#ailee drabbles

[pankowperfection]

hi my love, congrats again on 1k 🫶🏼 I love all your writing so can’t wait for all your drabbles to celebrate!

not sure why but I just loove the idea of voyeurism with john b, so requesting something with that if possible 🙏🏼💜

Warnings: 18+, mutual masturbation, implied sex

"God, you look so hot baby." John B is leaned back in the chair he placed at the edge of the bed, bottom lip trapped between his teeth as his eyes are glued to your actions. He frees his cock from his board shorts, tip red and leaking as he starts stroking himself slowly to the sight of you touching yourself.

"JB please. Feels so much better when you touch me." This had been his crazy idea, wanting to watch you get yourself off after seeing you in your tiny yellow bikini. Your legs are spread wide, knees resting on the mattress as one hand toys with your clit while the other teases your nipples. He can see how wet you are, folds glistening in the light filtering through his bedroom window.

"I know baby, I know. Put a finger inside yourself, tell me how it feels." You do as he asks, gaze locked on his as you push your index finger inside your soaking entrance. His eyes darken watching your finger disappear into your core, mesmerized by the sight and wishing it was his cock instead. "Shit," you groan, pleasure swirling through your system at the added stimulation. "I'm so wet. Feels s-so good."

He starts to jerk himself faster, spurred on by your sounds of pleasure and how you get lost in the sensations you're creating. "Doing so well for me baby. Now add another finger and curl them just like I do." His voice is deeper and raspy, dripping with lust as his length hardens even more in his hand.

You gasp at the stretch, speeding up your thrusts and adding more pressure as you circle your clit. Your hips start to meet your hand, desperate whines and moans falling from your lips as your high gets closer. "That's it y/n. Fuck, m'gonna cum. You gonna cum with me pretty girl?"

You nod your head, unable to form words as the familiar sensation rushes over your body, band tightening until it snaps and pleasure fills your system. Watching you fall apart sends him over the edge, hot spurts of cum coating his bare abs as he watches you slowly stop your efforts as you shake with the aftershocks.

You stand up, walking over to the chair and climbing on to straddle his lap. "Whatcha doing now babe?" he questions as your still soaking wet pussy rests against his already hardening cock. "I gave you what you wanted. Now you're gonna give me what I want, you."

@adventuresinobx @starkeyobx @paradisehamilton @ailee-celeste @pankhoeforlife @outerbankspov @houseofperfecttaste @drewbooooo @maybankslover @maybanks-luver @blueicequeen19 @toystory2wasjustokay @onmykneesforrafe @penny4yourthoughts @maddie-routledge

[springday-aus]

Amusement Park!AU - Solo Artists + Multi-Group: [Drabble] 

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Amusement Park!AU with Ailee, f(x)’s Amber, Eric Nam, BtoB’s Peniel, and Day6′s Jae [multi-group + multi-members] 

“Bro, I think we’re lost.” 

Eric pokes his head from the large map and looks at Peniel. “We’re not lost. We’re just… misplaced.” 

Jae raises an eyebrow. “Dude, it’s been like 10 minutes. I’m calling them.” 

Before anyone can protest, Jae presses the call button. 

Amber answers after one ring. “Where are you?” 

“Eric got lost.” 

“Ah, sounds like him. We’re in front of the ferris wheel. You just have to talk straight from the entrance.” 

“Thanks.” 

“See you in a bit.” 

He hangs up, putting the phone into his pocket. “Come on, dude. They just told me where they’re at.” 

Eric sighs and shoves the map into his back pocket. “This doesn’t mean the map won.” 

“Sure it doesn’t,” Peniel says. “That’s the real problem here.” 

They all head up the hill and past the opening shops, despite Jae’s whines to go into the ice cream shop and Peniel eyeing the hat shop. 

“Over here!” 

“Yello!!!!!” 

Ailee and Amber jump up and down from their spot, waving their arms around—gathering more attention than necessary. As the guys get closer, Ailee and Amber officially position themselves in line behind everyone. 

“You guys took so long!” Ailee says. She rolls up her short-sleeve and pats her triceps. “Look at the tan lines left here because of you.” 

Peniel waves her off. “That’s nothing.” 

“We were late because of Mr. ‘I know my way around the park.’” Jae looks over at Eric. “Isn’t it your first time in New Jersey?” 

Eric gives him nothing more than a nasty glance. “We’re here now and that’s all that matters.” 

“Don’t worry,” Amber says. “We’ll turn that frown upside down.” 

“I got it covered,” Ailee says, with a smile. “I know this place like the back of my hand.” 

“Are you sure you wanna start with the ferris wheel?” Eric asks. He looks at it from the bottom up. “I heard it’s better in the movies than it actually seems.” 

The girls shrug. Amber speaks up first. “We’ll be the judges for that.” 

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“Well, that was just awful,” Jae says. “That’s a torture device that never ends.” 

“It was kind of fun,” Ailee says. “I got some good pics.” She whips out her phone and pulls out the photos. “See? We got some good ones with Amber and I. There are some good ones with the view of the whole park. You can see the Batman from here! We got some of Eric holding onto Jae and Peniel laughing at him. We got some cool pics of Amber and Peniel—” 

“Ooo, send those to me,” Peniel says. 

“Airdropping now.” 

Eric sighs. “How did I get here?” 

“With our help because you wouldn’t have gotten here on your own.” 

“Jae, get it go.” 

“I will when you do.” He gives Eric a sarcastic smile. 

Everyone laughs at their antics as they continuously make faces at one another. 

“Alright, come on,” Ailee says. 

“We planned a whole day for this,” Amber says. “Let’s go!” 

[millionwordidea]

DÍA 22: Breathplay

—Yoondo... —gimotea Yejin—. No vayas tan lento... Te lo suplico... Más rápido...

Yoondo suelta una pequeña risa desdeñosa.

—Qué pena, aún no es momento de que acelere —dice, penetrándola sin cambiar su ritmo—. ¿Y sabes qué? No necesitas gastar tu hermosa voz...

Una de sus manos sube hasta el cuello de Yejin, el cual presiona suavemente con sus largos dedos para restringir su respiración por un momento. Yejin no se queja, sino que sonríe, abre su boca y toma tanto aire como Yoondo se lo permite; también piensa que gastar su voz no es tan mala idea después de todo.

[fantasiesfor]

These are the idols I write for.

Send requests!!!

Solo:

Ailee Chungha Somi Dean Sunmi IU Heize Hyuna Eric Nam Gain Jimin Park Samuel

Co-ed:

Kard Akmu 

Bands:

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Boy groups:

A.C.E Astro BAP BTOB Blanc7 BTS EXO Got7 KNK JBJ Monsta X NCT Nu’est Pentagon Seventeen Shinee Topp Dogg Uniq Vixx Winner Wanna One

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E.X.I.D F(x) Gfriend I.O.I Mamamoo Pristin Red Velvet Twice 

and soon more!! bc my ass loves suffering

[cheolbooluvr]

hi!! if the milestone prompt game is still open, can i req snowed + bed sharing + first kiss with wonwoo pls <33

asdhaks;l this was such a good combo omg!! "i will go to you like the first snow" by ailee was the song that kept playing in my head when i saw this, especially knowing that wonwoo covered that song ahhh thank you for requesting this, i hope you like it :)

this is part of my milestone prompt game!

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the perfect set up

pairing: wonwoo x reader

genre: fluff (?)

word count: 1k (I BROKE THE DRABBLE RULES but oh well, also it's always wonwoo who i end up writing a lot for and he's not even part of my bias line????)

warnings: kithing

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“Hey, it’s getting pretty bad out there,” Wonwoo said, pulling his fingers back from the blinds. You knew it was going to snow tonight, but what you didn’t know was that you would lose track of time talking to the man in front of you. But of course, that’s how it always went. When you were with Wonwoo, time always seemed to slip between your fingers no matter how hard you tried to grasp onto it. It was easy being with him — he made you feel comfortable and safe, and never did he do anything to make you feel like he was up to no good.

Shortly after you graduated university, you found a cushy job managing the finances for a small video production company. Wonwoo was recently hired on as a director and the two of you navigated the new environment together. Soon, he started asking you on casual “hangs,” as he liked to call it, but the tension was stronger than a simple “hang” could ever endure. Honestly? It was pure torture being in this grey state with him. You were sure he felt something more, too, but nothing ever came out of it. You ended your nights with simple goodbyes and that was that.

“I guess I should probably leave,” you mumbled. You stood up from the kitchen table where the two of you had been deep in conversation about how aliens definitely exist considering how big the universe was. Right as you were about to put your shoes on, Wonwoo cleared his throat.

“Do you want me to take you home?” he asked.

Oh. That was unexpected. “I’ll be okay,” you managed, but really, you would do anything to prolong your time with him.

“Are you sure? It’s snowing a lot.”

“I’m sure it’ll be fine if I hurry.”

“I,” he began. His hand rubbed the back of his neck nervously. “Do you want to stay over tonight?”

Being your clumsy self, you managed to choke on air when you heard his question. When you had regained your composure, all that came from your mouth was a meek, “What?”

“Um, I know it’s a bit sudden, but I just wouldn’t feel comfortable sending you home alone in this weather.” His skin was burning hot, but everything he said was genuine. The idea of you slipping on ice and hurting yourself or getting sick all because of him was not something he could live with. “You can sleep on the bed,” he added quickly.

Your heart palpitated with such noise it was almost impossible to hear what he was saying. “What about you? Where will you sleep?”

“Oh, um, I guess I’ll sleep on the floor.” It’s not like he’d never done it before.

“I… I don’t have any clothes.” You smacked yourself mentally because your mouth continued to find excuses to leave when here is where your heart wanted you to stay.

“You can borrow some of mine.” If only someone could feel the tension in the room grow stronger, they might suffocate if either of you kept this up.

“Are you sure, Wonwoo?” You were hesitant, and given where the two of you stood, something like this might only put a strain on your relationship.

“I’m sure.” His voice was firm and there was no way you could argue with him now. He let you borrow a sweater and sweatpants, both which were way too big for you. Wonwoo honestly loved seeing you in his clothes, amused as he watched you fumble with the drawstrings of his pants.

You settled into his bed, tucking yourself under the covers that lingered with his scent. “Wonwoo,” you muttered as he was laying down blankets and sheets on the floor. His eyes met yours and there was a gentle warmth that emanated from his gaze. “Thank you.”

His lips pressed into a tight smile and he nodded, turning back to his sheets. In truth, his heart was racing at a million miles per hour, but he did his best to hide it from you.

“Wonwoo,” you said again. Wonwoo turned to you, eyebrows raised and loving the way his name sounded coming from your mouth. If it were at all possible, he would put your voice saying his name on an infinite loop and dance to it like it were music. “Do… do you want to sleep here?”

Panic pumped into his body like blood flowing through his veins. He shook his head. “It’s okay, I can sleep on the floor.”

“The bed is big enough for the both of us,” you rebutted. You weren’t sure where this confidence was coming from — perhaps it was the adrenaline? Whatever it was, you simply could not stand the tension anymore. “This isn’t the Titanic, Wonwoo. We can both fit.”

Wonwoo just stood there staring at you in disbelief. This was everything he had wanted for a while, but he never made a move because he was unsure of how you felt. Or maybe he knew, but more often than not, he was second guessing himself. “Really?”

You laughed, patting the spot next to you. “Yes, really.”

A smile threatened to reveal his pleasure, but he was quick enough to suppress it and move as nonchalantly as possible into the spot next to you. You sat up and watched him get comfy, pulling the blanket over his legs.

“What?” he asked. You didn’t realize you had been staring at him for a while, and dear lord, that was embarrassing.

“Nothing.” You turned away quickly. A pair of hands found your shoulders, pulling you back into the arms of the man you’d had feelings for. This was the physical embodiment of how Wonwoo made you feel — comfortable, safe, and warm. It didn’t hurt that his broad shoulders and buff arms were incredibly comfortable to lean on either.

“Hey,” he whispered into your hair. You turned to look up at him, admiring his straight nose and his luscious lips. His eyes traversed your eyes, nose, and lips. “Can I kiss you?”

And before you knew it, you were sharing your first kiss with the gentle giant, his arms pulling you closer than you’ve ever been. It was perfect, really, the whole set up. Kissing Jeon Wonwoo in the middle of a snow storm, being held by Jeon Wonwoo in the middle of a snow storm, falling in love with Jeon Wonwoo in the middle of a snow storm. Just perfect.

[wonwoonlight]

📣: best friend!Jihoon // fluff // cuties in the studios and yn being subtly flirty😚 // 612 words (with the lyrics at the end haha)

"I give up," you fall back to your seat dramatically. "I'm scrapping this song. I give up."

Jihoon laughs at that, cracking his neck as he stretches his arms in the air. "We just need a little break. I know you like this song too much to scrap this one."

"No," you say stubbornly with a frown. "I'm scrapping this song."

"Because you can't come up with the last two lines of the song?"

"Yes."

He laughs again before standing up from his seat "Come on, let's rest a little before we go back to finishing the lyrics."

Your best friend sits down on the sofa, straightening his legs and arms as he does so. He lets you be for a moment, your head miserably leaning on the table and your hair covering your face.

After a minute or so, Jihoon calls you again. You just lazily turn your head to the side, looking at him through your hair.

Jihoon pats the space next to him impatiently, telling you to take the space next to him. You grumble some more before eventually complying.

To his surprise, you plop down your whole body on the sofa, your head comfortably landing on his thighs.

He slowly blinks, too flustered to react before he harshly shakes his legs up and down in attempt to annoy you.

"You're heavy," he says with his usual annoyed tone, he hopes that's enough to hide the fact that he's still flustered from the unexpected position. "Go away. I shouldn't have told you to sit here."

You just let out an amused laugh, instead settling your head comfortably on his lap. "No. Maybe this change will help me conjure lyrics."

It's a complete lie and an outrageous attempt at making Jihoon stay close to you, but you figure Jihoon wouldn't notice you're somewhat flirting with him.

At first, Jihoon awkwardly stays still, unsure where to put his arms. But you get more daring, asking him to caress your hair rather than letting his arms stiffly crossed in front of his chest. Jihoon quickly agrees because his arms are getting tired and, well, little did you know he's always wondered how it feels like to let his fingers go through your hair.

Hopefully, his hair is long enough to cover the way his reds are turning red from the intimacy. 

"What are you thinking that hard for?" He finally breaks the silence after seeing you frown for quite a while. 

"Lyrics," you simply answer.

He chuckles a little, his hand stops caressing your head only to mess up your hair before continuing to go through them again. "Don't think too hard. It's a cute love song, after all. Just gotta be relatable and let out what's on your mind the way it is."

You stay silent after that, staring up at him as if his words are ringing bells in your mind. He's about to ask if you're okay when you quickly stand up, turning to him to drop a kiss on his cheek before hurriedly going back to your working chair and start typing on your monitor. 

Jihoon's left gaping stupidly at the sofa, one hand covering the spot you just kissed as his heartbeat rings loudly in his ears. 

Thankfully, you're already too focused on the monitor in front of you. It's like you don't even realize what you just did; Jihoon thinks that might be for the better until he finds the courage to do it himself.

Why are you making things difficult?

Just tell me what’s in your heart

You just look into my eyes and tell me what’s on your mind

Your eyes will tell everything

(Ailee, Vernon, SCoups, Woozi - Q&A)

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[gettin-a-lil-hanse]

Home

Pairing: Jaeyoon x Reader

Genre: Angst(?), Comfort

Word Count: 589

Tags/Warnings: Depression, Drabble

A/N: I know it’s been a really long time since I’ve posted any writing—and I mean a REALLY long time—but I have been busy and have been going through some personal stuff. Honestly, I wrote this last week because I was in a really dark place, and I remember this kind of playing out in my head, and it was sort of comforting. So here we are :) I hope you find it just as comforting as I did. The title came to me because I was listening to Ailee’s Home when I finished it.

Read it on AO3!

Nothing felt real anymore. You couldn’t tell how much time had passed as you stared at the wall, the ceiling, the sheets. You didn’t feel sad or angry, just numb and empty. Hours ticked by like seconds while you drifted in and out of sleep, unmoving from your spot on the bed. When you finally decided to get up, you could see a sliver of the sunset through your drawn curtains. Another day wasted, you thought to yourself. 

You moved to the kitchen, glancing into cabinets only to grimace in disinterest at each item. Shaking your head, you walk to the living room empty-handed and laid out on the couch. With the TV switched on, you mindlessly watched whatever was on TV when you heard the front door open. 

Soft footsteps, then a face appeared in your line of sight. Your boyfriend brought a hand up to rest against your cheek with a kind smile and eyes filled with worry. 

“Hi, sweetheart. How are you feeling?”

You avert your eyes and pick at the threads on the couch, nodding a bit.

“I’m okay.”

Out of the corner of your eyes, you can see his shoulder’s drop, his smile faltering for just a moment, never quite the same as before.

“Come on, you expect me to believe that?” He said, voice gentle with a slightly playful edge. “How about I go put my stuff away, and when I come back, we can cuddle, hmm?”

You nod, letting out a breath. “Yeah, that sounds good.”

He leaned down to kiss your temple, standing from his kneeling position and walking to your shared bedroom to put his stuff away. He couldn’t help the worry coursing through him as he changed into some more comfortable clothing. 

When he came back out to the living room, he tried his best to mask that worry, putting on a soft smile as Jayoon maneuvered your body so that he could lay behind you, sandwiched between the couch and your back. His arms found their way around your waist almost immediately, his lips leaving gentle kisses on your neck and shoulder. You closed your eyes, taking a shaky breath.

“What’s going on, hmm? What’s bothering you?”

“I—” You began before getting choked up, trying your best to push the feeling down and not break down on the spot. 

“It’s okay to cry. I’d rather you release all of that pent emotion than bottle it all up inside.”

When you heard him say that, you couldn’t hold back any longer. The tears came like flood rushing over you, face crumpling. Jaeyoon tightened his grip on you, tucking your head under his chin. He just held you as you cried, leaving soft kisses on your head. It broke his heart to hear you sobbing like that, but he knew you needed this, needed to release everything he knew you’d been holding back. You needed to have this breakdown before it got any worse. And he knew that he needed to be there for it to happen because you needed a safe space, you needed someone to guide you out of the darkness, and he was your someone. He always will be.

After what felt like an hour or so had passed, you had finally calmed down enough to recollect yourself. Jaeyoon’s thumb ran over your skin gently as he held you, grip never loosening. You steadied your breathing and let out one last deep breath before speaking. 

“I’m ready to talk.”

“Okay,” he mumbled against your skin. “I’ll listen.”

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[jungshookz]

consider this... so ballet class is done for the day and jimin is rubbing down the bars/wiping the foggy mirrors and y/n sees him and shes like you guys go ahead. then she stays to help him bc he works so hard to be a good teacher BUT THEN WHEN THEY FINISH ITS LIKE AFTER HOURS and they attempt to leave the building but realize that the janitor locked up so they're trapped inside and they're forced to be alone together until the person jimin called for help finally comes. imagine the TENSION 🥺

➺ pairing; park jimin x reader

➺ genre; balletteacher!jiminiverse!!! mostly cute things happen but also some words r exchanged that make it a little hot n heavy heh 

➺ wordcount: 8k 

➺ what to expect; “what-“ your voice cracks, “-makes you think that, mr. park?”

➺ optional readings: one; two; three

➺ note; i hope u don’t mind but i changed the request a little bit!! there’s still plenty of y/n and jimin cleaning up the classroom but the janitor didn’t make it in as a character :’(( but i douBT you guys care about the janitor anyway because hello it’s jimin and y/n!!! as per usual this drabble spun out of control which is why it’s 8k words long :D also i’m realising that all the parts combined basically add up to one of my regular fics so i guess ballet!jimin could’ve been a fic but enough about thAT i hope this very large drabble pleases the crowd!!! (also i’m sorry i couldn’t find the original source of the gif but i found it off this pinterest page) happy reading!!

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you typically do not condone lying because you believe in the idea that if you tell a lie, that lie will come back sooner or later to bite you in the ass… so it’s always better to tell the truth!

honesty is the best policy, after all  

with that being said you aRe human at the end of the day and you can make exceptions at times when it comes to telling the truth

and this would definitely be one of those times

“how come you haven’t packed your stuff up yet, slow-poke?” lisa nudges your back with her duffle bag and you turn around from your locker to see her and a couple of the other girls all packed up and ready to go “and how come you’re still in uniform??”

you pause for a second before offering her a sheepish smile “i… uh…”

here’s what’s happening

you really appreciated that jimin went out of his way to get all of you guys valentine’s day presents because it was just such a sweet surprise and honestly you haven’t been able to stop thinking about how bashful he was when he was handing everyone’s flowers out

and of course you haven’t forgotten the fact that you were the only one who received a lavender rose when everyone else got light pink ones

anyways

you bought him a little gift as a way to return the favour just because you felt kinda bad that he didn’t get anything on valentine’s day

and at first you were going to ask the others if maybe all of you should chip in and get him something nice and expensive but the selfish little monster inside of you convinced you that no, you should keep this a secret and make yourself look like the beST student!!!

and you will admit that you felt a little bad at first about not telling everyone about your idea because it… does kind of make you look like a suck-up (and you hate suck-ups!!!) buT in your defence, if you suggested the idea then everyone would just round back to the whole ‘y/n and mr park sitting on a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g’ teasing nightmare and why the heck would you want to subject yourself to even moRE teasing???

usually after class everyone kind of just goes off on their own after saying goodbye but for some reason, it seems that the girls decided to take their sweet-ass time in leaving this afternoon

you’re not even sure if jimin is in the dang building anymore at this point

“i know we usually walk to the subway together, but-” lisa speaks up again after five whole seconds of you staring at her going uhhhhhh before she gestures behind her “the girls suggested an uber carpool situation and my legs are suPer duper sore so i’m going for that - do you want in?”

“oh, well, thanks for asking- i think i’m… probably just going to take the subway home!” you smile politely as you discreetly shut your locker so that they don’t see the neatly wrapped gift peeking out of your bag

“aw, really?” lisa purses her lips in thought, “since it’s a little late, we can all walk you there and then i guess we’ll call an uber after we say good-“

“no, no!” you snort before flicking your wrist “you guys head off, no need to worry about me. it’s going to take me a while to change out of the unitard and the skirt and the-“

“since when do you change out of your uniform after class? everyone just wears their clothes ovEr their unitards.” jisoo pipes up from behind lisa and you swallow thickly before letting out a chuckle and scratching the back of your neck

that is true

everyone usually just puts on sweatpants and a hoodie after class

no one ever changes into another outfit!!!!

you can feel heat beginning to travel up the back of your neck

you’ve never been good at lying!!!!! and now you’re getting nervouS!! and when you get nervous you become even worse at lying!!!!!!

“are you feeling okay?? you look a little flushed-” ailee’s brows furrow together in confusion and you rub your clammy palms on the back of your cardigan

o god

what do you say now???

oOH tell them you had a bad tuna sandwich for lunch and that you need some alone time with the toilet

…ok no that’s a little nasty aNd very too-much-information

what about if you tell them you applied for a job here as an after-hours janitor and that you need to start getting ready for that and then when they ask you why you got a job here you can tell them that you’ve been having financial struggles and as a young woman living alone in a big city you’re just trying to make ends meet but it’s been really hard and you can barely pay for these classes and every night you have to beg on the streets for dinner-

yeah thAt one’s a little melodramatic and straight up not true so that probably isn’t going to work either

“helloooo?? what’s the holdup, people??” seulgi yells out from the entrance of the changing room

“-my period just came and it’s going to take me a while to strip off and do my business!” you blurt out and a couple of the girls back up a little because of how louDLy you announced that

“oh! alright, that makes sense?” lisa snorts before shaking her head “i totally get the struggle. do you… need a tampon or anything?”

“nope! i, uh, i’m all good. thank you, though.” you clear your throat and offer her a smile “but seriously, you guys go ahead and i’ll see you next week!”

you smile and wave as the last of the girls file out of the changing room before letting out a breath of relief

you appreciated them offering to walk you to the subway and all that but damN they were starting to get a little annoying!!

“okay… it’s not a big deal…” the present in your bag feels like it’s weighing you down as you make your way down the hallway back to the classroom  

for some reason it feels like you’re walking to your execution

it’s not a big deal!

it’s just a present for your teacher and that is noT a big deal

it’s a nice gesture and you’re doing this because you’re a nice person

…okay but if u think about it it is kind of a big deal because the person you’re giving this present to is park jimin and you don’t want him to think that you’re harbouring a little crush on him because a student crushing on her teacher is not only cliché but also kind of!!! pathetic!!!!!!

and if he knew that you had a crush on him he’d probably end up giving you a whole speech on being professional and respecting student-teacher relationship boundaries which is honestly very pitiful aND embarrassing and you’d much rather avoid that whole fiasco

hm

ok then maybe you should rethink this whole gift-giving thing

you can express your gratitude in other ways!

do you still have the receipt?

it’s probably crumpled up at the bottom of your bag  

you wonder to yourself if the store is still open right now and if you have time to return the-

“y/n?” you stumble backwards a little in surprise when the door suddenly swings open and jimin’s brows knit together curiously “what are you still doing here? was there something you wanted to talk about?”

oh there are pLenty of things you’d like to talk about with jimin

like the meaning behind the lavender rose he gave you and if he knows that it means what it means

“well, uh, i didn’t have something to talk about, necessarily…” you clear your throat as you follow him into the classroom “but i-“

“you know what, i’m actually glad you stayed behind.” jimin whips around and your eyes widen a bit

what’s that supposed to mean??

“you are?” you whisper faintly and jimin nods before offering you a smile

oh god

this is happening all too fast

a minute ago you were freaking out that jimin probably didn’t feel the same way but here he is now-

“the janitor said that he had to leave early tonight so i told him i’d stay behind after class to clean the classroom myself, but now that you’re here - why don’t you start wiping down the mirrors?” jimin gestures towards the grubby mirrors at the front of the classroom before pointing towards the door “and i’m going to go find the mop and bucket.”  

“oh!” you drop your duffle bag to the ground with a flop when jimin tosses a rag at you “well, mr. park, you see, i actually wanted to-“

“less talking, more cleaning, miss y/l/n…” jimin raises a brow at you before clapping his hands together “chop chop!”

“but i-“ you groan quietly when jimin slips out of the room before turning to look at the foggy mirrors

…okay why are the mirrors so dirty?????

you’re going to have to talk to everyone about maybe not smearing their hands all over the mirrors like animals

also you’re not sure how you’re supposed to give jimin his gifts when he’s given you the responsibility to help clean up the classroom

you didn’t sign up for thiS >:-(

right

so

it’s been about 20 minutes or so since you started cleaning

jimin put some music on so that the two of you wouldn’t be cleaning in awkward silence

he surprised you a little when he asked yoU what you wanted to listen to

(you ended up choosing one of those lofi mix videos on youtube because you felt like that would be a safe option)

(it’s an animal crossing gentle piano mix and it’s very soothing and is actually helping you calm down a little bit)

(“really? animal crossing?” “what?? you said i could choose!”)

you decided to take a break from the mirrors (wiping mirrors was noT as easy as you thought it’d be) so you’ve moved on to wiping down the bars instead

jimin’s on his hands and knees diligently scrubbing away at some shoe marks on the floor

he wore a white button up and slacks to class today which isn’t anything out of the usual except for the fact that now he’s unbuttoned the top couple of buttons and he’s rolled + pushed up the sleeves and you’d be lying if you said you weren’t bothered by it

the chain around his neck seems to wink at you under the lights and almost immediately you wonder what his chain would look like hanging above you

…oh boy

you swallow thickly before scrubbing harder at a smudge on the bar

okay you know what

this is ridiculous

you came here to give him something but here you are doing chores

and it seems that you’ve decided against giving him his gift simply because you are SHY

you’re weak

WEAK!!!!

a weak little wimp, that’s what you are

no offence (but it’s kind of tru)

“hey, mr. park?” you blurt out before you realise and your eyes widen slightly in panic

“yes?” jimin turns to glance at you over his shoulders for a second before returning to his vigorous scrubbing aaaaAAND you are now realising that his shirt is a little see-through under the lights and his back muscles are.,., well.,., they are definitely flexing.,.,

you cut your nails recently so it probably wouldn’t hurt him if you dug them into his shoulder blad-

oh my god

get a grip

PLEASE for the love of god get a grip

you know what

it’s because your period is late this month!! that’s why your hormones are completely out of whack

you wouldn’t be surprised if you reeked of pheromones right now

“also, you can call me jimin, you know. mr. park is kind of an in-class thing.” jimin teases

“right! …jimin.” you cough a little when your voice wavers slightly

it’s not that you’re uncomfortable with calling him jimin

it’s just that you’re used to calling him mr. park and jimin feels so informal and you knoW he’s only like two? three? years older than you so it’s not weird for you to be calling him by his name but!!!!! aHH

but then again you like saying his name :-) because it makes you feel closer to him :-) oh god u rly do like him :-)

(also he likes hearing u say his name)

“i, um-“ you hang the rag over the bar before quickly wiping your hands on the back of your skirt “the reason why i stayed behin-“

“hold that thought-“ jimin gets up off the ground and dusts his hands off before patting his stomach “i don’t know about you but i am starving, so i’m going to quickly get some food from that deli down the block - do you want anything? i feel a little bad that i made you stay after class to help me clean.” he grabs his jacket before checking the pockets to make sure he has his wallet with him

right

well  

maybe this is another sign from god to noT giving jimin this present

every time you’re about to do it something happens!!!

“oh gosh, don’t worry about it! i… didn’t have any plans, anyway, so…” you snort before turning away from him because woW you are very good at making yourself sound like a loser “but, uh- you don’t have to get me anything! thank you for offering…”

“alright, i’ll be back in twenty. feel free to take a break!”

as soon as jimin leaves you immediately smack your forehead against the glass

okay first of all ouch

but second of all

“c’mon, y/n. keep it cool!”

what is it about park jimin that reduces you into a fumbling, awkward little loser???!!!

jimin lets out a breath as soon as he steps out of the room

he has no idea what’s wrong with him today but for some reason he’s like extra jittery and he has no idea why

it probably has something to do with the three iced lattes he drank but aLso it doesn’t really help that for the last 20 minutes he’s been alone with you and it’s driving him crazy

you drive him crazy!!!

he hasn’t been able to stop thinking about you

you’ve been grand jetéing all over his damn mind for the last two weeks!!

lately he’s just been finding it more than difficult to suppress and deny his feelings for you

like during the ten minute break in the middle of class he thinks it’s so sweet how excited you get when you pull your snacks out of your bag

the other day you brought in some cherries and you were making some of the girls crack up because you were trying to use the cherry juice to stain your lips for a make-shift lipstick but you were failing miserably

and then when you noticed he was watching you you immEdiately wiped your mouth with the back of your hand and ended up smearing cherry juice across your cheek and he had to try sO hard not to crack a smile at that

or when one of the girls asks you to help them out with a move you’re always so willing to help out

it’s pretty normal for jimin to give you guys about half an hour of class time to just get used to the routine and practice it on your own (and also this time gives him the chance to sit back and relax a little bit)

but he’s noticed that y/n the student is very different from y/n the teacher

“okay, 5-6-7-8- nope. no. try again. here we go, 5-6-7-up- okay, you need to get this timing right otherwise you’re going to be a beat behind for the entire routine.” you shake your head as you look at lisa in the mirror “are you paying attention? you go on the 8, you don’t go after the 8. i don’t know how many times i need to tell you that.”

“right, sorry…” lisa mutters as she gets back into first position and blows some hair out of her face

“don’t be sorry, just be ready.”

jimin’s eyes nearly pop out of his skull when he hears you say that because that’s what hE says to you guys all the time!!!

it’s adorable how you’ve been picking up on some of his techniques :’) the technique of being scary :’)

but also… he’s kind of very into y/n the teacher

miss y/n is hot

jimin immediately pinches his arm as soon as he thinks that before reminding himself to control himself

“alright, 5-6- ooh, wait, before we start- do you like my new leg warmers??” you ask excitedly before sticking one of your legs out and turning back towards lisa “strawberry patterned!!! strawberry!!!”

aaaand y/n the student is back

or the other day when you asked him for tips on a triple-pirouette because even though he taught that lesson a couple weeks back (ahem the day you sprained your ankle) you still haven’t been able to get the hang of it

it shouldn’t be that complicated!!! it’s literally just spinning on one foot so you don’t understand how you manage to fall off balance each time

anyways while he was walking you through the correct posture and all that he couldn’t help but notice the way that you were staring at yourself in the mirror

“neck straight and lengthened… eye-line is up.” jimin stands behind you but reaches around to tilt your chin up “and shoulders…”

there’s a little divot in between your brows and your tongue is poking out a little in between your lips and jimin doesn’t know how this is the first time he’s seen you make this face because you look like a little puppy and it’s adORABLE

damnit

every time he thinks he’s finally gotten control of his feelings for you you manage to reel him riGht back in

“mr. park?” jimin snaps out of it when you speak up and he blinks twice before looking at you in the mirror

“ah- sorry, what?”

“you… were saying something about shoulders?”

“shoulders! shoulders, yes.” jimin nods quickly and looks over your position “uh, shoulders down.”

jimin stares blankly into space as he waits for his order to be ready

he just doesn’t know what to do

he always knows what to do!

in fact, he prides himself on being able to handle anything that comes his way while remaining both level-headed and classy

but this

this is unknown territory

he’s a teacher, an authority figure, crushing on one of his students like a smitten little schoolboy and if he acts on his feelings, that could not only jeopardise his position at the school (and future positions at other schools) but also your enrolment at the school anD your relationship with your fellow peers (seulgi seems like the type to judge on the spot!!) aND!! your relationship with him!!  

because what if he tells you he likes you and you feel forced to tell him that you like him too because he’s your teacher??

would that classify as him abusing his power???

maybe in another universe if he wasn’t your teacher, you guys could be together

age definitely isn’t a problem because he’s only 3 years older than you which really isn’t that large of a gap

he could freely take you out all over the city

he could hold your hand whenever he wanted and he could kiss you whenever he wanted

you guys could go on dinner dates and movie dates and ice cream dates and museum dates and aLL the dates

maybe one night he could drive you to the outskirts of the city and you guys could have a picnic by the river and he could rest his head on your lap while you threaded your fingers through his hair

he wouldn’t have a care in the world because all that matters to him is you

and he doesn’t know if your whole “i, y/n y/l/n, am 110% attracted to park jimin-“ speech was just for entertainment purposes or if there’s truth behind your words but god he hopes it’s the latter

but at the same time, he has to be realistic about this

even if you do like him back… he can’t do anything about it

because at the end of the day he’s still mr. park and you’re still miss y/l/n

yeah

maybe in another life… just not this one.

“order number 48!”

jimin squeezes his way to the front of the crowd to grab his take-out bag

suddenly he’s lost his appetite

chakkachakkachakkachakka

“hey, mr. park, i actually have something for y- nope, no, he said to call him jimin-“ you mutter to yourself as you scrub vigorously at the grime in between the floorboards

god it’s like the janitor doesn’t even trY to clean this place up

everything’s so dusty and icky!!

“well, jimin, the funny thing is i actually stayed behind to- why is it funny? it’s not funny. you’re not funny.” you grumble and reach up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear as you continue to scrub with the worn-out toothbrush

these people really need to invest in some proper cleaning equipment

also you’re scrubbing so hard that your arm is going to pop out of its socket soon

and you’ve been on your hands and knees for the last ten minutes so every joint in general is starting to get a little sore

maybe you should take a brea-

“okay, i know you said you didn’t want anything, but i noticed that you didn’t bring a snack in with you today so you must be at least a little peckish.” you jump three feet into the air when the door suddenly swings open and you quickly get up off the ground

you can’t help but hiss a little in pain when your knee cracks

ouCh

if anything this is a sign that your body wasn’t made for cleaning the floor and you should stick to mirror polishing

“but i’m almost done scrubbing the-”

“i got you a grilled cheese sandwich and a cup of tomato soup.” jimin looks back at you as he peels his leather jacket off and tosses it on top of his bag

“ooH i love grilled cheese sandwiches-!“ your eyes widen in excitement but you quickly dial it back when the corner of jimin’s mouth twitches in a smile “i mean… thank you, jimin.”

he nods in acknowledgement as he pulls the boxes out of the paper bag “come and sit. i have a wet-wipe for you if you wanted to clean off a little.”

okay

this is not a big deal

you and jimin are just… sharing a meal which is NOT a big deal

you’re having dinner together!

…oh god you’re having dinner with jimin

is this a date?????

are you on a date with jimin????

okay now you’re just spiralling

how many times do you need to remind yourself to keep it cool???

no

you know what

this isn’t a date, because if it were a date, then there’d be like candles and everything for mood lighting and you wouldn’T be wearing leg warmers and your hands wouldn’t reek of chemical cleaner

and these bright fluorescent lights in the studio completely kills the whole romantic thing so you’re fine!

“what did you-“ just as you get settled on the ground, the fluorescent lights hanging from the ceiling crackles and burns out “…huh.”

on the topic of lights

the weirdest thing about this studio is the vast array of lights hanging on the ceiling

because there are little spotlight bulbs lined up where the mirror is at the front of the room along with the back of the room which are warmer toned

on the ceilings are the classic tube fluorescent lights which obviously have a whiter tint to them

nighttime classes aren’t a huge thing so most of the time you guys don’t even use the lights because the suN is your source of light so you never really understood why the studio was designed this way

anyway, the point is - bright fluorescent lights certainly don’t scream romance but now that they’re dead and you’re left with the warm, golden glow of the spotlight bulbs,..,,. this feels more like a date than a simple shared meal

you swallow thickly

“christ… i bet the janitor didn’t change the lights like i asked him to.” jimin scoffs as he looks up at the ceiling

that guy never listens to him!!!

“actually, this happens a lot more than you think.” he sighs as he sets the boxes down on the ground

“oh?” you clear your throat as you pull your box towards you

“i usually stay for a couple more hours after you girls leave and this isn’t the first time the lights have died on me. at least the spotlight bulbs are working…”

“a little dim, but as long as we’re not fumbling around in the dark, right?” you snort as you pop the lid of the soup container off

almost immediately the smell of tangy tomato soup tickles your nostrils

yuMMy

“you’re right, it is a little dim… lucky for us, i actually keep candles in the cabinet.” jimin claps his hands together before swooping down to open up the cabinets

…yeah so what were you saying about this not being a date setting??

as jimin works on lighting the candles, yoU work on figuring out things to talk about to kill the mood

“you know, um, when i make grilled cheese sandwiches for myself at home, i actually use mayo instead of butter!” you clear your throat as jimin takes a seat after lighting the candles

“i’ve heard about that hack… but i do have to say it sounds a little nasty.” jimin raises a brow as he unwraps his own sandwich

“hey now… don’t knock it til ya try it!” you gasp in mock offence before tearing the sandwich in half and watching the cheese stretch out

god

what a beautiful sight

gooey cheese should be considered as one of the seven wonders of the world

“are you playing with your food?” jimin watches as you wind the stretched out cheese from one chunk of the sandwich around the other sandwich

“playing with your food makes it more fun to eat. that’s a scientific fact.” you break it off before bringing it up to your mouth for a bite

“oh yeah? says who?” jimin teases as feeds himself a spoonful of soup

you swallow your bite and shrug “says me!”

a couple seconds of silence ticks by in which the two of you continue to munch quietly and keep to yourselves

you hate silence

it makes you itChy for some reason

“how about we play a game?” after one whole minute of nothing but the sound of quiet chewing, you decide that soMething has to be said

“what kind of a game?” jimin sits up straighter as he polishes off the first half of his sandwich

“how about…”

hm

you should have thought this through

okay

some kind of an icebreaker game

something safe

truth or dare sounds like it could wander into risky territory so maybe not that

“ooh! two truths and a lie - ballet edition.”

“ballet edition? how would that work?” jimin hums as he picks up the other half of his sandwich

you feel your heart hiccup as he tears it in half and stretches the cheese out

he’s copying u :’)

“lemme think…” you wipe some of the grease on your fingers off on a napkin before leaning back on your palms “okay. my favourite move is the grand jeté, my favourite performance was the nutcracker, and my favourite warm-up exercise is the butterfly stretch.”

jimin thinks to himself as he chews slowly

you smile a little as you pick up your sandwich and take a bite

“your favourite move is not the grand jeté. the other day when i said that i’d be incorporating it into our next routine, i swear i could see the light die in your eyes.” jimin snorts before dusting the crumbs off his hand “that was too easy.”

“can you blame me?? i’m not trying to sprain my ankle again!” you pout as you reach down to brush your fingers over your ankle (that has fully recovered, thank goD) “fine, you give it a try then!”

“so it can be about anything related to ballet?”

“anything at all.”

anything related to ballet

ooh he can talk about his education!!

“alright, let’s see.” jimin wipes his mouth with a napkin, “i graduated at the top of my class… i was the youngest student in my class… and… i am not drowning in student debt.”

“…jimin, the game is called two truths and a lie, not three brags and a nothing.”

“well- there are two truths and a lie!! i’m still playing by the rules!!”

“okay, fine - obviously you’re still drowning in student debt. everyone is!!” you scoff as you pop a piece of crust into your mouth

“ah-��� jimin holds a finger up before wagging it at you “that one’s actually true. i’m not drowning in debt because my education was paid for by the scholarship i was awarded- say, this game is fun! your turn!!”

you can’t help but roll your eyes “again, this isn’t three brags and a noth- hEY-“

you squawK in surprise when jimin suddenly throws a crumpled up napkin ball at you

“don’t roll your eyes at me, miss y/l/n…” he teases before threatening to throw another one “go!! your turn!!”

“alright, alright… let me try to think of something to brag about too!”

the two of you spend the next half an hour or so playing the game while finishing up dinner

at one point you nearly wipe your greasy fingers on your skirt and jimin swats your hand away before telling you that if you walked into his class with a dirty uniform on he would definitely kill you

“okay, give me one last one before we clean up and get back to… well, cleaning up.” jimin pops the lid back onto the empty cup and sets it aside

also you’re going to need to ask him where he bought dinner from because the grilled cheese sandwich and tomato soup was actually incredible

“fine, but you have to promise not to get mad or anything- that one time i forgot to bring my pointe shoes was definitely on purpose… we have a nickname for you that i can’t say because the others would kill me for it… ooh, and here’s a good one-“ you snort as you perk up in excitement “all of the girls in class have fallen deeply in love with you after you gave everyone roses on valentine’s day.”

the smile falters on jimin’s face

…

uh oh

maybe that one was a little over the line

you forgetting your pointe shoes was an accident!!! you were in a rush and you forgot to pack them

“…”

your lips part to say something but then it hits you

‘all of the girls’ also includes yourseLF you idiot

‘all of the girls have fallen deeply in love with you’

wow

you are incredible

well you might as well go ahead and throw yourself at him too while you’re at it!!

“all of them, you say?”

if that one’s a truth then he hopes you really do mean all of the girls in class

“y’know, uh, speaking of those roses-“ your voice cracks and you feel your face heat up a little before you scramble up off the ground “i actually wanted to say thank you for the valentine’s day gifts you gave us which was why i hung back after class in the first place-”

“oh?” jimin perks up in interest as he crumples up his napkin and tosses it into the paper bag

he can’t help but smile fondly as he watches you fumble through your bag with your tongue poking out

there it is again!!!!

little puppy :-(

god

you make everything so cute

“yeah! i felt a little bad that you didn’t get anything and that… you know, you had to spend valentine’s day with us…” you pull the presents out and a small frown tugs at your lips when you realise the wrapping paper is a little smooshed

oh well

it’s the thought that counts  

and hopefully these presents will get his mind off of what u just said lol

“ah, that’s very nice of you, but you really didn’t have to get me anything…” jimin feels his own cheeks flush a little when you sit down across from him and your knee nudges against his own

“don’t be silly… you didn’t have to get us anything, but you did! and i thought that was very sweet of you.” you smile at him as you hand the presents over

okay WOW you might as well have tiny cartoon hearts floating around your head

reel it iN

“well, i’m glad you liked your rose.” jimin hums as he carefully tears the wrapping paper

you did a very neat job at wrapping his gift so he’s not just going to tear into it like an animaL

jimin’s eyes light up in excitement when he sees what the first present is

ooh!!!!!!!

metal straws!!!!!!

“they’re for those iced lattes you drink all the time!” you grin giddily as you look at his face to gauge his reaction

from the looks of it he seems like he’s a fan and hopefully he’s no longer thinking about your weird confessioN

“ah! i love these! you know, i was thinking about buying them but i keep forgetting, so this is great!”

he’s going to use these metal straws all the time!!!!

he loves them!!!!

save the turtles!!!!!

he’s feeling very trendy now

“also, i chose blue because it matches your hair.” your eyes flicker towards his pale blue strands and jimin unconsciously reaches up to run his fingers through his hair

“you noticed my blue hair? damn, i was trying to be subtle about it…” jimin jokes before moving on to the next gift

“did mr. park just crack a joke?” you gasp mockingly and jimin can’t help but roll his eyes playfully

“mean mr. park does have a sense of humour, you know-“

“for a while there i was seriously considering the theory of you being an android-“

“now look who’s being mean!!”

it’s weird that this is really the only time you’ve had a conversation with jimin outside of class

and it’s even weirder than he’s basically an entirely different person outside of class

with that being said

on monday when he reverts back to mr. park he’s most definitely going to still have the ability to make you pee yourself

as he begins to tear the second gift open you speak up again

“i noticed that the journal you used to take notes and stuff looked a little tattered, so i thought maybe it’d be nice for you to have a new one! obviously you don’t have to use it if you don’t like it, but i just thought that… yeah.”

it’s a handmade brown leather bound journal with his initials pressed (and painted gold!!) on the front cover

truth be told you were a little wary about this gift because it felt oddly… intimate? personal?

it just feels more like a gift you’d give to your significant other rather than your teacher

like if you gave your professor an apple that’s normal but if you gave your professor a box of chocolate covered strawberries that’s a lil.,,.,. a lil out of line and more ‘i love you!’ than ‘i respect you!’

but before you could change your mind about it the person at the store had already finished pressing the letters in and she said no refunds so

oops

“oh, wow… this is beautiful, y/n…” jimin breathes out as he smooths his hand over the leather

although it’s fairly obvious he likes the gift you’re still vERY nervous for some reason

you catch yourself twisting your skirt in between your hands and you quickly let go and clasp your hands together on your lap

“so you… you like it?” you press your lips together and jimin snorts

“like it? i love it!” jimin gushes as he flips through the book “thank you very much, y/n. these were very thoughtful presents, i really appreciate it.” he hums contently before looking up at you with a warm smile

you feel your heart skip a beat at the little twinkle in his eyes

he,.,., is literally..,,. the most beautiful man you’ve ever laid your eyes upon.,,.

also the two of you have unconsciously been scooching closer to each other this entire time and your knees are basically pressed up against each others  

you’re so focused on the fact that your heart is pounding in your chest that you don’t notice jimin’s gaze flicker to your lips for a brief second

god he wants to kiss you

after dinner you pulled out the strawberry-mint flavoured gum you’re always chewing on before class (you offered him a piece but he’d already pulled out his own plain ol’ spearmint gum for himself)

so he’d definitely taste strawberry if he kissed you

and he really likes strawberries

“also, i-“ you lean back quickly before letting out a nervous chuckle and getting up from the ground “i also wanted to take this chance to apologise for the… inappropriate comments i made a couple weeks back.”

“inappropriate comments?” jimin clears his throat and leans back a little as well

he reaches up to scratch the back of his neck

hOo

maybe he should turn the air conditioner on

it’s getting a little hot in here

he gets up off the ground before heading over to the front of the room where the switches are

“oh, right!” jimin flips the air con switch on and tugs at his collar a bit “you mean you telling the entire class that you’d like to sit on my-“

“tHAT waS-“ you interrupt jimin before he gets a chance to finish his sentence before clearing your throat loudly “see, the thing is, that was just seulgi getting under my skin- i’m sure you’ve noticed we have a best frenemies kind of situation going on-“

you roll your eyes as you start to polish the mirror again (because you’re getting nervous again and when u get nervous you nEED to do something with your hands) “basically some of the girls were talking about you and i stepped in to- y’know, make sure that they were keeping things respectful because you aRe our teacher-“

ok all this rant is doing is making you sound like a major teacher’s pet but pop off sis

“a-anyways, seulgi seemed to think that me defending you was because i had a crush on you, so then i kinda just said all that stuff to get her off my back, you know? does that make sense? i’m not sure if i’m making sense.” you babble on as you start wiping at one spot on the mirror a littLe too aggressively “and, you know, i would, um, under normal circumstances, i would nevEr ever ever disrespect my teachers like that and i just hope that you-“

jimin stops listening to your nervous babbling to flashback to that afternoon

‘i would 100% love to sit on park jimin’s face because i, y/n y/l/n, am 110% attracted to him.’

even the reminder of you saying that sends a shiver down his spine and sends blood rushing to multiple parts of his body

you know what

fuck it

he’s just going to go for it

he’s sat on this for far too long and if it doesn’t work out, he’s veRy good at acting like he doesn’t care about anything

so, either way, he’ll be totally fine!!!

…right??

“do you?” jimin cuts you off and you look at him in the mirror as he packs the gifts away in his bag

“do i- sorry, do i what?”

jimin zips his bag up loudly and you jump a little in surprise

“do you have a crush on me, y/n?”

your hand immediately freezes on the mirror and your grip tightens on the rag

all you can hear is the sound of the air con whirring above you and your heart beating in your ears

you-

did he just-

what are you supposed to-

is this really happening right now or are u having a fever dream

you force your hand to move but your movements make you seem more like a tin-man rather than a normal human being

“i-i don’t… i’m not sure i understand the, uh…” your heart seems to beat faster with every slow step jimin takes towards you “what exactly, um, what exactly do you mean by ‘crush’? b-because, y’know, crush… crush can be interpreted in… in a miLLion different ways, so…”  

…

reaLLY??

thAt’s your response??

gee mr. park can you define crush for me???

can you use it in a sentence sir???

“okay, fine.” jimin purses his lips before tilting his head “are you attracted to me, miss y/l/n?” your hand freezes mid-wipe on the mirror with an obnoxious squeak the moment you realise jimin is standing directly behind you

if u thought that being referred to as miss y/l/n in class was intimidating

hOo boy

“a-attracted?”

this is making you want to catapult yourself into the middle of a busy intersection

“attracted. romantically…” jimin looks at you through the mirror and for some reason you’re unable to unlock gazes with him “sexually.”

“what-“ your voice cracks, “-makes you think that, mr. park?”

the corner of jimin’s mouth tugs up in a sly smirk

well now he definitely knows how you feel about him

this is where it gets fun

“well, i notice that you become very flushed whenever i’m close to you. the apples of your cheeks and the tips of your ears turn bright pink… kind of like how they are right now.” you can feel the heat radiating off of jimin’s body from how close he’s standing to you

you swallow thickly when he reaches up to pluck the rag out of your hand before tossing it aside

you’re completely frozen from head to toe but you manage to slowly drag your hand down from the mirror

“and don’t think i don’t notice the way you look at me when you think i’m not paying attention.” jimin hums and reaches around to tilt your chin upwards as his other hand rests on your waist “look at yourself, y/n.”

miraculously enough you manage to drag your gaze away from jimin to look at yourself in the mirror

oh boy

you are flushed

and your pupils are so blown out to the point where they’ve almost completely consumed your iris’

your chest rises and falls as you continue to take in shallow breaths

“i see the moony look in your eyes… and they get extra moony when i come to class wearing white button-ups.” jimin whispers in your ear and you feel every single hair on your body prickle to life “i see the way you bite your lip when i roll them up like this-“ jimin presses both palms up against the mirror next to your head and you swallow thickly at the sight of his almost obscenely attractive forearms caging you in

“and when you bend down to fix your shoes or adjust your leg warmers… you know exactly what you’re doing, don’t you?” jimin purrs and reaches down to tilt your chin up again

your back is pressed right up against his chest

“you’re not nearly as sneaky as you think you are…”

o god

you feel like you can’t speak

your mouth is just dRY

also you don’t know whether you should be feeling humiliated or.,,.,. slightly turned on

is it possible to feel both at the same time??

“tell me you want this as much as i do.” jimin feels like his heart is about to beat out of his chest but it’s waY too late to take everything back

your head is reeling and you’re honestly not sure how to respond

because on one hand this is finALLY happening and your dreams are literally coming true right before your eyes but on the other hand this is finally happening and usually when you fantasise about jimin you never let it get this far so you haven’t had the chance to plan out your next move

meanwhile, jimin has no idea what to think and has no idea how to interpret your silence

he waits for another ten seconds to go by before deciding to call it

time of death is 7:48pm

well

this was mortifying

and he’s probably going to lose his job now!

so that’s great!  

“shit, i…” he lets his hands fall from the mirror before taking a couple steps back from you “god, i… i’m sorry, that was wildly inappropriate of me, i just thought- mmph!”

jimin stumbles back with wide eyes when you’re suddenly launcHing yourself at him and it doesn’t take long for him to start kissing you back

his arm snakes around your waist as he reaches up to cup your jaw

he was right

you do taste like strawberries

jimin feels a new kind of flame ignite within him when he hears a little whimper slip past your lips when he presses you up against the mirror

and yoU are just floating on cloud nine

jimin’s lips are so impossibly soft and pillowy and you feel like you could kiss him forever

jimin pulls away first to catch his breath and he can’t help but chuckle when you lean up to chase after his lips

“i’m not going anywhere, you know-“

“i know, but you’re a really good kisser-“ you breathe out as you nudge your nose against his

hOo

you could use a breather too

“i like you, y/n. i like you a lot.” jimin whispers and leans down to press his forehead against yours

you feel your heart soaring in your chest at his confession and if it’s even possible your cheeks get even pinker

“i like you too.”

and even though the two of you are currently encased in a warm bubble of love, one single question pops up in your minds at the same time:

what the hell am i going to do now?

help me help you make your wishes come tru (aka send me a request)

requested drabbles masterlist

[team-work-makes-the-dream--blog1]

Drabble Game

“Do you ever think that we should just stop doing this?”

“H-how long have y-you been standing there?”

“I had to see you again.”

“I don’t need you. I’ll do it myself.”

“I missed you.”

“Is that supposed to scare me?”

“Are you jealous?”

“What are you afraid of?”

“Do you trust me?”

“You weren’t supposed to hear that.”

“It’s not nearly as bad as it looks, Darling.”

“Come over here and make me, then.”

“Is there a reason you’re naked in my bed?”

“It’s not what it looks like.”

“Can you reach it?”

“But you keep using all the hot water!”

“You have a problem, it’s only my job to help you fix it.”

“Baby, I’m on the phone.”

“Keep your voice down.”

“You heard me. Take it off.”

“That… Well I have no idea what that is or where it came from.”

“Your hair’s all messed up. Let me fix it.”

“I can’t sleep.”

“Go then, leave! See if I care!”

“Wanna bet?”

“That’s… Not mine?”

“I’m not going to change. You’ll have to deal with it.”

“I’ll call in sick… again.”

“Don’t you know how to knock?!”

“Are you serious? Do you have to do this now?”

@yooyugyeommie // Thank you for these awesome starters! In the tags are groups/ solo artists I write for, but if you want me to write for other groups/ solo artists, please request them too!

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⁂ Ambushed (Sousuke Aizen)

Table of Contents

Genre: Fluff, AU, Slice of Life, Romance ☁

Word Count: 391 ☁

Pairing: Reader x Aizen ☁

World: Bleach ☁

Prompt: “The kids, they ambushed me.” from [this] drabble game.

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You hummed softly as you cut up the meat into small cubes, adding them to the stew you were making for dinner. You had just finished chopping up the onions when a loud bang came from upstairs, making you jump in surprise. Your parental instincts kicked in and you rushed up the stairs to check on your children, finding their room empty.

“Guys?” You called out, following the sound of giggles to Sousuke’s office – the one place they were not allowed to go. You twisted the knob, pushing the door open. “What in the world happened?”

Sousuke was on the ground, his office chair toppled over behind him. Your children, a boy named Shou and a girl named Ailee, were piled on top of him, giggling like maniacs. “I was ambushed by our children,”

You put your hands on your hips, putting on your best parent voice. “Kids, what have I told you about bothering your father while he��s working?”

“But – ”

“We just wanted to play,” Shou pouted, tugging on his father’s shirt.

“It’s okay, darling.” Sousuke pushed himself into a sitting position, bringing his daughter onto his lap. “I was just finishing up for the day. More importantly… Why are you holding a butcher knife?” His brow raised as he eyed the blade.

“Oh,” you had been so worried about the kids that you forgot to set down the knife. “I was in the middle of cooking dinner.”

“Dinner?” Ailee shot her head up to look at you. “Food?”

“Is it ready?” Shou started to dance around you and you set the knife on the table near you so he didn’t get hurt. “Is it ready, is it ready~?”

You chuckled, plucking him off the ground. “It will be soon, dear.”

“Can we help, mommy?” Ailee tilted her head cutely.

Sousuke chuckled as he stood, carrying his precious daughter in his arms. He looked at you expectantly, waiting for your answer.

You smiled, gently patting your daughter’s head. “Of course, I would love some help.”

“Yay!”

“I’ll race you!” Shou challenged, wiggling in your arms. He took off as soon as his feet hit the ground.

“No fair!” Ailee wiggled, too, taking Chase after her older brother.

You smiled at your husband when he pecked your cheek. “We did well,”

He chuckled, bringing you into his arms.

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📜 Read more by checking out my masterlist 📜

[the-hufflepuff-dramatist]

K-Pop Masterlist

Ailee

Loyalty 

BAP

Yongguk

- Series

Royalty AU (2/?)

Part 1

Part 2 

Secret Agent AU (6/6)

Part 1

Part 2 

Part 3 

Part 4 

Part 5 

Part 6/End

- One Shots/Drabbles

I’m Yours 

Himchan

- Series

Royalty AU (1/?)

Part 1

- One Shots/Drabbles

Broken 

Daehyun

- Series

Royalty AU 

Part 1

Zelo

- One Shots/Drabbles

Please Rest 

Big Bang 

G Dragon

- One Shots/Drabbles

But You Don’t Like Kids 

Movie Night 

Daesung

- One Shots/Drabbles

Drunk

Don’t Listen to Them 

Girl Talk 

Blackpink

Block B

Zico

- One Shots/Drabbles

Smitten 

P.O

BTS

Jin

- One Shots/Drabbles

Welcome Home 

Suga

- One Shots/Drabbles

Cold Nights

J-Hope 

- One Shots/Drabbles

Sick Day 

RM

- One Shots/Drabbles

Excuse Me? 

Jimin

- One Shots/Drabbles

Pranks 

I Don’t Want to Be Alone Tonight 

 V

- One Shots/Drabbles

It’s Over 

Jungkook

- One Shots/Drabbles

Calm Down 

Day6

Exo

GOT7

Jackson

- One Shots/Drabbles

Video Games

Locked Out

Jinyoung

- One Shots/Drabbles

Blackmail

Monsta X

Kihyun

- One Shots/Drabbles

Kiss Me

Hyungwon

- One Shots/Drabbles

You’re Mine and That’s It, Forever

Jooheon

- One Shots/Drabbles

I Understand

He’s Taken

Pentagon

Jinho

- One Shots/Drabbles

You’re All Children

Hui

- One Shots/Drabbles

At the Fair

Hongseok

- One Shots/Drabbles

Puns 

Evening In

E’Dawn

- One Shots/Drabbles

You’re Lucky I Love You

Shinwon

- One Shots/Drabbles

Someone Else

Yuto 

- One Shots/Drabbles

Homesickness -Exchange Student AU

Seventeen 

SF9

Shinee

Jonghyun

- One Shots/Drabbles

Paranoia

Vixx

All

Bad Day

N 

- Series

Bodygaurd AU (4/4)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4/End

- One Shots/Drabbles

Distance  Part 2

Long Days and Late Nights

Honeymoon

You’re Safe With Me

Stress

Leo

- Series

Bodyguard AU (3/3)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3/End

Music Brings Us Together -Cafe AU (1/4)

Part 1

Pages Between Us -Immortal AU (1/?)

Part 1

- One Shots/Drabbles

Hate

Pleurs

Late Night Cravings

Ken

- Series

Bodyguard AU (3/3)

Part 1 

Part 2

Part 3/End

- One Shots/Drabbles

Pet Store

Ravi

- Series

Bodyguard AU (3/3)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3/End

- One Shots/Drabbles

Winning Isn’t Everything

Hongbin

- Series

Bodyguard AU (2/?)

Part 1

Part 2

- One Shots/Drabbles

Be You

Not a Morning Person

Hyuk

- Series

Bodyguard AU (2/?)

Part 1

Part 2

- One Shots/Drabbles

I Didn’t Mean It  Part 2

Just Friends  Part 2

No Thanks, Satan

[silkentragedies]

About Me-

Hello~ I'm Elliana :)

You can call me Ella, Lily, Lils, whatever strikes your fancy (just ask~)

I am bisexual, and I go by she/her pronouns

I'm 21, a Capricorn sun~

I'm a multifandom person- I stan so many groups y'all, it's not even funny.🤣

My current ult groups are SKZ, Red Velvet and BTS. I also enjoy EXO, Dreamcatcher, Mamamoo, Twice, NCT, TXT, Eric Nam, Ailee, Chungha, Blackpink- as you can see, the list is endless.

Requests and Limits-

This blog here is going to be where I post my blurbs and drabbles for Stray Kids!

A good part of my work will likely be nsfw, so I'd highly appreciate it if minors stayed away from this blog altogether oop-

My ask box will be permanently open for hard hour and soft hour requests, I will be happy to respond with my own thoughts! However, make sure to refer below for my hard limits before dropping me an ask!

To be clear: I will not write non-con/dub-con, water sports, extremely graphic mentions of gore/suicide/horror, scat, pregnancy, explicit themes of abuse, rape, incest, blood/knife play and yandere themes. (I will add more as I think of it)

Making Friends?

I've been on Tumblr for a while, but I haven't spoken to many people- this blog will hopefully help me come out of my shell and change that ^•^

I'd love to make some new friends around here, so feel free to drop me random asks ~~

Anon tags are encouraged too, I'd love that 🙈💕

Sideblogs?

Well, this is a side blog!

Main: @sleepylixie (only SFW/High fantasy works.)

Fic recs: @sleepyminnie

Quote Recs/ Aesthetic: @starrlitnights

Off Tumblr: elliana31 on Ao3. I do not post anywhere else :)

[minniepetals]

are there any songs that you’ve randomly associated with any of your fics? 🥺

yes bubs! i’m so glad you asked hehe. if you haven’t heard some of these songs, i highly recommend you check them out 💕

string of fate lee suhyun - sound/sori park hyoshin - wild flower naul - memory of the wind kris wu - eternal love kris wu - time boils the rain christina perri - a thousand years exo - universe

sanctuary hyolyn - become each other’s tears park won - all of my life park won - try

until the last star falls ailee - I will go to you like the first snow lee hi - my love akmu - how can I love the heartbreak you’re the one I love sam smith - fire on fire luhan - promises

strawberries & cigarettes troye sivan - strawberries & cigarettes

pretty little flower davichi - this love

flowers & tatoos suzy - I love you boy nct 127 - angel

yours alone crush - beautiful

drabble: comforting arms seventeen - hug

drabble: when october ends sasha - dancing with your ghost

the butterseries lauv - never not lauv - feelings michael carreon - the simple things james arthur - falling like the stars

[dr-m-r-ma]

Miscellaneous Drabbles / Short Stories (II)

[5]: Heaven - Ailee (fluff)

Disclaimer: This is 100% fictional and my own story. It is unrelated to the actual events and real persons of Monsta X and Starship. All main characters/partners of Monsta X are original characters created for the drabbles. Parts will be written in Korean with English translations. I did not major/study in English/Korean, nor was I ever strong in English/Korean grammar, so there will be grammatical mistakes. This fanfic is written in third person and past-tense for ease of writing.

♪ You’re the only one babe 힘든 세상 속에 사랑을 알게 해준 (You taught me love in this harsh world) 너 하나로 나는 행복해 ♪ (I am happy with you alone)

Shownu repeated his lines over and over in his head as he waited for the boys. He fixed his shirt, smoothed his hair, licked his dry lips. His fingers nervously ran over the velvet texture of the small box, as he thought back to a month prior.

It was another morning, no different from the day before and probably no different from the next day. Shownu squinted his eyes open and smiled when he saw Nayun lying comfortably in his embrace. His eyes traced the line of her figure, as she faced the window.

Cotton blinds fluttering from the light breeze, sunlight peeked through the blinds. As the sun touched the two, a whisper could barely be heard.

“이런게 너무 행복해.” (Translation: “This kind of thing makes me so happy.”)

Her voice, like a faint orgel playing, tickled his heart. He leaned his head down to plant a soft kiss on the back of her neck and he asked, “뭐가?” (Translation: “Like what?”)

Nayun turned around, still in his embrace, and faced Shownu. Her cheeks were flushed in a shade of rose Shownu was all too familiar with and her eyes twinkled with delight. She whispered, “내 옆에서 지켜주고… 내 옆에서 감싸주는… 손현우가 있어서 너무 행복하다고.” (Translation: “You protect me by my side… and you embrace me… I’m just happy that I have that kind of Son Hyunwoo.”)

Her smile so bright and her words so full of love, Shownu felt his heart warm up. When she tried to hide her flushed cheeks, he chuckled and pulled her closer.

♪ You’re my only one way  오직 너를 원해  (Only for you) 내가 니 곁에 있음에 감사해 ♪ (I’m thankful that I’m next to you)

When she placed her hands on his chest and pulled away a little, he looked down with questioning eyes. Did he squeeze too hard? Was she too warm? He didn’t have to worry, however, since Nayun only wanted space to stare at his face properly.

As they quietly looked into each other’s eyes, Shownu shivered when her fingertips feathered around his jaw and his lips. They lightly danced up his cheeks and down his nose, only to be placed on his bare shoulder as she reached up to place a few soft kisses on the line of his jaw.

“무슨 뜻이야?” (Translation: “What does this mean?”) Shownu asked, raising an eyebrow. When Nayun laughed, he knew his eyes were gleaming with a suggestive expression.

Her hands pushed him away, trying to get out of his embrace, but Shownu simply held onto her waist. He gave her the smile she fell in love with, the goofy soft smile that made his cheeks ball up and his eyes disappear for a split second. Instead of giving in, however, Nayun whispered, “후회할것이다…” (Translation: “You’re so gonna regret it…”)

Before he could question it, her hands slid to his sides and instantly, he felt her fingers tickle his sides. The whole world knew how ticklish he got at his sides, but he didn’t think he would be attacked in bed by Nayun. As he attacked her back, the two squealed, trying to one up the other. Laughter filled the bedroom, while the sun started to shine strongly through the blinds.

♪ 니 목소릴 들으면 (When I hear your voice) 꿈 꾸는 것 만 같아 ♪ (It feels like I’m dreaming)

Tired from the squirming and laughing, Shownu yawned. Even though the sun had woken them up before, the warm breeze coming through caused the two to start drifting back to sleep. Back into their previous position, Nayun nestled her head on Shownu’s shoulder, while Shownu leaned his head against the crown of hers. They cuddled tightly, both with smiles on their faces. Before Shownu fell into a deep sleep, he heard Nayun mumble.

“넌 나의 천국인걸.” (Translation: “You are my heaven.”)

He smiled, as they both dreamed of each other -- dreams filled with their happiest moments together.

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*** THE END ***

A/N: can you get a writer’s block from having too many ideas on stuff to write (lol) i feel like i have lots of themes and ideas but i don’t have enough eloquent ways to actually write it well... (lol rip) well anyway i have one more short drabble!!  

[cheolbooluvr]

what am i feeling?

part of the confession series

pairing: woozi x gn!reader

genre: fluff, college!au

word count: 1.9k (these are no longer drabbles LMFAO)

warnings: none

a/n: sry it's taken me a while to post this one! there's not much more to say other than i hope you enjoy it! oh also the lyrics in the fic are feelin’ by ailee, the lyrics were written by woozi tho so ;)

taglist: @ohmygyaaah (if you want to be added to the taglist for the confession series, send me an ask!!)

my masterlist ＼ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ／

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“Get to know [them] slowly and want to say it naturally”

“I’m here,” the words on your phone read. For as long as you’ve known him — 18 years to be exact — Jihoon was never one to say much. The two of you grew up a few houses down from each other and both being only children, you found companionship in each other almost immediately. It was a huge relief to your single mother knowing she could leave you at Jihoon’s house to play while she went to work. You were basically joined at the hip, an inseparable pair to the point that when it came time to go home, you more often than not cried. Jihoon would make fun of you, but his mom would scold him and he’d apologize. In truth, he was sad, too.

Years passed by, and your bond with him only grew stronger. From attending the same middle school and high school, there came a turning point in your relationship. In your last year of high school, Jihoon had noticed you were late, and being the cold boy he could be, he would sometimes leave without you. When you didn’t arrive at school however, he became worried. You were at home, bedridden with a fever. He stopped by after school, and when no one answered the door, he entered the code to your house. The door to your room was barely cracked and he peeked in, whispering your name. He laughed a bit when he heard the snores coming from under your blanket. Your mom apologized profusely when he called because she couldn’t be home until later and asked him to take care of you. She instructed him to heat up the rice porridge in the fridge and help himself to some if he was hungry. Jihoon loved your mom’s rice porridge and took her up on that offer. He let you sleep for a bit more as he did his homework at the kitchen table.

“Jihoon?” Your voice was hoarse as you rubbed your eyes. “What are you doing here? Where’s my mom?”

“She’s working late again,” he replied, not looking up from his homework. “Sit down and eat.” You weren’t sure what it was, but in that moment, your heart stopped beating momentarily. For all your life, you’d never really seen Jihoon in that way, but something in your brain switched.

Now, Jihoon was waiting outside your apartment so that the two of you could go to class together. You opened the door to find him leaning against the wall and scrolling on his phone.

“Why do you take so long?” he asked, his eyes never leaving the screen.

You knocked him on the arm, handing him a bag. “I was making lunch, idiot.”

He took the bag from you and smiled which you took as his way of saying thanks. When you arrived at class, you both sat down in your usual spots. As you were taking out your notebooks, someone called your name. You had recently joined the photography and videography club at the request of your and Jihoon’s friend, Wonwoo. Though you initially weren’t too interested, Wonwoo suggested it would be good to meet new people in your final year of university. You had agreed, realizing you hadn’t made many new friends and spent the majority of your time with Jihoon. In all honesty, you had hoped that maybe, just maybe, spending less time with him would help you move on from the pesky feelings you’d been harboring for him since high school.

Three of the younger members approached you with wide smiles. “You’re still coming to our gallery show tonight, right?” one of them asked. They looked on at you curiously, awaiting your answer. Your mouth opened as you realized you had completely forgotten that was today.

Jihoon looked over at you, remembering that you had also promised to help him with a new song he was working on weeks ago. He wouldn’t tell you this, but he was looking forward to this session as it had been a while since the two of you actually spent some time together. “I…” you hesitated to answer the younger students.

“They're busy,” Jihoon interrupted. He continued to scribble something in his notebook, paying no attention to the way disappointment washed over their faces.

You mouthed them a quick ‘sorry’ as they walked away. You turned to Jihoon, annoyed that he was so blunt to the underclassmen, but he didn’t care. He just kept his head down, and when he felt your stares, he looked up at you. “What?” he asked innocently.

After class, the air between you and Jihoon was… tense, to say the least. He opened the door to his studio and you took in the dimly lit room, noting how different it was since you’d last been here. The lights were purple and he had added a couch in the back of the room. He tossed his backpack on said couch and immediately took a seat in the chair in front of his monitors. You weren’t sure what to do, so you hesitantly took a spot by his backpack, placing yours on the ground by your feet.

“Hey,” he said, turning around in his chair. “Come listen to this.”

His hands reached for another chair off to the side of him and pulled it close. You sat down in the chair, watching him gracefully move his hands on the soundboard. When he was finished, he took an extra pair of headphones and placed them on your head. You weren’t expecting them to be as heavy as you were, and you could have sworn you broke your neck at the unexpected weight. Jihoon just laughed as he watched you struggle, adjusting the headset a bit so they covered your ears perfectly. The feelings you had tried to suppress for the last four or so years of your life resurfaced without fail as the two of you sat face to face. Jihoon cleared his throat and quickly moved back, clicking some things on the computer. Soon, a melodious beat filled your ears and you closed your eyes, imagining the type of words you would want to hear.

“Pause, Jihoon,” you told him. He obliged, watching as you got up to grab a pen and your notebook. You sat back down and told him to play the song again, closing your eyes as if that would help you think better, but the words weren’t coming to you so easily. “Play it again,” you told him. It was like this for a couple hours: you would tell Jihoon to play the beat and pause to think, but of course, when you needed the words the most, they never came.

“Let’s take a break,” he insisted. You nodded and went to grab drinks from the vending machine right outside his room. You bumped into a friend of yours, Juho, and the two of you caught up a bit before he ran back into his studio which was at the end of the hallway.

“Say hi to Jihoon for me!” he yelled. Nodding, you went back in and found Jihoon on the couch, scrolling mindlessly through his phone as per usual. He had wondered what was taking you so long, and you explained that you saw Juho who sent his greetings. You threw him his bottle of Coke and plopped on the couch next to him.

“What are you looking at?” you asked.

“Just watching videos on YouTube,” he replied. Though all you were doing was sitting there together, it was nice to just be there with him. If it came down to it, you wouldn’t mind sitting around for hours if it meant just existing and breathing the same air as your childhood best friend.

Just then, the lyrics you struggled too hard for earlier came to you like a spring breeze. Words came flooding into your mind as you wrote your feelings about being confused and in love with someone—with Jihoon.

“On this quiet street I’m on alone

I see a silhouette approaching from far away

Oh, it’s you

Your familiar walk

Why does it seem so fast?

What do I do

You’re making me dizzy

I can’t even stand straight

What am I feeling?”

You ran over to the chair you were sitting in earlier, quickly scribbling the words onto your notebook and reading it over once more. Jihoon watched on with curiosity as you smiled contentedly with yourself. You had been so engrossed and mesmerized in the song and writing lyrics that you forgot that you were supposed to be doing this for Jihoon.

“Are you done?” he asked, walking over to you and plopping down onto his chair. Your eyes shot up at him in panic as he tried to grab the notebook from you. You shifted in your seat, turning away from him. “What do you have?”

“Hey, wait—” you tried to say, but he reached around the back of your chair and snatched your book. He read over it, eyes scanning up and down your words. You wiped your sweaty palms up and down your legs as you watched him anxiously.

“So,” Jihoon said, looking at you now. His piercing stare was enough to put pins and needles throughout your entire body as you felt yourself heat up.

“So?” you asked.

“What are you feeling?”

“What?”

“What are you feeling?” he asked again.

“What… what do you mean?”

“I said,” he said, more determined this time. “What are you feeling?”

“I… I… uh… I don’t know… ” you mumbled. You weren’t sure your body could feel any warmer than it already was, but the temperature within you continued to rise. He pulled your chair closer to him so your knees were touching.

“Do you… like me?” Jihoon asked. His voice was low and he was staring into your eyes now.

“I—Hic!” Your sudden hiccup surprised you. Jihoon laughed as he moved in closer to you.

“You like me, don’t you?” Your eyes moved back and forth between his, and your face was on fire, not out of embarrassment, but because now you were annoyed at how easily he could joke about this.

“Forget it,” you pouted, turning away from him. You tried to get up, but he pulled the armrest, and you yelped as you fell back down into the chair.

“Wait,” he said, his eyebrows furrowing in concern. “I need to tell you something.”

“What could you possibly have to say to me, Jihoon? That you enjoy playing around with people’s feelings? I ditched my members’ gallery show to do what? Write lyrics for you that you just make fun of? Am I a joke to you—”

“Just,” he sighed. “Just hear me out.” His eyes were serious as he looked at you. You nodded, indicating for him to continue. “I’ll tell you how I’m feeling, okay?”

“Okay,” you whispered, suddenly shy as your heart raced at a hundred miles per hour.

“I like you.” He turned his attention back to his monitors. The words came from his mouth so naturally that it was hard to believe that he was equally as nervous as you. “We’ve been friends for so long and I’ve had a lot of great things happen to me.” He turned back to you. “But you… you’re the best thing that has, and ever will, happen to me.”

Jihoon didn’t say this out loud, but you had had a hold on his heart from the day you first met. He could still remember when you had cheerily introduced yourself and told him to be friends with you. He laughed at the memory and how direct you were at the time. It was cute thinking about that memory compared to how flustered you were now.

“So, I’ll ask you one last time,” Jihoon said, leaning towards you once more. “What are you feeling?”

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Frozen. That’s all he was. Frozen. He couldn’t move. 

Changyoon did not expect that his meeting with Kangjoon would turn into him seeing his ex-boyfriend. The ex-boyfriend who had broken his heart into a million pieces. The ex-boyfriend that had taken so long for him to get over.

Suddenly, what started as a coffee with a good friend had turned into a sight never seen: a speechless and frozen Changyoon. Memories suddenly rushed to him of his youth, his time with his ex. They had dated when they were in school and Changyoon had thought it would last forever. He had planned their future and had even prepared couple items for them. He was a lovesick kid who was stupid and naive. 

He had been told all the usual things: ‘I love you’, ‘there’s no one but you’, ‘you are my world’, and he had believed them. He had believed that he did love Changyoon. He believed that nothing would tear them apart. Changyoon was ready to fight the world as long as he had his boyfriend by his side. However, like everything in his life, all good things must come to an end.

The rapper had discovered the messages on his boyfriend’s phone and everything made sense, why his boyfriend was behaving differently. Why they were not the same as before. Changyoon felt broken and empty. To be cheated on is a feeling he would not wish upon even his worst enemy. It had changed him. Changyoon had grown to hate love. He hated the pain it caused, how it felt when it ended. Changyoon had thrown his boyfriend’s phone at him and screamed his head off. They ended roughly and Yoon had not seen him since they graduated.

Kangjoon had been trying to get his attention for some time but Changyoon was too lost in his past. Kangjoon kept looking between his friend and the direction he was looking. It didn’t take a genius to understand that the person Changyoon was looking at was someone from his past. Kangjoon tapped Yoon on the shoulder, repeating his name until he snapped back to reality. ❝ Are you ok? ❞ He cautiously asked.

Changyoon turned to face his friend and took a long sip of his drink as he remained quiet. He simply nodded, though it was obvious he was far from ok.

❝ Do you know that guy? ❞ Kangjoon asked after some time to which Changyoon ran a hand through his hair in response.

Changyoon nodded. ❝ He’s my ex, ❞ he practically whispered.

Now it all made sense to Kangjoon and he now understood his friend.❝ I feel like shooting something with arrows. Care to join me? ❞

Changyoon chuckled slightly at his friend and nodded. Kangjoon knew him well and Changyoon would be forever grateful for the friendship they shared.