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[thatawkwardsorcierdefrance]

DEAR WITCHBLR, I AM AN IDIOT.

My name is Noah, and I'm a baby male witch from France. I started to practice extremely recently, like some weeks ago, but I've been reading and looking into witchcraft for years - I sort of wanted to know if it really suited me before getting started.

I'm still learning, but my path seems to be aiming towards hellenistic/eclectic witchcraft.

Anyway.

I started small, like really small things, and I did a stupid, idiotic, moronic mistake.

Even though I had read everywhere that before doing anything it was better to do some warding, I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO WARD MYSELF AND MY FLAT/APPARTMENT.

So.

I'm an idiot.

And yesterday, around 2am right before I went to bed after finishing some chores I had lazily postponed, something terrifying happened.

My flat (sorry it's shorter) is on the 2nd floor, and to access it you need to pass through a big green door which is impossible to open from the outside without the key, walk through a small internal paved court, open a glass-door which super old and makes the most awful of noises in the world - like a dying seagull. Then, there's a first corridor, then some stairs, tadaah! Here are two flat doors, my brother's (who isn't here yet) and mine.

So.

It's 2am, I'm dying bc of the 35°C and let all of my windows opened, and it happens: the glass-door with the oh so recognizable sound opens, with no fucjinf apparent reason.

My neighbors are asleep, and I didn't hear the big green door being crashed so...

Wtf.

I sent a text to my neighbors, asking if it was them, but no reply, so they WERE asleep.

And as the moron I am, I decided to ignore it and to go to bed anyway, with the worst gut-feeling of my entire existence - my whole body was telling me to run, but I was like "I'd love to, but I have no where to go", and I still didn't think about warding - yes, award winning imbecile.

I can't sleep for a solid hour, and the wind seemed to scream at me to move the fuck away from there, but I wasn't sure, I thought that I was overthinking things, like always.

And then, a dog howls, like a pure wolfy howl to the moon, and I'm straight up on my feet, burning to get the hell out of here.

I was calling my neighbors, to know if it was their dog, who's an absolute sweetheart, who howled, and I got out of my room while the phone was ringing and then

Fucj

There was something right in front of my door.

I swear to whoever you want I was shitting my pants because my whole bloody being was screaming THERE'S SOMETHING THERE, RIGHT THERE, DANGER DANGER DANGER DANGER DANGER

It didn't help that my neighbor had switched on the corridor's light, because fuck

There were feet

Moving fucjink feet in front of my door

My neighbor's girlfriend answered my phone and asked what was wrong I was like pls tell me it's your dog in front of my door and

She told me that Milka, her dog who's an absolute SWEET PIE, who never angrily bark or has never threatened any fucking stranger, who sleeps soundly at night and loves ear rubs more than anything, woke them up because he was GROWLING. Gorwling. Like. Motherfucker. Milka is a sweet potato but he's also a fucking huge muscled monster, so when he growls, it's horrible

Her boyfriend was checking the corridors and all when I called them, and even after he got up the stairs, the shadow didn't go away, and there's nothing there usually in case it wasn't already cleared

All night I heard weird noises from my brother's flat, like something loud falling - my brother's moving in tomorrow, so it's his home it's currently fucking EMPTY

Right now, I just some keychain noises, and there's fucking no goddam body there I shitting myself

I spent my entire day cleansing my flat, smoking it up entirely with incense I usually use for meditation and praying (sandalwood, chamomile, vanilla) but it's the only one I have currently (broke af), i lit up a white candle, drew pentacles with the incense stick in each room, cleaning my floor and windows with boiled vinegar, hot water and eucalyptus essential oil (smells terrible but if it works lmao I don't fuckkng care)

And now I present you these

Warding vials, with everything that could help me protect my home and that I already had

Seasalt

Tiger's Eyes

Bronze wax

I made four, one for each room of my flat

Let us hope folks