#alex's art or whateva!

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umm i haven't drawn anything object show related in a while OOPS!

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i think sebastian can have as many boyfriends as he wants as long as he doesn't try to play pool with them all (cool and awesome reference)

[aliceosemansolos]

I JS REALIZED ION HAVE A INTRO POST SO IMMA MAKE ONE.

MY NAME IS FRIDAYY!! IDC ABT PRONOUNS TBH. PERO LIKE THEY/THEM IF U CARE. IM A MINOR SO IF UR 18+ DONT BE WEIRD. IM WRITING A PODCAST CALLED GHOST TOWN, COMING OUT AT SOME POINT!! ON YOUTUBE!!

FAV SHOWS: SCOTT PILGRIM TAKES OFF, HEARTSTOPPER, OHSHC (OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB), SOUTH PARK, NANA, I AM NOT OKAY WITH THIS, BROOKLYN NINE NINE, SHOUJO ANIMES, DOCTOR WHO, BOJACK HORSEMAN, YOUNG ROYALS

FAV MOVIES: HEATHERS, BUT IM A CHEERLEADER, IT (BOTH OF THEM), FEAR STREET (THE 2ND MOVIE TO BE EXACT PERO I LOVE THEM ALL), BRING IT ON ( ALL OF THEM OBVI), SCOTT PILGRIM VS THE UNIVERSE, JUNO, UP THE ACADEMY, TEACHERS, SPEAK, KARATE KID, GOOD WILL HUNTING, THE OUTSIDERS, I SAW THE TV GLOW, DEAD POETS SOCIETY

FAV BOOKS: SOLITAIRE, THE OUTSIDERS, HOW IT FEELS TO FLOAT, GIRL IN PIECES, SUICIDE NOTES, THE HEARTSTOPPER BOOKS, RADIO SILENCE, IT, THE CATCHER IN THE RYE, IF HE HAD BEEN WITH ME, IF ONLY I HAD TOLD HER, HATE LIST, YOUD BE HOME NOW, SPEAK, ACT COOL, A BREATH TOO LATE

RANDOM THINGS I LIKE: VINYLS, MUSIC, CDS, BAGGY CLOTHES, ALICE OSEMAN, DUMPLINGS, FASHION, ART, COLLAGES, MUSICALS, SWEET FOODS, BAKING, THE COLOR PURPLE ND RED, BLACK NAILS, POLISH MOVIES, MOVIE THEATRES, 80S AND 90S FILMS

FAV CHARATERS: TORI SPRING, ALED LAST, MICHAEL HOLDEN, KIM PINES, KNIVES CHAU, RICHIE (IT), BIZ (HOW IT FEELS TO FLOAT), HOLDEN CAULFIELD, TARA JONES, RAYNE SEPGUTA (IDK HOW TO SPELL HER LAST NAME), WENDY (SOUTH PARK), KENNY MCORNICK, EMILY (CLASS OF 09), SAL FISHER, JOHNNY (THE OUTSIDERS), LARRY JOHNSON, HACHI, NANA, SHINICHI, JACK MURPHY, FINNY SMITH(IF I HE HAD BEEN WITH ME-IF ONLY I HAD TOLD HER), CHOOCH BAMBALAZI, DANIEL LARUSSO, EDDIE PALIKINIKN(IDK HOW TO SPELL HIS LAST NAME), TODD ANDERSON, NEIL PERRY, MAX CAULFIELD

FAV GAMES: CLASS OF 09(THE RE-UP IS MY FAV), UNPACKING, OUR LIFE GAMES, BAD END THEATRE, SALLY FACE, RANDOM ITCH.IO GAMES, RHYTHM DOCTOR, STARDEW VALLEY, LAST SEEN ONLINE, OMORI, LIFE IS STRANGE

FAV MUSIC: RADIOHEAD, MITSKI, TV GIRL, ALEX G, THE SMITHS, ANY MIDWEST EMO, MSI, KIMYA DAWSON, THE MOLDY PEACHES, THE CURE, THE BEATLES, SUBLIME, FOO FIGHTERS, MOST DEATH METAL BANDS, CHELSEA GRIN(THATS METAL PERO WHATEVA), KORN, NIRVANA, THE POLICE, BAUHAUS, SIOXIES AND THE BANSHES, ALL GARAGE PUNK

FANDOMS IM IN: CLASS OF 09, SALLYFACE, STARDEW VALLEY, OSEMANVERSE OBVI, OMORI, SCOTT PILGRIM, BLUE PERIOD, FRUIT BASKET, TOKYO REVENGERS, KIMI NO TODOKE, NANA, PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING WITH MICHAEL CERA INVOLVED, AND PROB MORE I JS FORGOT

FAV PODCASTS: WELCOME TO NIGHTVALE, HELLO FROM THE HALLOWOODS, AND UNIVERSE FRIDAY

GO FOLLOW MY INSTAGRAM: ALICEOSEMANSOLOS‼️‼️

[viioletgarden]

the villain and the hero 🔥 | commissioned piece

[daphunkphenomena]

TRACKLIST :

00:00:00 The Braxtons - The Boss (Intro) 00:01:31 Aaliyah - Hot Like Fire 00:05:47 Davina - So Good 00:10:19 Redman feat. Erick Sermon - Whateva Man 00:13:33 Timbaland & Magoo - Sex Beat (Interlude) 00:15:18 Monifah - Touch It 00:20:02 Pete Philly & Perquisite feat. Senna - Mellow 00:27:15 Massive Attack with Shara Nelson - Lately 00:31:28 Supreme Beings Of Leisure - Never The Same 00:35:21 Portishead - It Could Be Sweet 00:39:31 Tone Löc - I Adore You 00:43:50 Nicole Scherzinger feat. T.I. - Whatever U Like 00:47:43 Tracie Spencer feat. The Roots - It's All About You (Not About Me) [Hip-Hop 2 Drum & Bass Continuous Mix] 00:58:31 Tamia - Un'h To You 01:02:36 Ginuwine - I'll Do Anything/I'm Sorry 01:06:47 D'Nell - This Thing 01:11:17 DJ Cam feat. Kakoli Sengupta - Meera 01:18:27 G-Eazy feat. Starrah, Lil' Wayne & Yo Gotti - Order More (Full Extended Mix) 01:25:51 Sango feat. SPZRKT - Middle Of Things, Beautiful Wife (Extended Mix) 01:31:54 Lana Del Rey - Blue Jeans (Odd Future's The Internet Mix) 01:35:54 Wayne Snow, FKJ, Darius & Crayon present The Nightbirds - Midnight Run 01:39:37 Cassie feat. Ryan Leslie - Kiss Me 01:43:38 Sango feat. JMSN - Affection 01:47:30 21 The Producer feat. Tevin - Missionary 01:51:44 Nekfeu - Egérie (Instrumental) 01:55:10 Norah Jones - The Nearness Of You 01:58:06 The Gotan Project - Santa Maria (Del Buen Ayre) 02:03:54 Lamb - Cotton Wool (Fila Brazillia Mix) 02:09:51 I:Cube - Adore (King Britt's Scuba Mix) 02:17:04 Janet Jackson - Throb 02:21:39 Beyoncé - Be With You 02:25:54 Serge Gainsbourg - Lola Rastaquouère (Château Flight Remix) 02:30:44 Shabba Ranks feat. Deborahe Glasgow – Mr. Loverman (DM Ragga Hop Mix) 02:36:44 Kat DeLuna feat. Trey Songz - Bum Bum 02:39:48 J. Dilla feat. Dwele - Think Twice 02:43:19 A Tribe Called Quest - Bonita Applebum 02:46:55 Timbaland & Magoo - 15 After Da' Hour 02:51:01 Fila Brazillia present Dave Yang & Steve Yin - De Swish T'Swish 02:57:38 Madonna - Justify My Love 03:02:38 Michael Jackson - Liberian Girl 03:06:16 Prince & The New Power Generation - Come On 03:12:14 Mariah Carey - Fantasy 03:16:13 Ray J. feat. Pharrell Williams - Formal Invite 03:21:16 Babyface - There She Goes 03:25:40 Kelis feat. Markita - Mafia 03:29:47 Björk - Sun in My Mouth 03:32:23 Tim "Love" Lee - Everybody Loves The Jungle (Remix) 03:37:42 Smoke City - Underwater Love (Extended Version) 03:44:37 Abstrackt Keal Agram - Molt (Live @ Radio Nova, 19/04/2004) 03:49:02 Sunday Brunch - After the Rain 03:53:42 Soul II Soul feat. Caron Wheeler - Back To Life (However Do You Want Me) 03:57:21 Ginuwine - So Anxious (Timbaland's Anxiety, Pt. 2) 04:01:49 Rell feat. Jay-Z - Love For Free 04:05:55 Missy Elliott feat. 702, Timbaland & Magoo - Beep Me 911 04:10:40 Jeremih feat. YG - Don't Tell Em 04:15:15 The Internet - Dontcha 04:18:16 LL Cool J. feat. LeShaun - Doin' It 04:23:12 Sango feat. Brea  - All Of You (Extended Mix) 04:27:12 Wayne Snow, FKJ, Darius & Crayon present The Nightbirds - Gonna Be Alright 04:32:18 Adrian Younge & Ali Shaheed Muhammad feat. Karolina & Loren Oden - Feel Alive 04:35:21 Alex Gopher - You, My Baby & I (Pépé Braddock Remix) 04:39:46 Kendrick Lamar feat. Javonte, Dom Kennedy & Murs - She Needs Me (Full Mix) 04:46:13 Portrait - I Can Call You 04:50:45 Guy - Do It 04:54:19 Janet Jackson - Rope Burn 04:58:42 Peven Everett - Say It Back To Me 05:01:52 Rahzel feat. Aaron Hall & The Roots - Suga Sista 05:06:07 Jane Birkin - Ford Mustang (Prod. La Funk Mob) 05:10:03 Clémentine Célarié - Petit-Déjeuner 05:14:06 Viktor Lazlo - Ces Rêves 05:17:30 Air - Modulor (Modulor Mix produced by Solid) 05:23:16 Olive - Falling 05:28:03 PARTYNEXTDOOR - Not Nice (Extended Mix) 05:32:46 Sean Paul feat. Mr. Vegas - Tiger Bone 05:35:39 Sasha - Dat Sexy Body 05:38:10 Demarco - Ride (Raw) 05:41:35 Teknomiles - Duro 05:45:04 DEAN feat. Syd - Love 05:49:21 Sango - She Yells 05:53:13 Katy Perry - Bon Appétit (Solo Version) 05:56:48 Destiny's Child - Say My Name (Timbaland's Remix) 06:01:56 Omarion feat. Snoop Dogg - Last Night (Kinkos) [Remix] 06:05:41 Sade - By your Side (The Neptunes Remix) 06:09:30 Alicia Keys - Dreaming 06:13:54 Brandy - I Wanna Be Down 06:18:45 Christina Aguilera feat. Redman - Dirrty 06:23:44 Britney Spears - I'm A Slave For You 06:27:09 Jennifer Lopez - Secretly 06:31:23 Janet Jackson - Any Time, Any Place 06:38:18 Toni Braxton - The Art of Love (Overextended Mix) 06:48:07 The Herbaliser - The Sensual Woman 06:52:58 dZihan & Kamien - Homebase 06:59:54 Motorbass - Open Sesame 07:05:54 Saint Germain - Rose Rouge 07:12:49 Blue Six - Close To Home 07:17:05 Jestofunk - I'm Gonna Love You 07:21:10 Benjamin Diamond - In Your Arms (Extended Mix) 07:27:38 Max Berlin - Elle & Moi

[cheskalagran]

BYE 2018

This year has got to be the year jampacked with EVERYTHING. I might have the same motivation to write now but i gotta try for my future self. (bcos yaknow everything that I dont write eventually gets forgotten and i have no way of remembering, it just turns into a blank patch in my mind lyk 2017 lol) whatever happend to 2017??? i was scrolling through this blog and i didnt find any 2017 posts lol what??? was i in a trans or??? idk i have no memory of new year 2017. well i dont want that to happen to 2018 because theres just so much that happened so here it goes.

JANUARY- I started the year in qc.

Jan 2- I saw Mamsh for the first time in uptc. We bought my very first film roll. n Agfa Vista 200 in Satchmi.

Jan 7- i put my first film roll in. took a few shots. oh and im back in marinduque

Jan14 to the end of the month- im just in duque doing normal stuff i guess idk. More MSC days. I was really stressed about being irreg. lol

FEBRUARY-

feb 2 i went to Manila for the opening of Arts Month. IT WAS SO GREAT I NEVER FELT SO ALIVE IT WAS WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED, to live each waking day to be exposed to art. agh fun tyms. i spent 5 days in Bayview and everyday i went to luneta park for workshops and other shennanigans. While this was all happening i was also shooting for our Trends and Network (?) (subject) video. Reg was my partner in this video we were supposed to put a vissual on a poem our prof gave us.

feb 3

first time to eat yellow watermelon.

went to a baybayin writing workshop and learned how to write baybayin yay

saw autotelic, better days, sud and ben and ben that night

FEB 4- still there

feb 5- attended poetry night and saw mike coroza. saw mamsh again today and we went to national museum. It was the last day of arts month.

feb 6- i went home to duque

Feb 7- i edited my footage

~idk what date but hahaha the video i edited got 75 loooool but our prof gave us another chance to edit the shit.

feb 14- mundo- iv of spades was released. idk how this is relevant to me lol but yeah it was released on this day.

feb 17- UP fair that i wasnt able to go to. Finals week is near im so stressedt

feb 20- im editing the video again. we made a storyline instead of just putting vissuals on the poem.

feb 21- the stress was getting to me. i havent been sleeping bcos of finals and editing so i cut my hair short. the shortest it has been, they said i looked like hannah baker

~idk what date but i finally passed the video and we got 85 thank god for that curve lol~

feb 24- Im back in Manila. first time to ever play with the orchestra in a place which is not marinduque. Played in Makati along with Sta Isabel peeps.

feb 26-

Went to bgc--- to the overrated Venice grand canal place to be exact.

Saw Alex Aiono live.

Bought a new Murakami book (Wind Up Bird Chronicle) that i havent still finished until now

feb 27 to march- marinduque ++ more MSC things

March 29

practiced a viola piece for auditions sa ust but hey its 2019 and i didnt end up auditioning

Moriones festival (holy week)

Watched Baconaua a film by Joseph Laban shot in Mdq. the plot was also mdq related!!! and also socially relevant at present. its kinda about drugs--- well it is about drugs.

april 7- went to ust for enrolment

apr 8- went home na ata i dont even know

apr 13 ICON MANILA DAY1

went to manila for yfc’s 25th anniv!!!!! AAAA ICON 2018~ FULL BLAST

bRO THE THEME WAS MUSICALS AND THEY PERFORMED DISNEY AND THE GREATEST SHOWMAN THEMED THINGS HUHU MY HART IS HAPI

yfc reunion yey

APR 14 DAY 2 - FIREWORKSSS AND TALKS

APR 15- DAY 3

LAST DAY

GOT AN ICON DAVAO SHIRT

NASA ICON RECAP VIDEO AKO

APR 16 ARRIVED IN MDQ FOR FINALS

APR 19- SURVIVED FIRST DEFENSE

APR 23- FINAL DEFENSE

APR 26- SHELLY’S DEBUT

APR 30- FOUND OUT I DIDNT PASS THE UPCAT YO

MAY 3-

GRAD PHOTOSHOOT

SAGALA

MAY 8- 18TH

MAY 10- SURPRISE BDAY CELEB BY THE BEACH T^T gots a new laptop yey. got another murakami book from fiel. got a cool shirt from dem. got my fav necklace (which means so much to me since it has so much connection to who i am--- its a Sta. Claire/ St. Francis pendant from Rome.) Lola passed down a family heirloom to me--- her watch. <3

MAY 11- woke up after last night’s celeb for Graduatioooon.

May 11 to 19- stayed at home and watched movies and shi

May 20-

watched Musika sa Isla’s concert. first time that i sat out since i was so busy huhu.

Went out with Reg and went kayaking

May 21 and onwards more of doing nothing and watching movies and shii

May 29- went out with sum frends i havent seen for so loooong: isa, franz, angge, ira

Jun 2- went out with the fam and tita pina to the beaaachhh

Jun 15- My first provincial Shout!!! YBB LAGUNA!!!

Jun 18- went to shannon falls!!!! hiked and swam with the fam ++ dream favor fam

Jun 19- end of Prov Shout huhu went to amoingon with the YBB laguna team. swam some more in the beach.cried A LOT. said goodbye to fwends huhu

Jun 20- left duque for good

Jun 22- went to ust to settle thingz, dorm hopping

Jun 23- went to ust again

Jun -Jul scrabble, movies, wine, milktea, mc do and a couple of city thingz. Prepared for YCOM acad. long distance organizing with yasu huhu.

Jul 25- went home to duque for YCOM Acad!!! My first and last event as a the provincial YCOM head. cant believe we actually got to put this together huhu sml

Jul 26-28- finally had face to face organizing with the pcg. practiced songs and hosting.

Jul 29- YCOM ACAD NAAA. a lot of hard work paid off in this event. a lot if crying again. said goodbye to friends again.

Jul 30- left for Manila first thing in the morning

Aug 1- First day dorm life

Aug 2- Start of freshmen week. Freshmen pol sci orientation

Aug 3- ROARientation

Aug 4- got very drunk with batch mates uuuhhh which was wrong cos its just the first day and i probably made out with someone???uhhh

Aug 6- Tomasino na ako event. Saw Ben and ben and fourplay mnl

Aug 10-

went to cinemalaya with reg,kly and paul. was supposed to watch liway but ended up watching school service. bumabagyo rn hahahaha.

first time to ride the lrt loool

Aug 11-13- spent 3 days alone in qc aHAHAHA they were in cebu

~Lol kinda  dated a blockmate or whateva at this time uuhh~

Aug 17- parents visited manila, we went to intramuros

Aug 20- kuyas bday

Aug 21-saw reg and we watched another cinemalaya entry: Madilim Ang Gabi. sobrang slow paceeeedddd but ya it was about ejk. #SupportLocal

Aug 22 and onwards- A LOT OF READINGS

Aug 28- bar hopping with 7wonders

MORE STUDYING

Sep 5- saw Sud again in ust. org week ata??

MORE STUDYING

~kinda stopped dating that blockmate na~ ahahah

MORE STUDYING

Sep 21- saw shelly, aira, and fiel at Happy T. met someone but never talked again after that nyt. slept at fiel’s

MORE STUDYING

Sep 28- YFC GA

Sep 29- WENT TO SHE’S ONLY SIXTEEN’S 10TH ANNIVERSARY WITH MAMSH BROOOOOOO (XX: XX Makati)

ang bandang shirley

lions and acrobats

mellow fellow

rusty machine

oh flamingo

sandwich???

i forgot the others huhu

IT WAS WILD I LOVE SENA

OCT 4-5- PRELIMS ((no sleeping starts))

Oct 10-pre lims. got rly unexpected close friendships. slept at dean’s.

Oct 20- Island with shelly, ira, dean and sum binilde friends. met sum ppl. slept at mark’s

MORE STUDYING! ! !

~kinda started talking to someone i actually like~

OCT 29- FINALLY WENT BACK HOME TO DUQUE HUHU

OCT 29- went to the beach with reg trisha cavite peeps and kuya francis. saw kent kuya jm and jayson at kuya karl’s

OCT 31- inuman with friends i havent seen for so loooooong, drew, ira, pam, josh, angge

UNDAS- made my term paper about islam huhuhuhuhuhu d y i n g

NOV 3- went to the beach with yfc people huhuhu yasu mat ninyah and others. quest ang gracenote were there at villa aplaya also ahahaha

NOV 4- haaayyy left duque again :<

MORE TERM PAPER MAKING

NOV 14- first meeting of that ~someone~ im talking to. went to rou bourbon. agh i actually like this guy can u believe it

NOV 16- saw ~that guy~ again. went over to his place and met his dog

MORE STUDYING

Nov 23- saw ~ that guy~ again// study date

MORE STUDYIN BCOS FINALS IS NEAR IM DED

Nov 29- adventures with dean and mia at 3am. smoked a lot this month brOo i was ded more studying

Dec 2- mom visited me huhu lord tnx

Dec 3- Agape

Dec 8 onwards- FINALS WEEK a lot of smoking//very very very ded at this point

Dec 13- SURVIVED FINALS AND WENT OUT WITH 1POL3

Dec 15- i was high with kuya and claud

Dec 17- drank with kuya and claud

Dec 19- i was high

Dec 20- mom and micha and pau arrived

Dec 21- PASKUHAN with micha <3 ~the guy~ i was talking to ditched me lol. the dating thing was “paused” looooooool things started going downhill again but paskuhan was so fun!!!!! huhhuhuh definitely made me feel things. saaw ransom collective and spongecola <3 mia and chad r now together. micha slept in my dorm

Dec 23 and 24 and 25- christmas shenanigans in ateneo.

Dec 24- cinco ako sa nstp. i died seeing this

Dec 28- BANDERSNATCH!!!!!!!

Dec 29- went to bulacan for Kuya Oyo’s wedding cute couple

Dec 30-31- STAYCATION with the fam

DEC 31- went home and welcomed the new year. smy prof hasnt still replied for the cinco he gave me.

yaaaaalllllll 2018 was rough. a lot has happend. and im difinitely not the same person anymore. whats worse is that im kinda disappointed of what i turned out to be. :/ things are just sad. i havent been able to pick myself up until now. idk if im just in the right place or in the right time or with the right people but all u i know is that things could be in a much better place. i just hope that 2019 would put things in a better place. i cried a ton shit of tears this year. cut a few scars.left a lot of people. so much new things. it was my wildest year so far. Living independently alone, surviving college and the city life--- it was very different from what Im used to. but hey i survived and im proud of myself for that.2018 u were painful---so painful.  U made me try so hard and fail so hard at every aspect. I tried to maintain ties with friends even though it wasnt rly my thing. It was so hard for me to maintain connection agh but at least i still tried. Acads wise, I tried so hard to study for that one major prelim exam and i failed--- for the very first time, i failed a major exam. I tried to love--- yup--- thats totally not me--- i tried to date people. but lol things rly just dont work out sometimes. it be lyk that sometimes. ako pa yung dinitch HAHAHAHAH lol

the first half of the year was so fulfilling a lot of fun times. Never have i ever felt lyk i knew myself so much. everything i did was everything i wanted to do. For the first time i felt lyk i was turning out to be who i wanted to be but surprise everything turned around at the second half of the year.

it  made me feel lost it made me feel alone. its 2019 and that feeling hasnt changed. still a ton shit of anxiety. god Every holiday season i try my best to get in the holiday spirit but hah this year no matter how hard i try i wasnt just feeling it.  everything feels so static i dont wanna be like this anymore. The second half of 2018 made me feel like im the wrong place am i in the wrong place i dont know.

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has this been done yet

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various tengolf doodles + a ramble i made at 2 am exploring their dynamic

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more fun w assets :D

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messing around w assets, made some funsies

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i don't have anything noteworthy to post except this lel

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SPOILERS FOR OBJECT INVASION REBOOT!

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breadbug lol

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the long awaited pin gijinkas post!!! woopee

designs belong to @smal5504, @pwinkiepawzz and @pinbfdikinniereal! thank you for submitting ur gijinkas :D

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whatever. go my coinpin

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last 2 gijinka requests for @lemon-guy-real and @uncannyvalleyy! thank you for submitting your pin gijinkas!

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reposting old art cuz i can't be fucked to draw anything? noooo.....

anyway my evil leafy