#ahhhhhh!!!! thank u <3 <3 here's a gift

[wolfiery]

#13 for the siken asks!!

#13: i said kiss me here and here and here and you did. em, a special treat for you!!! (also on ao3) https://archiveofourown.org/works/44068785

steddie, hurt and fluff, canon au (2.9k)

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   There’s a heat wave in Hawkins, a vicious temperature spike in the air that’s made its way into Steve’s hair, now falling flatter than usual since not even Farah Fawcett hairspray could withstand the agony of a hundred degrees. Women in the supermarkets have flocked to the freezer section for relief, the gas station attendant spent more time yelling at any customer parked at the pumps too long (he normally never cared about people lingering, but the hot air must have gotten to him).

And Steve…Steve’s spent the majority of his summer in the Munson trailer.

And fuck, isn’t that an experience he never thought he’d have. Like hand-on-his-heart never.

Because Dustin was weeping on the radio to his girlfriend next to him at Eddie’s funeral in March.

And at the time, he stood with a hand on the kid’s shoulder — even if he thinks it didn’t do fuck-all for anything. Steve felt wildly unsettled with his blubbering tears in a way he couldn’t explain, too numbed to take them in. Didn’t know what to say... Wasn’t sure anything he said would have actually helped.

But Dustin's ugly crying and Wayne’s bowed head, Robin’s hard stare at the cemetery grass made it so fucking real that it didn’t feel like it.

It seemed like something out of a fever dream — there wasn’t a body, not even much of an attendance that seemed rather un-fucking-deserving considering Eddie died too young, too good to save a town that hated him and still considered him to blame for Chrissy’s murder. But his name’s been cleared already and Hopper’s handled Jason and the rest of those assholes in his no-nonsense way that was usually effective. Steve hoped it was enough, but nothing felt like enough then, he felt empty and hollow.

He hadn’t know Eddie for long, but he saw a spark about him, a courage that the Hellfire Club master never seemed to see in himself. So it didn’t matter how long he’d known Eddie because they’d gone through all of that together, and god dammit, Steve just wanted the chance.

And then the radio crackled in Dustin’s hands and Susie’s singing of a lullaby broke away, splitting the moment of guilty silence in half and startling all of them.

And by some fucking shred of luck, some absurd sign from the universe — Eddie’s voice came over the speaker like a gun against his ribcage, an offbeat, strained ‘Hello?’ but still so clearly Eddie.

Dustin had gotten so excited, calling back for a response that Steve held his hand up then, protesting, “Now wait, we don’t know anything —”

“Shut up, Steve,” Dustin said furiously, and even Wayne had rushed over to his side to listen to his walkie-talkie for the chance to hear his nephew-like-a-son’s voice, but nothing came.

The only one on his side was Robin, because she’s fucking awesome and wiser than a room of three boys of different generations. She leaned forward, gently told Dustin that they were gonna do everything they could to figure out if Eddie was alive but that they first needed to consider if it was also a trap. Susie had gotten back on the radio by then, calmed him down with a few sickeningly sweet words.

So she said it better than Steve could, so what? At least someone had the ability to speak at all, because Steve’s heart was pounding in his ears trying to listen to his own stupid advice, trying not to get his hopes up and failing. Because all he heard was Eddie and Eddie is alive.

After what seemed like a blur, like dream after dream in succession — and Steve had already been to the Upside Down, derailing from what happened, so he wasn’t sure what it said about his perception of reality then — they’d confirmed Eddie was alive through Eleven, pulled him out (where he was suspended in the unreality phantom concept of time or whatever Dustin had said) and rushed him to the ER, still bleeding from the bat bites.

And maybe it’s still a little bizarre to his own ears, because it’s the end of August and the absurdity of it never disappears. Steve’s spent his summer in Eddie’s trailer — used to hanging out, getting high, used to Eddie screaming a song until he and Robin were curled on the floor laughing, or wading through a haze of smoke during sunset.

One time, the kids had knocked on Eddie’s trailer while the three of them were smoking a joint and they’d all panicked, rushed to put it out. Eddie ran to the bathroom and grabbed some god-awful cologne and started spraying it everywhere they’d breathed. Then, he opened the door with an announcing drama that Steve shouldn’t have found so damn charming, but he was too stoned to do anything but grin innocently at the teens — and then Robin started gagging beside him from onslaught of scent, covering her face.

Dustin’s face was not amused, instead scrunched into a look of exasperation, throwing his hands up, “Is every adult I know a pothead now?”

“That cologne is sickening,” Eleven said blankly, her face pulled in sympathy to Robin’s plight.

“Honestly, Eddie, wearing that could be considered nostril assault,” Max winced, her wheelchair creaking against the gravel of the trailer park. She was still on her road to recovery and had only gotten out a month ago then, still needing time and physical therapy to get her there.

But Steve grinned at the offended and emphasized glare of Eddie, watched his curls swing over his shoulder the same time he swung his head. “It’s Wayne’s, asshat.”

“Is no one going to focus on the fact that all of our responsible friends have succumbed to a life of fiendry?”

“I don’t think that’s a word — is that a word?” Robin asked doubtfully, meeting his eyes. Steve shrugged, raised his eyebrows to convey, Do I look like the one you should ask?

“Well, it should be!” Dustin says furiously, face getting red.

“If it’s made up,” Eddie twirled his fingers while talking and Steve stared at the rings adorning them. “doesn’t that mean it can mean whatever a word wants to? So can it really bad to live a life of ‘fiendry’?”

He waggles his eyebrows at all of them after his question, thrilled to propose any thoughts that could instill chaos and perplexed faces.

“But fiend is still connotatively bad…” Dustin begins rattling off, moving Eddie’s arm as they all start spilling into the trailer.

Steve looks at Lucas and the girls with a slight smirk, cause it’s obvious now that Dustin’s already entirely forgotten about catching them. He and Lucas boost Max up until she brushes them off with an ‘I got it from here’ and rolls herself the rest of the way into Eddie’s cramped living room.

So Steve’s had a summer of friends and memories that don’t really feel possible, but feel good, and he wonders if he’ll ever actually wake up.

But it’s a little agonizing now, not so much a fairytale but a delirium. The fan’s on full blast but only seems to be blowing the warm air back at him. He’s given up on modesty a while ago, shirtless and unpleasantly sticky. Even Max willingly wanted to go to the hospital today for her check up because of the good air-conditioning.

“This is fucking brutal,” Eddie groans from the wooden chair; it creaks when he leans forward, rests his elbows on his thighs before jumping back. “Fuck! Even my elbows are sweating, Harrington. This is fucking ridiculous, elbows aren’t supposed to sweat.”

“Don’t ask me,” Steve whines, closing his eyes in the muggy air, “Too hot to think.” He cards his fingers through his hair, it flattens even more, totally ruined and leaves a residue of hairspray and sweat on his fingers.

“Pretty sure I didn’t,” Eddie grumbles and Steve can’t even remember now how he got here, laying back on the couch. He just knows it feels like a given that he would be here these days.

Steve squints with one eye open towards the weight of Eddie’s pensive stare that’s increasing with intensity. It’s freaky enough that Steve sits up suddenly, unreasonably self-conscious and alarmed. In the back of his head he tries to remember if Wayne’s at the start or the end of his shift and then wonders why that even matters right now.

But Eddie looks at Steve like he’s an enigma, like he’s keeping Eddie from something, a drink of water in a desert that he’s refusing to share or a way out of this heat. And it’s not any less insane, less feverish then that Eddie reads him like an open book, and bluntly asks the question Steve hoped he never would: “Why are you really here all the damn time?”

So this is reality. When it crashes down on you, when the fever sways from languid to sharp, and Steve is swallowing what feels like trailer park gravel mixed with broken bottles, distantly wondering how the fuck Eddie can survive in a black t-shirt even in a trailer that’s baking in the sun, and trying not to fall apart at a simple question. Easier said than done.

But it’s more than that. Eddie’s face softens, his eyes sympathizing with Steve’s incapability to speak, doesn’t rush him, like Steve’s weaknesses are just fucking human and not an imposing force that he hates about himself.

“Don’t ask why yet, please,” he begs him, but hopes that Eddie will get it, put the clues together with that brain of his.

Steve breathes in relief when Eddie does, looks at looks at him with a lightswitch in his eyes.

“What are you here for?” Eddie tilts his head inquiringly, curiously. He inches the wooden chair closer, it squeaks aggressively against the tile floor. It should feel harrowing, but it doesn’t. Keeps Steve focused, grounded, right here and now. Eddie’s lips are pursed and his brown eyes have that glint to them that drives him a little crazy. It’s pretty fucking cute.

He shakes his head in answer to Eddie’s question — it’s the wrong one, but he wants him to keep going. Bends his knees off the couch and sits up for real, hopes Eddie gets closer.

Steve never used to want to kiss a dude before, but a lot of things happen when someone learns about Hawkins’ secrets or makes the mistakes he’s made. Watching Eddie Munson laying in a hospital bed when Steve thought he was dead four days beforehand, when he thought he’d missed out on something he couldn’t really voice - well, it changed a few things.

And now…a whole fucking summer, in Eddie’s space, vicinity, whatever - it smelled like cigarettes and pot, yeah, but it also reminded him of pine trees whenever they shared a quick hug, whenever he scoped the bat tattoos on his forearms that Eddie now made a mockery of, whenever Eddie would team up with him and not fall to Dustin’s effective briberies, christ.

“Who are you here for?” Eddie’s trying not to sound pleased and it makes Steve’s breath a little shaky when he exhales.

“You,” he says with a bravado that doesn’t feel right but it’s something and apparently he’s left any of his smooth moves in the dirt with King Steve, because the goddamn heat wave’s left him loose-lipped and tongue-tied. “Definitely you.”

“Is that so?” Eddie’s holding back a smile, nodding his head, pressing his tongue in cheek like he’s supposed to be thinking but it just looks stupidly obscene, makes Steve think about other things entirely. Brain-addled heat. This is so stupid. A black t-shirt in a hundred degrees is also stupid. Eddie could die again.

“You should take your shirt off.” Steve states very matter-of-factly before he really realizes it, before he feels just a little hotter, a little more wracked and nervous. Eddie doesn’t stand up, he hops up, like he’s fucking thrilled that Steve asked.

“I gotta say, I didn’t think King Steve would be so forward — thought you would need a little more than hook, line, and sinker. A little more convincing than whatever eye sex just happened in the last two seconds.”

“What?” Steve says, trying to wrap his head around whatever the fuck Eddie was saying while faced with tattoos he hadn’t seen before, extending and wrapping all around the worst parts of his scarred torso. It was the opposite of the Upside Down.

It was Hawkins doused with finely drawn flowers, life springing from every corner, grass between the sidewalks. Whoever had done it had used the scars as an advantage, the trees looking ridged and real, even if Steve knew what was there before, had seen it in nightmares after pulling Eddie out with the rest of the gang.

“Oh, do you like it?” Eddie asks, twisting his neck to get a better look at his own tattoo. And the necklaces dangle on his chest, his black shorts hang low on his hip but Steve’s eyes are selfishly drawn to the trail of black hair, wondering if it would feel as soft as it looked.

“Yeah. And it’s Steve, just Steve,” he grunts, feels rather fucking useless at with his brain at the moment. He’s not sure if Eddie was only stringing him along or not, or if he’s been sucked into some dream experiment in the past day and a half. He should call Robin, just to check. She’d be the first to know if he’d really lost his mind. But he’s survived worse than blushing at Eddie’s flirting and Steve would be a fucking liar if he said he hasn’t been thinking about it.

“So you really like it then?” Eddie comes closer to the couch and Steve can’t really read him, or figure out what’s going on in his head. He’s only got that look like he’s trying to figure Steve out so maybe they’re in circles.

“Look, I —” Shit. Shit, what’s next? What does he say that doesn’t sound like bullshit? Steve doesn’t think he even wants to go down that road either. “I’d like it more if you just kissed me already.”

“Oh, I know you would,” Eddie grins then, and it’s unfair actually, when he leans closer, brackets Steve so he was forced to lean back against the couch. It’s not the best couch either, kind of digs against his shoulders, but Steve thinks he wouldn’t care if his shoulders were in the tile floor right now.

Eddie tilts his chin while Steve holds his breath, suddenly doesn’t know what to do with his clammy hands. He keeps looking over Steve’s face, eyes dragging over his lips that he tries not to bite from the sudden attention.

“Well?” Because screw patience, Eddie’s being an idiot the longer he tries to figure Steve out. “Kiss me.”

Eddie sighs but it sounds like a release and bends easily to press his mouth to Steve’s, tongue begging for entrance in a way that punches all the breath out of him. Steve sinks in the couch even when Eddie presses closer, even when he’s pretty sure oxygen is running low on the planet today, because he’s light-headed fast when Eddie breaks from the kiss, coaxes him lower against the couch. Steve goes willingly just to pull back and stare at the hard edges of his collar bones, his waist and the offending jeans.

“Kiss me again,” Steve demands, hand grabbing at Eddie’s shoulder. Eddie falls forward, knee knocking Steve’s leg half off the couch in the little space there was. “You’re sweaty…and warm,” Steve half-heartedly complains, but still a little thrilled to be touching Eddie, kissing him.

“You’re not exactly at your coolest either, Steve.”

Steve laughs at that, well aware of how stupid Eddie makes him, but the pun is too fucking awful to take seriously.

Still, Eddie does it then. Kisses him again. And he forgets to groan or make fun of anything, his neck now on the thinly cushioned armrest, Eddie’s chest clinging to his own almost uncomfortably but still somehow fucking fantastic, making Steve feel like he’s catching on fire in slow time.

And then Eddie leans back again, pushing himself up with a hand, but his curls fall in front of his face, flushed even though he’s trying to act casual with his heavy-breathing.

“Can I ask why yet?” His eyes stare down into Steve’s and there’s no shortage of answers, but Steve doesn’t know how to come up with one.

“I like you,” he finally says, shrugging a little bit, hoping that Eddie would just…go with it, let him be here, now, like this. They could figure out later, couldn’t they?

“Well...Shit, I wasn't really expecting that,” Eddie smiles nervously, but his eyes twinkle under the bangs that were sticking to his forehead. “Do you want me to kiss you again?” Eddie asks him, but it means a little more than that. Steve hopes it does.

“Yeah,” he nods, feeling the smile come over his face, his confidence growing like the sunflower in Eddie’s tattoo, teasing, “Anywhere, anytime.”

Eddie’s eyebrows shoot up at the proposition, but he does.

He kisses Steve on the lips again with a hunger, making Steve whimper when he bites on his bottom lip, pressing at the sting with his tongue. He takes Steve apart with a tug of his hair, makes his limbs feel like jelly, makes it feel like he’s burning him up for anyone else and kissing his heart at the same time. Flicks at the metal button of his jeans. He keeps kissing Steve and Steve doesn't have to ask him again.

On the hottest night of the summer in Hawkins, Steve spends the night (and definitely fucking showers) in the Munson trailer.

[joviepog]

EEE HI JOVIE again i love love your writing and im so glad youve been enjoying my stuff!! anyway, sweet and simple request-- wilbur and reader having an at home dinner night :)) (if u wanna make it silly tommy could be their "waiter" LMAO)

much love !!

EEK I LOVEE THIS IDEA! ITS SO SIMPLE BUT SO GOOD AHHHHHH

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Lovely night

Who: Wilbur x f!reader

Warnings: i dont think there is anything but if there is just let me know!

Pronouns: She / they

Word count: I have no clue

Requests: @poraphia

Anything’s else: I actually liked how this turned out! thanks for the idea lovely requester!

This story is NOT proofread

Listen to this while you read! <3

Both you and Wilbur aren’t the richest people around. For you, this was absolutely fine. But for Wilbur?

Well, Wilbur is just a bit disappointed about not being able to spoil you as much as he wants. Since you both have met, he’s been obsessed with getting you little gifts and taking you to cute dates. But what he really wants to do is to be able to take you to the fancy restaurant down the street from your guy’s apartment.

He’s told you about this little problem of his and you cant help but giggle every time he mentions it. The conversation always ends with a kiss on the cheek and the same six words. “Wil, i dont need all that!” But lately he wont stop talking about it. He’s been daydreaming about you in a fancy dress and him in a fancy tux. Not the old cheep one he has for all those dumb occasions. No, he wants to be able to give you a bouquet of roses and a ring that means forever. But most of all, he wants to make you happy.

You’ve noticed that this was starting to get to him. Every time you got home he would give you a kiss and a hug -per usual- then he would start talking about this dress he saw on twitter and how beautiful it would look on you. “And that dress would be perfect for that restaurant!” And every time you say that you dont need all that, he looks like a kid being rejected of a puppy.

And so, you set up a plan. While he was gone on tour, you saved up, took cooking classes, and learned how to do your best makeup possible. You called him up one night, “Hi Wil! Are you busy?” There was a slight pause and he spoke quietly, “No, i just have to be quiet.” You gave a soft laugh and spoke quietly. “I just wanted to make sure i have the right day for when your coming back.” He raised an eyebrow and smirked, “Why?” You pouted, “Why? What, I can’t miss my boyfriend?”

He apologized at least 100 times before he woke Joe up. You said hi to Joe and hung up. “I love you Wil. See you soon?” You asked with a smile. “See you soon.” You hung up and silence fell on the room. You had 1 more week. You bought the dress he had mentioned 1,000 times, you made sure Tommy was free, and you made sure the house was clean. You were ready.

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“I’m two hours away.” he spoke and you could hear the boys in the back teasing him.

you fake sighed, “I guess i’ll just wait here. all alone, and sad, and-“

he stopped you, “Yeah i’ll try to hurry up.”

“No take your time, darling.”

he sighed, “All i want to do is get home and hug you.”

“Aweeee.” you put another fake eyelash on, “I miss you too baby.”

“Wilbur! The taxy is here!”

you laughed and he scoffed, “I’ll see you soon darling.”

“See you soon.” you hung up and looked at yourself in the mirror. you looked amazing. you hair was fixed, and the dress fit nicely just like wilbur said it would. everything was perfect.

2 hours: Tommy got there with a suit and a tie that was ties badly

1 hour 30 minutes: You and tommy set the table and clean the house. you fail to figure out how to tie tommy’s tie

1 hour: you start dinner and Tommy calls phil to help him tie his tie.

30 mins: you finish up dinner and you get out wilbur’s favorite wine

20 mins: you double check everything for 10 minutes

10 mins: you wake up Tommy from his nap and cehck to make sure you look good.

5 mins: you triple check that you look okay and you serve the food.

1 minute: You light the candles

0 mins: You hear a knock.

“Is that him?!?” you say with a cheerful smile. Tommy smiles, “No it’s the mailman.” he jokes. you roll your eyes and open the door. Wilbur has the biggest smile on his face and he’s holding flowers. You close the door behind you, not wanting to ruin the surprise, and jump into his arms. he gives you small kisses all around your face and neck; your giggling at his touch. he finally lets you go and you were so excited to see his reaction.

His eyes widen at the sight of you in the dress and he begins to ask questions. “YN? Where did you-“ you stopped him and grabbed his arm, interlocking your arm in his. you yelled out to tommy, “Ready!” tommy opens the door and the smell of delicious food swept through the door.

The sight of warm lighting and wine glasses were shows on the small table. Warm jazz music was playing and you couldn’t help but giggle at the sight of Wilbur. His mouth was agape and his eyes completely widened. He turned to look at Tommy, who had his hair slicked back and a napkin on his arm (still holding the door open he cleared his throat.) “Welcome Mr. Gold and Ms. LN. I have your table ready right over there. He nudged his head towards the table and you and Wilbur walked in. Tommy quickly close the door and pulled out the chairs for both you and Wilbur.

Wilbur sat down, still in shock, and looked at his plate. Tommy spoke up, “You see, we already served you food because your girlfriend here, preordered. Wilbur laughed and Tommy grabbed the wine glass. “Tell me when to stop.” He started to pour the wine and Wilbur told him to stop about halfway, you did the same.

“Anything else?” Tommy asked.

“That’ll be all. Thank you.” Tommy winked at you and nodded his head. As he walked away you turned back to Wilbur. “So?” His mouth is still slightly open but soon enough, his cheeky smile appeared back on his face.

“Well, i feel like I’m a bit underdressed.” You both laughed and spent the rest of the night talking while Tommy took photos of both of you.

What a lovely night.

[mogai-sunflowers]

hi, reign! i’m just here to send u some more love, and i’d like to thank you as well. i’m also an aspec mspec lesboy. my whole gender is super complex and it’s taken a long time for me to figure it out and to understand how it influences my sexuality. through lurking on the mogai community on here and through ur blog, the positivity i’ve seen has helped me embrace and understand my identity more, although i’m still not very open abt it bc of all of the discourses surrounding mspec lesbians and lesboys at the moment

i absolutely love ur blog and ur sideblogs & such. they help me out a lot and make me feel so. reaffirmed and at home. thank u for being inclusive and giving so many of us a safe space. thank u for being so accepting and understanding. thank u for being so openly supportive of those with more “contradictory” labels, and thank u for providing people with information and sources that they can educate themselves with. thank u for the terms u coin and for the flags u make and for the requests u take. as specific as they may get, they help a lot of us find ourselves and find words to describe our experiences.

i hope that u and ur blog continue to grow. take care of urself and do the things that u enjoy. love u!! :] /p

ahhhhhh tysm :333 honestly this kind of stuff is what keeps me going. i've always found that the greatest gift is the gift of being able to make someone else happy, and nothing makes me happier than knowing that me, a singular person on a vast planet, can make a difference in someone else's life, and knowing i can, even if it's just a few people, means the world to me. if you ever would like any advice on figuring urself out more, how to deal with exclusionism, or just want to talk, i'd love to hear from u :3 and btw i have some lesboy and lunian flags and terms queued throughout december so keep an eye out for those :3 i hope u have a wonderful day, stay awesome fren!

[lacheri]

My beloved Cher, ✨

“Putain!” he wails, throwing his head back and desperately clutching onto your head. “Don’t, fuck, don’t move, keep it — oh my fucking god, keep it right there. Yes, yes, shit.”

���� needy levi. Holy shit. I love needy levi so much. I got sooo h-word here😳. This is so perfect😩. I love this part so so much 😭😭 how incredibly raw he is to reader. How he is incredibly ready to show her his vulnerability and let her have his way with him. 🥺

“Look at you, fuck, look at you. You like this so much, don’t you? Bet you’re fucking soaked right now, my cock in your mouth, oh fuck, don’t move.”

This is sexy as fuck, cher👑. Yes. Let him talk to us like this 😮‍💨😮‍💨 He really switched that quickly holy shit this man really said ✨“speed”✨. Yes, we won’t move. Talk your time for as long as you want baby 😮‍💨

“I’d rather cum inside you,”

AHHHHHH, no words here just, AHHHHHH 💛✨✨😭💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦

“We really are one in the same, aren’t we?” he muses, tilting your chin up, inspecting the drool shimmering down your neck. “Give and take, take and give.”

My heart swelled with love. This, this is just so perfect and beautiful I was crying on the inside. ✨✨

“Need you to give me one more, ‘kay? Just one more, yeah?”

Again, ✨AHHHHHHHHHHH✨, yes we have all the time in the world. Give us 5 more and we we wont be complaining. 🥵💦🌝

the casual brutality of unity, the catastrophic beauty of release. How tightly you hold onto each other in these final moments, relishing in the afterglow of an intimacy so sacred, so raw and honest.

My heart exploded. 🥺 This is too beautiful not to put it on here. I love moon river so much. I love how you envisioned French!Levi so much. I love your writing so much. I love you so freaking much 💛💛💛

✨Grooming after sex✨

Please, I had to stop myself from screaming bc I really cant help but feel so fucking amazing when they were just staring at each other, adoring the after-sex glow. Grazing each other’s faces😮‍💨 Levi smiling at us as if he found the missing piece in his life *sniffs* 🤧 more kissing, mhhm we love that😽 😌

😂Needy levi in the morning 🌝

I was so ready for round 2. Fuck being boneless lmao 😂 😭😭😭

⭐️Levi teaching her french. ⭐️

Yes, i am falling head over heels for french levi. Teach us more spicy french words so we’ll use it when doing 🥵✨✨✨ give us a gold star every time we use it⭐️

💛A whole lot of fluff after sex. + levi laughing, holy fuck💛

God, I dont even have the right words to describe how phenomenal chapter 10 is. Holy fuck, I am so 💦 after reading it 😭 the whole month of waiting is worth it. Holy shit, i had to drop everything and rush home, which was 2 hrs away, after seeing my notification that you posted chapter 10. This chapter skyrocketed my expectations. Their intimacy is so fucking perfect that perfect is not even enough to describe it. Thank you so much, mon cherie 👑, you did a really an amazing job here. You really gave me an early Christmas gift and you have my whole adoration and love for this year’s Christmas. May you enjoy your holidays. May you be granted the wish your heart really desires. You incredible human, thank you so fucking much for giving us Moon River 🌙 ✨💛.

*ignores the sadness that MR will only have a couple of chapters left* 🥲

With all my love and gratification in my life,

-🌼💛🌻

first of all, let me just say. this was so sweet of you to take the time to write all of this out and send my way. I have the biggest goofiest smile on my face rn

so here’s a long explanation of all thee things u added in this ask, you absolute angel <3

okay so for one you know I HAD to make Levi’s mouth absolutely filthy, this man has no filter what so ever canonically so :/ had to stay true to that ya know

probably the dialogue was the hardest thing to write this chapter, because I overthink everything and I’m one of those people who cringe easily if dirty talk is too dirty, or something a person would never say (like if someone ever called me a c*m dumpster I think I would cry and leave LMAO) SO I’M VERY HAPPY YOU ENJOYED THE LIL MOMENTS OF DIRTY TALK!

the spread out moments of vulnerability was such a crucial thing to me to write. more than anything, my goal of this chapter was to make it as real as possible (well as real as fanfic smut can truly be, ya know) so reader checking in to make sure Levi enjoyed his bj LMAO and then him taking note of how similar they are, the after sex awkwardness when you don’t really know what to say — VERY IMPORTANT THINGS I WANTED TO ADD!

but very specifically I wanna talk about the after sex moment where they’re holding each other’s faces because listen, heads were empty, thoughts were not being thunk, it was a pure feelings ONLY kinda moment. reader’s hands losing their grip, Levi kinda just overwhelmed and in shock so he’s brushing her face because whoa that just happened? we just did that? that was incredible, we should keep doing this? wait, should we? and Levi inevitably staying the night because “fuck it I guess if we did all that might as well”

I think one of my favorite things to write about when writing about people in this way is the complete contrast between how good the sex feels versus how brutal it is to do it. so I’m GLAD that line made sense (casual brutality/catastrophic beauty) I was worried it wouldn’t lmao. but yeah that is my bread and butter, you can probably find that theme in all of my smut works because idk it just tickles me to personify and romanticize such a complex thing (: and it sounds pretti 2 write

LISTENNNN THEY WENT AT IT FOR A GOOD AMOUNT OF TIME THERE WAS NOOO WAY READER COULD HANDLE A ROUND TWO THIS MAN HAD HER FLIPPED THIS WAY AND THAT WAY I GOTTA BE A LITTLE REALISTIC HERE (plus we would’ve been looking at a 20k chapter and I was NOT about that) ((don’t worry this isn’t the last of the smut to come, just probably the most detailed)) (((emphasis on probably I am a known liar)))

I, am going to cry. you are so so so so SO sweet. thank you for taking the time to send me this and for reading, wishing you the happiest of holidays right back at you <3

DO NOT FRET I DO INDEED HAVE BONUS CHAPTER OUTLINES IN THE WORKS because I cannot let moon river go that easily this is my baby

[spoopy-butterfly]

so,,,,, you know those 3 emoji oc thing i did,,,, well i finally finished so thank you to the people that have waited this long gift them (feel free to send more they were really fun)

first of all thank you to the anon that sent in the first one with 💡🎷☠️ i made this character; eir name is persephone our favorite undead trans lady with a gorgeous hypnotic voice

next was from my lovely gf @dragonwithproblems for 🍃☕️ ☇ that gave me quite the struggle *narrows eyes* i still love u tho: this lyla a fashionable forest nymph she’s just really cool

this one was submitted by @genderqueer-turtle ✨🔪🐀 and from these emojis and fighting the urge not to just draw remus sanders i raise u: elle resident pretty stabby genderfluid

ahhhhhh!!! thank you to @tranquil-space-ninja for this ask okokokok this was definitely the most tricky but fun one i had🌹🖤🌂 i love it so much and yes it uses it/its pronouns mostly bc it is a demon and take how we dehumanize it in stride so here is zaccaria a cute demon that likes the rain

last but not least we have an ask from @ravenivy2079 who gave me another demon also it/its who is dating zaccaria based on 🤐🥶🐝 here’s jeni (jennifer for long)

again thank you to everyone who sent in an ask! also feel free to send more! (click for better quality as always reblogged are always appreciated and art taglist will be in reblog)

[another-dra-anew]

Chapter 1: Behind the Scenes!

To celebrate the end of Chapter 1, have some behind the scenes info! From various fun facts, screenshots from my working process, to explanations for how I worked out the trial, and snippets of conversations had with people who have spoilers.

Under the cut, to keep from spoiling anyone!

Fun Facts

-I only thought of the detail regarding Kurokawa fighting back (the spilled brown sugar) as I was writing that post! I just figured it would be nice to add in, and helpful to show later that Kurokawa was attacked in the Dining Hall -The exorcism scene would’ve actually happened, and I did briefly plan it, but I figured it may raise too many death flags, and just didn’t end up working it into my post schedule. Also, Maeda’s pendant he receives from Kurokawa in the prologue is based off of one of my own! -You were supposed to receive a gift from Kurokawa when her body is found, in the post stating that we’ve entered Deadly Life, but I forgot to include it when writing said post... Future gifts will be given when a student dies! For now though, they both get lumped in at the end of Nzo4s post -Speaking of Nzo4, I wonder why they were bleeding that much, and why we don’t seem to have had a casualty out of the thirteen members of current cast!

Post Schedule

Aforementioned briefly in section above, Fun Fact two! I use this minimal post schedule to organize how things will go in order of how many FTEs, Maedas general schedule, when my events are, etc etc! It’s helpful to have that as a reminder, especially when I’m writing Maeda’s selections for where he’ll go! Look at what I had for Chapter 1 at the very end!

Victim + Culprit

In most Beta drafts, Kurokawa actually lived to the end, or at least Chapter 4! Once I had her and Inori set to die in Chapter 1 though, that stayed the same, even as minor revisions were made. Kurokawa was generally set as traitor, or was up to something strange, even taking canon Kisaragis place at one point, while Inori just rotated as I needed her too- she was Chapter 3 killer for a bit though. Chapter 1 was the very first chapter I finalized for who would die, the others continued to shift around some, but once I had this one down the way it is now, I was finished!

Case

Did anyone notice Maeda’s lie that got uncaught? He claimed everyone had given their alibi, and only a few were verifiable- but we never asked Higa or Mekaru about their alibis. There was originally a scene wherein Tsurugi returned to his room, which would help prove his innocence later, as Tomori accompanied him, and didn’t see any guns. I made numerous mini post schedules throughout the trial trying to outline just what I’d do next, but I ended up deviating from all- at one point, you’d have had the first rebuttal showdown against Yamaguchi,

Motive

I figured it’d be fun to put a spin on the typical “Oh noooo, your loved one” motive; the motive was specifically designed to target Inori, as she was while not the one most likely to solve murders, the one most likely to prevent a death, due to her medical skills. Other characters are decent at First-Aid, but Inori stands alone as the sole person equipped to fix, let’s say, a stab to the spine, or to the lung. Here’s the full list of who everyone saw in their videos! Sibling(s): Maeda, Kurokawa, Maki, Uehara, Yamaguchi, Iranami Friend(s): Mekaru, Taira, Parent(s): Otori, Higa, Full family: Tsurugi, Kobashikawa, Tomori, Hatano No one: Inori

Execution Tidbits

The title (Adam of Loving Labor) is inspired by a line from Frankenstein! “I ought to be thy Adam, but I am rather the fallen angel.” The original execution concept for Inori involved her operating on herself, being told that if she could save a certain amount of peoples lives, she’d be able to leave, having made up for what she had done, but she’d have to provide her own blood, organs, etc, in order to do it: However, upon removing the needed parts, it’d be revealed that she’d only help create more humanoid Monokumas. After an attempt to run while still extremely weak, she’d die of blood loss, and collapse, before being discarded of in some sort of way, with her corpse left to stay there, no one caring to come get her and mourn, showing how she was truly just disposable (in her view.) My decision to re-include Inori being operated on/having her organs used was really last minute- as I was finishing up her motive video post. For months, it would’ve ended with her dying as patient pushed her, due to wounds she had sustained while operating on him.

Quotes

From when it was thought Tsurugi was dead: “BRUH” “tfw everyone likes the optimism twink more than u so u try and get them all killed by killing him first” minor gore/head/brain trauma tw, in italics, skip whats italicized if that’d trigger you!: “haruhiko stomped on tsurugis head with his boots, thats what caused the wound” “how * stomp* dare * stomp* you * stomp* beat * stomp* teruya * stomp* you * stomp*  bitch * stomp stomp stomp*" “haru walkin round the halls with tsurugi brain matter on his gucci boots “ all from one person - “shaFUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK /// AHHHHHH /// TSU!!!!!!!!!! /// FUCK YOU. IVE GENUINELY  NEVER BEEN SO CRUSHED BY A CHARACTER DEATH BEFORE When it was discovered he was alive “MY SWEET BOY? HEZ ALIVE” “HE NEEDS HELP BUT IF WE GO WHAT IF HE DIES ALONE WAAA” “i was originally gonna post the "tsu is fucking dead" post and then the investigation post right after it but. decided a few hours of pain is good for the soul”

Misc

I’ll take note of some more of these to include next time, but a line from Tsurugi, vs what it was when I was drafting the post, and didn’t write it out in full: Tsurugi - Hey, can everyone stop for a sec? It’s overwhelming to have that kinda reaction and attention on you, especially when already breaking down. Tsurugi - …Good, good, thank you all! Now, Maeda? You hear me okay? Look at me if you can; you don’t have to make eye contact, just look over here. Versus Tsurugi - maeda. stop being a bitch My favorite characters to write during trial: Inori, Higa, Tomori, Maeda My least favorite characters to write during trial: Tsurugi, Hatano It was nice to explore Inoris dialogue, and how she’d try to subvert the trial to point fingers at someone else, and then setting up the other characters reactions and the like was very fun! I Hate Writing Hatano. I’m stupid and always forget her characterization so she feels bland, and like she doesn’t stand out... I redesigned her some, but right as the trial came to close... Then with Tsurugi, I worried too much about him coming across as a all-knowing character there to save the day.

Screenshots

i actually dont have anymore screenshots whoopsie 3 anywayss be on the lookout for more stuff ™  coming your way soon!

[embrassemoi]

(1/8) *inhales* *starts screaming like a howler* IT'S HAPPENING OH MY GOD IT'S HAPPENING! Honestly, you have no idea after how many times I checked tumblr after your sbtmas update post. I don't even know where to begin. Probably I should start with moony, right! When he took her flying and asked her to let go of her hands, it kind of reminded me of *that* scene from titanic but with stars and actual flying (sorry jack dawson but remus lupin is and always will be superior). It was just so, so

*inhales too and starts screaming back* HOLY - IT'S HAPPENING! AHHHHHH! REMUSSSSS! AHHHHHHHH - KEEP CALM !!!!!

Ah! now that you mention it, it also reminds me of that 'I'm flying' from titanic!

(2/8) beautiful. I cannot even begin listing everything I loved about that scene or else I would have to copy and paste the entire thing here. "But now, watching her glow, it dawned on Remus that he was holding the golden beam that threatened to paint the midnight sky gold." I mean- I probably read this three times because *screaming* HE'S IN LOVE, YOUR HONOR!!! Also I love, love, love the sun, moon and stars being used to represent mc, remus and sirius. It's kind of interesting sun is actually

I WANT YOU TO KNOW I WAS 100% SCREAMING WHILE WRITING THAT ENTIRE SCENE LMFAO! I'm glad you liked it! It was definitely *so far* one of my favourite scenes to write

(3/8) a star so they are similar and belong together, but also the moon and sun are kind of opposites and opposites attract and complete each other. So both sirius and remus are good matches for her but have very diffrent dynamics... I don't know, I am probably overthinking again. But I just don't know who to ship her with at this point. And I don't think you are going to fast with their relationship, their relationship progressed so naturally and beautifully, especially since the beginning

Well when I was in the planning stages of figuring out what I wanted to really add in this fic, one of the first things that came to mind was taking advantage of the moon and star metaphors. it makes things so much more romantic / angsty and plus - they're there. what am I supposed to do - not use the absolute gold I have at my finger tips? (see what I did there)

and no! I always encourage predictions being made. some of my readers have been scarily accurate and it scares the fuck outta me but they're hilarious to read! Like I had one clever reader send in a prediction of what was going to happen and my jaw dropped. Spot on!

also for the MC and remus' relationship progressing - I had to cut out so m u c h because it really was too rushed. But don't worry, it'll be moved to other upcoming chapters!

(4/8) of the sixth year. Okay, I know this chapter was remus' time to shine but can we talk about sirius for a minute? The way he looked at with so much vulnerability in front of everyone. Couple of chapters ago he didn't even cast a spell at her during their duel and bowed in front of her. Considering how romantic feelings are foreign to him, it's crazy to see how much he grown to care for her in a short amount of time. I can't help but love their chemisty, even after everything that happend.

SIRIUS! darling... I feel awful. I can't wait to write his POV of how he's feeling sometime in the near future.

yeah, I was also trying to go for the intense guilt he feels about everything so :p I love torturing characters, don’t I?

(5/8) And there were so many little things in this chapter that made me so happy. McLaggen already started causing drama and I'm so here for it. Sybill celebrating her birthday. Matthew being the best friend ever (When gaplin family owl arrived, i though something happend to him and I was terrified). Lily finally talking to mc again! Regulus' extravagant gift! But being dramatic must be a Black family thing. I can't belive he got her a ring that practically screams "the noble and most ancient

McLaggen - stirring the pot. sly mother fucker haha!

Matthew made a little cameo! I love writing him :D!!!! I have a few things in store for his arch and ughhhh ahahahahah. and omg! no! If I was going to hurt Matthew, I wouldn't do It this early. (That sounds like a threat haha)

(6/8) house of black" while hiding their friendship. Somebody bound to connect the dots (sirius maybe?), right? And he's with his parents for "an event"? Very suspicious. P.S. Bc I'm not creative with names (like remus' parents) I was calling the bunny furry little problem the second or moony jr. in my head. And as for name... flopsy could be cute. I know it's very stereotypical but there was a children's book called "the tale of flopsy bunnies" and I feel like remus might have been familiar

Lmfao fucking Regulus - or really the black family - always one for the dramatic. I can't wait to *eventually* write more of dramatic ass Sirius.

I've also been referring to the bunny as 'furry little problem' in my head haha!

(7/8) with muggle children's books because of his mother and idk, naming a pet after a book character feels like something he would do. Also floppy and flops were some of the nicknames james used to call mc, so it could be cute (But owl bait is also a brilliant name as well). P.P.S. Can we talk about how after mc comes to his dorm for the "bunny time" (very cute btw) remus said something like "i feel like you're using me for my pet" and in one of the previous chapters mc told him he was using

- also I'm surprised you remember that part about James calling her 'Flops' ETC considering I only mentioned it briefly. Wow! And you're absolutely right, it would be such a cute call back to the MC!

I'm going to be running a 'poll' (idk if I should call it that) sometime within the next few days of a list of name suggestions I've gotten and let readers choose the name! and I'll totally add your suggestion to the list. love it!

(8/8) her for the casette player. I don't know if it was intentional but for some reason that made me laugh so hard. And seems like I talked way too much again thank you for this chapter and thank you for listening/reading my ramblings, I guess. *screaming stops* *howler rips itself into pieces* -🌸

It was intentional! I'm glad you caught on!

and thank you for rambling, as always I loved reading it! Made my week :D xx I wish you a wonderful day/evening 😊

[cotccotc]

hello my super cool victorian twinkie pal, i understand that you’re offline at the moment, but i did say that i would share my thoughts now, so here i am ! if this ask is really long, i apologise shshsjsj

FIRST THINGS FOREMOST, THANK U FOR THE HOSHI PIC HE IS LITERALLY THE EPITOME OF ADORABLE AAAAA

and now onto skz !

chan: totally agree with the whole established relationship concept but i think personally, for writing purposes, barista aus are my go to with chan (i say this after writing one fic about chan being a barista sjsjsjsk)

minho: AAAA PLS BANTER WITH MINHO— but like i could totally see him being the friend that constantly roasts you bc he simply is just NOT smooth at all, and he panics and roasts you instead of complimenting you-

changbin: oOO ANGSTY EX BOYF CHANGBIN— this concept intrigues me so much, but i literally cannot read or write angst so my go to when it comes to writing is probably just strangers to lovers- i could totally see him as a shop owner (flower shop au omg) and looking so intimidating bc he’s super buff and literally only wears black tees. and u approach him asking for ideas on a gift for a friend or something and he literally is the complete opposite of what you thought he was and gives you this epic floral arrangement— i’m getting carried away, anyway ahhhhhhhhhhh

hyunjin: this boy. as a hyunjin biased person, i 100% agree with the domestic aus. he truly is a comforting presence... and i miss him. a lot. aaaaaa

jisung: PLS YES. IDIOTS TO LOVERS IS PERFECT— he would be Clueless Babie™️ until you do this dramatic confession and kiss him and he’s just: s h o c k e d, and then after like a beat, kisses you back with like so much passion. but omg add on top of that best friends to lovers and i will literally cry bc now i want to write-

felix: pls pls pls put felix in like a bakery au! let me elaborate— you’re the head pâtissier or— even better— you own a quaint little bakery, in which felix applies as a junior baker or something and you just have to mentor him and stuff and there are just a bunch of Wholesome Baking Moments and ahhhh it would be so cute and y’all fall in love and stuff but the au— i am in love with it.

seungmin: enemies to lovers for sure but make it an intellectual battle (top students of a high school or uni, battling it out to get top marks). a little friendly competition hurts no one... especially if you win over your s/o (whom you claim you hate but don’t because you love them... don’t even lie) in a college or high school au !

jeongin: AAAAAA YES OMG JEONGIN WOULD BE THE BEST.... bestie? platonic aus are where it’s at—

this is very long and i apologise SHSHSJS especially bc most of this is gibberish and i wish you luck in trying to decipher this when you come back.

— your twinkie bub <333

hi hi 🥺🥺 don’t apologize !!! i LOVED reading all of these 😂

also yw !!!! he really is a cutie 🥺

OMG YES I AGREE WHOLEHEARTEDLY AHH

OOOOH yes definitely. ur so right that minho would use roasts as a coping mechanism SJDJ

AHHHHHH SO TRUE BESTIE PLS WRITE THAT RN PLSPLSPLS

😔😔😔😔😔😔

hhhhh YES EXACTLY !!!! omg pls tag me if u write any of these oh my GOSH

AHH YES !!!!!!!!!!!! most of my felix writings have to do with baking now that i think about it... JSJD

BRO WHEN I TELL U THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I PICTURED ????)3$:$: WE HAVE THE SAME BRAIN PLS JSJS i could 1000% see him being in a competitive academic setting with that wee bit of romantic tension that just makes u accidentally fall in L*ve with him 🤭

jsjdj YES !!! though i can also definitely picture him in more romantic situations as well, bff!innie is just so 🥺🥺🥺🥺

— ur very late but very i-love-u twinkie pal <333333

[wexhappyxfew]

SHANNON it is your BIRTHDAYYYYY 💛💛💛💛💛🌻💛✨💛🌻✨💛🌻✨💛

Shannon - words can’t tell how much I love and appreciate you. You always support me in my writing, raise me up when I’m feeling down, and are one of my best friends here. I’m so grateful to have met you, and I hope you know how much our friendship means to me <3

I love seeing how excited you are to share you writing, I love reading it because it’s AMAZING, and I love how much you support everyone here in the HBO War fandom. You are kind and genuine and wonderful, and I hope you have the best birthday ever 🎂

I love you so much Shannon, and have a lovely day 💙

- sunflower sister 🌻

PS: a sneak peek at one of your gifts ;)

ALDNALANAKSAJDNK JJ MY SUNFLOWER SISTER OMG 😭😭😭😭😭 THIS ALL THIS IS TOO INCREDIBLY SWEET OH MY GOD AHHHHH

THE SUNFLOWERS AND THEN THE KERMIT GIF THO ARE TOP TIER TRULY 😩💕 AHHHHHH

YOU MESSAGE — I...AHHHHHH this message just wow it means so much 😭 sometimes i never know the impact i can make with something that feels so little to me and so truly jj just thank you for this 🥺💕IM FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR YOU JJ AND U KNOW THAT BUT ILL ALWAYS SAY IT :) even with my crappy ability to answer messages quickly LMAOOOO!!!!! 💛

AW GOSH THANKS :,) as someone who has very adamantly just tried to show people that it’s okay to promote your writing and LOVE THE ABSOLUTE HECK OUT OF IT, or to hold it close and never show a soul but completely ADORE IT, ANYTHING LITERALLY ANYTHING LIKE THAT — that things like that are OKAY!!! i always hope that if someone just slips by and sees that they go “ooh i like that, let me do that with my writing” and then go and do the same!!! IM ALWAYS LIKE YALL PLEASE LOVE THOSE WIPS THEY LOVE U RIGHT BACK! so yeah that’s kinda a life story right there lol!! <3

but truly thank you :) writing is such a passion of mine and i’m just so happy with where i am with it and my own personal growth and discovery through it. writing really shows anyone their capabilities as a person and as a writer and that’s such a beautiful thing about the art! the art simply is to show how different everyone’s piece can be and how no one is like the next! man i just love it!

THE DAY HAS BEEN WONDERFUL THO SO THANK YOU JJ!!! TRULY WONDERFUL! :D I LOVE YOU JJ YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL AND IM BEYOND GRATEFUL FOR YOUR CONSTANT SUPPORT AND HILARIOUS MEMES AHAHAH!!! thank u jj!! 💛

ALDKKWNSKD THE MEME PLEASE I JUST SNORTED OMFG BAHAHAHAH I LOST IT THE SECOND I SAW IT LMFAO

[kevinskorner]

Grammys 2020 Nominations✨

Ahhhhhh, one of my favorite days of the year is finally here! Grammy nominations day! 😍 I love the Grammys (and ever single other award show) but nonetheless, I get so excited every year. the Grammys are so special to me because being such a humongous music lover, seeing my faves getting recognized makes me so happy! Without further ado, lets get into some categories and some of my thoughts/predictions!

ALBUM OF THE YEAR:

Nominees: Cuz I Love You (Deluxe), 7, Norman Fucking Rockwell!, I Used to Know Her, thank u, next, I,I, WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?, & Father of the Bride.

Okay so, I love seeing Ariana (finally), Lizzo and Billie here. I am so unbelievably happy that Lana is here too! I am very surprised that Lil Nas X and H.E.R. are here. I like Lil Nas X but ALBUM OF THE YEAR? I guess maybe because he’s very versatile? IDK. I don’t understand H.E.R. being nominated, she’s a great artist but not ALBUM OF THE YEAR worthy. I understand Vampire Weekend and Bon Iver being here I guess too. I think everyone has a pretty good chance, I see it as, they were all nominated for a reason.

Who do I want to win? -  Cuz I Love You (Deluxe), Norman Fucking Rockwell!, thank u, next, or WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?👑

RECORD OF THE YEAR:

Nominees: Truth Hurts, 7 rings, Old Town Road (Remix), bad guy, Hey, Ma, Hard Place, Talk, & Sunflower. 

I think that this is the most solid category out of the big 4. I like all of these songs and I think that they all deserve their part here, even Bon Iver I guess. Seeing Ariana in the big 4 is so exciting.

Who do I want to win? - 7 rings or bad guy. 👑

SONG OF THE YEAR:

Nominees: Truth Hurts, Hard Place, bad guy, Lover, Norman Fucking Rockwell, Always Remember Us This Way, Someone You Loved, & Bring My Flowers Now.

This is a pretty good list. I love Norman Fucking Rockwell the song so much and never even thought it could be nominated but I’m so happy it was! Same with Lover!! I’m so happy that that song was recognized especially because Taylor wrote it by herself, that makes it so much more special (especially with all the legal stuff going on). Also, I’m SO happy Always Remember Us This Way was nominated! Such a great surprise! I’m happy Lewis Capaldi only got this one nomination, I was scared he was gonna take some of my favorites spots in other categories, but he didn’t. :)

Who do I want to win? - Lover. 👑

BEST NEW ARTIST:

Nominees: Billie Eilish, Lizzo, Lil Nas X, Rosalia, Black Puma, Yola, Maggie Rogers, Tanks and the Bangas. 

Now, this category shook me up a little bit. I was expecting Billie, Lizzo, Maggie, Lil Was, & Rosalia but I was also expecting Megan Thee Stallion, Lewis Capaldi and maybe some new country singer to be in there. Boy was I wrong. I don’t mean any offense but who is Black Puma, Yola, and Tank and the Bangas? I’ve never heard of those three and didn’t see any of them in the prediction videos/articles I’ve been looking at this year. I’m also surprised this is Maggie Rogers only nomination, I expected her to get a lot of nominations. 

Who do I want to win? - Billie Eilish. 👑

BEST POP VOCAL ALBUM:

Nominees: thank u, next, Lover, WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?, No. 6 Collaborations Project, THE LION KING: THE GIFT.

This is definitely my favorite category every year. Pop is my genre ever, always have been, always will. In this category I usually see my faves be nominated and this year is nothing less. The 3 top nominees are no surprise but the bottom two are. I did not expect No. 6 Collaborations Project & THE LION KING: THE GIFT to be nominated in a Pop Vocal Album category? There are collaborations on a majority of the songs so that’s what made me think it wouldn’t be nominated, anyways. After listening to The Lion King: The Gift again today, I do understand why it was nominated, Beyoncé sanggggg. I thought that the Jonas Brothers Happiness Begins and Lana Del Rey’s Norman Fucking Rockwell would be nominated but at least they got nominated in different categories. 

Who do I want to win? - thank u, next or Lover.👑

BEST POP SOLO PERFORMANCE:

Nominees: You Need To Calm Down, SPIRIT, 7 rings, Truth Hurts & bad guy.

Ahhh, my second favorite category. This actually might be my favorite of the year because... its all women! All of these women deserved this nomination, I’m so happy no one else or no man snuck in. It was such a great year for females in music, that it should be celebrated! I was surprised You Need To Calm Down was nominated, I thought Taylor would’ve put Lover in here. I was also surprised that Ariana submitted 7 rings, and not thank u, next. That’s the only complaint I have this year about Ariana’s nominations. thank u, next (the song) should’ve been nominated for something, its so iconic. I was also surprised about SPIRIT, but not mad about it. 

Who do I want to win? - any of them, they’re all queens. 👑

BEST POP DUO/GROUP PERFORMANCE: 

Nominees: Sucker, Boyfriend, Señorita, Old Town Road (Remix), & Sunflower. 

I like this category a lot. Last year there were 7 songs nominated in this category, which was wayyyy too many. All of the songs in this category definitely deserved their nomination. I was surprised that Boyfriend made it in here, but no mad at all! I am upset that Dancing With a Stranger and Nothing Breaks Like a Heart didn’t make it in though, it would’ve been so great to see Normani and Miley nominated for something. 

Who do I want to win? - Boyfriend or Señorita. 

Snubs, Surprises & Other:

Album: A Star is Born, Lover, Igor, Girl. 

Song: thank u, next is so iconic!! how can it not get nominated is the real question. 

Record: Sucker deserved. It was such a big song this year and they had such a great comeback that I was pretty sure they were gonna get it, but I was wrong. 

Country categories: Maren Morris was snubbed except for ONE category and it’s a collab with Brandi Carlile! GIRL was such a great album and just won Album of the Year at the CMA’s, so it really is such a disappointment that she was snubbed. Since she was snubbed, I want Thomas Rhett’s Center Point Road to win Best Country Album. 

Rap: Chance the Rapper was snubbed for The Big Day, I loved that album, it’s one of my favorites of the year. He seemed like such a Grammy favorite, so that’s why this was surprising. No Megan Thee Stallion either, which is upsetting. Only one female is nominated in all the rap categories, Cardi B for Clout (which I am so happy for and hopes win because I love that song and her verse). I am happy J.Cole got so nominations also. Tyler, the Creator getting a Best Rap Album is great too.

R&B: Caution by Mariah Carey. One of the biggest queens of my entire life, Mariah, released one of her best albums of all time a year ago and I thought it had a good chance to get nominated in all 3 R&B categories, but it didn’t. I don’t understand the logic behind that though, it definitely could’ve fit. I am happy NAO got nominated, that album is great. And, I’m happy Lizzo got nominated for Jerome. 

[real-fakedoors]

NDHDKDKDMDNDHS S THAT LATEDT CHSPTER HAD ME SCREAMING I WAS SO STRESSE D. O U T . But I was wondering!! And I do have a few questions, I apologize 1) Do we ever get to find out what exactly happened to Lance’s family? (Spoilers? 🧐🧐🧐) 2) Were you still planning on doing a second part or is everything gonna be resolved in the epilogue (also maybe spoilers 🧐) ? 3) I love u and ur writing 4) Are you planning on writing anymore kl fics after this?

ANON ILY

im SO GLAD you liked the chapter, although I’m SORRY for stressin ya

I’m happy to provide some answers/insights as for what’s in store for this... story. store... story... i feel like there’s a pun somewhere there. ANYWAYS.

DEFINITELY SPOILERS AHEAD!

1 & 2. (because the answers are related)

There’s still a lot to develop with Lance’s family! Not only in the epilogue, but in the SEQUEL TOO! Yes, that’s me, confirming for 100% no maybe’s, but’s or if’s about it.

There’s going to be a sequel. Because there was just too much of these two boys to shove into one story,

Although I won’t reveal everything, here’s some things to look out for (rather in the epilogue or the next installment!)

- Lance’s unanswered letters. What gives, right? Well, something gives alright. Something gives.

- Veronica/Lance parallels incoming!!! ...after all, I’ve heard McClains have a type 👀

- Hira closure. (And closure with Nadia, Adela and Emely, too!) They might not “technically” be family, but they’re definitely connected to Lance enough at this point that their own stories are irrevocably intertwined. We’ll be seeing more of them, at least enough to... satisfy, I hope. :)

3. I LOVE YOU! And to express that, here’s a gift of unpublished material from me:

(some context -- while writing Lance’s ‘dream’ sequence, I was feeling a little burnt out and a friend of mine nudged me on this post, so I wrote a quick drabble from Lance’s POV)

[LANCE]

Fuck fuck oh god fuck he’s coming this way he’s really angry I’m so dead fuck he’s really hot though shiT SHIT --

A hand hit the fence beside his head, and Lance was glad his uncle was a funeral director; his Mamá could probably at least get a wonderful discount on his casket.  

“What the fuck did you say to me?”

I probably deserve this. Turning in the Macbeth assignment late, what the fuck, McClain? What the fuck were y--

Keith Kogane was about two inches away from him, breath still heavy with the scent of tobacco.  “Hey, sweater vest, are you deaf?”

“Uh -- uh, n-no.” He cleared his throat, did his best to make his gaze steely. “But you’re not supposed to smoke up here.”

There was an extended pause, a single eyebrow raising far into that awful mullet’s hairline. Who even has a mullet anymore, it’s 2019! Also, whomst the fuck allowed him to have such intense eyes?

“You’re in my stats class,” Keith said bluntly, gaze turning at least marginally less hostile. “Taylor, right?”

Oh c’mon, seriously?!

Now he was getting a little angry too, putting his hands in between the very-small distance between their chests. “My name is Lance, asshole.”

“Lance?” The guy said the name like a question, like he was trying to deem if it was worth his time. “Hmm. You’re pretty rude, judging someone you don’t know. What’s it to you if I smoke?”

“It’s not allowed on school grounds, I don’t care what you do with your lungs.”

Alarmingly, Keith’s constant state of passive-anger shifted. (because that’s exactly what this jerk’s demeanor was, a kettle two-seconds away from boiling over) Now, he wore a positively sinister smirk.

I am not emotionally stable enough for this what the fuck, fuck, fuck me -- no wait.

“Are you going to stop me?”

4. YES I HAVE SO MANY PLANNED AHHHHHH

As you likely know, I have a handful of current WIPs in the fandom:

cosmic dust never settles - A roleswap + Galtean AU, in which Lance and Allura are siblings; Lance pilots the Castle of Lions, Allura pilots the Blue Lion, and Galra-hybrid!Keef.

Not So Normal - A Stranger Things inspired fic, where Lance vanishes one night, and Keith “is going to turn the world upside down to get [him] back.” ST is not necessary to enjoy the fic -- just pulling some setting/plot elements from the show!

Unpublished ideas:

“as above, so below” (working title) - Persephone!Lance x Hades!Keith AU... also with the rest of the squad lmao because I’m weak for them. Thinking Apollo!Hunk, Zeus!Shiro and Hera!Adam (just without the crazy 15 spouses thing, ya know), Aphrodite!Allura... still working out Pidge, Lotor, Romelle and Coran atm. Still lots of thoughts percolating on this one!

“Coffee Shop [But Not Really]” (working title) - as the title says, it’s going to be set up/set in a coffee shop, but there’s going to be something untoward going on that makes it... not so obvious. I don’t want to say too much here because that’ll ruin the surprise/fun of it, and I’m still hashing out ideas on this so... I won’t say much more than that!

maybe a “daycare AU” where they’re in their 20s and Lance works with kids... I’m thinking maybe Keith gets involved because, while he’s not old enough to host foster kids, he is sort of a “big brother” figure to one or more kids in the community and they end up crossing paths that way. im just weak for lance being soft with smols and Keith being soft for Lance and... yeah

take very good care, anon

[franeridart]

*SOBS* IM JUST SO GLAD YOURE BACK

Aw thank you !!!!! It’s really just thanks to the past couple of days of cooler weather tho, ngl hahaha the earth has been indulgent to me, this past week!

Anon said:I really liked that wgole bakushima gem thing! What would bakugou do if kirishima somehow got corrupted and couldnt reverse it? (Without the other diamonds)

Thank you for liking it!!!! And I guess he’d just go ask the other diamonds? Well, he would never let it get to that, but if it were the only option it’s not like he’d leave Kiri like that!

Anon said:Quick, someone put a flashlight on diamond!Kiri

He’d be shinier than Aoyama and Hagakure using her special move put together !!!!!!! v pretty~

Anon said:your kiribaku gem AU inspired me so much that i’m finally watching steven universe just so i can understand it better because what i did understand was that i loved it

OH MAN I hope you’ll enjoy it!!!! It’s a bit silly and all over the place through the first season, but try to give it time !!

Anon said:Hi! I went and checked out your fan art for Kuroko no Basket and I absolutely adore AoKaga! Your AoKaga works make me so happy! I love them all!

Ohhhhh man thank you so much !!!!!!!!!! it’s super old stuff tho how did you even find it hhhhh haha

Anon said:Hello hello! here w bad news a instagram page posted your art and i know you dont like repost so im informing you. The page is kags.fujoshi and it was posted july 23

Yeh I know, I’ve been trying to report it and the other one I’ve been being told about but instagram won’t let me submit the thing so I guess this is how things are and I’ll just die mad about it since instagram likes to make things as hard and impossible to me as it can

Anon said:Bless your art

Thank you ;;;;;

Anon said:Omg literally your kiribaku Steven universe crossover is so fucking perfect thank you for blessing us with it; I’d love to see more if you have anything or feel like ever doing more about it but I don’t want to pressure you or anything, do what you want to do and what makes you happy :) Take care!

Ahhhhhh thank you so much!!!!! I’m super glad you liked it this much!!!!!!!

Anon said:✨Gentle reminder to take care of yourself today ✨

You too, anon!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Everytime I see you upload new art I end up looking through and loving your entire BNHA Art tag. It’s so wonderful

gAH thank you so SO much!!!!!!!!!! don’t waste so much time on my blog, tho hahaha

Anon said:heya! I was just wondering if u had any short bakukiri one-shot fic recommendations. i prefer to read short things bc i have some learning difficulties and i was hoping u might know some good simple reads. Thanks! (

Aw man sorry but I really don’t have the time to make a rec list rn ;; if you’re fine with it this is the tag on AO3 filtered so that it shows only complete content with a max word count of 5000 starting from the one with most kudos going down, the first ones showing are all super good fics - in case you’re not okay with explicit content you can filter that too (if youre not okay with mature either just check that out as well) and to go further this is the tag excluding the fics tagged as tddk  cause that’s not what you’re looking for and the tddk and krbk fandom sure like to put each other in the listed relationships even if the fic isn’t about them (it excludes some krbk fics too but what can we do about that)

Anon said:ASDFGHKRNOFNE your last doodle killed me!!!! soft todoroki

AHHHHH I’m super glad you liked them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;;;

Anon said:I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of your art, you beautiful gift you

Thank you smmmmm ;;;

Anon said:I am taking the SU story down for now. Please, let me know if I have your permission to post it, or if you don’t want me to. // And just to clarify - I’m not deleting the story out of spite or anything. I wrote it as a “get-well-soon” gift, but since you make it very clear you want to know how your art is used and that you must give your approval, I began to fear it would become a source of annoyance to you rather than something nice. I can put it back up if you want me to.

I don’t mind you writing the story or posting it, so if you wanna upload it again go for it! For future reference tho, if you’re in a rush to get an answer out of me (referring to the message where you asked if it was okay) your best bet is to go off-anon since those I always answer privately and as soon as I can. It can take me up to over a week to answer anon asks here, which I’d guess is sort of obvious? so seriously next time you’re in a rush to get an answer it’s better if you don’t go through the anon option!!

Anon said:HI I LOVE YOUR ART IT’S GORGEOUS AHHHHHHH

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Anon said:How long does it take t draw one artwork for you?

Some things ten minutes, some things three days of work, it really depends on what I’m drawing? If it’s bw or colored, if it has a bg, if it’s a bust or a full body, if it’s one person or five, one drawing or a full comic, how used I am to drawing the character vs how new it is, how easy the clothes are and how many details there are on them - if you sent me an example I could specifically tell you how long it took me!

Anon said:is bakugo ticklish? what do u think?

Bakugou is ticklish but the immediate aftermath of tickling Bakugou is to be blasted into kingdom come so maybe better not to tickle him unless you’re Kiri and can protect yourself

Anon said:Bakukirikami is some good stuff my dude

It sure as heck is! Lately my old stuff for them is getting a bunch of new notes, I’m assuming people are getting into it thanks to the anime haha the magic of the license exam my doods

Anon said:hey I hope I don’t sound creepy but, I just want to say that your art really makes me happy and that you’re one of my favorite artist out there. So even if somtimes you feel like your art sucks I want you to know that I think it’s beautiful! Hope you’re doing well!

You don’t sound creepy at all!!!!! thank you SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:i live for ur kamisero art just saying

I haven’t drawn much of that, have I? I’m glad you like it tho!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Mako and Tai ♥️♥️

!!!

Anon said:This isn’t an ask, just that I love your art style and it reminds me of a beautiful and cute point and click adventure, “Harvey’s new eyes ” and “Ednas break out” Its very cute and pretty just like your art style and I love both ^^

Oh man thank you!!!

Anon said:Q U O R K

I honestly can’t even remember if this is just a random ask or if it was referring to something specific, ngl (if it’s the second, sorry about my memory being like this orz)

Anon said:Gah I keep missing preorders! I’ve only ever really wanted 2, and each time, don’t have any money, til after they’re done 😢 oh well, I guess. Hope you’re doing well!

If you’re referring to the takemyhand zine, preorders are still going tho!!! and thank you!!!!

[fcldspar]

18, Tyde

tags: established relationship, Boyfriends Doing Stupid Shit, craig and those guys

warnings: (brief mentions of) minor injury

word count: 1403 (oops)

a/n: i’m honestly so so sorry for how late this is AHHHHHH!! i started it nearly a month ago and have been too preoccupied to finish it until today, i hope it doesn’t disappoint!!

[ao3 link]

—-

It all started when Clyde stumbled through the crowded hallways with Token in tow, their hands clasped tightly together, before barraging into the first empty classroom they could find. Clyde was panting heavily as he shoved the door closed behind them. Token was just confused.

“Dude, what the hell is going on?”

Clyde, still panting, turned to him with wide eyes and a panicked expression. “Craig is in,” a wheeze, “detention for three hours,” another wheeze, “this afternoon.”

Token frowned. “That’s, like, routine for him. What’s the hassle?”

The varsity-clad boy leant on the nearest counter, taking a moment to try to catch his breath and wipe the sweat off his brows before elaborating, “The new planetarium in Denver is opening later and, whooh, the first thirty to enter get, ah, premium membership, so they can, like, phew, enter free of charge and bring friends for free and get discounts at the shops and shit.”

“Oh,” Token replied quietly. While not particularly within his or Clyde’s own spheres of interest he could already picture Craig crossing the days off his calendar in anticipation for it, but if he was being kept at school for dete– “Oh, shit.”

“Exactly.”

“Why’d he go and get himself in detention then, that fucking dumbass?!” Token demanded, although now that he thought about it he didn’t think he could remember Craig receiving any punishments from neither school nor family within the last month. “Like what happened?”

“He overturned Cartman’s lunchtray on his head yesterday. Someone said it was ‘cos Cartman was slingshotting fries at Tweek, someone else said that Cartman had stolen Craig’s own money to buy that lunch, someone else said that Cartman had threatened to poison Stripe. I don’t know, dude, the story changes each time. But the point stands: he’s being kept at school until six and the planetarium opens at four.”

Token scrunched his face with his thumb and fingers into a deeper frown. God-fucking-dammit, Craig, what happened to your restraint?

“Which is why I have a plan to get him out!” said Clyde.

Token looked at him skeptically. “What’s the agenda?”

“What?”

“Why do you care so much about this?”

“He’s my best friend!”

“I’m right here, fucker.”

“Boyfriends can’t and don’t count.”

Token rolled his eyes. “So what’s your oh-so-genius plan?”

“Basically, we’ll pay Stan to dress up as Craig, right, and we’ll tell him to wait in the toilets until Craig comes. Meanwhile, Craig will ask Mr Mackey if he can go piss and Mr Mackey will wait outside. Inside, Stan will be hiding in one of the cubicles and they’ll swap, so then Craig stays hiding in a cubicle while Stan goes with Mackey back to detention. Then we all get the fuck out and get Craig to Denver.”

“Do you take constructive criticism?” asked Token, mentally listing all the factors that could go wrong, Stan and Craig looking nothing alike apart from their hair and Stan’s potential unwillingness to help being a couple of them.

“Nope!” Clyde responded way too happily.

“This is without a doubt the stupidest plan you’ve ever had,” said Token, shaking his head. “I’m in.”

[3:11] Token: r u sure craig knows what 2 do

[3:12] Clyde: yes

[3:12] Token: and that stan knows what hes getting into

[3:13] Clyde: duh

At last, Token thought to himself, only two more minutes until Craig’s gonna ask for the toilet. But the purple-clad boy was getting impatient, from his high view of the bathroom beyond the iron grate he could see Stan checking his watch every few minutes and fiddling with his new royal blue chullo, and Clyde was barely communicating. Token still didn’t understand why his boyfriend insisted that they both be present for the break-out when neither of them were really necessary, but then again he could understand wanting to watch it all unfold from the safety of their well-hidden but chilly ventilation shafts.

After what seemed like an age in itself, a new text finally pinged through, shortly followed by more:

[3:15] Clyde: okay he just asked

[3:15] Clyde: lmao mackey’s pissed off that he didn’t go before it started

[3:15] Clyde: wait

[3:15] Clyde: fuck

[3:15] Clyde: hes really pissed man

[3:15] Clyde: he might not let him go

[3:15] Token: UH

[3:16] Token: WHAT

[3:16] Clyde: oh thank god theyre going

[3:16] Token: i hate u sm

[3:16] Clyde: okay theyre gone b on the lookout

Just then, the bathroom door opened with a shriek and in walked Craig. His eyes drifted up to the shaft and met with Token’s, who gave him a thumbs-up. Craig did not respond, and instead approached Stan’s cubicle. They swapped places once both were in, Craig sitting on the toilet with his feet off the ground and Stan tracing Craig’s steps out of the bathroom. Mr Mackey’s voice warbled through the door, “Y’alright in there? Don’t take too long, m’kay.”

Stan simply opened the door and walked out without a word, following Mr Mackey down the corridor. Once the door swung shut with another squeak, Token mouthed a silent “yes” to himself while Craig smirked from his cubicle hideout.

But then the texts started to ring through.

[3:21] Clyde: UH

[3:21] Clyde: TOKE

[3:21] Clyde: GET CRAIG OUT OF THERE

[3:21] Token: what’s going on??

[3:22] Clyde: MACKEY KNOWS

Token just about caught himself from yelling in frustration. He didn’t bother to read the rest, instead he started mouthing at Craig “GO! GO!” while waving in the direction of the door. Craig frowned at him, to which he waved and pointed more urgently. But still Craig did nothing.

“You absolute dumbass,” muttered Token as he pushed at the vent grate. It swung up and open, but not quickly or quietly enough for his liking. He squeezed through and jumped down to the tiled floor just as a new text pinged through.

[3:23] Clyde: FUCKING RUN MAN I CAN SEE HIM WALKING DOWN THE HALLWAY

Token threw open the cubicle door to see Craig’s bemused face. “Fucking run, dude! Mackey’s coming!” Finally catching onto the urgency of the situation Craig followed him out of the door, both of them wincing at its piercing screech. They turned the corner just as they heard stomps from the hallway, before a booming “Craig! I know you’re hidin’ in that bathroom, m’kay, and you better come out if you don’t wan’ detention for a week!”

How he hadn’t heard their footsteps, Token had no idea, but he felt no inclination to complain as they turned another corne-

“Look at him go,” whispered Clyde, watching as Craig gazed up at the constellations splattered across the skies displayed above. The theatre was packed but silent if not for the occasional rattle of a crisp packet, all completely captivated as meteors shot across inky darkness, satellites and moons alike danced around lonely planets, stars blinked down at them as if they themselves were the quiet watchers.

Well, all but Token. He was looking, but not above.

It didn’t take for Clyde to notice. “Dude, that’s gay.”

“The pot calling the kettle black.”

“What? I’m not black…”

Token had to roll his eyes at Clyde’s legitimate look of confusion. “It’s an expression, dumba-.”

“Will you asshats shut the hell up?”

Craig was already halfway to the gift shop by the time Token and Clyde dawdled out of the theatre.

Token grabbed his boyfriend’s arm, stopping him in his path. “Two questions: one, are you sure you don’t need, like, a hospital or something? You can barely walk.”

Clyde rolled his eyes. “I mean, I did bust a ventilation shaft in the ceiling and fall like ten feet to the floor right on my ankle right as you guys were rounding the corner.” He took one look at Token’s bemused expression. “I’m fine, man, it’s all good.” He took the taller boy’s hand and they continued their easy pace to the shops and exit area, clasped hands swinging between them.

Token wasn’t finished. “Two, why did you do it?”

“Well.”

“Clyde.”

“You know how premium members can get discounts for all the shops and bring friends for free and shit?”

Token nodded.

“Well…” Clyde tailed off. As he pointed to the new planetarium’s only restaurant, the words Taco Bell proudly emblazoned over the entrance.

—-

for those whose requests i haven’t completed yet: i’m sorry, a bunch of stuff (mostly family drama) has been happening in my personal life leaving me feeling incapacitated in basically all ways. i shall get to them, it may just take a bit of time!!

(send me a pairing and a number and i’ll write you a drabble!)

[jiminrings]

hannah…. first off i jus wanna say.. happy bday :3 i hope u hav a wonderful day filled with love and happiness and receive gifts :3 second .

you’re amazing. i jus finished heartburn my eyes r puffy i lost it at the grasshopper part i didn’t expect that and im in so much pain rn but the ending was perfect… it rlly was. its enough for me to kno that jimin still and will always love her with his whole being. and i like to think that it was a beginning of something new …. a lot of healing … they r literally soulmates so they will be together eventually no matter what. and third, thank u …. for this beautiful fanfic.. i think u r one of the most talented writers in this app … ur writing is officially my favorite and im looking forward to see more :( u hurt me so good bae and happ birth heres a cake

AHHHHHH THANK U MY LAURV <3333 AND YOU'RE RIGHT YOU''RE RIGHT THAT'S WHAT I THINK ABOUT TOO <333 thank u so much bae i'm v excited to have u besties read what i have next in store!!!!

[hardcore-like-eezo]

A little bit ‘bout me

…at the prompting of @ooachilliaoo​, thanks for tagging me! :)

And I’ll tag @lilithleelynn​, @cactuarkitty​, @minunatcatea​, @normandy-sr-221​, @anxious-potato-with-attitude​, @mysticfeline​, @talizorahs​, @digitallyrhi​, @princessofmilkyway​, and @samfishers​ if you feel like posting a little about yourself too (no obligation!)

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 10 blogs

Nicknames: Sam, plus I’ve been called Sammy, Samwise, Samwell, and Samsonsite (I’m good with just about any variation on “Sam”)

Gender/pronouns: He/him

Star sign: Taurus

Height: 6ft (1.83m)

Time: 21:30 (9:30pm), Pacific time zone

Birthday: May 12th

Favorite bands: Kind of an odd mix here…I’ll say Coheed and Cambria, The Decemberists, MS MR, KMFDM, Paramore, Duran Duran, and I also spend a lot of time listening to video game and movie OSTs

Favorite solo artist(s): Not sure how many of these count, since some of them have consistent backup bands, but all the same…Janelle Monáe, La Roux, mitch murder, Tycho, Ludovico Einaudi, and Weird Al (from elementary school to the present :D)

Song stuck in your head: currently…Last Chance on the Stairway - Duran Duran (I’ve been on an 80s kick for a while now)

Last Movie You Watched: An American in Paris (‘cause everyone should watch Gene Kelly dance at some point)

Last Show?: Well, in the theater it was Hamilton, concert was the SF Symphony playing An American in Paris (hence the movie above), rock concert was OK Go, and TV show was Jane the Virgin

Why did you create your blog?: To follow all the Mass Effect fandom goodness, and in the long term, so I also have another place for these completed ME fanfic drafts I’ve promised myself to post in 2018…

What do you post?: 99% Mass Effect content, and Star Wars makes it way in every now and then

Last thing you googled?: The difference between a postface and an afterword…’cause I obsess over technical literary details when it comes to my own writing :p

Other blogs: AO3 - http://archiveofourown.org/users/hardcore_like_eezo, FF.net - https://www.fanfiction.net/u/7977660/hardcore-like-eezo (see above…no fics posted yet, coming this year to an AO3/FF near you)

I follow: 60 blogs

Followers: Ima baby blog with 17 beautiful followers!

Average hours of sleep: 6 on a work night, 8-9 on the weekends

Lucky number: 13 (defiantly giving superstition the bird, a funny thing to say about a “lucky number,” I know)

Instruments: Piano and saxophone

What are you wearing?: Gray sweats, “the cake is a lie” t-shirt, and socks that say “worst gift ever” (Xmas gift from my parents, lol)

Dream job?: Writer, or completely unrelated, an astronaut.  I did legit apply to NASA’s last round of astronaut hires…along with 18,500 other applicants, so I wasn’t too hard on myself when I didn’t make the cut, haha

Dream trip?: Italy

Favorite food?: Lasagna (see previous answer, ahhhhhh Italian food)

Significant other?: Wifey

Last book I read: Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?  Also working my way through Dangerous Visions

Top 3 fictional universes: Mass Effect, Star Wars, and Lord of the Rings.  And Doctor Who gets an honorable mention

[anotherehetalia1p2pblog]

//sprints in and squeezie hugs mun// I just wanted to say your blog is B E A U TIFUL!!! How would the 2p's (your choice) react to their S/o trying to hide injuries from a fight they got into?

Awwwwww thank you! I can do them all, no big deal! :3 This is when they discover the wounds

2p America: What? Doll, you could have told me you were gonna fight! I would have let you borrow my bat!

2p England: Oh my goodness! Poppet, you are hurt! Ohhhhhhh let me take care of it all! quickly works on taking care of s/o’s wounds

2p France: Did you win?

2p Russia: I am not surprised you hid your wounds from me, as you know I am against fighting. However, I hate to see you hurt more. Please, let me take care of you.

2p China: Whatttt! A fight! What? Kitten, I could have helped!

2p Canada: Here, let me. patches s/o up

2p Italy: Bella/o, why did you fight. I would have sent my men after anyone who annoys you. Now, tell me who hurt you so I can give them,…a little gift in return.

2p Germany: Ohhhh, ouch, those look painful babe. Here, no need to hide this stuff from me, I know you are tough and can take care of yourself.

2p Japan: You are hurt…Who do I need to kill?

2p Romano: AHHHHHH BELLA/O! YOU ARE HURT! Oh my love, here here here, let me take care of you. I’ll call Lucilu to go hurt whoever did this to you!

2p Prussia: Oh! Oh dear! Are you ok? Please don’t feel the need to hide stuff from me, you know I love you no matter what.

2p Austria: My queen has been injured. How unfortunate for those who did that to them. Hehehehe