľĘłáľáľĘłáľ áľâżáľ áľáľáľáśŚáľĘ°áľÂ
season one
there isn't much I think is super controversial in season one, but I will definitely be talking about selina, the batcat kiss, and the overall season itself
on selina i have to say i was a little nervous before the show aired. itâs silly but also understandable for me because i always find myself getting nervous whenever someone new takes on a character I love. but honestly, i think camren is the best selina kyle we could have asked for. there is just always something about each catwoman/selina kyle i didnât like, but with camren i think we get the most true and genuine portrayal because gotham shows her childhoodâa obviously important part to selinaâs character. itâs a side of her we never get to see much of in the comics or in films, and i just find it a very important part to her character.Â
sometimes I think people are too drawn into making selina something more (holy tim burton, batman! sheâs got cat powers!). and I hate to throw tim under the bus with this, but over time the whole cat powers thing really pissed me off because part of what I loved about selina was how she was a regular person. she didnât need cat powers to be great or special. it also kinda makes me sad when people compare camâs selina so much to pfeifferâs because a. camren is her own selina and shouldnât be put under that kind of pressure and b. I really canât see someone as tough as camrenâs selina becoming some old manâs assistant with âcorndogsâ as a (cat)chprase(?)Â
i know itâs silly, but another thing about camâs selina is how much i just love her. i just grew up wanting to be her and be like her. i wanted to be hardened by city streets and i know itâs dumb but i donât think i have to explain why i feel such a strong way about her. we all have our favorite characters. **more of this hot mess in the tags
moving into the batcat kiss i was initially really uncomfortable and disappointed with it. david and cam were young at the time, therefore, so were bruce and selina, and i just honestly feel like it was too soon. however, i know in an interview they talked about it and were okay with itâcam saying how she was able to separate herself from the characterâso I have grown to be more tolerant of it (is it dumb to say i was a little embarrassed for them because thatâs how i would feel if it was me?) i am also not innocent because i did make a gifset of the kiss but it was also paired with selina asking for bruceâs consent, and i only made it because i liked the parallels (queue a young me making gifs on makeagif.com) Now, I will highly advocate for that gifset because to me it really shows how much selina went to get bruceâs âokayâ before she kissed him. i feel as though we are always advocating so much when it comes to a womanâs consent but never when it is a manâs and both are equally as important but weâll get into that later in this post.Â
another thing i want to add, is how iâd like to believe i have some idea as to why they did the kiss in the first place. i want to believe it had something to do with the trauma of the day, or the fact that bruce is a boy who showed selina genuine kindness when she is clearly someone who has gone without. god forbid it only to be seen as âcuteâ but perhaps, because selina wanted to know what it felt like to be touched in that sort of way. by someone like Bruce (who was innocent and had never been kissed) maybe it was some sort of way to thank him or a parting gift, to which iâm sure people would say thatâs wrong but i feel with selinaâs background it makes sense. as if it was a way for bruce to remember her by. now, i personally wouldnât know what any of that feels like so maybe that throws all my credibility out the window but these are just my ideas.
the season overall i hold onto dear, i know we all have our favorites and this isnât controversial, but you canât beat the first. sometimes, i do feel like shows lose their way and loose that little spark when they first got started. and to be honest, i did feel that a little with gotham. not only that (and iâve said this before so iâm sorry if iâm a broken record) but with gotham it gaves us these characters we are so used to seeing a certain way. the show took these seeming monsters and turned them human and we as watchers related to them. edward nygma was a nerd working at the gcpd. oswald was a guy holding an umbrella, turned dishwasher who then became the king of gotham. poison ivy was just a kid. everything was so new and fresh and exciting. so yeah, i think thatâs a wrap on season one
season two
the only thing i am really going to talk about from this season was âbabitha.â again, i am sorry for anyone who follows me, is reading this and is a fan of them but in all seriousness: their relationship was toxic as hell. first off, i really didnât like barbara nor tabitha before hand. barbara always felt whiny and needy while tabitha was played like some ditzy woman for her brother. together they were highly annoying, and i almost hate say that because independently tabitha was a really strong character. i still didnât like her but i see and appreciate her without her brother.Â
going into that i really think there where times barbara dragged her down. times where barbara was unstable, power-hungry and it just seemed like tabitha was not enough unless she had more. barbara also didnât seem to like the idea that butch had a special place in tabithaâs heart (and then later killed him). i mean this is a funny way, but barbara can come off like that kid who was never told ânoâ in her life.
not to mention when tabitha died and barbara went and fucked jim for the sake it of, i guess. i know everyone grieves differently and holy batgirl, batman! but it doesnât seem right.
i wish i had more to say on them with better examples, but i honestly have way more to say regarding the sirens so iâm gonna let you read that instead.
honorable mentions include: bridgit pike deserving better because that girl could never catch a break. and the true ending of herself and karen jennings meeting, falling in love, and leaving gotham together. it honestly makes me sad i made up this ship and it feels like iâm the only one keeping it afloat.Â
season three
again, i have my issues regarding the sirenâs team up, so i was unhappy when they decided to make tabitha galavan selinaâs mentor. i personally would not want to pair someone as vulnerable as selina with someone who physically and mentally abused her, but okay gotham. so that is where my ted grant comment came in, i assume youâve read the comics and know that ted was one of the few who originally trained selina before becoming catwoman. therefore, i was disappointed they didnât use him as i find him a better canidate for a mentor but also such an important person in her story. he would have been a great addition to the show.Â
of course my first honorable mention must go to the batman returns scene because youâre only hip if piggy-back off of tim burton. as i mentioned above i donât like how much camâs selina is compared to pfiefferâs. i donât understand why they had to re-create something i already think is over hyped when gotham is already a great show on itâs own, it would have been redeeming if they had not done the âcat powerâ thing in season five but thankfully they didnât really use it.it really pisses me off how much they really tried to make that scene frame for frame.Â
my second honorable mention is going to be given to selina not knowing five was bruce because of his scars & alfred and maria respectively. i could talk a lot about why i love maria and alfred--i understand why people donât like her and theyâre right to do so, however, i do think they are right for one another. they both have jaded pasts, and yeah, the show was teasing love-interests for alfred a here and there but how can you not be happy for him when he saw selinaâs mom? i think people should be redeemed and i honestly think maria was at least changed by her time at wayne manor and if you want i wrote a fic about alfred and maria but itâs totally bad writing wise so donât read it. also. iâm sorry itâs dirty and i couldnât go through with it. itâs kinda bad
as for selina and five i think there is something imamate about selina knowing bruceâs scars (not gonna lie,i was honestly going to talk about this but iâm too tired and donât think i have anything meaningful to have)
season four
this is probably going to be the hardest season for me to talk about. and the only two things iâm going to cover are the toxic manipulation and abuse between the sirens team-up, as well as the sexual abuse bruce endured.
on the sirens i just wanna say i hopefully plan in the future to make a master-post involving this trio. i want to be as clear as possible and include the episodes but in case i donât iâm just going to try my best. keep in mind i made this post regarding this topic a long time ago if you want the quick version. if you do check it out itâs been a while since i read it so it is probably messy and ugly. i also want to point out iâm going to try and talk about how much of the adults in selinaâs life failed her. barbara and tabitha hit this mark pretty hard since at least barbara was there in the beginning stages of her life, and the trio themselves were made to appear as some sort of strong power-house.
i get on a surface level why fans like the barabra/tabitha + selina team-up (because girl power i guess), but i honestly canât get over the abuse selina endured to even get to the point of being in a group. much of their relationship seemed more about tabitha and barbara loving to have her rather then love her, period. there were times during their involvement that it was clear selina was not an equal, and times where being with them made selina weaker (speaking about when she called upon them for help in that one episode where she was trapped, yet youâre telling me this is the same girl who took out that guyâs eyes from season one?) several times, selina appeared to be talked down to and treated as though she couldnât handle tasks, yet has been homeless her whole life and has broken in and out of prison.Â
the interaction between barbara and selina from season one haunts me a great deal for the way barbara spoke to selina and was objectifying her. i made a long-post/ask about it here which i encourage you to look at. this is particularly hard for me to talk about for the simple fact of selina being a child of the streets and barbara speaking to her like sheâs trying to pimp her out *for lack of a better way of saying it* i just donât think this is something an adult should be saying to selina because the truth is that barabara is the adult and should do better. her and tabitha even dressed her up for that club commercial (in which selina was clearly unhappy) and had her running a club full of underage kids developing a drinking problem and one very small boy being taken advantage of.Â
people hate it when alfred slapped selina but when tabitha punched selina unconscious and kidnaped her for barbara itâs no big deal
and the episode âto our deaths and beyondâ hits deepest and is a clean sign of manipulation when they both tricked selina into bringing bruce so they could mutilate him for his blood. even when he was crying and panicking barbara help him down and tabitha held selina back from helping him.Â
here is a gifset about the scene and *lex iâm sorry for using your set if you happen to see this (but please donât see this because i donât wanna make anyone feel bad and i just want to speak freely about what i believe)Â
again, not treating selina with respect, and when she straight told them she would have not brought bruce BECAUSE HE IS HER FRIEND, tabitha got defense and questioned her loyalty. first off, you are an adult and should know how to act better. she knew selina wouldnât have brought bruce otherwise because they knew what they were doing was wrong. they knew how much bruce meant to selina and for them to try to guilt her is awful in itself. tricking and manipulating bruce is awful. mutilating him is awful. and holding selina back from helping her friend after you lied to her is awful--this is honestly one of the most sickening things for me to watch *not to mention why you would not want selina to be friends with bruce when heâs clearly a great guy* (but the gifset is pretty no question. shout-out to lex for being so talented)
in addition to this, the entire selina getting shot storyline is right up there too. i understand the writerâs didnât have enough time to flesh everything out but it wasnât even mentioned once that barbara and tabitha went to visit her. i believe tabitha might have mentioned it but it was only to get revenge over jeremiah, but they never visited her or checked on her, and she tried to kill herself and still nothing.Â
now, iâm not trying to be all biased for bruce wayne because he was there for her every singe day and never left her side. nor would i ever mention that idea of bruce physically helping selina care for her own body when she couldnât. how he got her that medicine to heal her pain and held her while she screamed that she wanted to die. all the while doing everything he could to help her not feel that way again.
you can say a lot of things about bruce wayne. people love to talk shit about him. but at the end of the day you can never say he was a bad friend, because he was the best. and you canât say that for barbara and tabitha (not only to add how all the abuse was never brought up nor apologized for)
now, onto something that i am a big advocate for and particularly boils my blood. bruceâs alcohol problem and constant physical abuse by the adults in the show.Â
i am mainly speaking about ivy (peyton list) however, while reading a reddit thread someone said that graceâs actress as twenty-one years of age, also kissing david (who i believe was sixteen at the time). someone else, also said that it wasnât really illegal but i honestly do not care. if the roles were reversed and it was a young girl vs an older man, people would be in outrage and i donât think that should change be it david.
the scene with peyton particularly bothers me because she is substantially older, and while you could argue it might not be david based off how the scene was shot, i highly doubt it. itâs wrong no matter how you slice it and it particularly bothers me because the abuse surrounding men/boys is taken so lightly. iâm not trying to put presidency over female abuse, as i believe both are equal in how awful they are, but there is evidence behind males being mocked. something that is at a higher volume, and it makes me wonder the number of rapes that go unreported or those who canât talk about it because they wonât be believed. iâve already seen it but i would be lying if i said i wasnât worried for david to be conditioned to think what happened to him was fun or cool.
on top of all the kissing in the club scene followed by waking up in bed with the two girls--i would not hesitate to think he was taken advantage of in some way. i also canât even think of his drinking days and not think of all the people who potentially abused him.
i obviously canât speak for david and perhaps iâm grasping at straws but this is something that bother me and no one talks about enough.
season five
nothing to add here except while i did miss cam in the final and it wasnât complete without here, i very much respect her for her choice to walk away. i think it shows a high level of intelligence and integrity (something i wish i had). and i most admire her for passing on the torch when she felt she wasnât ready, which i think speaks volumes of her and her character. again, selina one selina will always be my favorite so i love the idea of my favorite staying a young girl before she was ready. i donât think the show was ready. and as much as i would have loved for her to have a cameo like david did, it isnât here or there and she said she favorite scene was on the staircase. so as far as iâm concerned, thatâs the best place to leave on (even though that wasnât the last scene but weâre ignoring that)
i hope this wasnât too wordy or long!
#i'm so sorry if me not using capitals was really annoying. i wanted to be aesthetically pretty#thank you dear!#please feel free to add to this!#sorry this took so long#gotham bingo#asks#asks: ashlyn#also. in case I don't talk about it in the post (because I always write the tags first)#street selina is really important to me because itâs something we donât see enough of in the comics#itâs what I crave so Iâm sure it makes be biased to rave about camâs performance#but long ago I used to think Kitt and Newmar were over the top (now I find them endearing and funny)#plus 60âs catwoman comes off more like a villain and maybe the only redeeming thing was how she was considering change for batman#unfortunately though when newmar left they didnât have the romance with kitt but also in a weird way I grew up with cam#she was not really *catwoman* but I do think selina Kyle on her own is just as fucking important#as I say with bruce because really anyone can be batman or catwoman but it takes someone special to be the one underneath#and Iâm around the same age as cam and when I watched that show my life was a certain way#and when it was over my life was totally different#I wanted to be her and I used to think if selina could do something so could I. which is why I hold so tight onto season one#with the other catwoman. I like Phiffer but I think sheâs a little overrated. again. I hate the cat thing. I hate the assistant thing#but all an all Iâve grown to love the film more and more. with Hathaway I donât think she had a lot to work with#also. Iâm a nit picky motherfucker and I didnât like that she didnât have her whip nor did I like that she used guns#there was really nothing wrong with her but there wasnât much special either (again. she didnât have much to work with)#and a speical mention for Hally Berry who was not selina and again the cat thing but she was my first catwoman and who got me into the#character in the first place. donât know why Iâm fucking judging newmar and kitt though considering I pulled the same shit when I was a kid#but okay Haley
4 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Chasing
Authorâs note: Iâm sure Iâm not the only one writing about this scenario but I had to have my go at it. This is based on Nice To Meet Ya and everything Niall has said about it so far. Club hopping, finding and losing each other at each one, the saucy stuff eventually. Big thanks to @undertheniall for basically outlining the whole plot with me. Love you!!
Words: 5k (rip)
Warnings: NSFW, drinking, a bad pick up line, unsafe sex
-
âFour Gin Tonics, pleaseâ, Alicia shouted at the barkeeper while she held up four fingers so he would definitely understand what she wanted.
Your eyes roamed through the club. It was well patronised but not too full. While you were looking for the spot where the other half of your group of friends was waiting for you and the drinks, you felt something on your arm.Â
âCareful there.â
The voice came from behind you and the person who it belonged to had grabbed your elbow to stop it from knocking over a bottle on the bar. You turned around only to be met with a set of stunning blue eyes and a charming grin.
âOh uh, thank youâ, you laughed nervously, âIâm a bit clumsy sometimes.â
âIâm Niall.â
He let go of your arm and offered you his hand to shake it.
âY/N.â
âMind if Iâd get ya a drink?â
You hesitated for a second. Alicia already ordered for you and you didnât want to leave her alone with four Gin Tonics to carry. But you also didnât want to reject his offer. Before you knew it, a âYeah, sureâ left your lips with a smile on your face. Alicia would understand.
âWhat do you drink, love?â
âGin Tonic?â
âGotcha.â
While Niall was distracted with getting the barkeeperâs attention, you quickly turned around to your best friend who was already trying to get all the glasses in her hands.
âItâs alright Y/N, I can see youâre occupiedâ, she giggled, âHeâs really fucking handsome.â
âI know right? Youâre the best, thank you.â
She gave you a big grin and accepted the smooch you placed on her cheek before she made her way through the crowd with the bunch of drinks between her hands. You gave your attention back to Niall who was now ordering and handing a bill to the barkeeper.
âThank youâ, you said to him a few moments later when he handed you your glass and clicked it with his beer bottle
âWanna get to a corner thatâs more quiet?â
He leaned in closer than necessary to ask you that question. The music was loud and it was quite packed around you but you could understand each other rather well face to face. Still, his breath hitting your neck sent a flash down your spine. All you could do was nod as an answer before you wrapped your free hand around his biceps and followed him to an empty space next to the bar.
âAre you here alone?â, you wanted to know, half expecting him to say yes because the way he approached you practically screamed that he was only here to take someone home with him eventually.
âNah, Iâm with some friends. Actually, I should be getting them their beers but Iâm sure theyâll be fine.â
âOh? So youâre the unreliable friend of the group?â
âI got my priorities straight.â
A light blush started to grace your cheeks. You usually werenât one to be easily impressed by a random dude trying to pick you up at a club but the tone in Niallâs voice sounded so genuinely charming to you that you secretly hoped that you were on the same page here about were this was supposed to lead to. The more you had of your drink, the more intense the flirting between the two of you got. Until something rather inconvenient messed with you.
"Sorry, I gotta use the bathroom real quick. Be right back", you excused yourself while placing your hand on his chest and brushing your fingertips over his torso as you walked away. After you had reached the womenâs toilet and taken your place in the line, someone bumped into you and clutched at you, almost dragging you down as they stumbled further into the room.
âY/N shit I gotta-â
The next thing you heard was your friend Jen throwing up into one of the sinks for the lack of a free bathroom stall. While the women and girls around you gave her a disgusted look, you made a big step towards her and put your hands on her waist to help her stand.
âOh God Jo, whatâs wrong? How did you get drunk so quickly?â
After she had rinsed her mouth with water, she supported herself on the edge of the sink and took a few deep breaths.
âIâm not drunk. I didnât have a lot to eat today. And to be fair, someone had to drink your Gin Tonic.â
âAnd that had to be you with an empty stomach?â
She only shrugged her shoulders and gave you a halfhearted smirk.
âShould we call Andrew so he can pick you up?â
âYeah, thatâs for the better I guess. Iâm not much use like this.â
âI got you. Stay here and drink some water, yeah? Iâll call him.â
When Jenâs boyfriend was informed and on his way to the club, you brought her outside to be with her until he arrived. While you stood there and listened to the bass roaring through the party inside, you checked the time on your phone, thinking of Niall waiting for you. You hoped that he was a patient one and would still be there when you got back inside.Â
In the meantime, Niall was having a look at his watch for what must have been the tenth time in the past two minutes. He was sure the queue to the ladiesâ bathroom was long but it had been almost fifteen minutes now and by how hastily you had interrupted your conversation and left, he started to think that maybe you wouldnât come back at all. A hand on his shoulder ripped him out of his thoughts.
âHey man, the fuck are you doing here? Weâve been waiting for our beer for ages nowâ, Willie slurred into his ear.
âLooks like you got it from somewhere though.â
âYeah but like⌠I was worried you died on the way to the bar or something.â
âDonât worry mate, Iâm fine. Waiting for a girl I met at the bar actually.â
âOh? So you got yourself some already, huh? Well donât let her make ya wait for too long. Weâre âbout to head to the next club if ya wanna join.âÂ
âAlright, see ya there in a bit if she doesnât show up anytime soon.â
Andrew kept his promise of coming as fast as he could because only a few minutes later, he picked up his girlfriend and thanked you for taking care of her.
âYes, thank you Y/N,â Jen whined before getting into the car.
âAnytime. Let me know when youâre home.â
As soon as they left, you made your way back inside the club and to the other end of the bar where you were hoping Niall was still waiting for you. Luck wasnât on your side as you looked around from the spot were you had last seen him. You even made quick side trip to the menâs bathroom to see if he was waiting in line there but after not getting lucky there either, you joined your group of friends who were just about to leave as it seemed.
âY/N, what are you doing here? Donât tell me handsome guy was a disappointmentâ, Alicia asked you with pitiful tone in her voice.
âHe wasnât at allâ, you sighed and then explained to her what had happened.
âBut you collected karma points with this one. Câmon weâre going to the next one. Youâll get distracted there.â
The club across the street was so packed that you were wondering why they still let people in. Thankfully, one of your friends knew the owner so after you had squeezed yourselves through the crowd and to a separated area - you could call it VIP but the people in there usually werenât that important -, it only took her a few minutes of discussing with the security guy until he opened the cordon for you. While Alicia was looking for an empty booth for you to sit, you scanned the area for familiar faces. And unfortunately, you made a find. Niall was leaning against the backrest of one of the couches while talking to a beautiful tall blonde. When he caught a glimpse at you, he stopped for a second before looking away again.
âHey câmere, thereâs a group leavingâ, Alicia shouted while tugging at your arm to make you move to the other end of the area, âWhatâs wrong?â
You nodded in the general direction of Niall and waited until your best friend caught up on what was going on.
âOh fuck. Maybe thatâs his cousin? And heâd be happy if you said hello again?â
âYeah sureâ, you playfully rolled your eyes and followed her lead to the booth.
What you didnât notice was the piercing glance that lied on your back from a certain handsome guy from across the room.
An hour later, Alicia was yet again tugging at your arm. This time to let you know that she was tired of all the pretentious people that had nothing better to talk about than which Rolex their daddy was going to buy them next.
âCan we please go somewhere else?â
âGladlyâ, you stated.Â
You hadnât seen Niall with the blonde woman again but ever since that encounter, you hadnât been in the mood for partying so you were hoping a new location would change that. Alicia and you left the rest of the group behind. They wanted to stay and you knew they didnât like the club you wanted to go to next anyway. It was a bit of a sleazy one compared to the other clubs in this part of the city but they played a lot of good old rock music and other classics from past decades. Since you were there for distraction, the two of you went to the dancefloor right away, headbanging to Dropkick Murphyâs Rose Tattoo within a crowd of mostly students and Gen X people that were still young at heart.
âThis is so much more fun than those snobs in the other oneâ, Alicia gasped half an hour later while you were sneaking your way towards the bar. When you were standing behind her just like you did at the beginning of this night, something - or rather someone - next to the bar caught your eye. Niall kept up the eye contact for a few seconds before a smug grin appeared on his lips and he winked at you.
âI may or may not have a handsome guy emergency.â
âHuh? Heâs here?â
âYes and he winked at me. Thatâs code for âIâm not mad at you for letting me wait for so long, would you please come hereâ, right?â
âYeah Iâm sure thatâs what it stands forâ, Alicia giggled, âWell go then. Iâll be fine.â
âOkay if I donât come back, please let me know when you got home safely, yeah? And donât you dare walk this time.â
âIâm grown, Y/N, Iâll be fine. You let me know if handsome guyâs legit or if you need help getting rid of him.â
âLove you, talk to you tomorrowâ, you said goodbye to her before kissing her cheek and making your way over to Niall.
âWe keep bumping into each other, huh?â
The tone in your voice was supposed to sound as casual as possible but you were afraid he saw right through you.Â
âWe wouldnât if you hadnât leave me hanging the first time.â
âWell yeah⌠sorry about that actually. I know this is gonna sound like a very lame excuse but my friend was puking her guts out at the bathroom and I took care of her until her boyfriend came to pick her up. And when I got back to our spot, you were gone. Understandably.â
âIt does sound like a lame excuse, not gonna lie. But youâre here, arenât ya? So youâre either very desperate and changed your mind or youâre telling the truth.â
âOr Iâm very desperate and telling the truth?â, you suggested with a grin, making him laugh.
âWell lucky me then. You look like you could use a drink?â
âOh God yes, Iâm so thirsty.â
âYou better still be here when I come backâ, he joked as he left you behind to get the two of your something at the bar.
âPromise.â
While he was gone, you wanted to check your phone but noticed that the network of your wireless carrier was pretty much dead here. A few minutes later, Niall came back with a beer and another Gin Tonic for you in his hands.
âThank youâ, you grinned at him and clicked your glass with his bottle, âIâm glad I ran into you again.â
The smile he gave you was genuine and probably the softest one you had seen from him so far.
âSo am I, love.â
âDo you know the Champions League results from tonight? I donât have a signal.â
He raised an eyebrow as he fumbled for his phone in his pocket to check if he had any luck.
âFootball girl, are ya?â
âI am. Why? Are you one of those guys that think women are only into football to impress men?â
âNot at all, darling. Love me a woman whoâs into watching sports. Which team?â
While he scrolled through the app on his phone, you took a step closer to him and put your hand on his arm to sneak a peek.
âLiverpool... what about you? Oh man 0-0? Well at least Munich didnât score an away goal.â
âDerby first and foremost but Chelsea in the Premier League.â
âHm, you donât have anything to do with Champions League this season then, huh?â, you stated with a cheeky look on your face before sipping on your drink significantly.
âThatâs rude, Y/N. Theyâll get there again.â
âHmhm, sure.â
He gave you an amused side-eye before putting his phone back and giving his full attention to you.
âI feel like I should change the topicâ, you pretended to think aloud, âWhat brought you here from the comfort of that nice little VIP area anyway?â
âSaw you leaving and might have followed you. Not to be creepy.â
âSo you usually wouldnât come here?â
âNo I would. I really like his one so Iâm glad you forced me to go here.â
âI didnât force you to do anything. Youâre stalking meâ, you declared playfully enraged, âWait⌠were you watching us dancing?â
âThat really makes me sound like a creep, huh? I mean⌠I wasnât staring at you. But I checked if you were still there every now and then.â
âYou like the chase?â
âI like you... based on the conversation we had earlier. And I like a challenge, yes.â
You smirked at him before you emptied your drink.
âWould you trust me to use the bathroom again? I swear Iâll get back to you. Even if I have to drag a puking friend over here.â
âVery flattering. Iâll wait, darling.â
Even though you were pretty sure that no one would interrupt you and even if, that Niall would have a little more patience this time, you hurried to get to the restroom and get back to where you left him. He had his back facing you so once you stood right behind him you placed your palms on his shoulder blades and let them move upwards to his neck, causing him to throw back his head and chuckle. After you had let go of him, he turned around to look at you.
âGlad itâs you. That wouldâve been awkward if it had been someone else.â
You giggled and took the empty beer bottle out of his hand.
âMy turn to get us something to drink.â
âIâll come with you.â
The area around the bar was a little more crowded so it took you some time to squeeze through all the people, one of Niallâs hands constantly on your waist, until you had reached the barkeeper to order two beers. A man who looked like he had already been riding a Harley Davidson way before you were born offered you his barstool to sit on.
âOh thanks.â
Niall was still right behind you and now leaned forward to support himself by putting a hand on the bar, basically trapping you between the wood and his body. And you couldnât say that you minded.
âSo here you drink beer instead of Gin Tonic?â, he asked you with a smirk on his face, as if he was making a little fun of you.
âI do, I just donât like to start my night with it.â
âYouâd rather end it with beer?â
âSo to say.â
âThereâs a lot of it where I live. If you wanna end the night there.â
You couldnât stop yourself from bursting out into laughter.
âWas that supposed to be smooth?â
âYeah I knew it was awful the moment I said it.â
âI can get over it if you bring me to that place where all the beer is.â
âSo it works?â
âYou work, not your bad pick up lines.â
âWanna get outta here right now?â
You nodded as you took a sip from your full bottle before you put it on the bar and took his hand to let him lead you through the crowd and out of the club. Once outside, he called an Uber and pulled you closer to him for the time being.
âYou cold?â, he asked you while stroking your arm.
âIâm a big girl, itâs fine.â
His hand wandered from your shoulder over your neck to your cheek where he gently pushed your head towards him to place a kiss on your temple. The Uber didnât take long to arrive and as you closed the car door, an euphoric feeling of excitement rushed through your body. This night had been rather chaotic and now you were really on your way to this guyâs place, hopefully not only to drink beer. That reminded you of texting Alicia quickly.
Leaving with handsome guy now ;) xx
Throughout the whole ride, Niallâs fingers had brushed over your thigh. He had kept it lowkey so far but you had a feeling that once you were at his home, the tension between the two of you would take care of that. You were a bit stunned when you saw where the driver was stopping but then again, Niall already smelled rich. You had thought that he wouldnât bring you to a greasy shared student flat but this was a lot more than you would have expected. As soon as the door fell shut behind you, he grabbed your waist and pulled you against his chest before leaning down to place little kisses all over the nape of your neck.
âI think the beer can wait if ya donât mind?â
Instead of giving him an answer, you turned in his embrace and involved him in a deep kiss. Your lips found a rhythm right away. It wasnât as hungry as you would have thought, rather slow and soft, almost careful. You let your hand wander from his chest up to his neck before running your fingers through his hair. A slight layer of hair products covered your fingertips but his little sighs every time you tugged on one of his strands sounded too good to be bothered by that. He leaned into the kiss, his hands roaming from the small of your back down to your butt where he let them rest. Yours in the meantime were sliding down his neck again and over his collarbones.
âCan I take this off?â, you asked with a fake innocence in your voice as you played with the collar of his shirt.
âLetâs get this to the bedroom, shall we?â
It wasnât a question. He let go of you only to guide you to said room where he closed the door behind him and kicked off his shoes, but not without placing his lips on yours again. You slipped out of your high heels, making you a few centimeters shorter all of a sudden which made both of you chuckle as you interrupted your kiss. Niall pressed his body against yours again and took a step forward to indicate to you that he wanted you on his bed. When the back of your knees hit the edge, you let yourself fall down with him right on top of you. He stood up a moment later however to open the remaining buttons of his shirt before throwing it on the armchair behind him. You watched him from your position on the bed and moved around a little while your fingers fumbled with the zipper of your pants.
âLet me take care of that, darling.â
Niall crawled on top of you again, kissing you passionately and opening your pants slowly so you could wiggle out of them eventually.Â
âYou smell amazingâ, he whispered as he buried his face in your neck and took a deep breath.
You leaned into his touch and brushed the tip of your nose over his ear while running your fingers through his hair again.
âGonna get you out of this, yeah?â
It certainly did something to you that he asked for permission to take off your longsleeve even though you were already in his bed, making out half naked. You lifted your arms to help him as he sneaked his fingers underneath your shirt only to let them wander up the skin of your stomach, dragging the fabric with them. His touch was followed by small kisses that he placed all over your torso as he undressed you painfully slowly. When the hem of the shirt had reached your chest, his fingertips brushed over the sides of your bra while his lips caressed the valley in the center. He carefully nibbled at the swell of your breasts before finally pulling the shirt over your head and giving you another gentle kiss.
His palms stroked over your lace-clad boobs, making you bend your back into a curve so you could press into his touch. He got the hint and sneaked his fingers under your body to fumble with the clasp of your bra. After he had opened it, he slid the straps down your arms and got back up again, taking in the sight of your naked body beneath him.
âYa stunningâ, he stated with genuine awe in his eyes that made you blush.
âCanât have you getting stunned now.â
Your response made him chuckle before he stood up from the bed to take off his pants.
âWould ya lie down properly for me, love?â
You sat up and crawled over the bed until you were right in the middle of it where you laid back down, letting your fingertips wander over your own torso as you watched him get undressed. After being left in only his boxer briefs - that already showed off a nice bulge -, he joined you on the bed, positioning himself between your ankles that he meaningfully spread apart. He bend down to lie between your calves, his hands wrapping around your legs to pull your center a bit closer to his face. His lips brushed over the inside of your thighs, kissing you there, nibbling at the sensitive skin, probably leaving a mark for the next morning. When his nose nudged against the hem of your panties, you knew what was going to happen next. He got back on his knees and hooked his fingers under the waistband to dragged them down your thighs slowly, over your knees and off eventually. While he got into his former position, he turned his head to the side to kiss your leg until he reached the inside of your thigh again and lied on his stomach.
Niall leaned forward to place an open mouthed kiss on your pussy. A blissful sigh left your lips as you stretched yourself and put your arms behind your head, closing your eyes and enjoying what this beautiful man between your legs did to you. His lips caressed your slit, teasing you because they were careful to not touch your most sensitive spot yet. Instead, they wandered to the part where your thighs met your hips, leaving a few kisses there before getting back to the center.Â
The tip of his tongue sneaked between your folds and went from your entrance to the top, nudging against your clit, causing you to whimper quietly. He closed his lips around the little bundle of nerves and sucked on it. A flash started right at that spot and ran through your whole body, covering your skin in goosebumps. You could feel yourself getting wetter while Niall kept eating you out as if he had waited all night for this. He used two of his fingers to spread your lips so he could properly lick his way up and down your pussy. His other hand teased your entrance, a fingertip dipping inside of you to the first knuckle, only to draw back again.
âNiall⌠please.â
He looked up where his gaze met your flushed cheeks and closed eyes, an expression of pleasure and desperation on your face. Instead of giving you want you wanted, he let go of you with both his mouth and his fingers, leaving you high and dry beneath him as he sat up on his knees. You opened your eyes, giving him a pleading look but all you got in return was a smug smirk.
âDonât worry, love. I got youâ, he let you know before he took off his boxer briefs and got further between your legs. While you let your eyes wander up and down his body, biting your lip in anticipation of what was to come, he wrapped his hand around one of your calves and lifted your leg slightly to have better access.
âAre ya on birth control?â
You nodded in response before you added, âPleaseâŚâ
âPlease what, darling?â
âFuck me, please.â
When he had asked, he had been expecting you to say something along the lines of âNeed youâ or âWant you inside meâ but those words out of your mouth made his cock twitch. For a quick second, he thought about teasing you a little longer but that would only be teasing himself as well.
He wanted you. Bad.
As he bent down, one of his arms supported him while the other one pulled you towards his center before he guided his cock between your folds. You wrapped your leg around his hips and sighed in pleasure from the delicious feeling of him filling you.Â
âFuck, you feel incredible.â
His voice was hoarse and you could hear how he was trying to hold himself back and not fuck you senseless right away. He gave you time to adjust to his size before he started to move slowly, carefully, as if you were made out of glass.
âNiallâ, you whimpered, âFuck me.â
Again, his dick twitched. Encouraged by your words, he picked up the pace, sliding in and out of you in a strong steady rhythm. The noises you made were filthy. Hungry moans, skin slapping against skin, the wetness of your pussy audible.
âSuch a perfect little cuntâ, Niall gasped before using his free hand to slip between your bodies and play with your clit.
You lifted your arms and reached out for him, making him bend down to let you place your palms on his back and involve him in a passionate kiss. He kissed you just as deeply as he fucked you, moving with you in perfect sync as you felt the familiar knot building up in your lower stomach.
ââm closeâ, you
His mouth had brought you pretty far already and you had secretly hoped that he would make you come like that. But you then realized that Niall was a tease, that he wasnât one to give you what you wanted but something better. Your words seemed to motivate him to bring you where you needed to be. He hit you deep, the force of his thrusts sent shocks of pleasure through your bones. His thumb on your clit was the final straw for you when he perfectly timed both the sensations inside and outside of your pussy.
You clenched around him uncontrollably. Your back left the sheets while the warmth spread in your whole body and made you shiver. His name left your lips a thousand times and your fingernails digging into the skin of his back would leave some marks tomorrow without doubt. While he gently fucked you through your orgasm, his hand stroked your cheek lovingly, adding the blissful feeling of affection to the pleasure you were experiencing. You came down from your high slowly, panting as he kept sliding in and out of you, chasing his own orgasm. Your pussy still twitching around him tipped him over the edge.
âFucking hell.â
He threw back his head and stayed still as the exciting flashes pierced through his nerves. You could feel his cock throbbing while he spurted his cum inside of you. The look on his face was relaxed, satisfied and in your post-orgasm bliss, he looked like a piece of art above you. A few moments later, he slid out of you, leaving you uncomfortably empty but pleasantly aching, before he collapsed next to you, careful not to crush you. You cuddled into his side and kissed his collarbone, your leg wrapped around his as you listened to his breathing getting back to a normal pattern. He put an arm around you, turned his head and lifted your chin with two fingers to give you a sweet gentle kiss.
âAre ya staying?â, he whispered after letting go of your lips.
âIf you donât want me to leave.â
âI donât. One time is enough for tonight.â
You buried your face in his neck, smiling as you already imagined how to wake him up in the morning.
#niall horan#niall horan x reader#niall horan smut#niall horan fanfiction#niall james horan#niall horan imagine#niall horan oneshot#niall horan blurb#my writing
299 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Gatboss Headcanons
If you didnât see this post coming.....how bold of you to assume I wasnât gonna make this post eventually...
Anyways
Boss fell first
Well maybe âfellâ isnât the right word for it. They liked Johnny first and they realized it first, heâs an attractive and charismatic guy somehow how could they not?
They fell for him when he took a shotgun blast to the knee and then still took out Big Tony long enough for The Playa to get away
Johnny was always into The Boss too but it took him a lot longer to realize and even longer to step up to the plate
Aishaâs not stupid, she knew before Johnny did, sheâs always known in a way
She believes in the soulmates kinda thing, she thinks that yeah she and Johnny are soulmates, but so are Johnny and The Boss
She absolutely encourages them but in vague and snide comments mostly, Johnnyâs damn oblivious and doesnât catch on ever
The Boss catches on easy enough, they think itâs a little weird that Aisha supports it but theyâre a go with the flow kinda person so they just roll with it
Aisha even invites The Boss on some of her and Johnnyâs dates
Johnny is of course Johnny and doesnât really see anything weird with his homie hanging out at their dates
Queue The Boss and Aisha rolling their eyes like âcan you believe weâre in love with this guy?â
Aisha and The Boss were planning on having a nice date (nice by Johnnyâs standards, so watching shitty action flicks and eating Freckle Bitchâs) where they finally sat Johnny down to have The Talk and be like âHey, youâre kind of dense. Do you realize weâre both dating you?â
Said plan never happens because The Ronin get in the way
And then Aisha dies
The Boss definitely isnât about to step up and say anything now or anytime soon, Johnny needs time to mourn and honestly so does The Boss
Funny enough, itâs not long after her death and funeral that Johnny realizes he might be in love with The Boss and might have been for a while
The Boss is the first person Johnny sees aside from a doctor or nurse when heâs in the hospital and they donât give him any of that pity crap, they donât even bring up Aisha at all unless Johnny does
Theyâve always been good at that with him, knowing when and what to keep their mouth shut about
Not to mention they donât miss a beat when the power goes out, Johnny doesnât even have the time to make a joke about leaving right then because The Boss is already ahead of him on that, they give him a pistol âjust in caseâ and theyâre off
And they let him deal with Shogo, only stepping in to help bury the brat, didnât even say anything, didnât need to. They were gonna stay by his side through it all and probably as long as theyâre both still standing at this point
And now that heâs thinking about it, The Boss was always hanging around with him and Aisha even before the boat explosion and especially when Johnny was all but bedridden for a while after getting his knee blown out and kidnapped
And shit theyâre really fuckinâ funny and theyâre really fuckin good lookinâ too
Johnny still doesnât say anything though, he thinks itâd be kinda fucked up to say something when they only just buried Aisha maybe a few weeks ago
But heâs going to say it eventually...just not now...but eventually
Eventually never comes
Theyâre always hanging out and they go on what Johnny thinks probably count as dates
They go to the movies to see every shitty action flick and every shitty horror flick and even to some animated movies
They get kicked out for talking too much and too loudly and for throwing their food everywhere during the action and horror movies
They do their damn best to stay during the animated movies, itâs hard to enjoy your guilty pleasures if youâre not paying attention or focused on some asshole security guard trying to manhandle you out of the theater
And they go to some of the Skeeters games for a while
Until they get banned because they ran onto the playing field drunk and naked and âruinedâ the game
Of course they think they made it better, but oh well
But Johnny just never speaks up, thereâs always another gang war on the horizon looming over them or cops or something
After a while he thinks maybe The Boss doesnât feel the same and just sort of decides not to tell them
Itâs not like itâd make any difference, theyâre still gonna go to the movies and the shooting range and shit
And then they try to rob The Syndicateâs bank
Johnny doesnât stop for a moment to think that maybe this is it for them so of course he doesnât think to tell The Boss how he feels
But then The Boss and Shaundi jump and thereâs a fucking alien trying to abduct him and fuck, heâs missed his window
Johnnyâs death hits The Boss fucking hard, but lbr we been knew that
They donât let their anger or their sadness or anything that theyâre feeling show half as much as they want to
Shaundiâs already angry enough for the both of them and The Boss needs to make sure she doesnât get reckless because theyâre not about to lose anymore friends
Itâs a silent anger for the most part, they shut up, shoot, and move on in their fights and during their plans. Theyâre going to personally put a fucking bullet in Lorenâs head and theyâre going to level this fucking city if they have to to get to him
After Lorenâs dead they realize that fuck it, they donât need the territory, they just want to go home and bury Johnny and do fuck all for a few weeks or months maybe
Before they go back to Steelport after Johnnyâs funeral is raided, The Boss stops by Johnnyâs house and grabs some of his gold chains, they start to wear some of them themself
The also take one of his knives and tie one of the chains around the handle. They have every intention to use the knife to tear into Killbane themself
After everything is said and done, thereâs sort of just this hole and they know damn well thereâs no filling it
Shaundi and Pierce try to help because of course they noticed
Shaundi tries to take them out and help them get fucked up and just let loose or to a shooting range to just go crazy in
Pierce takes them for drives with the playlist heâs got for when theyâre hanging out at full blast so they can sing and just bullshit around town
It does help some and cheers them up a little, but that hole is definitely not going away
All the others try to help in their own ways
Kinzie goes with them to Smiling Jackâs
Angel spars with them
Viola takes them to clubs or these expensive art shows
Oleg just sort of hangs out with them, he tries to entertain them with small things like seeing what kind of stuff he can crush in his bare hands or a game where they watch russian dramas and The Boss tries to guess what theyâre saying and whatâs going on and Oleg just watches and occasionally actually helps
Eventually the hole subsides and then theyâre the president then theyâre in space and Earth ks destroyed
The Boss likes to joke about how much it all seems like the plot for one of the shitty movies they and Johnny used to watch
But then Kinzie says sheâs found Johnny, that heâs not dead
Fuck everyone else theyâre going get Johnny, smart idea of not, The Boss is not losing him again
Once Johnnyâs back they both try to ignore how awkward it is
They both wanna tell the other but after so many years it just seems pointless
The crew gets sick of it after a week and pull an old âlock them in a room until they confessâ
The crew has clearly forgotten how stubborn The Boss and Johnny both are
It doesnât work and the crew gives up because they need The Boss actually to do their job
After the crewâs little mishap, Johnny admits defeat and confronts The Boss himself
âListen, man, I donât wanna like freak you out or anythinâ but Iâve missed you a lot and you kind of mean a lot to me and I didnât really show that before and I really never told you this but what Iâm tryna say is I think Iâm probably kind of in love with you...or something...â
Of course it goes well and of course the first thing they do is sleep together
âI canât believe it...Aisha was right.â
âShe was what?â
âJohnny, why do you think Aisha invited me on all of your dates?â
âIsnât that just what homies do? I thought she just liked the company...â
They donât ever announce it or anything but theyâre not exactly keeping it a secret either
The Boss calls Johnny their First Lady all the time because it gets on Johnnyâs nerves
âAw câmon, thatâs bullshit! I was never on Earth when you were president!â
âDoesnât make it any less true, Johnny!â
Of course the crew had bets about how this was going to end
Pierce, Kinzie, Keith, and Ben have to pay Shaundi, Asha, and Matt
Pierce also has to pay Shaundi extra because theyâve had a bet going since SR2
Pierce thought The Boss and Johnny were already an item
Shaundi took one look at them and went âoh hell no, theyâre gonna be pining for a while, dudeâ
Man, was she right, it took Johnnyâs death, an alien invasion, and the destruction of Earth for them to even tell each other
#saints row#johnny gat#gatboss#bossgat#stop talkin playa#now featuring optional boss/aisha for your enjoyment!#but I wrote it in a way that can be read as platonic too#Aisha is Johnny's number one wingman#even if he doesn't know it
204 notes
¡
View notes
Text
RAY APPRECIATION WEEK 2019
âI can't live without you by my sideâ
Pairing: Ray x Margareth
Type: Fluff
Warnings: None! Just fluff, certainly some mistakes grammatically speaking and unsure style of writing.
DAY 1
TRUST
This one includes my Cradlesona, Margareth, from her POV. I will try to write something from Ray POV too for this week! Let's the King of Spades days begin @ikerev-appreciation
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It's happening again. Every time I go out with my boyfriend, another girl starts to flirt with him, even if we are with the other members of the Black Army. I know he would never cheat on me but I can't help but feel jealous because, usually, the girl in question is much more beautiful than me, a real model. Skinner, with the skin without a single imperfection, eyes so pretty you could swear they belong to a doll, etc...
I hate to be like this but I would understand if he left me for one of those creatures. I can see Ray is not really at ease to be approached by those women but he still talk with them for a bit. Always placing others before him...
If some members of the Black Army are with us, they will cheer me up. Sirius would say something like âDonât worry, little lady, no one of them has your intelligence and your beauty.â
And Fenrir would add âYeah, stop looking like you're about to punch the entire Magic Tower in the face! My bestie has only eyes for you, not for those sluts who can't even read a book correctly, I'm sure!â
But the best part is always when Seth scold his boss, with his usual drama touch.
âRAY!!! You have the finest lady of all Cradle at your table and you dare to leave her just because some paint bucket girl wanted your attention?! You seriously need to learn how to treat a woman correctly! Just look at Margareth now, Luka will have to cook marzipan for weeks to make her smile again and she will become fat eating all those sweets just because of her incapable boyfriend! Now leave, I don't want to see you before tomorrowâs breakfast, and take your gorgeous girlfriend with you, she needs to get some kisses from you to make her face as bright as before!â
Usually, Sethâs attitude and Rayâs pitiful look were enough to make me smile and forgive him instantly. Furthermore, we usually spend the rest of the evening together, Ray apologizing to me profusely, saying that he had no choice but to try to make the annoying miss leave his side as soon as he could but has to listen to all her boring stuff before doing anything.
But tonight was different. The King of Spades decided to go on a date with me as Sirius gave him the evening free, as a firework was organized this evening in the Central Quarter. I was looking forward to this moment, choosing my dress carefully and finally picking one of my favourites. A navy blue one, sleeveless with a white ribbon on the waist. Perfect for a summer night! I also picked high heels white sandals, a silver necklace and a discrete pair of earrings. Finally, I added a touch of floral perfume before walking out of my room. I almost immediately ran into Seth.
âOh, my sweet darling! You look PERFECT! Are you sure Ray will be able to see the fireworks with you shining so bright?â
âSeth, youâre exaggerating things again, I never know how to react to compliments! But thank you, that's really kind.â
He blinked at me before turning and walking
âIâm only telling the truth sweetie!â
I rolled my eyes, heading to Rayâs room when I felt hands squeezing my waist. I hadn't the time to react before being swept in the air and kissed softly on the lips.
âRay! Did you want to make me have a heart attack?!â
He grinned at me, seeming to enjoy the look of surprise that still lingered on my face.
âThat would be unfortunate, let's keep your heart safe until the end of the eveningâ
âWhy only until the end of the evening? I hoped I could stay by your side a little longer than just for a night!â
I asked as I pouted a little
âYou will stay in my arms for as long as you can take it, and I hope you have stamina darling because, with a free day tomorrow, maybe Iâll be able to pleasure you all night long.â
I felt my face turning crimson as my boyfriend winked at me, taking my hand.
âBut first, let's enjoy the fireworks!â
I felt as light as a feather as we walked hand in hand to the Central Quarter. Finally, a moment to spend together, as a couple! I feel so proud to be the girlfriend of the charismatic King of Spades, handsome in a navy blue shirt, that emphasized his firm chest, and classy black pants. I know thatâs not good but I wanted to look down at all the girls that stared at us, envy reflecting in their eyes. Yes, he is my boyfriend, don't be so jealous, Iâm lucky and I know it but he is all mine, for tonight as well as for the eternity, sorry to disappoint you. The taste of revenge from all the times he and I have been taken apart was so sweet, sweeter than any cake I could ever find.
Once arrived at our destination, we found out there were many little stands all around the square to buy different types of foods and drinks.
All of these look so tasty! And now my empty stomach is growling. Why did I think that would be a great idea to starve myself today to seem skinnier in this dress?
âWhat do you want to drink Margareth? Iâve heard the stand over there was making the best sangria in all Cradle! Wanna try?â
I glanced at the stall he was pointing out. Good, not much people and, more importantly, no pretty girl in the queue for sangria!
âI would love to try it! Iâve had once this drink during a trip back at the time when I still lived in the Land of Reason. They had added cinnamon, that was delicious!â
Smiling at my enthusiastic tone, Ray patted me lightly on the shoulder.
âJust wait here, Iâll buy the drinks for us.â
I nodded and found a place to sit on an empty bench.
The perfect spot! The air is still hot and I might just faint if I stay one more minute on my feet!
I picked my fan from my small purse and looked around me. All types of people gathered here, family as well as a couple but also bystanders. All of them seemed to enjoy themselves. August is really a good time for families to hang out. Maybe one day with Ray, we will be like them...
My gaze scanned the crowd until spotting my boyfriend... Talking to a girl at the stand. Long sun-kissed blonde hair and a shirt that showed off her cleavage. I felt my heart being stabbed. Tears started to burn my eyes but I refused to let them fall.
Keep calm, just take a little walk then just talk to him. No, scold him. I can't believe he has done this TODAY, ON A DATE.
I tried to calm myself down, analysing the shopping windows of the different shops Cradle has to offer.
As I got lost in my thoughts, I felt a hand firmly pressed on my shoulder. I turned around to find a man Iâve never seen before.
âAre you lost, sweetie? Maybe I can help you?â
He was so close I could feel his breath hot on my neck. My blood turned cold as I smelt the familiar scent of alcohol. I tried to push him away but it only makes his grip around my wrist tighter.
âThank you but I was about to return to the plaza so Iâm definitely not lost. I have friends who are waiting for me there and...â
âYouâre going nowhere. My company is certainly far better than any people you know.â
Why did I wander in the streets instead of just turn around the square?
The brown-haired man suddenly pushed me against a wall in the nearby street, placing his filthy hands on each side of my head. Panic was taking control of my brain.
Quick, try to remember what the Black Army taught you during your self-defence lessons!
I placed my own hands on his shoulders, then I tried to give him a well-placed kick between his tights but the shock made his head hit mine as he bent over in pain, making my mind confused.
Shit, I must have forgotten a part to avoid this problem.
âYou, little whore, yes, you are going to regret this!â
I tried desperately to run but my high heels made me lose my balance and the criminal was soon on the top of me.
âThere is no more escape for you now!â
We are closer to the plaza now, maybe I can try this, my secret weapon: the lady-in-danger attitude. Well, every girl can use it with a name like this but still...
âRAY!!!!â
I screamed at the top of my lungs. He had promised me to be here for me whenever I needed help, I just had to call him. But the man quickly covered my mouth.
âItâs too late now...â
âIs it really? Leave this woman alone. Is that how a respectable man act?â
I breathed in relief hearing the voice of the man I longed to see. Ray grabbed my aggressor by the collar, making stand up again.
âI recognize you, Ray Blackwell. My cousin died because of you. He was only a boy at this time, he should have served the great Red Army! But you caused that bloody Day That Went Dark. Youâre gonna pay for your crimes!â
The King of Spades, certainly not prepared to hear about that dreadful day, seemed disoriented as the man punched him right in the face.
âNo stop!â
Immediately, I was standing between the two fighters. The time seemed to stop as I looked at each one of them. I stared at Ray, my eyes pleading him to put an end to all of this, without spilling too much blood if it was possible.
âWell, we will settle this like two respectable men so.â
Ray spoke first, in his usual calm tone as if he was talking about what Luka was going to cook tonight.
âAh yes? And how?â
The creepy man was a bit soberer but still wanted to seek revenge. His eyes were burning with rage.
âYouâre right, I must pay for my crimes. I challenge you to a sword duel. The prize? This wonderful woman right here.â
I froze completely when I saw Ray pointing me. I was about to protest when the wind carried my boyfriendâs whispered words to my ears.
âTrust meâ
The opponent composure faltered a little but he still drew his sword.
âAlright, King of Spades, let's finish thisâ
A few moves later, the criminal was laying on the floor, unarmed and begging for mercy.
âYouâre lucky this is a celebration day. I would have killed you right on the spot but you will spend a few days in jail instead, thinking about what youâve done.â
Some guards, alerted by the metallic sound of the swords clashing, arrived and took the now red-faced man away, after having heard Rayâs explanations.
Right after, I found my head firmly pressed against my boyfriendâs chest.
âRay?â
He cupped my chin, forcing me to look in his deep green eyes. Two emeralds that were still reflecting concern.
âAre you alright? Never leave my side like this again, I was so worried! You can be such a child sometimes!â
His words expressed anger but his tone told me that it was more relief that he wanted to communicate.
âIâm sorry, I'm feeling so ridiculous right now, being jealous of a random girl...â
âA girl? But I didn't speak with another woman tonight!â
His surprised-struck face told me he was being sincere but I knew what I saw and I couldn't help but question him.
âWhen you were at the sangria stall...â
âAh!â
Ray gave my forehead a soft flick, smiling.
âThat was the waitress, dummy! Did you forget what I promised you? This is OUR evening!â
With that, he united our lips in a soft kiss. That was so unexpected that I had my breath caught away and my eyes wide open but I was soon lost in the sweetness of the moment. He nipped lightly at my bottom lip before pushing away, letting me wanting more.
âI would never defy him if I hadn't seen he was incapable to fight with a sword. Youâre so precious to me, I can't live without you by my side, remember this.â
Awww Ray! I feel so stupid now... I might just faint from happiness... And hunger too.
âI love you too Ray but can we...â
âEat something? Of course, I already ordered a roasted vegetable mix and some fries.â
It was my turn to be surprised.
âHow did you know?â
The raven-haired man chucked at my confused and blushing look.
âYour stomach can't lie to me. Neither do you. Let's go before I have to bridal-carry you to the headquarters because you had faint from inanition!â
He pressed a last kiss to my forehead before lacing his fingers with mine to guide me toward the tempting smell of food.
âI wouldn't mind a bridal carry you know...â
I gave him a coy, yet meaningful, look. This kiss let me so unsatisfied I wanted to taste one thing even more than food: him.
âOh don't worry, Iâll remember this for the final part of the eveningâ
Ray winked at me, a roguish smile on his face, letting me know that the night was far from over.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is the first fanfic I share with you! Iâm terribly unsure of my writing skills so I hope I haven't made too many mistakes, especially with the tenses. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it!
Tagging some of the amazing people who inspired me with their fantastic work/posts. Thank you so much, you brighten my days every time I stop by your blog!đ
@lovingsiriusoswald @alloveroliver @toloveawarlord @emeraldtawny @otonymous @plumpblueberry @kiarigirl @xathia-89 @muggzc @vaesha-draecon @pianoperson @theundyingskeleton @vitaminxi @saphyhowl and so many more (but I would have to tag all the blogs I follow and that would be sooooo long)
#ikerev#ray blackwell#margareth#my first fanfic ever!#I hope I haven't made too many mistakes...#not confident#still hope it pleases you#letâs make August a month full of love for the King of Spades!#fluff#rayxappreciationweek2019#day 1#my writing#my cradlesona
35 notes
¡
View notes
Text
[an update]
I mentioned last night that I would make this post. There are a few things I want to talk about for this week and December.Â
Next week...
As many of you know, Iâm currently working two jobs while going to school, one of which is in retail. This week is a holiday break from school, but Thanksgiving and Black Friday are also coming up and that means my workplace has been a hellfire.Â
Iâm working double the hours I usually would and today is literally my only day off until next Monday. Because of that, I will be mostly absent all week, including the weekend. Meaning that we wonât have any character/ship nights next week.Â
I just wanted to let you know so that when I donât post the usual polls is because weâre not doing it and not because I forgot again.Â
Drabbles
That being said, Iâm going to try and get ahead on my drabbles and queue them up to post just in case I donât have time to post them myself.Â
Iâm determined to finish this and post all 30 of them, even if they end up bleeding into December a bit.Â
And speaking of December, I wanted to do something fun.
December + contest/giveaway/gift thing/I donât know what to call it....
I was talking about this with one of my co-workers who knows I run this blog in my spare time and that I enjoy writing. I was telling him about how much yâall mean to me and how much fun I have talking to you during our character and ship nights, but also how I sometimes feel like I donât do enough... which is dumb, I know, haha. I write stories, I interact with you guys a lot, and all this but sometimes I want to do more, yâknow?Â
So, then we started talking about writing requests and all those prompts you guys sent in a while ago. I asked for those because I was looking for as many ideas as possible for the writing challenge this month, and Iâve written a lot of them for this challenge!Â
However, there was a lot that I have yet to get to. A lot of great ones.Â
Because of that, he gave me a suggestion that I kind of like: a contest/giveaway...thing. Except not. Sort of. Kind of a contest/giveaway thing, haha.Â
I donât know what else to call it, but he thought itâd be cool if I did something where I give you guys a prompt like âWhy is TWDG so important to you?â or âWhich season of TWDG is your favorite and why?â or whatever, and then say a handful of you write mini âessays,â if you want to call it that, and post them under a certain tag while also tagging me.
I read through them a pick a winner, and that person will get a one-shot from me about anything they want.Â
Lemme give you an example using an existing story:Â
Say John Doe wins, and I get into contact with him and say, âHey, you win! Iâll write a one-shot of your choice!â and John Doeâs like, âGreat! I want an angsty Clouis story where Louis dies and Clementine talks to him a dream with some sad smooching and Leeâs there, too!â and then I would proceed to write [write to me].Â
Or, maybe Jane Doe wins and sheâs like âI want a Lousim story that takes place after Louis loses his tongue and Aasim and him grow closer and fall in love, and a year later, Louis decides he wants to confess in the most Louis way possible, despite not having a voice anymore. Itâs also winter time and lots of soft lousim cuddling and smooching.â I would then write that one-shot with the details you provided.Â
Essentially, you give me a request of what you want and Iâll 100% do it. Iâll take extra time to make sure itâs my absolute best work, take the things/elements you want and incorporate them into the story, and then post it with credit to you as the winner. Iâll work with you as much as possible to make sure you love it, a gift from me to you this coming holiday season.Â
So thatâs like... the giveaway part? I guess? I donât have anything I can physically send you guys but I can write you a fic of your choice.Â
Itâs something that I thought could be fun for you guys and for myself, and honestly, it would make me feel better about the requests that I get and good to give back.
Thereâll be rules and guidelines of course, like I wonât do certain ships or anything with explicit sexual content, but Iâll go over all that when I make the official post.
And to kind of get an idea of how many would be into participating in this or if they think it could be fun or not, I did make a poll. All the results will be for my eyes only, itâs anonymous, and thereâs an OTHER option where you can add your own thoughts and answer.
Iâm doing it this way because if no one wants to do it or thinks itâs a dumb idea or whatever, I wonât do it! But if yâall are interested, I will!Â
And yes, I am anticipating the ever-present âWhy are you doing this instead of with you why do you hate us you selfish prick-â responses because they never fail to come in hahaha.Â
And if you have any other questions, you can always send me an ask!
In conclusion
Iâll be gone next week, Iâll try and catch up on my drabbles, and I wanna know your thoughts on the thing I presented for next month. Sorry for the long post, but I wanted to throw it all on the table before we start Tenniana night later and before I get to work on my drabbles.Â
I love you guys! Thank you! â¤ď¸
#update#now i gotta go make some tea and get ready to work on drabbles#this next one is a mitch one and i'm into it haha#long post#i didn't mean to make it this long but y'know me#remember if you have any questions about the contest thing don't be afraid to ask#or if you have any thoughts of feedback#it's all appreciated
7 notes
¡
View notes
Text
my "unkillable" quirk oc's hero name (villain? just for fun civillian name?) would absolutely be "Casualty"
a lil joke based on their casual view on death and well. death
dunno if theyd be a hero, villain, or civillian! theyre all pretty fun to explore. a vigilante would also be cool but i dont think theyd be a super morally upstanding one. definitely theyd kill a villain to restrain them bc "theyre totally fine! yeah, they're definitely dead, officer, but theyll walk it off in a few hours so it's no big!"
okay actually..thatd be a fun universe đ¤
hold on lemme just. type out loud here
Casualty: The Undying Hero! (or is it the other way around? idk how hero titles work) their wounds heal faster than most and if they ârejuvenateâ you (crowdsourced name), one quick nap later you'll be good as new! (bc they also heal faster when out though not as fast as them) they will only "rejuvenate" people who have given their full consent or there is no other option (heros they work with sign contracts that give the okay and for what circumstances)(civillians give spoken consent and can request a full contract at their agency if theyre frequent fliers)
casualty decides case by case what the best course of action would be because, unfortunately, they do come across several suicidal heros and civillians alike that just want to know what its like to die. they have several connections with mental health professionals!
like eraserhead, casualty's quirk doesnt give way to much combat ability (pretty good for defense tho is still hesitant to kill someone. villain or not. some ppl can get addicted to the feeling) they compensate during fights with support tools! this isnt something ive thought about so idk what kind of fighting style theyd gear themselves towards but i think id like something pretty versatile.
also kinda looking for the secret to their death since yeah their own body can kill them but they dont really get sick and, while not immortal, they'll likely outlive everyone of their generation
Casualty: The Killer Villain! (do villains even have titles like this lol?) just THINK of the way torture would go! they can drive right up that edge and when they push a little harder and you come out the otherside unscathed you still arent safe bc youre under their whim! not a big bad with huge showy villainous actions but arguably much worse than those who make headlines.
more of an information broker! theyre the one u go to if u wanna make someone break. also takes "assassination" jobs (the PERFECT person to help you fake your death. deals identities like cards) not much in the way of morals and will give you a quick death fix but mostly to get you off their back (thinks ppl who wanna die are pretty disgusting and they revel entirely in their longlasting life. slow and steady, babey) has people contracted to kill others for them.
definitely looking for someone able to kill them. it's a big daring exciting joke to them! fellow villains will make attempts and theyll critique their effort later. also they make a very good partner for ppl trying to test out how much a new move would hurt (other villains come to these spars and time how long casualty stays down. theres a leader board for the longest time down bc it means their move was incredibly violent)
Casualty: A Name as Feared as it is Revered! (okay this one is just for fun) being able to kill but it not sticking is PERFECT for them in their mind. in this universe they couldnt think of another path being better for them (because of their black and white view of âheros saveâ and âvillains killâ and that their quirk fits neither. not really)
theyve got a hit on them from everyone and it makes their days exciting! they compliment the more creative attempts and will drop by the place of person who killed them and leave a sticky note with a full review lol. as mentioned above, kills as a way to restrain! it's to the point where it's so common that whenever it's mentioned that they were involved w a crime a special crew comes to take care of it (you gotta be trained to compartmentalize seeing so many dead ppl that wake up kicking. it does smthn to ya)
theyll target everyone alike! heros, villains, civillians! it doesn't matter youre all ripe for the pickin! theyve got ins with a wide range of ppl and if they cant deal with them personally theyll follow what they see as the best course of action. some people deserve to be publically demolished by a hero, some deserve the horror of a villain, and some deserve the cold hand of civillian law. theyve got a little (major) god complex and believe they have the right to be the judge jury and executioner (in spirit lol) obviously this mindset isnt well received by the public (coughstainchough) but unfortunately they make good judgement calls and they usually dont get the final say in what happens to someone anyway (unless they kill the person and that person learns their lesson or whatever)
does however have a personal vendetta of reforming systems and being very against the pissing contest that are hero rankings. this occasionally makes their judgement calls biased.
the most consistent things would be:
connections. lots of them and the types of connections depend on what path theyre on. theyre good at talking
outside support in the form of weapons or people to "finish the job"
general belief that their choice is more than likely the right choice
loose morals. comes with the territory of a death based quirk
controversial in any universe (except maybe a bonus one where they claim their quirk is not being able to die and not also not being able to kill? that universe would be steeped in self hate and either a bitter death or a life dedicated to putting a mental health support system in place for people with "villainous" quirks)(actually their quirk would still be controversial bc thats the point lol)
permanent casual view on death. doesnt see the big deal
very hm. unconnected to living? sure theyre just excited to be here! but they have the most solid grasp on the inevitability of death while also not super getting that when someone dies they get to stay dead? theres also the tiniest bit of envy there
probably either never got the death talk or got it very late. no one knows how many kids were at risk while being friends with them while young bc they wouldnt put the effort into saving them from life threatening situations (bc casualty always got back up, why wouldnt anyone else)
(bonus story for above would be that once while they were a kid a friend fell off a tree and hit the ground in front of them and they just walked away to keep playing then they came back later and the friend was still there so they went to either their own parent or the kid's parents and told them "[name] is taking a long time to get back up, i wanna play again." queue the sad ending here im aiming for)
upbeat sometimes in a near manic way. genuinely happy really often and finds joy in the smallest things like a slug in the grass or a wildflower coming out of the sidewalk (life in all kinds of places in all kinds of ways!)(theyre big fans of mushrooms. in death theres life or life gives way to life or whatever. idk it's fake deep. i just think mushrooms are cool and wanna project)
anyway this is like. long as shit lol! is anyone even reading this? i love you if you are. i might try to take this character and bend it to fit some of my own worlds bc wow i think theyre cool BUT if any bnha fans ARE reading this please feel free to include them in fics or stuff if you want! link me if you do id literally fall in love (u can name them what u want, dress them how you want, give them whatever pronouns you want, etc.)(dont claim them ofc but using them is fine!)
(and if you want me to idk... flesh out a character for you? đł lol id be very open to that! i love worldbuilding!! you dont have to.. aha... unless..?đłđł)
#bnha posting#death ment#child death ment#<<(it's the nine bullet point if you wanna skip)#this is. so self indulgent of me
17 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Dreamscape P5
Part 4
âThings really are a bit of a mess arenât they?â
â...I think so...yes. But I donât know why,â Roger had his eyes closed. He wasnât sure why he had answered the unknown voice. It wasnât exactly familiar to him. But it sounded friendly...calm. Like, maybe he could have heard it once, somewhere.
âWell...thatâs how life is sometimes. Things get tangled up and confusing. But it doesnât last forever. Thatâs the good thing about it all.â
He furrowed his brows and frowned a little harder before hesitantly opening his eyes to peek.
He was...at the table. In the kitchen, back home. Roger turned his head from side to side. There was the sink, there were the counters, and the fridge with all the magnets and the oven- It was all there.
In front of him was a big plate of cookies next to a kettle full of steaming hot tea, and two teacups set for two people. But there was no one around, only himself.
Immediately Roger reached for a cookie and took a big bite. Sugary, soft, warm...Everything a cookie ought to be (he didnât care for crunchy ones.)
As soon as he reached for another, before finishing the first no less, he paused, the hairs on his neck standing on end.
There was another man sitting adjacent to him now, sipping at his own cup of tea and running his thumb over a datacron.Â
He had blonde hair and wore rectangular shaped glasses and a lab coat. He looked like a doctor, almost like the mean doctor from the hospital that Roger had met before several times prior...but...there was something different. Maybe it was his eyes. They were grey, but they were warm, almost golden.
Before Roger could gobble down the second cookie, he drew his arms in cautiously, holding it close to himself as he eyed the other man suspiciously. Walker always told him to be wary of strangers. Even if they looked like they could be nice people. Because a lot of them werenât always.
The doctor, for lack of better identifiers, eventually looked up at him and smiled. âItâs all right you know. Thereâs nothing to worry about, so donât be afraid.â âWhatâs your name?â âLiam.â He said, sighing almost but still smiling. âWeâve met once before. Not in person, but you met a part of me technically.â âI did?â
âYouâre familiar with Jacquemont, arenât you?â As if on queue, the little yellow bee-bot came flying over from seemingly nowhere, more than pleased to see Roger.
âJacque!!â In typical fashion, he yanked the bot right out of the air and held him close (cookie still in hand as well,) Jacque letting out a series of âhappy noisesâ as his antenna bobble blinked rapidly and glowed brightly.
âThere see? Best of friends even.âÂ
Roger looked up towards Liam again, âI still donât know what you meant when you said that we met before.â As soon as he finished his sentence, he squinted. â...Wait-â
âAre you surprised you remembered what I said only minutes earlier?â
âI-â
âYouâve come far, you know.â âI remembered-â Rogerâs eyes darted around almost in a panic. They couldnât find anywhere to settle at first, until Jacquemont squirmed out of his arms and flew around in circles above him. âBut how? Why-â He tried to think about other things.
Some memories came, others refused to. Or maybe because there simply wasnât anything there.
But the most important ones seemed to still be around. He remembered his room upstairs- all his things and where they were- Walker and Bell and Pepper outside, and the gardens and even the funny looking captain with his green hat and his coat.
And Mara, her too...and Acorn and Walkerâs weird yellow friend who was very VERY tall and had a funny metal mouth, and the other Mordesh with the wild dark hair and green eyes who was also kind of mean...
They all werenât as prominent as the botanist Walker however.Â
âI couldnât really say for certain. Things can change on a whim, without any warning. And sometimes, they change again before you can even figure out whatâs what.â
âSo...so then- am I better? Am I better now?â Roger asked, sounding distressed.
He knew something was wrong with his head, deep down. Walker wouldnât always say it- in fact, he never said it at all. But, he knew.
âWell,â Liam adjusted his glasses, "That all depends. Do you want to get better?"
"Well of course. It's not good being sick or...or having something wrongâŚ" Just saying so made him anxious. "So⌠earlier you- you said we met and then Jacquemont came, are you INSIDE him?"
"There is a small bit of programming, yes. It's gone on for so long without being activated. I left it behind so Walker would always have a piece of me to talk to, to keep him company. But⌠perhaps it's made him too sad to do so." In turn, Liam also looked sad about it. "I would definitely apologize if I were able."
"Well we should go find him and tell him."
"We? Oh⌠no⌠he's already here. You just need to wake up is all. He's been absolutely worried sick about you."
"He has?" The anxiety grew.
From there, whispers began to tickle his ears. They sounded like a muffled voice, but they steadily became louder. Clearer even.
"...don't worry⌠I'm not going to leave you⌠it'll be alright⌠I promise⌠I'm sorryâŚ"
That was definitely Walker's voice. Roger couldn't tell where it was coming from however. It was like it was coming from...well, all over really.
He looked to Liam helplessly. "Where is he? I don't like this anymore- this isn't home- it just looks like home. I wanna go home, there's nobody here and I don't know why!"
Liam gave him a sympathetic look. "I don't know any more than you do. But, what I can say is this. You really ought to wake up now. He's out there all alone, and he needs you."
Walker's disembodied voice grew more clear. "Everything's going to be fine...we'll go home soon and forget it ever happened-"
They'll forgetâŚ
Roger stood up, holding his breath. "If⌠If I wake up," He wasn't sure how he was going to at this point, "Will I forget everything again? Please.. I don't wanna forget⌠I'm tired of forgetting⌠I can't remember anything nice or fun when I'm awake," Tears were welling up in his eyes as he grew more and more upset. "I don't wanna forgetâŚ"
"We don't always have a choice in these things I'm afraid. We all do the best we can, and sometimes that has to be enough. At the very least⌠were you happy?" Liam stood up slowly, as if preparing to send him off whether he wanted it or not.
Roger thought about it, eyes downcast.
Was he happy?
"I-"
Feelings more than vivid memories came back to him. Nice hugs⌠never being alone...smiles and a few affectionate kisses here and there. The madness of being doomed to live on repeat.
ButâŚ
Was he happy?
"...If Walker's there with me then⌠thenâŚ" He swallowed. "...I'm happy. I am. Even if I can't remember it. I want to go back home now⌠Please?"
Liam smiled sadly at him. "It's time to wake up now."
________
Walker remained slumped over Roger in the early morning hours. He had absolutely refused to be removed from the recovery room, and after a lot of fighting (and convincing from Mara) the staff had decided to leave him there like he wanted. Though he was to be closely monitored, of course. For security reasons.
His eyes were shutting themselves and his vision was swirling and fading in and out. He couldn't keep this up any longer. Days without sleep was taking its toll and never felt so close to metaphorical death. Not even Neil working him constantly drained him this much. That anxiety could never compare to now.
Walker held his head up again weakly to look at Roger, feeling him twitch briefly. Maybe now he would wake up.
MaybeâŚ
Nothing happened.
Again he sank into somewhat of a crumpled heap hovering over the bedside.
He didn't care HOW long it would take. He'd wait until Roger woke up just like he promised. And then they'd go home, just like he said they would.
Even if Roger did just stare off into space...and do nothing else.
The guilt hit him like a truck again, and he laid his head down to cry. Again.
"Why did I do it⌠I shouldn't have- I should have just said no- they had no idea about anything they were doing-" The new experimental procedures, the new medicines, the new everything.
He was the one who turned Roger into a vegetable. It was his fault. And he could have died on the spot admitting that.
But he was still here. Still alive.
Jacquemont laid nearby on another surface, blooping a few times to signify he was recharged. Slowly and sleepily he hovered into the air before opening his eyes fully and zipping over to the two at the bed. He settled down gently next to Roger then, emitting little "purring" noises as he warmed up. That was new.
"Jacquemont what if he never comes back," Walker asked, or weeped. He wasn't sure.
Jacquemont made a questioning sound before his attention darted back to Roger.
Walker noticed and looked up at him. His eyelids were fluttering and his nose twitched.
"Roger??" Immediately he sat up and leaned in closer, holding his breath.
________
The first things he could see were lights. Faint lights that were blurry, but everything was starting to come back.
His hearing faded back in and he could hear Walker's voice. The feelings in his fingers and everything else came back too, resulting in feeling like he was made of lead, but he could also feel the botanist's hand over both of his much smaller ones.
And a hovering yellow ball off to the side-
Roger stirred some more, fidgeting almost. He wanted to move but found he could hardly do so. Instead he emitted a whine that may have been akin to a chorus of angels for the Mordesh in front of him.
"Oh my g- Roger- Roger it's ok it's ok- lay back- don't worry-"
That was Walker certainly. Pushing him back down gently so he wouldn't move. Why though?
He groggily turned his head to look to the side. This wasn't his bedroom. Where the heck were they? The panic welled up in his chest and he could not contain it. Immediately he choked out a sob.
"Oh no, no no no Roger it's ok, it's ok see?" Walker pulled him into a tight hug, completely smothering him. "It's ok⌠it's ok⌠you're okâŚ" He sounded so relieved, and he felt really hot. Roger couldn't figure out why.
Where the heck were they? And why did he feel absolutely terrible? He hated it. He wanted to go home.
Why was Walker so sad?
Where was he? Why did everything feel like it hurtâŚ
Walker was really, REALLY sad. Or really happy. Roger wasn't too sure.
If only he knew where they were. It didn't smell like home.
He felt sore.
But⌠Walker was there. That was all that mattered.
#hey ow everything hurts#totally setting up shit as usual for bigger shit ogh what could this all mean#also walker wins the award for worst life ever
2 notes
¡
View notes