#akaashikeiji x reader

[greypoth0ts]

Always here.

characters: Akaashi Keiji

genre: fluff, comfort, love.

been awhile since I wrote anything! too busy with work but I decided to write something about keiji today. enjoy!!

As the year end approaches, your schedule is packed with meetings with parents, year end reports and all these other changes.

Keiji has been with you since you started teaching. He knows the kind of madness that ensues when you approach the year end. You barely get any sleep whilst trying to churn out reports. Going to work extra early, having trouble falling asleep because of all the thinking and anxiety that you're troubled with.

Whenever you are editing or completing your reports, Keiji would sit by the bedside, reading his book, unwinding and keeping a look out for you. He knows that he can't help with your reports but he just wants to be close. He wants to be able to help whenever he can. Even though he gets carried away reading his book from time to time, he occasionally looks up and rubs your back.

"is there anything I can do for you babe?" - Keiji asks.

"mmm..." you typed furiously on your laptop.

He knows you can't multi task and won't be able to reply him. But he assures you anyway.

"I love you! You're doing amazing." he gently assured, still rubbing your back. He looks in your way, waiting for a reaction.

It took you awhile to realise the love of your life was talking to you. You stopped. You dropped everything you were doing to go next to him.

"I love you too, Keiji. Thank you for being patient. You wrap your hands around his neck Thank you for being here with me and for me."

You lay next to him.

"you need to complete your reports, don't you babe?" he questioned.

"nah, my reports can wait. I can do it tomorrow. Nothing else could ever compare to spending time with you. And if it is what we have for now, I'll take it. Work can wait. Time with Keiji can't." you assured him.

You lay on his chest as he planted a kiss on your forehead. Keiji rubbed your back till you fell asleep.

[akaashirabu]

serenity • akaashi keiji (Pt. 4)

The Tokyo sky was in a beautiful color of orange and the quiet girl can't help but admire it. She likes sunsets and now she just badly want to go home and draw but here she was stuck with her dumbass brother.

"Hey F/N, when I told you this morning that you should make new friends, I didn't mean make new boy friends!" her brother nags.

F/N looked at him weirdly. "Stop saying it like that, you're making it sound weird and they're not my friends."

"Well, to you they're not but by the way that one dude talks to you earlier, he certainly thinks you are friends." —— "I know how boys think so I suggest you not get closer to them." He continues to nag.

F/N rolls her eyes at his brother; acting like an overprotective brother at a time like this is unnecessary.

"Say Nii-san, you do realize we can just lie to mom about taking me around the city and go home already right?" she says, totally tired of putting up with his idiot of a brother.

"Hey don't change the subject! And no, we can't go home yet. I need to go to the game store and buy something."

F/N can't help but scowl. Of course that was his motive after all.

They arrived at the Game Store and she watched her idiot brother tremble in excitement.

"Hurry up and get it, I really want to go home now, nii-san." she groaned

"Okay okay, wait for me here." he says and rushed to get inside.

F/N was left standing outside the store, observing her surroundings. Tokyo sure is on a whole different level than Miyagi, so many people are passing by and she sighs thinking that she will probably never get use to this new scene. It's so...chaotic.

She looked back at the store to check if her brother is done when someone bumped into her, making her slightly lose her balance.

"Ah...gomen." the person says quietly and bowed his head.

F/N didn't had a chance to reply since the person's attention was already back on his PSP and was already walking away.

She didn't even saw his face, only his weird blonde hair with black roots. F/N just shrugged, at least he apologized.

The following day F/N walked up to class quietly, no one was paying attention to her arrival and she really liked it.

However, it was immediately cut off by a certain bubbly girl calling for her.

"Ohayo, F/N-chan!" she greeted.

She sighs. Too loud early in the morning.

Taking a sit next to her bubbly seatmate, F/N just gave her a nod to acknowledge her greeting. She's not really in the mood for a conversation with her to be honest.

Miichan though, seems to not get it and continues to talk to her. Something about  a theater play and how she really wanted to watch. F/N wasn't getting anything out of it though.

While Miichan continues to talk, F/N felt someone was staring at her and she was right; she took a peak at her side and locked eyes with a dude who had a long face and looks mature for a first year student. As soon as the dude realized he has been caught staring, he looked away with a flustered face.

F/N went back to looking at her notebook and pen, ignoring what just happened.

"Hey F/N-chan, are you still listening to me?" Miichan asked.

She nodded even though she hasn't been listening at all.

"Oh anyway have you decided on what club are you joining?"

"Don't think I'll be joining one." she answers.

"but you need to have one, it's actually on the school rules you know, that you have to join a club." Miichan stated.

The timid girl rested her chin on her hand, thinking of how it's a pity she need to join one. She was honestly looking forward to casually going to the library and draw everyday after school.

"I'm actually in the Acting Club, maybe you can join us!" Miichan excitedly says.

"No. Thanks." F/N immediately turned her down. Acting Club is definitely a drag. She didn't want to converse with people let alone act with them on plays or whatever.

Miichan pouted. "So what do you have in mind? Cooking? Photography?"

F/N shaked her head no.

"How about sports?"

Do I even look like someone who plays a sport?

F/N sighed. "Arts, is there an Art club?"

"Oh yeah you're good at drawing, I forgot." Miichan chuckled. "Yes, I think we have one."

F/N didn't say anything afterwards. Oh that reminds her, she had to ask her something.

"Uhh Miyazaki-san, did you perhaps told someone where I came from before transferring here?" she asks.

"Hey I told you to just call me Miichan." she pouted.

"uhh...I'm still not used to it."

Miichan grinned. "Aww it's okay. And to answer your question, nope I haven't told anyone, why?"

"Oh...it's nothing." she mumbles.

Miichan was about to pester her on why she asked but thankfully Arizugawa-sensei arrived and F/N was spared.

The lesson has already started but she was still deep in thought. If Miichan didn't told anybody about her coming from Shiratorizawa, how did owl boy and messy black hair from the volleyball team heard about it then?

F/N decided to just shrug the thought. She won't meet those two again anyway and she doesn't have the slightest intention of watching their practice or match even though owl boy invited her.

Oh how F/N regrets that thought now, because just as soon as lunch came when she was about to buy food, she heard a loud voice echoing in the hallways.

"Hey Hey hey!! If it isn't F/N-chan." she sees the owl boy from yesterday and just right beside him was messy black hair with an expressionless face.

"Bokuto-san, please lower your voice." he says to owl boy with a sigh.

F/N can't help but sigh too as she saw the stares everyone was giving her and the few murmurs about the new freshman girl being friends with the volleyball team's captain and vice captain in just her second day at Fukurodani. This is too embarassing.

...an absolute pain in the ass. Being acquainted with popular people definitely has the number 1 spot in her "must avoid at all costs" list.

F/N intended to just ignore them but it was too late since Bokuto and Akaashi already catched up beside her. The Owl captain, smiling widely at her.

She sighed again, feeling defeated. "Hai, do you need something uhhh...senpai?" She mumbles. F/N figured that since he's the captain of the team, he's definitely a year higher, definitely her senpai despite being this childish.

"Are you going to watch us practice later?" Bokuto asked with enthusiasm.

"I ahh...I don——" she was about to say but he started to speak again.

"You should definitely see us play and you'll see how awesome I am, even more awesome than the Shiratorizawa team's ace." he confidently says.

F/N fidgeted on her fingers, feeling the awkwardness of so much attention that was on them right now.

Thankfully, Akaashi noticed F/N being uncomfortable so he devised a plan to distract Bokuto-san.

"Bokuto-san, if we don't hurry the Yakisoba pan will run out." he says, still expressionless.

Bokuto-san turned into panic mode. "Oh right, Yakisoba pan! F/N-chan, I gotta go, I'll see you later at practice okay?" he says, ready to run his way to the cafeteria.

F/N heaved a sigh of relief. Thank goodness energetic senpai is gone.

"L/N-san..." her heart almost fell when she heard someone talk infront of her.

It was Akaashi. Just when she thought he had left with his captain who ran to the cafeteria but uhh he's still here.

"Let me apologize for Bokuto-san...he's like that but he's a nice person." he says.

She nodded. "It's okay...I was just a little bit...uhhh culture shocked."

Akaashi slightly smiled.

Ah so stoic faced messy black hair can smile. F/N thought.

"If you're not busy, you're still welcome to watch us today." He says.

F/N was about to make some excuse and decline but was cut off with a

"AKAAASHIII" that was Bokuto-san yelling.

Akaashi sighs. "Well then, see you later L/N-san." He says with a bow of his head, walking his way to where Bokuto went.

F/N just gave a slight nod, a sigh escaping  from her lips afterwards as she realizes that now, those two are definitely expecting her to watch them practice.

What a drag.

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part [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]...

also posted in my wattpad account @akaashirabu.

[nanatsumu]

📞 RENT A BOYFRIEND

03. a heart to hold

akaashi smiled at your texts before shutting off his phone and softly throwing it onto his mattress, watching as the device lands safely without rebounding onto the ground before continuing to brush his teeth.

you and akaashi went to the same university together: he was a sophmore majoring in english, while you were a freshman majoring in human physiology at the time.

you were still getting used to the campus and how to get to all your classes, and there was also the challenge of adjusting to the bustling city of tokyo since you grew up in the countryside basically your entire life. even before you moved to hyogo during your middle school years, you lived in miyagi which wasn’t too different from hyogo so you were quick to adjust to your new home.

so when you were looking for your seminar class, you didn’t realize you walked into the wrong class until the professor had called you out. you knew he didn’t mean to embarrass you since he was just doing his job, but it didn’t help that the class had over 200 people occupying the room and it seemed like all eyes were on you.

blood rushed to your cheeks as you muttered a quick apology before running out of the classroom as fast as you could.

coincidentally, akaashi had watched this scene unfold from the 10th row of the classroom and it was only when his friend had pointed it out that he realized the corners of his lips formed a smile on his face.

the university you guys attended was fairly populated so he doubted you two would ever run into each other again, but then the universe seemed to have other plans for akaashi because on one fateful day, he saw you sitting by the window at the cafe he had been going to for a while now. with his easygoing personality, akaashi was able to strike up conversation with you when he walked up to you and asked if you were the girl who walked into the wrong classroom a few days ago.

he found your flustered expression cute and from there on out you two grew closer and closer as time passed. akaashi was your rock and the person who stood by your side through thick and thin. slowly, he taught you what it meant to be loved again— but still scarred from your previous relationship with suna you weren’t sure if you could open your heart up to another, so you decided to push these feelings away and you weren’t even sure if your feelings for akaashi would be reciprocated anyways.

but you also remembered that one time (a few weeks after you met akaashi) when he introduced you to his close friend bokuto and when the energetic male had asked if you were his girlfriend, akaashi joked around and said you were but then quickly dismissed it with a wave of his hand. you didn’t think too much about it then, but when his touches on you started to linger for a second longer than it should’ve, you started to have some hope that maybe your friendship could blossom into something more.

but all of that hope suddenly came crashing down one day when you overheard his conversation with bokuto on the phone during one of your friday movie nights.

you didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but when you heard bokuto asking akaashi what his feelings for you were, you thought that maybe you could spare to be ‘asleep’ for a few more minutes. but you soon regretted your decision because anything could have been better than hearing the words ‘i could’ve never like her like that, she’s like a sister to me’ fall from his lips. and that was the moment you decided that you would never allow anybody else into your heart ever again, because it seems like every time you think that you found the right guy, you’re always left alone to pick up the pieces of your broken heart.

you shuffle around a bit which alarms akaashi, but just as he is about to apologize for waking you up, he realizes that you’re still asleep and lets out a sigh of relief before noticing that a piece of hair fell over your face.

he leans in closer and brushes the stray lock out of your eyes, allowing his gaze on you to linger for a bit longer. he knows it’s wrong for him to take advantage of you like this while you’re asleep, but he can’t help but close whatever gap is left in between you two and capture your lips in for a chaste kiss. and unbeknownst to the ravenette, this action only further broke your heart and added confusion into the mix because who would kiss someone who is like a sister to them?

after that day, you took it upon yourself to set an invisible border between you and akaashi because you weren’t sure if you could handle all of these mixed signals he was sending you anymore. akaashi wasn’t blind either, he was the setter of a powerhouse school back in high school which meant he had keen observation skills, so it didn’t take him long before he realized that you were distancing yourself from him a bit more than usual. although there wasn’t a huge change in your behavior, akaashi noticed that whenever he would scoot the tiniest amount closer to you, you would always widen that distance between you two double the amount. and this upset akaashi because you were always so intent on being as close to him as possible, so why were you only drifting farther away from him?

and to this day, you managed to keep your feelings at bay and not act upon them in fear of getting rejected. you would have confronted akaashi about the kiss, but you didn’t have the guts to. you didn’t want to ruin whatever you had going on with akaashi because you read the signals wrong. who knows? maybe he got a little tipsier than usual that night and wasn’t thinking straight— that would explain why he kissed you despite his protests of you being just a friend.

you were content with your friday movie nights night where you two would snuggle up on the couch and watch a rerun of your favorite movie. and you were content with him randomly showing up to your apartment with a bag of take out in his hand because he noticed you were looking a bit more fatigued that day so he wanted to stop by and make sure you were doing okay.

so why should you be greedy and try to ask akaashi for more of him? he was already a good friend and was the one who had helped you to decide whether or not you should switch majors because human physiology had been taking a toll on your mental health.

you figured akaashi would want to focus more on his career rather than hold himself back with a girlfriend, so not wanting to put your friendship with the stoic male at risk, you opted to staying silent about your growing feelings for akaashi until those feelings would fade away into nothing more than a platonic crush.

༄ directory

༄ next: spotted in the ice cream aisle

++ A/N: i feel like there might be a little bit of confusion with this chapter so i will head straight into the explanation:

(P.S THIS IS A CHAPTER SOLELY DEDICATED TO EXPLAINING AKAASHI AND Y/N’S FRIENDSHIP) akaashi and y/n are best friends who met in university after y/n graduated fresh out of high school. they started off as friends but slowly y/n started to harbor romantic feelings towards akaashi since they started spending a lot of time together. it was only until akaashi was on the phone with bokuto that one night that y/n realized that the romantic gestures akaashi had been doing for her were only platonic because “she is like a sister to him.” and this is where things get tricky!! the only reason why akaashi said that was because y/n was sleeping on the couch and akaashi was sitting right next to her so he didn’t want to outright say “oh i have feelings for y/n” since he didn’t want to risk you actually being awake and hearing him confess his feelings to you indirectly. so this is where things also get confusing for y/n because even though she heard akaashi say that she was just a friend with her own ears, he keeps giving her mixed signals by doing stuff a boyfriend would do. time skip to present time: akaashi and y/n are still best friends and y/n is able to act normal around him since her feelings for him finally died down (but she still has some lingering feelings for him) whereas akaashi.... we’ll get to him later because this can serve as a potential catalyst for angst in the future hehehehe....

+ also this whole thing correlates to the first chapter where y/n and her friend group are introduced because she mentioned how she “wasn’t ready for any one other than herself to hold her heart” and that applies to suna and akaashi because first of all: she was heartbroken after finding out that suna cheated on her with her best friend so anyone would be traumatized by that. and second of all: even though akaashi and her aren’t necessarily ‘together’ she still got heartbroken because he was the only other guy she ever liked in her life and she got rejected before she could even confess. so that’s why y/n is so defensive about the ordeal kuroo got her into because she’s just scared of getting hurt again :((

++ and also they are no longer in university since they both graduated already and are very responsible (cough) working adults :)) so most of the scenes in this chapter are things that happened while they were students which explains why y/n is able to not be as cautious around akaashi anymore since a lot of time has passed since then

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[creepychan08]

Atsumu x Reader

Disclaimer: Don't own the pic, just the plot~ Hope you enjoy!

You were the perfect couple as what your friends always say.

The ever burning passion of Atsumu can only be cooled down by your logical and calm side, prefering to look at things in different perspective before making a decision contrary to his rather impulsive and brash attitude.

However despite the differences, you managed to co-exist peacefully with the said man, even reaching two years of living together with him without much of a fight between the two of you.

"Hey love" Atsumu exhaled in relief, face brightening when he saw you as soon as he came home, "I miss you. God, Bokuto is so handful to deal with" He complained, breathing in your scent he always adore.

You reciprocated the gesture, embracing him even more tightly before letting go and pinching your nose. "I'm happy you're back but take a shower first please. Your smell is killing me"

Atsumu playfully pouted before tackling you, this time the both of you falling on the cold, hard floor.

"Well then, let me spread my manly smell all over you!" He proclaimed, nuzzling his face to your neck and tickling your sides.

Giggles and squeals erupted from your mouth as you heave and tried to get away from him.

"Now I smell just like you!"

"Its okay! We'll take a shower together" He smirked, winking suggestively.

You feel your face getting hot. "Get off, you're heavy"

He pulled himself up before swiftly carrying you bridal style, earning a squeak of surprise.

"Seriously, you're hopeless" You sighed, smiling exasperatedly at your man who often acted more like a playful dog.

"Heh, I'm hopelessly in love with you Yn-chan~" He sang cheekily, causing you to push his face away.

I'm head over heels in love with you too Tsumu, You thought as you stare at the blond haired setter preparing the bath.

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Ever since the MSBY team had won the Olympics, they've been getting more opportunities to play against other countries. With their increasing fame, interviews and commercials have been common nowadays especially with Atsumu given his extraordinary looks that gathered lots of fans in the country, some even international.

You couldn't be more proud of him. Of your Tsumu who is living out his dreams since he was still in high school. Seeing your man achieve the dreams he work so hard for made your heart swell with happiness.

If only things could have been more simple.

With his growing popularity, Atsumu slowly started to change.

Cancelled date plans, unanswered messages and calls, lack of attention everytime he was home, and sudden burst of anger that was unfairly projected at you become the norm for him.

Trying to carry on the relationship by yourself despite of this, you only smiled and still give him the benefit of the doubt, promising to have real conversation on the matter in order to solve it like real adults

"God-what is it again? You're always nagging and nagging. Sheesh, why are women like this?" Atsumu complained, crossing his arms in distaste as you frown at his reply.

"Tsumu, you're always prolonging this talk. You know we need to approach this matter between us as soon as possible. I don't want this relationship to end so lets work this-"

"Well what if I'm tired of it all!? Can't you see I have so much potential but you're only holding me back!"

"How am I holding you back?" you snapped, voice almost cracking at his accusation. "I've been doing nothing but support you all this time"

"Maybe I don't want your support! Maybe I just want you here, waiting patiently for me when I got home instead of uselessly blabbing your mouth at me everytime we talk! You don't even pay the bills-oh right cause you don't have a job so why not just shut up and let me do my work properly without your ass bothering me every single time!?"

"First of all, you don't have the right to tell me all that. We talked about this before and YOU were the one who basically told me not to work and insisted I clean the house. Second, I was doing my job as your girlfriend, that's why I always worry for you. I love you Tsumu. If you don't like that, you should have told me. Third, I never bother you nor nag you as much as you make it out to be. If you haven't noticed, the last time I talked to you was last week because I was being considerate of you and don't want to discuss this when you're tired. But I can see our relationship is crumbling and if I still delay this talk with you, I'm afraid it will only make matters worse" You placidly explained.

Your calmness and the way you reason your side logically only spur on Atsumu's anger. His pride not taking your words.

"You know what, fuck you! I don't want to hear whatever shit you're spouting right now! Get out of my sight!" He raged. His frustration from practice and pressure to be the best setter all combining into a big ball of fury he decided to unleash on to you.

Your heart felt like breaking into pieces when you heard his words. This was not your Tsumu anymore. He changed. Biting your lips to prevent the oncoming tears, you nodded and left his side, going into the guest room to sleep alone for the night.

Days after that, everything returned to normal as if the fight never happened. However, gone was the usual loving atmosphere inside their home- a cold, empty tension replaced in its stead.

With Atsumu's tour around different countries to play volleyball, you often were left alone to watch him shine on the television screen in your living room. He didn't text you back like the way he used to when he was on his trip abroad. Back when things were simpler.

A tear stream down your face when you saw him getting interviewed about a celebrity being paired with him. He didn't deny the claims of them dating but only wink and said some catchy lines that make the fans swoon around him. Soon after that, the reporters had him take a picture with the female celebrity who gets too handsy with the setter, blush on her cheeks as she cling too closely to him. To your man, Atsumu, who only pulled her closer by the waist as they took pictures.

You can see it clearly, how he revels in the attention. But with the two of you in a serious relationship, you'd hope he has somehow outgrown that habit and acted accordingly.

That night, you waited for even a message coming from him, deep inside hoping he explains what happened on the interview as he knows you always watch him on the TV.

Not a single text came.

You thought back to the times, you always waited for him with food prepared on the table and how he brush you off, saying he's tired. The weekly date nights that slowly turned to once or twice in a month before he started to stood you up without informing you beforehand.

The memory was still fresh on your mind. Waiting for him for almost 4 hours, the restaurant staff giving you sympathetic looks before you saw on an Instagram story a picture of him with the members of the Black Jackal team, partying with no care in the world.

You tried several times to discuss the issue with him but each time receiving only insults about how sensitive and dramatic you are. It wasn't even that big of a deal. Why do you blow things out of proportion?

You couldn't count how many times you reach out for him, trying to ground him back to reality as he was getting sweep up in his career and fame. He's slowly getting farther and farther away from you and try as you might, you slowly start to lose the hope of ever reaching him again.

The space between you growing miles apart.

It didn't take long for you to decide after that. Crying on your bed as you play even sadder songs probably doesn't help you too much with the situation but it did manage to release some of the sadness out of your system.

You love Atsumu. You truly do. But you wouldn't stand for this kind of treatment.

Glancing at both your picture on the bedside table, smiling happily, another fresh wave of tears poured out your eyes as you turned it upside down, hiding the picture as you looked one last time at the bedroom you two used to share.

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Atsumu opened the door to both your apartment, expecting to see you. Somehow the moment he step inside, a feeling of loneliness creeps on his back, the atmosphere too quiet. He placed his shoes on the rack, noticing the lack of your shoe wear.

Maybe you went outside?

Walking along the hallways, he couldn't help but feel something amiss. He put down his luggage on the living room, along with some surprise he got for you as he felt guilty with how he treated you for the past weeks. And for what happened with the interview along with the female celebrity. He knows you've seen what transpired and he was planning to explain it but got caught up with the volleyball practice that he failed to do so.

Its okay, you'll understand, right? Despite what he did, you'll always be there anyway right?

Atsumu finally entered their shared room. The bed was done and he went straight to the bathroom to shower when he noticed your things missing in the counter. A sense of dread fills him as he hurried to the closet and pulls it open to see your clothes gone from their place. Scrambling frantically, he almost tore the whole place down as he check each room and places you usually have your things but an empty sight greets him instead.

It can't be, He thought, fingers shaking as he called your number on the phone. It ring twice before he was sent to the voicemail.

Did you finally realize you deserve someone better and left him for good?

Atsumu paced back and forth before sitting at your shared bed, hair messy from how much he anxiously brush it over and over in distress. He saw the framed photograph, lying upside down and he righted the position, a picture of your smiling face along with his, greeting him as if mocking him for what he lost. He looked around the room, opening each drawer and hoping for a letter you left for him.

There was none.

At this point, he helplessly cried on the bed, hands covering his face as he continuously calls for your name in regret, apologies spilling on his lips with no one to hear them.

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Five years later~

Atsumu had reach the top of his career, his name famous all over the country, the MSBY team winning several times in Olympics. He had a luxurious penthouse he's currently living in, sports car that many only dream to have, and a net worth of millions. Everyone envies him while also admires his success in life.

But despite of that, he never felt more empty than before. Sitting at the top of the world means nothing when he saw his teammates and friends getting happily married, some of them having children while his heart remains fixed on you, on what he lost.

He never heard from you after that.

Thinking back to all he's done only serves a painful reminder on his regrets, the things he wished with all his might he can change, if only he can turn back time, he'll appreciate you more. He'll be the perfect man for you. He'll serve you as you deserve to be treated as his queen. But-

A sound of soft giggling broke him out of his thoughts, the sweetest melody that only appears now in his dreams. He turned his head to see you in front of him coming out of a store in a busy street, a smile drawn on your lips as you carry a baby, no more than 2 years old. From beside you, he spotted Akaashi Keiji with his arms protectively placed around your shoulder as he smiled at what you're saying. He noticed it as it glint mockingly at his face, a couple of matching band on your finger and his.

Ah, Atsumu thought with a bitter smile, you're married.

Time seemed to slow down for him as tears spilled down his cheeks, torn heart feeling like breaking again into tiny, more pieces.

You've moved on and he can't blame you for that.

As he was still wearing his disguise so as not to draw attention, you didn't recognize him, your focus solely on your husband and child as you passed him, Atsumu, now just another stranger on the street.

The wind blows just at that moment, letting your scent linger in the air. It was still the same after all these years, opening up the memories hidden safely in his mind, back when it was the two of you, back when he took for granted what he had.

I hope you're happy, Atsumu thought with a wistful smile, staring at your back as it disappears among the crowd of people.

I hope he treats you right, way better than I did back then...

Because you deserve it..

Because even now I still love you, Y/n

Fin

[fanfictiondreamscape]

First Kisses (Haikyuu - pt. 1)

Title: First Kisses (Haikyuu - pt. 1)

Genre: fluff, tons of it

Pairing: Sugawara/Tsukishima/Yaku/Akaashi/Kunimi x reader (all separate)

Notes: Nothing too unusual, but I thought that I’d start the posting to get something on the page. Whether it gets read, we’ll find out, but I couldn’t help myself. Onto the cliche headcanons. (I may do more of these, but for the time being, this will only consist of my top five characters in the anime). Quick note: some of these may be longer than others. 

Only a forewarning, but inspiration hit harder in certain areas, y’know. 

Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Masterlist

Sugawara Koushi

ok so

hear me out here, but I think that - for this to happen - it’d be with someone very shy.

someone that’s very shy and reserved while also remaining very aloof and observant

(maybe even a little sarcastic?)

like...he’d be attracted to their air, y’know? 

as for the kiss...

the kiss itself would be done somewhere fairly private. and a little covered in shadow

someplace like the back row of a movie theater or the hidden corner of a cafe or restaurant. maybe even out in public when nobody’s outside (read: late night walk in the park) 

like seriously, just imagine that, i swear-

ANYWAYS

the two of you would be holding hands, he’d be admiring you while you’re doing whatever you do

he thinks everything you do is adorable, and he can’t help but admire you

it’s only when you notice his googly eyes that you let him know that you know he was staring

he’d blush a little, but remain generally composed. 

the quiet would be broken very suddenly by suga

“your so cute when you’re focused.” 

little did you know, you were pouting. 

he found that the most adorable.

he continued to watch you as you turned your eyes to the floor

oH BOY DID HIS HEART FLUTTER-

he couldn’t help himself. 

time seemed to slow down as you looked up and he leaned in closer. 

eventually, the two of you were staring into each others eyes

and once he peeked down for a millisecond, he kissed you

the kiss itself was very sweet, very gentle, but also had a slight bite to it? 

(how am I supposed to explain this? does this even make any sense?) 

as it got more passionate, he cupped your cheek with his hand as you gripped his shoulder lightly 

as the two of you pulled away from each other, everything around you was a little blurry 

even through the shadows, he could see that you were blushing a firetruck red

(little did he know, he was blushing the same color)

overall, the first kiss between you two would be very romantic and very sweet. 

considering it’s suga, though, prepare for a little teasing and a tight hug afterwards.

Tsukishima Kei

OK

THIS BOI I SWEAR- 

it’s a well known fact that this beanpole is very obnoxious and snarky

so his s/o would be very much the same

maybe not as introverted, but very much sarcastic and witty

in order to last with this smartass, you’d have to be intelligent and have thick skin

good luck

otherwise, the kiss would most likely happen somewhere very private.

like his s/o’s room or his room, or when they’re home alone. 

just somewhere very private and comfy

now here’s the thing- 

i think the kiss itself would happen in the midst of a debate

something to throw the other off, y’know?

sooo...

the TV is playing in the background, probably some movie with a huge plot hole

it annoys both of you, but the two of you have two different opinions of how the plot hole could be fixed. 

like...

you’re claiming that the timeline could be fixed had they found a certain item before a different one

and he’s claiming that the timeline could be fixed without the inclusion of either item

a whole back-and-forth ensues

the kiss itself though

that happens when you are starting to hesitate with comebacks and reasoning

like-

you know you’re right, but he’s pressing your buttons so much

the timeline is heavily dependent on the items that you stand by, so

(though he won’t admit it, he knows that the items are beneficial to the plot, and he’s only doing this to see you get flustered and red)

since tsukki’s not backing down, you decide that you have to do something drastic

something that’ll make the smart mouth speechless

so you decide that the time is now

when he’s looking at you with that smug look on his face, his mouth just slightly opened and about to make some baseless remark

you lean in and kiss him

it’s very short, very light

but now that he is shocked, you’re happy. 

except...

he regains his composure and tilts your head to meet him

he kisses you this time

this time, its very passionate, a little rough, and a little messy

but the both of you enjoy it very much

the two of you act like nothing happened, but it’s the little moments like that that make the two of you happy

and you two tend to kiss and get a little more clingy in private-

overall, very short and kind of sneaky. 

there’s still love behind it, of course

but there’s no real ‘pause’ or slowing of time until the second kiss

Yaku Morisuke

now-

i believe that this guy would be drawn to someone that’s very bubbly and energetic

not like yamamoto or lev, but very high-energy and outgoing

which also leads to the setting

A VOLLEYBALL GAME!

who tf would’ve guessed, oh my-

so like, the team is going up against a really powerful and notoriously defensive team

and while Nekoma is going HARD

they’re still behind

the sets were even and the odds did not seem to be in their favor

you’re in the stands, next to the mini yamamoto and lev’s sister 

cheering loudly, helping lev’s sister understand the game a little better

anyway...

things are getting tough, and they call a time out

when Nekoma goes to their spot to discuss

you make eye contact with yaku 

and you send him a thumbs up while mouthing ‘you got this!’

he sends you a big smile

and his upbeat mood almost completely lifts the slowly dengenerating one of the team

so when they are done elaborating a game plan following the slight loss of a flow

the members in play go onto the court rejuvenated. 

with the new energy, they’re able to snag the lead 

and, with a three-point difference, they win 25-22

a close call, but they’re excited nonetheless.

so are you and the girls that you were cheering with

as soon as they are finished lining up and people start to leave

you immediately run out of the gym and wait by the doors for your boyfriend and the team to come out 

when they do, yaku comes out a little after the other team members

it’s your squeal that shocks him

the kiss happens when you jump onto him

(think something like the falling kiss between victor and yuuri from YOI)

kind of rough, slight teeth, but very romantic and passionate.

nothing bordering on lustful, but most definitely NOT shy 

it would eventually mellow out to be more gentle and tame

the scene would lead to mixed reactions from the team, but

you can be sure that kuroo would have some smart remark, lev would have a dumb remark, and yamamoto would be fussing that he doesn’t have a girl

overall, while the kiss would be surprising and rough at first, it would calm down a lot

very romantic, very shocking, but also very memorable

ok but on another note, can something like this happen to me please-

Akaashi Keiji

ok now

this guy would probably be drawn to someone very laidback

kind of chaotic (think quiet chaos)

and very outgoing 

like, someone like beck from victorious?

oh god, it’s all coming back to me now-

not so flirty and borderline flighty, but they’d carry the same air that beck does

otherwise, the kiss would probably happen when the two of you are in a private area of something

like a friendly outing or something, and bokuto would be acting like a fool with kuroo or another team member

so like- 

the two of you would be cuddled up next to each other silently

maybe like in a less-obvious area

someplace hidden

and you’d just be doing your own thing

playing on your phone, reading, maybe even studying with the pretty setter

either way, you’re absorbed in your work 

just as much as he is

though he has been taking slight peeks at you while you were doing whatever

it was distracting him

and he was trying to read

just imagine him thinking 

‘they’re so pretty when they’re focused’

you don’t realize that he’s staring at you, but you do eventually are made aware of someone looking at you 

with this guy being how he is, he’d probably just keep looking if you made eye contact with him

you’d laugh, he’d turn a little red

ultimately, though, he’d lean forward despite the flustered reaction.

he’d pause in front of you, just watching your lips twitch up into a small smile

a little nod would be the unspoken allowance that he was asking for.

now.

THE KISS

HOO BOY

i imagine that this would be magical

like- 

the sparks never leave even after a couple hours.

even then, the remaining sparks are like little fairies that won’t leave your side.

it’s slow, it’s soft, it’s romantic

it’s also not the most gentle, not the most experienced, not the most clean (for lack of a better word) 

but it’s everything that either of you could’ve asked for

when the two of you pull away, you giggle a little

akaashi smiles a little

(you know the one!) 

anyway, after the kiss

you two would be made aware of the people around you 

like bokuto 

who is screaming “YEAH! FINALLY!” 

you full on bust out laughing and akaashi rolls his eyes

(he may appear bothered, but he finds it endearing)

he does keep a slightly tighter grip on you after that though

overall, his kiss, in my opinion would be the best

if not THE best, then ONE of the best (next to yaku’s oop-)

very smooth, but very inexperienced

while also remaining so unabashedly him, y’know?

Kunimi Akira 

now, i haven’t seen as much love for this guy 

while i may be missing it or not looking in the right place, i thought i’d contribute to the kunimi train

ANYWAYY

i think he’d go for a bookworm 

not necessarily quiet or loud, but very much to themselves.

someone whose shell would have to break 

kunimi would probably be best friends with his s/o before he even thought of wanting to date them

and much like suga, i think that the first kiss would happen somewhere slightly private

by slightly private, i mean an area that couples would be plentiful

amusement parks, regular parks, you get it

either way, the area wouldn’t change the kind of kiss

since he is so quiet, i feel like he’d find a way to just relax with you

in a place that is ironically romantic (considering he doesn’t care too much)

that being said, i imagine that this would happen on the ferris wheel 

cliche, i know, but just let me elaborate

it’d be getting dark, the two of you would have been at the amusement park with your friends

or maybe even upperclassmen

either way, you two have finally gotten a break from the personalities

and you just want time with each other

no talking, just calm and quiet 

anyway, on your search to find something quiet to do

kunimi sees the ferris wheel and notices that the line isn’t very long

(perfect for him, seeing as his laziness is a factor written in the wiki-)

he directs your attention to it in a way that involves little words, and you agree to his suggestion

after a few minutes of waiting, you two get seated and just sit in silence

throughout the whole ride (up to this point), kunimi was looking at you 

observing how the sunset makes you glow in the light 

how the carnival lights reflect in your eyes 

and he melts

you wouldn’t notice it since you are so absorbed in the view of the event

and he is absorbed in the view of you 

now, here’s where things get odd

he wouldn’t know how to approach the thought of your first kiss when it crosses his mind 

all he knew is that he refused to plan it, the idea struck him, and the timing was perfect.

so.

he just reaches for you hand, and when you turn to look at him

he quickly leans in and pecks your lips

short, sweet, but full of love

definitely leaves the both of you flustered, but

you two do end up scooting a little closer to you after it 

and spend the rest of the night at each other’s hip

overall, the kiss is very quick

don’t let that fool you, though, especially with kunimi

the kiss is perfect coming from him, and wouldn’t be the slightest bit overwhelming

it’d leave for more calm atmosphere between the two of you 

[currently-exsisting]

Coins & Coffee Shop (Akaashi Keiji)

Pairing: Akaashi Keiji x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Pure Fluff, Second Hand Embarrassment

Word Count: ~1.5K

A/N: You can't tell me Akaashi's demeanor doesn't scream dark academia vibes and I'm totally here for it. Also, this is my first post here so I hope you guys like it and I'm always open for constructive criticism! (ꈍᴗꈍ)

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Everyone has little aspects about them that make them unique. No one has the same features as anyone else but people do share common traits among each other. (Y/N) was known to be many things. She was intellectual, indecisive, inquisitive, sometimes lazier than she would like to admit. But above all these things, (Y/N) was an honorary member of the klutz society. It’s not that she chose to constantly trip on her own feet or overlook the miscellaneous sock that somehow found its way out of the laundry basket, it was just that the universe had placed some unspoken curse on her that bound her to these actions in her everyday life. Some days seemed to consist of fewer misdemeanors than others. Today was seemingly one of those.

(Y/N) had just finished her second interview of the week and so she went to treat herself at a small coffee shop located in the quieter part of town. Although it is labeled as a coffee shop, the young woman was never a fan of the bitter drinks most adults fawn over. Her typical order consisted of a medium-sized hot, Darjeeling tea. She preferred to use honey as a sweetener because it added a unique flavor otherwise unattainable.

She entered the small coffee shop and made her way to the barista to place her order. She didn’t give her surroundings much thought, her mind was wandering, thinking about the latest article she wrote for the local newspaper.

“Hello miss, how may I help you today?” She placed her order with a lopsided smile, her mind still not completely present.

“That will be $3.25 please.” (Y/N)’s fingers fumbled around as she was reaching for the correct amount of change, causing a few dimes and pennies to fall on the haphazardly cleaned floor.

She muttered a small sorry as she scrambled around to gather the few coins, mentally cursing the mere existence of them. Just as her finger reached to pick up the last coin, a stranger’s long, skinny fingers brushed up against hers.

“Oh thank you!” (Y/N) pulled her hand away after the stranger gave her the discarded coin. She hadn’t looked at his eyes yet, far too embarrassed to even look at his face.

That was until her stranger let out his first few words. “It was no problem.” Quickly (Y/N) raised her head, causing a sharp pain to shoot up her neck. Her slight grimace faded into a nervous smile, completed with wide eyes. The boy- no, the man in front of her was nothing short of angelic. His face could easily be mistaken for that of a Greek god. His slightly shaggy, raven hair fell on his forehead, framing his face. His cerulean eyes looked like they were unintentionally piercing into (Y/N)’s thoughts. And, as if he was able to use those eyes to read her thoughts, a small smile gracing his lips. (Y/N) were in the presence of an angel, there was no doubt about it. However, her heavenly daydream quickly crash-landed back on earth when the barista let out a forced cough.

(Y/N)’s eyes widened even more- if that was possible- as she realized her situation. She quickly tore her eyes off the stranger without another acknowledgment and turned back to the counter. She grabbed her tea, nodding her head in both gratitude and apology. (Y/N)’s mind, still hazy from the multiple levels of embarrassment she caused herself, didn’t conceive the idea that the man standing behind her was also in line and didn’t, as she previously thought, move away after helping her.

She whipped her whole body around yet again, itching with the idea of escaping the immense tension she created and misplaced her feet. Her legs tangled together like a braid, causing her to lose what little balance and dignity she had left.

It’s not that she meant to trip and spill her tea all over him; it was just the way of her people. People that she never disliked more than in that singular moment. (Y/N) looked up at the stranger, who was now holding her shoulders back to keep from falling over, for the second time in the span of two minutes. Except, this time he was covered in a light yellow-brown drink, his face contorted due to the hot tea burning his skin.

“Oh my goodness! I’m so so sorry!” (Y/N) scrambled to grab some napkins that were placed on the counter. She pushed him down into a nearby chair as she dabbed the napkin over her shirt. Her hands came across his abdominal area and she felt the hardness of his abs. Her indecipherable tangent of apologies paused and her cheeks flushed to an even brighter red.

It seemed as if the tea had cooled off because the man let out a small chuckle. His hand reached down to grab her wrist but he didn’t pull it away. (Y/N)’s eyes were still stuck gazing at the light brown shirt, speckled with unorganized dots of darker brown. When he grabbed her hand she slowly lifted her face. And without meeting his eyes, she let out another meek apology.

“It’s alright, you won’t be able to remove the stains or the dampness with a napkin. I was on my way home anyway so don’t feel bad about it.” His face had returned to the relaxed, nonchalant expression he had on previously. His cheeks were tinted a faint light pink color but he attempted to force the color to seep back into its typical hue.

“But I have to make it up to you somehow.” Her eyes wandered around the small cafe, thinking of something she could do for the gorgeous man. “Oh! Let me pay for whatever you were about to buy! It’s the least I can do and I am not taking no for an answer.” (Y/N)’s expression lit up as she stood back up from her crouching position. Her cheeks that had just started to lose their pinkish tint flamed up again when she realized the man hadn’t let go of her hand.

He slowly, almost reluctantly, let go of her wrist as he let out a small nod and stood up alongside her. “What’s your order?”

“A medium Earl Grey tea” The man, as (Y/N) had picked up, didn’t say or do more than was necessary. It wasn’t that he was careless but rather extremely reserved. Noticing this, (Y/N) let out another smile.

“Do you prefer tea over coffee as well? My favorite is Darjeeling but Earl Grey is delicious as well, it has a sort of musky yet elegant taste.” The man shook his head in another slight nod but this time it seemed as if he was more intrigued by the conversation. His eyes were focused on her as she placed the order yet again, this time paying in full bills instead of reaching for change.

(Y/N) turned her head around, slowly this time, after she got both their drinks. Her eyes caught on his piercing blue ones yet again and she felt her heart skip a beat. She acknowledged the upward tilt of his lips but decided not to comment on it. “Do you mind if I join you?” Heading towards a pair of chairs set around a mini coffee table by the window. The man simply shook his head and sat across from her. They conversed about their lives for a bit until their drinks had cooled down and they seemed to be well acquainted with each other.

“Oh, where are my manners? My name is (Y/N) (L/N), and again, I'm so sorry for inconveniencing you.” She took a sip of her tea and placed it down on the table.

“Akaashi Keiji; and like I said, don't worry about it. You do have a way of attracting clumsiness though.” (Y/N) looked away, embarrassment creeping up on her again.

Nodding her head she let out a sigh, “I can’t help it. The more I think about fixing my klutzy nature, the more it becomes prominent.” She reaches her hand to grab her cup. “I need some sort of anti-klutz device.” Rolling her eyes, (Y/N) wasn’t exactly paying attention as to where her hand was headed. Just as her wrist knocked the edge of her cup, Akaashi’s hand jolted out to hold the drink steady. (Y/N)’s brows crinkled and she rested her head in her hands in frustration. “See!”

Akaashi’s smile grew larger.“I don’t know about an anti-klutz device but I’ve had my fair share of clumsy friends so I can be of some assistance.”

(Y/N) peaked out from between her fingers, “You mean you want to willingly spend time with a hazard such as myself.” She said that as a joke of course, but Akaashi still nodded in his nonchalant manner.

“ Did you know that it is a person’s nervous system that causes them to be more or less clumsy?” he hummed and continued, now looking at the young woman in front of him that had him infatuated in her, “I can’t change your clumsiness, but I can be there to catch you if it causes you to fall.”

[moonboohoo]

——HIS HONEY GIRL 

pairings: akaashi keiji x fem!reader 

summary: honey girl, honey girl. akaashi writes a poem for his crush. 

genre/tags: fluff 

word count: 881 words

EVERY GIRL IS A BLESSING ㅡ they are graceful angels created by heaven, a beautiful blithe spirit that brings happiness to mama earth and her children. girls are like angels, but i would rather call them honey girls. the top of their heads blooming sunflowers, cherry red lips tug into a smile when they whisper soft candy words that smell like sweet nectar in a flower field, even sweeter than a honey mango tree in the summer days.

asherah asks the stars, the planets, and mama earth to create cute little potions for honey girls. they drink it AND THEY SEE DIFFERENT FLOWERS BLOOMING ON THEIR HONEY SKIN. some of them have peony and periwinkle on their hands and legs with soft milky white skin and flower eyes, some of them have sun-kissed skin and bones, amaryllis and tulips on their hands and legs, and pretty nebulas scattered across their nose and high on their cheeks, some of them have moon eyes, their fingers and thighs swelled in honey bee love, cheeks like soft marshmallow that could swallow pretty flowers and grow inside their lungs.

asherah calls them sunshine girl, moon girl, flower girl, cloud girl, and star girl, because she says they are like chalk and cheese, have nothing in common as they have different personalities and body frames - but still, i would rather call them honey girls. it's true that girls are beautiful and unique in their own way, but they are still honey girls. a girl's voice is like maple syrup (they are soothing and sweet!), a girl's heart is like cotton candy (they are soft-hearted!), a girl has honey and milk under her tongue (whisper sweet words of love!), and a girl's laugh is like honeycombs (it makes me melt and see stars!), dripping off in my ears and my entire existence, feeding my soul. it doesn't matter whether they are girls from the pastel galaxies or the earth, because they are still honey girls in nature.

HONEY GIRLS ARE LIKE A GIFT TO US ㅡ they throw their wands away and spread their pinions to the roseate clouds, saying goodbye to little stars and going down to earth. honey girls want to protect mama earth and her children, they spread twinkle tears all over the world to shower them with affection. honey girls are precious, honey girls are adorable, and honey girls deserved to be loved.

i have finally found my baby honey girl sitting on a bench and stared up at the obsidian night sky, one cherry cola on her left hand, right hand holding her favourite club chicken sandwich, moon eyes on the left and star eyes on the right. it doesn't matter if she's a moonstar girl, cuz' i see her as my cute little honey girl that makes my heart spiral into stellar oblivion - i want to take my honey girl on summer dates, buying her honey milk tea and honey lip balm until her eyes and lips are dripping caramel honey so she can taste herself using her own fingertips, then honey girl and i can dance in the rain while listening to indie songs, and i can take her to a ferris wheel and see her blushed when i put a honey star bracelet on her wrist.

but, alas, my baby honey girl seems to love the sky more than me. honey girl keeps looking at the stars and the moon in the sky - her eyes lit up when mama moon is smiling at her, and honey girl feels like her entire soul sucked out of her body, as her soul flies up to the night sky and landed on a star, and gives mama moon a kiss. her body is still here, but her soul lives above the clouds and fogs - i wish i can tear the night sky away using my own teeth so i, too, can fly up to the sky and drag you to the ground (please don't leave me alone!). oh, honey girl, i can see your heart eyes when you are looking at me, you dare say you don't fancy me? i can build a heaven for you and me, i can paint a galaxy of flowers, the stars, and your favourite moon on the ceiling - this is your home, honey girl, i would spoon-feed you my heart juice and shower you with love just like mama moon.

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Akaashi Keiji was twirling his pen in his hands while he sat on a blue plastic chair, his eyes were still staring at the girl. The library was quiet, some of them were doing their assignments, the others were studying for their finals, and here's Akaashi Keiji, writing a poem for his crush. He scratched his head lightly, and suddenly, an idea popped up in his mind - he scribbled a few words on his paper and folded it up, putting it inside his bag.

Keiji sighed and looked at his crush again. One day, he would definitely confess to her.

THE LAST PARAGRAPH: Venus and Mars are a love tragedy, but you and I are meant to be.

[aka-a-shii]

I'm in the middle of writing an angsty Akaashi x Reader fic... God! I swear not to cry while writing this... Wish me luck! 👉👈

[greypoth0ts]

when you can't fall sleep

trying to write and capture the essence of the Akaashi based on the other fanfics that I read!! feedback welcome <3

Akaashi

He feels you rolling around and tussling in bed.

He wakes up & rolls over to your side, "what is it,y/n? you can't sleep? must be the tea you had just now. i told you right.. you shouldn't be drinking tea at 4pm in the afternoon."

You let out a cheeky smile. “But you know I can’t go without my tea”

“Yeah so now you pay the price of insomnia but at my expense too” Akaashi stared at you.

“Don’t be so mean, babe! Help me out here please” you pouted.

“What am I supposed to do? Knock you out?!”

You both burst out laughing, laughter filling the dark room.

“Fine fine, I’ll help you out. I know exactly what you need.” Akaashi patted your head whilst telling you this.

You feel your heart swelling with warmth. This is why you fell in love with Akaashi. He does things for you. He knows exactly what you need without telling him. He learns your routines and takes the initiative to make sure that everything falls in place. This man knows you inside out. Even if the tone of your voice changes, Akaashi knows what’s up. There’s never a time where you could get away with it.

Akaashi got out of bed to switch on the warm lights. He wore the bedroom slippers and you could hear that he was headed to the kitchen. Turned on the gas, took the carton of milk and heated it up on the stove. You have a habit of drinking tea late in the afternoon so he is very familiar with this process. The both of you have trialed and error what works and what doesn’t. But warm milk? It instantly puts you to sleep within 30 minutes.

You could hear the footsteps getting louder as he comes back into the room. Akaashi was holding a tray of warm milk and some water. He laid it down on the bedside and kissed you on the forehead. He let out a sweet smile whilst looking at you.

Akaashi tucked you into bed, turned on TV and switched it to Netflix.

“So which movie would you like to fall asleep to, babe?” - Akaashi gently asked.

“I don’t know.. let’s put on some science documentary. You know it always puts me to sleep.” You giggled.

Akaashi joined you in bed, you were all so familiar with the process. You scoot up right next to Akaashi’s chest and laid there.

He fed you warm milk that he heated up.

Safe. You felt safe in his arms. You know that you will fall asleep soon. But you fought the sleep monsters. Akaashi does a lot of things for you. But this, helping to ease you to sleep, is by far your favourite thing that he does for you.

You wanted to keep your eyes open and savour every moment possible. Akaashi plays with your hair and pats you to sleep.

“I love you so much, keiji. I am a very lucky girl and I hope that you will keep doing this for me till we’re old and grey” - you mumbled, fighting your heavy eyelids.

“Silly girl, I will always do whatever for you. Even if you do this everyday, I would heat up milk everyday, just for you. I would go to the end of the earth, just for you. I love you so much more.” Keiji stroked your hair, kissed your forehead and tucked you in. Lying next to you, falling asleep together.

[akaashirabu]

serenity • akaashi keiji (Pt. 3)

Loud thumps of volleyballs and shoe squeaks echoes inside the Gym where the Volleyball team is practicing.

"Hey Hey Hey!" Spiky white-grey haired captain yelled after he spiked the ball to the other side of the court. "That's how the ace kills it!"

His messy haired setter sighs, gunmetal blue eyes rolling at his show off captain.

"He seems to be in a good mood today." dirty blonde wing spiker said.

"Better than having to handle his bad mood." messy haired setter shrugged.

The team was given a 10 minute break and at the right side of the court, two first years seem to be having a little chat.

"Hey, I heard there's a transfer student  in your class?" short hair with a fringe in the center asked.

"Uh yeah, she just joined the class earlier." dude with a long face answered.

"She? You mean, it's a girl!? Is she pretty?"

Long face dude scratched the back of his head. "Well, sort of." He flusters at the thought of the said girl.

The spiky haired captain's (who happens to be passing by) ears perked upon hearing the first years' conversation.

"Oya Oya." he says with sneaky smile that catched the attention of the two.

"Oh! Bokuto-san." says the center fringed boy who was surprised at the captain's sudden appearance.

"Onaga, Anahori. Who's this girl you're talking about?" he interrogated his kouhais with a teasing smile.

"Oh uhh i-it's the transfer student who just joined class 1-4, Bokuta-san. She uhm c-came from Miyagi." Onaga says to the captain.

Hearing that the transfer student is from Miyagi just made Bokuto more interested at the said girl.

"Miyagi? From what school did she come from? Seijoh with the setter's killing serves or Karasuno with the weird quick duo?" Bokuto rambles.

"I heard her say she's from Shiratorizawa." Onaga answers, a bit concerned at how excited his captain is about the said information.

"Shiratorizawa!?!? with the ace who represented Japan for the Youth World Championship!!!" The captain yelled, making the poor kouhais startled and the other members turning their heads to look at their captain's outburst.

Onaga just nodded.

"Akaashi, you heard what Onaga said? There's a transfer student from Shiratorizawa!" the captain giddily said to his setter.

Akaashi with arms crossed on his chest just nodded at his captain and asked "And what seems to be the deal with the transfer student from Shiratorizawa, Bokuto-san?"

"Maybe she knows people from Shiratorizawa Volleyball Team and I could ask her about them." he says excitedly.

Akaashi just looked at his captain with a stoic expression.

"That's it, I'm going to find that girl and ask her stories about Shiratorizawa!"

The setter sighed, he just can't stop Bokuto-san's (overboard) friendly nature.

Meanwhile, F/N who was sitting on her claimed spot in the library suddenly sneezes. Thankfully though it didn't get any attention from other people so she turned back at her sketchbook and continued working on some previous drawings.

When classes ended earlier, she immediately went for the library whereas other students rushed to get to their respective clubs. It was her first day afterall and she isn't really sure if she's interested in joining any club.

Back in Shiratorizawa though, she joined the art club so it seems like a perfect choice to join Fukurodani's art club too.

Her attention was then caught by a beep from her phone.

It was her lazy ass brother who texted her with a "Hey, mom says I should pick you up today in school, saying something about how I should show you around the city and some shit."

"u coming?" she simply replied, even typing a text is a drag.

A reply immediately came. "Of course, I don't want her to nag at me."

Not even a second passed, another reply came. "Just wait for me at your school's entrance. I might be a little late though."

She sighed and didn't even bother to text back.

After about 30 minutes of staying at the library, F/N got up from her seat, not forgetting to give a small bow at the librarian before she leave.

Now what's left is waiting for her dumbass brother. She stood right next the gates of the school, earphones plugged on her ears, Fur Elise playing softly on her ipod.

She slowly closed her eyes, trying to relax and just focus on the music.

"Hey."

"Hey Hi."

"Excuse me."

"Hey. Hi."

F/N opens her right eye, having the feeling of someone staring at her and   hearing the muffled sound of someone calling her attention.

"Bokuto-san, it's rude to stare and she can't hear you." She heard as she took out an earphone.

She opens her left eye and there she clearly saw, standing in front of her, a dude with a spiky hair who weirdly reminds her of an owl and just behind him another dude with black messy hair whose expression oddly reminds her of when she looks at a mirror.

"Oh she can hear me now." "Hi there. I'm Bokuto and this here is Akaashi." Owl boy says.

F/N just looked at them with an expressionless face. She can't decipher why he suddenly introduced himself and his companion.

"We're from the volleyball team." He added.

That statement he added didn't help her at all. What exactly is the reason dudes from the volleyball team started talking to her?

"Bokuto-san——" Messy haired dude who's named Akaashi was cut off by Bokuto who spoke. "I haven't seen you around before, are you the transfer student from Shiratorizawa?"

F/N slightly tilts her head to the side, thinking about how this Bokuto-san knew the transfer student was from Shiratorizawa when she only said this information to one person. She sighs, there could only be one reason, bubbly girl seatmate must've talked about it to others.

Now, there's only two choices for her, ignore them and don't answer or nod and then go back to ignoring them.

She decided it's best to just do the latter.

Bokuto-san smiled as he saw the girl nod.

"Oh great. Do you perhaps know some players from your previous school's volleyball team?" he asks too excitedly.

F/N tried to rack her brains for anyone she might knew from the team but can't remember one, she had been to Shiratorizawa for only two months anyways. She shaked her head as a "No, I don't know anyone from the team."

Bokuto's shoulders slumped and he frowns.

"Sorry to bother you. Bokuto-san here is just really a curious person." Akaashi politely says.

On a second thought though, she might actually know someone from the Shiratorizawa Team.

"Actually there's this one person I knew...he's the wing spiker." she mumbles.

Bokuto's mood springs up as she heard her.

"Oh really? Is it Ushijima?"

While it's true that everyone in Shiratorizawa knows the Ushijima guy, he wasn't the one F/N had in mind.

She shakes her head No. "The one I knew is a first year."

Before Bokuto can even say another word to her, she heard her name being called and she look at the side to see her brother waiting for her, arms crossed on his chest.

"I have to go. My brother is waiting for me." she says.

Bokuto grinned. "Oh okay. Nice to meet you, F/N. Maybe you can watch us practice sometime, I'm the ace of the team you know, Akaashi is the setter."

F/N was slightly concerned at how he just  called her by her first name but ignored it anyway.

She gave a small bow to the two and walked to her brother.

Akaashi gave a small bow too and Bokuto frantically waved at the girl as he says "See you!"

As the girl left, Akaashi looked at his captain. "I think you scared her, Bokuto-san." he says.

Bokuto laughs, hands resting behind his head. "No way!"

Despite Bokuto's denial, Akaashi still thinks otherwise.

—

part [1] [2] [3] [4] ...

also posted in my wattpad account @akaashirabu.

[daikaashisthighs]

Secret Kisses | Akaashi Keiji

Keiji is not one to always show PDA, in fact, the only PDA he’s comfortable showing is holding hands. 

He prefers to show his love for you when the two of you are alone.

However, there are times where he would sneak in a few kisses when no one is looking.

During your train ride to school, it’s usually very busy.

He would make sure you’re sitting down to ensure your safety. He knows you’re smol & he’s afraid that you’d get thrown around.

When you’re sitting on the train, he would be standing in front of u! He wants to make sure he’s near u at all times so he can protect you.

When you’re on your phone or when you’re distracted, he would sneak in a few forehead kisses.

When you look up at him & give him an innocent smile, his heart will melt!

When you get to school, he drops you off at your first class with Bokuto.

Bokuto would be too busy talking about whatever & being distracted. Akaashi will take this chance to give you a quick peck!

When you’re hanging out with your friends or his friends, he’s not very touchy. He doesn’t want to make others feel uncomfortable but he will kiss you here and there when no one is looking.

It takes you by surprise & this boy will act like nothing happened.

Overall this boy is cute & I would 18493928101/5 recommend dating him!

[sweetcathedral]

Note: Final part! Part 1 & Part 2 are here.

⚠️: Reader’s discretion is advised. This chapter contains forms of dubious consent and explores the theme of sex being used as self-harm.

Suna turns his attention to him. “Don’t you get tired?” He questioned with purpose.

“That doesn’t matter,” Tsukki replied defensively.

“Yes, it does.” He takes another puff of his cigarette.

“I was just asking if you were free or not—”

“Your habit of sleeping around isn’t for pleasure or self satisfaction anymore, right?” It was pointless trying to make someone like Tsukki come to the self-realization of his habit, so Suna decided to just force him to come out with it, regardless of the outcome. “Constantly sleeping around with no regard to whom you’re doing it with. And if I say no, then you’ll just call one of your toys out for the night.”

“I thought we agreed that this relationship wouldn’t go anywhere beyond fucking each other.” Tsukki was getting annoyed.

“Is it because of Kuroo’s girlfriend?” Suna ignored him, continuing to press onto the topic. “Is that why you feel the need to fuck someone tonight? Not because you’re turned on or anything, but because you hate the way you feel right now.”

“… shut up …”

Not yet.

“You were mad that there were no flaws to her because you needed to hate her in a reasonable sense.”

“I said shut up …”

More.

“You hated the jealousy you felt and compared yourself to her to see who would be better suited for Kuroo, knowing that he’s already happy in this relationship. You felt empty knowing this and wanted to fill that void with anything to ‘help’ you move on from Kuroo. And you think sex would do the trick?”

Tsukki avoided looking Suna in the eye with his fingers curled into a fist, his nails digging into the palms of his hands. Suna felt the need to keep on pressing him. Anything to let him vent out, so the thought of sex wouldn’t be an option for his outlet right now.

“If you don’t like the way sex is feeling—!”

A sharp pain shot through Suna’s cheek.

“Quit talking like you know how I feel!” Tsukki had slapped him hard across the face.  “I don’t care about whether or not it feels good, I consented to it! So why do you even care?! I never asked you to care in the first place!” He snapped.

There.

“You may not have asked for it, but you need it! Someone to care for you, at least!” Suna fumed, letting the cigarette drop to the ground from his lips.

Tsukki collected his composure, deeply exhaling. “Fine. I’ll call someone else then.”

“For fucks sake, would you listen,” Suna sneered, grabbing Tsukki and holding him up against the wall by the arms. “The way you’re handling this isn’t right. You’re not thinking straight, you need to take a breather.”

“I’ll decide how I handle myself,” Tsukki yanked himself out of his grip, storming back into the restaurant.

Again, Suna wasn’t able to get through to him properly. It always ended like this anyways, everytime he tried to get Tsukki to let loose another way, he always ended up leaving him for another. Time and time again, he’d fight with Tsukki to reason with him, helping him be more self aware with himself.

Tsukki was right, Suna didn’t know how he felt and he might’ve been invasive with what he said, but Tsukki wouldn’t have reacted that way if what he said was wrong. He knows that feelings were out of the question, but is it so wrong to be worried about Tsukki’s well being, despite being in a sex-only relationship. Does he need to have feelings for him to care? Tsukki didn’t have to depend on him with everything, only when he felt like he couldn’t shoulder the burden anymore. That’s what Suna established this relationship for: not only to keep Tsukki from recklessly sleeping around with strangers, but to also help carry the burden for him. Communication, that was all Suna needed.

When he got back into the restaurant, Suna had forgotten about Tsukki slapping him across the face that his cheek had noticeably swollen up.

“Suna, your face!” Atsumu frantically put his glass of iced water to his cheek.

Suna winced, only realizing how painful it felt. That was one hell of a slap.

“What happened?!” Hinata worriedly asked.

Kageyama gave him his last yakitori to make him feel better, while Kenma asked the waiter for some ice.

“Hey, where’d Tsukki go?” Suna looked at his empty seat.

“He left to go meet up with a friend,” Hinata informed.

Friend my ass.

Memories of the sexual marks on Tsukki’s body flashed in Suna’s head.

He checked his phone for any messages. Nothing. Obviously, Tsukki wouldn’t message him any type of reassurance after fighting like that. Looking back on it now, he feels guilty for being the reason to push Tsukki into that decision. Fuck, I should’ve said yes.

“You okay?” Kenma asked with a concerned look on his face.

“Yeah, I’m fine.” Suna painfully smiled, laughing it off as he internally blamed himself for tonight’s ordeal. Thinking that he could’ve done better to help Tsukki.

* A picture of Suna and Tsukki with their fans is shared.*

~.x.~dinobear~.x.~: tsukki!!!

rrx.98: saw this on my friends ig, im so jealous😭

xxx.~ali.supremacy~.xxx: LUCKY!!

keiko_katanaka_: (reply to @rrx.98) your friends are so cute !

rrx.98: (reply to @keiko_katanaka_) thank youuu, I honestly love them❤️❤️

user99109992844: where did the girl in the middle get her top from??

apple_pie_2: so prettyyyy

zoomzoom: @chuupetchi im saving this

zoomzoom: @sumatso @tofurice @orange.ritz

orange.ritz: Suna can smile🥺

sumatso: aww Sunaa

tofurice: 🥰

* A picture of Kenma, Hinata, Tsukki, Kageyama, Atsumu and Suna at their table at the Korean bbq restaurant is shared. *

user10177498232: omg! I work there but I wasn’t working this shift

user32334700981: WAS THIS TODAY???????

rrx.98: I work near there😮

bokurokuto: @zoomzoom you guys went without me?☹️

zoomzoom: (reply to @bokurokuto) @akaashikeiji

akaashikeiji: (reply to @bokurokuto) we went out today

~chan.yan05~: Ken and Hina are so cute !!

realanon00: I saw Suna and Tsukki head to the back, but I didn’t wanna follow after what happened to Suna

user44448103945: (reply to @realanon00) I feel bad for him ….

user30004847269: (reply to @realanon00) wait what happened

realanon00: (reply to @user30004847269) Suna had a stalker incident

* Article: Accused stalker who stabbed pro volleyball player pleads ‘not guilty’ by reason of insanity link is shared. *

* Article: Suna Rintarou of EJP taken out for the remainder of the season to recover from stab wounds link is shared. *

* Article: Pro volleyball player, Suna Rintarou, rushed to ICU in critical condition after altercation with stalker link is shared. *

* Article: Pro volleyball player, Suna Rintarou, miraculously survives critical stab wounds to the lower abdomen link is shared. *

* Article: Suna Rintarou in critical condition after stalker altercation, EJP coach rushes the decision to take him out for the rest of the season link is shared. *

* Article: Fans pray outside the hospital of Suna Rintarou, wishing him a speedy recovery link is shared. *

user30004847269: 😧😧😧😧😧

~chan.yan05~: aw man i remember this….

clx.90s: my heart sank when i read how bad his condition was

2k1990s: i remember watching the games, all of them started with a moment of silence for Suna

littletibetanfox: the atmosphere was so heavy during that season, im glad he recovered well

realanon00: Suna came back with a swollen cheek, but that was after Tsukki got back and left..

xxx.~ali.supremacy~.xxx: 👀

godcomplex101: yikes😬

user50011823241: Tsukki and Suna have been hanging around each other a lot lately

apple_pie_2: but theyre in diff teams

godcomplex101: oop tea???

user30004847269: its also not the league season yet

realanon00: maybe they live together ?

rrx.98: their teams are in diff prefex

clx.90s: i mean they have summer practices now so maybe its another training camp 🤷‍♀️

apple_pie_2: truu

zoomzoom: @chuupetchi

orange.ritz: (reply to @zoomzoom) 😗

sumatso: (reply to @zoomzoom) Suna you good?

darealest02: i know Tsukishima sleeps around a lot, my older brother went to college with him

rrx.98: (reply to @darealest02) wait whatt

_____fiveunderscores.: (reply to @darealest02) huuhhhh

clx.90s: yeah.. everytime i see a recent pic of him he always has a hickey somewhere new

zoomzoom: @guccibird @yachan96 collect your boy

guccibird: (reply to @zoomzoom) ….

yachan96: (reply to @zoomzoom) we’re not with him 24/7, its my first time hearing of this

bokurokuto: (reply to @zoomzoom) we see him most of the time, we can talk to him

zoomzoom: (reply to @bokurokuto) only during our summer intensives

bokurokuto: (reply to @zoomzoom) yeah! like now!

* A video recording of Suna and Tsukki fighting at the back of the restaurant from a public street view is shared. *

zoomzoom: 🤭

orange.ritz: noooo

bokurokuto: oh..

rrx.98: WHAT

guccibird: @yachan96 I CANT HEAR WHAT THEYRE SAYING

yachan96: (reply to @guccibird) WAIT ME TOO

clx.90s: DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THEYR SAYING

zoomzoom: @chuupetchi I KNOW YOURE ONLINE

user30004847269: naahhhh

user30004847269: this is a lieeeee

xxx.~ali.supremacy~.xxx: 😶😶

apple_pie_2: 😳

~chan.yan05~: 😨😨

realanon00: wait who uploaded this ???

realanon00: howd you get this

user77700178329: i was on my way back from work until i heard yelling coming from the restaurant

user77700178329: it was eerily quiet too, so they were loud

user50011823241: shiiit

* A video recording of Suna and Tsukki fighting at the back of the restaurant from a public street view was removed. *

realanon00: oh?

user77700178329: awkard

apple_pie_2: that was quick

sumatso: @zoomzoom you get that?

zoomzoom: (reply to @sumatso) ya I got that

sumatso: (reply to @zoomzoom) send that to us @tofurice @orange.ritz @guccibird @yachan96

zoomzoom: @bokurokuto practice is gonna look awkward….

bokurokuto: (reply to @zoomzoom) dw we can fix this 😊

zoomzoom: (reply to @bokurokuto) no, its not our business

bokurokuto: (reply to @zoomzoom) their our friends 👯

bokurokuto: (reply to @zoomzoom) they need our help

zoomzoom: (reply to @bokurokuto) @akaashikeiji

akaashikeiji: @bokurokuto i think we should leave this to them

xxx.~ali.supremacy~.xxx: could they be dating ??

~chan.yan05~: dont know, i mean if they are theyre doing a good job at keeping it lowkey

rrx.98: 👀👀

user77700178329: nah theyre just friends

user77700178329: i overheard Suna trying to get Tsukishima to stop sleeping around, apparently hes getting outta hand now😬

2k1990s: oh nooo😔

clx.90s: i feel bad, I hope he’s okay

apple_pie_2: ew..😒

littletibetanfox: i hope Suna’s okay, that slap looked painful 😖

[glitchh3d]

Roles/@'s/More...

Here's a post describing each characters role/twitter name (So far) in the Semi Eita x F!Reader SocMed fic i'm doing. Just so people know.

(Y/n) n Friends:

(Y/n) (L/n) - Actress - @/princesspopoff

Oikawa Tooru - Model - @/TooruOikawa

Sugawara Koushi - Actor - @/suga

Akaashi Keiji - (Y/n)’s marketing manager - @/AkaashiKeiji

Bokuto Koutaro - Rockstar - @/Brokuto

Iwaizumi Hajime - Photographer - @/IwaHaji

Yachi Hitoka - (Y/n)’s personal assistant - @/yachiii

[Iwaizumi and Oikawa are engaged, Bokuto and Akaashi are dating]

Semi n Friends:

Semi Eita - Rockstar - @/SemiSemi

Tendou Satori - Journalist - @/guessmonster

Shirabu Kenjiro - Semi’s personal assistant - @/shhhirabu

Kuroo Tetsurou - Semi’s manager - @/KOOROW

Terushima Yuuji - Music Producer - @/callmeyuuji

Ushijima Wakatoshi - Pro volleyball player - @/ushijimawakatoshi

Kenma - Youtuber - @/KodzuKen

Others/Mentioned (to be added):

Atsumu - Rockstar - @/Sumu [Mentioned as (Y/n)'s ex boyfriend]

Masterlist

[fanfictiondreamscape]

Comfort for Out of Body Experiences

Request: would you take a request for suga, tanaka, akaashi and tendou with a f!so who deals with depersonalization/derealization/dissociation? (theyre all pretty similar just slightly different meanings) deal with it especially when my adhd gets bad or after panic attacks. it can be incredibly disturbing/scary to deal with and i just wanna hug from the hq boys LOL  (also if/when you choose to do this, would you mind blocking out my username tytytyty) ((feel free to say no if its triggering to u)) (((muah))) 

Headcanons! 

Title: Comfort for Out of Body Experiences 

Genre: fluff, though mostly consisting of comfort from the boysss

Pairing: Sugawara/Tanaka/Akaashi/Tendou x Fem!Reader (all separate) 

Notes: Out of respect and awareness for these experiences, I did some research over these (thought they are very straightforward). I can only imagine how these feel at that constant of a rate, but I do realize how intense these can be, since this also happens to me every once in a while (and I only realized it after doing some research). 

And hugs from the Haikyuu boys? Who wouldn’t want those, especially at a time like that?

Otherwise, please do let me know if I portrayed something incorrectly or insensitively - I do not wish to offend anyone with the works. 

Below the cut! 

Sugawara Koushi

sugawara is a mom, first off.

certified mom #1

he’d have what you needed right off the bat in a good amount of situations.

but this? 

this is something that he wouldn’t necessarily know how to touch and help. 

you had told him, of course, but...

his girlfriend feels as if her thoughts aren’t her own, that they aren’t real?

he wouldn’t know what to do, surprisingly.

he wouldn’t be able to truly understand the fear and the panic, but he would know a thing or two about panic attacks

sometimes, they’d hit him before games, possibly even school tests.

so he’d take a gentle approach since he knows the general panic. 

he’d notice the expression on your face start to contort to fear

he’d notice the way you seemed to tense up, even the way you started shaking just the slightest. 

the way your demeanor seemed to just...shrink

it scared him, and it made him worry.

suga had slid beside your seat on the couch, gently grabbing your attention by tapping your leg.

tears had started to pool in the corner of your eyes when you looked up at him.

suga silently and slowly hugged you securely, and you gripped the back of his t-shirt

his hold on you tightened just the slightest when he felt your tears soak his shoulder.

he had pulled you as close as he could, as gently as he could, and just left you to do what you needed. 

if you wanted to talk, he’d let you talk and he’d listen.

if you wanted to stay silent, he’d let you sit and do what you needed and act as a pillar of support.

he’d cuddle with you for as long as you wanted him to, as long as it would take to make sure that you are 100% better after the experience. 

and once the occurrence is over, he’d try to approach a way to support you when it happens next

(this, of course, would be after you are down from the out-of-body feeling and experience). 

overall, this man loves you, and cares for you, and he’d approach the situation with as much caution since he isn’t aware of how to help you

but he does try to learn more about it and act as even more of a support pillar for you in the future 

(considering that this, most likely, would have been the first time he was faced with a bout of depersonalization/derealization)

Ryuunosuke Tanaka

boy is scared

simple as that.

mega caring, but if you aren’t crying, he is. 

otherwise, he’s unprepared.

you’ve told him that you experience this, you have also emphasized how terrifying it can be

but he didn’t know how to deal with it right off the bat.

that doesn’t mean that he didn’t take it seriously, though. 

he, quite possibly, asked noya (and that backfired BIG TIME)

and he tried to ask ennoshita, and he tried to help (though he was hesitant. ennoshita didn’t know where to look) 

so his last resort was the third years.

daichi didn’t know how to approach them, 

kiyoko was honestly very worried (yet still unaware),

asahi was just lost,

so suga was the only person that had any real answers.

even then, they were very few. 

so when you go into an episode of depersonalization/derealization around him, he freaks out

straight up texts sugawara to help him.

‘what should i do?’

‘how should i do this?’

‘would this be a good idea?’

trust sugawara to have the answers at a base level, though.

suga just tells him to comfort you in the way tanaka does best, be careful, and let him know if something goes wrong.

so that’s just what he does.

he sees the terror settle on your visage, the way the color drains from your face

the way that your body just...

loses all sense of ‘control’.

you don’t seem yourself, and as such, you don’t feel like yourself.

tanaka, while viewing this, is quick on the uptake.

he tugs your body to his before you can curl into a ball on the couch

hugs you securely in his strong arms, lays your head on his chest and tries to rub your back as a form of comfort.

while doing this, he’s trying to regulate his heartbeat and tears

(his sweet girlfriend’s struggling, and he doesn’t know how to fix it. what else could he do?) 

like i said, if you aren’t crying, he is.

and that likely leads to your emotions coming over you and you end up crying.

he just hugs you in a fashion that would make you feel safe, warm, and protected. 

he is also uncharacteristically silent, though you both don’t mind it.

just in general, the awkwardness, the fear, and the emotions run HIGH 

so expect this to be something that might be a little tough to adjust to on both your parts

but, afterwards, he does cuddle with you close to his side until you feel comfortable.

in general?

the boy loves you a lot, so he’ll help the best way he can, but the comfort process is gonna be a little bit of a rough ride. 

and, under the circumstance that this was his first encounter, he did pretty decent.

(sidenote: he had told suga what had conspired the next day when he was at volleyball practice. he got a pat on the back for his good work and a small reward, though he was hesitant to take it.) 

simp is big worry for you overall, but he’ll take extra measures to help you in the future. 

Akaashi Keiji

certified mom #2

akaashi, though?

i feel as if he’d have dealt with some bouts of it

so he had a sense of the feeling and the pure terror that comes with it.

because, compared to his calm and composed demeanor, boy panics like the next person.

and sometimes, things like this happen when stress is running ESPECIALLY high

and once you had told him about your experiences with it, 

he was immediately taking notes from his experiences to help you with yours

so, in conclusion?

he had a good amount of knowledge in the subject

when you start to go into a bout of it, he is on the job

he keeps the atmosphere as quiet as possible

(especially if bokuto or kuroo is in the room) 

he makes sure that there is a private, somewhat comfortable area that you can go to whenever and wherever it happens

and you can bet that this boy starts to worry despite the knowledge.

anyways...

once he notices you start to shrivel up and push yourself towards the corner of the room

and how the fear settles in your eyes

he’s on the way (while still being smooth and nonchalant).

there are tears gathering in the corners of your eyes, and as soon as akaashi sees them, well- 

he’s already gesturing for you two to leave the room and keeping you flush to his side comfortably.

it isn’t until you reach the designated private area (which in this scenario would probs be a secluded classroom) that he checks in further.

he stares worriedly in your eyes, and you try to explain

he stops you, wipes your tears, and pulls you flush against his chest. 

no words are spoken, just a sweet silence and a loving embrace.

it’s welcoming, and he doesn’t care if you soak the front of his shirt with tears

overall, best boy of the four (with suga being a close second).

in general, though

the way he acts and treats this thing signals an immediate understanding of the feeling

and it is just, overall, the most comforting thing about it.

he takes note of what works this time following the first encounter with something like this, though

anything to make sure his beloved girlfriend feels safe and protected.

(bokuto though - akaashi loves him, but dear god, he pries too much whenever this happens around him. kuroo joins in too, and he has to put his trust into someone else to handle him (or the two of them) in that moment.) 

Tendou Satori

guess monster can’t guess at the moment 

tendou.exe has stopped working.

checking systems....go.

okay, he’s back!

so, first things first - you have told him of your brushes with depersonalization/derealization and overall dissociation

you had also emphasized how scary it can be

this, while still a little odd to him, is something he takes seriously because you take it seriously.

(it took a little explaining to get him to realize when something like this starts to happen.)

anyways, one day, when you two are studying together

(by your request!) 

he pauses when he hears your voice start to shake and your words don’t come off as sure as they were mere seconds before.

“what’s going on, y/n?”

“uh, I - um...”

THAT’s when he jumps into protective boyfriend mode. 

the way you so suddenly weaken, seemingly just lose all sense of the normal you

it scares him, quite frankly

and he just-

throws all of his work to the side and slides you to his side.

pressing your head onto his shoulder is the first step.

he wants to talk, but the way he feels you tremble 

oh boy, he gets emotional

he won’t cry, but he’ll be about to

he just decidedly grips you tighter and closer to him when you tug on his shirtsleeve

he’s pulling you even closer then, and just slowly lulls your body in his to his bed

and the two of you just lay there, you crying from the fear and him keeping you warm, safe, and comfortable

(he’s rubbing small circles into the dip of your hips and cradling your head to his chest and i just-)

(best comfort istg-)

you two had just decided to stay there for the rest of the time together until your roommate had come by to get you 

(she had thanked him for comforting you as she had seen this happen, and you had never been this calm coming down from a bout until today.)

essentially, he doesn’t joke like he normally would

he doesn’t get rough or generally playful, either

he just gets aware and gets to action.

safe to say, he does a pretty damn good job when it comes down to it. 

(and as a sidenote- if anyone pokes their head in on you two in the moment, he’ll send them a look that signals them to leave.)

(seriously. it terrifies some of the younger club members if they even attempt to come find him in this situation.)

[ao3feed-haikyuu]

Afterwards Is When..

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2jJ8YDH

by cakechuu

It hurts the most after you realize what you've lost grasp of.

Akaashi X Reader.

Words: 3596, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: haikyuu, anime - Fandom, AkaashiKeiji - Fandom, Fukurodani - Fandom, Haikyu, Fanfiction - Fandom, Songfic - Fandom, Angst - Fandom, xReader - Fandom, ReaderXCharacter - Fandom

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M

Characters: You, Reader, AkaashiKeiji - Character

Relationships: ReaderXAkaashi

Additional Tags: AngstWarning

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2jJ8YDH

[akaashirabu]

serenity • akaashi keiji (Pt. 2)

The following day was her official first day at Fukurodani Academy.

She wasn't a big fan of waking up early in the morning to be honest but the thought of her mother nagging at this hour is such a drag so she hurriedly got up and ready for the day.

"Good morning F/N-chan." her mother greeted as she put the plates with food on the table.

"Mmm Ohayo." she greeted quietly.

"Better eat breakfast, we wouldn't want you to be late for your first day at your new school." she reminded.

F/N nodded. She looked around and didn't saw her father, must've gone to work early.

You see, punctuality is a virtue that is taught in the family since childhood and it is the golden rule.

Que in the entrance of her lazy ass older brother.

"Ohayo." He greeted as he yawned.

Her mother sighed. "B/N, did you stayed up all night again? Don't you have classes today?"

"Ah I was studying for an exam, I only have afternoon classes for today." He answered, getting a plate for himself and sitting next to F/N.

"Good luck at your new school." he says to F/N beside him, ruffling her hair in the process.

She hummed and continued eating her breakfast quietly.

Her older brother as you can see is a freshmen at a university here in Tokyo. He had been staying in a dormitory before but since the family moved here, it was only natural for him to move back  home.

Studying huh... F/N thought. She can hardly believe that's true, when in fact she knew her brother had been up all night playing video games instead. He may be a model student in the eyes of their parents but truth is he's just a lazy ass video game junkie when out of their sight. It's not suprising that they believe his act though since he has impressive grades anyways.

"I'm off to school." she mumbles.

"Are you sure you can go to school by yourself? Your brother can go with you." her mother worriedly says.

"No. I'm fine, I already memorized the way when I went there with dad yesterday." she replied.

"Oh okay then, Itterasshai!" her mother says while her brother chuckles.

"Make some new friends!" He loves annoying the hell out of her sometimes.

She just sighed, putting on her shoes and grabbing her bag.

Just as she calculated, it was roughly a 7 minute walk from their home to Fukurodani Gakuen. That is, if she actually pick up the pace but if she's feeling a bit lazy like today, it takes her about 10 minutes top.

She wasn't late for today though, her timid nature was the sole reason of waking up early. It's easy.

Making her way to the teacher's lounge, she can feel the looks that has been given her way. She can't blame them though, it's not everyday a random student transfers in the middle of the term.

She knocked at the door, waiting for someone to notice her. Finally, a man that looked like in his thirties approached her.

"Oh are you the new student, L/N F/N?" he asks.

She nodded, greeting him a quiet "Ohayo." and showed him her transfer papers.

"Okay, let me accompany you to your classroom then. I'm Arizugawa Yuzo, I'll be your homeroom teacher." he tells her.

Again, she gave a nod and a quiet "Thank you, nice to meet you, sir."

He just gave her a smile. Seemingly understanding that the girl didn't like talking much.

Class 1-4 settled down as soon as Arizugawa-sensei came in, all eyes focused on the girl who was beside him.

"Okay class, as you can see, we have a new student and she'll be with us starting today." sensei explains and a few murmurs can be heard.

"A transfer student in the middle of the first term huh."

"She looks intimidating."

"Wonder what's the reason she's transferring when the first term is about to end though."

"LN-san, do you want to introduce yourself and say a few words to the class?" Arizugawa-sensei asked F/N.

She nodded, introducing herself infront of this many people is such a drag but might as well do it, it won't hurt anyway.

"L/N F/N, please take care of me." she says in a monotone voice.

"Okay, L/N-san you may take a seat next to Miyazaki-san. Miyazaki-san please raise your hand so L/N-san can see where you are."

A girl wearing glasses raised her hand and F/N immediately took a seat beside her, putting her bag in place too.

She looked at her new seatmate, she looks so bubbly and F/N can't help but think she may have a hard time with a seatmate who talks a lot.

"Hi, I'm Miyazaki Minami. Nice to meet you." she says with a grin.

F/N just nodded, putting out her notebook and pens.

"Oh, can I call you F/N-chan? You can call me Miichan in return." the bubbly girl asked.

She shrugged, doesn't really understand why the girl was so excited.

"You don't talk much no? but don't worry, I'll do all the talking instead." she says with a giggle.

F/N didn't say anything. She heaved a heavy sigh internally. This is gonna be a long day... She thought.

After two periods, their sensei granted them free period to study by themselves.

F/N was elated, she liked free period since she can just relax and draw. I can just study later after classes... She thought.

She took her ipod and put her earphones on, 2 Arabesques L. 66, No. 1 in E Major playing on the said device.

She grabbed her favorite sketchbook and pencil, getting back to her previous sketch of the Tokyo Tower.

It needs more shading... She thought.

F/N's thoughts was then interrupted when she felt a tap on her shoulder.

She looked at her side to see a smiling Miyazaki. F/N sighed and took out the earphone on her left ear, she didn't want to be rude.

"Wow, F/N-chan, that's so beautiful, you're really good at drawing." the girl says.

"Thanks." a mumble from F/N.

"Can you draw me next time?" Miichan asks.

F/N just nodded. She didn't really mind having to draw for another person, in fact she find it advantageous.

"Cool! Oh and if you don't mind, can I ask where you came from before transferring here?"

F/N paused from shading, seemingly in deep thought if she should continue this conversation (it was barely one) with the bubbly girl.

I guess making one acquaintance won't hurt...I'd have someone to ask about homework when I can't attend classes after all. F/N thought.

"Miyagi. Shiratorizawa Academy." F/N answered simply.

Miichan gasps in surprise. "Shiratorizawa? Isn't that a school with extremely hard entrance exams?"

F/N nodded, the entrance exam seemed  okay to her though.

"F/N-chan must be really smart then."

The emotionless girl shrugged, she didn't really see herself as someone really smart, she likes to think she's just someone who has given more time on studying.

"If you're already studying in a powerhouse school such as Shiratorizawa, why did you transfer here then?"

F/N sighed, why does this girl have a lot of questions?

"Because of my father's job, we have to move here." This has been the longest sentence F/N has said that day.

"Oh, that's unfortunate. It must've been hard to leave your friends." Miichan frowned.

F/N just shrugged. It wasn't that hard really, since she didn't have friends anyways. What's hard is saying goodbye to her quiet life in the countryside that she loved so much. And she ain't gonna lie, Shiratorizawa was a really good school.

As Miichan continued the one sided conversation with F/N, a certain boy from the volleyball team was secretly eavesdropping.

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part [1] [2] [3] ...

also posted in my wattpad account @akaashirabu.