#ajdkgkshdk I hate my brain sm. really wish it could just be fucking normal ๐
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ough tmw the existential dread creeps up on you out of nowhere even though you had a good day...
#I think it's bc I'm tired & I've been in pain all day. the alcohol might be playing a part in it too adkfsj#god tho. just this genuine chill of dread & fear washed over me while I'm just laying in bed minding my business.#I'm combatting it tho!! or. trying to. really don't wanna fall into it. feels exactly like where I was at back in april#and I Do Not want to be there again. shit was getting me so bad I was dealing with physical effects and ahdgksh#worst I've ever felt in my life.#trynna just breathe & calm down & distract myself.#ajdkgkshdk I hate my brain sm. really wish it could just be fucking normal ๐#โโ ห โฐ โฐ ooc โฎ don't @ me.#personal cw
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