#all names censored bc I dont want re fandom to interact lolz

[bolts-n-fingerguns]

I was having my average flashback experiences during a car ride about the car crash I was in last year, I believe. I can't even remember when it was, but I remember every single bit of it.

While having this, it started to change. I heared a kid crying, I felt myself on the ground. I felt as if, fire was surrounding me. I could feel glass below me and of course, stuck to me. It felt as if I was remembering something else, it felt tied to Leøn.

My car crash experience has always felt very close to me being Leøn. For anyone who knows the character decently, it'd be obvious why. But this one wasn't any of my previous car crashes in my canon, it felt new, more recent.

While I was severely disturbed by this, I couldn't help but be insanely curious about it too, so I tried to lean more into it to find everything I could about it...without having a panic attack about it (after all, feeling glass stabbing you and your whole body numb and hurting like crazy isn't very fun). I found out some interesting stuff.

I think... this is one closer to when my canon "ends". It felt after Røse. It felt as if I was with her, in fact.

I only met Ethān once, I don't even remember if we spoke, but I know we saw each other. I was closer to Chrįs in my canon than in source, I remember that I would frequent BSÅA headquarters and other stablishments thanks to this.

So me meeting Ethān wasn't that much of a surprise, but... being directly involved was. I think this is after he passed, as the crying I heard wasn't of a baby, but a toddler. I can't remember how long I stayed alive after Ethān passed, but I know it was more than a year, so this tracks.

But, I still wonder how I got there. Why?

For some reason, it felt very similar to the bus crash in RĘ6. But I know it was a car, perhaps more people were with us? Perhaps we were in trouble to begin with? It feels...tied to something. I think someone was out to get Røse.

Hm.