#aiden is amazing!

[evil-gay-person]

who tf am i ??? idrk know either but here's something

please don't send asks about fundraisers or donations.

hi my name's aiden, i'm 16, genderfluid transmasc demiboy (it confuses me too) and i mainly use they/he pronouns, and xe/xem when i really dont know what the fuck is happening.

i'm bilingual, english/french and would GREATLY appreciate it if people could talk to me in french so i dont lose it <3

my old blog is @evil-gay-person-inactive <3

by following me, you can expect : - random ass shitposts that end up on my dash - lots of art (although 0.0001% of it will be mine) - rambling about books and music - posts that make absolutely no sense - posts about whatever i might be hyperfixated/interested in (changes quite frequently)

i have a poetry sideblog where i post poetry i write or enjoy reading @amakespoems <3

i have a sideblog for venting if you wanna hear about my problems @a1den-ventblog <3 i have a loose tagging system for anyone who cares #actually made me laugh - pretty self-explanatory #favoris - french word for favourite. also self-explanatory #art & #not mine - do i need to elaborate...no ? okay #info - info about myself mostly #important or #political - mostly gonna tag legal/political things and important life-related info with these #bible verses - im christian. i might post or reblog a bible verse here and there if there's anything you don't want to see on my blog, don't complain to me about it, filter the tag <3

in depth list of things i enjoy talking about and some of my beliefs under the cut <3

i'm gonna divide my interests into different categories, so i can fool you people into thinking im organized. they're also going to lead you elsewhere so i dont make this post really absurdly long yw <3

and for musicals i like hadestown, hamilton, mean girls, heathers, urinetown, and ride the cyclone

i mentioned it briefly in my tag system but i'm christian, although not hardcore or anything, not gonna push my beliefs on anyone or anything, not gonna turn non-religious things religious unless there like. obvious religious subtext and im analyzing it BUT WE DONT GO THERE- uhhh yeah if you wanna chat with me about that feel free to dm me <33

[hannibard]

I exposed all you lambden shippers on reddit lol

[enden-agolor]

aiden fans hate you dawg im so sorry

That's okay, I don't really expect everyone in the fandom to like me. I'm aware there's some who don't like me because I'm jesskas focused, and that's understandable. It's a very popular ship in the fandom and I'm sure people who don't ship it get tired of seeing it and me. We all just gotta stick to our own little circles. In the end, I'm very thankful for the followers, mutuals, and friends I do have in the fandom : ]

[idcallmyselfhuman]

This quest was short and sweet; I enjoyed it. I was kind of afraid they were going to pull another fetch quest that jebaits you into an assassination attempt, so this was really nice.

With all the survivors' talk of how Pilgrims 'are', as well as Aiden's general attitude towards the shitheads he encounters, you can sometimes forget that first and foremost, you are playing a brother.

My favorite quests are the ones where Aiden just shows how playful he can be, contrasting his own memories of himself as a child, ever the worrywart while his sister wanted to play with him. You start to wonder how much his memories of Mia affected his personality, since that was all he could hold on to in her absence.

[dicktat]

Hey emo boy 🖤

So yes can we all agree he went through a phase

@killershushikk I did it enjoy your meal

[thecatgirl-luvmyrocky]

Aiden as Pomni from The Amazing Digital Circus! 🎪 It fits perfectly well actually.

(Art by petitesunset_)

[cigarettestress]

Summary: Ben mourns over the loss of his voice. Idk,honestly read it and tell me😿

Author's notes : based on the headcanon generator (originally found on TikTok by @/k8iexq_ on TikTok) LOVERS ROCK BY TV GIRL MENTIONED!!!! I STRUGGLED WITH WRITING THIS OMG. Yeah idk how sad this is on a scale on 1-10 sorry:3 also i accidentally added Ben x taylor I didn't mean to 😿

And leave you with nothing

Ben felt the hot water running down his back and onto the shower floor, maybe a little too hot for comfort but he couldn't care about the heat of the water, or anything else when he only had the same memories replaying in his head. The same memories that have haunted him since he lost his voice, or more specially since he's heard the strange voice he now refuses to let out.

Ben still remembers those days clearly, the days before he lost his voice. He could oh so clearly remember the feeling of his vocal cords in his throat as he sang along to his favorite song, parents in the crowd. Now those same vocal cords are kept hidden away from everyone besides aiden. His voice once described as angelic and soft now replaced with a rasp sounds others would describe as being similar to nails on a chalkboard.

Ben knew his voice wasn't something he should hate, but he couldn't help it. it's a constant reminder to him that the future he once had was stripped from his palms. Ben knew there's other ways to enjoy music, his therapist told him in every session but singing was the thing that felt right to Ben, like nothing else could replace it. Then he hears a small melody in the back of his mind,

“Do-do, do-do-do-do-do Do-do, do-do-do-do-do”

Ben tries to remember exactly where he remembers this from when it hits him, the song Taylor was showing him earlier today, Lovers rock by TV girl. For a second his thoughts and problems disappear thinking about the joy on Taylor's face when showing him the song. Ben quite enjoyed it himself as well that's when he decides to try and sing with his new found courage,

“But if you're too drunk to drive And the music is right She might let you stay But just for the night"

His voice cracks up at right and night, not being able to correctly sing it without his voice cracking. Compared to the original it sounded like a broken vinyl, playing his voice making the song sound distorted and croaky.This exact thought makes him stop, his thoughts coming crashing down once more, his voice is nothing more than a painful reminder that this part of him is gone forever never to come back.

Aiden was use to hearing Ben's raspy voice, and a part of him was grateful to be one of, if not the only person to hear it. However what he heard now made him pause. He remembered hearing Ben sing before the incident. It was angelic, soft, something you're immediately captivated by. But what he heard now wasn't what it was before, it was grueling like nails on a chalkboard, at least to a stranger it would be, but to Aiden it still felt as captivating as it was when he first heard it all those years ago.

He stood there listening to Ben for a moment until it abruptly stopped. It was only then Aiden realized his signature smile was replaced with his lips slightly open in surprise. He didn't know what to do, what does he do? Aiden never felt such passion for something the same way Ben did for singing. So, Aiden didn't do anything; he looked back down at his phone and walked away, back to his room. It wasn't until Ben got out of the shower, almost an hour later, that he saw a note on his dresser. Feeling heat rush up to his face, and a small smile forming on his lips reading the note once more. “Taylor would think your voice is beautiful. :)”

[slaughter-books]

Day 12: JOMPBPC: Books And Candles

[tactician]

"Can I get you a ladder? So you can get off my back?" - Grey Warden Proverb

GUYS!!! i got an absolutely incredible commission of my BELOVED warden-commander - aiden cousland - from the incredibly amazing @helhornart! haven is beyond wonderful to work with, i'm so thrilled with how they captured all of aiden's little details. (like zevran's earring... and like. look at that armor. AND HIS WEAPONS. oh my god.) ty again haven!!!

and just so you know... aiden's not actually grumpy. he's absolutely thrilled! that's just how his face is. lmfao.

[badp1l0t]

Bruh i keep seeing sgb ads on yt shorts and stuff and i dont even read the webtoon is this is a sign

Chat shud i reed it

MAJOR UPDATE: CHAT IM DOIN IT CHAT IMA REED DA SKOOL OF TYE BUS

@t1oui @best-bro-ben @curlyburp @lee1504 @arthur-side @the-artist-07 (ik yall prob dont rlly care but whtever i need ppl to hype me up 😭😭)

[ese1anime]

It’s @aiden-artsy birthday 🎉

(forgot to post it on here hehe 😅)

[hozaloza]

What is this weird fanfic war going on, y'all this is so--

"Please Remember"

They had great times. Amazing moments. A friendship he never thought he would have. Never. Ever since he moved to Georgia, everything was just perfect. An unlikely friendship formed because of a group project, an unlikely bond formed because of this trip, an unlikely romance began to bloom because of this moment.

But, good things don’t always last.

Ben had gotten better with his emotions, feeling much calmer than ever. His uncle and aunt asked if it was possible that he wanted to go back with his parents. Ben felt excited, he really did miss his parents and little sister. But…that meant he had to leave behind his friends. It was a hard decision, but he decided to go back. They hung out in the graveyard one more time, staying up past 12  to bid him farewell.

“I’m going to be honest, it was nice having Ben around with me. He was like a brother to me, I’m gonna miss you bud.” Aiden stated, placing his hand on his shoulder. The tall boy smiled at his cousin, bringing him in for a hug. The group laughed as they kept playing games and eating snacks; even Ashlyn was having a good time. It was nice seeing each person be a whole new being from when he first met them, and yet still kept certain personality traits within them. 

Finally, the night came to an end, and they all went back inside Ashlyn’s house for one more sleepover. Ben laid on the floor, staring up at the ceiling. He couldn’t bear leaving them; he had known them for 2 years now. But he was missing home more than ever at this point, it had to be done. 

“...It’s too bad we don’t get to graduate all together.” Taylor stated out of the blue.

“You’re still awake? I thought you would be the first to black-out.” Aiden stated, immediately sitting up.

“Meh, can’t really sleep.” “...You’re also sad about Ben leaving, huh?” Aiden asked the brunette. She stayed silent for a moment, letting the silence set in. Then, she turned to face him, and there were tears in her eyes. The tall boy sat up to sign if she was alright, but he suddenly got bear hugged by her. He stiffened as she sobbed in his arms, but soon after calming down, wrapping his arms around her.

“...I don’t want you to leave…” she softly sobbed, clenching his shirt. Ben patted her back to comfort her, looking up to see that the others had gotten up. It was embarrassing to admit, but everyone didn’t want him to leave. Their friendship was extremely strong, it was going to be hard to let go. No words needed to be spoken at that moment, they just got up and hugged Ben. It was silent and long; they needed to make it last as long as they could, in case this was their last ever group hug.

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Who knew that turned out to be true…

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Years passed, Ben had just turned 23 recently. Five or so years have passed since he last moved back to his bio family. He was able to connect with new people, continue his path with the guitar, and overall fit right back in. He tried texting his old friends everyday, but he was getting more and more busy with his own life; it was something he feared he would do, but he slowly stopped talking in the group chat. His connections with Aiden and Ashlyn still remained, so he constantly knew what they were doing, but not the rest…

“[College is alright so far, some of my friends are even sharing a dorm with me!]” Ben typed on his text to speech, smiling at his parents.

“Well that’s wonderful Benny! We’re just happy you finally found something to love as equally as singing.” His dad spoke, grunting as he got pushed.

“Psh, please! You would’ve been better as a cook! Right pops!” Lily spoke. Ben rolled his eyes as he watched his dad and her play push each other off camera while his mom chuckled at them.

“Ugh, these two never stop fooling around, why did my normal baby have to leave me alone with these knuckleheads?” “Hey! I am a normal child! Ben’s always using that text to speech feature like he’s some lizard person! He knows how to sign, he’s just trying to mind control us into following his lizard leader!!” Lily argued off screen. 

“[If I’m a lizard then you’re a weasel!]” Ben typed on his phone. He heard his little sister laugh off screen, and he couldn’t help but chuckle. He still couldn’t believe she’ll be graduating soon, he remembered her being a baby like it was yesterday! “Well, we must be heading out now, Lily’s rehearsal starts soon. We’ll talk to you later! Bye bye my sweet baby!!” His mom spoke, waving goodbye to him. Ben smiled as he waved bye, hanging up on the call. He sighed as he got up, deciding he needed a quick treat. 

‘To the bakery shop it is.’ he thought, grabbing his wallet and keychain.

(1/?)

(spare you the horror angst for now...)

(...NO THIS ONE IS PRETTY TAME,,, I'm talking about a Logan angst fic I got prepared,,,infection,,,,,,,,,,heheheheheheh)

[stinkypeanutbutter]

Have some Taylor !! I love her aoosois much she’s such a cutie patootie :33

[womp-womp-waa]

I don't know why but I was thinking of school bus graveyard tadc au where all of them get trapped in a computer program instead of the phantom realm.

And I was thinking about what characters would be who and I was thinking about who Aiden was going to be. At first I thought Jax, but then I realised how perfectly he suited Gangle.

Like Gangle wears a comedy mask (even though it gets broken most of the time) and Aiden covers his emotions with a smile. Imagine that Aiden being forced to show his sadness whenever his masks gets broken.

(Ngl kind of considering turning this into a proper thing, but I can't draw for the life of me and I have no idea where to take it)

[dicktat]

Haiden plushie I made a while ago bean shaped kitty and puppy…10/10 cute and squeezable

(I might get more of these if there’s a demand trust me they are so worth it look at them)

Now kiss

[xserpx]

I need to stop taking TV recommendations from my eldest sister, good god.