#all my miku posts are like. i dont post vocaloid that often but i do observe the major holidays (and never on time)

[itsonly-eli]

Heyo! Welcome to my blog! You can call me Eli!/Ki, I'm a furry and a tiny guy that loves cute things. I go by He/They, and ima multifandom typa goober.

^^ as of late school has made me rlly busy and i dont post as often here, also since this is my only blog theres bound to be miku and/or roblox fandom stuff i rb here

My fursona vv

my interests and interact list: cotl, vocaloid & utau, roblox, regretevator, phighting!, daybreak RBLX, guts & blackpowder, minecraft, animal crossing, jjba, genshin, hsr, smiling critters (i dont rlly like poppy playtime as a whole), osc (bfdi, animatic battle), dandy's world, pressure RBLX, overwatch, Webfishing, The Robloxia: Until Dawn, indie/pop music artists (laufey, mitski, cavetown, beach bunny, rio romeo, chappell roan, several more of similar song style), furry music artists (ardolf, risk, yonkagor, ivycomb, snuffles) (more will be added if i can remember :7)

currently fixating on: cult of the lamb, webfishing, The robloxia: Until Dawn, Chappell Roan

my flags!

I like to make doodles, small comics, art for my friends, and just general creations of my interests. I play Vrchat alot and am an asymmetrical horror enjoyer on Roblox mostly (im not paying for a game but pirating however.) but i have cracked minecraft and other cool games on my switch! im definitely undiagnosed but i still cant confirm X1

Im also very forgetful but will remember obscure events and tiny things that have happened, i also cant read a room nor the atmosphere sometimes because i easily distract myself and somehow forget when someone will say something important.

I love sleep but i go at 10pm and wake at 2am bc my life isnt real and this is all in my heaaadd 9^9

i like to do digital w my finger and traditional on my sketchbook. I tend to say offensive/suggestive things if i get unhinged enough so pls excuse me if i step outta line. I also tend to lie ab my mood not to make you worry if ur a friend

i use some custom tags for posts i make? (some are subject to change

itzeli sez: rare babble sightings

itzeli's art: its self explanatory!! art!!!!

Dni: nsfw, terf, racist, zionist, incest, PDF's, gooner posters, 18+ only accounts, (subject to change)

i hope reading this will help you understand me a little better as a mutual :D

[batnovauxx]

` >w0 ~ ☆ PINNED POST - (📌):

∷ IM NICO!! im 19! huge nerd and i like to watch anime, Listen to music, Decorate!! and draw!!

∷ OK FUN FACTS : I LOVE ALIENS. Im a furry/therian (Wolf/Deer theiran, Considering cat therian aswell but idk) im mentally ill but getting help!! i have AUTISM & ADHD. I like NATURE and i want to be a nature photographer someday!

∷ my favs!!! (BIG INTERESTS HIGHLIGHTED!!) : SONIC , JJK, DUNGEON MESHI, CHAINSAW MAN, TBHK , MHA, OTHER TOTALLY AWESOME ANIMES ! SPARKLES + RAINBOWS, HOMESTUCK (loose interest but i love vriska) FNAF, WARRIOR CATS, ANIMAL JAM, ART, ROBLOX, PROJECT SEKAI, VOCALOID. SPECIFICALLY MIKU!! SPLATOON , ZENLESS ZONE ZERO, HONKAI STAR RAIL, OTHER GATCHA GAMES ANIMAL CROSSING NEW HORIZONS, CARTOONS + EARLY 2000S STUFF, JPOP, NITW, UNICORNOS, DEMON SLAYER, PERSONA 3 RELOAD AND PERSONA 5, POKEMON.

i never shut up abt my interests but if you like the same stuff as me PLS FOLLOW MEE AND LETZ BE FRIENDS :]. ^_^!!

∷ - ☣️ im BIGAY and BIGENDER. + NONBINARY AND on the ACEARO SPECTRUM !! I am transmasc too !

im highly suspected to be Schizoaffective, aswell and it made it hard for me to interact with other people before i was medicated so if i dont check in as often , its because i dont have a sense of relationship degration lol but ping or dm me if youd like to chat!!

I am also getting help and hashtag unbothered lol dont be mean/invasive is all i ask

SIDE ACCOUNTS!!

I ALSO HAVE DYSLEXIA/DYSGRAPHIA AND DISCALCULIA!! I dont like being joked around with and called stupid or illiterate if i mispell a word or my handwriting in something looks bad + not getting math. I promise you i am very smart

but please refrain unless you get permission to make jokes like this!! it makes me sad.

PLEASE DO NOT USE FANCY / COMPLICATED FONTS / TYPING QUIRKS AROUND ME , ESPECIALLY WITH NO TRANSLATION SOBS. i cannot read them !! i do not want to play mental gymnastics in order to read something!!! its very annoying. they are extremely innaccessible not only to me and other people who are dyslexic etc! but folks who use SCREENREADERS. please REFRAIN from using typing quirks /fancy fonts in potential asks or other stuff as such on my blog!! thanks ^_^.

- our System side blog ! @gthsystm

- Im also on BLUESKY !

https://bsky.app/profile/batnovaux.bsky.social

^_^ ☆ ty for reading !! bye !! :33

[honeyviscera]

hiii ocean~ 2, 11, 39 🪷

hiii aya (*^^*) ty for the ask!!

11 - what do you consider to be romance?

hmm.. i'd say the person you can be your most genuine self with. i'm aro but whenever i have the thought "oh.. i'd love to spend the rest of my years at your side" its always towards someone i dont have to guard or filter myself around. there's such a sense of security and home when im with people where i can say anything and everything that comes to mind and they will respond in kind. that level of comfort is the closest I've come to having romantic feelings..... and thus i believe that sense of belonging would be the ideal foundation for romance.

in media, my favourite ships are always of people who just get each other in a way that nobody else does. that deep sense of understanding, of knowing the other person, is always so delicious.

39 - (omg miku number) youtuber you've been obsessed with and why?

ooooh definitely chogakusei! he's a cover artist who covers a lot of vocaloid songs, and i absolutely adore his voice. im literally obsessed his technique is so good, he has such a wide range, and he often adds this delicious growl when he sings and UGHHHHHH genuinely hes so talented. because he's an utaite, he doesnt reveal a lot about himself, but the little glimpses i get through his videos and posts make me think he's also just a very cool and chill person. (a bit parasocial, i knowww) but he wears fake nails and does cool makeup for a lot of his video thumbnails so im just like :0 so cool :000

i literally love all of his covers so much but if i had to recommend a few they'd probably be lagtrain, aishite aishite aishite, white happy, bug, uminaoshi, and toupea christmas 2022. he's also put out some original songs! chojugiga is the most recent (and was a collab with nilfruits) and it goes SO HARDDD omg.

[mothcpu]

i’m a few days early but hbd miku <3

[mmdc-is-cancelled]

Let’s see how this goes.

“*Stop spreading drama”

alright, a decent start

“*FUCKING STOP CALLING THE RULEBREAKERS OUT”

and you’ve lost me.

“*Stop hounding on people who just broke one rule. One. Fucking. Rule.”

people generally hound on people that consistently break rules, or people that have broken pretty big rules. so uh, which one did you break?

“*Post Vocaloid stuff more often as much as your fandoms“

ok but who actually cares about how much vocaloid themed content someone produces

“*Don't publicly report someone to your watchers. That's very immature.”

i could agree with this to some extent but not on every occasion

“*Don't make shipping rules with your models. It's very rude, not to mention, incredibly selfish.”

now we know which rule you broke

“*Show some respect for the other Vocaloids, other than Miku.”

honey do you not see the art and models of all the other vocaloids?? and what does it even matter? they arent people, theyre characters

“*Take criticism fairly.”

your account is 11 months old and you have a totally blank gallery. part of me wonders if that has something to do with how you handle criticism.

“*Act like your adults and not fucking children.”

except the majority of the community is young teens

“*Just read the README.txt whenever you can. Please.”

you’re usually supposed to

 “*Don't post images just to call out or bashing on someone.”

again, i can agree to an extent but if you’re posting screenshots for example to show someone is harassing you, then that would be pretty acceptable

“*Don't ask people what effects they use when they specifically told you to not to.“

if you credited effects no one would have to ask

“*Make things that are actually not cringe-worthy.“

you have an fnaf icon, what does that say about you

“*Post something cool! Like a music video or something that's inspirational.”

you dont post shit, why are you telling people what they should post

“*Post Japanese stuff more often.”

you have an fnaf icon and nothing in your gallery, what are you on about

“*Don't copy others.“

finally something sensible

“*Confront someone in a mature manner. You can't just go "RULEBREAKER!! GET OUT OF DA!!" and "Fucking rulebreaker, stop distributing my models." That's not mature. Not to mention, very rude.”

i’ll assume this is another rule you broke

“*Don't ask for DL for a model when the download has been taken down already.”

another decent point

“*Just have fun but not too much fun.“

what the fuck does this even mean

also, bonus from the comments section:

“EVERYONE, PLEASE SPREAD THIS JOURNAL AROUND. SPREAD THE LOVE. IT'S 2017 ALREADY AND ITS ABOUT TIME WE IMPROVE THIS COMMUNITY. SO SPREAD THIS JOURNAL AROUND.“

@mmdluv what do you think about this statement? :’)

[jjinomu]

in regard to tda edits and future plans

soz for another text post i had a long day n ive been thinking about things a while back i stated that after i do a gakupo edit, then i'll cease shitting out tda edits and i feel like!!??? i might need to explain why a lil bit (dw i changed my decision to end my tda streak but i'll address that later) 

keep in mind im not trying to shade people or be a dick about things, it's just a dump of my thoughts and reasons in case ppl were like ???? 

also long post because its my 12am thoughts again and u know how i am, i like to ramble about really weird shit at 12am 

edit: in case u don’t actually give a shit about anything that i’m about to start rambling on, i stated at the bottom that the wedding apocalypse is back on again so i’ll reply to everything tomorrow hehe (and i’ll still do tda edits, but they’re no longer my main priority anymore)

i listed it because only assholes list their reasons for being assholes and I'm an asshole for being like this

1. i have too many tda edits obviously gotta poke around other areas and by areas i mean my own scratch stuff

 2. ive grown a lot more sensitive over my tda edits as of recently as well (including my old crap) which isn't something i do very often (I'm also not even 100% sure y I'm like this suddenly it’s like IAB all over again except I'm not an ignorant, flaming, hyper-agitated 12 year old anymore)- probably a side effect of mass rule-breakage and then people giving me the "i dont understand your rules so i edited and unlocked them anyway without asking you to reiterate bc that seems totally logical in my tiny brain." that shit gets to you 

 3. main and probably the most realist reason why i reached the decision ive made: (this is gna be kinda sad-sounding almost but wateva just tda edits yo) 

as people may have realised (especially if you've stuck around since probably the beginning of this blog) i've spent a few years developing my own style of tda, that still remains recognisable as tda but is still personalised enough for my own tasting and aesthetics, whether people enjoy my own stylistic preferences is up to them (as a lot of you do and i totally and utterly appreciate that)

 nowadays with my flunctuating rules and the fact that some of my old models were editable or some models i've given people permission to edit OOC or whatever, i sometimes see an odd face edit of mine or my stylisation of Tda hair or my textures or whatever appearing on models and i don't actually mind or it doesn't concern me in the way ur probably thinking (like im not fuming mad or overly depressed about it) especially since i often take it as a compliment because people just like my style and adopt it and i think that's super sweet- but basically, in simple terms, i, especially as of recent, feel like i've lost that satisfaction of those years of me developing, experimenting and perfecting this tda style, my own personal aesthetic style for myself, to others- yknow wat i mean???? 

i guess in even more basic fundamental terms, i don't feel "original" enough anymore and my style and the hardwork i put into said gross style has vaporised and i can't continue doing these edits as much as i'd like to???? because i almost feel like it's been "stolen" i guess (harsh word but it's kinda like that in a sense). 

i don't mean that to sound so cruel and full asshole, because it all boils down to literally my own fault for being loose at first and then being super sensitive later on (hah weird euphemism) and as a result, i've kinda "lost" my "mojo" 

i mean i can still do tda edits but sometimes they no longer feel like they're mine or a total waste of my time- because heck anyone could take my face edits and make their own tda edits- and i sort of lose my motivation due to that dilemma (especially for the past few weeks, the only reason i was shitting so many tda edits was because i just had no internet- but it’s taken me longer to do (not even complete) the tda edits i currently have showcased than i usually do bc i just feel so......... yknow.......) as i don’t want to do something someone else has done (hence was the drive for me to do my own tda style in the first place, a mainstream model style with a unique aesthetic that’s different so i don’t match the other 1829310283 tda mikus or kaitos or meikos and i’m still free to do whatever i feel like doing without that strong kind of guilt- in a way)- but like i said, when someone does something i haven’t done..... especially if they do it in my style- then it becomes some weird existentialist crap like “who am i even”

idk what im saying but basically because of these three points- i decided to stop tda edits after gakupo (a while ago) but DW now i've changed my mind and i'll still do tda edits here and there, especially for more difficult vocaloid designs (as i love doing clothes)- but they'll no longer be my main priority (i.e. if you want to suggest a tda edit i'll more likely not do it, but if you suggest a scratch model- i'll more likely will) especially with uni on top of everything, i'll be more heavily focus on my scratch models and developing my own scratch style- from well scratch- rather than stay looped up in my tda issue and trying to figure out how to constantly change and improve my style so it remains different and unique (and still falling into my own aesthetic), i hope this decision is an ok compromise rather than just abandoning my tda edits entirely (i mean i love my shitty tda edits, they’re fun and quick to do and i feel super accomplished when i finish one in record speed and i like that feeling hehe)

i sincerely hope this doesn't offend anyone (and if it does- i'm really and truly sorry, i don’t mean to- this is just a thought dump and i doubt people are going to read it but i just need it outta my SYSTEM- just keep in mind it's nobody's fault but my own as this is just a me issue that i no longer know how to solve or?? i guess care about solving?? and i appreciate and still enjoy everything- be it people using my models or editing them in my style (alas i'll burn you at the stake if you credit incorrectly though)) but i wrote this up in case anyone really wanted to know my thoughts on situations and i guess- the inevitable downfall of jjinomu lbr- here it is laid out flat in my slightly incoherent, hazy state of truth and drowning sadness

in better news though the wedding apocalypse can finally be returned as of TODAY so i'll reply to everything tomorrow when i'm not exhausted and going though some weird existential crisis