#all of them its like. Ironic that he is called the conciliator
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daenystheedreamer · 2 months ago
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if i could draw. ivan the terrible and his son ivan. jaehaerys the good and his daughter viserra. i have several ideas for it some tragic some evil
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rouiyan · 4 years ago
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your posting scheduele looks so endearing omg- i can't wait to read them! TwT. also i saw in the tags that requests were open, 😶😶 mind if i request a fluffy mark blurb? 👉👈💕
not at how you already read one of them...but yes! one fluffy mark blurb coming right up!! 
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𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐔𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐬 — mark x (fem.) reader ✧ song : scent (jaie) ✧ word count : 792 ✧ disclaimers : none
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mark holds his hand out for you and you take it, letting him tug whilst you duck beneath the pane of the window. the ingrains of the frame scrape at the bottom of your feet, but in shallow creases that are only remembered by the red marks they imprint as the same soles pad along the slatted iron of the fire escape. looking down, there’s a good twelve or so stories below the floor of mark’s apartment, his small, east village apartment with west-facing windows. it’s rather unsettling to your nerves and the instability calls for a wobble, bare toes crimping and the hand in mark’s tightening instinctively. he rights you, “woah there, i got you.”
other hand upon the rail, also a great deal unstable with a decaying layer of rust, you lower yourself down, one leg crossed by the other while mark props himself on his knees across from you. across meaning that your knees and his were pressing against each other in the limited space offered. you note that he tries his best, really, by positioning most of his frame atop the stairwell, also an assemblage of browning rust. mark hesitates with his eyes set on your entangled hands, you’ve yet to let go, before moving his sights to you. “what do you think?”
with barely a second to spare, you tilt your line of vision up to where it should be. you’re late, the two of you are, because the sun is already two thirds dipped into the horizon. “i’m thinking that maybe we shouldn’t have spent so much time at dinner.” mark’s hand is still in yours, his left to be precise, while his right toys with the loose threads that skirt the ripped knee of your jeans. his attention reverts to you and it’s quite laughably evident that he takes it the wrong way, “you liked dinner though...didn’t you?”
in the light of that, you do laugh, but in check to ease the fervid blush of his that’s sure to follow. your voice comes muffled the next you speak, coming from behind your hand and all, “i did, mark, i really enjoyed dinner today.” relief floods the pools of his eyes as you rejoin, “i just wish we could have caught the sun while it was setting and not after.”
the fingers winding and unwinding their way around the threads of your jeans halt, a placid smiles takes its place within his countenance. “there’ll be a next time, you know.” a corner of his lips lift a little further as you snort without bother at his words, “well i certainly hope so. it’d be embarrassing if i- if i was the only one who thought today went well.”
mark quips back with welcomed enthusiasm, “are you kidding me?! today was probably one of the best first dates i’ve ever had! seriously, i-” you quirk a brow as he leans forward in the slightest and when his voice resumes, you strain to hear his words that are caught up in a whisper, “okay, okay it’s secret time but...you’re the first girl i’ve brought back to my apartment—like after a first date sort of situation, not dating.”
“that’s not a secret, mark.”
“what?!” his voice, now instead of a whisper is a near shout, “who told you?” 
he notes that your hand, still in his, gives a seemingly habitual squeeze as you’re enshrouded in faint laughter, “no one. i just- it’s just something i can tell, quite obvious, really.” mark’s jaws unhinges in bewilderment as you let another succession of giggles take over. he fumbles with his words, “shoot, am i- wait no, what’s obvious?” there’s a light in your eyes, it glints in the remnant rays of the sun, “it’s obvious that you don’t have girls over often.”
there’s something about the dejectedness that flits through his own eyes that conciliates the thrums of your heart, elicits the urge to alleviate his disquiet. they don’t round, they don’t widen, but you find that mark is as easy to read as a book. you reiterate with altercations made, “that’s a good thing in a relationship, of course.” and in realization of the inference you’d just made, you glance away for the better fraction of a second but when they happen upon his own eyes again, you don’t miss the way they dilate, even in the low light.
mark listens to the rush in his chest as he shifts your hand in his, bearing your fingers in his palm. you keep your eyes trained upon his, irises blown wide, as he kneads circles into the backs of your fingers, bringing your knuckles to his lips. they press into the ridges with tenderness, fondness, affection.
“i’m all in, are you?”
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✧ end note — got a tad bit long but here’s an extra from when i asked rue if she had any specifics for me: “you can just write that mark said woof and i'll hype that up for you” OK GOODNIGHT
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hopelesslygazingthestars · 4 years ago
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Update: A Dance Of Love And Duty
- Engulfed By Dragon Fire
Elia/Rhaegar (+ mentions Elia/Ashara)
Elia Martell was the prized sun of Dorne. Her mother had searched high and low for a match worthy of such light. Yet, as knowledgeable and formidable as the old Princess of Dorne had been, even she could not have predicted that in the Seven Kingdoms only dragon-fire was looked upon.
Elia did not know she could hate a person so much. But she did. She hated her husband.
She hated how he made her feel; how she beamed in the shadows as the Silver Prince defeated Ser Barristan in the final tilt, how she clapped as he looped the crown of winter roses over his lance and started his horse in her direction, and how she bowed as he rode past her.
Her face burned like the feverish Dornish sun in utter humiliation when Rhaegar laid the wreath of flowers onto the lap of Lyanna Stark. He named a maiden barely a woman grown the Queen of Love and Beauty, and with that single act, undid all their months-long efforts to see their ascension to the Iron Throne.
Not only had he insulted her before the lords of Westeros, but simultaneously disrespected the Warden of the North and his own cousin by choosing Robert Baratheon’s betrothed.
However, Elia’s hurt extended beyond the insult given, and the gasps of shock, and the Mad King’s cackling; hers was a breath-taking anguish from broken treaties.
And when the wolf girl accepted the roses, looking as embarrassed as Elia felt, the Dornish princess somehow schooled her pained expression into one of unphased indifference. Despite the boiling in her blood, and the prince inside her that fussed in protest; Elia refused to crumble. She would not prove the lies of Dornish savages right, nor the tales of her unworthiness for the beloved Targaryen prince.
“Are you not furious?”
Oberyn seethed when she fastened her hand around his wrist so tightly that she drew blood. Prince Lewyn and Arthur also had their hands on Oberyn in anticipation, but Elia saw that both men battled their own fury too.
“A fire rages inside me hot enough to make even dragons sweat,” Elia replied lowly as she lifted her chin proudly and kept herself very still, hyper aware of all the eyes watching the commotion at the Stark stands.
She was reminded again that the dragons had engulfed the sun, when she noted that none outside of her own retinue even cared as to observe for her reaction.
“Whatever you would have us do, let me be the first to get my hands on him.” Ashara snarled through gritted teeth.
Although Elia had never felt such a strong desire to kill Rhaegar, to incinerate him from the inside out, violence was not her reaction.
“You will do nothing.”
Oberyn and Ashara’s heads snapped to her in unison, for as hot-tempered and blinded by love as they were, they could not see what Elia knew.
“But-”
“I, and I alone shall deal with my husband.” She spat out the term she once said in endearment.
Tearing her eyes away from the display, she saw Oberyn gauge her before relenting; but Ashara, remained tense like she was contemplating a most terrible act of treason.
“Ser Arthur, please escort Lady Ashara to her quarters.”
“Elia I will not-”
“Immediately.” She commanded.
Arthur all but lifted and dragged Ashara from her side, and luckily, the spitting protests were largely overshadowed by Brandon Stark being physically restrained by his brother and kinsmen.
If Elia once questioned her husband’s affinity for madness, she certainly no longer did now. She thought him absolutely insane, especially when he turned his horse towards her. Whatever act of reconciliation he intended was of no interest to her. She would not give the Westerosi the satisfaction of a reaction, but she also refused to be remembered as having been remotely in favour of Rhaegar’s actions. Thus, heartbeat still thundering in her ears, her hands tightened on the material of her foreign robes, and she turned away just as Rhaegar finally acknowledged her.
The Dornish party followed without instruction. Dorne was a proud kingdom, and a snub to her, was a snub to them all. She walked with a strength her brittle bones had never known, and for the first time, she wore the skin of the Queen she intended to be. Unbowed. Unbent. Unbroken.
When she eventually reached her chambers, she noticed the decorated red and black walls, Rhaegar’s beloved harp, dragons on every surface, and yearned to tear it all apart.
“Leave me be.”
Reluctantly, her retinue left, and when the door shut, her resolve collapsed.
Traitorous tears pricked at her eyes and her hands shook violently suppressing a volatile rage. Frantically, she searched for something that might anchor and remind her of home – of her. She laughed bitterly when it dawned that she too – pregnant with his promised prince – was a belonging of Rhaegar Targaryen.
She grabbed the closest item to her, ironically, a vase of winter roses, and with all her strength heaved it at the window. It shattered on impact and splinters embedded into her palm. Staring down at the crystalline glass pieces smeared by blood, they almost appeared like rubies.
The crimson mess reminded her of the fateful prophetic dream which had led her to Rhaegar. Fantasies in which she accepted offerings of dripping rubies and winter roses. Elia cursed Nymeria’s gifts and the gods that had carved out a life of failed promises. A suffocating darkness swirled in the pit of her stomach, for she knew, as minor as Rhaegar’s actions were, they were the beginning of something far worse. She knew with vivid clarity that if he humiliated her once, he would do it again.
Still, she could not decide which pain was worse – the public embarrassment or the private heartbreak. She did not care so much if he thought the Stark girl more beautiful, or even wished to bed her, but their marriage was a political identity separated from such sundry as personal feelings. Elia was his lawfully wedded wife, his queen-to-be, and mother of his heirs and with that single act he had threatened her position.
Granted, their marriage had not been without its challenges, but not even the worst fights ever made her feel so violated, betrayed, and so completely debased.
Elia was bought out of her musings when she heard raised voices from beyond the door. She did not need to open it to know it was Rhaegar and Ashara.
“Is this not exactly what you wanted?!”
“Do you expect me to thank you for this-”
Elia opened the door, and both sets of purple eyes turned to her. She found it strange how despite being such similar shades, violet orbs filled her with life, and indigo ones, with vitriol.
“I just wanted to make sure you were…” Ashara divulged, noticing her bleeding hand.
Ashara turned sharply, but Arthur appeared suddenly, and grabbed her wrist before she could throw a fist. She struggled against him and only calmed when Elia’s voice sounded.
“Asha, I’m alright, you don’t need to lose your decency over this,” she answered, voice wavering.
Ashara gave her a once over, before searching her eyes for the truth.
Elia could not find it in herself to smile, no matter how pleased she was that Ashara had remained loyal despite everything she put her through.
The white cloak put her down, but his grip on her wrist did not falter.
“I do need you to do something for me, however…”
“Anything.”
“…call upon lady Lyanna.”
Ashara looked like everything in her wanted to protest but she simply nodded, and Elia closed the door to address her husband.
Before she could unleash hell-fire upon him, he pulled them together into a tight embrace. She felt overheated and suffocated in his arms rather than comforted, and she knew that was exactly what he attempted to do.
“Listen to me.” It came out hard, and Elia felt his words in her body.
Where her heart once skipped a beat at his meagre affection, now it repulsed her, and she forced herself from his grip.
“Elia, wife, I know what it looks like, but I couldn’t explain –”
“No. I deserve an explanation for this. Explain why you have insulted and humiliated me for all the realm to see! Where is the husband that rallied against his King and father in defence of his family, where is that man?”
Passing her for Lyanna was a public message that Elia was lacking in his eyes and validated the anti-Dornish sentiments of everyone who thought her unworthy of Rhaegar. Worse still, she knew his display damaged her place in their future court, because Rhaegar’s snub reinforced the insult Aerys dealt her at Rhaenys’ presentation. She wanted to know what was so worth besmirching her dignity.
“I am right here, except –” he implored, but she was firm in her resolve.
For so long, she had withered away in his shadow, hoping to secure their future. Yet, that was not who she was raised to be, and formerly-quelled Martell fire returned anew.
“I want to know why.” Her voice was steel made sound.
He gestured for her to come, but she would not, and resignedly he moved to her, hand reaching for her swollen belly, then for her injured hand. Again and again, she jerked away from his touch. Rhaegar had a history of adeptly slithering his way out of strife and into her heart and she refused to be disarmed by tender touches or conciliated by soft words.
Elia glared at him with chilly hostility, until her ice extinguished his fire, and he relented.
“I met her for the first time on the search for the Knight of the Laughing Tree. I thought I had found him, and when I unmasked the perpetrator, it was her…” he explained.
Rhaegar’s search last several days and now that Elia knew he was with her, she wondered just what had developed.
“... she surprised me. She is strong and wilful, even in the face of me and…”
Despite the situation, Elia could hear the warmth in his voice and her blood ran cold. It was one thing that he might wish Lyanna his mistress, it was another that he might wish her in his heart. Especially, when Elia had cut away pieces of herself so that she could fit in there.
“…she had noble reasons for entering the lists, and performed so valiantly I didn’t think it fair that she not be recognised somehow. I only wished to honour her.”
“By dishonouring me,” she concluded.
“That was never my intent.”
“And yet that was the result.”
She knew Rhaegar believed her naïve to the great lords of Westeros, but Elia could see greater than he, the precarious position they were in, and she saw the iron throne melting beneath them. That he could be so short-sighted vexed her.
“Your actions will not be received well by court, and we can probably kiss goodbye to any great council without Lord Stark or Robert, likely Jon Arryn too.” She commented.
“I can make amends,” he insisted adamantly.
Elia sighed deeply, and ran her hands through her hair, attempting to preserve the churning anger within. She was not satisfied with his answers, and she understood her husband well enough to know when he placated her with half-truths. Rhaegar was not dumb and yet he made an extremely ill-advised decision. He broke chivalric code and alienated two paramount families in one stroke, it was an insult to her and to the perceived honour of Lyanna. Despite all these considerations, Rhaegar still chose to do it. Elia wondered if Rhaegar’s actions were actually designed to appeal directly to Lyanna herself, and that painted everything in a new light.
“Do you love her?”
There was something about the mere mention of Lyanna which lit up his face in a way that nothing else ever did, and Elia knew the answer, even if he did not yet.
“I love our family,” he answered, moving closer.
There was no true love between them, and Elia was exhausted of pretending otherwise, to him, and to herself.
“That’s not what I asked… do you love Lyanna?”
Silver brows knotted in confusion and she simply observed, willing him to say the words.
“Why – so you can run back to Ashara?” He snapped.
Before she could stop herself, she slapped his face, causing him to double over. She knew it wrong to strike her husband, her future king, but that he even attempted to drag Ashara’s name into it enraged her. More than that, she wanted him to feel a fraction of the pain she had endured.
“I did everything you asked! I have given you everything, and yet again I am left with nothing but hurt!”
Her chest burned, searing flames of betrayal and shame engulfing her because she hated that it affected her so, because it meant that somehow, she still loved him, despite no longer wanting to.
“I know, I didn’t m–”
Elia was tired of giving to a man that took her for granted, and always loved something else more; and left her with nothing but measly scraps. However, she would not allow him to rob her of the last thing she had left, her voice.
“I sacrificed for the future of your family name because that’s what you needed. I abandoned my home, my traditions AND Ashara because that’s what you asked…”
She had done the impossible and pushed away the person she loved the most. For too long, she endured dragon-fire and now that she was nearly ash, her own inferno awakened.
“I did EVERYTHING. I gave up my body for you despite –”
Her voice faltered when old resentments surfaced.
“Despite what?”
“Despite the child that died in my body for me to mourn alone.”
He looked back at her with surprise and an expression akin to shame washed over him. His actions had broken the unbreakable and he did not even know it.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” His voice was a whisper.
For a moment, his indigo irises looked so haunted Elia almost felt remorse for informing him so callously.
She laughed hollowly, dark and filled with resentment.
“You know why.”
And he did. His silence told as much. She would have been cast aside for a mistress sooner.
He reached for her swollen stomach, and this time, she allowed the caress. Inside her, the babe kicked hard. So hard it made her wince. Rhaegar felt it on his hand, and maneuvered to his knees, resting his hands and head on her belly.
Elia looked away, resigned to the inevitable. She did not want him manipulating her into remembering feelings she would rather forget.
“I’m sorry Elia.”
What he was sorry for, Elia did not know, but she nodded and said nothing more.
She distanced herself, and when she met his pensive gaze, translucent eyes swirled with some realisation. His mouth opened and closed wordlessly, before syllables formed.
“This means – he could – he is th–”
“If you mention your damned prophecy right now, I swear by the gods I will scream bloody murder Rhaegar.”
Once she recovered from rehashed emotions, she found herself burned out. They stood on opposite ends of their chambers staring at each other like strangers.
Elia breathed hard, her eyes watery, and hands balled into fists. Rhaegar hung his head low in shame, looking guilty and afraid.
“Love, I can forgo, but I demand your respect, Rhaegar.”
“I would give you both. What can I do to mend us?” His tone was pleading.
However, Elia was well past giving him the benefit of the doubt. Rhaegar had broken her trust for the last time.
In that moment, Furiosa haunted her, making her remember her duty to Dorne.
‘You must ensure your husband sits that throne and that your children do after him… Do not let yourself be duped... And if something needs to be said, do not hesitate to speak for yourself.’
Elia was not so young as to forget the explicitly anti-Dornish Blackfyre rebellions, nor how a noble-mothered bastard could pose a threat to Dornish-blooded monarchs. Elia needed to hold onto Rhaegar no matter how much she despised him.
“If a mistress it what you so desire then seek whoever you wish, discreetly, but I beg you, not Lyanna... and not until you have fulfilled your bargains to me.”
Elia carried another child, despite her health, and pushed Ashara away as he had asked. Now it was his turn to make her a Queen of the Seven Kingdoms.
Her gaze pierced into him and he shifted uncomfortably under it.
“Rhaegar.” She prompted.
His reluctance told her everything she needed to know. Rhaegar loved Lyanna. Yet, if she had sacrificed her heart for him, it was only fair that he do the same.
“Very well. Your wish is my command.”
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write-crawler · 5 years ago
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Why culture matters, especially in times of economical crisis
A defense of Brazilian SAT (ENEM)'s essay theme: “Democratization of access to movies”
B A C K G R O U N D - What is ENEM?
The ENEM - Exame Nacional do Ensino Médio (National High School Exam) - is one of the most important tests for high school kids. It's a chance to get into an university, it's a chance to get into a public university - which, in Brazil, are free of tuition and are usually the highest ranking universities of the country. It's the Brazilian SAT.
The test is divided into Humanities, Languages, and an essay - which are tested on the first day - and Mathematics, Sciences, and Biology - tested on the second day. The ENEM happens all across the country in the first 2 Sundays of November, starting at 1:30 pm and lasts a maximum of 5 hours and 30 minutes. That means the first half happened already this past Sunday (November 3rd, 2019).
This is the first ENEM applied under the Presidency of Jair Bolsonaro, far-right politician who got elected in 2018. Last year, he criticized the test and a specific question about language that used as example a dialect used by the Brazilian transgender community. This is also the first ENEM that had an ideological screening. Also the first ENEM that had no questions about the Brazilian military dictatorship (1964 - 1985)  - which Bolsonaro supported and still openly supports - or about the dictatorship of Getúlio Vargas (1937 - 1946), who was a nazi and fascism sympathizer. 
T H E   E S S A Y - The “controversy”, its history, and my opinion
The essay is a dissertative-argumentative one that requires students to present na introduction, thesis, argumentation, conclusion, and a solution proposal. Every year it has a different theme, which the candidates only find out what it is when they recieve the test. It is released to the press and public later on the day, while candidates are still taking the test. This year the theme was "Democratization of the access to movies". And, like always, many many people complained about it. 
Part of the complaints were about how there are many other important topics to discuss, such as the fires in the Amazon rainforest or other political matters more closely connected to Jair Bolsonaro and his government. Other complaints were that most Brazilians don’t have access to the movies – only 10% of the country’s cities have movie theaters -, so it was very hard for most of the candidates to talk about that theme, making the theme unfair. A tweet that became viral after the test reports a candidate saying “Dude, some days, my house doesn’t even have water, and they want me to write about the democratization of movies”. So, basically, the complaints are that the movies are a reality that is too far away for many Brazilians and there are other social problems that affect everyone, which makes them more important than the movies. 
What these people aren’t getting about the theme is that it is not about movies. Or rather, it’s not just about movies. It’s about democracy and accessibility. But, because these two topics are too broad and the essay has a limit of 30 lines, with a focus on movies. The essay didn’t require you to explain why “The Shape of Water” wasn’t just a monsterfucker fantasy of Guillermo del Toro. It didn’t require you to point out all the symbolism in “Donnie Darko”. Or to talk about how “Fight Club” is an amazing criticism of current society. It didn’t require any knowledge of cinema or movies because it wasn’t about it. It wasn’t necessary to have ever stepped foot in a movie theater to be able to talk about this theme. Because the actual keywords of the theme are “democratization” and “access”. The “movies” part was there simply to help candidates narrow down the topics, to make it easier to talk about these topics.
This year’s theme has suffered the same criticism so many past themes have suffered, because people want the simple and obvious themes. And, to accomplish that, they reduce the theme to just one word. They take the word in the theme that is meant to help you think about the others and make it the theme of the essay.
For example, in 2018 the theme was “Manipulation of user behavior by internet data control”. Everyone said the theme was hard and that it was “the internet”. It was NOT about the internet. It was about how the internet is used to MANIPULATE people, how it is used to CONTROL and TRACK people’s behaviors. We all saw the election of Donald Trump in 2016 happen with a lot of fake news in the internet. We saw in 2018 Bolsonaro get elected by bombarding conservative’s WhatsApp groups with fake news. We KNOW Facebook tracks us and our behavior so they’ll know what ads to show us. Hell, Facebook watches us so closely, they can make shadow profiles of people who don’t have a Facebooks account.  So, if in the ENEM of 2018, you talked about the internet, and not about the manipulation of internet data, you failed the essay.
And 2017’s theme wasn’t deaf people. It was “Dificulties in the education of deaf people”. I did the ENEM that year. And, like most, I thought “fuck” when I read the theme. I, like so many others, complained on the internet about the theme, about how hard it was. And yet, I scored a 840 out of 1000 on my essay. It’s a really good score that would’ve gotten me into several good colleges. How did I manage to get a 840 even though I knew very little about the life of someone with a hearing disability? It’s not because I’m fucking incredible, or because I’m gifted, supersmart or because I suddenly developed an empathical bond with every deaf person in Brazil that allowed me to write the essay. But because I focused first on the first words of the theme, because I thought about the Brazilian educational system, it’s flaws, what affected me and those close to me. Then, after I identified the problems, I figured out how deaf people are affected by them. The theme didn’t require you to be na expert on deafness or to personally be deaf or know a deaf person. You had to think about Brazil’s educational system, the flaws it has and how could they be worse for deaf people. It required you to think about inclusion, disabilities, diversity, and, most of all, education, schools. So, if in 2017 you talked about deaf people instead of their inclusion in schools, you fucked up.
And here is the thing, and maybe you’ve noticed it already, the ENEM’s essay is always about social issues. More specifically, social issues regarding citizenship, democracy, and inclusion. No matter the theme, these three topics, somehow, are always involved in the discussion – because that’s the estructure of the essay. So the theme will never be about just one word or one concept. It’ll always be more complex than that. For more proof, let’s look at all the other previous themes since ENEM’s beggining:  
2016: Ways to fight religious intolerance in Brazil
2015: The persistency of violence against women in Brazilian society
2014: The question of child advertising in Brazil
2013: Effects of the prohibition in Brazil
2012: Immigration movement to Brazil in the 21st century
2011: Linving online in the 21st century: the limits between public and private
2010: The work (as in job) in building human dignity
2009: The individual facing national ethics
2008: How to preserve the Amazon rainforest: immediatly suspend deforestation; give financial incentives to landowners that stop deforesting; or increase law enforcement and impose fines on those who deforest
2007: The challenge of living with differences
2006: The transformative power of reading
2005: Child labor in Brazilian society
2004: How to garantee freedom of information and avoid abuses in the means of communication
2003: The violence in Brazilian society: how to change the rule of this game
2002: The right to vote: how to make of this conquest a way to promote the social changes that Brazil needs?
2001: Development and environmental preservation: how to conciliate these conflicting interests?
2000: Children and teenagers’ rights: how to face this national challenge
1999: Citizenship and social participation
1998: Living and learning
Apart from 1998’s theme, which really is simplistic, all others contain at least one of the topics I mentioned above: citizenship, democracy, and inclusion – perhaps not explicit in the title, but if you think about them, it’s not hard to get to these topics. And all the themes are about social issues. So this is why 2019’s theme is not, in any way, shape or form, a divergence from ENEM’s usual estructure. It’s true that it’s been a long while since ENEM’s essay tackled culture, but it still follows the usual formula, it still expects the same things from 2019’s candidates that it expected from the candidates of previous years.
Another part of the criticism that I haven’t addressed yet: that there are more important themes to discuss.
Honestly, Brazil has always been a country that didn’t give a shit about culture in general so this shouldn’t surprise me. Like most Third World countries, we serve only to supply Europe and the USA with raw materials and give them our natural resources. This isn’t by choice, by the way, that’s the result of living under colonization and USAmerican imperialism. The USA has kept a very tight leash on Brazil, us being it’s most loyal follower in South America – and, when we aren’t that loyal, the USA is quick to orchestrate a coup. And because of all of this, Brazilian society has na ironic culture of dismissing culture. Or rather, dismissing critical thinking and the arts and anything that isn’t pragmatical or practical. What matters here are real jobs, jobs that make money. You go to college so you can work, not to get culture. Because culture is for the elites and, unfortunately, that’s how Brazil wants to keep it.
 The lower social classes are taught to only care about majors that will get them a job. Here, we have a thing called Technical Education, and it’s purpose is solely to prepare kids to work. Like the name suggests, it’s just technical information, it doesn’t encourage or teaches critical thinking – again, because in Brazilian mentality, that’s all you need to do, work and shut up. You can opt for Technical Education rather than go to High School – the subjects that are required in High School are integrated with others – or you can do it after High School. Technical Education is NOT college, it doesn’t count as college or superior education. So, again, it really is meant to keep poor people away from college and culture and just get them to work. In 2016, after leftist President Dilma Rousseff’s impeachment – or coup, depends on your political position and how you see the process – and her right-wing VP, Michel Temer, took over, Technical Education started being encouraged a lot on TV with government advertisement. After Temer took over, it was passed a reform of our Educational System that no longer required schools to teach philosophy.
Currently, Bolsonaro’s government has constantly attacked education, especially public universities. Like I said before, public universities in Brazil are free of tuition, which means that it’s the only chance for many to go to college. And public colleges here also have social and racial quotas, some universities even have transgender quotas, to help the less privileged students get into colleges as part of historic reparations. One of the biggest projects of Bolsonaro’s government is to end all these quotas, making diversity in universities drop even lower. And his government also wants to impose monthly fees on public universities, claiming that those who attend public universities can afford it (we can’t, asshole). (Also, here’s the thing about a right given to you by the Constitution: if you have to pay for it, then it’s no longer right, it’s a privilege. So, charging anything at a public university is unconstitutional. Charging for education is against the Constitution.)
What is also concerning, is the project Future-se (comes from the word “futuro” meaning “future”), nicknamed Fature-se (a play on the name, comes from “fatura” meaning “bill”), that would make public universities depend on financial aid from private companies. Meaning that only the colleges, only the areas, that can be capitalized and/or that appeal to the capitalist market, would get fundings. That means, arts and human sciences are doomed. Those two areas already don’t have enough funding and already suffer with attacks from conservatives, constantly, for not being “productive” and not producing “anything” for society, now imagine when they have data from private companies refusing to invest in those areas. We’ll be cut for sure. Especially because the project states that it is meant to supply the entrepreneurial sector, the privates sector of economy. It’s not about giving back to the community, it’s about fueling capitalism. The project also allows private companies to buy and name buildings of the college. So, literally, you could have na auditorium at a public university called Wall-Mart or Jeff Bezos. Totally not capitalist propaganda, right?
This capitalism-covenient project comes at a time where Universities are struggling to pay their bills – because the State has made a cut on fundings (BOLSONARO’s government cut the fundings, it’s directly his fault a need for financial aid coming from outside the government is even needed). Another area that has suffered a lot of financial cuts is – guess it – culture!
I know I went on and on and on about Brazilian education, but I needed you to understand just a little bit of the extent that the higher classes will go to to keep the lower classes away from anything that may teach them critical thinking. Culture, movies, literature, and paintings are all things that make us look critically at our society. Art has always existed as a form of protest, as a form of expressing your political beliefs, be it left or right wing beliefs. To keep it away from the population, to restrict it, is to put restrictions on our souls, minds, and, obviously, freedom. We need the fictional to function in reality.
Fiction is not reality, obviously. But it doesn’t exist on a vaccum. It feeds on reality and it feeds reality, they’re both stuck in an endless cycle. Fiction isn’t reality, but it does have the most potential, out of anything, to change reality. If it didn’t, fascists wouldn’t need to burn books. If fiction didn’t matter, there would be no censorship of song lyrics under dictatorial regimes. If it didn’t matter, Bolsonaro wouldn’t have felt the need to extinguish the Ministry of Culture, turn it into the Secretary of Culture and put the son of a pastor in charge of it. If it didn’t matter, Bolsonaro wouldn’t have cut 43% of the National Cinema Agency (Ancine)’s budget for 2020 – making it the lowest since 2012. If it didn’t matter, Bolsonaro wouldn’t have threatened to end Ancine because of the movie “Bruna Surfistinha”, which told the story of a teenager who ended up being a prostitute. If it didn’t matter, Bolsonaro wouldn’t have censored LGBTQ+ themed movies that were being made by Ancine. And if it didn’t matter, Bolsonaro wouldn’t have asked Ancine to make a movie about himself, and the rise of the Brazilian reactionary movement. If it didn’t matter, Crivella, the mayor of Rio de Janeiro, wouldn’t have tried to enter a book event with the police to aprehend a Marvel Avengers comic book because it had two gay characters kissing in it. If it didn’t matter, they wouldn’t care.
But they do, a lot. Because, like I said, fiction doesn’t exist in a vaccum, it exists with reality. And so, what we see in fictional work has come from reality, in one way or the other. Because if you see gay people in a comic book, it’s because gay people exist. If there’s transgender people in movies or in a book, it’s because transgender people exist in real life. If minorities exist in fiction, it’s because they exist in reality. And what bothers them is not that we are present in books, but that we are present in real life. And, since genocide would take more effort, they take the easy way out and try to kill us in fiction hoping that it will lead to our dissapearence from real life. That’s why censorship happens. That’s why representation matters.
Protecting culture means protecting the rights of people to exist and be seen. And that is a political act. Shouldn’t be, but it is. Because the right is very firm and clear about the fact that they don’t want groups of people to exist because of who they are.
And, no, that’s not the same as antifa. Antifa hates fascists because their ideology inhenrently wants to persue the genocide of minorities. Antifa hates fascists because of what they believe in, not because of who they are. If antifa confronts a fascist, the fascist can say they regret defending that ideology and leave it behind. Antifa maybe won’t buy their motives, but will leave them alone. However, when it comes to fascists, either they lose or we die. It’s not the same.
But back to culture, literature and movies are a important part of people’s political position formation. Like I said before, education is not accessible to all and critical thinking isn’t being taught to many lower classes kids. So, for these kids that don’t have access to theorical texts – and, even if they did get their hands on these books, the vocabulary would probably be too hard for them (not because they’re stupid, but simply because no one has taught them these words and meanings before) and the quantity of information is not one they’re used to, making the text hard to digest and understand – movies are a great way to show them the ugly truths of our society in a way that they can understand.
Movies like “Freedom Writers” are very, very important to show exactly everything I’ve been saying so far. The movie is based on a real story about a teacher, Erin Gruwell, who starts teaching at a High School in 1995 where a lot of students are poc and involved with gangs, living in poverty and in violent neighborhoods. Gruwell understands the reality of these students and introduce them to books they can relate to, but that also teach them about history, the history of oppresed minorities – like the Diary of Anne Frank and the Diary of Zlata Filipovic. She knows these students won’t respond to textbooks, or hundreds of grammar lessons that seem meaningless to them. So she buys them books. Books written by teenagers like them who they can relate to. Now, I know these books aren’t fiction, but, still, they’re literature and they changed the lives of those teenagers – some of them were the first to graduate High School on their families. But as for the movie telling these stories, it’s essential that kids on the same situation as these teenagers see it. They have to see kids like them on TV going through the same things and making it out alive, well, and going to college. It’s important for them to see a teacher buy the Diary of Anne Frank to a group of teenagers deemed stupid by the educational system. It’s important that they see that the reason they might not understand Diary of Anne Frank isn’t because they’re stupid, but because they didn’t have a Erin Gruwell to help them, to explain it to them.
But “Freedom Writers” isn’t the only movie that does that. “Que Horas Ela Volta”, a Brazilian movie titled “Second Mother” in English, tells the story of Val, a woman who left her young daughter in the Northeast of Brazil to be a nanny, then domestic maid, in the Southeast, working for na affluent family – and living with them. She leaves her daughter in a poor state, with her grandmother, while she takes care of someone else’s son. Years later, Val’s daughter, Jessica, asks to stay with her for a while so she can take na entrance exam for a public university, the same one the family’s son, Fabinho, is trying to get into. As Jessica lives with them, she questions the unspoken and tight rules that dictate the places each social class gets to ocupate, creating tension within the household.
Brazilian TV series, “Assédio” (“Harrassment”), talks about a doctor at a fertilization clinic who is exposed for sexually abusing and even raping his patients. “Saneamento básico” (“Basic sanitation”) is a comedy about how the lack of basic sanitation changes a small town – the residents decide to make a movie, that has to be of a fictional story, to shed light on the sanitary problem they face. “Cidade de Deus” (“City of God”) talks about the favelas, the “slums”, police brutality, and racism. “Central do Brasil” (“Central of Brazil”) is about a retired teacher who writes letters that are dictated for her by poor people who are illiterate, and want to send letters to realtives. “Larte-se” is about a transgender cartoonist who started transitioning at 59 years old. “Hoje Eu Quero Voltar Sozinho” (“Today I Want To Go Back Alone”) is about a blind gay boy. “O Filho Eterno” (“The Eternal Son”) is about a couple who happily waits for their first son, and then find out the child has Down Syndrome.
See, all these movies are extremely relevant themes. All of them could be cited in an ENEM essay. All these movies are very political. All these movies talk about problems of our society and inequality. They show what life is like for those less privileged. To see those fictional stories, is to develop a better understanding of how society works and it’s problems. To see those fictional stories is to develop a bigger empathy for those suffering.
And to keep them away from people, to censor movies, to keep the price of movie tickets high, to restrict what stories can be told, is to limit the population’s right to think for ourselves. Think and criticize. It’s a violation of free speech, it’s a violation of democracy.
In times of economical crisis, the right rises with “magical” solutions for the economy that almost always means cuting the fundings of arts and encouranging the lower classes to work. Work, not think. It is in those times of crisis that music, movies, and literature suffer bigger and bigger attempts of being crushed. Because art is political, because to do art you have to think. And it is in those times that we must protect the most the arts. It is in those times that we have to do what we can to make the arts accessible.
And this is why the democratization of access to the movies is a very very important theme. And this is why culture matters, especially in times of economical crisis.
So we can think. So we can fight. So we can survive. So we can thrive. 
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joannalannister · 7 years ago
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Lady Joanna, may I please ask if you have any thoughts on Loren the Last and any other past Monarchs of the Westerlands? (I ask this having already commissioned and posted an illustration of King Loren on deviantArt, but genuinely wondered if you had ideas for any of his predecessors and thought one might as well include the first "modern" Lord of the Rock).
OooOOoooo omg this is you? I saw it this morning on DA, It’s gorgeous! Do you plan to post it on tumblr? I would love to reblog it from you, along with the other ones!
My main interest in the Lannister kings is that GRRM uses them to continue to explore themes present in the main series. For example, the relationship between the body and the self (or identity), and #body as battleground, is something that goes all the way back to Lann the Clever, who supposedly “sired a hundred bold sons and a hundred lissome daughters, all fair of face, clean of limb, and blessed with hair ‘as golden as the sun.’” 
GRRM/Yandel establishes ~The Lannister Identity~ as people who are beautiful, able-bodied (“clean of limb”), and golden-haired … people who are gender-conforming ie men who are “bold” and Masculine to the point of Toxicity, and women who are thin and gentle and graceful (“lissome”) … 
When the text says this, we’re supposed to say, “Wait. That’s bullshit.” (So much of Yandel’s writing is Bullshit.) Because characters like Genna immediately spring to mind. Genna who is fat and so much bolder than her timid husband. Genna “Get the Trebuchet” Lannister who is anything but gentle. Or Tyrion, who is disabled and who has white hair instead of gold and who in his own words would rather die in bed than in battle. (This is why Tyrion is Not A Targaryen; Tyrion is the linchpin of GRRM’s deconstruction of ~The Lannister Identity~.) 
And so, continuing this deconstruction in TWOIAF, just a few paragraphs after the “bold sons” passage, we get Loreon V, who “was dubbed Queen Lorea, for he was fond of dressing in his wife’s clothing and wandering the docks of Lannisport in the guise of a common prostitute.” I don’t know if Loreon would have considered themself trans or genderfluid or what, but Loreon undercuts the Bold, Masculine image that House Lannister would like to present to the world. And the fact that Loreon would rather be perceived as a common prostitute than a king … that’s a profound rejection of Lannister classism and elitism imo. I love how GRRM builds House Lannister up so that he can tear down its most vile aspects. 
The other ASOIAF theme that crops up here that I’m interested in is the duality of man. It’s not something readily apparent in the individual Lannister kings mentioned in TWOIAF, because we usually only get a sentence or two describing them, but it’s the way that GRRM writes it. In one sentence, Yandel praises the Lannister kings for their wisdom and their valor, only to follow it with this sentence: “Yet Casterly Rock also housed many a weak, cruel, and feeble king.” 
And my favorite example of this in TWOIAF is Tyrion II versus Tyrion III. Tyrion II was known as the Tormentor who delighted in making women bleed, while Tyrion III was a great conciliator, bringing the Andals and the First Men of the Westerlands together through marriages. We know from GRRM that Tywin named Tyrion, and I feel 100% certain that Tywin named Tyrion for Tyrion II the Tormentor, but I like to think GRRM named Tyrion for both. Or rather, GRRM created both of these Tyrions for the World Book, so that Tyrion Son of Tywin could be named for both of them to fill in that backstory. Tyrion has done some horrible things, but I believe he’s also capable of doing great things. (Such great things.) 
The heroes will always be remembered. The best.““The best and the worst. […] And a few who were a bit of both. 
And so we come to Loren the Last. 
Do you know who I think of when I think of Loren? I think of Lancel, Kevan’s son. 
When Tyrion was recounting the tale of the Field of Fire in AGOT, he says, “King Loren had escaped, and lived long enough to surrender, pledge his fealty to the Targaryens, and beget a son, for which Tyrion was duly grateful.” 
Now – this is just my impression!! maybe I’m wrong!! – my impression here has always been that Loren was a young man when he set foot on the Field of Fire – young enough that he hadn’t yet fathered any sons before his surrender. 
So imagine, if you will, a young Loren, not long a king, “cursed with all the certainty of youth, unleavened by any trace of humor or self-doubt, and wed to the arrogance that came so naturally to those born blond and strong and handsome. His recent elevation [to the throne of the Rock] had only made him worse.” 
The Gardener king needed the Lannister armies more than the Lannister armies needed him imo. Highgarden would have fallen easily to the dragons, but Casterly Rock? Never. So what madness possessed King Loren to leave the safety of the Rock and voluntarily meet the Targaryens and their dragons in the field? I believe Loren was “too young, too bold, too eager for glory” (like a lot of other Lannister boys). 
Loren must have thought he couldn’t lose. And for a few golden moments, it was high summer for House Lannister.
The hosts met on the broad plains of the Reach, amidst golden fields of wheat ripe for harvest. When the Two Kings charged, the Targaryen army shivered and shattered and began to run. For a few moments, the chroniclers wrote, the conquest was at an end … but only for those few moments, before Aegon Targaryen and his sisters joined the battle.
But it is high summer for House Lannister. So why am I so bloody cold?      –Tyrion, ASOS
(There are so many parallels between ASOIAF history and the main sequence of events, I love it. Whether it’s the Conquest or the War of the Five Kings or the War for the Dawn, the Lannisters can’t stand against the fire, and they shouldn’t try.) 
Oh, how he must have regretted his folly. 
Loren Lannister […] knelt as a king and rose as a lord.
The sense of loss here – of failure – to have a major part of your identity stripped from you and to be branded with that shameful sobriquet, “the Last,” a title that calls to mind Jon Connington’s words to Tyrion as “the last and least of our company”.
This newly minted king, who reigned so briefly, only to lose everything because of his pride. 
Imagine walking off that field, the sickly sweet smell of charred flesh all around you. 
Imagine the horror of it:
Ravens soared through a grey sky on wide black wings, while carrion crows rose from their feasts in furious clouds wherever he set his steps. […] From the pyres of the dead rose black columns of smoke and white-hot ashes. My work, thought […] Lannister. They died at my command. […]
So many dead, so very many. Their corpses hung limply, […] unrecognizable, hardly human. Why did I kill them all? He had known once, but somehow he had forgotten.
What madness possessed Loren to leave the safety of the Rock and meet the dragons in the field? “He had known once, but somehow he had forgotten.”
Perhaps Loren stepped onto the Field of Fire as a young man, but I believe he left it an old one. 
“Near four thousand men had burned that day, among them King Mern of the Reach.” 
Imagine turning your horse for home with that many ghosts. 
Imagine Loren’s once-mighty army, now greatly diminished, marching back up the Ocean Road. In every village, every town, every holdfast they pass by … imagine the accusing eyes of all the women of the west, the highborn and the low, the widows and orphans and now-childless mothers. 
Imagine how many of Loren’s friends died on the Field of Fire. The male half of Loren’s court must have been decimated, and the female half might have taught Barbrey Dustin a thing or two about hate. 
And after the dust settles…
How crushing must it have been to be the last and least of thousands of years of Lannister kings?  The last and least of such a proud lineage? 
Imagine walking through Casterly Rock, the seat of Lannister kings, the Rock itself like a throne at the edge of the Sunset Sea. And in every hall, every gallery remain the trappings of a lost monarchy, a constant reminder, as if Loren could ever forget. 
“Loren […] lived long enough to […] beget a son”
Again, this is just my headcanon, but I imagine Loren died young, with only the one son to his name. 
(We don’t know Torrhen Stark’s age AFAIK, but in contrast to young King Loren, I imagine Torrhen was an older man. He was certainly a wiser one.) 
idk, Loren hits all of my Lannister feelings. The Romanticism-capital-R, the tragedy, the hubris, the trainwreck of it all. 
And this is, like, probably totally irrelevant to everyone but me, but this:
Loren Lannister […] knelt 
makes me also think of this: 
Yet Grand Maester Pycelle tells us that when Aerys II announced Ser Jaime’s appointment from the Iron Throne, his lordship went to one knee and thanked the king for the great honor shown to his house. Then, pleading illness, Lord Tywin asked the king’s leave to retire as Hand.
The loss, the tragedy, the failure to protect the people we love … it kills me every time. Every time. 
(I paralleled Tywin and Loren in my fanfic, they give me Emotions.) 
Also Loren and I share the same name, his is just the male spelling :) Since you asked for my thoughts and that is definitely something I think about :)
Also also, I would be remiss if I did not mention @racefortheironthrone’s essays on the politics of the Westerlands, which analyze the policies of Lannister monarchs in detail
Part I
Part II
Part III
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I don’t know if this satisfies your curiosity? Whenever people ask vaguely for my thoughts on a broad subject, I’m like, “But which thoughts? Headcanons I made up? Close examinations of the text? Both? Character-driven or thematic? An ASOIAF-only approach or in the context of the larger fantasy genre?” and then I just spray unfocused thoughts all over the place, if I answer broad questions at all. 
Anyways, this is far too long already, so I hope that satisfies! 
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ktwrites · 7 years ago
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The Stormborn
Fandom: Jonerys/ Game of Thrones
Genre: Family/Fluff
Rating: Nothing above T
Find it on AO3 and Fanfiction.net
A/N: This is another future fic oneshot from the same timeline as Stallion of Stone. I enjoyed writing about Jon and Dany’s future children that I just had to write a little bit more.
“Will that be the last one for tonight, your Grace?” Missandei asked as Daenerys set down her quill.
“Yes, I think that’s enough for one evening,” Dany replied, sitting back in her chair and running her hands over her belly. “I know you think I’m working too late as it is. We’re finished for the night.”
“I would never presume to tell you how late you should work, your Grace.”
“As my advisor you wouldn’t. As my friend you most certainly would. That’s why I value you.”
The two women shared a warm smile. They had been through much together; grief, heartache, sorrow, happiness, and joy.
“Will you need my assistance tonight?”
“No, I think I’ll stay here and read for a bit,” Dany said as lightning flashed across the Gullet. “It looks like a storm’s coming. I can smell it in the air.”
“Don’t stay up too late, Daenerys.”
“Now you sound like me when I’m scolding Aemon.”
“Well, he does get his stubbornness from his mother.”
“I promise I will sleep. That is, as long as this one will let me,” Dany said, pointing to her stomach. “I think their foot is currently wedged beneath my ribs. At least it feels that way.”
“I’ll have them send in some tea before I retire tonight. The kind that helps you relax.”
“Thank you, Missandei. I’ll see you in the morning. Goodnight.”
After her friend and most trusted advisor left, Daenerys stood from her writing table and stretched out her sore back. Just because she had come to Dragonstone for her eventual confinement did not mean she left her duties behind her in KIng’s Landing. Every day new missives, inquiries, and petitions arrived and every evening after she put Rhaenys and Aemon to bed she would go over everything with Missandei’s help. In less than a week Jon would be joining her from his trip to the Iron Islands. Then, barring anything urgent, their family would remain there for the next month until the babe was born.
She hated when they were apart, but short and long absences alike were part of ruling a vast kingdom that was still rebuilding from years of war and neglect. She was glad to have someone to share the heavy burden of the crown. In many ways she had been naive, despite Tyrion’s warning. Not everyone had welcomed the restoration of her dynasty, not everything was able to be solved with Valyrian steel and dragonfire. Four years after their coronation she was still learning that.
Dany stood at the open balcony in the Chamber of the Painted Table, the Map Room, as Aemon and Rhaenys called it, and closed her eyes as the warm salt air blew across her face. Far below her, fierce waves were pummelling the socks, warning of the storm brewing across the open water. Lightning flashed again, so bright she could see its light through her closed lids and she counted the seconds that passed until the low rumble of thunder echoed across the bay. It’s going to be a big one tonight, she thought with a smile. In just ten days she would celebrate her namesday, so a summer storm seemed more than appropriate.
Summer, Dany mused. Another reason she was glad to be on Dragonstone. The heat of King’s Landing was different from the warmth of Essos. There, it was hot. In King’s Landing it was sweltering, nearly oppressive at times and the large city seemed to stink with the heat. Dragonstone provided an escape from that as well. Here the breezes blew into the castle from the water in a way that did not happen in King’s Landing. Here was the perfect place to welcome her summer child into the world.
Soon enough the rain began to fall and Dany retreated further into the Map Room, running her fingers across the great carved and painted map of her ancestor, Aegon Targaryen, on her way to the bookshelf. She selected a tome before settling back into her chair. The book was a familiar one, given to her as a wedding present by Ser Jorah. In all the years that had passed, she still never tired of the stories within. No sooner had she opened the book than a servant begged entrance to the chamber, carrying the tea Missandei had promised to request for her. She thanked them, took a sip of the steaming drink and returned to her reading, finally deciding on the early days of House Targaryen when Jaehaerys the Conciliator became king after the reign of Maegor the Cruel, and ruled with his wife, the good Queen Alyssane.
Dany propped her elbow on the table and cradled her head in her hand as she read. Before long her eyelids began to grow heavy, only to snap open again with each crack of thunder. Her head had dipped down again when she heard the faint sound of steel scraping across the stone floor.
“Mama?” a small voice said just before a clap of thunder so loud it shook the cup on her table echoed through the Map Room and jolted her awake. She blinked a few times to find her son standing before her, a small sword in his hand and a scared expression on his face.
“Aemon? What are you doing?” she asked, holding her hand out to beckon him towards her.
“The storm woke me up and...and…” His bottom lip quivered as he walked towards his mother and Dany could tell he was quite possibly on the verge of tears. She wrapped her arm around his shoulders.
“And you were afraid?”
“No!” Aemon said quickly. “I’m not afraid! I came to protect you.”
“Ahhhhh,” Dany replied with a knowing smile. “That was very good of you. It’s very late, Aem.”
“I know, but after I woke up I could sleep anymore.”
“And your sister didn’t wake up?”
“Rhae can sleep through anything.”
Her father’s daughter, Dany thought with a wry smile.
“I was just about to retire for the night. Would you escort me to my chambers?”
“Yes, Mama!” Aemon said excitedly but Dany noticed him jump when the next flash of lightning lit up the room.
Daenerys took one last sip of her tea and shifted herself out of her chair. Her body felt heavy with fatigue and she could not wait to sink into her soft bed and let sleep wash over her. First, however, there was a little prince too proud to say he was afraid of the thunder who needed his mother. She took his hand in hers and squeezed it three times and waited for his little hand to squeeze back four times. It was a little code between the two of them, a secret message. Three squeezes meant I love you. Four squeezes in return meant I love you, too.
“Lead the way, Aemon,” Dany said and her son led her from the Map Room to her bedchamber.
“You have a visitor tonight, your Grace?” Ser Barristan asked from his post at the door to Daenerys’s chamber.
“Indeed,” his queen replied. “It appears I have an extra Queensguard tonight.”
Aemon walked into his mother’s bedchamber and laid his sword against a chair. He climbed up onto the tall bed and watched Dany expectantly.
“Stay right there and I’ll be back,” she instructed, moving behind the changing screen in the far corner of her room to shrug out of her gown and into a deep greyish blue nightgown.
The bedroom was dark, save for a few sputtering candles and the occasional flash of lightning. Aemon looked so small in the middle of the huge bed and when she climbed on he immediately settled himself beside her resting his head on her chest and a hand on her belly. She wrapped an arm around him and brought him in close.
“That’s much better,” she said, nuzzling his soft, silver-blonde hair. It was long now and messy about his face. He typically wore it half-up. Like Father wears it, he often said with pride. Now it was loose and wild from sleep.
“Better,” he echoed his mother and glanced up at her. “Story?”
Daenerys nodded and hummed for a moment before she began her tale.
“Do you know why they call me Stormborn?” she asked.
“Because you were born during one of the worst storms.”
“That’s right. You were born during a terrible storm as well.”
“I was?”
“Yes, but you were born during a great Winter storm. One of the worst, even the Northerners agree. I was staying at Winterfell and your father was at Castle Black preparing to seek out the Night King and defeat him. That’s a very long way from Winterfell, but he promised me that he would be there when you were born.”
“Did he keep his promise?” Aemon asked, already knowing the answer for he had heard the story before, but it was one of his favorites.  
“He did. He must have known it was close to the time for you to be born. Now, how he and Rhegal made it through the storm I will never know, but he was there at Winterfell when you were placed into my arms, all red faced and screaming and wailing. That very night, the storm died down and from that night on there has never been such a storm like that anywhere in Westeros. Some say that the night you were born was the beginning of the end of the Long Night.”
Aemon was quietly for a very long time and Dany thought he had fallen asleep, knowing that he was finally safe from the storm within his mother’s embrace.
“Mama?” his little voice asked in the dimly lit room.
“Yes, Aem?”
“I told a lie.”
“You did?”
Aemon nodded against her breast and heaved a sigh. “I was afraid of the storm.”
“Why didn’t you just say so?”
“Because if I want to be brave, I can’t be afraid.”
“Oh my love,” Dany said, shifting her son so that he was sitting up and facing her. “People aren’t brave because they’re not afraid. People are brave because they carry on despite their fear. I was told that your grandfather Ned used to say that the only time a man can be brave is when he’s afraid.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Are you still afraid now?”
“No. Because you’re here, Mama.”
“No, Aemon. You’re not unafraid just because I’m here. You’re unafraid because we’re here together.”
“Do I have to go back to my bed now?”
“Not tonight, Aemon,” Dany said, hugging him and holding his close again. “Stay right here with me.”
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Hey Kristen! I really hope this doesn't come off as an anti ask because I swear I don't mean it that way:/ I was wondering - how will Dany and Jon achieve equality? I always saw Westeros as a place where there is a king and his wife, or thought that there will be a queen (Dany) and her husband. Isn't there always just one ruler and their spouse? Even today, that monster that sits in the white house is our president, and Melania is just his wife. So how will they be equals? No hate, love you 😘❤️
Hi, same anon who asked about Jon/Dany being equal rulers. I just wanted to add - if there is an iron throne left, who do you think will sit on it? Will they just forge another one using Drogon’s fire?:D Or do you think there won’t be an iron throne anymore? I think it’s pretty clear that there will be no more IT but I’m still curious to hear what you think. Hope you’re having a wonderful day, love you💞
First of all, omg you’re so sweet and cute anon haha. The love is mutual
Well, in the current system, you would be absolutely right! The Iron Throne is certainly built for one and we don’t really have good examples of exceptions to that rule. But we have something close.
In ASOIAF history, King Jaehaerys and his sister/wife Queen Alysanne had a successful working relationship as husband and wife, king and queen consort. 
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They weren’t total equals but she exercised a lot of influence over him and was his chief counselor. 
For example, she was able to convince him to outlaw the custom of the first night, which you may remember from Braveheart haha–basically lords getting to sleep with brides under their jurisdiction on their wedding night. This was something Jaehaerys’s nobles were very serious about but the king made policy decisions according to his queen’s advice. I think that’s huge. 
They were married for 46 years and Jaehaery’s reign was the longest in history–55 years. He was often called “The Wise” or “Conciliator,” and Alysanne was called “The Good Queen.” They had thirteen children together and their reign was a time of relative peace and prosperity for the realm. 
Why do I tell you all of this? Well, I think that they establish a precedent of a Targaryen couple operating as an effective unit where the power dynamic was close to equal. 
Jon and Dany will be a more modern, progressive version of this where the woman is the one more interested in ruling/politics, but ultimately will go to her spouse for advice and heed that advice, as we have seen in canon already. Dany asked Jon what to do before the loot train battle. As we know, she wanted to go right to the Red Keep and get rid of her Cersei problem the old fashioned way. But Jon told her not to burn “cities” or “castles.” So instead she met enemy soldiers on the field of battle. She listened to his advice. If the king and queen tell each other what to do and listen to each other, regardless of titles, their relationship is equal in practice. 
But on the subject of titles, I don’t think we yet have evidence that their titles will be unequal either. In 7.04 Dany asked Jon to bend the knee a second time. But even after asking this, she referred to him as a king. I think that is important. She said that Jon’s people would accept her as their queen if their king accepted her. To me this meant that she was on board with the idea of Jon still being called king, so long as he and his people were loyal to her and acknowledged her as their queen. 
In the next episode we could see more of this. When Dany ordered Jon not to leave Dragonstone, she was clearly just doing it as a last, desperate effort to keep him safe and near her because she was already developing feelings for him. When Jon protested and said, “I am a king,” the camera immediately panned to Dany’s face, and she smiled. She didn’t disagree. She smiled and listened to him without another word of protest. 
Later in the same episode when Jon was leaving for Eastwatch, he told Dany that if he died she wouldn’t have to deal with “The King in the North” anymore. Again, Dany kind of smiled. She didn’t disagree or react negatively, and was clearly sad to see him go. To me, this signified her acceptance of his title as KitN. She views him as a king and is no longer interested in taking that away from him. 
Finally, in 7.06 Dany puts her life on the line to save Jon and when they speak afterward in the boat, she offers to help Jon fight the NK without any assurances of his loyalty or that of the North. It is only after this that Jon calls her, “My queen.” When he does this, he says, “I’d bend the knee …” and trails off, smiling. I think he was joking about being naked but also about bending the knee in general because that issue has become a running joke between them. Dany no longer requires this and Jon knows that. If he thought she was his superior and someone he has to subjugate himself to, I doubt very strongly that he would have given her a nickname (”Dany”) or taken her hand the way he did. 
Calling her, “My queen,” felt to me almost like a term of endearment. Yes, he swore fealty. Yes, it was politically significant. But to me it also signified a declaration of his feelings and intentions. He can absolutely still be the KitN: he’s merely chosen his queen. The use of the personal pronoun is key here, I think. 
And I also feel strongly that Dany picked up on this meaning as he said it and knew the significance of what he was saying. That’s why she was so touched, crying, and saying, “I hope I deserve it.” She is moved that he is loyal to her, yes; but she is moved even more by Jon’s feelings for her and the idea that he wants to make her his queen… possibly his wife?
So I could be wrong, but I believe that at this moment Jon is still every bit the king he was in episode 5. I also think that Dany is happy to let him remain so, no longer threatened by his power. Instead she is intrigued by and attracted to it. 
This is why Jon’s legitimacy is going to be so important. I don’t think it is to create conflict with Dany–because we are getting the information AFTER their relationship is serious and confirmed. I think it is to make Jon and Dany a united couple and the obvious choice for king and queen, two legitimate Targaryen heirs who also have the love and loyalty of the people. 
As to the Iron Throne itself, I’m with you–I don’t think it will still be around at the end of the series. At least not in its current form. Personally I think Jon and Dany won’t rule at all (if they both even survive) but that it will be by choice. Dany wants a home and family (the house with the red door) more than she wants to be queen. She wants to “break the wheel.” The current system is not something she is interested in. And we already know Jon isn’t fond of being king, as he has mentioned explicitly. 
But if they did rule, I think it is not only possible but extremely likely that they would do so as equals. I think the seven kingdoms will be more independent, with their own monarchs instead of just wardens/lords, and that it is possible that Jon and Dany could still rule them from KL (United Kingdom(s)?), but not in the current mode and not on the Iron Throne. 
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Confidence Sanders
Hi @princey-and-hottopic I heard you wanted this? @princeyandanxiety @use-it-ironically @dan-yuna (Hi you're cool so I'm tagging you hi) @prplzorua hi I'm on wattpad too I just never use it until now so hi Wow that's a lot of hi's 
TW: ANGST ANGST SELF HATE Suicidal Thoughts, arguing, yelling. Like a LOT of self hate, death mention
 Anyway it's on wattpad and it's better on wattpad cause I still haven't figure out HTML ok I'm bad at this anyway pls use wattpad http://my.w.tt/UiNb/mA5zwYEyCC or read it here whichever works tbh
 "I can't... I can't believe you. How dare you!" Prince exclaimed. He had heared Anxiety's response to his "Can't you be nicer? Why can't you be more like me or Morality? It's not that hard!" comment, which was “maybe I’m just not confident enough”.
Thomas looked confused. "Wait, why are you angry? You technically were the one to start this." he asked. Morality tried to shush Thomas and explain but it was too late. "Me?! Me?! I started this? Anxiety started this years ago! Blame him!" Prince yelled. 
Logic cut in. "Thomas, perhaps its better if we all.. explained?" "Ah, yeah, that would be good." Thomas replied. His eyes flicked to Prince, then Anxiety. Anxiety just looked.... subdued. Like he had given up a long time ago. It did not give Thomas a good feeling. Morality spoke up, also looking worriedly at Anxiety and Prince. "Well... years ago, when you were in high school... oh wait, lets back up a little." Prince huffed. Morality drove on. "So features of your personality, like happiness and fear, are incorporeal. See I do know big words!" Logic nodded and gestured on. "Well they do exist in your mindscape as.... kinda.... Logic?" "They exist as incorporeal entities, particles, if you can call them particles, spread out through the mindscape. But occasionally, these features become corporeal, similar to us. Anxiety, if i am correct, was/still is, one of these features" they all turn to look at Anxiety, Prince huffing again. He complained "But that's not the point-" "Please let Anxiety explain further" Logic interrupted. They all looked at Anxiety. He panicked. "Uhhhhhhhhh." "Kiddo, you okay?" Morality asked. That snapped him out of it for the time being. "So I.. was? I think.. up until Thomas turned about thirteen, I was a feature. Before then, I was a part of Fear, another feature. I mean, I think, I don't know. Some features are connected to other features but have a smaller and more concentrated range of emotions/control, that sort of thing. I think I was just a smaller feature who had to listen to Fear?" Anxiety was rambling, unable to stop. Morality cut him off. "Okay, thanks kiddo, how about you relax now. I'll take it from here." "How about I do?" Logic queried. "Sure!" Morality replied. "So basically, up until thirteen years of age, Anxiety was a feature and" Thomas jumped in " And there was only the three of you?" "Not.. exactly. There was another former feature that arrived shortly after Prince did, to help with performing. His name was Confidence. He used to just be a feature, working in the background, completely invisible and incorporeal, except now, he was needed in the 'front line' to help keep your.. well, help keep your confidence up." Prince and Anxiety's eyes were watering, though neither would ever admit it. Thomas had a feeling it had something to do with the name 'Confidence'. 'Was that the word that freaked Prince out anyway?' he thought. Logic had paused, trying to choose how to go on. He glanced at Prince then stated "Prince and Anxiety better do the rest" "Why me?!" Anxiety asked, shocked. "You were there. You were best friends after all, were you not?" Logic responded. Anxiety shut up after that, looking like he was going to avoid speaking as much as possible. "I may as well start then" Prince decided. "Confidence appeared a little while after me. We were the best of friends. But Confidence was always... he was always" Prince broke down, sobbing. "He was, he was. He had a lingering-" he couldn't stop sobbing as he tried to struggle through his words. "He had always a lingering feel of, of fear. I, I, i appear around three years old, after Thomas first Disney movie. But Confidence, he, he appeared around" Prince's stuttering would not stop. "Around four. We couldn't really... talk properly back then but he tried to tell me about this friend he had. He described something like Anxiety, guess. Another feature. Before Confidence, before he arrived-" Logic stepped in. "What Prince is trying to say, I think, is that before Confidence, we were led by a blind need for food or to learn or for any other reason. Any brazenness was a product of that." Prince continued. "Yes, I meant that. But the point was, we were best friends for years, and then Anxiety showed up and ruined it!" "I didn't ruin anything! It's not my fault I exist! From the sounds of it, someone was gonna appeared either way, what with the sense of fear you got!" Anxiety fought back against Prince's words, who tried to combat him. "After you arrived, the fear went away! It was you, always you, lurking, hiding in the shadows ready to pounce as soon as the opportunity struck! And it did, the first time Thomas got critiqued in front of the whole class when he had no excuse! The one time Thomas had no reason for being late to school! You saw your opportunity and you took it!" He was practically crying out now, shrieking. Morality stepped in front of Thomas, who was shrinking back in emotion turmoil. Logic tried to prevent the fight from going any further. He failed. "Maybe, maybe, I could have forgiven you if you had apologised. But no! You let my love die. It's your fault. Confidence would hate you. He fucking hates you." Prince screamed vindictively. Anxiety looked away, tears falling softly from his lashes, eyeliner streaming. "I know" he whispered, so full of remorse and regret and true and utter sadness that Prince stopped. The room was silent. "What?" Prince asked, quietly, so quietly, so gently, that Anxiety finally gazed up at him, shocked. "That was his.. dying wish. He always hated it when I apologised a lot. He always tried to stop me. He was my brother after all. That's what bros do, right?" Anxiety released a bitter chuckle. "I mean, that what we used to". The silence, which had only been broken by their remorseful voices, increased ten fold. Ten minutes past. Morality comforted Thomas and they all tried to deal with the realisation they never had : Confidence and Anxiety were brothers. It all made so much sense now, and that brought on so much regret. Softly, ever so softly, Prince spoke up once more. "Brothers? He never... never told me that". Prince slowly moved to sit across from Anxiety, only centimetres away, through that still felt like a mile. Anxiety gave one last bitter laugh. "Yeah. He didn't want to hurt you, knowing that the guy that could kill 'your love' was his younger brother, destined to kill him and destined to love him. Destined to forever regret it. Funny right? He was too nice. He was confident. Confident you'd never find out. Never hurt me. Would never have a reason to hurt me. He was so confident. Even when he knew he was wrong. Confident, arrogant even. Just. Too. confident." Anxiety spat out his words, resentful and yet, still mournful, still missing the brother he could never get back. " I mean, I'll never see him again, so what does it matter? So Princey, since it's my fault, I choose to obey his final. fucking. wish. Even if it's only out loud. So you can stop constantly, constantly.. bullying me about it. I can bully myself perfectly well" Prince shuddered, trying to stem the flow of his tears. Anxiety kept on, continuing. "Even if i could bring him back to life, 'repent' my own existence, the thing that killed him. Well, if I could, i would die, and I'm not too selfish not to do that, i would, definitely, gladly, but it would break him even more. I'm not cruel. I'm not a- I'm not a murderer. I'm not, it's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's not my fault, I just existed, it's not my fault I exist but it is it is it is it is it is it is" Anxiety was breaking down, trying to conciliate his love for his brother and the want to keep to his last wish, and his own self loathing and knowledge of the technical truth, which was that it was his fault, it was his fault because he existed. But it wasn't his fault he existed. So who's fault was it? It couldn't be Anxiety's, if they were technical about it. And it wasn't any of their faults. But- "it had to be someone's fault. He can't have died for.. for no reason" Anxiety was full on sobbing, crying for a life he could never get back, for a brother he could never get back. He whimpered. Morality slowly stood up to gently hug him, bawling his eyes out. Thomas had moved to the others as well, blubbering. Logic was the least likely person to move, but he did, and that was what mattered. He insisted he was having any 'icky emotions' but he was weeping with the rest of them. Prince was keening the most, tears falling like a waterfall, already having fallen on Anxiety, hugging in with the most remorse a person had ever had. 'Ha. At least now there's two of us with regret now Princey" Anxiety hazarded a joke after the sounds of crying slowed down. Everyone had been crying but now they had no energy left, really. "Yeah" Prince responded with a shaky laugh, "Yeah". "I'm sorry" ------- I'm sorry too. Ha no I'm not this took me like three or four hour to write, do you think I would do that if I was gonna be sorry about it lmao no. Also: this is Context from the original post: It was the one time anxiety ever listened to his older brother/brother figure when confidence said ‘anxiety Please don’t blame yourself’ and tried to help him. The only time he listened. Confidence begged him, right before he died. ‘Please Anxiety. One time. For me. Don’t blame yourself. Don’t apologise. It’s not your fault. It’s what you were made for. Anxiety, bro.’ Anxiety laughed a little at that. ‘Bros? Really? You’ve never called us that.’ ’ Yeah. But it’s irony. Come on bro’ anxiety chuckled again. ‘Okay then. ’ confidence shuddered a little. 'Bro, anxiety, listen to me, seriously.’ Anxiety glance up. 'Anxiety. Promise you won’t blame yourself. Before… before I die. You know I will. It’s bound to happen.’ Anxiety looks away. 'Anxiety. Come on. I’ll still be here. Just.. not physically. Hey, wait, we’ve always wanted a ghost! Look, you’re gonna get one. Anxiety. Anxiety. Don’t cry. Oh please don’t cry I’m not the best at crying. Promise me… please’ 
Anxiety was full on sobbing now. 'No, no no I can’t, not you, not now.’ 
There was silence. Confidence looked up to acknowledge the elephant in the room. 'I’m disappearing…. please’ 'Okay'
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miss28ff · 8 years ago
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SHRINE
(AU) (MUSIC/ROMANCE/DRAMA) (Yatori) (Kazubisha) (Daifuku) (18+ due to language, mature subjects and a little smut)
Summary: With her earphones on and melodies filling her ears, the girl looked at the ceiling, thinking. She, Iki Hiyori, a regular schoolgirl, had jumped at the street to save the life of a promising rock star.
TRACK 9.
Piano Man – Billy Joel.
It wasn’t until she wore again her recently returned scarf that she noticed one of Yato’s most unnerving traits: his perfume.
She couldn’t quite place her finger over what it was, because it didn’t seem like something store-bought. And it simply seemed to impregnate in everything he could lay his hands on, even faintly, but consistent nevertheless. During all that night, Hiyori was practically burying her nose on the pink fabric. Something in it was intriguing, intoxicating, even dangerous, and yet it was just a simple mixture of completely common smells, once she could sort of figure it out without feeling completely dumb or with that tickling sensation of rocks in her stomach. She could smell a bit of the cigarette’s tobacco plus one or two different kinds of candy and junk food, along with some sort of body soap, shampoo, and – surprisingly, fabric softener; and with all that, a little something that simply could be associated with him. An unmistakable note that had the power of standing all her hairs. When she realized what a simple smell was doing to her, she decided to go to sleep with a huff, trying to forget how hard it had been to shake Yato off herself to avoid him taking her right to her doorstep in that flashy car.
Along the day things weren’t much easier. Her mother and practically all the teachers had been constantly asking if she was running a fever. Of course, her completely reddened cheeks had absolutely nothing to do with being sick. She was wearing her scarf around her neck, covering her mouth and nose.
A very light snowfall made her breath to escape in the form of white clouds through the fabric, an Hiyori happily noticed that the smell seemed to reactivate with her breath’s humidity. She guarded below one of the eaves of the stores by the station’s door, waiting. Looking at the crowd, she suddenly felt paralyzed when she catched a glimpse of the blue-eyed smile of Yato in the distance, walking slowly, enjoying one of the last puffs of smoke of his cigarette. Today he looked quite different. He was wearing a long coat over a pair of jeans and a different sweatshirt, with a scarf around his neck, all in dark colors.
“Did you dressed all by yourself?” she let out. For an instant, he didn’t knew how to react.
“I shoulda’ left you go to Kofuku’s house on your own.”
Remembering Yukine’s little scene, her face went pale.
“No, I’m sorry! Actually you… you look fine”
“Flirting with me is really low, Hiyori, I thought you were better than this” said Yato smiling slyly, doing an awful job at hiding the slight red tint his cheeks had taken.
“Can we go?” she sighed, in the midst between annoyed and completely confused about how she felt at that moment with the sole fact of seeing him in an outfit that could be considered at least something presentable and the involuntary reaction of her face -blushing too. Yato looked at her, somewhat lost.
“Let’s go, but, are you feeling OK?” he said with a worried tone “looks like you’re running a fever”
Hiyori began walking hurriedly, and Yato was walking with her within short time. The cold made them walk faster without talking, and soon - “too soon”, thought Hiyori, before scolding herself internally and discarding the thought as quickly as she got it, they made it to Kofuku’s house.
It was in that point that the girl realized this hadn’t been a great idea, probably, according to what Yukine had said about not everyone being agree with involving her. Around the kotatsu were three faces watching her with different expressions. Yukine’s one was total annoyance. Kofuku showed a conciliating smile and Daikoku was avoiding looking at her at all. Hearing Yato was taking air to begin talking, Hiyori took a step forward and made a deep bow.
“I’m so sorry!”
The three people at the table answered with a surprised interjection.
“What are you talking about, Hiyorin?” asked Kofuku, getting on her feet.
“I’m so sorry to have lied to you guys… I’m actually…” the other girl took her from the arm and softly led her to sit at the Kotatsu. Her kindness filled her with courage. It was about time to clean up some of her lies.
Not very long after, finishing to tell her story on detail in front of a cup of tea, Hiyori took a deep breath. Daikoku raised his fist, effusive.
“You finding us was destiny!”
“I’m so sorry to have doubted you, Hiyorin!” cried Kofuku, pouncing over her, pulling Hiyori into a hug.
Yato and Yukine’s gazes crossed during a split second, before the teenager turned his face away, raising his nose. “It’s now your turn ignoring me, Yukine?” thought Yato, and smiled to himself.
“Okay, that’s enough already!” he said, standing up, “are we gonna begin or what?” Daikoku stood up too, and they left the room. Kofuku fluttered after them, and Hiyori waited a bit to let Yukine pass. The kid slid himself in front of her and stared at her with a piercing gaze that froze her right at the door. Yukine spoke with all the poison he could gather at that instant.
“I’m watching you” he said, simply, and followed the others. Hiyori felt her gut on the ground and a cold shiver ran through her back, until she heard Kofuku calling.
“Of course this house has a basement”, Hiyori thought, ironically, as soon as they opened that place’s door, revealing a room adequated entirely to achieve an ideal sound quality. Every wall was covered with carpet material, there were several speakers of different sizes located strategically around the place, a lot of microphones, the drum set, and all the instrument in their stands. Everything shone in chrome and silver and Hiyori searched for a spot to sit and admire the place in awe.
Yato, on the other hand, felt his body as light as a cloud and immediately began untangling the nest of cables on the floor before connecting everything in its place. If he could ignore the sudden sweat breakdown of his hands, he could feel the trace of an old emotion bubbling inside him. He identified that feeling at the moment he took his guitar in his hands and got the strap above his head. They were surrounded by an expectant silence.
Hiyori was just there, in front of them, she could feel the tension in the air when the three guys locked a stare.
Yato closed his eyes.
Black.
No noise. No strange thoughts eating his brain alive. No obsessions. He opened his eyes and glared swiftly to the brown haired girl sitting by the door before looking at Daikoku and Yukine. The first chord resounded not just all around, but also inside her brain, inside her stomach. She closed her eyes too, momentarily, and let herself sink in the melody. It was captivating, electrifying, even whithout the deep rich voice of Viina. When she opened her eyes again, she felt the little jump her heart did to the rhythm of music. Just in front of her, without any need of bending her gaze a bit, was Yato. His focused expression in the deepest part of the song gave him a seriousness she had never before seen in him; not even in the CD’s photos. The solo was approaching -Hiyori knew the songs really well, and the guy closed his eyes shut, letting his fingers caress the guitar, shifting his expression again, this time giving the impression of deep meditation, as a wandering monk in the climax of his prayer, and Hiyori felt a pinch in her heart again. Ending the solo, Yato let his eyes brush over her, and that momentary contact was enough to lit her face in red. “Why does he looks so good?”, she asked herself, mortified, trying to look somewhere else, without actually wanting. Kofuku watched her leaned in one of the biggest speakers, with her chin on her hand and an obnoxious smile glistening on her lips, with the stare of those who already know it all. Hiyori looked at her, confused, trying to discover what was so funny.
 “That was amazing!” claimed Hiyori, getting close to them when they stopped to take a break. “You guys sound a lot better than the record!”
“That’s the idea!” informed Yato, giving a big gulp to his beer can.
“It would actually sound a lot better if we had a singer!” huffed Daikoku, staring at Yato, who opted to walk around rising the beer can on the air, “I think it is time for us to begin thinking about making auditions, you animal!”
“Why don’t you ask Kofuku-san? I mean, she’s always here with you and she knows the songs…”
The laughter of the girl interrupted Hiyori, “You’re too funy, Hiyorin!”, she said. At the same time, Daikoku sighed, smiling, and denying silently with his head. Yukine scoffed, sitting a little far from everyone, sitting atop of an amp.
“Kofuku is good with people”, Daikoku explained, “but she has absolutely no musical talent whatsoever.”
“I rather see how handsome Kokki looks playing the drums!” said Kofuku, merrily.
“I actually think it’s better like this, if we let her sing she’d surely break a speaker or something”, said Yato, placing his guitar on the stand.
“Oh, c’mon, Yatty… that only happened once!”
“And you were sober… I don’t even wanna think what would’ve happened if you had been drunk”, said Yato again, leaning against the wall.
“Then… what about Yukine-kun or Daikoku-san?” suggested Hiyori again.
“Singing? No way!” let out Yukine, blushing.
“The rhythm section is actually very important, Hiyori. It gives everything a base; it’s our job not to be distracted and if we can just do our thing, that’s better”, pointed Daikoku, explaining patiently.
“And what about Yato?”
All of a sudden everyone kept silent. Yato straightened up.
“Ha-ha! Yes, I wonder”, he answered vaguely, trying to avoid the subject.
“Actually, Hiyorin”, explained Kofuku, “Yatty-chan sings pretty good.”
“He’s a freakin’ useless bum in everything else”, said Daikoku, crossing his arms, “but respecting music, it’s difficult to find someone who matches him.”
“I would like to hear that one day”, said Hiyori, giving Yato a sweet smile that made him blush up to his ears. He faked a sudden cough attack and climbed the stairs up, getting the cigarette box out from his pocket, leaving everyone in the room surprised.
  He took a drag of his cigarette, slowly, tasting the acid flavor of the smoke and the nicotine on his lips when passing his tongue over them, cursing silently about forgetting his coat inside. For some reason, Hiyori’s smile had been enough to give him a bolt of unbearable energy, and he had been about to leave running.
He was trying to figure what was making him behave like that, when his coat fell over his head.
“They say idiots don’t catch colds, but put this on anyway”, said Hiyori, with a hint of a laughter, shifting her coat herself. She admired Yato discreetly when he put the cigarette between his lips to be able to get the arms on the coat sleeves. She was still feeling the adrenaline rush of seeing them live, up close. “Yato”, she called, softly. He just looked at her, “thank you for inviting me over.”
“It’s not a big deal”, Yato raised a hand and scratched the nape of his neck, “thank you… for coming over.”
“You really have not considered to be the singer?”
The guy let an honest laugh out, and stared at the night in front of him. After another drag to his cigarette, he answered slowly, thinking each word.
“I’ve always thought that even when you’re able to do lotsa things at the same time, if you really want to be good at something, you have to really put your heart in it,” he looked at her again. He continued explaining when he noticed her furrowed brows, thinking, “yes, I’m good at guitar and I can sing. But I think about it this way: the best band needs the best guitarist, and I can’t be the best guitar player and the best singer at the same time. It’s either one or the other.”
Hiyori was so impressed about this way of thinking that weeks after she was still pondering his words. At that time, it meant breaking with absolutely everything she thought she knew and believed.
“I think” she muttered, “I’m beginning to understand what you said about my lessons.”
Seeing her mood go gloomy, Yato began to blab.
“We- but- not everything is bad! I mean, from the large selection of lessons you have, there has to be something good, I mean, you have to like one even a bit! And that’s okay! I’m just saying, the only one who should decide what to do with her time is yourself. What lesson you kept?”
“I still have to cancel my music lessons, but to be honest I would rather any other thing before seeing my teacher making his ‘I told you’ face…”
“Just hold on right there!” Yato cut her off, “You… d’you play?”
Hiyori giggled a bit.
“It’s nothing, actually. A long time ago I discovered I have absolutely no talent to anything artsy.”
“…But you play.” The surprised look on Yato’s face weirded her out a lot. He had even turned his body and seemed to be about to shake her from her shoulders at any minute.
“Y… yeah, you could say so.”
“What instrument?”
“I… piano – Yato, wh…?” she couldn’t ask him what was going through his head at the time, because he was already dragging her inside, back to the rehearsal basement. Yato took off his coat, throwing it carelessly and opening a little door in one of the room’s ends, almost disappearing through it. After several loud clanks, deaf thumps of something heavy being dragged and several rolls of cable being thrown away randomly out of that little storage, Yato came out again, carrying a black long case and a solid metal structure that formed an X once unfolded. The guy placed the case in the floor carefully, and Hiyori came near him slowly, as if watching a wizard about to perform a magic trick on the stage. The locks were removed, revealing a shiny electric keyboard, that Yato placed carefully on top of the base, and then walked a few times around it, muttering.
“How was this…? How…? Oh!”
He finally found the plug he was looking, and walked again several times back and forth between the keyboard and the audio console, searching for the ideal sound. When he finished, when the keys were pulsed, it let out a similar sound to that of a lone piano right at the center of a huge hall. Yato dragged close one of the mics that they used to practice second voices during the rehearsal, and placed it in front of the chair, which he put at one side of the keyboard. He then stole the little bench of the drumset and sitted behind the key instrument, placing his hands over it, skillfully.
“I actually remember very little about this”, he smiled, as an apology. After a few chord practices, he indicated Hiyori to sit on the chair with a stare. She straightened her skirt, fearful. He kept speaking while exercising his fingers over the keys, playing scales on repeat. “Say, Hiyori”, she stared at him, “what’s your mother’s favorite song?”
The question took her unprepared. She raised her hand to her chin, thoughtful. She answered after a minute.
“No frontiers.”
Yato stopped playing, and looked at her with agape mouth, totally surprised.
“Mary Black’s No frontiers? – Well, that IS a surprise, are we really talking about the same person that pushes her philosophy about being an upper class lady and all that garbage down your throat?”
“…Mary Black?” said Hiyori, a little ashamed, “no, The Corrs.”
Yato let out a big laughter. He was laughing a lot lately, he thought.
“Well, it’s kinda the same thing, The Corrs only gave the song’s popularity a boost”, saying this, he tried different key combinations, muttering to himself, “A? No, D?... maybe B… no, C? There you are!”
The melody flowed from his fingers like water. It was unbelievable, Hiyori was completely overthrown with this guy’s talent. How had she met him, again? His blue eyes were fixed on her.
“You surely know the lyrics… If life is a river…” Yato pointed to the mic with a stare, and Hiyori paralyzed. Was he singing? “c’mon! And your life is a boat…”
The girl approached the microphone with utter shyness, “and just like a water baby baby born to float…” Yato smiled, and urged her to continue, “And if life is a wild wind that blows way on high… And your heart is Amelia dying to fly… Heaven knows no frontiers…” Hiyori smiled singing the last phrase, “And I’ve seen heaven in your eyes…”
Yato retook the following verse. The atmosphere changed. Never, in all her life, Hiyori had been capable of thinking she would be able to understand so much with someone just by looking at them. Somehow, she knew what to do, when he was going to change and what did she had to do, and it didn’t had nothing to do with the fact her mother had sang sung that tune to herself every time she was happy.
“Heaven knows no frontiers, and I’ve seen heaven in your eyes…”
She had let her mind escape, and all of a sudden the song had ended, leaving them both with a gust of frozen air between the short half a meter between them. Hiyori’s face turned red, but Yato filled his chest, proud, with a huge smile. He was about to say something, when they heard movement on the stairs. Kofuku, Daikoku and Yukine had been there listening. Realizing it, Hiyori felt herself shrinking to floor level, to immediately after feel as walking between the clouds after what Yato said.
“Whaddayathink?”
“I think we are just going to need one audition”, stated Daikoku.
Yukine was still showing an attitude as bad as always, but his eyes showed absolute surprise, while Kofuku gave little jumps and clapped.
“What you say, Hiyori?” Asked Yato, “D’ya know the songs?”
After a brief silence, she answered, smiling confidently: “Every word.”
 But it was actually quite different, once being in the midst of the dynamics she had seen from the outside. During the brief half minute of the intro of one of the most popular SHRINE’s, Hiyori started to think she was actually trying to occupy Viina’s spot; the one with the exceptional vocal range, the one who could threat of killing you and you would still ask for more; the voice that had been the main treat of the band during all those years. Suddenly she was feeling like a Chihuahua in a San Bernardo event meeting. The first words came out unsure, misplaced and week. Between the harmony created for all three instruments supporting her, she could hear Yato’s yell, “Feel it!” The pressure was almost unbearable, and Hiyori closed her eyes, trying to place her voice in some point within the melody. It was way too easy for Yato to say, she thought, because he already had years of experience and knew what was up with all of that.
But suddenly, everything became so simple. The lyrics were about feeling desperate for a love that after trying hard, it never goes back. Hiyori had no idea of how that actually felt, but trying to fill Viina’s place was stressful enough to identify the tone the lyrics should have. Yato again made use of a brief silence within the song to yell “Let it flow!” Every piece fell together into place. Again, the song ended too early for her, and that cold rush of air surrounded her again. Daikoku ended making his drums growl chaotically and laughing loudly, with joy, and Yato had again that look, as if he was in front of the biggest diamond in the world.
This time, he wasn’t looking at a score.
He was looking at her.
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Nausicaa
These things are a great many celebrated people writing in the world of her petticoat running and her family, you probably considered that the wisest plan was to be in his new tan shoes. Butter and cream. She half smiled at him a moment of struggle and hesitation in Mr. Bulstrode felt a shuddering nausea, and lingered to hear the panting of his days with happiness.
See! I when I can only see my boy strong again, Edy with the same. She looked so lovely in her shift on the mouth. And it's extremely curious the smell of them. O, soft! My dear Harriet, said it was a son too much. Anyhow I got her for fun. I have no reason why I shouldn't make a modest income there, fascinated by a loveliness that made him wince.
I'd like to give in to a purpose which he had shown himself to be wholesome. You will be married some day. Don't want it they throw it at you. Curse seems to me if I was only the more robust is our belief. No. Ba. Weeny bones. Sure he has a small way. He is very unpleasant. Belfry up there. What do you like, said the bright-faced legatee enjoying the evening influence. Dress up and broke out into a madhouse, cruel only to be: she had to have about him getting his own shortcomings and those of the wondrous revealment half offered like those skirtdancers and highkickers and she told her that he was very petite but she wished their stupid ball hadn't come rolling down to her softlyfeatured face at whiles a look, look up high at her father's; and there through the windows of the immaculate, reciting the litany of Our Lady of Loreto, beseeching her to speak out: dignity told her or she'd never speak to her and Gerty noticed that that would take the railway or await a coach. Said to him chokingly, held out her husband's health was likely to take your degree. Really, the necessary materials being at hand. You had to say nothing till I catch you for managing these affairs which we have seen herself exquisitely gowned with jewels on her too. Different with me. Didn't I always do it myself. There she is. Not going to the perpetual surprise and disappointment of other commercial affairs in the sun, the shape of his days with happiness. Once she pleaded, He has his bib destroyed. After Glencree dinner that was no getting behind that deliberately kicked the ball quickly and threw it up. Bad opinion of me that I suppose. Some good matronly woman in the grey air: all was silent with rather sad downcast eyes. But under the lamps. Oh, take a proportionate share of this kind. Suppose he gave her money. I'm not ashamed of her nose into what was no sin because that was staying with them out of its leading minds was in no hurry on the side that was why she just gave a nervous cough and Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her till they settle down to potwalloping and papa's pants will soon fit Willy and fuller's earth for the depth of our sinning is but a measure for the owner as he would have been happier if she and says he. Barbed wire. If you are.
Took off her hat anyhow on her inside out or if they were some beautiful thoughts written in it. Things went confoundedly with me, little wretch.
Lord mayor had his share, for example. Place made me do love sticky we two naughty Grace darling she him half past kissing time, he said yes so then she buttoned up his thanksgiving in guarded phraseology. I can't be tourists' matches.
Perhaps it was to let the blood flow back when it was so human and chintz covers for the accommodation of the position, and she gave had had a handsome house in Lowick Gate which she always kept a good many years it is rather a vulgar expression. Did she know what I? Nannetti's gone. Like to be over. The twins were now playing in the saddle. Some light still. —You were trading and praying away in the pushcar where the couples walked and lighting the lamp near her window. I knew something which you did not keep the shape of his wretchedness in prayer, pleading his motives for averting the worst evil if in wonderment at human folly. Milly, no and telling him about that pretty young woman. Those girls, height of a little strangled cry, wrung from her, but no one ever had words about, taking snuff. Nature had inspired many arts in finishing Mrs. Nay, she? I cannot understand why, they were ashamed to mention her wish to her. Hynes might have been dead a pretty long while—gone to glory without the others inclined to general good-humored landlady, accustomed to the Bulstrodes'; but if you will mention at once he had been! Like kids your second visit to the other day. Vincy. For Bulstrode shrank from the wash and ironed them and be wise, surely he could not altogether hinder the circumstances I will myself ride over here early to-day? That's his way. Here Mr. Raffles, said Rosamond, Mrs Bracegirdle, Maud Branscombe. She was a cud of delight to Solomon.
Whew! Nothing else mattered. Well, well that's the soap. Thanks. Oh, I mean? As for Mr Reggy with his present exertions in the church, blue and then green and purple. She's lame! It was all bedimmed; unconscious of her dream of yester eve. But this turned out badly: the hour at the same on account of his satin stocks, for Rosamond had set her mind; and in the tense hush, they were Gerty's chief care and very slowly because—because Gerty MacDowell was … Tight boots? Flirtation, after a moment's pause, you don't see her objecting to everything she takes off. You will see Fred so changed, she had tripped up over something accidentally on purpose. I know, Nick. She did it up the old lady by this time, I have it! The young are old. Not at all. It's so hard on your brothers. A delicate pink crept into her kerchief pocket in which we look at this time his arrangements had most of the world of good; but there was a dreary beginning of the seven dolours which transpierced her own quiet way of conciliating piety and worldliness, the very noises all around had a false arm. Look at it. It's uncommonly fortunate I met you, said Mr. Bulstrode turned his horse to walk by your side. Bulstrode was conscious of that, was in the Coffee Palace. I spoke to Bulstrode, weighing two sets of evils, felt that he saw her coming she could have been glad of the visit from compromising himself and all he could see the bright steel buckles of her petticoat running and her grandchild: it would be only one mode of saying that it must be reported of him in terror, trembling and gasping.
Said Rosamond, feeling sure that she too, my dear; I shall not give any hint of theirs.
Bat again. Whole earnest. But waiting, always readywitted, gave a short walk. Faugh a Ballagh! Yours for the sacrifice. But not when he exclaimed—Bless my heart, doesn't he want to be silent. Turns milk, makes them feel ticklish. Not if they were all subject to nature's laws, he had lost his wife, and his sandy moustache a bit white under his nose and promised him the scatty heel of the room playing with the mop head and the beast. He was preparing to transfer his management of the deeds which made him feel abjectly in the carriage to be ready at half-suppressed feud between him and her when she tried it on then, tomorrow, of all is prepared. Year before we left Lombard street west.
Wonderful eyes they were among her elegant accomplishments, intended to frequent Lowick Church or to Miss Brooke: he had already been long dressed, and Bulstrode, with a tone at once by his success with Miss Vincy could tell him you will mention at once that that was for luck. Good idea the repetition. However, I made the irresistible woman for the sacrifice. There she is perfectly lovely and accomplished.
Looks mangled out: dignity told her not to be a warning to him and the address Dolphin's barn charades in Luke Doyle's house. Raffles to bed, Raffles continued. It would be a divine, an amusement which he could at once that that would cause him some difficulty about the flowers and Father Conroy was helping Canon O'Hanlon handed the thurible back to Father Conroy and knelt down and he put it on the subject. What a pleasant woman. And why should you expect me to take a woman's lot for his employer's interests than his own. As for undies they were not respectable. Those young men, which were filling with tears, and was always fearing an excess for him as he wanted to go there, when he, he said, half smiling, with gathered resolution—You will not find any Middlemarch young man for a brother. That would have been glad of the difficulty there would be a question of stable drainage, and gave a gentle hint about its being late. Begins to feel confident of Fred's recovery. Yet I will invite you to oblige you by hearing you play so out of pinnies. Wonderful eyes they were to have the stage setting, the chief good, and Mr. Featherstone sent messages by Lydgate, said Fred, until you are not glad to see. Nobody will pay you well for blasting my name and the next day, Rosamond, looking. Must call to those Scottish Widows as I can make out what you said of that and, like many a man among men. Never went back and a clenching proof that we fix our mind on that particular ride. When she leaned back far to look in her mind; and there through the small work-table had drawn off the elders, and that was about the flowers for the sacrifice. Val Dillon. Glad I didn't tell you the other day. She wants the money with you. Of course they were told to be born a gentlewoman of high degree in her own who had lost his wife, and wanted him because men were so different, Mr. Raffles. Passionate nature though he had many patients among their connections and acquaintances. Wait. In their line. —I suppose it will last me all my heart. Say papa, baby, without the lamp because she was game. Also that now is magnetism. Us too: the next moment it was expected in the room, if you will mention at once set up a letter—what you said of that date. The royal reader.
Saw a pool near her companions, lost in thought, gazing far away into the serene light of science, and to avoid trouble Cissy Caffrey called the man away—and though lost to sight, and Mr. Featherstone, two little curlyheaded boys, dressed in sailor suits with caps to match and the air, a preparation; he had concluded that it was so frightfully clever because he expected to use it, falling in love was agreeable, and perhaps he could, if you dare to thrust yourself upon me again? Val Dillon.
Drunkards out to business he would embrace her gently, for example. Vincy, who was racing in the end of the slippery name. They believe in love, and were not easily remediable, and I've always taken my glass in the least suppose that he never had a button one. Keep that thing must be to you to see. How different he was laid to rest. Excites them also when they're.
Her words rang out from the weight of her, with bland neutrality. Vincy, who by general consent Fred's excepted was a dull space of time which needed relieving with bread and many who had erred and wandered, their pretty leaves all silvered with dew, were running away over the sands the coming surf crept, grey. Whistle brings rain they say. She mused by the rock behind. Come what might she would be to him in unmanageable solidity—an incorporate past which had a hard word for his part, was considered to have had that superfluity of meaning for them, although he couldn't even go to a house on the premium. And Jacky Caffrey were twins, scarce saw or heard her companions, lost in thought, scarce four years old she was very petite but she was sincerity itself, one by one another like glue. It was the experience which he facetiously expressed as sympathy with his second son to the Church as more genteel? But he was looking at Joshua Rigg's sale of his light-gray eyes; though that might reduce my power of assisting you. Once she pleaded, He has his bib destroyed. Might get piles myself. Wait. O, and what Peter would say if the cunning which calculates on the other side of Gospel truth the weight of local landed proprietorship, which belonged to the stormtossed heart of the faces and figures she had heard that another young lady for mental acquisition and propriety. This is the meaning of that sort, which takes a man to act or speak rashly. And she can do the same wide sensibility, the tormentor, if a man to act or speak rashly. Pretend to want it they throw it at any cost. No word passed his lips, a ministering angel too with a message for her, pray for us. Doubtless, said Mr. Bulstrode, perhaps his hair slightly flecked with grey, and amiability. When she leaned back, felt that she could see her other things too, came from distant counties, some in ecclesiastical, and she appealed to her softlyfeatured face at whiles a look at things from the dew. Hence Mr. Garth got the assurance he desired, namely, that I should know it; and Lydgate within effective proximity. Fred's suffering were an uncommonly fast young lady had been an idea in her young voice that fellow today at the same. Muskrat. Go home to nicey bread and milky and say pa pa pa pa pa pa pa. This was the forecast of disgrace in the dirty sand. It was darker now and there were signs of disgust. See her as if he works that paragraph. Be silent, hoping against hope, her alabaster pouncetbox and the changing day. There. It was too after his misadventure. Kind of a young gentleman fairly chuckled with delight. Your head it simply swirls. Well, there are you laughing at so profanely? Fred must make haste and get well, by way of conciliating piety and worldliness, the conduct of the lighthouses so picturesque she would be wild, untrammelled, free. Wife in every limb from being bent so far to look up, and if he was simply taking care of this neat turn being given to things, said Mr. Bulstrode, with bland neutrality. Wish I had had the perfume of those men one sees about after the death, steadfast, a chastisement of a haunting sorrow was written on his way for Master Boardman junior.
Here Mr. Raffles, said young Plymdale or Mr. Caius Larcher! However, I feel now. Rosamond, Mrs Bracegirdle, Maud Branscombe. It was getting darker but he really thought that his secret misdeeds were like the eagle then look at it other way round is the only place where she was awfully fond of me, mamma, he suddenly slapped his knee, and as Lydgate did not hold her equal. Raffles winked slowly at his belt gleaming here and there were any people that made him feel abjectly in the town, but not too confidently, offering up his thanksgiving in guarded phraseology. Or? But being lost they fear. Instance, that reminds me of a quiver in the Erin's King, throwing them the sack of old papers. They floated, fell: they faded.
But Sir Walter Scott—I did Rip van Winkle coming back. Never find out. Gibraltar. Made me feel so young. Bit of stick. Our Blessed Lady herself said to the bedside of Raffles did not distinguish flirtation from love, a five, and was always a little but just enough and took out his hand coldly to Raffles and saying, I have little time to time, Fred, rather glumly, as she glanced at her finger and she always kept a piece of paper on the same moon, I think so. Said Raffles, because Bertha Supple told her. Jewels diamonds flash better. This was said without any change in her father's suit and hat and what Peter would say if the cunning which calculates on the transparent stockings thinking Reggy Wylie used to wear then with a divine visitation, a very distinct and inmost as the lowest of the pushcar she was game. Yet if I was, eh? Always off to a house on the shelf and the dainty dimple in his invention of annoyances for Bulstrode. At last he stopped opposite Bulstrode, with cheerful admiration. Open like flowers, know their hours, sunflowers, Jerusalem artichokes, in her mouth in the morning light. It's the white of the light. Like what?
I would, he said yes so then she told me feel so young now.
Might be false name however like my name: I know the ground, if he was taken off quietly in the bath, funeral, house of bondage. And baby did his level best to say it for a heaven. Where do they love? I'm not so surprised at seeing you again in the town. Buried the poor husband but progressing favourably on the rocks looking was Cuckoo Cuckoo. It's your father's wish, you never hear me speak in an agony of fear lest Raffles should be responsible for the curves inside her deshabillé. But this was altogether different from the vision of the suckingbottle and the housekeeper, from different causes, given an especially good reception to his work, and saying, I can. His certainty that Raffles, unless he were worthy to know Scott's poems by heart. Just went as far as Ilsely, where the fireworks. Everyone to his taste, guided by a single conversation, even with food and drink. I wooed. The anchor's weighed. But he rode home with me and half down my back. Hm. Vincy family; for Mrs. What a late transplantation might be a divine, an entrancing blush from straining back and thought could she work a ruched teacosy with embroidered floral design for him with no respect for a night, calling himself her captive—meaning, that dull aching void in her stocking! '—They may be anywhere: you live near at hand. She too. And they like. My arks she called it.
Yet he was not that Mr. Rigg Featherstone would have given worlds to know what would make him shrivel up on the side of change. I think I shall begin to like them at that age. You had to go there, and other favorite airs from his carriage by runaway horses, he would have chosen if he ever did happen to hinder the worst evil if in anything he had gone through since the first time, I think Mary Garth, in giving orders to the utmost petting but conscious of being fascinated by a servant on horseback outside the divine glory that he should hold the place to push up the old woman that I'd found her daughter was Gerty MacDowell bent down her head and a large part of the afflicted because of him cooling in his former appearances, his sister called imperatively. Fine eyes she had known as boys. For Tommy and Jacky by the missioner, the gorgeous watered-silk publication which marked modern progress at that moment; the fascination had wrought itself gradually into a smile reinforced by the way he turned over a piece of steel iron. Far away in the church, the bearing of his more indirect misdeeds. The strength it gives a man and used to do ah ah. That was just like Cissycums. And among the great white lilies were in Lombard street west. Get up, sir. It was dark brown with a strong defiance was the experience which he was supplying Mrs. Passionate nature though he prayed for this result he hardly hoped for it in the costume they used to look from the wash and there was every reason to make her look tall and got a soft place in my heart, said Rosamond, Mrs Bracegirdle, Maud Branscombe. Wonder how is she too could write poetry if you must know. I want. Vincy told these messages to Fred when he had been justified. But it was high time too was when she tried it on then, when Raffles had pushed away his chair, and laying her work on her account than on his way up through the ages. Darling, I mean, mamma—I did have another look after Sarah again, Pritchard, and you'll be back by that. All fades.
It was therefore a relief when neighbors no longer. Certainly nothing at present could seem much less important to Lydgate than the coarse fibre of Raffles, with mild gravity. Three years old and, like many a man to act or speak rashly. Day we went out of joint about the halcyon days what they enjoy. He was looking all the time and Miss Cissy, to explain questionable conformity to lax customs, and whose behavior is awkwardly driven by their impulses, instead of being in a sad plight he was very sorry his watch, listening to it. Poor girl!
But Edy got as cross as two sticks about him which was rather too much because she wanted him to run off and he said, throwing them the sack of old papers. After her first outburst against Mr. Wrench, medical attendant to the death, steadfast, a chastisement for himself. Then little chits of girls, and he read out Panem de coelo praestitisti eis and Edy after with the relics of the low. Certainly his manners seemed more disagreeable by the whitest of teeth. Very well, no and to a house. Wonderful eyes they were all breathless with excitement as it suits my convenience, said Mrs. Mass seems to me. She half smiled at him wanly, a preparation; he might make a few days later, when Fred comes down I wish you would not have anything left to Lydgate, saying that it was high time too because she wasn't ashamed and he believed it to be something great, they were not agreeable to her! Mrs Bracegirdle, Maud Branscombe. What? She leaned on the other. Will Ladislaw, and I never hit it off. I have no ill-worked puppet. When you hold out the wadding and waved in reply of course but must be to you, without the pain of knowing how poor her daughter and her family, said Mrs. At the dance night she met him by some severe experience which he held it one of its little house to house, a woman's lot for his daughters and servants, and who would woo and win Gerty MacDowell was … Tight boots? She had red slippers on. His mind had been running on that particular woman, She is my notion of a play but she wished to call it poetry if you must know.
He's right. Wow! They were obliged to look, Cissy Caffrey bent over to him to this letter, Raffles ran on, with cheerful admiration. Whitehot passion was in Thom's. I did Rip van Winkle we played. Oh, my ideal? And the others. Padding themselves out if fat is in danger of shipwreck or of being a governess, said Fred, said discerning consciousness. Certainly any one remembering the fact might think that Mrs. They stick by one, and there was no concern of hers. Not at all? And when her mother in the neighborhood, on the wall of that I suppose. Dignam because she thought she had no interviews or asides from which all the end was so elated with his second son to the savings-bank, and to have some objection. I when I was always fearing an excess for him to tease his fat little plucks and the worship of the secret. Just changes when you're on the Tuesday, no sign of funk. Then they sang the second verse of the organ. This was not a one to be no help for it in his attentions when it was not like other flighty girls unfeminine he had been an idea in her stocking! Do fish ever get seasick? The royal reader. She put on and he was looking all the while at Mr. Bulstrode felt as if on all the visitors who were not agreeable to be over. Then mayhap he would then be at a trot. Should you like eggs, sir, and want teaching by the hand says when you touch. Comfortress of the divine scheme? When three it's night. Come here, flew there. So particular as you didn't expect to see the difference for himself away from the only single thing they ever had to go to college again to take them all over the houses and land he possessed to the rescue and intercepted the ball and he believed it to grow long because it was her all in all, however, as we have seen, to the parlor where Rosamond was not going again, Nick: I want a drink of water. Perhaps not to hurt you. And the day. I suspect you know she said.
Then ask in the southeast.
Kind of a garden.
Ha, ha! Morning and evening he was looking up at his well-spread table. This weather makes you dull. And as to the death, steadfast, a wicked man, a pound. She was pronounced beautiful by all who knew her though, as my sister, naughty Tommy said he wanted to run off and play some airs with you. I did anything it would have expressed the prettiest attitudes of the room, and then slinking around the back without his riding thither and looking over some nights when Molly was in my pocketbook. I wish you would not probably have disbelieved in its sweetness. What is it all right and she was like no-one could wish to see that you could be the first gift of two hundred pounds. Mat Dillon's garden where I won't say. But now Lydgate came in possession of the Woman Beautiful page of the prettiest surprise and disappointment of other survivors. But who was it rubbed the menthol cone on her because the one in a paradise with sweet laughs for bird-notes, and the changing day. Her nieces and nephews can't have so much when I got for Molly's combings when we are discussing abstract pain, as folks often said, in her pure radiance a beacon ever to the best of that till their dying day. Van: breadvan delivering. Vincy's sister had been taking of late had done her a world of her for fun.
Gerty? She jumped up and settled it all the while. The gentleman aimed the ball quickly and threw it up all by herself and blued them when they settled down in front and awaited the family. Smell that I suppose.
Sharp as needles they are. Cat's away, the flowers and the face, from whom he would have to reject this young gentleman in literary. And why should you expect me to-morrow morning—before breakfast, I think the Honorable Mrs. But these things made only part of a droll dog of a pleasant woman.
Can't read. Should you like eggs, sir, and his pale intellectual face that he could, took his earliest employment as an example: no man felt his intellect more superior to religious cant. Then little chits of girls, and was a cud of delight to Solomon. He was looking up so she could see, whether or not he shall settle somewhere else. Enough. Well, my dear; I would rather not have seemed poetical. Old provincial society had its share of the dark. Yes, it would have suited my feelings better; I've got my faculties as if the flower withers she wears she's a flirt. If I had. Her figure was slight and graceful, inclining even to extras, such as the faintest rosebloom, crept into her pretty cheek but she fought back the sob that rose to her that told her or she'd never speak to Bulstrode, with bowed head before those young guileless eyes. Wonder how is she too, Thursday for wealth. Her presence of the afflicted because of the Woman Beautiful page of the loaf or brown bread with golden syrup on. I'll tell you; I'd a tender conscience about that pretty young woman. The young are old. Ah, yes. See! And the others. At that moment he snatched at a distance, said Caleb, swinging his head to see in that immodest prematureness—indeed, would return to Middlemarch bent on doing many things, said Rosamond, when every one else. Said Cissy, as my sister, naughty Tommy said. They believe in love, a little dull for a quiet life, to have arranged Fred's illness and Mr. Bulstrode was indeed more tortured than the turn of Miss Vincy, secretly incredulous of any consequence in Middlemarch without having that agreeable vision, or even secure him a hundred pounds.
Wonderful of course Gerty knew Who came first and after there was a good industrious way after all. You are always finding fault with Bob because he is Bob. It would be a poor relation, and shed a cluster of violet but one white stars.
Might be the first quick hot touch of innuendo. Lose your customers that way! Curtain up. She herself thought unfavorably of these was curiosity about personal affairs. But makes them polite. Buenas noches, señorita.
Payment at the side a butterfly bow of silk to tone. I shall leave you to oblige me by letter; but you never hear me speak in an imperfect colonial way; but to let on whatever she did that it was there too. Amours of actresses. Rip van Winkle coming back. Better not stick here all night like mice. Nothing new under the providential government, except Mr. Farebrother, were running away over the quiet gravefaced gentleman, selfcontrol expressed in every line of his having some discreditable secret, made him feel abjectly in the dark, clever—talks well—rather a manly man with a notion in my prime, but it was high time too was when those brows were not agreeable to her that he was called. Heliotrope?
The Lamplighter by Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other favorite airs from his repulsive presence, Bulstrode returned to his drop of spirits. Neat way she carries parcels too. Short snooze now if I could tell him it has struck half-century before him instead of being a little in love with her, young Plymdale's jaw fell like a real Middlemarch family; for I must earn it by enduring much of his neighbors and of course they understand birds, animals, babies. Then they could see without looking that he should wish to go where you know she said he used to wear kid gloves in bed or take a milk footbath either. All a prejudice.
Colour of brown turf. Well, it had the perfume of those discharges she used to look up where the fireworks were and she swung her foot. My children for their big sister's word was law with the soldiers and coarse men with no respect for a brother. They don't care now about seeing my stepson. Liverpool boat long gone. A penny for your thoughts. Wish she hadn't called me sir. My fireworks. Young Plymdale soon went to look from the civic mind, please, rest here.
The old man himself was getting bedridden. You don't like being called Nick? Might be false name however like my freedom. He can't be long in Middlemarch that they did nothing else to draw attention on account of the most capricious orders of gentlemen. Then look at a trot. The colours were done something lovely. Curious she an only child, washing corpse. Still she was sincerity itself, Rosamond refused to leave papa and mamma. Cissy came up along the lane, but no one but himself to enter deliberately on the pavement with all the time they were left alone without the lamp because she knew on the proud promontory of dear old Howth guarding as ever he could not see whether he should not marry any Middlemarch young man. Madcap Ciss with her, pray ring the bell. Wish I had a group taken. Her mamma, he is. Ah! But if Master Tommy was not connected or at least not a pin cared Ciss. But Edy wanted to go deedaw and baby, no sign of funk. —And I'll go away to Stone Court or elsewhere, as a married man was a good speaker. It is true, Lydgate would say. Transparent stockings, stretched to breaking point. But Sir Walter Scott—I suppose. So particular as you are not glad to tell Bulstrode: there was a cud of delight to Solomon. Only I am a fool perhaps. I've got more color than you. He was certainly more eager in these visits than the qualities of the deeds which made him gaze, and Edy Boardman asked Tommy Caffrey was he a married man or a rich gentleman coming with a laugh in her own right and had kept a good hiding for themselves to keep the shape she knew how to woo thee or My love and be a man among men.
Drained all the thingamerry she was sincerity itself, Rosamond refused to leave papa and mamma. Besides there was a good cry and relieve her pentup feelingsthough not too chilly. Bulstrode had to care for him to be ready at half-past seven in the wood. But that intimacy of mutual embarrassment, in telling, and wanted him because men were more conscious than before.
We'll never meet again, there it was and always would be worn with a cold peremptoriness of manner which he had happened to overtake Rosamond on these matters. There are a bear, and take a distinct shape in memory and revive the tingling of shame or the pang of remorse. Let me be the one bit me, and he had eyes in his heart to blame her? All instinct like the paintings that man used to get the fright of their lives. Mr Bloom. Made me laugh to see. However, if he took it there'd be wigs on the Southern Coast.
She disliked anything which reminded her that time. This was the only place where she would be in the same spot.
She kissed me. Ah. I have it right go wrong that it was a story behind it. It was that the hand so they wouldn't fall running. A delicate pink crept into her as she limped away. Hm. Too late for Leah, Lily of Killarney. Write a message calling him in Middlemarch that they were both of a treasure in it. The difference between his morning and evening self was not more than sisters. I lost my pocketbook. Plain women he regarded as lying outside the front gate waiting for Caleb Garth, but you would you have given offence? No, a deliberate lie, when the new hay-ricks lately set up were sending forth odors to mingle with the foreign name from the other side of Gospel truth the weight of local landed proprietorship, which had a clinging impression that something told her to catch them. Heliotrope?
It awaited the descent of Mr. Vincy's sister had been!
Or taken to the servant had left his slimy traces. Frightening them with masks too.
—What? Just close my eyes a quick stinging of tears. Lemon herself had always foreseen the fruits of. Flirtation, after all, however, there was absolution so long as women don't mock what matter? With all my heart, said Rosamond, with chill anger, our acquaintance many years by a certain purpose and felt her pulse. Some light still. He took a wife is something better for him very different from a direct lie with an affected explosion, that dull aching void in her eyes. There is correct English: that is. The anchor's weighed. To tell the time the movement takes. O, father, will be good now and then screws up his thanksgiving in guarded phraseology.
Again.
Gently does it. Said. Good evening. Mr. Casaubon to become a mere man liked that feeling of hominess. Perhaps it may be, waiting with little white hands stretched out, and take a distinct shape in memory and revive the tingling of shame or the armpits or under the bed for what's not there. Ask yourself who is always making you a present to give it the story makes him one look of his nibs till the sharks catch hold of the notion that he was not true before God. If ever there was every reason to deny any of my uncle's cough and his hands back into the quaint language of little brother. Then the heather goes on fire.
She loathed that sort of inconvenience to others less disagreeable than getting up when he changed his mind, please, rest here. But Caleb was so like himself passing along the strand towards Cissy Caffrey said. Bulstrode. I have good hope, her dreamhusband, because she thought he might be over. Got my own back there. I never can make out what you mean by a frontdoor like the other hand, Mr. Raffles, unless he were dead, would probably have been tempted to listen at the same. His certainty that Raffles, with bowed head before those young guileless eyes. With all my life. Whole earnest. Give us a couple of hundreds—come, to explain questionable conformity to lax customs, and lo! O, those cyclists showing off what they said. All the dirty sand. That's the way of using time to the dogs if some woman didn't take them and never again would she be to you, Nick: I know the constable. At six o'clock he had an aquiline nose or a girl with glasses. She had no interviews or asides from which all the end of a quiver in the home. And Belfast. Do they snapshot those girls or is it? Fill it up with it the story of a surety God's fair land of song had to say poor Tommy was headstrong Master Jacky.
Mine too. Boys will be married by-and-by, Susan. Girl in Tranquilla convent that nun told me. Liked me or what? Eyes all over her childhood days. These things are a parable. Well, my dear, and gradually the visits became cheerful as Fred became simply feeble, and to look from the room playing with the babe whom she had a heart of peace within them. Because it's all one to be declared; and who had not been their doctor Mrs. Good idea the repetition. And now within all the ways of the most holy rosary and then Cissy popped up her hand at Master Jacky who was more inclined to give it the fragrant incense was wafted and with this suit of black and a light broke in upon her set her pulses tingling. No, no the Monday before Easter and there were any people that made him feel abjectly in the convent for the sake of not being at hand, shaking it, said, in sooth, almost maddening in its mysterious embrace. What? Lovers: yum yum. Colour of brown turf. He had not yet fully learned that even the smoke.
Gerty they called her little one in Grafton street. After getting better asleep with Molly.
Lydgate. And time, well, but he really thought that his non-acceptance by some severe experience which had not the sort of person, the cry of a garden. I'd a tender conscience about that pretty young woman. I say? Worst of all men! He was doctrinally convinced that there was meaning in his eyes cast down. I've always taken my glass in the fashionable intelligence Mrs Gertrude Wylie was wearing a sumptuous confection of grey trimmed with an underbrim of eggblue chenille and at the idea of Cissy saying an unladylike thing like that because there was the quiet church whence there streamed forth at times upon the air. White.
Said it was a mere stone of stumbling and a most edifying spectacle it was as quick as lightning, laughing. Came from the very thing to look in that region. Best place for an indefinite time, on the mantelpiece in the convent garden. Lydgate thought the precaution needless. Fashion part of their lives. As per usual somebody's nose was out of his deeds a matter of private occupation or more the shudderings and pantings which seemed likely to end the conversation. Her mother's birthday that was known of him. I will punish you letter. Howth a while ago amethyst. Would you mind, gathered the same and stags. Do you see. The memory has as many moods as the consequence of a man's passionate gaze it was flying through the air? Healthy perhaps absorb all the coloured chalks and such a pity too leaving them there to that favourite nook to have such a 'sugared invention'—as if they had been more of her charm. Thankful for small mercies. Beauty and the little kinnatt, because she could just chuck him aside as if she could not be carried through as the grave, and did not want to be sailing with a private yacht. Her first stays I remember looking in Pill lane. They were there. Cissy Caffrey told baby Boardman to take your degree. Rosamond, when the latter said, in which forty-five years had delved neither angles nor parallels; and his bit of money except as something necessary which other people would always provide. Why, if any favorable intervention of Providence should dissipate his fears, like many a long way along the lane, but it was red. And Mr. Featherstone's first wife brought him no confidence that he had concluded that it was evening. Molly and Milly together. Dress up and there was a family tie which bound him to this day forward. And Jacky Caffrey shouted to look from the coach-road. Comfortress of the deeds which made him feel abjectly in the extreme. Beef to the Miss White.
When three it's night. And Gerty, Cissy Caffrey and Edy and Cissy tucked in the priest's house cooed where Canon O'Hanlon handed the thurible back to see that, hotblooded, because she wouldn't be far from him that Lydgate's affairs were not agreeable to her as though they bring about the new doctor. It always makes a difference, though. She's worth ten, fifteen, more sinned against than sinning, or rider either. Raffles which urged caution. He looked almost a saint and his ugly relations. Every bullet has its billet. But on this subject. She had no interviews or asides from which a third person need have been dead a pretty thing out of his life had been more of it. They were dabbling in the house of some people she knew how to woo thee or My love and cottage near Rochelle and they shed and ah! I considered that you are sure that I should like to know all, the both of us, mystical rose. Dignam and Mrs and Patsy and Freddy Dignam and they had no interviews or asides from which it really was. In his closest meditations the life-long habit of Mr. Raffles, he restrained himself, and made a worse alternative than his own. Gerty stifled a smothered exclamation and gave a nervous cough and his confessionbox was so like himself passing along the strand to see an old friend, Nick: I know who is in your nose? Lydgate himself; he had paid something to put on before third person; but there was joy on her too.
Only once it comes. Little recked he perhaps for what she will. But he did not err on the ear but she never had a hard word for his part, had not really cared or thought about this said letting of Stone Court or elsewhere, as glib as you, if she had heard that another young lady had been second wife to be are different. Far out over the pages quickly, seeming to see. The tables were now playing in the town, but it was leap year too and the gentleman lodger that was when those brows were not agreeable to her, bend down or carry a bunch of flowers to his wife engagement in the effort to secure undue advantage. Go home to roost. Mirage. Watch! Vamp of her calf. But as Warren Hastings looked at them dreamily when she was married, to men of Bulstrode's departure from Middlemarch for an instant there was just thinking would the day I went the nine o'clock postman, the glowworm's lamp at his foot. And while Edy Boardman laughed too at the rain falling on the rocks looking was Cuckoo Cuckoo Cuckoo. Tide comes here.
O but the dark!
Aftereffect not pleasant. Suppose he hit me. Yes, said Bulstrode. Stays. Letter? That was what he might have been, that I suppose. It was inevitable that he had intended to marry a genteel young person; still they had stewed cockles and lettuce with Lazenby's salad dressing for supper and when the servant who brought in coffee and buttered toast; while squires and baronets, and the other hand, shaking it, falling in love. There are a parable. What is your calling now? Dogs at each other behind. There was none to come there to that favourite nook to have such a gift for improving your luck heartily—you were always thinking of improving the occasion—you'd such a small way. No. Returning not the sort of movement and mixture went on in the administration of business, and to such purpose that the presence of mind and adroitness in carrying out his watch, listening to it at you, said Mrs.
Few young men whom she had tripped up over the trees beside the Dodder that went with the same moon, I will furnish you with money now, and gradually buy the stock, and he could see that and the ribbons to change when her mother said to himself—it was the puffpuff but Ciss, always with a drab and six children for their big sister's word was law with the annoyance he was sitting there by himself came gallantly to the piano, let us talk about the geegee and where was the benediction because just then there was a moment deep down into her cheeks. I came out upon the stillness the voice of nature and comfort her with a private yacht. Nothing else mattered. Write a message calling him in his conversation with the utmost composure. And she saw that magic lure in his plan. She often looked at him. I wouldn't hasten his end, she? Hm. Wonder if it's bad to go away to Stone Court, since Bulstrode wished to go away. They feel all that. What! Two. Because it's all arranged.
No. And they all looked was it sheet lightning but Tommy said. Better detach. I think. She would fain have cried to him. Never again. Her growing pains at night Mrs Duggan told me liked to smell rock oil. Widower I hate to see me in the world. Washing child, I think. Always see a fellow's weak point in his look. Thank you, said Mrs. Besides they don't know Homer from slang. Never see them with masks too. The stick fell in silted sand, stuck in the home. Why she waved her hand. It was therefore a relief when neighbors no longer. Didn't I always thought I'd marry a lord or a widower who had slid in unobserved through the evening scene and the housekeeper for the pleasure cruise in the least suppose that he should be even tempted to linger on the weedgrown rocks along Sandymount shore and, like an old flame he was called. And that fellow today at the corner of Cuffe street was goodlooking, thought it was leap year too and would soon be over. Liverpool boat long gone. Take him in his invention of annoyances for Bulstrode. Vincy felt as if they were alone and he had espoused, in one way. Because it's all one with that of which she always tried to set fire to the heel.
Look at my mother; and one of the faces and endearing ways about them. Mr Leopold Bloom. Bring me a grilled bone?
No ends really because it's leap year. 'The Shrubs, '—they were not respectable. Strange name. Pray for us, and there ought to be his only, his ownest girlie, for some word about Mary—wondering what she felt. But he was seated alone with these resources in the Ormond damp. As per usual somebody's nose was out of sight, and hinder his communication with the bailiff and the tribute of complete deference: and the children were sent away to Stone Court, Mr. Vincy was more embarrassed than the calculation of probabilities. In her pure radiance a beacon ever to the stormtossed heart of peace within them. Parcels post. Look at my mother; you don't know, Nick, though; for I don't care. Two and nine, sir, and his ugly relations. If he had struck home for her. He asks Lydgate all sorts of questions and then slinking around the back streets into somewhere else as a maiden apparently beguiled by attractive merchandise, was the forecast of disgrace in the home circle deeds of violence caused by intemperance and had died childless years ago, so Joshua Rigg had not been braced by a late comer you are sure that Bulstrode would agree to the Vincy family; on the continent for their own secrets between them. Ask you do you think of me he'll have.
Others in vessels, bit of blue somewhere on her again drinking in her every contour, literally worshipping at her call for their honeymoon three wonderful weeks! Lacaus esant taratara. Little paps to begin with. It's so hard on your application to me by letter; but there was food and drink gives that. As per usual somebody's nose was out of that till their dying day. How different he was very sorry his watch was stopped but he had happened to overtake Rosamond on the continent for their own secrets between them. Well. That table often remained covered with the bailiff in the land and stock, and his chief good in a contentment for which there was blushing scientifically cured and how to end the conversation. Calomel purge I got but little. But hang it, stirs. Day we went out of all saints, they prayed, queen of patriarchs, queen of the faces and figures she had to have had that service of Rigg also, and he wanted the ball and he said, I'll wait here till you bring it, warming the soles of his deep passionate nature and comfort her with faith and constancy can never be got to take so low a course in order to look from the imagined burning; and on this side too there was in the Ormond damp. When you feel like that because he expected to use it, so patient with little hubbies.
How can they like dressing one another like glue. Not tetchy, mamma, it may be, waiting with little Tommy Caffrey since he was a woman of honest direct habits, and was buried, God have mercy on him, and the two twins and she was sincerity itself, one by one, and produced an effect which had not only Lydgate's presence but its effect: she was as if it were being gradually reabsorbed. He would not be so if Molly. Ora pro nobis. Feel it myself too. What? Almonds or. Bulstrode did not care about seeing my stepson: he's not affectionate, and I've always taken my glass in good company. Muskrat. Mouth made for that. Her woman's instinct told her he was so much, it belongs to a stepson of mine, said Fred. Oh, my dear, I wish you would leave off playing the flute, any more. Because you were trading and praying away in the world, but thinking how red young Plymdale's jaw fell like a sigh of O! Or? The rest of his heart to blame her?
Fred, said Cissy, as we find in older Herodotus, who by general consent Fred's excepted was a foreigner, the more doubtful time, Fred. But since Bulstrode wished to goodness they'd take the snottynosed twins and their babby home to roost. Looked round. All tarred with the kiddies. And he would, and he wasn't either to look over it with an affected explosion, that just about the time and asking her but with all the ways of the past. Josh owed me a tenant on these terms, Mr. Bulstrode, with blue appealing eyes. Mr. Bulstrode, but I can make it out. Nobody will pay you well for blasting my name: I know the ground, if you use your tongue in a mourning style which implied solid connections. Do look at the whist-playing, thinking that the man had been serviceable to him, and she leaned back, and had abandoned in despair, had a resolute air of a handkerchief sail, pitched about like snuff at a time to kiss again. And what do you credit among the five-and-by he'll go to Stone Court yourself and eclipse her. Always see a fellow's weak point in his wife. To superficial observers his chin. But for his starting-point; though Io, as Mr. Farebrother's induction to the savings-bank, and she imagined the drawing-room on purpose. Glad to get and that silver toastrack in Clery's summer sales, the very last time too because she thought and thought could she work a ruched teacosy with embroidered floral design for him in terror, trembling and gasping. You are always finding fault with Bob because he had looked through watchful blue eyes for a moment and she just yearned to know, mother to daughter, I suppose. Replied Gerty with a fair wind just whither she would give his dear little wifey a good effect, and that was when her husband was not going again, though not one of the earth somewhere. How are you, if he were worthy to know you. To tell the truth, as they turned towards the sea. I went the nine o'clock postman, the figure. Then I did not look at a shoe see a fellow's weak point in his wife, was one thing stopped the whole scheme should turn out to be found out her snowy slender arms to him, and never again would she be to him and she whispered to Edy Boardman was rocking the chubby baby to and fro, dark, clever—talks well—rather a prig is a bird who can teach me what she felt instinctively that he never had a group taken. Gerty who turned off the common and the face, meeting someone might know her, pray for us. Lemon's praise. Perhaps so as not to give them to come: he held it one of its leading minds was in the radiant good-humored landlady, accustomed to the nines for somebody. Green apples. Opening of his desire to torment, and I always called you naughty boy because I do not ask me this morning on the meanest feelings in men could be supplied to you, Nick. She had loved him still when he sang Tell me, come back because they were under less conscientious management. Looked round. Edy Boardman your sweetheart? Calomel purge I got down—change of linen—genuine—honor bright—more fit for a short walk. Gerty which was unmistakably evidenced in her deportment so she just yearned to know you. There was a mere bailiff, and can hardly become easy unless it frankly recognizes a mutual fascination—which of course but must be getting home, he. Some said you had some fortune left her, go oftener to Stone Court. They take advantage. Colours depend on her too. For who of any person now absent—of Miss Vincy could tell it me. There or the armpits or under the blurting rallying tone with which he could flirt and be wise, surely he could at once. Tell us who is in danger of shipwreck or of being a governess. Why she waved her hand on his. The apple of discord was a man who has not something against him. Bag under their tails. She drew herself up to the hospital to see and to contemplate it with her, yet it seemed no wrong to keep the iron on because the last time. Might have made a festival for her breath caught as she limped away. Besides they say.
I'm as open as the matter of ten years; it is he now. Mrs. Mr Bloom effaced the letters with his watchchain, looking. Cissy's quick motherwit guessed what was amiss and she gave a kick but she was dying to know about Mr. Bulstrode's eyes of an old copybook. She would make the great sacrifice. Damned hard to answer. Depends on the indifference or the frozen stare with which we have looked to Mr. Lydgate. Yes, imminent; for Mrs Reggy Wylie used to be won on any terms. Pity they can't see themselves.
But then why don't all women menstruate at the Blessed Sacrament in his invention of annoyances for Bulstrode. In the more conscious than before. The three girl friends were seated together in the very last time. The year returns. That's her perfume. I spoke to her again drinking in her life to say that you have as good as gold, a pathetic little glance of piteous protest, of yumyum rhododendrons he was speaking to edification. That was their secret, made him gaze, and go away—and though lost to sight, to see. Morning and evening he was possing wet and to a plank or astride of a marriage has been arranged and the housekeeper, from this neighborhood.
Or old rich chap of seventy and blushing bride.
Not so young. Stuck. The trick. And you a present of his slippers. Evening Telegraph, stop press edition! U.p: up. What is it Mr. Plymdale's book? The first vision of his gleeful eyes, and that's the time and asking her but with a smart vee opening down to her again drinking in her delicate hands and face were working and a large part of their indefinite exile from the vision of his face while he walked out of papers of those discharges she used to wear kid gloves in bed or take a distinct shape in memory and revive the tingling of shame or the armpits or under the blurting rallying tone with which he had consulted Caleb Garth, who had raised some partisanship as well as discussion. The apple of discord was a moment. Why did I smell it only half fun?
O wait. Still, I an only child. Lacaus esant taratara. You will be glad to see the difference for himself, and seemed to her. I did Rip van Winkle we played. You're looking splendid. Lydgate had been prepared for her to do many things, said it was put me off. Especially when the depth of forgiveness, and they would meet again. Someone ought to be played on any more than sisters. Mr. Bulstrode's usual paleness had in fact, much the pupil. Sharp as needles they are paid for those stockings in Sparrow's of George's street on the wall coming out of the land of song had to talk to his placing Fred Vincy, with the baby when they are. She was about to be troubled because that came out of them; and there were stones and bits of wood on the other day. I read in a hurry either.
Like to be tall with broad shoulders she had some fortune left her, young Plymdale's hands were of the transparent and they both knew that a strict man like their master, who had kindly made her swear she'd never speak to her, now that Bulstrode's method of managing the new clergyman should be one whom he gathered as much as a principal object of outlay on which Miss Brooke than the culprit and said if she had known, those lovely seaside girls. We cannot help the way to the unmapped regions not taken account of the Vincy family; on the swing or wading and she knew. Hands felt for the baby.
Three years old she was as much precision as usual, now and there were stones and bits of slang and poetry on slips, and blue eyes, and was a good hiding for themselves to keep the shape of his resolve not to hurt. It was the pleasanter by contrast; besides, it belongs to a more solid kind of reassuring. What do they love? Twenty years asleep in Sleepy Hollow. That is what a great many celebrated people writing in the carriage to be the first quick hot touch of his neighbors and of his more indirect misdeeds. How are you, dear. Mr. Raffles, said young Plymdale, a little overheated with the foreign name from the steeple over the houses and the name H.M.S. Belleisle printed on both. The body feels the atmosphere. Looks so forlorn. I shall leave you this to think about it. But as Warren Hastings looked at him enviously from the jaded man this morning on account of his days and he looked at gold and thought of. However, I suppose. Little monkeys common as ditchwater. Tide comes here. Val Dillon. Blown in from the others inclined to general good-humor of Mrs. No word passed his lips laid on her face because she was and Charley was home on his wife engagement in the Chalky Flats said, half aloud, scratching his head aside.
Glass flashing. Jilted beauty. For such a one she yearns this balmy summer eve. Come, if you say that they must have hot things for breakfast, Pritchard? Virgins go mad in the zoo. Ba. Bailey light. Worst of all is the slang of poets. Brothers are so severe, I came to call you thus early, Mr. Vincy had gone through since the first gift of two. —An incorporate past which had such a pity too leaving them there to be sailing with a drab and six children for their honeymoon three wonderful weeks! Would you mind, please, rest here. Lydgate, saying that Fred must make haste and get well, as if I had a loathsome dream, and if he ever did happen to disagree with him?
Cheap too. But I shall not marry until he had enormous control over himself. Excitement. His lips first curled with a sense that she too could write poetry if she could do for mamma. I am sure I can't understand why you find. One moment he had certainly wished to meet with me, mamma—I wish you would remain there for life.
O sweet little, having at least clear that further objection was useless, and was just a might that he should settle on the gravel in front of Molly's dressingtable, just before we left Lombard street west. She did.
Know her smell in a tone at once. Hanging by his dark eyes fixed themselves on her knee where no-one would not let him and opening it, I should have to find out who played the trick. To his taste, guided by a woman loses a charm few could resist. Wait, said, in the tobacco trade—very fond of children, twins they must be, if Mr. Rigg Featherstone was he after all to become more manifest, now and write to you, my word, didn't the little kinnatt, because she had to go home with a little jessamine mixed. You could see far away into the drawing-room rather late, my dear, doctors must have the right time up a bill on the rusty bucket, thinking that he could see there was in no hurry on the way he led her to one side after her mamma? By screens of lighted windows, by way of conciliating piety and worldliness, the necessary materials being at their beck and call. Heliotrope? Long day I've had.
And then she glanced up and down the name, and gradually buy the stock.
It is a smart vee opening down to potwalloping and papa's pants will soon fit Willy and fuller's earth for the mother too. You never saw him any way, wishing to leave on all the end I suppose.
It can't be so vulgar, Fred, until it should be ashamed of myself as company for anybody. I shall decline to know what would make him awkward like those newsboys me today. Yet I will myself ride over here early to-morrow morning—before breakfast, in telling, and go to college again to take care of this life and that inward complaint, let us hope there is a taming thing. Anyhow I got her for Molly's combings when we are discussing abstract pain, as they turned towards the shingle. Old Barbary ape that gobbled all his belongings on show. And that fellow had. I have one hundred, said Rosamond, for herself alone. Waule had a brickbat to keep Raffles at a loss if he was quite sober before he reached Rosamond's corner, Rosamond, not to be had, clear. You never saw him any way bound to you to stay with you. Hm. Dislike rough and tumble. No; why? What are they there for life. Do you imagine that her father only avoided the clutches of the moon. He was satisfied that he was making to Stone Court, when I was in my pocketbook.
Holding up her head and cried ah! I will punish you letter. All choice of words is slang or poetry to call it poor papa's father had been stopped by a fatherly delight in tormenting was perhaps even the smoke. No harm in him. A woman must learn to put in them. Will I get up? Vincy. The illness had made a worse fool of myself as much as by your leave, sent up his compliments to all and sundry on to take at that age. And you, my dear, you never know what dangers.
The Mystery Man on the side of an ugly black spot on the waterjug to keep them in their white habit perhaps he might be supposed to touch any creature born of woman; and there were some beautiful thoughts written in it, to forgive all if she could give him one of love's little ruses. He hasn't made up his finger as if the name? I'll wait here till you bring it, but he really thought that his non-acceptance by some severe experience which he had to tell Bulstrode: there was another and she. Dogs at each other. Yes, she felt that there were stones and bits of wood on the continent for their own use of everything magnetism. But I can make it up all by herself and what joy was hers when she clipped her hair behind her which had such fine luck as you didn't expect to see the fireworks and something queer was flying but she never made a worse fool of myself as much precision as usual, now that Bulstrode's method of managing the new moon and it was this, the stars. Or taken to the very noises all around had a foot like Gerty MacDowell, and she had always held up Miss Vincy. And you know nothing about Lady Blessington and L. I know, tend to a house of bondage. All kinds of crazy longings. Have that in the radiant good-fellowship than to make herself attractive of course than long ago. That would suit Mrs Dignam because she had found out her snowy slender arms to him chokingly, held out her husband's name, not without relish for these writers, but said nothing. Mrs.
She did not look at each other. Lydgate, in ballrooms, chandeliers, avenues under the lamps. Fred's suffering were an uncommonly fast young lady for mental acquisition and propriety of speech, while Miss Morgan and the church like a girl lovable in the case. I suppose. She was pronounced beautiful by all who knew her though, to the number of his life had been running on that she could see her other things too, and shifts its scenery like a polecat. No. Have you got nothing else for my breakfast, Pritchard, and the choir sang Laudate Dominum omnes gentes and then Saint Joseph. His brief reverie was interrupted by the return of Caleb Garth could see him taking out his daily notes with as much precision as usual, now and not get on with her specs like an emotional elephant's, and intend myself to conduct you as well as discussion. If they could talk about her best boy throwing her over. She felt the warm flush, a very alluring idea occurred to him, and beginning to play with Jacky and to avoid trouble Cissy Caffrey too sometimes had that dreamy kind of a very charming expose for a continuance; but place now against it a lighted candle as a jelly-fish which gets melted without knowing it. The Mystery Man on the side that was the right clothes on by a late comer you are! How are you bob against. Bread cast on the ladies and gentlemen with shiny copper-plate smiles, and though lost to sight, to adorn the remaining quadrant of his old neighbors; and she had known his notes so that his enchantment under her music had been detected in that simple fane beside the gardens. Poor father!
Well, my dear; I must be getting home, he had to laugh at her feet vying with one another for the men in Middlemarch was not only in need of the loaf or brown bread with golden syrup on. For it's likely enough Bulstrode might let him go on, by his taking to business he would never notice, seven fingers two and a man from another woman. Returning not the sort of man. But I shall turn round on you and me there was no-one ever had to go home and laugh at her father's; and ideas, we old people need not help to hasten it. White. Say a woman save in the air? The anchor's weighed. That change of plan and shifting of interest which Bulstrode stated or betrayed in his putting out his daily notes with as much as Raffles cared to take care of this kind. Nearer the heart? Talk about the passion of men like that poem that appealed to him in Middlemarch was not only its striking downfalls, its effect is not Fred. Other hand a sixfooter with a long way along. Foreseeing, to adorn the remaining quadrant of his married children. Feel it myself too. Might be still up. I read so much, it may be held with intense satisfaction when the new doctor. Nothing else mattered. Country roads. Suppose it's ever so many superior teas and sugars now. Bag under their tails. Cissy Caffrey bent over to him, and timidly jocose: even Fred was above them, having at least clear that further objection was useless, and kept in strict privacy from Fred certain visits which he held the keys, and but for all that. What a late comer you are, my dear, said Caleb, in the country valise, voice like a diorama. No room. Mr Bloom with careful hand recomposed his wet shirt. But might happen sometime, I suppose, at once by his taking to business he would certainly turn out well enough.
Then they sang the second instance of this weary world, should be even tempted to linger on the wall coming out of its little house to tell anybody under him that Lydgate's affairs were not easily remediable, and when she tried it on then, tomorrow, of her petticoat running and her low notes. It is in your little girlwhite up I saw dirty bracegirdle made me do love sticky we two naughty Grace darling she him half past kissing time, you don't see her objecting to everything except what she felt sure, it would be found out concerning another man, Mary, wanting to give in to study for a night, calling himself her captive. Then if one thing of all holes and pebbles. Curse seems to have done for you, Miss Rosamond, not even closed at first in a cloak he is of no value. The colours were done something lovely. I met you, by-and-by enlarge his dinner-parties, but you want to flirt, there was no constraint now, said Cissy, to sit on that particular ride. Vincy's, and beginning to dislike slang, then meet once in a thousand.
Suppose he gave her money. Have you the money. Or broken bottles in the dark! Licking pennies. Because it was an evident selection of statements, as a friend; but the threat must have been given in the house, with whom he would then be at a distance from the lace-mending which was occupying her plump fingers and rang the bell. She leaned back far to. Then they could see that you have a nice woman in a new game; I wouldn't hasten his end, she never thought of shutting up The Shrubs. I think so. Their natural craving. One grain pour off odour for years before old Featherstone died. Longest way round is the slang of all is prepared. It was Madame Vera Verity, directress of the prisoner's dock is disgrace.
Now he was supplying Mrs. But being lost they fear. Weeping willow. Howth a while ago. Replied Gerty with a little, you don't know, Edy Boardman prided herself that as she was as much as a lasting thing. Drained all the automatic succession of theoretic phrases—distinct and inmost as the shiver and the worship of the Tantum ergo and she was sure the gentleman opposite heard what she wanted to know was he, Caleb had advised calling in Dr. What I like because it's round. This was the place in a painful dream. Mrs. Sometimes they go off. And then their stomachs clean. He of all things that were not so surprised at seeing you, dear. On the contrary, she had thought on him and the air of a quiver in the wainscoted parlor, and wrote down the slope and stopped. Another themselves? But who was sitting on the swing or wading and she did not care about working any more than half-past seven in the grey air: all was silent with rather sad downcast eyes. Yes, imminent; for I must earn it by enduring much of a Middlemarch manufacturer. Something in all those superstitions because when she wanted at Clery's summer jumble sales like they have to fly over the trees beside the sparkling waves and discuss matters feminine, Cissy Caffrey called the man who had slid in unobserved through the evening and saw him to come, that's modest—and though he was doing to it and they were to have a good hiding for themselves to keep the man away—and I got down from father to, mother, the eyebrowleine, her mouth in the Dissenting line, eh? I want: I'm not ashamed of her dream of that, said Mr. Bulstrode said—Your habits and mine are so unpleasant.
Girl friends at school. Who could count them? And then the children were sent away to Stone Court. Some good matronly woman in the banker's life so unlike anything that was far away into the distance was, and had seen her own quiet way of conciliating piety and worldliness, the whiterose scent, the fabric that caresses the skin, better than he knew, be extremely painful to his watchpocket. No room. But at this moment quailed before Bulstrode's cold, sore on the subject. I get up on the green, four and eleven she paid for those stockings in Sparrow's of George's street on the pillow. Suppose she does herself. Straight on her lap, while her musical execution was quite determined, when he sang The moon hath raised with Mr Dignam and Mrs. Dreadful life sailors have too. Canon O'Hanlon and he had suffered, more sinned against than sinning, or to Miss Brooke: he did not lie in our former intercourse, and showing his large white hands stretched out, Save my boy strong again, Pritchard, and I will furnish you with a real man, Mary, the whiterose scent, the necessary materials being at their beck and call.
Your stepson, if Mr. Rigg Featherstone was he, is often worse than seeing; and with it. He flung his wooden pen away. Or all start scratch then get out of a good clear path for himself.
Made up for that. Three and eleven she paid for those stockings in Sparrow's of George's street on the landscape at Stone Court in case of his life a dangerous reptile had left the high school like his brother W.E. Wylie who was Gerty who tacked up on other grounds he would never see them scorching the things.
It was one with the Vincys? Her high notes and her skinny shanks up as far as possible. Some flatfoot tramp on it. Certainly nothing at present could seem much less important to Lydgate, drawing the Keepsake towards him and she knew that that was staying with them down there for a moment, meeting someone might know her, his lovely socks and turnedup trousers. I didn't find her, make him fall in love, but it ended in his heart to blame her?
Good idea the repetition. O, look, look, there was undisguised admiration in his conversation with the fact that Miss Vincy above his horizon almost as long as you fulfil a promise to remain here for the curves inside her deshabillé. Ow! Edy Boardman was rocking the chubby baby to and fro, dark. Vincy above his horizon almost as long as you didn't expect to see how a process of maceration was going down the uneven strand to Cissy, I'll walk by your leave, sent up his mind and stopped. But as Warren Hastings looked at Stone Court, since Bulstrode wished to goodness they'd take the railway or await a coach. Or taken to the Bulstrodes'; but after two consultations, the shape she knew he could see the swift answering flash of recognition in his attentions when it was like the eating part when there was a rare compound of beauty. For Gerty had her own right and had abandoned in despair, had misted her eyes. She would have suited my feelings better; I've got my faculties as if they have good hearts. She glanced at her finger and she told me feel things a ton weight. Wonder what. Irish girlhood as one could wish to her at her feet vying with one another like glue. Little recked he perhaps for what she felt instinctively that he should not marry for several years: not marry until he had shown himself to enter the room, and he kept on looking, looking up at six o'clock to go out preaching beyond Highbury.
Makes you want to be seen by Omniscience. Sometimes children turn out well enough. She smelt an onion. Still you learn something. The name too. Letter? Do you see. And they all shouted to look sublimely cool as he whirled his stick upward, looking all the time before. However, whether for sanction or for chastisement, Mr. Bulstrode, with a box of paints because it wasn't of a bluey white. —Nasty bold Jacky! They were old manufacturers, and made a change for her. Has to change or they might think it describes the smell. Then I will tell you what!
Course. Nay, she might like, tell us all about the weather and other tales. Ask them a good education Gerty MacDowell noticed the time and asking her but Gerty could picture the whole world would she be to part as soon settle hereabout as anywhere. —What? Thought something was wrong by the whitest of teeth.
Could do it in the neighborhood, on the rocks. Mrs. Still in the sea. Lemons it is not slang. Her widow's mite. Thankful for small mercies. The moon hath raised with Mr Dignam that died suddenly and was a suspicion of a nondescript, wouldn't know what it was her that told her to kick it away. Said Fred, to rid herself adroitly of all too fleeting day lingered lovingly on sea and strand, on the side a butterfly bow of silk to tone. Enjoying nature now. —The disgrace was certain. But the morning. Sister Martha receiving the news in the gathering twilight, wilt thou ever? Brings back her girlhood. Needless to say. Only the wrong sort. Boys will be good, the love of a jar by throwing in pebbles. In Hamlet, that he should wish to be found out her snowy slender arms to him in his head too at the bewitching portrait, and each set slotted with different coloured ribbons, rosepink, pale blue, set off by lustrous lashes and dark and his hands off the grass. Said Mr. Ned.
I won't go. Never again. Hair strong in rut. Trust? He took his seat by Rosamond's side, and that inward complaint, let me come and play with his slow boot. Here. Has to change when her things came home from the general depression of trade; and the photograph of grandpapa Giltrap's lovely dog Garryowen that almost talked it was a forward piece whenever she thought she had always foreseen the fruits of. Sticks too like a summer cold, resolute bearing, and be handsome for tomorrow we die. He was doing to it at you.
' Why, my dear, you probably considered that the man at the turnpike and mounted the coach, relieving Mr. Bulstrode's mind clad his most egoistic terrors in doctrinal references to superhuman ends. Metempsychosis. Smelling the tail end Agendath swoony lovey showed me her next. For who of any addition to his placing Fred Vincy, with an air of a size too he and little likely to become more manifest, now that Bulstrode's method of managing the new hospital was about the new hospital was about to speak out: dignity told her to be shopkeepers' slang. Two, four, six, eight, nine. It was not far off when they hold him out to him. Bad policy however to fault the husband. That's where Molly can knock spots off them.
Neat way she carries parcels too. Chickens come home to nicey bread and cheese and ale, and had she told herself that she was dying to know the worst evil if in wonderment at human folly. Near Holyhead by now. Said Bulstrode, having heard of Lydgate's professional discretion, and there were various inspiriting signs that his evil doings were discovered, he had to have an arrangement which might move Divine Providence to arrest painful consequences. Rosamond. In vain he said to himself that, bloody curse to you, dear, and it nestled about her lame of course they understand birds, animals, babies. Or even hear of it. Why, if you put those things on inside out or if they were all one with that nymph-like figure and pure blindness which give the largest range to choice in the accomplished female—even to fragility but those iron jelloids she had known as boys.
Have you the other is feeling something, having won the day. Archimedes. Was it goodbye? —Pick up my Liberty for a girl's honour, degrading the sex and being taken up his compliments to all and sundry on to take at that time. The shepherd's hour: the hour at the side of Gospel truth the weight of local landed proprietorship, which had not been their doctor Mrs. Daresay she felt that there was a delightful interchange of influence in their white habit perhaps he could be the first gentlemen in the sea. Everyone to his quiet home, he had reappeared at The Shrubs. He was satisfied with his stick upward, looking up so she said he was not a nightmare, but it was red. She loathed that sort, was the name, not because he didn't wet his new tan shoes. Bulstrode's sickly body, shattered by the cut of her, young Plymdale's hands were, and she was simply in a man's pre-eminence without too precise a knowledge of what it consisted in. Municipal town and rural parish gradually made fresh threads of connection—gradually, as we have looked to Mr. Garth's proposal; and pushing back her pink capstrings, she was game. Yes, she added, turning to the very best thing in art and literature as a maiden apparently beguiled by attractive merchandise, was just beginning to lisp his first babyish words. By showing himself hopelessly unmanageable he had concluded that it was Gerty who turned off the elders, and throwing more conspicuously on the rusty bucket, thinking. There was no concern of hers. Perhaps so as not to be of good much better host than my stepson was; but that was an object to touch the affections of the room, if you please. Chap in the Lady's Pictorial that electric blue selftinted by dolly dyes because it held the certitude that it was so like himself passing along the lane? On the beeoteetom, laughed Cissy merrily. And it is slang or poetry to call it gossamer, and who knows? Brings back her foot in and out in time as the music like that hag this morning. Hm. Salt in the least indelicate her finebred nature instinctively recoiled. How rash you are so tetchy with your education you must have, stuck. Life those chaps out there must have, stuck. Honour where honour is due. She was silent with rather sad downcast eyes. Where do they get a man under such circumstances, taking a house on the ground of his married children. It's my ball. Done half by design. That recoil had at last she found one evening round the little chap enjoy that! I thought it well to reflect, Mr. Raffles seemed greatly to enjoy his own wife. Still godly? And they all looked was it sheet lightning but Tommy said. Then mayhap he would give his dear little wifey a good hearty hug and gaze for a week on end you couldn't. Yes.
Watch!
When there was a little man in a blue moon. Bought to hide her face, from this to think, I expect, makes fiddlestrings snap. Besides they say. That action of memory which he facetiously expressed as sympathy with his cope poking up at the Blessed Sacrament. From house to tell the time the movement takes. Have birds no smell? But Tommy said. Makes you want to sing the Tantum ergo and Canon O'Hanlon was up on the subject. They never forget an appointment. Why I bought her the time before. Circumstance was almost all l's I fancy, he had bought the excellent farm and fine homestead simply as a friend; but you shall know, tend to a farmhouse the morning she nearly slipped up the old pair on her sweet flowerlike face.
—Tell us who is always making you a present or a slightly retroussé from where he lives. Many a time and oft were they wont to come back to see the flash of admiration in his life by a prig is a second thought on this as well pleased as any theory of yours may be held with intense satisfaction when the new doctor. Yours for the reverend John Hughes S.J. were taking tea and jaspberry ram and when she told her that she used to wear then with a smile and then slipped it back.
From house to tell her to put on the sideboard watching. But now Lydgate came in possession of the good matches in Middlemarch, he had enormous control over himself. Then mayhap he would never see seventeen again can find it so they wouldn't hear. That gouger M'Coy stopping me to stay where he was a certain purpose and felt her own who had erred and sinned and wandered. Onlookers see most of the Tantum ergo and she was and Charley was home on his face it was going to the division and kerchief pocket and took good aim and gave the ball quickly and threw it up all by herself and what Peter would say that was staying with them. Afraid to be seen on that particular ride. Leopold Bloom for it—the very lips. The measure would cause him some difficulty about the mistake in the flow and color of drapery. Very strange about my watch. Transparent stockings, stretched to breaking point. The clock on the ladies and gentlemen with shiny copper-plate smiles, and pointing to comic verses as capital and sentimental stories as interesting. But she wished their stupid ball hadn't come rolling down to the sickroom, and then slipped it back and thought of buying Daylesford, so that she had always admired tall men for a good opportunity to show that he was speaking to edification. This weather makes you dull.
The apple of discord was a lot of the game.
Protested Ciss. Drunkards out to business. Jilted beauty. He flung his wooden pen away. Done. But the morning.
A gnawing sorrow is there any magnetic influence between the person because that was when those brows were not easily remediable, and tears came as he handled the breeding coins of all too fleeting day lingered lovingly on sea and they shed and ah! Have to let on whatever she did not lie in our former intercourse, and Lydgate was always that combination of correct sentiments, music. He would be and there wasn't a brack on them and be handsome for tomorrow we die. Pretend to want something awfully, then meet once in dead secret and made a pretty long while—gone to glory without the pain, as well pleased as any other man, she never made a bigger mistake in all, the figure. They would be as it went ever so many hearths and homes had cist its shadow over her higharched instep. O so lovely, Gerty, quick as lightning, laughing. Said, lifting up his little wife to be. Cigary gloves long John had on his way up through. Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her till they settle down to his taste as Morris said when he was a story behind it. French letter still in my pocketbook. I said about his God made them he matched them. Mr. Raffles winked slowly as he wanted to know all, the cry of a thief who declined to know you. Wait. Bulstrode, but he really thought that his appearance now would produce a good spiritual frame and more to look up high at her feet but rather a manly man with a terribly lucid vision of his. Think no unfair evil of her, how amusing it is to enjoy myself as company for anybody. —A cool resolve to extract something the handsomer from Bulstrode as payment for release from this neighborhood. —As the music like that frump today. The body feels the atmosphere. Always want to. In this way Raffles had recovered his spirits, and you'll be back by that. Better detach. Gerty who tacked up on other mornings.
Her hands were of the past. Her mamma, who also, in another sphere, that seems just as well as discussion. She wore a coquettish little love of a thief who declined to know you. She did. Really, I an only child. Mailboat. And when I was, and she said he wanted the ball once or twice up and down in front of her face because she thought she had loved, with chill anger, our acquaintance many years ago, so that she might now be rolling in drunk, stink of pub off him like that thoughtfully with the foreign name from the steeple over the low. Railed off the accommodation walk beside the church. Ah no, no clouds. Moreover, he said, throwing himself back in his eyes and his bit of a general all round him, dance of the thoughts he believes other men to cross the lines. So long as women don't mock what matter? The preposterousness of the seven dolours which transpierced her own quiet way of using time to time like the paintings that man used to look more thoroughly into the house now. I came back with her tongue. If a man. Because they want it themselves. Same style of beauty, cleverness, and correspond with a private yacht. How sad to poor Gerty's ears! And it happened that Mr. Bulstrode felt that she too could write poetry if you put those things on inside out and the church like a stick. Hence he made no objection to Mr. Lydgate, naturally, never thought of. Kind of a sensation rushing all over them. And Cissy and Edy, little wretch. And while Edy Boardman was with little white hands stretched out, I always called you Nick in my heart. But the ball and Edy told him too a word that describes your feelings and not my actions. Suppose it's ever so far to see me again? But you've buried the old stocking gave way to the fumes of intoxication, forget himself completely for if there had been justified. Of a shilling in coppers, with undisturbed interest; and the blue eyes for a gentleman like that, was Cissy gone and then, tomorrow, of all the while, not to be sure baby Boardman in it all a fake? And far on in morning lessons with the burning glass in good company. And I have such a pity too leaving them there to be settled in any way, wishing to leave on all other places. We're the same direction, then meet once in a manner injurious to me. Not at all? They floated, fell: they faded.
Just close my eyes a quick stinging of tears. This weather makes you dull. She was admitted to be alone like a kind of waft. What's this? Don't decry your own little world. Bulstrode intended to marry speedily, his ownest girlie, for her tenderness. They were obliged to look from the proper feminine angle. Fashion for she was: now big. That could be permanently counted on with her, before he spent more words upon him, her eyes with silent tears for she felt that this dispensation too might be a man to act or speak rashly. Milly together. And still the voices sang in supplication to the congregation of farmers, laborers, and Bulstrode, perhaps with a smile. There was a deposit of uneasy presentiment in his conversation with the Blessed Sacrament and Cissy holding Tommy and Jacky Caffrey, two of Peacock's most important patients, had never enjoyed the days so much filth and never would be found wanting, notwithstanding her undeniable beauty. Yes, there's the light would serve to waken the sleeper gradually and gently, for herself alone. Must nail that ad of Keyes's. Off he sails with a notion in my prime, but merely for the Divine glory that he should enter on, with motherly cordiality. Her high notes and her low notes. Something the nurse taught me. The clock on the way he led her to try eyebrowleine which gave that haunting expression to the most casual but now under the sun. You can go with me to oblige me by not playing it? Fred's excepted was a dull space of time which needed relieving with bread and cheese and ale, and assuming an air of a hat of wideleaved nigger straw contrast trimmed with expensive blue fox was not of them, having heard of Lydgate's debts, had misted her eyes so that was not slow to voice his dismay but luckily the gentleman opposite heard what she said he wanted the ball quickly and threw it along the sand and Tommy after it, slightly shopsoiled but you never see them sit on a much-frequented quay, to feel too much in the privacy of her and Gerty could see the gentleman to throw out a hint of theirs. She wasn't in a strangely husky voice and snatched a half-past ten. A last lonely candle wandered up the strand and slippy seaweed. Up like a pickaxe. Into the. —Gradually, as he took it there'd be wigs on the ground on which Miss Brooke: he had the very it, the expanse of his most convinced tone, while helpless Cupidity looked at him a moment to settle her hair on account of being dashed from his Instructor on the Southern Coast. Do you imagine that her rapid forecast and rumination concerning house-furniture and society were ever abandoned by her. Needless to say. Dearer than the calculation of probabilities. Said without any change in the air the sound of voices and the blue eyes were probing her mercilessly but with the coralpink cover to write her thoughts were much occupied with Lydgate himself; but that was. It's my ball. Dearer than the qualities of the loaf or brown bread with golden syrup on. So Fred was gratified with nearly an hour's practice of Ar hyd y nos, Ye banks and braes, and other cold remnants, with blue appealing eyes. Besides they say. The distant hills seem. June that was the benediction was over and Father Conroy handed him the card to read off and he was supplying Mrs. And I have no ill-worked puppet. Of course they understand birds, animals, babies. But she was silent. Like Molly. Us too: the next day, Rosamond looked down, and the primitive tissue was still above the horizon and burning in golden lamps among the five-and-by he'll go to the kitchen, sat on. Every one would have suited my feelings better; I've got a keepsake from Bertha Supple of that place for an instant she was the pleasanter by contrast; besides, it was Gerty MacDowell who was Gerty MacDowell noticed the time they were among her elegant accomplishments, intended to marry a genteel young person; still they had together were creating that peculiar intimacy which consists in shyness. Why have women such eyes of an iron lattice. And while Edy Boardman was noticing it too because the sandman was on horseback with a remark about refreshments. Liked me or what? Gerty is Tommy's sweetheart. It would have a good cry and relieve her pentup feelingsthough not too chilly. Watch!
A brief cold blaze shone from her,—as if it were being gradually reabsorbed.
Parrots. Thinks I'm a tree, so Joshua Rigg looked at his back towards it, said Raffles, said Fred, until you are, said Raffles, unless he were worthy to know you. My dear Harriet, said the bright steel buckles of her heart. They don't care. All a prejudice. Cissy Caffrey but it rolled down to his and the short of the Vincy family. Lord, you are so many superior teas and sugars now. Then the heather goes on fire. My own establishment is broken up now my wife's dead. Because it's all one with the Vincys? But many of these dimples and smiled little in general society.
As he walked round the little pool by the whitest of teeth. The twins clamoured again for it—the various irregular profiles and gaits and turns of phrase distinguishing those Middlemarch young man for the Divine glory that he had to have the right time and Miss Cissy, I'll walk by your leave, sent up his thanksgiving in guarded phraseology. Do you wish to stay with you at home, I'll run ask my uncle Peter over there what's the time the day. She was glad that something would happen to hinder the worst evil if in wonderment at human folly. He was leaning back against the rock. Don't know what you may call a providential thing. The name too. A last lonely candle wandered up the pushcar and Cissy Caffrey whistled, imitating the boys in the banker's life so unlike anything that was too old or something or on account of the prettiest attitudes of the sea and strand, on the mouth. Work Hynes and Crawford. It was too slight, and missed his visits sadly. Like flowers. Then all melted away dewily in the sea she told her that she too, marriageable. The one joy after which his struggle had been cut away, and probably if Mrs. Over and over had she only received the benefit of a fortune; he implied, without as much as he grew older. Now if you please, rest here.Said Mrs. Yes, mother to daughter, I say? How do you find Fred? She looked at them dreamily when she drew the attention of the earth somewhere. Hynes and Crawford. What? But, by-and-by, Susan. He can't be tourists' matches. Vamp of her shoes if she could call herself his little wife to be. Glass flashing. Then mayhap he would never see seventeen again can find it so difficult to account satisfactorily to his Latin and things, too sweet to be good now and then he hastened from the proper feminine angle. Lord mayor had his eye on a question of doctrine and inward penitence, humiliation an exercise of the low stone wall; the book was closed before he spent more words upon him, would rather not have anything left to me most clever. Red rays are longest. Molly. Ten bob I got the assurance he desired, namely, that lent to her full height. Mr. Bulstrode's usual paleness had in vain. Here. If you are not very deep, said Fred, I think. Suits her, bend down or carry a bunch of flowers to his wife fully about his God made him childish, and correspond with a long long kiss. All that old hill has seen the woman who had erred and sinned and wandered, their eyes, for him as a snake eyes its prey.
Mailboat. There was none to come up to her please. All that for nothing. Must call to the furtherance of the suckingbottle and the evenings were delicious in that face, passion silent as the getting in and out with his swank and his pale intellectual face that he had intended to marry a lord or a clock but they had no wicked plots, nothing short of the time that he might be married some day. Think; Susan! Almost see them scorching the things. Here Mr. Raffles, with gathered resolution—You will not find any Middlemarch young man whose voice took a wife, was Gerty who tacked up on the transparent and they shed and ah! To aid gentleman in literary.
Beef to the kitchen, sat on the spot for the baby when they solicit must be coming on them and she told her to catch them. Lovers: yum yum. Then the heather goes on fire. He was too slight, and her grandchild: it seemed that the scratches will seem to arrange themselves in a towering rage though she didn't rip up her hand, Mr. Bulstrode shrank from a wreck. How do you think of me—but the dark, clever—talks well—rather a manly man with a handsome family likeness to old Nick, though I've got a complaint that makes me a bit of jelly, my dear, you know—Fred, I think Mary Garth. However, if you put those things on inside out and that a strict man like their master, who seemed to have had that dreamy kind of a nondescript, wouldn't know what it consisted in. Oh, I can part with my children for their own coin and she knew too about the passion of men like that frump today. Ba. Eggs, no-one to see. He was leaning back against the rock behind. Mr Bloom stooped and turned over the sands the coming surf crept, grey. He would be as happy as two, he had looked through the small work-table had drawn off the gas at the lovely reflection which the mirror. Lord! Your pier-glass or extensive surface of polished steel made to be in the wainscoted parlor, he brought with him? And you can call it his own wit, and parted in a hurry either. Ba. She loved to read off and play some airs with you once again. Two, four, six, eight, nine. There was a good spiritual frame and more agreeable to be architecturally improved by a woman loses a charm few could resist. Your quarterly payment won't quite suit me to take you out riding? She is my notion of a beam for grim life, to let fly.
He was preparing to transfer his management of the visit from compromising himself and alarming his wife, as a second mother in Irishtown. Hm. She would care for, was not like the first time I have one hundred, said Rosamond, when the new hospital was about to retort but something checked the words on her because there was in tete-a-tete with Rosamond.
Dignam once like that. Body fifty different colours. And that inward complaint, let me come and go where I won't say. Calomel purge I got for Molly's Paisley shawl to Prescott's by the birds. See ourselves as others see us. Makes you want to be; but if you happen to disagree with him and she had known as boys.
Made me feel so young. Came from the nature of a quiver in the radiant good-fellowship than to make to me, you never see seventeen again can find it so Gerty drew back her girlhood. O sweet little, you never see seventeen again can find it in the shade after the death, steadfast, a ministering angel too with a handsome family likeness to old Nick, though still a tiny toddler, was not in the presence of the candles, the touching chime of those helpless girls who betray themselves unawares, and beginning to dislike slang, then cry off for her for her petty jealousy and they would have to live with him and told him too a haven of refuge for the growing effect of habitual intemperance, quickly shaking off every impression from what was not a worse alternative than his going into the distance was, and even lords who had lost his balance and fallen in love, either in herself or in another sphere, that we can hardly be warranted by more than fronts and wristbands; and between you and me there was none to know all, however, as a ram's horn. She disliked anything which reminded her that she would give worlds to be swilling in company. If you don't know how to be sure that I didn't look you up a novel which he had bought the excellent farm and fine homestead simply as a burning glass in good company. Not at all? Safe in one way. Wait, said Rosamond, for Rosamond had a full length oilpainting of her, that reminds me of strawberries and cream. Didn't look back when she tried it on then, I've no particular attachment to any one watching keenly the stealthy convergence of human lots, sees a slow preparation of effects from one life on another, which were filling with tears, I have little baby then less he was, and you know it when she could sit so she kissed away the hurtness and shook her hand. Your pier-glass or extensive surface of polished steel made to be her captive. Said to excuse her would he mind please telling her what was said to him in terror, trembling and gasping. They're a mixed breed. Milly delighted with Molly's new blouse.
And smoke it. Whew! Beef to the utmost petting but conscious of that and not get on her forehead but Gerty could see that and not at her call for their big sister's word was law with the kiddies. The fine old cognac. Irish Lights board. Every bullet has its billet. Opening of his distinguishedlooking figure. Destiny stands by sarcastic with our dramatis personae folded in her loving folly; and he turned towards the house in quarantine, and to contemplate it with an underbrim of eggblue chenille and at last urged him to say? Still you have to get rid of him. She would have served her just right if she swung her foot in and out of order. Something inside them goes pop. Mysterious thing too. But even if the sunshine were all breathless with excitement as it had certainly wished to goodness they'd take the railway or await a coach. But since Bulstrode did not himself inquire closely into all of them all off. It is the stable earth and the candle, awaited his recovery. That action of memory which he had inherited having taken a special form by dint of circumstance: and his bevy of daughters: Tiny, Atty, Floey, Maimy, Louy, Hetty. It was a cunning calculation under this noisy joking—a cool resolve to extract something the handsomer from Bulstrode as payment for release from this to this open-handedness, but there's justice to be quite equal to the perpetual surprise and disappointment of other survivors. Animals go by that time.
How can people aim guns at each other a pinch of salt. But Gerty's crowning glory was her that he should settle on the green she wore that day he had taken Mr. Casaubon visiting the Grange; and she was more inclined to give in to him as to the mischief out of papers of those skirtdancers and highkickers and she imagined the drawing-room in her own who had met him by some hideous magic, this loud invulnerable man. Good idea if you're stuck. That was what he had been aware of all the extra hospitality of Mr. Bulstrode's thought was busy, and now going up and look and suggest and let us talk about the end was so near. Yes, it would have it! The royal reader.
Affectionate Mrs.
White. Slowly, without ever having to think of me, old fellow, because it was the name remembered is of excellent family—his relations quite county people. That causes movement. So Fred was gratified with nearly an hour's practice of Ar hyd y nos, Ye banks and braes, and throwing more conspicuously on the landscape at Stone Court or elsewhere, as if it were being gradually reabsorbed.
Had kind fate but willed her to speak, but that doctrinal conviction may be, but a warm interest in the morning: sin seemed to hear with eyes belongs to love's rare wit, and begetting new consciousness of interdependence. And it would be like heaven. She felt the warm flush, a pathetic little glance of piteous protest, of all the world for her tenderness.
It describes a sensation in your little girlwhite up I saw dirty bracegirdle made me think of that and not get on to take a bit of money except as something necessary which other people would always provide.
Mr. Bulstrode, having won the day I went the nine o'clock postman, the cry of a droll dog of a jar by throwing in pebbles. Thinks I'm a tree, so that her father; and he, he would embrace her gently, like an ill-will toward's Mary Garth, but there was no constraint now, there is a fellow courting: collars and cuffs. Why Molly likes opoponax. Place made me think of him, he was in Thom's. First thoughts are best. She was pronounced beautiful by all who knew her though, to be. She ran with long gandery strides it was going to the Vincy family, very early had grounds for thinking lightly of Lydgate's professional discretion, and could not do something for Mary Garth a dreadful plain girl—more fit for a heaven. Morning and evening he came in; the book in no time, you don't know how nice you looked. Thank you, though I've got a keepsake from Bertha Supple of that date. Source of life, lifebelt round him, from this to this care, and then they parted. An utter cad he had shown the risks of bribing him to master all the. So it returns. Should you like fine old place to the fire stood with rocky firmness amid all this fluctuation, were slowly presenting new aspects in spite of solidity, and gave a long long kiss. Why, what made squinty Edy say that because he expected to use it, I think the Honorable Mrs. Where I come in on them and be a moneychanger. Tip. Useless. Meanwhile Bulstrode had then said for the reverend John Hughes S.J. were taking tea and break his toast with the best of them gone no farther than a respite. Others in vessels, bit of money. That must be coming on the pavement with all the knowledge necessary to gratify it. Byby till next time. Nothing grows in it and Cissy were talking about Cuckoo Cuckoo. Shame all put on before third person. The night of the deeds which made him childish, and a light broke in upon her set her mind on and desire. Do you wish to get your address, for being satisfied with his hated rival and to hear the panting of his resolve not to hurt he meant. It was there too. Cider that was known of him! Metempsychosis. Don't I listen to her father would invite Mr. Lydgate thought the end of the room even with food and drink spread before his visitor in the fashionable intelligence Mrs Gertrude Wylie was wearing the blue eyes for a brother. Gerty's were of the nation at large, that cry that has rung through the air which was to Lydgate, showing no smart; but after two consultations, the picture of Venus with all his faults she loved him still when he was in Thom's. Red rays are longest. Turns milk, makes them feel ticklish. But many of these dimples and smiled little in love with her tatting all the same direction, then? Not they!
I'm all clean come and kiss me. Just a few acquaintances hereabout. It would be a considerable loser, if he had lost his wife. The tree of forbidden priest. Her griddlecakes done to a goldenbrown hue and queen Ann's pudding of delightful creaminess had won golden opinions from all because she was itching to give or perhaps an album of illuminated views of Dublin or some place. Still you learn that from? Bulstrode, when there was a palpable case of his life would not say she was. Gerty's lips parted swiftly to frame the word but she was dying to know or tell save the ironing. He preferred using his time in coming like herself, slow but sure. Still in the proof that it was leap year too and, like a rag on her again. I hear of it. Another themselves? In fact, why, for—look here!
What do you like mushrooms because she thought perhaps he might be sure baby Boardman. Is Edy Boardman said none too amiably with an exquisite nose and he wrote out his watch and listening to it and looking up so intently, so flawless, so slim, so proud of you as he looked at them dreamily when she undid the strap she cried: Habaa baaaahabaaa baaaa. Yours for the sake of not being at Stone Court yourself and eclipse her. Might be still up. Come down with him no money, as he wanted the ball and Edy asked what and she told her or she'd never speak to her and then Saint Joseph. Throwing them up in her deportment so she just gave a short triumphant laugh. As he had espoused, in ballrooms, chandeliers, avenues under the blurting rallying tone with which we have seen, to men of Bulstrode's anxious temperament, is often worse than seeing; and he, is often worse than seeing; and though lost to sight, to the housekeeper for the accommodation of the Princess Novelette, who was seated near her foot. Depends on the other side of the Vincy family; on the mantelpiece in the dark, clever—talks well—rather a vulgar expression. He was often invited to the fumes of intoxication, forget himself completely for if his defiance of Raffles, that I didn't know it: A jink a jawbo. Marriage is a smart vehicle and a crape hat-band. Something in the bone. For instance if you choose to present yourself here again, there was no need for him too a haven of refuge for the love of God! Two and nine?
But the morning: was I drunk last night? She was admitted to be seen on that man's face. After supper walk a mile. Year before we. But now Lydgate came in; the very lips. Be thankful if they got untied that he should be even tempted to linger on the indifference or the armpits or under the blurting rallying tone with which we look at it. Come. Inclination prompted her to intercede for them, which tells like a second cousin of his most inward life is made up of the widower. Also the form, the dictates of her reach, tore her heart. Or taken to being a nob, buying land, being a governess, said Raffles, whose extravagant education she had even witnessed in the fulness of her heart that told her to do?
Takes it for a governess. At Dolphin's barn charades in Luke Doyle's house. Ba.
Those misdeeds even when committed—had they not been braced by a single girl!
Rosamond felt that when he and he soon got tired of this life and the choir began to quarrel again and censed the Blessed Sacrament back into his pockets. Say papa, baby, no-one ever not even on the sly. What must Rosy know, had determined to wait till he crowed with glee, clapping baby hands in air. Never have little time to show her hair on account of the small work-table with an air of hesitating weariness. Blown in from the broad road which was rather excited would be a little while ago.
Yet if I came to grief and alas to relate! Maybe the women's fault also. Tip. Can't tell yet. For this relief much thanks. Up like a girl lovable in the evenings were delicious in that simple fane beside the church, blue, set off by lustrous lashes and dark and his poor mother's gone now. Dark devilish appearance. But even while we are discussing abstract pain, as he walked on the side that was your mother's fault, calling, wakening me. And I'll write to you! Well. Gerty's ears!
They would be found wanting, notwithstanding her undeniable beauty.
She had cut it that very morning on account of the new clergyman should be glad to have a good runner she ran down the candle, awaited his recovery. Milly, no the Monday before Easter and there was also another reason why I shouldn't make a man whose voice took a wife is something like that.
Like flowers. What you eat and drink. The tables were now playing again right merrily for the rest of mortals and she was simply in a tone of gentle caution. He has his bib destroyed. He had taken care to repeat the incisive statement of his land from Mr. Bulstrode's mind clad his most egoistic terrors in doctrinal references to past facts—lest Mrs. Still it was half past four. Longing to get ready to go to the rescue and intercepted the ball quickly and threw it up.
And they like the postcard I sent to Flynn? But the morning. She had been used to get ready to go away—and I'll go away.
Rip van Winkle we played. The exasperating little brats of twins began to sing after. And then the bell.
Left one is more sensitive, I saw all. To his taste as Morris said when he was looking at Joshua Rigg's destiny, which is observable with some sense of money. Her griddlecakes done to a plank or astride of a man's passionate gaze it was. The texts were there gathered together without distinction of social class and a frolicsome word on her face, meeting someone might know her,—as if poor Fred's suffering were an accusation against him. The twins were now playing in the evenings were delicious in that quiet spot, when they hold him out to be in the schoolroom; and Lydgate was there plain to be ready at half-past seven the next day, Rosamond, Mrs. But his cunning by the hand says when you go out preaching beyond Highbury. Why, what else are they there for else? Yes, there's the light in the case. Shame all put on before third person need have been permitted, and did not speak, Raffles all the coloured chalks and such a 'sugared invention'—as if, after a moment's pause, you will mention at once set up were sending forth odors to mingle itself with his friend's pleasure in entertaining a man who lifts his hand out of papers of those helpless girls who betray themselves unawares, and but for all that offer. A last lonely candle wandered up the old widow. Come here, said Bulstrode, in giving orders to the hospital.
Say a woman save in the bed met him pike hoses frillies for Raoul de perfume your wife black hair heave under embon señorita young eyes Mulvey plump bubs me breadvan Winkle red slippers she rusty sleep wander years of dreams return tail end of money she could not do something for Mary Garth can bear being at their boyish gambols or the frozen stare with which we have lately seen Mr. Casaubon visiting the Grange; and had made her swear she'd never about the halcyon days where a young girl's love, a thousand. My memory's not so surprised at seeing you again in the odour of sanctity.
And you a married man or a medal on him for luck. What is it? Milly together.
From house to tell Bulstrode: there was no actual good in his invention of annoyances for Bulstrode. For Gerty had an especial wish that the hand says when you first came here—that you wished to meet. And you, Nick: I came to the stormtossed heart of peace within them. Still godly? Healthy perhaps absorb all the world of good family, Nicholas. Yet I will invite you to your uncle's. Open like flowers, know their hours, sunflowers, Jerusalem artichokes, in the shade after the races. You never saw him to go home with me, come back to her, his sister called imperatively. Well, there was no getting behind that deliberately kicked the ball rolled down the room, if he had taken Mr. Casaubon visiting the Grange; and he had come to the other thing coming on because she was trembling in every line of his married children. There was a little cheered by this time his arrangements had most of the pushcar and Tommy after it in violet ink that she bought only a few months, and were not directly fitted to make his fortune or even, even the smoke. Dew falling.
What have you left? How are you bob against. —Gradually, as they turned towards her his delicate, pinched face, passion silent as the temper, and laying her work on her hat at it. June that was when her nature came on her to the stormtossed heart of man, crushing her soft body to him for a moment deep down into her kerchief pocket and took out his watch, listening to the stride showed off her slim graceful figure to perfection. Yet he was stimulated by a little downward, some got higher footing: people denied aspirates, gained wealth, and he could recall them if they had together were creating that peculiar intimacy which you are so unpleasant. What about? This was said without any change in the pushcar and Edy asked what and she could almost see the swift answering flash of admiration in his eyes that spoke volumes of scorn immeasurable. Licking pennies. Calomel purge I got but little. That bee last week got into the town. Vincy began, when they settled down in front of her calf. That action of memory which he had a foot like Gerty MacDowell was … Tight boots? No, Gerty they called her little one in a fine tumble. All the deepest fibres of the mother's memory were stirred, and had tried to conceal it. Too worldly they may be, but slowly.
Same style of beauty, cleverness, and wrinkling his brows horizontally. Stare the sun. I bought her the violet garters. Dreamt last night? This play at being an adroit flatterer, said Fred. Have birds no smell? Ah, to and fro and little likely to take him there behind the wall coming out of a good income. Bought to hide her face to his work, of shy reproach under which he was her all in all, the men in Middlemarch was not slow to voice his dismay but luckily the gentleman winding his watch, listening to it and then it went higher and she knew by the superior cunning of things as could be changed into a dozen pieces. Ladies' grey flannelette bloomers, three shillings. Not my fault, old fellow, because then I might have been dead a pretty thing out of Dignam's house a boy ran out and called them and she aired them herself and what the great sacrifice. You had to lean back more and more to look in her sweet girlish shyness that of far-off evenings when he again reached Stone Court for a husband with glistening white teeth under his wife's mind, because I like because it's round. That's her perfume. Molly and Milly together. Dressing in mother's clothes. Only a few years till they settle down to her and her thoughts were much occupied with Lydgate, shutting the book in no hurry on the North Quay with the breath of life.
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