#ahh im still so happy from this thank u lily!!
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boabel · 5 months ago
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aghh lily im so sorry i accidentally posted my incomplete anona fact things early and then had to delete it, so i have to do it here 😭
@persephoneprice i am so sorry 😭
also just a funny thing to mention, my earliest draft of anona's name was pippa ryenn, i then changed it because pippa was too close to pip, my other oc and ryenn was too on the nose with the grain theme 😭 but yeah u were definitely destined for anona to be ur fav bc her earliest name draft was also ur pippa's name 😭
anyway on to the actual ask:
- she is eighteen during her games, making her thirty five at the time of her death
- before her games, she's very outgoing and is friends with everyone
- she also swears off lying, since her father hates it
- her birthday is october eighth
- she is always haunting the narrative trust
- most of the stage plays she performed were written by her father, it was a hobby of his to write that he kind of gave up in favor of providing for anona
- her father calls her 'nona.
- during her interview for the games, she lies that "her ma is capitol-bred" and that her mother became a peacekeeper and was sent to nine, so she wins some favor in the capitol.
- she copes with the lying by telling herself it's just acting like back home, and her pa wouldn't be upset
- she says her father brews medicine for sick children in district nine, and that she has three loving siblings who wanted her home.
- when, in reality, anona is an only child whose mother (who was not capitol) died in childbirth.
- but anona doesn't like lying. she wishes she were braver and was able to accept it and "die an honest death instead of living a life of lies", but she loves her life more than anything, she loves her father and she loves her friends and she loves performing.
- that need to live outweighs the thought of dying with dignity and nobility.
- and anona's a great actress, for seventeen years people believe her story, and she's one of the most admired victors.
- but, deep down, anona starts hating her life more and more, something she never thought she would do, having to see the children she mentors die. she wants something to happen, she wants rebellion, though she has no idea how she can do it herself.
- she drifts away from her pa and her old friends, in shame and exhaustion
- now this is where it gets interesting:
- i mentioned that panlo had two younger brothers, one of which (jaz) goes on to be my oc thea's grandfather.
- well, panlo's other brother, garner, grew up with anona. he gets angry that she lied her way out of the games, while his brother died from being honest.
- after his brother's death, garner started to become more and more rebellious, and has a giant fallout with his other brother jaz over "what panlo would of wanted" (garner basically did the same sort of things billy taupe and spruce did, trying to sneak people out of prisons, and then the district itself)
- anona explains that she doesn't want to be lying, and she's doing it to keep her father, her friends and herself alive.
- garner, being a known rebel, explains what he's doing (after getting to know anona for a while, and realising that she's actually very trustworthy)
- garner and anona eventually work out a deal, anona will continue her act on the capitol, but use any money they give her to get supplies to help get people out of nine.
- their plan works smoothly for years, and anona and garner form a close bond.
- that is, until anona can't take it anymore, she sees people die everyday (especially since she started aiding rebellion, the peacekeepers got stricter in punishment)
- she gets drunk and openly speaks on her hate for the capitol, and for the first time in forever, she feels free again, she's no longer confined by a performance that she doesn't want to be a part of.
- she wakes up the next day and realises what she's done, and how she is going to be killed for it. and, after everything, she doesn't regret it. she gets garner and the other rebels to flee north (which they do).
- anona never thought she would die an honest death, but she does.
- she finally feels the same as she did when she was younger, before the games, onstage.
- she finally feels herself again, and if she has to die in the next hour in order to live her truth, so be it.
anyway that was a complete and utter lore dump i am so sorry, if i ever end up writing an anona-based fic i completely spoiled most of it 😭
thank u sm for the ask (sorry i accidentally deleted it) and im actually so happy that you like anona 💗
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dreamermoonshine · 3 years ago
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A meeting with our Manager after we get our Number 1 and a surpise reward
Now United Dream The Next Level Episode 15 - The Big News
Fair Warning: bad language
Intro of the story
After we got our No 1 in Germany,Ireland and UK Yotill our Manager congratulate us for the single which is made it to no 1 single of "Dance Like That"a some big news to the Dream members
(Meanwhlie at the dorm at Tomàs's room they preparing a zoom meeting with Yotil also some excited news to share along with the American members of NJAS about Brazil).
Y/N: Tomàs will you hurry up will ya.
Tomàs: okay, I tried to turn zoom on my laptop.
Sina: try to get u log it in to your computer.
Tomas: Ok, I'll Try...
Joalin: How long is going log in on his account.
Alex: I don't know.
Tomàs: oh is on ok I'm going to put on a ID number and a password that Joshy sent me on the link ah perfect.
(So he puts his zoom code on his laptop)
Y/N interview: today we had a meeting with Yotill, Noah, Josh, Any and Saby we had some fantastic news to share so whlie we here as a unit and we had to tell them some excited news to share with them.
All: Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Noah: Hi, you guys hello from L.A. Congrats for No1 for "Dance Like that"
Lamar: Cheers Man were appreciate.
Sofya: We miss you Saby, Josh, Noah and Any, I hope we could reunite together as a whloe group.
Sabina: We miss you too our European members we hope we enjoyed the new single that we listened and its the new version of it.
Y/n: ahh gracias Sab, anyways What Yotil has in store of us as a two units and she turned off her camera
(then Yotill turn the camera on and she blow a party blower)
Yotil: Congratulations, Now United Dream🥳🥳🥳🥳
Sina, Alex,Y/N, Tomas: YOTILLLLLLL
(Alex, Sina, Tomas and I were screaming her name we were shocked)
Joalin: Thanks Yotil and to you guys we worked our ass since day 1 we can couldn't with our friends in London for supporting us.
Y/N: And we can't couldn't without our beloved choreographers Kyle Hanagami and Nicky Andersen and the fans is well to keep them support of our track since the debut and yeah, let's move on shall we.
Yotill: Ok, I like your determination Y/N right so, have great news to the dream members as your reward for getting into the top of the charts... all seven of you tomorrow you all deserve a day off!
(We all glad and shocked, we deserve a day off and we work our arse off since realising the track in at least 25hr we super proud of ourselves and our careers is well to work hard as a European unit of Now United, then I grab Chill and we have a wee dance because I took a day off).
Y/N: Did u hear that Chili I'm having a day off buddy tomorrow day off. (Chili is happy do the happy dance whlie I cuddle with her while I'm in the middle of the zoom call) ok, Chill is tried (so she asleep on my lap wait for Vic to come back from the Måneskin boys at the rehersals)
Sabina: Wow, Y/N is that ur dog?
Y/N: No, is Victoria's, so we decied that we want Me, Hannah and Vic to bring our pets in into the dorm because its pet friendly area so I'm toy poodle sitting whlie she is working with the lads in the studio but we need to to be quiet because she sleeping
Sabina: Ok
Josh: that's cool, ok we have some good news that Yotill got in store for the two sub groups that were got debuted regarding American and Europe Unit Yotill.
Yotil: Thank You Josh, Dream and NJAS you guys in 4 days time you guys are going to perform Meus Prêmios in San Paolo in Brazil
(Everybody has shocked and screamed the news that in 4 days time they are going perform in Meus Prêmios in São Paolo in Brazil.)
Y/N: Any It's incredible, oh shit sorry Chill.
Tomàs Interview: I can't wait to go to Brazil with the group it is my first time to travel there to it is a greater country in the world are going to spend there for 2 weeks there but we will leave London soon is well Oh God, I'm going to cry.
Sofya: how long we at going to be there in Brazil for?
Yotill: Well, you guys are spending a week with a Bootcamp with Brazilian Biggest YouTube superband were....EVE, WIBE and Paradyzo they are trained popstars and kpop stars just like you guys and also they wanted to help to be a better global popgroup as you guys are
(the members were very curious about we are going to train in the bootcamp with 4 group before the big event)
Yotil: After this bootcamp for 2 days you guys are going to have a shoot on a new single on each unit it call......... Não Para.
(The members were very excited What plans ahead before the Meus Prêmios and shooting a Music video for two weeks).
Sina Interview: Não Para... wow (shocked of excited)
Y/n Interview: Não Para.... Now that's how we call Brazilian/Portuguese way nice one Yotill.
Yotil: Dream this is your 3rd single now so... put your act together and Nicky is away and not coming to Brazil in four days but, he still in London for 2 days to finishing this chero then Kyle doing cheoraphy the 2 days before you guys leaving for Brazil.
Josh: Yes, you guys only had in 4 days time has to be done no day offs, no miss outs and no distraction, Sina, Y/N and Lamar as you three as the captains you need to make sure the chero need to be perfect as soon before Kyle arrives in London, we had already done ours and now Nicky and Kyle will help you to get the cherograph perfectly.
Alex interview: two weeks has to be done before we fly to Brazil it is going to be a crazy ride.
Yotil: So, I know you guys need to go to Brazil so much I know the fact that y/n, Lamar and Tomàs are going to Brazil for the first time so Sina, Alex, Sofya and Joalin can you give some advice for the three frist timers about Brazil.
Sofya: We will, I hope we could plan this after the rehersals some food and Y/n is now currently learning Portuguese is well.
Yotill: ok, you four of you can do that so.. After this meeting come to a close and before tomorrow's day off as of today you all seven of to go to the recording studio this afternoon and evening for each recording on Não Para before the Dream members need to take a day off, I sent an email to Ail that they start recording on each members time is okay you guys, I will give the dates and schedule that you guys to be early before the time call start for any single unit it has.... Are there any question..
(you raised your hand on the the schedule for Brazil)
Y/n: How long we going to spend in the boothcamp?
Yotil: 2 days then the music video shoot will be on the following day is okay Y/n.
Y/N: yup, it makes sense.
Y/N Interview: I can't wait to go to Brazil this experience will blow out of my mind but I had to tell the girls the news but Hannah is on the UK tour I had to text her but I will have a surpise for Victoria is well
(After the meeting)
Sofya: So four days time this is it
Y/N: Yup, 4 days time lads 4 days time
Joalin: we had to go to the recording studio with Ail so shall we go guys.
Y/N: right let's go then
.....
To be Continued
tune in to our date to have a surpise for Victoria you wanna to miss this.
and I will tag later if I'm upgraded for taging
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nctsiren · 4 years ago
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Thank you for turning on anon uwu for the ask game thingy can I ask these for all of the girls? daydreams, caress, ivory, golden, freckles, twilight, poppy, clouds, roses, lollipop, dimples, whisper, pencil, honey, velvet, strawberry, kiss, shampoo, lace, sapphos?
hewwo anon!!! thank u for requesting!! i’m sorry it’s late :(( hope you enjoy, nonetheless!! i enjoyed writing it 🥺
daydream-
hyeyoung: “i think i’ll say joan jett or debbie harry!! i admire them a lot, i love their music, and i think it’d be fun to be a rock singer.”
mila: “i think it’d be nice to be beetle. i’ve always wondered how his mind works. being a dog seems cool”
evie was answered in my other post!!
jimin: “seulgi unnie!! i’ve always wondered what it would feel like to be perfect ;)”
caress-
hyeyoung: “i love to snuggle... i like when johnny lays between my legs with his head on my chest. it makes me so happy.”
mila: “yes... but i play hard to get with some of the wayv members. i feel at ease cuddling with ten.”
evie was answered in my other post!!
jimin: “there are hundreds of youtube comps of me being snuggly and affectionate .. i just love my members”
ivory-
hyeyoung: “i wear matching sets. like the pants and the button up shirt? or the silk/satin shorts and matching tank tops. i love cute pajamas, i always have.”
mila: “i usually wear a sports bra and boxers or shorts.”
evie: “big shirt and my underwear.”
jimin: “usually a big hoodie and shorts!”
golden-
hyeyoung: “i cannot choose!! i own lots of stationary, and i scrapbook, as well.”
mila: “i’m not really a stationary person. just gimme some lined paper and i am all good.”
evie: “i love a good pen.”
jimin: “AHH i’m a sucker for the cute stationary cards. i like writing letters and notes”
freckles-
hyeyoung: “honestly, i have a pair of black cigarette pants that i love to pieces. i wear them often- they just go with everything and are so comfortable!”
mila: “i... honestly probably this hoodie i stole from lucas. it’s super big and comfy. if i don’t wear it at certain times i feel like something bad will happen ://“
evie: “i have this big, chunky grandpa sweater that’s striped and i wear it to the point where it might start falling apart.”
jimin: “it’s not really a clothing item, but i’ve worn the lily necklace chenle gave me every day since i got it. and my necklace that’s just my name, jimin, in cursive.”
twilight (this is their best friend outside of the other girls)-
hyeyoung: “i know it’s cheesy, but johnny, for obvious reasons... i’m also quite close to irene unnie, as well as jaehyun and taeyong. it’s hard for me to pick.”
mila: “ten.”
evie: “i legitimately cannot pick outside of the girls... maybe lucas... or yuta... or doyo... i don’t fucking know.”
jimin: “chenle- i’m stuck with him.”
poppy-
hyeyoung: “pink. i’m not even much of a pink girl, but pastel pink is lovely.”
mila: “is... pastel orange a thing? i see it in my mind, but i don’t know if anyone else can.”
evie: “green. green is my favorite color in general, all shades.”
jimin: “lavender and periwinkle are my favorite colors outside of grey and white.”
clouds-
hyeyoung: “it was me alone in a practice room, but the room had large windows in it and it was so light. i was dancing- there was no music playling, but i still was. i felt so happy, and i stopped after twirling because johnny had arrived and he just smiled at me with so much love in his eyes.”
mila: “i honestly don’t remember my dreams, but i remember how i felt during them?”
evie was answered in my other post!!
jimin: “all of my dreams are weird and i don’t have a favorite because they’re too bizarre to enjoy.”
roses-
hyeyoung: “red roses... my late grandma, who was the person i loved most in the world, loved red roses.”
mila: “i think... tulips.”
evie was answered in my other post!!
jimin: “lilies, but not because of my name. my loved ones give them to me because of my name, but i love them because i receive them from my loved ones LMAO”
lollipop-
hyeyoung: “lipstick is my favorite. nice reds and pinks. i never go dark with lipstick- only dark eye makeup.”
mila: “i love ALL makeup”
evie: “i kind of hate wearing makeup, but i guess i’d pick eyebrow stuff.”
jimin: “mascara and blush! i like the heavy blush look.”
dimples-
hyeyoung: “my favorite thing is when i see people’s eyes crinkle when they smile. smiles and lips- oh, lips- are so beautiful.”
mila: “i love the variety of expressions that people can show even in a matter of seconds. i love seeing the range of emotions and thoughts on people’s faces.”
evie: “i love noses. all noses. also, i think facial structures are so lovely and unique. everyone is different.”
jimin: “smiles and eyes. i think eyes are so, so beautiful. i’ve never met anyone with eyes that aren’t beautiful. and smiles are heavenly because seeing a person’s joy written on their face is priceless.”
whisper-
hyeyoung: “i usually get the amount you’re supposed to get. i tend to go to bed earlier and wake up earlier. my alarm is santeria by sublime, like johnny’s...”
mila: “i have horrible, horrible insomnia and only get a very little amount.”
evie was answered on my other post!! ++ she also will sleep through ANYTHING even her alarms
jimin: “i either get too much or too little.”
pencil-
hyeyoung: “i bullet journal to plan, and i also write down the things that make me anxious during the day so that i can reflect and see what i could do next time to sooth myself more”
mila: “lined notebooks full of songs that i keep in a specific drawer. if i need to get out anything, it escapes my mind in a song”
evie: “my journals are 10% words, 90% drawings.”
jimin: “i have my song journals, but then i have my jimin journals which hold every intimate thought or emotion i have ever felt.”
honey-
hyeyoung: “baby or love. those are what johnny most commonly calls me. he likes to call me angel, too, and that really gets me :) .. we also call each other chipmunk.”
mila: “i used to hate being called lala, but now i love it. it’s also cute when evie calls me baozi, because i call her shumai. i also like bun.”
evie’s is answered on my other post!!
jimin: “uhh... baby, minmin (thanks, jisung), i like when people call me flower too 🥺”
velvet-
hyeyoung: “my first crush? i saw kurt cobain when i was little and thought he was the most handsome man i’d ever seen- i listened to a lot of nirvana growing up. a lot of people don’t expect me to like things like grunge or rock, but it’s very much my style!! im just shy and don’t dress to reflect it.”
mila: “i watched hercules when i was really little and became obsessed with meg. yup. it was the classic ‘i just thought i wanted to be her!’ but nope. gay.”
evie: “i don’t remember?! i think it was when i was in secondary school, because i didn’t like anyone for a while. just this classmate... and i was a cringe little fuck.”
jimin: “the first notable one i remember was when i was in second grade... i was reading twilight and fell in love with edward. yes, i was reading twilight in second grade, yes when i got to breaking dawn my mom didn’t let me read part of the honeymoon. i also had a crush on bella, and to this day, i would be in a throuple with robert pattinson and kristen stewart.”
strawberry-
hyeyoung: “cherries and strawberries, because they taste best covered in chocolate.”
mila: “mangos are so fucking good.”
evie: “grapes are arguably the best fruit and gumdrop grapes are arguably the best kind.”
jimin: “watermelon, bitchesssss”
kiss-
hyeyoung: “i mean, my first kiss was with a boy i was friends with when i was in america. we had both smoked a cigarette before it (i just wanted to try it) so it tasted bad. the other guys i kissed i weren’t proper friends with, and then johnny.”
mila: “um, ive kissed evie, like, when we were dating. i havent kissed many people to be honest...”
evie: “i kissed mila, i’ve kissed lily (a friendly peck), i’ve ALMOST kissed hyeyoung, i’ve kissed some of my guy friends and girl friends predebut- so, yes, i have kissed friends. and people who aren’t friends. i just like to kiss.”
jimin: “... sigh. renjun, chenle, evie, The Ex We Don’t Talk About, yeri (friendly, like with evie), and probably a few other friends in a non-romantic way? i dunno”
shampoo-
hyeyoung: “my favorite scent is johnny’s versace cologne, his shampoo, and his skin. definitely roses. i also love my perfume smell, clean linen, and i love the smell of champagne.”
mila: “i like the smell of cigarettes... YES i know it’s bad, but it calms me down. i’d also pick the smell of rain, or beetle, because he always smells good.”
evie: “the smell of paint and pencils is so comforting. i also like nature smells. when the air smells cold, it’s so nice. and the OCEAN.”
jimin: “home-y smells? laundry, and warm smells... lavender and florals, my perfume, and the smell of summer nights and bonfires. also any of my members.”
lace-
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hyeyoung: definitely a dress person, is definitely in love with the classiness and sleeves of that first one, and is definitely happy about how sexy she looks in that second one.
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mila: is NOT a dress person and prefers dresses that she can go braless with and are comfortable
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evie: this is just Evie and we all know it
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jimin: the first one is cute on it’s own AND with a big sweater/sweatshirt over it, and the second one make her feel like she on a european holiday
sapphos-
hyeyoung: “jiminnie :) she writes such beautiful poetry- i’m very thankful that she chose to share some with me!”
mila: “i don’t think i have a favorite poet, to be honest... i like kate bush, though, and i know she’s a singer, but she’s truly a poet.”
evie: “michael faudet. he wrote a series of poetry books, his first is called ‘dirty pretty things’ and it’s really 18+ but i thought it was gorgeous. i have all of his books.”
jimin: “asking me to pick a favorite poet is like asking me to pick a favorite member- can’t do it.”
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carbootsoul · 5 years ago
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i was tagged by @marigoldtragedy​! thank you :)
name: leo
nicknames: augh im not sure i actually have any!! all my familt nicknames are my deadname.. :/ my girlfriend calls me babe, i guess, and my math teacher calls me da vinci sometimes. 
zodiac: aquarius
height: 5'7″ which is like. tall side of average for an afab person so i’m happy
languages: english.. i am taking high school spanish 1, so i can say things like “yo estoy cansada” and “subo en Otis todo los dias” and get 95s on quizes. (for clarification. you cannot get into our school without the elevator and the elevator’s name is otis)
nationality: american
favourite season: early fall!! you’re back at school with your friends but classes aren’t hard yet and everything’s so beautiful! its always like 40-60 degrees (fahrenheit) and you can wear a coat if you WANT but you can also just walk around in a flannel or a t-shirt. good
flower: lilies of the valley, maybe? i’m not sure i have a favorite.. at least not off the top of my head. violets, too, because lesbianism
scent: honey and fresh bread. very cottagecore of me.
fictional character: ahh! i’m not really sure i love them all. annabeth chase tho... she will always hold the key to my heart. and daniel jun from radio silence.. iconic, harley quinn.
coffee, tea or hot chocolate: i don’t drink many hot drinks but i have (an iced caramel latte) when i go out and coffee when im at my girlfriend’s in the morning so probably coffee.
average sleep: 8/9 on the weekdays, 10-12 on the weekends.
dogs or cats: cats! i love dogs but they cannot compare. 
number of blankets: minnesota is fucking freezing and i keep forgetting to close my window (also northern minnesotans? maybe a biiiit masochistic abt the cold and im no exception) so rn a sheet, a comforter, and a fuzzy blanket from our basement in addition to a sweatshirt.
dream trip: im not rly one for travel. either new york or like chill out in a cabin next to this tiny farm. 
blog estabilished: Wed, 05 Oct 2016 17:06:33 -0400; about 3 years ago (according to postlimit.com)
random fact: just went down to our state capitol to talk abt charter schools with our representatives! pretty cool but it was actually just a 2 1/2 hour trip for a 20 minute meeting and now i need to catch up on homework 
gender: man idk. woman. girl??? butch? i think if i were to choose a gender identity it would be butch but i don’t think im butch enough to be butch like. my gf is def the butch in our relationship
current time: 6:24 p.m. i should be doing homework ahhh
fav music artist: ezra furman, against me, hozier, the regrettes, mal blum, destroy boys, LP
stuck in my head: i’m listening to anticlimax by kat flint rn! nothing stuck in my head tho
last movie i saw: birds of prey! good.
last thing i googled: super tuseday 2020 results :’(
other blogs: i don’t have any sideblogs!
lucky numbers: 21
currently wearing: ripped jeans, flannel, “gender confetti” t-shirt, my girlfriend’s sweatshirt, and a cap that says feminist. yes i am gay how did u know
dream job: man!! wow!! idk! like a bookstore owner or a college polisci/gender studies prof or a lobbyist
favourite foods: pasta and fish tacos
instruments: played the cello in middle school and kinda still can bc im a freshman so that was. last year
favourite song: ahh rn probably anticlimax by kat flint or the classic gay sex by be steadwell
i’m tagging @transnureyev, @feelssogoodinmyarms, @bellandpebbles, @ofcatsandstars
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beaubcxton · 6 years ago
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‘And that’s your cue.’ ( Jily )
An au where you try out for auditions and you’re really scared but then this cute guy calms you down and then what? 
A/N: Here’s the au that no one asked for. @youreyesinstarsabove this is for you. There’s hardly any fluff here but if you wait, you shall see. (is that vague enough?) I wrote this in a few hours so dont judge me xxxx
 Lily Evans has not been living her dream. Neither her vision of what constituted a dream and what not. For starters, she still lived with her friend, Marlene and she was reminded of this fact every weekend at night. And there’s the issue with her job. Life would like to say it bit her in the ass when she found out she was working for Severus Snape- the creep who stalked her when they were children. She had taken the job, still because money? In this economy was a rarity.
Life had kicked and laughed at her but she raised a finger- it was her favorite one-, dusted her skirt and strode away. You could say, she was holding life by the balls when she took matters into her own hands.
After her parents died, she had spent hours wondering what to do with the money they left for her.
Petunia had shown up for the funeral and sniffed when she caught sight of Lily’s clothing or rather lack of mourning clothes.
“A shame, Lily. What would our parents say?”
“I think-“  Lily bit out, furious that even the matter of mourning was a competition to her sister. “-that they would be rather happy that I haven’t got a stick in my ass.”
True to her nature, Petunia had balked at her in disgust and swept away, adamant not to be seen involved with her freak of a sister.
She could almost hear the hearty laugh of her father. And suddenly, she knew what she had to do.
So here she was, dressed in a lousy blouse and tight jeans, in a hall where the auditions for a French play’s cast were being held. Only the residue of courage lingered in her as the prospect of what she was about to face wore her. She fans her face- why was it so bloody hot?
“Jenna Mackenly.”
The name sends another jolt to her and she shuts her eyes so she doesn’t have to see her clammed up hands and her shivering legs.
“Hey.”
Jumping, she takes a glance at the man next to her and immediately freezes. Sure, its bloody dark and she can barely see him but to the gods, if he wasn’t fit as hell. Brown eyes blinked at her and his jaw- one that could melt hafnium ( sue her, she’s a nerd)- tilts.  He’s holding a plate of French fries and offers them to her which she declines.
“You nervous?”
She nods.
He takes her silence in stride. Perhaps, he’s used to girls fawning over him and being shitting messes. “You don’t need to worry much. Just look at that- he points to a light behind him- and sing. The judges are a bunch of cranky wankers-“ She huffs a laugh here because they indeed were; Several of them looked almost bored as the poor girl sang shrilly- “so don’t bother looking at them, yeah?”
The advice takes a moment to settle in but once it does, she murmurs out a soft thank you.
“Ah.” His eyes lit up and their close proximity enables her to see the flecks of gold swimming in them. “She speaks.”
“She is Lily Evans.”
“And he is James Potter. Not the judge, I meant me. Ugh, I am so not cool.”
She lets out a giggle. “It’s alright. I’m used to boys being stuttering messes around me.”
Laughter erupts from him and the girl on stage pauses briefly before continuing. “Says the girl who was in awe of me just a few seconds ago.”
“Excuse me if I didn’t know what to say to a stranger.”
He smiles like a wolf. “Well, I’m not a stranger anymore, am I?”
And then, like the wanker he is, he shifts as if he knows she going to gulp when she sees his muscles flex. Chuckling, he deems that the act of teasing her would not go well in his favor and asks, “What are you doing here?”
She cocks an eyebrow at him. “I’m going to sing.”
A blush stains his cheek. “I know that. I meant, why are you here?”
Despite the flow of ridiculous questions, she says, “I always wanted to be a singer. There’s something beautiful about the way you can control your voice and direct it to flow, you know? Music, it’s a piece of art that goes in the ears and straight to your heart, clanging through your blood as it does so. Everyone’s born with a song and ahh, it’s a channel to release your anxiety.”
He hums. “Have you thought of becoming a writer too?”
Again, he offers her the plate. She picks one fry and chews it. “Did you know French fries have actually no French origin?”
Surprised, she says, “I do.” And like the sap she is, she blushes. Quickly getting back on topic: “I work for a magazine, actually.”
“Which one?”
“Echos.”
James immediately recoils. “You work for Snape?”
“Yeah.”
“Ughhh. And here, I thought you were a decent bird.”
She should have rebuked him. She really should have. That’s what a decent employee would do but she hated Snape as much, if not more than he did. It's not unexpected that the public detests Snape. When Severus was a journalist, several protests were his doing as his articles were usually along the lines of ‘NO place for immigrants.’ ‘The possibilities if the blacks are once again oppressed.’ It hurt Lily’s conscience that she had to work for a man like him but her bank account needed it.
Lily shoves him by the shoulder. “Oh shut up. Not all of us are rich, Mr. Posh.”
“Mr. Posh?” He barks a laugh. “That’s a new one.”
“Shush. It’s because of that perfume you’re wearing.” She remarks, rather reluctantly. His odor was rather intoxicating. It was a mixture of ink and cookies but she interrupted when she saw his mouth form an arrogant grin. “What do you work as?”
“Lily Evans.”
Fudge.
James pushes her a little. “You can do this.”
She can do it. She was Lily Evans according to her birth certificate, not Quitter Evans so, hands sweating alongside wobbly knees, she glided through the silence and assumed her position on stage.
“What song are you going to sing for us?’
“Greek Tragedy by the Wombats.”
One of the judges blinked at her and yawned. “Well, go ahead.”
Wanker.
Stand tall, her mother used to say. Chest open, head back, relax and let your voice flow.
So she sang. The stumbling croak soon dissolved into what she hoped was the lull of a nightingale. She closed her eyes when the judges started talking to one another. She kept singing, reminded herself of a time when Petunia and her ran down to breakfast as soon as the scent of maple danced in the air. She thought of the time when she had didn’t give a damn about money and did things because she liked it. And she lingered on James, the man she’d just met who gave her the confidence to find her voice.
“That’s enough.”
Her eyes flew open and she stumbled a little.
“That was great.”
Snapping her head towards the familiar voice, her jaw almost drops.
Of course, of bloody course, James had to be a judge. Internally groaning, she mutters out thanks and stalks off stage.
He catches up with her when she’s about to leave.
“Alright, Evans?”
She offers him a reproachful eye. “I suppose it was too difficult to tell me you were a judge.”
He laughs. “Is that what got your knickers in a twist?”
Scowling, she flushes. “People probably think I was trying to.....seduce you.”
A beat of silence and then he doubles over laughing. In the light, she can fully appreciate his features. He’s better than fit. Too damn tall but his wavy and messy jet black hair make up for it. And, he’s wearing a carry on shirt. The universe hates her, she’s sure.
“Seduce?” He chokes out, finally.
Waving a hand to brush the matter away, she says as a matter of fact, “We all know I'm irresistible.”
Fondness coats his features. “That you are. I doubt you’d like to go out on a date with me, now?”
Cursing whoever bothered to add logic in her vessel, she declines the offer halfheartedly.
James takes the rejection in stride. Kissing her palm, he purrs, “Until next time?”
He smirks as she nods faintly.
 LilyEvans to MarlMc: bring ice cream.
MarlMc: bring it urself
LilyEvans: not fair. I just rejected a hot guy.
MarlMc: strawberry or vanilla?
LilyEvans: chocolate.
MarlMc: that’s not an option
Also youre a dolt.
LilyEvans: it is now.
I know.
 Marlene does not bring chocolate ice cream.
It truly is a sin but nonetheless, a sad Lily needs her ice cream so she sticks her spoon in the salted caramel ice cream. (“It’s a new flavor,” Marlene explained.) (“I was going to get a new flavor.”) (“Stop objectifying the bloke, you sap.”) (“I am not, you cynic.”)
They share ice cream that night and the following one. Marlene calling Lily a dolt after each spoon.
“You’re going to get in.”
“I sang like a crow, Marls.”
“You’ll still get in.”
“I won't. And I don’t care, either.”
Marlene made a hmph sound but if the outcome was a failure, Lily wasn’t going to wallow in her misery. She had learned something as she poured her heart out on that stage. Sometimes, you’ve gotta do things for fun even if you suck at it. Keep trying until you can proudly say, “I lowkey don’t suck. 
Someday, she’d sing in front of people who wanted to listen to her instead of three old men and one fit bloke. Someday.
And when the call came a few days later and some ass said, “You didn’t make the cut, sweetheart” and hung up, she was stung but she shrugged it off and posted a cover of her song on youtube.
  LilyEvans to MarlMc: im going out
MarlMc: u???
On a weekend?
Instead of reading??
Who are you??
LilyEvans: shut up
I have a boy to find
who’s a cute nerd
MarlMc: ashkashdihsndlksa
 “Thank you.” She held the plate of fries in her hand, silently asking herself what the frick she was doing.
Taking a deep breath, she entered the auditorium and looked around. Unlike last time, it was James that made her uneasy and not the stifling heat. His mop of hair was not to be found in the seats and the realization brought a pang to her chest.
“Looking for me?”
Spinning around, she’s faced with a very very close James.  
“James.” She breathes.
“Lily.” He responds, quirking an eyebrow. “Sorry that you didn’t get the part.”
She swallows. “It's okay. I got you some ah, fries.”
He takes the plate from her and inspects the chips, thoughtfully. So much for romantic gestures. 
“What-“
“Wanna go out with me?”
“Sure. You have my number?”
A frown tugs at her lips. “Wait, what?”
“Do you have my number?” He repeats, rather slowly, grinning at her confusion.
“You’re saying yes?”
He mocks a sigh. “Not a bright one, are you Lily?”
“What? I’ll have you know I got a degree in politics and-“
 Laughing, he gently pulls her outside and scribbles his number on her arm, his touch sending goosebumps through her blood.
“Call me?”  He imitates a phone and she lets out a laugh
Brimming with euphoria, she says, “I’ll do more if you’d like.”
And then, he kisses her.
Maybe the universe didn’t hate her after all, She’ll think months later as she rubs her belly and replies to comments on her youtube channel. 
“Hey, Lils?”
“Yeah?”
“They increased Snivellus’s jail time.”
Its bad of her to laugh but she still does. 
“Did you call the guy to fix the bed?”
Her boyfriend huffs and kisses her on the cheek. “I’ll do it myself. I’m James.”
“Exactly why I’m asking.”
Huffing, he turns but she tugs him back.
This time, she kisses him.
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survivor-themyscira-blog · 7 years ago
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TRIBES SWAPPED AT THIS POINT. 
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charlotte make this fucking post already before i combust
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YES THIS IS SO PERFECT!!! I WAS SO FUCKED ON THIS TRIBE! NOW I GET A SECOND CHANCE TO NOT BE A FLOP LETS GO LADIES! GOD BLESS
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LMFAO LMFAO ME JORDAN AND LILY ARE SAME TRIBE ITS OVER ALREADY WE GOT THIS
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I AM WITH LOGAN NUT NUT NUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I'm away from Madeline and Joradn and Toph and :( I'm worried! But I chose Kai so that's fun hopefully he'll stick with me fjndsfjsdak I'm gonna try to bond with Madison oh my this is a mess
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A 3-3 split on this tribe, I need to find an idol just in case, I'm not willing to go to rocks for Toph and I'm sure he is not for me. Lets see how this goes, Madeline exposing me as her friend already. Lets just win my Hippos, I don't want to go to tribal.
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Jaiden.... on my tribe again.... I like him but.... BUT... BUT he talks too much he's going to ruin my game GRRR. Hi Jaiden I love you but you WORRY ME
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Ugh I'm like REALLY emo I was separated from Jordan and Madeline what the FUCK we got the best scores WE DIDN'T EARN THISjdjasfklas i miss them rip. and now like everyone on my tribe is.... asleep. They're like ALL europeans. GET UP U FUCKS I NEED TO TALK TO U Also I'm going to make an alliance with one representative from each country and call it the United Nations... I'm just working on it okay it's going to happen
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WAIT FUCK IM AWAY FROM RHONE TOO WTF... I didn't think this through last night but honestly my second choice was Logan for the thing (first choice because I wanted him over Kai but I was scared of Madeline and Jordan) so like this wouldn't be very different but ugh. Toph, Rhone, Jordan, Madeline, and Ruthie (I forgot to talk about Ruthie I love her) are gone and I'm EMO AS HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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NICHOLAS IS PLAYING THIS GAME? I knew this but forgot, I remember he as INACTIVE and got a strike during the selfie round, eventually I hope I can get on his tribe I know he would tell me if he heard my name.
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Um another thing. I'm so happy to be on a yellow tribe. I love yellow it's the color of positivity and sunshine and that's me
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WOW THIS FUCKING TRIBE SWAP! WHAT THE HELLFUCK! THIS IS SO GOOD! Okay, so. Accordan to Jordan, Rhone wants to work alongside me JP and Nicholas, which I would be fine with. We're also excited for/planning to work with Jack as the trio of Jordan and his students, so... This is probably the most secure I've been all game. I was good on the Hippo tribe, but now I know for sure that I'm alright. But there's one other thing that excites me here, and that's our challenge potential. Sure, that's a general good thing, but it's super cool in my case for one specific reason. I've never been to a premerge Athena tribal. Watch my streak continue.
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Time to work my charm on this tribe HOPEFULLY I can find someone trustworthy to work closely with! I've played a game with Ian before and I mean, I thought he didn't like me after but we've talked since then a little and I'm excited that we have another chance to play and maybe start over, he may be the number one to tell all my tea to that I'm looking for!
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On 10/16/17, at 10:46 PM, Emily wrote: > hi!! On 10/16/17, at 10:48 PM, Madison 🐷🐷🐷 wrote: > hi! On 10/16/17, at 10:48 PM, Emily wrote: > how are u!! It's currently 11:38pm. Good talk, Madison ;)
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Hello my mates! 18 Castaways are left. So, the Swap happened and I am okay with my tribe so far. I get along well with Emily, but I'm a bit concerned that she picked Kai to stay on her team. I'm cautious around him. I'm back with Amanda and I don't really trust her anymore lol, but for now it's best to stick together, especially after what she's been through in the vote. But for now, I still want to talk a bit with Madison and Logan. I feel like I'm not the first target at the moment with a clear group of 2 in play and the old target on Amanda's back. I don't have that much to talk about yet, but I'm keen to get a bit more social now - last week was very heavy on the irl side. But I'm happy to be on a tribe that's so european. :D Cya soon~
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Ahh this tribe is pretty lit. I feel really safe within it. I have logan, Emily, Andreas and Amanda ahh this amazing Time to win a game
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https://youtu.be/TKydLkGHuNc
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I miss having people be awake and I’m awake and having an active tribe wtf happened I hate
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I really need these Europeans to wake the fuck up why was I put on a tribe with ALL OF THE EUROPEANS WHAT IS THIS FDMJKLSAJLK I just want their input on the song ideas and they're absent because they're sleeping and I get that but also FUCK THAT WTF I just want to get started with this challenge I'm excited and energized and avoiding doing my homework
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I just love Logan
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So I'm definitely happy with this new tribe. Lily, Jordan and Nicholas are all people I wanted to work with on Hippolyta so for them to all be here means that we can lose a challenge and probably be okay! I'm completely indifferent towards Jack and Raymond honestly. I'm so bad at connecting w people sometimes especially men, idk why. I'm just slow to warm up to people I guess. I HATE music video challenges because I'm really busy IRL and don't have time for this shit quite frankly. Idek what I'm gonna contribute to this challenge yet so I guess I'll just have to see what I'm able to do tonight.
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OKAY NEW TRIBE WOOOOO! Rankdown! Emily - THE SWEETEST SWEET BEAN. Obviously I want to work with her going forward. She'll be my new like f6. She'll beat me past that, comp queen. Kai - My literal son? I love him. He's a good one, and I wanna see if I can make this hoe my goat. I'm not going to be a goat this game, but I'll see if I can be a goat farmer :~) Madison - My inactive queen. I can EASILY make her my goat. I know she _can_ get far in games, and I'd like to take her there again. Hopefully I can make her loyal and keep her out of the crosshairs by feeding her limited information. If she thinks I'm gonna just tell her shit, I can hold onto that relationship for a long ass time. Andreas and Amanda - Both of them talk to me about the same, and these are my first targets to go. While they're both sweet, I don't think they'll end up being much help to the tribe, aside from Andreas winning reward for us. Amanda didn't even guess, not that I'm shocked. I told people this would happen. They didn't believe me. I'm never fucking wrong.
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ok so im hella bored at school 1. i am super stoked about the new tribes still! this is GREAT! i have been put into that hippo alliance which makes me think that i am in a p good position bc they see me as a semi-inactive goat type but they also need my vote to keep majority for now so im gonna keep on doing me ~ 2. the reward disadvantage thingy is probably good. it lets us most likely go to tribal and vote someone out which usually isn't a good thing but now i can use my vote as currency to prove loyalty! 3. this challenge? is perfect for my game right now because it lets me participate for once and prove i am an asset to the tribe for now! people are usually reluctant to submit for lip syncs but idc what people think about me so u know my dramatic ass will submit! ok thats it for now yeehaw
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I’m on mobile so I can’t quote rn but Logan: Can we just make a pact now Logan: we’re not letting Jordan pines get anywhere near the end of this fucking game Listen, I know he’s right, but... UGH I NEED TO LISTEN TO LOGAN WHO I KNOW WILL BE A BETTER ALLY TO ME jwnjwwnjwnwjwn maybe Jordan will go out pre merge so I don’t have to show anyone my cards regarding him lmao but who can never be sure????
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Was awesome to not be given the disadvantage, I'm not sure what all went in their decision as to who to give it to but glad it wasn't us. This challenge is the most dreaded aspect of these games for me. I'd rather have winterbells two rounds in a row than a music video
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I feel like this is a school group project that I do my portion for but then I don’t get the portions from any one else until an hour before class. I’m gonna cry tbh Europeans please it’s like 3-4 your time WHERE IS UR SHIT and like literally this song is only three minutes long the least you can do is record yourself lip syncing to the song and upload it to YouTube and send me the link I’m SCREAMING
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Okay Amanda is at the emergency room that’s um a very valid excuse but WHERE THE FUCCCCC ARE KAI AND MADISON?? Andreas and Logan told me they were filming later today but @Madison @Kai HENLO U STINKY TRIBE MEMBERS WHERE R U
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Omg SO I just got out of my American History class and we have been talking about WWII so my teacher is talking about double agents and this guy called Garbo and I’m literally sitting in class thinking ... this is a genius strategy to use in Survivor I’m crying!!! So like basically I’m going to be Garbo, posing as a German and feeding the Germans accurate information up until D-Day where I fuck everything up for the Germans and get right with the British. D-Day meaning ... the day we take out Germany's closest ally. Germany meaning literally any person I want to screw over and British being ... probably Logan and whomever Logan and I want to work with. See like this would work out better if things were actually happening in the game wkwjwjnsja ... I don’t think much is happening on my tribe (at least I hope not) like I haven’t been put into any alliances so that’s :-/ there’s probably an alliance I don’t know about and they’re plotting against me and I won’t even be able to use my cute Garbo strategy. Also like this is an old and flawed strategy I’m sure but IM JUST TRYING TO BE GARBO OKAY he’s an icon and tbh a very big reason why the Axis Powers lost WWII so we all need to appreciate Garbo. Also if this dude’s name isn’t Garbo then my history teacher told me wrong and I’m just looking really silly but my history teacher is a woke bitch so I trust him. Thank you Garbo for doing the good shit and also inspiring me for this game lol
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Anyone want to learn more about Agent Garbo? Um here are articles: http://www.npr.org/2012/07/07/156189716/agent-garbo-the-spy-who-lied-about-d-day https://www.mi5.gov.uk/agent-garbo HISTORY IS IMPORTANT!!!
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On 10/19/17, at 3:30 PM, Emily wrote: > hey!! are u able to record videos for the music video challenge? if u can’t it’s no big deal I was just wondering On 10/19/17, at 3:30 PM, Kai . wrote: > Unfortunately not... i did mention it in the tribe chat already xD > Sowwy hun On 10/19/17, at 3:31 PM, Emily wrote: > it’s all good!! OH BITCH I DID NOT NEED THAT FUCKIN ATTITUDE this is me hinting to Kai that he should ... send in a video lmao. I get that like he doesn't have much time but three minutes P L E A S E it's going to be so weird if our video has three people in it! I'm getting Madison to send in a lip sync too (possibly) so that makes me not frustrated with her but like ....... Kai with this attitude "I did mention it in the tribe chat already xD" SHUT THE FUCK UP use REAL FUCKING EMOJIS and then he calls me "HUN" BITCHD FJKDSJFKAS I love over reaction but anyways our video is going to be weird because like Logan, Andreas, and I are the only ones who have submitted stuff!!!!!! UGLY!!!!!
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I actually had a lot of fun filming for the challenge! Wish I could've gotten that bass line down a little better...smh I'm really surprised about Jordan. He's like a Sour Patch Kid -- first they're sour, then they're sweet. I just hosted him in Island of Shade and it's funny how I went from literally having his bitch ass blocked after House of Shade 9 to now where we're allies and kind of...friends? He's really matured in the couple of years we've known each other and it's actually really sweet to see. I do feel like he's a great ally for me because he's stronger than me in competitions and I crush him in any endgame scenario presuming I don't totally bungle my social game at the merge (and there's a non-zero chance of that happening tbqh). He's a genuinely good person even if he is kind of irritating at times. I'm like six years older than him so of course I'm gonna find him irritating lmao. Can't really say much about anyone else on this new tribe. Just not getting a great vibe from Raymond, Jack hasn't really tried to talk to me, and I trust Lily and Nicholas but they're both pretty inactive. I feel like Jordan and I are kind of the heart of this tribe right now, which hopefully means if we do lose this challenge we'll be safe. I just really hope someone I wanted to work with in this game doesn't get swapfucked tomorrow! :(
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Here is the first draft that I’m submitting a confession to prove that ... only half of our tribe has submitted and we have five hours unrbabsjwbwjwb https://youtu.be/idbuRp73rig I’m literally,,,, CRYING what the HECK where is EVERYONE PLEASE HELP ME why can’t kai submit like wtf. Logan also told me not to expect much out of Madison so WOOHOO!!! I LOVE LOSING IMMUNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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HONESTLY the main thing I've learned from all this is not to listen to what anyone has told me about other people.
Logan
YASSSS MY FIRST IMMUNITY WIN! I DON'T HAVE TO PLAN A TRIBAL COUNCIL! OR NOTHING! I'M SO HAPPY! Prayers for my boy Raymond but yAS!
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This is amazing. I was worried that if we lost and i didnt actuallt participate thered be a higher chance of me being voted out but i still feel super safe and in a good position with everyone!
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Yay I’m glad we won! I am excited to watch all these!
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The Men Lips came out with that WIN HONEY! I’m so happy! How did we do that I’m really shook. I have such low confidence in myself I really did not expect out tribe to win wowie snabajbanan now I get a day off! How fun! I’m sick rn so like that’s good all I want to do is watch Buzzfeed Unsolved and wait for this announcement that Charlotte/LA/JD were talking about earlier.... hmm. If we’re tribe swapping AGAIN I’ll cry sksbsjsnsjs but honestly? Not so bad. I don’t really like my tribe too much but of course I love Logan lol. And Andreas is cool. Anyway YAY WE WON
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“i liked the knives and the cat. i also liked the girl waving around the knives. that was the highlight for me.” I WAS THE HIGHLIGHT FOR HER SJJSNSNSNS IM HONORED
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Also fun fact: my dad yelled at me for using his expensive professional binoculars because I didn’t put them in their case correctly when I like put them up lol. But it was worth it honey we won-y
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Hello again! There's a rainbow outside my window right now. https://i.imgur.com/1KZpEFA.jpg BECAUSE WE JUST WON IMMUNITY! I really didn't expect that since I didn't give it my best, but oh well... I am not complaining. :) Emily did most of the work, props to her. Logan contributed as much as I did. Amanda, Kai and Madison are MIA - even in chat for the most part. But that won't matter too much right now. Also yay, it was fun winning the Reward Challenge by punishing that cheeky A1 placement. CHECKMATE ANTELOPES! There were no Antelopes in Ancient Greece. And soon there won't be any in Themyscira. I am already a bit scared about the next Challenge, but for now, I'll have a relaxed evening. Also, if Madison doesn't start doing much soon, we'll have an easy target SHOULD we go to Tribal Council in the near future. See ya again in Round 4 :)
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okay so going into tribal tonight i feel good! i have my og hippo alliance of 4 and then i have good enough bonds with raymond and jack to where i dont think that they would come for me if given the chance. the logical thing to do is to vote out someone who didn't contribute on the challenge, but i know that isn't going to happen because if the og hippo alliance falls apart then that leaves a lot of room for uncertainty. however i do know if we go to tribal more than 1 more time after this i will be the next one to leave the game because i am the lowest on the totem pole for the og hippo alliance. it sucks and i don't want to do it but i think i have no choice but to vote with the hippos damnit
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( AS MADELINE )
Wow Madeline is annoying huh?
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Oh my god that last confessional was ME djxjsjdjf
(((((Host: bitch >.> ))))
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Love Antiope turning into the new Copa... not a good run so far. I'm siding with the Hippolyta majority to vote out Raymond, and after that, me, Jordan, and Lily will become the majority if we have to vote someone out again. Or maybe I'm just gonna get voted out and then I'll just die. Who knows.
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guksuu · 7 years ago
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a giant post about tag games that im gonna finish right now [pt. 1]
skjfhsdkf i’ve been tagged for games and i’ve been neglecting to do them so here’s a giant post with all of them! not gonna tag anyone cause there are so many BUT feel free to do them :’) im warning u, this is gonna be super long!
kpop q’s!
tysm to @yugy for tagging me!!
1. who was your first female bias?
iu
2. who was your first male bias?
cheondung from mblaq!
3. who are your current biases? other than the above:
no biases..im an OT stan (lmao am i the only OT stan for all groups?)
4. in the entire kpop indrustry, who is the closest to your ideal type?
jkshdfksd hmmmm...i dont really have an ideal type..
5. have you ever attended any kpop concert/fan meet/fan sign?
yes!
6. if yes, which group/artist? how was your experience?
my first concert (which is the only concert i’ve been to so far), was club eskimo (dean, offonoff, miso, saay). it was amazing! the performances were a1 n meeting them was so cool. i also saw monsta x! it was such a great night n the boys were so sweet!
7. which group(s) would you like to see live?
got7, seventeen, block b, b.a.p, day6, nu’est, winner...a lot of groups lmao
8. how did you get into kpop?
my brother actually showed me suju’s sorry sorry like in 2009 n i got really interested, so i started looking around n finding more groups.
9. who are your otps?
i haven’t really gotten into otps yet, but some i do know are: yugbam, verkwan, jinyoon, sope
10. when did you start shipping?
jkshfksd im still figuring out ships
11. what was your favorite fanfic genre?
anything thats fluff n angst dkhkdfg
12. what is your favorite music genre?
i listen to a lot of genres 
top 10 bias tag
thank u tracy, @eggciao, for tagging me!!
sdfkhsdf im ot so this is gonna be hard but o well (i already did this but imma do it again lmao)
1. junhui (svt)
2. yongguk (b.a.p)
3. chunjin (myteen)
4. ten (nct)
5. johnny (nct)
6. yoochan (a.c.e)
7. dowoon (day6)
8. hyungwon (monsta x)
9. dongho (nu’est)
10. jisung (wanna one)
song tag
thank u @otteryj n @kawaiikpopofsatan n @calemiel for the tag :-)
rules: put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs and tag 10 people!
1.  짜장면 - myteen
2. cant see the end - seventeen
3. cry - mblaq
4. stop it - b.a.p
5. moon, 12:04am - offonoff
6. 다시 앞으로 (ft. sumin) - loco
7. 밀착 - taek
8. hey - got7 
9. rollercoaster - monsta x
10. good bye bye  - nu’est
five things tag
thank u to the lovely @smilingvernon n @whaaattheflower for tagging me!
rules: write the five things in the situation, and then tag 15 people~
five things you’ll find in my bag:
headphones
tons of pens
gum
color pencils 
tons of random papers that I need to throw out
five things you’ll find in my bedroom:
vinyls
art supplies scattered everywhere
all of my ceramic and sculpture works
lots of club supplies
binders that are super old, which I need to get rid of
five things I’ve always wanted to do:
travel
learn a new language
go to a festival
sell art
volunteer in a different country
five things that make me feel happy:
dogs
my family n friends
food (so cliche but honestly..)
my lovely mutuals
my favorites loving themselves
five things I’m currently into:
skin care
old school rnb/hip hop/soul/rap
asmr 
crime shows
plants
five things on my to-do list:
possibly dye my hair bc senior portraits are coming up 
explore n go outside
buy more vinyls even though im broke shfksdsdf
stop being a pushover ://///
fix my sleeping schedule before school starts but we all know it’s not going to happen
get to know me tag
thank u to @cngkyns n @urmomstax n @sleepyw0ns n @nyaaaaaw for tagging me! 
rules: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
the last: 1. drink: boba 2. phone call: my mom 3. text message: “50% sweet and light ice” (i was texting my sister my drink order lmao)  4. the song you listened to: diamond 4 ya - b.a.p 5. the time you cried: ahh i don’t remember
have you: 6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no
list three favorite colors: 12-14: black, yellow, green (that muted green color though lmao)
in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: yes 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no
general: 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: a majority of them 23. do you have any pets: used to have fishes, turtles, and birds 24. do you want to change your name: not anymore 25. what did you do for your last birthday: went out to go eat with the family  26. what time did you wake up: 11am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching one fine day 28. name something you can’t wait for: la trip in october
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday night 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: im tired of being a pushover :///
31. what are you listening right now: yoongi’s mixtape 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes?  33. something that is getting on your nerves: people who love calling others rude names over minor mistakes, ANYONE THAT SEXUALIZES MINORS, passive aggressive people. i have more but that would be a long list.     34. most visited website: tumblr
lost questions aka random info about me 35. mole(s): one on my thigh (if i remember correctly) 36. mark(s): on my elbow from falling, one between my brows when i slipped on the stairs n fell during tag 37. childhood dream: i had so many like being a dentist, firefighter, cop, etc. 38. hair color: dark brown 39. long or short hair: i like both!
40. do you have a crush on someone: nope 41. what do you like about yourself: my ceramic and sculpture skills!  42. piercings: nope 43. bloodtype: i dunno 44. nickname: lili (that’s what my cousins calls me)
45. relationship status: single
46. zodiac: aries 47. pronouns: she/her 48. favorite TV Show: all the old nick, cartoon network, and disney shows, law & order svu, ridiculousness, wild n out, mr. robot, etc. 49. tattoos: nope 50. right or left hand: right 51. surgery: yes but when i was younger  52. hair dyed in different color: i have done like an ombre before 53. sports: i like basketball, swimming, and baseball 55. vacation: i wanna go back to hawai’i, visit korea, thailand, philippines, etc. 56. pair of trainers: 2
more general: 57. eating: lots of viet and chinese 58. drinking: water, and boba 59. i’m about to: watch some shows, make gfx n gifs 61. waiting for: the day i graduate highschool 62. want: lots of food n rest 63. get married: yes, but maybe after i get settled a bit w my career 64. career: sculptures&ceramics/graphic designer, or psychology/criminal justice
which is better?: 65. hugs or kisses: hugs
66. lips or eyes: eyes!
67. shorter or taller: either
68. older or younger: either, but not by a lot
70. nice arms or stomach: either lmao
71. sensitive or loud: both!
72. hookups or relationships: relationships
73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
have you ever: 74. kissed a stranger: no 75. drank hard liquor: yes 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes  77. turned someone down: yes 78. sex on the first date: no 79. broken someone’s heart: yes 80. had your heart broken: yes 81. been arrested: no 82. cried when someone died: yes 83. fallen for a friend: no
do you believe in: 84. yourself: not really :/ 85. miracles: yes, but where are they in my life lmao 86. love at first sight: depends 87. santa Claus: no 88. kiss on the first date: no 89. angels: yes
other: 90. current best friends name: hannah, jane, kim, christina, and jhkdfs all of my network pals :-)) 91. eyecolor: dark brown 92. favorite movie: any studio ghibli film i’ve seen, kill bill 1 & 2, forrest gump, wonder woman, beetle juice, boyz n the hood, etc.
question tag
tagged by @wooziology!!! tysm :-))
1. ARE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEONE?
nope
2. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
i don’t remember
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i like it. it’s super small.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
beef or chicken
5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yes?
6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yes
7. DO YOU HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yes
8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
no thank u
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF CEREAL?
cookie crunch, cinnamon toast, or regular cheerios
10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES?
yes
11. DO YOU THINK YOU’RE A STRONG PERSON?
no
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
coffee
13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their personalities
14. RED OR PINK?
both!
15. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE PHYSICAL THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?
my forhead lmao
16. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
black jeans n black/white vans
17. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
pizza n pasta
18. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
OYEAH by olnl (he’s a really nice rapper, check him out!!)
19. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
grey
20. FAVORITE SMELL?
mint
21. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE?
my mom 
22. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
basketball 
23. HAIR COLOR?
dark brown
24. EYE COLOR?
dark brown
25. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no
26. FAVORITE FOOD TO EAT?
noodles, especially noodle soups
27. SCARY MOVIE OR COMEDY?
both!
28. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
the belko experiment (one of the most wild films i have watched)
29. WHAT COLOR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
tan wih orange stripes
30. SUMMER OR WINTER
winter forever
31. HUGS OR KISSES
hugs!
32.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING?
none but i wanna read the divine comedy, the lathe of heaven, and demian
33. WHO DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?
my brother n cousins n parents
34. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? 
i dont have a mouse pad
35. WHAT IS THE LAST PROGRAM YOU WATCHED?
seventeen’s one fine day
36. WHAT IS THE BEST SOUND?
the rain or waves. they’re honestly so soothing
37. ROLLING STONES OR THE BEATLES?
im more familiar with the beatles, so beatles
38. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE EVER TRAVELED?
hawai’i
39. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
do my ceramic n sculpture skills count or?
40. WHERE WERE YOU BORN
california!
30 questions tag!
tagged by the cuties, @lastnamesuh n @eatnamjin n @princesssjoy n max. thank you so much!
nickname: hmmm...my monbebe pals often call me baeiley...i think someone also has me as baeleaf too lmao. other nicknames beside that are lili, which is what my cousins call me.
gender: female
star sign: aries
height: 5′3
time: 6:20pm
birthday: april 1st
favorite bands: nu’est, b.a.p., got7, seventeen, monsta x, myteen, a.c.e, winner, nct (lmao all of three),  block b, btob, day6, theboyz, victon, vixx...n a lot of other groups. 
favorite solo artist(s): im such a big khh/krnb fan so brave, saero, crucial star, samuel seo, jeebanoff, dean, dpr, punchnello, bewhy, crush, g.nine, loco, bloo, dumbfoundead, olnl, sik k, n a lot more. others are taek, paul kim, iu, jung jin woo, ra.D, grizzly, moonmoon, sam kim, miso, suran, etc. for american music, its sza, kehlani, sob rbe, childish gambino, made in tyo, amine, isaiah rashad, kendrick lamar, etc.
song stuck in my head: overcome - nu’est & crush - yuna 
last movie i watched: hmmmm...men in black. its one of my favorites!
last show i watched: law & order svu
when did i create my blog: i created this blog...like 2014? this blog was originally my personal but i moved it so it can be my primary. i would say i changed into a kmusic blog this year in january!
what do i post: lmao im multifandom so a lot of groups, also some aes n social stuff.
last thing i googled: the word “blithely” for my english class
do u have other blogs: i have my personal which is @medasins n another blog but i aint gonna tell u the other one bc that one is still being edited. i also run monbebe net as an admin with four of my other mutuals. 
do u get asks: super rare lmao. i dont mind people sending asks though!
why did u choose this blog name: i wanted a general username n i just love noodles so much jksgfddfhggj
following: tons of talented/adorable mutuals that i love so much! also others that make a lot of beautiful content! 
followers: 517 
favorite colors: literally the color scheme i have for my blog rn (black, mustard/golden yellow, n this blueish-grey). i also rlly like grey, or any other muted tones. 
average hours of sleep: during school...3-7 hours. during the summer/weekends...8-10 hours.
lucky number: i do not have a lucky number but 0? 
instruments: i played brass/lower brass instruments (trumpet, cornet, baritone, n french horn) from like 5th-8th grade. right now i play/am learning a bit of ukulele!
what am i wearing: black running shorts n a grey tee
how many blankets i sleep with: one but two for winter
dream job: i dunno...still figuring it out
dream trip: traveling!
favorite food: 
favorite food: literally noodles, any noodles. i also love homemade viet n chinese food. O INDIAN N THAI TOO.
nationality: chinese!
favorite song now: ummm...lately i by saero, but also 짜장면 by myteen
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maoyumo · 7 years ago
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wips n stuff
i feel rlly bad that i havent posted art or rather..made proper new art since march lol...here are some wips and sketchbook doodles...posting under a read more bc some of these...r Nasty
this is more for my personal cruisin rather than anything else so please dont feel obligated to look through lol..it’s a little bit shameful
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i started this in feb i think lmfao looking at it now is so embarrassing but it was an idea for a victuuri comic where they meet while stargazing..after making a wish to find happiness! and the star passes and they make eye contact from across the lil field theyre in and SPARKS FLY HOOOOOO YEA (uni au) it’s based off of a post but i can’t find it rn...anyways it could have been Great but ahh idk maybe i’ll give this another whirl in the summer cos i rlly like the idea!
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wowza ok yuuri there on the left is from last yr 2016! not rlly happy w it so i kinda gave up on it! looking back on the one on the right (jan 17) i actually still sorta like it? (based off of a trip to china last yr) might revisit in the summer
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im trying So Hard on this victor but it’s very difficult and i am filled w/ agony...it’s based off an elie saab f/w 2007 dress that was in the sws discord but im not doing the dress or victor justice sigh (most recent piece btw! trying some dif stuff w/ style) kicverse i guess kind of? 
rs are my kiddos!! guanghong was a part of an idea i had to redesign some of the skating costumes (esp jj’s) haha this was one of the ideas i had! it’s based off of a costume my mom made me which was based on huaxian from little door gods! salami r pair skating bc they are gfs..<3 
matching costumes inspired by one of yuna kim’s (she’s so <3!!) n there’s baby yuuko being the ice madonna she is
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beach girl!! bring the Heat! it’s finally getting a bit warmer here lol..this is also v recent (same as high fashion victor up there)! the two on the right i think are from april-ish....the top one is mari and yuuri! i had an idea to do a series of mari n yuuri childhood photos based off my my brother n i lol! that was the earliest photo i could find of us looking at cherry blossoms 
and the bottom victuuri is. also kind of embarrassing to look at now but i was tryin some stuff w/ photoshop!
sketchbook
now onto the sketchbook. it’s mostly yuuri bc i love him also pleas be gentle bc im not a very. good sketchbooker :(((( it’s very rough
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yeehaw!!!!!! 
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i have a fixation w drawing yuuri crying and it’s probably bc i cry all the time and also bc whenever i think abt him for too long i want 2 cry
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based off of this where he wears...a leather skirt...thank u....some rare binktops + more yuuri!!!! 
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kic!salami? ive been reading a lot of fanfic lately and got so much to draw..esp for kic...uuu <3 it’s So Good....i think abt it on an Hourly Basis
there’s a Whole bunch of stuff that i wanna draw stuff for it + other fics too but i feel guilty if i dont leave a comment first ya feel but i hoard comments...i hoard them sm :(( i get too nervous abt leaving a comment and let it SIMMER in a document for like two months before i actually post it....
that’s all for now!! i will try and..do more this summer! thank u for scrolling for this long if you’ve made it here lol
also i have all these ideas for an aquarium au but the sketches r so chicken-scratchy they are too bleh to show but aaaah i’m so excited to draw tender jellyfish moments...<3 
omg i also deeply enjoy idea for victor giving yuuri a faberge egg...like hey babe i got u an egg. i just think theyre so neat!! i rmb i spent like hours poring thru their wiki pages and other info on the internet lol..my favourite is probably the lilies of the valley egg
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kkukkung · 8 years ago
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idk if you've watched mxray yet but like (spoiler alert) i'm shocked at how fast minhyuk figured out who the mafia is like... the game had -just- started and he slid up to the camera immediately and started naming names. what kind of alien sorcery?? truly the most perceptive mx member
yes! minhyuk is rly sharp like his brain works v quickly!! he notices minute details abt people + the mood and responds to things super efficiently! like if someone isn’t saying much (read: shownu mostly lol) he guides them into the action and maintains a good atmosphere... and he’s good at noticing when someone is feeling down + naturally comforts them without being too imposing? :’> 💖💖 one of my favourite things abt him
more late replies under cut!
ordered oldest to newest... 
there are so many i’m sorry omg... this is literally 4k words... first of all i’m rly sorry i’m so bad with replies ;___; i’m going to... do_better.mp3 once i’ve caught up. questions from today will b in a separate compiled ask thing. thank you for being patient w me (i’m saying this like u have a choice jhsfgskdj rip) and i’m very sorry that lots of these referred to something that has now become irrelevant. i’ll work harder 💖
(svzannebrown(.)tumblr(.)com/post/154440030608/all-that-anyone-needs-to-know-about-my-time-in) i found shownu's origin story
(link) aaaa this video jkgfhkj it’s rly so cute ;___; ur right it’s him
shownu had his foot on mh's d and changkyun played shownu's ass like a drum...what a time to be alive
truly. i love shownu initiating anything btw like, bc altho he tolerates anything the others do to him he rarely does anything back to them?? so seeing him being playful is rly fascinating.
wHYD YOU GOTTA TAG THAT AS "b*k**k*" I CANT SEE IT ANY OTHER WAY NOW 😭😭😭🔫🔫
this was... in reference to the water gun scene in ep 1 of mxray jskdfhg im sry... hyungwon spitting it back out like a fountain tho... please... a real Freaq
I'm scream I was looking thru the tags of the gifset of mx sleeping and someone tagged "showhyuk are wearing masks cuz they're the ones who sleep with their eyes open" DKRKKFKG I forgot about that Please Release The Terrifying Eyes
kjsghdfgkjskjfd imagine them sleeping without their masks with their eyes open facing each other just................ staring... i feel like mh would look especially Terrifying
Ok but think abt this: Jackson and Wonho pans*xual m8s who support each other on the low. Yes.
yes i love it. also gym workout partners. small calves big thigh centaur buddies. sweetheart squad.
does kihyun KNOW, like, does he ///know///
i think... i think he Knows,
someone should sign jeonghan and minhyuk up for celeb bromance so they can go on that flower picking date minhyuk wanted
FLOWER PICKING that’s so cute... minhan in a flower meadow holding baskets of flowers and putting daisy chains on each other’s heads.... .... n then it gets dark and the flowers start whispering “stay with us forever” bc they are jealous of how pretty the flowerboys are... giant venus flytraps emerge and minhyuk sacrifices jeonghan and escapes sfhkgfkj but he forgets abt the daisy chain jeonghan put on his head earlier and it morphs into a stinking corpse lily which eats him :/ im sry i can’t just... leave scenarios cute wtf
Kihyun carrying Mingyu on his back(again)... Taking him to where monbebes are and making him greet them... Doesn't this remind you of something... Anyways I love true love and friendship:)
oo anon im not sure what this is meant to remind me of??jssjdkgh i’m not that familiar w svt :( most of what i know abt them comes from their interactions w other groups... but yes i think seventeen with mx is the cutest thing they seem so so close??
"is it just me or is the entire world infatuated with jeonghan" OMG girl SS SsSSAME he's my bias in seventeen (my ult... the bias that got me into kpop) and as I got to know him he rlly is like that?? He's got this easygoing and likable personality that isn't overwhelming for introverts/quieter people but more outgoing ppl flock to him too bc he's still inquisitive and engaging to interact with \ahh sorry i rlly had to go off abt my fave I love him
this is so cute tbh i thought jeonghan was lowkey evil sdhfjgkj like he looks angelic but he’s.............  and the reason why minhyuk likes him is bc... they’re both pretty boys who r actuall.y.... Evil lmao. im kidding im kidding ofc from what i know of jeonghan he’s like u describe him to be but also Very Libra...lmao.....👀👀👀👀 i rly like his vibe idk he’s kind of ??? healing ?? and i rly love minhan a lot :0
i found ur sweater paws tag for the first time today and ive never been happier in m entire life thank u..........
jsfdhg you’re welcome!! there’s not a lot on that tag but i’m glad u enjoyed ur time there! it’s mostly hyungwon who has them bc he loves sleeves that that too long for his already long arms?? minhyuk likes them when he feels like being c*te and wonho uses them to look s*ft... i could analyse this
I swear that Minhyuk can potentially dominate the world...I mean you've seen how he's got everyone wrapped around his little finger, especially Shownu (Showhyuk could become kings of the world and I wouldn't mind tbh), and you think he's just an innocent pretty boy at first? JOKES! That boy is coming for you. He's coming for all of us.
hands up if u’ve been personally SCAMMED by minhyuk... anyway yes i feel like every member of mx loves lmh a lot and appreciate him lots?? especially how much he’s improved since debut and what he does for the atmosphere + entire vibe of mx!
(wh airport photo anon) I havent seen it but my friend told me about it one time casually like "rmbr that photo of wonho at the airport?" and im like ''???'' so they said wonho was adjusting his pants and the waistband went too far down or something like that and you could see a happy trail? like a lot apparently and idk i felt creepy to be like "show me" so i lost my opportunity to see it and havent found it since :/ its gonna haunt me for the rest of my life
i rly think i would’ve... just shamelessly said “show me” lmao especially when they already described it in that much detail 👀👀👀👀hmmmmm jgfkhds but im glad ur dignity is intact anon! if anyone does know... what this photo is..... 👀 slide into my inbox.... idk whenever i see his stomach/abs it’s all very Clean u kno he shaves for performances where he has to show his body... he looks like a hotdog..... clean and slippery and often oiled up w a sheen
i once made the mistake of assuming that short, pink-haired boys with stubby fingers and fat feet and cheek dimples were harmless, only to find out that they're actually a 93 liner whose chin will stab you and they must always win in any scenario. i now regret just about everything
FAT FEET. rly why does kihyun think his chin is a weapon like he’s always holding it at that exact angle if u kno what i mean w a small smirk on his lips... knife cat meme.... nd jdkfghskj ik he rly can’t stand losing/being wronged
I dreamed Seungcheol 'owned' a Burguer King and Jeonghan and Minhyuk spent there the night and ended up getting together and the next morning everyone was like??? What happened to u two??? And they were like love happened:))) I HA T E MYSELF SO MUVH
hfkjfsadjkdsfhdfgdkjkfhdksdhfsdjkhf WHY DID THEY FRICKLE IN A BURGER KING OF ALL PLACESbnjkd
Great skater Wonho tags. A+
Bruh that fic idea in your XKOMBAT Wonho picture is amazing. I wish I was good at writing, especially for that concept...
PLEASE jkfdgkh it was rly just an early morning brain fart but thank u sm... i used to write ficlet tags all the time but recently i’ve been too busy to tag much. and anon2 u should give it a shot! like writing is something u get better @ with time (like... most things lmao idk what im trying to say) but rly we need more writers in this fandom and don’t let self doubt get in the way of what u want to do! i’d be happy to read people’s fics if they want me to btw :>
Case example 374926395 of YKH must always win: changkyun jokingly throwing a tiny snowball at his back and kihyun retaliating by slamming a giantass handful of snow on top of changkyun's head. When will the war ever end?
I KNOW !!!!!!! it’s such an expected reaction from kihyun tho idk why they keep provoking him!!! it’s mostly ck wh + mh like tbh, there must be something..... masochistic in this they enjoy it somehow jfshgd... kihyun has to have the last laugh he has to Win lmao
You're so cute
this is Fake im Fake ur Fake but u kno what’s 100% real? my love and gratitude for u ily thank u hfgdj
Never stop doing the Wonho and Shakespeare thing! :o
thank u omg i probably couldn’t stop if i wanted to?? im very attracted to Raw Feelings and wonho & shakespeare both do that.... especially well...
it's rly hard to find wonho fansites that don't bleach him :/// like he's already so pale they don't... need to... like i know why they do it (not that i condone it) but srsly wonho is already super pale it's not like we don't know he's pale LOL. i remember round wh used to have good unbleached photos but there was one point a few months ago where they put this awful filter on their wonho photos it didn't just make him pale but it made his skin??? blue silver?? it was disappointing
the tragedy of round_wh jgkhsdgj i know :(((( and rose petal jam too :((( playboi_wh has some mostly untouched/unedited photos i rly like!
do u ever wish for that cute lil heart choker to make a comeback i miss wonho with it :-/
he hasn’t worn chokers for a while i’m stressed!!!! the pink heart choker was Iconic but idk why no1 ever talks abt THIS masterpiece
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 truly innovative, redefined the gothfurry subculture.
am I the only one who realized that wonho is the one who solved all the escape rooms first on the first ep of xray... Ngl... Not to brag but honestly I have the most talented bias in the world..
wonho on shows is rly interesting bc he’s either completely and utterly useless (i.e...... what was that bouncy ball mess in ep4, also on weekly idol when he was... a mess) OR the golden hyung/saviour like there’s rly no in between?? he’s still trying to decide whether or not to present himself as a dumbass or not pls save him :/ dshfjkg im kidding i think it’s more like... he’s good at a certain sort of physical activity that involves concentrating on one simple thing (ddr --> getting the moves right, thigh-wrestling --> using thigh strength...) but not good at performing under pressure (tkd demonstration, bouncy ball racing against a senior idol)... re puzzles i think it’s not so much that he’s good at the puzzles themselves (mh + ck are better at that) but, he’s good at understanding the motivations and feelings of other people/predicting the path that a variety show would go; so that’s kind of how he got the password without finding all the hints, bc he knew it would be something meaningful like their debut date. idk that’s what i think!! like, wonho is smart but more emotionally/people-smart than smart in the traditional sense imo?? hope this makes sense omg
I don't know if you know about this, but does starship allow people to send in gifts for theonsta X members? Like do they have guidelines you have to follow cause I saw they moved buildings and I've always wanted to send in gifts cause I know Monsta x will never have a concert where I live.
hey im sry this is so late but the general guidelines for presents is pretty much common sense i think (no food, no weird used things, etc., and some companies don’t allow gifts that are too expensive).... i know starship allows gifts but i’m not too sure abt the specifics?? i’ve heard of people sending in things like clothing and books and framed fanart and whatnot but yeah... if anyone knows/has experience sending presents, please help this anon! :>
I love when u use the word Floof I've incorporated it into my vocabulary now 😣💕
i love the word floof!! also floofy and floofball and floomf gjdkfh ur so cute i’m glad u’ve absorbed it into ur lexicon! 💕💕💕💕💕
there's kind of a rush from starship to make mx big before they start enlisting i think :( it's kind of sad to think about. that's probably why they've been working nonstop since all in. i think starship expected them to make it big from debut (thus the rush to get a first win and taking their phones away) and mx was promised that but things didn't go as planned. at least that's the feeling i'm getting. i think the success of part 2.5 will determine if they're going to stay in japan or korea
i feel like... enlistment is still so far away for them?? usually groups have a 7-ish year run anyway n like............ not to talk abt d*sbandment but i think mx rly have to gain more musical autonomy if they want to stay in the industry for a long time, and adapt to the changing entertainment landscape like big bang does? i agree tho that starship expected mx to be a lot bigger initially but tbh... i have so much beef w the timing, planning, management team like................ i rly truly feel like if they promoted hero instead of rush a first win would’ve been far more likely... not to mention all of their comebacks + even their debut?? have clashed w other Big Name Groups’ promotion times and they’re always so infuriatingly close but :/ aaaa... also idk they need more ?? flamboyance ?? they put on the best stages and work themselves to death but i feel like sometimes the choreography itself, although v nice in their practice room filmed w a non-moving camera from the front, doesn’t carry over to the stage/live performances as well? and w their title tracks too idk i sometimes feel like starship is forever a little behind with the musical trend of the time... mx has never released a bad song but lmao, to be honest i feel like their title tracks have never been flashy enough? :/ their concept team is doing well tho i think the x clan aesthetic is a+ and it was the all in/stuck/fighter vibes+visuals that drew in a lot of new fans, myself included. idk sometimes i just feel like......... starship isn’t bringing out their full potential nd it makes me >:(((.......... ANYWAYS i have high hopes for the upcoming comeback pls pls pls support them
Ok but,,,he ain't even ugly in em tho, how does he still look a model even when he tryna look like spongebob
regarding this post lmao. not to be blinded by love also but ur right he’s never looked bad in his entire life :/
Mx members broken down: just a stuffed bear?? How'd that get there?, spongebob, Wallace and gromit, shifty cat, Kermit the frog, zico????, and an alien dressed as a human trying to blend into society
jkfdghkj enough!!!!! not to b serious on a cute funny ask but it must be :/ being compared to an established idol rapper all the time and whenever i think abt all the shit jooheon must’ve gone through during their debut year as the Representative Monsta X Member and all the pressure he was under after being so hyped up after no mercy.... i :( feelsbadman... 
Minhyuks secret was prolly everyone's **** size....tbh...
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girl ngl you have some of the most nastie tags ive seen on this website sometimes but they always make me laugh, thanks for being so rad
PLEASE I FEEL LIKe... my tags aren’t even that nasty but mb i follow a different set of people and we’re used to different things lmao sjhghj i swear i’m pretty tame?? thank u for enjoying them tho ily darling 🌻🌻🌻
"he's my own flesh and blood. my cells quiver when he sneezes" - anniesus on im changkyun, 1:17, monbebe bible
SJDHFPLEASE but like... rly.... no printers only fax
i totally agree srsly i don't get how ppl don't see how scripted survival shows in general are lol... ppl felt rly bad for ck and i TOTALLY GET IT but like sometimes ppl go as far as saying the contestants b*llied him or like, genuinely hated him... and it doesn't sit well with me...i tried explaining this once but someone was like "but he looked so sad in no mercy i can just tell bc if his expressions " he might have felt awkward and he's introverted but i rly don't think he was mistreated
YESYES^^^^^^^^^^^^ idk some people rly.... think no mercy was..... a reliable portrait of reality jkfhdsg. when ppl take it too far and say the others rly mistreated him or hated him it makes my eyes roll back into my skull idk like !!! do u rly think!!! no mercy was one big scripted story with convenient narrative arcs and changkyun’s ate arrival was one of them. i think at that point it was obvious changkyun was going to debut?? and how do u make an audience like someone in the shortest amount of time possible? u make them sympathise with him/his situation. no mercy was very organised storytelling, if u know what i mean, it is a very narrative-driven show with victims and villains and timed hurdles and it concludes in a very neat way.
Ur tags about minhyuk being dramatic on no mercy dkfkfjkgk I love him my bad actor baby.....rmr in the same ep changkyun came on I think where hyungwon and gun played a prank on a younger guy where they were "fighting" and minhyuk kept laughing thru it ddkjfjf idk if that was his #Concept like was he supposed to be awkward laughing. Idek but um I'm love his dumbass
he’s AWFUL at acting jskhdfg but yoonho, dear pure boy i love with my whole heart, rly fell for it regardless bc he just wanted everyone to get along hjfdjkdf :( ur right lmao lmh rly found it funny i doubt it was a Concept i think he’s genuinely just................... bad at acting jksdfgh
THANK YOU for pointing out how obviously scripted no mercy was; like honestly any reality show from any country is overproduced and you have to take everything with a grain of salt. But here's the real question (and you don't have to answer if you don't feel comfortable): did starship already have the final lineup planned? Personally I think that some were gonna make it regardless (jooheon, shownu, kihyun) and that the others weren't finalized until later, but idk man it's still a big debate
i agree!! but i’d definitely add changkyun to the planned debut lineup. i think starship wanted to debut yoonho originally but they realised too late that he wasn’t ready yet. also, it’s interesting what they did w #gun bc they rly made u like him as a person, rly sympathise w him, rly anticipate him when it was kind of clear in a hip hop group there would b a high tone rapper and a low tone rapper... and jooheon was definitely going to debut like 100% lmao so the high tone slot was taken from the beginning. i think starship had plans for #gun already at that point but he wasn’t gonna make it into mx. and i think wonho was also most likely in the lineup, but it wasn’t decided at the beginning of the show like it was with the other three u mentioned.. probably somewhere along the line. i think Perhaps hyungwon n minhyuk were in the dark.
this isn't prompted by anything but you: makes/reblogs a post me: 💝💝💝💖💖💖💗💗💗💓💓💞💞💕💕💕💕💖💖💘💘💘💘💘 you: writes tags me: 💖💖💖💖💘💘💝💝💘💘💞💕💕💖💓💓💓💗💗💖💕💘💗💗💘💘💕💖💗💗💘💘💕💖💖💖💓💖💘💕💘💗💘💘💘💗💘💞💘 i love u and ur blog so much ur so funny and smart??? u always have valuable things to say??? amazing ..
this is 2 much i rly looked at this msg for like 3 days straight pleasthe............ im... very flattered jkshg but i’m rly just ur casual mess,.., thank u sm for enjoying my humble blob :( i hope ur having the best day rly honestly & truly i appreciate this sm jhfdgjghj idk how to respond adequately!!!! 💖💖💖💖💘💘💝💝💘💘💞💕💕💖💓💓💓💗💗💖💕💘💗💝💗💘💘💕💖💗💗💘💘💕💖💖💖💓💖💘💕💘💗💘💘💘💗💘💞💘💝💝💝💖💖💖💗💗💗💓💓💞💞💕💕💕💕💖💖💘💘💘💘💘!!!!!
I had a mini freakout too, we got scammed so hard. the old selca before and the dark undercut now. he said a few months ago that he's going to dye his hair black for the next comeback though ;; don't lose hope mbb
(regarding wonho not having black hair and being Scammed Again jkdghsjk) i rly do hope he goes darker bc it must suck bleaching and dyeing all the time :/ he looks good w every colour tho so i won’t complain regardless of what happens 💖
ummmm did u ever watch the wonho hand reading vid ?????? (the audio ,,, i couldnt hear shit,,,) i watched minhyuks and i was like wow a certified demon agdjdkjsh joking but everything he said had me liek yeth its trUE!!!!
the best part of the wonho one was when he said “he’s got love in his heart, but he doesn’t quite know what it is” and “when this photo was taken he was probably feeling sorry or sad for himself or something” sdfhgkjdfgs AND WHEN HE SUGGESTED WONHO SHOULD STUDY METAPHYSICS i rly scremed.... also he has the will to go for what he wants + he’s sensitive !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tru!!! ALSO IM SCREAMING I KNOW minhyuk’s was SO ACCURATE kjfdshkjgsdf “THE LINE OF HEART IS SOMEWHAT DISTURBED” jkfhsgkjhdfsg  DEMON
I'm unsure if you are into block b or not, but I thought I should tell you just in case that P. O's mother passed away on the 27the due to chronic illness
aa i’m not rly into block b but this is super sad :( i feel awful for answering this so late but my thoughts are with him and his family 💞 
Kamsaminda!!! I literally face palmed so hard! Kboo logic is something else
it’s just.............. very ironic that they claimed their english was getting worse bc they’re so immersed in the ~Korean Way~ but... “kamsaminda”......... 
Ur tags are what I live for omg 😂 
thank you darling 💝💝 i feel a bit :/ recently bc i haven’t been as active as i’d like to on this blog but i’m catching up and i’m... gonna work harder jshfdg tysm!
*hugs you real tight* would you please send this to the first 10 people in your dash (or whoever)? Make sure someone gets a hug today and stay safe! (づ◕‿◕)づ
aaaa thank you!!! i’m sending it back w my heart wrapped in a ribbon 💝 ty for this and i hope you’re also well-hugged and safe!
Annie I just wanted to say I appreciate u for being such a lovely and funny and kind person u get so many q's (bc ur so lovely and fun to talk to) and I'm obviously only adding onto ur backlog of messages sorry dkfkjgg but yeth u always give thoughtful or funny responses and ur Bloggie is just always so refreshing and fun to read I like to go thru ur posts when I've had a tiring day and just read ur funny tags and replies so ty for that :') 💕
sdhfjkgs i don’t deserve all u nice anons :((( thank you for enjoying my blobspace i’m going to work harder to become this ????? ? lovely funny kind person i’ve tricked u into thinking i am??? rly this means a lot to me i love u !!!!!! like tbh i don’t get That Many messages i think i just... let them pile up and it’s my own fault so don’t worry abt the backlog!!! anyway i appreciate this sm and rly... it’s... ridic that there are people out there like u... really sweet people who send other people nice messages anonymously w no real purpose but to make them happy like ?????? ppl like u go straight to heaven.. ily ily i hope you’re doing well today angel!!! 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
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FIC Results and Rites of Passage
Dana has won individual immunity and guaranteed herself a spot in final tribal council and a chance to argue her case in front of the jury.
Now, on to rites of passage.
JULIA’S ROP
Chris- sucks you went out because of a crazy idol! you were coming after me so you had it coming ;/
Rob- god I love u so much and I was soo upset when you walked!! I hope you're doing okay!
Jenna- we were never on the same tribe but it sucks you never made merge!
Adrian- I love u to death and I really wish I was awake during the time you were voted out so I could've made sure no one flipped on you! you were such a good ally and I was really upset to see you go so soon.
Jaiden- you were probably my favorite person to align with! although you were lowkey crazy and unpredictable I knew you always had my back and I am happy to say I never went against you. playing this game with you was so much fun and I'm glad it brought us closer!
Gage- we never talked much because you always went MISSING AHHH!! but when we did talk, you were really fun and you being voted out really shocked me
Willa- you were so fun to talk to and I'm really glad we got to play this game together! the only thing I remember about you being voted out is that I was afraid someone had an idol. you were truly robbed!
Nicholas- argh u are a terrible ally to have but its ok,,, ily and im so glad to say I finally outlasted u in a game aha!
Lily- we never talked much because I felt like you were against me. you're a really sweet gal and im glad to say I never lied to you but if you made it to the end you would've won!
Bodhi- im so glad that I got to play this game with you. since the beginning, I feel like we really connected and im so happy we got to become friends. you were someone I knew I could rely on and you were really robbed. im sorry that the vote was either me or you and i lowkey wish it was me. love u!
Brian- ahhhh! during the beginning of the game, i felt like you were someone i could count on and actually become friends with! even though during merge we stopped talking as much, you played such a spectacular game and im happy i got to play it with you. i tried to save you last minute but it didn't work. you're a smart player and it sucks you were voted out!
KAI’S ROP
Madison - Voted out first for being inactive.
Kylie - Don't know who this is.
Chris - I had no idea who he was and then he tried to vote me out for no reason xD so I didn't like him too much.
Mitch - Don't know who this is.
Rob - Rob was such a sweet heart.. I'm sad that he had to leave the game (heart) I would've loved to work with him.
Jenna - Dana just told me that shes now on the jury and I feel bad because I have literally no idea who she is :( 
Adrian - I think hes probably a really nice guy but I also think he tried to vote me out along side chris and therefore It made me lose trust In him
Jaiden - quite a funny guy when you talk to him. however within this game he was absolutely crazy. he also saved me on the Chris vote which I'm very appreciative of.
Gage - he was a very quiet person but I'm sure he was lovely too.. its a shame he had to go the way he did because of idols n stuff... 
Willa - quite a nice guy, it was fun to work with him xD not many people knew about that which was pretty cool. We would've gone far 
Nicholas - I was with Nicholas in my starting tribe and he is such a sweet guy (heart) like I did like him and then he flipped on our alliance and it kind of made me lose trust in him so...
Lily - she was literally the one of the only reasons I made it this far within the game I swear to god! Coming into the game as a beginner and not knowing anybody Lily was very sweet and helped me through it and sort of gave me tips on how to play a good game so I genuinely wouldn't have been able to make it here without her.. (heart) (heart)
Bodhi - once again another person who helped me through the game. Bodhi was one of the people I trusted most as well until he started making plans and votes without me. but hes Bodhi so ive still gotta love him no matter what ya feel xD
Brian - the final person who I would never have been able to make it this far without. he was also another person who was giving me hints and tips on how to play the game.
DANA’S ROP
Madison- You were wrong. Cake was not the winner of the season, it was worm on a string and I love her.  
Kylie- Hope you had a good time playin the game!
Chris- Chips! What a nice guy. Talking to you on original Ysabela was great. Honestly? Your selfie scavenger hunt skills are admirable.
Mitch- Poor ailing Mitch. Very sorry you had to go while you were suffering from Pneumonia. You were such a nice guy. I realized too late that you’re v into candles and I’m sad we never got to talk about them because I am a hoe for candles.
Rob- Bobby! I’m SO sad we never got to play in this game together because I was really looking forward to it. My OG TS Survivor friend and my first ever ally. Can’t wait to host with you and Daisy, our only other friend.
Jenna- Ahh Jenna! Nobody has more wild stories to tell in tribe chat than you. Playing with you was super fun and you definitely kept me entertained. I’m sorry we couldn’t have gone further into the game together!
Adrian- What a pal. I’m SO sorry I left you alone on Ponderosa, but I came back to S L A Y for both of us robbed queens. I’ll make it up to you and we can go on a lit beach vacation together when we get out of the Bahamas.
Jaiden- Chaos Jaiden. You definitely made this game more interesting and terrifying for everyone involved.  Playing this game with you made everything…unpredictable to say the least, but I wouldn’t have had it any other way. Maybe you can find another advantage out there to bring yourself back to the jury?
Gage- The missing icon. Honestly I was always SO excited to work with you in this game, and inevitably every round you would leave me for that bitch the triangle. I’m sorry I eventually got jealous and had to vote you out of this game.
Willa- Willa Willa Willa. My half of the super idol twin. Honestly I miss you quite a lot. Your way of playing this game straightforward was something I was SO envious of in this game. I hope they have plenty of kpop bops for you to listen to @ Ponderosa.
Nicholas- QUEEN NICHOLAS! My hero and fellow wine mom. You’re honestly a fav and you deserved better. I’m super glad I decided to befriend you in this game, honestly one of the best choices I made. Can’t wait to get lit and ruin lives with you in future games.
Lily- <3 AHH I miss talking to you SO much. You’re such a great friend and we have so much in common, which made talking to you in this game incredibly enjoyable and just like I was hanging out with my irl friends. Keep living your best life my fellow sorority girl and party princess. Also pls say hello to your cute dog for me. Thank you.
Bodhi- I am SO sad you aren’t sitting here with me right now in the final four, because you deserve it so much. Playing this game with you was honestly one of the best times I’ve ever had in a game and I’m going to miss our alliance a crazy amount. You play the best UTR game, one that I’m INCREDIBLY jealous of. I’m always fascinated by the crazy plans you think up and USUALLY successfully implement. It’s been a great time and so much of that was because of you, so thanks!  
Brian- By far one of the hardest votes for me in this game. I’m so thankful you brought me back into this game and took a chance on someone you didn’t know that well at the time. Your decision to bring me back allowed me to have one of the best times I’ve ever had playing in a game before, so thank you. Unfortunately, you became SO threatening. Your pulse on what was going on in this game was close to perfect and your ability to see through other people’s plans was uncanny. You’re an awesome guy and I can’t wait to visit in Toronto!
ZACH’S ROP
Madison Although we don’t see eye to eye all the time, I still wish you would’ve been more active and could’ve stayed longer!
Kylie Queen of self voting! We didn’t talk, you were inactive and i’m not sure if you even accepted my friend request hehe.
Chris I heard your tribal was fairly… intense. We barely got to play this game together, but i’m glad with the little time we had!
Mitch This was a sad vote. I’m so sorry you came up with an illness :( I really enjoyed your presence and am glad to have gotten the opportunity to play with you! I wish we could’ve still continued though.
Rob We were close early on, and i’m glad we got to become good friends! It’s unfortunate you had to walk though :( I was hoping to continue our game together later on! I hope we get to meet again soon.
Jenna The definition of robbed. We were pals and I was so sad to see you go. I tried to force a tie but the votes just weren’t there. I’m super glad you were moved onto jury though!
Adrian This vote had me stressed out. You deserved to stay longer, but it’s unfortunate that the tiebreaker wasn’t in your favour. I wish we could’ve played together and actually went semi-far as allies and not be opposing forces, which was something we kind of achieved here, so i’m thankful to have played with you.
Jaiden You’re one crazy baby child. Although you made me stressed and made tribals hectic one after another, it was a fun experience and you made this whole overall adventure more chaotic. I’m sad to see you leave jury :(
Gage We never really connected, but i’m glad to have gotten a chance to play with you and meet you! Perhaps one day down the road we could play again and work together more effectively.
Willa At this point, this was the hardest vote I had to make. You were such a social threat and Brian was fortunately removed from the tribe (via the bermuda triangle!) so it had to be you. Thank you for talking to me though and giving me hope, and comforting me regularly. I really appreciate you and am thankful to have this opportunity shared with you.
Nicholas ADIOS NICHOLAS! You leaving pissed me the frick off. I was… blindsided… but in the end, it was fun to play with you and i’m glad we had a fun experience again. Malibu is shaking!
Lily I am grateful to have played with you again, and rekindle our friendship a little bit to say the least. You were a likeable and social threat, and my paranoid ass decided splitting the vote was the best idea, which resulted in you leaving. I’m truly apologetic. I will say though that I did enjoy your company, and you were a fun person to talk to throughout the game.
Bodhi The vote where I… cried? This was so hard because I wanted to keep you but the vote may have tied, therefore sending me out by rocks and it just wasn’t optional. I’m thankful to have gotten to build a personal relationship with you, and become friends that hopefully will extend outside this game. Thank you for all the help you provided.
Brian Okay this vote was messy. I’m sorry to see you go. We never really connected until the end, but it was too risky taking an underdog story like yours to the end. You were a great magician with your frequent “i’m playing my idol” tricks, and truly you made me one hell of a paranoid freak. Thank you for a fun game.
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