#ai art will never have the full picture on my art- because i dont even post all of my art or all of my evolutions through art.

[snekdood]

ai art will always be a pale imitation of your art. you have the ability to create entirely new and unique things that ai cant even cook up if it wanted to. it will always try to recreate things from your past while you are the pioneer of your arts future. it will never predict what you're gonna do next and can never even replicate what you're gonna do next, so for that reason alone you should keep your ideas to yourself till you're actually ready to post them.

[onmymasa22]

I am ok. I really am. I give someone my full attention. I just try to be respectful. And i want to make someone feel like they are the only ones in the world. And i felt weird after because when we talked about u, u were interested. But when i wanted to share, u were writing emails on a computer or phone or something. I can tell. So i feel like i didnt really get any satisfaction. It felt really empty like talking to someone who wasn't interested at all. I try to make everyone happy. I'm such a people pleaser. But what do i want? I talk to you when i want to talk to you. I spend so much time this year and i dont like it wjen wjen people get attached. Ive had lots of people get attached. Lots of people call me family. Lots of people gave me keys. I cant do it anymore. Its so hsard for me mentally to balance that. Maybe i have abandonment issues, so ill never let u get close. I have abandonment issues. I have lots of trouble letting people in.

What do i think about ai as an artist:

Theres ai which will take your instructions and spit out a picture. Then theres photoshop which can take any picture and make it seem painted using watercolor, palette knife, acrylic looking.

I want to do candles because that means something to me.

Song rak tachzor rotem cohen

אמא מדליקה כל יום נירות ומברכת

Oil pastel of 2 candles plus a little one

I dont have a problem with ai, and people who seek it out, but what doesnt make sense in my head is charging 300 for a print of something ai and a different program did. Is it art, maybe. Is it art worth 300 dollars? No. Not to me at least. In my opinion that's obsurd. Its paying 300 dollars for a target tshirt that should cost 25.

I want a courthouse wedding. A nice sized ring. A suit jacket and dress ill wear again. A vintage vail and white gloves. I want to give out a beautiful havdalah card to everyone with a wedding announcement.

#youreok

Compassion notes for all those who need:

It's ok to want to run away from here.

It's ok to cry all the time. Yes, also infront of the children.

It's ok to fall apart and not succeed in doing anything the whole day.

You are doing the best you can right now.

It's ok to repress and to be strong, even if its pretend, for your own reasons.

It will not be like this forever, even though it feels like it.

It's ok to be angry about the situation. About reality. About everything.

It's ok to be scared all the time.

It's ok if you cant see the horizon. It's far. But it is there

I want to be that mom who bakes. Who always has something yummy in the oven. Who greets my kids with popsicles in the summer. I want to braid my girls hair. I want to buy my boys xboxes. I want cool kids who are friendly and funny. I want to take them to the beach. I want them to see what being inlove looks like. Where i want them super close to me.

I want the degree. I can get the degree without doing the license. I can do the license when i want and then im fine. But i want to be ok. So next year, ill get an apartment, and work somewhere, and that'll b my life.

Class video 2hrs 15min

Portfolio 2hrs 15min

Sculpting 2hrs 15min

Aniam 1hr 30min

Preformance 2hrs 30min

Yael 2hrs 30min

5 דק בואו לכיתה וקצת הקדמה ללימודים לשיעור, זום, לימודים בעיקבות המלחמה

30 דק המורה העבירה מצגת- על אמנות עכשווית בעיקבות המלחמה עכשיו להשראה, ומסימה של להתחיל פרוייקט בנושא המלחמה, ודברים לחשוב עליהם בבחירה ולעשות סקיצה

10 דק עבודה פרטנית- עבדתי עם נערה על פתיחת רעיון. היא לא ידעה מה היא רוצה

סיפרתי אותה מי אני, מאיפה אני

אם היה לה רעיון מהמצגת- לא

קצת על מי עכשיו בצבא במשפחה, ושמשפחה כרגע אצלה

במה היא אוהבת לעבוד

עט ונייר

חזרנו המורות לסיכום, משוב, וביקורת

ביקורת- הייתי מוסיפה כותרות למצגת שלה, כי בלי זה מרגיש כמו טורנדו של יצירות. להוסיף מילה כ"מדיה" להפוך את זה ליותר בסיסי או מינמליסטי היה עוזר. כל המילים לא עוזרים. כי קשה להבין או לזכור מידע יחודית ספיציפי ומתומתמת. צריך משו לעשות את הזרם. בלי זה יותר מדי מילים, ואם אין זרם, ומה שעוזר ליצור את הזרם, קשה להבין מה קורה. זה דורש סדר, כי זה רועש בלי.

From the chidah and other kabbalah sources:

Rabbi wallerstein

Avrahams parents terach and amsilai slept together when amsilai was a nida. During avrahams life, he davened that theyd be in gan eden with him after he would pass away, he didnt want to be there without his parents. Dinah was a gilgul of amsilai (dinah, nidah). Leah gave up a tribe and davened for her child to be a girl wayyy after the genders were assigned. Becsuse of the super pate in the game switch, dinah had a lot of male habits (going out) and yosef had female habits (brushing his hair, looking in the mirror). Dinah was never harmed by shchem. Everyone in her family of that, the whole being abducted by shchem wasnt as it seems, everyone on the inside was aware that this was supposed to happen and that she wasnt harmed. It makes it seem like she was for specific reasons which commentators discuss. This was supposed to happen because guess what... she got pregnant and had osnat. Some say that dinah married shimon, but most say that dinah married iyov- the gilgul of terach. That they lived together in holiness and marited gan eden which avraham so wanted. Now this child, osnat, got adopted by potifar and his wife because he was very gay and she wouldnt become pregnant. Osnat had no idea what her story was, but potifar and his wife never took away a necklace yaakov gave her before that said on it "bas yisrael" in hebrew. What yosef was in mitzrayim, the single girls would throw things at him, and he was supposed to pick one and marry the girl who throw it. Well osmat threw that necklace. When yosef met osnat, he was able to tell her her whole history because he was sold after she happened. He knew hebrew, and needed a jew to marry and out of everyone in egypt in the same house as him is a girl who is 100 percent jewish and he married her and from her and him we get efraim and menashe. Leah thought she was giving away one shevet and she got two, together with rachel. This baby was the only one in all of egypt who was jewish and yosef could marry. If the story wouldve stopped after the rape, man, it cant be worse. But thats a page, and the story continues and continues and coninues and from there we will get mashiach ben yosef. From what happened with dinah. And we bench every boy that they should like ephraim and menashe. Thats so weird! Why them? Decendents of dinah and shchem- shchem was the lowest of the low. Because the bracha is- you should see so clearly the goodness that comes after bad. It should be so clear that from giving away one, youll get two, that theres a reason for everything, that a bad chapter is not a bad book, just keep going because itll get good. We remind ourselves of them to remind ourselves to move on from bad and just keep swimming.

Go to budapest hungary

Theres a war

The house is a mess

All my stuff is gone

Im exhausted

I dont know when im going back to israel

I should be married by now

I should have to kids by now

The dog keeps barking

No one is listening to me

And it just keeps going

Tomorrow's the same story

I cant do any of this anymore

Im shaming and crying

I want to be numb

Please make me numb

I cant do this anymore

[pokedash55]

Acronix X Coffee Robot Crack AU

SUGGEST READING MY ECHO MEETS ACRONIX FIC BEFORE THIS

IT BUILDS ON THIS WACKY WORLD OF MINE

Click for Echo Meets Acronix Fic

To summarize//TL;DR: Acronix falls out of the time vortex at the light house a befriends Echo Zane, learns empathy and put Echo on Social media so everyone knows he exists now. 

-After he leaves echo zane with a borg watch he finds himself back in Ninjago

-Stalks borg and his fam like a creep

-Jay introduces Echo to the dyer family

-Echo and unagami are siblings now

-Acronix is kinda like Echos big brother

-But no one else accepts this

-Zane and Pix give skeptical and menacing, “if you touch him” glares

-Unagami is confused babi and likes their new brother echo

-So Like One day it’s Borg, Pix, Zane, Jay, Unagami, Echo, and Milton dyer, and Acronix in a room together  (Fic on that later :3 )

-The whole fam

-Nixie just lingers around borg tower saying random junk sometimes

-Acronix : “You either die a villian or live long enough to see yourself become…”

-Pix: “A very annoying customer who is about to be escorted out of the building?”

-“UH NO. Wrong answer Pix (“dont call me pix”). REDEEMED. Cause I’m like… totally redeemed now”

-Just holds up a high five for the room and left hanging by everyone

-Jay’s like :Yeeeoree not part of our group”

-So like Acronix and Echo Zane are bro’s now cause I said so??

-Everyone: Nix is part of the Borg Family

-Me: Well YES, but actually no

-This isn't really a Future thing

-In this they're mostly frenemies kinda??

-But Acronix does really like him and borg tower and Borg is too nice to throw him out XD

-Acronix has zip money and doesn’t FEEL like looking for Krux rn

-Gets his morning coffee everyday bro

-Starts crushin on the Coffee manager (naming her shannon after the voice actor)

-His routine is basically wake up, coffee, Shannon, stalk borg, watch memes, think about looking for kux than fall asleep on phone

-Posts bout his lil bro alot (echo)

-Posts about Shannon ALOT

-Many many selfies of him an his coffee

-Realizes he may need to get someplace to live since he had yet to venture for krux

-Shoot money is a thing he doesn’t have

-Borg be super kind like, “You can stay at my Newly renovated highly advanced Borg Hotel but you must get a job.”

-Acronix gestures at being one of those technology intern clerks at borg industries. “Is for me?”

-”Must get a job AND leave my family alone…. For now… please?”

-Borg is too nice to the guy who kidnapped him and is infatuated with living at borg tower

-Does borg live in borg tower?

-Gunna say he does

-Cause Acronix just LOITERS in borg tower 24/7

-Like its like hours after closing of the downstairs shop and Pix is like getting her suit on and forcefully escorting Nixie out of the premises

-So anyway Nix has to get a job

-Ugh entry level Jobs are SO beneath him.

-Pouts uwu

-Gets a job as a barista to at least have fun with someone cool

-Ronin notices that sales have gone up in the coffee shop since Acronix has started hanging around there, because the girls think he’s pretty and he posts a lot on social media.

-Ronin wants this, but doesn’t want to have to actually pay Acronix for being a faceman.

-Hires him “as a barista”. Basically he hires Acronix to sit at the counter and look pretty, while giving the joint free advertising.

-Acronix totally doesn’t notice this and is fine with being completely exploited and underpaid.)

-Acronix X Coffee Bot! (In this she’s named Shannon)

-Shannon is like… chill and rude, but never offensive

-Cheats in chess

-Smug about it too like deamn she mean

-Epic moves (Both spinny sign and juggling. And makes epic coffee)

-Unflinching at a fire

-Complete apathy

-Throws "Floyds"  teapot plan away immediately cause she doesn’t get paid enough for this sh*t

-Says she doesn’t drink coffee but than is seen drinking coffee that lier

-Bad habit of Ignoring stufft. Ignores the upgrade, ignores her lie detector, ignores the fact the -machine is literally ice frozen

-She wears a miniskirt and a crop top/bra thingy to WORK. On the clock! savage

-Nixie is confirmed to get crushes easily and like powerful/ mean woman (Machia)

-Also he has no shame in liking nonhumans

-Love technology so would totally vibe with her

-Robotsexual for sure

-Powercouple

-Since she is still A.I, so Nix’s outgoing and I don’t care i'm great loud personality would really surprise her and she’d be inspired/impressed by his lack of chill and lack of care

-She has a bit of sass and goth hot topic to her but also still has that robot innocence that would blend nicely with Acronix since he is also Abrasive and rude on the outside, but is a tad of a softy coward (He hugs his bro and cowers behind him and gets adorably defensive when he snarks at him)

-He’d teach her so much about being more alive… maybe a bad influence but she’d dig it

-He calls her Shay almost constantly

-He hates being called Nix

-Like he is a prideful warrior who expects people to use his full name in respect

-But Shannon is too cool for that

-Calls him Nix sometimes anyway

-Respects her boldness

-The audacity to do so without permission!

-Shannon owns a motorcycle because come on

-Ridin home on a sick bike together

-Stealin stuff when people aren’t looking

-Banned from Ronin thrift shop for sure (they're lucky they weren't fired after that night. But he literally can't fire shannon)

-Chill on friday nights at Laughys karaoke.

-Not singing, just laughing at how stupid other people look singing drunk kareoke

-So a jock dork egotist and a apathetic punk bot walk into a bar

-Dareth honestly doesn’t know this guy was the one sending snakes after his trophies so he just treats him like a normal costumer

-Neither of them care about Dareth’s attempts at small talk.

-Too busy loving themselves like idiots

-She kicks his ass in strategy video games and he destroys her in battle royal stuff

-Both are equally bored by like Animal crossing and other fake life games YAWN so much work

-Shannon enjoys the thrill of racing games

-Nixie plays em but it’s not his best game

-Both GEAMMERS (but in a frighteningly cool way. They somehow both avoid nerd status… nixie still a dork tho. Jock dork)

-She makes coffee art of her hubbies face.

-He gives her so much social media attention

-Acronix gives her coffee shop media rep and he loves the petty feeling of beating Wu at something

-She doesn’t quite get his excitement in it (cause she’s on neutral terms with Wu) but loves the media attention

-She doesn’t get his phrases and he finds that both aggravating and endearing

-“Um I’m Aconic”

-Shannon: “So you’ve been lying about your name this whole time?

-Acronix: “...?”

-“That's honestly sick”

-Acronix “… “

-One day they joy ride on a motorcycle

-End up loitering around borg tower

-Borg officially meets Shannon and is interested in her origin

-Her design is not like he has seen but it also seems familiar

-She says she doesn't remember much other than working for ronin

-"Ronin" borg mutters spitefully

-He has a history of y'know.. Messing with his tech (dismantling pixal and selling zane hmmm)

-Does a diagnostic code scan

-Acronix worried bout his bae and hyped he was actually invited in for once.

-Progress on that "friendship"

-He discovers her model and general code is similar if not almost exactly the same as pixal’s code

-Ronin scrapped together with some mechanical help from his friends the walkers to make a functioning robot manager with borg tech he scrounged up and a stolen copy of pixal’s blueprints ( maybe he took pictures of them when he sold her to chen) and specs so he wouldn't have to pay for multiple employees. Just having the one really efficient one would save him thousands

-So shannon is pixals sister

-And her parents are The walkers, Ronin, and borg

-The family tree only grows people

-So Acronix is apart of the ninja family now if he marries Shannon

-Here's a chart if you're as confused as I am here:

-Anyway Shay doesn't really care much

- Her expression doesn't change

-She had never really gone out of her way to worry where she was from so it wasn't a huge revelation

-It was to nixie tho

-As the extravert he was (and has extensive experience of being a sibling) he had to make sure she got to know her new family NOW

-Like in the middle of the night now

-He never waits for things to happen

-Pix is first and she is about to power down for the night when...

-DOOR SLAMS OPEN

-"Hi SIS!!" Acronix just screams

-"hey. I'm like your sister now." Obvi shannon is more lowkey about it

-Shannon and pixal mildly get along

-Questions her taste in men alot

-Acronix chills in the back already bored and ready to move on.

-Although he's annoyed by them, the ninja were next up

-Zane and Jay are both family now

-Shannon starting to think he's using all this to fill the void of his brother being gone.

-Cause she has no interest for or against meeting these people but Nix sees it as urgent

-But he seems happier than usual so she'll let him throw her name around for a while. She did mooch off his social media so it was only fair

-Anyway eventually Acronix does find his brother, and tries to explain this whole mess to his less-than-thrilled twin

-God once Krux gets back tho

-“Hey bro! I married a robot she’s amazing!”

-He’s just taking selfies with her in hot topic outfits both of them

-“God no my brothers Robotsexual. My worst nightmares have been realized”

-Krux can only stare in horror at the people his brother now considers “family”

-Wu’s students?!, Robots!?, what EVEN IS AI?!?!?

-He eventually gets over it

-eventually maybe

-At least he can admire her attitude

-Will still mess with his bro tho.

-This is the worst timeline imaginable.

-But I can't apologize for art