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made of phosphenes | part one

(n.) the colours or “stars” when you rub your eyes.

In which you embark on a four day trip on the first class carriage of The Pear of the Orient alongside some truly interesting characters. One of which, is a handsome con man.

+ part of @konoblog-simps​‘s au bingo collab for october !

wc: 5k | tsukishima akiteru x f!reader

—this is set in the early 1920s/30s, barely historically accurate but it’s only for flavour really, so think Murder on the Orient Express kinda vibe, but less murder and more. . . well, con artist? + sorta fluff? a smidge suggestive: suggestions of happenings and the like, lots of flirting and a bit mystery-centred, and some itty bitty angst for seasoning + sorta historical!au, con artists abound, + tw for misogyny, procreation w/o love lmao, people’s opinions on women’s lives but reader is a soft-hearted badass so dw + kei’s here but not really? lots of mentions of him tho lmao + i hope you enjoy it, i missed writing mystery puff pieces like this hehe !

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IT WAS SLICK, polished as if it had been made only yesterday. The lettering is gold and sans-serif, matching the painted gold gild of the windows. It looked beautiful against the sea of dark blue and red.

The Pearl of the Orient, it read. The revolutionary train that will take you from your hometown to your future fiance’s in a blink of an eye. A four day trip cushioned by a first-class carriage service, with dinner service and a personal butler only for the first class. Paid in full by his family.

And all you have to do is marry a man you have never met before.

“All your bags are with Mai—” Your aunt, irritated already at the cold swell of the day, having been the only one ‘responsible’ enough to ensure of your quick education in the past two weeks— nothing but hammering etiquette, expectations, and how to make a powerful man and his family, very happy with a girl that barely earned the position of fiance, much less wife, into your system — had turned to your wide eyed apprehension of the machination that was supposed to transport you there.

She snapped her fingers in front of your face, perfectly manicured red nails that had ‘moulded’ you in the past two weeks. Snapping a ruler at a bad posture, a wrong way of serving tea, and at one point, for ‘mistaking’ that the night after the marriage is in any way about you.

“Will you listen, y/n?” She exhaled dramatically, snapping her fan and trying to relieve the pressure of a possible high blood. “I told my brother it was hopeless— hopeless! You don’t fit in with the Tsukishima’s, much less their son who’s about to be the next head! But I had to do my job, didn’t I? You’re the only girl who is in his generation that we can offer up! If it wasn’t for the promise our grandfathers had made of the union, you wouldn’t even stand a chance. Be grateful they’re accepting you as sufficient enough because of your background. You have to be perfect once you reach there, when you do have the position, and give them quickly an heir!”

She snapped the fan again, teeth gritting with swirls of the plans imposed upon her by your grandfather, then your father. If your mother had a say in it, she would’ve taken you and ran away. But life wasn’t as sweet or as easy, and though it has been impressed upon you the disappointment of your gender time and time again, now you have the explicit chance of making it work.

By marrying Tsukishima Kei.

“It’s the only way you’ll stay his wife.” She sniffed, mouth curled with a pointed look down on you in her imported heels and nauseating jasmine perfume. Jasmine was never going to be the same to you. “Even if he gets many a mistress, as long as you bear a male heir, you’re safe. And not a disgrace to the family.”

Then she sighed, as if she had given up before the war was even called. To her, with your books, your plain looks, and your quiet nature that when you do speak is nothing but sharp words and deadpan honesty— you were nothing but a failure already. It was why she ensured everything you ever possibly owned has been shipped with this trip with you.

Because you have no home to return to anymore. This was do or die.

“Mai is so slow, she’s probably not done fixing all your things. Make sure not to be too friendly with her on board. As soon as you enter that train, you are no longer just you, but the potential wife of the next Tsukishima head. Act like it by not befriending servants. Goodbye, y/n. And good luck.”

The good luck is a wisp of a back hand wave, as if she didn’t expect much from you.

Good.

Because as soon as you arrived at the Tsukishima estate, you were going to prostrate and refuse the marriage. You want nothing to do with their household, or their son.

But that’s a battle for another day.

Four more days precisely.

It doesn’t matter, you think, staring up at the great big machine that promised new beginnings and lives. Because as soon as you were on the train, you were going to be free.

  +

   The first-class carriage was as plush and lush as one could expect it to be. Not at all like the local line that runs across your house and the market where you waste all your money on sweets and newly strung books that have come in. Despite old people’s hurrah that printing presses were going to be the downfall of education— sharing it to all, bah! Even to young women! — the smell of new paper and old glue felt like an old friend. It’s also where you buy sweet tea in metallic cups from the charming old lady by the docks, and walnut cakes from her husband who gives you extra with a toothy smile.

You were going to miss home, and the difference between your life there and your possible future with the Tsukishima household has never been more apparent to you; sitting in the first class dinner lounge with Mai, a young girl designated as your maid in waiting and chaperone for the trip, five years younger than you. She was bright eyed, scarred hands, and near gaping at the extravagance of the crystal glasses and plush leather seats.

She sat ramrod straight, a mimic to your practices that your aunt had told her to copy lest she wanted to embarrass you, but her giddiness was unmistakable. Even in her best clothes.

“Isn’t that the princess?” she hushedly, excitedly, whispered to you, eyes glittering at the woman on the far corner. “She looks so dapper!”

“Hush,” you say without reprimand, smiling slightly. “Keep to yourself. You know it’s rude to stare and ogle.”

“Oh, yes, of course.” She fluttered like a butterfly, fixing herself, but her eyes kept darting at all the other patrons in the dinner car.

You took a sip of your water, keeping to your little table in a picture of a calm dinner with a chaperone, but your head is as curious as ever, eyes darting over your glass across the people in your vicinity. This little society of first class ticket owners— like characters from a book.

At Mai’s excitement, your eyes reached the princess first. She sat primly off to one of the booths, dainty, wrinkled hands peeking from underneath precious lace and silk, eyes kept to her meal as she speared the fish. You knew it was specially made, as there hadn’t been an option in the menu when the waiter came. Princess Ryu, last of her line, with her secretary in front of her, a woman younger by twenty years from the princess, about forty to fifty, judging by her face and mannerisms. She held a nicely bounded book, one you might buy in the city or exported from some foreign land, with gold embellishments in a language you didn’t recognise.

“Oh, put the book down,” the princess sharply snapped, a whip of a pearl encrusted fan the colour of porcelain. It startled you, but you keep it together, lest you get accused of snooping. “It’s dinner. One shouldn’t read at the dinner table. Honestly.”

Instead of a fitful of apologies on a nervous-stricken woman, her secretary bowed respectfully, setting her book down. “My apologies, your highness.”

“Hmp.”

You bit back a smile, turning to the other patrons. There was that well known radio host, a charming man with a peppy smile stretched taunt on very organised skin, chatting animatedly who you can only assume to be a Catholic priest. A bald, aging man who mutely nodded every now and again, finishing his beef tartare as he politely listened to whatever ‘entrancing’ story the radio host with his boxed Western suit the colour of sand was rambling on.

In the far corner, standing up to move to the bar, a couple. The wife, elegant and precise in her movements, wore a Tomesode as she took her husband’s hand and raised herself in complete poise from her position. You couldn’t help it, staring at them the most.

That could be you, your aunt’s voice pressed, haunting and haughty. Then a shrill, mocking laugh. Oh, but she’s perfect! That’s what you should strive for. Elegant. Poise. Feminine in every aspect where you. . . lack.

You shook your head as the husband gave his wife a gentle kiss on the hand— her head always bowed, almost as if she wasn’t allowed to look at him in the eye — and he sidled up to a chair whilst she walked back to the compartments alone, slow but precise in her movements, chin now raised after yielding complete deference to her husband. Her face was painted perfectly and her smile was poised.

When she met your eye, she smiled gently and you could only mimic in response.

I’m never going to be like her, you think. I don’t ever want to be like her.

She looked like she was built for it. You don’t think you could.

Oh, and the other person.

The last person of note in the first class lounge, a man in a dark blue suit, Western again, with a matching hat. You and Mai had come in late for the dinner hour, and he had already started the night with drinking from your arrival. He had started with two women— both, disappearing after a while to god only knows where — with scandalously scarlet lips and bitter rogues. Their laughter was impertinent and bright, and you were transfixed.

But even more so with the man they positively clung to.

He was too far for your ears to hear what made them burst out in giggles that had the princess scowling, but he seemed. . . plain. Straw blond hair and a carefully pointed jaw. You saw a flash of a hand, a gleam of a watch, and a few times— a nose. But from your position and how he sat just facing a little bit away from you— more of his back and sides than anything else — he seemed ordinary.

“I heard,” Mai started, leaning forward to bring you back to the present. “That the princess is moving, that’s why she’s on the train. She brought many of very nice baubles and bits, things only nobility could ever get and a poor girl could ever dream of, miss. Imagine the sparkles! Worth more than a wage I could ever get working for any house, I’d reckon.”

She leaned forward a bit more, grasping her soup spoon in determined hush hush. “I heard it was because she fell in love. With a commoner. She’s been banished. They let her keep her crown though, as a sign of good faith. Though I don’t know what that meant.”

You bit your lip, trying very hard not to turn to the princess herself in a glaringly obvious way. Instead, you took your glass of water and tempered yourself. “It’s a move that displays sincerity. In this case, of the passing and possible removal of her from the royal line without actually removing her from the royal line. . . But where did you get all of this from?”

“From one of the maids, of course.”

“The train’s?”

“Hmm.”

You blinked, going through your memory. “I didn’t see any of them since we’ve boarded.”

“Oh, they’re here but they’re so very quiet.” Mai sat better, taking her napkin to her lips in a picture of practiced poise. You smiled in pride. “They’ve been trained to be seen and not heard, miss. They said they’d teach me later tonight, some really good hemming when I confessed I wasn’t any good at it.”

“Mhm. Maybe I should get some tips then.”

She blinked owlishly at you. “At hemming, miss?”

You smirked. “At being seen and not heard.”

Mai’s face immediately soured. “Ptooey. You don’t need to, miss. He should love you for who you are. You should always be heard. That’s what you told me. The louder the better.”

You laughed. “I was only joking. And I will be. I promise.”

“I’ll follow you to the ends of the earth, miss.” She leaned forward conspiratorially. “I could even help you with the body.”

“Mai!”

You were a little too loud in your shock, something you couldn’t control, that most of the patrons, even the man attending the bar and the few servants placed flat against the walls in a poise to blend in, all turned to your little table.

Mai, unused to the stares, immediately turned beet red as you cleared your throat, and stood up, whispering, “We should go.”

“Oh, yes, yes of course, miss, lovely dinner!”

Aware of the few continued gazes, you cleared your throat and stood up straighter, falling into line of what the practiced distance is between a lady and her companion, before moving forward.

As soon as you both left the dining car however, you pulled Mai close to you. “What else did you hear from the maids?”

“Hmm, not much, miss. Oh, well that radio host is probably visiting that very rich heiress he’s been courting a while now, very publicly. He’s a mouthy sort.”

“Mhm.” You tried to recall the conversations he was loudly laughing about, noting he did mention a marriage he was pursuing with a ‘mousy sorta lady’, and scrunched your nose. “What else?”

“Well.” Mai pursed her lips, tapping her bottom lip.

The walk back had a bit of length, even if the first class cars were very short, with only a few designated private rooms for the best of the best. But your booked space was at the near tail end, excluding the last two rooms reserved for another patron and one for the train itself. From your little research, it was usually reserved for the owner to personally use for a last minute jockey trip.

The rocking was steady, and the smell of freshly polished red oak and carpet were strong stenches. It was new and glimmering, and it felt like the future.

“The princess is bringing a lot of her things, she’s rented the room next to hers and they said her knight is guarding it,” Mai answered, thoughtfully thinking through her freshly picked up gossip. “I haven’t seen his face, but the maids said they’re delivering the food to him because he’s not allowed to leave it. They say he’s protecting her royal crown, the one she wore for her coronation.”

“Mmmh. Is she allowed to take that?”

Mai shrugged. “Dunno. But she should, shouldn’t she? Because she’s a princess. And it’s her crown.”

It’s more complicated than that, you wanted to voice out, but thought better of it. “And the rooms beside ours?”

“Oh, we’re in between one of the patrons— the guy with the lots of ladies who fawn over him, who I found out he brought from the second class carriage — and the room with the knight.”

“Mmh. Sounds scandalous.”

Mai giggled as you both stopped in front of your room. It was fairly simple with two wide couches on each side, green and velvety plush, with a small table. As she started fixing for tonight’s first sleep in, your eyes are occupied by the light shining underneath the room where the knight and the princess’ supposed treasures.

“It’s a mark,” you muttered to yourself. You wondered about the people you’ve seen in the dinner car, and even a few of the staff that you saw and heard from Mai— eight other patrons, four maids, a bartender, a chef, and a valet — all kept in four cars that occupied the first class suite.

And you wonder.

Why the uneasy and exciting feeling went sparking within you, tangling like two electric currents in anticipation— you shuddered to think what it could mean. So instead, you stepped into the room, Mai’s humming thrilling the small four corners as the train continue on, and wished no bigger surprises in this trip.

   +

    Waking up to a moving train was still a different experience than waking up on solid ground. The movement is lulling as it is something that jerks you awake when it hits a particular rail.

That was how you wake up, a particular bump that shocked you, blinking wildly.

“Ooh, that was a nasty little bump.” Mai’s bright voice woke you up further, humming and moving around the little expanse as she fiddled with the suitcases. She turned to you, smiling at your scowl. “That wasn’t a good greeting was it? Good morning, miss. Breakfast has been rung, but the bellboy— Sato-san — insisted we dine in the dinner car. The views are great, he said. I think we’re passing around mountains! All sorts of rocky cliffs and pretty trees. Your morning bath is prepared here as well, miss. Let’s get you ready.”

Since you were young, your mother had not impressed upon you the need for other ladies’ help in getting ready. It helped with your independence, something your father had merely sighed at when you were growing up. But when his sister had arrived with the upturned gaze of a society lady, her scorn had blended with his, immediately ordering the fix of attitude.

So even when you insisted, Mai forced her hand on practicing her training as a lady’s maid. Tying your ribbons, fixing your hair, and even adding a little colour to your cheeks with something your aunt had insisted upon you wear on the daily

When you finally arrive at the dining car— postures practiced, perfected, and tiring, and stopped before the actual entrance as her highness’ expensive beaded outfit and colourful hat, tilted with three peacock feathers, and dodging that as it twirled in an angry huff.

“I refuse to have breakfast with undesirables,” she huffed, ranting as she walked briskly, her lady in waiting at her very heel. “The company will hear a word from me I tell you!”

You and Mai shared a look as you turn back to the aftermath, all heads turned and awkwardly looking away at the little commotion, sans the man from the bar from before. Corn blond hair now in a powder blue suit, his back was turned, but when he spoke— deep but not too heavy, melodious and quite attractive — it was something that you felt enthralled to listen to.

“Undesirables,” he mused, turning to the dark haired woman— scratch that — women he was sandwiched in. Their perfumes and heavy makeup, sultry gazes and purring nature, were undeniable. They were the very same from yesterday. He lifted her chin as if inspecting her fluttering lashes, mouth tilted.

This was the very first time you actually saw his face, though half of it.

“I dare say, you were very desirable last night, my love. If only she could hear the sweet sounds you were singing.”

Mai flushed pink, the rest of the room coughing as you blinked impercibly. No one, not even the priest half choking on his morning rolls, did not know what that meant.

The husband and wife from last night— the wife in a new kimono and a new glass ornament in her soft, managed hair, flipped a fan to hide her face. 

“And,” the man continued, voice louder this time, as if he was addressing the rest of the room with a simple smile and a honeyed voice. “If the rest of us were more. . . open minded to the status of all, we’d all have a little bit better experience in this godforsaken train.”

When he had turned to look particularly at everyone, your hunch was correct, smiling vaguely at everyone’s awkward disposition as the room began moving on from the show, coughing and muttering it away.

One of the waiter’s approached the two of you, Mai still pink and you still watching the man— something about him was terribly familiar and exotic at the same time, it was on the tips of your fingers and it was frustrating — with a careful posture and a practiced smile.

“Yes, hello, uh, Miss L/N and Miss M-Mai.” He cleared his throat and it made you look at him properly. He was young, freckled, and had a kind face. “Shall I get you the morning set? Traditional breakfast of—”

But you had tune him out again, watching the as the man from earlier stood up, putting on his hat, whilst one of the ladies picked up his gloves and the other his cane, helping him put everything on with casual intimacy, thanking them with a kiss on each cheek, and started exiting, as a first class patron, the wrong way. The other end of the car that was soon to reach the second class cabooses.

When he let them go first, a gentleman of every degree, his eyes met yours. Your staring was unmistakable and this wasn’t the first time you ever got caught, but instead of shrinking or turning away, you met his stare head on.

He tilted his head at you, smile stretched.

You only stared.

Ah. I know who you are now.

   +

   Tsukishima Akiteru. The eldest of the Tsukishima Clan, a bachelor, and considered a wastrel. He was already considered the more subpar substitute to his genius of a younger sibling, already showing signs of incredible calibre at a young age, and when the older Tsukishima had gone on his Expedition across continents, the one only young men were allowed to do without chaperones, while ladies had to fight tooth and nail for, news and rumours of his pursuits and travels had spread across the country.

He left a string of women, mentioned to have been seen in magnanimous parties of magnanimous people of the highest of societies, and the darker ones; heard he collapsed in Hong Kong during the opioid boom, well I heard he was in those… ‘parties’ in the height of Paris. Well I thought—

It went on, a string of shocking events and accomplishments.

It didn’t help that when Tsukishima Kei was officially announced to be the next head after the death of their grandfather, and it was heard that the dying man spent the last of his seconds cursing the older Tsukishima that if he ever dared to take the position, he’d come back alive just to strangle him.

Last you ever actually heard about him was that he was in the same region as your hometown, during a late breakfast with your aunt. She had been intrigued by his supposed charm that had a Russian nobleman bowing, but after a sharp glare from your father, she was changing her tune to telling you to look the other way if you ever see him.

But how are you suppose to look away now, when he’s blocking the door to your own room, lying on the side of it with a friendly smile. You looked and felt like a trapped mouse, the room a vanguard, and the cat just at the exit.

Why did Mai have to talk to the maids now?

Or was he waiting for me to be alone?

“You’re my brother’s fiance, yes?”

Alright, lying is not an option. You fixed your blouse, more than aware of his keen, imploring gaze despite the casual smile. “I’m sorry, but I don’t think this is appropriate. My handmaiden isn’t here and I—”

“— haven’t met my loving younger brother yet, yes, I know.” He cleared his throat, fixing his tie as he tilted his head at the room. “May I?”

You narrowed your eyes, contemplating the rules and etiquette between your future brother in law versus your own curiosities. “Please. Although I do wonder how you know that,” you said as he bowed and made himself comfortable on the opposite seat. “Considering my own fiance hasn’t seen a portrait of myself.”

He stiffened. When he raised his head, you almost smiled at the strain you saw in keeping up his facade. Every bone in your body told you he was more than just the gallivanting, useless older brother he presented himself to be. There was a dangerous undertone to his person.

And everything in your senses kicked to figure it out.

“That’s impossible. Your father must’ve sent at least one.”

You shook your head. “My father is still dealing with the fact that your family might think they’re sending my cousin, who is the actual beauty of the family. She’s the one who would be the perfect match, but alas, she’s already getting married in the spring. Out of love.”

“Mhm. I think you’re selling yourself short, my lady.” He smiled, tantalising and warm.

“And charm won’t get you anywhere with me. What I want to know is why you’re here.”

“The truth?”

“Nothing less.”

He exhaled. “I am here to escort you. To ensure your safety when you arrive at the family estate. Kei is young and his hold on his position is younger. His bride will help strengthen it and I’m here to ensure that.”

You sighed. “I gathered. But really? In the guise of a wanton man?”

He laughed, surprised. “I didn’t realise the future lady of the household would use such crude language.”

You blushed, knowing this was one of your faults and this man was still someone from the same house you were marrying into. “My apologies.”

“Please, you don’t have to. I find it refreshing.”

“I don’t think your brother will.”

He shrugged. “Might help him ease into the role. One of my fears as his darling brother is that he becomes too much like our father. And his father before him. And his father before him.” He adjusted himself, moving his cane around the pads of his palm. “But more than that, I am here to protect you. And at the same time, I hope you make my job easier by keeping your nose where it only belongs.”

“. . . And pray tell, where does my nose belong?”

“Away from curiosities.” He stood up, offering a gloved hand at you. When you took it, he held you strong as you stood up. The space is small enough that you are dwarfed by his presence. His soft hair, kind eyes, and noncommittal smile. “I won’t be able to protect you otherwise, my lady.”

You’ve met many people of all kinds and types, their honesties and secrets.

And there was a part of Tsukishima Akiteru that was lying.

  +

  There was something in the air, in the train, after that encounter with the elder Tsukishima. A nervous, unfound smog that was naked to the eye. There was something happening, underneath the casual dinners and afternoon interactions with your temporary neighbours. Dodging the endless chatter of the radio host and keeping an eye on Akiteru-san had been a little dancing to a tune you were familiar with.

You had even become friends with the wife, known as Sane-san. She was polite but not snobbish, and had complimented you on your tea-making skills.

But the energy is unmistakable. There was something in the air.

And when the princess’ crown had disappeared a day before the train was set to reach the destination, the uproar that it caused nearly brought the train to a stop.

   +

   “It must be one of those whores!” wailed the princess from inside the room she had rented for her valuables as everyone looked on in morbid curiosity. The staff shivered at her booming wails, all lined up for her knight— a tall man with a scar running down his left eye and his sword pulled out — to guard over.

“What happened?” you asked, as Mai tugged you to the commotion.

“The princess’ crown has been stolen, miss, and one of her baubles her-her, uh, the thing.” She shook her own ear.

“Earrings.”

“Yes, that! Oh, and she’s positively roaring, she’s been throwing a fit since. Everyone who works here is trying to calm her down, but her rage is intense and her knight has pulled out his sword. I think we’re going to have blood in the train!”

“Don’t wish so, Mai,” you harshly whispered at her.

“Sorry, sorry.” But she was distracted by it all, as everyone peered into the wide open room full of paintings, a dresser, suitcases and silks spilling out of them.

But your gaze was quickly moved when Tsukishima Akiteru stepped in, clearing his throat as he took off his hat. “They’re not whores, your highness. They were perfectly respectable ladies of the night.”

She spun at his voice, the rage of a thousand men in her eyes that it sprung tears to leak. “You. This is all your fault! I want you dead! Sanjiro!”

Mai blinked. “Dead— ?”

Gasps and shrieks leaked out in the small crowd as the knight pulled his sword and swung right at Akiteru’s neck. At one point, one of the screams was yours. But Akiteru remained completely standing, both of his hands raised with one eyebrow cocked. He faced the knight with a cool look.

“I can solve this for you, your highness.” He addressed her but his eyes were at her knight. Encumbered by the sharp steel on his neck. A few beads of blood popped. “I’m sure you already know my role in the family.”

“The guard dog of the Tsukishima Estate,” Sane-san’s husband, Hatake-san, mumbled.

Akiteru smiled. “Exactly. I clean up people’s messes, more than my own. And I can find you the perpetrator who does deserve the blade. But I won’t be able to if my head rolls before the sun sets. What do you say, your highness?”

She sniffled, scowl still in place. “You have until sundown. But I tell you this, Tsukishima-san. A head will roll before the moon rises. Be it yours or your accursed perpetrator. Better get on it.”

part two.

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nct as songs! any unit or members idk you pick

oooooo okokook this is fun, thank you anon !! <333 i'll do my 127 boys then because i actually have a folder of playlists based on each member (yall hmu if you want em 😳). edit: yep. i went all out with these, couldn't help myself.

taeil: re-bye by akmu. something about taeil screams jazz. he's so classy but also just. plain weird. funky and quirky, kinda awkward but in a sweet and very loveable way. he'll trip over beats, swing notes, hit the wrong chords in an experimental way, but he'll make it sound good. late mornings and brunch at a traditional diner. bitter coffee turned sweet with copious sugar.

johnny: allergic by post malone. maybe it's because of that ig video where he dances to it, but yeah. coming of age, college movie lead in a big blockbuster. charming girls around campus, getting his heart broken all too often, but getting up and walking past like nothing happened. messy math notes, chewed up pencils, chaotic dorm, waking up in the bathtub hungover and not knowing how he got there.

taeyong: subside by eloise. was debating giving this to taeil because it'll be on the playlist for my next taeil fic, but this is totally taeyong. lowkey, soft domestic boyfriend who feeds the neighbour's cats and takes lost puppies under his wing. nothing grand, nothing over the top, just mornings in bed, drowning in the warmth of fresh laundry while the sun spreads its rays across the bedsheets. 

yuta: baka mitai by kazuma kiryu. okay LISTEN, the song fucking slaps even if the memes prevail. this was on the playlist for my vampire yuta fic, and seriously, just imagine: late night drives, city lights, the classic 80s and 90s hits on his squeaky, static-laced radio. classy, elegant, almost kind of traditional, but he brings his own style to it. 

doyoung: love scene by baekhyun. i contemplated putting a more traditional ballad for him, but he's in his e-boy phase and we take those. late nights, black clothes, edgy lil bitch but not in the sense of stealing shopping carts and going for joyrides around empty parking lots. contemplative, dark, moody, quiet. nights spent locked in his room with his mini fridge and projector.

jaehyun: feels like you by faime. he's a fucking heartthrob, that's what he is. simple guitar riff, soft falsetto, dream-like melodies. sweater vests and nice dress shirts, oversized jeans. a first date on the first day of spring: pink skies, picnics in the park, blossoming trees and dancing under the stars. gentle love and soft confessions.

jungwoo: yoru ni kakeru by yoasobi. c'mon. that's him. fun-loving, free-spirited, running wild through the night and reliving his high school days. being scared of being reckless, being scared of getting caught, but doing it all anyways. screaming bloody murder in the backseat of a car while the driver goes 40 over the speed limit.

mark: origami by unlike pluto. another movie protagonist. he's the male lead in a indie summer film that probably involves a scene where he goes cliff diving with his buddies. coming of age, going through the pain of grief and loss, throwing caution to the wind when he comes out of it; enjoying life the way he wants to.

haechan: i shot cupid by stela cole. he's in his rebellious, big boy phase okay. stomping around in combat boots and leather jackets, but you best bet you’ll find him getting all soft and trying on glittery lip gloss. hitching rides on motorcycles after spray painting a giant dick on a mailbox in the middle of the night. flashing neon lights, silver accessories, customized chrome bike accents.

[gucci-slut]

rules.

before requesting:

selca ships will be posted faster than other requests, especially astrological and written ones. 

we are both full-time students and we work, and selca ships are easier and quicker to do

ships will take time to be published 

again, we are both quite busy, so it’s tough to find free time

however, we will definitely get to your request

please be patient 

every ship has an overall aesthetic theme 

for every ship we do, we like to have an overall theme with aesthetic photos of stated idols and other applicable photos

ex: “soft edit edition”

please refer here to look at a list of ideas for themes

themes are not confined by the list, you can state a theme you’d like if it’s not on the list

please state at least 3 possible themes you’d like. some themes are harder to find for some idols. 

when that happens, it usually ends up with us making an edit

if you do not specify some themes, we will pick for you

but please choose some themes, it makes my job easier 

if you want to request more than one category, please separate into different submission pages 

so, it’s easier to organize and track

you can request as many times as you’d like

don’t request the same groups for the same ship

ex: if you already request exo for a selca ship, please do not do it again

you can request the same category with different ships

if you’d like a specific line (hyung, maknae, ot12, 2000′s + below etc.) please specify

not necessary

specific lines will not be considered unless specified 

please specify which nct unit you’d want  

we are count each unit as separate bands  

please do not just ask for ‘nct’

we are trying to limit the work as requests keep coming in, and we’d like to get them out as soon as possible.

people have not be following that rule, and we would appreciate it if a specific unit was addressed. 

eligible for request (written, astrological, disney, playlist, college/hs, vintage, movie, vacation, threads):

boy groups

exo 

super m

bts

got7

seventeen

shinee

super junior 

tvxq

nct 

nct dream

nct 127

nct u 

wayv

big bang

stray kids

monsta x

nu’est

jyj

sf9

pentagon

astro

ateez

ikon

a.c.e

btob

b1a4

day6

girl groups

twice 

red velvet 

blackpink 

sistar

girl’s generation

f(x)

ioi

momoland

mamamoo

exid

apink

gfriend

2ne1

solo artists

dean

jooyoung

jay park 

sam kim 

zion t 

crush 

zico 

sunmi

chungha

e’dawn

hyuna

hoody

dpr live

heize

hyolyn

gray

“akmu”

boa 

“offonoff”

ph-1

somi

eligible for request (mtl ship, reactions/scenarios/blurbs)

boy groups

exo 

bts

super m

nct (any units)

super junior

tvxq

shinee

seventeen

big bang

got7

monsta x

stray kids

day6

girl groups 

red velvet

twice 

blackpink

girl’s generation

f(x) 

sistar 

mamamoo

2ne1

solo artists

dean

jooyoung

jay park 

sam kim 

zion t 

crush 

zico 

sunmi

chungha

e’dawn

hyuna

hoody

heize

hyolyn

boa 

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selca ships: closed

post a minimum of at least one photo of yourself

photos with filters are fine; however, ones without would be preferred

photos where facial features are clear and noticeable are necessary

 selca ships will always be private 

do not worry, we don’t save the photos

privacy means a lot to us, so they’re always going to be private 

maximum of groups: 4 per request.

age is not required, but it helps

if you’d like a specific line (hyung, maknae, ot12, 2000′s + below etc.) please specify

not necessary

specific lines will not be considered unless specified 

any group applicable

even disbanded groups

do not forget to state at least 3 possible themes you’d like (refer to ‘before requesting’)

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written ships: closed

please leave any information you deem necessary in describing your character. traits can be (not limited to/confined by):

personality attributes 

MTBI

hobbies 

likes/dislikes

personality cons

ideal types 

goals/dreams

daily routine

favorites 

etc.

maximum groups: 3 per request

no maximum length to what you can write 

but, something less than a page would be appreciated 

do not forget to state at least 3 possible themes you’d like (refer to ‘before requesting’)

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bbcss/gbcss ships: closed

from the information and groups you requested, we will ship you with idols under each category.

bbsss - boyfriend, best friend, secret admirer, crush, sibling

gbsss - girlfriend, best friend, secret admirer, crush, sibling

post at least one photo of yourself 

please specify if you’d like it to be private 

do not worry, we do not save any of the photos

a brief explanation of your personality 

not necessary, but is helpful

maximum groups: 2 per request

any group applicable

idols chosen can also be randomized - please specify if so

also state if you’d prefer male idols, female idols, or both

do not forget to state at least 3 possible themes you’d like (refer to ‘before requesting’)

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playlist ships: closed

we ship you with an idol from a requested group, and we create a playlist for you 

we also give an explanation for the idol chosen 

+ a small blurb 

the playlist will compose of songs that we fill would describe the relationship and the personalities of each of you

information that is need:

 an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details)

likes/dislikes 

favorites 

hobbies 

ambitions/dreams

this one is not necessary, but could be beneficial to us

genre of music you dislike/like 

also not necessary, as we kind of implemented this ship to introduce (possibly) new music to people

but you can pinpoint some genres you’d like us to stay clear from or focus on

maximum groups requested: 1

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disney ships: closed 

we place you in a disney movie based on your information, and describe your disney life in accordance to the request groups. 

ex: your disney movie would be sleeping beauty and you requested nct127. you are aurora, your prince philip would be jaehyun, your maleficent would be haechan, etc.

we also give a small synopsis as to why we made those decisions, and why each person is said character. 

information that is needed: 

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details)

photos (if you’d like)

maximum groups: 2

the idols chosen can also be random

if you’d like a random disney ship please specify

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idol life ships: closed

based on the information you give us, we will give you a synopsis of your life as an idol. 

e.g. what company you are in, your position, your secret boyfriend, your scandal, etc.

includes small playlist of types of music and songs your group would similarly “create

small look book of fashion, make up, and hair styles you would adorn

information that is needed:

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details)

photos (if you’d like)

age (if you’d like)

no groups need to be requested. 

all idols chosen will be handpicked by us 

however, you can suggest 1-2 groups, and we might incorporate idols from that group

please state if you’d prefer to be shipped with a female idol, male idol, either, or none.

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k-drama ships: closed

in this ship, we will place you in your own k-drama. we will place you in a new setting, genre, and idols that would be in your own drama. we will give you the run down of how the show will play out. 

includes a small playlist of your drama’s “soundtrack”

note, we are not placing you in a already existing drama 

however, we will include titles of dramas that we find are similar to the concoction we have created, as a form of “recommendation.”

information needed:

an explanation of your personality 

likes/dislikes

favorites 

hobbies 

dreams/fears 

photos (if you’d like)

age (if you’d like)

no groups need to be requested 

all idols chosen will be handpicked by us 

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kingdom life ships: closed

we give you a synopsis of how your life would be in a kingdom era and the idols that would appear in your life

ex: time period, location, you’re a princess, and the prince you’re arranged to marry is jaehyun (nct), but you are in love with the rival kingdom’s prince, jin (bts)

information needed:

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details)

photo (if you’d like)

age (if you’d like)

no groups need to be requested 

all idols chosen will be handpicked by us 

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college/hs life ships: closed

we give you a brief explanation of your life in college, or high school and the shenanigans that ensue with the idols involved. 

e.g. your locker buddy, your seniors, your secret admirer, who asks you to prom, your roommate, who invites you to parties, one night stand, drinking buddy, study buddy, etc.

information needed:

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details)

photo (if you’d like)

please specify which you’d prefer: college or high school 

maximum groups: 1

idols chosen can also be picked at random

please specify if you’d like it to be random

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life ships: closed

we give you a brief synopsis of your life and the idols that are involved in in it.

e.g. your neighbor, your schoolmate, your best friends, your fiancé, unrequited love, your husband, your soulmate, job, where you end up living, wedding, etc.

information needed:

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details)

photo (if you’d like)

maximum groups: 1 

idols chosen can also be picked at random 

please specify if you’d like it to be random

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party/club ships: closed

we give you a brief synopsis of a party/club you attend and the idols that are also at that party

e.g. invites you, who’s party is it, dances with you, buys you a drink, hits on you, who jumps on the table, dances on the strip pole, etc.

you may specify a particular setting if you’d like:

halloween party, frat party, kickback, pool party, etc or just a generic party/club setting

information needed: 

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details) 

photo (if you’d like) 

maximum groups: 3  

idols chosen can also be picked at random

please specify if you’d like it to be random

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vacation ships: closed

we give you a brief synopsis of your vacation time with the idols involved

e.g. invites you to their vacation plan, where you guys go, airplane buddy, hotel roommate, the activities you guys go in, flirts, confesses, etc

information needed:

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details) 

what season you’d prefer for your vacation (spring, summer, autumn, winter)

photo (if you’d like) 

maximum groups: 1

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vintage ships: closed

based on the information given, we will place you in a time period and give you a brief synopsis of your life there with idols

e.g. the 50s, a greaser who likes you, your outfit, the marine who asks you out, a mini playlist of songs of that era that suit your story etc.

 information needed: 

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details) 

photo (if you’d like) 

maximum groups: 1  

idols chosen can also be picked at random please specify if you’d like it to be random

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mood board ships: closed

we pair you with an idol from the requested group you are most compatible with and create a mood board for you 

we also explain why we paired you with them

specify any information you find important and want:

photos

personality explanation

favorites

likes/dislikes

etc 

not all information stated above is necessary, but personality aspect along with favorites, likes, and dislikes are very helpful

picking a theme is highly important here

maximum groups: 1

any group applicable

can ask for a “random mood board ship” as well

we will pick a random idol of our choosing that we thing suits you best

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movie ships: closed

a quick ship where you give us a group, and we ship you with two guys. In addition, we give you a list of recommendations of movies, and a brief scenario where we place you and one of the idols in a movie setting.

information needed:

an explanation of your personality (look at the written ship rules if you'd like some examples of key personality trait details) 

optional: film genres you like and dislike, and your favorite movies. mostly so we have a feel of what you like.

maximum groups: 1

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name ships pt.1: closed

based on your name, its meaning, and its history, we will ship you with an idol 

no other information is necessary

any group is applicable 

maximum groups: 5 per request.

do not forget to state at least 3 possible themes you’d like (refer to ‘before requesting’)

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name ships pt. 2: closed

for each letter of your name, we will recommend you a song starting with that letter

the only information we need is your name, and optionally, music genres you like and dislike

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astrological ships: closed

please leave information needed:

 astrological information 

sun, moon, mercury, venus, mars

brief explanation of your personality 

natal charts screenshots and juno/ceres are not required, but highly recommended

do not forget to state at least 3 possible themes you’d like (refer to ‘before requesting’)

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random selca ships: closed

any information you want that would be helpful:

photo

name

small biography of yourself 

we will ship you with the first idols that pops into our head.

shipped with 2-3 idols.

please state if you prefer a female idols, male idols, or both.

mind you, it will probably be limited to the groups/solo artists we know more about. 

do not forget to state at least 3 possible themes you’d like (refer to ‘before requesting’)

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most-to-least likely to (mtls) ships: closed

a most-to-least likely list of band members that we find you would be most compatible with.

maximum groups: 2

information needed:

a brief description of your personality

photos of yourself that are not too altered by filters.

other information we might find helpful

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most-to-least likely to (mtls): closed

mostly anything can be asked for 

we are allowed to decline if we don’t feel comfortable writing for it.

we’ll let you know if decline it

mtls are only opened to nct, exo, shinee, bts, red velvet, seventeen, and got7 at the moment

I will update to other groups in the future

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blurbs/scenarios/reactions: open

essentially the same rules as mtls.

for a personal scenario, please provide information about yourself that you think is important, similar to info. in the written ships. 

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threads: open

ask any scenario/subject of your choosing

hate to be redundant, but it’s similar to the mtl rules.

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mood boards: open

different from mood board ships

specify an idol of your choosing and a theme for it

themes can range an aesthetic such as pink

or a subject such as: “(insert idol/group) as Slytherin” 

or a subject such as: “sugar daddy! au (insert idol here)”

any idol is applicable

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icons/header/lockscreen edits: open

specify which one you’d like

1 idol per request 

any idol applicable 

example of possible aesthetic themes:

soft pink 

peach 

cool palette 

soft edit 

sparkle 

etc.

you do not have to specify a theme, it simply optional

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other edits: open

specify a form of edit you’d like

ex: polaroid edit, soft edit, fake instagrams etc. 

any idol applicable 

limited to photo edits for the time being

[star-eyes-sunshine]

tag game

@lovelyhoonie tagged me for this soo eyyyy (thanks ash!! i haven’t done a tag in years lol)

i tag: @peachypjm​ @untalkativedreamer i need more kpop fans to talk to more frequently so if you’re interested, please message me :’)))))

nicknames: kat, sometimes people call me “hey, you!”

zodiac sign: aquarius yo

height: 4′11 or 150cm :’)))))

age: 19 but i literally look like i’m 12

time: 10:44 pm when i finished the entire tag and went back to this question

fave kpop artists: svt is my ultimate, and i love pledis artists in general. i also really love gfriend, astro, mamamoo, and akmu. i’m less into kpop and more into other korean music tbh

non kpop favs: tessa violet 100% go check out her recent single crush because it’s A++. i love will jay, mxmtoon, adib sin. and technically korean but not in the kpop genre, i really love the feel of 10cm, vanilla acoustic, standing egg, moonmoon, ra.d, urban zakapa, etc... send me your favorites please because i need more artists to listen to!!

song stuck in my head: i just finished editing an english cover of i just by red velvet and that took a few hours

last movie I saw: princess diaries!!

last thing I googled: [SCHOOL NAME REDACTED] housing floor plan

other blogs: @pxstel-pxpers (my langblr/studyblr that i always forget to update lol help me)

do I get asks: rarely :’) i see a lot of my mutuals in my activity but a lot of them, we mutually never talk either

why I chose my username: hong has star eyes and he is my sunshine

following: 544 with a lot of them being blogs i followed back in like 2012 and are no longer active :’))))

average amount of sleep: uh... not sure i really don’t know when i fall asleep

lucky number: 3

what I’m wearing right now: shorts and a tank top

dream trip: two months around the world, visiting a lot of different countries. no real plan but just experiencing the places when i get there

dream job: honestly i would love to be a musician and sing for people for the rest of my life but that’s so unrealistic and so hard to achieve lol

fave food: love me some good quality sushi

play any instruments: i can play piano, guitar, and uke

fave songs: GO CHECK OUT MOON,12:04 AM BY OFFONOFF

play any sports: lmao what

hair color: black

eye color: dark brown

most iconic song: fix you by coldplay but specifically the first line

languages: grew up with english and tagalog. of the languages i know, those are the only ones that i can actually comfortably speak in. i’d say that i can decently read standard chinese (but only speak in mandarin) and korean. help me decide on what language to try working on next :’))))

random fact: i’m ambidextrous~

describe yourself as an aesthetic: my goal in life is to reach a state where i give off a soft aesthetic, like 

[bellaloona]

KPOP BIGGER TAG!

Tagged by @shineekeylover, thank you~

the title is no joke, this is gonna take me 3000 years to write bc of all the questions

edit: wow it really did take that long

also still trying to study for finals pray for me

1.) 5 favorite groups? - EXO, SNSD, Red Velvet, DAY6, LOONA

2.) Top 5 on your bias list? - Yixing, Hani, Sooyoung, Key, Kino (well the order changes a lot but the top 3 are solid)

3.) Ult Bias group and why you love them? - EXO were the first k-pop boy group that I got into, and even though many, many groups caught my interest after them, my love for EXO hasn’t gone down over time. I loved almost all of their songs from the first listen and they were the first group that I went out of the way to look up variety programs and get to know personality-wise. I don’t know I think it’s a combined thing of just having really cool music, funny and attractive members, and sentimental value that makes EXO stand out to me. :)

4.) Ult Bias and why you love them? - I’ve said this before but Yixing stood out to me since Call Me Baby (well he stood out to everyone back then bc the blond hair was a Look)! I love his little dimples and his really sweet personality. And his morals are so strong (I was completely done for when I watched the first season of Go FIghting ;-;) and don’t forget he’s so talented at literally everything. But the biggest thing is that he’s just a really caring guy, whether it’s toward the other members, his GF castmates, the 99 trainees from Idol Producer, he just cares for everyone so much and it’s very heartwarming. Also, my mom likes him and that’s pretty cool

5.) Favorite Kpop Meme - no one is ever going to top starbucks hyungwon and that’s a fact

6.) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one) - I don’t HAVE any pics of yixing saved (bc I only save the finest of memes on my phone and he’s just not the memeiest guy) but there’s a blog called @happyzyx that’s just dedicated to pictures of him smiling and every new pic they post is the best pic!

7.) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs - BTS - Spring Day, BTOB - Movie, IU - 23, LOONA/Heejin - ViVid, Red Velvet - Red Flavor(as you can see I love pretty colors!)

8.) 10 Favorite Kpop songs? - ohhh boy this list is going to be different from the other one but I guess in no particular order: SNSD - I Got A Boy, 2NE1 - Gotta Be You, BTOB - Movie, Shine - Pentagon, Hyolyn feat. Changmo - Blue Moon, Say Wow - DAY6, LOONA/Kimlip & Jinsoul - Love Letter, Forever - EXO, Song Ji Eun - Don’t Look At Me Like That, Girls’ Day - Expectation

9.) Favorite Kpop crack video? - anything that valentae makes

10.) Favorite content creator within the fandom? - oooo ok so I just started following them recently and they’re loona/multifandom but @boratanical makes really cool graphics!

11.) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of? - EXO, SNSD, LOONA, DAY6....NCT and Red Velvet on some days

12.) Take your top 3 biases- fmk - uhhhhh m - Hani, f - yixing, lovingly leave alone and not kill - sooyoung

13.) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?  - baekhyun i am free on thursday if you would like to hang out on thursday

14.) If you could date any idol, who? - tbh none of them, I just want to be everyone’s friend

15.) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to? - Verse 2 - JJ Project, I cant believe you guys let that masterpiece flop

16.) Are you a soft or a hard stan? - I said I was 95% soft and I stand by that!

17.) An idol that makes you go into soft mode? - (g)-idle’s yuqi :(((( and by default, any idol that’s younger than me, they’re all my adopted sons and daughters

18.) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch? - ong seongwoo and doyoung >:(

19.) Favorite vocalist? - AKMU’s Suhyun!!!! Her voice is so precious and soothing to listen to~

20.) Favorite Rapper? - Yoongi because not only is he an amazing rapper but I love his lyrics, also CLC’s Yeeun

21.) Favorite dancer? - NCT’s Ten

22.) Things you have in common with your ult? - we care about people a lot...and we’re Chinese.........we’re not that similar lol

23.) The most beautiful trait any idol can have? - physically, a nice smile. Personality-wise, I’d say openmindedness?

24.) Songs that will always make you jam along? - PENTAGON’S SHINE IS THAT SONG!!!!

25.) Your worst wrecker?  - see question 18

26.) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to? - SHINee World in LA last spring :’)

27.) Favorite choreo? - as of right now, UNB - Feeling, like that is a piece of art right there

28.) Favorite live performance? - that one BTS Go Go performance with all the hearts in it, that was cute 💕

29.) Favorite debut mv? - Seventeen - Adore U!!!!!

30.) Recommend a rookie group! - stan A.C.E you fools (also Stray Kids, Golden Child, UNI.T, UNB, Good Day, and of course, LOONA but I’m not even sure if they classify as rookies at this point)

31.) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life? - CLC - Pepe

32.) Tag some cute mutuals you’d like to get to know better (and to do this challenge)! - hhhhh ok @yuniixoxo, @fatheartnut, @taenhoona, @sugassugarbaby98, @chunghart, & @therosiestpeach if you guys want to 💕

[chuum]

Happy Birthday Gongchan! (warning: long post)

The time has finally come for me to make my long post about Gongchan. Like, look. If it weren’t for Channie I wouldn’t have this blog…. and a lot of things would have never happened to me.. 

I made all of the Gifs in this post so please credit me if you want to use some ^_^

Alright so I guess I’ll start with my history with B1A4 and specifically Gongchan. (and kpop overall)

In seventh grade (I’m in tenth now) I listened to a lot of groups- Got7 just debuted at the time, BTS was new, boyfriend and UKISS (WITH KEVIN RIP) and AKMU. 2NE1 and F(x) and so on and so forth. The thing here is that I never actually stanned. I knew all of the members but I only knew their name and what they sounded like. This was all until I was introduced to my first variety show- ASFY. At the time the MC’s were Kangin (Super Junior), Sungjae (BTOB), and Amber (F(x)). The show was really funny, and I realized that there was more to kpop than just the music. I started digging a bit and slowed down. (LOL). In ninth grade I made my tumblr account and returned to actually stanning and realized how much I missed over my eighth grade year. B1A4 was a group I listened to but didn’t obsess over until @shin-dingdong-woo told me about tumblr. 

That’s when I fell in love with B1A4 and didn’t only listen to their music, but also loved the members.

And you know what’s a crazy coincidence? Gongchan became an MC for ASFY in like season 4.. xD 

Gongchan Background

Basic profile for you to know: (From KPOP Profiles)

(A photocard set I made, you can have it if you want))

Stage Name: Gongchan (공찬) Birth Name: Gong Chan Shik (공찬식) Position: Lead Dancer, Vocalist, Visual/Face of the Group, Maknae Birthday: August 14, 1993 Zodiac sign: Leo Height: 181 cm (5’11”) Weight: 60 kg (132 lbs) Blood Type: A Birthplace: Jeollam Suncheon, South Korea Twitter: @b1a4_gongchan Instagram: @gongchanida Gongchan facts: – If B1A4 were a family, he would be the youngest sibling. – He’s good with fan service. – Out of all the B1A4 members he is the best at Math. – Because of his shyness during trainee days his hyungs thought that he is “chic”. – Even though he is the youngest, he has a mature side due to being the oldest sibling of his family. So he takes good care of his hyungs despite his age. – Currently studying at Seoul School of Performing Arts. – In 2015, Gongchan became a new MC on the fourth season of KBS A Song For You, along with f(x)’s Amber and Super Junior’s Kangin. – Gongchan said that he is left-handed while the others are right-handed. – Gongchan is really close with VIXX’s Hongbin, they once filmed Celebs Bromance together. – Gongchan’s ideal type is a cute person, cool, but who has a lot of aegyo. He said he never dated before.

Some extra background from me

He does a lot of aegyo. A lot. Too much.

He’s really scared of the box game.

He is the master of rock paper scissors.

He’s a gamer.

He loves his fans. His profile picture was fanart for a long time. (Prob still is lol)

B1A4 ‘s name is based on blood type, four of the members have type A, Gongchan included.

He’s really good at animal impersonations. I like the seal its so cute xD

He can chug coke. ;-;

He has a beautiful soft voice that is really under appreciated. 

Voted best in the group for girl group dances :P

His Voice

You rarely ever hear it in the songs so here are some times that the group allowed us to appreciate him. (He also performed in ASFY)

Smile

Too Much (duet with Sandeul)

Shabang Shabang 

Are You Happy?

This Time Is Over 

My all time favorite The Manual by Eddy Kim cover

B1A4 sweet girl perfomance where you can see him clearly

Solo day perfomance where you can see him clearly

Dazzling Dazzling live

B1A4 bigbang song performance where you can see him clearly

CHANNIE MY BABY YOU CAN SEE HIM HERE SINGING

ok im tired lol

Fancams and Edits- not many cause theyre underappreciated

Sweet girl performance

Step by step at fanmeeting

Hillarious….

Shows

He was on a diving show

He’s an MC on a song for you

He showed up with Hongbin in Celeb Bros

B1A4 was in happy together and was in dream team and is actually great at sports

He shows up in a lot of variety shows I’m just lazy but those are my fav!

MVs

I thought it was really funny how he always shows up in girl group music videos. (I mean he is gorgeous.)))

LIar Liar and Piano Man personal favs

He was even in a webdrama about a small restaurant and the main character cooked meals based on his feelings for different people

It’s called delicious love lol

And now that’s the background info, here are the reasons to love him:

He’s absolutely stunning. He’s just a beautiful human being alright.

His sweet voice ^ as mentioned

At first people used to complain that he didn’t get many lines- apparently he asked to not get many lines because he wasnt confident in his singing abilities.

His back hugs @_@

My final message: Happy Birthday to this beautiful, talented, first bias of mine. We love you very much and good luck on your upcoming comeback!!! 

[emeraldbabygirl]

Adding to this list:

Gon from Vanner

Taehwan from Vanner

Ahxian from Vanner

HYESEUNG CAN COME GET THESE KITHES UWU HIM BABY BOY

Gon from Argon

Jaeun from Argon

Kain from Argon

All of Great Guys especially Daddy Dongin

Leeteuk from Super Junior

I can’t believe I’m saying this because they seem like soft babies, but I did say Taeyong, Jun and Byeongkwan so might as well, Rubin, Jinwoo and BC from 1team. I am sorry 😔

Dean

San.E

Irene

Suhyun from AKMU

Momoland’s Hyebin And Yeonwoo and Ahin (I’m sad that Yeonwoo and Taeha have left Momoland. I hope Daisy comes back or something)

9Muses and History can always step on me anytime and anywhere. I don’t care if you’re from a group that disbanded I’m still inviting you to step on me please and thanks

I never post about Exo so Sehun and Chanyeol I’m inviting you to break my fucking nose thank you

Please forgive me, I wanna fight ATHOTCHI YUTO and when I lose can he just step on my throat. Help

2NE1 are the queens of being invited to step on me

Tbh all of Mamamoo and I haven’t even watched Hip yet

Bae Jinyoung. All I’m asking is for him to step on me. Nothing more, nothing less

Seungwoo from Victon hi Daddy, how are you?

Hangyul what’s good?

All of UNIQ but I’ll wait til Wenhan heals properly (Fuck that reality show it’s killing people literally)

Kogyeol and Jinhoo of UP10TION. I’m sorry, the thot infected my UP10TION brain ;( I want them both to T-pose on me as my rib cage shatters from the pressure

All my Daddies and Moms can not only step on me but also choke me out. I want Hwasa’s pretty hands wrapped around my throat as she cuts off my air supply

Lee Sang’s Lady backup dancer to the right

Jian’s backup dancer also to the right uwu

Remember children, pics or it didn’t happen. I promise they are hot. Also one of Teen Teen’s backup dancers is mad cute and that feels like a sin.

Also, it has come to my attention that I should edit out Sulli’s name (because apparently the act of wanting someone to step on you is inappropriate if they passed. Well I want George Washington to step on me and I won’t change my opinion on that. But since I didn’t want hate I took her out.) She pops up on this reblog but not on the original post and I don’t know why.

Because of recent, but not so recent now since I’ve put this off, comebacks here’s a list of idols that I want to step on me uwu. This list will be added to when necessary:

Sunmi and all her backup dancers

Chungha and all her backup dancers, especially the guy with the long hair in the snapping mv. Can I pull his hair while he- OH GOD HE HAS TATTOOS

G-idle’s Soojin

Ailee

All of Twice

All of BlackPink, especially Jennie

All of CLC

The whole of VAV

Jun and Byeongkwan from A.C.E

Saturday’s Sion

Wyatt from ONF

All of KARD

All of EXID

Lee Hi

Hyorin

Mijoo from Lovelyz

Yuju, SinB and Sowon of Gfriend

Tiffany

Miso

Doyeon from Weki Meki

NCT’s Taeyong

All of MAP6

Changkyun

Somi

All of Girls Generation

Sulli

GWSN can all step on me please

Itzy’s Yeji

Ladies’ Code

Queen Onda, Mia, E:U and Aisha from Everglow

Fuck it, AB6IX, because reasons. I’ll post the reason soon uwu

Bonus: Hwasa and Wonho can “crush my entire skeletal system between their thighs”

Most of this list is the outcome of what happened when I got caught up on comebacks and connects to the posts where idols were “taking my pants” uwu

[attickit]

same 92.

Tagged by sweetbeans @yoo-kihyuuns and @sleepyw0ns.

I had answered one recently so kind most would have the same answers. Let’s get going!

LAST 1. Drink: Tap water. I wish I had tea tho. 2. Phone call: Rims. She calls me a lot...  3. Text message: Junsey. 4. Song you listened to: AKMU, Re-bye. 5. Time you cried: No idea... 6. Dated someone twice: ye 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Have been kissed and regretted. still gross thinking about it.Yeet. 8. Been cheated on: no one seems to dare try. 9. Lost someone special:  Haven’t we all? 10. Been depressed: Still am. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up:  gotton drunk yes. Throw up because of it, no. I am a bad example kids. grow up first to your legal age then drink...

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:  12-14. Blues, reds and soft browns

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yip. 16. Fallen out of love: nah. 17. Laughed until you cried: only and always about whoseline and also occasionally the funny pic. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes. lets not relive it.  19. Met someone who changed you: ye 20. Found out who your friends are: ye 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list:  no in heck way.

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of’vem. 23. Do you have any pets: Nope. unless kai counts 24. Do you want to change your name: I... I think I’m good... 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: no rememberance of that 26. What time did you wake up: 7.20 am. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading fanfic and also trying to study. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: escape from this mortal coil.  so like im waiting for exams to be over. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: uuuuuuh... 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my existance, my whole. my health 31. What are you listening right now:  the news on the tv. more white noise really... 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeep 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my continuous existance that i am still here. examinations. 34. Most visited Website: the Tumbs 35. Elementary: primary school right? so yes. 36. High School: secondary school. yes. 37. College: currently in a polytechnic which is tertiary so uh still there. 38. Hair color: brown, dark. 39. Long or short hair: shoulder length 40. Do you have a crush on someone: one... i hate myself... 41. What do you like about yourself: refer to above  42. Piercings: none 43. Bloodtype: I dont remember 44. Nickname: I’ll give you five: Jins, Jinnie, Princey, Yuyu and Shini(42) 45. Relationship status: aaaaaaal baaaaaaa maaaaasylf. 47. Pronouns:  he, him, his and all that jazz~ 48. Favorite TV Show: I’ll give you five: BBC Doctor Who, Pushing Daisies, Brooklyn Nine-nine, BBC Sherlock, BBC Merlin. 49. Tattoos: I would like one but currently no. 50. Right or left: Righteo ma friend. 51. Surgery: ye. 52. Piercing: i feel a sense of dejavu coming along 53. Sport:  cycling and tennis. 55. Vacation: only been to neighbours but wanna go further 56. Pair of trainers: Nikes.

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: not one to really eat on time but i love dumplings, fishes and beefs. i aint to vegetarian... 58. Drinking:  not currently but i really would like that tea... i want milk too... 59. I’m about to: edit a shmuck 61. Waiting for: death to claim my soul my phone to charge. 62. Want: mr grim please get along faster food. 63. Get married: Prolly not but depends 64. Career: am student. anything with music/sound ples 65. Hugs or kisses: dependent on the body 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: smol is good. tol is good. personally i like tol 68. Older or younger: older. some one to take care of me well maturely really. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach?: good tums strong arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive who knows when to be loud or quiet. 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship please 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: *shrugs* 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: ye 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: lost the glasses. not that i need em. 77. Turned someone down: quite a few times 78. Sex in the first date:  nope no please no 79. Broken someones heart: ye 80. Had your heart broken: romantically no 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: not that i remember but recent ones, not at all 83. Fallen for a friend: yes... killmeplssweetdeathtakemeaway 84. Yourself: why should i? 85. Miracles: dependent on situation 86. Love at first sight: connection and familiarity at first meeting 87. Santa Claus: not anymore 88. Kiss in the first date: not really 89. Angels:  i just need mine to please do their job...

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: what constitutes as a best friend? I’ll say Rima cause if not I am gonna get killed for not doing so. 91. Eyecolor: deep brown. 92. Favorite movie: I’ll give you three: Kiki’s delivery service, Hacksaw Ridge, Twenty.

[good-morningjen]

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1.)Nicknames: Jen, Jenny, Henny, Farm 2.)Gender: female 3.)Zodiac Sign: Scorpio 4.)Height: around 5'2" (158cm I believe?) 5.)Time: 11:25am 6.)Birthday: November 10 7.)Favorite Bands: ToppDogg, Hotshot, Day6, Twenty One Pilots, Pierce The Veil, AKMU, alt-J, The 1975 8.)Favorite Solo Artists: Troye Sivan, Lana Del Rey, tomppabeats, Zella Day 9.)Song Stuck In My Head: Safari-J Balvin 10.)Last Movie I Watched: Everything Before Us 11.)Last Show I Watched: Strong Woman Do Bong Soo 12.)When Did I Create My Blog: idk probably in like 2015 or something 13.)What Do I Post: I post my edits sometimes, but mainly reblog music related stuff, occasionally issues revolving around the latinx/LGBT community 14.)Last Thing I Googled: Pedro Paramo 15.)Do You Have Any Other Blogs: I’m a part of this group blog called @toppklassunited ^^ 16.)Do You Get Asks: nah not really, but we do get a few on the TKU blog 17.)Why Did You Choose Your URL: i couldn’t come up with anything creative so I was looking through some song titles and stumbled upon “goodmorningme” by tomppabeats, so I changed “me” to “jen” and put the dash in because “goodmorningjen” was taken 18.)Following: 168 (ohdear) 19.)Followers: 267 20.)Favorite Colors: almost any shade of blue 21.)Average Hours of Sleep: I’d say,, maybe 5 probably? 22.)Lucky Number: nah 23.)Instruments I Can Play: i used to play a bit of guitar,, 24.)What I’m Wearing: flannel and shorts 25.)How Many Blankets Do I Sleep With: 1 26.)Dream Job: probably a video game developer or something with editing 27.)Dream Trip: either Seoul or Tokyo~ 28.)Favorite Food: i reaalllly like waffles lmao, pero i lowkey got a soft spot for tacos de barbacoa/carne asada 29.)Nationality: American (family’s from Mexico tho) 30.)Favorite Song At The Moment: All Eyez On Me-ToppDogg

Hmm, I don’t know man. If you wanna do it, then say I tagged you lmao~