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tbh i do get a little bothered by the notion that tim took the first shot he had to drop out of school because he hated school and didnt wanna do it and all of that bc i feel like it ignores the probably very important context that he dropped out after his dad (as well as steph-or at least, he was led to believe, in the same week) died, also he was in a school shooting. He did attempt to go to a school in bludhaven but the kids there were so wildly insensitive about the shooting that tim dropped out under the pretense of his "uncle" homeschooling him. In his oyl era, he /did/ go back to school, and it provided him some form of normalcy. Tim was a normal kid, he wasnt crazy about school but he still went to school and it helped him feel like a normal kid, something he desperately clung to. He only dropped out again to do his Brucequest, in an era where he was notably Not Doing Well (which. Yeah. he wasnt doing well bc he was like 17 and almost everyone in his support system was dead, he recently had hits put out on him, got blown up, and backstabbed by his not-dead-ex, he couldnt support his theory that bruce was alive and was extremely stressed about that, and he didnt know wtf he was doing. I love him btw.) Basically tim dropping out of school was a signifier that he wasnt doing well and he was giving up on the normality that he tried to cling to and im a bit of a nitpicky person who gets irked by minor things
#robin 1993#tim drake#red robin 2009#rambles#Tim Drake wanted to cling to the idea of normal#Including going to school#School shooting mention#Tbh if all the shit that happened to tim happened to me id probably also drop out???#Like his sorta friend philmont got murdered at school#His friend darla got shot and he gave her corpse cpr (dw she came back as laura fell)#There was that one kid at brentwood who overdosed in meth i think that tim tried to save and couldnt#dc#Just things that i get bothered by a little bit????#This isnt crit aimed at anyone i literally just had too many thoughts and they had to escape#Tim Drake my beloved
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Which song is your #6 or #14 or whatever isn't interesting to me; I wanna hear where in your list the first song from each of your top 5 artists shows up. Or the last one
#music talk#spotify wrapped#(starting a tag in case anyone doesn't care)#brave new world (starset)‚ stranger (seeming) and sunnyside (idkhow) are my 2–4#but frost* is my number one artist and doesn't show up until milliontown at 32#and blue stahli‚ which i actually do not understand being in my top 5 i didn't realize i listened that much tbh‚ is ultranumb at 38#and ready aim fire at 63 and that's it. just those two. i guess it was more his broad discography i was into this year#last idkhow is downside (99)‚ frost* is numbers (90)‚ starset's degenerate (73) and seeming is the flock (82)#unless you count indomitus by ivardensphere (89) which is not by seeming but features the vocalist so they're credited as an artist#btw just to set the record straight milliontown is 27 minutes long and i listened to the entire thing start to finish every time i played i#i never skipped to or skipped any parts of it and somehow it ended up place 32 so that#is my disorder#unsubtly posts asking for certain songs just so *i* can talk about mine
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using booping as a way to flirt with the mutuals
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what the world needs more of: regulily
#give me MORE#doomed or happy#just give me something more#this is aimed at myself more than anyone tbh#regulus black#lily evans#regulily#waterlily#stargazer#marauders#marauders era
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see man i dont think that writing in a verbose manner is wrong in any way, im just saying if your audience is supposed to be everyone regardless of english comprehension, and regardless of economic status or nationality- you should aim to not be snobby.
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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.
#text#i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison#maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness#if that makes sense#cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality#tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old#and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally#i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time#than someone that is defiant of that fact#basically the more power imbalance the better#in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too#keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him#sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason#also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there#it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway#i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it#but like#him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over#where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to#but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably#silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick#actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people
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SOMEONE STOLE MY IDEA WORD FOR WORD AND IT GOT MORE ATTENTION BECAUSE THEY HAVE MORE CONNECTIONS??? imma go throw my heart into a blender rq with bananas and all, then travel to the sewage treatment facilities to personally pour it into the gutters myself.
#They did so lamely too I'm screaming do people just have bad taste or was I aiming too fucking high apparently?#and no before anyone asks I'm not saying who bc it's just an idea. No point in being petty#it wasn't a whole fic or a drabble so it's cool#BUT STILL I'M LAUGHING SO HARD I NEVER EXPECTED A BIGGER BLOG TO COPY ME???#fuck this stingggsss damn#no like it was WORD FOR WORD#ik you can't gatekeep ideas and they're up for grabs but if you're gonna steal it then AT LEAST MAKE IT GOOD#MAKE IT INTERESTING. PUT SOME EFFORT.#I'm blaming the people who ate it up more than them tbh
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*sees ridiculous article* (screenshot under cut)
"....are the humans who believe in Dad and stuff really okay???"
#ic#open#// open for anyone but especially aimed at his siblings tbh#(mun reserves right to be selective)
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idk if john will ever realize just how many times his big sister has had to mourn him because his idiot ass showed up on her doorstep to say a "final goodbye" and then just dropped off the grid for months afterwards. figure out the cell phone thing, man.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i think every day about the dangerous habits arc and the way he said bye to cheryl & left chas a note & then just. didn't die#and then didn't go back and call ANYONE to check in bc he got distracted catching up & getting back together with kit#he loves cheryl with all his life but he is NOT good at staying in contact#and like 60% of the time he handwaves it as 'i would have put her in danger' when that is simply not always the case#he's just truly awful at keeping in touch with people#the pitfalls of only living day to day instead of making long-term plans#this is true for most people he knows btw there's a good chance that if you're his friend you won't see him for Months on end#and then he'll just swan in out of nowhere aiming to pick up where he left off. that's not how that works buddy#tbh the best way to figure out if he's alive or not is through rumors and with his reputation? that's not a great source of info#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#sched.
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sixth day at my new school and i didn't sit alone at lunch today 🥳🥳
#woohoo!!#some girls invited me to sit with them so i did and chatted to them and this other guy#some of them are in my classes!! they were all very nice#honestly i was aiming to just try and fit in with the cishet boys and last week when i heard the rumour i was gay i was kinda freaked out#but i've scoped out the situation and it's not unsafe to be out (as bi. not anyone's business i'm trans)#so i realise it's better to just be open and have better chances of finding the right people than living in fear and squashing myself to--#--fit in with the wrong people. bc if i can't be fully myself around someone then why would i want to be good friends with them??#so yar i'll stick with other queer guys and supportive girls. gay guy/straight girl friendships are stereotypical but it's an ecosystem tha#works in a situation like high school tbh#ooo and i guess he was away today but the guy from a couple of my classes who i think is cute is in that group so added bonus#o and actually unrelated but at recess i went to this queer group thing i was invited to by a teacher last week#(recess is first and lunch is sceond)#i wasn't sure if i was going to go (mostly bc of my 'blend in' mindset) but i'm glad i did!! it was pretty nice#mostly just nice to get an idea of 'safe' people and teachers yaknow#'people and teachers' -- those aren't two mutually exclusive categories of being ajdsgjf but ykwim#and if i didn't go then i probably wouldn't have been in the better mindset for being just myself with everyone at lunch#so wahoo yippee :D#now i just needa keep talking to everyone and putting myself out there a bit more and i'll find the right people :)
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Does anyone have any recommendations for (audio)books where the characters are nice to each other and the protagonists win in the end without being traumatized beyond recognition? The last four or five books I’ve listened to have been real downers and I need a palette cleanser. Don’t care what genre as long as it’s fiction, preferably aimed at adults
#I know the trend rn is protagonist doesn’t win without great effort but like#I wanna read something uplifting but still exciting#like we know the protagonist is gonna win in the end but we still cheer them on ya know?#I get the whole ‘you can’t trust anyone and winning must be hard to be realistic’ but like#people are kind and helpful to each other in real life too#thats why I really like tamora pierce’s writing tbh cause like there’s real stakes and bad people but there’s also good and helpful people#like the Keladry books are about a soldier during a war. straight up.#and yeah she goes through some really shitty and traumatic things but there’s always people on her side helping and taking care of her#and her sense of justice which is her defining trait allows her to win in the end#I just wish I could find books like that aimed at adults
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" you said we were going to a yacht party , not that i would be working it . i thought — " that this was a date . stupid , stupid girl . " you know what , it doesn't matter . " / @godfavorites
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sometimes i wonder if i’m too much but then i remember that question will never serve me well
#it’s not a helpful question to ask yourself#you are you and as long as you aren’t hurting anyone then you never need to tone it down#if people can’t handle it then .. skill issue idk#i’ve always had a very hard time trying to determine how others perceive me but tbh it’s none of my business#and i gotta keep reminding myself !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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“Batter’s up~” - Grail League - Lavenza
I tried to replicate the background from Archer’s but it was such a pain. Procreate isn’t good to make straight lines :(. Like you can but I find it hard to hold the pen down and not just consecutively make more straight lines from the last point. I don’t know why but the stars are bothering me lol. Anyways, the Avenger icon I just took from the internet
She wanted to wear a matching jersey as Emiya.
#procreate#original character#digital art#mad’s art#fsn oc#fgo oc#anime girl#lavenza#fate grand order#fate grail league#I tried to incorporate some elements of her servant attire#my first time drawing a Chibi ahahah#they’re fun to draw tbh I might try to do more#also she’s not playing the game right cause she’s acting like it’s volleyball that’s what I was aiming to portray#and yeah the ball of energy supposed to look like the counter force if anyone remembers#she’s getting benched by Archer don’t worry
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Sometimes I look at my life and think if 13 year old me could see the shit I get up to it would be exactly how she planned but with much more love involved
#i used to be rly obsessed w the idea of like sleeping around a lot and having a lot of new experiences#and also with like drug experimentation altho obvs at 13 i hadnt done either of these things#but i was like yeaaaa thats how my 20s will be#and honestly? they had us in the first half ngl but now i live with gay people it does feel like everyone wants to fuck me tbh#and some of the people who want to fuck me also want to put powders in my nose#im having the time of my life#advice to anyone also aiming for 20s hedonism: find a queer art collective and go to their parties
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i want to like seed. why dont i like it? the art is good and consistent in quality, but. something feels off about it to me and i cant sink my teeth into it despite the strong start
#i think my issue with it is that it takes 20 chapters for things to happen#and in between characters will have somewhat stilted dialogue full of computer jargon#where nothing is truly answered.#im 87 chapters in and i still dont have a good idea of what anyone including the main characters are aiming for#what does anyone want in seed? i cant root for anyone because i dont know what theyre trying to achieve#i may just be stupid but i think thats why i dont like seed#there are some good things about it but im gonna give up on it halfway thru tbh#i think its funny how theres an unfiltered fbomb in every chapter and webtoon doesnt do the 'strong language' warning#like it does with every other webtoon
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