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stevethehairington · 10 months ago
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it's a crime how quickly eggs get cold :/
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thnksfrthmmrs · 7 months ago
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#i do not want to work tomorrow i want to lay in bed and be sad#i’m really realizing how miserable of a person i am i am always fucking Sad and when i do feel happy i cry when it’s over#and i can’t even resemble a human being without medication and i know that’s fine but i’m still always sad. it doesn’t go away#i feel like nobody deserves to have me weighing them down like i’ve cried in front of people three times this week and i know it’s fine#but i feel so fucking guilty about it and i feel guilty about everything i feel like i’m doing nothing right and i’m not dealing with thing#right and i’m not living right and i feel like it must be so fucking difficult to love me and i don’t know how people do it#i don’t even feel capable of asking for. any sort of love ever#i feel like i don’t deserve like anything. i feel like nobody actually wants to do things for me lol#every single dsy i’m like wow i want to be held and every single dsy i feel bad even asking for a hug from someone#when i need reassurance i’m afraid to ask because what if i’m just being annoying and overbearing and too much Bad#i never feel like too much good. only bad.#i know a lot of these shitty thoughts are just because i’ve been unmedicated (meds will be ready tomorrow lol) but it just like#it sucks to know medication just kinda hides these thoughts better and that deep down i feel like this because i don’t want to#i feel like everyone in my life doesn’t deserve someone who doubts everything all the time#i think my mother deserved a stronger daughter and i think my friends deserve someone that’s not always breaking and i just don’t feel Good#i don’t know why anyone keeps me around#sometimes i feel selfish for sticking around and that sounds so awful and i’m not gonna act on it but i just feel like a waste of a person#the last week has been so good and now i’m just a fucking mess and i feel so fucking guilty about that :)#i feel like no matter what i always just default to miserable#i don’t feel like i’m doing enough at all#i’m struggling in school i don’t work enough i can barely take care of myself#like i wouldn’t even properly take care of myself if taylor wasn’t helping me i feel so guilty about that all the time#i feel so guilty for even thinking any of this right now and i’m trying to remind myself that i’m unmedicated and i’ve had a long day#and my best fucking friend just went back home and i’m allowed to be sad about that but i just. feel like i’m making excuses i guess#it’s not immoral to be sad but maybe when i’m wanting to die all the time i’m the problem. idk#anyway i’m gonna go to sleep and i’m gonna try to convince myself tomorrow will be better#sndnsksjkakejdkalwosjhdkwosjdjsk. i will be fine
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sick-as-a-dog · 1 year ago
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jurassicpark1990 · 2 years ago
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saw gerrera?? this bitch is in everything
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spunandfun1969 · 2 months ago
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Do you like girls who get spun and have some fun
All dsy and night long.
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onlyjaeyun · 7 months ago
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zadie baby !!! My angel, my everything, my favourite person in the whole world, plsplsplsplsplspls don’t take any of the negative comments to heart. I know you have planned a lot for CH and you have been sharing the journey of CH with us for such a long time now, but it’s okay to have a change in the atmosphere after how long CH was. Don’t listen to those anons who said negative stuff about you ending CH okay? They don’t deserve you baby. And yes I know the feeling of so burnt out from doing something for the same stuff over and over again, and to think you actually wanted to make it until 55 til 60 (?) is insane.
Just keep in mind that the ones who’s going to stay for the long run is going to accept how you do your fics cause it’s YOURS. And if they can’t accept any of it- Fuck them baby, just know there are more people out there that values your work and loves it.
Side note: Thank you for prioritising your health rather than pleasing anyone love. I’m proud of you angel. Like always sending you hugs and kisses 😚😚💗💗🫶🏻🫶🏻 love you zadie take care !!
my baby, my honey love, my ANGEL!!!🥺🥺🥺🤍
asks like this never fail to make me tear up and feel do, so loved snd protected. thank you for taking the time out of your dsy to send me this, you're the best and i hope you know how much this means to me.
i'm so glad and happy to know you've enjoyed Ch so much and am so grateful for all the love and feedback and support you've sent my way through this journey, you're the sweetest and i love you so much 🥺🤍
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darklordofthesimp · 2 years ago
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I donr know if this is crossing any lines but im crying right now because im on my period and i got endometriosis and it hurts so bad and my moms just mistreating me and thretening me because i just asked for a paonkiller and i just. I just wanted to ask if u could say hhow u think könig would give someone a hug because i rwally need one and im so tired and in pain and im sorry for sending this feel free to definitely delete it if its triggering or an annoyance. Thank u for reading in any case and have a good dsy or night 😢❤️
YOU ARE NOT AN ANNOYANCE NEVER FUCKING SAY THAT.
First of all I am so fucking sorry to hear that you're really going through it. I'm sorry it's taken me so long to get to this, I hadn't read it and scrolled down to get to the oldest submissions in my inbox I'm so sorry I haven't been ignoring you.
I think König's hugs just envelop you.
They're dark and warm and all consuming and his body just fucking folds around you like a blanket.
He's the type to take a knee if you're crying, pull you in and tuck you between his jaw and neck, his hand on the back of your head and the other arm wrapped around your waist.
He'd murmur soft comfort against your ear, you can barely understand or hear him but the deep rumble in his chest is so fucking soothing you don't need to. His thumb slowly caresses your hair, swiping up and down and he hugs TIGHTLY.
None of the soft touches. No ginger embrace.
It's tight and you feel like he WANTS to hug you. He holds you close and tightly and even though you control the situation you feel so fucking wanted when he holds you.
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nerves-nebula · 2 years ago
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To give a rundowm, he's asked if I wanted to do the deed 'to get experience' (I said no and he tried to play it off), whenever he gives me whole osrental talks he makes me hug him and usually kisses me on the mouth for a long time and tries to force his tongue in which is ew and has ruined all kisses for me, even if only in writing. Often tines wheb we're alone in the house he'll come up ti me in literally nothing but a loose hanging snd hug me real close while touching my but and boobs and one time.he tried coming on to me when my baby sister wss in the room and I had to try and distract snd svoid him till he got bored enoigh to go downstsirs snd whenever a thing kike that hsooens I feel gross being in my body for about a dsy or two after and I hate it. But he also csnt keave cuz of my mother and England's awful economy at the current moments cuz just living in a house now costs more than my mother's own salary so he's basically gonna be staying with us forever snd I am so screwed
YEAH that's all definitely sexual assault, everything you've listed his 100% sexual assault, and im so sorry you have to stay with him.
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invincible-selfxmade-punk · 9 months ago
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As a teacher, my dsys off are usually spent doing things that are not fun that I don't have the time to do otherwise. Which leads me to today when I had to go to blood work.
And for the first time I stayed up most of the night before. I could not sleep. And I was starving!!
Usually I don't get hungry at night at all. But of course, the one night I'm having the fast is the 1 night I could not sleep& thought my stomzch was way to turn inside out with sudden hunger.
I must say that my new doctor is so much better than the one that I have going to for the last 7 years.
Wiith the previous doctor he would make me wait 2 and a 1/2 hours just to be seen, and he would charge me an office visit for the blood work, because he said that's the only way. Insurance would pay for it. His nurses weren't very the greatest. He never seemed to keep the same staff very long. i've heard rumors that is because he never paid them.
Today I was in and about in 10 minutes. Add the labb tech found my vein the first time --which never happened before.
I've also never bled this much before, but no well.
FOOD!!!!!
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onlyjaeyun · 1 year ago
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HIIII 😁😁😁 i’m back with another rant.
first of all pussy eater heeseung is doing smth to me cuz i just know he’s a part time student (or whatever he is) and full time pussy pleaser. and second of all ADMITTING THAT HES INSANE AND SO UNHINGED ITS SO FUNNY TO ME also #JusticeForTheGlass 💔 but DUDE heeseung pulling the “she’s your little sister” card with SUNGHOON????? AGAIN? like boy we know damn well you’re DELUSIONAL ASF. i love the way he’s trying to make himself look so innocent for sunghoon oh my LOOORDD if only u knew sunghoon IF ONLY U KNEWWW 😩😩 ANYWHO ! sumin’s been a LITTLE TOO quiet for my liking… she might be out of seoul or whatever but i know damn well that witch is brewing smth and it is NAWT good. ALSO? the freaking jIUNG REVELATION ??? wdym hes “not interested” HELLO?? i take back the heartbreak i was talking about in my previous ask cuz what i had hope 💔💔 but anyways this just makes the heeseung & yn ship more possible if it wasn’t for my anxiousness over that sumin mf �� N E WAYS incredible chapter mamas 🤭 i appreciate u liking my asks cuz i always have so much shit to say but hey twin 🤭🤭 take care zadie sending u lots of love & can’t wait to rant for the next chapter 😁 !!
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URGH MY BABY'S BACK!!!!! thank you sm for taking the time out of your dsy to send me these they seriously make me so happy 🥺🩷💖🧸
also YES!!!! the way seung tries to play things off when he's talking to hoon is lowk scary like boys literally hiding every single thought he's ever had 💀 and yessss ik the jiung part wasn't expected BUT there will still be a few things happening between him and y/n so just stay tuned😜 also, for now sumin's actually gonna tone it down BUT yk me, yk poison, it won't last too long so i guess you've got no choice but to wait and see 🤭🧸 swnding you lots of kisses, hope you have a great day!🥺🩷
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itgirlgasly · 3 years ago
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the last two years have been so insane i love pierre sm its so amazing to see him grow and be successful but also pissing marko n horner off by being fast and talented but they cant really be mad bcs hes technically their driver hes part of the rb fam but especially horner wants his ass GONE but he cant do it bcs pierre has been more successful in the fucking b team than alex and even checo is struggeling rn so they kinda have to admit it wasnt pierres fault AT ALL its so funny i love this funky french man
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generichockeyfan · 6 years ago
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this game will definitely impact my mental health so it’ll be fun to see which way it goes !
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sexy-psycho-killer · 6 years ago
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My childhood dog was put to sleep this morning. We got Storm at the RSPCA in 2001 when I was 4- I'm now 22. She outlived quite a few pets we owned over her 19 or so years, and she lived in 3 houses. But after getting arthritis and dementia, and becoming blind and deaf, she had become skin & bone. It was only the past few weeks she couldn't walk or eat, we had to spoonfeed her food and water. We could see and feel her bones, and she was hardly breathing.
So this morning I carried her down the road to the vet as her last walk in fresh air- but I don't think she even knew she was outside, nor do I think she recognised us. We laid her on the grass before going inside, but she didn't move or smell the grass(that broke my heart).
While waiting inside, she looked at me one last time and I booped her nose with mine as a final kiss, but Storm was basically already lifeless as I held her for the last hour of her life as we waited in the vet, and at 9:58am (AEDT) this morning, Storm died in my arms. It was very quick, she was clearly ready.
She was cremated in the afternoon and her ashes are currently in a lovely wooden box in my mum's house with a plaque... She left home in a blanket, and came back home in a box 😞
Tomorrow, we will go to the RSPCA we saved her from 18 years ago and hang up her collar with the rest of the dogs that were saved and lived a long life like her.
Rest in Peace, Storm. Alfie and Jaspr will really miss you.
(Say hi to Billy and Toby for me. Tell them I miss them too♥️)
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rwibbit · 3 years ago
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Koneko no payapaya is ALWAYS playing in my brain
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wewontdieunbloomed · 2 years ago
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17.10.2022
greetings people it has been a while but i am back at least for today. finally had a produvtive day i went to the library and since its a monday there weren tmany people and i FINALLY sat down to do bio after procrastinatijg it for way too long. my friend popped in for a bit in the afternoon but for the bulk of it i spent the dsy monologuing about viruses and bacteria to myself in my head. got a whopping 7h of that done a whole 7h that had never been seen before in the history of my tracked study time and im utterly exhausted.
unfortunately these 7h i did not get enough things done because memorising! takes a lot! of time! and i know im in this posiiton right now because i made mistakes in the months before when getting up to revise for prelims but whst can i do now but try to make up for it?? today was productive and focused and all i hope for is more days like this where i can power through and get things done.
there is so much for me to worry about and i definitely spend way too much time thinking about it (like the fact that i will have 2 days. to tevise for chem prac LITERAL A LEVELS on thursday) its rather unreal that the a levels are actually happening they are actually here. and somehow i am still in this position barely better equipped than before. but i sm trying i am i am
today’s positivity is a very good lunch and also the fact that i am going to sleep early. just watch me i will sleep early as shocking as that is i will and i sill wake up early tomorrow because i am way too tired rihht now
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puppyduckster · 1 year ago
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Thanks for the tag @celestemagnoliathewriter :)))
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
21
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
42, 467
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Predominantly Harry Potter, but I’ve also written for Malcolm in the Middle, the Calpurnia Tate Series, The Hunger Games, Divergent, Swan Princess(1994), the American Girls series, Anne with an E, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and the Peanuts comics. With the exception of the Calpurnia Tate series- I only have one fic from those other fandoms and a couple of them(like my Hunger Games and Divergent one) are just short one shot pieces I wrote years ago and just decided to put on AO3.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
1. Over and Over- 67 kudos
2. A Little Game of Envy- 52 kudos
3. Sweaters and Letters- 41 kudos
4. Shattered Hearts- 35 kudos
5. Of Disgraceful Sons and Burnt Tapestries- 32 kudos
(All my AO3 fics are only available to AO3 members at the moment)
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
For the most part I do :) I don’t really have notifications for AO3 turned on(mainly to try and not clutter up my inbox more than it already is lol), but I check my fics sometimes and will try to respond when I can 🤷‍♀️
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Probably Mea Culpa- It’s a short one shot of Sirius in Azkaban. It’s set long before PoA, so Sirius has no hope of escaping at that point. He’s also being tormented by the ghosts of his past, so it’s really just a bad situation for him all around.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I would say One July Morning - It’s a short one shot about the day Harry was born and I wrote it purely for the fluff XD
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I haven’t on AO3, but I’ve gotten a couple comments on FFNet that weren’t the most polite ones. I usually just ignore them, but I would delete them if I thought they were really bad.
9. Do you write smut?, if so- what kind?
Nope- no offense to those who do(I’ve read smut myself after all lol) but I prefer writing platonic and familial(think sibling and parent/child relationships) relationships at the end of the day :)
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
I haven’t written any at the moment, but who knows what could happen 🤷‍♀️? My MITM fic is technically a Groundhog Dsy style fic, but I only used the part about the time loop and nothing else(and tbh time loop stories are nothing new, so I have no idea if that counts or not XD)
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
To my knowledge I have not
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
I had someone on FFNet ask if they could translate my fic(with credit), but I’m not sure if they ever did it or not. In general- I’m alright with it, just as long as they credit me somewhere :)
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
A few times, but not on AO3
14. What’s your all time favorite ship?
Probabaly Romione with Jily being a close second :)
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Well my only major WIP is my Over and Over fic at the moment. It’s a Malcom in the Middle fic where Malcom is forced to live the same day over and over again(Groundhog Day style lol). I really do want and intend to finish it, but it’s just been hard to find time and motivation at the moment 🤷‍♀️ One of these days lol
16. What are your writing strengths?
I would say writing a character’s inner dialogue and writing familial dynamics(particularly between siblings I think lol)
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Writing descriptions of places. I can’t describe anything properly to save my life. My characters could find themselves in some beautiful, wonderful, and massive castle and I would struggle to properly describe it. I’m also not a huge fan of writing action scenes and I too have no real writing schedule to speak of XD
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another lanaguge for a fic?
I don’t know any other langauages besides English sadly(I’d love to learn at least basic Spanish and/or French one day though). Normally I’d use Google Translate if I need to translate something(usually just a few sentences at most) or I would ask someone for help if they knew the language I needed for the fic. I don’t have anything against writing dialogue in a other lanaguge(besides not really being able to speak other languages lol), but I haven’t really had a need to do it that much tbh.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
On AO3?- Harry Potter and I believe it was Harry Potter outside of AO3 too :)
20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?
I really like my Swan Princess two shot- A Little Game of Envy(which I’m toying with adding a third part lol). It’s my way of trying to add some context to how Odette and Derek could have gone from hating each other to falling in love. The movie hints at it in the first song, but doesn’t really develop it beyond a line or two. Which is a shame, because I think that movie could be a good Enemies/Childhood Rivals to Lovers story if it was just developed more 🤷‍♀️. I wanted to explore that aspect of being in denial of one’s feelings/seeing how one’s feelings could change and thus that fic was born. I’m not a huge fan of writing romance, but there’s something about the pre stage(where the characters are either in denial or just unable to make a move for whatever reason lol) that I really enjoy XD
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Tagging anyone who wants to do this :)
20 Questions for Fic Writers
Thanks for the tag @merlins-sequined-hotpants!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
108
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
2,129,527
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Harry Potter. I have a couple neglected Pride & Prejudice fanfics that may never be posted, but we'll see.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Nymph of House Black. 819 kudos.
The Wizard, the Wolf, and the Son. 579 kudos.
The Nymph of House Tonks. 571 kudos.
Cariad. 513 kudos.
Moonlit Marriage. 300 kudos.
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try to whenever I can. Every so often I get a commenter on every chapter with emojis, or just a word or two, so I will thank them every few comments.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Probably Father and Son. Teddy Lupin has his own son and still can't understand why his parents left him for the Battle of Hogwarts.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Other than fluffy one-shots, I think Real, Real Love.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Sometimes. Negative reviews happen more often on FFN. The other day I got a comment on AO3 from an anon/guest that just read "Why would you write this?" on an angst fic. I replied "Because I wanted to" and left it at that.
9. Do you write smut. If so, what kind?
YES. I've really only written M/F. I've thought of dabbling in F/F, as M/M doesn't seem to interest me much. Either way, I generally like writing steamy scenes that are romantic and loving.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
No, and I don't think I ever will. Though maybe this Furby fic counts as a crossover. IDK.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Stolen? Ehhh I've seen a translation of one of my fics on Wattpad, but I don't really care about that.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
The Nymph of House Black has an ongoing Spanish translation, La ninfa de la Casa Black, though I don't think it will be finished. I'm not the translator, though I could be.
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Not yet.
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
Remadora!!! 💖🐺
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Probably one of my Pride and Prejudice ones. Or, one of my completely self-indulgent, unhinged self insert Harry Potter fics.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I want to say plot and conveying a wide range of emotions. I can bring readers to tears of joy or pain, to heartaches and fuzzy feelings, and to awkwardness and comfort, and that's something I'm proud of.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I used to call it poetic prose, or 'pretty' prose, but I think what I'm weak at is what I'd now call 'atmospheric writing'. I don't tend to set a mood with the prose itself, or the description of a location.
Also, my writing schedule has gone to pieces. I severely overestimate my abilities and time.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Depends on the language! I'm fluent in Spanish, but unluckily for me there are no Spanish speakers in the Harry Potter series, at least not explicitly canon ones. I'm reasonably proficient in French, so I feel okay with that, but it's not something I do on the regular. I'm comfortable with Latin.
19. First Fandom you wrote for?
Harry Potter, intentionally. Twilight, unintentionally.
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
It's hard to pick a favorite! Even though it's nowhere near my best work, Collide. It's what kicked off my fanfic. I legit thought that was the *only* story I'd ever write. How naive of me.
Tagging @puppyduckster @thecasualauthor18 @pixiedustandpetrichor @midnightstargazer @leogichidaa and anyone else who wants to join!
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