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cleradinel · 2 years ago
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bitches were being so annoying about nancy's love triangle during nat's panel (like asking who's team she's on TWICE in the same fucking panel, almost back to back)
i just had my one on one time with her for my autograph, and i just had to tell her i felt so sorry people were asking her that same boring question still, and that there are a million more interesting questions to ask her. she agreed wholeheartedly but she was a little sheepish about it, like she's just too nice to get pissed about it (she is) 😭 i shared with her the same sentiments i shared with david, that stranger things is doing something good and important and she was very happy about it :) gave me many thanks. said we're all sweethearts in france. she was the cutest sweetest thing ever.
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bookgeekgrrl · 2 years ago
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My media this week (2-8 Apr 2023)
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📚 STUFF I READ 📚
🥰 jsyd extras (not playing a part #2) (biblionerd07) - 105K of alt-POV/extra/post-epilogue scenes
😊 The Edification of Steve Harrington (ChronicRabbit) - 44K, steddie post-canon divergent everybody lives slow burn
😍 One of Many Great Fires (delgaserasca, author; , narrator) - 126K, spirk AU; Jim shows up on Vulcan for an arranged marriage with T'Pring to solidify a treaty & Spock ends up tutoring him on Vulcan culture. Excellently written, absolutely DELICIOUS slow burn
🥰👂‍ Cabin Pressure: Molokai (John Finnemore, author; Stephanie Cole/Roger Allam/Benedict Cumberbatch/John Finnemore, cast)
🥰👂‍ Cabin Pressure: The Complete Series 3 (Newcastle to St. Petersburg) (John Finnemore, author; Stephanie Cole/Roger Allam/Benedict Cumberbatch/John Finnemore, cast)
🥰 Put Down in Words (paintedrecs) - 203K, sterek college AU - very slow burn, angsty, lots of emotional depth, plus an adorable dog
💖💖 +109K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖
The Adventure of the Opal Necklace (beautifulduckweed) - KJ Charles: multiple ships, 9K - rollicking KJC mashup crack featuring some cursed opals
A Sense of Identity (DaaroMoltor) - DCU: SuperBat, 21K - love love love a good identity porn fic
Deep Sea Diving (AidaRonan) - MCU: shrunkyclunks, 5K - reread, forever fave - never not in the mood for fat thirst trap Bucky & besotted Cap!Steve
🖋️🖋️ plus these articles/essays that were really good ���️🖋️
How an Alleged Con Man Tore Apart One of the Nineties’ Biggest Bands
Tracing the Affinities Between Susanna Clarke’s Piranesi and C.S Lewis’ The Magician’s Nephew
📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺
Maine Cabin Masters - s7, e14-16
Moana
Ted Lasso - s3, e4 [x2]
Great Art Explained: A Sunday on La Grande Jatte by Georges Seurat
Dirty Laundry - s2, e1-4
Hot Ones - Kieran Culkin Fires Sean While Eating Spicy Wings
Game Changer - s1, e4
🎧 PODCASTS 🎧
It's Been a Minute - Fighting back against spams, scams and schemes
Richmond Til We Die - Maximilian Osinski • Zava on Ted Lasso
Welcome to Night Vale #225 - Renegotiations
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Museum of Clean
You Must Remember This - 1989: sex, lies and videotape: Rob Lowe and James Spader (Erotic 80s Part 12)
⭐ The Sporkful - Are You Eating Chipotle Bowls Wrong?
You're Dead To Me - Atlantis
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Arrows Across America
Shedunnit Book Club - The Golden Age Autopsy
Switched on Pop - The Shakira Conspiracy
Reformed Rakes - No Love Lost: Romance BookTok's Dubious Reputation
99% Invisible #531 - De Fiets Is Niets
Vibe Check - Go Outside and Touch Some Grass
Richmond Til We Die - Tackling Homophobia in Football (with Lou Englefield)
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Yellowstone Zone of Death
Ologies with Alie Ward - Chickenology Part 2 (HENS & ROOSTERS) with Tove Danovich
ICYMI Plus - Buying Concert Tickets Online is Still a Hellscape
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Lady Liberty’s Little Sister
Song Exploder - Yaeji "Passed Me By"
Our Opinions Are Correct - Silicon Valley vs. Science Fiction: "Difficult Geniuses"
Into It - Are We Into the 'Barbie' Trailer, Fading Taylor Swift Merch, and a New 'Moana'?
Endless Thread - The Lullaby
You're Dead To Me - The Jacobites
🎶 MUSIC 🎶
Fun & Funky
Guitars & Good Times
She Bop: '80s Ladies
Classic Feel-Good Pop
my Greatest Showman playlist
Classic Disco Hits
Presenting Kelly Clarkson
Presenting Miranda Lambert
Elle King
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ao3feed-midnightmass · 2 years ago
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The Assumption
by Zombie_Queen666 A new priest comes to St. Patrick's, not as holy as he appears. Words: 7486, Chapters: 8/8, Language: English Fandoms: Midnight Mass (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Categories: F/M Characters: Original Female Character(s), Erin Greene (Midnight Mass), Leeza Scarborough, Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt, Warren Flynn, Ooker (Midnight Mass), Beverly Keane, Ali Hassan, Sheriff Hassan (Midnight Mass), Joe Collie Relationships: Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt/Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Dark, Alternate Universe- No Supernatural, POV First Person, Mild Language, Catholicism, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Inappropriate Behavior, Guns, Teen Crush, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Alcohol, Marijuana, Abuse of Authority, Sexual Assault, Suicidal Thoughts, Obsession, No Smut, Heavy Angst January 16, 2023 at 03:01PM Read it on Ao3 » https://archiveofourown.org/works/44329927 ✞ Don’t forget to leave kudos and comments to let the author know you enjoyed their work ✞
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amosmvck · 2 years ago
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𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙀𝙓𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙀𝙎*  — amos mack. * 
𝚎𝚗 𝚎𝚕 segundo 𝚊ñ𝚘. 𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚊ñ𝚘𝚕, 𝚋𝚘𝚡𝚎𝚘, 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚎 𝚕𝚊 𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚘 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊. 𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎 𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚝. 𝚠𝚘𝚕𝚏𝚎𝚒𝚞𝚜, 𝚍𝚎 kinesiología y fisiatría. 𝚍𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜 𝚟𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚜, 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚊𝚍𝚊, 𝚊𝚞𝚗𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚒ó 𝚎𝚗 𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚟𝚊 𝚢𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊 𝚜𝚞 𝚟𝚒𝚍𝚊. MANSIÓN CUATRO. 
hola! soy lourdes y este es amos. lo presento:
* está subido en su nube desde hace rato y es bastante extrovertido. siente pena, vergüenza y demás, pero normalmente no les presta mucha atención. siempre le ha gustado la cámara y opina que ser boxeador no se trata sólo de la técnica si no también de hacer la parte: hay que ser insoportable y visceral, iracundo. no es rabioso exactamente, pero siempre ha sido un altanero. 
* su madre, modelo y ex estudiante de st. mary magdalene, su padre, un boxeador que se construyó desde abajo. no costó nada hacerse fanático del boxeo él también, ni tampoco fue difícil que éste se convirtiera en su vida. el ídolo de amos es muhammad ali, sin embargo, y no el padre de amos, pero su padre fue su entrenador desde chico hasta los dieciocho. 
* lo despidió pues ese año amos perdió su primera final de boxeo. nunca había llegado tan lejos y el cansancio de tanto entrenamiento terminó por pulverizar sus reflejos. 
* su padre nunca se lo perdonó del todo. sin embargo, amos siguió decidido y arrasando, es por eso que a los veintidós años consiguió el campeonato mundial de peso wélter. eso fue hace tres años. la relación familiar tan sólo empeoró, mezcla de felicidad y rencor.
* defendió su título durante un año más y luego fue sacado de la competencia por otro boxeador quien lo golpeó tanto que, luego de la recuperación de la lesión, amos tuvo que retirarse del boxeo profesional por recomendación médica.
* aun cree que la lesión grave fue a propósito, recordando la tensión previa con el otro boxeador durante las semanas anteriores al torneo.
* extraña mucho el boxeo, pero acepta entrar a st. mary magdalene porque quiere reconstruir relación familiar ahora que está alejado del ring y que no queda mucho más en su mundo. 
* su carrera le parece menos complicada que medicina y más posible para trabajar como rehabilitador de deportistas. o eso se dice. en realidad, en el fondo, él quiere entrenar a otros talentos como hizo su padre consigo. ahora lo entiende.
estoy para lo que sea <3 siento que en lo que es la competencia se ve lo mejor y lo peor de él. lo mismo, sus compas de boxeo lo deben ver parecer un loco en el ring y después en la radio universitaria, hablando largo y tendido y pasando r&b. si te interesa, podemos hablar por acá o por discord! 
dejo conex establecidas por el main. sin embargo, podemos armar cualquier otra cosa también!
tu personaje por equivocación riega la bebida encima de otro o viceversa y tienen que ir ambos a arreglar el desastre antes de que alguien se de cuenta.
durante la cena, sus personajes se sientan uno al lado del otro y sí o sí tienen que conversar porque no conocen a nadie más.
después de la cena, sus personajes deciden no ir al bar y regresar a las mansiones juntes.
tu personaje reta a otro a quién puede tomar más shots en la noche.
sus personajes deciden bailar de manera espantosa para que ninguna persona fuera del círculo con el que están se les acerquen en la noche.
sus personajes son compañeros de equipo en beer pong.
tu personaje reta a otro a quién puede conseguir más besos en una noche.
tu personaje está demasiado borrache y otro decide llevarle a la mansión.
tu personaje reta a otro a quién puede conseguir más números en la noche.
sus personajes se escaparon juntes a fumar en la parte de atrás del bar.
tu personaje le compró varios tragos a lo largo de la noche a otro. o viceversa.
tu personaje intentó durante toda la noche conseguir el número del otro. o viceversa.
sus personajes se quedaron encerrados en el baño por accidente durante casi media hora.
sus personajes fueron echados del bar por pelear ( entre ellos o contra otros ).
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blinxbat · 2 years ago
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Why are rain frogs so round? What's /inside/ of them around such an itty bitty skeleton?
So it turns out this is a really interesting question.
The first thing we must be aware of is that rainfrogs as we see them in videos of them squeaking are not quite the same shape as they are when at rest:
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But you are quite right, they are very round. This is exemplified by the skeletal photo you refer to:
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So what are we seeing?
Well, firstly, note that the body cavity in these frogs actually envelops the femurs, such that only the tibiofibula (fused in frogs) and the tarsals and metatarsals are outside the body. The arms are quite similarly enveloped, but a bit of the humerus does extend outside the body cavity too. This predisposes them to a rounder body shape.
Next, note the ilia - the U-shaped bone in the pelvic region. These in some breviceptid frogs are synostotically fused with the sacrum - that is to say, they are bound by bone-based connections to the bow-shaped vertebra at their tips. This whole joint seems to be quite smooth, and as a consequence, the back of the frog is quite smooth. The other thing we can see here is that the urostyle (i.e. the frog version of a coccyx) juts quite far beyond the ischium and pubis. This extends the body cavity beyond the hips. Note also that the pelvic girdle seems to be largely below the spine, rather than the typical position for frogs behind it and continuous with it. This makes the legs sit below the spine, rather than at its end, enhnacing the vertical roundness of the animal.
Next, let’s talk some soft tissue. Now, I’m not as familiar with soft-tissue in frogs as I am their skeletons, so you’ll have to bear with me a bit (rawr). Beddard (1908!!) studied the soft tissue of Breviceps verrucosus Rapp 1842. It seems that the majority of the body of these frogs is actually muscle. Beddard noted that muscles join the leg at the knee that extend into the body cavity, such that the inclusion of the thigh in the body cavity is further accentuated by musculature. The rectus abdominalis muscle is unusually large, extending from the lower abdomen up and around the sides of the body. Indeed, this large size appears to be the pattern with all of the major muscles, though in the throat the typical arrangement of large and small muscles is somewhat reversed. On the lateral side of the head, there is a substance that is not muscle, but appears to be loose tissue in which sits what is apparently the thymus gland.
There is a very large gap between the end of the urostyle and the anus (one fifth of the total length of the frog), in which there are almost no muscles, save for the one surrounding the lower cloaca. On either side of this area, between the posterior-most muscles of the thigh, lie two large ‘lymph-hearts’, as described by Beddard. These are between one quarter and one third of the total length of the frog. A further lypmh-sac sits between these lymph-hearts and the skin of the femoral region, and they are thus probably analogous to the femoral lymph-sacs of other frogs.
I find it interesting that Beddard (1908) did not mention any glandular formations in the dorsal region. As is evidence from many images (see below), these frogs are able to secrete a white, sticky, noxious substance from their skin (which they actually have to use during amplexus, as the male is too small relative to the female to mount her properly, and so he sticks himself to her with his glandular glue… kinky).
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These glands do not apparently take up a great deal of the cutaneous tissue, and so I suppose are of no consequence to the size of the frog, especially relative to its enormous muscles.
The diet of these frogs consists almost exclusively of hymenopterans and isopterans (ants and termites). Neither of these insect groups are particularly fatty, so it is little surprise that their bodies appear to contain no large fat deposits - fatty bodies extend from the gonads up to the lungs and heart, but these comprise only a tiny fraction of the frog’s mass, and don’t contribute to the round shape. Instead, their bodies are extremely muscular, allowing them to be adept burrowers, ideal for their fossorial lifestyle.
So TL;DR: rain frogs are little balls of muscle (maybe the largest muscle mass relative to body mass of any vertebrate? science just doesn’t know).
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Beddard, F.E. 1908. On the Musculature and other Points in the Anatomy of the Engystomatid Frog, Breviceps verrucosus. Proceedings of the Zoological Society of London, 1908:11-41 [x]
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Reflections on gender and sexuality
2024/07/06
The problem of modernist transgenderism is that it asks us to follow the archetypes of maid and prostitutes, instead of mother and empress. I think the stress of obedience and lust is counterproductive, while to ask every man and woman to be as brave and intelligent as Joan d'Arc is valid as always. In Chinese history, there were many female warriors, which was not mentioned much in official history unfortunately.
The exaggerated criteria for "normal" male and female bodies in capitalism also has a big role in instilling dysphoria in not only us, but also cisgender people. For example, both transgender and cisgender girls are tricked by ads to think women must have big boobs and big hips, and the same thing for men.
But in reality, women come in all sizes and shapes; so are men. When one does not have the indoctrination, i.e. brainwashing, from capitalists eager to sell pills and surgeries, the dysphoria does not exist any more. In fact, dressing code so gender-separated only appeared in industrial capitalism. I once watched a TV program, where an old female surgeon told an astoundingly beautiful girl to have like 4-5 surgeries. That was a typical example of instilling dysphoria via brainwashing.
What is brainwashing? Repetition of emotion-loaded and simple words. We do not need to change our bodies; we need to change our minds. To follow the paths of Jesus Christ, Buddha, Laozi, Confucius, Muhammad, Ali, St. Thomas Aquinas, Albertus Magnus etc., and to learn the virtues. I can define myself as a girl, but I will only dress myself up when it does not bother other people. This is what I think the best way for me.
Why is everything so messed up? In a way, Baby Boomers. They do not know True Traditional Christianity and True Freedom. Both liberals and conservatives were one, before Boomers were born, in the East and West. The Booming capitalist economies made them libertine philistines. They have no sense of personal boundaries and thus they made us suffer. It is not their fault, but modernity - however, they are responsible for their actions.
Thus, I need to condemn my dad's repeated sexual abuses when I was 2 or 3, and my aunt's husband's at 12 or so to me. But I forgive them, and I understand that it might have been caused by similar traumas, as both are constantly scorned by other people of their generation as "sissies".
I think what I experience might be true for LGBTQ people. From my experience, most LGBTQ people were abused sexually at a young age, when the brain is developing fast, especially the part responsible for gender identity and sexual orientation. In a way, mutual respect and understanding are key. Of course, it is a different story if they decide to join a certain religion.
In Manchuria, often, elderly men would touch the scrotch of a young boy, saying "it is a blessing for fertility". But in fact, it is a sexual abuse, often altering our sexuality; additionally, if a boy is born, especially if the boy is pretty like a girl - like me - they would dress the little baby up as a girl, up until teenage. Why? The older generations believe that girls' lives are less worthy and so by dressing up the weak boys as girls, they hope to deceive Him so that the boys can live to adulthood. But such practices often alter the boys' sexuality, too.
I guess this is why after all the attempts, my own gender identity is still female, or rather like a tomboy. It has pros and cons. I suppose this is something different from Western countries.
The soul has no gender, but the mind does; the body has a sex.
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999,999 Columbia 30030
1.035 Trailridge 30338 price increase 60k. garage. double door entrance. large front yard. long driveway. CLOSED kitchen. free standing bathtub in m.bath. the basement is unfinished; the wood panelling looks outdated. kitchen and full bath in the basement. backyard patio. no perimeter. white and black kitchen. says 5/5 but its a 6/5
1.100100 Sunset 30345
1.19 Weatherly 30328
1.295 Garland single brown door entrance. small front patio. closed kitchen but slightly open to dining room. standing bathtub in master bath. 2 car garage. unfinished separate quarters on property. huge backyard with two levels. but no full perimeter for the backyard.
1.295 James Aly white brown/brass open kitchen. seafoam green panelling in bathroom and around house. 3 stories. Pendergrast Farm. Back patio is unexposed to outside; enclosed with glass/plastic windows. garage. 5/4??? could be 5/3.5 not enough pictures of backyard
1.335 Weicua light brown closed kitchen. garage. screened porch. two sets of stairs on second level. complete basement with bathroom(unsure if full bathroom). basement has bar and wine cellar. screened porch on second level has set of stairs. leads to lower level backyard with concrete and brick perimeter. entertainment areas and firepits included. walkway to grassy backyard. grassy backyard con perimeter. 5/5.5 (unsure if there is a true full 6th bathroom)
1.35 Robson white blue brass/gold kitchen. sink on island. open kitchen. 2 garages. secondary quarters have full kitchen full bathroom. small backyard with perimeter. small front patio. back patio unexposed to outside with plastice/glass windows. 6/5
1.35 Browning white black kitchen. 3 stories. free standing bathtub in master. the basement is really large but there is an area where the ceiling is unfinished. 2 garages. medium sized backyard with some perimeter. small front patio and small back patio. off college ave. 7/6???
1.395 Wynn Walk
1.399900 Paces Ferry open kitchen with island(has sink) one of the bigger living rooms with an open kitchen. garage. long driveway. basement has full bathroom. basement has full bar and different rooms/spaces for entertainment. 3 floors. small back patio. large front yard large backyard. pool. 6/7??? not enough photos. no fence on perimeter.
1.475 8th st 30341
1.825 Sylvan two garages. light bur navy white gold in kitchen. open kitchen. light brown wood accents around home. two free standing bathtubs. medium sized driveway. 5??/7?? not enough photos. partial perimeter around front and side of house. large backyard. backyard patio
1.715 Olgethorpe
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1.595 The Ascent
1.529 Hamlin 2 garages. open kitchen sink on island. one of the larger living rooms connected to open kitchen. medium sized front yard and backyard. no front patio. perimeter around half of backyard. long driveway. white gray black kitchen. unfinished basement. no hoa. charger for electric car. 2 master suites. standing bathtub in m.bath (only one of them) 5/4.5
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atletasudando · 1 year ago
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Guyana, con la primera etapa del circuito sudamericano de 10k
Dando continuidad a un evento que lleva varias temporadas -el circuito sudamericano de carreras de 10k- la primera etapa se cumplió este domingo 5 de noviembre en Georgetown, Guyana. El mismo continuará con etapas en Paramaribo (Surinam) y Ciudad de Panamá, este mes. El vencedor en la primera etapa fue el keniata Alex Ekeso, quien cubrió el recorrido en 33:10. Luego llegaron el local Marlon Nicholson, Keron Ali (Trinidad Tobago), Janiek Pomba (Surinam) y Royston Fordyce (Guyana). En damas venció Samantha Shukla (Trinidad Tobago), seguida por Linda McDowall (St Vincent) y Kenisha Pascal (Grenada). Read the full article
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I was gonna steal @i-remove-color-from-posts’s gimmick but then I realized I have no idea how
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cleradinel · 2 years ago
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i need you to look at david having his extreme boomer moment with me trying to take our selfie
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the finger in front of the camera, the unflattering angle from below, the landscape mode..... i wouldn't have these pictures any other way. he couldn't figure out how to work my camera, asking me "is it working? what button do i press?" looking like my whole ass dad using a phone for the first time.
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condenadoshqs · 2 years ago
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* ST. MARY MAGDALENE HA ABIERTO UN NUEVO EXPEDIENTE.
los directivos analizan datos de amos mack para recibirle en su segundo año de curso. se encuentra estudiando kinesiología y fisiatría en st. wolfeius y ha sido asignade a la mansión cuatro. todos los datos parecen ser correctos en lo que estampan sello para declararlo como procesado. sin embargo, días después expediente desaparece y en su lugar dentro del archivo, una hoja con la firma de una sociedad secreta queda como demostración de lo que fue robado. ¿ganar o perder? todavía nadie lo sabe.
LOURDES bienvenide al universo de condenados. ¡nos encanta tenerte entre nosotres! esperamos que tu estadía en el grupal sea larga y que disfrutes de cada cosa que esta maravillosa historia tiene para ofrecer. esperamos la cuenta de tu personaje en las próximas 24 horas.
FUERA DEL PERSONAJE.
nombre: lourdes
pronombres: femeninos
edad: 24
país / zona horaria: gmt-3
triggers: abuso sexual
¿aceptas que tu personaje reciba cualquier tipo de intervenciones?: sí
¿algo que agregar?: ❤️
DENTRO DEL PERSONAJE.
nombre completo: amos mack
faceclaim: mason gooding
pronombres: masculinos
edad: 25 años
fecha de cumpleaños: 3/9/1998
lugar de proveniencia: las vegas, nevada
descripción psicológicos: amos es crítico y en la competencia se ven sus mejores y sus peores facetas. algo egoísta, si bien también un existencialista por excelencia. no le gusta depender de los otros ni que los otros dependan de sí, pero sí le gusta ayudar por ese fuerte sentimiento de culpa que no exterioriza. a pesar de esto, es altamente extrovertido y está algo subido a su nube, eso desde siempre, y si bien siente vergüenza, pena y nervios, normalmente estos pasan desapercibidos. aunque suele pensar y procesar las cosas de manera extensiva, es mucho más impulsivo que reservado y cauteloso, no importa qué tanto aparente.
descripción física: moreno, alto, siempre con un arete en la oreja izquierda. tiene un tatuaje de muhammad ali en la espalda, a la altura del omóplato.
historia: * nació en las vegas de casualidad, aunque para amos el azar sólo existe cuando conviene. en este caso, no fue así: fue destino. el padre disputaba un título mundial de boxeo en el mgm grand, el cual perdió con un knockout que lo dejó inerte en el suelo durante casi un minuto. en ese instante, ahí cuando lo noqueaban, la esposa del boxeador entraba acompañada tras las puertas del hospital. la carrera del hombre terminó luego, sin embargo, cuando se le dio la revancha y también la perdió. la de ella, modelo, continuó hasta que se aburrió.
amos nunca quiso ser como su padre. en realidad, quería ser como muhammad ali. pero su padre lo entrenaba, lo cual estaba bien. siempre había un dote religioso en los talentos y la disciplina de amos, sin embargo, y eso nunca le gustó. él a veces cree en dios y a veces no.
y le iba bien con papá como entrenador, eso hasta que vinieron los dieciocho y llegó a su primera final como peso wélter y perdió. no con un knockout, pero sí por cansancio. despidió a su padre y cambió de agente y también de entrenador. su madre nunca estuvo de acuerdo con la decisión, y su padre menos. ambos quedaron muy heridos.
años después, entre novias y fiestas y viajes por todas partes y entrenamientos día y noche y contusiones y traumatismos y desgarros, amos fue al mgm, también. y él ganó. su knockout no dejó al otro inerte durante medio minuto, pero sí durante los veinte segundos necesarios para ganar. era el cuarto round y lo finalizó con un uppercut. esa victoria es otra cosa que su padre nunca le pudo perdonar.
se hizo campeón mundial a los veintidós años, entonces, y se compró un piso en midtown, manhattan, y durante el año siguiente siguió defendiendo su título. * tw: fractura. luego llegó la lesión del cráneo y de la mandíbula, que esta última en realidad le chasquea desde que era adolescente. en su última pelea se lo lesionó tan fuerte que el golpe lo mandó a una internación que se sintió eterna, como una cláusula leonina. siempre tendrá la sensación que el otro boxeador lo hizo a propósito. decidió retirarse de las competencias profesionales por consejo de absolutamente todos los doctores que lo trataron.
decidió volver a casa de sus padres durante el tiempo de la rehabilitación, pero la familia nunca ha dejado la desilusión ni el resentimiento. por lo mismo, decide ingresar a esta universidad religiosa de pura cepa, esa en la que su madre estudió. quiere que le vaya bien, pero, en el fondo, quiere entrenar a otros boxeadores como hizo su padre consigo. ahora lo entiende.
dato adicional opcional: REMOVIDO POR LA ADMINISTRACIÓN.
¿estudiante matriculado o becado?: matriculado
facultad: st. wolfeius.
carrera: kinesiología y fisiatría.
año de curso: segundo
extracurriculares: locutor de radio, boxeo, club de español.
¿cuál es la sociedad secreta de su interés?: REMOVIDO POR LA ADMINISTRACIÓN.
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ricardojrfc · 2 years ago
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The Who anuncia la gira orquestal para éste año con UB40 en espectáculos regionales. . La serie de espectáculos de nueve fechas es la primera gira de The Who en seis años. . La gira será por Reino Unido en 2023 en la que estarán acompañados de una orquesta en cada fecha. . Es la primera gira de las leyendas de los 60 en seis años y comenzará el 6 de julio en Hull, luego de lo cual tocarán una mezcla de espectáculos en interiores y exteriores en todo el país antes de cerrar en Brighton el 23 de julio. . Las sesiones o presentaciones estarán dedicadas a los álbumes clásicos del grupo 'Tommy' y 'Quadrophenia', mientras que también tocarán canciones de su álbum más reciente, 'WHO' de 2019, que fue su primer álbum de estudio en 13 años. . La agrupación UB40 con Ali Campbell se unirá a ellos en todos los espectáculos excepto en Edimburgo y Londres. . Los boletos saldrán a la venta general el mañana viernes 3 de febrero a las 10 a.m. hora de Londres. La banda ha alentado a los fanáticos a donar £ 1 cuando compren su boleto para "Teenage Cancer Trust", del cual tienen patrocinadores desde hace mucho tiempo. Puedes ver la lista completa de fechas a continuación. 6 DE JULIO – Hull, Sewell Group Craven Park. 8 – Edimburgo, Castillo de Edimburgo. 9 – Edimburgo, Castillo de Edimburgo. 12 – Londres, The O2. 14 – Derby, Incora County Ground. 16 – Bristol, Badminton Estate. 19 – Durham, Seat Unique Riverside. 21 – St Helens, Totally Wicked Stadium. 23 – Brighton, 1er campo de críquet central. . . . 𝑹𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒐 𝑭𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒓 𝑱𝒓. . . #thewho #and #orchestra #concert #uk #concierto #gira #tour #noticia @ricardojrfc #voiceoverinternacional #voiveover #locutor #host #rock (en Mérida, Venezuela) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoLGJK1uekE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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cyrah-is-cool101 · 2 years ago
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The Adventures of Ocean Breeze #4: The Rogues Gallery
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Introducing the one shot villains of Ocean Breeze's Rogues Gallery: 
1. Great Jupiter 
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Character Inspiration: 
Maxie Zeus (DC/Batman) 
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Name: Great Jupiter 
Real Name: Jasper Juniper 
Age: 35 
Personality: Delusional, narcistic 
Relationships: His ‘Subjects’ (Henchmen) (Loyal), Ocean Breeze (Enemy/Rival), Sweet Queen Candy (Love Interest [?]), Sir Narcissus (Business Rival) 
Residence: His Penthouse at Juniper Corp. 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Electricity gadgets, Narcotics, Lightning Knife 
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Bio: 
A deranged businessman with a god complex, Japer Juniper came to believe himself an avatar of the Roman god Jupiter. Jasper or Great Jupiter (as he likes to call himself) became a powerful player in both the business world and Dove City's underworld. His criminal activities are perpetrated by his army of followers and, he believes, overseen by the ancient Roma gods themselves. He also thought that Ocean Breeze, being a descendant of Neptune, thought she was an ally but became a threat after she exposed Jupiter’s stocks of illegal drugs which he calls them the ‘Elixir of the Gods, Euphoria.’ 
2. Rocketeer Rosie 
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Character Inspiration: 
Roxy Rocket (DC/Batman) 
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Name: Rocketeer Rosie 
Real Name: Rosetta Santiago Garcia 
Age: 25 
Personality: Athletic, adventuresome, completely fearless 
Relationships: Lady Red Dragon (Client), Pink Cupid (Ally/Rival), Ocean Breeze (Enemy/Rival) 
Residence: 68 Green St. 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Giant rocket ship, Rocket Launcher 
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Rosetta Santiago Garcia was formerly a Mexican stunt double for various female commercial actresses. However, she lost her job after she tried to make her stunts too dangerous that no company would insure her. Out of work but still hungering for thrills, Santiago, now dubbing herself as Rocketeer Rosie, began stealing jewels under Pink Cupid’s, Kaitou Black Ace’s and Kaitou Night’s noses. Unlike other villains in Dove City, Rosie’s crimes were fairly benign, she was always the one being put at risk. Ocean always worry for her safety every time she tries to stop Rosie doing more dangerous risks towards herself and others. 
3. Scream 
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Character Inspiration: 
Silver Banshee (DC) and Shriek (Marvel) 
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Name: Scream 
Real Name: Samantha Barton
Age: 30 
Relationships: N/A 
Personality: Criminally insane, hostile, quiet 
Residence: Unknown 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Ability to manipulate sound, Telekinesis 
Bio: 
Samantha Barton was abused by her mother for being overweight, that’s when she discover her powers and use them to suffocate her mother until she was presume dead. Few years later, Samantha became a worker at a night club and then started running the joint, using it for a pickpocketing business when Ocean Breeze cut off her resources for the club and then abandoning the whole business, deciding to become a villain taking the name of Scream. As Scream, she is a powerful villainess that can generate sound waves utilizing in the form of blasts and has telekinesis. 
4. Ms. Carpenter 
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Character Inspiration: 
Carpenter (DC/Batman) 
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Name: Ms. Carpenter 
Real Name: Alys Bryn Gittins 
Age: 27 
Personality: Loyal, cocky, diligent 
Relationships: Lucky March Hare (Boss/Friend), Ocean Breeze (Enemy/’Alice’) 
Residence: Fairytale Land Amusement Park 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Tools 
Bio: 
Alys Bryn Gittins was a Welsh pickpocket and con artist, operating out of New York, who moved to Dove City when she attracted unwanted police attention. Alys was enlisted by Lucky March Hare to serve as Ms. Carpenter for his new Wonderland Crew. In addition to being a member and as Hare’s right hand gal of the crew, Alys used her Carpenter alias/role to start a solo career as a contractor for super criminals/villains for the construction of lairs and death traps. She also knew about Hare’s crush towards Ocean Breeze, the heroine of Dove City, and would often call her ‘Alice’ as well to give her full support towards her boss/friend. 
5. The Night Raider 
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Character Inspiration: 
Prowler (Marvel/Spiderman) 
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Name: The Night Raider 
Real Name: Vladislav Ivanov 
Age: 31 
Personality: Serious, strict, short-tempered 
Relationships: Scorpio (Ally), Agent Silver X (Hated), Ocean Breeze (Enemy) 
Residence: 34 Wall St. 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Artillery weapons from Sliver Tech
Bio: 
Vladislav Ivanov was a Russian immigrant who began his career as a burglar and a criminal, taking the alias as the Night Raider. He was strong and uses stolen technology from Silver Tech, he became Dove City’s #1 burglar and often belittles other villains (except Scorpio), including Ocean Breeze, who sees her as a ‘child’ which sometimes irritate her but still keeps a calm mind. 
6. Prof. Fear 
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Character Inspiration: 
Scarecrow (DC/Batman) 
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Name: Prof. Fear
Real Name: Emma Ffion Crane 
Age: 29 
Personality: Cruel, sadistic, deranged, and manipulative 
Relationships: Ocean Breeze (Enemy), Lucky March Hare (Ally), Clue Meister (Ally) 
Residence: Unknown 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Fear toxin, Sickle 
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Emma Crane is an obsessive ex professor who uses a variety of drugs and psychological tactics to use the fear and phobias of her adversaries. She does not commit her crimes for wealth but rather, as a form of ‘research’ to further study the effects of fear (hence her alias) on humans, making Dove City residents her unwillingly guinea pigs. Her attire is a pinafore dress similar to Dorothy’s from Wizard of Oz and her name is inspired by Ichabod Crane from the Legend of Sleepy Hollow. She also carries a basket that is similar to the one Dorothy carries with her dog, Toto, inside but instead she has a sickle inside to use it to fight Ocean Breeze. 
7. Vascular 
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Character Inspiration: 
Cardiac (Marvel) 
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Name: Vascular 
Real Name: Colton Cook 
Age: 34 
Personality: Ill-tempered, PTSD, depressed 
Relationships: Ocean Breeze (Enemy) 
Residence: Unknown 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Various robotic enhancements, gadgets and weapons 
Bio: 
Dr. Colton Cook devoted himself to medicine, intending to save lives, however, he failed to save a little boy’s life, which resulted him in the brink of depression and now suffer from PTSD. He then built himself a robotic suit and use it for crime, taking the name of Vascular. Using his knowledge of science, he often upgrades his suit to stop Ocean Breeze from commiting his crimes like a giant laser gun, various blades and even a jet pack for getaway escapes from authorities. 
8. Mistress Monarch Mask 
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Character Inspiration: 
Madame Masque (Marvel/Iron Man) 
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Name: Mistress Monarch Mask 
Real Name: Agatha Beatrice Augustus 
Age: 28 
Personality: Stern, emotionless, tempered 
Relationships: Ocean Breeze (Enemy), Great Jupiter (Ally) 
Residence: Aveda Group HQ in an unknown location
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Gymnastics, martial arts, hand-to-hand combat, handles various firearms 
Bio: 
Agatha’s mother died in childbirth, her father Marquis Florence J. Augustus had her sent to an orphanage in order to protect her from future assassinations. After revealing her true parentage, Agatha took in her father’s legacy and become the leader of the Aveda Group, an organization her father founded, becoming Mistress Monarch Mask. She had countless encounter with Ocean Breeze, including trying to steal pearls from a local sea ferry company but Ocean intervened and stopped her afterwards. Mistress Mask is both skilled in gymnastics, martial arts and handles various firearms, she’s also knows the arts of disguises. 
9. Minuet 
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Character Inspiration: 
Ballora (FNAF: Sister Location) 
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Name: Minuet 
Real Name: Mimi Chen 
Age: 26 
Personality: Flashy, bewitching, manipulative, intelligent
Relationships: Ocean Breeze (Enemy), All men (Hated)
Residence: 50 Duncan St. 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Superhuman strength and durability, Dark energy blast, flight power 
Bio: 
Mimi Chen dreams to become a ballerina but she drop out of dance school because of her desire for female domination of the dance world, planning to eliminate/enslave all male dancers. Her outfit is based on the black swan Odile from Swan Lake, has superhuman strength, durability, can shoot dark energy blasts and has the power of flight, she takes the alias of Minuet. As Minuet, she often targets male dances who were self-centered, snobbish and sometimes belittle other dancers. Ocean Doesn’t blame Minuet’s point of view towards criticism but she does not like her ‘dark sense’ of femininity, especially female domination towards the opposite sex and is worried about this kind of logic towards gender, thus why Ocean tries to emphasis Minuet. 
10. King Tic Toc 
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Character Inspiration: 
Clock King (DC/Batman) 
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Name: King Tic Toc 
Real Name: Siegfried Von Meyer 
Age: 29 
Personality: Very smart, sees things differently than others, oblivious 
Relationships: Ocean Breeze (Enemy/Love Interest) 
Residence: Unknown 
Powers/Abilities/Weapon/s of Choice: Various clockwork gadgets, time manipulation
Bio: 
Siegfried was a simple clock repair man in an ordinary clock repair shop, but then he was cornered by a group of thugs, who beat him up in his own shop and destroyed his clocks. Then one of the thugs try to burn the shop with a blow torch, however, Siegfried stop the thug but end up getting half of his face burned, causing him to scream in pain until a nearby police officer hear his pleas of cries and shot the 3 thugs in self defense, they gang was later arrested. Siegfried, on the other hand, was sent to the hospital and was discharged afterwards swore revenge on the thugs who burned his face and destroyed his shop, everything. He then dawns a clock themed costume and takes the name King Tic Toc. King Tic Toc can predict with some accuracy in how many seconds imminent events should happen and has different clockwork gadgetry which he use to stop Ocean Breeze from his crime schemes but later on, he seem to be infatuated of her beauty and sometimes, call her ‘his little die blume (flower in German)’. 
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bitchyycapricorn · 2 years ago
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xoi-vung-dua · 3 years ago
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Day 27.
Hai hôm nay mình cảm thấy tinh thần không còn giữ được sự thoải mái, yên ổn như trước nữa. Mình đang cố gắng nhìn nhận lí do và tìm cách giải quyết chuyện này. Việc đột nhiên tâm trạng chùn xuống cũng là dễ hiểu bởi một trong Tứ thánh đế là Khổ đế - chân lý đầu tiên để khẳng định rằng đã là người, không ai là không khổ đau, cả thân lẫn tâm!
Mình vẫn nhớ như in cái cảm giác dễ chịu vào cuối ngày khi đi ngủ, thì thầm với bản thân để ôn lại những điều đã diễn ra trong ngày và vui thích khi đối chiếu cách phản ứng của mình trong giai đoạn này với sự việc tương tự đã từng gặp phải. Và cứ thế chìm vào giấc ngủ cho đến khi báo thức kêu vào sáng hôm sau. Nhưng, kì lạ là, từ hôm qua tới giờ, có gì đó cứ quấn lấy tâm trí mình không rời mà mình cũng không cách nào giải thích rõ ràng được nó là cái gì. Kiểu, tự dưng lại có ai đó nhúng cái thìa vào cốc nước và nguấy thật mạnh để tạo ra cái phễu xoáy nhằm trộn tung tất cả mọi thứ lên vậy. Tự dưng, mình thấy không được ổn lắm.
Có lẽ, sự mất thăng bằng này xuất phát từ cái feedback của bên SE gửi vào đúng cuối tuần trong khi mình đưa file từ thứ 2 mà cứ nhận xét lắt nhắt. Thực ra, mình thấy mail chiều thứ 5 nhưng kệ đó, tối vẫn ngồi thêu hoa, để việc tới sáng th��� 6 giải quyết trong cái tâm trạng thở vắn than dài, chẳng biết cái mình sửa đã đúng ý họ chưa, làm cố-cho-xong chứ không còn nhiều nỗ lực để khiến nó tốt như trong khả năng của mình. Mình đã khá là bế tắc khi tìm source chán chê mà chẳng có cái nào ưng í nên diễn tấu theo cảm nhận từ những kinh nghiệm mình thu thập được trong 2 năm làm agency cho họ.
Rồi tới cái profile của nhà chị Bình. Mình đã cố để không hét lên rằng "Trời ơi, làm ơn tha cho em đi!" . Đã nhiều lần, ngay sau tiếng thở dài là mình chuẩn bị buông ra 1 câu-gì-đó giống mọi lần. Mình đã ráng kiểm soát cái lời không thuận miệng để nhìn nhận sự việc như nó đang diễn ra mà không chèn thêm mấy câu cao trào vào đó =)).
Nhưng, sự kiềm chế này đã khiến mình bị nén lại 1 cục đông cứng, không giải tỏa được, không phát tán thứ cảm xúc tiêu cực từ trong người ra ngoài nên làm ô-nhiễm tâm trí mình. Dường như, nó giống một sự tích cực độc hại hơn là những bước đi thuận lợi tiến tới con đường Diệt đế. Hoặc, đây là trạng thái ai cũng phải trải qua khi bắt đầu dò dẫm trên hành trình giải thoát, hoài nghi và phải tự đi tìm câu trả lời cho chính mình. Nhìn chung, mình đã kết thúc ngày làm việc cuối tuần trong tâm lí không thực sự thỏa mãn, kiểu cố lờ đi cái sự bứt rứt đang diễn ra để phỉnh mình bằng mấy câu động viên đầy sáo rỗng!
Bây giờ cũng vậy. Mình không thể tiếp tục cái tình trạng lừa dối này nữa, mong rằng khi viết ra sẽ giúp mình rà soát lại tất cả những sự việc để tìm ra được kẻ nào, thứ gì đã cố tình ngoắng cái cốc nước đục ngầu này lên vậy?
Mình đã bắt đầu buổi sáng với những thói quen mới. Dậy sớm, cho mấy đứa ăn, giãn cơ nhẹ nhàng một chút và chú tâm vào những việc giúp mình xua đi những ý nghĩ không tốt. Rồi mình định thêu thì lại sang nhà cô Nhung buôn chuyện. Mấy câu chuyện cô kể cũng giúp mình kiểm chứng những thứ mình đang đọc. Với mình, đó là sự mong muốn được sẻ chia, được có người trò chuyện, giãi bày hay đơn giản chỉ là có người nghe họ nói nên 1 tiếng đó không làm phiền mình. Mọi thứ cũng cứ thế diễn tiến rất đỗi thường nhật, ăn trưa, ngủ một lát và mình thấy đói cồn cào, đói như qua 1 đêm chưa có gì trong bụng. Thế là, mình làm mì trộn. Nhưng, cái giây phút vui sướng khi vừa mới lấp đầy dạ dày cũng trôi qua rất nhanh, trôi tuột đi với vận tốc ánh sáng và mình lại chìm vào trạng thái lờ đờ. Thậm chí, dù rất mong mỏi nhận được đồ ăn cho Cy và Hói nhưng mình cũng không thể thấy mãn nguyện như hôm trước phải gọi ship hỏa tốc đồ ăn cho Mỡ.
Mình bị làm sao thế nhỉ? Đọc sách có giúp mình lấy lại tinh thần không? Câu trả lời là không hề. Lần này, mình thực sự mất tập trung. Đầu óc mình đang mắc ở cái tầng trời nào đó, đang lặn tới mực nước biển thiếu dưỡng khí nào rồi vậy? Có một sự nhận thức cực kì rõ rệt cho việc muốn chấm dứt cái trạng thái không-thể-hiểu-nổi này!
À, trong lúc ăn mì, mình xem chương trình "Cầu thủ nhí". Tại sao nội dung về bóng đá mà 3 huấn luyện viên chia đội lại là Mâu Thủy, ST Sơn Thạch, Ali Hoàng Dương - chẳng thấy ai có chuyên môn về thể thao cả? Rồi, ai mướn ST mớm mấy cái lời ngớ ngẩn kiểu "bé về đội chú đi, chú muốn trở nên thân thiết với bé nên chú muốn là anh trai, là ba của bé". Chưa hết "con yêu ai hơn, con yêu ba hay yêu mẹ". Vẫn không xong, MC Sam thì hỏi (chắc theo format của ban tổ chức) "nếu để cho 2 con tự chọn thì 2 con thấy ai xứng đáng được vào vòng trong hơn - tự ứng cử cũng được nha". Đỉnh cao của content vô duyên là khúc Sam hỏi câu tương tự xem giữa ba, má yêu ai hơn thì có 1 bạn trả lời ba mẹ đã ly hôn lúc em 11 tuổi. Và, lại là ST, ở đâu ra cái kiểu so sánh nỗi đau vậy cha nội? "Chú rất hiểu cảm giác của con. Ba chú còn bỏ chú từ lúc chú mới được sinh ra... Chú hi vọng, con sẽ hiểu cho quyết định của người lớn và sau này, hãy nói chuyện với ba như một gia đình". Khúc này là ứa máu luôn rồi. Chao ôi, nó nhảm nhí tới mức, mình đã buột miệng chửi thề vì không thể tin nổi vào cái mình đang xem. Mình từ chối hiểu. Không rõ BTC soạn sẵn câu hỏi, tìm hiểu về gia đình thí sinh để câu view hay vì cái mục đích oái oăm gì đi chăng nữa thì mình sẽ không bao giờ bật VTV3 vào lúc 15 giờ thứ 7 hàng tuần để xem cái chương trình ngớ ngẩn này thêm 1 lần nào nữa. Thậm chí, nếu con mình sau này may mắn có tài năng, nhưng gặp các loại giám khảo như này, mình cũng sẽ từ chối tiếp tục tham gia vì sự vô duyên, vô cảm thay vì duyên dáng, tế nhị trong cách đặt câu hỏi.
Trời ơi, phải chăng mình cần học cách kiểm soát cảm xúc khi gặp những tình huống kể trên? Liệu rằng, những ngày trước, khi không gặp phải mấy sự cố này thì mình dễ dàng nhắc nhở bản thân không nên đặt quá nhiều cảm tính vào sự việc, hãy để nó như vốn có: là 1 lời nhận xét, là 1 câu chuyện, là 1 sự sắp đặt, là 1 chương trình... Còn 2 ngày này, khi thử thách được nhích lên 1 chút thì mình mới thấy rõ trong hoàn cảnh bị tác động, chi phối bởi cảm xúc quá nhiều thì mình đã đánh mất tính Trung đạo - giữ trạng thái cân bằng, không đẩy bản thân về bất cứ điểm cực đoan nào của yêu - ghét, đau khổ - hạnh phúc, sân hận - tham ái. Phải chăng, vì cuộc đời là Vô thường nên cần phải ở điểm trung dung, không nghiêng, không ngã, giữ tâm và thân được an tĩnh trong bất cứ tình huống nào?
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