#airstream for my creys

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I actually have a potential small chunk (chunklet?) of good old fashioned writing time but I am of course instead spiraling remembering that Maddison is sadder than Addek even though they both break my heart.

It’s just.  Maddison could have worked IN CANON.  The fatal Addek blow (heh, no pun intended) happened off-camera, pre-show.  Buuuuuut so many missed opportunities, excuse me while I die.  I am ridiculous.

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Hi.

I don’t know how to Tumblr anymore.  I do know it’s 2020.  I don’t recognize a lot of things on my feed(?) and all fandoms seem new.  I am not new.  I still think a lot about Addison and her various sunken ships, even though I have actually only watched Grey’s seasons 1-3, all the crossovers, season 8, and the episode where Shonda ran Derek over with a truck.

I’m M, aka winter machine, the one who lost her LJ password and regularly loses the twitter one too.  I started writing and posting again on sites I’m not sure people still use.  I am a RELIC goddamn it and not in a good way, but if these things interest you, um, let me know you still exist so I can follow you back?

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Me, all day every day on Tumblr.

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You don’t look a day over 2014 ...

I lied, Tumblr.  You have changed a LOT.  I have no idea how to use you.

“Your layout is different.”

“A lot of things are different.” 

Who’s still out there who also thinks when his hair is a little longer it reminds you of Russell Crowe?